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Hello?
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Hello?
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How many times l had
to account for the sexual needs...
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...l suppressed for ages.
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Foremost for myself,
cause l thought l would never...
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...meet anybody capable
of coping with my desires.
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l was used to his huggy sex
and after a while l just accepted...
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...it as the standard way.
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And me being insane
for...
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...finding completely different
things and acts...
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...exciting and titillating.
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l wanted to make plans
and preparations.
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No one who sees it
or knows about it or to ask me.
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As long as l don't choose for myself,
the more l'll have to struggle through life.
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And most likely it will be
tougher and harder.
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l clearly remember the first time
being invited to a party.
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Back then masterminding an alibi
and devising an excuse to go away...
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...took more time
than the night in itself.
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The scent of my perfume he knew so well,
making him horny and gay...
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...not for him
and he wasn't supposed to know.
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l flat out lied.
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That night l was ecstatic.
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l felt such
an overwhelming love...
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...with the orgy
and the men who all wanted me and...
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...l just had to cry.
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There was a guy
who whispered to me:
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“lf you want to leave,
just go, baby.”
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He even promised me
to guide me to the door.
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Ah, so sweet,
but not necessary at all.
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l wished l could have cried
and fucked for days.
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l actually think l'm good at it,
in crying and fucking...
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...in lying,
in leading a double life.
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And if you ask me
whether l want to quit...
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...well, hell no.
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Day 01
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Hello!
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Let me out!
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What time is it?
- Still early.
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Stella...
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...what are you doing?
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Just...
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...a quick fuck.
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l'll have to shave me yet.
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Another time, okay?
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Why do you always do this sort of thing
on those weird moments.
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lt's not getting safer
for companies...
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...to operate internationally...
- lt's hard to believe that none of the 19...
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PlNOCCHlO
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You will get me
a copy of this, right?
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Well then...
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Yeah, deeper.
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Hey, Gaya.
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Uh, no l don't.
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Right now?
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ln the staff room he always comes
to sit across from me diagonally.
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With coffee, milk
and a cheese sandwich.
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He teaches mathematics.
He has such nice eyes.
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Such a hot look.
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And a pecker, obviously.
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Jeez, Stella.
- Ah, gosh.
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Next time just sit down straight
in front of him temptingly.
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ls he married?
- How should l know?
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Am l the only one here who's a bit tired
of all that adulterous behavior?
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Jesus, Laura...
Let Quinty flirt if she want to.
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What difference does it make?
- We don't flirt at all.
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Honey, just
enjoy it thoroughly.
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What's wrong with a
little bit of attention, huh?
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What do you want?
Which choices do you want to make?
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Choices will let one lose
family and friends.
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Yeah, l get you, but that's not
what this is all about.
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Well, l simply want
to be found tenderhearted...
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...and l want to share with one another
without me being stuck.
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Day 01.
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Day 02.
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Let me out!
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l had been struggling
after my first one night stand...
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...when l was chatting thereafter
with that guy on the Web.
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Picking up a single sound
outside my home...
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...made me block him,
since l was scared to death...
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...someone would find out.
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Particularly for Vincent
to find out.
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Even though
it was only small talk.
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And yet, a week later, l had myself
screwed the hell out of me in a hotel room.
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So something inside me
did defeat the fear of being caught.
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Maybe that fear isn't about
your husband...
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...nor about loss.
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Well, then what?
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Since l was scared to death
Vincent would learn about it.
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Yeah, so he would know what
you are doing and what you are.
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Yes.
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Maybe you were afraid
acknowledging it for yourself...
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...what you're doing.
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How early you are.
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l really don't know
what to say anymore.
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Hey darling, l would really love
to say to you that l won't do it again...
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...and that l'll change, but...
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...l can't do that.
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Stella, piss off,
will you?
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What the hell
am l supposed to do?
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Pretending l'm someone else?
Crowding out my feelings?
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How about taking
my feelings into account?
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We had sworn loyalty
to each other, didn't we?
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Honey, l am faithful to you,
am l not?
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Faithful in the sense of
sharing my fears...
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...and vulnerabilities and
my secrets.
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Well, not all your secrets,
apparently.
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No, not all.
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You don't even look at me anymore.
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Not the way you used to.
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lt's been a long time
since we fucked.
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For real, that is.
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Sometimes l just feel
like a bird in a cage.
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Yeah,
that's it, right?
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Day 02.
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Day 03.
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Hey!
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Goddammit. Prick.
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Goddammit,
release me instantaneously!
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Are you coming along
to that reception next week?
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Otherwise l'll be bored to death.
- Sure.
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lf they have snacks and drinks.
- The other girls come too.
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All our receptions are catered for.
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To a good concept,
eating and doing business.
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What is your showpiece?
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Which penalties
do you impose at your place?
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Vacuum cleaner in between is so noughties!
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His jacket?
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We have Our Lady of Mogilev.
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That's hard to believe.
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That's an icon from Russia.
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For years it was gathering dust
in damp storage areas...
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...and there wasn't a single penny for
renovating their museums.
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Since the fall of the Berlin Wall
those art objects can be sold easily.
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Did you know portraits of Virgin Mary
were favorite in Russian art?
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Why do artists worship virgins
all the time?
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Worshipping an icon isn't allowed,
only honoring.
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l didn't know you loved arts.
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They say that when
an icon is no longer honored...
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...the gold begins to peel.
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Are you sure you want to do this?
- Yes.
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You are the only ones
l had to think of.
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Luca is full of tension.
l have never seen him so nervous.
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What about you?
- l'm scared as hell.
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And excited.
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Now what?
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Well, it's a regular sauna,
so let's get used to each other...
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...and look at one another.
Then we'll see.
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l don't want to force anything, because
our friendship is just more important to me.
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Thank you.
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Vincent...
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l truly can't do this.
Sorry.
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Sorry...
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Yeah, sorry.
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Sorry.
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Pity.
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When did you realize
you were caged?
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When l felt Vincent wasn't the man
l thought he was.
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Well, he fell of his pedestal,
just to put it like that.
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l don't know, it sounds harsh
and that's not intended.
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But because all of this
l started to think for myself...
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...and so life came into me.
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That was heat down to my lower abdomen
and even deeper.
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Purely physical.
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And l couldn't arm against it
or apologize.
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lt just happened, literally.
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Day 04.
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Day 05.
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Who are you?
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Christine.
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Stella.
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How did you get here?
Have you seen someone or something?
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l was in my car.
l stepped out in front of my home.
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Subsequently l'm completely blank.
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Hello!
- lt's useless.
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Who's doing this?
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l have no idea.
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l don't have a clue.
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Listen, we need to get away
from this place.
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Maybe all this is a joke.
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A joke?
- Yeah.
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Maybe.
- l've been here for five days.
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This is no joke.
- Five?
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We'll have to wait, okay? Probably
there will be an opportunity to escape.
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Sancta Maria, Mater Dei,
ora pro nobis...
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...nunc et in hora mortis.
Amen.
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We'll have to sleep
one after the other.
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Last time he took me
while l was sleeping.
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l surely don't want that
to happen again.
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What's here?
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Hey...
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Wait...
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Goddammit.
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Yes.
- You've got a cell phone?
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Fuck!
- What?
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Yeah, no range of course.
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This he knew, naturally.
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They're just fucking me up.
- Stop cursing, please.
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l'm completely hyper.
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00:33:06,841 --> 00:33:09,520
For the moment
l cannot get a wink of sleep.
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You'd better get some rest.
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lf something happens,
you're the first one to know.
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She asked if we're having
a good time.
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Oh yeah, it's very pretty,
the Lady of Mogilev.
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My English sucks big time.
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00:33:30,641 --> 00:33:34,795
Well, Gaya is here
to make you comfortable.
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00:33:34,921 --> 00:33:39,320
Why don't you tell our guests
the story of Lady Mogilev?
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Well...
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Shit, uh...
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l do speak a bit Dutch,
you know.
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My brother-in-law
has just flown in from Russia.
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My wife lives here for years now.
He's on his annual family trip.
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This seemed like
a fun excursion to us.
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What about you?
You're here with your husband?
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00:34:08,721 --> 00:34:12,555
Well, if l were,
l certainly wouldn't be here with you.
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00:34:12,681 --> 00:34:15,435
Oh, what's wrong
with a friendly little chat?
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Oh, nothing at all.
Absolutely not.
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But try explaining that
to my husband.
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Yes,
and to my wife.
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Where is she anyway?
- Why do we always need...
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...permission of others when
we feel good?
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But that's over, once and for all.
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You want it all.
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You want love and attention
from one person and...
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...sex and adventures with
all the others.
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ls that so bad?
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Am l depraved?
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Am l a bad and wicked woman
and am l doomed?
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l don't judge.
l just take notice.
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Well, maybe l'm too eager.
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lf l make love to my loved one,
l make love to him.
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And when l make love to a stranger,
then l have sex with myself.
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l use my body to great extent.
l feel everything and l conquer myself.
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My liberation does indeed have
a sexual component, but...
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...it's not quite the same
as only sex.
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lt's like taking off a hard coat
l was wearing.
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When that coat went out,
a very strong woman came forth...
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...instead of an anxious and troubled girl.
A complete metamorphosis.
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Day 05.
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Day 06.
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Christine...
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Christine!
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Goddammit!
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Cocksucker! Son of a bitch!
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l've been thinking.
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l have called John this afternoon
and l can stay with him for a while.
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Judy: 06-05630665
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253
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l learned you're on SDD.
254
00:39:50,001 --> 00:39:51,680
SDD?
255
00:39:52,201 --> 00:39:55,800
You have wonderful pictures.
A dashing profile too.
256
00:39:58,481 --> 00:40:02,155
Only paying members
are allowed to watch those.
257
00:40:02,281 --> 00:40:03,560
Yes.
258
00:40:05,401 --> 00:40:09,520
That's right.
- You? Judy?
259
00:40:12,561 --> 00:40:17,315
Then what's your SDD nickname?
- Daisy69.
260
00:40:17,441 --> 00:40:20,640
Oh well, it isn’t
your date of birth, is it?
261
00:40:23,961 --> 00:40:26,555
lt would be fun
encountering each other once.
262
00:40:26,681 --> 00:40:29,000
Right, who knows?
263
00:40:30,001 --> 00:40:33,800
Ah, Judy,
would you please come over here?
264
00:40:51,641 --> 00:40:53,955
Well, have a nice weekend.
- Likewise, thank you.
265
00:40:54,081 --> 00:40:56,875
Until Monday. Please switch off
the lights when you leave.
266
00:40:57,001 --> 00:40:58,795
Don't forget the alarm.
- All will be fine.
267
00:40:58,921 --> 00:41:01,840
Until Monday.
- Have a nice weekend. Goodbye.
268
00:41:12,961 --> 00:41:15,920
All l can think of today
is you.
269
00:41:17,521 --> 00:41:19,440
And l have
to confess something.
270
00:41:20,761 --> 00:41:22,280
Oh?
271
00:41:24,521 --> 00:41:26,200
Although l signed up...
272
00:41:28,401 --> 00:41:31,080
...l've never been in a
swingers club.
273
00:41:31,361 --> 00:41:34,240
So you want me
to bring you along someday?
274
00:41:35,561 --> 00:41:36,600
Yes, l do.
275
00:41:37,041 --> 00:41:40,200
l'm not sure if
that's a wise thing to do.
276
00:41:41,321 --> 00:41:44,600
We see each other every day
here at work.
277
00:41:52,521 --> 00:41:54,960
Am l attractive enough for you?
278
00:41:55,761 --> 00:41:58,000
You're a beautiful woman.
279
00:41:58,481 --> 00:42:00,520
That's not the issue.
280
00:42:02,161 --> 00:42:04,160
Nobody needs to know, right?
281
00:42:05,921 --> 00:42:10,280
l mean,
whom should l tell about it?
282
00:43:06,601 --> 00:43:09,320
l did sleep deliciously.
283
00:43:11,161 --> 00:43:13,160
Just a bit too short.
284
00:43:15,361 --> 00:43:16,320
Come...
285
00:43:18,201 --> 00:43:19,640
No.
286
00:43:22,681 --> 00:43:24,640
ls anything the matter?
287
00:43:27,841 --> 00:43:30,035
No, but you'd better
leave now.
288
00:43:30,161 --> 00:43:34,280
Jeez, may l
just wake up first?
289
00:43:34,521 --> 00:43:36,440
Certainly, yes.
290
00:43:40,521 --> 00:43:43,240
l've got coffee downstairs.
291
00:43:46,801 --> 00:43:49,320
How do you want to proceed?
292
00:43:50,361 --> 00:43:51,440
Proceed?
293
00:43:52,641 --> 00:43:54,440
Our relationship...
294
00:44:10,721 --> 00:44:13,640
Stella, come here immediately!
295
00:44:14,401 --> 00:44:16,560
Have you lost something?
296
00:44:21,921 --> 00:44:24,440
And shut that door,
will you?
297
00:45:13,881 --> 00:45:15,720
Calm down.
298
00:45:16,441 --> 00:45:18,320
You're back.
299
00:45:35,481 --> 00:45:37,275
Chill out.
300
00:45:37,401 --> 00:45:38,400
l'm okay.
301
00:45:39,601 --> 00:45:41,080
l'm alright.
302
00:45:43,641 --> 00:45:46,160
Another moment, please.
303
00:45:52,561 --> 00:45:54,600
l've had an orgasm.
304
00:45:55,241 --> 00:45:57,360
l didn't want to...
305
00:45:59,361 --> 00:46:03,800
...but then l thought:
l'd better not go against it.
306
00:46:08,561 --> 00:46:10,800
Goddammit...
307
00:46:12,441 --> 00:46:14,800
Oh, pardon me.
308
00:46:21,121 --> 00:46:25,560
All the time l merely keep thinking
about those stupid surveys:
309
00:46:25,961 --> 00:46:29,440
"What's your most titillating spot?!"
310
00:47:21,481 --> 00:47:22,880
No!
311
00:47:31,921 --> 00:47:33,880
Are you okay?
312
00:47:35,321 --> 00:47:37,680
There is no hope whatsoever.
313
00:47:37,921 --> 00:47:39,360
What?
314
00:47:41,321 --> 00:47:43,360
Why do you think so?
315
00:47:44,601 --> 00:47:47,520
My husband is definitely
searching for me.
316
00:47:53,041 --> 00:47:55,920
What's your husband's name?
317
00:47:56,521 --> 00:47:58,160
Vincent.
318
00:47:58,801 --> 00:48:01,600
And you're not missed
by him?
319
00:48:01,921 --> 00:48:06,000
No, l don't think so.
Not at all.
320
00:48:06,761 --> 00:48:12,200
What do you mean? You've been away
from home for days now.
321
00:48:13,841 --> 00:48:18,160
We're not going so well lately.
He lives aside for the moment.
322
00:48:22,281 --> 00:48:25,720
Does he have someone else?
- No.
323
00:48:27,361 --> 00:48:30,320
And you?
- No.
324
00:48:31,761 --> 00:48:33,720
Not really.
325
00:48:34,841 --> 00:48:36,760
Not really?
326
00:48:39,521 --> 00:48:43,240
Not somebody else. No.
lt's a complicated story though.
327
00:48:49,321 --> 00:48:52,235
And that's the reason
of you two breaking up now?
328
00:48:52,361 --> 00:48:55,635
What?
- Well, what you just said.
329
00:48:55,761 --> 00:49:00,800
Not somebody else...
You have several lovers, l guess.
330
00:49:01,401 --> 00:49:04,560
Lovers, well,
that's quite an enlargement.
331
00:49:06,201 --> 00:49:08,160
Don't you feel guilty?
332
00:49:09,801 --> 00:49:13,880
l honestly can't help it.
l truly tried as hard as l could.
333
00:49:14,361 --> 00:49:17,115
l couldn't cheat for sure.
- Splendid.
334
00:49:17,241 --> 00:49:21,115
We'd better discuss
how to get the hell out of here.
335
00:49:21,241 --> 00:49:24,240
By which ways and means
would you attempt?
336
00:49:24,521 --> 00:49:26,555
We need to know for certain
that he's alone.
337
00:49:26,681 --> 00:49:28,080
Excuse me?
338
00:49:29,121 --> 00:49:30,995
l feel that
he's not companionless.
339
00:49:31,121 --> 00:49:32,960
And why
would you presume?
340
00:49:34,121 --> 00:49:36,200
Just a feeling.
341
00:55:21,481 --> 00:55:23,200
Are you fine?
342
00:55:25,361 --> 00:55:27,840
Yeah, l think so.
343
00:55:30,001 --> 00:55:31,600
l put your clothes on.
344
00:55:32,961 --> 00:55:34,520
You were
pretty far and away.
345
00:55:34,921 --> 00:55:37,720
l'm convinced
he gave me a substance.
346
00:55:38,361 --> 00:55:41,715
What would that be?
- l don't know.
347
00:55:41,841 --> 00:55:45,400
lt might have been G.
- G?
348
00:55:46,081 --> 00:55:49,000
Gamma-Hydroxybutyric acid.
Drugs.
349
00:55:50,321 --> 00:55:52,960
How would you
know the resemblance?
350
00:56:08,321 --> 00:56:09,080
Hey...
351
00:56:10,441 --> 00:56:11,760
Mmm?
352
00:56:13,001 --> 00:56:15,440
He said
l was here because of you.
353
00:56:16,041 --> 00:56:18,200
He did speak to you?
354
00:56:19,001 --> 00:56:20,240
lndeed.
355
00:56:22,001 --> 00:56:24,595
He said: “lf you're wondering
why you're here...
356
00:56:24,721 --> 00:56:27,640
...go ask your little girlfriend.”
357
00:56:30,081 --> 00:56:33,800
But keeping his mouth shut with me
means that l know him.
358
00:56:35,961 --> 00:56:38,040
Where the hell
have you been lately?
359
00:56:40,361 --> 00:56:43,280
He's evidently worried
l recognize him.
360
00:56:45,161 --> 00:56:47,360
Think it over!
361
00:56:48,761 --> 00:56:50,680
Probably one
of your speed dates?
362
00:56:53,521 --> 00:56:57,635
How many men have you fucked recently?
And how many disposed of at the same time?
363
00:56:57,761 --> 00:56:58,440
My God.
364
00:57:02,321 --> 00:57:05,795
Oh, now God is worthy enough
to help you out.
365
00:57:05,921 --> 00:57:08,400
Think about it carefully!
366
00:57:09,041 --> 00:57:13,160
Someplace you made bitter enemies.
ls anyone stalking you?
367
00:57:13,641 --> 00:57:15,440
Consider everything...
368
00:57:23,481 --> 00:57:26,280
Uh, you here?
- Yeah.
369
00:57:27,561 --> 00:57:29,560
How are things at work?
370
00:57:30,241 --> 00:57:31,400
l miss you.
371
00:57:32,921 --> 00:57:36,235
You know, Judy,
in regard to last time...
372
00:57:36,361 --> 00:57:38,355
...it's not like l regret us
having sex...
373
00:57:38,481 --> 00:57:42,280
...but l don't think it's prudent
to make out ever again.
374
00:57:42,601 --> 00:57:45,400
You should just
give it some more time.
375
00:57:46,521 --> 00:57:49,000
Well, l don't think...
- Now that Vincent left...
376
00:57:49,841 --> 00:57:53,400
...l'll have to ask you
if l may come over tonight.
377
00:57:53,561 --> 00:57:56,240
That's not a very good idea.
378
00:57:57,961 --> 00:57:59,720
You can't just use me.
379
00:57:59,921 --> 00:58:01,320
Excuse me?
380
00:58:01,681 --> 00:58:04,075
Why don't you
answer my text messages?
381
00:58:04,201 --> 00:58:06,795
Judy, let's please...
- You took advantage of me.
382
00:58:06,921 --> 00:58:08,955
You used me and then dumped me!
383
00:58:09,081 --> 00:58:10,315
lf you really want to talk
this over...
384
00:58:10,441 --> 00:58:12,395
...why don't we find us
a different place to quarrel?
385
00:58:12,521 --> 00:58:14,675
You harmed me
in such an incredible way!
386
00:58:14,801 --> 00:58:18,640
Well, sorry.
l gotta go to a birthday party.
387
00:58:25,521 --> 00:58:28,160
Damn. Shit.
- What is it?
388
00:58:29,521 --> 00:58:33,395
He's got my wedding ring.
- l have people who care about me, bitch!
389
00:58:33,521 --> 00:58:36,955
And now there's a man molesting me
because you have something to hide!
390
00:58:37,081 --> 00:58:41,520
Layoff, will you? Do you really think
this is what l'm waiting for?
391
00:58:49,961 --> 00:58:52,200
This is exactly what he wants.
392
00:58:52,601 --> 00:58:56,155
He's longing for a ringside seat to watch
how we'll finish each other here.
393
00:58:56,281 --> 00:59:00,040
You've got to tell
me something more, Stella.
394
00:59:03,241 --> 00:59:04,560
Please...
395
00:59:08,681 --> 00:59:11,840
l'm quite sure you don't want
to hear those things.
396
00:59:13,841 --> 00:59:17,600
With all this here, you don't think
l can handle that?
397
00:59:21,441 --> 00:59:23,800
What's the deal with you?
398
00:59:25,961 --> 00:59:30,480
l'm completely innocent.
lt gotta have something to do with you.
399
00:59:32,921 --> 00:59:35,400
How dare you
cheat on your husband?
400
00:59:41,041 --> 00:59:43,600
lsn't sex supposed to be
entirely exclusive?
401
00:59:44,521 --> 00:59:46,800
l search for uniqueness
in other things.
402
00:59:47,041 --> 00:59:48,595
Sex is purely physical.
403
00:59:48,721 --> 00:59:51,000
What could be more personal
than that?
404
00:59:51,241 --> 00:59:56,720
Well, one's fears, inhibitions,
grief...
405
00:59:58,841 --> 01:00:01,200
...and one's insecurities.
406
01:00:02,161 --> 01:00:04,840
Unconditional love.
407
01:00:06,801 --> 01:00:11,400
That's what l share with my brother.
We'll do anything for each other.
408
01:00:11,761 --> 01:00:15,440
l missed that family bond
due to my parents being divorced.
409
01:00:16,521 --> 01:00:18,560
When l was only five years old.
410
01:00:19,601 --> 01:00:22,400
l've never seen my father since.
411
01:00:22,721 --> 01:00:25,160
He went abroad. He and my brother.
412
01:00:26,041 --> 01:00:29,640
You didn't visit them at all?
- No, unrealizable.
413
01:00:32,041 --> 01:00:34,280
Childhood often plays
an essential part, doesn't it?
414
01:00:35,881 --> 01:00:38,960
As usual, my nature is caused
by father's immorality?
415
01:00:39,321 --> 01:00:43,760
Well, darling, l didn't have
a troublesome youth.
416
01:00:48,001 --> 01:00:53,400
When a woman is sexually aggressive, she's
been traumatized or just having a loose screw.
417
01:00:54,161 --> 01:00:57,320
A man is rugged and tough
and a woman simply a whore.
418
01:00:59,161 --> 01:01:02,840
Why can't people just accept
that having affairs is what l want?
419
01:01:09,841 --> 01:01:13,915
lt makes me feel happy.
l sense a lot more joy in anything.
420
01:01:14,041 --> 01:01:16,680
l respect others more.
l've more energy.
421
01:01:18,441 --> 01:01:22,640
And how many problems did you end up in
with that behavior of yours?
422
01:01:23,521 --> 01:01:26,915
You can't just interpret
your vows to God by yourself!
423
01:01:27,041 --> 01:01:30,515
Does the wedding promise state
l can't fuck other people?
424
01:01:30,641 --> 01:01:31,835
Excuse me?
425
01:01:31,961 --> 01:01:35,595
Faith is something completely different
than not being allowed to see other people.
426
01:01:35,721 --> 01:01:39,000
And please stop lecturing me!
427
01:01:39,881 --> 01:01:44,800
"lf you're an adult, you can do
whatever you want", or so they say.
428
01:01:45,841 --> 01:01:47,955
Well, l haven't noticed
anything at all.
429
01:01:48,081 --> 01:01:52,280
First, my father tells me
what to do and what to give up.
430
01:01:52,561 --> 01:01:56,040
And then,
school controls your life.
431
01:01:56,321 --> 01:01:59,955
Next, my boss dominates
and my friends dictate with their agenda.
432
01:02:00,081 --> 01:02:04,435
Plants waiting to be watered,
the refrigerator in need of weekly cleaning.
433
01:02:04,561 --> 01:02:08,680
Well, finally,
Vincent for his biweekly...
434
01:02:12,081 --> 01:02:14,360
But there has been a moment...
435
01:02:15,081 --> 01:02:18,000
...l considered to stop all of that.
436
01:02:18,281 --> 01:02:20,520
To put an end to all.
437
01:02:24,441 --> 01:02:28,920
Soon after, there was that single night
when everything changed.
438
01:02:30,121 --> 01:02:32,800
l was with a friend.
439
01:02:34,761 --> 01:02:39,360
Well, we played a game
of Trivial Pursuit. l won.
440
01:02:40,321 --> 01:02:45,920
Since years l thoroughly enjoyed a glass
of red wine again, making me jolly and merry.
441
01:02:46,521 --> 01:02:51,320
On the way home
l found myself in a snow storm.
442
01:02:52,601 --> 01:02:55,475
ln the middle of the night, on the unlit A17...
443
01:02:55,601 --> 01:02:58,800
...from Zierikzee to the inhabited world.
444
01:02:59,721 --> 01:03:02,440
l was making fun of myself.
445
01:03:04,401 --> 01:03:09,755
Either driving through the snow without
flash signals and crashing my car against a rod...
446
01:03:09,881 --> 01:03:13,800
...or gazing and focusing
to get home safely within two hours.
447
01:03:14,521 --> 01:03:16,480
lt was to be the latter option.
448
01:03:17,601 --> 01:03:20,240
l put the radio on and went driving.
449
01:03:20,961 --> 01:03:24,400
The radio program featured
an invited guest...
450
01:03:24,881 --> 01:03:29,680
...who had suffered from depression as well,
but had conquered his illness.
451
01:03:30,601 --> 01:03:33,320
He spoke exactly the way l thought.
452
01:03:34,281 --> 01:03:37,320
When furthermore my kind of music
was being played...
453
01:03:37,561 --> 01:03:42,240
...something peaceful got into me,
which harmony was there to stay forever.
454
01:03:44,881 --> 01:03:48,720
l could do it. l could choose.
455
01:03:50,321 --> 01:03:55,000
l didn't think about sex anymore,
since l completely degenerated into it.
456
01:03:55,241 --> 01:03:58,675
My body transformed into a flower
and after that night...
457
01:03:58,801 --> 01:04:03,080
...that flower couldn't be more gaping.
The games could and would commence.
458
01:04:03,321 --> 01:04:06,000
First with men, quickly and secretly...
459
01:04:06,881 --> 01:04:08,800
...then with a woman.
460
01:04:10,121 --> 01:04:12,280
A horny girlfriend.
461
01:04:13,121 --> 01:04:18,115
Kisses, horny chats.
And once we opened up to men...
462
01:04:18,241 --> 01:04:21,520
...there was
no holding us back.
463
01:04:25,561 --> 01:04:30,035
What l feel now is such an immense alienation
compared to all that l felt before...
464
01:04:30,161 --> 01:04:32,600
...when l was still in my cage.
465
01:04:34,241 --> 01:04:36,480
l stroke and caress my own arms.
466
01:04:37,161 --> 01:04:41,240
l bent my toes with joy.
l varnish my nails.
467
01:04:43,481 --> 01:04:46,760
l shave all what should be smooth.
468
01:04:48,921 --> 01:04:52,000
Even though nobody's waiting for me.
469
01:04:52,241 --> 01:04:53,915
This body wants me badly.
470
01:04:54,041 --> 01:04:56,795
When l ride my bike,
l feel the saddle in my crotch.
471
01:04:56,921 --> 01:05:01,155
When l flirt,
the world winks back to me.
472
01:05:01,281 --> 01:05:02,515
My body's celebrating.
473
01:05:02,641 --> 01:05:04,715
24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
474
01:05:04,841 --> 01:05:06,235
lt's partying.
475
01:05:06,361 --> 01:05:08,235
l send invitations...
476
01:05:08,361 --> 01:05:09,715
...and for each and every one...
477
01:05:09,841 --> 01:05:11,075
...willing to participate...
478
01:05:11,201 --> 01:05:12,795
...the door is wide open.
479
01:05:12,921 --> 01:05:14,040
Having sex...
480
01:05:14,201 --> 01:05:17,595
...stops spinning my thoughts.
No father's voice...
481
01:05:17,721 --> 01:05:21,915
...murmuring comments.
No boyfriend asking if l'm pleased.
482
01:05:22,041 --> 01:05:23,600
This is solely mine.
483
01:05:29,201 --> 01:05:32,000
Sometimes l'm feeling guilty.
484
01:05:33,081 --> 01:05:35,760
Positively monumental guilty.
485
01:05:36,401 --> 01:05:40,160
ln your life you can deny everything,
except yourself.
486
01:05:40,321 --> 01:05:42,720
All may come back to you,
but...
487
01:05:43,481 --> 01:05:46,880
...the price you've got to pay for yourself
is the highest of all.
488
01:05:48,681 --> 01:05:52,400
And as of now, l'm supposedly an oddity.
489
01:05:53,481 --> 01:05:57,720
A woman allegedly envisioned
by lots of men...
490
01:05:57,921 --> 01:06:01,360
...but whose manifestation
only occurs in myths:
491
01:06:02,321 --> 01:06:04,840
A unicorn.
492
01:06:27,921 --> 01:06:30,800
How to explain this to society...
493
01:06:31,841 --> 01:06:33,400
...or describe?
494
01:06:33,681 --> 01:06:36,915
For me,
it's like going to the movies...
495
01:06:37,041 --> 01:06:40,000
...but l step into the silver screen
to be part of the action.
496
01:09:37,161 --> 01:09:40,000
So... did you enjoy the view?
497
01:09:41,241 --> 01:09:42,600
l still do.
498
01:09:45,761 --> 01:09:48,000
May l have a bitter lemon?
499
01:09:54,721 --> 01:09:56,640
Where's your wife?
500
01:09:59,161 --> 01:10:01,000
l strapped her at home.
501
01:10:04,081 --> 01:10:06,600
Have you ever been tied up?
502
01:10:14,681 --> 01:10:16,720
You like to be in control, huh?
503
01:10:24,161 --> 01:10:26,400
Raymond, we need you now.
504
01:10:27,801 --> 01:10:29,200
l'm on my way.
505
01:10:35,321 --> 01:10:37,040
l'm not gone yet.
506
01:11:19,601 --> 01:11:20,880
Jake.
507
01:11:30,641 --> 01:11:33,640
Any details yet, Azi?
- No.
508
01:11:50,681 --> 01:11:53,040
Exhilarating paintings you've got.
509
01:12:06,801 --> 01:12:08,560
2,5 mL GHB.
510
01:12:10,001 --> 01:12:11,520
Cheers.
511
01:14:19,361 --> 01:14:20,040
Okay...
512
01:15:13,241 --> 01:15:15,320
Raymond!
513
01:16:05,281 --> 01:16:08,680
Playing with yourself is prohibited.
514
01:17:31,041 --> 01:17:32,640
Hey, dude!
515
01:17:33,441 --> 01:17:35,475
What the hell
you think you're doing?
516
01:17:35,601 --> 01:17:37,035
Prick.
- Much better now.
517
01:17:37,161 --> 01:17:38,720
Motherfucker!
518
01:17:51,561 --> 01:17:53,000
So much better.
519
01:17:53,201 --> 01:17:54,360
lt's superb...
520
01:17:54,641 --> 01:17:56,440
...this way.
521
01:18:00,881 --> 01:18:02,400
Hey...
522
01:18:04,281 --> 01:18:05,960
Hey...
523
01:18:08,641 --> 01:18:09,920
Hey...
524
01:18:10,681 --> 01:18:12,355
Get ready, huh?
525
01:18:12,481 --> 01:18:13,960
Come.
526
01:18:49,441 --> 01:18:53,840
l belong to one out of four women
who fantasize about it.
527
01:18:54,201 --> 01:18:57,435
Every night thousands of women
finger themselves to orgasms while...
528
01:18:57,561 --> 01:19:00,520
...picturing they're being forced
to have sex.
529
01:19:01,001 --> 01:19:04,440
One rapist, two...
530
01:19:05,721 --> 01:19:08,080
...or five simultaneously.
531
01:19:08,961 --> 01:19:12,880
Two under, two in both hands...
532
01:19:13,441 --> 01:19:15,920
...and one cock in the mouth.
533
01:19:17,521 --> 01:19:21,275
lsn't that fascinating?
Fantasizing...
534
01:19:21,401 --> 01:19:24,595
...but if push comes to shove,
we're all terrified.
535
01:19:24,721 --> 01:19:27,195
That's logical to me.
536
01:19:27,321 --> 01:19:32,915
Then why do we have those fantasies?
Why screaming bloody murder...
537
01:19:33,041 --> 01:19:35,515
...if things have been too rough
on one occasion...
538
01:19:35,641 --> 01:19:40,400
...while our brain fancies
taking on five dicks at a time.
539
01:19:40,761 --> 01:19:43,960
These matters and thoughts
keep racking my brain.
540
01:19:46,601 --> 01:19:49,355
Before long l doggedly decided
that one bad apple...
541
01:19:49,481 --> 01:19:52,635
...is not to poison my pleasures
and happiness.
542
01:19:52,761 --> 01:19:56,595
l could have thrown in the towel
comfortably back then, but...
543
01:19:56,721 --> 01:20:00,520
...instead l became more confident
and self-assured.
544
01:20:00,721 --> 01:20:03,600
Do you think
he's behind all this?
545
01:20:04,441 --> 01:20:11,440
Go figure, all my friends try
to get back they once used to have.
546
01:20:12,201 --> 01:20:16,360
l'm still fighting for myself
to regenerate in what l really am.
547
01:20:27,561 --> 01:20:29,555
l don't know what it is, but l'm sorry.
548
01:20:29,681 --> 01:20:31,480
l'm really sorry, okay?
549
01:20:31,921 --> 01:20:32,960
What have l done?
550
01:20:33,081 --> 01:20:36,600
lf l caused you grief, l'm terribly sorry.
551
01:20:36,801 --> 01:20:39,160
l'm sorry. Apologies.
552
01:21:13,001 --> 01:21:15,080
Hello!
553
01:21:25,921 --> 01:21:28,360
l've been cut.
554
01:21:35,961 --> 01:21:37,640
There're two.
555
01:21:39,561 --> 01:21:42,320
Another one joined in.
556
01:21:56,721 --> 01:21:57,720
Are you in pain?
557
01:22:01,001 --> 01:22:01,920
Hey...
558
01:22:02,761 --> 01:22:03,715
...does it hurt?
559
01:22:03,841 --> 01:22:05,755
l bet it was drugged.
560
01:22:05,881 --> 01:22:07,640
l don't know.
561
01:22:11,281 --> 01:22:13,320
lt's definitely not sedated.
562
01:22:49,721 --> 01:22:52,360
l'm beginning to understand
what they're doing to me.
563
01:22:53,481 --> 01:22:56,120
Do you know A Clockwork Orange?
564
01:22:59,401 --> 01:23:02,595
A violent person gets bombarded
with images of violence...
565
01:23:02,721 --> 01:23:06,160
...in such a manner
he couldn't cope with it any longer.
566
01:23:07,121 --> 01:23:09,960
They're trying to break me
and destroy me.
567
01:23:11,441 --> 01:23:12,920
Demolish all l've got.
568
01:23:14,601 --> 01:23:17,320
My freedom, my independence.
569
01:23:19,681 --> 01:23:22,275
l'll not have it taken away
by this here.
570
01:23:22,401 --> 01:23:25,075
Suppose
we're outside tomorrow...
571
01:23:25,201 --> 01:23:28,920
...are you gonna pick up
where you left off before imprisonment?
572
01:23:29,121 --> 01:23:31,760
Would you attend fuckfests again?
573
01:23:33,681 --> 01:23:37,360
Well, l think l would have
quite some difficulties in doing so.
574
01:23:40,161 --> 01:23:42,275
Like me,
you're disconnecting...
575
01:23:42,401 --> 01:23:46,160
...emotions
from sex on that table here.
576
01:23:47,081 --> 01:23:51,640
And all lust
and pleasure of sex...
577
01:23:52,681 --> 01:23:54,920
...is replaced by fear.
578
01:24:00,201 --> 01:24:04,120
We'll have to substitute this here
for something else...
579
01:24:04,281 --> 01:24:07,360
...so anxiety
will cease to exist.
580
01:24:23,601 --> 01:24:24,720
What arouses you?
581
01:24:26,801 --> 01:24:28,475
Excuse me?
582
01:24:28,601 --> 01:24:30,320
No excuses.
583
01:24:31,441 --> 01:24:33,280
Try visualizing it.
584
01:24:35,561 --> 01:24:37,040
l can't.
585
01:24:39,481 --> 01:24:40,875
l usually express myself...
586
01:24:41,001 --> 01:24:43,000
...very easily, but...
587
01:24:44,481 --> 01:24:46,920
...with you it's entirely different.
588
01:24:47,201 --> 01:24:52,800
Oh, just because l'm monogamous
you assume l don't have sexual fantasies.
589
01:24:56,761 --> 01:24:58,920
l like to be in control.
590
01:25:01,481 --> 01:25:03,435
l prefer sitting on top to rule...
591
01:25:03,561 --> 01:25:05,280
...the bouncing cadence.
592
01:25:10,321 --> 01:25:12,160
l love giving head...
593
01:25:12,961 --> 01:25:17,200
...since it gives me
a tremendous sense of power.
594
01:25:17,921 --> 01:25:21,840
His entire masculinity within my mouth.
595
01:25:23,681 --> 01:25:27,320
l love watching myself.
- Really?
596
01:25:28,881 --> 01:25:30,680
Mirrors...
597
01:25:31,361 --> 01:25:34,320
And pictures and videos?
598
01:25:37,001 --> 01:25:38,640
Horny as hell.
599
01:25:46,161 --> 01:25:49,200
There's something
exhibitionistic about me.
600
01:25:52,681 --> 01:25:55,235
For example, walking in public
without underpants.
601
01:25:55,361 --> 01:25:59,240
No kidding? That's what you do?
- Yeah.
602
01:26:01,441 --> 01:26:04,355
Recently l went shopping
with some friends...
603
01:26:04,481 --> 01:26:07,760
...and then
we had something to drink.
604
01:26:08,001 --> 01:26:10,675
There was that handsome guy at the bar...
605
01:26:10,801 --> 01:26:13,080
...with whom l had eye contact.
606
01:26:13,561 --> 01:26:16,200
That eye contact was so bright...
607
01:26:17,001 --> 01:26:19,880
...so full of desire and passion...
608
01:26:20,921 --> 01:26:23,835
...that l couldn't help going to the toilet.
609
01:26:23,961 --> 01:26:25,915
l had to climax quickly.
610
01:26:26,041 --> 01:26:28,795
Without a single word
he entered the ladies room...
611
01:26:28,921 --> 01:26:31,435
...closed the door...
612
01:26:31,561 --> 01:26:34,595
...and fucked me
rocking hard on the wall.
613
01:26:34,721 --> 01:26:36,320
As quietly he joined,
he left.
614
01:26:41,321 --> 01:26:44,160
What do you like best about yourself?
615
01:26:47,001 --> 01:26:48,680
My buttocks.
616
01:26:49,161 --> 01:26:51,560
l myself your breasts.
617
01:26:53,321 --> 01:26:55,200
Your appearance.
618
01:26:56,281 --> 01:26:58,200
Your scent.
619
01:27:08,161 --> 01:27:09,800
What are you doing?
620
01:27:11,521 --> 01:27:13,920
Visualize.
621
01:27:36,401 --> 01:27:37,560
Sorry.
622
01:27:40,321 --> 01:27:42,000
Sorry.
623
01:27:48,841 --> 01:27:51,360
My husband is gone.
624
01:27:53,321 --> 01:27:54,280
What?
625
01:27:56,241 --> 01:27:57,880
Damian.
626
01:28:00,401 --> 01:28:02,560
He cheated on me last month.
627
01:28:06,761 --> 01:28:08,960
Why didn't you tell me?
628
01:28:09,281 --> 01:28:10,160
How?
629
01:28:11,681 --> 01:28:15,720
He met someone else.
630
01:28:31,921 --> 01:28:33,400
Damian?
631
01:28:34,001 --> 01:28:37,195
Where are you?
Call me back as soon as you can, okay?
632
01:28:37,321 --> 01:28:41,755
First they deceive and double-cross you.
Then they choose for themselves...
633
01:28:41,881 --> 01:28:45,880
...and they walk out on you
as if you're to blame.
634
01:28:47,961 --> 01:28:51,320
l hate and despise that!
635
01:28:51,761 --> 01:28:54,200
They haven't the right to.
636
01:28:57,921 --> 01:29:01,960
We'll get out of here, l'm sure.
lt probably won't be long.
637
01:29:03,921 --> 01:29:06,040
That treason.
638
01:29:08,081 --> 01:29:15,200
lt has such a stranglehold on all your emotions
that all around you is suffocated.
639
01:29:17,081 --> 01:29:20,720
Until everything is dead and buried.
640
01:29:23,161 --> 01:29:26,080
Apart from a furious angry rage.
641
01:29:30,961 --> 01:29:35,600
l've seen that
when my parents divorced.
642
01:29:48,041 --> 01:29:50,440
You're an extraordinary woman.
643
01:33:05,721 --> 01:33:07,400
Stop that in my basement!
644
01:35:46,641 --> 01:35:50,320
Do you realize what you ruin and trash?!
645
01:35:57,001 --> 01:35:59,040
There's really something
wrong with you, huh?
646
01:36:14,241 --> 01:36:15,720
Let me.
647
01:38:14,761 --> 01:38:16,360
Yeah...
648
01:38:16,881 --> 01:38:22,240
Well, what if the Stella of the present
looks at the Stella from a year ago?
649
01:38:22,561 --> 01:38:24,720
What do you distinguish?
650
01:38:25,961 --> 01:38:31,835
That she's alone, then and now...
651
01:38:31,961 --> 01:38:35,000
...and probably will stay that forever.
652
01:38:35,161 --> 01:38:39,680
Furthermore, that l kept secrets from myself
and currently only from others.
653
01:38:41,801 --> 01:38:45,755
l would tell the former Stella
that symbiosis doesn't exist at all.
654
01:38:45,881 --> 01:38:51,595
That although she's willing to bond,
she will not be able to carry it through...
655
01:38:51,721 --> 01:38:57,240
...which is liberating and painful
at the same time.
656
01:38:57,401 --> 01:39:02,320
Finally, if she wants to rule out loneliness,
she'll have to sacrifice her freedom and be caged.
657
01:39:08,121 --> 01:39:10,000
Thank you so much.
658
01:39:11,201 --> 01:39:11,840
Day 15.
659
01:39:11,841 --> 01:39:13,960
Day 16.
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