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You broke up, but you're still living together.

Whatever you choose, make it clear.

My love was just for you.

But it's no longer that.

Hold on. That’s my pen.

Now that you are aware, just return what you took to me.

Do you remember my question?

I asked you if it’s going to be complicated.

Then what is this?

Oh shit!

You taught him to ride a motorcycle?

He’s deaf.

Deaf people can ride motorcycles.

He wants to live his life like everyone else, not cooped up in here like this.

Why would you stay with someone who no longer loves you?

I don't have a place to stay anymore.

Do you always stare at everyone who sleeps over?

No.

I mean

no one sleeps over.

Am I making you uncomfortable?

You mean making me sleep on the floor?

It’s okay.

I’m used to it.

You know what I mean.

Actually, I even have to thank you.

I can finally move on from him.

Otherwise, we'll get stuck together for who knows how long.

So that means I’m the reason why

you decided to do this.

I told you.

I broke up with him long ago.

This just helps him get over me more easily.

What’s your plan now?

If you’re not okay, I can stay at a hotel.

Are you testing me?

Am I allowed to test you?

Crash here for now.

When you find yourself a place, we will talk again.

Thank you.

Chapter 6: The Walk to Forget and Forgive

Here.

Mariner’s Omelet.

My favorite.

Let me.

Here, try it.

Sure.

It’s good.

Let's call it my work in exchange for a place to sleep.

I’m not a picky person.

Very easy to treat.

By the way, where’s Li Ming?

Hello.

Hey, want to join us?

You guys go ahead.

There are no more eggs.

Sit and eat with us.

It’s okay, Uncle Jim.

I’m not eating.

I’m headed out.

Fighting again?

Hey.

Which one do you think the cat will choose?

Animals trust their instincts when they make choices.

Come to daddy.

Go to your daddy.

Jimbo, which flavor do you want?

If we don’t offer him choices, he won’t have the right to choose.

He chooses anyway.

Choose whether or not he will eat.

But if it’s this one, you’ll definitely eat it. Right, Jimbo?

It smells so nice. Right, Jimbo?

So good, isn’t it?

Seems like he trusts you.

Does his owner trust me too?

Here. Let me feed him.

Eat.

It’s really good. Huh, Jimbo?

Right, Jimbo?

Jimbo, you don’t stop eating.

Hi, Mrs. Jintana.

Hi.

Let me help.

I changed these pots the other day.

Actually, your work has paid off your debt.

You don’t have to come anymore.

Let Jim know too.

Can I come to see Heart though?

I’m sorry for taking Heart out without telling you.

Heart said staying home stressed him out so much.

So I took him outside.

He told you that?

Yes.

Where did you guys go?

To shopping malls, to take a walk,

and to catch a movie.

Catch a movie?

Yes, we did.

Heart likes watching movies so much.

He usually watches Western movies

because Thai movies don’t have subtitles for him.

And…

actually, Heart is quite communicative.

Do you know Paolo Church?

There are activities for deaf people to do.

Many activities.

They use sign language to talk to each other.

Heart likes to communicate with people there.

He’s so communicative.

Besides, he seems…

He seems really happy.

Next time,

if you’re going out again, let me know.

I will tell my husband to take you two.

So that I won’t get worried.

Ma’am,

can I take Heart to hang out at my house?

[Are you being a troublesome kid, jackass?]

You almost hit the pole, Uncle Jim.

It was right there.

Leng.

For you.

Hey.

Hi, Uncle Jim.

So?

Why did you come together?

I’ve been sleeping at his house.

Uncle Jim lets you stay at his place?

He normally doesn’t get serious with anyone.

Really?

Yeah.

Are you guys boyfriends now?

Huh?

Not yet.

You’re staying together.

If not boyfriends, then what is it?

I’d like to know too.

Can you ask him for me?

Uncle Jim,

you guys are staying together,

and going places together.

What should I call this relationship?

Friends.

Is there a problem, Leng?

Friends.

Fried Banana. Let me try.

Wow. It’s a lot.

Is it good?

Yes.

Thanks.

Are you missing home?

A little.

I never asked why you moved here.

Bangkok seems to suit you better.

Bangkok

is overcrowded.

If every place was well-developed like Bangkok,

people wouldn't choose to live there.

Why?

There was a job vacancy then.

So I took the risk.

Back in old days,

I loved to take risks too.

You?

Otherwise, my big sister and I wouldn’t have run away from home.

Li Ming’s mom?

Right. Her name is Jam.

I hear from her once in a while.

She said

we’re two great survivors.

Pa said the same to me.

He said I’m a survivor.

I can live anywhere.

But it’s damn lonely.

It is.

If possible,

I’d like to have a permanent home too.

Anyone

wants a permanent home.

Pa once told me love is like a home.

To find out whether we like it or not,

we must take a chance and try it.

If it’s not the right home,

we must move out.

But once we find the right one,

we won’t want to move anywhere.

That’s where we can stay for the rest of our lives.

Why, Uncle Jim?

Why is your wall so high?

Am I not the right one for you?

It’s not you.

It’s me.

Yes.

Sure.

Goodbye.

I won’t be home tonight and tomorrow night.

I will be back on Sunday.

See you.

Do you have to take the ring off to go home?

What’s wrong? I just forgot.

You forget it every Friday when you go home.

Please don’t start a fight.

Who’s calling?

Pick up.

A friend.

Nothing urgent.

A friend?

What friend?

Let me see if it’s just a friend.

Just a friend.

That’s bullshit.

What kind of friends have anniversaries?

Are you sure that’s called ‘friends?’

Let me see.

Calm down.

Let’s talk when I’m home.

Home?

Which home?

Every time you go home, I can never reach you.

I believe you when you say your family doesn’t know about us.

I’ve always trusted you.

How does it play out now?

I’m just an idiot for believing you.

What’s the matter with you?

Can you stop being silly?

Silly?

I’m silly?

Do you want me to tell you what her name is?

I can explain.

Explain?

No more explanation.

We’re over.

Hey, Mister!

Are you boarding?We’re about to go.

I am. Just a moment, please.

Sure.

Hey!

I’ll call you when I’m home.

I can explain.

Just get lost, Beam.

Sir!

Yes.

One second, please.

Just a moment.

Hurry up.

Please let me–

We’re leaving, sir.

All right.

Just one second, please.

Come on, guys. We’re leaving.

I’ll call you once I’m home.

Please be quick. We’re leaving.

Please hurry.

Thank you.

Be careful there.

Let’s go.

A ferry accident has been reported.

Today, at 10:30 a.m., the Pattaya-Koh Larn ferry capsized.

The police have not yet determined what caused this accident.

As of now, 14 casualties have been found.

There are also an unknown number of people missing.

One of the assumptions is that there was a problem with the engine.

Do you know

what I think every time I’m here?

I think if I put up a bigger fight that day,

and stopped him from boarding that ferry,

I wouldn’t have to feel this way.

It’s not your fault.

I could have learned

what it was all about.

Who was that woman?

Was I in the guilty position?

Did I take him from her?

But I have absolutely no idea.

I don’t even know if the feeling we shared all those times

were real.

Time

will make everything better.

The older we get,

the harder our scars can get healed.

Do you agree?

I’m sorry, Uncle Jim.

I suggest you get a loan somewhere else.

What do you mean?

I’m not approved?

It’s not that.

If you file this, you might get the approval.

However,

I can’t separate work from personal matters.

Try submitting this to a different branch or bank.

This is the loan department's card at the Naklue branch.

Try with them.

[Gaipa]

What’s up, Gaipa?

Here, Uncle Jim.

Thanks a lot.

I kind of miss Moo sometimes.

I just met him not too long ago.

I feel like Dad’s still with me too.

Mom talks about him every day.

Is Mrs. Hong feeling lonely?

She is.

That’s why I don’t go out very often.

I stay home to keep her company.

You’re a very nice kid, Gaipa.

Am I?

Dad used to tell me that

when Mom was young, she chased after him, like…

She never quit.

He didn’t like her at first.

But he said

after a while, people can eventually get softhearted.

Mom kept on pestering him.

And they finally went out.

If we keep chasing after the one we love,

do you think we'll ever be loved back?

I think

something like this

depends on whether they like us or not.

If we’re not the right one, we’re not.

Is it possible for me to be the right one for you?

I’m sorry, Gaipa.

I was just saying.

Here, try this for me.

Mom always says I make it too plain.

But I think it’s okay.

Try it.

Let’s eat.

Come on. Let’s eat.

Gaipa.

I’m returning your title deed.

I don’t think I will need it.

Uncle Jim,

it has nothing to do with us.

I truly want to help you.

I’m not helping you because I want you to like me.

It really has nothing to do with us.

It’s not that, Gaipa.

I think I’ll ask my sister for her title deed.

We’re siblings. It should help get the approval easier.

Okay.

Let’s eat.

Eat.

Gai, how are you?

Do you want me to come over?

Don’t worry about Uncle Jim.

Worry about yourself first.

I gotta go.

Uncle Jim, I got a question.

Did you return Gaipa his title deed?

Yes, I did.

Why? I don’t get it.

This is whatever Gaipa said.

But the deed and Gaipa are two different issues.

Leng.

I don’t want to use his feelings for my own benefit.

I think that’s a little selfish.

But it’s normal to be selfish when we’re desperate, isn’t it?

Desperate, yes.

But you must have dignity too.

If you were in my place, you wouldn’t want anyone to do this to you either.

Fine.

What are you gonna do now?

Where will you get the money from?

I think I’ll talk to my family.

There might be a title deed I can borrow.

[Jam: What’s up?]

(Hello.)

Hello, Jam.

Do you have a title deed I can borrow?

I need money.

Uncle Jim.

Why are you home before me today?

It’s towards the end of the year.

People go out to eat something fancy.

We barely had any customers left at 10 p.m.

And…

why are you decorating the house for the new year?

It might help better my life.

Let me help.

Sure.

Like this?

Right.

Can you help add the tape for me?

Of course.

Do you feel the spark?

See?

Decorating a house can bring something good.

Come on.

We talked about this.

Okay.

Come here, Uncle Jim.

Here.

Uncle Jim.

Can I sleep on your lap?

Sure.

Do you take this place as your home?

Uncle Jim.

What are you cooking so early? It smells great.

Are you hungry?

No.

I heard the noise, so I came out to take a look.

I’m going to the temple. I’m cooking for my offerings.

Why did you ask me too?

It’s a day off.

I thought you could use some rest.

I’m coming with you.

I might not seem like it, but I do go to temples.

Can you wait for me? I’ll go get ready.

All right, then.

Pour water of dedication and get blessed.

[Bavorndech Pithakwiwattana][Born July 15 1984][Died December 30 2018][Aged 34 years.]

He was still young.

Nothing in life is certain.

Death comes too easy sometimes.

Living, in fact, is more difficult.

I even think what it’d be like…

if he still lived.

Uncle Jim.

Have you met that woman?

Who am I to meet her?

Besides, I have no idea why I should meet her.

Meet her

so that you can let go of what you’ve been doubting.

I don’t know her.

I don’t know anything about her.

If you want to, it can’t be that hard.

Do you still have Beam’s Facebook?

Uncle Jim.

Do you want me to come with you?

I can do this alone.

Then

I’ll be waiting around here.

I made merit for Beam the other day.

Actually, I have no idea why I came.

Maybe because I don’t know anything at all.

That’s why.

What do you want to know?

Did you know about me?

I did.

Beam and I had been together since university.

Our dads were close.

They introduced us.

Typical Chinese families.

After some meals and getting to know one another, we started dating.

That means I came later.

So?

In the end, he dated you too anyway.

Could you take it?

This kind of stuff,

nobody can take it.

When I found out,

I forced him

to break up with you.

Thanks.

Can I ask you back?

If you knew about me,

what would you do?

I might have asked him to choose.

How nice of you.

Beam told me he needed time to fix our problem.

So that means he wanted to break up with me.

I don’t know.

He passed first.

But if you ask me,

I don’t think he wanted to break up with you.

If he did, he would’ve done it long ago.

He must have loved you so much.

You think?

I’ve been living with this doubt.

I don’t even know if he truly loved me.

He did.

But you don’t believe so, do you?

If I told you Beam didn’t love you,

lovers didn’t do that to each other,

you wouldn’t believe me either no matter what I said.

We just fell in love with a selfish man.

I forgave him for everything, though.

I don’t know if this is the answer you’re looking for.

I’m glad

that at least Beam wanted to do right by you.

Mommy, can we continue our coloring now?

Okay.

But first, say hello to Uncle.

Hello, Uncle.

Good girl. I’ll be right there.

All right.

Is she the daughter of…

It’s not what you think.

I’m married.

And you?

Are you still running a Chicken Rice diner?

Yes.

Still.

You know what?

I followed you and Beam to the diner once.

I was furious then.

What hurt me even more was that he never apologized.

But what can we expect from a dead man?

I quit suffocating over the past.

I’m happy with my life today.

Will you excuse me?

This meal is on me.

Do it right here too.

What is this? Tell me.

A princess.

A princess!

Did the food there taste good?

I didn’t eat it at all.

Are you going back for it?

No.

I’m not going back anymore.

If you hadn’t passed out drunk at my diner that night,

I have no clue what I’d have been right now.

You wouldn’t have had a multifunctional employee who helps you with everything.

I’m so entitled to the best employee award.

Sure.

You’re the first.

Leng is the second.

The third would be Li Ming.

These are all I have.

Are you including me in your family?

Thank you so much.

This is the most relieved new year ever in my life.

Come on.

What’s the hurry?

Can’t we see the fireworks first?

No.

I’ve seen it too many times.

Let’s join a prayer ceremony instead.

Oh please, Uncle Jim.

[See? I told you. If you asked your mom nicely, she would let you come.]

[You’re smart. You can persuade her.]

[Jimbo.]

Jimbo.

Yyim-bo.

Hey!

You

can

speak?

Hey, you can speak?

Yeah?

Can

you

speak

again?

I want to hear.

I

want

to hear

your voice.

H…heart.

Hey!

I heard

you just say

your name.

You’re great.

You’re awesome.

How can you speak?

You’re so great.

I’m happy.

How could you do it?

I’m happy. Can you see?

I’m so happy.

Why do you look confused?

I’m so delighted.

Let me hug you.

What?

You’re so great.

Speak again.

Do it.

Do it again.

It's finally here, everyone,

the night we countdown to wave goodbye to 2022 and welcome 2023.

I believe this is the year many of you have been looking forward to.

After many years of dealing with the pandemic,

we can finally celebrate the new year like we used to.

Despite the length of the crisis,

I believe everyone who has lived through it

appreciates how precious it is to spend meaningful time with loved ones.

You…

have never…

celebrated…

Ah!

You’ve never celebrated the new year with anyone before?

With me now.

Uncle Jim,

should we go to the shrine tomorrow?

Let’s go eat the auspicious new year oranges.

Sure.

How about you ask Li Ming to come too?

You do it.

He won’t come if I do.

Okay.

Hey.

It’s almost time.

And now the countdown is starting.

Everyone, let’s count down together.

Ten…

Nine,

eight,

seven,

six,

five,

four,

three,

two,

one!

Happy new year.

I wish you all the best in the coming year.

Yeah!

Uncle Jim,

I forgot my phone charger.

Can I have the key?

Here.

Hello.

Uncle Jim.

Uncle Jim.

Uncle Jim.

Can you take me to the hospital?

Alan had an accident.

How’s he doing?

The cop said he’s drunk.

They’re examining his blood.

But I have no idea what really happened at the scene.

How did he get drunk?

He doesn’t usually drink.

Right. He usually doesn’t.

Which one of you will be the caregiver?

I’m explaining the procedures.

Uncle Jim.

I think…

I think you should stay.

If I were you, I would, too.

Directed by Noppharnach Chaiyahwimhon

Li Ming.

How are you, dear?

I saw you and him kiss.

Isn't it difficult enough to be born poor? And now you're gay?

I’ve cleaned all my mess.

I'll take this as our first date.