All language subtitles for Wherever You Are 2004

Ada, watch that descent.

Grandma, look at those dogs over there.

Sorry, but I have an emergency.

Hello, daddy.

Hello.

Hello.

He is dead.

Best wishes. -Take it easy.

Best wishes everyone.
-Hi, Tommaso.

Come on, let's all toast together.
-Antonietta, best wishes.

Everyone, best wishes.

A sip for you too.

This is a leap year..

which is to say, a disastrous
year, but we don't care.

Best wishes to everyone.
-Best wishes.

Happy New Year.
-You too. Are you coming soon?

Happy New Year Mom,
Happy New Year Dad.

You wake up daddy.

I have news.
-Did grandma bring a boyfriend for dinner?

Spine.

Where did you find him?
-At the river. He followed me, didn't he grandma?

Do you understand?
Don't show up here again. Away.

You made daddy angry.
-But you can't treat a dog like that

on the first day of the year.
-Are you stopping now?

We give it to grandma.
-That is not possible.

I don't want a dog.

Did you make a pact with daddy? The animals
have to take care of themselves, right?

He had also promised that he would
take me with him in the ambulance.

Then he must have been busy.

Today, January 1...

Daddy makes this promise to his child.

He promises to take
her away on January 8

for a round in the ambulance.

And if you don't, I can
take Stekel into my house.

No. -Write that down.

I promise you anything
you want, but not the dog.

A dog stinks.
-That is not true.

And if I don't...

What do we check first in the ambulance?
-Breathing.

And after that? -The wrist.

And watch the carotid artery.

If someone has no pulse, what do we do?
-The heart massage.

Is he doing well? -Too soft.

Louder. How many compressions?
-Fifteen.

Possibly alternated by?
- Mouth-to-mouth resuscitation.

Two fingers here, and three fingers on the head.

One, two, and then the compressions.

The ambulance flies, the street is
full of holes, people won't let you pass.

It takes nine minutes to get anywhere. The
brakes are sharp, you can feel every turn.

You work under difficult circumstances.

You can make mistakes because of the
tension. Even in the simplest of tasks.

But the thing is, you can't
afford to make mistakes.

Every misused second is a
gift to sickness and death.

You are acting very dramatic.
-He wants to discourage you.

Precisely.

I try to discourage those
who don't take it as dramatic.

The work of the emergency room
is already dramatic by nature.

Five minutes delay is enough to find a dead
person instead of a seriously ill person.

Three qualities are required
to practice this profession.

Nerves of steel, ability to act
and a stopwatch instead of a heart.

May I use the bathroom?
-You don't own any of these three.

I don't know, I have
to think about that.

Where were we?

Mom in New York, Grandma..

Daddy while he sleeps, Mama when
she was young, Mama in the theatre.

Mom before she came back to Italy...

Mom, who is that gentleman?

Shall I help you? -Yes please.

It won't start.

Thank you.
-Hello, put on your helmet.

What is?
-Nothing. I look at you.

Mom, come on.

I saw you today with a girl.
-Which girl?

Blonde, long hair.
She had a scooter.

Someone from the course? -Yes.

It reminded me of
us ten years ago.

Ada, will you pick up?

You kind of look like her.
-Oh yeah?

I'll answer. -No, I'm going.

Are you going out with her tonight?

If you wait ten minutes,
we can go with a car.

I'm already late.
Your mother will be here in half an hour.

It makes no sense to go with a
car, you'll be done sooner anyway.

See you tomorrow.
-Good evening.

What do you mean "have a nice evening"?
-Nothing.

What do you mean? I'm not going out or anything.
-I know that.

Are you tense? - No, I'm calm.

You are not calm at all.

Sorry. -I'm sorry.

Day.

Doctor.

Where is he? -Here.

Diego, get out of the car.
Give me the papers.

Extractor.

Hook.

What the hell are you thinking?

solidify.

A few cotton wool.

Pliers.

No breathing.

I'm in third grade,

the exams are going well and
I live in a one-room apartment.

Why did you come here?
-Don't know.

Do I have the qualities for this job?
-Do you have nerves of steel?

Do you have those qualities?
-And a stopwatch instead of a heart?

Yes. You tricked us, didn't you?
You wanted to provoke us.

I always do that at the
beginning, so you are a bit sharper.

I don't know if there's a
quality to hold on to a life.

When life decides to go away...

You serve to help,
not to be saved .

The noble parts of the
brain are unaffected.

Things should calm down.

I don't feel like going home.

We intubated him, he's breathing
on his own. He lacks no strength.

Yes of course. -Everthing okay?

Thanks for today.

Pulse 72, pressure 130/85,
body temperature normal.

What is? -Why?

Let me think a moment.

I like you more than you me.

We know that.

And as a result, you would
make a small sacrifice.

Let's say a minimal act of generosity.

but you would give
me great pleasure.

Gee, can't get a pin in between.

Unfortunately, it's too great a sacrifice

and I'm not generous either.

Yes?

As usual.

1500 intravenous
fluids and 80 per 3

magnesia antiepileptic,
and antibiotics.

We'll take over.

Calm down.

Take that hand away.

Stop it, Leonardo. -With what?

Come on, say it.
-Stop, go home.

Let me go.

What is wrong?

Right now my brain is managing..

the sophisticated algorithms
of my vocal apparatus

that transforms my thoughts
into sounds for the physical world.

The sounds take over your eardrums.

That vibration is converted
into a bioelectric message.

What are you doing? Get lost.

The messages reach the brain,

that little fleshy stuff
that's protected by our skull.

Son of a bitch, Leonardo.

The messages reach the
brain just like the blood.

But, as in the liver, the blood
arrives with oxygen and leaves without.

the blood comes in, the blood goes out

but in this case biochemicals
come in and go out as an idea.

Conscious thinking, you understand?

Did I hurt you?

Sorry.

My head is spinning.
-That was my graduation thesis.

The infinite incomprehensibility.

Matter has an elongation, a
shape, a chemical composition.

Things that consciousness does not have.

What is the composition of a thought?

I love you.

That sentence, those
three words, -"I love you"

through a straight line
from my brain to your brain

I say it and you listen.

I can explain what is happening..

but the meaning of these words

-"I love you"...

science cannot explain.

A girl has locked herself
in, she threatens to jump down.

There's the ambulance.
My colleague went upstairs.

What happened?
-A girl wants to commit suicide.

Luca, where are you now?

We have to smash the door.

Here comes bus 95. I'm going.

The keys to the ambulance, do you have them?
- Yeah bye.

If you have a problem with a patient, call me.
-Good.

Have you ever been in love?

Yes, I've been in love.
-And now?

Are you in love now?
-I don't know.

Emma.

Emma.

Sometimes I would like to
have another life, a new life.

My other life.

But you can't, My
life is like that.

My life is for those who
love me, my colleagues in the

hospital, for the people we
helped tonight, for the patients.

It's true, that can't be changed.

Hello?

Hello.

Hello.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Mom, stay with me.

Ma'am, we're doing
everything we can right now,

but the longer it
takes, the harder it gets.

And if you don't, I can
take Stekel into my house.

No. -Write that down.

I promise you anything
you want, but not a dog.

A dog stinks.
-That is not true.

There is light in the room.
Daddy came back.

Daddy.

Daddy. Where are you?

He is not here.

Daddy.

mom...

Where are you hiding?

Where's Daddy?

Grandma, where's daddy?
-Come here.

Daddy's not here.

Daddy? -There isn't.

He is not here.
Ada, help me organize everything.

We put everything back just like before.

Lay everything down properly.
Help me.

I know you lie.

Daddy never leaves
without kissing me.

mom.

Forgive me, honey.

You scared me.
If he doesn't come, I'll go get Stekel.

We had a pact.

He would take me in the ambulance.
-Yes.

Dear friends, it is
better that I pack my bags.

I don't know the arrival time
or which stations are for this.

but there will certainly be
signs that I must leave you soon.

Sorry for the inconvenience.

I have always been happy with you. I am
grateful to you for your excellent company.

I'd love to talk
to you, but I can't.

I do not know the place of the transfer.

I feel I will think of
you often in this new place.

Beyond the smoke of
the fog that surrounds us

I see the red traffic
light of my station.

I take leave with mild consternation.

It was so nice to talk
together in the front seat.

mixing faces,
exchanging cigarettes.

We had a beautiful story,
our way of telling others

to confess that we never
dared to confide in some things.

It was nice to be together.
And of course we had some arguments.

And we were sometimes
hated to a certain extent.

or politely slowed down.
But what does it matter?

Whatever it is, I thank
you for your company.

Mommy, when did you
first kiss Daddy?

We did a performance.
-What kind of performance?

It was a student performance.
Just out of curiosity.

Then I wanted to bully him.

I had only just climbed on
stage, but I already felt your gaze.

A penetrating look.

Then you did something crazy.

You climbed on stage and
kissed me for the first time.

That's what I wanted to tell you today.

I only love you
and I always will.

together with our child.

The undersigned Emma Rani,
born in Bratislava June 2, 1971

living in Rome, Via Rotunno 12. You still
need to fill in your social security number.

As I already told your lawyer

our company can offer you this possibility
regarding the amount to be paid.

After all these months, we
should consider that obtained,

awaiting the discovery of the body.
-What are we doing?

We'll stop for a while.

There are days when you want to
know everything you don't know yet.

That's right. -Capitals?

tagistan? -Dushambe.

Turkmenistan. -Ashkabad.

Think about how we're put together.
What makes this arm move?

As you know, our fixed times
are past, present and future.

Suppose you are waiting for love.

Which of these three times
do you think it comes from?

If I expected those from the present,
I should have already been in love.

So I can only expect it in the future.
-You are a healthy woman...

while I am a man at the time
of sunset, a little 'neurotic.

And I say that love can
only come from the past.

Help me and explain to me why. If
you succeed, you will graduate cum laude.

Good.

All my emotions are framed
by my personal history.

Correct.

When I go back to the source,
I find my mother's caresses.

I suck my finger out of
nostalgia for breastfeeding.

So if I fell in love
for the first time…

my need for love will
come from my past.

That what I know.

I can't explain it clearly.

From love to love,
for all my love life

I stand before that
which is dead and buried.

Good.
I want to add, if I may speak

that if we love something,

we, in fact, always
like another delusion.

Come on, give me a kiss.
Give me a kiss.

You are beautiful.
-Close your eyes.

A little quiet please.

Help me?

You see your mother in him.
No, he's your father beating you.

Do you want to know if I love Carlo?
-Let's just say I'm interested.

Yes, I love him.

If love is respect and
devotion, I love my professor.

No, not at all. Not if
love is a vortex or an abyss.

What is love to you?
-And for you?

I had the question.
-But it's your turn.

Maybe..

Maybe love for me is stepping
on the edge of an abyss.

Always. -Matteo?

You scared me.
-These pages are important, Cardiology.

Take my heart, ma'am.

Bugger off.

Thank you.

Thank you.
-Would you like some more milk?

No.

come. -Ada, not too far, huh.

She asked me if Daddy had left us
because he didn't want us anymore.

I didn't know what to tell her.

Mom, are we going home?

Okay, let's go.

Spine?

Adam, wait?

Come on, Spike.

Emma, what's wrong?

That night I slept
with another man.

Don't ask why I did it.
I don't know.

Spine.

Hello.

Spine?

You scare me between
all those cars.

Matteo isn't coming back.
-Come on.

Let's go. - Fatti forza.

Who is there?

We have all learned from the same books.

A scent never lasts long, but at
home Matteo's scent is still there.

When I open a drawer, or a cupboard.
Everywhere.

This cup still has its scent.

I want nothing of him to be lost.

Drink the tea and go, Leonardo.
Just leave right away.

There was nothing between us. You or
someone else would have been the same.

I loved him very much. A lot.

I want to know if his
love was as great as mine.

I was deliberately indifferent to
force him to want me all the time.

And now I want...

I want to make love to him
like I've never wanted before.

Matteo is not here and I am.

It's true, that night I, or anyone
else, would have been the same,

but I carry a great sorrow within me

and I just wanted to say that.

Don't shut me out.

Good evening.
-Do you want coffee? No thanks.

How beautiful. Give it back.
-No.

You must share your happiness with me.

Or would you rather share that with your professor?

He is not satisfied with just
the happiness of a ladybug.

Of course he asks more.

And you? -Me, too.

I'm going to his house tonight.
He's throwing a party for a friend.

Do not go. -Why not?

He is old. He wants to touch you.

Will you come along to protect me?

We have the same luck
anyway, so we can't break up.

Not anymore.
-You're an asshole.

It was just a joke.

What do you think? That I'll wait for you
if you disappear again. I'm not an idiot.

asshole. -I know what I want.

I know that.

You are Matteo. -Yes.

You're looking for a girl, aren't you?

You're Giovanni, the actor?
-Yes.

No girl will listen to me tonight anyway.
Here. You get that from me.

Day. -Day.

Good evening, Matteo.

You could have stopped it.
Our faces are so commonplace.

I'd rather put one of those on when I die.

We're going to dance, boy.

I have one for tonight.
When you act, it's easier.

Are you really an actor?
-I'm trying, but most of all I want to fuck.

Even the professor is doing well.

This is Matteo and she's...
-Francesca. Hello.

Time's up, Professor.
I would like to dance with Elena.

Don't be jealous, my boy.
-I'm not jealous and I'm not a boy.

Stay here.

You're not well, Professor.
You suffer from nausea and abdominal pain.

Your friend is rude,
he wants to scare me.

Does he have you on a string?
Can't choose who to dance with?

Let me. -Stay here.

Jerk.

You are not well.

And you know that.

You should have your pancreas examined.

I feel good, and I would feel even
better if you hadn't made all this noise.

I have made a mistake.
Have I misunderstood?

You have to explain.

Why are you following me instead of
going home? You can't make decisions.

You can't decide for yourself. You keep leaving?
-I would be yours long ago

if you once decided that this
is really important to you.

I know it's a beautiful thing.

I feel that.
In the back of my head, my eyes and ears.

I hear the voices, the words,
the feelings when you're around.

Me, too.
When you leave I feel useless.

But I can't do anything.
The decision is yours.

Touch me.

Touch me.

Touch me.

Take me.

come.

Take me.

He is dead.
-What do you say? But who's dead?

Carlo, your professor.
-No, it was just a bad dream.

Carlo is doing well, we
were with him yesterday.

He's dead, I'm sure.

No, it was a scary dream.
Come here.

What is? -Nothing.

Are you sad again? -Don't know.

Now you will be sadder,
because I have to go.

I have rehearsals for the performance.

How do you know that?
-I know that.

Take your backpack.
Come on, get in. Give me a kiss.

Bye, mom. -Day.

Hello, Adam.

Hi.

I can't forget what happened.

Help me please.

Because life, in the moment

always so greedy for himself.

It never tastes good.
The taste is in the past.

Yes, in the past, so
that it lives within us.

The taste of life
comes from there..

of our memories that connect us.

Adam, come on.

What, then, are memories bound to?

To nonsense, all these problems.

Of stupid illusions and ridiculous professions.

This which is now and
nonsense or boring I

can also say that
this is bad luck for us.

In four, five, ten years, who
knows what it will feel like.

What flavor it will have.

These tears. -These tears.

Just the thought
of losing your life.

Especially when you know
it's only a matter of days.

Guard. -What is? - Nothing.

Do you want to be alone? -No.

Are you afraid?
-No, where's Stekel?

He's in the living room.

Shall I put your pajamas on?
-No, you're tickling me.

Don't you want me to help?
- Mom will help.

I am so ashamed of Leonardo.

Do we send him away?
-OK Goodnight.

Good night.
-We'll put on a clean one.

Look in that corner over there?

See that shadow of a woman?

She's been hiding - Who is she?

Didn't you see her?
She's hidden.

A woman? My wife.
She's watching me.

From afar.

When death is like one
of those pesky insects

that one discovers on its own.
He walks down the avenue.

A passer-by carelessly stops
him and says, "Excuse me, sir."

You have death upon you.

And with two outstretched fingers
he takes it and throws it away.

Wouldn't that be great.

I love you.

It was a beautiful evening.

When you are young you think
only the best happens to you.

The memory of that
kiss still moves me.

It was my first real kiss in my life.

Do you know that my father
was a very good doctor?

To help the sick,
he did emergency care

at night, by ambulance.

Now he's somewhere else. I do not know
where. Maybe he saves other patients.

Day.

What a waste.

I start work again next week.
I go back into the room.

I want you by my side.

We can start again.

It is important that we go back to work.

Think about it.

Day.

Mum, could you take care of Ada?
I have to leave.

Hail Mary, full of grace.
The Lord is with you.

You are blessed and blessed is
the fruit of your womb, Jesus.

In the name of the Father, the
Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Hello.

Is something wrong?

Sweet, what's wrong?

Sit down.

come's?

Can you feel the heat from the light bulb?

I'm taking it off now.

See how long it still gives heat and light.

We are like that now too.
A remnant.

A trail on the verge of disappearing.

We are just memories

that are quickly forgotten.

You are my nostalgia...

which I carry with me to
the bottom of the river.

Poor love.

I hope you didn't actually
get in that ambulance,

that you are alive and happy

somewhere.

The snow is beautiful.
-Yes nice huh.

Ada, don't run. You can slip.

Calm down, okay?

Wait here.

Spine.

Spine.

Daddy.