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There was a time in my life
when I felt free.
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And the world was full of possibilities.
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Especially him.
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Hey, boyfriend.
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Hey.
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- Wait, what are you doing?
- Do you want me to stop?
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Or should I keep going?
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Fu...
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Yes.
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Those were the days.
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People say you don't know them
when you're having them, but I knew.
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Oh, you're killing me.
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You know that?
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Mm-hm.
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Time of your life, baby?
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Yes, please.
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Jesus.
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You are killing me.
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You know that?
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Yeah.
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And now, these are the days.
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And everything is so different.
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Mommy, you said you were feeding her.
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I am feeding her.
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- No, you're sleeping.
- Okay.
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You know what?
I fell asleep for, like, a second.
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- But what do you need?
- I want to show you something.
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You wanna show me something?
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What do you wanna show me?
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Come on, Mommy.
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All right, I'm coming.
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Hudson?
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What...?
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What have you got there, honey?
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Look, mariposa.
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Oh, my gosh.
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Baby.
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You can't keep him like that, sweetheart.
You have to let him go.
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It's a girl.
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Okay. All right. But still.
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And she's mine. I love her.
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I know, sweetheart.
But she can't breathe in there.
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And she's gonna die
if you don't let her out.
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Come here. Come with me.
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Let's go sit down.
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Come here, angel.
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All right.
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Look at that baby.
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Okay, now.
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I have an idea.
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Let's see which way she goes, okay?
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Mmm.
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South, probably. Yeah?
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Thousands of miles for the winter.
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Wow.
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There it is!
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Go wave to her.
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Bye, butterfly!
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Munchkins! Where are my babies?
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Where's my babies? Get over here, bud.
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Come on. Where are they? Come here, bud.
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My word, you are so gigantic and cute.
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Oh, I can barely hold you up!
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Missed you, buddy.
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Oh, there she is.
There's my beautiful girl.
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Yeah. Hey, sweetie.
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Look at you.
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- Hey.
- Hey!
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I was gonna get dressed
at some point, I swear. I just...
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Ah, it's no biggie.
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All right. I'm gonna hurry up
and mow the lawn before the game starts.
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Oh, yeah.
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- You good?
- Yup.
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- All good.
- Huddie!
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My husband is
as gorgeous inside as out.
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Wait for me.
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I've never caught him
looking at another woman.
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Hell, I've never even caught him in a lie.
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So, what's the problem, right?
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Oh, God, Billie,
things have been so crazy at work.
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You have no idea.
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- Really?
- Yeah.
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I mean, we're talking like,
it's, like, post-merger madness, you know?
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Everybody's just angling for a position
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and they're all trying to show off
for the new boss.
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And she's great, though, you know? She's...
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She wants to expand internationally.
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She wants to do all those things
I've wanted to do,
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just on a... I don't know,
like a much, much larger scale.
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Wow.
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Yeah.
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You know, people are swarming,
but she sees me, I can feel it.
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What?
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Nothing.
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I just miss you.
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Excuse me.
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Okay, and that's her.
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My new boss.
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Come on.
Have you listened to a word I said?
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- Right.
- Francesca, hey!
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How are you?
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The problem is
Cooper Connelly is married to me.
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And before I met him,
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I'd been contorted into at least 73%
of the positions in the Kama Sutra.
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As should we all.
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There were rich guys.
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Poor guys.
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Tattooed guys.
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Just-flying-through guys.
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And every other kind
of bad boy deliciousness you can imagine.
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We'll just talk tomorrow and set a time,
then we'll discuss.
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All right, great. Thanks.
We'll see you then. Bye.
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She loves me.
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Who doesn't?
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So why go marry someone so straight-laced?
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Honestly, because of them.
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I didn't call you back for a reason!
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I see a lot of women.
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Open the goddamn door, Billie!
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Holy...
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You never appreciated anything that I did.
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Hello?
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My nerves were so fucking shot
by the time I met Cooper,
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my heart was riding on fumes.
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And the stability and sanity he offered
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was a soothing balm
to my spent, scorched soul.
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I'll never forget the first time
he brought me to this house.
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It's actually an Algonquin word,
"Connecticut."
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"Land of the long tidal river."
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I always loved that.
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There she is.
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- What do you think? Yeah?
- Wow.
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It's like he'd been waiting for me.
For us.
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Yep! Ha!
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Can't have you tracking snow
in the house, come on, now.
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Oh, my God!
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He cooked me this incredible meal.
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I mean, come on.
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How could you
not fall in love with this guy?
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- May I?
- Yes.
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It's nice to finally meet you.
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I've heard so much about the both of you.
I'm a big fan of your daughter's. Clearly.
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- Us too.
- Most days, anyway.
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Mom.
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- She's joking.
- Or I'm not.
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Well, you'll see.
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Cooper is the kind of guy
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who actually enjoys dinner
with your parents.
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This is North Station.
North Station.
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Ma'am, ma'am.
Why don't you sit right here?
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He stands on the train,
no matter how many seats are empty.
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Yeah?
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- Have a great day.
- And somehow
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manages to be the most handsome
and humble man in any room.
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Gotta say,
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never thought I'd leave Morgan Stanley
to come be one of the good guys.
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But Cooper sucked me in
with his "change the world" hoo-ha.
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And the dental plan's not that bad either.
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- But we have had a very big year.
- We have.
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High risk, high reward, so huzzah to you.
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- Merry fucking Christmas, dude.
- Thanks, buddy. Appreciate you.
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He is my all-time favorite person.
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And I want us to live a hundred years
and die at the exact same moment.
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Push!
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Oh, there he is!
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Hey, buddy!
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Hi!
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Hi!
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I know, I know. Okay, go see Mommy.
Go see Mommy.
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Hey, bud!
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Hey!
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Oh, my God.
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And I want our souls
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to find each other on the other side
as soon as possible,
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so we can fall in love
and make more babies,
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and do it all over again.
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I just also want him
to fuck my brains out.
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Is that so much to ask?
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Hey.
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Didn't you have the, um...?
No, no, no! Stop him!
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I'm sorry. Didn't you have the...?
The girls night in tonight?
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Yeah, but you know...
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Um...
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- I can be late.
- Oh.
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- Okay.
- Oh. Okay.
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Okay. Mm-hm.
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, it's so good. That feels so good.
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So good.
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Are you...? Are you okay?
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Yes.
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Yeah, no, don't stop.
Don't stop. Keep going.
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- Okay.
- Keep going.
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Okay.
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Shit.
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I'm sorry, babe.
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- I'm just so tired.
- Yeah.
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Okay. Hold on.
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- Hold on.
- Okay.
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, that's good.
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Oh, that's good. Yeah.
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That's good.
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Oh, yeah.
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- Cooper!
- What?
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- Sorry. I'm sorry.
- Just... Okay, just get the vibrator.
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- Really?
- Yeah.
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- Is that okay?
- Yeah.
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Okay.
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It's been 18 months since Cooper
went down on me, for example.
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I expelled an entire human being
from my body
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in half that time.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God.
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No.
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- Do you want me to, uh...?
- It's fine.
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Forget it.
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It wasn't always like this.
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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I love you, Billie.
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Cooper.
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But then you have one kid.
And then another.
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I used to simply accept
Cooper's waning passion as proof.
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This is what happens when you grow up,
get married, get into a routine.
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But now I'm starving.
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Now I'm screaming at him
from inside my head,
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trying to make him feel something.
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Mommy. You didn't kiss me good night.
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I did.
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Well, you didn't check on me.
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I did, honey. I did.
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Come here.
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Come here, baby. Come here. Come on.
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There you go.
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Oh, yeah.
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That's my big boy.
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All right.
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You're okay, baby.
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You're okay.
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You're so beautiful.
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- What's wrong?
- Nothing, baby. Nothing.
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I'm okay.
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- Please don't cry, Mommy.
- I'm okay, baby.
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I'm okay.
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I love you, Mommy.
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I love you.
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I love you, baby.
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I want you to come and tuck me in
whenever you're done.
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Hey, boo!
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- Hey, you still up?
- Oh, yeah.
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This stupid band hasn't even gone on yet,
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and I'm too obsessed to give up,
go home, get a decent night's sleep,
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like any grown-ass woman
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who had to get out of bed at 7 a.m.
and go to work would.
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Why are you still up?
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I can't sleep.
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Hey, has Cooper ever choked you?
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- 'Cause if he hasn't, he needs to.
- Oh, my God.
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- You saw Alex again.
- Mm-hm.
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Didn't one of your exes used to do it?
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I mean, not on purpose!
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- Oh, honey. You need to be choked.
- Oh!
264
00:18:48,544 --> 00:18:51,088
- Was it that good?
- Yes, it was.
265
00:18:52,589 --> 00:18:54,591
Maybe we should get married.
266
00:18:54,675 --> 00:18:57,177
He could choke me
for the next seven to ten years.
267
00:18:58,262 --> 00:19:01,223
I love that erotic asphyxiation
is what it takes
268
00:19:01,306 --> 00:19:04,726
to finally get Sasha Snow to settle down.
269
00:19:04,810 --> 00:19:07,396
Uh-uh. For seven to ten years.
Let's not go crazy.
270
00:19:11,191 --> 00:19:14,319
So, girl, you want to tell me
what's really going on?
271
00:19:14,403 --> 00:19:15,320
I, um...
272
00:19:15,404 --> 00:19:16,613
I feel...
273
00:19:17,573 --> 00:19:18,574
different.
274
00:19:18,657 --> 00:19:21,535
- You are different.
- No, I mean, like,
275
00:19:21,618 --> 00:19:24,246
I don't feel like myself.
I feel like, uh...
276
00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:30,210
Like a watered-down,
wife-mom version of me. And...
277
00:19:31,253 --> 00:19:32,588
I'm, uh...
278
00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:37,593
I'm just not sure
that this is who I'm supposed to be.
279
00:19:38,510 --> 00:19:42,014
Oh, God. You need to go back to work.
280
00:19:42,097 --> 00:19:44,391
You clearly have
too much time on your hands.
281
00:19:44,474 --> 00:19:45,475
I can't.
282
00:19:46,435 --> 00:19:49,563
Cooper and I agreed that I would
take this time to be with the kids.
283
00:19:49,646 --> 00:19:52,816
- Please. Where do I even start?
- I wanted this time, you know?
284
00:19:53,734 --> 00:19:56,904
I thought I would love it. And I do but...
285
00:19:56,987 --> 00:20:00,490
It's not enough. It's okay.
You can say it.
286
00:20:00,574 --> 00:20:02,993
I just... I don't know.
287
00:20:03,952 --> 00:20:07,789
I've been thinking a lot, about...
288
00:20:09,958 --> 00:20:10,958
...him.
289
00:20:11,752 --> 00:20:14,421
- Who?
- Oh, come on, Sash.
290
00:20:15,672 --> 00:20:16,965
Are you kidding me?
291
00:20:19,301 --> 00:20:21,637
Do not fuck up your gorgeous family.
292
00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:24,181
- I'm not.
- Cooper is such a good guy.
293
00:20:24,264 --> 00:20:25,849
I know that.
294
00:20:25,933 --> 00:20:29,102
Then appreciate it for a second,
how lucky you are to have found him.
295
00:20:29,186 --> 00:20:32,522
How many millions of women
would kill for what you have.
296
00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:34,191
Look, I know. Right?
297
00:20:34,274 --> 00:20:38,320
But I just... I can't stop thinking
about how things used to be.
298
00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:42,532
- With Brad?
- With me.
299
00:20:42,616 --> 00:20:44,243
I was different.
300
00:20:44,326 --> 00:20:47,371
- I don't know what happened.
- Girl!
301
00:20:47,454 --> 00:20:51,833
You said yes,
moved to the burbs, had kids.
302
00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:55,337
This is what you wanted, B.
It was your choice.
303
00:20:55,420 --> 00:20:56,463
I know.
304
00:20:56,546 --> 00:20:58,382
And I know Cooper's exhausted, you know?
305
00:20:58,465 --> 00:21:00,968
I'm exhausted too, but I just...
306
00:21:02,844 --> 00:21:03,844
I need to...
307
00:21:04,805 --> 00:21:06,223
To feel it again.
308
00:21:06,306 --> 00:21:07,599
What?
309
00:21:07,683 --> 00:21:11,603
Some small piece of that magical...
310
00:21:13,438 --> 00:21:16,650
interconnected, love bubble rush.
311
00:21:16,733 --> 00:21:19,528
You know? It was just...
It was such a high!
312
00:21:22,990 --> 00:21:24,283
- How's it going?
- Hey.
313
00:21:24,992 --> 00:21:27,744
Sash, are you...?
Are you even listening to me?
314
00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:33,208
Yes. Now you listen to me, all right?
315
00:21:37,087 --> 00:21:38,964
Brad was one sexy motherfucker.
316
00:21:39,047 --> 00:21:40,882
But that kind of love is a fickle bitch.
317
00:21:41,508 --> 00:21:45,304
It hurts, betrays
and is ultimately unsustainable.
318
00:21:45,387 --> 00:21:48,598
What you have with Cooper
will go the distance.
319
00:21:48,682 --> 00:21:53,186
I know. I know it in my cells,
I know it in my fucking soul.
320
00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:54,270
Good.
321
00:21:56,606 --> 00:21:58,066
What are you gonna do?
322
00:21:59,735 --> 00:22:00,735
I don't know.
323
00:22:28,096 --> 00:22:29,431
Love is a drug.
324
00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:31,725
That's what they say, right?
325
00:22:32,267 --> 00:22:35,270
Dopamine, oxytocin, adrenaline.
326
00:22:38,982 --> 00:22:41,276
But I can get that feeling again.
327
00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:42,903
Every time I close my eyes
328
00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:46,198
and go back
to one of those nights, I feel it.
329
00:22:46,281 --> 00:22:48,700
It's not some elusive high I'm chasing.
330
00:22:48,784 --> 00:22:54,581
It's real. And it was a whole other me.
331
00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:06,385
Ooh. Girl.
332
00:23:06,468 --> 00:23:09,805
You glam-goddess-Barbie'd your ass
and I am digging it!
333
00:23:09,888 --> 00:23:12,682
Sasha Snow is smart as shit.
334
00:23:12,766 --> 00:23:15,977
The only one of us
who actually finished her PhD
335
00:23:16,061 --> 00:23:19,981
and is now a fancy psych professor
at our alma mater.
336
00:23:20,065 --> 00:23:22,150
She's also the wildest,
337
00:23:22,234 --> 00:23:26,196
most unapologetic woman you'll ever meet.
338
00:23:27,781 --> 00:23:31,535
And all that wildness brought us downtown,
339
00:23:31,618 --> 00:23:36,748
almost every Saturday night
to the Ludlow Street Cafe,
340
00:23:37,332 --> 00:23:43,088
and one equally wild lead singer,
drummer, bassist after another.
341
00:23:50,762 --> 00:23:53,807
♪ Her tongue ring feels so cold
On a nigga neck ♪
342
00:23:53,890 --> 00:23:56,685
♪ No hickies
Or you'll never see my ass again ♪
343
00:23:57,394 --> 00:23:59,771
♪ I gotta keep up appearances ♪
344
00:23:59,855 --> 00:24:03,233
♪ She tell her friends
That she is my bitch ♪
345
00:24:03,316 --> 00:24:05,610
♪ She think I don't know
I be hearin' shit ♪
346
00:24:05,694 --> 00:24:08,822
♪ That's why we only happened one time
Like a premiere ♪
347
00:24:08,905 --> 00:24:11,658
♪ I showed my ass at the mall again ♪
348
00:24:11,741 --> 00:24:14,411
♪ I spent so much that they called it in ♪
349
00:24:14,494 --> 00:24:17,080
♪ Seventh grade, Mrs. Penny called me in ♪
350
00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:19,541
♪ I said, "Fuck you"
I knew I'd be on, yeah, yeah ♪
351
00:24:19,624 --> 00:24:22,878
♪ Throwin' money on her
Fifties, hundreds ♪
352
00:24:22,961 --> 00:24:25,714
♪ Throw a Civic, Honda
If I like her, not love her ♪
353
00:24:25,797 --> 00:24:28,550
♪ If I love her
Then I'm gonna throw a Benz ♪
354
00:24:28,633 --> 00:24:31,011
♪ Throw a crib, down payment
Fuck the rent ♪
355
00:24:31,094 --> 00:24:34,055
♪ I woke up from a long night
Of sex this mornin' ♪
356
00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:37,058
♪ Brush my teeth, got fresh this mornin' ♪
357
00:24:37,142 --> 00:24:38,268
♪ Two hands on it... ♪
358
00:24:53,575 --> 00:24:54,575
Oh, hello.
359
00:24:57,245 --> 00:24:59,998
- You think you're worth it?
- Yes, please.
360
00:25:07,923 --> 00:25:09,799
Oh, sorry.
361
00:25:09,883 --> 00:25:10,884
Um...
362
00:25:11,968 --> 00:25:14,304
I'm gonna go.
363
00:25:14,846 --> 00:25:16,097
You...?
364
00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:17,390
You're okay?
365
00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:22,479
You're fantastic.
366
00:25:22,562 --> 00:25:23,562
Hey!
367
00:25:24,981 --> 00:25:26,024
Are you okay?
368
00:25:26,107 --> 00:25:29,611
Oh, yeah, totally. I'm like what,
like a hundred blocks away from home?
369
00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:33,323
I'll see you later. Love you.
370
00:25:33,406 --> 00:25:34,406
Love you.
371
00:25:38,078 --> 00:25:40,872
Put your hand on my head again,
I'll bite the whole thing off.
372
00:25:42,958 --> 00:25:44,084
Not a problem.
373
00:25:44,626 --> 00:25:48,380
You are a fucking goddess.
374
00:25:50,048 --> 00:25:51,132
Hmm.
375
00:25:51,883 --> 00:25:54,469
- Let me worship at your throne.
- Ooh.
376
00:26:11,653 --> 00:26:12,696
Hey.
377
00:26:12,779 --> 00:26:14,197
Do you like bad boys?
378
00:26:15,365 --> 00:26:18,285
Sure do. Let me know if you find one.
379
00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:22,163
Hey, just piss off, dude.
380
00:26:22,247 --> 00:26:23,540
Hey!
381
00:26:24,249 --> 00:26:26,293
- Whoa!
- Leave her alone.
382
00:26:27,752 --> 00:26:29,713
Here. Go get something to eat.
383
00:26:30,213 --> 00:26:31,213
Go!
384
00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:34,467
This is bullshit, man.
385
00:26:39,347 --> 00:26:40,347
You Billie?
386
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,435
Your friend said you might need a ride.
387
00:26:44,269 --> 00:26:46,021
Are you with the band?
388
00:26:47,856 --> 00:26:50,191
Yeah. Something like that.
389
00:26:51,318 --> 00:26:52,986
Car's parked over there if you want.
390
00:26:53,945 --> 00:26:56,406
If not... nighty night.
391
00:26:57,907 --> 00:26:58,907
Wait.
392
00:27:00,910 --> 00:27:02,037
You have a car?
393
00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:06,416
In the city? Okay...
Okay, no one drives in the city.
394
00:27:06,499 --> 00:27:09,210
How do you find parking
or justify the cost?
395
00:27:09,294 --> 00:27:12,172
To the environment, for starters?
I mean, not to mention...
396
00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:21,389
You want a ride or what?
397
00:27:31,399 --> 00:27:35,070
Okay, so you're not with the band.
You're not exactly a roadie.
398
00:27:35,570 --> 00:27:39,366
Not exactly, no. I own a record label
that's trying to sign them.
399
00:27:40,408 --> 00:27:42,577
- You own a record company?
- Mm-hm.
400
00:27:42,661 --> 00:27:46,831
And this car, a place around the corner,
this jacket, these boots.
401
00:27:47,749 --> 00:27:50,043
- But that's pretty much it. Mm-hm.
- Mm.
402
00:27:50,919 --> 00:27:53,004
You think he's good? Kossi?
403
00:27:53,963 --> 00:27:57,676
That is why you're sucking up to him
like this by doing his betty a solid.
404
00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,219
Who, Sasha?
405
00:28:00,136 --> 00:28:03,640
She's a hard lady to say no to.
406
00:28:03,723 --> 00:28:07,686
But still, you're driving home her friend,
which means that that dude's got leverage.
407
00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:11,022
Yeah, for now,
but he shouldn't get used to it,
408
00:28:11,106 --> 00:28:14,109
and neither should you
'cause chauffeur is not my MO.
409
00:28:14,609 --> 00:28:15,735
Understood.
410
00:28:18,279 --> 00:28:19,614
She's a good friend.
411
00:28:21,282 --> 00:28:24,244
To think of you in the middle of...
412
00:28:24,327 --> 00:28:25,245
Yeah.
413
00:28:25,328 --> 00:28:27,247
She's... She's the best.
414
00:28:27,330 --> 00:28:31,126
We were roommates together
in grad school at Columbia.
415
00:28:31,209 --> 00:28:32,210
For what?
416
00:28:32,293 --> 00:28:34,963
- Psychology.
- Oh, shit.
417
00:28:35,839 --> 00:28:37,340
I better shut up now.
418
00:28:37,424 --> 00:28:41,010
You know, you might start lecturing me
about my mean mommy
419
00:28:41,094 --> 00:28:45,890
and how much better adjusted I'd be
if only she had held me more.
420
00:28:48,727 --> 00:28:49,978
Oh, fuck.
421
00:28:51,521 --> 00:28:52,856
What, is that what you think?
422
00:28:54,107 --> 00:28:59,112
I think you like nice shit because either
you grew up with it or you didn't.
423
00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:01,072
And you own a record label,
424
00:29:01,156 --> 00:29:04,242
so I'm gonna guess
that you had a leg up on that, mate.
425
00:29:04,868 --> 00:29:06,703
But you found your way to the Big Apple.
426
00:29:06,786 --> 00:29:09,789
You didn't stay behind
to take care of the family kiwi farm.
427
00:29:10,290 --> 00:29:13,960
So that is a classic "fuck you"
to either Mom or Dad,
428
00:29:14,043 --> 00:29:19,841
but I'm guessing, um,
with that hair and those rings,
429
00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:22,343
that you didn't have trouble
with your feminine side.
430
00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:25,930
So Daddy dearest it is, then.
431
00:29:26,014 --> 00:29:27,182
How am I doing?
432
00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:33,813
Uh...
433
00:29:34,397 --> 00:29:35,732
You wanna get a drink?
434
00:29:38,359 --> 00:29:41,070
Sure. Yeah, did you have
some place in mind?
435
00:29:41,738 --> 00:29:42,738
Yeah.
436
00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:44,281
Mine.
437
00:30:01,716 --> 00:30:04,135
Just the jacket and the boots, huh?
438
00:30:04,636 --> 00:30:06,095
I like nice shit.
439
00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:07,889
You said it yourself.
440
00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:19,150
And you have a stage in your living room.
441
00:30:19,234 --> 00:30:20,860
I own a record label.
442
00:30:20,944 --> 00:30:23,488
Yeah, sometimes I like my guys
to play here.
443
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:26,866
- This town is insane.
- Yeah.
444
00:30:26,950 --> 00:30:28,743
In the best possible way.
445
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:33,498
So let me guess.
446
00:30:37,126 --> 00:30:39,128
Iowa?
447
00:30:40,421 --> 00:30:41,714
- Please.
- Oh.
448
00:30:42,590 --> 00:30:43,590
Ohio?
449
00:30:44,175 --> 00:30:46,052
Uh, Georgia.
450
00:30:48,137 --> 00:30:49,137
No accent?
451
00:30:49,806 --> 00:30:51,099
Not anymore.
452
00:30:53,518 --> 00:30:54,894
You know, when I was little...
453
00:30:58,481 --> 00:31:01,442
I used to dream about living
in New York City.
454
00:31:02,443 --> 00:31:05,154
I never thought I actually would,
but now that I'm here...
455
00:31:08,616 --> 00:31:09,616
I don't know.
456
00:31:12,078 --> 00:31:13,413
I never want to leave.
457
00:31:15,665 --> 00:31:17,417
There's a lot of shrinky dinks here.
458
00:31:18,751 --> 00:31:23,256
There's a lot of screwed up people too,
so you've got your work cut out.
459
00:31:25,675 --> 00:31:27,051
I don't know. I mean...
460
00:31:28,094 --> 00:31:29,846
I like helping people, but...
461
00:31:31,389 --> 00:31:33,600
I'm just not sure that I actually do.
462
00:31:36,477 --> 00:31:37,604
I think you do.
463
00:31:39,856 --> 00:31:41,649
In fact, I'm pretty sure...
464
00:31:43,109 --> 00:31:44,777
you do it every goddamn day.
465
00:31:54,412 --> 00:31:56,039
I wanna show you something.
466
00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:13,014
You said you like New York.
467
00:32:13,681 --> 00:32:16,225
I thought you deserved
to see her like this.
468
00:32:17,393 --> 00:32:19,354
I mean, this... This is...
469
00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:27,654
This is not how I thought
my night was gonna end.
470
00:32:28,780 --> 00:32:30,490
Well, the night's not over yet.
471
00:32:49,384 --> 00:32:55,223
It's crazy, but I started
to believe this could be my life.
472
00:32:56,933 --> 00:33:00,853
I prayed that it would never be
anything other than this.
473
00:33:17,078 --> 00:33:18,078
Hey.
474
00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:20,372
I got you.
475
00:33:21,958 --> 00:33:22,958
Trust me.
476
00:33:25,253 --> 00:33:26,253
I want to.
477
00:33:39,934 --> 00:33:41,519
♪ Cold sweat... ♪
478
00:33:41,602 --> 00:33:43,062
I shouldn't have.
479
00:33:43,146 --> 00:33:44,856
But I did.
480
00:33:47,859 --> 00:33:48,860
I trusted him...
481
00:33:51,195 --> 00:33:52,447
completely.
482
00:33:53,531 --> 00:33:56,951
♪ Are you trying to tell me ♪
483
00:33:57,035 --> 00:34:00,496
♪ Something with your eyes? ♪
484
00:34:00,580 --> 00:34:04,000
♪ All I wanna do now ♪
485
00:34:04,083 --> 00:34:07,962
♪ Is lay down and die ♪
486
00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:10,882
♪ If you're gonna do it ♪
487
00:34:10,965 --> 00:34:13,176
♪ You better do it right ♪
488
00:34:13,843 --> 00:34:16,262
♪ But my heart won't ♪
489
00:34:17,930 --> 00:34:18,931
♪ Stop ♪
490
00:34:21,476 --> 00:34:23,436
♪ Swelling ♪
491
00:34:35,031 --> 00:34:36,324
♪ Hello ♪
492
00:34:41,496 --> 00:34:43,581
♪ How do you feel? ♪
493
00:34:48,711 --> 00:34:50,213
♪ What does that mean? ♪
494
00:34:55,551 --> 00:34:57,220
♪ What does that mean? ♪
495
00:35:02,141 --> 00:35:04,185
♪ High, high ♪
496
00:35:08,773 --> 00:35:11,067
♪ Cold sweat ♪
497
00:35:12,276 --> 00:35:17,990
♪ Dripping down my body ♪
498
00:35:23,079 --> 00:35:26,666
And eventually,
he trusted me too.
499
00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:32,296
♪ All I wanna do now ♪
500
00:35:32,380 --> 00:35:35,842
♪ Is lay down and die... ♪
501
00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:40,138
The intensity
of our conversations...
502
00:35:41,722 --> 00:35:43,224
was intoxicating.
503
00:35:47,311 --> 00:35:51,774
I got off on the fact that I was
the only person on planet Earth...
504
00:35:52,483 --> 00:35:56,612
who got to see
what was underneath his rock-hard shell.
505
00:35:56,696 --> 00:35:59,323
♪ All I wanna do now ♪
506
00:35:59,407 --> 00:36:03,161
♪ Is lay down and die ♪
507
00:36:03,244 --> 00:36:05,746
♪ If you're gonna do it... ♪
508
00:36:06,622 --> 00:36:07,957
I had a vision...
509
00:36:09,083 --> 00:36:10,585
of who I could be.
510
00:36:11,627 --> 00:36:13,045
Who we could be...
511
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:16,173
together.
512
00:36:17,383 --> 00:36:20,303
And the truth is, I miss it.
513
00:36:21,470 --> 00:36:22,513
And him.
514
00:36:23,222 --> 00:36:24,348
I miss him.
515
00:36:25,558 --> 00:36:26,559
So...
516
00:36:27,059 --> 00:36:28,059
damn...
517
00:36:28,477 --> 00:36:29,477
much.
518
00:36:43,117 --> 00:36:44,117
Cooper.
519
00:36:53,252 --> 00:36:57,548
Who the fuck are you?
520
00:37:17,985 --> 00:37:20,029
Is that what you want, huh?
521
00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:23,074
Yes.
522
00:37:54,397 --> 00:37:55,398
Yeah.
523
00:37:55,982 --> 00:37:56,982
Yeah.
524
00:37:58,859 --> 00:37:59,859
No.
525
00:38:00,987 --> 00:38:02,363
Oh, no. No, no, no.
526
00:38:02,446 --> 00:38:05,950
No, no, no. Keep going.
Keep going, don't stop. Don't stop.
527
00:38:12,581 --> 00:38:13,791
Yes!
528
00:38:17,169 --> 00:38:18,337
Yes!
529
00:38:20,089 --> 00:38:21,424
You're mine, Billie.
530
00:38:22,383 --> 00:38:24,135
You're all mine.
531
00:38:25,219 --> 00:38:26,219
And don't...
532
00:38:27,138 --> 00:38:29,098
you forget it.
533
00:38:32,685 --> 00:38:33,978
Oh!
534
00:38:34,061 --> 00:38:35,061
Yeah!
535
00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:06,260
I have to go to work.
536
00:39:24,195 --> 00:39:25,821
Olga, hi. Um...
537
00:39:25,905 --> 00:39:27,448
I know this is last minute.
538
00:39:27,531 --> 00:39:30,951
But any chance you're available
to come sit the kids today?
539
00:39:32,703 --> 00:39:35,206
Yes. Oh, thank you. Thank you so much.
540
00:39:37,041 --> 00:39:40,836
♪ These times are wild ♪
541
00:39:45,424 --> 00:39:49,095
♪ The legends are true ♪
542
00:39:53,057 --> 00:39:54,057
Billie!
543
00:39:54,809 --> 00:39:56,018
Hi!
544
00:39:57,728 --> 00:39:59,688
Are you headed into the city too?
545
00:40:00,481 --> 00:40:03,442
We're playing hooky, off to Radio City.
546
00:40:03,943 --> 00:40:05,277
You should come.
547
00:40:05,361 --> 00:40:07,446
I'm sorry, but I just... I can't.
548
00:40:07,530 --> 00:40:09,949
- I'm having, um...
- Oh, God, honey!
549
00:40:10,032 --> 00:40:11,033
What is it?
550
00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:17,039
My mom... My mother is, um... very ill.
551
00:40:17,706 --> 00:40:18,874
I'm so sorry.
552
00:40:18,958 --> 00:40:21,335
- No, I'm... I'm sorry.
- It's okay.
553
00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:24,130
- Just let us help you.
- Oh, no, no. You can't.
554
00:40:25,381 --> 00:40:27,925
Have a... Have a great time.
555
00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:40,312
♪ See, my body is a temple ♪
556
00:40:43,774 --> 00:40:50,322
♪ Some people burn
Burn it down ♪
557
00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:58,372
♪ Some people burn
Burn it down ♪
558
00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:03,461
♪ Hey, hey, miss ♪
559
00:41:03,961 --> 00:41:06,881
♪ Where'd you get the way? ♪
560
00:41:06,964 --> 00:41:08,174
♪ Hey, hey, miss ♪
561
00:41:08,632 --> 00:41:11,302
♪ Where'd you get the way? ♪
562
00:41:13,471 --> 00:41:15,556
- Who is it?
- It's... It's me.
563
00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:18,976
Okay, just let me in!
564
00:41:23,355 --> 00:41:24,355
Billie.
565
00:41:25,816 --> 00:41:28,611
- What the hell are you doing?
- I don't know.
566
00:41:28,694 --> 00:41:29,820
I don't know.
567
00:41:29,904 --> 00:41:31,906
Okay, I need a drink.
568
00:41:32,823 --> 00:41:35,409
Oh, my God. I'm like, I'm...
569
00:41:35,493 --> 00:41:37,369
I'm sweating, you know?
570
00:41:41,624 --> 00:41:42,750
And my heart.
571
00:41:43,375 --> 00:41:46,754
I can't breathe
and I just, I feel like... I don't know.
572
00:41:46,837 --> 00:41:49,715
Like I just need, like... It's...
573
00:42:00,809 --> 00:42:01,809
Okay. Uh...
574
00:42:03,729 --> 00:42:04,729
Uh...
575
00:42:05,523 --> 00:42:06,815
All right, the thing is...
576
00:42:06,899 --> 00:42:07,899
Uh...
577
00:42:12,446 --> 00:42:14,198
Billie, wait.
578
00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:20,538
I want to go home.
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