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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:15,156 --> 00:00:17,660 Good morning, angel. 2 00:00:18,733 --> 00:00:20,799 Get up. Let's go shopping. 3 00:00:58,141 --> 00:00:59,631 What's wrong, Leia? It's a little bumpy. 4 00:00:59,642 --> 00:01:01,042 You're hittin' the brakes a little too much. 5 00:01:01,053 --> 00:01:03,126 Fuckin' up the vibe back here. 6 00:01:03,137 --> 00:01:06,137 What's goin' on? 7 00:01:55,005 --> 00:01:56,328 Oh, Valentino. 8 00:01:56,339 --> 00:01:58,240 Right there. Stop right here, stop right here! 9 00:02:10,078 --> 00:02:11,772 Hi, how are you? 10 00:02:11,901 --> 00:02:14,510 Joss? 11 00:02:17,299 --> 00:02:18,367 Thank you. 12 00:02:23,591 --> 00:02:25,460 Thank you so much. 13 00:02:28,836 --> 00:02:30,472 Hi, how are you? 14 00:02:32,628 --> 00:02:33,926 - Hi. - Welcome in. 15 00:02:33,937 --> 00:02:36,607 - Thank you. - Good to see you. Welcome. 16 00:02:50,231 --> 00:02:53,132 - You see that young lady over there? - Yeah. 17 00:02:53,143 --> 00:02:55,442 Got anything in the store as beautiful as she is? 18 00:02:55,489 --> 00:02:57,325 - I think we can find some things. - Great. 19 00:02:58,592 --> 00:03:00,325 It's good champagne, what is this? 20 00:03:00,336 --> 00:03:02,168 Uh, it's a Valentino exclusive. 21 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:03,849 - Oh, my God. - Wow. 22 00:03:03,912 --> 00:03:05,516 - Oh, my God. - You like it? 23 00:03:05,527 --> 00:03:06,700 It's so fuckin' sexy. 24 00:03:06,711 --> 00:03:08,591 I just wanna fuckin' tear this right off of you. 25 00:03:08,602 --> 00:03:11,195 That looks amazing. Alright, what else they got? 26 00:03:11,206 --> 00:03:12,843 What else they got? Look at that. 27 00:03:15,402 --> 00:03:17,903 Love that. Oh, my God. Beautiful. 28 00:03:17,914 --> 00:03:19,831 I mean, you can make it a little more skimpier somehow. 29 00:03:19,842 --> 00:03:21,472 Just this with heels? All you need. 30 00:03:21,483 --> 00:03:23,029 Joss, we're gonna try these shoes out. 31 00:03:23,040 --> 00:03:25,172 I don't like flats. Do you like these? 32 00:03:25,373 --> 00:03:27,473 Yeah, they're cute. It's for the house. 33 00:03:27,501 --> 00:03:29,031 There you go. Look at that. 34 00:03:29,042 --> 00:03:30,562 Are these a seven? 35 00:03:30,573 --> 00:03:32,806 Uh, yes. I believe so. 36 00:03:32,817 --> 00:03:34,052 Thank you. 37 00:03:36,538 --> 00:03:37,870 Think they look nice. 38 00:03:37,881 --> 00:03:39,746 ♪ Baby, I believe that you're a star ♪ 39 00:03:39,757 --> 00:03:42,419 But this is great, though. Let me keep this. Great job. 40 00:03:42,430 --> 00:03:45,233 - How about this top here? It will go well with... - No, it's trash. 41 00:03:45,244 --> 00:03:47,291 What's up with this guy over here? What's his story? 42 00:03:47,302 --> 00:03:50,335 Um, he's great. He's been with us for a while. Yeah. 43 00:03:50,346 --> 00:03:52,474 - Really? Can't be that good. - Yeah. 44 00:03:52,485 --> 00:03:54,873 This is a beautiful top here. I think she'll love this one. 45 00:03:54,884 --> 00:03:55,950 I don't think so. 46 00:03:55,961 --> 00:03:59,195 - Oh my... - Ah, that's a great look. 47 00:03:59,207 --> 00:04:00,487 - Do you like it? - Yeah. 48 00:04:01,783 --> 00:04:04,717 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 49 00:04:04,728 --> 00:04:06,383 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 50 00:04:06,394 --> 00:04:08,490 - Uh, I'm not... - Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 51 00:04:08,501 --> 00:04:10,347 - I'm sorry. I'm not... - Let me fuckin' catch you lookin' at her again, 52 00:04:10,358 --> 00:04:11,757 I'll fuckin' drag you down Rodeo 53 00:04:11,768 --> 00:04:14,384 by your fuckin' ass, just fuckin' stomp you. 54 00:04:14,395 --> 00:04:15,854 - I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. - I'm sorry. 55 00:04:15,864 --> 00:04:17,684 I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. 56 00:04:17,695 --> 00:04:20,557 I'm sorry. I don't... I'm not sure what you were interpreting, 57 00:04:20,568 --> 00:04:21,927 - but I wasn't doing anything. - Let me see it. 58 00:04:21,937 --> 00:04:23,358 - Let me see it. - Chaim? 59 00:04:23,369 --> 00:04:25,266 Leia, I called you 14 fucking times, 60 00:04:25,277 --> 00:04:27,379 - where are you? - Wait, are you at the house? 61 00:04:27,390 --> 00:04:28,733 Of course, I'm at the fucking house. 62 00:04:28,744 --> 00:04:30,875 You say, "911," I come to the house, Leia. 63 00:04:30,886 --> 00:04:33,637 Yo, I told you. This bitch is fuckin' brain-dead. 64 00:04:33,648 --> 00:04:35,713 Chaim, I'm really scared. This guy, Tedros, 65 00:04:35,724 --> 00:04:39,087 has just, like... taken over the fucking house. 66 00:04:39,888 --> 00:04:41,855 - Gun. Gun. - Oh. 67 00:04:42,157 --> 00:04:44,588 What does that mean, "He's taken over the house," Leia? 68 00:04:44,599 --> 00:04:46,825 Uh, well, this morning I'm, I'm sitting in the kitchen 69 00:04:46,836 --> 00:04:48,067 and I'm talking to Andrés. 70 00:04:48,078 --> 00:04:50,444 He just walks in, and he fires him. 71 00:04:50,484 --> 00:04:52,315 Look, Leia, I don't give a fuck about any of this. 72 00:04:52,326 --> 00:04:53,759 Where is Jocelyn right now? 73 00:04:53,770 --> 00:04:56,937 Well... we're, we're shopping. 74 00:04:57,005 --> 00:04:59,316 You're fucking shop... They're shopping. 75 00:04:59,327 --> 00:05:01,789 - This is some bullshit, man! - What's the matter with you? 76 00:05:01,800 --> 00:05:04,067 I don't got time for this shit, man. 77 00:05:04,078 --> 00:05:05,429 I mean, are you, are you fucking kidding? 78 00:05:05,440 --> 00:05:06,929 - It's hot as hell out here. - You're shopping? 79 00:05:06,940 --> 00:05:09,640 Yo, I told you. This bitch is brain-dead. 80 00:05:09,651 --> 00:05:11,649 Like really, you have to see it. 81 00:05:11,660 --> 00:05:15,061 He's taken control of the house, like, mentally. 82 00:05:15,072 --> 00:05:17,633 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm workin' with Jocelyn. Money's not an issue. 83 00:05:17,644 --> 00:05:19,312 Yeah, I need him here today. 84 00:05:20,207 --> 00:05:21,849 So, when Mike Dean gets here, 85 00:05:21,860 --> 00:05:24,076 - that's, uh, Kanye's producer... - Mm-hmm. Yeah. 86 00:05:24,087 --> 00:05:25,953 where should he, uh, set up? 87 00:05:25,964 --> 00:05:28,635 - I will talk to Jocelyn about it. - Mm. 88 00:05:29,891 --> 00:05:31,622 I know it might be hard for you to, 89 00:05:31,633 --> 00:05:34,468 to digest this right now, but I'm running the show. 90 00:05:34,510 --> 00:05:36,440 Okay, um... 91 00:05:37,058 --> 00:05:40,400 sure, but I still have to talk to Jocelyn. 92 00:05:46,143 --> 00:05:47,344 Leia... 93 00:05:49,144 --> 00:05:50,747 are you fuckin' retarded? 94 00:05:51,648 --> 00:05:53,616 What did I just say? 95 00:05:54,008 --> 00:05:56,007 I'm running the show now. 96 00:05:58,044 --> 00:06:00,515 Cat-walk, cat-walk. Buy it. 97 00:06:00,526 --> 00:06:02,247 - We're getting this one. - Should I try this? 98 00:06:02,258 --> 00:06:03,493 Love that. 99 00:06:04,206 --> 00:06:05,942 - Love that. - It's a good look. 100 00:06:05,953 --> 00:06:08,019 - Maybe she does this one next? - No. No, nope. 101 00:06:08,030 --> 00:06:10,033 - Nope. Nope. - Sure? 102 00:06:12,335 --> 00:06:14,170 Fuckin' bitch. 103 00:06:14,703 --> 00:06:18,904 Chaim, you don't understand, he, he's forcing us to shop. 104 00:06:18,940 --> 00:06:23,643 No, but... he's brainwashed her. Okay? He has her brainwashed. 105 00:06:23,654 --> 00:06:26,521 - How're the probiotics working? - So good. Look. 106 00:06:26,542 --> 00:06:28,541 - Oh, my God. - So much better. 107 00:06:28,617 --> 00:06:30,917 Ugh! You look amazing. 108 00:06:30,978 --> 00:06:33,344 - So much better, right? - Wow. 109 00:06:33,355 --> 00:06:36,990 Your body's just... so tight. 110 00:06:37,026 --> 00:06:39,109 - You look amazing. - Andrés! 111 00:06:39,595 --> 00:06:41,675 Do you mind not groping my girl? 112 00:06:42,632 --> 00:06:45,164 Tedros, you don't understand. 113 00:06:45,175 --> 00:06:46,641 - He's a... - Boundaries. 114 00:06:46,652 --> 00:06:49,118 - My family are doctors. - Are you a doctor? 115 00:06:49,204 --> 00:06:51,237 No, I'm not, but my, my sister and my father, 116 00:06:51,273 --> 00:06:52,798 they're both gastrointestinal doctors, so. 117 00:06:52,808 --> 00:06:54,773 My friend's a gynecologist. 118 00:06:54,809 --> 00:06:57,848 You don't see me stickin' my finger in everybody, do you? 119 00:06:59,215 --> 00:07:02,052 Baby... baby. It's okay. 120 00:07:06,655 --> 00:07:09,523 There's nothing okay about what this creep just fuckin' did. 121 00:07:09,559 --> 00:07:10,757 Right? 122 00:07:15,964 --> 00:07:17,699 Get the fuck outta here. 123 00:07:18,600 --> 00:07:21,701 I'm sorry, but I only take orders from my boss. 124 00:07:21,737 --> 00:07:23,340 Who? Her? Right there? 125 00:07:35,317 --> 00:07:38,084 Andrés, I'm really sorry, I just don't... 126 00:07:38,095 --> 00:07:41,099 I don't know if this is the right fit anymore. 127 00:07:48,305 --> 00:07:51,565 It's been a real pleasure working with you. I just... 128 00:07:51,601 --> 00:07:54,134 I wish you, like, all the best. 129 00:07:54,170 --> 00:07:57,137 That translates to "get the fuck outta here," Andrés. 130 00:07:57,198 --> 00:07:59,596 Like, I'm serious. I'm driving down the road, 131 00:07:59,607 --> 00:08:01,432 he's eating her out in the back of the car, 132 00:08:01,443 --> 00:08:02,842 like, I don't know what to do. 133 00:08:02,853 --> 00:08:05,118 And then he's, like, making eye contact with me. 134 00:08:05,154 --> 00:08:06,526 And I'm pretty sure that he 135 00:08:06,537 --> 00:08:08,182 called the paparazzi himself. 136 00:08:08,193 --> 00:08:10,424 - And like... - Eh, hold on. 137 00:08:10,885 --> 00:08:13,190 Hold on a second, Leia. 138 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:15,922 Fink, what can I do for you? 139 00:08:15,933 --> 00:08:18,516 Chaim, are you trying to kill me? 140 00:08:18,527 --> 00:08:20,426 Not today. 141 00:08:20,462 --> 00:08:22,008 - No, why? - Do you want my children 142 00:08:22,022 --> 00:08:24,022 to grow up without a father? Is that what this is? 143 00:08:24,033 --> 00:08:26,132 Fink, why, why would I wish that on anybody? 144 00:08:26,168 --> 00:08:27,601 Well, then let's cancel the tour. 145 00:08:27,637 --> 00:08:29,201 Fink, why are you saying this? 146 00:08:29,237 --> 00:08:31,363 The tour's gonna make millions of dollars. What happened? 147 00:08:31,373 --> 00:08:33,672 Millions of doll... Right now, she's making me have IBS. 148 00:08:33,708 --> 00:08:36,658 I'm fuckin' shitting more blood than a kid at Epstein's island. 149 00:08:36,669 --> 00:08:39,029 - Has she ever let you down? - Ha-ha! Yeah. 150 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:41,492 About 6.7 million times. 151 00:08:41,503 --> 00:08:44,741 - Remember that? - Okay. Except for that one unique circumstance. 152 00:08:45,254 --> 00:08:48,054 Why do you like picking out clothes so much? 153 00:08:48,065 --> 00:08:50,832 Mm, just need some taste, that's it. 154 00:08:53,397 --> 00:08:55,096 I have taste. 155 00:08:55,198 --> 00:08:57,894 - Eh... - Really? 156 00:08:58,267 --> 00:08:59,869 I know like when I was younger but like now, 157 00:08:59,880 --> 00:09:01,668 you don't think I have taste? 158 00:09:01,679 --> 00:09:03,915 Eh, not really, no. 159 00:09:04,646 --> 00:09:07,714 - Oh. - Last couple of days, you had a lot of taste. 160 00:09:07,725 --> 00:09:10,125 Mm. You know what I think it is? 161 00:09:10,136 --> 00:09:12,907 - What? - I think you're gay. 162 00:09:19,621 --> 00:09:22,387 I ain't gay. 163 00:09:22,904 --> 00:09:25,442 Even the way you said that sounded really gay. 164 00:09:28,931 --> 00:09:32,265 Oh. Talk shit, huh? Talk shit, huh? Talk shit? 165 00:09:32,301 --> 00:09:34,601 Talk shit? Talk shit? Hm? 166 00:09:34,612 --> 00:09:36,221 Talk shit? Come here. 167 00:09:41,219 --> 00:09:42,452 Nikki just called me and told me that 168 00:09:42,463 --> 00:09:44,101 she's throwing away "World Class Sinner." 169 00:09:44,112 --> 00:09:45,544 The only fucking song 170 00:09:45,555 --> 00:09:47,493 that's actually selling the fucking tickets. 171 00:09:47,504 --> 00:09:49,308 - She's fuckin' throwing it away? - Hold on, hold on one second. 172 00:09:49,318 --> 00:09:50,416 - Is that true? - Hold on. 173 00:09:50,452 --> 00:09:51,989 Turn up the car radio very loud. 174 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:53,352 - Really loud. - Okay, okay. 175 00:09:53,388 --> 00:09:55,955 Okay, I got it. 176 00:09:55,966 --> 00:09:57,385 Fink, I'm sorry, it's hard to hear. 177 00:09:57,396 --> 00:09:59,168 - We're at the studio. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 178 00:09:59,179 --> 00:10:01,238 You're with... Are y... You're with Jocelyn right now? 179 00:10:01,249 --> 00:10:02,506 She just played me two new songs, 180 00:10:02,517 --> 00:10:04,344 they're gonna be fuckin' massive by the way. 181 00:10:04,355 --> 00:10:07,194 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Jocelyn has new music? 182 00:10:07,302 --> 00:10:09,829 Of course, she has music. What's the matter with you? 183 00:10:09,839 --> 00:10:11,938 Well... why the fuck haven't I heard it?! 184 00:10:11,949 --> 00:10:14,115 - Joss, hey, Joss? - Yeah? 185 00:10:14,126 --> 00:10:16,059 It's Fink, he's completely freaking out. 186 00:10:16,145 --> 00:10:17,904 - Oh, my God! Why? - No, no, no, no, no! 187 00:10:17,914 --> 00:10:20,112 - Don't fuckin' tell her I'm worried! - But he's not worried. 188 00:10:20,148 --> 00:10:23,049 - He's, uh, got complete faith in you. - Okay, good. 189 00:10:23,085 --> 00:10:24,784 Tell him he needs to come over. 190 00:10:24,820 --> 00:10:27,103 - I miss him. - Okay, Joss misses you, Fink. 191 00:10:27,114 --> 00:10:28,613 Well, fuckin' send the songs... 192 00:10:28,624 --> 00:10:30,116 Put me on speaker. Let me hear it. I wanna hear 'em. 193 00:10:30,126 --> 00:10:31,490 We're really in the middle here. 194 00:10:31,526 --> 00:10:33,727 Let me, let me, let me hit you back. Okay, man? 195 00:10:33,738 --> 00:10:34,979 No, no, no... 196 00:10:52,356 --> 00:10:54,155 - Choke me. - Oh fuck! 197 00:10:54,216 --> 00:10:55,748 Oh fuck. 198 00:10:55,759 --> 00:10:59,661 Oh fuck. Yeah, make me take it, Daddy. 199 00:11:01,390 --> 00:11:03,816 - Oh, I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna cum. - No, don't cum inside me. 200 00:11:03,826 --> 00:11:05,217 - I'm gonna cum inside you. - Don't cum inside me. 201 00:11:05,227 --> 00:11:06,451 - I'm gonna cum inside you. - No, don't. 202 00:11:06,461 --> 00:11:08,429 - What? - You can't cum inside me. 203 00:11:08,465 --> 00:11:09,628 That fuckin' hurt. 204 00:11:09,664 --> 00:11:11,057 - I'm sorry. - Fuck's wrong with you? 205 00:11:11,067 --> 00:11:13,187 - You can't cum inside me. - Almost bent my fuckin' dick. 206 00:11:13,202 --> 00:11:15,636 What am I supposed to do? 207 00:11:15,813 --> 00:11:17,304 I don't know. 208 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:18,508 Figure it out. 209 00:11:21,018 --> 00:11:22,702 - What are we gonna do, Chaim? - Hold on, hold on. 210 00:11:22,712 --> 00:11:24,036 Turn the music down. You still there? 211 00:11:24,046 --> 00:11:25,470 I'm, like, really fucking scared. 212 00:11:25,481 --> 00:11:28,689 Like, what he was doing was just... 213 00:11:29,551 --> 00:11:31,279 It was just, like, the scariest thing ever. 214 00:11:31,290 --> 00:11:33,853 Okay, calm down. We'll be waiting here at the house. 215 00:11:38,340 --> 00:11:40,977 ♪ Soul to soul ♪ 216 00:11:41,410 --> 00:11:45,078 ♪ Keep fillin' up, hips been unlocked, and I can't ♪ 217 00:11:47,041 --> 00:11:52,212 ♪ It's 2 in the morning, heels are gone ♪ 218 00:12:03,185 --> 00:12:04,484 - Hi. - Hi. 219 00:12:04,520 --> 00:12:06,085 ♪ Keep fillin' up, hips been unlocked ♪ 220 00:12:06,121 --> 00:12:08,989 ♪ And I can't go ♪ 221 00:12:18,354 --> 00:12:19,550 Fuck. 222 00:12:26,809 --> 00:12:28,541 You're disgusting. 223 00:12:28,577 --> 00:12:30,580 ♪ I can't go ♪ 224 00:12:33,215 --> 00:12:35,549 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 225 00:12:35,585 --> 00:12:37,420 Let's get the fuck outta here. 226 00:12:44,393 --> 00:12:47,328 'Scuse me, 'scuse me. 227 00:12:50,427 --> 00:12:52,269 Oh, my gosh. I love you so much! 228 00:12:54,675 --> 00:12:58,414 Move, move! I need you guys to fucking move! 229 00:13:03,145 --> 00:13:05,983 That's amazing. 230 00:13:49,953 --> 00:13:50,994 Heh. 231 00:13:52,849 --> 00:13:55,862 Here, you like that? 232 00:13:55,898 --> 00:13:57,134 Tedros. 233 00:13:58,503 --> 00:14:00,471 Chaim. Pleasure to meet you. 234 00:14:00,482 --> 00:14:02,159 This is Destiny, my partner. 235 00:14:02,170 --> 00:14:04,585 - Pleasure to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 236 00:14:04,596 --> 00:14:06,006 What are you guys doing here? 237 00:14:06,017 --> 00:14:08,198 I can't just come by to say hello to you? 238 00:14:08,209 --> 00:14:09,634 You can. It's just usually you wanna 239 00:14:09,645 --> 00:14:12,178 - talk to me about something. - Well, actually, uh, 240 00:14:12,214 --> 00:14:14,113 that song you guys made together, 241 00:14:14,402 --> 00:14:15,615 I can't stop thinking about it. 242 00:14:15,626 --> 00:14:16,651 - I mean... - Oh, that's just 243 00:14:16,662 --> 00:14:18,126 one night of working together. 244 00:14:18,186 --> 00:14:19,385 Fuck off. Really? 245 00:14:19,421 --> 00:14:21,688 - Mm-hmm. - One night? 246 00:14:21,699 --> 00:14:23,638 So, uh, you produced that song? 247 00:14:24,894 --> 00:14:27,994 Uh, kinda produced it together. 248 00:14:28,030 --> 00:14:30,295 I know you guys are killing the song, but... 249 00:14:30,306 --> 00:14:33,109 I really wanted to add choirs on it. 250 00:14:33,368 --> 00:14:36,703 I really... I think choirs would sound really good on that song. 251 00:14:36,739 --> 00:14:38,738 He just knows so much about music. 252 00:14:38,774 --> 00:14:40,474 It's kind of incredible. 253 00:14:40,509 --> 00:14:41,533 - It is. - It really is. 254 00:14:41,544 --> 00:14:42,702 I mean, it's really impressive 255 00:14:42,712 --> 00:14:44,847 for someone who's... self-taught. 256 00:14:45,447 --> 00:14:47,313 I mean, it's, it's almost unbelievable. 257 00:14:47,349 --> 00:14:48,573 - I know. Almost. - I mean, really, like, 258 00:14:48,583 --> 00:14:50,350 to what do we owe this good fortune? 259 00:14:50,386 --> 00:14:52,038 I mean, where are you from, man? 260 00:14:52,049 --> 00:14:54,278 How the fuck did you get here? 261 00:14:54,289 --> 00:14:57,130 - Oh, I'm, I'm from here. I'm... - You're from LA? 262 00:14:57,141 --> 00:14:59,350 - Yeah. - Yeah, but nobody's fuckin' from LA. 263 00:14:59,361 --> 00:15:01,261 - Right. - Which part? 264 00:15:01,409 --> 00:15:02,707 Uh, Hollywood. 265 00:15:02,718 --> 00:15:04,277 - You grew up in Hollywood? - Yeah. 266 00:15:04,288 --> 00:15:06,683 Wow. Me too. 267 00:15:06,694 --> 00:15:09,632 - No shit. - Yes. Born and raised. 268 00:15:09,805 --> 00:15:11,570 Wow. What school did you go to? 269 00:15:11,606 --> 00:15:14,508 I, uh, I wasn't the best student, unfortunately. 270 00:15:14,544 --> 00:15:16,209 I'm a little embarrassed. 271 00:15:16,245 --> 00:15:18,577 - Oh, you had got kicked out of school? - Yeah. 272 00:15:18,613 --> 00:15:20,713 - So, what school? I... - Dee. 273 00:15:20,749 --> 00:15:22,191 Why are you tryin' to, like, make him feel 274 00:15:22,201 --> 00:15:24,551 bad about getting kicked out of school? 275 00:15:24,562 --> 00:15:25,997 Oh, my God. 276 00:15:26,421 --> 00:15:29,058 I am so sorry. Is that how you felt? 277 00:15:29,783 --> 00:15:32,116 I mean, to be honest, I was kicked outta school, too. 278 00:15:32,127 --> 00:15:34,419 - The similarities, man. - You got kicked out of high school? 279 00:15:34,429 --> 00:15:36,763 - I got kicked outta high school. - Why? 280 00:15:36,890 --> 00:15:38,923 Beatin' fake-ass bitches' asses. 281 00:15:38,934 --> 00:15:41,635 No way. 282 00:15:43,781 --> 00:15:45,950 Why am I not surprised? 283 00:15:45,961 --> 00:15:49,734 So, uh, Joss, you asked me to buy you two weeks, yeah? 284 00:15:49,745 --> 00:15:52,646 So, do you folks have a plan? 285 00:15:52,657 --> 00:15:54,517 What, what's the next step here? 286 00:15:54,578 --> 00:15:57,117 I'm an amateur, right? So, I wanted to bring in somebody 287 00:15:57,153 --> 00:15:59,952 that can really synthesize some of my ideas, 288 00:15:59,988 --> 00:16:01,621 so, uh, I reached out to Mike Dean. 289 00:16:01,632 --> 00:16:03,264 Are you familiar with Mike Dean? 290 00:16:03,325 --> 00:16:05,652 I mean, he's great. I mean, he comes to my club all the time. 291 00:16:05,662 --> 00:16:07,761 Am I familiar with Mike Dean? 292 00:16:07,772 --> 00:16:09,771 - Wow! - Mike fuckin' Dean? 293 00:16:09,864 --> 00:16:11,500 His vibe is what is needed. 294 00:16:11,511 --> 00:16:13,659 I mean, he's the greatest. And she deserves the greatest. 295 00:16:13,669 --> 00:16:14,753 Yeah, she does. 296 00:16:14,764 --> 00:16:17,186 Okay, so you two keep doin' what you're doin'. 297 00:16:17,197 --> 00:16:20,175 Three songs in two weeks. Yeah? Hits. 298 00:16:20,186 --> 00:16:21,625 - Not songs, hits. - Hits. 299 00:16:21,636 --> 00:16:23,625 - Undeniable. - Undeniable. 300 00:16:23,636 --> 00:16:25,554 - Nothing less. - Nothing less. 301 00:16:25,565 --> 00:16:27,205 Yeah, I know you're having a good time here, 302 00:16:27,216 --> 00:16:29,853 - but can you fuckin' focus with this guy? - Yes. 303 00:16:30,244 --> 00:16:33,278 'Cause I gotta tell you, nobody fuckin' believes in you right now. 304 00:16:33,289 --> 00:16:35,880 - Whoa, come on. - No, no, no. She has to know the truth. 305 00:16:35,890 --> 00:16:37,820 - You gotta know what the stakes are. - Okay, but you don't 306 00:16:37,831 --> 00:16:39,337 - have to freak her out like that. - Yeah, no. 307 00:16:39,348 --> 00:16:42,011 - It's too much pressure. - Join the freak-out club, okay? 308 00:16:42,022 --> 00:16:43,547 I'm freaked out, she's freaked out. 309 00:16:43,558 --> 00:16:45,878 If you had any sense, you would be fuckin' freaked out 310 00:16:45,889 --> 00:16:47,744 because it's do or die, all right? 311 00:16:47,755 --> 00:16:50,229 - It is. He's not lying. - No fucking room to fail here. 312 00:16:50,239 --> 00:16:51,925 I mean, use it as motivation, 313 00:16:51,936 --> 00:16:54,772 but... that's what's happening. 314 00:16:55,484 --> 00:16:57,282 And you got Mike Dean comin' here? 315 00:16:58,275 --> 00:17:01,510 Well, then what the fuck you wasting time talking to me? Get to work. 316 00:17:01,526 --> 00:17:03,596 - Come on. - I got you. 317 00:17:03,607 --> 00:17:05,640 Three massive hits. 318 00:17:05,916 --> 00:17:07,670 I'll deal with Nikki. Just try not 319 00:17:07,681 --> 00:17:10,536 - to end my fuckin' career, okay? - I will do my very best. 320 00:17:10,547 --> 00:17:12,782 Or yours either. 321 00:17:13,522 --> 00:17:15,526 - Bye, Dee. - Bye, sweetie. 322 00:17:16,794 --> 00:17:18,229 I fuckin' love that guy. 323 00:17:20,498 --> 00:17:22,133 Mwah, he's amazing. 324 00:17:27,778 --> 00:17:29,646 That went better than I expected. 325 00:17:30,820 --> 00:17:31,823 Yeah. 326 00:17:43,566 --> 00:17:46,466 I think our girl's in trouble. 327 00:17:46,477 --> 00:17:50,279 My grandmother said you never trust a dude with a rat tail. 328 00:17:58,141 --> 00:17:59,940 Oh! Oh, again. 329 00:17:59,951 --> 00:18:02,388 Yeah. Spank me again. 330 00:18:39,702 --> 00:18:43,481 - Incredible. Absolutely incredible. - Woo! Right? 331 00:18:46,536 --> 00:18:49,473 It was amazing. 332 00:19:08,564 --> 00:19:10,663 Why don't you sing about your mom? 333 00:19:10,674 --> 00:19:12,878 I don't know. I feel like it's, like... 334 00:19:13,669 --> 00:19:16,707 not something anybody wants to hear about... 335 00:19:17,486 --> 00:19:20,120 and, like, that's not what they want from me. 336 00:19:20,217 --> 00:19:22,216 I don't know. It kinda scares me. 337 00:19:22,498 --> 00:19:24,000 - No. - Like... 338 00:19:25,448 --> 00:19:27,080 I feel like the more you let people in, 339 00:19:27,091 --> 00:19:29,591 the more reason they have not to... 340 00:19:29,602 --> 00:19:32,136 want you anymore... you know? 341 00:19:32,147 --> 00:19:33,547 Okay. 342 00:19:34,650 --> 00:19:38,619 - Yeah. - But I've never really sung about anything, 343 00:19:38,630 --> 00:19:40,329 - like, truthful. - Yeah. 344 00:19:40,340 --> 00:19:42,940 Or anything that, like, really means anything to me. 345 00:19:43,140 --> 00:19:45,573 Hm. Maybe just a lyric every once in a while. 346 00:19:45,584 --> 00:19:48,284 Like a secret. Nobody has to know. 347 00:19:48,295 --> 00:19:50,738 Yeah, you're right. Nobody has to know. 348 00:19:51,313 --> 00:19:53,316 - Just you and me. - Mm-hmm. 349 00:20:20,116 --> 00:20:24,252 Was it really hard when she... when she died? 350 00:20:24,263 --> 00:20:25,895 Yeah. 351 00:20:25,906 --> 00:20:26,940 Sorry. 352 00:20:27,623 --> 00:20:30,861 She was really sick for a long time, and... 353 00:20:32,068 --> 00:20:34,367 - I was holding her hand when she... - Mm. 354 00:20:34,524 --> 00:20:37,528 - ... closed her eyes. - I'm sorry. 355 00:20:40,423 --> 00:20:42,426 But I feel like she's still here. 356 00:20:44,426 --> 00:20:46,218 It's weird. It's like she's still in this house, 357 00:20:46,229 --> 00:20:47,495 like she's in all the walls, 358 00:20:47,506 --> 00:20:50,973 and... all the windows... 359 00:20:50,984 --> 00:20:54,018 - and all the mirrors. - Hm. 360 00:21:10,360 --> 00:21:12,964 I just can feel her like she's still... 361 00:21:14,170 --> 00:21:15,572 watching me. 362 00:21:16,084 --> 00:21:17,187 Thank you. 363 00:21:18,281 --> 00:21:21,782 Look, Xander, I brought you up here to tell you that, um... 364 00:21:21,858 --> 00:21:24,725 creative direction fuckin' sucks with Jocelyn. 365 00:21:24,968 --> 00:21:26,858 I don't disagree. 366 00:21:26,869 --> 00:21:29,387 You don't disagree? You're the fuckin' creative director. 367 00:21:29,398 --> 00:21:31,559 - What do you mean you don't disagree? - I know. 368 00:21:31,570 --> 00:21:32,847 What is it with this fuckin' industry? 369 00:21:32,858 --> 00:21:34,372 Everybody hates what they fuckin' do. 370 00:21:34,383 --> 00:21:36,516 Welcome to the music business, yeah. 371 00:21:36,527 --> 00:21:38,530 How do you put out something you hate? 372 00:21:39,415 --> 00:21:41,180 I'm fuckin' forced to. 373 00:21:41,191 --> 00:21:43,458 - What do you mean "forced to"? - I-I could have... 374 00:21:43,593 --> 00:21:45,337 the greatest fucking idea in the world, 375 00:21:45,348 --> 00:21:47,275 and often, I fucking do. 376 00:21:47,286 --> 00:21:48,543 And at the end of the day, it's whatever 377 00:21:48,554 --> 00:21:50,654 the fucking label and Jocelyn wants. 378 00:21:50,665 --> 00:21:52,432 What do you think about "I'm a Freak"? 379 00:21:52,603 --> 00:21:54,150 - The song? - Yeah. 380 00:21:54,161 --> 00:21:55,163 It's fine. 381 00:21:55,425 --> 00:21:57,664 - Fine? - It's fucking middle of the road, 382 00:21:57,675 --> 00:21:59,640 not enough of a re-invention, 383 00:21:59,651 --> 00:22:03,452 fucking... manufactured bad girl. 384 00:22:03,463 --> 00:22:04,995 - Hm. - When was the last 385 00:22:05,006 --> 00:22:08,845 truly fucking nasty, nasty, bad pop girl? 386 00:22:10,220 --> 00:22:12,511 All right, let's say you had carte blanche, right? 387 00:22:12,522 --> 00:22:14,269 What would you do? 388 00:22:14,598 --> 00:22:16,668 Hm. Um... 389 00:22:18,921 --> 00:22:22,221 I would take that photo with the fucking cum on her face... 390 00:22:23,259 --> 00:22:24,991 and I'd make it her album cover. 391 00:22:30,065 --> 00:22:33,354 - I fuckin' would. - Wow, that's a great idea. 392 00:22:33,876 --> 00:22:35,240 You're fuckin' smart. 393 00:22:38,087 --> 00:22:39,423 You wanna do some coke? 394 00:22:40,776 --> 00:22:43,080 No. All the coke in LA has fentanyl in it. 395 00:22:46,402 --> 00:22:47,503 Not mine. 396 00:22:48,048 --> 00:22:52,318 ♪ You used to be the prototype when I fantasized ♪ 397 00:22:52,329 --> 00:22:56,025 ♪ Now I fantasize 'bout fuckin' you with open eyes ♪ 398 00:22:56,086 --> 00:22:58,024 ♪ Put the indica down ♪ 399 00:22:58,060 --> 00:23:00,025 ♪ Am I not turning you on ♪ 400 00:23:00,036 --> 00:23:01,970 ♪ 'Cause you're turnin' me on ♪ 401 00:23:01,981 --> 00:23:03,847 ♪ Yeah, you're turnin' me ♪ 402 00:23:03,858 --> 00:23:10,898 ♪ Oh, it's hotter than the truth ♪ 403 00:23:11,534 --> 00:23:13,768 ♪ Ooh, take every... ♪ 404 00:23:13,779 --> 00:23:16,177 Ah, that's, uh. Nah, can we stop it? 405 00:23:16,188 --> 00:23:18,555 - Ugh! - Please stop it. Please, stop, yeah. 406 00:23:18,812 --> 00:23:20,347 - I mean, come on, man. - I'm not feelin' it, I'm sorry. 407 00:23:20,357 --> 00:23:21,815 - Why did you stop that one? - Uh, I don't know. 408 00:23:21,825 --> 00:23:23,183 - I'm gonna take it back. - Come on, man. 409 00:23:23,194 --> 00:23:25,060 That was so good. I was in a trance. 410 00:23:25,071 --> 00:23:26,730 No, no. I think it was so much better, 411 00:23:26,741 --> 00:23:28,022 like, three takes ago. 412 00:23:28,033 --> 00:23:30,170 - Nah, you trippin'. - Mm, what did you think? 413 00:23:32,341 --> 00:23:34,641 I think I just fell in love with you. 414 00:23:36,763 --> 00:23:38,962 Sing with me on this next one then. 415 00:23:38,995 --> 00:23:40,628 No. 416 00:23:40,724 --> 00:23:43,457 - No? - No. 417 00:23:43,468 --> 00:23:47,503 If Tedros heard you say that, you'd be in huge trouble. 418 00:23:47,570 --> 00:23:49,102 - Mm-hmm. - What? 419 00:23:49,186 --> 00:23:52,081 - Yeah, you trippin'. - Yeah, you're not allowed to say no. 420 00:23:52,143 --> 00:23:54,051 You're not allowed to say no? 421 00:23:54,559 --> 00:23:56,190 - Yeah. - Why? 422 00:23:56,614 --> 00:24:00,631 Because by saying no, you're denying yourself an experience. 423 00:24:01,817 --> 00:24:05,627 - Yeah, but not all experiences are good. - Debatable. 424 00:24:05,638 --> 00:24:08,573 That's a really simple way of looking at things, Joss. 425 00:24:08,758 --> 00:24:10,296 What do you mean? 426 00:24:10,307 --> 00:24:13,707 Some of the most terrible experiences in life... 427 00:24:13,718 --> 00:24:16,653 can be the most valuable, like artistically. 428 00:24:16,714 --> 00:24:18,249 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 429 00:24:20,150 --> 00:24:22,783 I don't know. I guess, like, to a degree. 430 00:24:22,794 --> 00:24:25,594 Mm... Okay, Robert Plant 431 00:24:25,605 --> 00:24:27,972 had a son who died when he was five years old, 432 00:24:27,983 --> 00:24:30,015 and he wrote "All My Love" after that, 433 00:24:30,026 --> 00:24:33,027 and it's one of the most beautiful songs ever written. 434 00:24:33,163 --> 00:24:35,730 Yeah, but I think if Robert Plant had a say in it, 435 00:24:35,766 --> 00:24:38,900 he would've chosen his son's life. 436 00:24:38,936 --> 00:24:41,235 And that'd be a pretty big loss for the world. 437 00:24:41,246 --> 00:24:44,013 - You really believe that? - Yes. 438 00:24:44,024 --> 00:24:46,557 That's really fucked up. 439 00:24:46,568 --> 00:24:48,300 That's, like, actually fucked up. 440 00:24:48,311 --> 00:24:50,037 How often do people come up to you and tell you 441 00:24:50,048 --> 00:24:52,515 that your music saved their lives? 442 00:24:52,526 --> 00:24:54,252 - A lot. - A lot. 443 00:24:54,305 --> 00:24:56,444 And do you believe them when they say it? 444 00:24:56,455 --> 00:24:59,155 Yes... I do. 445 00:24:59,229 --> 00:25:02,396 Okay. Now imagine if you were Robert Plant. 446 00:25:02,445 --> 00:25:04,977 Or imagine if you had lost someone that you loved 447 00:25:04,988 --> 00:25:09,194 and you'd written one of the greatest love songs of all time. 448 00:25:10,327 --> 00:25:11,959 Then what? 449 00:25:12,055 --> 00:25:14,255 So, you think that by losing his son, 450 00:25:14,338 --> 00:25:18,172 he was able to write something that saved a lot of people's lives. 451 00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:19,881 - Yes. - And because of that, 452 00:25:19,892 --> 00:25:22,593 you'll say yes to anything anyone asks you to do? 453 00:25:22,604 --> 00:25:23,669 - Yes. - Mm-hmm. 454 00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:27,148 - Yes. - Literally, anything? 455 00:25:27,190 --> 00:25:28,192 Anything. 456 00:25:29,253 --> 00:25:30,449 Interesting. 457 00:25:32,863 --> 00:25:34,565 Izaak, get up and kiss Ramsey. 458 00:25:49,272 --> 00:25:51,272 See? 459 00:25:51,283 --> 00:25:53,082 - Yes. - Mm-hmm. 460 00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:55,196 Would you have done that if Leia was in the room? 461 00:25:56,205 --> 00:25:58,537 Yes, that wouldn't change anything, Jocelyn. 462 00:25:58,548 --> 00:26:00,815 Even if it really hurt her feelings? 463 00:26:00,826 --> 00:26:02,258 Yes. 464 00:26:02,269 --> 00:26:04,134 Feelings can shift. 465 00:26:04,145 --> 00:26:06,745 What you make and what you put out into the world, 466 00:26:06,768 --> 00:26:08,901 - that's the shit that lasts forever. - Mm-hmm. 467 00:26:08,912 --> 00:26:10,912 Not Leia's fuckin' feelings. 468 00:26:10,923 --> 00:26:13,626 Would you kiss me? 469 00:26:14,056 --> 00:26:15,254 Would I kiss you? 470 00:26:15,265 --> 00:26:17,435 - Uh, that's not a good idea. - Yeah. 471 00:26:18,121 --> 00:26:19,123 Why? 472 00:26:20,216 --> 00:26:22,514 You know Tedros would fuckin' kill me. 473 00:26:27,183 --> 00:26:29,417 Ooh! 474 00:26:31,023 --> 00:26:32,381 - A little toast. - Speech? 475 00:26:32,392 --> 00:26:33,557 Mm. 476 00:26:33,568 --> 00:26:35,133 Um... 477 00:26:35,144 --> 00:26:38,277 when my Mom bought this house, it was so big 478 00:26:38,288 --> 00:26:42,089 that I was always afraid it was gonna make me feel lonelier, um, 479 00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:44,037 because it was so hard to fill up. 480 00:26:44,914 --> 00:26:47,546 And I know that I haven't, like, 481 00:26:47,643 --> 00:26:51,510 gotten to know, uh, everyone here super well yet, 482 00:26:51,521 --> 00:26:53,721 but I just wanted to say... 483 00:26:53,922 --> 00:26:55,687 thank you for coming into my life 484 00:26:55,698 --> 00:27:01,366 and filling it with music, and inspiration, and love. 485 00:27:01,731 --> 00:27:05,370 Um, yeah, it's just... It's really meant, like, the world to me, 486 00:27:05,381 --> 00:27:08,016 and I don't know if I've... 487 00:27:08,052 --> 00:27:11,516 felt this happy in a, in a really long time. 488 00:27:11,527 --> 00:27:14,795 - Aw, Joss. - So thank you for that. 489 00:27:14,838 --> 00:27:18,180 And, um... Tedros... 490 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:23,555 thank you for teaching me how to have fun again. 491 00:27:25,022 --> 00:27:27,755 To finding your family. 492 00:27:27,864 --> 00:27:30,398 To finding your family. 493 00:27:30,474 --> 00:27:32,807 Cheers, cheers. 494 00:27:32,818 --> 00:27:35,255 Cheers. 495 00:28:04,708 --> 00:28:06,674 So, Xander had a brilliant idea today. 496 00:28:06,736 --> 00:28:08,035 - Ooh. - No. 497 00:28:08,046 --> 00:28:09,244 Yeah, he did. 498 00:28:09,299 --> 00:28:11,332 - Yes, you did. - Tell me. 499 00:28:11,343 --> 00:28:14,296 No, I, I, I would like to sleep on it, I think. 500 00:28:14,307 --> 00:28:16,140 - No. No sleeping on it. - What? 501 00:28:16,153 --> 00:28:17,505 - Oh, come on. - Tell it. It's brilliant. 502 00:28:17,515 --> 00:28:19,854 Yeah, wait, I'm so excited. 503 00:28:19,865 --> 00:28:22,102 - Come on. - Okay, um... 504 00:28:24,355 --> 00:28:27,587 I was thinking and, um... 505 00:28:27,716 --> 00:28:31,652 if your lovely label is so fucking obsessed 506 00:28:31,675 --> 00:28:33,877 with making you a bad girl... 507 00:28:35,123 --> 00:28:37,171 we should take the photo with the... 508 00:28:37,182 --> 00:28:40,328 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. - ... cum on your face... 509 00:28:40,339 --> 00:28:43,443 and we should, um, make it your album cover. 510 00:28:45,041 --> 00:28:46,900 - Brilliant. - Mm... that's a bar. 511 00:28:46,911 --> 00:28:48,173 - No. - Brilliant. Genius. 512 00:28:48,184 --> 00:28:49,683 You're kidding. You're kidding? 513 00:28:49,694 --> 00:28:51,093 - I'm not kidding. - No. 514 00:28:51,104 --> 00:28:52,678 - Absolutely not. - Why? Literally why? 515 00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:55,189 - Give me one reason why. - Because she h... 516 00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:57,266 You... So many young girls look up to you. 517 00:28:57,327 --> 00:28:59,859 - Oh, my God. - Yeah, and they've all probably seen the photo. 518 00:28:59,870 --> 00:29:02,188 They've all definitely seen the photo, actually. 519 00:29:02,199 --> 00:29:05,732 Yeah, okay, but it's different if you, like, embrace it. 520 00:29:05,743 --> 00:29:08,945 So, what? It's only okay if the internet, like, uses it against me? 521 00:29:08,956 --> 00:29:11,956 - Preach. - No. The internet is on your side. 522 00:29:12,002 --> 00:29:15,223 - No. - Literally, every outlet. 523 00:29:15,234 --> 00:29:19,038 But... They all wrote beautiful pieces defending you 524 00:29:19,049 --> 00:29:21,481 and your right to grow up and have a sex life. 525 00:29:21,492 --> 00:29:24,293 There is no difference between the people making fun of me 526 00:29:24,304 --> 00:29:25,870 and the people supporting me. 527 00:29:25,881 --> 00:29:27,579 They're all capitalizing off of it, 528 00:29:27,590 --> 00:29:29,248 and they're just driving more people to look it up. 529 00:29:29,259 --> 00:29:32,301 That's exactly why you should make it your album cover. 530 00:29:32,312 --> 00:29:34,444 I don't have an album. I threw it away. 531 00:29:34,455 --> 00:29:36,288 Okay, fine. Your first single. 532 00:29:36,346 --> 00:29:37,839 I mean... 533 00:29:37,850 --> 00:29:40,990 we could make the caption like, "New music coming soon." 534 00:29:41,001 --> 00:29:42,527 That's hard. 535 00:29:42,538 --> 00:29:44,872 It's fire. It's fucking fire. 536 00:29:44,883 --> 00:29:46,482 I'm rockin' with that. 537 00:29:46,493 --> 00:29:47,891 I-I will think about it. 538 00:29:47,902 --> 00:29:48,992 - I will think about it. - Just think about it. 539 00:29:49,003 --> 00:29:50,202 I'm not sure I wanna restart 540 00:29:50,213 --> 00:29:53,239 the whole, like, jizz-rag Jocelyn hashtag. 541 00:29:53,250 --> 00:29:55,716 I feel like that had its moment. I'm not sure I want... 542 00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:58,219 Who gives a fuck? 543 00:29:58,230 --> 00:30:00,096 Because it's, it's actually humiliating 544 00:30:00,150 --> 00:30:02,453 and, like, makes me feel really bad about myself. 545 00:30:02,786 --> 00:30:04,224 Why? 546 00:30:05,008 --> 00:30:08,011 Because, like, it just, like... I wanna be... 547 00:30:08,885 --> 00:30:11,718 It just sucks. It's... It actually sucks. It does. 548 00:30:11,729 --> 00:30:14,400 No, what were you, what were you about to say just now? 549 00:30:17,446 --> 00:30:20,683 I-I was gonna say, you know, I... 550 00:30:21,304 --> 00:30:24,142 I-I wanna be taken seriously. 551 00:30:25,369 --> 00:30:26,371 Why? 552 00:30:27,245 --> 00:30:28,680 Because I do. 553 00:30:29,247 --> 00:30:30,579 But why? 554 00:30:30,688 --> 00:30:32,554 Because I wanna have a career that 555 00:30:32,610 --> 00:30:34,146 lasts, and is meaningful, 556 00:30:34,157 --> 00:30:36,658 and, and isn't like a fucking joke. 557 00:30:36,669 --> 00:30:38,034 And you will, Joss. 558 00:30:38,045 --> 00:30:39,376 You will. Trust me. 559 00:30:39,387 --> 00:30:41,436 No, not if she doesn't take risks. 560 00:30:42,699 --> 00:30:46,334 I mean, that's easy to say if you're not the one taking the risks. 561 00:30:46,390 --> 00:30:49,257 Yeah, but, Joss, this is, like, the right risk at the right time. 562 00:30:49,272 --> 00:30:50,629 - You've got great people... - There's no such thing 563 00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:53,078 as "the right risk at the right time." 564 00:30:53,751 --> 00:30:55,884 If it's risky, it's risky for a reason. 565 00:30:56,573 --> 00:30:58,002 No, but if it's the right risk 566 00:30:58,013 --> 00:31:00,488 then you, like, basically, know how it's gonna play out. 567 00:31:00,499 --> 00:31:02,508 No, that's the exact opposite of a risk. 568 00:31:02,519 --> 00:31:04,352 That's playing it safe. 569 00:31:04,363 --> 00:31:06,366 That's what everyone else does. 570 00:31:07,544 --> 00:31:08,739 Is that what you do? 571 00:31:09,245 --> 00:31:13,020 Why are you talking to me like I'm, like, new to the music industry? 572 00:31:13,031 --> 00:31:15,030 I'm not. You are. 573 00:31:15,078 --> 00:31:16,280 True. 574 00:31:21,051 --> 00:31:22,961 - Don't be rude. - I'm not being rude. 575 00:31:22,972 --> 00:31:26,737 It's just, like, I've been doing this for over a decade, so... 576 00:31:27,379 --> 00:31:30,280 - And you're stuck. - Yeah, I'm stuck. 577 00:31:30,291 --> 00:31:33,024 - I'm stuck at the moment. - At the moment? 578 00:31:33,210 --> 00:31:35,413 What was the last song you wrote, Jocelyn? 579 00:31:40,238 --> 00:31:41,240 "Daybreak." 580 00:31:41,256 --> 00:31:43,014 - "Daybreak"! - "Daybreak." 581 00:31:43,025 --> 00:31:45,293 - Oh, my God. - "Daybreak" on your second album. 582 00:31:45,304 --> 00:31:46,802 That was my favorite song 583 00:31:46,813 --> 00:31:48,472 - on the album. It's so good. - Of course, it was. 584 00:31:48,483 --> 00:31:51,016 Okay, what was that, like a year ago? Year and a half? 585 00:31:51,027 --> 00:31:52,696 Yeah, something like that. 586 00:31:54,597 --> 00:31:56,122 I mean, I don't think that's, like, a big deal. 587 00:31:56,133 --> 00:31:58,332 Like, I-I think it's gotta be the right song. 588 00:31:58,343 --> 00:32:00,180 You mean the right risk. 589 00:32:01,037 --> 00:32:02,770 Yeah, I mean the right risk. 590 00:32:02,781 --> 00:32:04,579 And what I'm saying is, I think, 591 00:32:04,590 --> 00:32:07,462 maybe that's why you can't write a song. 592 00:32:08,152 --> 00:32:11,086 Yeah, 'cause she's fucking overthinking everything. 593 00:32:11,101 --> 00:32:13,833 - Exactly. - You... 594 00:32:13,909 --> 00:32:15,504 of all people should know it's a bit more 595 00:32:15,515 --> 00:32:17,661 fucking complicated than that. 596 00:32:18,088 --> 00:32:20,185 I mean... it is and it isn't. 597 00:32:20,196 --> 00:32:22,256 I think that what Tedros is saying makes a lot of sense. 598 00:32:22,266 --> 00:32:25,999 I think you care... way too fucking much about what people think. 599 00:32:26,010 --> 00:32:28,910 I think if I didn't care what people thought, I wouldn't have a career. 600 00:32:28,921 --> 00:32:32,238 I think if you care too much, you won't have a career. 601 00:32:32,794 --> 00:32:36,094 How can you complain about making superficial music all the time, 602 00:32:36,105 --> 00:32:39,106 about not being able to write anything honest, when 603 00:32:39,117 --> 00:32:42,149 all you think about is what people are gonna fucking say? 604 00:32:42,653 --> 00:32:45,292 You make superficial music because 605 00:32:45,303 --> 00:32:47,172 you think about superficial things. 606 00:32:47,802 --> 00:32:49,532 I'm sorry. I don't think it's superficial to 607 00:32:49,542 --> 00:32:51,559 wanna make music that connects with people. 608 00:32:51,570 --> 00:32:53,302 - Not at all. - Right? Like... 609 00:32:53,313 --> 00:32:54,938 Why don't you just... 610 00:32:54,949 --> 00:32:57,486 Why don't you just be yourself, Jocelyn? 611 00:32:58,142 --> 00:33:00,979 Because there's nothing about me that's relatable. 612 00:33:01,831 --> 00:33:03,434 You sure about that? 613 00:33:04,274 --> 00:33:06,845 Okay, what do you think is, uh, relatable about me? 614 00:33:07,158 --> 00:33:09,718 I don't know. All the dark shit you've been through in your life. 615 00:33:12,127 --> 00:33:16,129 I think the dark shit I've been through is pretty fucking unique, too. 616 00:33:16,338 --> 00:33:18,175 Yeah, I would agree. 617 00:33:20,125 --> 00:33:21,132 Um... 618 00:33:22,906 --> 00:33:26,544 her Mom was like a... rare breed. 619 00:33:32,209 --> 00:33:34,444 - How so? - Um... 620 00:33:35,025 --> 00:33:38,096 I don't really feel like talking about it in front of everyone. 621 00:33:39,464 --> 00:33:41,266 Too late. 622 00:33:44,528 --> 00:33:45,729 Tedros... 623 00:33:46,596 --> 00:33:47,630 please... 624 00:33:48,750 --> 00:33:50,745 - not now. - Jocelyn, I don't keep secrets 625 00:33:50,756 --> 00:33:52,687 from anyone at this table. 626 00:33:52,698 --> 00:33:55,331 Well, that's, that's your prerogative. 627 00:33:55,392 --> 00:33:57,395 I'm not gonna let you keep secrets either. 628 00:33:58,421 --> 00:34:00,186 I-I think that's a little easier to say 629 00:34:00,197 --> 00:34:02,167 when you don't actually know the details. 630 00:34:02,178 --> 00:34:05,224 Baby... there's nothing that you're gonna reveal to me right now 631 00:34:05,235 --> 00:34:07,667 that's gonna make me love you any less. 632 00:34:07,678 --> 00:34:10,683 I think I speak for everyone at the table when I say that. 633 00:34:11,447 --> 00:34:14,651 You're safe here... I promise. 634 00:34:34,498 --> 00:34:36,501 Um, she did a lot of things. 635 00:34:38,102 --> 00:34:40,539 A lot of things. Um, her... 636 00:34:41,298 --> 00:34:45,056 her favorite was probably... hitting me with a hairbrush. 637 00:34:46,243 --> 00:34:47,678 Hitting you where? 638 00:34:48,945 --> 00:34:50,581 My butt, my... 639 00:34:51,474 --> 00:34:53,372 thighs, my s-stomach, my back. 640 00:34:53,383 --> 00:34:56,082 Like, just anywhere people wouldn't notice. 641 00:34:57,299 --> 00:34:59,836 - Why'd she do that? - To focus. 642 00:35:00,577 --> 00:35:04,582 She did it as, like, a form of, uh, motivation, I guess. 643 00:35:07,438 --> 00:35:09,040 Kinda like a dog. 644 00:35:10,480 --> 00:35:12,232 She'd do it to help me remember my lines, 645 00:35:12,243 --> 00:35:15,515 to remember dance moves, to finish songs. 646 00:35:15,993 --> 00:35:18,429 She'd do it to keep me from falling asleep... 647 00:35:19,710 --> 00:35:21,947 to help me wake up on time. 648 00:35:23,641 --> 00:35:25,643 She'd do it if she caught me... 649 00:35:26,503 --> 00:35:28,809 smoking, or drinking, 650 00:35:28,820 --> 00:35:32,558 or, or flirting with someone she didn't approve of. 651 00:35:35,199 --> 00:35:37,792 She'd do it if I overate, if I, if I didn't exercise, 652 00:35:37,803 --> 00:35:41,041 or... if she ever caught me, um... 653 00:35:41,972 --> 00:35:43,975 smiling to myself. 654 00:35:50,627 --> 00:35:52,915 How long did this go on for? 655 00:35:53,811 --> 00:35:55,242 Until the chemo made her so weak 656 00:35:55,253 --> 00:35:57,257 she couldn't lift up a hairbrush anymore. 657 00:35:57,854 --> 00:35:59,953 You didn't fight back? 658 00:35:59,996 --> 00:36:01,933 - No. - Why not? 659 00:36:03,539 --> 00:36:06,412 Because there's just some battles you're never gonna win. 660 00:36:12,842 --> 00:36:14,045 That's so sad. 661 00:36:16,546 --> 00:36:19,650 - And no one said anything? - Nope. 662 00:36:25,622 --> 00:36:26,825 What about you? 663 00:36:27,978 --> 00:36:29,080 N... 664 00:36:29,793 --> 00:36:32,593 I-I don't know what we could've done. 665 00:36:32,604 --> 00:36:34,206 You sure about that? 666 00:36:36,972 --> 00:36:39,824 I-I did the best that I could at the time. 667 00:36:39,989 --> 00:36:41,992 - Really? - Yeah. 668 00:36:43,479 --> 00:36:45,483 How hard did she hit you, Jocelyn? 669 00:36:46,757 --> 00:36:48,822 Hard enough to break skin. 670 00:36:48,851 --> 00:36:50,855 Jesus Christ. 671 00:36:54,610 --> 00:36:57,015 And you felt like Xander was there for you? 672 00:37:01,171 --> 00:37:03,637 In a lot of ways, yeah. 673 00:37:03,648 --> 00:37:05,297 So, I'm guessing no one said anything 674 00:37:05,308 --> 00:37:07,441 because you're getting paid? 675 00:37:07,452 --> 00:37:09,385 Okay, that fucking wasn't it. 676 00:37:09,396 --> 00:37:10,771 - No? - No. 677 00:37:10,782 --> 00:37:12,623 What do you think? 678 00:37:14,924 --> 00:37:17,591 I think it was just such a horrible, fucked-up situation 679 00:37:17,602 --> 00:37:20,606 that no one really knew what the right thing to do was. 680 00:37:26,129 --> 00:37:28,125 Is there a part of you that wonders 681 00:37:28,136 --> 00:37:31,975 if the reason you're stuck is because your mother's not around? 682 00:37:40,511 --> 00:37:42,246 Yeah, absolutely. 683 00:37:43,939 --> 00:37:46,543 So, you... you miss it? 684 00:37:47,891 --> 00:37:49,494 Getting hit? 685 00:37:50,707 --> 00:37:52,243 The motivation it gave you. 686 00:38:00,525 --> 00:38:01,966 Sometimes. 687 00:38:06,696 --> 00:38:09,134 If you loved the music you were making... 688 00:38:10,846 --> 00:38:12,649 would you have felt like it was worth it? 689 00:38:25,936 --> 00:38:27,138 Yeah. 690 00:38:43,266 --> 00:38:45,532 Leia, you look tired. 691 00:38:45,543 --> 00:38:47,830 Izaak, you should take her to bed. 692 00:38:48,689 --> 00:38:52,127 Yeah, all right. 693 00:38:55,579 --> 00:38:56,581 Come on. 694 00:38:57,754 --> 00:38:58,855 It's okay. 695 00:39:17,115 --> 00:39:18,348 Hey... 696 00:39:18,914 --> 00:39:23,121 all that trauma... you're gonna turn into inspiration. 697 00:39:24,441 --> 00:39:26,271 You're gonna tap into it. 698 00:39:27,316 --> 00:39:29,186 You're gonna feel it. 699 00:39:29,573 --> 00:39:31,442 You're gonna face it. 700 00:39:31,728 --> 00:39:33,563 You're gonna remember it. 701 00:39:34,603 --> 00:39:37,241 And you're gonna let it wash all over. 702 00:39:42,179 --> 00:39:44,282 You still got that hairbrush? 703 00:39:45,236 --> 00:39:46,238 Yeah. 704 00:39:47,658 --> 00:39:49,094 Go get it. 705 00:39:56,687 --> 00:39:57,689 Okay. 706 00:42:53,249 --> 00:42:54,674 This is really gonna hurt. 707 00:42:56,321 --> 00:42:58,854 But if you push through the pain, 708 00:42:58,935 --> 00:43:00,638 it'll be beautiful. 709 00:44:05,763 --> 00:44:07,631 Thank you for taking care of me. 710 00:44:23,599 --> 00:44:28,599 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.MY-SUBS.com - 53232

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