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♫ The dusk awakens ♫

♫ The slumber of the whales ♫

♫ Swimming towards the galaxy ♫

♫ It docks at the blue shore of my heart ♫

♫ I hear the poems coming from afar ♫

♫ Happiness and sorrow come and go ♫

♫ As my memories dance along the clouds ♫

♫ I still remember ♫

♫ Please wait for me at the horizon ♫

♫ We'll watch the sunset together ♫

♫ Whose dream hasn't been beautiful ♫

♫ When have I ever been myself ♫

♫ Wait for me at the end of the daydream ♫

♫ Who has wandered within it ♫

♫ Life is nothing more than fantasy ♫

♫ I am still me ♫

[You Are Desire]

[Episode 21 Thank You for Taking Me In]

Awake now?

Don't take advantage of my being sick
to bully me.

That's better.

Your fever's gone.

Take your medicine later.

Then get some more sleep.

You didn't get much rest yesterday, did you?

Aren't you going to take the day off today?

The National University Games is coming up.

I can't miss team practice

or assignments.

I'll go to the shooting team later.

You just rest well at home.

Don't make me worry anymore.

I'm leaving now.

[Individual Business License]

That's today's training. You get it?

Yes.

Sorry, coach, I'm late.

Why are you late?

Sorry.

There won't be a next time.

The competition is about to start.

This is the final stage,
the most important time.

We must give it our all.

No one can slack off. Understand it?

Yes.

I don't care what your reason is.

If you're late again,

you will be disqualified.

Yes.

Go out and run ten laps before coming back in.

Go to train.

What are you here for?

The environment of this university is good.

You're really lucky.

Have you forgotten

how my master had his accident?

How can you have the face

to return to the shooting field

and chase your so-called dream?

Is this what you came here

to tell me?

I'm afraid if I don't remind you,

you will completely forget.

This is my business,

and it's none of your concern.

Professor,

is there a problem with my term paper?

Your topic selection
and viewpoints this time are quite good.

The legal study of cyberspace.

I've read it

and think you should delve deeper
into this topic.

Try to produce an academic paper

to represent our law school
in the Freshman Cup paper competition.

Actually,
you don't need to write too many viewpoints.

You can start with a few practical, hot topics.

I see from your paper

that you have done a deep study on this topic.

It shouldn't be a problem for you
to represent our school in the competition.

Submit it when the next semester starts.

Okay.

I will do my best.

[Mr. Fu, can I ask you for a favor?]

[I'm going
to participate in the college essay contest.]

[I encountered some difficulties
and want to ask for your guidance.]

Knowing that it's beyond your abilities,

why did you accept it?

Since you accepted it, find a way yourself.

What's so great about you?

I'll just do it myself.

Forget it. If I don't understand, just ask.

Especially when seeking advice
from professionals.

There's nothing shameful about it.

[Porridge in the fridge]

[Pucheng Station-Huaicheng Station]

[Huaicheng Station-Pucheng Station]

What's the matter?

You've been to Huaicheng
to see me so many times?

After you transferred schools,

I talked to Liu.

He told me
you were studying at Huaicheng High School.

I wanted to see you,

so I went to find you.

Why didn't you tell me?

Weren't you afraid that I wouldn't come back?

You wouldn't.

I knew you would come back.

I wanted to wait for you
to come back on your own.

Can you tell me now

what exactly happened last night?

Actually, it's nothing much.

Just like what they show on TV dramas.

A mother who's frustrated with her daughter

wants her daughter to listen to her

and be what she wants her to be.

However, the child has her own thoughts

and wants to live her own life.

So when they meet, they argue.

That's the kind
of relationship I have with my mom.

I've been wanting to change

our hurtful way of communication.

I thought once I went to college

and turned 18,

all the terrible things would get better.

I went back to Pucheng for college,

and I could live the life I wanted.

All I wanted was her approval
and understanding.

But this meeting

made me realize my thoughts were too naive.

My mom will never change.

She's still the same.

If it's not the path she chose, it's wrong.

I must listen to her.

She doesn't consider what's best for me.

She just wants me to be an obedient puppet.

Now, I'm with you.

No matter what happens in the future,

I'll face it with you.

Actually, you didn't need to rush back here.

I've been training intensively recently

and staying in the dorm.

Didn't I move here because of you?

It's more convenient for you,
and you don't have to go back and forth.

Alright, I'll listen to you.

Then I'll go back.

Rest early after you finish training.

- Go ahead.
- Bye.

Mr. Fu,

Mr. Fu,

didn't you see me?

What's the matter?

I…

Just like I mentioned earlier,

I would like you to guide me on my thesis.

You are the most knowledgeable,

experienced and helpful person I know.

I believe you would be willing to teach

and help me solve my problems.

If I remember correctly,

I just declined your request
for thesis guidance.

Why are you still here?

I thought
seeing face to face might make you reconsider.

Maybe if you're in a good mood today,
you might agree.

You've been working hard.
I've prepared sparkling water for you.

Got it. I'll be right there.

Please wait a moment.

I've got stuff to do. I'm leaving.

You should go back.

Wait for me there.

Remember to drink water.

Let's gather around.

I have something to tell everyone.

The National University Games
is about to start.

So we've decided to let everyone go
to Jiangcheng for closed training.

Since the National University Games
is also held in Jiangcheng,

we can familiarize ourselves
with the environment.

The number of people in the other groups
just meets the team competition requirements,

so they all can participate.

But in our men's 25m rapid-fire group,
we have six members.

Only three spots.

Three.

It means three of you will not be able to go.

So Coach Yu and I have discussed this.

We will have an internal selection match
the day after tomorrow.

The top three can just participate.

The team participating in the training
with us this time is

the Jiangcheng University Shooting Team.

The results will tell who qualifies.

Go to train.

Jiangcheng University Shooting Team.

That's an ace team
that has won several championships.

National University Games 25m rapid-fire,

defending champion in the team competition,

three-time national champion,

youth group champion

and the champion of various school leagues.

That's quite a reputation.

Are you from Pucheng University
or Jiangcheng University?

You seem to like Jiangcheng University a lot.

If you have time to build up others' morale
and damage your own,

you might as well spend some time
honing your own skills.

Why did you stop talking?

You're not helping me
with noise training anymore?

Noise training.

Right, you know my good intentions.

Captain, don't worry.

I'll train hard during the intensive training,

and I won't hold our team back.

Besides,

we've still got you

and the captain in our team, right?

We'll make it.

[Don't forget to take your medicine.]

[I know. I've taken it already.]

Mr. Cui.

I just happened to be
on a business trip to Pucheng

and dropped by to see you.

My mom asked you to come, didn't she?

You suddenly left Huaicheng,
and Ms. Lin was very worried about you.

So she specifically asked me
to come and see you.

You're on holiday,
and there's hardly anyone at school.

Why don't you

come back with me?

No need to bother you, Mr. Cui.

I've got things to do at school,
so I won't go back for now.

Goodbye, Mr. Cui.

And, Mr. Cui,

please tell my mom for me

I am an adult now
and that I can take care of myself.

I'm leaving.

[Specialist Clinic]

The examination report is out.

Your hemangioma

is still growing.

If it continues at this rate,
it would rupture at any time.

I've told you to have it surgically removed
as soon as possible.

The longer you delay, the greater the risk.

You need to make a decision
as soon as possible.

Ms. Lin, Yu has already arrived at school.

But she doesn't want to return
to Huaicheng for the time being.

It's fine, as long as she's at school.

No need to bring her back.

Looking forward to your next visit.

Take care.

Mr. Fu.

Why are you here again?

I've been here all along. I didn't leave.

Isn't that sincere enough?

Persistent

and commendable.

Why did you drink so much?

I didn't drink much.

Don't drink when you need to drive.

Don't drive if you're drunk.

I would never knowingly break the law.

What you're saying? Be careful.

Mr. Fu, where do you live?

I'll call a taxi to take you home.

Mr. Fu,

Mr. Fu,

Mr. Fu,

Mr. Fu.

Let's play hopscotch together.

- Can you do it?
- I can't.

- Can you?
- No.

You can't, but I can.

I can.

Alright.

One square with one foot.

Two squares with both feet.

Be careful.

Be careful.

Again.

- Do you know who I am?
- Who are you?

I am the legal king of Pucheng.

The legal king.

I'll do it again.

The legal king.

- Can you help me with my thesis?
- Later.

Can you help me?

One square.

Two squares.

One square.

Secretary Cui,

please look into something for me.

Can you help me with my thesis?

The legal king.

Later.

I'll do it again.

One square with one foot. Two…

Who are you?

I am the legal king of Pucheng.

- Mr. Fu.
- Filming videos without the consent

of the parties involved is an infringement.

I advise you to delete it immediately.

Otherwise,
I will reserve the right to take legal action.

I can delete it.

But the premise is
that you help me with my thesis.

This is a threat.

Am I the kind of person
who would be intimidated into submission?

Coincidentally, I am not either.

Oh, right. I just thought of something.

When I interned at the law firm before,

I didn't quit the work group.

If you don't agree

to help me soon,

I might accidentally post the video

to the group.

Alright, then…

you can text me your thesis topic first.

Okay, right away.

[Stage training results]
The results are out.

Let's go take a look.

I rank second.

What do you think?

We waited for so long,

but the rapid-fire group's results
are still unchanged.

In my opinion,
the preliminary competition held by Coach Lei

is totally unnecessary.

It would save more time
to just go by the grades.

Can daily training and competition be the same?

Although in terms of scores,
Shen Juan is two points behind Chang,

their gap is constantly narrowing.

And in terms of total rings,
Shen Juan has already surpassed him.

High total rings don't matter.

The rapid-fire event is not the same
as the slow-fire one.

It's about the hit rate.

And in the internal competition,

Shen Juan never won once.

Exactly.

If Shen Juan was given another 15 days,

he would be selected

for sure.

But the selection competition is tomorrow.

Sorry, he doesn't have a chance.

Things on the field can change in an instant.
Who can say for sure?

I believe Shen Juan can get into the top three.

Let's make a bet

just on who can make it
to the selection competition.

The loser will be on duty for the winner.

Okay. You're on.

Stop talking. He's here.

Chang.

Don't stand here and watch. Go practice.

Who do you think will win tomorrow,
me or Shen Juan?

We'll know once we compete.

I'm a senior now.

This will be my last time
to play for Pucheng University.

So I don't want to lose,

and I can't lose.

I must secure this opportunity

to attend this training camp.

So train hard
and take the competition seriously.

What's with the drama here?

If you want to win,

what you should think about isn't
how not to lose to others

but how to overcome yourself.

That's how the strong ones think.

Shen Juan, please help me.

Right here.

It's okay.

- Thanks.
- Not at all.

Shen Juan, did you hear me making a bet?

I bet you will be in the top three tomorrow.

Selection is based on performance, not bets.

But betting is important, too.

It represents what the people support.

Anyway, I've already said it.

I'm sure you can outperform Chang tomorrow.

I have faith in you.

Our shooting team was also good in the past.

But in recent years, talents have dwindled,

so we've been surpassed.

However, Coach Lei never gave up.

He recruited the captain two years ago

and added you to the team this year.

He wants to start with the rapid-fire group

to invigorate the whole shooting team.

I understand.

Coach Lei has placed

the hope of our shooting team's success

on the 25m rapid-fire project.

So Shen Juan,

you now have

a heavy responsibility.

If we can't get some results

in the National University Games,

the budget for the entire shooting team
for the second half of the year

will be cut.

But there's one thing I've never understood.

Why should we train together

with Jiangcheng University's team?

The gap in strength is so big.

Isn't this like handing our confidence to them

to be trampled on?

Has Coach Lei given up completely?

He hasn't given up.

He hopes

that we can face the gap
between us and the strong teams

and not shy away when facing them.

Only then will we have a chance to win.

You're right.

We have a long way to go

to revive our shooting team.

It's up to you now.

Today's test

will follow the rules of the final.

After three rounds of four-second shooting,
the last place will be eliminated.

The top three will become the selected players
for the official game

and directly join the training camp.

Get ready. The game begins now. Come on.

The first round of shooting starts.

Ready.

The first round ends.

[Ning Yuan, Cheng Lei, Chang Zhiqi,
Zeng Xin, Shen Juan, Tang Qi]

The second round starts.

Ready.

The third round starts.

Elimination starts from this round.

The fourth round starts.

Go, Shen Juan!

Ready.

Great, he's caught up.

But he's still at the bottom.

There are two more rounds of elimination.

The fourth round ends. Player A is eliminated.

The fifth round begins.

Ready.

You've overtaken him!

Good job, Shen Juan.

He is really lucky.

What's there to say?

Luck is also a part of strength.

Fine, I hope he keeps the strength

in the next round.

Player D is eliminated.

The final round begins.

Ready.

Ready.

Great, Shen Juan.

Player E is eliminated.

The game is over.

The game results are out.

According to the results,

the top three players are

Ning Yuan, Cheng Lei

and Shen Juan.

Go to prepare.
We'll set off for Jiangcheng tomorrow

to attend the closed training camp.

Coach,

I want to have another match with Shen Juan.

He always ranked fourth or fifth before,
never entering the top three.

He has never won against me.

So this victory of his
can only be attributed to luck.

I can't accept it.

I don't think it's necessary.

You lost the match
because you had a problem with your attitude.

He was behind, but he finally caught up.

It proves that he's mentally superior to you.

A match is a match.

There's no such thing as a do-over.

Only with strong mental quality

can one go all the way.

Do you understand?

Dismissed.

[Is it over? How did it go?]

[Juan, answer me.]

[Did it go smoothly?
How many kills did you get?]

[I'm going for closed training tomorrow.]

How is it? When are you leaving for Jiangcheng?

I'm waiting for the notice.

Why aren't you surprised at all
that I made it to the selection match?

Why should I be surprised?

My sixth sense told me

you would definitely do it.

I've arrived at the dormitory. I'm hanging up.

Mr. Cui,

why are you here?

Ms. Lin is in Pucheng.

She wants to see you.

I know what you want to talk about.

I've made it very clear last time.

I won't break up with him.

Not breaking up.

So you're going to stay with such a man?

I've had people investigate.

Shen Juan performed very poorly in high school.

In the first year of high school,
he even sent someone to the hospital.

He was disciplined by the school and suspended.

What do you like

about such a person?

I know what kind of person he is.

I knew it from the first day I met him.

And no matter what kind of person he is,

I like him.

Isn't it too much for you

to investigate him in private?

Too much?

If I don't do this,

can you honestly tell me everything?

Is such a person worth your affection?

I've raised you all these years,

and you're willingly degrading yourself.

This is the information
for the exchange student program.

Read it as soon as possible.

You're going abroad after the school starts.

How many times have I said it?
I'm not going abroad.

Can I choose my own way?

How are you going to choose?
Tell me, how are you going to choose?

You're just wasting your time.

You'll regret this in the future.

Even if I regret it, it's my own business.

It's none of your business.

Miss, please stop.

What disease

does the patient have

or what medication can't be used?

I-I-I don't know.

Then you go pay the fee first.

Okay.

[Insufficient funds in the bank card.]

Wait a moment.

[Shen Juan]

[Fu Mingxiu]

Don't worry. I'll be right there.

Lin Yujing,

how is she?

She's still in the emergency room.

Don't worry. Don't scare yourself.

Let's wait for the doctor's diagnosis.

Give me your mom's ID card.

I'll go pay the fee.

Don't worry.

Doctor, how is my mom doing?

The patient has internal bleeding,

but we've stopped it with fluids.

Because the medication she used

contained sedative ingredients,

she probably won't wake up until tonight.

You can visit her
after she's transferred to the ward.

What caused the internal bleeding?

The situation is quite special.

Come to my office with me.

There's a hemangioma on the liver.

Normally, it wouldn't cause any pain,

but this one has grown too large.

Look,

it's already pressing against the organs,

and it could rupture at any time.

It has to be removed as soon as possible.

Actually, this is not a complicated surgery,

but

the location of the hemangioma is not good.
It's close to the aorta.

The surgery is quite risky.

You need to be mentally prepared.

How long it takes

to be a real adult?

For us when we were young,

every minute of growing up
seemed particularly long.

But sometimes,

it comes just in a flash

♫ Love sprouts in my palm ♫

♫ Yet worried linger within my eyes ♫

♫ Our story hasn't ended ♫

♫ So where are we now ♫

♫ I want to hug you so badly ♫

♫ I want to become better with you ♫

♫ The youth we shared ♫

♫ Turned into a rainbow within my heart ♫

♫ I really want to warm you ♫

♫ I want to share with you ♫

♫ The beauty of the world ♫

♫ We promised ♫

♫ To never be apart ♫

♫ Do you want to hear me sing ♫

♫ The wind chime swaying in my heart ♫

♫ Is a wish ♫

♫ I secretly made for you ♫

♫ I want to plant ♫

♫ A red maple forest ♫

♫ To dye the whole mountain red ♫

♫ The sky after the rain ♫

♫ Was painted by our brilliant dreams ♫

♫ Time is a flower of dream ♫

♫ You've already collected it ♫

♫ When we all become better ♫

♫ We'll see the best of the world together ♫