All language subtitles for The.Trouble.With.Being.Born.2020.720p.WEB.x264-RADiOACTiVE-eng

Crickets are so loud
that I couldn't keep sleeping.

I can smell wet dirt.
And the forest.

All the leaves have fallen.

But summer has just begun.

And you are there, waiting for me.

I caught a grasshopper.
Or maybe a beetle.

- What have you got there?
- A grasshopper.

Show me

Wow, how great!

But, don't bring it inside.

It was a grasshopper.

Jumped up and down on my hand.

You probably wanted out.

But I kept my hand closed.

Tickled.

You must have felt very hot.

We were out all day
and awake all night.

Mom would never have allowed me.

I swam until my fingers were all wrinkled
And my lips turned blue

But it didn't come out of the water.

Shit.

Not again.

Come on.

What were you doing, Elli?

I swam until my fingers wrinkled.

You must be more careful.

What's up?

I will stay with you always.

Dad!

What happened?

I can't sleep,

Oh, come on.

It's just a storm.

Nothing happens.

It's not bad at all.

Come on, let's get comfortable.

You see? That's OK.

You smell like cigarettes
and sunscreen.

As you like.

You remember?

On the beach. In the dunes.

We swam for so long,
until the water was very cold.

We went out and covered
with that huge towel.

That one also smelled of cigarettes
and sunscreen.

Hi. Can I help you?

No, I'm just looking.

Tell me if you need help.

Thank you.

Go ahead and try it on.

Hey?

I do not know.

Am I not pretty?

Of course.

How much?

You're incredible.

But how pretty am I?

Tell me.

Tell me.

Tell me.

You see. I know what you like.

Do you want me to continue?

Yes.

Say 'please.'

Please.

Please.

Please.

We were out all day
and awake all night.

Mom would never have allowed me.

She doesn't have to know everything.

I wanted it to always be summer.

And be able to stay with dad forever.

Otherwise, he would be very sad.
I also.

And we don't like that.

Do you know what I would like to hear?

No what?

Play our song.

Which one?

The one we heard all the time.

Our song.

I really don't know which one you mean.

Go ahead.

When we were in Belgrade.
In our hotel room at night.

I have never been to Belgrade.

Ten years ago in the summer.
Where were we?

In Belgrade?

But I really don't know
which one you mean.

Every night we listened to it.
You couldn't sleep without it.

But I can't remember that.

It's not serious.

Then put something else on.

Whatever you want.

Why so quiet?

Or did you just freeze?

Every night we listened to that song.
I couldn't sleep without it.

I would lie down next to you
and I sang it to you.

And you held my hand until
I fell asleep.

It was just the two of us.
Only us.

Very good.

Did you sleep well?

Did you?

Yes.

Good.

Did you go out today?

No.

I've been waiting for you here all day.

I miss you all the time.

Dad!

Elli.

You are crazy?

You still smell the same you know

Of sunscreen and cigarettes.

What are you doing, Elli?

I really wanted to see you.

I just packed my things and left.

I left in the middle of the night.

To go to Belgrade.
I thought that's where you would be.

But I didn't even know where Belgrade was.

I thought it might be close to the freeway.

Behind the airport.

It was raining so much.

I kept walking all night.

I went through the forest.

I'm sure they were looking for me
but I hid very well.

I was drenched from the rain.

And I was so tired and so hungry
But I kept going

And later?

Where did you go then?

I do not know anymore.

That was a long time ago.

Good day.

Good day.

Oh darling.
What happened here?

Sorry.

Do not worry. It didn't hurt.

Dad!

Elli?

Elli?

I only left in the middle of the night.

It was raining so much.

But I kept walking.

I'm sure they were looking for me.

But I hid very well.

I was soaked from the rain.

And I was so tired and hungry,
But I kept going

I just wanted to go with you.

That was ten years ago.

I have been gone for ten years.

You can come with me.

Come here, come in.

Where are you going at this hour?

To see my dad.

Can you take me to him?

- You're leaving now?
- If I have to do it.

Don't you want to eat something?

- And when are you coming again?
- As usual.

Do not worry,
you two will get along.

Call me if you need anything, okay?

- Beware!
- You too.

I don't know what they were celebrating,
someone's birthday, I think.

Look, that was my dad.

And that was my mom.

This is another one from my mom.

There her hair was dyed black.

That's how Dad wanted it.

You like it?
I don't.

And this is Emil.

My little brother.
He died a long time ago.

And this is Aunt Emma. They always talked about her.
Although I did not know her.

They said she was a great cook,
who made the best cakes.

But I never ate them.
I was never there.

And why did mom dye her hair black?

What?

And why did Dad like it better like this?

My God, stop asking!

Shut up now!

And how did Emil die so young?

Leave me alone!

Listen...

I don't want her here at home.

I just don't want her here with me.

Toni, I didn't ask you to bring her.

I don't like her.

No!

No, that's not him.

It looked completely different.

Of course it's not him.
But you can see the resemblance.

His eyes were very different.

Come on.

- Mrs. Reisinger, there, was the first.
- Who?

Up there, the balcony on the left.
He lived on the third floor.

She was always the first to know.

- It was all a ruckus.
- Why?

Emil and I were fighting the whole time.

But that day, it got so ugly
it just got away.

They had to sew me seven stitches.
You can barely notice it now.

But why?

I no longer remember.
I pushed him and he pushed me.

There was always something.

There was always something.

Even when we were kids.

She was only 14 months older,
but I always had to take care of myself.

We were fighting all the time.

Like the last time I saw her.

No one remembers why.

There was always something.

Mom's heart was broken
When I left.

Her hair turned snow white.

Then he dyed it black.

Dad thought it looked better.

But still, he left her after that.

And Aunt Emma made the best cakes.

However, no one ate them.

That's the last photo Dad took of me.

I did not want.
But he wouldn't leave me alone.

First I wanted the photo of Anna,
But she always ran away

Neither of us liked it.

That's why there is only that photo.

That was shortly before he died.

But no one could know then.

Reportedly missing girl Elisabeth K.
Ten years ago, she was seen near a highway in Vienna.

The police have reopened the case
and now are investigating the area.

Ten years ago, the girl had left the apartment
from her mother and was last seen in this lake.

Elisabeth was ten years old when she disappeared.

A computer simulation shows
how the girl might look today.

Police ask eyewitnesses
call ...

Dad!

What happened?

I can't sleep.

Come on, you're already grown up.

Lie down.

You smell like cigarettes
and sunscreen.

You remember?

On the beach. In the dunes.

We swam for so long,
that the water was very cold.

Then we went out and covered
with a huge towel.

That one also smelled of cigarettes
and sunscreen.

Come on, eat something.

I'm not hungry.

A few tablespoons.

No thanks.

You have to eat something.

You are crazy?
Get out!

Now it's gone.

Emil?

I can't really remember
Why we fight. But she started it.

She pushed me first.

I just wanted to see dad.

He would have been on my side.

He always was.

I'll tell you everything when I'm there.

And we can swim in the pool all day.

I was so thoughtful that I didn't realize it.

Anna later said that she had heard
the train brakes.

That was sixty years ago.

That was dead.

Anna thinks about it every day.

You are imagining things.

Go away!

What a ruckus that was.

Anyway, it was just a laceration.

They sewed it with seven stitches.

You can barely see it now.

We were out all day
and awake all night.

Mom would never have allowed me.

She doesn't have to know everything.

Every night we listened to that song.

You couldn't sleep without it.

I would lie down next to you and sing it to you.

And you took my hand
until I fell asleep.

But you always fell asleep first.

Remember?

I couldn't fall asleep.

For the crickets.

There must be hundreds ...

All the leaves have fallen.

But summer has just begun.

I can smell the wet earth and the forest.