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Will you be
do good and do as I say?

That.

What?
Yes sir.

And why would you handle it
on that way?

Because I'm your submarine, sir.

That's right. AND
why are you my submarine?

Because you are worthy
be my home.

Good girl.

The story of which I am
to tell you it can shock you.

You feel uncomfortable ...
even scared.

But not for
the reasons you think.

Mom!
Hey dear.

Chad's mom says we do not pick it up
Thursday. He will not practice.

Thank you. Now, why do not you go for yours
dirty uniforms and put on your underwear?

This is my story. And that's real.

It's not fantasy
or nightmare,

although there is
elements of both.

It's a liberation story
through sex,

power, domination,

infertility ... and love.

The story has its own
Beginners, like many others,

in what I see now
very unhealthy marriage.

Jupi !! Take that, shit!

Tyler! How many times
I need to tell you

turn off that game?

She does not say that.

Hi?
Hey. How's it going?

Oh, hey! Um, okay. I suppose
Are you well checked?

Obviously, or I would not
now I call you. Listen,

I'll stay a few extra
days, do some golf with a few guys.

Oh. Alright. Well, no matter how long

as you will be
back to the Halloween night?

Yes, Delaine, how many times
Do you have to ask me?

I'll be back
Children trick-or-treat.

Mom, is this dad?

Yes honey.
Tyler, it's time for dinner.

Amanda wants to talk to you,
Wait a second.

No, listen, Delaine, I have to go. I
I have to meet some guys in the bar.

I'll call you tomorrow, okay?

Alright.

I wanted to say hello to Dad!

Oh, I know, I'm sorry,
soul.

I promise we'll call him
tomorrow, okay?

Alright.

Now, you're on our circles.

Then I did not know, but this
was the beginning of the end.

For years I was alone
we raised two children

while my husband earned a living.
He was rarely near,

and when he was,
his attention was somewhere else.

So when he was at home,
I tried to keep the peace

for our children,
and when he left,

I just apologized.

Hi?

Is Robert there?

He's on his way to work.
Who is that?

Chubbo's Bar and Grill.

Hi. I just got a call
from this number.

The woman asked for it
my husband, Robert Morris.

Uh, that was Natasha.

Just put the phone down.

Just hang up the phone!
No, please do not drop the handset!

Hi?

Your girlfriend just called.

What girl? What are they?
what are you talking about? Natasa.

All right, listen to me.

Coming home.
I'm coming home right away.

Robert insisted
he was not in love

with Natasha.
He was purely sexual.

He said that my affair was my fault.

If I was more
interested in sex,

he would not leave
elsewhere.

I tried.

Somehow I managed to get it out
The betrayal I felt in anger on myself

because the inferior wife, i
instead of requiring him to leave,

I forgot him ...

though act
because of sex

even less connected with it.

Jim said Robert had invited him to leave
to help this weekend, so ...

Oh God!
What exactly happened?

Every now and then,
I got this painful pain

in my jaw. It is ...

I was at three doctors and no one
they can tell me what's wrong.

That's because Western medicine is crap.
Oh.

You have to go see an acupuncturist.
When I had that thing with my neck,

that's the only thing that worked.
The guy I saw was good.

I will give you
his number. Graham

is the name.
Alright.

Here it is.

Acupuncturist?

You know that's just a matter
a bunch of fake crap, right?

There is no scientific evidence

pins
in your skin relieves pain.

I just did not sleep
Night for weeks. I want to try it.

Okay good.

Try it. But let's go
to cancel membership in the gym.

So the choice is yours.
You can have it

a stick with throats
you s iglama,

or you can have your class spin.

Depends on you.

Over the years I have delayed
so many decisions for my husband

what I was wondering if I could
even make the right choice anymore.

I have not always been like that.

I remember the time
when I was confident and happy

and I could keep my own
in any situation.

Acupuncture is a study
body as a whole.

Qi is energy
which runs through us.

When interrupted,

you have pain. But
that does not mean

that the block is in the hook. It
maybe it's somewhere else in the body.

You can sit now.

Since your doctors are
shut down the organ failure

and you do not have any injuries,

let's talk about
your emotional health.

Can you remember anything
may it cause stress?

No, it's all good.

Well, it may take
several sessions,

but we will understand.

There was something in Graham
why I felt ... focused.

His encounters helped me so much

that I started to go
two times a week.

And about a month,
I had what you could call ...

breach.

What is today
Session Shutter?

My husband had an affair.

You're the first person
I told you.

I can not blame him,
although. I was browsing it on the internet,

she is beautiful.
delaine,

his cheating had to do
with him, not with you.

I just want it to be
she attracted me.

He says he will

after getting breast implants.

Whose idea was this?

Mine. Somehow.

I just want to be happy.

Are you happy?

I will be.

When I feel
I'm good for him.

Delaine, uh ...

To have true love
between two people,

must exist spiritually
relationship.

Physical relationship

without spirituality
is like a soulless body.

You have a wonderful spirit.

You see, women are feminine
the energy we do not have.

So, male energy

women's cravings
to complete.

That's why it's working
spiritual connection

but physically.

You excel women's energy.

And that is why
you're so seductive.

Graham's words made me feel like I was
again attractive.

For years I just turned around
in the head and ignored it

when Robert looked at
a pretty woman at the restaurant

or in a store.

But when I thought about Graham,

I was thinking of a man who
he could not look away from me.

I once was
object of desire.

And at night
When Robert left,

I started to visualize
to feel it

to have love with Graham.

I felt guilty in imagination
someone who is not my husband.

But these fantasies
he woke up in me

it has long disappeared.

Progress.

It does not hurry like sometime.

Well, l'll tell you that
You do not have to come so often.

But I will not say that.

I want to be sure
I'm not mistaken.

Who says this is a mistake?

Your head or your heart?

That I want to break bread

With you

Among To Dance Among
dead with you ♪

To fall into the hands

From sea and breathing

I want to break up
with every rule ♪

I want to say that I can be true

your feel your body
punching ♪

breat It is breathing and
breathe the breathing

Even though I was crazy
after guilt,

I did something I never did
I thought I would do it.

I had sex with somebody
except Robert.

Go on. One two.
There are people there

who will tell you that some affair can
actually make a marriage better.

Okay, go again.

Hey.

Have you forgotten to pack my gray pants?
They were at the cleaner,

So I packed your brown instead
and the shirt that goes with them.

Well, see,

so you have to ask them
especially for the next day's service.

That's the whole reason we're here
switched dry clean, right?

Yeah, I think so.

That. All right, I have to go.

It does not make it better.
He just gives you

something to escape. Whose order?
Mine.

Great, let's go.

Marriage is still corrupt.

Broken marriage for me,
in that time,

it seemed a better alternative
but a broken home for them,

so I decided to stay

with Robert. By February,

Graham and I were involved

in the neighborhood.

For the first time in years,

I felt loved.

But to protect their children,
we never met

where the neighbor or gossip is curious
the football mother can see us.

Our meetings were limited
in his clinic

or a secret meeting
in hotel rooms.

I do not know how to explain it.

Robert always made me feel

as you could ... better.

And Graham makes me feel
as if I were the best.

Alright.

What about the kids?

That's what I wanted
talk to you.

Part of me thinks about the kids

it would be better
Robert is not so close.

Tyler comes in
some of his bad habits.

All right, what's Graham
do I have to say about it?

He says it's impossible

have a healthy upbringing
in an unhealthy environment.

It is better to have two parents

who are happy and separated from
together and dysfunctional.

Mm-hmm ... I'm so hot.

I'll close the door.
No, no, wait.

When I get back
from the fair,

I think we should schedule it
Your gift to me.

I'll be around a lot more,

I can take care of the kids
until you recover.

And one of the guys from the job

He told me his wife
he had a great surgeon,

so it will send me
doctor's information.

What?

I do not want breast implants.

I do not want to stay
in this marriage.

I want a divorce.

Do you want to divorce me?
I've been thinking a lot about it.

So that's it?

No discussion?
Nothing?

You do not want a job with your suck
and are you leaving now?

Please. Leave the voice.

This marriage failed
a long time, Robert.

What are you talking?

Now we are happier
but in years!

I'm not happy.
Oh, okay, okay.

So what you will need
do Delaine happy?

I do not know if I can.

I do not know if you care.

Do you have any ideas

how selfish and
are you ungrateful?

Hm?

Do you know how many women would be
you like to have what you have?

The husband who does this
for his wife and children

so he can just sit
around the house all day?

I do not sit in the house
all day, Robert.

Come!

You have no idea
how good are you.

None.

I do not know what else to say.

I just want this to end.

No, you know what, in fact,
I do not think you know.

I think this is fair
some trick

so you can get more attention.

Poor Delaine, is not filled
in her marriage, is not she?

You know what? I do not have time
for this shit right now.

Today I worked.

I caught the coffin to give it
for you and kids.

You know what?

If you think I'm so bad,
just sleep on the couch.

This is my bed.
I bought it.

Go to your little party
elsewhere.

To go.

I did not plan to say
Robert as I did.

It just came out because I could not
keep it inside.

I felt such a mixture of emotions.

Easing in marriage
it was finally over.

Luck I could
start scratching with Graham.

Fear of vengefulness
Robert would be

during divorce.

And guilt.

Amazing blame I was
taking the family of my children

far from them.

Has Robert already left?

Goes this weekend.
Did you tell him about Graham? Not!

No, I'm afraid it will keep it
against me with children,

you know, "Your mother."
leaving me for another type.

They know
are you still separating?

Robert thinks I should be
the one who will tell them.

So he takes his stuff
children and I will leave the house,

and then I'll sit down
and explain to them.

I'm afraid of that.

There are much worse things
but have divorced parents.

Not a four-year-old.

Okay, we'll have to
a really important conversation.

You know how ... well, me
and dad was not ...

very happy lately?

We were sad.

Well, sometimes ...

for moms and dads

and still be
really good parents,

we have to do things

It does not make sense.

Do you get a divorce?

Yes Dear.

We are.

We decided

that mom and dad will live
in separate houses.

Why?

Because so
We can all be very happy.

It will be like your friend
Hannah. She lives

with her mother and father ...

I know it looks
really big change,

and it's hard
understand now,

but this is really the best thing

for all of us, I promise you.

Not! I do not want him!

I hate you!
Tyler, please ...

It's okay, Mom.
I'm not angry at you.

I love you both.

Spring brought it
a feeling of arousal for me.

Freedom.

And it came through Graham.

I was afraid to be alone,
but somehow I knew

I just had to keep it
going forward.

Even Tyler began to have
the moment where

smile and laughter.

Finally, I felt like my life
moving in the right direction.

Mom! Look! Hannah is here!

Oh! You can go to say hello if you want, darling.
Just hold on to your sister's hand. Sara!

Hey!
Hi!

How are you?

It's nice to see you.
I see you're completely stranded

and to this place.
Yeah, that's the only way

I can bribe Hannu
go to a dentist.

Oh...
Then how are you?

I did not have the opportunity to talk
to you since Robert moved.

That's right. Radim

Really good, thank you.

Really?
That.

Because of that look I think
you met someone.

I have a.

He's divine.

What is he?

He is tall,

just fine and convenient.

He's thin, super fit.

He is a great runner.

There are these beautiful,
lights, caring eyes.

He is in spirituality
and treatment.

He is an acupuncturist.

I do not know how to explain it,
he is very focused.

Well, where's his practice?

It's almost up to South Main,
on the west side.

Do not drive a golden SUV?
Yes, there!

His name is not Graham, is he?

That! Yes it is.

This is too funny!
How do you know him?

Wow ...

Sara?

Uh ... I do not even know
how to tell you that.

What a complete dick.

Tell me what?

You start scaring me.

Graham...

it's about
with another woman.

The woman with whom she is

has a baby for three weeks.

No, that's not possible.
My Graham was disbanded,

already has three children.
Not the same.

Delaine, that's the same.

A woman who has a baby

is my friend. We went
Run with him every weekend.

I'm sorry.

How could you do it to me?

After all I left
with Robert?

All love and trust
What did I show you?

How long did you go
put life on hold?

I do not know.
Say something

except "I do not know"! Help me
think of something like this!

I did not tell you that
I did not have eggs.

Is that what you want to hear?

I do not know, I guess

I thought I would
find out in the end,

and you are.

Will I get that?

After shit about the spiritual connection
and how should I be enough for someone?

Well, obviously not
enough for you!

I did not lie when I said
you are a beautiful person ...

I left my husband
for you, Graham!

That's not true. You left your husband
because you did not like it and appreciate it.

Well, you're not.

This is my punishment,
I meant.

Because of the affair while I was still
married. Because I wanted more than I had.

My head was still in disorder
from Robert, and then,

part of me still felt like me
did not deserve anything better.

Now I know better,

but then I was still
in the old habit of belief

it was all my fault.

Develop yourself,
Delena.

You're not dead.
She is right, you know.

After my divorce,
I tried online dating

and I liked it.

It's like a choice of men or women
from the catalog. Women ?!

That. That's always something
he wanted to try. Good God.

I do not know anything
in connection with this lesbian thing,

but I agree
online dating.

That sounds strange to you

because it was not invented

when you and Robert tied the knot.

Who wants to go out
36-year-old with two young children?

I think this could be sweet.

Very sweet. Put it on my list.
Why would they care?

It's not like you're bringing it
your kids a day!

Just drink, dance,

and have disordered sex.

It's not a species
date i want!

I want a connection.
Real.

With the guy who is
as Graham,

just be faithful.

I'm pretty sure I deserve it.
Definitely do it. First,

There are a lot of good guys out there
which will not be scared

from your escort
small munchkins.

I just do not understand why
You have to find a gentleman.

Start with Mr Tonight.

She does not want to pause for one night.
She wants what she always misses

from her life ... a guy who
will love and appreciate it.

That will never happen
with the type three hours after the meeting.

Okay, the 1950s also called them
they want the return of their sexual policy.

Old or not, she is also
It's good to be someone's call on prey.

You know, a guy who respects women,
and I think truly respect women,

will get what we are
control your own sexuality.

Where were these when I had a baby? it's here
there is no need to play this game as long as it is given

before you fall into bed,
hoping to call the next day.

Sounds like you think I did
need to sleep around. delaine,

I just say it if you do
Want to sleep with this guy

at the first meeting, then do it.

If it is tenth,
it's ten. Or never.

But that should be when you want.

Not when you think it was
long enough to deserve his respect.

So I chose a free site

and I created a profile.

I did not put a lot of stock in it. I just
I wanted to see how many have them

he still considered me attractive.

"You have 43 new answers"?!

Did this guy answer you?

That.

He is 23 years old, a fitness model
Slash entrepreneur.

Translation: There is no work and he
spend a lot of time in the gym.

He said he was attracted to him
older women.

You will not feel like a cougar

if you still come out with him?
Oh yeah. Is this a bad thing?

Show me another one.

This guy is Cal.

He is 45, a programmer,

divorced with twins.

Not bad.
Do you like it?

It's not as tall as Graham.

Do not compare
these guys of Graham!

I think you should go out with him.
Really?

Mm-hmm. What have you got?
do you have to lose?

For the first time in 16 years,

I was ready for a meeting.

Oh my God, I forgot

how difficult it is.

You are a mobile device
Attempt attempt is unavailable.

Leave a voice message
in tone.

Uh, hey Cal.

That's Delaine.
I'm in the bar here

and I just wanted to let you go
I know I wear a blue shirt.

In any case you may have entered

and they did not recognize me.

Okay, well, I'm happy
personally.

Greeting.

Do you want me to open my card?
That,

We will order the food
when it arrives. Thank you.

I'll bring a menu.
Thank you.

So he got up.
You're not welcome

you've discovered it's a jerk
now, instead of later?

I did not need this shit
now, not after what Graham did.

I know baby.

Do you want to come?

I have vodka and very bad
cookies purchased at the store.

Thanks, though.
Are you sure?

We could go out.
He could be drunk

and I'll be your driver.
Yay.

I'm not okay. I'm going home
and take a hot bath.

Alright. Call me tomorrow, okay?

Yes, ma'am. Come back
his dog down.

All right, love. Bye.

Good night.

And for a moment
reason,

I made a grandfather
of all mistakes.

Can you guess what I did?

That. I went to Graham's house.

Graham?

Graham, please open the door!

Graham, please, open the door!

I hate you.

Looking back, I can really say

This is my low point.

Every woman

there are times of folly,
I suppose. Thank God

Nobody was at home that night
testify to mine.

I applied for a site

to write a sharp message
Mr. Software Developer

when I got my first email
from ... the Duke.

I was already done
the whole concept

meeting with someone online,

but for some reason, I decided
to open his message.

"I'm the dominant alpha male

"with two basic lines.

"First, I'm very."
attracted to strong,

"safe, dominant women ...

"And I like it."
sexually susceptible to me.

Second, I like to help
create monsters ...

"a strong, demanding woman."
who want to rule

"or beta men for sports.

"So if you're a top Alpha."
the woman is not afraid of the job she needs

"to be such a woman,
and seek a mentor

"to support you in persecution."
Your alpha dreams, tell me.

If you did, that
it would be very nice. "

Is this guy really?

Strange, but I could not get the Duke
and his words from my head.

After picking up the kids
Robert went back the next day

and read e-mail
a few more times.

He wanted to talk.

The dialing code matches its profile,
who said he lived in Seattle.

That was far and even
if it was some kind of freak,

can not
Come here and find me.

That's why I made a phone call
he could not hurt.

Guys, if you want to go to the pool,
You better get dressed right away.

All right, Mom!

Hi.
Hi.

Is this, um ... Duke?

Duke.
This must be a crime.

That.

I guess you decided to call
because you are interested

in what I said in the email.

Interesting is the strong word.

He liked more like that.

I do not know so much

about the whole ...

a dom-sub thing.

Well, what would you want to know?
Oh...

I do not know. Hm ...

Do not wear a vinyl mask

when you have sex, do not you?

confusing
domination

with sadomasoism.

I'm not in whips and chains
and balls.

I'm more in mental
side of dominance.

Oh. That's good. I think.

There are physical elements
like teasing

Or occasionally hitting.

But before we went
in the bedroom,

I could grab you for hair,

look in the eye and tell you

what you will do
all I wanted.

And you would.

Because you know I'm worthy.

Oh.

So this is more about men
control women?

No way.

Be obedient
on alfa males

does not make you
slab or mats.

Exactly the opposite.

Alpha females are capable,

Convinced,

and powerful.

They want an alpha man

take control
and the challenge

Because I can not
Experience this kind of pleasure

in a vanilla tie.

I was thinking about it
what the duke said.

If I was in vanilla
my whole life?

Was it time to try?
something new?

So this guy from Duke,
He will teach you

be more decisive

By being subordinate?

Yes.
How does that make sense?

Basically, by turning
control my sexuality towards him,

It will show me how to control it.
How to be more powerful.

Do not follow.

Alright. It's kind of ...

That's right.

Women who are authorized

control their own
sexuality as much as men.

She chooses with whom she will sleep,
she dictates how men will heal,

and she does not allow them
that I was treated as a crap.

With you so far.

Well, I've never been such.

I let people down
treat me as an octopus.

I never had control.
They always did not respect me.

But with the Duke,

it is different. That's my choice
to get involved with this with him.

I have to give consent
be obedient.

If I decide to send,
in my hands.

And I can decide not to submit,
this is also on me.

How do you know it is not
just a goat who goes away

tell women what to do?
Because of what he tells me

it really is not for him.

That's more for me.
Example?

He wants me to go out with a younger guy.
How young

Was this guy supposed to be?

I mean, like that gymnast
did you meet in the network?

That's exactly who
I thought about it.

Payton. It's still there
send messages.

And what? I mean, do you go out with him?
Are you sleeping with him? What?

Yeah, all this, I guess. He
I just want to take control.

How?
I do not know,

Hali!

That's the Duke
will teach me!

Are you doing what I told you?
Looking at yourself?

That.
What?

Yes sir.

Describe it to me.

Well, that's two pieces.

It's black and clean

with white lace
around the edges.

She has a black underwear.

And there are socks.

I will not order it
catalog, Delaine.

Describe it to me in this way
I wanted to destroy it.

Now, delain.
I do not know what to say.

It is not
acceptable answer.

I do not want sub
it can not turn me on.

Come on, write it down.

Hm ...

Good...

top...

top is sexy.

It is black and pure and
you can almost see it,

but not quite.

The female is ...

and a bit naughty.

Good. Good. What else?

The bottom coincides.

They've come far enough
to embrace hips.

And white lace
she caresses my thighs.

The gown has this ...

black onion

on every side.

Hold my socks.

They are soft

and pure.

And hold firm
curves of my legs.

That's very good, Delaine.

Now go to the bedroom window

and open the curtains.

And I'll know
if you do not.

Good girl.

Now stand in front
window and download.

Do what I tell you.

Remove your top
in front of the window.

I have neighbors.
So?

So...

I do not want them to think
yes ... that i ...

what? Is it crazy to close the shutters?
No, slut.

What does that mean
to you? That word?

This means a woman who has sex

with quite a lot
anybody who wants it.

And what's wrong with that?

Women should not
do you want more partners?

Society says women
should be clean and clean

to be worthy of love.

Women who love sex,
which are in full control

their sexuality
they are called sneezes,

skanks, whores.

But I do not buy it,

and I will not let you
It can also be purchased in it.

Women's sexuality is her own

and no shame

in love sex.

Now, I want you to say:

- Not all people are valuable
to receive me.

Those who have to prove this.

Not all people are worthy
to receive me.

Those who are

it has to prove it.

Excellent.

Now do what you said.

Stand in front of the window
and get off.

AH!!!

Probably Hali.

You think so? Alright,

final word of caution, campers:

Keep an eye on...
Bears.

I want you to be very,
Very good for Hal, okay?

You have to go to bed exactly when
she says. Promise? We will.

Alright.
Mom? That?

You're the best mom ever. Well, you did
the best kids ever! Who likes you?

Your.
So much!!!

So much!!

All right, good night.
See you in the morning.

Hi! Oh my God, this is perfect!

Have fun meeting.
Thanks a lot!

Bear! Bear!

Duke decided
I needed what he called

"Sexuality Camp."

If I wanted to find it
my alpha femininity,

I had to go there and
Learn how to keep people in line.

And what's better than a bastard
Sam testosteron ...

Payton.

Uh ... Delaine?

So what is the eldest woman
with whom have you ever been?

Actually, it was
my last girlfriend.

We were together
six months and she was 43 years old.

What makes us so special?

I do not know, a lot of things.

Like, uh ...

You will not call drunk, stranded
at some bar, looking for a ride.

And, uh ...

You're not trying to play nonsense
to attract attention.

All right, at least most of you do not.
How is sex?

Much more enjoy it,

which makes it more
pleasing to man.

I think they are older women
seeks to be

more in touch

with their bodies.

I disagree.

You better not try to kiss me
tonight without my permission.

Maybe I'll have to mess you up.

You can mess me as much as you want,

because I love when
it becomes a bit rough.

You have no idea
which is rough, boy.

I had no idea what
I even thought.

But it was obviously a trick.

The Army wanted Payton
to be my "official man".

The toy I should use for sex

and nothing more.
But he was charming and ridiculous.

I found myself enjoying it

more than I expected.
That is, to ...

unpleasant surprise
entered.

Delena?

Robert.

What a Duke
to say about it?

I suppose he would tell me
swallow first ... come on,

you know what I mean ... and then just keep it
they closed my mouth. I'm Robert. And you are?

Payton. Nice to meet you, man.

Yeah, and you, kid.

Can i help you?

Just dinner.

I'll call you later.

Obviously we are
a lot about it.

Who was that guy?
He's a fucking dude.

Just my husband.

Husband. I meant
you were divorced.

Yeah, well, we're still there
ironing paperwork.

I do not want you to parachute
baby toys in front of my kids.

Is that an example
do you want to set them up for?

I do not parade anybody.
Payton will never meet the kids.

What then? You're alone
sleep with him?

will not
Answer it, Robert.

That's why I'm leaving and you're turning
in some nasty dick?

Not. And I left you.

And with whom I decide to sleep
it has nothing to do with it

to my ability to be
a good mother.

Do not think this will not come
in custody.

Do you want
full care of children?

And you? Really
I want to spend the whole weekend

mixes them
between ballet lessons

and soccer games, for dinner
every night, and getting up

every hour early in the morning
are you ready to go to school?

Look, I know you're upset about me, and me
You know I do not want to see you happily

with somebody else, but
we have to do what's best

for our children.

I'm proud of what you say
your dominant side.

None of this was good.

I felt like I was
total bitch Payton and ...

when Robert came out,
I was swallowed by guilt.

I just thought he was thinking
I should be at home with the kids

instead of leaving them
with a nanny.

If you two are still together
and you had to go

at a business dinner for Roberta,
you would get a nanny, right?

Well, yes, of course.

But that's not the same.

You're not very good
I still feel your strength.

Be powerful and control

does not make you bitch.

So I get a nanny
that you can go to the meeting

and fill your sex
and emotional needs

It does not make you irresponsible.

I know, that's ...
stop cracking.

She lies on her knees
and donate your head.

Then please forgive me.

Alright...

Sir, please forgive me?

Why?

For what, Delaine?

To give control
my emotions toward Robert

when you are the only home
I decided to obey.

Very good.

Make sure
will not be repeated.

It will not happen again, sir.

Excellent.
For the next task,

I want you to find a sex club
and I want you to go to it.

See for yourself
how does it look like

when women are comfortable
with their power.

I'm expecting a phone call
when you come home.

Good night, Delaine.

To wait! Can I just
I ask you one question?

That.

What's your name?

Your real name.

Shane.
Shane.

Shane, can I ask you something else?
Not.

I could not listen to Shane,

and I could not leave
only in a sex club.

I called Payton.

And for those of you who have never been
I was on one, just to say ...

probably the nicest
what I've ever seen.

Is this your first time here?
That.

I'll show you around.

Our DJ plays all night ...

Everything here
of course he agrees.

We have free condoms and
available throughout the club.

And you can have sex
wherever you want.

If you have any questions,

just ask me.
Thank you.

I was just a girl
when you came to my world ♪

But I feel more
as a woman now ♪

And you grew up

That's why I'm telling you

♪ It when it comes to love me
You just know how ♪

Oh, darling, I like that

The world is the place where it is located
Ooh baby I like it like ♪

You plug me in
and I can not refrain

I love the way you hold me
I like the way you kiss

like a girl like me
can enter this ♪

I love you
morning ... ♪

Although I had more fun
with Payton than I had years,

I found that on most nights,
my thoughts were floating

some other.

Shane.

Why can not I see the picture?

Only one picture of your face?

Why you have to see it
picture of me?

To know if they are attracted to you?

You are already.

Could be.

And I will
brisket, please. Medium.

Thank you.

What are you laughing at?

I brought you something.
Hm!

Oh!

What is this for?
Do not you know?

Come.

Really?
Not!

It's three months now
the anniversary of our first encounter.

Three months have passed?

Mm-hmm.
Really?

Wow. Is this a worthy gift?

It's not important.
I think you deserved it.

Payton ...

My God, these are wonderful.

They remind me of you.

Color, beautiful,

but strong enough
for cutting glass.

Thank you.
Please.

You know what I was thinking?
What?

We should all go upstairs
this weekend to the lake.

Oh, I can not.

This weekend I have children.
Robert is out of business outside the city.

I know. When I said "everything",
I was thinking of kids.

Oh. Hm ...

I thought you were alone
means your friends.

No, you know, I thought
would throw a frisbee with Tyler,

and...

okay, I really do not know

what would I do with your youngest.

I'm sure I can remember
something fun, is not it?

You do not want me to meet you
Your kids, right?

It has nothing to do with you.

Frankly, I think you make it incredible
the pattern and my kids will love you.

Is that Robert?

Because if there is any problem with me,
I'm sure we can talk to him ...

No, that's not it.

I just do not know exactly

where it goes.

More.

Or at all.

I do not understand.

Look, I thought about things
good for us.

They are.
So what's the problem?

Payton ...

You are 24 years old.

That. I was 24 years old
since you met me.

All right, I know.

Can we put this on
Talk on hold?

My divorce is not even that
until next week.

Yes for sure.

What's the rush, right?

That.

Thank you.
Thank you.

I knew I would hurt Payton.

He saw the future with me
and I knew from the beginning

that would not
be one with him.

This hit me for the first time
that this is a new strengthened Delaine

it is also necessary to take
some responsibilities.

When I came home, I signed up
to see if there was an e-mail

from the Duke. It was,

and it involved something
I did not expect.

That is so sweet.

Did he still run the cigar?
I think it's finally over.

Thank God. I do not understand
people who celebrate the birth of a child

giving people cancer.
Oh, stop. Eric is really a good guy.

I know. I'm lucky.

Yes, indeed you are.

What's next? Are you going
back to the dating site?

Hm-hm.

I think I could go to Seattle.

Seattle?

Why would you want to go to ...?

Oh my God.

Duke!
Tell me he did not

Why are you going? Why not?
Because it's home!

Not so creepy
while you sound.

Okay, then why?

Would you really think about it?
in a long relationship?

Can be.

It's just ...
I caught him in the head

and I can not get it out.

I have to go
understand this thing

before I can move on
with anyone else.

Listen!
You've gone a long way.

What does that mean?

Much more decisive
than Delaine

who returned her husband
after he cheated.

Yes, well ...

I let Robert escape
too much.

You know, I wonder if I did
I got up again,

if you would respect me ...

our marriage could
he finished differently.

That. It would develop
in the first year.

I do not know.
Come on, D.

Robert did not respect you

because Robert did not
with respect.

Even Eric said that
when they met.

That information would be
many years ago.

Do not listen.

Well, when you go
in Seattle?

Next month.

Robert will take the kids
parent's house for Thanksgiving.

I have some time.

I know.

Awakening my sexual self

it stirred other things
also awake.

I loved my kids
more than life itself,

and I liked being a mother,
but it started to feel

as if that was no longer enough.

I watched as a woman,
single mothers like me,

put the kids away and then
to work as bankers,

doctors and executive directors.

Can I just go play?

Just a moment, darling, yes.

Hello, Graham.

Hi. How are you?

I'm good. How are you?

Actually not so good.

Yes, I left that
in the waiting list of three weeks

to just a few
meetings per day.

They opened this new,

the most modern holistic health center
a few streets from the office, so ...

it has a lot to do with it.
Hm.

How's your daughter?
You had a girl, did not you?

Yes, she is ...
Would you like to sit down?

No, no, it's okay.

She's ... she's great.

It's getting bigger.

I see it once a week.

Damn, you know,
so fast grow.

You look really good.

Thank you.

Amanda, baby,
it's time to go!

Good girl.

Brilliant vision.

Was it any pleasure

knowing Graham
bad?

You would think so, but honestly,

Not after the initial
shock when I see it.

I think that is a progress for you.

You still want me
come for Thanksgiving?

Of course. Why would I
change my mind?

Because I thought,
if I still come,

I could ... ask
some business advice.

Since you bought and sold

and developed so many companies.

buy
business, Delaine?

No, but I think
creation of the company.

Mainly online.

Which kind?

Before I leave my job to have children,

I was an interior decorator.

I was thinking
creating a job

where rich people hire me
come to their home

and decorate for a holiday

Or a party or anything else,
and when the event is over,

I would go back
and take it all.

Does it sound?
like a stupid idea?

No, at all.

I think you can do anything
what you decided on.

There's a niche for that.

Because I think I would
really good at it.

And I.

Who do you know in Seattle? You do not have to
there's a friend there. He's a new friend.

And the only reason I'm even talking to you
This is to let you know I'm out of town

in case of an emergency
with children.

Fine. Do yours.
Whatever it was.

I will.

Ladies and gentlemen, we will
soon you will land in Seattle.

Thank you for flying with us
and spend a great day.

Shane planned the harvest
I'm from the airport,

but in the end he did
for a meeting.

He sent me about an hour
before I got to the flight

and told me he would send the car to pick up
and take me to his house on the lake.

He gave me the entry code,

but without excuse
he did not pick me up

personally.

Hi?
Delena. Did you do it?

That. I just arrived.

This place is nice.
Change plan.

I wanted to take you
tonight cruise on my boat,

but my chef can not succeed.
Let's go out

instead of dinner. I had
my assistant bought you a dress

in case you did not bring it.

Oh. Alright.

I'm on my way to the meeting.

Serve everything in the fridge
and we'll see you in a couple of hours.

Hi.

Hi.

I'm glad you're here.

Me too.

Come. Follow me.

Here you will stay.

You can come to the main house
when I order it.

Try this.

Where are you going?

I thought you said you wanted to
to try this.

Try it here.

In front of me.

Do not look at yourself.
Look at me.

It does not matter what you mean
look. It is only what I think is important.

Now take off your panties.

You will not wear your panties

in my presence.

You'll get them back
when you leave.

Do you understand?

Yes sir.

Shane did not ask - or told me - to do it
anything sexually in the restaurant.

It was a normal dinner,
like the first meeting.

We talked about a million
different topics,

including domination
and submission.

So in relation to the dom-sub,

do people ever change?
Like, they would have been one night

the dominant figure, and the next
night, they would be a sub?

Of course. The person who does this
which is called 'switch'.

Do you ever do it?
Not.

That's what I explained in my profile.
I am always dominant,

i i love subs
who are alpha females.

Some were my own
successful and rich,

leaders of large corporations,
this kind of stuff.

Why would such a woman
do you ever want to be obedient?

Why anyone
you want to be obedient?

There are many reasons.
Such as?

That's why they feel privileged

trust to another person
to that degree.

For people in positions
with an excessive amount

strength and control, feeling pretty
helpless and to other gods

can be a nice escape

from the need for making
all decisions.

What about someone
it's always ...

dominant?

Does that mean they're not in there?
control in their ordinary lives?

Some might feel that way.
You?

No.

So what is it?
get out of this?

Some of my reasons are selfish.

I like to know exactly when
I'll have sex.

And the type of sex
what can I expect,

because everything is being discussed

before it becomes my submarine.

I'm tired of my hand
slapped by women

who resisted
try new things.

Alright.

But that's also something

what can I do?
for women, as a feminist.

How can you think about it?
yourself a feminist

yet they want women to be
submissive?

Women have a choice
whatever they want.

Unfortunately, our society
judges subjected to women.

They say 'Bad thing,

see what our patriarchal is
society has made her,

or get criticism
"feminists" who see them as a hindrance

about their struggle for equality.
Both are wrong.

Believers are true feminists
that a woman has a choice

be what he wants
without condemnation.

It's not important
if he decides to be a sub

or home, or switch,

or if she wants to be in vanilla
whole life. That's her choice.

For those who want a home,

I offer it.

And I never condemn them.

I'm better in that, you know.

You're getting better, yes.

What about Robert?

When Robert tried to feel it
guilty when you came here,

was it up?
How do you know she tried it?

You feel guilty and you have
you assume your own decisions

is one of the ways in which
Beta man controls the woman.

When you are confident in your own decisions,
nothing you can say will not make you feel guilty.

I did not really feel bad.

I do not let anyone
Control me over.

There is nothing wrong
with control

as long as it is agreed.

Robert controls you
for their own benefit.

I control you
because you like it.

What would you like?
do for you, sir?

I want you to sit down
in that chair, be quiet,

and I'll let you know
when I want you.

Delena.

Thank you for waiting for me.

Thank you for
I'm waiting, sir.

At first I was angry at
Duke who refused me.

I felt somewhat discouraged.

But by the time
the hour passed,

I was so drunk,
I could hardly bear it.

I wanted him more

than ever
She wanted anything before.

From this point further,
until you leave,

you will ask for permission

for everything you do.

Before meals,
before sleep,

before dressing.

You are my submarine,

and as such, you will only do it
what I give you.

Do you understand?

Yes sir.

To ask for my permission, you will

bent his head

and say: "Sa ..
Duke's permission.

Do you have questions?

That.

What will happen if I do not listen to you?

Then I'll take you
over the knees,

and they blow you.

And then...

...with you

carry this,

I will take

my disobedient pet for a walk

through the neighborhood
so everyone

you can see ...

they were a bad submarine.

Will you listen to me,
Delena?

No sir.

Good.

You can apply for permission
Enter the main bedroom.

With the permission of the Duke,

Can I enter the master?
Sleeping room, sir?

You can.

The whole trip
it's not just about sex.

Shane?

Do you have a turkey?
That.

Where is?

Probably in the bedroom.

Well, well, that was a lot.

Uh ...

But something was just and fair
we talk about relationships

life and my future.

You also need to send the file
Federal Tax Identification Number.

So how do I know I should be

enterprise with one owner or LLC?

All right, there are two important ones
factors in making that decision: first,

how is taxed business and what
Your level of personal responsibility.

But to be honest,

It's mostly sex.

My long weekend with the Duke
was, on the surface,

about sexual exploration.

But like water, it was
much more below.

True submission

is a gift.

It can only happen when
the person decides to submit.

It's never home
take control.

It's about subversion.

Both sides must get
something of that.

37 years,
I would let other people,

especially men, control me

for their own benefit.

The Army has taught me how to change it.
That's why I'll always be grateful to him.

You ready?

How deep is it there?
About 40 feet.

I have been thinking,

when I come home,
I'm ready for the connection.

Himself.

Exactly
You said that it showed me

that there is no reason for us
to continue matching.

You had the experience
what you needed.

That's all
ever.

You changed me.

I'm the other person
but before we met.

I know.

We should go.

You do not want
miss the flight.

While I was driving home
from the airport,

I felt calm for the first
long time.

More than all, I was just
I'm looking forward to seeing my children.

In December,

I managed to get my site
my business vacation.

To my surprise,
I have several clients

in the first few weeks.

One was particularly impressed.

He was a widow
in the late 60's.

Since then he did not decorate for Christmas
his wife has passed five years earlier,

but ever since his grandchildren came,
they wanted to make them a holiday.

The man told me that
I've never taken much time

with your grandchildren and
he wanted to change it.

And so I decided to do something
I never imagined I would do it.

I called Roberta.

Hi?

Hey I am.

The kids will
decorate a tree and ...

I thought I could
I like to help.

I never did
thought about it.

I know there was time

that i did not ...

I did not treat you in the way
what I should have.

I do not know what's really
he could do it differently.

Apart from the affair,
of course.

I guess I deserved it, did not I?

One good turn to deserve another?

I do not think we knew how
to deal with our issues.

We both did something
really bad decisions.

That.

I know that
with Natasha

really hurt you.

But I just ...

I want you to know
when I said

this would never have happened
I thought again.

That night when you called me
and I came home ...

... all the way home
I could not stop thinking

how much
it must have hurt you.

It is.

By the time I'm real
he began to try,

it was too late for you.

You did not need a guy
who wanted to make up for you.

You should be a guy who never
especially.

I think our marriage has stopped working
yet before Nataša and Graham.

I want you to be happy.

I know.

Thank you.

I am trying.

Good.

How things went
with your parents?

Well, I'm still not that good
with children.

My mother even noticed it.

Things will be great and ...

then I'll say something
it disturbs ...

As I listened to Roberta
talk about how difficult it is

be a parent,
I was not sorry.

This was part of his journey
become a better father.

I prevented his growth in
in the same way as mine

become a woman who could
get up for yourself.

But I wanted to guide him.

Shane was my guide.

He helped me to get to where he was
I could really help Robert

Become a Man Always!
he wanted it to be.

Not for me.
But for the kids.

It was the first time
I was happy to be ...

Ever. Maybe I would not
Find somebody.

Who knows? But that
it was no longer frightening.

I knew I could be happy
or no connection.

I was not supposed to be someone
woman or girlfriend.

I could be ...

Delena.

Things have repaired.

Robert and I could
Put the past behind us

and become effective su-parents.

What is this?
It's for you, Mom. From dad.

Wow!

I helped with the selection.

It's for your new job.

That was my idea.
No, it's not, Amanda! Yes it was!

I can tell you both
cooperated on this.

And that's wonderful.
Are you my new one?

Marketing Director? Yes.
What's wrong with you, kid?

It was nice to feel supported
in my business endeavor.

But surprisingly,
I did not need it.

I knew I could succeed
even without any support.

How did my little business continue
To find out, I've been back

in my role as Delaine's mom. Between
Two, I have not had much time until now.

But I did not feel it
I also missed it.

Let me help you.
Oh!

Thank you.
Of course. How much do you need?

All of them.
All of them?

What, one for each outfit?

No, it's my daughter's birthday.

I told her she could
call all the girls

from class to school.

I do not know exactly
what I was thinking.

This is an old question:
Where are they...

Keys.
Where are the keys.

Right at the bottom.
Constantly. I can never find the keys.

I would like to know
how the party goes.

Oh, really?
Hey, I'm invested now.

Without me, they would
Just be a bunch

sad princess without tire.

By the way, I'm Aiden.

My cell phone is there.
Delena.

Hi, Delaine.

Thanks for your help.

And because you're so ... tall.

Of course. I think I will

talk to you later.

♪ let him go

Do not hide

Follow the muzz ...

I called Roberto to bring her new
a girl at Amanda's birthday.

He asked my advice how
could have introduced them,

and I got the fun
will make everyone feel more relaxed.

So I do not know if you've heard,
but you have to

one of them before you can
the evil dragon passes.

Thank you.

You have to kiss her

or you're not a real princess.

Ha, ha, ha!

Speaking of evil dragons.
My brother worked

I did the same.

Can you believe how young she is?
start to flirt?

Look at it!
Here are my girls.

Mom, I'm tired.

Oh, are you?

You're ready to go with Dad
and Pam to the house's dad?

Hey, did you have it
a good birthday?

It was the best birthday ever!
It was?

Well, it makes my mom happy!

Why do not you take Pam?

and find Tyler?

Thank you.

Thank you. It was
It's nice to see you.

I'm glad.

We can take care of it
all this later.

Why do not you just take it
kids and go Alright.

Thank you.

For ease
for Pam. Behind me.

Yes of course.

I knew in that moment,

Finally I became
the person I wanted to be.

I took control
my life in every respect.

It's true, I loved Pam

and actually I wanted to
Robert to be happy.

I was glad to find someone.

And I'm glad he is
with Pam for me.

Hey, Aiden.
Hi.

Perfect moment. Everyone just left.
So how did the party go?

Oh, it was absolutely perfect.

And did you have a princess
is the equipment remaining?

No I do not have
there were the remaining tiarias.

Maybe you seem to be this
end of my story, but it is not.

It's just the beginning.

Follow the muzzle