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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:11,421 --> 00:00:14,321 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:14,691 --> 00:00:15,352 ♪ ♪ 3 00:00:22,432 --> 00:00:25,832 - By far the coldest day. This is ice. 4 00:00:25,902 --> 00:00:27,132 Whoo! 5 00:00:27,170 --> 00:00:29,540 Everything’s just a little harder in the cold. 6 00:00:29,573 --> 00:00:32,943 - We’re into the serious stages now, boys and girls. 7 00:00:33,009 --> 00:00:35,209 I don’t know how many people are left. 8 00:00:35,312 --> 00:00:36,642 But it won’t be a lot. 9 00:00:36,746 --> 00:00:38,316 That, I assure you. 10 00:00:38,381 --> 00:00:41,081 I’m sure not looking forward to going outside. 11 00:00:41,184 --> 00:00:42,084 [laughs] 12 00:00:42,185 --> 00:00:43,825 ♪ ♪ 13 00:00:43,853 --> 00:00:46,523 - Even in the snow, I’m not finding any sign. 14 00:00:46,623 --> 00:00:48,893 As seasons change, everything that you 15 00:00:48,992 --> 00:00:50,992 just spent the past two months learning 16 00:00:51,061 --> 00:00:52,791 means nothing anymore. 17 00:00:52,862 --> 00:00:54,862 - [bleep] Oh, man. 18 00:00:54,898 --> 00:00:56,738 Fire’s going on right there. 19 00:00:56,833 --> 00:00:58,973 Holy [bleep]. 20 00:00:59,069 --> 00:01:01,269 [bleep] 21 00:01:01,338 --> 00:01:02,808 That was scary. 22 00:01:02,906 --> 00:01:07,246 Literally seconds away from having the shelter gone. 23 00:01:07,344 --> 00:01:08,814 - It’s time for the skinny check. 24 00:01:08,912 --> 00:01:11,342 I’m definitely getting low. 25 00:01:11,381 --> 00:01:13,211 Pretty skinny around the waist. 26 00:01:13,283 --> 00:01:15,583 I’m going to eat my store’s food, 27 00:01:15,619 --> 00:01:17,679 hoping that my competitors don’t have quite 28 00:01:17,787 --> 00:01:19,927 as much food as me. 29 00:01:20,023 --> 00:01:22,263 - God, please let me win this soon. 30 00:01:22,292 --> 00:01:24,192 I am struggling. 31 00:01:24,260 --> 00:01:26,460 Let’s wish everybody would hurry up and quit. 32 00:01:26,496 --> 00:01:28,706 Everybody’s got their reasons for being here. 33 00:01:28,765 --> 00:01:31,465 Let’s hope their reasons aren’t as strong as mine. 34 00:01:31,501 --> 00:01:34,101 ♪ ♪ 35 00:01:34,137 --> 00:01:37,107 [wind whistling] 36 00:01:37,140 --> 00:01:39,770 ♪ ♪ 37 00:01:39,876 --> 00:01:41,046 - I’m gonna do this, man. 38 00:01:41,144 --> 00:01:42,744 I’m gonna do this. 39 00:01:42,779 --> 00:01:45,579 I’m gonna fight this thing out to the last breath. 40 00:01:45,649 --> 00:01:49,149 ♪ ♪ 41 00:01:49,219 --> 00:01:52,419 - OK, game on. 42 00:01:52,455 --> 00:01:53,655 ♪ ♪ 43 00:01:53,723 --> 00:01:54,693 - [grunts] 44 00:01:54,791 --> 00:01:56,221 - I got him. 45 00:01:56,259 --> 00:01:58,629 Narrator: In "Alone’s" most remote location yet... 46 00:01:58,662 --> 00:02:00,662 - Yes! 47 00:02:00,697 --> 00:02:04,367 Narrator: Ten participants set out to survive at all costs... 48 00:02:04,467 --> 00:02:07,607 - Our goal is stay alive. 49 00:02:07,704 --> 00:02:09,744 - [inhales sharply] Oh. 50 00:02:09,806 --> 00:02:12,316 Narrator: Battling extreme isolation... 51 00:02:12,342 --> 00:02:13,772 - There is no camera crews. 52 00:02:13,843 --> 00:02:15,943 You are really alone. 53 00:02:15,979 --> 00:02:17,409 - It’ll eat at you. Tear you up. 54 00:02:17,514 --> 00:02:19,514 - God, why? - It’s a battle. 55 00:02:19,582 --> 00:02:20,793 Nobody ever comes out the same. 56 00:02:20,817 --> 00:02:21,857 - Oh, man. 57 00:02:21,951 --> 00:02:23,051 - It’d be impossible to. 58 00:02:23,153 --> 00:02:25,023 Narrator: And fierce predators. 59 00:02:25,055 --> 00:02:29,095 - A big bear is right outside my shelter. 60 00:02:29,192 --> 00:02:31,722 - Predators like that, damn sure going to kill you. 61 00:02:31,828 --> 00:02:33,039 - Please don’t rip my face off. 62 00:02:33,063 --> 00:02:34,033 [animal screeches] 63 00:02:34,097 --> 00:02:36,337 - He beat the hell out of me. 64 00:02:36,433 --> 00:02:38,303 Narrator: They’ll endure merciless wind. 65 00:02:38,334 --> 00:02:41,304 - It’s been over 60 hours, and it has not let up. 66 00:02:41,337 --> 00:02:43,747 - I can hear the trees falling down around me. 67 00:02:43,773 --> 00:02:46,113 Narrator: And bitter cold. 68 00:02:46,142 --> 00:02:49,212 - This whole place has turned into a frozen hell. 69 00:02:49,312 --> 00:02:50,942 Narrator: Last one standing... 70 00:02:50,980 --> 00:02:51,980 - It’s a moose. 71 00:02:52,015 --> 00:02:53,355 - Wow. 72 00:02:53,416 --> 00:02:54,816 - Whoo-hoo-hoo-hoo! 73 00:02:54,851 --> 00:02:56,821 - No! No! 74 00:02:56,886 --> 00:02:58,826 Narrator: Wins. 75 00:02:58,888 --> 00:02:59,549 ♪ ♪ 76 00:03:30,420 --> 00:03:32,350 - Look at that. 77 00:03:32,422 --> 00:03:34,722 You can call that my hillbilly smoker. 78 00:03:34,824 --> 00:03:36,524 [laughs] 79 00:03:36,626 --> 00:03:38,066 I got one small piece on. 80 00:03:38,094 --> 00:03:39,634 That’s going to be dinner. 81 00:03:39,662 --> 00:03:41,462 These other three pieces, all they’ll do, 82 00:03:41,498 --> 00:03:43,368 they’ll freeze tonight. 83 00:03:43,466 --> 00:03:45,736 If I stretched, I could probably get 84 00:03:45,835 --> 00:03:48,535 three days out of each fillet, 85 00:03:48,571 --> 00:03:52,141 but I don’t see any reason why I shouldn’t be 86 00:03:52,208 --> 00:03:54,538 able to catch a couple fish ice fishing 87 00:03:54,577 --> 00:03:56,417 once I can get out on the ice. 88 00:03:56,513 --> 00:03:57,743 ♪ ♪ 89 00:03:57,781 --> 00:04:01,411 So hillbilly fish cooker. 90 00:04:03,052 --> 00:04:06,592 This will be absolutely delicious. 91 00:04:06,623 --> 00:04:08,663 Going on to the next tree. 92 00:04:12,929 --> 00:04:13,590 ♪ ♪ 93 00:04:23,173 --> 00:04:28,613 Well, every day we’re a little bit closer 94 00:04:28,711 --> 00:04:30,381 to Remembrance Day. 95 00:04:30,446 --> 00:04:31,616 ♪ ♪ 96 00:04:31,714 --> 00:04:33,454 Grandfather was a veteran. 97 00:04:33,550 --> 00:04:36,020 There ain’t anybody in this world that appreciates 98 00:04:36,052 --> 00:04:37,682 living here more than I do. 99 00:04:37,787 --> 00:04:38,957 ♪ ♪ 100 00:04:39,022 --> 00:04:40,922 Not proud of all of our heritage. 101 00:04:41,024 --> 00:04:43,694 The way we treated our indigenous people. 102 00:04:43,793 --> 00:04:46,093 We got a lot of skeletons in our closet. 103 00:04:46,196 --> 00:04:48,436 Don’t ever kid yourself. 104 00:04:48,498 --> 00:04:52,338 But we can remind ourselves of it. 105 00:04:52,435 --> 00:04:54,505 We can learn from it. 106 00:04:54,537 --> 00:04:55,747 ♪ ♪ 107 00:04:55,772 --> 00:04:57,772 Not make the same mistakes. 108 00:04:57,874 --> 00:05:00,314 ♪ ♪ 109 00:05:00,376 --> 00:05:02,586 Please don’t think I’m... 110 00:05:02,645 --> 00:05:07,815 I’m a preacher or anything like that ’cause I’ve got 111 00:05:07,851 --> 00:05:12,221 my own skeletons, my own walks of shame. 112 00:05:12,255 --> 00:05:16,025 ♪ ♪ 113 00:05:16,059 --> 00:05:18,859 There’s probably a 30-year period where I never 114 00:05:18,928 --> 00:05:20,828 went a day without drinking. 115 00:05:20,897 --> 00:05:22,137 ♪ ♪ 116 00:05:22,232 --> 00:05:24,532 It would probably be the only disappointment 117 00:05:24,634 --> 00:05:28,334 my grandfather ever had of me in my life. 118 00:05:28,371 --> 00:05:30,941 He never said too much about it, 119 00:05:30,974 --> 00:05:33,644 but he’d take one moment every year, 120 00:05:33,743 --> 00:05:35,313 beginning of hunting season, 121 00:05:35,378 --> 00:05:38,908 to tell me I drank too much, and then he’d hand me a bottle 122 00:05:38,982 --> 00:05:43,422 and say, "Have a good week, and have a drink on me." 123 00:05:43,486 --> 00:05:45,026 ♪ ♪ 124 00:05:45,054 --> 00:05:47,654 That was his moment where he could tell me 125 00:05:47,724 --> 00:05:51,894 his disapproval without breaking any kind of trust. 126 00:05:51,995 --> 00:05:53,495 And his point was clear 127 00:05:53,563 --> 00:05:56,263 because I still remember it today. 128 00:05:56,299 --> 00:05:57,899 You can’t change yesterday. 129 00:05:57,967 --> 00:06:00,177 It’s gone. 130 00:06:00,270 --> 00:06:02,740 Done a lot of good things too. 131 00:06:09,445 --> 00:06:14,285 So on that note, gonna carry a load of wood over. 132 00:06:15,652 --> 00:06:18,152 ♪ ♪ 133 00:06:18,221 --> 00:06:21,191 I’m also getting hungry. 134 00:06:21,257 --> 00:06:26,267 ♪ ♪ 135 00:06:26,329 --> 00:06:28,089 Oh, yeah. 136 00:06:28,131 --> 00:06:30,701 ♪ ♪ 137 00:06:30,767 --> 00:06:35,177 Ho, ho, ho, ho, now does that not look delicious? 138 00:06:35,271 --> 00:06:37,341 Oh. 139 00:06:37,373 --> 00:06:39,013 Now... 140 00:06:39,108 --> 00:06:40,708 ♪ ♪ 141 00:06:40,777 --> 00:06:43,347 Oh, my goodness. 142 00:06:43,379 --> 00:06:47,749 Chimney cooking 101. 143 00:06:47,817 --> 00:06:50,827 [laughing drily] 144 00:06:51,654 --> 00:06:52,315 ♪ ♪ 145 00:07:09,339 --> 00:07:11,499 - Day 53. 146 00:07:11,541 --> 00:07:14,811 Day 53, feels good to say that. 147 00:07:14,911 --> 00:07:16,822 But, man, I’m telling you, the fun times are over 148 00:07:16,846 --> 00:07:18,416 here in Reindeer Lake. 149 00:07:18,514 --> 00:07:20,854 The fun times are over. 150 00:07:20,950 --> 00:07:22,950 It’s snow, 151 00:07:23,019 --> 00:07:25,789 freezing temperatures, high winds. 152 00:07:25,822 --> 00:07:28,222 Had a hard time staying warm last night. 153 00:07:28,257 --> 00:07:31,127 I’m going to have to start sleeping in my parka soon 154 00:07:31,227 --> 00:07:34,697 and... charge the battery pack? 155 00:07:34,731 --> 00:07:36,161 I just put in this battery pa... 156 00:07:37,100 --> 00:07:40,070 [dramatic music] 157 00:07:40,103 --> 00:07:40,764 ♪ ♪ 158 00:07:46,743 --> 00:07:48,743 Where was I? 159 00:07:48,778 --> 00:07:50,918 ♪ ♪ 160 00:07:50,980 --> 00:07:54,450 I’m not sure if my lack of eating is affecting my brain. 161 00:07:54,550 --> 00:07:56,820 Yesterday, I went back and forth to the teepee 162 00:07:56,886 --> 00:07:58,626 because I kept forgetting [bleep]. 163 00:07:58,688 --> 00:08:01,728 But during weather like this, I mean, 164 00:08:01,824 --> 00:08:04,064 it’s smarter to stay in your shelter 165 00:08:04,093 --> 00:08:06,633 rather than trudging around in the snow, you know? 166 00:08:06,662 --> 00:08:09,632 So today is just having a fire. 167 00:08:09,699 --> 00:08:12,569 Let’s get her started, day 53. 168 00:08:12,668 --> 00:08:13,329 ♪ ♪ 169 00:08:18,408 --> 00:08:20,348 All right, let’s see how this fire goes here. 170 00:08:20,376 --> 00:08:21,976 ♪ ♪ 171 00:08:22,045 --> 00:08:23,345 Come on. 172 00:08:23,379 --> 00:08:24,779 ♪ ♪ 173 00:08:24,814 --> 00:08:27,454 The weather has been an absolute game changer 174 00:08:27,550 --> 00:08:29,620 in everything I do. 175 00:08:29,652 --> 00:08:31,622 There we go. 176 00:08:31,687 --> 00:08:34,397 My whole shift went from acquiring food 177 00:08:34,457 --> 00:08:38,467 to acquiring wood to stay warm and survive the night. 178 00:08:38,494 --> 00:08:40,334 ♪ ♪ 179 00:08:40,430 --> 00:08:44,300 Everything’s a little harder in the cold. 180 00:08:44,367 --> 00:08:46,977 The wood takes longer to heat up and burn. 181 00:08:47,070 --> 00:08:49,200 ♪ ♪ 182 00:08:49,305 --> 00:08:52,945 My pot of water is a frozen block of ice. 183 00:08:52,975 --> 00:08:55,785 Luckily, I was able to store food, 184 00:08:55,812 --> 00:08:59,252 but it looks like day 70 is about my max 185 00:08:59,348 --> 00:09:01,808 because I’m pretty fricking skinny already. 186 00:09:01,884 --> 00:09:05,754 You can see my cheekbones, and I don’t like it. 187 00:09:05,822 --> 00:09:07,052 ♪ ♪ 188 00:09:07,123 --> 00:09:08,793 I’m worried about a med check. 189 00:09:08,858 --> 00:09:11,398 I suspect there’s gonna be one soon 190 00:09:11,461 --> 00:09:14,891 ’cause I think they’re going to be worried about frostbite. 191 00:09:14,931 --> 00:09:18,331 That can always be a bit dangerous this late. 192 00:09:18,434 --> 00:09:21,074 ♪ ♪ 193 00:09:23,873 --> 00:09:25,613 You know what I miss right now? 194 00:09:25,708 --> 00:09:27,738 My wife. 195 00:09:27,777 --> 00:09:32,587 ♪ ♪ 196 00:09:32,615 --> 00:09:35,855 You know you’ve... you know, your life partner, 197 00:09:35,952 --> 00:09:38,252 you’ve been through so much together, 198 00:09:38,354 --> 00:09:42,464 and sometimes you forget how much they mean to you. 199 00:09:42,492 --> 00:09:43,662 ♪ ♪ 200 00:09:43,726 --> 00:09:46,466 Over 25 years of being together 201 00:09:46,529 --> 00:09:49,959 and not talking to her for two months, 202 00:09:50,066 --> 00:09:52,476 it’s hard, it’s hard. 203 00:09:52,502 --> 00:09:53,732 ♪ ♪ 204 00:09:53,803 --> 00:09:55,743 I miss you, babe. 205 00:09:58,307 --> 00:10:00,617 Can’t we to see ya. 206 00:10:00,710 --> 00:10:01,371 ♪ ♪ 207 00:10:07,049 --> 00:10:08,879 [sighs] 208 00:10:08,985 --> 00:10:11,825 I’ve been in here since 4:00 yesterday. 209 00:10:11,888 --> 00:10:13,828 That’s a long time. 210 00:10:13,856 --> 00:10:16,026 Keep grinding, that’s my motto. 211 00:10:16,058 --> 00:10:17,658 Grind. Keep grinding. 212 00:10:17,693 --> 00:10:18,923 Just grind through each day. 213 00:10:18,928 --> 00:10:19,268 Just grind through each day. 214 00:10:19,328 --> 00:10:21,088 Keep going. 215 00:10:21,164 --> 00:10:23,034 Stay focused. 216 00:10:23,099 --> 00:10:25,029 Think positive thoughts. 217 00:10:25,101 --> 00:10:27,801 It’s short-term. It’s short-term. 218 00:10:27,904 --> 00:10:31,544 I just want to do the best that I can, and I want to... 219 00:10:31,607 --> 00:10:32,977 I want to prove to myself that I 220 00:10:33,075 --> 00:10:34,775 can grind through tough times. 221 00:10:34,844 --> 00:10:36,984 It’s all part of the challenge. 222 00:10:37,046 --> 00:10:37,886 All right, that’s it. 223 00:10:37,947 --> 00:10:38,627 See you tomorrow. 224 00:10:42,885 --> 00:10:45,995 [dramatic music] 225 00:10:46,022 --> 00:10:46,683 ♪ ♪ 226 00:10:54,030 --> 00:10:57,330 - Went ahead and peed and got me some snow. 227 00:11:03,406 --> 00:11:04,067 ♪ ♪ 228 00:11:11,347 --> 00:11:13,417 Just pretending it’s ice cream. 229 00:11:13,516 --> 00:11:14,177 ♪ ♪ 230 00:11:19,055 --> 00:11:20,295 You are correct. 231 00:11:20,389 --> 00:11:24,219 I am eating snow with piece of a leather belt. 232 00:11:24,260 --> 00:11:28,290 ♪ ♪ 233 00:11:28,364 --> 00:11:31,564 Let’s be completely honest. It could be worse. 234 00:11:31,667 --> 00:11:33,707 I could be eating the belt. 235 00:11:35,805 --> 00:11:38,275 All right, I got to get outside. 236 00:11:38,341 --> 00:11:40,071 Get the day going. 237 00:11:40,142 --> 00:11:40,803 ♪ ♪ 238 00:11:47,984 --> 00:11:51,584 Everything’s completely covered in snow again. 239 00:11:51,621 --> 00:11:54,251 I do mean completely. 240 00:11:54,357 --> 00:11:57,227 This whole trail, I had it cut out. 241 00:11:57,260 --> 00:11:59,830 There’s another inch of snow on it. 242 00:11:59,862 --> 00:12:02,502 At this point, I’m exhausted. 243 00:12:02,531 --> 00:12:05,261 It’s hard enough just to get up every morning 244 00:12:05,301 --> 00:12:08,401 and walk to get water. 245 00:12:08,504 --> 00:12:10,374 Look at that. 246 00:12:10,473 --> 00:12:13,543 Ice on all the water here. 247 00:12:13,609 --> 00:12:16,039 It’s freaking crazy. 248 00:12:16,145 --> 00:12:19,385 I have to bust through just to get some water. 249 00:12:19,415 --> 00:12:22,215 My legs and my feet are starting to hurt. 250 00:12:22,285 --> 00:12:25,425 I’m noticing I’m not walking as far. 251 00:12:25,454 --> 00:12:27,624 It’s too cold. 252 00:12:27,690 --> 00:12:30,520 It’s getting harder and harder to handle. 253 00:12:30,626 --> 00:12:32,636 I’ve stopped shivering. 254 00:12:32,662 --> 00:12:35,832 My body just can’t keep up with it anymore. 255 00:12:35,898 --> 00:12:37,628 Ready to head back. 256 00:12:37,700 --> 00:12:38,361 ♪ ♪ 257 00:12:45,808 --> 00:12:48,138 It takes so much to get warm. 258 00:12:48,210 --> 00:12:49,640 ♪ ♪ 259 00:12:49,745 --> 00:12:52,315 I do not want frostbite. 260 00:12:52,381 --> 00:12:55,551 Not only will frostbite cause me to lose this, 261 00:12:55,618 --> 00:12:59,698 but frostbite will also cause me to lose parts of my body. 262 00:12:59,789 --> 00:13:01,819 ♪ ♪ 263 00:13:01,857 --> 00:13:04,597 I just don’t understand how it could be so cold. 264 00:13:04,660 --> 00:13:06,630 ♪ ♪ 265 00:13:06,662 --> 00:13:08,932 But I gotta keep going. 266 00:13:09,031 --> 00:13:09,692 ♪ ♪ 267 00:13:18,207 --> 00:13:19,947 [squeak] 268 00:13:28,017 --> 00:13:30,827 Well, that smashed his guts clean out. 269 00:13:33,823 --> 00:13:36,123 Just because he’s a wee little guy. 270 00:13:38,060 --> 00:13:39,930 Put that in there. 271 00:13:40,029 --> 00:13:43,299 I can’t let them [bleep] keep robbing me. 272 00:13:44,667 --> 00:13:46,737 I’m gonna skin all these little bastards out. 273 00:13:46,836 --> 00:13:48,136 Cook these later. 274 00:13:48,237 --> 00:13:49,577 ♪ ♪ 275 00:13:49,672 --> 00:13:53,272 But for right now, I’m gonna eat some berries. 276 00:13:53,342 --> 00:13:55,042 [grunts] 277 00:13:55,144 --> 00:13:59,914 Man, I’ve been holding on to these berries 278 00:13:59,982 --> 00:14:02,622 for a long time. 279 00:14:02,685 --> 00:14:05,855 This is the ugly truth about survival, 280 00:14:05,955 --> 00:14:10,195 you don’t always have rabbits, and squirrels, 281 00:14:10,259 --> 00:14:13,459 and moose, and bears. 282 00:14:13,496 --> 00:14:17,366 Sometimes you got rats. 283 00:14:17,466 --> 00:14:20,306 I don’t even know how I’m gonna skin these little ones. 284 00:14:20,369 --> 00:14:21,529 ♪ ♪ 285 00:14:21,637 --> 00:14:23,807 I miss my family. 286 00:14:23,906 --> 00:14:27,176 We sacrificed a lot to be here. 287 00:14:27,276 --> 00:14:30,846 They sacrificed a lot so that we can be. 288 00:14:30,946 --> 00:14:32,386 ♪ ♪ 289 00:14:32,415 --> 00:14:35,015 I think that’s what this show basically is. 290 00:14:35,084 --> 00:14:36,624 It’s all about sacrifice. 291 00:14:36,685 --> 00:14:38,085 ♪ ♪ 292 00:14:38,187 --> 00:14:40,427 What you’re willing to sacrifice 293 00:14:40,456 --> 00:14:42,866 and how long you’re willing to sacrifice it for. 294 00:14:42,892 --> 00:14:44,822 ♪ ♪ 295 00:14:44,860 --> 00:14:47,830 It’s the hardest [bleep] thing I’ve ever done. 296 00:14:47,863 --> 00:14:50,103 ♪ ♪ 297 00:14:53,135 --> 00:14:55,375 I feel like I’m turning into a rat. 298 00:14:56,405 --> 00:14:59,815 I sure am holed up like a rat would be. 299 00:14:59,909 --> 00:15:00,570 ♪ ♪ 300 00:15:13,222 --> 00:15:18,922 - Well, looks like today we got a little bit of snow. 301 00:15:19,028 --> 00:15:20,268 It’s cold. 302 00:15:20,329 --> 00:15:24,829 You can see the ice starting to form all on the lake. 303 00:15:24,900 --> 00:15:27,300 You just got that little slush to it. 304 00:15:27,336 --> 00:15:29,346 ♪ ♪ 305 00:15:29,405 --> 00:15:31,605 Just going to be ice in no time. 306 00:15:31,707 --> 00:15:33,117 ♪ ♪ 307 00:15:33,142 --> 00:15:34,942 I’m trying to see across, 308 00:15:35,010 --> 00:15:37,640 if I can see my gill net. 309 00:15:37,746 --> 00:15:39,656 I don’t know if I can. 310 00:15:39,748 --> 00:15:42,448 ♪ ♪ 311 00:15:42,551 --> 00:15:45,051 [blows nose] 312 00:15:46,355 --> 00:15:48,655 My nose is running within seconds. 313 00:15:52,862 --> 00:15:55,532 So we need to check our gill net 314 00:15:55,631 --> 00:15:59,571 and hopefully find a squirrel, a grouse. 315 00:16:01,237 --> 00:16:03,947 I could really go for a moose steak too. 316 00:16:05,140 --> 00:16:07,110 Wish me luck. 317 00:16:07,142 --> 00:16:10,382 ♪ ♪ 318 00:16:13,782 --> 00:16:15,882 ♪ ♪ 319 00:16:15,985 --> 00:16:17,585 [bleep] 320 00:16:17,620 --> 00:16:20,490 Things are getting slippery. 321 00:16:20,589 --> 00:16:23,659 I’ve been cold, but this place, 322 00:16:23,692 --> 00:16:26,332 this is a whole new element to cold. 323 00:16:26,428 --> 00:16:28,488 ♪ ♪ 324 00:16:28,531 --> 00:16:31,261 Cuts through every layer. 325 00:16:31,300 --> 00:16:33,670 You want to curl right up to the fire, 326 00:16:33,702 --> 00:16:38,542 just wanting it to stop, but it doesn’t. 327 00:16:38,574 --> 00:16:40,374 It just gets worse. 328 00:16:40,476 --> 00:16:42,786 ♪ ♪ 329 00:16:42,811 --> 00:16:45,441 It was a pretty desolate walk. 330 00:16:45,548 --> 00:16:48,618 [wind whistling] 331 00:16:48,651 --> 00:16:51,421 Wow, there’s a lot of ice around my net. 332 00:16:51,453 --> 00:16:52,114 ♪ ♪ 333 00:16:59,461 --> 00:17:01,191 As much as I hate to do it, 334 00:17:01,263 --> 00:17:05,033 I think it’s best to take it right out. 335 00:17:05,100 --> 00:17:06,530 ♪ ♪ 336 00:17:06,635 --> 00:17:09,005 I don’t think it’s fair to take a chance 337 00:17:09,104 --> 00:17:11,944 of it freezing in and having fish go to waste in it. 338 00:17:11,974 --> 00:17:14,574 ♪ ♪ 339 00:17:14,677 --> 00:17:16,547 Whoa. 340 00:17:16,579 --> 00:17:18,979 Yeah, that’s how slippery things are. 341 00:17:19,048 --> 00:17:23,358 ♪ ♪ 342 00:17:23,419 --> 00:17:27,619 I don’t know if I can get a stick or something. 343 00:17:27,656 --> 00:17:29,666 Uh-oh. 344 00:17:29,725 --> 00:17:30,995 ♪ ♪ 345 00:17:31,060 --> 00:17:33,790 Try bashing it. 346 00:17:33,862 --> 00:17:37,902 I’m a guy who believes that you have to respect the land. 347 00:17:37,967 --> 00:17:40,877 The water has been good to me, and for that reason, 348 00:17:40,903 --> 00:17:43,603 I’ll happily carry it out of here. 349 00:17:47,509 --> 00:17:49,909 ♪ ♪ 350 00:17:49,979 --> 00:17:53,579 I’ve still got lots of fish, or enough fish. 351 00:17:53,649 --> 00:17:56,619 ♪ ♪ 352 00:17:56,652 --> 00:17:59,652 Wow, that is just solid. 353 00:17:59,755 --> 00:18:01,225 ♪ ♪ 354 00:18:01,290 --> 00:18:03,620 I’ve ice fished for lake trout my whole life, 355 00:18:03,659 --> 00:18:06,229 and once I can get out on the ice, 356 00:18:06,261 --> 00:18:09,291 I have full confidence that I will 357 00:18:09,331 --> 00:18:12,461 have no trouble catching fish. 358 00:18:12,501 --> 00:18:16,371 ♪ ♪ 359 00:18:16,472 --> 00:18:19,872 I got a new goal, and that’s to catch a fish 360 00:18:19,942 --> 00:18:23,182 on Reindeer Lake ice fishing. 361 00:18:23,245 --> 00:18:25,345 I’m getting close. 362 00:18:25,381 --> 00:18:28,381 One fish will make it all worthwhile. 363 00:18:28,417 --> 00:18:31,787 ♪ ♪ 364 00:18:31,820 --> 00:18:33,620 Oh, there it goes. 365 00:18:33,689 --> 00:18:35,389 ♪ ♪ 366 00:18:35,457 --> 00:18:36,597 Power of leverage. 367 00:18:36,659 --> 00:18:38,059 There it goes. 368 00:18:38,127 --> 00:18:41,667 ♪ ♪ 369 00:18:41,697 --> 00:18:43,307 No fish. 370 00:18:43,332 --> 00:18:46,372 But at least we did the right thing. 371 00:18:46,468 --> 00:18:51,598 All right, now I just need to make it off these rocks. 372 00:18:51,707 --> 00:18:52,368 ♪ ♪ 373 00:19:04,486 --> 00:19:06,626 Never to return. 374 00:19:06,655 --> 00:19:09,895 ♪ ♪ 375 00:19:09,992 --> 00:19:13,792 There’s no question that everything we do 376 00:19:13,862 --> 00:19:15,762 is getting harder. 377 00:19:20,903 --> 00:19:23,803 [dramatic music] 378 00:19:23,906 --> 00:19:24,567 ♪ ♪ 379 00:19:46,128 --> 00:19:47,898 You can see the lake is freezing here. 380 00:19:47,996 --> 00:19:51,506 It’s out like 25 feet or so. 381 00:19:52,701 --> 00:19:55,901 It’s freezing all the way over to Lake Trout Rock. 382 00:19:56,905 --> 00:19:58,383 I’m going to get enough firewood to make it 383 00:19:58,407 --> 00:20:00,077 through a couple nights. 384 00:20:03,245 --> 00:20:07,055 Man, if this continues, the weather like this, 385 00:20:07,149 --> 00:20:09,849 I bet you a week, this lake is frozen. 386 00:20:10,819 --> 00:20:13,249 Good for ice fishing anyways, so... 387 00:20:14,556 --> 00:20:16,296 ♪ ♪ 388 00:20:16,391 --> 00:20:19,061 I’m just an average teacher, who loves hunting and fishing 389 00:20:19,094 --> 00:20:20,494 and being outside. 390 00:20:20,596 --> 00:20:21,836 ♪ ♪ 391 00:20:21,864 --> 00:20:23,664 This will need to be split. 392 00:20:23,699 --> 00:20:26,329 ♪ ♪ 393 00:20:26,435 --> 00:20:29,535 I’m hoping winning "Alone" will inspire my students, 394 00:20:29,638 --> 00:20:32,138 especially my outdoor ed students, 395 00:20:32,174 --> 00:20:35,744 to let them know that anything’s possible. 396 00:20:35,778 --> 00:20:39,448 Whew, three is all I can do before I need to rest. 397 00:20:39,548 --> 00:20:41,558 Three and rest. 398 00:20:41,583 --> 00:20:45,283 But unless some rabbits start magically showing 399 00:20:45,387 --> 00:20:49,357 their tracks around here or the ice freezes quickly, 400 00:20:49,424 --> 00:20:51,194 I won’t have food. 401 00:20:51,260 --> 00:20:55,430 ♪ ♪ 402 00:20:57,366 --> 00:21:00,876 All right, time to work on my snowshoes. 403 00:21:00,903 --> 00:21:03,403 Get ready for ice fishing. 404 00:21:04,339 --> 00:21:05,000 ♪ ♪ 405 00:21:14,449 --> 00:21:16,879 OK, let’s do this. 406 00:21:16,985 --> 00:21:19,695 I could ice fish now, but the shallow areas are 407 00:21:19,788 --> 00:21:21,688 the only parts that are safe. 408 00:21:21,790 --> 00:21:23,368 And I know there’s not going to be fish in there, 409 00:21:23,392 --> 00:21:25,436 so I’m not going to waste my time and calories drilling 410 00:21:25,460 --> 00:21:27,590 holes in the ice. 411 00:21:27,663 --> 00:21:31,433 Tying some bootlaces, some bindings. 412 00:21:31,500 --> 00:21:33,300 I only need to make it 50 yards, 413 00:21:33,335 --> 00:21:35,705 so they don’t have to be stellar. 414 00:21:35,771 --> 00:21:37,541 ♪ ♪ 415 00:21:37,573 --> 00:21:41,713 I applied for this show for the adventure. 416 00:21:41,743 --> 00:21:45,713 I used to go on fishing trips as a kid on my bike. 417 00:21:45,781 --> 00:21:48,381 I had this plastic container that slid onto my belt, 418 00:21:48,417 --> 00:21:50,687 and it was a worm container, and I’d fill it up with dirt 419 00:21:50,786 --> 00:21:52,546 and fill it with worms, and I’d pack a lunch, 420 00:21:52,588 --> 00:21:54,858 and I’d biked all along the highway to find all 421 00:21:54,957 --> 00:21:56,527 these different fishing holes. 422 00:21:56,625 --> 00:21:59,325 Even though I could fish like right below my house, 423 00:21:59,428 --> 00:22:01,638 I wanted to go on adventures. 424 00:22:01,663 --> 00:22:04,563 That is "toight." 425 00:22:04,666 --> 00:22:06,506 Real toight. 426 00:22:06,568 --> 00:22:08,028 I want to experience this adventure 427 00:22:08,103 --> 00:22:10,143 to the fullest extent. 428 00:22:10,205 --> 00:22:14,315 I just don’t want to do well. I want to make it to the end. 429 00:22:14,343 --> 00:22:16,783 I am ready for some fish. 430 00:22:16,845 --> 00:22:19,645 But I could feel my mental game being 431 00:22:19,748 --> 00:22:21,748 chipped away a little bit. 432 00:22:21,783 --> 00:22:25,423 Eating and my mental wellness goes hand in hand. 433 00:22:25,487 --> 00:22:28,857 The few pieces of fish left, they go fast 434 00:22:28,957 --> 00:22:30,897 if I don’t get any more food. 435 00:22:30,993 --> 00:22:33,023 I’ll feel terrible. 436 00:22:33,061 --> 00:22:35,691 Who knows where I can go from there. 437 00:22:37,299 --> 00:22:39,099 But yeah. 438 00:22:42,738 --> 00:22:45,748 Got my ice snowshoes. 439 00:22:45,774 --> 00:22:46,435 ♪ ♪ 440 00:23:00,489 --> 00:23:02,749 - This is a beautiful place. 441 00:23:03,492 --> 00:23:07,732 If I had a cabin up here somewhere 442 00:23:07,829 --> 00:23:11,299 with a big picture window 443 00:23:11,333 --> 00:23:16,743 next to my fireplace with my wife, 444 00:23:16,805 --> 00:23:19,945 we’re laying down on a pallet on the floor. 445 00:23:20,008 --> 00:23:21,338 ♪ ♪ 446 00:23:21,410 --> 00:23:25,810 Nikolai, he’s running around playing, climbing on us. 447 00:23:25,914 --> 00:23:27,384 He runs to the window. 448 00:23:27,449 --> 00:23:30,419 He looks outside. He says, "It’s snowing!" 449 00:23:30,452 --> 00:23:32,652 ♪ ♪ 450 00:23:32,754 --> 00:23:35,024 That would be a dream come true. 451 00:23:35,057 --> 00:23:36,797 ♪ ♪ 452 00:23:36,858 --> 00:23:39,518 But right now, it’s just a dream. 453 00:23:39,628 --> 00:23:43,268 My reality is, is that there’s ice on my tarp. 454 00:23:43,298 --> 00:23:44,758 ♪ ♪ 455 00:23:44,866 --> 00:23:47,136 On the inside of my tarp. 456 00:23:47,235 --> 00:23:48,675 Can you see that reflection? 457 00:23:48,704 --> 00:23:50,944 That’s all ice. 458 00:23:51,006 --> 00:23:54,576 This whole place has turned into a frozen hell. 459 00:23:54,676 --> 00:23:56,146 ♪ ♪ 460 00:23:56,211 --> 00:24:00,911 God, please just let me win this, so I can go home. 461 00:24:02,217 --> 00:24:05,987 ♪ ♪ 462 00:24:06,021 --> 00:24:08,491 I haven’t done anything but lay here in my sleeping bag 463 00:24:08,590 --> 00:24:09,650 all morning. 464 00:24:09,758 --> 00:24:11,228 ♪ ♪ 465 00:24:11,259 --> 00:24:15,659 Kind of been in a dark place mentally. 466 00:24:15,731 --> 00:24:18,701 [device beeping] 467 00:24:18,734 --> 00:24:20,434 ♪ ♪ 468 00:24:20,502 --> 00:24:22,672 I just got the message saying that... 469 00:24:25,540 --> 00:24:27,110 ♪ ♪ 470 00:24:27,142 --> 00:24:29,172 Now I gotta get up, get ready for that, 471 00:24:29,277 --> 00:24:30,547 which sucks. 472 00:24:30,579 --> 00:24:32,779 I really don’t want to get up right now. 473 00:24:32,848 --> 00:24:34,518 ♪ ♪ 474 00:24:34,583 --> 00:24:36,823 Calm down, Mikey. 475 00:24:36,885 --> 00:24:41,225 Try to hold it together, but I literally 476 00:24:41,256 --> 00:24:43,096 do not even have the strength that it takes 477 00:24:43,191 --> 00:24:45,861 to put my boots on. 478 00:24:45,927 --> 00:24:47,837 My feet are freezing. 479 00:24:47,863 --> 00:24:49,463 My hands are freezing. 480 00:24:49,531 --> 00:24:50,931 ♪ ♪ 481 00:24:51,033 --> 00:24:54,103 I don’t see how I’m gonna be able to keep doing this. 482 00:24:54,136 --> 00:24:54,797 ♪ ♪ 483 00:25:05,714 --> 00:25:07,354 OK. 484 00:25:08,984 --> 00:25:11,254 - So [bleep] cold. 485 00:25:11,353 --> 00:25:13,653 I mean, just unbearably cold. 486 00:25:13,755 --> 00:25:14,955 - OK. 487 00:25:20,062 --> 00:25:21,232 - Yeah. 488 00:25:21,263 --> 00:25:21,924 ♪ ♪ 489 00:25:31,106 --> 00:25:33,346 My hand’s freezing. 490 00:25:37,212 --> 00:25:39,812 My feet are numb right now. 491 00:25:39,915 --> 00:25:42,215 Oh, and they’re red as hell. 492 00:25:42,317 --> 00:25:44,787 - Is that painful when I do that? 493 00:25:44,820 --> 00:25:46,450 - Those last two are. 494 00:25:46,555 --> 00:25:48,455 - Those last two? - Yeah. 495 00:25:48,557 --> 00:25:49,827 - OK. 496 00:25:49,891 --> 00:25:51,461 You can put your sock on. 497 00:25:51,526 --> 00:25:52,926 ♪ ♪ 498 00:25:55,664 --> 00:25:56,325 ♪ ♪ 499 00:26:05,006 --> 00:26:06,146 - [groans] 500 00:26:06,174 --> 00:26:07,574 Can’t put my boots on. 501 00:26:07,676 --> 00:26:09,316 [bleep] damn. 502 00:26:11,780 --> 00:26:14,510 The loss of sensation’s not good, 503 00:26:14,583 --> 00:26:16,983 and his toes are extremely cold. 504 00:26:17,018 --> 00:26:19,988 - God, I can’t believe this. 505 00:26:20,021 --> 00:26:23,621 I can’t get pulled after I’ve come this far 506 00:26:23,658 --> 00:26:25,818 and I’ve missed so much. 507 00:26:25,861 --> 00:26:31,331 I’m so sorry, Hazel, and I’m so sorry, Nikolai, 508 00:26:31,433 --> 00:26:33,703 that I left y’all. 509 00:26:33,735 --> 00:26:34,396 ♪ ♪ 510 00:26:44,312 --> 00:26:49,582 - I’m so sorry, Hazel, and I’m so sorry, Nikolai, 511 00:26:49,651 --> 00:26:52,081 that I left y’all. 512 00:26:52,187 --> 00:26:55,857 I’ve done everything that I possibly could. 513 00:26:55,957 --> 00:26:57,497 [soft music] 514 00:26:57,592 --> 00:26:59,862 I had so much faith. 515 00:26:59,928 --> 00:27:04,468 ♪ ♪ 516 00:27:04,499 --> 00:27:07,729 But I can’t do this anymore. 517 00:27:07,836 --> 00:27:09,636 [sniffles] 518 00:27:12,340 --> 00:27:13,940 OK. 519 00:27:14,009 --> 00:27:16,739 - I wanted to not have to go back to work. 520 00:27:17,379 --> 00:27:20,379 I wanted more therapy for my son. 521 00:27:20,448 --> 00:27:24,378 I’m just so cold that I can’t handle it. 522 00:27:24,452 --> 00:27:29,592 ♪ ♪ 523 00:27:30,859 --> 00:27:31,919 - Hey. 524 00:27:32,027 --> 00:27:34,867 I think I’m done, guys. 525 00:27:34,896 --> 00:27:37,336 Y’all’s decision or not, I think I’m done. 526 00:27:40,302 --> 00:27:42,502 ♪ ♪ 527 00:27:42,571 --> 00:27:45,001 - God, I hate to say those words. 528 00:27:45,106 --> 00:27:48,016 [dramatic music] 529 00:27:48,109 --> 00:27:51,979 ♪ ♪ 530 00:27:52,047 --> 00:27:55,057 God, I hate to say those words. 531 00:27:55,150 --> 00:27:57,650 I don’t quit at anything. 532 00:27:57,752 --> 00:27:58,952 Ever. 533 00:27:59,020 --> 00:28:00,590 ♪ ♪ 534 00:28:00,622 --> 00:28:03,192 But... 535 00:28:03,225 --> 00:28:05,795 I’m officially tapping out. 536 00:28:07,729 --> 00:28:10,129 [breathing shakily] 537 00:28:10,232 --> 00:28:15,032 ♪ ♪ 538 00:28:15,103 --> 00:28:18,273 This is a hard decision to make. 539 00:28:18,340 --> 00:28:20,740 In my head, I could keep going, 540 00:28:20,775 --> 00:28:23,175 but I know that if I push too much farther, 541 00:28:23,278 --> 00:28:26,118 then I’ll be really hurting myself. 542 00:28:26,181 --> 00:28:28,811 I don’t want to go back to my son broken. 543 00:28:28,917 --> 00:28:30,587 Then I can’t do anything for him. 544 00:28:30,619 --> 00:28:32,079 ♪ ♪ 545 00:28:32,187 --> 00:28:34,957 And if I go back broken, I’m not gonna be able 546 00:28:35,023 --> 00:28:37,693 to continue to provide for my family. 547 00:28:37,792 --> 00:28:40,862 But I’m a different person coming out of this. 548 00:28:40,929 --> 00:28:42,459 ♪ ♪ 549 00:28:42,530 --> 00:28:45,700 After everything you have has been stripped off of you, 550 00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:48,877 and your mind and your body has been broken down, 551 00:28:48,903 --> 00:28:52,373 you start seeing things a little differently. 552 00:28:52,474 --> 00:28:56,144 I’ve learned there’s no point in holding back the emotions, 553 00:28:56,211 --> 00:28:58,141 the things that you want to say. 554 00:28:58,179 --> 00:29:00,779 It’s actually caused more problems than anything. 555 00:29:00,849 --> 00:29:02,379 And I see that now. 556 00:29:02,417 --> 00:29:04,427 ♪ ♪ 557 00:29:04,519 --> 00:29:07,589 From now on, I’m gonna talk through everything 558 00:29:07,622 --> 00:29:10,022 I need to talk through, instead of just swallowing it, 559 00:29:10,058 --> 00:29:12,698 and putting it in my stomach, and going on with it. 560 00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:14,894 I’ve gone 55 days. 561 00:29:14,996 --> 00:29:16,841 You learn maybe, you know, I want to do something 562 00:29:16,865 --> 00:29:18,835 different with my life. 563 00:29:18,900 --> 00:29:21,230 I don’t have to have $500,000 to make more time 564 00:29:21,303 --> 00:29:23,033 to spend with my family. 565 00:29:23,104 --> 00:29:24,604 ♪ ♪ 566 00:29:24,706 --> 00:29:28,316 I don’t want to go back to working all day every day. 567 00:29:28,343 --> 00:29:31,213 As long as I can continue to provide for my family 568 00:29:31,313 --> 00:29:33,713 doing something that I can be happy doing, 569 00:29:33,782 --> 00:29:36,512 and we’ll give that a try for a while. 570 00:29:36,584 --> 00:29:38,624 I do have adaptability. 571 00:29:38,653 --> 00:29:39,753 ♪ ♪ 572 00:29:39,821 --> 00:29:42,021 I’ve proved that. 573 00:29:44,426 --> 00:29:45,087 ♪ ♪ 574 00:30:09,584 --> 00:30:13,454 - OK, we’ve checked the ice. 575 00:30:14,589 --> 00:30:17,819 I got a few places I can go fishing. 576 00:30:17,892 --> 00:30:22,032 That means today, we’ll have to build an ice ladder. 577 00:30:22,063 --> 00:30:24,963 ♪ ♪ 578 00:30:25,066 --> 00:30:27,106 I need some crossers. 579 00:30:27,135 --> 00:30:30,075 ♪ ♪ 580 00:30:30,105 --> 00:30:32,145 To go ice fishing, we either need 581 00:30:32,173 --> 00:30:35,413 to have snowshoes or an ice ladder, 582 00:30:35,510 --> 00:30:38,810 and I think an ice ladder is far more feasible. 583 00:30:38,913 --> 00:30:39,983 ♪ ♪ 584 00:30:40,014 --> 00:30:41,314 All right. 585 00:30:41,383 --> 00:30:44,023 I know it’s a pain in the [bleep] to carry this, 586 00:30:44,119 --> 00:30:49,149 but I don’t have to worry about laces freezing up 587 00:30:49,224 --> 00:30:51,694 and all that good [bleep]. 588 00:30:51,793 --> 00:30:57,033 ♪ ♪ 589 00:30:57,065 --> 00:30:59,305 I was hoping I was going to have 590 00:30:59,334 --> 00:31:03,134 to make a ladder like this to build a tree stand 591 00:31:03,238 --> 00:31:05,208 for either bear or moose hunting, 592 00:31:05,306 --> 00:31:08,576 but no chance of that. 593 00:31:08,676 --> 00:31:12,386 The bush has become almost too dangerous to walk in. 594 00:31:12,447 --> 00:31:15,187 I can’t find a track of anything. 595 00:31:15,216 --> 00:31:17,386 Time to freeze the fingers. 596 00:31:17,419 --> 00:31:19,049 ♪ ♪ 597 00:31:19,154 --> 00:31:20,824 There’s no squirrels left. 598 00:31:20,855 --> 00:31:23,355 There’s no grouse left. 599 00:31:23,425 --> 00:31:25,865 There’s no big game. 600 00:31:25,927 --> 00:31:28,537 I need to get out there ice fishing. 601 00:31:28,630 --> 00:31:31,100 ♪ ♪ 602 00:31:31,199 --> 00:31:34,869 We have an ice ladder. 603 00:31:36,104 --> 00:31:38,774 So let’s get going. 604 00:31:38,873 --> 00:31:39,534 ♪ ♪ 605 00:31:51,686 --> 00:31:56,426 All right, well, we got our ice ladder. 606 00:31:56,458 --> 00:31:59,068 We got our ax, and we got our jigging stick. 607 00:31:59,093 --> 00:32:02,193 We’re going to see how deep it is. 608 00:32:02,263 --> 00:32:05,763 Hoping to be at 15-foot plus depth of water. 609 00:32:05,867 --> 00:32:08,077 ♪ ♪ 610 00:32:08,102 --> 00:32:10,902 I can remember as a young kid going fishing 611 00:32:10,972 --> 00:32:13,502 on the Nottawasaga River with my dad, 612 00:32:13,541 --> 00:32:16,271 and he would go around and check the ice. 613 00:32:16,344 --> 00:32:20,454 Put a wrist guard on, so we don’t lose our ax. 614 00:32:20,548 --> 00:32:22,308 ♪ ♪ 615 00:32:22,383 --> 00:32:24,183 And he would make a path, 616 00:32:24,219 --> 00:32:26,879 and it didn’t matter what was going on. 617 00:32:26,988 --> 00:32:31,088 You did not leave that path because 5 feet over there, 618 00:32:31,192 --> 00:32:33,832 you could fall through the ice. 619 00:32:33,862 --> 00:32:34,582 8, 9, 10. 620 00:32:39,734 --> 00:32:44,374 So 10 feet, not really the depth I wanted, 621 00:32:44,472 --> 00:32:46,872 but it’s all I got for now. 622 00:32:46,941 --> 00:32:48,341 ♪ ♪ 623 00:32:48,409 --> 00:32:51,339 Try there for a little bit. 624 00:32:51,379 --> 00:32:54,849 Let’s see if I can’t catch a walleye or two. 625 00:32:54,949 --> 00:32:56,409 ♪ ♪ 626 00:32:56,518 --> 00:33:00,628 I’ve fallen through the ice more than once. 627 00:33:00,655 --> 00:33:02,755 I’ve stood naked on the shore of a lake 628 00:33:02,824 --> 00:33:06,064 hovering over the campfire going, holy [bleep]. 629 00:33:06,127 --> 00:33:07,337 ♪ ♪ 630 00:33:07,428 --> 00:33:09,928 But in these conditions... 631 00:33:10,031 --> 00:33:11,701 God, that wind’s nasty. 632 00:33:11,766 --> 00:33:14,636 You basically have ten minutes to get dried off, 633 00:33:14,702 --> 00:33:17,872 get some kind of shelter, 634 00:33:17,906 --> 00:33:20,546 and basically an hour to start warming your core 635 00:33:20,575 --> 00:33:25,185 back up before extreme hypothermia sets in. 636 00:33:25,246 --> 00:33:27,356 That’s not long. 637 00:33:27,382 --> 00:33:28,612 ♪ ♪ 638 00:33:28,716 --> 00:33:29,816 One injury, one slip, going home, 639 00:33:29,817 --> 00:33:31,957 One injury, one slip, going home, 640 00:33:32,020 --> 00:33:35,850 and that opportunity of 500 grand to leave my legacy 641 00:33:35,957 --> 00:33:39,727 in this world, that’s gone. 642 00:33:39,827 --> 00:33:42,897 ♪ ♪ 643 00:33:42,997 --> 00:33:45,167 Nope. 644 00:33:45,266 --> 00:33:47,636 Fingers are freezing. 645 00:33:47,702 --> 00:33:49,832 It’s temperature dropping. 646 00:33:49,904 --> 00:33:51,944 ♪ ♪ 647 00:33:51,973 --> 00:33:54,073 We’ll give her a whirl tomorrow. 648 00:33:54,142 --> 00:33:56,342 ♪ ♪ 649 00:33:56,377 --> 00:33:57,497 All that effort for nothing. 650 00:34:01,583 --> 00:34:02,849 [dramatic music] 651 00:34:02,850 --> 00:34:02,980 [dramatic music] 652 00:34:03,351 --> 00:34:03,551 [dramatic music] 653 00:34:03,851 --> 00:34:04,551 [dramatic music] 654 00:34:04,586 --> 00:34:05,247 ♪ ♪ 655 00:34:15,496 --> 00:34:17,736 - I’m heading out ice fishing in a few minutes. 656 00:34:17,832 --> 00:34:20,772 Just want to talk about how I’m feeling today. 657 00:34:20,868 --> 00:34:24,298 This is the most weakened I’ve felt. 658 00:34:24,372 --> 00:34:27,002 Everything is just such an effort right now. 659 00:34:27,108 --> 00:34:29,338 Even bending over to get in the shelter 660 00:34:29,410 --> 00:34:31,322 and straightening up again, I kind of lose my balance 661 00:34:31,346 --> 00:34:33,386 and get a head rush. 662 00:34:33,414 --> 00:34:35,584 So none of that’s very healthy for me, 663 00:34:35,650 --> 00:34:39,980 and I’m going to push through a few more days. 664 00:34:40,021 --> 00:34:41,621 Push through. 665 00:34:41,656 --> 00:34:42,796 ♪ ♪ 666 00:34:42,824 --> 00:34:45,424 My body is close to the end. 667 00:34:45,460 --> 00:34:49,290 I promised myself and my wife that I wouldn’t 668 00:34:49,397 --> 00:34:51,737 push too hard without food. 669 00:34:51,833 --> 00:34:53,233 ♪ ♪ 670 00:34:53,301 --> 00:34:55,971 I don’t feel great right now. 671 00:34:56,070 --> 00:34:58,440 My urine is orange for some reason. 672 00:34:58,506 --> 00:35:01,116 Maybe my kidneys aren’t working properly or something, 673 00:35:01,142 --> 00:35:03,142 or I’m just not drinking enough. 674 00:35:03,211 --> 00:35:07,381 Pushing too far means long-term damage to your body. 675 00:35:07,448 --> 00:35:12,248 Organs, teeth, there’s so many things that can happen. 676 00:35:12,353 --> 00:35:14,393 Well, here we go. 677 00:35:14,422 --> 00:35:17,592 ♪ ♪ 678 00:35:17,625 --> 00:35:21,465 But at any second, my competitors could tap out. 679 00:35:21,529 --> 00:35:23,329 ♪ ♪ 680 00:35:24,666 --> 00:35:26,836 We are through! 681 00:35:26,901 --> 00:35:28,341 I’m gonna get some moss for the hole. 682 00:35:28,369 --> 00:35:29,929 I’ll be right back. 683 00:35:30,038 --> 00:35:34,518 ♪ ♪ 684 00:35:34,542 --> 00:35:36,212 I’m homesick. 685 00:35:36,310 --> 00:35:37,940 I’m missing my wife and my kids, 686 00:35:38,012 --> 00:35:41,182 but I want to inspire my children 687 00:35:41,215 --> 00:35:44,125 to fight through tough times and be resilient. 688 00:35:44,185 --> 00:35:46,485 Let’s give this a shot. 689 00:35:46,587 --> 00:35:51,397 So maybe I should just keep fishing and keep pushing. 690 00:35:51,426 --> 00:35:53,726 Ooh. 691 00:35:53,828 --> 00:35:56,498 That wind is chilly. 692 00:35:56,597 --> 00:35:58,437 ♪ ♪ 693 00:35:58,466 --> 00:36:00,836 To do this, I can work off the strength 694 00:36:00,902 --> 00:36:03,672 of the students who inspired me. 695 00:36:03,705 --> 00:36:05,105 Come on, fishies. 696 00:36:05,173 --> 00:36:08,913 Build off the strength of loved ones. 697 00:36:08,943 --> 00:36:11,143 Going to be pike down there. 698 00:36:11,179 --> 00:36:14,179 Stay positive. Stay hopeful. 699 00:36:14,215 --> 00:36:16,385 Anything’s possible, you know? 700 00:36:18,152 --> 00:36:22,222 Well, that wind is blowing right through my bones. 701 00:36:22,256 --> 00:36:25,426 So done for now. 702 00:36:25,460 --> 00:36:26,121 ♪ ♪ 703 00:36:47,415 --> 00:36:49,185 - [sighs] 704 00:36:49,217 --> 00:36:52,587 I thought I was done with this gill net. 705 00:36:53,454 --> 00:36:58,624 Well, today, 706 00:36:58,659 --> 00:37:02,859 even though I’ve only got 10 feet of water, 707 00:37:02,930 --> 00:37:05,900 what I’m going to do is, I’m going to try 708 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:09,500 and cut myself a trough that I can drop my gill net 709 00:37:09,570 --> 00:37:14,470 back in and fish 24/7. 710 00:37:14,542 --> 00:37:19,142 So I’m trying to get it untangled 711 00:37:19,213 --> 00:37:22,013 or whatever you want to call it... unfrozen. 712 00:37:22,116 --> 00:37:23,456 [chuckles] 713 00:37:25,787 --> 00:37:28,197 OK, here’s one. 714 00:37:28,222 --> 00:37:31,822 I’m going to tie this, so I can get everything 715 00:37:31,893 --> 00:37:36,663 kind of situated best as possible. 716 00:37:40,067 --> 00:37:42,477 I’ve come to the realization that, 717 00:37:42,503 --> 00:37:45,743 no matter what, I’m hungry all the time. 718 00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:46,800 ♪ ♪ 719 00:37:46,908 --> 00:37:48,978 Stomach’s growling. 720 00:37:49,076 --> 00:37:50,476 Saying hurry up, tie that net. 721 00:37:50,545 --> 00:37:52,415 Catch me a fish there, boy. 722 00:37:52,513 --> 00:37:56,413 Ice fishing is slow, cold, and windy. 723 00:37:56,517 --> 00:38:00,427 So to stand out there and fish is not feasible. 724 00:38:00,488 --> 00:38:03,898 So I’m going to put my gill net down there. 725 00:38:03,991 --> 00:38:08,131 OK, well, that’s that part. 726 00:38:08,229 --> 00:38:12,059 So let’s grab our ax. 727 00:38:12,099 --> 00:38:13,699 We’ll go cut a hole. 728 00:38:13,734 --> 00:38:14,395 ♪ ♪ 729 00:38:24,679 --> 00:38:29,009 OK, I’m going to cut a line straight in starting 730 00:38:29,116 --> 00:38:31,326 from the hole I cut yesterday. 731 00:38:31,385 --> 00:38:35,895 ♪ ♪ 732 00:38:35,990 --> 00:38:40,220 Nature gives you every element to be the best you can be. 733 00:38:53,941 --> 00:38:55,971 ♪ ♪ 734 00:38:56,077 --> 00:38:59,117 But she will provide for you, 735 00:38:59,146 --> 00:39:01,156 or she’ll rip it away from you. 736 00:39:01,182 --> 00:39:02,582 ♪ ♪ 737 00:39:07,255 --> 00:39:11,765 Now, I got to go get my three poles. 738 00:39:11,826 --> 00:39:13,626 ♪ ♪ 739 00:39:13,661 --> 00:39:18,931 So you have to learn how to become balanced. 740 00:39:19,033 --> 00:39:21,533 Ooh, it’s cold. 741 00:39:21,636 --> 00:39:23,436 It’s already starting to freeze, 742 00:39:23,504 --> 00:39:26,704 so no time for whining. 743 00:39:27,608 --> 00:39:29,968 We’re going to get this baby in. 744 00:39:30,077 --> 00:39:30,738 ♪ ♪ 745 00:39:36,984 --> 00:39:41,794 Yeah, now she shouldn’t fall in. 746 00:39:41,822 --> 00:39:45,822 All right, let’s move this party inside. 747 00:39:45,893 --> 00:39:48,833 ♪ ♪ 748 00:39:48,863 --> 00:39:51,463 We’ll just wait and see what it brings. 749 00:39:51,532 --> 00:39:53,832 ♪ ♪ 750 00:39:53,901 --> 00:39:57,101 [wind whistling] 751 00:39:57,171 --> 00:39:58,701 The wind’s picking up. 752 00:39:58,739 --> 00:40:01,709 Probably going to be an ugly night again. 753 00:40:01,742 --> 00:40:02,403 ♪ ♪ 754 00:40:08,783 --> 00:40:11,453 Lots of thoughts going through my head. 755 00:40:11,552 --> 00:40:14,622 ♪ ♪ 756 00:40:14,689 --> 00:40:17,149 I don’t know how many times my boys have said, 757 00:40:17,224 --> 00:40:19,624 "Dad, you drank too much." 758 00:40:19,660 --> 00:40:23,260 How many times my mother said, "Wyatt, you drank too much." 759 00:40:23,297 --> 00:40:25,207 How many times a hundred other people have said, 760 00:40:25,266 --> 00:40:27,506 "Wyatt, you drink too much." 761 00:40:27,535 --> 00:40:28,735 The amount of times I’ve said, 762 00:40:28,836 --> 00:40:31,706 "It’s none of your [bleep] business." 763 00:40:31,739 --> 00:40:34,169 Crawling under that nice fleecy cloud, 764 00:40:34,275 --> 00:40:39,145 that nice shroud of alcohol, and all the rest of it 765 00:40:39,213 --> 00:40:42,113 dulled the mind and warmed my soul. 766 00:40:42,183 --> 00:40:46,423 Well, so I thought. 767 00:40:46,454 --> 00:40:49,424 Just took a lot of years of hearing it from other people 768 00:40:49,457 --> 00:40:54,397 about how bad it was before I realized that maybe 769 00:40:54,462 --> 00:40:56,532 it’s time to change. 770 00:40:56,630 --> 00:40:59,700 [fire crackling] 771 00:40:59,734 --> 00:41:02,704 [bleep], another hole in another sock. 772 00:41:02,770 --> 00:41:04,940 Oh, [bleep]. 773 00:41:06,507 --> 00:41:08,947 I’m losing a toenail. 774 00:41:08,976 --> 00:41:10,346 ♪ ♪ 775 00:41:10,411 --> 00:41:11,941 No. 776 00:41:12,013 --> 00:41:13,243 ♪ ♪ 777 00:41:13,347 --> 00:41:15,657 I should rephrase that. 778 00:41:15,750 --> 00:41:16,411 ♪ ♪ 779 00:41:24,025 --> 00:41:25,695 I lost a toenail. 780 00:41:25,793 --> 00:41:27,463 ♪ ♪ 781 00:41:27,495 --> 00:41:28,795 Look. 782 00:41:28,863 --> 00:41:34,033 ♪ ♪ 783 00:41:34,101 --> 00:41:35,331 Whole toenail. 784 00:41:35,436 --> 00:41:36,336 Gone. 785 00:41:36,437 --> 00:41:38,707 Oop, just dropped it somewhere. 786 00:41:38,739 --> 00:41:43,169 My toenails just falling off because of the cold. 787 00:41:43,277 --> 00:41:45,147 You don’t even notice it because your feet 788 00:41:45,212 --> 00:41:49,012 are so numb from being so cold for so long. 789 00:41:49,116 --> 00:41:51,186 It’s gone past the point of pain. 790 00:41:51,218 --> 00:41:54,018 Now it’s just this numb feeling. 791 00:41:54,088 --> 00:41:55,828 Almost dead. 792 00:41:55,890 --> 00:41:57,620 ♪ ♪ 793 00:41:57,691 --> 00:41:59,291 Knew there was going to be a degree 794 00:41:59,393 --> 00:42:01,433 of suffering out here, 795 00:42:01,462 --> 00:42:03,632 just didn’t know quite how much. 796 00:42:03,664 --> 00:42:04,325 ♪ ♪ 797 00:42:21,582 --> 00:42:22,852 Mind’s playing tricks on me. 798 00:42:22,950 --> 00:42:24,350 I’m hearing things. 799 00:42:24,385 --> 00:42:28,055 ♪ ♪ 800 00:42:28,155 --> 00:42:29,825 Probably just the ice. 801 00:42:29,857 --> 00:42:30,518 ♪ ♪ 802 00:42:36,497 --> 00:42:38,598 Oop, fire. 803 00:42:38,599 --> 00:42:38,659 Oop, fire. 804 00:42:38,933 --> 00:42:42,433 ♪ ♪ 805 00:42:42,503 --> 00:42:44,903 We got a fire going on. 806 00:42:44,939 --> 00:42:46,699 ♪ ♪ 807 00:42:46,740 --> 00:42:47,401 [bleep] [bleep] 808 00:42:50,945 --> 00:42:51,545 [dramatic music] 809 00:42:51,546 --> 00:42:52,985 [dramatic music] 810 00:42:53,080 --> 00:42:54,810 - Oop, fire. 811 00:42:54,915 --> 00:42:56,815 ♪ ♪ 812 00:42:56,917 --> 00:43:00,587 We got a fire going on. 813 00:43:00,621 --> 00:43:03,021 [bleep] [bleep] 814 00:43:03,057 --> 00:43:04,657 Are you kidding me? 815 00:43:04,658 --> 00:43:04,818 Are you kidding me? 816 00:43:04,992 --> 00:43:05,653 ♪ ♪ 817 00:43:11,298 --> 00:43:13,128 [bleep] 818 00:43:13,234 --> 00:43:17,874 ♪ ♪ 819 00:43:17,905 --> 00:43:19,905 She’s out. 820 00:43:19,974 --> 00:43:21,774 [bleep] 821 00:43:21,876 --> 00:43:26,016 ♪ ♪ 822 00:43:26,113 --> 00:43:28,583 Whew, that was close. 823 00:43:33,587 --> 00:43:34,957 I’m glad I was awake. 824 00:43:35,022 --> 00:43:36,399 There must have been one of the branches 825 00:43:36,423 --> 00:43:39,023 up top caught an ember or something. 826 00:43:39,059 --> 00:43:41,889 ♪ ♪ 827 00:43:41,996 --> 00:43:45,036 It’s too damn cold to not be having a fire tonight. 828 00:43:45,065 --> 00:43:47,205 ♪ ♪ 829 00:43:47,268 --> 00:43:51,178 Lose a toenail, start the shelter on fire. 830 00:43:51,272 --> 00:43:54,142 The hell kind of [bleep] is this? 831 00:43:54,208 --> 00:43:57,718 That wind’s not gonna let up very much, I’m sure, till... 832 00:43:57,745 --> 00:43:59,945 It’s going to be a long night. 833 00:44:00,014 --> 00:44:02,984 The fire, it’s just one more stress. 834 00:44:03,050 --> 00:44:06,580 Sleeping with one eye open, shivering like a dog. 835 00:44:06,620 --> 00:44:10,290 It’s getting harder and harder every day to stay here. 836 00:44:10,391 --> 00:44:14,321 Whoever’s left, they know how to tough it out 837 00:44:14,428 --> 00:44:17,258 because there’s nothing easy about being here. 838 00:44:17,331 --> 00:44:17,992 ♪ ♪ 839 00:44:24,338 --> 00:44:27,108 At this stage, the grind is on, you know? 840 00:44:27,141 --> 00:44:31,181 It takes a little bit more to grind through the days. 841 00:44:31,278 --> 00:44:33,278 I can’t get my hands warm. 842 00:44:33,347 --> 00:44:36,987 I’m going to go back to the teepee for 19 hours or so. 843 00:44:37,051 --> 00:44:39,751 I’m in my shelter a lot. 844 00:44:39,787 --> 00:44:42,227 I don’t have any fresh fish to smoke, 845 00:44:42,289 --> 00:44:43,989 and it doesn’t make sense to be out 846 00:44:44,024 --> 00:44:45,964 in the cold and the snow, 847 00:44:46,026 --> 00:44:49,496 but being in the shelter so much 848 00:44:49,597 --> 00:44:53,807 is challenging because boredom is starting to creep 849 00:44:53,867 --> 00:44:55,907 into my mind, and it’s just more difficult 850 00:44:55,936 --> 00:44:59,746 to stay positive when you’re in the same spot not sleeping. 851 00:44:59,840 --> 00:45:02,340 ♪ ♪ 852 00:45:02,376 --> 00:45:04,216 Hey! 853 00:45:04,311 --> 00:45:06,311 ♪ ♪ 854 00:45:06,347 --> 00:45:08,417 Is there something out there? 855 00:45:08,515 --> 00:45:09,985 ♪ ♪ 856 00:45:10,050 --> 00:45:11,950 The hell was that? 857 00:45:11,986 --> 00:45:16,756 ♪ ♪ 858 00:45:16,824 --> 00:45:18,364 Get out! 859 00:45:18,425 --> 00:45:20,065 Get out here! 860 00:45:20,160 --> 00:45:22,230 ♪ ♪ 861 00:45:22,263 --> 00:45:25,233 [fire crackling] 862 00:45:25,266 --> 00:45:25,927 ♪ ♪ 863 00:45:31,705 --> 00:45:35,345 Minutes are now like hours. 864 00:45:35,376 --> 00:45:37,176 Days seem like weeks. 865 00:45:37,278 --> 00:45:40,288 Hopefully, today, we got something in the gill net. 866 00:45:40,347 --> 00:45:43,787 I just need something to add some kind of fuel 867 00:45:43,851 --> 00:45:46,021 to my inner fire. 868 00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:48,020 Give me some excitement. 869 00:45:48,088 --> 00:45:49,988 Kill the time. 870 00:45:50,024 --> 00:45:52,094 Well... 871 00:45:52,192 --> 00:45:54,662 looks like we’re not cleaning fish. 872 00:45:54,728 --> 00:45:56,858 Looks like we’re going to cut wood. 873 00:45:56,897 --> 00:45:58,667 [bleep] 874 00:45:58,699 --> 00:46:01,629 Because right now, time is killing me. 875 00:46:01,702 --> 00:46:05,442 [bleep]. Oh, slippery rock. 876 00:46:05,506 --> 00:46:06,976 ♪ ♪ 877 00:46:07,074 --> 00:46:08,714 Sorry about that. 878 00:46:08,742 --> 00:46:11,682 Got about a foot and a half past the camera and wiped out, 879 00:46:11,745 --> 00:46:13,015 but I’m all right. 880 00:46:13,113 --> 00:46:14,383 Don’t worry about me. 881 00:46:14,448 --> 00:46:15,758 It’s all good. 882 00:46:15,783 --> 00:46:17,653 [bleep] 883 00:46:17,751 --> 00:46:22,051 ♪ ♪ 884 00:46:22,156 --> 00:46:24,426 Who knows if there’s three people left 885 00:46:24,458 --> 00:46:26,598 or two people left. 886 00:46:26,627 --> 00:46:28,667 Who knows if they have food? 887 00:46:28,729 --> 00:46:32,429 ♪ ♪ 888 00:46:32,466 --> 00:46:35,106 - That is the tiniest damn little thing. 889 00:46:35,135 --> 00:46:37,105 Look at that. 890 00:46:37,171 --> 00:46:39,271 - I just don’t know. 891 00:46:39,306 --> 00:46:41,146 It’s kind of exciting to think that maybe 892 00:46:41,208 --> 00:46:45,778 I might be the last one, but it almost seems impossible. 893 00:46:45,879 --> 00:46:50,209 ♪ ♪ 894 00:46:50,317 --> 00:46:53,187 I am struggling mentally and physically. 895 00:46:53,253 --> 00:46:55,893 ♪ ♪ 896 00:46:55,989 --> 00:46:58,159 When is this going to end? 897 00:46:58,225 --> 00:46:59,825 But I wanted to be pushed. 898 00:46:59,893 --> 00:47:01,304 Even though I knew it would be unpleasant, 899 00:47:01,328 --> 00:47:02,658 I wanted to feel it. 900 00:47:02,696 --> 00:47:04,906 I just can’t get warm. 901 00:47:04,998 --> 00:47:07,828 I’ve had this chill for hours. 902 00:47:07,901 --> 00:47:09,671 Mission accomplished. 903 00:47:09,703 --> 00:47:13,643 ♪ ♪ 904 00:47:13,707 --> 00:47:16,017 It is cold. 905 00:47:16,110 --> 00:47:20,910 The wind blew out of the north all night, and it blew hard. 906 00:47:20,948 --> 00:47:23,218 We won’t be checking the gill net today. 907 00:47:23,317 --> 00:47:24,587 Not a chance. 908 00:47:24,651 --> 00:47:26,121 ♪ ♪ 909 00:47:26,186 --> 00:47:30,226 My water bucket’s been sitting 3 feet from my fire, 910 00:47:30,257 --> 00:47:31,967 and it’s frozen every morning. 911 00:47:32,025 --> 00:47:34,165 [wind whistling] 912 00:47:34,228 --> 00:47:37,398 I sit beside the fire to at least keep 913 00:47:37,464 --> 00:47:41,334 my feet from burning any worse than they are. 914 00:47:41,435 --> 00:47:44,705 But my body’s growing weak. 915 00:47:44,772 --> 00:47:46,842 The cold’s winning. 916 00:47:47,941 --> 00:47:49,741 ♪ ♪ 917 00:47:54,081 --> 00:47:56,981 [dramatic music] 918 00:47:57,050 --> 00:47:57,711 ♪ ♪ 919 00:48:04,958 --> 00:48:06,358 - Well, I’m just getting out of my sleeping bag, 920 00:48:06,360 --> 00:48:10,860 - Well, I’m just getting out of my sleeping bag, 921 00:48:10,931 --> 00:48:13,661 and this is exactly the reason why. 922 00:48:13,734 --> 00:48:17,944 This wind has been going like this since 7:00 923 00:48:18,038 --> 00:48:22,038 last night, but let’s have a look at what 924 00:48:22,109 --> 00:48:24,309 the ice has done down here. 925 00:48:24,344 --> 00:48:26,684 ♪ ♪ 926 00:48:26,747 --> 00:48:28,717 I can’t see my gill net, but... 927 00:48:28,782 --> 00:48:31,522 Whoa, she’s a little windy. 928 00:48:31,585 --> 00:48:32,855 ♪ ♪ 929 00:48:32,953 --> 00:48:35,653 I guarantee you it’s not gonna be in good shape. 930 00:48:35,756 --> 00:48:39,796 ♪ ♪ 931 00:48:39,827 --> 00:48:41,097 [bleep] 932 00:48:41,195 --> 00:48:43,895 ♪ ♪ 933 00:48:43,997 --> 00:48:48,107 There’s my gill net, or the pole 934 00:48:48,202 --> 00:48:51,072 that’s supposed to be holding it. 935 00:48:51,104 --> 00:48:52,904 That’s it. It’s gone. 936 00:48:52,940 --> 00:48:54,300 [bleep] 937 00:48:54,374 --> 00:48:55,914 ♪ ♪ 938 00:48:55,943 --> 00:48:58,413 That is insane. 939 00:48:58,512 --> 00:49:02,182 That wind has just smashed it in. 940 00:49:02,216 --> 00:49:04,756 I’m even nervous about getting near the shore 941 00:49:04,785 --> 00:49:08,395 enough to fill my water buckets. 942 00:49:08,422 --> 00:49:10,822 That’s no spot to be. 943 00:49:10,891 --> 00:49:13,221 ♪ ♪ 944 00:49:13,260 --> 00:49:15,460 I don’t know what the [bleep] I’m going to do. 945 00:49:15,529 --> 00:49:18,099 ♪ ♪ 946 00:49:18,198 --> 00:49:21,468 She’s getting pretty scarce as far as food around here. 947 00:49:21,502 --> 00:49:22,772 I got one more night to me, 948 00:49:22,870 --> 00:49:24,100 and that’s it. 949 00:49:24,137 --> 00:49:27,107 The days are cold. The nights are cold. 950 00:49:27,140 --> 00:49:29,510 I got to cut at least a whole tree every day 951 00:49:29,543 --> 00:49:31,413 just to stay warm enough. 952 00:49:31,512 --> 00:49:34,752 ♪ ♪ 953 00:49:34,815 --> 00:49:36,415 Ahh. 954 00:49:37,451 --> 00:49:39,721 This place is a constant struggle. 955 00:49:39,786 --> 00:49:43,396 There’s so many things that have to be done daily, 956 00:49:43,423 --> 00:49:46,393 but the wind blowing like this doesn’t allow you 957 00:49:46,426 --> 00:49:49,096 to do anything you need to do. 958 00:49:49,196 --> 00:49:51,906 Get our piece of fish on. 959 00:49:51,999 --> 00:49:53,199 ♪ ♪ 960 00:49:53,267 --> 00:49:55,337 I’m falling too far back. 961 00:49:55,435 --> 00:49:58,345 I need to get moving forward again. 962 00:49:58,438 --> 00:50:00,338 ♪ ♪ 963 00:50:00,440 --> 00:50:02,770 My body is starting to fail me. 964 00:50:02,876 --> 00:50:04,216 ♪ ♪ 965 00:50:04,311 --> 00:50:08,011 My mind is starting to... 966 00:50:08,115 --> 00:50:09,755 Starting to wander. 967 00:50:09,783 --> 00:50:11,153 ♪ ♪ 968 00:50:11,184 --> 00:50:14,994 The longer I sit here and think of nothing, 969 00:50:15,055 --> 00:50:18,265 other than the noise in my head and all the things 970 00:50:18,358 --> 00:50:21,188 that I can’t do, 971 00:50:21,228 --> 00:50:25,868 the more and more I’m getting tired mentally and physically. 972 00:50:25,899 --> 00:50:29,069 ♪ ♪ 973 00:50:29,102 --> 00:50:31,302 It’s hard to really fathom that I’m 974 00:50:31,338 --> 00:50:32,908 thinking of giving up. 975 00:50:32,940 --> 00:50:33,601 ♪ ♪ 976 00:50:38,478 --> 00:50:40,678 This place has taught me a lot. 977 00:50:40,747 --> 00:50:42,757 ♪ ♪ 978 00:50:42,783 --> 00:50:44,783 Buried a lot of demons. 979 00:50:44,851 --> 00:50:47,521 ♪ ♪ 980 00:50:47,588 --> 00:50:49,658 Washed away a lot of pain. 981 00:50:49,756 --> 00:50:54,666 ♪ ♪ 982 00:50:54,761 --> 00:50:56,691 We’re going to see how we sleep. 983 00:50:56,797 --> 00:50:58,867 See how we feel tomorrow. 984 00:50:58,899 --> 00:50:59,560 ♪ ♪ 985 00:51:16,316 --> 00:51:18,626 How awesome is that? 986 00:51:22,756 --> 00:51:25,026 Little things in life, eh? 987 00:51:27,828 --> 00:51:31,268 I have accomplished everything I need right here 988 00:51:31,298 --> 00:51:34,268 other than the 500 grand, but... 989 00:51:34,301 --> 00:51:36,171 I’ve got my house. 990 00:51:36,269 --> 00:51:37,869 I’ve got a beautiful wife. 991 00:51:37,904 --> 00:51:40,444 I’ve got beautiful kids. 992 00:51:40,507 --> 00:51:43,177 I live a good life. 993 00:51:43,276 --> 00:51:46,346 I don’t need to go out for fancy dinners every night, 994 00:51:46,380 --> 00:51:49,050 and live beyond my means, and what have you. 995 00:51:49,149 --> 00:51:51,179 To me, that’s not living. 996 00:51:51,985 --> 00:51:53,985 To me, this is living. 997 00:51:54,054 --> 00:51:55,624 ♪ ♪ 998 00:51:55,689 --> 00:51:58,419 I really don’t have the words right now. 999 00:51:58,492 --> 00:52:02,232 ♪ ♪ 1000 00:52:02,262 --> 00:52:04,432 That’s unlike me. 1001 00:52:04,464 --> 00:52:06,434 I always got words. 1002 00:52:06,466 --> 00:52:08,066 ♪ ♪ 1003 00:52:08,135 --> 00:52:11,875 I did have a lot of self-healing I needed to do. 1004 00:52:11,905 --> 00:52:14,175 Mentally, I feel whole. 1005 00:52:14,274 --> 00:52:16,614 I feel complete. 1006 00:52:16,710 --> 00:52:20,210 I’ve done everything I needed to do out here. 1007 00:52:20,313 --> 00:52:23,113 Body’s letting me know it’s time. 1008 00:52:23,183 --> 00:52:26,123 ♪ ♪ 1009 00:52:26,186 --> 00:52:27,986 [device beeping] 1010 00:52:28,021 --> 00:52:32,361 ♪ ♪ 1011 00:52:32,426 --> 00:52:34,566 This is Wyatt calling. 1012 00:52:36,930 --> 00:52:39,130 I am officially tapping out. 1013 00:52:39,232 --> 00:52:39,893 ♪ ♪ 1014 00:52:45,138 --> 00:52:47,098 My body and my brain is just telling me 1015 00:52:47,140 --> 00:52:49,540 that it’s the right time. 1016 00:52:49,576 --> 00:52:50,876 ♪ ♪ 1017 00:52:54,581 --> 00:52:58,621 As the Doors once said, "This is the end." 1018 00:52:58,719 --> 00:53:01,619 [helicopter whirring] 1019 00:53:01,722 --> 00:53:02,383 ♪ ♪ 1020 00:53:10,197 --> 00:53:12,407 Had enough. 1021 00:53:12,466 --> 00:53:16,306 Everything about my body and mind is... 1022 00:53:16,336 --> 00:53:18,546 I’m done. 1023 00:53:18,638 --> 00:53:22,038 It’s been... it’s been epic. 1024 00:53:22,109 --> 00:53:24,739 I’m leaving here a different person. 1025 00:53:24,778 --> 00:53:26,748 No question about it. 1026 00:53:29,783 --> 00:53:31,953 And I’m good about it. 1027 00:53:31,985 --> 00:53:33,925 I’m really good about it. 1028 00:53:33,987 --> 00:53:35,897 It’s... 1029 00:53:35,989 --> 00:53:37,819 ♪ ♪ 1030 00:53:37,858 --> 00:53:42,898 It’s for the better, and this is my therapy. 1031 00:53:42,996 --> 00:53:44,196 [laughs] 1032 00:53:44,264 --> 00:53:45,304 ♪ ♪ 1033 00:53:45,398 --> 00:53:49,698 And I needed it to be sober, 1034 00:53:49,770 --> 00:53:55,470 to be not distracted, 1035 00:53:55,509 --> 00:53:59,939 and just to truly 1036 00:53:59,980 --> 00:54:02,750 process 1037 00:54:02,783 --> 00:54:05,383 the hows and whats and wheres and whys 1038 00:54:05,418 --> 00:54:10,218 and put it all away. 1039 00:54:10,290 --> 00:54:12,220 And I did that. 1040 00:54:12,292 --> 00:54:17,492 ♪ ♪ 1041 00:54:17,597 --> 00:54:20,607 I was able to forgive everybody I needed 1042 00:54:20,667 --> 00:54:24,507 to forgive in this world, including myself. 1043 00:54:24,571 --> 00:54:26,771 Maybe mostly myself. 1044 00:54:26,873 --> 00:54:29,743 And my book full of secrets 1045 00:54:29,810 --> 00:54:32,140 got put underneath the ice of Reindeer Lake, 1046 00:54:32,212 --> 00:54:34,982 and they’re gone. 1047 00:54:35,081 --> 00:54:37,211 Chalkboard’s clean. 1048 00:54:37,317 --> 00:54:39,227 Time to start a new chapter. 1049 00:54:39,319 --> 00:54:43,289 And I’m going to embrace it. 1050 00:54:43,390 --> 00:54:47,490 And I hope that this journey allows other people 1051 00:54:47,594 --> 00:54:50,894 to accept the fact that you can find yourself 1052 00:54:50,997 --> 00:54:52,867 in the strangest places. 1053 00:54:52,933 --> 00:54:56,703 ♪ ♪ 1054 00:54:56,736 --> 00:54:59,676 A legacy to me is to be remembered 1055 00:54:59,706 --> 00:55:03,146 and remembered for something good. 1056 00:55:03,176 --> 00:55:07,416 Well, whether it’s for my children or my grandchildren, 1057 00:55:07,514 --> 00:55:10,184 "Alone" season ten will keep the name Wyatt Black 1058 00:55:10,250 --> 00:55:12,150 going for a long time. 1059 00:55:12,185 --> 00:55:12,846 ♪ ♪ 1060 00:55:51,591 --> 00:55:54,561 [device beeping] 1061 00:55:54,628 --> 00:55:56,068 - There’s a med check today. 1062 00:55:56,129 --> 00:55:58,459 Oh, boy, I’m nervous. 1063 00:55:58,498 --> 00:56:00,128 Maybe I can push my body harder. 1064 00:56:00,233 --> 00:56:02,533 I don’t know. I don’t know. 1065 00:56:05,272 --> 00:56:08,272 I want to see what my body looks like. 1066 00:56:11,544 --> 00:56:14,414 Viewer discretion is advised. 1067 00:56:46,179 --> 00:56:47,539 "You’re too skinny! 1068 00:56:47,614 --> 00:56:49,614 You must go home!" 1069 00:56:51,151 --> 00:56:54,381 "I must remove you from the competition. 1070 00:56:54,421 --> 00:56:57,621 Alan, you’re gone. Go home." 1071 00:57:00,427 --> 00:57:01,088 ♪ ♪ 1072 00:57:08,301 --> 00:57:11,101 I don’t like the look of my guts. 1073 00:57:11,137 --> 00:57:13,907 They look way too thin. 1074 00:57:13,940 --> 00:57:16,170 Like sucked in almost. 1075 00:57:16,276 --> 00:57:16,937 ♪ ♪ 1076 00:57:21,948 --> 00:57:24,248 I’m definitely diminishing. 1077 00:57:24,351 --> 00:57:27,721 I can tell since the last med check. 1078 00:57:27,787 --> 00:57:30,257 I noticed my heartbeat has slowed down, actually, 1079 00:57:30,357 --> 00:57:33,167 a little bit, you know, like doo-doo, doo-doo. 1080 00:57:33,226 --> 00:57:35,396 Well, I know that’s an effect of starvation. 1081 00:57:35,428 --> 00:57:38,258 ♪ ♪ 1082 00:57:47,073 --> 00:57:50,073 - Wanting to go home, I think. 1083 00:57:50,143 --> 00:57:50,804 ♪ ♪ 1084 00:57:58,418 --> 00:58:01,158 I was solid mentally until the 50s, 1085 00:58:01,187 --> 00:58:04,257 which I’m pretty happy with, but now I’m pushing. 1086 00:58:04,357 --> 00:58:05,697 ♪ ♪ 1087 00:58:05,792 --> 00:58:08,422 I think physically, I’m almost at the end of my rope. 1088 00:58:11,898 --> 00:58:12,559 ♪ ♪ 1089 00:58:25,545 --> 00:58:29,185 - Yeah, no, it’s... 1090 00:58:29,282 --> 00:58:30,982 my kids. 1091 00:58:31,051 --> 00:58:32,721 Connecting with my kids. 1092 00:58:32,786 --> 00:58:34,256 I really miss my wife. 1093 00:58:34,354 --> 00:58:39,264 ♪ ♪ 1094 00:58:44,064 --> 00:58:46,264 [dramatic music] 1095 00:58:47,901 --> 00:58:53,101 ♪ ♪ 1096 00:58:53,173 --> 00:58:57,273 - Yeah, no, it’s... 1097 00:58:57,343 --> 00:58:59,113 my kids. 1098 00:58:59,145 --> 00:59:01,085 Connecting with my kids. 1099 00:59:01,147 --> 00:59:04,317 I really miss my wife. 1100 00:59:04,384 --> 00:59:06,724 Just a lot of the comforts of home, you know? 1101 00:59:06,786 --> 00:59:08,326 Food, I’m having a bad... 1102 00:59:08,388 --> 00:59:10,128 A bad time with food fantasies. 1103 00:59:10,190 --> 00:59:14,420 Like, it’s something that I’ve never experienced before. 1104 00:59:14,461 --> 00:59:17,291 Man, the food fantasies are hard. 1105 00:59:17,397 --> 00:59:19,737 ♪ ♪ 1106 00:59:19,833 --> 00:59:21,263 Doritos. 1107 00:59:21,301 --> 00:59:22,401 Doritos. 1108 00:59:22,469 --> 00:59:23,769 Like a bag of Doritos. 1109 00:59:23,870 --> 00:59:25,314 If you guys had a bag of Doritos right now, 1110 00:59:25,338 --> 00:59:26,738 your life would be in danger. 1111 00:59:26,840 --> 00:59:27,940 I’m serious. 1112 00:59:28,041 --> 00:59:29,285 - Is there anything you need help with? 1113 00:59:29,309 --> 00:59:31,369 - Oh, my God! Are you serious? 1114 00:59:31,478 --> 00:59:32,888 [laughter] 1115 00:59:32,946 --> 00:59:34,886 - Oh, my God. 1116 00:59:34,948 --> 00:59:36,558 ♪ ♪ 1117 00:59:36,616 --> 00:59:38,586 Oh, my God, you did it! 1118 00:59:38,651 --> 00:59:40,581 You won, Al, you won! 1119 00:59:40,620 --> 00:59:41,820 You won. 1120 00:59:41,921 --> 00:59:44,021 I missed you so much. 1121 00:59:44,090 --> 00:59:45,990 Oh, my God. 1122 00:59:46,025 --> 00:59:48,165 I’m so happy to see you. - Are you serious? 1123 00:59:48,228 --> 00:59:49,468 I’m so... 1124 00:59:49,562 --> 00:59:50,832 - Oh, my God, I love you. 1125 00:59:50,864 --> 00:59:51,934 - Thank God. 1126 00:59:52,031 --> 00:59:53,131 Oh, my God. - You won. 1127 00:59:53,233 --> 00:59:55,003 - You did it! - Oh, my God. 1128 00:59:55,068 --> 00:59:56,908 - Season ten. 1129 00:59:57,003 --> 00:59:59,103 Season ten, Alan Tenta. 1130 00:59:59,139 --> 01:00:00,499 Isn’t this amazing? 1131 01:00:00,540 --> 01:00:02,770 - Whoo! - [laughs] 1132 01:00:02,876 --> 01:00:04,146 Whoo! 1133 01:00:04,177 --> 01:00:06,947 - [bleep]. You look amazing. 1134 01:00:06,980 --> 01:00:09,280 ♪ ♪ 1135 01:00:09,349 --> 01:00:11,709 I love you. - I love you too. 1136 01:00:11,784 --> 01:00:13,624 - I missed you so much. 1137 01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:14,950 - I missed you too. 1138 01:00:14,988 --> 01:00:17,398 I can’t believe you were out here for this long. 1139 01:00:17,423 --> 01:00:19,393 - Yeah, totally. 1140 01:00:19,425 --> 01:00:20,965 You look good. - Thanks. 1141 01:00:21,027 --> 01:00:22,371 - Yeah, you look good. - It’s the fish, man. 1142 01:00:22,395 --> 01:00:23,435 It’s the fish. 1143 01:00:23,496 --> 01:00:25,096 - Your eyes are beautiful and blue. 1144 01:00:25,198 --> 01:00:28,738 Yeah. [laughs] 1145 01:00:28,835 --> 01:00:30,505 Good fishing? Lots of good fish? 1146 01:00:30,537 --> 01:00:32,507 - Yeah, I’m more excited about seeing you 1147 01:00:32,539 --> 01:00:34,499 than actually winning right now, you know? 1148 01:00:34,574 --> 01:00:35,644 - Me too. 1149 01:00:35,708 --> 01:00:37,568 - It hasn’t sunk in yet. 1150 01:00:37,677 --> 01:00:38,947 - Oh. 1151 01:00:38,978 --> 01:00:41,478 ♪ ♪ 1152 01:00:41,548 --> 01:00:42,958 - Want to go in, show me? - Yeah. 1153 01:00:42,982 --> 01:00:44,382 ♪ ♪ 1154 01:00:44,417 --> 01:00:46,527 - Oh, my God. This is so incredible. 1155 01:00:46,586 --> 01:00:48,796 - Come on in. - This is amazing. 1156 01:00:48,821 --> 01:00:51,191 - Sit down. - Oh, my God, I love it. 1157 01:00:51,224 --> 01:00:52,824 - I’d have my fire here at night 1158 01:00:52,892 --> 01:00:55,992 and sit like this, and the heat he would just flow, 1159 01:00:56,029 --> 01:00:58,229 and it would heat up the teepee really nicely. 1160 01:00:58,264 --> 01:00:59,334 - This is cool. 1161 01:00:59,432 --> 01:01:00,809 How long did it take you to do this? 1162 01:01:00,833 --> 01:01:03,633 - I don’t know. Not that long. 1163 01:01:03,670 --> 01:01:05,700 - What do you think is your best experience, 1164 01:01:05,738 --> 01:01:09,168 the best thing you’ve experienced out here? 1165 01:01:09,275 --> 01:01:11,345 When you go home and talk to Mackenzie and Davis, 1166 01:01:11,411 --> 01:01:13,811 what are you going to say top number one? 1167 01:01:13,913 --> 01:01:15,343 ♪ ♪ 1168 01:01:15,381 --> 01:01:16,681 - Mm. 1169 01:01:16,749 --> 01:01:18,849 ♪ ♪ 1170 01:01:18,952 --> 01:01:22,252 - Quiet evenings fishing at sunset. 1171 01:01:22,355 --> 01:01:24,055 - I can see that, actually. 1172 01:01:24,157 --> 01:01:26,027 - Yeah. 1173 01:01:26,092 --> 01:01:30,732 And I had a really neat experience with an owl. 1174 01:01:30,830 --> 01:01:32,030 - Oh, that’s cool. 1175 01:01:32,065 --> 01:01:33,576 - It’s going to... oh, it’ll blow your mind. 1176 01:01:33,600 --> 01:01:35,670 It’ll blow your mind. 1177 01:01:35,702 --> 01:01:38,032 - Tell me. 1178 01:01:38,104 --> 01:01:39,844 - It was dusk. 1179 01:01:39,906 --> 01:01:43,776 And an owl, it was like he was my pet. 1180 01:01:43,876 --> 01:01:45,716 It was the weirdest thing, 1181 01:01:45,745 --> 01:01:49,015 especially since my dad passed, you know? 1182 01:01:49,115 --> 01:01:50,315 It wouldn’t leave. 1183 01:01:50,350 --> 01:01:52,450 Ten minutes, it was like landing right beside me... 1184 01:01:52,552 --> 01:01:54,222 Tree branches. 1185 01:01:55,255 --> 01:01:57,255 - That’s pretty incredible. 1186 01:01:57,357 --> 01:02:00,767 ♪ ♪ 1187 01:02:00,827 --> 01:02:04,467 - Winning this challenge is a lot owed to my dad. 1188 01:02:04,497 --> 01:02:08,837 He’s the one that introduced me to the outdoors 1189 01:02:08,868 --> 01:02:12,968 and introduced me to fishing, introduced me to archery. 1190 01:02:13,072 --> 01:02:15,302 I’ll never get over the loss. 1191 01:02:15,375 --> 01:02:18,745 Perhaps that experience with the owl was his way of saying, 1192 01:02:18,811 --> 01:02:21,341 "Hey, man, I am here with you." 1193 01:02:21,414 --> 01:02:25,384 Experiencing this really enables me to understand 1194 01:02:25,451 --> 01:02:28,381 how important my family is to me, 1195 01:02:28,421 --> 01:02:30,791 and how important it is to tell them 1196 01:02:30,823 --> 01:02:33,393 how much they mean to me. 1197 01:02:33,426 --> 01:02:38,196 It just solidifies how much I have and how lucky I am. 1198 01:02:38,264 --> 01:02:39,264 ♪ ♪ 1199 01:02:39,299 --> 01:02:41,099 This experience on "Alone" 1200 01:02:41,200 --> 01:02:44,770 has definitely deepened what nature and all the things 1201 01:02:44,871 --> 01:02:46,471 I love about the outdoors, 1202 01:02:46,506 --> 01:02:48,946 it’s definitely deepened the importance of it 1203 01:02:49,042 --> 01:02:51,742 right down to my soul. 1204 01:02:51,778 --> 01:02:56,418 Some people recharge being around people. 1205 01:02:56,516 --> 01:02:58,986 I recharge being alone. 1206 01:02:59,052 --> 01:03:00,722 ♪ ♪ 1207 01:03:00,787 --> 01:03:02,997 The money’s going to give me some more freedom, 1208 01:03:03,056 --> 01:03:06,996 but my "Alone" experience is the pinnacle 1209 01:03:07,026 --> 01:03:09,836 of my adventure seeking. 1210 01:03:09,896 --> 01:03:12,666 What I’d like to say to my outdoor ed students is, 1211 01:03:12,699 --> 01:03:14,659 thank you for inspiring me, 1212 01:03:14,734 --> 01:03:17,874 and I hope I can inspire you to believe 1213 01:03:17,904 --> 01:03:19,904 that anything’s possible. 1214 01:03:19,939 --> 01:03:23,239 With hard work and the right attitude and staying positive, 1215 01:03:23,309 --> 01:03:26,939 you can achieve amazing things. 1216 01:03:26,979 --> 01:03:27,640 ♪ ♪ 1217 01:03:46,566 --> 01:03:49,506 [dramatic music] 1218 01:03:49,569 --> 01:03:50,230 ♪ ♪ 1219 01:03:56,876 --> 01:03:59,146 - I begged God. 1220 01:03:59,212 --> 01:04:01,712 I begged God last night. 1221 01:04:01,781 --> 01:04:04,011 I said, "Please, let... 1222 01:04:04,083 --> 01:04:07,183 "let tomorrow be the day they come get me 1223 01:04:07,253 --> 01:04:08,583 "and they tell me I win 1224 01:04:08,654 --> 01:04:10,854 and I can leave this frozen hell." 1225 01:04:10,923 --> 01:04:14,163 ♪ ♪ 1226 01:04:14,227 --> 01:04:18,797 I came out here and worked as hard as I could. 1227 01:04:18,865 --> 01:04:20,965 It just got too cold for me. 1228 01:04:21,033 --> 01:04:25,973 Have you ever been so cold, it feels like you’re on fire? 1229 01:04:26,038 --> 01:04:28,138 That’s what my toes feel like. 1230 01:04:28,207 --> 01:04:31,047 They’re so cold, they’re on fire. 1231 01:04:31,110 --> 01:04:33,640 I don’t wanna lose a toe or three. 1232 01:04:33,713 --> 01:04:37,953 And I’ve got five kids that love me and respect me. 1233 01:04:38,017 --> 01:04:39,827 I was out here to suffer and struggle 1234 01:04:39,886 --> 01:04:42,856 so that they would never have to again. 1235 01:04:42,922 --> 01:04:45,792 I just feel like I failed all of ’em. 1236 01:04:45,858 --> 01:04:50,058 ♪ ♪ 1237 01:04:50,129 --> 01:04:51,589 Oh, thank you so much. 1238 01:04:51,664 --> 01:04:53,034 - Here you go, sir. 1239 01:04:58,571 --> 01:05:02,971 ♪ ♪ 1240 01:05:03,042 --> 01:05:04,472 Oh, my God. 1241 01:05:04,544 --> 01:05:08,544 ♪ ♪ 1242 01:05:08,614 --> 01:05:12,014 Leaving this place isn’t the hard part. 1243 01:05:12,084 --> 01:05:15,124 It’s leaving this place empty-handed. 1244 01:05:15,188 --> 01:05:18,198 Always gonna be in the back of my head. 1245 01:05:18,257 --> 01:05:19,897 Every nail I drive, 1246 01:05:19,959 --> 01:05:23,489 every time I pick up a screw gun, 1247 01:05:23,563 --> 01:05:26,833 "[bleep], man, you could’ve had $500,000." 1248 01:05:26,899 --> 01:05:28,929 ♪ ♪ 1249 01:05:29,001 --> 01:05:30,971 I’ve been out here for 55 days. 1250 01:05:31,037 --> 01:05:35,047 I haven’t seen my family in 66 days. 1251 01:05:35,107 --> 01:05:36,217 I appreciate it. 1252 01:05:36,275 --> 01:05:38,815 ♪ ♪ 1253 01:05:38,878 --> 01:05:41,318 No matter what’s happened, 1254 01:05:41,380 --> 01:05:44,310 I’ll be the husband I should’ve been. 1255 01:05:44,383 --> 01:05:46,423 I’ll be the father that I wanna be. 1256 01:05:46,486 --> 01:05:51,226 ♪ ♪ 1257 01:05:51,290 --> 01:05:54,320 Now, I have had problems putting my boots on. 1258 01:05:54,393 --> 01:05:55,423 - I can imagine. 1259 01:05:55,495 --> 01:05:58,095 - I don’t know if my feet have swollen. 1260 01:05:58,164 --> 01:05:59,434 I’m not sure. 1261 01:05:59,499 --> 01:06:01,729 But just pulling my boot on, 1262 01:06:01,801 --> 01:06:03,471 it’s taking everything I got, 1263 01:06:03,536 --> 01:06:05,776 and then whenever I finally get one on, 1264 01:06:05,838 --> 01:06:07,298 I have to rest for a second. 1265 01:06:07,373 --> 01:06:08,773 - Okay. 1266 01:06:08,841 --> 01:06:10,011 - And I’ve been trying, man. 1267 01:06:10,076 --> 01:06:11,546 I have been taking my parka 1268 01:06:11,611 --> 01:06:15,111 and wrapping my parka around ’em and everything. 1269 01:06:15,181 --> 01:06:16,711 - Okay, prop this up. 1270 01:06:16,782 --> 01:06:19,882 - Sorry. Man, they hurt so bad. 1271 01:06:19,952 --> 01:06:20,982 - So... 1272 01:06:22,455 --> 01:06:24,625 - Sensation? Can you feel it here? 1273 01:06:25,791 --> 01:06:26,821 - Down here? 1274 01:06:28,761 --> 01:06:29,761 - Bottom of the foot? 1275 01:06:29,829 --> 01:06:33,599 - That’s sore as [bleep] right there. 1276 01:06:33,666 --> 01:06:35,306 - Toes? Feel ’em? 1277 01:06:35,368 --> 01:06:37,238 - Yeah, but they hurt. - Okay. 1278 01:06:37,303 --> 01:06:38,503 - You need this stuff off too? 1279 01:06:38,571 --> 01:06:39,771 - Yeah, we are gonna take 1280 01:06:39,839 --> 01:06:43,509 one last weigh-in right now as well. 1281 01:06:43,576 --> 01:06:46,546 You are weighing out at... 1282 01:06:46,612 --> 01:06:49,852 217 pounds. 1283 01:06:49,916 --> 01:06:52,316 - [exhales sharply] 1284 01:06:52,385 --> 01:06:54,425 - 216 pounds. 216. 1285 01:06:54,487 --> 01:06:58,057 - I’ve lost, like, 85 pounds. 1286 01:06:58,124 --> 01:06:59,768 - We’re gonna be spending a decent chunk of time 1287 01:06:59,792 --> 01:07:01,392 together over the next two weeks 1288 01:07:01,460 --> 01:07:02,930 while we make sure that 1289 01:07:02,995 --> 01:07:04,535 everything’s going well with your body. 1290 01:07:04,597 --> 01:07:08,407 - Just ready for a hot shower, a warm bed, and a hot meal. 1291 01:07:11,070 --> 01:07:13,740 - No, I haven’t had any nausea for a little while. 1292 01:07:13,806 --> 01:07:16,646 I think that that broth really helped. 1293 01:07:16,709 --> 01:07:18,839 ♪ ♪ 1294 01:07:18,911 --> 01:07:22,551 I’ve seen the effort that I’ve put into this. 1295 01:07:22,615 --> 01:07:25,155 And I’ve pushed my body and I’ve pushed my mind. 1296 01:07:25,217 --> 01:07:28,757 So I’m gonna pick myself up and keep going. 1297 01:07:28,821 --> 01:07:29,482 ♪ ♪ 1298 01:07:42,602 --> 01:07:45,532 [dramatic music] 1299 01:07:45,605 --> 01:07:46,266 ♪ ♪ 1300 01:07:51,978 --> 01:07:55,218 - I’d like the win and I’d like the money, 1301 01:07:55,281 --> 01:07:57,751 but at what cost? 1302 01:07:57,817 --> 01:07:59,627 I’m getting weaker. 1303 01:07:59,685 --> 01:08:02,695 There was no way I could sleep last night. 1304 01:08:02,755 --> 01:08:03,995 ’Cause I had to be sure, 1305 01:08:04,056 --> 01:08:06,296 can I live with this decision to quit? 1306 01:08:06,359 --> 01:08:10,529 ♪ ♪ 1307 01:08:10,596 --> 01:08:11,796 I think I’m done. 1308 01:08:11,864 --> 01:08:14,104 I just... you know, I haven’t felt good. 1309 01:08:14,166 --> 01:08:15,976 I can’t sleep good. 1310 01:08:16,035 --> 01:08:19,375 There’s been a lot of good come out of this journey. 1311 01:08:19,438 --> 01:08:22,398 I’ll never take things for granted near the same. 1312 01:08:22,475 --> 01:08:27,415 And I’ve proven I don’t need the crutches 1313 01:08:27,480 --> 01:08:31,580 and things I’ve been hiding behind for years. 1314 01:08:31,651 --> 01:08:33,481 ♪ ♪ 1315 01:08:33,552 --> 01:08:34,622 You know what? 1316 01:08:34,687 --> 01:08:36,031 Yeah, the money would’ve been nice, 1317 01:08:36,055 --> 01:08:37,825 but I’ve never had it, 1318 01:08:37,890 --> 01:08:40,120 so I’ll never miss it, you know? 1319 01:08:40,192 --> 01:08:43,832 That was only... That was only part of it. 1320 01:08:43,896 --> 01:08:48,306 I’ve... I gave it what I had. 1321 01:08:48,367 --> 01:08:53,577 And just everything about me is saying it’s time to go. 1322 01:08:53,639 --> 01:08:57,369 ♪ ♪ 1323 01:08:57,443 --> 01:08:59,883 - Fresh bone broth. 1324 01:08:59,945 --> 01:09:02,015 ♪ ♪ 1325 01:09:02,081 --> 01:09:03,681 Careful. It might be hot. 1326 01:09:03,749 --> 01:09:05,449 - Thanks. 1327 01:09:05,518 --> 01:09:07,128 - Take it easy when you drink it. 1328 01:09:07,186 --> 01:09:07,847 ♪ ♪ 1329 01:09:13,793 --> 01:09:14,893 - It’s good. 1330 01:09:14,960 --> 01:09:19,760 ♪ ♪ 1331 01:09:19,832 --> 01:09:21,662 It’s just warm. [laughs] 1332 01:09:21,734 --> 01:09:23,834 But it’s tasty. 1333 01:09:23,903 --> 01:09:26,273 ♪ ♪ 1334 01:09:26,338 --> 01:09:28,098 I have no regrets. 1335 01:09:28,174 --> 01:09:30,474 ♪ ♪ 1336 01:09:30,543 --> 01:09:33,343 I have no bad feelings leaving here. 1337 01:09:33,412 --> 01:09:34,942 ♪ ♪ 1338 01:09:35,014 --> 01:09:40,324 This experience has taught me to look for the positives. 1339 01:09:40,386 --> 01:09:41,986 ♪ ♪ 1340 01:09:42,054 --> 01:09:43,894 I’m lighter. 1341 01:09:43,956 --> 01:09:46,526 The burdens are gone. The demons are gone. 1342 01:09:46,592 --> 01:09:50,192 So it’s time to go home. 1343 01:09:50,262 --> 01:09:55,332 ♪ ♪ 1344 01:09:55,401 --> 01:09:56,831 Oh, that’s nice! 1345 01:09:57,903 --> 01:09:59,273 - Oh, yeah. 1346 01:10:03,676 --> 01:10:05,846 - They’re not frostbit or nothing, 1347 01:10:05,911 --> 01:10:08,781 but like I said, the one toenail fell. 1348 01:10:08,848 --> 01:10:10,188 I don’t know why it fell off. 1349 01:10:10,249 --> 01:10:12,619 I didn’t stub it. I didn’t do nothing. 1350 01:10:12,685 --> 01:10:14,725 - You mentioned the dizziness. 1351 01:10:14,787 --> 01:10:17,297 Is that coming only when you’re kind of bending over 1352 01:10:17,356 --> 01:10:18,556 or standing up... - Yeah. 1353 01:10:18,624 --> 01:10:20,435 - Or does it ever happen when you’re lying down? 1354 01:10:20,459 --> 01:10:22,019 - Nope, it’s kinda... - Okay. 1355 01:10:22,094 --> 01:10:24,594 - Just confirming... just nausea. No vomiting. 1356 01:10:24,663 --> 01:10:25,793 - None. 1357 01:10:25,865 --> 01:10:27,535 - Does eating change your nausea at all? 1358 01:10:27,600 --> 01:10:30,430 - No. I’ve been hungry for weeks. 1359 01:10:30,503 --> 01:10:32,703 And even though I eat, 1360 01:10:32,772 --> 01:10:36,412 I’ve had that hungry feeling. 1361 01:10:36,475 --> 01:10:38,575 I pay attention to my body, always have, 1362 01:10:38,644 --> 01:10:42,854 and it was telling me it’s time to go. 1363 01:10:43,883 --> 01:10:44,813 - Yup. 1364 01:10:44,884 --> 01:10:46,954 Now, I bent my toe like that 1365 01:10:47,019 --> 01:10:48,019 and that opened right up. 1366 01:10:48,053 --> 01:10:49,223 That was... 1367 01:10:49,288 --> 01:10:50,928 - A little. - That’s a little blood there. 1368 01:10:50,990 --> 01:10:53,490 Right here. - Kay. Yep. Yep. 1369 01:10:57,062 --> 01:10:58,292 - This one here? - Mm-hmm. 1370 01:10:58,364 --> 01:11:00,534 - Okay, the sensation of your toes is okay? 1371 01:11:00,599 --> 01:11:02,159 Can you feel this? This one? - Yep. 1372 01:11:02,234 --> 01:11:05,804 I mean, you know, they’re kinda going a little numby. 1373 01:11:05,871 --> 01:11:07,201 - But all things look pretty good 1374 01:11:07,273 --> 01:11:10,013 for what you’ve gone through. 1375 01:11:10,075 --> 01:11:11,775 - I’m proud of my journey. 1376 01:11:11,844 --> 01:11:15,184 Nature gives you every opportunity to succeed 1377 01:11:15,247 --> 01:11:17,087 and every chance to fail. 1378 01:11:17,149 --> 01:11:22,079 I didn’t win this competition, but I did pretty damn good. 1379 01:11:22,154 --> 01:11:26,824 ♪ ♪ 1380 01:11:30,896 --> 01:11:33,836 [dramatic music] 1381 01:11:33,899 --> 01:11:34,560 ♪ ♪ 1382 01:11:42,741 --> 01:11:45,211 - It was 66 days. That’s a long time. 1383 01:11:45,277 --> 01:11:46,588 - Let’s take a quick look at them, 1384 01:11:46,612 --> 01:11:48,642 and then we’ll get the boots back on. 1385 01:11:48,714 --> 01:11:50,454 - Yeah, I still have more left mentally, 1386 01:11:50,516 --> 01:11:53,756 but I think physically, I’m near the end of the line. 1387 01:11:53,819 --> 01:11:56,749 ♪ ♪ 1388 01:11:56,822 --> 01:11:58,466 If you guys had a bag of Doritos right now, 1389 01:11:58,490 --> 01:12:00,020 your life would be in danger. 1390 01:12:00,092 --> 01:12:01,392 I’m serious. Your life would... 1391 01:12:01,460 --> 01:12:02,537 - Is there anything you need help with? 1392 01:12:02,561 --> 01:12:04,061 - Oh, my God, are you serious? 1393 01:12:04,129 --> 01:12:06,029 [both laughing] 1394 01:12:06,098 --> 01:12:08,098 - Oh, my God! - Oh, my God. 1395 01:12:08,167 --> 01:12:10,277 [both laughing] 1396 01:12:10,336 --> 01:12:12,576 Holy [bleep]. - [laughs] 1397 01:12:12,638 --> 01:12:14,408 It’s over? I get to go home? 1398 01:12:14,473 --> 01:12:16,573 - Whoo! [laughs] - Oh, yeah. 1399 01:12:16,642 --> 01:12:18,572 - Are you ready? - You look so good. 1400 01:12:18,644 --> 01:12:19,788 - Thank you. - You look great. 1401 01:12:19,812 --> 01:12:21,712 Can’t believe you snuck up behind me. 1402 01:12:21,780 --> 01:12:23,592 Oh, my God, what a sight. - These guys are incredible. 1403 01:12:23,616 --> 01:12:25,816 - I couldn’t believe it. - Very well planned. 1404 01:12:25,885 --> 01:12:28,385 The kids, actually, they just knew 1405 01:12:28,454 --> 01:12:30,654 this was gonna be how it was gonna end. 1406 01:12:30,723 --> 01:12:32,623 We’ve been counting kinda day by day. 1407 01:12:32,691 --> 01:12:34,961 - And it’ll sink in in a second. 1408 01:12:35,027 --> 01:12:37,397 I won? I actually won. 1409 01:12:37,463 --> 01:12:38,893 - You’re the last person standing 1410 01:12:38,964 --> 01:12:40,104 on "Alone" season ten. 1411 01:12:40,165 --> 01:12:42,165 You did it. - Geez. 1412 01:12:42,234 --> 01:12:43,834 ♪ ♪ 1413 01:12:43,903 --> 01:12:45,473 So I’ll show you the other spots. 1414 01:12:47,773 --> 01:12:49,873 - Yeah, so I caught almost all my fish here. 1415 01:12:49,942 --> 01:12:51,642 ’Cause that ice is thin. 1416 01:12:51,710 --> 01:12:54,180 And it’s, like, 12 feet deep right there. 1417 01:12:54,246 --> 01:12:55,716 This is where I got my water. 1418 01:12:56,749 --> 01:12:58,309 - I just kept this over top with moss 1419 01:12:58,384 --> 01:13:00,284 and it never freezes over. 1420 01:13:00,352 --> 01:13:01,596 I’ve walked all the way around here. 1421 01:13:01,620 --> 01:13:02,820 I’ve been to there. 1422 01:13:02,888 --> 01:13:04,988 I hunted moose down there at the end of the lake 1423 01:13:05,057 --> 01:13:07,167 where all the birch were. 1424 01:13:07,226 --> 01:13:08,526 Yeah. 1425 01:13:08,594 --> 01:13:11,794 That’s it. - I’m so happy for you, Alan. 1426 01:13:11,864 --> 01:13:13,534 - Or is it champagne? - [laughs] 1427 01:13:13,599 --> 01:13:15,659 - Whiskey? 1428 01:13:15,734 --> 01:13:17,913 - I don’t know if that’s gonna be in your diet for a while. 1429 01:13:17,937 --> 01:13:19,777 - I think it’s broth. That’s my guess. 1430 01:13:19,838 --> 01:13:21,568 Is it? Oh, it is broth. - Yes. 1431 01:13:21,640 --> 01:13:23,770 - This is probably... Oh, my God, salt? 1432 01:13:23,842 --> 01:13:24,872 Is that salt I smell? 1433 01:13:26,445 --> 01:13:29,015 - Your senses are completely heightened right now, hey? 1434 01:13:29,081 --> 01:13:30,881 - Everyone’s breath, I can tell... 1435 01:13:30,950 --> 01:13:32,650 I can tell everyone exactly what they ate 1436 01:13:32,718 --> 01:13:33,838 last night and this morning. 1437 01:13:33,886 --> 01:13:35,156 I’m not kidding. 1438 01:13:35,220 --> 01:13:38,920 ♪ ♪ 1439 01:13:38,991 --> 01:13:42,891 I have fantasized about this moment. 1440 01:13:42,962 --> 01:13:45,262 And it feels amazing to have won. 1441 01:13:45,331 --> 01:13:47,301 It’s so surreal right now. 1442 01:13:47,366 --> 01:13:49,406 Whoo! - Whoo! 1443 01:13:49,468 --> 01:13:50,768 [laughs] 1444 01:13:50,836 --> 01:13:53,506 - You can fly it backwards too? 1445 01:13:53,572 --> 01:13:56,142 - See you later. 1446 01:13:56,208 --> 01:13:58,038 - I’m just a guy who loves the outdoors 1447 01:13:58,110 --> 01:14:00,540 and a average Joe teacher. 1448 01:14:00,612 --> 01:14:02,342 Being the first teacher to win, 1449 01:14:02,414 --> 01:14:03,354 I feel happy. 1450 01:14:03,415 --> 01:14:05,615 I feel proud. 1451 01:14:05,684 --> 01:14:07,454 Like, family and my students, 1452 01:14:07,519 --> 01:14:10,989 they are why I was able to stay so long, you know? 1453 01:14:11,056 --> 01:14:14,196 Winning "Alone" feels like 1454 01:14:14,259 --> 01:14:17,289 a culmination of all my passions. 1455 01:14:17,363 --> 01:14:19,033 Nice. 1456 01:14:19,098 --> 01:14:20,068 - You’re here. - [sighs] 1457 01:14:20,132 --> 01:14:22,162 - You’re here. - I’m here. 1458 01:14:22,234 --> 01:14:24,104 We did it, babe. - I know you did it. 1459 01:14:25,637 --> 01:14:27,547 What the hell? [both laugh] 1460 01:14:27,606 --> 01:14:29,646 How’s it going, man? Hey. 1461 01:14:29,708 --> 01:14:32,208 - Congratulations. - Thanks. Thank you, man. 1462 01:14:32,277 --> 01:14:36,117 - At 7:00 in the morning, the helicopter was flying... 1463 01:14:36,181 --> 01:14:37,251 - Yeah. - And I thought 1464 01:14:37,316 --> 01:14:38,416 the last person had tapped. 1465 01:14:38,484 --> 01:14:40,824 - I was wondering who the second guy was, 1466 01:14:40,886 --> 01:14:42,896 and I said it... I said it was you. 1467 01:14:42,955 --> 01:14:44,855 I said... top three, I go, "Wyatt’s there 1468 01:14:44,923 --> 01:14:46,668 ’cause he’s the other guy that knows how to fish." 1469 01:14:46,692 --> 01:14:49,262 - It was a ride, eh? - Oh. 1470 01:14:49,328 --> 01:14:51,198 It was a ride. It was a ride. 1471 01:14:51,263 --> 01:14:53,363 ♪ ♪ 1472 01:14:53,432 --> 01:14:55,002 - It’s really cozy. 1473 01:14:55,067 --> 01:14:57,937 - Oh, my God. Wow. 1474 01:14:58,003 --> 01:15:00,503 I’m so looking forward to sharing 1475 01:15:00,572 --> 01:15:04,112 the amazing experiences I had being alone in the wilderness. 1476 01:15:07,146 --> 01:15:11,816 ♪ ♪ 100444