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- No.
- No?

No.

- Dad?
- No.

So, I can safely take that
as a no, can I?

- Yes.
- Okay. Fair enough.

Sorry, Paul, but it
really is a straight--

Mm. Dad, I heard. Thank you.

How's the revision going, girls?

We can still study
and look at our phones.

No, I... I know.
I wasn't being sarky.

I'm just impressed
you started so early.

Have you had
any breakfast, Grace?

- Ava made me tea and toast.
- Classic.

Right, my first day at
my new gig, so wish me luck.

Good luck. See you later.

Thanks.
Have a good revision day.

Are you gonna do
anything fun as well?

Might go shopping
and get some chips.

Hmm. That's also classic.

And are we gonna meet Holly
this half-term?

- Not sure. We'll see.
- Okay. Right. See you later.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Hasn't Holly been
to your house yet?

No, I see her at her place
or at her dad's,

or at Granny and Granddad's
sheltered housing

when she's working.

The whole "meet the parents"
thing gives Holly the ick.

What about
the "meet the friends" thing?

How do you mean?

I still haven't met her yet.
Really like to.

She obviously means
a lot to you.

No, sure. Yeah.
Let's do that soon.

Great.

Oh, hey, Keysha.
How are you this morning?

Well, if you're asking as
my boss, I'm great, thanks.

And if I'm asking as
your friend?

- Hangover from hell.
- Ah.

Can barely function.

Probably have a little sleep
at lunchtime.

Well, I won't tell your boss.

Thanks. He can be a real tool.

So I've heard, yeah.

Morning, Paul. How's it going?

Uh, pretty good, thanks.
Yeah, anything I need to know?

Oh, you already
know everything, Paul.

You're like the Borg.
Is it the Borg? Star Trek?

Oh, Christ, I don't...
I don't know.

I don't really know
science fiction.

I've never seen Star Wars.

- I've never seen The Godfather.
- That's fucking mad.

Oh, uh, by the way,
the new kid in the office?

- He's pretty good.
- Yeah. He's... Ah.

Actually, no, I'm not a fan,
really. Hello, mate.

Ah, thanks, Luke.
You're a star.

And the rest of these
are for the boardroom?

Yes, there's a meeting going on,

but you can just
knock and go in.

Right. Okay. Just sort of knock?

And sort of go in, yeah.

Um... hey, you're doing great.

- What's this? Day three?
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah. Good to have a half-term

- job that actually pays.
- Yeah.

Feel like a proper working man.

- Good.
- Grown up.

Like a dad, almost.

Maybe. Um...

So, just a knock,
and then I go in?

Yeah, yeah.

Okay.

No, trust me, Luke.

You're gonna get
into somewhere great.

I'm not even sure
I wanna get in anywhere.

You know, I'm gonna be a dad.

Maybe I should just get a job
and not go to uni.

No, get some offers in first,
mate, then decide.

Don't... Don't rush
into anything.

Dad,
can I tell you something

I've noticed this week?

Yeah, go on.

I've been watching you
at work, and you seem...

happier.

Than?

- Than you are at home.
- Oh.

You know,
everyone really likes you,

and you seem really up
and sort of "on" all the time.

Yeah. That's...

I don't love everyone
at work, do I?

Good, because that
would be weird.

No, but you know what I mean?
I... I love everyone at home,

and so things can feel
hugely...

...important, and I can get
stressed and angry at work.

The stakes are much lower.

I mean, I'd... I'd be sad
if one of them died, but...

It's just nice to see you happy.

Hmm.

I'm not in misery
all the time at home, am I?

No, but--

Haunting the kitchen
like a fucking Dementor.

Right. We should get back.
I'll ask for the bill.

- Oh, no, I'll get this.
- No, don't be silly.

No, no, no.
I'd... I'd like to.

I'm earning money now,
temporarily.

- Yeah?
- Mm.

Okay. Thank you.

This is the first time
I've bought you a meal.

Yes, it is. Finally...

Finally a return
on my fucking investment.

Thank you, mate.

- Mm. Not enough salt.
- Too much salt.

- How are we even friends?
- It's a mystery.

Can we quickly go back this way?
I just realized...

- Yeah.
- ...I forgot to get any shampoo.

- Sure.
- Ava!

Hey! Hi.

- Is that Holly?
- Yeah, yeah, that's Holly.

Hi.

- This is Grace.
- Hello, Grace.

Ava talks about you
all the time.

- Can I nick a chip?
- Sure.

Thanks. Now we're friends.

Ooh. Not enough salt.

- Exactly. See?
- Let's get some more.

- Well, we like our little flat.
- You don't, Mum.

You're always going on about
how much you hate it there.

The lifts don't work.
You can't use the stairs.

You don't feel safe. There's
kids out front smoking weed.

We don't want to go into a home.

No, it's... but it's not
a home, Dad. It's...

It's an apartment in a sheltered
housing complex, right?

You live independently,

but there's people there
to look out for you.

We get by quite all right
as we are.

No, you don't. Sorry, Dad,
but you... you just don't.

You've both had falls.

But not proper falls.
We've always got back up again.

That shower of yours is
impossible to get in and out of.

You.... you were
scammed 600 quid

- by that twat over the boiler.
- They caught us unawares.

Look, I do what I can, right,

but it's just not practical
for me to look after you.

Well, we're sorry to be
such a burden.

- Oh, fuck off.
- Oi!

Sorry. I'm sorry, Mum.

But this... this place
won't be available for long.

Think about it, please.

If you don't do this now,
you're gonna regret staying put.

Do you want another one?

- Ta.
- Thanks.

Mm.

We're not movin'.

No, love, we're not moving.

Ava's grandparents are
the best people

at the sheltered housing place.

How long have
they been there, Ava?

Six months, just over.

Oh, I love 'em, but there's
so many amazing people there.

- Have you met Len?
- No, I don't think so.

He drove Bob Marley.

Fucking Bob Marley.

He drove him in London
in, like, 1973 or something.

That's incredible.

There are so many
amazing people there

with such amazing stories.
You just have to listen.

Right. I mean,
although, presumably...

Oh, a lot of them do
talk total shit, yes.

But don't we all sometimes?

I do. When I get nervous, I feel
I need to fill the silence

...and just talk rubbish

until everyone just walks away.

Ava always knows
the right thing to say.

Do I?

Yes. You're a genius.

What's it like being
best friends with a genius?

What's it like
going out with a genius?

Amazing.

- Hey.
- Got a uni offer.

- Oh, wow. Where from?
- Um, Stockwell Park College.

It's a part-time media studies
course. I'll be in London.

I can work evenings and weekends
and be with Maya and the baby.

- It's ideal.
- Right.

I'm so relieved I know
what I'm going to do.

Honestly, I was...
I was quite worried.

You're accepting the offer?

Yeah.

Right. Is it a good course?

- It's fine.
- Mm-hmm.

Fine, but not good or...

It's what I want.

I'm gonna say yes, Dad.
I'm 18. It's my decision.

Yep. Yes.

- I'm gonna text Maya and Mum.
- Okay.

So, I've looked it up,

and I don't wanna be
too negative,

but it does look like

quite a shitty course
at quite a shitty college.

How could that
be negative, hmm?

Well, he's settling
for something

- because it seems easy.
- Well...

he says that he...
he wants to be

with Maya and the baby
and earn money.

I get that, but he needs
to keep his options open.

He's grabbing at this
because he's feeling anxious.

No, I agree. I agree,
but, you know, he's an adult.

- No, he isn't.
- No, he's not really, is he?

Look, we should try and be
positive about this offer.

Take him for a meal
or something.

Maybe if he thinks we're onside,
then we can persuade him

to look elsewhere
in a couple of months?

No, I liked it better when
we could just shout at him

and he did what he was told.

Yeah, that always
worked out great, didn't it?

- How's your new gig?
- Pretty full on.

- Mm-hmm.
- I'm not the oldest here though.

So, that's a bonus. There's
a tech guy here who's 55.

Wow. God bless him.

Excuse me.

- Hey. Mum.
- It's all right.

- What's happened? You all right?
- Yeah, love.

I...
I couldn't lift her, Paul.

I couldn't get her on her feet.

Okay, Dad. Don't... Don't worry.
It's all right now.

- So what happened, Mum?
- Well, I had a fall.

- Mm-hmm.
- I don't know what happened.

One second, I was
on the way to the sink,

and the next,
I was all perpendicular.

You mean vertical?

She... She means horizontal,
doesn't she?

So, um, did you faint
or black out or something?

Oh, God knows, but I didn't
half hurt my arm.

I couldn't lift her.

- She was in so much pain.
- Yeah.

I think we should have
a look at that

sheltered housing place, Paul.

Oh. Uh, yeah, okay.

Yeah, just have a look, Paul.

Okay, then we'll have a look.

Good.

So, your... your parents
sick of him yet?

No. No, no.
Dad says that Luke's like

- the son he's never had.
- Mm-hmm.

But nicer because he reckons

that his son would have
turned out to be

a little bit of a prick.

Oh, it's such a treat
to actually spend time

- with you both.
- Yeah, so lovely to see you.

I... I keep telling Luke that
it's really good for the baby

- to hear your voices.
- Oh, mm.

- Oh. Well, to the new baby...
- Yes.

...to the new college course,

to the new road layout
next to Asda.

- And that one.
- So much change. Cheers.

- Cheers, all. Cheers.
- Cheers.

So, you still getting
morning sickness, Maya?

Oh, yeah, a little bit.

But if I have
breadsticks and crackers,

it usually calms down.

Hey, you all right, love?

Um...

I've been offered an interview
at Manchester Institute.

- Oh, my God.
- What?

Luke, you said it was
impossible to get in.

Do you mean the music
production sound thingy?

Yeah.

- Great.
- Well, this is incredible!

- Luke!
- I'm so proud of you!

Jesus.

- Yes.
- That's great.

So, 400 applicants in 15 places,
and... and you're in the what?

Um, well, they're...
they're down to the last 30,

and I am one of them.

Christ alive.
Well, congratulations, mate.

Thank you.

Um, well, well, I'm...
I mean, I'm...

I've already accepted
the Stockwell Park offer, so...

No, no, mate, no, that...
that's a whole other thing.

You have to go
to this interview.

- Yeah, you have to, Luke.
- Yeah.

- Yeah, you really do.
- I thought we were celebrating

me getting
the Stockwell Park offer.

No, we were, but like...
like I say, that...

that's its own thing.
It's great.

But this is
an amazing opportunity.

But I... I need to be where
Maya and the baby are.

Manchester's 200 miles away.

Okay, but we'll be able
to work it out.

- Look, you have to try this.
- Yeah.

You really have to.

Uh... no.

It's this one, Luke.

Fucking hell.

Ahh.

Jesus Christ.
Uh, cheers.

Excuse me. Sorry, do you
mind if I just, uh...

Can I... Thanks. Ta.

Oh, sorry.

- Oh, shit, it's packed.
- Yeah, and that...

That's why I booked seats
like a genius. Excuse me.

Uh... Uh, I think
someone's in our seats.

It's all right.
I don't mind standing.

Oh, all the way to Manchester?

Uh, excuse me.

All right. Excuse me.

- Uh, yeah, you're in our seats.
- Who says?

That would be me saying that.

So, could... could...
could you move, mate?

- No.
- No?

- We're in these seats.
- Yeah, I know. I can see that.

That's my problem
with this whole setup.

- Dad, why don't we just--
- Please, Luke.

Can you move, please?

We'd like to sit down
in our seats. M32, M33.

- This is Coach L.
- I know.

The kitchen has
everything you might need.

Oh, it's lovely. Gas.

Can't abide electric.

Can't turn the heat down.

And there's
a nice, big dining table.

Ooh, Jim, I can do
my jigsaws on that.

What jigsaws?
You don't do jigsaws.

No, because we've only got
a little pull-out table.

But I like jigsaws.

How... How often do
your staff check in?

Oh, as little
or as often as required.

- Mm-hmm.
- There are wardens on duty

24 hours a day,
seven days a week

and emergency alarm cords
in every room.

Oh, right, great.

We have
a thriving community here

of people living
entirely independently.

But sometimes you need
a bit of help and support.

Mm.

It sounds ideal, Jim.
Do you like it?

No. But I'm not going through

that whole palaver of you
having a fall again.

Can I put a dartboard up?

- Of course.
- Good.

I'll fill in any holes
when I miss.

Mm. How's your sandwich?

Tastes of cold.

I wish you hadn't
confronted that bloke.

Mate, sometimes you've got
to stand up to bullies.

But you were bullying him.

So he's learned
a valuable lesson, hasn't he?

Good morning,
ladies and gentlemen.

This is your train manager
speaking.

We're currently running 18...

that's 1-8 minutes late...

Hopefully, we can make up
some of this time

during our onward journey.

- We won't be late, will we?
- No, no.

We've got plenty of time, mate.

Does that mean
you're keen to get there?

I am not bothered
if I get a place or not.

- Ah.
- I just, I don't like

being late for anything.

If I was gonna get shot
by a firing squad,

I'd want to be there with
at least 10 minutes to spare.

Uh... yes, great.

Wow. It's impressive, isn't it?

Like a haunted library.

Oh. Looks like this is me.

Okay, well, um,
good luck, mate.

And, uh, just text me
when you're done.

- Mm-hmm.
- Right.

- No, not jealous.
- No?

Well... yes, I was, but...

We just got on really well.

No, I know. It's just...

you seem to get on with her
better than I do.

You were really laughing,
and I felt weird about it.

But we were just having a laugh.

I guess I'm...

just scared...

of losing Holly.

I think I love her.

Wow. Okay.

Uh, and are you gonna tell her?

I don't know.

Such a huge thing to say.

It's the most important thing
you can ever say to someone.

I think...

you'll know when you
need to say it, Ava.

You'll just... know.

Blimey.

- Hello.
- Oh, hey.

Sorry, I was just, um...

Yeah. One amazing space.

Yeah. It's not too shabby,
is it?

Sorry, I'm... I'm Paul.
My son has an interview today

for the music production
and sound engineering course.

Wow, congratulations.
Amazing even to get

- an interview for that.
- Bloody hell.

Loved to have studied art
somewhere like... here.

Just would have loved it.
Three years of this.

I should have kept
the drawing up.

I'm so sorry. Uh, is...

- Paul Worsley?
- Yeah. How's... Do we--

I was the year below you at
St Edmund's. Andrew Moseley.

Jesus Christ. Yeah.

You were a really good artist.

Well, thank you. I was...
I was all right, I suppose.

I was, uh, for a bit.

Then it all kind of
fizzled out, you know?

I guess I didn't love it
enough or... something.

- But obviously you...
- Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

- Yeah.
- I went on to St Martin's.

I did fine art and all that.

- Bloody hell.
- Yeah, I thought I'd make

a living as a painter,
uh, which I did...

- Brilliant.
- ...for about three years.

- Oh, right. Right.
- Um...

and, um, and now I am a teacher.

You're a teacher.

Yeah. But you enjoy it, though?

Yeah. Uh, yeah. I mean, it's not
where I thought I'd end up.

- Okay, yeah.
- You know? Sometimes think that

just having that little,
brief taste of your dream

is worse than never
tasting it at all.

- Yes. Yeah.
- You know?

What about you? What do you do?

Uh, boring. Third sector.

Mainly working with young people
from deprived areas.

Um, no, I wouldn't say
that's boring.

- That's important, isn't it?
- Mm-hmm, maybe.

- And do you enjoy it?
- Um... yeah, apparently.

Yeah, according to my son.
He...

He's been doing some
work experience with us.

He reckons
I'm the life and soul.

Oh, well, good for you, man.

Yeah. I... I hadn't really
thought about it properly,

but, um, it does all
seem to have

worked out in a way
that I hadn't planned.

Manchester does look amazing.

Oh, yeah. I was here a lot in
the early '90s, and I loved it.

You... You said
the course seems good?

- Yeah.
- Uh-huh?

And they say that pretty much
all of their graduates

get a job in the industry.

Wow.

Shit. Uh, Maya's got spotting.

Huh? Spotting?

Uh, bleeding.
It's... It's common.

And the doctor said
that it's nothing, really,

and that she doesn't need to go
in, but she's going in anyway.

Okay, well, that's good if--

And I'm miles and miles
and hours and hours away.

Yeah, but, mate, if...
if the doctor said there's

- nothing to worry about--
- Yeah, but they might be wrong.

I... I've read up on this.
Spotting can mean that

there's something wrong
with the placenta

or that she might have
a miscarriage, or...

Luke, mate, calm down, okay?

Come on.

Maya's saying
it really is nothing.

It's just a few drops of blood.

Good. That's good.

Dad, I need you
to tell me what to do.

Do I... Do I go to Manchester?

Do I stay in London?
Do I go to uni? Do I get a job?

I'm sorry, mate. That's a bit
of parenting that I can't do.

I... I need you to do it.

Well, I... I can't, so...
tough luck.

It has to be your decision,
Luke.

You choose a path,
and you follow it.

And you might love it,
and you might regret it,

but it has to be your choice.

Yeah.

- I'm going for a wee.
- Have one for me.

- Hello, love.
- Hi, Granny.

Just waiting for Holly to finish
cutting Granddad's hair,

- then we're going to see a film.
- Lovely.

I've just been doing
some line dancing.

Fantastic.

I had no idea what it was,
but Carol, who runs the class,

she had me doing
"Cotton Wall Joe"

like nobody's business.

"Cotton Eye." Sounds like fun.

Mm. I love it here.

I was thinking, in some ways,

it's a good thing
you had that fall.

Between you and me
and the gatepost,

I didn't have a fall.
I faked it.

- Faked it?
- Shh!

I wanted to live here all along,
but Jim was dead against it,

so I pretended I was as well.

I thought a fall
might get things moving.

This place wouldn't have
stayed empty for long,

and we'd have kicked ourselves
if we hadn't taken it.

Wow.

You only ever really regret
the things you didn't do.

Right, that's me done.

Jim's looking like
a young Jon Hamm.

Oh. More like
an old boiled ham.

I put a bit of sky
in the jigsaw, Jack.

Ah, thanks, love.

What film are we seeing?

I'm not bothered.
Whichever's emptiest.

Just an excuse to sit
in the dark with you

and eat Maltesers.

We could just watch
the adverts and the trailers.

And wait till they ask us
to switch our phones off,

then leave.

If we do stay for the film,
I have some paper cups

and a bottle of red wine
in my bag.

- Brilliant.
- Oh. I like to treat a girl.

I love you.

What did you say?

I like your jacket.

Oh. Thanks. It was my mum's,
and it will be again

if she finds out
I nicked it.

Oh, um...

Mum said that
she really doesn't think

we need to spend
too much money on a pram.

She said that they're only in it
for a tiny amount of time

and then we could just
put them in a cheap buggy.

- We need a cot, though, right?
- Yeah, yeah.

Even if the baby's in bed
with us, we'll still need a cot.

Oh.

- Hmm?
- Oh, it's just Jacob

wanting to know what kind
of change mat we're buying.

- That boy is obsessed.
- Obsessed.