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yeah i am back in the light but there's still that root
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yeah
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i am back in the light
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where is that root connecting to if you knew
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my foot
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your foot okay
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it's in the heart and it goes down the lake
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and
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i'm in the light but still
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there's like the
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there's roots dangling from the foot into the ground
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into the ground yes very good
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very good so
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if you knew what is the other side of that route
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what is dragging you
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you see is like a
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just lying in the in the ground
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i see
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i guess it's myself don't know
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just lying underground
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yourself lying underground
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hmm
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hmm and what else do you notice there
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i like asleep
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hmm
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is that rude connecting to yourself lying on the ground
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i think so
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hmm
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very good
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i'm going to come from one to three i'm asking your soul
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to take you to the origin of all of those routes
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that's connecting
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to you on the ground
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and to your feet in the light
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one
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two
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three
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yeah i see myself in a casket at the front of a church
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in the casket yes
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and the casket is open i see myself in the casket
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is there in the it's my funeral
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your funeral is this a different life or the same life
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this is a different life
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very good so we'll go there
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i'll count from one to three let's go to that life
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wherever your soul wants to lend you in my life one
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two
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and three
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there's so many people coming up to the casket
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cry
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i'm in the church
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above the
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like kind of in the back and like at the top of the
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top part of the church looking down at everybody
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yes
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i'm in the casket but my soul is kind of floating
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above watching everything
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if you knew what happened to your body
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down there
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i don't know but i can say that i'm enjoying
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watching everybody come to the funeral
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hmm
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yes continue
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i'm taking inventory of who's coming
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i'm noticing
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if they crying or not
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watching everybody
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taking it all in
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hm
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yes
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continue what is the
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hmm
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what is the most enjoying part
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in this experience
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it's like i'm judging i'm like oh
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they really are crying
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and then that person is just pretending to cry
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that person never liked me why are they crying uh oh
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that person
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i understand why they're crying and then
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some people look like somewhat happy
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like good
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riddance
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it's like i can
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i can see all there
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there are true feelings
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but in this perspective that i have
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so i'm just kind of observing it like oh
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i can see everything like really clearly now
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yes
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very i mean i always knew it it's just confirming it
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hmm very good
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yes
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and what happens next
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how long have you been watching up there
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you just keep watching
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then i'm at the place where they bury me
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i'm waiting they're putting me in the grounds
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and then i you know
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that's the body but i'm the soul is just kind of
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above the ground
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and i just kinda wondering i wonder
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yes where do you go
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i'm in the forest
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i go to the river
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i go into the clouds
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i
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combine myself with music
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with musical notes
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i
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go into a baby and
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help it amplify its cry so the mother can hear it
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I
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i just observe life i watch people giving births
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i watch couples that are married like
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making love for the first time
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just like watching people
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just hanging out
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hmm
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do you ever go to the light
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no just like on i'm still here on this earth
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very good
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do you have a name i can call you
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i'm not sure hmm what my name is
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hmm you can hear them calling you
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your earth's name
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before
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you were in that casket
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卡
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卡卡里
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卡里
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卡里
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卡里
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kalilia
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Kali kalilius
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kalilius hmm kalilius kalilius
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they also hear Amelia but i don't know why there's two names
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Amelia okay
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very good so calylius or Amelia
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let's go back in time
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and see what happened to your body and that life
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i'm going to count from one to three
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let's go back to
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the origins of you being in that casket what happened one
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two
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and three
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am i seen how i died
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yes or how you
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was the origin of everything and
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leading you ending up in that casket
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hmm i can't see it clearly
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yes if you knew you don't have to see it clearly
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you sometimes we just know
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through our intuition sometimes we feel
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sometimes we hear
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what is the first impression
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it's like i was here and then i wasn't
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it was like i was alive and then i wasn't
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cantinue
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what did that feeling
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looks like or feels like you're here and then you're not
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it doesn't really have a feeling it's just like it just is
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mm hmm
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there's like a
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whatever happened it's like black
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and i can't see it it's like a blackness like a
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like a like i'm in the dark as to what happened
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don't really know all i know is like i'm in this
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free form spirit
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hanging out
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yes very good
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so then from this higher perspective
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would you able to see what happened
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from this perspective
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i see a little girl
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yes
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i see a
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man
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i see him welcoming in like
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young women coming into the home
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yes
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she is
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looking for a new
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a new looking for my replacement
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she is your replacement
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he's looking for a replacement for me like another
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another wife i think
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yes
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mm hmm
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continue i'm not sure but
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that little girl i'm very attached to
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that man seems familiar
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yes
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i can't tell if i was the nanny but i don't think so
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i think i was the the wife
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hmm
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i'm going to come from one two three you will gain more clarity
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on your role in this life
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around the church
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one
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two
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three go deeper
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IRI Kari Sekaria Nakari Narakashakaria Nakaya
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and the wife i'm running i run this house old yes
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continue
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there's a
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the mistress of the house i am the
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the mistress of the house yes i run the house the servants
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uh huh
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yes what kind of size is this
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i like one of those mansions
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like a mansion
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yes
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yes it's
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back in the days when they were
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they were rich and the poor
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i employ many people to
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maintain this home
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and i rule by
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strict code a strict code of rules and
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i have a
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hmm very ethical mind
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yeah very much like
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black or white
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like there's rules and
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you follow them or you don't type of thing
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i'm a boss
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yes and how old are you around this time
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am i
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forties
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yes
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going into my fifties
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very good is the um
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what about your husband
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what does he do or anything about him that you can perceive
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he's distant
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here we are
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we show up for social things we make good appearance
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but we're very disconnected
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are you disconnected like emotionally
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it's like a cold
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it's like a winter
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it feels like winter between us
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and what is the reason
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of this disconnection between you two
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i hear you're old
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and ugly like you are old
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it doesn't
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yes
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he doesn't find me attractive
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continue
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doesn't like my age
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doesn't like that i'm older
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we have a daughter
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doesn't like that
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the body changes
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yes even though
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his has as well
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but
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a woman's body changes when they have children
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things are not
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as they once were
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but there's children
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there's a reason for that
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it's he's not nuts
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accepting of the naturalness of how the body changes
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it's nature like a leaf
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when it's new it's a new leaf it's firm and
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bright
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full of green
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as it ages it starts to change color
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it's still beautiful but different
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and then it it's no longer here
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starts to shrivel and die
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but then it goes into the earth and it
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decomposes so it's still valuable
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he doesn't understand this natural progression of nature
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yes and how does that make you feel
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i think it's silly
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that he's so
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superficial
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i am surprised
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by his immaturity
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it's no way to know this when i was younger
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you can't tell how a man's going to turn out
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but i'm surprised because he is older himself
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so it's like
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he can't i understand he can't accept his own aging
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but it hurts me because
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in this society
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we are dependent on men for our
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position
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and our sustenance in life
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i don't have the choice to leave
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so i forgive him but i don't
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i
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mmm
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yeah to be honest i'm angry
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yeah and hurt i'm very hurt
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very good
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i wanted to notice how long have this
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disconnection been going on
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between you two
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since our daughter was born
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yes
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and now i want you to tune in to your name in this life
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what do people call you
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Amelia
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Amelia very good Amelia
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am Amelia is that right
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it's it's yeah people say Amelia they say Amelia Amelia
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it's a m e l i a Amelia Amelia
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Amelia yes
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you can say it Amelia or Amelia
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very good very good Amelia
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so i'm going to come from one
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to three we're going to move to the next
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significant event in this life
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one
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two
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three
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hmm i see my husband and i are fighting
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we're in the
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room by ourselves
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um he's picking a fight with me
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i know he's picking a fight
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yes what happened where this fight starts
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is i can't see exactly but he's trying to find fault
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with my
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character
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he's trying to find a reason to discredit me
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yes
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i know i know he's trying to do that
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very good
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so i'm going to count from one to three you're going to repeat
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what he said to you
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one
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two
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three
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you make hasty decisions
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about the servants and half here
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i question your authority and your ability to
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make sound decisions your
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emotions
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get in the way
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of you having a clear
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leadership in this household
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yes
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he is upset because i sent the young maid away
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because she was
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and i saw her flirting
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hmm
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i saw the opportunity i saw my husband flirting
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or
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i noticed something between them
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yeah and so i found a reason to send her away and he's upset
357
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yes so i'm going to count from one to three
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you're going to repeat
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what you said back to him to your husband one
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two and three
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dear
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i know why you are truly upset
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i know i am not the
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object of your affection anymore
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yes i am you know i am
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you know this
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pains me
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i'm not sure what i can do to
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make you love me
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yes
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i have given you i have given you a child
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i have
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been your faithful wife
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doesn't seem to be enough for you
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yes
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what happens next
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he looks at me like sideways
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like glancing at me sideways
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he says no you are not enough for me
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you disgust me
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yes
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the thought of touching you is
383
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repulsive to me
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ever since
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ever since you became a mother
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he doesn't say this he's thinking this
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there's something inside of him that
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when i became a mother
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he can't
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like
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there's some kind of mental block inside of him
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he thinks about like
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if he
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has sex with me it's like he's having sex with his own mother
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i see
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it's very he has some kind of like mental
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black
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he's it's like if he's with
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me it's like he's making love to his mother
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yes
401
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very strange yes i can't
402
00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:21,333
express that but
403
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he's
404
00:26:25,700 --> 00:26:27,200
instead of looking at that
405
00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:31,566
he's telling me that i'm repulsive and unattractive
406
00:26:31,566 --> 00:26:33,466
he's not attracted to me anymore
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00:26:34,066 --> 00:26:35,000
i've grown
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00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:37,700
old and ugly
409
00:26:39,466 --> 00:26:43,700
he's not that cruel but he's basically that's how i feel
410
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:47,900
yes and how do you respond to this
411
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:50,200
to his words
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i cry
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yes continue
414
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feel like my heart is like
415
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:04,000
open
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and bleeding
417
00:27:09,166 --> 00:27:14,300
i feel lost the word i feel like
418
00:27:15,700 --> 00:27:17,266
there's nothing i can do
419
00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:19,600
i can't make it better
420
00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:21,600
i can't make him
421
00:27:24,533 --> 00:27:28,400
i can't make him love me i can't go back in time
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00:27:30,566 --> 00:27:32,766
i feel also like
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i feel helpless
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00:27:38,066 --> 00:27:40,366
and at the same time i feel
425
00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:46,800
injustice
426
00:27:47,766 --> 00:27:49,500
he wanted a child
427
00:27:51,566 --> 00:27:53,300
we have a child and
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00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:55,666
i'm being punished
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00:27:57,500 --> 00:27:58,300
for it
430
00:28:01,866 --> 00:28:03,600
there's nothing there's no
431
00:28:04,733 --> 00:28:06,566
i feel powerless
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00:28:10,100 --> 00:28:13,100
it's like i'm trapped because i can't
433
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:15,766
leave the i can't just leave
434
00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:19,200
i mean i could but
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00:28:21,166 --> 00:28:24,100
i would die there's nothing for me
436
00:28:24,600 --> 00:28:27,400
i don't i don't know any other life but this
437
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:28,966
yes
438
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:32,266
so what happened after this
439
00:28:33,566 --> 00:28:34,900
this heartbreak
440
00:28:36,366 --> 00:28:38,200
feel like i start to
441
00:28:44,100 --> 00:28:45,600
get depressed
442
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:51,733
i'm prone to like
443
00:28:54,100 --> 00:28:56,666
fatigue exhaustion
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00:28:58,166 --> 00:29:00,533
irritability
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00:29:04,900 --> 00:29:08,533
cantinue i let his words consume me
446
00:29:09,666 --> 00:29:11,733
and weaken me and break me down
447
00:29:16,866 --> 00:29:20,900
i start to like turn into that thing that he
448
00:29:22,300 --> 00:29:23,100
i just
449
00:29:23,900 --> 00:29:28,966
feel i allow what he said to come into my heart and
450
00:29:33,500 --> 00:29:36,566
create like a disease my heart you
451
00:29:36,566 --> 00:29:37,733
know it's just
452
00:29:43,500 --> 00:29:46,566
yes it just feels so
453
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,700
worthless in his eyes
454
00:29:55,933 --> 00:30:01,500
yes so Amelia i want you to move forward the end of this life
455
00:30:01,900 --> 00:30:04,366
let me know what happened in the end
456
00:30:17,566 --> 00:30:20,966
one kind word from him would change everything
457
00:30:22,566 --> 00:30:25,133
but he doesn't come to visit me
458
00:30:25,966 --> 00:30:27,600
he sends doctors
459
00:30:28,933 --> 00:30:33,066
and then he talks to the doctor about my progress
460
00:30:34,133 --> 00:30:35,266
yes
461
00:30:37,500 --> 00:30:39,366
doesn't at this time
462
00:30:42,333 --> 00:30:46,966
i hear like sixty sixties fifty five sixty
463
00:30:47,466 --> 00:30:49,533
very good continue
464
00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:54,200
he
465
00:30:54,466 --> 00:30:56,900
started over he's
466
00:30:58,100 --> 00:30:59,700
he has affairs
467
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:06,566
very good
468
00:31:07,800 --> 00:31:11,333
move forward to before your body start
469
00:31:12,933 --> 00:31:14,300
start working
470
00:31:16,733 --> 00:31:19,000
yes what happens now
471
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:26,100
not so her
472
00:31:33,666 --> 00:31:36,266
i see i look out my window and see him
473
00:31:37,266 --> 00:31:38,400
in the garden
474
00:31:39,933 --> 00:31:40,733
with
475
00:31:42,066 --> 00:31:43,000
a young woman
476
00:31:46,500 --> 00:31:47,000
yeah
477
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:48,466
she's not even hiding
478
00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:57,200
that he's like actively seeking out a new way for
479
00:31:57,766 --> 00:31:59,566
that he has a mistress
480
00:32:02,166 --> 00:32:06,366
i don't know i just feel like it's so unfair
481
00:32:07,700 --> 00:32:08,800
to be a woman
482
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,800
it's so unfair he's so unfair
483
00:32:30,166 --> 00:32:31,066
哎呀
484
00:32:35,300 --> 00:32:36,366
decide to
485
00:32:44,366 --> 00:32:46,300
i just feel hopeless
486
00:32:46,500 --> 00:32:47,533
yes
487
00:32:48,766 --> 00:32:51,566
there's no way for me to get back my youth
488
00:32:57,900 --> 00:32:59,500
i hear arsenic
489
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:02,200
arsenic decide to
490
00:33:02,366 --> 00:33:03,500
yes
491
00:33:04,966 --> 00:33:06,166
decide to
492
00:33:07,500 --> 00:33:10,300
consume it consume the arsenic
493
00:33:11,133 --> 00:33:14,733
yes and where did you find arsenic
494
00:33:15,866 --> 00:33:17,533
in the house
495
00:33:17,533 --> 00:33:19,800
it's commonly used
496
00:33:22,100 --> 00:33:23,200
it's a poison
497
00:33:23,700 --> 00:33:25,366
you use it for many things
498
00:33:26,366 --> 00:33:30,566
yes it's in the house very good
499
00:33:31,900 --> 00:33:32,766
yes
500
00:33:33,933 --> 00:33:34,733
so
501
00:33:35,466 --> 00:33:36,800
what happens
502
00:33:37,766 --> 00:33:39,866
after you consume arsenic
503
00:33:46,933 --> 00:33:48,733
like goes to my heart
504
00:33:48,966 --> 00:33:49,933
hmm
505
00:33:51,133 --> 00:33:52,300
kind of like
506
00:33:53,766 --> 00:33:55,800
i see my heart is black
507
00:33:58,133 --> 00:33:58,933
and
508
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:02,100
stops
509
00:34:02,733 --> 00:34:06,766
kind of stops working and then everything else shuts down
510
00:34:07,733 --> 00:34:11,000
i kind of go into like up the darkness
511
00:34:11,933 --> 00:34:14,000
i become unconscious
512
00:34:17,166 --> 00:34:22,100
it looks like i took something to make it easier on myself
513
00:34:22,666 --> 00:34:25,466
it looks like i took something to sleep
514
00:34:26,100 --> 00:34:28,366
and mixed it with arsenic
515
00:34:29,566 --> 00:34:32,500
so that i wouldn't feel so much
516
00:34:33,900 --> 00:34:34,366
yes
517
00:34:34,366 --> 00:34:36,566
so it would be easier for me
518
00:34:37,300 --> 00:34:38,200
yes
519
00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:42,100
i use one of the doctor's sleeping potions
520
00:34:42,766 --> 00:34:44,966
and put in the arsenack
521
00:34:46,700 --> 00:34:48,566
hmm very good
522
00:34:49,500 --> 00:34:51,400
so allow that body to die
523
00:34:53,966 --> 00:34:57,066
and allow your soul to move out of the body
524
00:34:58,000 --> 00:34:59,800
to a higher perspective
525
00:35:04,066 --> 00:35:06,800
and from this perspective yes
526
00:35:08,800 --> 00:35:10,600
can hear them at the funeral
527
00:35:11,733 --> 00:35:13,800
they said thought she would never die
528
00:35:16,133 --> 00:35:18,100
who thought she would never die
529
00:35:18,266 --> 00:35:19,300
who said that
530
00:35:21,066 --> 00:35:22,666
some of the women down there
531
00:35:28,366 --> 00:35:29,300
yes
532
00:35:33,666 --> 00:35:34,533
yes
533
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:39,333
now let's work on some things first of all
534
00:35:39,333 --> 00:35:43,466
let's see your husband of that life standing in front of you
535
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:51,366
and i want you to tell everything about
536
00:35:52,466 --> 00:35:57,066
his judgment towards you his own fear of getting old
537
00:35:57,400 --> 00:35:58,900
and tell him how
538
00:35:59,700 --> 00:36:03,900
unfair how injustice it is
539
00:36:03,966 --> 00:36:07,200
to give you through all of those things onto you
540
00:36:07,866 --> 00:36:08,933
labeling you
541
00:36:09,133 --> 00:36:13,466
and making you feel that you're worthless tell him everything
542
00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:20,366
women are quite vulnerable in this society
543
00:36:24,266 --> 00:36:29,733
you took you made vows to me that you would protect and honor me
544
00:36:32,066 --> 00:36:34,533
you treated me like i was some kind of
545
00:36:36,333 --> 00:36:37,366
possession
546
00:36:38,300 --> 00:36:40,966
and when you were done with me you threw me away
547
00:36:44,466 --> 00:36:47,333
my only worth in your eyes is the way i look
548
00:36:48,933 --> 00:36:54,466
you never truly loved me you never truly knew me
549
00:36:55,400 --> 00:36:58,800
you never took the time to open your heart to me
550
00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:01,866
only your penis
551
00:37:03,666 --> 00:37:05,200
was just about your
552
00:37:06,333 --> 00:37:12,066
ability to how i looked how i made you look
553
00:37:13,700 --> 00:37:15,000
when i was younger
554
00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:20,200
you felt like i made you look better
555
00:37:21,266 --> 00:37:24,133
and when i was older you felt i made you
556
00:37:24,733 --> 00:37:25,966
i burdened you
557
00:37:30,100 --> 00:37:32,500
just discarded like a
558
00:37:33,300 --> 00:37:40,533
garden waste it's quite cruel
559
00:37:41,866 --> 00:37:43,266
yes
560
00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:49,100
quite selfish yes
561
00:37:50,500 --> 00:37:52,933
and your words
562
00:37:53,933 --> 00:37:55,900
such power over me
563
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:00,566
and you never came to visit me
564
00:38:01,533 --> 00:38:02,333
you just
565
00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:05,333
i never knew
566
00:38:06,766 --> 00:38:09,266
how cruel and cold you could be
567
00:38:12,066 --> 00:38:13,333
it's like you
568
00:38:16,266 --> 00:38:18,566
it's like you don't have a heart
569
00:38:24,900 --> 00:38:25,866
yes
570
00:38:26,933 --> 00:38:30,666
and i want you to tell him that i want all of my energy back
571
00:38:30,666 --> 00:38:34,333
that you took from me by discreting me and making me
572
00:38:34,900 --> 00:38:39,066
feel worthless all of my feminine energy my feminine power
573
00:38:39,800 --> 00:38:44,166
i want all of them back and i give you back all of your words
574
00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:45,966
your judgment your labels
575
00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:48,866
everything back to you that's not mine
576
00:38:52,366 --> 00:38:55,500
give me back my energy the energy took from me when you
577
00:38:56,000 --> 00:38:58,966
discredited me when you judged me
578
00:39:00,300 --> 00:39:03,966
only based on my looks not based on my person
579
00:39:04,500 --> 00:39:09,366
my value give me back all the energy you took when you
580
00:39:10,933 --> 00:39:13,533
reduce me down to an object
581
00:39:14,966 --> 00:39:15,766
when
582
00:39:16,766 --> 00:39:20,166
you reduce me down to an age
583
00:39:20,900 --> 00:39:22,766
when you reduce me down to
584
00:39:24,666 --> 00:39:27,300
something that's useful and not useful to you
585
00:39:31,066 --> 00:39:34,333
and give you back all your words of judgment
586
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:37,100
and give you back all of your
587
00:39:38,766 --> 00:39:42,266
all the projections you gave to me
588
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:48,000
because of your own lack of self love yes your own
589
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:50,866
problems with your own mother
590
00:39:52,500 --> 00:39:55,700
all your own resolved issues rejected onto me
591
00:39:56,933 --> 00:39:59,466
give all those words back to you
592
00:40:01,333 --> 00:40:03,466
yeah i do have value
593
00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:08,166
yes tell him how beautiful how valuable you are
594
00:40:10,766 --> 00:40:14,500
i'm like a fine wine i got better with age
595
00:40:14,700 --> 00:40:15,333
yeah
596
00:40:15,333 --> 00:40:17,066
but you didn't notice
597
00:40:18,100 --> 00:40:21,466
and i allowed you to discredit me
598
00:40:22,366 --> 00:40:23,700
instead of
599
00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:28,933
finding this strength within myself and knowing my own worth
600
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:31,266
despite your words
601
00:40:33,066 --> 00:40:33,966
hmm
602
00:40:34,733 --> 00:40:37,066
yes that was my mistake
603
00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:38,933
yes now
604
00:40:38,933 --> 00:40:39,866
i want you to first
605
00:40:39,866 --> 00:40:43,366
welcome all of your energy back to you that belongs to you
606
00:40:44,300 --> 00:40:46,366
give it back all my energy
607
00:40:46,366 --> 00:40:48,300
yes i want it back now
608
00:40:48,766 --> 00:40:51,133
i want it back now give it back to me now
609
00:40:51,400 --> 00:40:53,000
yes it's mine
610
00:40:53,566 --> 00:40:59,000
yes you can't take away my femininity yes my power
611
00:41:00,966 --> 00:41:02,800
give it back now
612
00:41:03,100 --> 00:41:07,866
yes welcome your energy back to you noticing the color
613
00:41:08,066 --> 00:41:09,700
and where it comes back to
614
00:41:12,666 --> 00:41:17,133
it's like a many colors blue violets
615
00:41:17,333 --> 00:41:21,166
it's also the color of fire all the different colors of fire
616
00:41:21,900 --> 00:41:24,200
going into my sacral
617
00:41:27,533 --> 00:41:32,266
beautiful beautiful and lighting up the chakras all the chakras
618
00:41:32,266 --> 00:41:33,600
including the root
619
00:41:33,866 --> 00:41:38,933
beautiful open up your sacral and welcome all of this beautiful
620
00:41:39,300 --> 00:41:40,666
rainbow color
621
00:41:41,133 --> 00:41:44,200
rainbow
622
00:41:45,466 --> 00:41:47,733
kiss like a
623
00:41:49,100 --> 00:41:52,266
dirty
624
00:42:19,866 --> 00:42:20,766
do do
625
00:42:23,533 --> 00:42:25,700
what you do to do
626
00:42:34,933 --> 00:42:36,000
carrying a yes
627
00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:38,700
i can't carry on a yes she ain't a car
628
00:42:40,166 --> 00:42:41,400
or run a yes
629
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:43,533
she a liquor and a shakya
630
00:42:45,166 --> 00:42:46,733
we in a rush
631
00:42:46,733 --> 00:42:49,100
i agree and then you see carrigan dryer
632
00:42:49,100 --> 00:42:50,166
the kiss shall like you
633
00:42:50,166 --> 00:42:51,933
a racial kayana higher
634
00:42:53,666 --> 00:42:53,966
oh
635
00:42:53,966 --> 00:42:57,733
you're not a real risk in a riot
636
00:43:00,900 --> 00:43:05,166
we are recording the green she can realize yeah
637
00:43:06,566 --> 00:43:07,166
we
638
00:43:07,166 --> 00:43:14,333
are now aye aye aye aye aye
639
00:43:18,166 --> 00:43:24,000
ooh ya ray and i rashaya
640
00:43:32,566 --> 00:43:35,866
all of that does not belong to you let them go
641
00:43:43,266 --> 00:43:45,500
去开呀这谁呀那开呀
642
00:43:48,333 --> 00:43:48,900
oh
643
00:43:48,900 --> 00:43:50,866
look at this shit on the guy
644
00:43:55,133 --> 00:43:59,300
i'm not recording not to get shake of the night at a clean now
645
00:44:01,900 --> 00:44:05,600
i am all alone kuru kurishakayana
646
00:44:07,766 --> 00:44:08,966
really is that
647
00:44:09,500 --> 00:44:12,800
i am all alone yes
648
00:44:13,566 --> 00:44:15,666
korina reshekayana
649
00:44:17,166 --> 00:44:18,733
i am all alone
650
00:44:18,966 --> 00:44:20,600
shikayana kina
651
00:44:22,133 --> 00:44:23,300
yes
652
00:44:27,533 --> 00:44:31,133
yes have you taken all of your energy back
653
00:44:35,500 --> 00:44:37,133
and double check on that
654
00:44:39,700 --> 00:44:41,300
i feel like i need some more
655
00:44:41,366 --> 00:44:44,300
i feel like this all alone thing just came up
656
00:44:44,966 --> 00:44:46,266
yes yes
657
00:44:46,266 --> 00:44:47,533
so we're going to look
658
00:44:47,533 --> 00:44:49,766
we're going to check into that one you to check
659
00:44:49,766 --> 00:44:52,133
if you have taken the energy back from
660
00:44:52,600 --> 00:44:54,266
your husband in that life
661
00:44:55,333 --> 00:44:56,333
yes
662
00:44:56,366 --> 00:44:58,800
very good so let's continue
663
00:45:03,333 --> 00:45:04,133
so
664
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:16,200
yes so i'm going to count from one
665
00:45:16,333 --> 00:45:19,400
to three this time we'll go back to
666
00:45:20,733 --> 00:45:23,700
right before you take the arsenic
667
00:45:24,933 --> 00:45:27,600
and this time i want you to feel everything
668
00:45:27,766 --> 00:45:30,866
that you need to feel with your heart with your body
669
00:45:31,300 --> 00:45:33,733
with that darkness allow yourself to
670
00:45:33,733 --> 00:45:36,800
feel all of them so that we can end this forever
671
00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:38,400
one
672
00:45:39,133 --> 00:45:41,566
two and three
673
00:45:42,900 --> 00:45:45,566
what happens before you take the arsenic
674
00:45:54,166 --> 00:45:57,200
啊现在开呀yes
675
00:46:01,333 --> 00:46:08,200
just so much despair and hopelessness oh the Ricardo seinacarina
676
00:46:08,966 --> 00:46:10,100
continue
677
00:46:10,100 --> 00:46:11,600
i've lost everything
678
00:46:14,866 --> 00:46:16,366
i lost everything
679
00:46:17,133 --> 00:46:21,133
my looks my youth my beauty
680
00:46:22,166 --> 00:46:23,300
my body
681
00:46:27,133 --> 00:46:28,333
my position
682
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:34,933
yes no one comes to visit me
683
00:46:36,866 --> 00:46:38,933
i've been forgotten
684
00:46:40,766 --> 00:46:41,966
been forgotten
685
00:46:43,500 --> 00:46:44,733
yes
686
00:46:45,366 --> 00:46:46,766
i'm alone in this
687
00:46:47,500 --> 00:46:49,200
house with people
688
00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:52,133
just alone
689
00:46:53,700 --> 00:46:56,333
there's no way i can come back
690
00:46:59,533 --> 00:47:00,866
i'm just alone
691
00:47:01,733 --> 00:47:02,766
so alone
692
00:47:04,366 --> 00:47:06,800
yes and what happens next
693
00:47:09,733 --> 00:47:11,333
i'm like i'm dead
694
00:47:11,466 --> 00:47:14,300
it's like i'm already dead even though i'm alive
695
00:47:15,866 --> 00:47:17,700
i might as well just be dead
696
00:47:20,933 --> 00:47:22,200
in my body
697
00:47:23,500 --> 00:47:25,800
so i'm like a living dead right now
698
00:47:26,966 --> 00:47:29,266
i'm alive but feel dead inside
699
00:47:31,133 --> 00:47:34,400
i might as well there's no reason to stay here
700
00:47:38,333 --> 00:47:40,966
i can't watch i can't bear to watch
701
00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:45,166
him moving on
702
00:47:47,100 --> 00:47:49,933
like this like pretending i'm not
703
00:47:51,366 --> 00:47:53,400
pretending i'm i'm
704
00:47:54,700 --> 00:47:56,266
don't know what's going on
705
00:47:59,466 --> 00:48:01,566
i just can't bear it anymore
706
00:48:02,100 --> 00:48:08,000
yes so fast forward to you start taking arsenic
707
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:09,933
how do you do it
708
00:48:16,666 --> 00:48:18,466
i put it in some water
709
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:23,066
and put it in
710
00:48:23,966 --> 00:48:26,900
mix it into the sleeping potion
711
00:48:27,666 --> 00:48:29,000
the doctor gave me
712
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:33,700
yes they swirl it around
713
00:48:37,133 --> 00:48:38,066
yes
714
00:48:38,133 --> 00:48:40,100
they say goodbye to this life
715
00:48:40,766 --> 00:48:43,600
yeah they say i'm sorry hmm
716
00:48:44,300 --> 00:48:48,133
yes i want you to start drinking did you drink that
717
00:48:48,700 --> 00:48:49,700
i'm drinking
718
00:48:49,766 --> 00:48:52,766
yes now as you start drinking this
719
00:48:54,333 --> 00:48:58,000
this arsenic mix with the sleeping potion
720
00:48:59,100 --> 00:49:00,666
how does your mouth feel
721
00:49:00,666 --> 00:49:02,500
as it pass through your mouth
722
00:49:04,100 --> 00:49:07,766
i try yes like Cali ah
723
00:49:08,900 --> 00:49:10,900
it's ah so bitter
724
00:49:11,266 --> 00:49:14,066
yes and how does your throat feel
725
00:49:14,066 --> 00:49:15,066
as it comes ah
726
00:49:19,266 --> 00:49:21,400
like thorns in my throat
727
00:49:21,900 --> 00:49:28,600
yes as it continues go down to your esophagus how does that feel
728
00:49:29,100 --> 00:49:30,266
in your stomach
729
00:49:42,100 --> 00:49:43,266
yes
730
00:49:43,266 --> 00:49:45,133
like it just stops
731
00:49:46,466 --> 00:49:47,700
it stops
732
00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:51,066
it just like stops like it's like
733
00:49:53,600 --> 00:49:58,333
like it just stops like it's just like these thorns and then
734
00:49:58,700 --> 00:50:02,466
the liquid goes and it's just like black
735
00:50:03,733 --> 00:50:04,300
black
736
00:50:04,300 --> 00:50:08,733
it just starts to spread into the body there yeah
737
00:50:08,733 --> 00:50:10,866
like it's deaf yes
738
00:50:10,866 --> 00:50:14,300
and then it just starts to spread and how do you feel
739
00:50:14,300 --> 00:50:19,266
when arsenic starts to get absorbed into the blood and get
740
00:50:19,966 --> 00:50:21,266
distributed
741
00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:23,600
your body
742
00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:26,866
what have i done
743
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:29,133
it's so painful
744
00:50:29,766 --> 00:50:34,700
yes and how does your heart feel
745
00:50:34,866 --> 00:50:37,466
i still express around
746
00:50:40,066 --> 00:50:41,466
the heart is
747
00:50:42,133 --> 00:50:43,200
like no
748
00:50:44,000 --> 00:50:44,800
no
749
00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:48,700
the heart's like one kind word from
750
00:50:48,866 --> 00:50:51,166
from the husband can make everything
751
00:50:51,933 --> 00:50:52,466
change
752
00:50:52,466 --> 00:50:57,066
hmm yes and how does your lungs feel
753
00:50:57,566 --> 00:50:59,266
the heart doesn't want to die
754
00:50:59,366 --> 00:51:01,733
it's like no yes
755
00:51:05,933 --> 00:51:07,400
the lungs are
756
00:51:08,866 --> 00:51:12,733
everything say all the body the whole body is say no
757
00:51:14,300 --> 00:51:15,100
no
758
00:51:15,800 --> 00:51:18,600
hmm no good
759
00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:19,933
very good
760
00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:23,300
yes as it spreads more and more
761
00:51:23,300 --> 00:51:27,466
get deeper into the organs into the tissues
762
00:51:27,600 --> 00:51:30,200
the muscles how does the full body feel
763
00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:39,266
like a corpse
764
00:51:39,666 --> 00:51:42,300
like a corpse like i can't move
765
00:51:43,266 --> 00:51:43,766
yeah
766
00:51:43,766 --> 00:51:46,733
i'm still alive but i can i can't move
767
00:51:47,066 --> 00:51:51,000
yes as you can't move how does the brain feel
768
00:51:51,966 --> 00:51:53,333
what is happening to the brain
769
00:51:53,333 --> 00:51:54,966
oh angry
770
00:51:56,400 --> 00:51:58,300
why did you do this to us
771
00:51:58,733 --> 00:51:59,766
you're weak
772
00:52:00,500 --> 00:52:03,600
you're weak you're incompetent
773
00:52:05,200 --> 00:52:06,366
you're weak
774
00:52:07,333 --> 00:52:08,366
your failure
775
00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:15,266
hmm are you are you talking this to yourself or to your husband
776
00:52:15,266 --> 00:52:18,200
yes to myself yes
777
00:52:18,333 --> 00:52:19,700
you're so weak
778
00:52:20,400 --> 00:52:23,900
you're so weak it's like you took that easy way
779
00:52:24,333 --> 00:52:25,366
mm hmm
780
00:52:26,200 --> 00:52:28,266
ahh pitiful
781
00:52:31,133 --> 00:52:35,800
stupid you loud you listen to him instead of
782
00:52:37,466 --> 00:52:38,566
fighting him
783
00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:42,566
oh yes oh
784
00:52:44,500 --> 00:52:49,000
stupid like it's like saying stupid bitch it's like
785
00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:53,600
you stupid bitch haha so stupid
786
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:54,666
yes
787
00:52:54,933 --> 00:52:56,200
you're incompetent
788
00:52:56,400 --> 00:52:58,100
incompetent yes
789
00:52:58,500 --> 00:53:02,466
what is the last thought you were able to think in that brain
790
00:53:04,533 --> 00:53:05,333
no
791
00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:06,800
no
792
00:53:07,966 --> 00:53:09,166
not yet
793
00:53:10,733 --> 00:53:12,166
not yet
794
00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:14,000
no
795
00:53:14,900 --> 00:53:17,066
it's not time yet no
796
00:53:17,300 --> 00:53:19,266
it's not time yet hmm
797
00:53:21,066 --> 00:53:25,466
yes very good allow that body to die
798
00:53:26,133 --> 00:53:29,733
stupid stupid stupid stupid
799
00:53:29,900 --> 00:53:31,666
stupid hmm
800
00:53:32,666 --> 00:53:33,500
yes
801
00:53:34,300 --> 00:53:35,466
anything else
802
00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:37,600
your last thought
803
00:53:39,000 --> 00:53:40,333
you had so much
804
00:53:40,733 --> 00:53:44,000
promise you had so much hope you just threw it away
805
00:53:46,200 --> 00:53:48,700
oh so stupid
806
00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:51,500
it's like you had this
807
00:53:53,100 --> 00:53:56,866
moment of despair and you allowed it to overtake your body
808
00:53:57,166 --> 00:53:59,000
you allowed it to overtake your
809
00:54:00,266 --> 00:54:01,300
your mind
810
00:54:04,066 --> 00:54:07,400
stupidious we have so much more to do
811
00:54:08,566 --> 00:54:10,000
so much more to do
812
00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:13,266
hmm yes
813
00:54:14,133 --> 00:54:17,100
very good allow the body to die
814
00:54:19,666 --> 00:54:21,666
and move out of the body
815
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:26,766
yes
816
00:54:27,266 --> 00:54:28,200
very good
817
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:31,900
he's standing outside of it now in my bedroom
818
00:54:32,566 --> 00:54:33,733
very good
819
00:54:34,566 --> 00:54:37,300
so i want you
820
00:54:38,333 --> 00:54:42,300
um before we go to um do something else i want
821
00:54:42,300 --> 00:54:45,500
you to see your daughter standing in front of you in that life
822
00:54:50,466 --> 00:54:53,166
is there anything you like to say to her
823
00:54:53,700 --> 00:54:58,000
you can feel free to start when you re ready
824
00:54:59,866 --> 00:55:01,300
she says mama
825
00:55:02,933 --> 00:55:04,266
what have you done
826
00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:07,566
i need you here with me
827
00:55:14,733 --> 00:55:15,666
yes
828
00:55:15,766 --> 00:55:17,533
you made it harder for me now
829
00:55:17,666 --> 00:55:20,533
i have nobody to protect me
830
00:55:24,933 --> 00:55:25,500
yes
831
00:55:25,500 --> 00:55:29,200
and tell her what you want to tell her father doesn't love me
832
00:55:29,733 --> 00:55:30,600
yes
833
00:55:30,866 --> 00:55:32,366
i'm just property
834
00:55:37,133 --> 00:55:40,000
i feel like this is my daughter this lifetime
835
00:55:40,300 --> 00:55:41,300
very good
836
00:55:47,100 --> 00:55:48,966
i'm sorry Joan
837
00:55:53,333 --> 00:55:54,900
it was too hard for me
838
00:56:02,500 --> 00:56:07,300
i was only thinking i'm sorry i was selfish not thinking of you
839
00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:11,600
i'm always thinking of you but
840
00:56:13,533 --> 00:56:14,933
not in that moment
841
00:56:16,566 --> 00:56:18,333
i just couldn't
842
00:56:19,966 --> 00:56:22,000
i don't know if i know what to say to her
843
00:56:23,100 --> 00:56:26,200
she doesn't understand hmm
844
00:56:27,000 --> 00:56:29,933
she has a she has her whole life in front of her
845
00:56:31,700 --> 00:56:33,133
she doesn't understand
846
00:56:34,400 --> 00:56:35,333
yes
847
00:56:36,100 --> 00:56:39,200
you can try to explain to her what happened
848
00:56:40,333 --> 00:56:42,066
women in this society
849
00:56:42,866 --> 00:56:44,566
are property
850
00:56:45,766 --> 00:56:50,266
and some men take this to extreme such as your father
851
00:56:51,900 --> 00:56:55,533
i was like a beautiful flower that wilted
852
00:56:57,533 --> 00:57:02,566
and he didn't want to care for me anymore because he didn't see
853
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:06,300
he only saw superficial beauty
854
00:57:10,400 --> 00:57:11,300
yes
855
00:57:13,300 --> 00:57:15,266
i allowed his words to
856
00:57:16,933 --> 00:57:18,400
affect my mental
857
00:57:19,166 --> 00:57:20,900
and emotional health
858
00:57:21,966 --> 00:57:24,133
learned from my mistakes
859
00:57:25,200 --> 00:57:26,600
love yourself
860
00:57:28,266 --> 00:57:29,866
see your own worth
861
00:57:31,366 --> 00:57:32,533
do not allow
862
00:57:33,366 --> 00:57:34,366
others
863
00:57:34,933 --> 00:57:41,533
do not allow your worth to be based on what others think of you
864
00:57:42,966 --> 00:57:44,100
i could have
865
00:57:46,800 --> 00:57:48,500
chosen a different path
866
00:57:49,133 --> 00:57:54,266
and as he put me down i could have become stronger
867
00:57:55,133 --> 00:57:57,866
and my own love my own self love
868
00:58:00,700 --> 00:58:02,100
and persevered
869
00:58:04,466 --> 00:58:05,366
yes
870
00:58:06,066 --> 00:58:08,933
and i want you to explain to her that you love her
871
00:58:08,933 --> 00:58:11,300
and you're just going back to life earlier
872
00:58:11,600 --> 00:58:14,766
and everything's gonna be fine you'll be watching over her
873
00:58:16,700 --> 00:58:17,866
still here with you
874
00:58:18,466 --> 00:58:21,133
i'm watching over you i'll be guiding you
875
00:58:23,300 --> 00:58:24,566
i went to the light
876
00:58:25,466 --> 00:58:26,800
although i'm not in the light
877
00:58:26,800 --> 00:58:29,333
but hopefully i'll be going to the light soon
878
00:58:29,800 --> 00:58:30,900
and then i'll be
879
00:58:32,000 --> 00:58:32,866
i'll be
880
00:58:33,966 --> 00:58:35,133
waiting for you
881
00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:38,766
this is a lesson for you to love yourself
882
00:58:38,800 --> 00:58:41,066
do not follow in my footsteps
883
00:58:42,100 --> 00:58:44,400
yes beautiful very good
884
00:58:44,733 --> 00:58:49,466
so now let's expel the toxic from the body let's heal the body
885
00:58:50,000 --> 00:58:54,600
wanting to look down to the body as i come from one
886
00:58:54,600 --> 00:58:57,266
two three you're going to cough
887
00:58:57,300 --> 00:58:59,733
you're going to cough all the arsenics out
888
00:58:59,766 --> 00:59:03,266
from your body from your stomach from your systems
889
00:59:03,266 --> 00:59:05,300
get all of them out one
890
00:59:05,766 --> 00:59:07,333
two three
891
00:59:10,700 --> 00:59:13,600
yes said that yes
892
00:59:14,466 --> 00:59:17,766
oh yeah is i said ah hey is that
893
00:59:18,066 --> 00:59:19,533
ah should i
894
00:59:20,400 --> 00:59:22,933
i can't i can't get it out
895
00:59:23,100 --> 00:59:27,733
yes i can do it you can do it you have the power you can do it
896
00:59:28,333 --> 00:59:29,733
feels
897
00:59:30,733 --> 00:59:31,933
so weak
898
00:59:32,100 --> 00:59:33,000
you can do
899
00:59:34,400 --> 00:59:35,200
it
900
00:59:46,800 --> 00:59:48,700
hush Diana
901
00:59:49,500 --> 00:59:50,933
yes
902
00:59:53,733 --> 00:59:55,466
i
903
00:59:56,900 --> 01:00:01,700
feel like it might be better to flush it out with something
904
01:00:01,966 --> 01:00:06,100
sure what do you think is the best to flush that out
905
01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:07,800
light
906
01:00:08,200 --> 01:00:09,166
yes then let's
907
01:00:09,166 --> 01:00:12,266
do it like going through my veins my blood
908
01:00:12,366 --> 01:00:14,600
yes what color
909
01:00:15,933 --> 01:00:17,800
like yellow
910
01:00:18,066 --> 01:00:19,333
bright lights
911
01:00:19,800 --> 01:00:26,533
and red healthy blood going through my body yes
912
01:00:27,966 --> 01:00:29,900
carreenaresecaya
913
01:00:30,500 --> 01:00:31,933
yeah lick Ivy
914
01:00:32,933 --> 01:00:34,333
of fresh blood
915
01:00:34,866 --> 01:00:37,400
yes healthy vibrant
916
01:00:39,900 --> 01:00:41,666
yes and a jay
917
01:00:41,866 --> 01:00:42,333
z yeah
918
01:00:42,333 --> 01:00:43,133
flood
919
01:00:46,300 --> 01:00:49,933
and as the light of this beautiful yellow and
920
01:00:50,533 --> 01:00:54,133
red blood going down to your system
921
01:00:54,966 --> 01:00:57,733
i want you to also know that this
922
01:00:58,700 --> 01:01:02,700
this light is going to extract all of the
923
01:01:03,166 --> 01:01:06,600
toxins arsenic from all of your cells
924
01:01:07,333 --> 01:01:10,333
your system your tissue your nerves
925
01:01:11,366 --> 01:01:13,133
you fasten everything
926
01:01:13,900 --> 01:01:14,700
out
927
01:01:15,300 --> 01:01:16,866
and it flushes down
928
01:01:17,266 --> 01:01:18,466
give it to Gaia
929
01:01:18,733 --> 01:01:20,766
Gaia will help you transmute that
930
01:01:26,166 --> 01:01:36,666
carrying that i say a quiet i ain't no reality
931
01:01:39,366 --> 01:01:40,566
ah rock a rock
932
01:01:40,566 --> 01:01:41,700
a rock a rolling
933
01:01:41,700 --> 01:01:44,100
a rock a question again again again
934
01:02:14,266 --> 01:02:15,933
the Anna kaya who
935
01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:23,700
varra varra oh united
936
01:02:41,500 --> 01:02:45,466
every strike of this tuning fork is going to help you purify
937
01:02:46,500 --> 01:02:48,933
purify that body
938
01:02:49,333 --> 01:02:55,066
to its purest form as brightest strongest form of light
939
01:03:29,733 --> 01:03:32,133
so let me know when you feel that
940
01:03:32,500 --> 01:03:35,200
our snake is out of your system out of your body
941
01:03:35,200 --> 01:03:36,800
it's it's good
942
01:03:37,366 --> 01:03:42,166
very good now let's fully amplify and he'll fix that body
943
01:03:42,866 --> 01:03:44,866
fix all the places that was
944
01:03:46,066 --> 01:03:50,566
that was hurt that was impaired by arsenic
945
01:03:51,166 --> 01:03:53,066
let's put light
946
01:03:54,333 --> 01:03:56,566
let's put light of that beauty
947
01:03:56,766 --> 01:04:00,366
of that confidence of that power of that strength
948
01:04:01,466 --> 01:04:04,266
of knowing who you are of worth
949
01:04:06,000 --> 01:04:11,100
of light of love into every cell to repair
950
01:04:11,866 --> 01:04:13,300
repair that body
951
01:04:13,766 --> 01:04:17,500
you are not weak you're strong you can do this
952
01:04:29,600 --> 01:04:30,400
哦
953
01:05:34,066 --> 01:05:35,300
when the body
954
01:05:35,566 --> 01:05:39,533
is you're very welcome let me know when the body is fully healed
955
01:05:42,733 --> 01:05:43,966
that's a nice sound
956
01:05:46,800 --> 01:05:47,900
yes
957
01:05:50,800 --> 01:05:51,866
i think one more
958
01:05:52,133 --> 01:05:53,366
one more Tony
959
01:05:54,200 --> 01:05:55,933
one more of that sound
960
01:05:56,600 --> 01:05:57,800
yeah be healed
961
01:05:58,333 --> 01:05:59,700
yes one moment
962
01:06:08,866 --> 01:06:09,666
呼呼
963
01:06:17,300 --> 01:06:19,200
啊啊啊啊
964
01:06:42,266 --> 01:06:43,533
expand your life
965
01:06:55,733 --> 01:06:56,533
呜
966
01:06:59,566 --> 01:07:01,566
nothing can describe you
967
01:07:02,333 --> 01:07:04,500
because your light is so strong
968
01:07:06,866 --> 01:07:09,500
so nice i'm in my light now
969
01:07:09,600 --> 01:07:11,700
yes beautiful
970
01:07:12,400 --> 01:07:13,200
beautiful
971
01:07:14,333 --> 01:07:15,266
wonderful
972
01:07:16,566 --> 01:07:18,966
now before we go back to the light
973
01:07:20,333 --> 01:07:24,300
i want you to check one more thing the last thought you had
974
01:07:24,366 --> 01:07:26,366
before you leave that body no
975
01:07:26,366 --> 01:07:29,500
no not yet it s not yet so stupid
976
01:07:29,933 --> 01:07:31,466
how does all of this
977
01:07:31,500 --> 01:07:33,800
make you do in the life of Karen
978
01:07:37,733 --> 01:07:38,533
what does this
979
01:07:38,533 --> 01:07:39,733
make you don't know
980
01:07:40,166 --> 01:07:41,300
yes
981
01:07:41,700 --> 01:07:42,700
i don't know
982
01:07:43,700 --> 01:07:44,800
yes
983
01:07:49,266 --> 01:07:52,366
and what does i don't know prevent you from doing
984
01:07:52,666 --> 01:07:54,166
in the life of Karen
985
01:07:58,566 --> 01:07:59,766
she's stuck
986
01:08:03,133 --> 01:08:04,133
yes
987
01:08:11,866 --> 01:08:13,366
she's afraid to
988
01:08:14,166 --> 01:08:15,333
she's afraid to
989
01:08:16,100 --> 01:08:18,533
move forward in her relationship
990
01:08:19,333 --> 01:08:21,066
she's afraid to move
991
01:08:22,266 --> 01:08:23,566
she's afraid to
992
01:08:24,733 --> 01:08:27,533
move forward and change her job
993
01:08:28,666 --> 01:08:33,666
she's afraid to step fully into her work as a healer
994
01:08:36,733 --> 01:08:38,733
doing her light language
995
01:08:39,900 --> 01:08:41,266
being seen
996
01:08:44,333 --> 01:08:47,800
she's afraid of not being able to support herself
997
01:08:48,500 --> 01:08:49,333
mm hmm
998
01:08:50,333 --> 01:08:51,733
she's afraid
999
01:08:55,000 --> 01:08:56,100
so afraid
1000
01:08:56,866 --> 01:08:58,500
just just stuck
1001
01:09:00,366 --> 01:09:02,500
yes very good
1002
01:09:04,000 --> 01:09:07,166
are you ready to remove that that load
1003
01:09:07,933 --> 01:09:11,266
that load yes i wanted to look for
1004
01:09:11,766 --> 01:09:14,466
where you've been storing that in your body
1005
01:09:20,566 --> 01:09:21,600
my cut
1006
01:09:25,766 --> 01:09:27,300
in my heart
1007
01:09:31,266 --> 01:09:33,500
yes my throat
1008
01:09:33,500 --> 01:09:34,600
a little bit too
1009
01:09:34,600 --> 01:09:36,300
yes it's all over
1010
01:09:36,966 --> 01:09:41,966
yes so that count from one to three let's pull all of them out
1011
01:09:42,066 --> 01:09:44,200
you can use your own way of clearing
1012
01:09:44,200 --> 01:09:46,900
just get all of them out from your system
1013
01:09:46,966 --> 01:09:48,933
you've got your heart
1014
01:09:48,933 --> 01:09:52,066
your throat and all over one
1015
01:09:52,766 --> 01:09:53,566
two
1016
01:09:54,200 --> 01:09:55,000
three
1017
01:09:57,333 --> 01:09:59,066
alright oh alive
1018
01:09:59,066 --> 01:10:00,400
alive alive
1019
01:10:01,400 --> 01:10:02,100
oh
1020
01:10:02,100 --> 01:10:02,900
alive
1021
01:10:03,466 --> 01:10:06,400
ah ah ah ah
1022
01:10:06,533 --> 01:10:09,933
ah ah ah ah ah ah
1023
01:10:11,533 --> 01:10:12,900
oh yeah i ain't
1024
01:10:13,166 --> 01:10:14,666
see a girl i am
1025
01:10:14,900 --> 01:10:19,900
for a diary in her she called her in a carry in a in a
1026
01:10:19,900 --> 01:10:20,800
in a a
1027
01:10:20,800 --> 01:10:21,766
i say a
1028
01:10:22,266 --> 01:10:23,366
oh yeah like a
1029
01:10:23,366 --> 01:10:28,800
a a a she a boy a a a a a a a a a a
1030
01:10:31,700 --> 01:10:37,066
you know i share a car you share a kid regarding a queen
1031
01:10:38,266 --> 01:10:39,333
oh share
1032
01:10:45,733 --> 01:10:49,733
you can call for all the help you need if you need extra help
1033
01:10:49,733 --> 01:10:50,533
i
1034
01:10:51,133 --> 01:10:52,733
feel so stuck
1035
01:10:53,866 --> 01:10:54,666
ah
1036
01:10:55,133 --> 01:11:00,466
khrkharina rashakaya i feel like there's something insane
1037
01:11:00,900 --> 01:11:01,700
i
1038
01:11:01,700 --> 01:11:03,566
won't let
1039
01:11:04,600 --> 01:11:05,400
you
1040
01:11:06,300 --> 01:11:07,100
leave
1041
01:11:07,533 --> 01:11:09,800
yes
1042
01:11:12,500 --> 01:11:16,866
are you willing to forgive yourself for making that choice
1043
01:11:18,100 --> 01:11:19,766
for choosing this way
1044
01:11:20,000 --> 01:11:21,966
yes yes
1045
01:11:24,666 --> 01:11:26,533
are you ready to move forward
1046
01:11:28,300 --> 01:11:29,133
yes
1047
01:11:29,366 --> 01:11:32,966
yes then let's just let there's something here
1048
01:11:33,300 --> 01:11:34,933
hmm what is that thing
1049
01:11:35,066 --> 01:11:36,500
there's something here
1050
01:11:36,933 --> 01:11:38,766
if you knew oh
1051
01:11:39,000 --> 01:11:43,366
yeah realize sharing carrier
1052
01:11:44,500 --> 01:11:45,733
holy
1053
01:11:46,733 --> 01:11:51,533
shit ah ah ah ah
1054
01:11:52,266 --> 01:11:55,566
ah ah ah yeah shit
1055
01:11:55,566 --> 01:11:58,733
ah looks like a man with like a
1056
01:12:00,100 --> 01:12:04,133
beast head and two big horns
1057
01:12:04,566 --> 01:12:05,500
mm hmm
1058
01:12:06,666 --> 01:12:08,466
yeah kind of like a goat
1059
01:12:10,000 --> 01:12:12,166
like a evil looking goat
1060
01:12:12,500 --> 01:12:13,133
yeah
1061
01:12:13,133 --> 01:12:15,466
if you or ram face
1062
01:12:15,466 --> 01:12:16,566
ram face
1063
01:12:18,466 --> 01:12:22,800
if you knew what connection do you have with this goat looking
1064
01:12:23,666 --> 01:12:24,466
bean
1065
01:12:30,200 --> 01:12:32,000
i am your nemesis
1066
01:12:33,133 --> 01:12:34,266
what does that mean
1067
01:12:34,266 --> 01:12:36,166
can you explain that to me
1068
01:12:41,766 --> 01:12:44,266
i am your nemesis i am your
1069
01:12:45,700 --> 01:12:48,966
enemy i am the thorn in your side
1070
01:12:50,566 --> 01:12:54,300
i keep you here attached to this
1071
01:12:56,100 --> 01:12:59,500
feeling i am your punisher
1072
01:13:00,500 --> 01:13:01,300
hmm
1073
01:13:01,866 --> 01:13:03,666
i am your guilt
1074
01:13:06,133 --> 01:13:07,200
yes
1075
01:13:08,100 --> 01:13:10,933
so who am i speaking to now
1076
01:13:10,933 --> 01:13:11,866
do you have a name
1077
01:13:16,166 --> 01:13:17,366
nasalaya
1078
01:13:18,166 --> 01:13:19,200
nasalaya
1079
01:13:19,933 --> 01:13:24,200
nasalaya korishalakaria
1080
01:13:24,766 --> 01:13:26,733
nasalaya nasalaya
1081
01:13:26,733 --> 01:13:30,800
thank you and excuse me if i didn't pronounce it that perfectly
1082
01:13:30,966 --> 01:13:32,566
nasalaya okay
1083
01:13:33,800 --> 01:13:36,766
oh Richardia Kai
1084
01:13:37,066 --> 01:13:39,333
Shela Quiada Kaia
1085
01:13:39,933 --> 01:13:41,933
how dare you speak to me
1086
01:13:42,400 --> 01:13:44,900
croyaria shekariona
1087
01:13:45,366 --> 01:13:46,666
you have no right
1088
01:13:47,900 --> 01:13:49,800
you have no rights
1089
01:13:49,800 --> 01:13:51,466
yes why do you say that
1090
01:13:51,933 --> 01:13:52,966
what is the reason
1091
01:13:53,500 --> 01:13:54,700
shut up
1092
01:13:56,166 --> 01:13:56,933
hmm
1093
01:13:56,933 --> 01:13:57,800
shut up
1094
01:13:58,600 --> 01:14:00,166
yeah fuck you
1095
01:14:00,866 --> 01:14:01,666
uh huh
1096
01:14:06,700 --> 01:14:09,933
you are stupid you are stupid that's why
1097
01:14:10,566 --> 01:14:11,100
okay
1098
01:14:11,100 --> 01:14:14,200
Karakari Shakariana hi Shakaria Lakia
1099
01:14:14,366 --> 01:14:18,100
yes so we are here to work with um
1100
01:14:18,266 --> 01:14:19,566
my client my friend
1101
01:14:19,600 --> 01:14:22,300
Karen that's why we are here speaking to you
1102
01:14:26,500 --> 01:14:28,466
could we know the reason that
1103
01:14:29,266 --> 01:14:32,566
you said you are her enemy and you are stopping her
1104
01:14:33,666 --> 01:14:35,333
in her guilt
1105
01:14:37,133 --> 01:14:42,666
she must be tortured she must feel the guilt
1106
01:14:45,300 --> 01:14:46,700
she took her life
1107
01:14:47,400 --> 01:14:52,100
her own life so she must feel the consequences of that
1108
01:14:52,866 --> 01:14:54,766
she's not allowed to leave
1109
01:14:55,800 --> 01:14:56,966
scot free
1110
01:14:57,866 --> 01:15:01,800
yes is that how you find her
1111
01:15:03,333 --> 01:15:06,500
yes you could say that
1112
01:15:08,166 --> 01:15:11,266
i am guilt amplified
1113
01:15:14,366 --> 01:15:14,800
yeah
1114
01:15:14,800 --> 01:15:17,400
i am guilt amplified
1115
01:15:18,333 --> 01:15:19,733
she took her life
1116
01:15:22,733 --> 01:15:25,666
feels guilty so i'm here to
1117
01:15:26,966 --> 01:15:30,333
keep her here so she feels that guilt
1118
01:15:30,800 --> 01:15:33,533
i ground her into that guilt
1119
01:15:34,733 --> 01:15:35,700
yet
1120
01:15:36,300 --> 01:15:38,333
it is here she stays
1121
01:15:38,600 --> 01:15:43,766
and did she agree to that you keep her in her gift yes
1122
01:15:44,133 --> 01:15:49,133
she cried out in her hour of pain please
1123
01:15:50,133 --> 01:15:53,933
anything i'd do anything to not feel this pain
1124
01:15:54,866 --> 01:15:56,200
take this pain away
1125
01:15:57,466 --> 01:16:00,333
and in that moment we merged
1126
01:16:01,966 --> 01:16:05,700
i took away the pain and anchored her guilt
1127
01:16:06,533 --> 01:16:10,266
yes what kind of agreement did you guys
1128
01:16:10,933 --> 01:16:11,733
come to
1129
01:16:15,200 --> 01:16:16,966
i take away your pain
1130
01:16:19,100 --> 01:16:21,500
and you will stay angered in your guilt
1131
01:16:25,333 --> 01:16:26,766
these are the terms
1132
01:16:26,866 --> 01:16:29,466
these are the terms yes and what did
1133
01:16:30,166 --> 01:16:32,800
she say for two these terms
1134
01:16:36,000 --> 01:16:36,800
ugh
1135
01:16:37,266 --> 01:16:39,533
so shitty terms but
1136
01:16:41,866 --> 01:16:45,533
yes whatever yes so it is
1137
01:16:46,700 --> 01:16:47,400
so it is
1138
01:16:47,400 --> 01:16:49,533
so it's excruciating pain
1139
01:16:50,066 --> 01:16:53,133
yes and what does
1140
01:16:53,700 --> 01:16:55,733
this agreement you guys have
1141
01:16:56,400 --> 01:16:58,733
what is the influence to the soul
1142
01:16:59,733 --> 01:17:01,600
of anchoring her hair there
1143
01:17:01,966 --> 01:17:07,666
she is blinded to her light so she is bound to this earth
1144
01:17:08,400 --> 01:17:09,200
she is
1145
01:17:09,666 --> 01:17:13,000
bound to underneath the earth as well
1146
01:17:14,466 --> 01:17:18,800
she is bound she is a walking dead
1147
01:17:20,933 --> 01:17:21,866
yes
1148
01:17:22,700 --> 01:17:26,333
very good and as an eye let me ask you
1149
01:17:27,166 --> 01:17:31,566
how long have you been on earth doing this kind of work
1150
01:17:42,100 --> 01:17:45,966
it has been a long time dear and i am ancient
1151
01:17:46,600 --> 01:17:49,266
hmm can you tell me about it
1152
01:17:52,966 --> 01:17:56,933
there is no time for ancient this ancient
1153
01:17:58,666 --> 01:17:59,600
i am
1154
01:18:00,266 --> 01:18:03,133
ancient i am original
1155
01:18:06,366 --> 01:18:07,166
i am
1156
01:18:08,766 --> 01:18:13,166
i do not conform to your time standards
1157
01:18:14,200 --> 01:18:17,266
nor will i i am my own master
1158
01:18:18,166 --> 01:18:20,533
yes and where do you come from
1159
01:18:21,766 --> 01:18:25,533
are you originally from this planet or somewhere else
1160
01:18:25,533 --> 01:18:26,366
i am not
1161
01:18:28,700 --> 01:18:29,566
mm hmm
1162
01:18:31,766 --> 01:18:33,900
i am not of this energy
1163
01:18:34,366 --> 01:18:36,300
these people here are weak
1164
01:18:38,566 --> 01:18:41,566
and what is the reason that you come to planet earth
1165
01:18:46,600 --> 01:18:48,166
of that i do not know
1166
01:18:48,933 --> 01:18:49,733
hmm
1167
01:18:50,566 --> 01:18:52,733
yes very good
1168
01:18:54,466 --> 01:18:58,533
so it seems i am lost in that memory
1169
01:18:59,300 --> 01:19:01,900
you are lost in that memory very good
1170
01:19:02,300 --> 01:19:03,700
would you like to remember
1171
01:19:09,466 --> 01:19:12,700
i suppose i can remember why not
1172
01:19:13,400 --> 01:19:17,866
hmm so i will count from one to three so let's trace back
1173
01:19:18,133 --> 01:19:22,800
to before you come to planet earth to all the origins of this
1174
01:19:23,166 --> 01:19:26,400
work that you choose to do here one
1175
01:19:27,100 --> 01:19:27,900
two
1176
01:19:28,866 --> 01:19:29,666
three
1177
01:19:30,100 --> 01:19:32,000
let's go back go back
1178
01:19:35,000 --> 01:19:37,333
i see a portal opening up
1179
01:19:37,733 --> 01:19:42,666
hmm i see a spacecraft i see a craft
1180
01:19:43,133 --> 01:19:43,966
continue
1181
01:19:43,966 --> 01:19:44,966
and
1182
01:19:48,900 --> 01:19:53,000
like a laser transported onto this plane
1183
01:19:53,866 --> 01:19:54,733
hmm
1184
01:19:54,933 --> 01:19:56,266
yes and
1185
01:19:58,766 --> 01:20:02,266
i'm collecting things like samples
1186
01:20:03,133 --> 01:20:04,600
what are you collecting here
1187
01:20:05,533 --> 01:20:08,600
samples minerals testing
1188
01:20:09,400 --> 01:20:14,766
testing to see if these things are suitable for us to live here
1189
01:20:15,900 --> 01:20:16,766
yes
1190
01:20:17,866 --> 01:20:19,400
and us you mean
1191
01:20:21,000 --> 01:20:21,933
my people
1192
01:20:22,266 --> 01:20:25,133
your people where do you mean where are you from
1193
01:20:26,600 --> 01:20:30,333
distant star we are traveling
1194
01:20:31,466 --> 01:20:32,500
we are
1195
01:20:33,733 --> 01:20:34,966
searching for
1196
01:20:35,600 --> 01:20:36,966
new lands
1197
01:20:37,766 --> 01:20:39,400
to expand
1198
01:20:42,133 --> 01:20:44,400
we are our star
1199
01:20:44,900 --> 01:20:47,200
our sun star is
1200
01:20:47,933 --> 01:20:49,366
slowly dying
1201
01:20:50,466 --> 01:20:52,066
we have to find a new
1202
01:20:52,866 --> 01:20:53,666
place
1203
01:20:55,000 --> 01:20:57,366
we live there still but
1204
01:20:58,400 --> 01:21:02,933
we come on this mission to find a new place i'm testing the
1205
01:21:04,100 --> 01:21:06,966
different substances here to see if they are
1206
01:21:07,500 --> 01:21:09,700
aligned with our people
1207
01:21:10,466 --> 01:21:12,066
with our systems
1208
01:21:12,333 --> 01:21:16,333
yes what is your findings what are your findings
1209
01:21:18,933 --> 01:21:21,466
this the ship the craft
1210
01:21:23,000 --> 01:21:24,333
is uh
1211
01:21:25,000 --> 01:21:27,266
going back into the portal
1212
01:21:31,800 --> 01:21:33,533
it didn't take me with them
1213
01:21:34,800 --> 01:21:37,766
what is the reason that they didn't take you
1214
01:21:42,533 --> 01:21:43,600
for your life
1215
01:21:43,900 --> 01:21:45,566
you are no queer life shire
1216
01:21:47,200 --> 01:21:48,800
i don't know
1217
01:21:49,500 --> 01:21:51,966
yes they abandoned me here
1218
01:21:52,566 --> 01:21:55,666
yes i want you to see them
1219
01:21:56,000 --> 01:21:59,366
standing in front of you all of them who abandon you
1220
01:22:01,733 --> 01:22:03,600
and tell them how you feel
1221
01:22:03,900 --> 01:22:07,900
and tell them how unfair that they left you there here
1222
01:22:08,766 --> 01:22:12,066
tell them why are you doing this to me yes
1223
01:22:12,800 --> 01:22:13,933
you are bad
1224
01:22:14,700 --> 01:22:15,966
you are bad
1225
01:22:18,166 --> 01:22:20,900
you are bad you are a bad seat
1226
01:22:26,000 --> 01:22:28,133
this is not the way to do this
1227
01:22:30,400 --> 01:22:33,900
koridanrishikaya don't do this to me
1228
01:22:34,066 --> 01:22:35,533
tell them how you feel
1229
01:22:38,333 --> 01:22:40,866
give me a chance to
1230
01:22:42,166 --> 01:22:45,400
grow and learn and show me how to be better
1231
01:22:48,866 --> 01:22:49,666
yeah
1232
01:22:50,566 --> 01:22:51,533
ask or not
1233
01:22:52,466 --> 01:22:53,500
maybe you can ask them
1234
01:22:53,500 --> 01:22:55,700
what is the reason that they left you here
1235
01:22:55,900 --> 01:22:56,933
and see what why
1236
01:22:57,766 --> 01:22:59,366
why do you do this to me
1237
01:23:03,666 --> 01:23:04,800
you are weak
1238
01:23:07,266 --> 01:23:08,066
hmm
1239
01:23:09,166 --> 01:23:09,966
you are
1240
01:23:11,600 --> 01:23:13,133
different from us
1241
01:23:14,933 --> 01:23:17,066
you are emotional
1242
01:23:20,133 --> 01:23:21,100
yes
1243
01:23:22,766 --> 01:23:23,600
you are
1244
01:23:26,133 --> 01:23:27,066
gentle
1245
01:23:27,800 --> 01:23:28,933
yes
1246
01:23:29,166 --> 01:23:29,966
you are
1247
01:23:31,466 --> 01:23:32,266
kind
1248
01:23:37,166 --> 01:23:38,333
you are peaceful
1249
01:23:38,933 --> 01:23:40,000
yes
1250
01:23:41,100 --> 01:23:43,500
tell them how being gentle
1251
01:23:43,700 --> 01:23:45,000
peaceful kind
1252
01:23:45,000 --> 01:23:50,600
is a huge strength is huge power and beautiful energy
1253
01:23:51,900 --> 01:23:56,900
that we need to sustain on any planet in the universe tell them
1254
01:23:59,966 --> 01:24:01,400
these qualities are not
1255
01:24:03,666 --> 01:24:04,933
qualities to
1256
01:24:06,000 --> 01:24:08,733
punish me for hmm
1257
01:24:09,900 --> 01:24:13,966
i simply reflect to you that which you need to change within you
1258
01:24:14,966 --> 01:24:16,500
you are not like us
1259
01:24:18,766 --> 01:24:21,500
you are a bad seed for us
1260
01:24:22,700 --> 01:24:25,400
we will not evolve in that way
1261
01:24:26,500 --> 01:24:29,133
you must be left behind you are
1262
01:24:30,533 --> 01:24:32,566
you are infecting
1263
01:24:34,800 --> 01:24:36,700
you are like an infection
1264
01:24:40,000 --> 01:24:42,333
hmm yes
1265
01:24:42,766 --> 01:24:45,533
you best stay here hmm
1266
01:24:47,966 --> 01:24:50,966
yes i want you to see after you being left here
1267
01:24:50,966 --> 01:24:55,566
you can see as a spirit you can see grinder and further
1268
01:24:56,200 --> 01:25:00,266
that what happens to your own planet after you being left here
1269
01:25:00,533 --> 01:25:02,066
your own star system
1270
01:25:11,200 --> 01:25:15,700
they go into battle yes they fight for
1271
01:25:16,466 --> 01:25:17,533
a new place
1272
01:25:25,866 --> 01:25:27,733
their planet is blown up
1273
01:25:28,200 --> 01:25:29,466
嗯哼
1274
01:25:31,866 --> 01:25:32,966
yes
1275
01:25:33,733 --> 01:25:35,133
they become bitter
1276
01:25:37,400 --> 01:25:38,866
the ones that are left
1277
01:25:40,900 --> 01:25:41,933
yes
1278
01:25:41,966 --> 01:25:43,466
they become like
1279
01:25:44,100 --> 01:25:45,466
war mongers
1280
01:25:46,866 --> 01:25:49,733
they get their lip vibration lowers
1281
01:25:52,700 --> 01:25:53,766
yes
1282
01:25:54,166 --> 01:25:56,333
they go into the darkness
1283
01:25:57,533 --> 01:25:58,466
yes
1284
01:26:00,466 --> 01:26:01,900
they're blinded by their
1285
01:26:02,466 --> 01:26:04,166
sadness and reach
1286
01:26:07,500 --> 01:26:10,200
yes very good so
1287
01:26:10,966 --> 01:26:12,366
athalaya you see
1288
01:26:12,766 --> 01:26:14,700
it is not because of you
1289
01:26:16,133 --> 01:26:21,533
it is actually because they rejected you this pure seed
1290
01:26:21,533 --> 01:26:23,566
this beautiful seed of love
1291
01:26:23,566 --> 01:26:24,400
peace
1292
01:26:25,200 --> 01:26:27,100
gentleness and loving kind
1293
01:26:27,733 --> 01:26:30,800
that they go into the depths of the darkness
1294
01:26:32,300 --> 01:26:34,166
it is not because of you
1295
01:26:35,100 --> 01:26:36,766
i want you to see
1296
01:26:37,500 --> 01:26:38,466
or tell
1297
01:26:39,200 --> 01:26:43,700
those who have abandoned you ask them to give your energy back
1298
01:26:44,166 --> 01:26:46,100
all the energy took from you
1299
01:26:46,166 --> 01:26:49,366
by abandoning you by labeling you as weak
1300
01:26:50,066 --> 01:26:51,166
by judging you
1301
01:26:51,966 --> 01:26:54,966
asked them to give all of those back now
1302
01:26:56,600 --> 01:26:57,766
give me back my energy
1303
01:26:57,766 --> 01:27:00,933
the energy you took from me when you labeled me as weak
1304
01:27:01,366 --> 01:27:03,200
as unfit to be a part
1305
01:27:05,733 --> 01:27:06,933
of this family
1306
01:27:07,466 --> 01:27:09,200
give me back my energy now
1307
01:27:09,600 --> 01:27:13,600
the energy you stole from me give it back now i want it all back
1308
01:27:14,000 --> 01:27:16,366
yes took all of them back
1309
01:27:16,866 --> 01:27:18,933
to your existence take it all back
1310
01:27:19,000 --> 01:27:22,966
yes lightening up that light spark of light within you
1311
01:27:23,600 --> 01:27:24,900
it's a lucky in a
1312
01:27:25,466 --> 01:27:27,866
four Rica is a lucky enough when a
1313
01:27:38,266 --> 01:27:39,533
i am a late
1314
01:27:40,666 --> 01:27:43,100
the pure lights yes
1315
01:27:43,133 --> 01:27:45,500
beautiful yes
1316
01:27:46,500 --> 01:27:49,866
yes can you forgive those people who have abandoned you
1317
01:27:49,866 --> 01:27:52,300
because they have rejected their own light
1318
01:27:52,700 --> 01:27:56,666
they are innocent yes they don't know i forgive you very
1319
01:27:56,900 --> 01:27:57,966
i forgive you
1320
01:27:58,200 --> 01:27:59,333
very good
1321
01:28:00,366 --> 01:28:05,200
so now asalaya would you like to go back to the light
1322
01:28:08,933 --> 01:28:12,800
yes i need to say i'm sorry to this one
1323
01:28:13,066 --> 01:28:15,100
yes say anything you'd like to say
1324
01:28:15,100 --> 01:28:17,300
and then we're going to break that agreement
1325
01:28:17,300 --> 01:28:18,266
you two made
1326
01:28:18,966 --> 01:28:19,766
go ahead
1327
01:28:20,266 --> 01:28:21,766
i'm sorry dear one
1328
01:28:22,166 --> 01:28:22,966
i
1329
01:28:23,800 --> 01:28:25,266
rejected my light
1330
01:28:26,366 --> 01:28:28,200
after i was abandoned
1331
01:28:29,333 --> 01:28:31,000
i became a warring
1332
01:28:34,300 --> 01:28:37,600
a worry factor faction of myself
1333
01:28:38,500 --> 01:28:41,800
i went into my shadow and got stuck there
1334
01:28:43,366 --> 01:28:47,200
i'm sorry i took advantage of you i released you now
1335
01:28:48,200 --> 01:28:49,500
i release you
1336
01:28:49,900 --> 01:28:55,766
and i pull up all of these roots from this earth and for you
1337
01:28:57,300 --> 01:28:58,400
for you to
1338
01:28:59,266 --> 01:29:01,166
ascent as well
1339
01:29:02,666 --> 01:29:04,500
very good beautiful
1340
01:29:04,933 --> 01:29:08,400
so as i count from one to three let's come back to
1341
01:29:10,133 --> 01:29:11,133
a myth
1342
01:29:12,800 --> 01:29:14,666
Amelia one
1343
01:29:15,000 --> 01:29:19,266
two three Amelia what would you like to say to
1344
01:29:20,133 --> 01:29:21,366
Amelia
1345
01:29:24,066 --> 01:29:25,000
sanaya
1346
01:29:26,166 --> 01:29:29,100
that was quite something you did to me
1347
01:29:31,300 --> 01:29:34,200
it was in a very vulnerable place there
1348
01:29:35,700 --> 01:29:37,533
i see what happened to you though
1349
01:29:38,200 --> 01:29:41,466
i understand we are not that different
1350
01:29:42,200 --> 01:29:44,000
i also felt abandoned
1351
01:29:46,066 --> 01:29:48,133
yes would you like to i bless you
1352
01:29:48,600 --> 01:29:52,700
would you like to forgive Asa naya for doing that to you
1353
01:29:53,000 --> 01:29:55,333
Asa naya i bless you
1354
01:29:55,700 --> 01:29:57,133
bear ants
1355
01:29:58,100 --> 01:30:00,666
let us go back to the light together
1356
01:30:01,066 --> 01:30:04,533
yes before that let's break that agreement
1357
01:30:05,200 --> 01:30:08,733
um Amelia so let's just repeat after me
1358
01:30:09,700 --> 01:30:10,500
i
1359
01:30:11,066 --> 01:30:11,933
Amelia
1360
01:30:12,500 --> 01:30:13,766
i Amelia
1361
01:30:13,933 --> 01:30:15,500
by the power of my will
1362
01:30:15,966 --> 01:30:17,366
by the power of my will
1363
01:30:17,566 --> 01:30:20,666
do hereby break and cancel the pact
1364
01:30:21,333 --> 01:30:24,000
do hereby break and cancel the pact
1365
01:30:24,000 --> 01:30:26,466
i'm made with asanaya
1366
01:30:26,733 --> 01:30:28,300
i'm made with asanaya
1367
01:30:29,066 --> 01:30:30,766
definitely and forever
1368
01:30:31,333 --> 01:30:33,000
definitely and forever
1369
01:30:33,100 --> 01:30:34,600
i free myself
1370
01:30:34,900 --> 01:30:36,600
and regain i free myself
1371
01:30:36,733 --> 01:30:38,400
regain my energy
1372
01:30:38,766 --> 01:30:43,366
empower my energy empower i free myself and regain my energy
1373
01:30:43,900 --> 01:30:44,900
empower
1374
01:30:45,266 --> 01:30:50,000
yes so i'm asking athania and along with you
1375
01:30:50,166 --> 01:30:51,933
together you two work together pour
1376
01:30:51,933 --> 01:30:55,366
all the energy related to that packed from your body
1377
01:30:55,600 --> 01:30:56,566
all the roots
1378
01:30:57,200 --> 01:30:59,133
put in the yes
1379
01:30:59,733 --> 01:31:03,300
i can't say what is it in the air
1380
01:31:03,333 --> 01:31:05,333
so you're in the kitchen
1381
01:31:05,400 --> 01:31:07,066
oh no
1382
01:31:10,533 --> 01:31:14,300
voila yella easily easily
1383
01:31:14,533 --> 01:31:24,666
yes she couldn't require she avoid ready to
1384
01:31:25,000 --> 01:31:26,066
carry she carry
1385
01:31:26,666 --> 01:31:29,933
voila e
1386
01:31:29,966 --> 01:31:34,000
yes has all that energy being cleared out
1387
01:31:34,733 --> 01:31:35,700
yes
1388
01:31:35,866 --> 01:31:39,400
beautiful so now i'm asking now
1389
01:31:40,533 --> 01:31:43,466
Amelia i want you to before you go
1390
01:31:43,733 --> 01:31:46,400
let's collect all the energy that belongs to you
1391
01:31:46,666 --> 01:31:49,533
all the energy you just healed in that body
1392
01:31:49,966 --> 01:31:51,466
get all of your energy
1393
01:31:52,000 --> 01:31:53,600
and take it back to your soul
1394
01:31:57,066 --> 01:32:02,366
yes Eric annoying with the death of that body everything is over
1395
01:32:02,466 --> 01:32:07,066
nothing belongs to you anymore i'm going to take your light
1396
01:32:08,000 --> 01:32:11,366
and you're going to along with athania
1397
01:32:11,600 --> 01:32:15,966
i'm asking calling in the archangels Michael Rafael
1398
01:32:15,966 --> 01:32:17,333
Melatron Gabriel
1399
01:32:17,733 --> 01:32:18,800
and whoever
1400
01:32:19,500 --> 01:32:22,266
else wants to join this light army
1401
01:32:22,900 --> 01:32:23,700
together
1402
01:32:24,133 --> 01:32:25,900
holding the hands of you two
1403
01:32:26,333 --> 01:32:27,800
let's go back to the light
1404
01:32:28,900 --> 01:32:31,133
i need to forgive my husband first
1405
01:32:31,533 --> 01:32:35,200
oh yes thank you for reminding me so do you
1406
01:32:35,866 --> 01:32:38,266
want to say anything to him or just forgiving him
1407
01:32:38,966 --> 01:32:40,700
i was i will speak to him
1408
01:32:41,133 --> 01:32:44,533
yes so go ahead and seeing him standing in front of you
1409
01:32:46,400 --> 01:32:47,200
dear one
1410
01:32:48,200 --> 01:32:49,466
i thank you
1411
01:32:50,200 --> 01:32:53,566
for this lifetime we had together
1412
01:32:54,600 --> 01:32:56,366
we were able to connect
1413
01:32:58,300 --> 01:33:04,166
and i say to you that i am sorry i was not able to
1414
01:33:05,333 --> 01:33:07,500
understand the lesson you were teaching me
1415
01:33:09,066 --> 01:33:10,666
to love myself
1416
01:33:13,166 --> 01:33:14,166
yes
1417
01:33:14,300 --> 01:33:18,600
i forgive you as i understand you are only a messenger
1418
01:33:20,866 --> 01:33:24,566
yeah i forgive you tira and i forgive myself
1419
01:33:25,133 --> 01:33:27,266
for not understanding this love son
1420
01:33:27,800 --> 01:33:29,133
in this lifetime
1421
01:33:29,733 --> 01:33:30,533
yeah
1422
01:33:31,000 --> 01:33:34,966
feeling that forgiveness and compassion expanding in your heart
1423
01:33:37,566 --> 01:33:38,400
send
1424
01:33:39,400 --> 01:33:39,933
yeah
1425
01:33:39,933 --> 01:33:45,166
sending unconditional love to your husband and to yourself too
1426
01:33:46,000 --> 01:33:47,266
holding the space
1427
01:33:50,933 --> 01:33:52,166
beautiful space
1428
01:33:53,466 --> 01:33:56,533
as you see your husband in a higher
1429
01:33:56,533 --> 01:33:57,333
light
1430
01:33:57,800 --> 01:34:01,866
notice do you know this soul in the life of Karen or not
1431
01:34:12,866 --> 01:34:17,200
i hear dean and Mike so i don't know if they're both
1432
01:34:18,733 --> 01:34:21,600
i hear dean yeah he's my
1433
01:34:22,166 --> 01:34:24,733
he is my stepdad
1434
01:34:25,300 --> 01:34:26,166
very good
1435
01:34:26,966 --> 01:34:29,200
i will count from one two three
1436
01:34:29,200 --> 01:34:30,366
allow that name
1437
01:34:30,366 --> 01:34:33,566
of this sole in your current life to come forward
1438
01:34:33,566 --> 01:34:34,966
so that we can confirm
1439
01:34:35,366 --> 01:34:36,166
one
1440
01:34:36,700 --> 01:34:37,500
two
1441
01:34:38,000 --> 01:34:38,800
three
1442
01:34:42,800 --> 01:34:43,700
yes
1443
01:34:44,933 --> 01:34:47,133
hmm very good
1444
01:34:48,733 --> 01:34:49,733
now that you have what is it
1445
01:34:49,733 --> 01:34:51,166
that you are looking for
1446
01:34:51,866 --> 01:34:54,733
yes we are looking for the
1447
01:34:55,933 --> 01:34:57,466
oh to confirm it yeah
1448
01:34:57,466 --> 01:35:02,166
that your husband in that life is a demon Mike as i can oh
1449
01:35:02,666 --> 01:35:03,466
okay
1450
01:35:03,666 --> 01:35:05,200
yes one
1451
01:35:05,900 --> 01:35:06,700
two
1452
01:35:07,366 --> 01:35:08,166
three
1453
01:35:11,933 --> 01:35:13,366
i hear Mike
1454
01:35:13,566 --> 01:35:16,133
Mike okay very good
1455
01:35:17,600 --> 01:35:19,800
and you know which Mike that is right
1456
01:35:20,500 --> 01:35:21,966
that's my ex husband
1457
01:35:22,266 --> 01:35:23,866
okay very good
1458
01:35:24,533 --> 01:35:26,700
cause this is gwendolyn my daughter
1459
01:35:26,966 --> 01:35:27,266
mm
1460
01:35:27,266 --> 01:35:29,500
hmm you've had many lifetimes together
1461
01:35:30,166 --> 01:35:32,500
beautiful very good
1462
01:35:33,266 --> 01:35:35,466
so now that you have forgiven your
1463
01:35:35,600 --> 01:35:37,733
husband in that life Amelia
1464
01:35:37,733 --> 01:35:40,733
and i make sure you have taken all of your energy
1465
01:35:42,733 --> 01:35:46,466
and let's bring your soul back the light
1466
01:35:47,333 --> 01:35:51,100
masking the fleet of angels are angels to be there
1467
01:35:51,700 --> 01:35:54,600
bring you back to the light away from that life
1468
01:35:55,333 --> 01:35:58,166
away from the experience disconnect
1469
01:35:59,000 --> 01:36:02,400
with all the things in that life that does not serve you
1470
01:36:03,166 --> 01:36:05,266
and i m asking the fleet of angels
1471
01:36:05,266 --> 01:36:08,266
please also make sure you grab the hands of
1472
01:36:08,366 --> 01:36:12,066
usania and bring this beautiful soul to the light too
1473
01:36:14,766 --> 01:36:17,166
and let me know when you are back in the light
1474
01:36:19,133 --> 01:36:20,100
i'm back in the light
1475
01:36:20,100 --> 01:36:23,466
but there's like a little bit of a connection to mic still
1476
01:36:23,866 --> 01:36:24,200
yeah
1477
01:36:24,200 --> 01:36:28,566
i want it to i want it to be disconnected
1478
01:36:28,933 --> 01:36:30,266
yes go ahead
1479
01:36:32,266 --> 01:36:33,366
release me
1480
01:36:35,066 --> 01:36:39,800
korenadeshi koyadokoyadeshi we need someone here to release this
1481
01:36:39,800 --> 01:36:40,600
i don't want
1482
01:36:41,300 --> 01:36:42,733
him to have my energy
1483
01:36:43,300 --> 01:36:46,500
hmm yes who can assist you today
1484
01:36:49,600 --> 01:36:50,533
i don't know
1485
01:36:51,300 --> 01:36:56,466
hmm so you feel he has some of your energy is that right
1486
01:36:57,766 --> 01:37:00,200
it's like they're pulling him back this way
1487
01:37:00,200 --> 01:37:01,966
and i'm going back this way
1488
01:37:02,200 --> 01:37:04,566
and there's like it looks like a triangle
1489
01:37:04,566 --> 01:37:08,533
and he's holding on the tiniest bit to the tip of the triangle
1490
01:37:09,100 --> 01:37:10,066
yes
1491
01:37:10,300 --> 01:37:11,466
won't let it go
1492
01:37:11,866 --> 01:37:12,933
just let me go
1493
01:37:13,133 --> 01:37:15,533
he's holding on to us please hold
1494
01:37:16,000 --> 01:37:17,533
yes let it go
1495
01:37:18,166 --> 01:37:18,966
yes
1496
01:37:21,000 --> 01:37:22,333
you have the power
1497
01:37:23,366 --> 01:37:27,666
free will to state you now break that and
1498
01:37:37,166 --> 01:37:41,600
i claim all my energy give it back to me now release me
1499
01:37:50,066 --> 01:37:52,400
koriyaki sikarika and Asia
1500
01:37:58,700 --> 01:38:00,400
archangel Michaels here
1501
01:38:00,700 --> 01:38:02,166
korinash sakaya
1502
01:38:02,333 --> 01:38:03,133
yes
1503
01:38:04,533 --> 01:38:06,266
for in icyana
1504
01:38:06,900 --> 01:38:09,366
fear larissa ricia larissala
1505
01:38:11,300 --> 01:38:12,566
yes okay
1506
01:38:13,466 --> 01:38:14,333
thank you
1507
01:38:14,400 --> 01:38:15,366
is it done
1508
01:38:18,900 --> 01:38:24,200
yes to the extent that it can be yes beautiful
1509
01:38:24,733 --> 01:38:25,533
beautiful
1510
01:38:27,366 --> 01:38:28,700
are you back in the light
1511
01:38:32,100 --> 01:38:33,066
yes
1512
01:38:33,933 --> 01:38:34,733
yes
1513
01:38:36,333 --> 01:38:38,800
is athania also back in the light
1514
01:38:40,266 --> 01:38:41,200
yes
1515
01:38:41,900 --> 01:38:43,366
yes wonderful
1516
01:38:43,866 --> 01:38:45,100
so now let's
1517
01:38:46,166 --> 01:38:49,200
let's float higher and higher
1518
01:38:50,900 --> 01:38:52,266
to a dimension
1519
01:38:53,733 --> 01:38:56,666
the highest dimension you can possibly go
1520
01:38:57,066 --> 01:39:00,466
to connect with that level of your higher self
1521
01:39:17,700 --> 01:39:18,966
or go up
1522
01:39:23,966 --> 01:39:26,500
leveling up your leveling up
1523
01:39:27,200 --> 01:39:28,733
to higher dimension
1524
01:39:30,700 --> 01:39:34,600
and now as you're reaching this higher dimension of light
1525
01:39:36,366 --> 01:39:37,566
of Ascension
1526
01:39:39,466 --> 01:39:42,500
i want you to feel yourself merging with that light
1527
01:39:42,766 --> 01:39:43,800
at that level
1528
01:39:45,066 --> 01:39:46,333
consciousness
1529
01:39:50,966 --> 01:39:53,133
as i come from one to three
1530
01:39:53,400 --> 01:39:58,100
you be fully connected to that level of your higher self
1531
01:39:59,366 --> 01:40:00,166
one
1532
01:40:01,900 --> 01:40:02,700
two
1533
01:40:05,166 --> 01:40:06,500
three connect
1534
01:40:07,666 --> 01:40:09,766
can i speak to karen's higher self
1535
01:40:09,766 --> 01:40:12,733
please yes
1536
01:40:12,933 --> 01:40:15,500
very good thank you for stepping forward
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