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Each generation
eventually decides
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that all the generations
that went before were fools
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that the world
is just an awful place
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and that they can change it.
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They rebel
and in their rebellion
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they find some new way
to drive their parents insane.
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Rebecca Sobel reports
on the newest bit of rebellion,
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it's called Slam dancing.
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The music these kids
like is called Hardcore.
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The lyrics,
when you can hear them
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shout about freedom,
being yourself.
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And if you're looking
for a melody, forget it.
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The music is loud, fast, period.
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From New York
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the "Agnostic Front."
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♪ People say that I'm insane
society's victim ♪
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♪ Just the same society's rules
have made me cruel ♪
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♪ Just the opposite
ain't no fool the way I act ♪
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♪ The way I dress make me
strong or make me best ♪
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♪ Soon they'll find
the reasons why ♪
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♪ I'm open minded
and not blind ♪
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♪ But why am I goin' insane? ♪
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♪ Why am I the one to blame? ♪
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♪ Open your eyes don't tell me
lies I'll be the one ♪
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♪ To live and rise I'll be sure
and sure to find ♪
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♪ That society's rules
won't change my mind ♪
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♪ But why am I goin' insane? ♪
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♪ Why am I the one to blame? ♪
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♪ Insane ♪
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♪ Why am I the one
to fuckin' blame? ♪♪
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These are the-the braces
we used to wear.
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When you go on the dancefloor
with these
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manianic real stud braces
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and just fuckin'
circle jerk style, you know?
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These are cool,
when I'm puttin' this on,
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wanna get in the pit now.
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I got a couple of people
I'd like to backslab
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like they do today.
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We used to make our own shirts,
you know, like...
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we used to show up
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to the venues
with just screens
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and as we go
we'll sell screen shirts.
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We just had the screens and ink
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and just squeeze 'em out
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and sell 'em fresh, you know?
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It's pretty crazy.
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This is cool shit, man,
you know?
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And I'm lookin' at this
and just remembering
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how, how really cool
the scene was.
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How creative, how together,
how genuine it was.
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This is when
New York was magical.
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I don't know what this is.
Oh, shooting targets.
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It goes hand in hand
with hardcore.
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There you go.
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You know, sometimes
when I look through all this,
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it brings back so many memories,
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and kinda wish I did
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more lookin' through all this.
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It's like, I don't really know
what's in, all in this trunk.
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It's kinda sad to know that
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all, everything in here is...
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I put so much passion
and time into collecting,
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and, I don't know why,
sometimes I just block it out.
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Just... It's like everything
else I've done
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in my life as a child.
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I block things out
and I don't know why.
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But the good thing about it
is when I do open it
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and look through it,
I'm interested to go back.
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Watch out.
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Ah.
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Wow! They put fences
on this roof.
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I haven't been up here
in a while.
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Used to be see... able to see
all the way to Chinatown
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and now there's fuckin' trees
in the way.
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They all live here now.
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Patrick Stewart lives here.
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Moby... lives over there.
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David Bowie lives over there.
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But I live right here
all my life.
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They wanna live near me,
I guess.
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Huh. Hey, it's not a bad place
to live. Good people, you know?
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Ah.
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My grandfather's pigeon coop
was right over here.
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When I was a kid,
I used to climb down here,
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go d.. go take care
of his pigeons.
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You know,
he used to let 'em out.
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They had racing pigeons,
homers, grizzles.
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Me, personally,
I liked fancy tails,
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you know, like satinettes
and caps.
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You know, fancy-tail birds,
they're not good fliers,
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but they're really like
show birds.
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But, it's a dying thing now too.
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You're not even allowed to have
a pigeon coop on the roof.
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Thanks to fuckin' Giuliani.
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That fuckin' hard-on
ruined my fuckin' city!
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He's a boondoggle motherfucker.
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I don't know anymore.
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Ah! I get fed up sometimes.
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Watch yourself.
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My name is Vincent Capuccio.
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I was born
on December 3rd, 1955.
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New York City.
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I'm 60 years old.
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If I didn't play music,
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I think
I woulda winded up workin'
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for 20 years or whatever it is.
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I collected my check
and I would've been dead
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twenty years ago, like...
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Like, ten years ago
I would've been retired.
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I go out and I live.
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First of all,
I like playing the guitar.
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I played the guitar
my whole life.
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Like, really, technically.
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And I just enjoyed doin' it.
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I like gettin' together
with a bunch of guys
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go to the studio,
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you know,
ordering a few pizzas,
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a couple of six-packs,
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you know what I mean?
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I enjoy myself. I enjoy life.
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I'm havin' a good time, man.
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I always have a good time.
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And I-I-I live
like, in the rest of the world.
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Like, don't misunderstand me.
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I believe in Santa Claus.
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You know... you know,
you gotta believe.
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You gotta have that,
you can't lose that...
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that kid in you.
You know what I mean?
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'Cause when you lose
that kid in you
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I think you get jaded.
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But I got a lot more
music in me.
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I got a lot more life in me.
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When the day comes,
it'll come.
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God wants, it'll come.
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But until that day comes,
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fuck you, man, I'm going.
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Oh, yeah, that's good.
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So let's tape off the dash.
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You know "Agnostic
Front" is a...
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it's, uh, it's my life.
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It really is. It's, uh...
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I don't know, let me see,
let me try and figure out
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how to describe it.
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Um, it's been a big part
of my life
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since I was a kid, you know?
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It fascinates me that people
wanna talk about something
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that I've done or...
or written or created.
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And it feels good sometimes
that people care, you know?
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And that's the ty-type
of person I am.
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That's why I put so much
into the band because I care.
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And sometimes I think
I care a little too much.
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Like, there's things
that probably
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wouldn't bother a normal person
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and it bothered me.
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You know, it's because, uh...
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Maybe because I put too much
into it.
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and I put so much of myself
into it
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that it'll bother me
if anybody thinks
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anything different of it.
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To-to anybody just observing it
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from the outside in
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would probably question
what is the band,
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and a lot of people,
the first thing they get
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is this some kind of a
anti-religious type of a thing.
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You know? But it's not true.
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"Agnostic" meaning
in doubt of the absolute truth
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till you see it
with your own eyes.
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And that's what
it truly means to me.
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It truly means
questioning authority,
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questioning society,
just questioning everything.
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Like, there's a lot
of doubt out there
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and I'm not gonna just believe
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what they say I should believe.
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I wanna see it
with my own eyes.
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I am very frustrated
with the way
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things are happening
in the world today
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as it was when I was a kid.
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I bring it upon myself
just because I'm...
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I am that curious person
and I do wanna know
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and I don't want somebody to
tell me what I need to believe.
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So, in my own seekin' it
for the truth,
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I bring frustration
and aggravation and...
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But it fuels my...
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my fire
and brings my lyrics out
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brings...
Makes my magic happen.
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It kinda checks me back
in point, you know?
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What I'm more...
more grateful of anything
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that "Agnostic Front"
has brought to me in my life is
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I've been living
what everybody else waits
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and works so hard for
till they hit that 65 years,
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to live their life,
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and sometimes it can be
20, 30 years,
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sometimes it's just two
or three.
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Sometimes people really
worked so hard till they're 65
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and that's all they know
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and they stop
and they just drop dead, right?
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I've been living a great life.
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Enjoyable life,
doin' what I really wanna do.
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I've been living my dream.
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Breeze by
afternoon, can you believe it?
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Mostly overcast skies.
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There's a little relief
coming tonight
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in the form of some cooler air
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it's gonna bring some goobers
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hope the thunder
doesn't shake you out of bed.
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But, hey, at 65 degrees,
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that's perfect for getting
a little bit of shut-eye...
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Vinnie lives
a very simple life.
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And, you know, Vinnie.
That's who Vinnie is.
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If it... Something rubs him the
wrong way, he eliminates it.
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But he lives a very smooth,
peaceful life.
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He really does.
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So it's summer in the city.
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If you have some
outdoor fun plan
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Sunday is gonna be
your best bet.
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This is Mid,
your morning meteorologist.
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I'll keep my eyes to the skies
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and you keep your hands
off the dial.
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Well, you know,
Vinnie is born and raised
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right where he is today,
you know?
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He was born downstairs
in his mom's apartment.
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Right where Vinnie is,
right in the same floor
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there was,
there's five apartments.
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His aunt was there, you know?
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His cousin Baps, you know,
was right there.
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And upstairs his other aunt.
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There's a whole family
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lived in this building.
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I mean, the doors
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were open at all time.
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Nothing was ever locked.
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And they would come in and out
as they please.
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Like, if it was some
giant duplex
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and, uh, wake people up,
or whatever, it was family.
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My entire life, all 60 years,
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I lived in this buildin'.
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My whole family lived here.
This is where I come from.
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This is, you know,
w-where I belong.
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We used to play skelsy
right over here.
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You know, skelsy? They write
the thing with a chalk
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and you get the caulk.
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We used to fill the caulk
with, uh, wax, you know?
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Melted wax, because we used to
make wax hands and feet
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for St. Rocco,
he's a saint of mine.
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And, uh, he's like the
Saint of Illness, you know?
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Like, Saint Lucy
is the Saint of the Eyes.
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I always love Saint Lucy
'cause she's a little lady
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like in a black veil,
250
00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:35,500
and she's got a dish
with two eyeballs.
251
00:14:35,583 --> 00:14:37,125
Scared the shit out of me
till today.
252
00:14:39,375 --> 00:14:40,583
See right here?
253
00:14:40,667 --> 00:14:42,250
I used to come out
of my buildin'
254
00:14:42,333 --> 00:14:45,625
right across the street,
that was "Murder, Incorporated."
255
00:14:48,083 --> 00:14:49,917
And that's where all the
gangsters used to hang out.
256
00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:52,625
That's the mafia's mafia,
you know?
257
00:14:52,709 --> 00:14:55,625
When they gotta kill a mafia
guy, they call those guys.
258
00:14:55,709 --> 00:14:56,458
Because they're the baddest
of the bad.
259
00:14:56,542 --> 00:14:58,959
Mergo! Pssh...
260
00:14:59,041 --> 00:15:00,125
How are you?
261
00:15:00,208 --> 00:15:01,583
-Hi, Carmine. How you doin'?
-Alright.
262
00:15:01,667 --> 00:15:02,458
-I'll be here tomorrow night.
-Okay.
263
00:15:02,542 --> 00:15:06,125
Yeah, alright.
264
00:15:06,208 --> 00:15:08,375
He's got a good heart.
Vinnie's got a good heart.
265
00:15:08,458 --> 00:15:10,792
You know, he just likes
genuine people.
266
00:15:10,875 --> 00:15:12,208
And that's why we got along
real good.
267
00:15:12,291 --> 00:15:15,125
We don't... We don't, never put
a lot of things in between us.
268
00:15:15,208 --> 00:15:18,250
Even though we're very
different, we really are,
269
00:15:18,333 --> 00:15:19,250
but when we come together
as "Agnostic Front"
270
00:15:19,333 --> 00:15:22,667
we're, we're, we're a team,
you know?
271
00:15:50,041 --> 00:15:51,500
Wow! Look, look, a raven.
272
00:15:51,583 --> 00:15:53,000
It's a raven on top of that car.
273
00:15:53,083 --> 00:15:53,250
Whoa!
274
00:15:56,834 --> 00:15:58,166
-Stigma always liked ravens.
-Yeah.
275
00:15:58,250 --> 00:16:00,542
Always, always liked ravens
for some weird reason.
276
00:16:00,625 --> 00:16:02,959
Stranglers.
277
00:16:03,041 --> 00:16:05,667
That's why.
He loves his stranglers.
278
00:16:06,959 --> 00:16:07,709
Always,
"A raven! A raven! A raven!"
279
00:16:07,792 --> 00:16:10,542
I mean, what, it's a raven.
280
00:16:10,625 --> 00:16:12,542
I know, you show me an eagle,
or an owl,
281
00:16:12,625 --> 00:16:14,667
you know, what the fuck, raven?
282
00:16:14,750 --> 00:16:17,041
He knows me
better than anyone else
283
00:16:17,125 --> 00:16:18,542
who have ever known me.
284
00:16:18,625 --> 00:16:21,041
And he's... knows my family,
you know what I mean?
285
00:16:21,125 --> 00:16:22,583
Like, my sister,
he talks to my sister,
286
00:16:22,667 --> 00:16:24,709
talks to my brothers,
talks to my mother,
287
00:16:24,792 --> 00:16:29,000
like he's, you know,
he's one of us, you know?
288
00:16:33,667 --> 00:16:37,125
One, two, three, alright.
289
00:16:37,208 --> 00:16:40,417
I'm in the same band
for 35 years now.
290
00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:41,750
You know, with Roger.
291
00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:43,458
You know, I used to be
his older brother,
292
00:16:43,542 --> 00:16:46,041
but now he's like
my older brother, you know?
293
00:16:46,125 --> 00:16:47,792
There's nothing
that can ever come between us.
294
00:16:47,875 --> 00:16:51,709
No money, no religion,
no, no ego.
295
00:16:51,792 --> 00:16:54,709
Y-y-you know... n-n-n-nothin'.
296
00:16:54,792 --> 00:16:57,500
Keep the...
Keep it aligned with the dots.
297
00:16:57,583 --> 00:16:58,458
We'll be good then,
because we're gonna do
298
00:16:58,542 --> 00:17:00,333
three more new songs,
then we stop.
299
00:17:05,417 --> 00:17:07,667
Jay.
300
00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:10,291
Should we do that intro to
uh, Old New York?
301
00:17:10,375 --> 00:17:12,875
You could do whatever you want.
302
00:17:12,959 --> 00:17:15,083
So let me hear Dead To Me.
303
00:17:15,166 --> 00:17:17,750
I mean, intro let me hear
Dead To Me.
304
00:17:17,834 --> 00:17:21,625
You don't wanna do, uh,
The American Dream Died?
305
00:17:21,709 --> 00:17:24,125
-Eh, it may not be worth...
-Nah We got enough new songs...
306
00:17:31,166 --> 00:17:32,750
No, no, don't...
If they know the new song,
307
00:17:32,834 --> 00:17:36,291
they'll hear that intro.
308
00:17:36,375 --> 00:17:37,583
Well, to be honest with you,
309
00:17:37,667 --> 00:17:38,709
it's been an addiction,
you know?
310
00:17:38,792 --> 00:17:40,458
It's been, uh...
311
00:17:40,542 --> 00:17:42,166
It's been so...
so much of my life it's...
312
00:17:42,250 --> 00:17:44,625
I'm so passionate about it,
I love it so much.
313
00:17:44,709 --> 00:17:46,125
I mean, really.
314
00:17:46,208 --> 00:17:47,917
Just like still
with My Life My Way,
315
00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,417
I have to see
which was the first line.
316
00:17:49,500 --> 00:17:50,625
That's all, the first line.
317
00:17:50,709 --> 00:17:52,625
There's been times where...
318
00:17:52,709 --> 00:17:53,625
where I've been frustrated.
319
00:17:53,709 --> 00:17:55,458
Sometimes you sit back
and thinkin' like,
320
00:17:55,542 --> 00:17:57,125
"Why am I doin' this,
like, you know?"
321
00:17:57,208 --> 00:17:57,792
"I've got my family, people
I love,
322
00:17:57,875 --> 00:17:59,959
blah-blah-blah, you know?"
323
00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:01,333
I've got my job,
I got everything.
324
00:18:01,417 --> 00:18:06,625
But, you know, Vinnie's always
been pushin' me in a way.
325
00:18:06,709 --> 00:18:09,667
He was like, "Oh, I wanna...
Can I just do it till I'm 50?"
326
00:18:09,750 --> 00:18:12,125
And now, he's got this thing,
"Alright, till I'm 60."
327
00:18:12,208 --> 00:18:13,834
"Come 62," you know?
328
00:18:13,917 --> 00:18:15,500
And I almost feel guilty
that if I stop,
329
00:18:15,583 --> 00:18:17,709
I'm kinda takin' somethin'
away from him.
330
00:18:19,291 --> 00:18:22,333
The guy really loves hardcore.
331
00:18:22,417 --> 00:18:25,333
I mean, it's his life,
it really is.
332
00:18:25,417 --> 00:18:28,250
He just loves it.
He loves the shows.
333
00:18:28,333 --> 00:18:30,333
He loves bein' there.
He loves bein' a part of it.
334
00:18:31,834 --> 00:18:33,500
The thing about Vinnie is
335
00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:35,709
there is no other
60-year-old man
336
00:18:35,792 --> 00:18:39,375
that I know that behaves or acts
or does anything like him.
337
00:18:39,458 --> 00:18:41,375
You know, he lives life.
338
00:18:45,417 --> 00:18:48,834
I think the guy knows
that it's a crank call.
339
00:18:48,917 --> 00:18:51,375
He's gotta know.
340
00:18:51,458 --> 00:18:53,375
I mean, it's so ridiculous.
341
00:18:56,125 --> 00:18:57,709
Look at the size
of this fuckin' phone.
342
00:18:59,375 --> 00:19:00,750
Man, it'd be good for coke.
Chop...
343
00:19:00,834 --> 00:19:01,834
Hello?
344
00:19:01,917 --> 00:19:04,625
-Hello?
-Hello?
345
00:19:06,625 --> 00:19:09,667
I want... Listen.
I wanna get a tattoo.
346
00:19:11,166 --> 00:19:12,208
Who is this?
347
00:19:12,291 --> 00:19:13,625
Never mind,
who the fuck this is,
348
00:19:13,709 --> 00:19:15,750
I wanna get a tattoo.
349
00:19:17,917 --> 00:19:19,208
This is a tattoo studio, right?
350
00:19:19,291 --> 00:19:21,041
I wanna get your fuckin' tattoo
on my fuckin' back.
351
00:19:21,125 --> 00:19:23,250
But I got pimples on my back.
352
00:19:23,333 --> 00:19:24,542
You've gotta squeeze the pimples
353
00:19:24,625 --> 00:19:28,166
before we fuckin' tattoo
the fuckin' t-thing on.
354
00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:34,333
I want a picture of Rocky
on my back.
355
00:19:38,500 --> 00:19:41,041
You gonna do it or what?
356
00:19:41,125 --> 00:19:42,875
-Who is this?
-Never mind, who this is.
357
00:19:42,959 --> 00:19:45,792
I told you the first
fuckin' time, ya cocksucker.
358
00:19:47,291 --> 00:19:48,333
-Stigma?
-Yeah, he got it.
359
00:19:48,417 --> 00:19:51,458
He knows.
I crank call him all the time.
360
00:19:51,542 --> 00:19:54,208
Yeah, it's me, Vinnie.
How are you, Mark?
361
00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,417
We're talkin' shit about you.
362
00:19:56,500 --> 00:19:57,917
I try to take a little bit
363
00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,291
from both of those guys,
you know?
364
00:19:59,375 --> 00:20:01,750
I gotta say,
the both of those guys
365
00:20:01,834 --> 00:20:04,917
in the past 14 years
that I've been in this band,
366
00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,709
they're, like, my best friends
367
00:20:06,792 --> 00:20:10,500
and they're, like,
almost like father figures.
368
00:20:13,667 --> 00:20:16,333
They believe in what they do.
369
00:20:16,417 --> 00:20:19,458
You got a crazy maniac
like Stigma
370
00:20:19,542 --> 00:20:21,542
and then you've got
a super-serious guy like Roger
371
00:20:23,542 --> 00:20:25,917
who handles all the business,
372
00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:28,000
who handles
all the important stuff,
373
00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:31,542
you know, the things
that make the machine work.
374
00:20:31,625 --> 00:20:33,875
And then you got this nut
Stigma...
375
00:20:34,875 --> 00:20:37,375
who is just so...
376
00:20:38,750 --> 00:20:40,583
Heh!
377
00:20:40,667 --> 00:20:41,875
-Wow!
-Comin' to the show today?
378
00:20:43,917 --> 00:20:46,667
There's nobody else
like him in the world.
379
00:20:46,750 --> 00:20:50,083
And even I remember going
to see them as a kid, like...
380
00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:52,125
I couldn't wait to see them
on stage.
381
00:20:52,208 --> 00:20:54,709
Well, he's got something
about him
382
00:20:54,792 --> 00:20:57,500
that a lot of people
just don't have.
383
00:20:57,583 --> 00:20:59,709
And people see that, you know?
384
00:20:59,792 --> 00:21:03,333
He's a real character, man.
He is a character's character.
385
00:21:03,417 --> 00:21:07,000
Thank you very much, everybody!
386
00:21:07,083 --> 00:21:08,041
I'd like to thank
MAD for being here
387
00:21:08,125 --> 00:21:09,667
and puttin' on this show.
388
00:21:09,750 --> 00:21:11,500
Thank you.
389
00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:14,875
And all the rest
of the old school parley crew.
390
00:21:14,959 --> 00:21:17,333
We've been playin' this place
a lotta years.
391
00:21:17,417 --> 00:21:20,458
And you know what?
It only gets better.
392
00:21:20,542 --> 00:21:23,792
We also want to thank
Corte Records.
393
00:21:23,875 --> 00:21:26,291
Give it up for Cortex Records!
394
00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:33,625
Are you ready to sing
this one with me?
395
00:21:34,625 --> 00:21:38,542
It's called,
Pauly, The Beer Drinkin' Dog.
396
00:21:40,875 --> 00:21:43,834
♪ Well... ♪
397
00:21:43,917 --> 00:21:48,625
♪ He's not very handsome
to look at ♪
398
00:21:48,709 --> 00:21:53,458
♪ And he eats just like a hog ♪
399
00:21:53,542 --> 00:21:57,500
♪ And he's always drinkin'
my beer up ♪
400
00:21:57,583 --> 00:22:00,250
♪ Hey ♪
401
00:22:00,333 --> 00:22:02,834
♪ Pauly the beer drinkin' dog ♪
402
00:22:02,917 --> 00:22:05,208
♪ Hey ♪
403
00:22:05,291 --> 00:22:10,834
♪ Pauly the beer drinkin' dog ♪
404
00:22:10,917 --> 00:22:12,542
This is all I know.
This is what I do.
405
00:22:12,625 --> 00:22:15,500
I don't know...
I-I don't know any other way.
406
00:22:15,583 --> 00:22:16,667
You know, like, some people
are junkies all their lives
407
00:22:16,750 --> 00:22:19,542
or some people gamble
all their lives, you know?
408
00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:23,542
I just like bein' in
a hardcore band and, you know?
409
00:22:23,625 --> 00:22:24,959
And it doesn't matter to me
that, like...
410
00:22:25,041 --> 00:22:26,333
you know, my band is successful
411
00:22:26,417 --> 00:22:31,041
to which, I love... Thank God,
but I've put a lotta hard work
412
00:22:31,125 --> 00:22:33,917
but, you know,
I do it anyway.
413
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:37,750
♪ Pauly the beer drinkin' ♪
414
00:22:37,834 --> 00:22:41,417
♪ Dog ♪♪
415
00:22:41,500 --> 00:22:43,625
Thank you very much, everybody!
416
00:22:51,458 --> 00:22:52,625
Hands up in the air!
417
00:22:57,083 --> 00:22:59,542
Here's to Newark!
Home of rock and roll.
418
00:23:03,041 --> 00:23:04,750
Hands up! Go!
419
00:23:04,834 --> 00:23:08,250
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!
420
00:23:08,333 --> 00:23:13,375
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!
421
00:23:15,083 --> 00:23:17,667
I can't stand still.
422
00:23:17,750 --> 00:23:19,625
Somethin' that bothers me.
423
00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:23,000
I don't know how to relax.
424
00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:25,625
I don't think I ever did
ever since I was a kid.
425
00:23:25,709 --> 00:23:28,000
I've always been that way.
I worry too much.
426
00:23:28,083 --> 00:23:30,291
And, I wish I...
427
00:23:30,375 --> 00:23:33,375
I-I wish I didn't.
428
00:23:33,458 --> 00:23:35,583
And, and a lotta little things
bother me.
429
00:23:35,667 --> 00:23:37,542
And sometimes I don't show it.
430
00:23:37,625 --> 00:23:38,625
But it eats me up
it bothers me,
431
00:23:38,709 --> 00:23:42,667
and I-I internalize everything
pretty bad.
432
00:23:42,750 --> 00:23:44,834
I-I-I have a little bit of ADD
433
00:23:44,917 --> 00:23:47,625
and, and all that crazy shit
434
00:23:47,709 --> 00:23:50,250
and, uh, unless
it's totally fascinating me,
435
00:23:50,333 --> 00:23:53,750
you got me, I can't do it.
436
00:23:53,834 --> 00:23:54,667
I got to do somethin' else.
437
00:23:57,083 --> 00:23:59,125
And that's been my whole life
438
00:23:59,208 --> 00:24:02,583
like, I need-I need to be
totally fascinated by something
439
00:24:02,667 --> 00:24:05,083
and keep movin' forward
with it.
440
00:24:05,166 --> 00:24:07,542
My life,
bein' in Agnostic Front
441
00:24:07,625 --> 00:24:08,667
has been that fascination.
442
00:24:12,375 --> 00:24:14,875
I like the fact
that I'm moving,
443
00:24:14,959 --> 00:24:17,667
I'm goin' different places,
I'm meeting people.
444
00:24:17,750 --> 00:24:19,250
I'm, I'm taking stuff in.
445
00:24:19,333 --> 00:24:21,709
You know, like,
I can't do Groundhog Day.
446
00:24:21,792 --> 00:24:23,583
I can't do the same thing
over and over.
447
00:24:23,667 --> 00:24:27,000
I get extremely bored.
I get extremely crazy.
448
00:24:27,083 --> 00:24:28,417
That's why everything I do,
449
00:24:28,500 --> 00:24:29,875
I'm completely passionate
about.
450
00:24:29,959 --> 00:24:32,542
Completely dedicated to,
you know?
451
00:24:32,625 --> 00:24:35,542
Like, everything I do,
I'm in it 100%.
452
00:24:35,625 --> 00:24:38,041
If I don't feel like I'm in it
100%, I'm not doin' it.
453
00:24:38,125 --> 00:24:39,875
Because, I know who,
the person...
454
00:24:39,959 --> 00:24:41,458
The kind of person I am.
455
00:24:41,542 --> 00:24:44,542
It's either I'm "Gung-ho"
or I'm out.
456
00:24:50,542 --> 00:24:52,542
I do battle depression.
457
00:24:52,625 --> 00:24:54,625
I don't believe in, uh
458
00:24:54,709 --> 00:24:56,542
especially in pills
or anything like that.
459
00:24:56,625 --> 00:24:59,375
I'll do everything I can
to-to not go that route.
460
00:24:59,458 --> 00:25:01,834
And I've been through therapy
461
00:25:01,917 --> 00:25:03,583
and, uh, and one thing
462
00:25:03,667 --> 00:25:05,208
that's helped me a lot
and greatly
463
00:25:05,291 --> 00:25:07,667
with my depression and anxiety
is my wife.
464
00:25:07,750 --> 00:25:11,375
You know, my wife
is really good at grounding me
465
00:25:11,458 --> 00:25:14,625
and she has been
the only person
466
00:25:14,709 --> 00:25:18,667
that has really been able to
help me with that.
467
00:25:46,333 --> 00:25:48,959
♪ Johnny can't read
Johnny can't write ♪
468
00:25:49,041 --> 00:25:52,959
♪ Johnny just
don't understand ♪
469
00:25:53,041 --> 00:25:55,291
♪ Johnny don't care
about this world ♪
470
00:25:55,375 --> 00:25:58,500
♪ As long as he can
fuck his girl ♪
471
00:25:58,583 --> 00:26:01,750
♪ And prove that he's a man ♪
472
00:26:01,834 --> 00:26:04,583
♪ Johnny wastes his days
eatin' ludes ♪
473
00:26:04,667 --> 00:26:09,125
♪ He's a teenage vegetable ♪
474
00:26:11,125 --> 00:26:13,667
♪ Johnny hates to think
he's ignorant ♪
475
00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:15,709
♪ He's a mindless
brainwashed pig ♪
476
00:26:15,792 --> 00:26:17,959
♪ Ring a bell
he starts to drool ♪♪
477
00:26:18,041 --> 00:26:21,166
Well, you know,
myself bein' an immigrant
478
00:26:21,250 --> 00:26:23,750
Vinnie bein'
maybe second generation
479
00:26:23,834 --> 00:26:25,834
or third generation,
480
00:26:25,917 --> 00:26:28,250
we almost didn't feel like
we had our own family
481
00:26:28,333 --> 00:26:31,583
within our own family,
if you know what I mean.
482
00:26:31,667 --> 00:26:34,125
We had to go out
and search for family.
483
00:26:34,208 --> 00:26:35,750
And, uh, I mean,
I love my family.
484
00:26:35,834 --> 00:26:38,792
I love my mother, my brothers,
my sisters.
485
00:26:38,875 --> 00:26:41,041
But there was that empty...
486
00:26:41,125 --> 00:26:43,166
There was that empty feeling
inside of me
487
00:26:43,250 --> 00:26:45,250
that I just needed to explore.
488
00:26:45,333 --> 00:26:47,375
I needed to go out there.
I need to-to...
489
00:26:47,458 --> 00:26:49,917
Especially, when I found people
that were like me
490
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,500
and I felt so close to them,
I felt that bond.
491
00:26:52,583 --> 00:26:54,834
I felt that...
that togetherness.
492
00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:58,500
I just needed to go on further
and explore it.
493
00:26:58,583 --> 00:27:00,667
♪ I count my blessings
every day ♪
494
00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:03,083
♪ For my friends and family ♪
495
00:27:03,166 --> 00:27:05,792
♪ I get down on my knees
and pray ♪
496
00:27:05,875 --> 00:27:08,208
♪ Hopin' we can find a way ♪
497
00:27:08,291 --> 00:27:10,875
♪ I count my blessings
every day ♪
498
00:27:10,959 --> 00:27:13,291
♪ For my friends and family ♪
499
00:27:13,375 --> 00:27:15,625
♪ Now that we come
face to face ♪
500
00:27:15,709 --> 00:27:19,959
♪ I pray to God
we don't lose faith ♪♪
501
00:27:25,417 --> 00:27:28,750
Black and blue take over
East Village Radio.
502
00:27:28,834 --> 00:27:32,375
What a night tonight, great,
great, great, historic guest
503
00:27:32,458 --> 00:27:33,834
in the studio with us,
504
00:27:33,917 --> 00:27:38,333
of course, main stay
at the Lower East Side,
505
00:27:38,417 --> 00:27:40,875
my brother, my mentor...
one of my mentors,
506
00:27:40,959 --> 00:27:42,834
one of my older brothers,
Vinnie Stigma.
507
00:27:42,917 --> 00:27:43,959
-Vinnie, what's up?
-Joe, how are you?
508
00:27:44,041 --> 00:27:46,792
-Good to see you, brother.
-Yeah, we love you, man.
509
00:27:46,875 --> 00:27:48,709
It's always a pleasure
to have you down here.
510
00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:49,458
Uh, Vinnie, what you've done,
511
00:27:49,542 --> 00:27:51,875
and-and-and helped out,
512
00:27:51,959 --> 00:27:54,250
and-and created
for this community,
513
00:27:54,333 --> 00:27:54,917
uh, it's amazing, man.
514
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,583
And-and I'm stoked to hear
515
00:27:56,667 --> 00:27:58,375
all the good things
happenin' about you,
516
00:27:58,458 --> 00:28:03,000
you know? And, uh, I'm-I'm happy
to see someone, uh, like you,
517
00:28:03,083 --> 00:28:05,125
you know, getting what to do,
518
00:28:05,208 --> 00:28:07,417
getting the attention
you deserve, you and Roger
519
00:28:07,500 --> 00:28:10,166
and the band, and all the people
you influenced throughout
520
00:28:10,250 --> 00:28:11,583
the hardcore, punk rock,
521
00:28:11,667 --> 00:28:12,750
throughout the whole
music community.
522
00:28:12,834 --> 00:28:14,083
Not just hardcore and punk rock,
523
00:28:14,166 --> 00:28:17,083
I saw some sting
with M-Metallica?
524
00:28:17,166 --> 00:28:20,041
Yeah, I'm in, uh, Guitar World
this month with Metallica.
525
00:28:20,125 --> 00:28:21,792
-What?
-Yeah, I got the centerfold.
526
00:28:21,875 --> 00:28:23,417
Yo, the centerspread, you know.
527
00:28:23,500 --> 00:28:25,375
-Shit, the centerspread!
-Get the fuck outta here!
528
00:28:25,458 --> 00:28:26,667
Oh, you gotta read the article.
529
00:28:26,750 --> 00:28:29,166
It is so great, man.
I'm telling you right now.
530
00:28:29,250 --> 00:28:31,959
It's so much fun.
I talked nothin' about guitars.
531
00:28:32,041 --> 00:28:34,208
I just talk about life,
you know?
532
00:28:34,291 --> 00:28:36,083
That, that's,
that's really good, man.
533
00:28:36,166 --> 00:28:37,291
You're givin' a kid out there
534
00:28:37,375 --> 00:28:38,959
a little hope,
a little direction.
535
00:28:39,041 --> 00:28:40,250
-Yeah...
-You know?
536
00:28:40,333 --> 00:28:41,375
That's, that's what it is.
I mean...
537
00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:42,667
Yeah,
because hardcore is freedom.
538
00:28:42,750 --> 00:28:44,709
Don't let them tell you
what to eat,
539
00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:45,834
what to believe in,
540
00:28:45,917 --> 00:28:46,875
what to drink,
you got your own mind,
541
00:28:46,959 --> 00:28:49,959
make it up for yourself,
and take it from me,
542
00:28:50,041 --> 00:28:54,041
I'm a real New Yorker, you could
tell by the fuckin' accent.
543
00:28:54,125 --> 00:28:55,250
I love you. I'm your friend.
544
00:28:55,333 --> 00:28:56,875
I gotta let you know
these things, alright.
545
00:28:56,959 --> 00:28:59,000
-Thank you. I'll see you later.
-I'll catch you later. Alright.
546
00:28:59,083 --> 00:29:01,125
Alright. Ritchie,
I'll see you later. Papa!
547
00:29:01,208 --> 00:29:02,333
-You're looking good.
-Alright.
548
00:29:02,417 --> 00:29:03,333
-I love your style.
-You're lookin' better.
549
00:29:03,417 --> 00:29:06,166
I cannot not like you!
550
00:29:06,250 --> 00:29:07,834
I don't care. I got it.
551
00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:11,125
I'll take my shirt off
in the rain, I don't care.
552
00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:15,000
That's the sound of New York,
baby.
553
00:29:37,917 --> 00:29:40,000
So, "Agnostic Front"
in the history of music
554
00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:42,834
is always gonna be
one of those bands that
555
00:29:42,917 --> 00:29:45,583
chances are you could be
anywhere in the world.
556
00:29:45,667 --> 00:29:48,417
And that name could come out
557
00:29:48,500 --> 00:29:51,125
and somebody out of leftfield
that happens to be in that room
558
00:29:51,208 --> 00:29:52,500
when that name is mentioned
is gonna say
559
00:29:52,583 --> 00:29:54,333
"I know that band."
560
00:29:54,417 --> 00:29:55,625
Chances are that person
doesn't own any of their music
561
00:29:55,709 --> 00:29:58,208
but they somehow
know that name.
562
00:29:58,291 --> 00:29:59,250
Like, to me,
that's an illustration
563
00:29:59,333 --> 00:30:02,083
of how much of an impact
that band has made,
564
00:30:02,166 --> 00:30:05,458
that it can touch
on mainstream popularity,
565
00:30:05,542 --> 00:30:07,458
but not have literally
achieved it.
566
00:30:07,542 --> 00:30:09,166
You know, obviously,
there is this incredibly
567
00:30:09,250 --> 00:30:11,375
raw element to Agnostic Front.
568
00:30:11,458 --> 00:30:12,375
That it, it can't be mainstream.
569
00:30:29,208 --> 00:30:30,834
This is a slam-dancing club
570
00:30:30,917 --> 00:30:32,041
in New York City.
571
00:30:32,125 --> 00:30:34,208
And if you think
this looks weird,
572
00:30:34,291 --> 00:30:37,417
just look at these kids
up close.
573
00:30:37,500 --> 00:30:40,625
In cities like Boston,
Los Angeles, Washington,
574
00:30:40,709 --> 00:30:43,417
and here in New York,
they dress punk
575
00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:46,333
and hang around
slam-dancing clubs.
576
00:30:46,417 --> 00:30:49,125
And while they look
as scuzzy as the club itself,
577
00:30:49,208 --> 00:30:52,083
this one in New York
is called the A7.
578
00:30:52,166 --> 00:30:54,750
These kids do have
a philosophy.
579
00:30:54,834 --> 00:30:57,750
And it's not anywhere near
as bad as they look.
580
00:31:02,083 --> 00:31:04,583
People have been encouraged
to participate,
581
00:31:04,667 --> 00:31:07,000
you know, you can be in a band,
you can be a photographer,
582
00:31:07,083 --> 00:31:09,083
you can just go to shows
and support things
583
00:31:09,166 --> 00:31:12,083
and buy the records and get
involved and get interested.
584
00:31:12,166 --> 00:31:15,333
Instead of people just sit
at home and wonder what to do
585
00:31:15,417 --> 00:31:18,125
and watch TV, you know, people
have a chance to be creative
586
00:31:18,208 --> 00:31:20,291
and, and have a chance
to express themselves.
587
00:31:20,375 --> 00:31:23,291
It's, it's really a matter of,
of getting that chance
588
00:31:23,375 --> 00:31:26,500
instead of blindly following
all the time, you know?
589
00:31:26,583 --> 00:31:29,291
There's a whole network around
this entire country that's
590
00:31:29,375 --> 00:31:32,625
supporting this underground
movement and it's grown.
591
00:31:32,709 --> 00:31:34,333
We don't bend down
to rock stars
592
00:31:34,417 --> 00:31:36,458
and-and to what's on the
commercial radio stations.
593
00:31:36,542 --> 00:31:38,041
Everybody knows each other.
They come down and they play.
594
00:31:38,125 --> 00:31:40,959
That's why this club's
like the A7 club
595
00:31:41,041 --> 00:31:42,625
and what's happening around.
'cause all the kids come around
596
00:31:42,709 --> 00:31:45,250
get together and play music.
597
00:31:50,458 --> 00:31:52,125
Well, it's an entire
cross-section.
598
00:31:52,208 --> 00:31:54,542
We have different age groups,
you know, some people
599
00:31:54,625 --> 00:31:57,125
who are just kids, some people
a little older.
600
00:31:57,208 --> 00:31:59,291
And, all in all,
we have our entire variety
601
00:31:59,375 --> 00:32:02,959
of different people,
you can't really get it down
602
00:32:03,041 --> 00:32:05,208
to one sort or type of person.
603
00:32:05,291 --> 00:32:08,750
We have, uh, different races,
different sexes...
604
00:32:08,834 --> 00:32:12,041
It's not really
a clearly defined movement.
605
00:32:12,125 --> 00:32:14,500
Let's begin with
what is the movement all about?
606
00:32:14,583 --> 00:32:16,792
It's all a whole new
way of-of thinking, you know?
607
00:32:16,875 --> 00:32:18,333
It's-it's, it has nothing
to do with age,
608
00:32:18,417 --> 00:32:20,667
age, the way you look,
the way you dress,
609
00:32:20,750 --> 00:32:22,959
it has nothin' to do with it.
610
00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:24,250
It has nothin'
to do with it at all.
611
00:32:24,333 --> 00:32:26,417
What really matters,
is your attitude
612
00:32:26,500 --> 00:32:28,583
and how, how you think
about yourself
613
00:32:28,667 --> 00:32:31,583
and, and like, how you treat
different people, you know?
614
00:32:31,667 --> 00:32:34,583
Like people sayin', well, the
world's never gonna be good,
615
00:32:34,667 --> 00:32:37,333
it's always gonna be messed up
and people are always gonna be
616
00:32:37,417 --> 00:32:39,458
like, out for themselves
and you're never gonna be
617
00:32:39,542 --> 00:32:41,125
able to change it,
it's not true, you know?
618
00:32:41,208 --> 00:32:43,250
If all the kids get together
in the world, right?
619
00:32:43,333 --> 00:32:44,792
And we all feel
the same way about
620
00:32:44,875 --> 00:32:46,667
one particular thing,
you know?
621
00:32:46,750 --> 00:32:49,667
And then we just spread out,
farther and farther, you know?
622
00:32:49,750 --> 00:32:51,208
People s-say it's impossible.
623
00:32:51,291 --> 00:32:52,917
Well, you're just
a small clique of kids.
624
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:54,208
You can't do anything about
625
00:32:54,291 --> 00:32:55,542
what's goin' on in the world
626
00:32:55,625 --> 00:32:57,583
and that's true,
like, today it's true.
627
00:32:57,667 --> 00:33:00,250
If we try now,
to stick together, right?
628
00:33:00,333 --> 00:33:02,542
And maybe it'll get better,
you know?
629
00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:11,208
Well, we don't really know
630
00:33:11,291 --> 00:33:13,041
what the future's gonna be.
631
00:33:13,125 --> 00:33:14,917
We just go about it everyday
632
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:16,959
and whatever happens
is gonna happen.
633
00:33:17,041 --> 00:33:19,041
And we just try to do
the best of, uh...
634
00:33:19,125 --> 00:33:21,375
at what we do. You know,
we try to do our best--
635
00:33:21,458 --> 00:33:23,458
And how will it
change the outside world?
636
00:33:23,542 --> 00:33:25,208
This, this is killin'
the record industries
637
00:33:25,291 --> 00:33:29,417
but we're cutting our own
records, we don't need them.
638
00:33:29,500 --> 00:33:30,834
They're profiteering off of us.
639
00:33:30,917 --> 00:33:32,583
This... Well, this is,
that's the real world.
640
00:33:32,667 --> 00:33:35,083
Right? Ain't that
the real world you said before?
641
00:33:35,166 --> 00:33:36,542
-Right?
-I didn't say that.
642
00:33:36,625 --> 00:33:37,792
-You said it.
-You said it before.
643
00:33:37,875 --> 00:33:39,667
You asked a question
to this guy.
644
00:33:39,750 --> 00:33:40,750
-Alright. Well, anyway--
-You just did.
645
00:33:40,834 --> 00:33:43,125
We're cuttin' them down.
646
00:33:43,208 --> 00:33:45,583
You know, we don't need them
to exploit us, you know?
647
00:33:45,667 --> 00:33:47,333
We don't want them, like,
you buy a record for two songs
648
00:33:47,417 --> 00:33:50,250
an album for $11 and the rest
is dead-ass space.
649
00:33:50,333 --> 00:33:51,417
I don't wanna hear it.
650
00:33:51,500 --> 00:33:52,542
We-we're proving to people
that we don't
651
00:33:52,625 --> 00:33:55,458
have to follow them
and conform to their...
652
00:33:55,542 --> 00:33:58,417
aspects of society. We don't
have to be like everyone else.
653
00:33:58,500 --> 00:34:02,417
We can rebel by, you know,
b-by being different,
654
00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:04,792
and to being into
different kind of music.
655
00:34:04,875 --> 00:34:07,542
-Not cooperating with them.
-Not cooperating with society.
656
00:34:07,625 --> 00:34:11,125
We can be against society
and live in our own...
657
00:34:11,208 --> 00:34:13,959
Make our own society
without, you know
658
00:34:14,041 --> 00:34:16,083
lowering ourselves
to their standards.
659
00:34:16,166 --> 00:34:16,917
Fight against society,
not each other.
660
00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,291
-Cut.
-Good, excellent!
661
00:34:19,375 --> 00:34:20,625
-Bravo!
-Bravo!
662
00:34:20,709 --> 00:34:23,834
-Fantastic.
-Bravo! Thank you.
663
00:34:23,917 --> 00:34:26,709
This scene was just
a by-product of the '80s
664
00:34:26,792 --> 00:34:29,500
and, uh, pissed, angry youth
you know, that's the scene.
665
00:34:29,583 --> 00:34:31,583
To be honest with you,
that's what it came out of 'em.
666
00:34:37,291 --> 00:34:39,458
What collectively drew
everybody's attention
667
00:34:39,542 --> 00:34:43,250
was this aggressive music,
what we all had to say.
668
00:34:45,709 --> 00:34:47,667
A lot of the people
involved in the scene
669
00:34:47,750 --> 00:34:48,834
were either runaways,
670
00:34:48,917 --> 00:34:52,125
or just outcasts, misfits
671
00:34:52,208 --> 00:34:54,166
that didn't belong
with everyone else.
672
00:34:54,250 --> 00:34:56,834
We were young kids,
we looked out for each other
673
00:34:56,917 --> 00:34:58,750
protected each other...
674
00:34:58,834 --> 00:35:02,750
♪ Let you down ♪
675
00:35:02,834 --> 00:35:04,291
Agnostic Front didn't create
676
00:35:04,375 --> 00:35:06,750
the New York City
hardcore scene.
677
00:35:06,834 --> 00:35:10,250
This scene was created
by all my friends
678
00:35:10,333 --> 00:35:12,834
and, if it wasn't
for all of us
679
00:35:12,917 --> 00:35:16,625
being together,
going to each other's shows,
680
00:35:16,709 --> 00:35:18,333
supporting each other,
who knows?
681
00:35:25,709 --> 00:35:28,375
We hung out
in the Lower East Side
682
00:35:28,458 --> 00:35:31,542
when it was a place,
m-most dangerous time ever.
683
00:35:31,625 --> 00:35:32,625
This is not the New York City
you go see now.
684
00:35:32,709 --> 00:35:34,792
This is not the Times Square
you go see now.
685
00:35:34,875 --> 00:35:37,709
This was legit,
this was a true ghetto.
686
00:35:37,792 --> 00:35:40,041
And pretty much,
we had it all to ourselves.
687
00:35:42,959 --> 00:35:45,208
New York City
is a violent town.
688
00:35:45,291 --> 00:35:46,709
Murder is an everyday
occurrence.
689
00:35:49,125 --> 00:35:52,125
Yeah, it was a war zone.
It really was.
690
00:35:52,208 --> 00:35:55,208
A lot of abandoned buildings,
691
00:35:55,291 --> 00:35:58,208
a-a lotta devastation.
692
00:35:58,291 --> 00:36:00,166
It was a lotta drugs.
693
00:36:00,250 --> 00:36:03,500
You know, it-it was just
a bad area.
694
00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,291
Shootings, muggings,
gangs, street gangs.
695
00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:12,709
All around us, so we
naturally had our own gang,
696
00:36:12,792 --> 00:36:16,500
you know? We were
the Lower East Side crew.
697
00:36:16,583 --> 00:36:18,834
Back in 1982-83,
it was like I said before,
698
00:36:18,917 --> 00:36:20,917
like a family
where everybody's together,
699
00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:23,625
we were pretty much very...
It was very poor way of livin'.
700
00:36:23,709 --> 00:36:26,250
We all lived in one apartment,
on 188 Norfolk Street,
701
00:36:26,333 --> 00:36:28,542
down here in Lower East Side.
It was about ten of us.
702
00:36:28,625 --> 00:36:31,458
And we, our ways of eating
or anything like that
703
00:36:31,542 --> 00:36:34,417
was, we used to, actually,
you know, man on the street,
704
00:36:34,500 --> 00:36:35,917
you know, ask for change
and stuff like that.
705
00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:38,291
We work together, we'd all
706
00:36:38,375 --> 00:36:39,750
bring back the money
and we'd eat.
707
00:36:39,834 --> 00:36:40,750
It was a very poor lifestyle.
708
00:36:40,834 --> 00:36:42,917
We learned how to live
as people together
709
00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,458
instead of like, individually
breakin' up and like,
710
00:36:44,542 --> 00:36:47,250
bein' like, you know, selfish
so we kinda
711
00:36:47,333 --> 00:36:48,583
learned like, it was sorta like
a commune, you know
712
00:36:48,667 --> 00:36:49,542
something like,
it was like a hippie commune
713
00:36:49,625 --> 00:36:51,291
but it was nothin'
like a hippie commune.
714
00:36:51,375 --> 00:36:56,291
It was more of a harder
commune, you know?
715
00:36:56,375 --> 00:36:58,125
I think we sound
the way we sound like
716
00:36:58,208 --> 00:37:00,792
because we are a product
of New York.
717
00:37:00,875 --> 00:37:02,667
If we would've been
from anywhere else
718
00:37:02,750 --> 00:37:05,500
in the country, I don't think
we woulda had that edge,
719
00:37:05,583 --> 00:37:09,458
and that element of danger
created something great,
720
00:37:09,542 --> 00:37:12,959
something fantastic,
something brutal,
721
00:37:13,041 --> 00:37:16,709
real, genuine and in your face
that you can't recreate today.
722
00:37:16,792 --> 00:37:18,375
It was completely organic,
there was no...
723
00:37:18,458 --> 00:37:20,625
There was nothing fake
about it,
724
00:37:20,709 --> 00:37:22,500
and it could only happen
'cause we lived at that time.
725
00:37:22,583 --> 00:37:26,625
That era in New York City,
those people, those bands...
726
00:37:26,709 --> 00:37:29,291
that's it.
727
00:38:02,625 --> 00:38:04,834
Good-looking 60-year-old
right there.
728
00:38:04,917 --> 00:38:06,500
Thank you. I try my hardest.
729
00:38:08,417 --> 00:38:10,709
He makes me look good,
he's a model, the kid, you know?
730
00:38:12,917 --> 00:38:14,500
-Can you take a picture?
-Sure.
731
00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:18,250
-Good one.
-Thanks.
732
00:38:18,333 --> 00:38:19,959
-Thank you very much.
-Thank you.
733
00:38:22,041 --> 00:38:24,542
You know, I-I'll always be
doing this.
734
00:38:24,625 --> 00:38:27,667
I knew from an early age
I'd be doin' this.
735
00:38:27,750 --> 00:38:30,375
'Cause I'm that kinda guy.
736
00:38:30,458 --> 00:38:32,375
Yeah, what else
is there to do...
737
00:38:32,458 --> 00:38:33,750
for me, anyway?
738
00:38:34,792 --> 00:38:38,542
Well, I love it.
60 years old, got a mohawk.
739
00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:42,125
That's hard, that's true,
that's grit.
740
00:38:45,375 --> 00:38:46,959
Yeah, in shape. Good. Feel good.
741
00:38:47,041 --> 00:38:49,458
Gonna play my guitar hard
tonight.
742
00:38:49,542 --> 00:38:51,875
I might even put on a new strap.
743
00:38:55,667 --> 00:38:57,500
I-I-I realized that, like,
744
00:38:57,583 --> 00:38:59,291
uh, I wasn't, like, in step
745
00:38:59,375 --> 00:39:02,375
or the rest of society,
let's say.
746
00:39:02,458 --> 00:39:04,542
But I always felt like,
"Hey, I'm a normal guy."
747
00:39:04,625 --> 00:39:06,083
"I'm a regular guy, you know?"
748
00:39:06,166 --> 00:39:09,417
Punk and hardcore,
then was like, new.
749
00:39:09,500 --> 00:39:10,208
It was totally different.
750
00:39:10,291 --> 00:39:13,458
It was no more the guy up there
751
00:39:13,542 --> 00:39:15,834
and you gotta, like...
You know what I mean?
752
00:39:15,917 --> 00:39:18,792
It was real,
it was down-to-earth.
753
00:39:18,875 --> 00:39:20,917
I felt that you could
achieve it.
754
00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:23,542
You could do it.
755
00:39:23,625 --> 00:39:24,917
You know what I mean?
You could be that guy.
756
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:28,917
You know? And I say to myself,
"Not only I could be that guy,
757
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:30,750
I could do better
than that guy.
758
00:39:30,834 --> 00:39:33,208
I could do it louder,
I could do it faster,
759
00:39:33,291 --> 00:39:35,750
I could do it harder,
and better.
760
00:39:35,834 --> 00:39:38,000
And that's what I did.
761
00:39:50,250 --> 00:39:52,166
Okay, who started the band?
762
00:39:53,875 --> 00:39:55,667
Which one of you
started the bad? Come on.
763
00:39:58,166 --> 00:40:00,834
I did, I started the band.
764
00:40:00,917 --> 00:40:02,792
Oh! Ashamed to admit it.
765
00:40:04,834 --> 00:40:08,750
I started Agnostic Front
about three years ago, uh...
766
00:40:08,834 --> 00:40:12,625
I wanted a band to speak of,
uh, social unrest, uh,
767
00:40:12,709 --> 00:40:15,583
a lotta political aspects
to it, uh...
768
00:40:15,667 --> 00:40:18,458
I, uh, wanted more than just
the name of a band.
769
00:40:18,542 --> 00:40:20,667
I wanted a-a statement
of some kind.
770
00:40:20,750 --> 00:40:22,834
You know, every time
I say the name,
771
00:40:22,917 --> 00:40:24,667
it could mean
something different.
772
00:40:24,750 --> 00:40:26,750
You know, like it could mean
any socially and politically...
773
00:40:26,834 --> 00:40:30,458
It can also not mean
the absolute truth.
774
00:40:30,542 --> 00:40:32,875
To be in doubt...
775
00:40:32,959 --> 00:40:34,834
To be in doubt,
not meaning the absolute truth.
776
00:40:34,917 --> 00:40:35,500
Not knowing the absolute truth
777
00:40:35,583 --> 00:40:38,000
is what agnostic means.
778
00:40:38,083 --> 00:40:39,959
It could mean
politically, socially
779
00:40:40,041 --> 00:40:41,166
religious.
It could go anyway...
780
00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:43,417
A front meaning a...
781
00:40:43,500 --> 00:40:45,166
Your point of view, your stands
782
00:40:45,250 --> 00:40:46,417
your morals or whatever.
783
00:40:46,500 --> 00:40:48,542
So we all have a diff...
784
00:40:49,625 --> 00:40:52,166
Well, before Roger was
in the band,
785
00:40:52,250 --> 00:40:55,125
I had other guys
like John Watson...
786
00:40:55,208 --> 00:40:58,750
Raybeez, I had a bunch of guys
in the band, you know?
787
00:40:58,834 --> 00:41:02,959
Then I got steady drummers
and stuff like that
788
00:41:03,041 --> 00:41:03,667
and then I got Roger.
789
00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:09,834
Everybody, what I wanna see?
790
00:41:09,917 --> 00:41:11,875
What I wanna see right now...
791
00:41:11,959 --> 00:41:14,542
is a giant circle pit
792
00:41:14,625 --> 00:41:17,125
all the way back the way front.
793
00:41:17,208 --> 00:41:19,625
Let's do this.
Giant circle pit!
794
00:41:27,875 --> 00:41:29,583
♪ Are you friend or foe? ♪
795
00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:33,709
♪ Are you friend or foe? ♪
796
00:41:33,792 --> 00:41:37,625
Roger was a bass
player for The Psychos,
797
00:41:37,709 --> 00:41:38,375
and, uh, you know,
798
00:41:38,458 --> 00:41:43,250
they weren't too popular.
799
00:41:43,333 --> 00:41:46,834
I loved them, you know.
800
00:41:46,917 --> 00:41:50,250
Yeah, they weren't really doin'
like, all that, you know,
801
00:41:50,333 --> 00:41:53,750
but Agnostic Front
was, you know, kinda,
802
00:41:53,834 --> 00:41:56,750
you know, a staple
of New York hardcore.
803
00:41:56,834 --> 00:41:59,917
Alright, all you videots
out there.
804
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,625
This next band is the crucial
band from New York.
805
00:42:02,709 --> 00:42:07,083
The ones known of the name
as Agnostic Front.
806
00:42:07,166 --> 00:42:09,291
We're illegal.
807
00:42:09,375 --> 00:42:13,250
Punked, scathed, black, white,
808
00:42:13,333 --> 00:42:16,250
everyone of us, hair, no hair,
start doin' it.
809
00:42:24,125 --> 00:42:27,291
When I was approached
to sing in Agnostic Front,
810
00:42:27,375 --> 00:42:29,125
that, that took some
gettin' used to,
811
00:42:29,208 --> 00:42:29,875
and the reason
I was approached,
812
00:42:29,959 --> 00:42:32,291
because I was a-a stage diver.
813
00:42:32,375 --> 00:42:34,667
I was that guy in the scene,
in the pit, stage diving
814
00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:36,667
and that's who,
how they pick guys.
815
00:42:39,291 --> 00:42:41,959
Here's the original
United Blood.
816
00:42:42,041 --> 00:42:43,625
There were two versions,
I wonder which...
817
00:42:43,709 --> 00:42:44,750
This has got everything
in here.
818
00:42:46,458 --> 00:42:48,959
I don't know what this is.
819
00:42:49,041 --> 00:42:49,709
Oh, look at this.
820
00:42:51,208 --> 00:42:53,625
That's a young me.
821
00:42:53,709 --> 00:42:54,792
I can tell by the way
I'm holdin' my mike.
822
00:42:54,875 --> 00:42:57,125
It-it was really young,
because there was...
823
00:42:57,208 --> 00:42:58,709
I was insecure.
I didn't know what to do.
824
00:42:58,792 --> 00:43:02,083
You know, I mean, I...
I come from playin' bass.
825
00:43:02,166 --> 00:43:04,041
So somethin' thrown to, to sing
826
00:43:04,125 --> 00:43:05,625
and I just didn't know
what to do,
827
00:43:05,709 --> 00:43:06,834
and one of the things
I used to do is
828
00:43:06,917 --> 00:43:08,792
grab the mike like this
and just...
829
00:43:08,875 --> 00:43:10,041
Go for it, you know?
830
00:43:10,125 --> 00:43:12,166
I always had somethin'
to hide behind
831
00:43:12,250 --> 00:43:13,750
and it's hard to hide behind
a little microphone, you know?
832
00:43:13,834 --> 00:43:16,875
Th-there was just
a weird feeling, you know?
833
00:43:26,417 --> 00:43:28,667
Alright, let's go.
I got the tape rollin'.
834
00:43:28,750 --> 00:43:30,709
Go? Okay.
835
00:43:30,792 --> 00:43:34,083
Fight, Last warning. Okay.
We're gonna do Fight.
836
00:43:34,166 --> 00:43:35,667
You guys wanna
keep doing Fight?
837
00:43:35,750 --> 00:43:37,709
It was like the A7 club
for instance,
838
00:43:37,792 --> 00:43:39,333
you're on the floor with
everybody else, you're singing
839
00:43:39,417 --> 00:43:41,166
everybody's around you goin'
nuts. Who gives a shit?
840
00:43:46,083 --> 00:43:46,709
♪ Fight fight fight
fight fight me ♪
841
00:43:48,834 --> 00:43:51,959
The main rules for
Agnostic Front when I joined
842
00:43:52,041 --> 00:43:53,458
was just three simple rules,
no girlfriends,
843
00:43:53,542 --> 00:43:55,917
shave their head and dance hard.
844
00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:59,083
That's it.
Everything else didn't matter.
845
00:43:59,166 --> 00:44:01,333
Didn't even matter
if you sang in the mike,
846
00:44:01,417 --> 00:44:02,667
you put the mike down,
who gives a shit?
847
00:44:02,750 --> 00:44:05,583
Get in the pit
while we're playing.
848
00:44:22,625 --> 00:44:27,625
On fire. Let's hear it, folks.
849
00:44:27,709 --> 00:44:30,208
Now, that was "Agnostic Front."
850
00:44:30,291 --> 00:44:34,875
Stay tuned for the launch.
High And Mighty.
851
00:44:36,834 --> 00:44:39,208
Let's hear it
for "Agnostic Front."
852
00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:46,417
Ah, this is my favorite photo
right here.
853
00:44:46,500 --> 00:44:50,750
This is, uh, my guitar hero,
ha, Vinnie Stigma.
854
00:44:50,834 --> 00:44:53,834
This is in Argentina,
I remember it clearly,
855
00:44:53,917 --> 00:44:55,542
you know?
I would always do that.
856
00:44:55,625 --> 00:44:58,208
Pick him up, during Crucified,
I think.
857
00:44:58,291 --> 00:45:00,417
Pick him up, and, you know...
858
00:45:00,500 --> 00:45:02,125
I could do that back then,
you know?
859
00:45:02,208 --> 00:45:03,750
Then he was still Skinny Vinnie.
860
00:45:03,834 --> 00:45:05,709
We used to call him
"Skinny Guinea."
861
00:45:05,792 --> 00:45:08,041
-Look at him all ready.
-Good. Beautiful.
862
00:45:08,125 --> 00:45:09,709
I didn't even see you come in.
863
00:45:09,792 --> 00:45:10,834
How are you?
864
00:45:12,375 --> 00:45:15,792
As long as you don't realize
everything else?
865
00:45:15,875 --> 00:45:17,959
-Michael Jackson isn't...
-Of course.
866
00:45:18,041 --> 00:45:20,583
He's doin' "Thriller."
You saw that?
867
00:45:20,667 --> 00:45:21,834
He's doin' the "Thriller."
Look at him.
868
00:45:21,917 --> 00:45:24,458
So, always through the years,
869
00:45:24,542 --> 00:45:26,125
I'd buy Vinnie
his birthday cake,
870
00:45:26,208 --> 00:45:28,083
since '86, I think it was.
871
00:45:28,166 --> 00:45:31,959
This is a recent picture of him
playing in Agnostic Front
872
00:45:32,041 --> 00:45:33,291
on tour, I think, in Germany?
873
00:45:33,375 --> 00:45:36,750
It just signifies
874
00:45:36,834 --> 00:45:38,834
the endurance
of his human spirit
875
00:45:38,917 --> 00:45:42,917
to play rock and roll
in his own way
876
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:45,625
and so many people
have been touched by that.
877
00:45:45,709 --> 00:45:48,458
-We're goin--
-How's the food, alright?
878
00:45:48,542 --> 00:45:50,166
Oh, you got a bit of lipstick
on his face.
879
00:45:50,250 --> 00:45:52,291
-Alright.
-Smile. Say "Cheese."
880
00:45:52,375 --> 00:45:55,917
Cheese. Gob-a-goal.
881
00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:58,083
I blinked.
882
00:45:58,166 --> 00:45:59,542
He taught me
to believe in myself
883
00:45:59,625 --> 00:46:01,375
when I was a teenager.
884
00:46:01,458 --> 00:46:03,834
I loved the sound
of Agnostic Front
885
00:46:03,917 --> 00:46:07,208
for it was real and raw...
886
00:46:07,291 --> 00:46:08,667
and riveting and expressed
887
00:46:08,750 --> 00:46:13,083
the anger that I felt about...
888
00:46:13,166 --> 00:46:16,041
indecencies in society
and in mankind.
889
00:46:16,125 --> 00:46:21,166
Um, but also gave us hope
and in unity in coming together
890
00:46:21,250 --> 00:46:24,792
and a family without, like,
getting into your business,
891
00:46:24,875 --> 00:46:26,667
allowing people to be
who they are,
892
00:46:26,750 --> 00:46:28,959
and that's right for some time.
893
00:46:29,041 --> 00:46:30,583
Just sign the back.
894
00:46:32,458 --> 00:46:34,875
Okay, here we go.
895
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:37,959
Watch. One, two, three.
896
00:46:38,041 --> 00:46:40,417
See that marker's dry
and it says "Happy birthday."
897
00:46:48,458 --> 00:46:52,166
That's fuckin' entertainment,
motherfucker.
898
00:46:52,250 --> 00:46:53,417
Now, that's goin' on my wall.
899
00:46:53,500 --> 00:46:56,375
Sing it with me.
900
00:46:56,458 --> 00:46:59,125
♪ Crucified ♪
901
00:46:59,208 --> 00:47:01,875
♪ Crucified for your sins ♪
902
00:47:01,959 --> 00:47:04,458
♪ Crucified ♪
903
00:47:04,542 --> 00:47:07,041
♪ Crucified for your sins ♪
904
00:47:07,125 --> 00:47:09,542
♪ Crucified ♪
905
00:47:09,625 --> 00:47:11,375
♪ Crucified for your sins ♪
906
00:47:11,458 --> 00:47:14,875
♪ Crucified ♪
907
00:47:14,959 --> 00:47:18,000
♪ Crucified for your sins ♪♪
908
00:47:42,208 --> 00:47:44,458
I got into punk
in the mid '70s
909
00:47:44,542 --> 00:47:46,583
or early '70s, whatever
910
00:47:46,667 --> 00:47:50,041
'cause I didn't like the disco,
th-that was a big thing, disco,
911
00:47:50,125 --> 00:47:53,333
you know, and I, uh,
it wasn't my thing.
912
00:47:53,417 --> 00:47:56,041
And I was always
a rock and roll guy.
913
00:47:56,125 --> 00:47:58,041
I was always in bands,
I always liked guitar,
914
00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:01,458
you know,
I was a big Jimi Hendrix fan
915
00:48:01,542 --> 00:48:03,583
and just bein a-a rebel.
916
00:48:03,667 --> 00:48:06,792
Hey, Mary, it's me, Vinnie.
917
00:48:06,875 --> 00:48:08,375
-Vinnie, I know you.
-How are ya?
918
00:48:08,458 --> 00:48:10,208
You know, I was thinkin' of you
the other day.
919
00:48:10,291 --> 00:48:11,959
-Yeah? Oh, you too.
-You still got your band?
920
00:48:12,041 --> 00:48:13,375
Yeah, I still got the band.
921
00:48:13,458 --> 00:48:14,291
-Good, good. I'll see ya.
-Alright, Mary.
922
00:48:14,375 --> 00:48:16,959
God bless.
923
00:48:17,041 --> 00:48:18,291
This used to be an ink factory.
924
00:48:18,375 --> 00:48:22,959
And, you know, like people,
there was a lotta jobs here.
925
00:48:23,041 --> 00:48:25,083
And the jobs left,
because they turned
926
00:48:25,166 --> 00:48:27,375
an ink factory into condos.
927
00:48:27,458 --> 00:48:30,792
Now, you get like a person
livin' in this one big space
928
00:48:30,875 --> 00:48:33,291
takin' pictures
of an egg on a chair.
929
00:48:33,375 --> 00:48:37,166
I mean, you know?
Makes me wanna throw up.
930
00:48:37,250 --> 00:48:41,417
Oh, the problem I have,
it used to be a neighborhood.
931
00:48:41,500 --> 00:48:43,000
Now, it's...
Hey, Bobby!
932
00:48:43,083 --> 00:48:45,834
-What neighborhood?
-How are ya? How you doin'?
933
00:48:45,917 --> 00:48:47,041
-What's goin' on?
-Hey, Vinnots.
934
00:48:47,125 --> 00:48:49,333
He's talkin'
about our old neighborhood.
935
00:48:49,417 --> 00:48:51,250
Yeah, I was talkin' about
the neighborhood over there.
936
00:48:51,333 --> 00:48:52,667
-How you feelin'? Alright?
-Yeah.
937
00:48:52,750 --> 00:48:54,375
-Good, you look good.
-I'm 67 years old.
938
00:48:54,458 --> 00:48:55,542
I know Vinnie
when he was a baby.
939
00:48:55,625 --> 00:48:58,000
Every Saturday and Sunday,
we used to play stickball
940
00:48:58,083 --> 00:48:59,250
on the block.
941
00:48:59,333 --> 00:49:00,542
There used to be
the cars on the block
942
00:49:00,625 --> 00:49:03,959
we used to get a hanger,
and open up the cars
943
00:49:04,041 --> 00:49:05,333
and we push them down the block.
944
00:49:05,417 --> 00:49:08,000
-Yeah, yeah.
-We played Spanish Harlem.
945
00:49:08,083 --> 00:49:10,333
We played with people from the
other part of the neighborhood.
946
00:49:10,417 --> 00:49:12,542
And the whole neighborhood
used to come down and bid on
947
00:49:12,625 --> 00:49:14,166
the Italian guys
against the Spanish guys.
948
00:49:14,250 --> 00:49:15,291
Yeah, yeah.
949
00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:17,667
And the games
used to be $2000, 1500--
950
00:49:17,750 --> 00:49:18,667
Yeah, it was great.
The tank was the homerun--
951
00:49:18,750 --> 00:49:22,041
Tank was the homerun.
952
00:49:22,125 --> 00:49:23,959
Then he had one he hit
953
00:49:24,041 --> 00:49:25,542
the middle house
in the street.
954
00:49:25,625 --> 00:49:28,625
And then not only that...
Hey, hello, hey, here we are.
955
00:49:28,709 --> 00:49:30,208
Don't forget social club
right over here.
956
00:49:30,291 --> 00:49:31,250
-We're gonna be there later.
-Okay.
957
00:49:31,333 --> 00:49:34,041
-Goodbye, Cousin Vinnie.
-Bobby. Thank you. Bye.
958
00:49:34,125 --> 00:49:35,667
They used to...
Right over there.
959
00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:38,208
They used to have a bunch of...
It was a tire store.
960
00:49:38,291 --> 00:49:39,291
And they...
On Sundays, they used to have
961
00:49:39,375 --> 00:49:43,166
all these tires piled up,
so when I was a kid,
962
00:49:43,250 --> 00:49:44,959
I used to get all the tires
and throw
963
00:49:45,041 --> 00:49:46,959
all the tires in the street,
964
00:49:47,041 --> 00:49:49,917
and, like, clog traffic up.
965
00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:52,625
Heh! I don't believe
I did these things.
966
00:49:52,709 --> 00:49:54,542
It was great.
967
00:49:54,625 --> 00:49:58,375
Ah, let me walk
amongst the dead.
968
00:49:58,458 --> 00:50:00,000
There is a building here,
my father owned
969
00:50:00,083 --> 00:50:02,875
the bar right here once.
970
00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:05,625
Too bad, he lost it, you know?
971
00:50:05,709 --> 00:50:07,458
This building collapsed,
and well...
972
00:50:07,542 --> 00:50:11,208
he lost the bar years ago due
to gambling. So I don't gamble.
973
00:50:11,291 --> 00:50:15,625
This whole thing was the, uh,
like a one storey, you know.
974
00:50:15,709 --> 00:50:17,542
Wow.
975
00:50:17,625 --> 00:50:19,166
How did it collapse?
976
00:50:19,250 --> 00:50:21,458
-Fire.
-Oh.
977
00:50:21,542 --> 00:50:23,583
They called fire one day
and that was the end of that.
978
00:50:23,667 --> 00:50:25,959
-Oh. Wow--
-You know?
979
00:50:26,041 --> 00:50:29,250
-Anyway...
-Your father went to gamble?
980
00:50:29,333 --> 00:50:32,542
Yeah, it's another story.
981
00:50:32,625 --> 00:50:35,583
Thank God, them,
they liked my father.
982
00:50:40,667 --> 00:50:42,625
My dad, uh...
983
00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:48,333
Well, he was a union worker,
he was a, a truck driver,
984
00:50:48,417 --> 00:50:51,125
him and my mother were married
for many years.
985
00:50:51,208 --> 00:50:53,208
My father got mingled
up in a little, you know,
986
00:50:53,291 --> 00:50:56,917
some mafia shit, you know?
987
00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:59,125
My family didn't like it,
you know,
988
00:50:59,208 --> 00:51:01,291
because we don't wanna
be involved.
989
00:51:01,375 --> 00:51:02,917
You know, but you got
no choice, you know
990
00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:04,291
and you gotta keep
your mouth shut,
991
00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:07,709
and you know, it-it made
a wedge in my family,
992
00:51:07,792 --> 00:51:10,166
you know, between...
993
00:51:10,250 --> 00:51:15,625
loan sharks, the mafia,
you know?
994
00:51:15,709 --> 00:51:17,792
I-i-it wouldn't have been
a surprise if we, they would
995
00:51:17,875 --> 00:51:20,625
have found him dead somewhere
in the trunk of a car.
996
00:51:20,709 --> 00:51:24,125
You know, because
he-he-he lived that life.
997
00:51:24,208 --> 00:51:28,166
You know, it's not good
for bein' a-a family man.
998
00:51:28,250 --> 00:51:29,542
You know what I mean?
999
00:51:36,542 --> 00:51:38,750
Alright, then you tap.
See, that's what I'm missin'.
1000
00:51:38,834 --> 00:51:40,709
I didn't see that thing
over there.
1001
00:51:40,792 --> 00:51:42,500
Then just tap
whatever you want--
1002
00:51:42,583 --> 00:51:43,792
Is that tapped?
That's already tapped, right?
1003
00:51:43,875 --> 00:51:46,792
Then it's sent.
1004
00:51:46,875 --> 00:51:48,291
They have that noise?
1005
00:51:48,375 --> 00:51:51,166
That's the noise it makes
if it sends a message.
1006
00:51:51,250 --> 00:51:52,750
I guess I press this
and it goes back to the screen.
1007
00:51:52,834 --> 00:51:55,041
-Yeah, it's done.
-Okay.
1008
00:51:55,125 --> 00:51:56,500
-Kinda like text message.
-Kinda.
1009
00:51:56,583 --> 00:51:59,125
Yeah.
1010
00:51:59,208 --> 00:52:00,542
-You'll get it eventually.
-Yeah?
1011
00:52:00,625 --> 00:52:01,834
-Yeah.
-I hope so. I...
1012
00:52:01,917 --> 00:52:05,250
I'll get it, don't worry, this
way I could send you emails,
1013
00:52:05,333 --> 00:52:06,500
you know, when I go to Europe.
1014
00:52:06,583 --> 00:52:07,667
Yeah.
1015
00:52:16,208 --> 00:52:17,875
This is something I really
1016
00:52:17,959 --> 00:52:20,750
got to enjoy moving to Arizona,
by the way.
1017
00:52:20,834 --> 00:52:23,417
Never had a dishwasher.
1018
00:52:23,500 --> 00:52:26,250
Now, I'm in New York City,
a dishwasher?
1019
00:52:26,333 --> 00:52:28,375
I didn't even know
how to use it when I,
1020
00:52:28,458 --> 00:52:31,417
when I first moved here.
True story.
1021
00:52:31,500 --> 00:52:33,458
When I first moved here.
1022
00:52:33,542 --> 00:52:36,375
I-Is, you know, it was there
in the apartment complex
1023
00:52:36,458 --> 00:52:40,375
I was movin' to, so I was
washin' dishes by hand
1024
00:52:40,458 --> 00:52:44,875
and put 'em in there
so they could... dry off.
1025
00:52:44,959 --> 00:52:46,458
Just gettin' used
to this life, man.
1026
00:52:48,500 --> 00:52:50,917
We picked this place neutrally.
1027
00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:54,000
She's from Colorado,
I'm from New York,
1028
00:52:54,083 --> 00:52:57,417
and, uh, we've known each other
since 2002.
1029
00:52:57,500 --> 00:52:59,667
We met at, we met
at one of our shows,
1030
00:52:59,750 --> 00:53:02,458
um, my wife still has
the ticket stub
1031
00:53:02,542 --> 00:53:03,750
and we were always friends
1032
00:53:03,834 --> 00:53:05,583
staying in touch
with each other.
1033
00:53:05,667 --> 00:53:07,375
Coming from two relationships,
we were, like,
1034
00:53:07,458 --> 00:53:10,417
"Well, nobody wants
to give into their spot,"
1035
00:53:10,500 --> 00:53:11,583
like, their territory,
"Wait, you move in with me."
1036
00:53:11,667 --> 00:53:13,542
"No, you move with me,"
'cause you know how that is.
1037
00:53:13,625 --> 00:53:16,250
And, uh, my wife was comin' here
to finish her studies
1038
00:53:16,333 --> 00:53:18,000
and, like, this
is where I'll start.
1039
00:53:18,083 --> 00:53:19,750
And from there we'll end up
wherever we end up
1040
00:53:19,834 --> 00:53:21,583
We'll go back to New York
or Colorado
1041
00:53:21,667 --> 00:53:22,792
and we ended up stayin' here,
1042
00:53:22,875 --> 00:53:24,291
we started having babies.
1043
00:53:28,417 --> 00:53:30,750
When I was a kid,
I never had a routine like this
1044
00:53:30,834 --> 00:53:35,375
because, um, you know it's
funny, I don't remember any...
1045
00:53:35,458 --> 00:53:36,333
any routines at all.
1046
00:53:43,375 --> 00:53:44,917
If you scream,
I can't talk to you.
1047
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:46,291
You know, leaving is hard,
1048
00:53:46,375 --> 00:53:48,959
especially my son.
1049
00:53:49,041 --> 00:53:51,542
Both my kids,
both Havi and Desi,
1050
00:53:51,625 --> 00:53:55,333
like, Havi didn't really bond
to me till she was like, two.
1051
00:53:55,417 --> 00:53:57,417
Because of me goin' away,
this-this one didn't create
1052
00:53:57,500 --> 00:53:59,500
some problem, you know,
like goin' on tours, you know?
1053
00:53:59,583 --> 00:54:02,166
I would come back and she
would take two or three days
1054
00:54:02,250 --> 00:54:04,875
to warm up to me,
'cause she was,
1055
00:54:04,959 --> 00:54:06,625
like, "Who are you again?"
you know?
1056
00:54:06,709 --> 00:54:08,625
So that kinda bothered me
a lot.
1057
00:54:08,709 --> 00:54:12,166
Mary Taylor talkin' to you from
the Cat Club in New York City
1058
00:54:12,250 --> 00:54:13,709
for the Underground Cafe.
1059
00:54:13,792 --> 00:54:18,000
I'm talking to you with Agnostic
Front here and they tell...
1060
00:54:18,083 --> 00:54:18,834
They're gonna tell us
a little bit about their band
1061
00:54:18,917 --> 00:54:21,417
and where they're from.
1062
00:54:21,500 --> 00:54:22,250
Uh, New York City, New York.
1063
00:54:22,333 --> 00:54:24,417
Basically, that's where
we're based.
1064
00:54:24,500 --> 00:54:26,834
Any future plans now?
1065
00:54:26,917 --> 00:54:30,709
Um... we're goin' on tour
tomorrow, actually.
1066
00:54:30,792 --> 00:54:33,375
We just came back,
from our second tour
1067
00:54:33,458 --> 00:54:36,417
and we'll be goin'
to Europe in December.
1068
00:54:36,500 --> 00:54:37,959
It's a East Coast tour for now
1069
00:54:38,041 --> 00:54:39,917
and then Europe in December
like he said.
1070
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,542
What kind of band are you?
1071
00:54:41,625 --> 00:54:44,417
-Uh, more like, uh, uh...
-Uh--
1072
00:54:44,500 --> 00:54:47,667
You gotta come see us
to really know what it's about.
1073
00:54:47,750 --> 00:54:52,375
♪ Power the anti-social being ♪
1074
00:54:53,625 --> 00:54:56,208
♪ Human discharge ♪
1075
00:54:56,291 --> 00:54:59,375
♪ A fascist regime ♪
1076
00:54:59,458 --> 00:55:00,542
♪ Fighting in the street ♪
1077
00:55:00,625 --> 00:55:01,583
♪ They gent who saved us all ♪
1078
00:55:01,667 --> 00:55:06,583
♪ The anti-social
and gonna fall ♪♪
1079
00:55:17,458 --> 00:55:19,875
I hate being sick on tour, man.
1080
00:55:19,959 --> 00:55:22,041
Bein' sick on tour,
I get up every night.
1081
00:55:22,125 --> 00:55:24,792
I get up, I put
a fuckin' smile on my face,
1082
00:55:24,875 --> 00:55:26,834
and I play as hard as I can...
1083
00:55:26,917 --> 00:55:28,667
and then what are you gonna do?
You're there.
1084
00:55:28,750 --> 00:55:31,542
Well, thank God, y-you know,
y-y-you're not that sick
1085
00:55:31,625 --> 00:55:33,083
that you can do it, you know?
1086
00:55:33,166 --> 00:55:34,458
Well, right now, a few of us
don't look too good.
1087
00:55:34,542 --> 00:55:36,709
Yeah, well, a couple more days
and, you know,
1088
00:55:36,792 --> 00:55:39,750
we'll be home and then we'll
get the punk rock bowling.
1089
00:55:42,792 --> 00:55:46,709
You know, bein' on
the road, there's no sick days,
1090
00:55:46,792 --> 00:55:48,959
it doesn't exist, you know?
1091
00:55:49,041 --> 00:55:50,583
Uh, at least not for our band.
1092
00:55:50,667 --> 00:55:52,583
I know a lot of bands
1093
00:55:52,667 --> 00:55:55,500
that do take Mondays
and Tuesdays off
1094
00:55:55,583 --> 00:55:59,583
and possibly Wednesdays, but
they can, we can't, you know?
1095
00:55:59,667 --> 00:56:01,625
This, this machine
has to keep movin'
1096
00:56:01,709 --> 00:56:04,417
to make all ends meet
by the end of the...
1097
00:56:04,500 --> 00:56:05,709
By the end of the day,
you know.
1098
00:56:05,792 --> 00:56:07,709
Unfortunately, no sick days.
1099
00:56:07,792 --> 00:56:10,542
You go out there
and you tough it up.
1100
00:56:10,625 --> 00:56:13,875
That's okay, we-we've done it
our whole lives, no big deal.
1101
00:56:31,458 --> 00:56:32,750
Hi, you've reached the Miret's.
1102
00:56:32,834 --> 00:56:34,500
We can't take your call
right now.
1103
00:56:34,583 --> 00:56:37,458
-Because we're swimming!
-Because we're swimming!
1104
00:56:37,542 --> 00:56:39,208
Please leave a message.
1105
00:56:41,375 --> 00:56:44,750
Hey, babe, um, it's me.
1106
00:56:44,834 --> 00:56:49,291
I just wanna tell you
I love you and miss the kids.
1107
00:56:49,375 --> 00:56:50,625
You know, it's...
1108
00:56:50,709 --> 00:56:55,792
I-I know I was supposed
to call you around 4:00,
1109
00:56:55,875 --> 00:56:58,417
but, unfortunately, it's,
I know it's late,
1110
00:56:58,500 --> 00:57:00,291
you guys are probably in bed.
1111
00:57:00,375 --> 00:57:03,375
Fucking club didn't have
no internet.
1112
00:57:03,458 --> 00:57:05,375
Typical shit.
1113
00:57:05,458 --> 00:57:07,000
Felt sick. I don't feel good.
1114
00:57:07,083 --> 00:57:09,667
Exhausted...
1115
00:57:11,959 --> 00:57:15,625
And I feel super, super guilty
myself, you know? You're...
1116
00:57:15,709 --> 00:57:19,166
Like, I'm missin' our
anniversary, you know?
1117
00:57:19,250 --> 00:57:23,166
Even though I love what I do,
but I'm not here, and...
1118
00:57:23,250 --> 00:57:24,959
Sometimes I don't even know
if it's worth it,
1119
00:57:25,041 --> 00:57:27,583
you know? But, um...
1120
00:57:27,667 --> 00:57:31,417
I think you understand me,
I'm just...
1121
00:57:31,500 --> 00:57:32,083
Rather be there, but...
1122
00:57:32,166 --> 00:57:35,208
It is what it is.
1123
00:57:36,250 --> 00:57:39,500
The show's been pretty good.
1124
00:57:39,583 --> 00:57:41,250
Actually,
more than pretty good.
1125
00:57:41,333 --> 00:57:44,834
Who could ask for more, right?
1126
00:57:46,500 --> 00:57:48,834
I love you. Miss you.
1127
00:57:48,917 --> 00:57:51,875
Kisses to the babies.
Buh-bye.
1128
00:57:59,917 --> 00:58:04,083
Probably the single
hardest part of my life
1129
00:58:04,166 --> 00:58:06,208
has been leaving
my immediate family,
1130
00:58:06,291 --> 00:58:07,834
you know, it's always been
the hardest thing.
1131
00:58:07,917 --> 00:58:10,208
Um...
1132
00:58:10,291 --> 00:58:12,458
Leaving my children at home...
1133
00:58:12,542 --> 00:58:14,208
Or relationships,
you know, relationships,
1134
00:58:14,291 --> 00:58:16,625
I've been through a few.
1135
00:58:16,709 --> 00:58:21,417
You know, it's,
it's hard to keep both, um...
1136
00:58:21,500 --> 00:58:23,208
As much as you wanna keep both
1137
00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:25,542
and not until
this last ten years,
1138
00:58:25,625 --> 00:58:27,125
did-did I make a-a decision,
1139
00:58:27,208 --> 00:58:30,625
a-a formal decision,
a pretty strong decision
1140
00:58:30,709 --> 00:58:33,500
that I really wanna make
family work for me.
1141
00:58:33,583 --> 00:58:36,166
'Cause, um...
I'm really lucky
1142
00:58:36,250 --> 00:58:39,041
that I was still able to have
such a great relationship
1143
00:58:39,125 --> 00:58:41,750
with my daughter Nadia,
I really am.
1144
00:58:41,834 --> 00:58:43,250
Because, just think about it,
when I was touring back then,
1145
00:58:43,333 --> 00:58:46,083
we had no internet.
1146
00:58:46,166 --> 00:58:48,792
We had nothing, I would,
I would send a postcard.
1147
00:58:48,875 --> 00:58:50,542
By the time it came back
from Germany to her,
1148
00:58:50,625 --> 00:58:52,125
I already came back.
1149
00:58:52,208 --> 00:58:54,291
It was affecting her,
I could see it, you know?
1150
00:58:54,375 --> 00:58:56,875
I could feel it,
and at the same time
1151
00:58:56,959 --> 00:58:58,583
it was a horrible guilt on me.
1152
00:58:58,667 --> 00:59:00,834
You know, it was just...
1153
00:59:00,917 --> 00:59:02,917
I was a kid raising a kid.
1154
00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:06,083
And I was leavin' all the time,
goin' away all the time.
1155
00:59:06,166 --> 00:59:09,667
You know, she turned out
to be a-a-an amazing,
1156
00:59:09,750 --> 00:59:13,083
remarkable 29-year-old,
brilliant little girl,
1157
00:59:13,166 --> 00:59:16,166
I mean, she's still in my eyes,
my little girl.
1158
00:59:16,250 --> 00:59:18,959
But it was hard.
1159
00:59:19,041 --> 00:59:22,959
I, I fuckin' hated
that band for a, a long time.
1160
00:59:23,041 --> 00:59:24,375
Between just always being gone
1161
00:59:24,458 --> 00:59:27,083
and I didn't have a real way
1162
00:59:27,166 --> 00:59:30,208
to know he was
thinking about me.
1163
00:59:30,291 --> 00:59:31,834
He couldn't FaceTime me,
he couldn't text me,
1164
00:59:31,917 --> 00:59:33,291
he couldn't do all the things
that he can do
1165
00:59:33,375 --> 00:59:35,542
with the kids now,
so they know.
1166
00:59:35,625 --> 00:59:37,166
It was, it was this thing that
1167
00:59:37,250 --> 00:59:40,125
while other people's parents
were like, at home,
1168
00:59:40,208 --> 00:59:43,000
I was like, "Oh, mine is gone
for a few months."
1169
00:59:43,083 --> 00:59:44,792
In middle school,
people will start being, like,
1170
00:59:44,875 --> 00:59:46,792
"Oh, that's so cool,
your dad's in a band."
1171
00:59:46,875 --> 00:59:49,834
And that was the first time
I was like, "No, it's not.
1172
00:59:49,917 --> 00:59:51,500
It's not cool."
1173
00:59:51,583 --> 00:59:54,125
I think that when you're young,
1174
00:59:54,208 --> 00:59:58,125
you think that the thing that
someone spends the most time on
1175
00:59:58,208 --> 01:00:00,291
is the thing that
they care about most.
1176
01:00:03,125 --> 01:00:05,375
And then I just kind
of grew up a little bit.
1177
01:00:05,458 --> 01:00:07,000
and I understood, like,
it wasn't a position
1178
01:00:07,083 --> 01:00:08,834
he ever really
wanted to be in necessarily.
1179
01:00:08,917 --> 01:00:10,583
Like, he loves the music
he loves playing shows
1180
01:00:10,667 --> 01:00:13,667
but he didn't wanna be
away from me.
1181
01:00:13,750 --> 01:00:15,250
And that's also something
you can't process
1182
01:00:15,333 --> 01:00:16,625
when you're younger either.
1183
01:00:16,709 --> 01:00:17,667
Especially the way I was raised
1184
01:00:17,750 --> 01:00:20,792
you do what you want.
1185
01:00:20,875 --> 01:00:24,750
Back then m-myself and,
and Nadia's mother, Amy, we...
1186
01:00:24,834 --> 01:00:25,500
We're both in bands.
We both travel.
1187
01:00:25,583 --> 01:00:28,625
We're both doing our things.
1188
01:00:28,709 --> 01:00:30,291
So, uh...
1189
01:00:30,375 --> 01:00:31,959
it was normal.
1190
01:00:32,959 --> 01:00:35,208
You know,
I think with, this time around
1191
01:00:35,291 --> 01:00:37,250
with my,
with my wife and my kids
1192
01:00:37,333 --> 01:00:39,208
I've got
that really good blend
1193
01:00:39,291 --> 01:00:42,375
where in the very early stages
1194
01:00:42,458 --> 01:00:44,959
when, uh,
Nadia was a little girl
1195
01:00:45,041 --> 01:00:46,834
um, it was different.
1196
01:00:46,917 --> 01:00:48,875
You know, I was also younger.
1197
01:00:48,959 --> 01:00:52,125
And, um, and...
1198
01:00:52,208 --> 01:00:54,208
It-it was all
a whole different ball game.
1199
01:00:54,291 --> 01:00:56,208
You know, I was out a lot,
at the same time
1200
01:00:56,291 --> 01:00:58,875
back home, out a lot, I was
living completely different.
1201
01:00:58,959 --> 01:01:01,542
Living in abandoned buildings,
in vans, blah, blah, blah.
1202
01:01:01,625 --> 01:01:03,041
But when she came around,
w-we just
1203
01:01:03,125 --> 01:01:05,625
lived in a squat, you know?
1204
01:01:05,709 --> 01:01:06,875
Would you want Nadia to live
1205
01:01:06,959 --> 01:01:08,709
the life that you lived?
1206
01:01:08,792 --> 01:01:11,417
Um, actually I would
love Nadia to live my life
1207
01:01:11,500 --> 01:01:14,250
because Nadia's got the best
parents she could ever have.
1208
01:01:14,333 --> 01:01:16,208
She's been...Me and Amy,
both are, like, down to Earth
1209
01:01:16,291 --> 01:01:19,208
and we kinda, like,
see life the way we should see
1210
01:01:19,291 --> 01:01:22,083
and not like hidden, like,
I wish my mom and my dad
1211
01:01:22,166 --> 01:01:23,375
told me more
about certain things.
1212
01:01:23,458 --> 01:01:25,875
Well, I wish they cared more
about, like, things, like
1213
01:01:25,959 --> 01:01:28,083
we really care about
what my daughter does.
1214
01:01:28,166 --> 01:01:30,083
How her schooling,
we really care about.
1215
01:01:30,166 --> 01:01:30,625
We really care
about what she eats
1216
01:01:30,709 --> 01:01:32,625
and we care more.
1217
01:01:32,709 --> 01:01:35,208
And I wish I was
growin' up that way.
1218
01:01:35,291 --> 01:01:39,583
You know, we were just
growin' up ourselves...
1219
01:01:39,667 --> 01:01:43,083
and here we go,
we have a kid, too, so...
1220
01:01:43,166 --> 01:01:44,125
What the hell,
this is what we do
1221
01:01:44,208 --> 01:01:46,208
this is who we are,
this is what we like
1222
01:01:46,291 --> 01:01:49,000
this is our passion,
this is who we are
1223
01:01:49,083 --> 01:01:50,166
and you just tagged along.
1224
01:01:50,250 --> 01:01:52,166
You know? It is.
1225
01:01:55,041 --> 01:01:57,166
You had a friend
who did all these things.
1226
01:01:57,250 --> 01:01:58,291
-Right?
-In prison.
1227
01:01:58,375 --> 01:01:59,667
Yeah, 'cause I had all these
1228
01:01:59,750 --> 01:02:00,834
like, handkerchiefs
with them on it.
1229
01:02:00,917 --> 01:02:01,583
Yeah, I sent you handkerchiefs.
1230
01:02:01,667 --> 01:02:04,166
-This...
-I was so cute.
1231
01:02:04,250 --> 01:02:06,166
This, you guys sent me.
1232
01:02:06,250 --> 01:02:07,375
What the hell is that?
1233
01:02:07,458 --> 01:02:09,417
I don't know.
Your mom sent me that.
1234
01:02:09,500 --> 01:02:11,291
-Oh, my God.
-You were just a little girl.
1235
01:02:11,375 --> 01:02:13,208
Hold that up in prison too.
1236
01:02:18,834 --> 01:02:23,792
Goin' to prison
was my fault.
1237
01:02:23,875 --> 01:02:25,000
It really was because
1238
01:02:25,083 --> 01:02:28,375
I was living this life
thinking I cannot get caught
1239
01:02:28,458 --> 01:02:29,875
doing anything, anything.
1240
01:02:29,959 --> 01:02:32,250
I mean, going on the road
1241
01:02:32,333 --> 01:02:35,709
buying guns, drugs,
or anything,
1242
01:02:35,792 --> 01:02:37,583
like, I felt
like I couldn't be touched.
1243
01:02:37,667 --> 01:02:39,000
And in my whole mind
knowing that
1244
01:02:39,083 --> 01:02:41,458
all this stuff was illegal,
and never getting caught
1245
01:02:41,542 --> 01:02:43,875
for anything.
1246
01:02:43,959 --> 01:02:47,125
I don't know,
I can't even explain it.
1247
01:02:47,208 --> 01:02:48,542
And that's how
my whole life was
1248
01:02:48,625 --> 01:02:50,500
you know, like,
at that point.
1249
01:02:51,333 --> 01:02:53,542
And then, um...
1250
01:02:53,625 --> 01:02:55,250
I got desperate,
and my daughter was born
1251
01:02:55,333 --> 01:02:57,667
a week into it, I didn't have
anywhere for her to sleep.
1252
01:02:57,750 --> 01:03:00,959
She was sleeping in a drawer.
1253
01:03:01,041 --> 01:03:01,959
I felt like, "Oh, my God,
that's my daughter.
1254
01:03:02,041 --> 01:03:04,250
"She shouldn't be sleeping
in a drawer.
1255
01:03:04,333 --> 01:03:06,583
"She's my princess,
I need to go get her a crib.
1256
01:03:06,667 --> 01:03:09,250
I need to get everything
you need for a kid."
1257
01:03:09,333 --> 01:03:10,959
And panic, and I go
and buy all that stuff
1258
01:03:11,041 --> 01:03:12,500
then I started saying,
"Well, I need money,"
1259
01:03:12,583 --> 01:03:14,625
you know, so,
of course somebody said,
1260
01:03:14,709 --> 01:03:17,375
"Well, you take this
and bring it to here,"
1261
01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:19,250
and that's how I started,
you know?
1262
01:03:19,333 --> 01:03:21,208
I wasn't a drug dealer,
I was a mule.
1263
01:03:21,291 --> 01:03:23,333
But at the same time,
I didn't think anything of it
1264
01:03:23,417 --> 01:03:25,041
'til I became incarcerated.
1265
01:03:25,125 --> 01:03:27,750
I used to think just,
"Me, me, me whatever"
1266
01:03:27,834 --> 01:03:29,333
and I started saying, "Wow."
1267
01:03:29,417 --> 01:03:31,041
How it was effecting my,
my family.
1268
01:03:31,125 --> 01:03:32,333
Nobody told my mother.
1269
01:03:32,417 --> 01:03:35,208
My mother was the last
to find out.
1270
01:03:35,291 --> 01:03:37,834
And she found out, like,
eight months later.
1271
01:03:37,917 --> 01:03:39,417
Nobody wanted to tell her.
1272
01:03:39,500 --> 01:03:41,542
And, um, watching my daughter
1273
01:03:41,625 --> 01:03:43,875
just come to my visits
and just watch her
1274
01:03:43,959 --> 01:03:45,500
like, she wanted me
to leave with her.
1275
01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:47,959
And I couldn't.
1276
01:03:48,041 --> 01:03:50,208
And everything started
really sinkin' in
1277
01:03:50,291 --> 01:03:51,917
like, alright...
1278
01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:54,375
Forget about,
it's not just about me
1279
01:03:54,458 --> 01:03:56,250
look everybody, um,
I have a affect
1280
01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:58,375
or I'm hurting.
1281
01:03:58,458 --> 01:04:01,875
This next song is dedicated
to my daughter back home!
1282
01:04:01,959 --> 01:04:03,834
Goes out to little Nadia.
1283
01:04:03,917 --> 01:04:04,458
Also goes out to Amy.
1284
01:04:04,542 --> 01:04:07,417
This is called With Time.
1285
01:04:16,875 --> 01:04:20,083
Let's do it up
like old New York City.
1286
01:04:20,166 --> 01:04:22,417
Nice and slow till
we get everybody here dancin'.
1287
01:05:27,750 --> 01:05:29,125
It's weird because
it's like, when you're blood,
1288
01:05:29,208 --> 01:05:29,667
when you have blood family,
it's, like, you can't
1289
01:05:29,750 --> 01:05:32,542
pick your family.
1290
01:05:32,625 --> 01:05:34,667
You know, you have to accept
them for who they are and then,
1291
01:05:34,750 --> 01:05:36,834
you know, w-when, you know,
with friendship, it's, like...
1292
01:05:36,917 --> 01:05:38,291
Well, you can, you,
y-you can choose
1293
01:05:38,375 --> 01:05:38,792
to not be friends with someone
1294
01:05:38,875 --> 01:05:41,041
and be, like...
1295
01:05:41,125 --> 01:05:42,166
You know, but...
1296
01:05:42,250 --> 01:05:45,709
You know, they have
a soul connection, man.
1297
01:05:45,792 --> 01:05:48,291
And it's just, like,
i-i-it forms like
1298
01:05:48,375 --> 01:05:50,041
almost like a blood bond
with them.
1299
01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,917
It's, it's, it's,
it's an interesting
1300
01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:53,208
it's an interesting
relationship
1301
01:05:53,291 --> 01:05:55,041
and they pioneered this,
1302
01:05:55,125 --> 01:05:56,625
this, this, this scene.
1303
01:05:56,709 --> 01:05:57,959
You know what I mean? This...
1304
01:05:58,041 --> 01:05:59,500
T-the New York faction,
you know?
1305
01:05:59,583 --> 01:06:02,041
And, uh, you know,
they've changed
1306
01:06:02,125 --> 01:06:05,000
a lot of people's lives,
starting right here.
1307
01:06:06,625 --> 01:06:09,917
♪ Hardcore lives ♪
1308
01:06:10,000 --> 01:06:11,917
♪ One two jumpstart ♪
1309
01:06:36,125 --> 01:06:38,750
I can't think of anyone else
who was seven years old...
1310
01:06:38,834 --> 01:06:42,917
on stage
with Agnostic Front 1983.
1311
01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:44,500
My little brother, Freddy,
1312
01:06:44,583 --> 01:06:46,625
you know, seven years old,
gave him the mic
1313
01:06:46,709 --> 01:06:49,250
threw him out there,
"Sing." They don't.
1314
01:06:52,166 --> 01:06:55,208
♪ Claim your justice
it's your time ♪
1315
01:06:55,291 --> 01:06:58,125
♪ Blind justice
who am I? ♪
1316
01:06:58,208 --> 01:07:01,417
♪ There's no justice
it's your time ♪
1317
01:07:01,500 --> 01:07:04,667
♪ Blind justice ♪
1318
01:07:04,750 --> 01:07:05,625
Freddy used to,
he'd come with us
1319
01:07:05,709 --> 01:07:08,000
everywhere, you know?
1320
01:07:08,083 --> 01:07:10,208
Like, he was, like,
the mascot.
1321
01:07:10,291 --> 01:07:12,041
And, and I used to put him
on my shoulders
1322
01:07:12,125 --> 01:07:13,417
and play the guitar.
1323
01:07:13,500 --> 01:07:15,250
I thought that was
the hardest thing ever,
1324
01:07:15,333 --> 01:07:15,959
havin' a little kid singin'
1325
01:07:16,041 --> 01:07:18,083
and I'm on my shoulders, like...
1326
01:07:18,166 --> 01:07:20,542
It was...
1327
01:07:20,625 --> 01:07:23,417
That's what I love.
1328
01:07:23,500 --> 01:07:26,458
That's the time
I'd like to go back to.
1329
01:07:32,458 --> 01:07:36,125
You know, my intentions
were never to pass a torch
1330
01:07:36,208 --> 01:07:38,125
or anything like that,
you know?
1331
01:07:38,208 --> 01:07:41,542
And I didn't know he was gonna
follow my footsteps.
1332
01:07:41,625 --> 01:07:45,542
My intentions
were to get him away from...
1333
01:07:45,625 --> 01:07:48,291
his destructive father,
to be honest with you, you know?
1334
01:07:48,375 --> 01:07:52,583
I wanted to bring him
with me where I felt safe.
1335
01:07:52,667 --> 01:07:55,500
You know, my brother was
in more danger bein' at home
1336
01:07:55,583 --> 01:07:57,792
with, with his father,
1337
01:07:57,875 --> 01:07:59,250
than he was being with me
in the streets of New York
1338
01:07:59,333 --> 01:08:04,959
with criminals,
drug addicts, thugs, you know?
1339
01:08:05,041 --> 01:08:07,583
That's why I left home myself.
1340
01:08:07,667 --> 01:08:09,375
Obviously there was
some turmoil at home and stuff
1341
01:08:09,458 --> 01:08:15,166
and I feel like Roger
felt that and, you know...
1342
01:08:15,250 --> 01:08:17,375
A lot of times, you know,
removed me
1343
01:08:17,458 --> 01:08:19,250
from certain situations
1344
01:08:19,333 --> 01:08:21,750
to go be a part of his life
1345
01:08:21,834 --> 01:08:23,458
and his lifestyle
and what he was doing,
1346
01:08:23,542 --> 01:08:25,125
and that was his way
of like, "Hey,
1347
01:08:25,208 --> 01:08:26,875
"I can spend time
with my kid brother
1348
01:08:26,959 --> 01:08:30,250
"who I don't get
to see often and also,
1349
01:08:30,333 --> 01:08:32,333
"you know,
maybe give him a break
1350
01:08:32,417 --> 01:08:36,208
from things that are going on,
you know, back home, you know?"
1351
01:08:37,500 --> 01:08:41,166
My step-father, you never know
what mood he was in.
1352
01:08:41,250 --> 01:08:42,792
You never know he'd come home,
you never know, if he was bombed
1353
01:08:42,875 --> 01:08:44,542
or what was goin' on.
1354
01:08:44,625 --> 01:08:47,166
My mother was always working
and I was always
1355
01:08:47,250 --> 01:08:48,375
taking care
of my siblings, you know?
1356
01:08:52,458 --> 01:08:56,542
Well, you, you know
my story is, is your classic
1357
01:08:56,625 --> 01:09:00,750
you know, um,
American immigrant story.
1358
01:09:00,834 --> 01:09:03,208
You know what I mean,
like I came from Cuba
1359
01:09:03,291 --> 01:09:05,959
straight to, to America.
1360
01:09:06,041 --> 01:09:08,000
Learned English
here in this country.
1361
01:09:08,083 --> 01:09:09,250
It wasn't, it wasn't
an easy story, you know?
1362
01:09:09,333 --> 01:09:13,208
Like, my mom, she was
19 years old, three kids.
1363
01:09:13,291 --> 01:09:14,750
We had it rough the whole way.
1364
01:09:14,834 --> 01:09:16,375
Every year I was
in a different school,
1365
01:09:16,458 --> 01:09:17,375
sometimes,
two schools in a year
1366
01:09:17,458 --> 01:09:19,875
'cause we kept movin',
and I realized
1367
01:09:19,959 --> 01:09:21,542
we kept movin' because
we couldn't pay the rent.
1368
01:09:21,625 --> 01:09:24,417
So, we had to move
to another place.
1369
01:09:24,500 --> 01:09:26,166
I never had the chance
to make friends
1370
01:09:26,250 --> 01:09:27,917
so I didn't, I didn't bother.
1371
01:09:28,000 --> 01:09:29,750
I didn't bother, like,
why should I make friends
1372
01:09:29,834 --> 01:09:31,917
with someone when I know
I'm gonna be moving?
1373
01:09:32,000 --> 01:09:33,500
It's just, like, okay,
I'm gonna be packing
1374
01:09:33,583 --> 01:09:35,375
I'm gonna be moving, and
packing and moving and pack...
1375
01:09:35,458 --> 01:09:38,250
So, why make friends,
and I never had that
1376
01:09:38,333 --> 01:09:40,542
till later on,
and I went on my own, I...
1377
01:09:40,625 --> 01:09:41,583
You know,
when I discovered punk
1378
01:09:41,667 --> 01:09:43,834
and hardcore,
started listening to stuff
1379
01:09:43,917 --> 01:09:45,750
and goin' to shows.
1380
01:09:45,834 --> 01:09:47,792
That's it, then I knew I need
to be with these people.
1381
01:09:47,875 --> 01:09:50,291
These are, these are, like,
genuine friends for life.
1382
01:09:50,375 --> 01:09:52,542
And they have been
genuine friends for life.
1383
01:09:52,625 --> 01:09:53,875
I knew it.
1384
01:09:55,250 --> 01:09:56,458
I just knew it.
1385
01:10:07,375 --> 01:10:10,417
If I had to change
anything in my life...
1386
01:10:10,500 --> 01:10:13,208
If I had that chance,
I w-would probably have to go
1387
01:10:13,291 --> 01:10:15,583
to bein' that little boy again.
1388
01:10:18,208 --> 01:10:19,291
Part of my life I remember
is being in Cuba.
1389
01:10:19,375 --> 01:10:22,834
I remember living in,
in a nice two-storey home
1390
01:10:22,917 --> 01:10:25,875
in Havana, by the beach,
a white house.
1391
01:10:25,959 --> 01:10:27,417
I remember a sheepdog.
1392
01:10:27,500 --> 01:10:28,542
I remember all these things.
1393
01:10:28,625 --> 01:10:31,083
And I remember being happy.
1394
01:10:31,166 --> 01:10:33,542
There was a time, where
e-everybody was anti-Castro
1395
01:10:33,625 --> 01:10:35,583
and just wanted to leave.
1396
01:10:35,667 --> 01:10:37,625
Just didn't wanna live
under his regime.
1397
01:10:37,709 --> 01:10:39,625
We left under I think
it was something called
1398
01:10:39,709 --> 01:10:43,041
Freedom Flights, it was some
kind of a situation set up
1399
01:10:43,125 --> 01:10:44,834
to get all the Cubans
out of Cuba
1400
01:10:44,917 --> 01:10:47,709
that they didn't wanna be
under t-that regime, I guess.
1401
01:10:48,417 --> 01:10:51,625
When I came to this country
1402
01:10:51,709 --> 01:10:55,208
soon as I kinda remember...
1403
01:10:55,291 --> 01:10:56,458
everything goin' downhill.
1404
01:10:59,625 --> 01:11:03,625
There was violence, alcohol,
drugs, you know?
1405
01:11:03,709 --> 01:11:05,834
That's, that's basically it.
1406
01:11:10,792 --> 01:11:14,667
My step-father, he knew my love
for my real father whatever...
1407
01:11:14,750 --> 01:11:17,417
And he just wanted
to destroy that.
1408
01:11:17,500 --> 01:11:19,667
I remember, my father
once gave me a, a rabbit
1409
01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:23,000
for my birthday, the next day,
my step-father killed it
1410
01:11:23,083 --> 01:11:27,333
and made us eat it.
1411
01:11:27,417 --> 01:11:28,834
My father gave me
some fish, I remember...
1412
01:11:28,917 --> 01:11:32,208
And we had a little fish tank,
and he just went and smashed
1413
01:11:32,291 --> 01:11:35,333
the fish tank,
and a fish just jumped
1414
01:11:35,417 --> 01:11:37,166
lyin' the ground
till it was dead.
1415
01:11:37,250 --> 01:11:39,375
And I guess he wanted
to prove his point.
1416
01:11:39,458 --> 01:11:41,709
'Cause it's not physical abuse
when somebody takes a rabbit
1417
01:11:41,792 --> 01:11:43,709
and kills it
and feeds it to you.
1418
01:11:43,792 --> 01:11:45,041
It was a mental thing.
1419
01:11:47,458 --> 01:11:49,667
Then it started all like that,
and eventually became physical.
1420
01:11:49,750 --> 01:11:50,959
He became physical
with my mother.
1421
01:11:51,041 --> 01:11:52,458
Then he became physical
with us
1422
01:11:52,542 --> 01:11:54,375
and I would sit,
I wouldn't understand
1423
01:11:54,458 --> 01:11:55,583
why my mom would allow it.
1424
01:11:58,500 --> 01:12:01,500
There were times when my mother
jumped out of a moving car
1425
01:12:01,583 --> 01:12:02,500
just to get away from him.
1426
01:12:02,583 --> 01:12:05,458
She opened the door
and j-jumped out.
1427
01:12:10,709 --> 01:12:11,333
There was a time
my mother checked herself
1428
01:12:11,417 --> 01:12:14,750
into a mental institution
1429
01:12:14,834 --> 01:12:18,709
for a good month,
just to get away from it.
1430
01:12:18,792 --> 01:12:19,333
But somehow,
she always went back.
1431
01:12:19,417 --> 01:12:22,834
I couldn't kinda get it.
1432
01:12:22,917 --> 01:12:25,125
I think I took a lot
of the abuse
1433
01:12:25,208 --> 01:12:27,583
or the beatings myself
because I wanted to protect
1434
01:12:27,667 --> 01:12:30,125
my brothers and sisters.
1435
01:12:30,208 --> 01:12:32,083
My own brother almost
killed him a couple of times.
1436
01:12:32,166 --> 01:12:34,750
Me, myself, I had to leave
'cause I was gonna kill him.
1437
01:12:34,834 --> 01:12:36,750
And it was just like,
when is this gonna stop
1438
01:12:36,834 --> 01:12:39,041
when somebody actually does
1439
01:12:39,125 --> 01:12:41,500
kill this person
and someone's gonna go to jail
1440
01:12:41,583 --> 01:12:43,917
or someone's gonna die.
1441
01:12:44,000 --> 01:12:45,792
Sure as hell,
my mother had reached her
1442
01:12:45,875 --> 01:12:47,875
breaking point too,
she just pulled out a gun,
1443
01:12:47,959 --> 01:12:49,417
she shot him.
1444
01:12:49,500 --> 01:12:51,458
She shot him a couple of times.
1445
01:12:51,542 --> 01:12:54,166
And then, after she shot him
a couple of times
1446
01:12:54,250 --> 01:12:55,834
she went to go visit him
in hospital.
1447
01:12:55,917 --> 01:12:59,458
And he just sat there,
scared to death.
1448
01:12:59,542 --> 01:13:01,458
Talk about fear,
that was, that was
1449
01:13:01,542 --> 01:13:03,709
the last time, uh,
they were together.
1450
01:13:08,959 --> 01:13:10,125
And these were all things
that I lived with
1451
01:13:10,208 --> 01:13:13,542
and...what I got out of it
1452
01:13:13,625 --> 01:13:16,959
was that you can become
that same monster
1453
01:13:17,041 --> 01:13:19,417
or you could choose
to be a different person.
1454
01:13:19,500 --> 01:13:21,834
And I chose
to be a different person.
1455
01:13:25,709 --> 01:13:29,000
Regardless of,
of how dysfunctional
1456
01:13:29,083 --> 01:13:31,333
one's family may be,
1457
01:13:31,417 --> 01:13:34,417
you know,
you always strive to...
1458
01:13:34,500 --> 01:13:36,750
try to make it better.
1459
01:13:36,834 --> 01:13:38,917
Make it better for yourself,
1460
01:13:39,000 --> 01:13:42,000
you know, and obviously,
most importantly,
1461
01:13:42,083 --> 01:13:44,333
make it better for the future
generation, your kids.
1462
01:13:44,417 --> 01:13:46,667
I think he's the way he is
1463
01:13:46,750 --> 01:13:48,166
because of our life growin' up.
1464
01:13:48,250 --> 01:13:50,208
It was not easy.
1465
01:13:50,291 --> 01:13:53,041
Uh, I think a lot
of people who said
1466
01:13:53,125 --> 01:13:55,125
"We weren't gonna make it,
and we don't stand a chance."
1467
01:13:55,208 --> 01:13:58,417
Well, here we are.
1468
01:14:08,250 --> 01:14:10,125
It's just hard to believe
1469
01:14:10,208 --> 01:14:14,000
that this is February, huh?
1470
01:14:16,667 --> 01:14:17,583
It's so beautiful.
1471
01:14:22,125 --> 01:14:23,625
Come on, buddy.
1472
01:14:29,041 --> 01:14:30,875
He's human.
1473
01:14:30,959 --> 01:14:33,709
He's just a guy.
1474
01:14:33,792 --> 01:14:35,709
And there's a lot more to him
1475
01:14:35,792 --> 01:14:38,792
than just...AF.
1476
01:14:41,750 --> 01:14:44,583
AF is, it's a huge part
1477
01:14:44,667 --> 01:14:46,792
of his identity, you know?
1478
01:14:46,875 --> 01:14:48,792
It's, it's just
ingrained in him.
1479
01:14:48,875 --> 01:14:53,542
And I don't think that he
really knows what else to do.
1480
01:14:53,625 --> 01:14:54,583
We have people come up to us
1481
01:14:54,667 --> 01:14:58,000
in random places,
anywhere in the world
1482
01:14:58,083 --> 01:15:02,125
and they tell Roger, tears
streaming down their face,
1483
01:15:02,208 --> 01:15:03,750
"You know,
you really helped me."
1484
01:15:03,834 --> 01:15:07,750
You just feel so grateful
and you're just, like, "Wow."
1485
01:15:07,834 --> 01:15:10,125
Wow, you really touched
those people
1486
01:15:10,208 --> 01:15:14,250
in their most vulnerable
and painful places
1487
01:15:14,333 --> 01:15:17,250
in their life,
and you helped them survive.
1488
01:15:17,333 --> 01:15:18,959
And you helped them
get through it
1489
01:15:19,041 --> 01:15:22,166
just through your music,
just through what you love
1490
01:15:22,250 --> 01:15:27,041
and what you care about,
and I love that about him.
1491
01:15:27,125 --> 01:15:29,875
And he does so much
for so many people
1492
01:15:29,959 --> 01:15:31,667
that they could never know
1493
01:15:31,750 --> 01:15:34,458
unless the rug is pulled out
from underneath him
1494
01:15:34,542 --> 01:15:37,750
and he's gone or he stops.
1495
01:15:37,834 --> 01:15:39,792
Then you're gonna feel, like,
it'll be like, "Oh, fuck.
1496
01:15:39,875 --> 01:15:42,750
You know, Roger really meant
a lot to all of us."
1497
01:15:44,667 --> 01:15:47,291
I don't know,
he's just reached a certain age
1498
01:15:47,375 --> 01:15:50,333
where he can't do
this forever.
1499
01:15:53,709 --> 01:15:56,041
If I could change one thing
1500
01:15:56,125 --> 01:15:58,709
about my father...
1501
01:16:02,083 --> 01:16:04,959
It would be to take care
of himself
1502
01:16:05,041 --> 01:16:08,667
because he overextends
himself for people.
1503
01:16:08,750 --> 01:16:12,750
And...doesn't do enough
for himself.
1504
01:16:15,709 --> 01:16:15,750
Yeah.
1505
01:16:25,834 --> 01:16:27,291
Here we are. Grab your stuff.
1506
01:16:27,375 --> 01:16:30,250
Well, are we ready to go?
1507
01:16:35,208 --> 01:16:37,542
-You're not ready to go?
-Yeah.
1508
01:16:45,333 --> 01:16:48,875
I don't even know when,
but it's been a few years now,
1509
01:16:48,959 --> 01:16:52,917
um, R-Roger just started
1510
01:16:53,000 --> 01:16:54,291
feeling dizzy.
1511
01:16:54,375 --> 01:16:56,291
And then, one day...
1512
01:16:56,375 --> 01:16:58,417
I think, we were going
to get sushi or something,
1513
01:16:58,500 --> 01:17:02,333
we were just driving,
and all of a sudden
1514
01:17:02,417 --> 01:17:04,500
he just broke into a sweat.
1515
01:17:04,583 --> 01:17:06,333
And he let go
of the steering wheel
1516
01:17:06,417 --> 01:17:08,333
and he started screaming,
1517
01:17:08,417 --> 01:17:10,834
"Babe, babe, babe, help me"
1518
01:17:10,917 --> 01:17:12,709
and he was crying.
1519
01:17:12,792 --> 01:17:16,166
And I freaked out and I grabbed
the steering wheel
1520
01:17:16,250 --> 01:17:18,166
and I, I yelled at him.
1521
01:17:18,250 --> 01:17:19,834
"Put your foot on the brake."
1522
01:17:19,917 --> 01:17:23,083
And I directed the car
to the side of the road
1523
01:17:23,166 --> 01:17:25,375
and I reached over
through the car and parked
1524
01:17:25,458 --> 01:17:30,250
and he was just literally
tearing at, reaching for me
1525
01:17:30,333 --> 01:17:32,709
with his eyes closed,
just freaking out
1526
01:17:32,792 --> 01:17:35,208
and I didn't know
what the hell to do.
1527
01:17:35,291 --> 01:17:38,208
And he just said,
"I-I'm spinning, I'm spinning."
1528
01:17:40,208 --> 01:17:44,291
And I immediately
just jumped out of the car
1529
01:17:44,375 --> 01:17:45,875
and I was trying
to push him over
1530
01:17:45,959 --> 01:17:49,208
to the passenger seat,
but he was too big for me,
1531
01:17:49,291 --> 01:17:52,000
I couldn't 'cause there was,
like, a console in the middle.
1532
01:17:52,083 --> 01:17:56,166
So I instead end up directing
traffic out of the way
1533
01:17:56,250 --> 01:17:59,542
so I can stay and try to figure
out what the hell to do
1534
01:17:59,625 --> 01:18:02,959
and I finally just
called my doctor
1535
01:18:03,041 --> 01:18:06,750
and she's like, "You need
to take him to the ER right now.
1536
01:18:06,834 --> 01:18:08,959
He may have
had a heart attack."
1537
01:18:09,041 --> 01:18:11,208
And we just looked at each
other and we were, like,
1538
01:18:11,291 --> 01:18:13,208
"What the fuck is happening?"
1539
01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:36,375
The way, um, uh, we do it,
is we make that neck
1540
01:18:36,458 --> 01:18:38,375
and then,
we dissect under the skin
1541
01:18:38,458 --> 01:18:39,792
to put that device in.
1542
01:18:39,875 --> 01:18:40,667
So, that dissection creates
some tension
1543
01:18:40,750 --> 01:18:43,041
that's gonna last
for a couple of days
1544
01:18:43,125 --> 01:18:44,125
and then will go away.
1545
01:18:44,208 --> 01:18:45,792
But right now, today,
1546
01:18:45,875 --> 01:18:48,125
you should not be having
any pain in me pushing on it.
1547
01:18:48,208 --> 01:18:49,417
-No, I don't.
-Okay.
1548
01:18:49,500 --> 01:18:51,250
And then you moving
the arm is not...
1549
01:18:51,333 --> 01:18:51,959
No, this is...
I'm fine with it.
1550
01:18:52,041 --> 01:18:54,000
Perfect. Now you feel it, right?
1551
01:18:54,083 --> 01:18:55,417
-When you--
-Yeah.
1552
01:18:55,500 --> 01:18:57,208
So it's sitting right there,
it's watching your heart
1553
01:18:57,291 --> 01:18:59,166
constantly, we're already
receiving reports.
1554
01:18:59,250 --> 01:19:00,834
-You're receiving...
-There's nothing.
1555
01:19:00,917 --> 01:19:02,959
There's no arrhythmia so far.
So this is good.
1556
01:19:03,041 --> 01:19:05,792
And this is gonna stay there
for up to three years.
1557
01:19:05,875 --> 01:19:09,125
And, um,
if anything shows up,
1558
01:19:09,208 --> 01:19:09,792
we'll call you right away.
1559
01:19:09,875 --> 01:19:12,000
The heart has four chambers
1560
01:19:12,083 --> 01:19:15,959
and these bottom chambers
are called the ventricles.
1561
01:19:16,041 --> 01:19:19,458
The top chambers, this,
this one and this one
1562
01:19:19,542 --> 01:19:21,000
are called the atrium.
1563
01:19:21,083 --> 01:19:24,333
In your situation,
this and this are very large.
1564
01:19:24,417 --> 01:19:25,709
You know,
we grade the enlargement
1565
01:19:25,792 --> 01:19:27,166
between mild, moderate,
severe.
1566
01:19:27,250 --> 01:19:29,834
Your situation was severe
enlargement of both atrium.
1567
01:19:29,917 --> 01:19:31,250
The reason I wanted to do this
because I wanna
1568
01:19:31,333 --> 01:19:32,500
make sure
that there is no arrhythmia
1569
01:19:32,583 --> 01:19:35,500
that's causing these large,
top chambers to be enlarged
1570
01:19:35,583 --> 01:19:37,375
because I don't have
any other answer.
1571
01:19:37,458 --> 01:19:39,166
We looked at it, you know,
we studied everything
1572
01:19:39,250 --> 01:19:40,500
I don't have a good reason of
1573
01:19:40,583 --> 01:19:42,959
why these top chambers
are enlarged.
1574
01:19:44,667 --> 01:19:49,208
So, the plan we'll see you,
um, let's plan on...
1575
01:19:57,291 --> 01:19:59,417
For now we're still...
1576
01:19:59,500 --> 01:20:01,542
we still don't know
what's wrong with him.
1577
01:20:01,625 --> 01:20:03,917
He doesn't do drugs,
he doesn't do...
1578
01:20:04,000 --> 01:20:06,917
He doesn't drink,
you know, like, all...
1579
01:20:07,000 --> 01:20:10,125
None of it makes sense
to anyone, to us,
1580
01:20:10,208 --> 01:20:12,417
and those top chambers
should be for a man
1581
01:20:12,500 --> 01:20:15,542
who's six foot four,
1582
01:20:15,625 --> 01:20:19,250
Roger's not,
he's five foot nine.
1583
01:20:19,333 --> 01:20:22,917
And, um, we,
he tries to ignore it
1584
01:20:23,000 --> 01:20:25,417
and he tries to just, um,
1585
01:20:25,500 --> 01:20:27,000
keep focus on something else,
1586
01:20:27,083 --> 01:20:28,959
"I gotta work,
I gotta do this."
1587
01:20:30,875 --> 01:20:32,000
We don't know
what we're dealing with
1588
01:20:32,083 --> 01:20:36,291
and we don't know why,
so we just sort of take it
1589
01:20:36,375 --> 01:20:38,291
day by day and...
1590
01:20:38,375 --> 01:20:41,959
We really don't... There's
a whole lot of, we don't know.
1591
01:20:43,583 --> 01:20:45,959
But it's scary.
1592
01:20:46,041 --> 01:20:48,083
I don't know, there's just
a whole lot of worrying.
1593
01:20:50,041 --> 01:20:53,041
He forgets to take care
of himself
1594
01:20:53,125 --> 01:20:55,750
and by the time
something does come up
1595
01:20:55,834 --> 01:21:00,500
I think he feels two things
1596
01:21:00,583 --> 01:21:03,583
frustrated that he doesn't know
where to start
1597
01:21:03,667 --> 01:21:07,500
and afraid,
you know, because...
1598
01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:12,000
he doesn't wanna die, you know?
1599
01:21:12,083 --> 01:21:16,375
I think that,
he carries so much weight
1600
01:21:16,458 --> 01:21:18,959
of a lot of different people
in his life.
1601
01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:22,041
Well, what would,
what would happen to them,
1602
01:21:22,125 --> 01:21:24,125
you know, if something
happened to him?
1603
01:21:28,375 --> 01:21:30,583
Well, I think if he would just,
1604
01:21:30,667 --> 01:21:35,458
you know, not be,
be so stress over everything.
1605
01:21:35,542 --> 01:21:37,625
You know,
he's doin' a million things.
1606
01:21:37,709 --> 01:21:40,250
He's fixin' a car,
he's fixin' the electricity
1607
01:21:40,333 --> 01:21:41,917
h-he's puttin' up a fence,
he's...
1608
01:21:42,000 --> 01:21:45,959
The guy is constantly
gotta be doing something.
1609
01:21:46,041 --> 01:21:48,333
You know what I mean?
He can't rest.
1610
01:21:48,417 --> 01:21:49,333
You know what I mean?
1611
01:21:49,417 --> 01:21:52,917
And I-I think
if he would just chill more,
1612
01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:54,458
it'll be better for him.
1613
01:21:55,500 --> 01:21:57,208
Do you worry about him at all?
1614
01:21:57,291 --> 01:21:58,417
I always worry about him...
1615
01:21:58,500 --> 01:21:59,208
you know?
1616
01:22:01,667 --> 01:22:03,458
He's his own worst enemy.
1617
01:22:07,208 --> 01:22:08,583
Um...
1618
01:22:08,667 --> 01:22:10,166
I don't know , man, like...
1619
01:22:10,250 --> 01:22:12,208
You know, I think,
I think three weeks
1620
01:22:12,291 --> 01:22:14,583
is, is a, is a lot
if you ask me, you know?
1621
01:22:14,667 --> 01:22:18,375
But it's going out
more than three weeks,
1622
01:22:18,458 --> 01:22:20,041
twenty-four days max,
you know, that's, that's all
1623
01:22:20,125 --> 01:22:23,000
I can do, I wanna be back
with my family...
1624
01:22:28,875 --> 01:22:32,333
Roger is a complete
control freak
1625
01:22:32,417 --> 01:22:34,709
as long as he has control
over the situation...
1626
01:22:34,792 --> 01:22:36,959
I think it's kind of...
1627
01:22:37,041 --> 01:22:38,458
It's all good.
1628
01:22:38,542 --> 01:22:40,333
Then you, I mean, what do they
thinking about?
1629
01:22:40,417 --> 01:22:41,750
They don't want us to play here
1630
01:22:41,834 --> 01:22:42,500
or they don't want us to play
there
1631
01:22:42,583 --> 01:22:44,375
but they wanna be exclusive...
1632
01:22:44,458 --> 01:22:45,083
This is something
that he has
1633
01:22:45,166 --> 01:22:47,542
absolutely no control over.
1634
01:22:49,125 --> 01:22:51,709
And I think that drives him
even crazier.
1635
01:22:51,792 --> 01:22:53,625
You know, you get this,
you get that
1636
01:22:53,709 --> 01:22:55,125
you get sick,
I mean, everybody gets sick...
1637
01:22:58,208 --> 01:23:00,542
I wanna bring J.
I gotta bring Mosh.
1638
01:23:00,625 --> 01:23:02,542
Mosh. You know Mosh?
1639
01:23:04,291 --> 01:23:05,208
He's dealing with the heart...
1640
01:23:08,417 --> 01:23:09,709
That's serious shit.
1641
01:23:12,041 --> 01:23:13,083
Now, where are we flyin' to?
1642
01:23:15,291 --> 01:23:16,375
Direct, right?
1643
01:23:30,959 --> 01:23:33,375
Talk to Roger today?
1644
01:23:33,458 --> 01:23:34,792
Nah, I talk to him
I go through you, I ca, I ca...
1645
01:23:34,875 --> 01:23:37,583
I text him
and I says I'm with you.
1646
01:23:37,667 --> 01:23:39,583
That's how he knows.
1647
01:23:43,500 --> 01:23:45,041
Roger's, his, his heart
1648
01:23:45,125 --> 01:23:46,291
that's a,
that's a serious thing.
1649
01:23:47,667 --> 01:23:50,709
Yeah...yeah.
1650
01:23:51,041 --> 01:23:51,792
Uh...
1651
01:24:17,834 --> 01:24:20,125
My name is Roger Miret.
1652
01:24:20,208 --> 01:24:20,917
I'm 50 years old.
1653
01:24:21,000 --> 01:24:22,625
Lead singer for Agnostic Front
1654
01:24:22,709 --> 01:24:26,166
and I'm...
1655
01:24:27,750 --> 01:24:29,250
Fuck.
1656
01:24:33,583 --> 01:24:36,709
I'm just a,
a normal human being.
1657
01:24:36,792 --> 01:24:38,667
I'm just like you.
1658
01:24:38,750 --> 01:24:42,250
And sometimes your voice
when you need to say something
1659
01:24:42,333 --> 01:24:43,583
and you can't.
1660
01:24:44,792 --> 01:24:47,542
This is my mom.
1661
01:24:47,625 --> 01:24:49,041
-Say hello.
-Hello.
1662
01:24:49,125 --> 01:24:52,208
Sometimes just so humanitarian
1663
01:24:52,291 --> 01:24:53,542
that's really all I want
from life.
1664
01:24:53,625 --> 01:24:55,166
I don't, I don't want
1665
01:24:55,250 --> 01:24:57,583
any other type of success.
1666
01:25:00,333 --> 01:25:01,834
All I ever wanted
since I was a kid
1667
01:25:01,917 --> 01:25:04,542
was just, just to be heard.
1668
01:25:04,625 --> 01:25:07,667
Screaming for a change,
I'm screaming to be heard.
1669
01:25:28,458 --> 01:25:32,041
I think I've said a lot of the
stuff I wanted to say, but...
1670
01:25:32,125 --> 01:25:33,750
It takes about a minute
to operate...
1671
01:25:34,458 --> 01:25:36,500
If I'm cut short right now
1672
01:25:36,583 --> 01:25:39,709
I don't feel like I've said
everything I had to say.
1673
01:25:39,792 --> 01:25:42,333
I feel like the feature is
still isn't written, you know?
1674
01:25:46,667 --> 01:25:47,166
-What's up, Freddy?
-See that?
1675
01:25:56,291 --> 01:25:57,208
There you go.
1676
01:25:59,875 --> 01:26:02,500
Oh, what's up, brother?
1677
01:26:02,583 --> 01:26:04,500
-How are you?
-How's everything?
1678
01:26:04,583 --> 01:26:07,542
-What's going on there?
-What's going on?
1679
01:26:07,625 --> 01:26:09,375
I just gotta register.
1680
01:26:15,667 --> 01:26:17,333
-What's up, guys?
-Hi.
1681
01:26:17,417 --> 01:26:21,458
I could stop doin'
what I'm doin' if I wanted to.
1682
01:26:21,542 --> 01:26:25,667
But...I don't want to.
1683
01:26:28,375 --> 01:26:30,917
This song is called
United And Strong.
1684
01:26:31,000 --> 01:26:33,792
In other words, it's unite.
1685
01:26:33,875 --> 01:26:35,250
If we all unite,
1686
01:26:35,333 --> 01:26:37,959
we'd be stronger.
1687
01:26:38,041 --> 01:26:39,542
With no sense of fight
among each other.
1688
01:26:39,625 --> 01:26:43,542
Love the whole fucking world
out there that hates us, man.
1689
01:26:43,625 --> 01:26:46,417
So, that's all,
stick together, we unite.
1690
01:26:46,500 --> 01:26:48,750
We fight them.
1691
01:26:48,834 --> 01:26:50,417
That's what
it's all about, man.
1692
01:26:50,500 --> 01:26:51,875
That's what hardcore's
all about
1693
01:26:51,959 --> 01:26:53,625
that what
I got into music for.
1694
01:26:53,709 --> 01:26:55,792
I'm tired of all this
fuckin' people
1695
01:26:55,875 --> 01:26:57,583
putting us down, man.
1696
01:26:57,667 --> 01:27:00,125
Stick together,
we can do it the right way.
1697
01:27:00,208 --> 01:27:01,542
Alright? this song's called...
1698
01:27:05,709 --> 01:27:06,959
Hardcore is definitely
something
1699
01:27:07,041 --> 01:27:09,542
that's been very misunderstood.
1700
01:27:09,625 --> 01:27:12,291
It was really, it was really
a call for justice
1701
01:27:12,375 --> 01:27:13,709
you know what I mean,
it was really
1702
01:27:13,792 --> 01:27:15,417
questioning authority,
questioning society
1703
01:27:15,500 --> 01:27:18,875
questioning religion,
just a call for justice,
1704
01:27:18,959 --> 01:27:20,709
that's what
it's always been to me.
1705
01:27:20,792 --> 01:27:22,583
You could say
it's turned into a lifestyle
1706
01:27:22,667 --> 01:27:23,625
but that is a misjudgment too
1707
01:27:23,709 --> 01:27:26,834
'cause Adidas is a lifestyle,
you know?
1708
01:27:26,917 --> 01:27:31,291
I've always said that to me
1709
01:27:31,375 --> 01:27:33,375
it's just a good judgement
of who you are.
1710
01:27:33,458 --> 01:27:34,625
If you can stand
in front of that mirror
1711
01:27:34,709 --> 01:27:35,709
and look at yourself
1712
01:27:35,792 --> 01:27:36,917
and feel honest and genuine
1713
01:27:37,000 --> 01:27:38,417
with yourself,
1714
01:27:38,500 --> 01:27:40,000
then, to me,
1715
01:27:40,083 --> 01:27:43,083
that's being what
I like to grasp as hardcore
1716
01:27:43,166 --> 01:27:46,667
like, genuine and real
passion, you know?
1717
01:27:46,750 --> 01:27:49,375
When I got more involved
within the hardcore communities
1718
01:27:49,458 --> 01:27:50,709
obviously, in the early stages
1719
01:27:50,792 --> 01:27:54,750
and, um, I found people that
I-I felt we were just like me,
1720
01:27:54,834 --> 01:27:57,625
misfits, outcasts,
rebels, you know?
1721
01:27:57,709 --> 01:28:00,792
Everything that screamed me
1722
01:28:00,875 --> 01:28:04,125
and I, it was so great
to finally find people
1723
01:28:04,208 --> 01:28:07,500
that I felt,
I could be a part of
1724
01:28:07,583 --> 01:28:09,625
and, and, and it was just good
1725
01:28:09,709 --> 01:28:12,000
It felt like I found home,
you know?
1726
01:28:14,375 --> 01:28:16,417
Okay.
1727
01:28:16,500 --> 01:28:18,625
Franny!
Alright, this is for Franny.
1728
01:28:18,709 --> 01:28:19,875
-Franny!
-Franny!
1729
01:28:19,959 --> 01:28:20,875
Say hello to the camera, Franny.
1730
01:28:20,959 --> 01:28:23,625
Hello, Franny.
1731
01:28:23,709 --> 01:28:26,875
Yo, this is Franny. Take
a picture of me and Franny.
1732
01:28:26,959 --> 01:28:28,959
-Yay.
-Yay.
1733
01:28:29,417 --> 01:28:30,792
Franny style.
1734
01:28:30,875 --> 01:28:31,917
You ready?
1735
01:28:41,083 --> 01:28:44,583
You can strap on the headphones
and feel like somebody knew
1736
01:28:44,667 --> 01:28:46,709
where you were comin' from,
you know?
1737
01:28:46,792 --> 01:28:48,542
You didn't have to worry
about it, you know?
1738
01:28:48,625 --> 01:28:50,333
The first three
Agnostic Front albums,
1739
01:28:50,417 --> 01:28:52,834
I'd sit on my mom's
back porch, you know,
1740
01:28:52,917 --> 01:28:54,083
tryin' to figure life out
and shit, you know?
1741
01:28:54,166 --> 01:28:56,875
And it was this reality,
it felt,
1742
01:28:56,959 --> 01:28:58,041
you know, like,
these motherfuckers knew
1743
01:28:58,125 --> 01:29:01,291
what was going on, and I
didn't feel so alone, you know?
1744
01:29:01,375 --> 01:29:03,583
And I was, like,
goddamn 12 or 13,
1745
01:29:03,667 --> 01:29:04,625
you know what I mean?
1746
01:29:04,709 --> 01:29:06,625
That's, that's truth.
1747
01:29:06,709 --> 01:29:08,458
It's all about honesty
and truth, you know?
1748
01:29:08,542 --> 01:29:10,583
Be real. Do what you do.
1749
01:29:10,667 --> 01:29:12,834
And be who you are.
1750
01:29:12,917 --> 01:29:15,667
You can't really lose
on that end, can you?
1751
01:29:15,750 --> 01:29:16,750
Like, at all.
1752
01:29:27,625 --> 01:29:29,834
Victim In Pain.
1753
01:29:29,917 --> 01:29:31,166
Public Assistance.
1754
01:29:34,917 --> 01:29:37,458
Police Violence.
1755
01:29:37,542 --> 01:29:40,417
Tonight's the first night
with my implant...
1756
01:29:40,500 --> 01:29:43,208
and I'm sure when I hit
the stage I'm just gonna
1757
01:29:43,291 --> 01:29:45,625
become who I,
who I normally become
1758
01:29:45,709 --> 01:29:47,709
but I need to, like, coast,
I need to coast
1759
01:29:47,792 --> 01:29:49,792
into a comfort level.
1760
01:29:49,875 --> 01:29:50,709
I've been nervous
ever since I found out
1761
01:29:50,792 --> 01:29:53,542
I had that bullshit
little heart attack...
1762
01:29:53,625 --> 01:29:55,875
I've been worr...
I'm nervous.
1763
01:29:55,959 --> 01:29:58,667
-Whenever you're ready.
-I'm gonna go up, uh...
1764
01:29:58,750 --> 01:30:00,792
That's like a new thing
I have now
1765
01:30:00,875 --> 01:30:02,709
it's fucking with my head.
1766
01:30:04,709 --> 01:30:05,667
It's a little scary.
1767
01:30:17,750 --> 01:30:19,125
Maybe I am playing
Russian roulette,
1768
01:30:19,208 --> 01:30:22,667
maybe I'm not, but...
1769
01:30:22,750 --> 01:30:23,333
you know, I've always said,
you know,
1770
01:30:23,417 --> 01:30:25,500
do whatever you wanna do,
1771
01:30:25,583 --> 01:30:26,959
and believe whatever
you believe to do
1772
01:30:27,041 --> 01:30:28,458
till its full intent,
you know?
1773
01:30:28,542 --> 01:30:29,125
Whatever that is.
1774
01:30:35,250 --> 01:30:37,000
I've always said I want to do
what I love to do
1775
01:30:37,083 --> 01:30:38,667
till, till the day I die.
1776
01:30:38,750 --> 01:30:40,125
Whatever that day is,
1777
01:30:40,208 --> 01:30:42,750
if it's right there and then,
that's what it is.
1778
01:30:48,667 --> 01:30:50,333
Everybody out there is ready?
1779
01:30:50,417 --> 01:30:53,750
Welcome to the hardcore show!
1780
01:30:57,375 --> 01:31:00,667
Are we gonna play, Berlin?
1781
01:31:02,625 --> 01:31:04,709
Do you wanna hear another song?
1782
01:31:05,458 --> 01:31:08,166
♪ From the east coast ♪
1783
01:31:08,250 --> 01:31:09,250
♪ To the west coast ♪
1784
01:31:09,333 --> 01:31:12,542
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1785
01:31:12,625 --> 01:31:13,959
Two, three, four...
1786
01:31:14,041 --> 01:31:17,583
♪ Two sounds of a revolution ♪
1787
01:31:17,667 --> 01:31:21,041
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1788
01:31:21,125 --> 01:31:24,667
♪ In our hearts
and in our souls ♪
1789
01:31:24,750 --> 01:31:27,875
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1790
01:31:27,959 --> 01:31:31,208
♪ United we stand
divided we fall ♪
1791
01:31:31,291 --> 01:31:34,208
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1792
01:31:34,291 --> 01:31:35,667
Hands up, everybody!
1793
01:31:35,750 --> 01:31:37,417
Oye! Oye!
1794
01:31:37,500 --> 01:31:38,959
Oye! Oye! Oye!
1795
01:31:39,041 --> 01:31:41,625
Oye! Oye!
1796
01:31:41,709 --> 01:31:44,709
♪ Can't keep touch
with you or me ♪
1797
01:31:44,792 --> 01:31:47,125
♪ You gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1798
01:31:47,208 --> 01:31:49,750
♪ Need sense of security ♪
1799
01:31:49,834 --> 01:31:52,083
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1800
01:31:52,166 --> 01:31:54,500
♪ Want to live my life for me ♪
1801
01:31:54,583 --> 01:31:56,709
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1802
01:31:56,792 --> 01:31:58,291
♪ Why can't they just
let me be ♪
1803
01:31:58,375 --> 01:32:01,625
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1804
01:32:01,709 --> 01:32:03,125
♪ Say I'm crazy ♪
1805
01:32:03,208 --> 01:32:06,583
♪ Just brain dead ♪
1806
01:32:06,667 --> 01:32:08,750
♪ Planting thoughts ♪
1807
01:32:08,834 --> 01:32:11,458
♪ Within my head ♪
1808
01:32:11,542 --> 01:32:13,917
♪ Can't ♪
♪ Believe ♪
1809
01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:15,000
♪ What I've said ♪
1810
01:32:15,083 --> 01:32:16,291
I can't hear you!
1811
01:32:16,375 --> 01:32:18,834
♪ What has become of me ♪
1812
01:32:21,291 --> 01:32:22,208
♪ What... ♪
1813
01:32:22,291 --> 01:32:25,083
♪ Has become of me ♪
1814
01:32:25,166 --> 01:32:27,583
You guys are fucking great.
1815
01:32:27,667 --> 01:32:28,709
Hands up to the stage.
1816
01:32:30,000 --> 01:32:32,792
Oye! Oye!
1817
01:32:32,875 --> 01:32:35,417
Oye! Oye! Oye!
1818
01:32:35,500 --> 01:32:37,208
Oye! Oye! Oye!
1819
01:32:37,291 --> 01:32:40,583
Oye! Oye! Oye!
1820
01:32:40,667 --> 01:32:43,917
♪ Don't believe
what you've been told ♪
1821
01:32:44,000 --> 01:32:46,125
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1822
01:32:46,208 --> 01:32:48,750
♪ Never seen no streets
paved in gold ♪
1823
01:32:48,834 --> 01:32:51,041
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1824
01:32:51,125 --> 01:32:53,625
♪ Mindless violence ruined me ♪
1825
01:32:53,709 --> 01:32:55,792
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1826
01:32:55,875 --> 01:32:58,166
♪ No such thing
as something friend ♪
1827
01:32:58,250 --> 01:32:59,667
♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪
1828
01:32:59,750 --> 01:33:00,875
♪ Let's go ♪
1829
01:33:00,959 --> 01:33:03,125
♪ Say I'm crazy ♪
1830
01:33:26,750 --> 01:33:31,250
♪ The changes
that were hardly noticed ♪
1831
01:33:31,333 --> 01:33:33,750
♪ Until time itself became
a chain ♪
1832
01:33:36,417 --> 01:33:41,041
♪ Once hot blood began
to cool ♪
1833
01:33:41,125 --> 01:33:45,875
♪ My ever slowing heart beat
in vain ♪
1834
01:33:45,959 --> 01:33:49,583
♪ The blood the honor
the truth ♪
1835
01:33:49,667 --> 01:33:51,083
♪ From the nightmare ♪
1836
01:33:51,166 --> 01:33:54,625
♪ The blood the honor
the truth ♪
1837
01:33:54,709 --> 01:33:57,458
♪ Can be part
of our lives again ♪
1838
01:34:06,208 --> 01:34:10,834
♪ From the nightmare I woke up
in another dream ♪
1839
01:34:10,917 --> 01:34:14,208
♪ The spirits of
a broken sky ♪
1840
01:34:16,041 --> 01:34:19,041
♪ Try to distill a cure
for the plague ♪
1841
01:34:20,709 --> 01:34:24,041
♪ That's put to rest
everything ♪
1842
01:34:24,125 --> 01:34:25,875
♪ I once felt inside ♪
1843
01:34:25,959 --> 01:34:29,375
♪ The blood the honor
the truth ♪
1844
01:34:29,458 --> 01:34:30,875
♪ Thought it would never end ♪
1845
01:34:30,959 --> 01:34:33,792
♪ The blood the honor
the truth ♪
1846
01:34:33,875 --> 01:34:36,792
♪ Can be part
of our lives again ♪
1847
01:34:41,000 --> 01:34:43,875
♪ From this nightmare
I wake in a dream ♪
1848
01:34:43,959 --> 01:34:47,417
♪ And stare at
the unbroken sky ♪
1849
01:34:47,500 --> 01:34:49,792
♪ Try to distill a cure
for the plague... ♪♪
1850
01:34:51,750 --> 01:34:53,250
We're enjoying our retirement.
1851
01:34:53,333 --> 01:34:54,792
We're living our time out
1852
01:34:54,875 --> 01:34:56,750
while we're young and youthful,
1853
01:34:56,834 --> 01:34:58,333
and enjoyin' it.
1854
01:34:58,417 --> 01:35:01,458
And then, when we get old,
fuck it, we'll go work.
1855
01:35:01,542 --> 01:35:02,542
We'll figure it out
like we've always done.
1856
01:35:02,625 --> 01:35:04,959
We've always figured it out
1857
01:35:05,041 --> 01:35:07,041
Uh, how do you grow out
of a culture? You know I mean?
1858
01:35:07,125 --> 01:35:09,834
it's not like you're growing
out of a shirt or shoes.
1859
01:35:09,917 --> 01:35:12,208
You know, I mean,,
you-your foot gets bigger,
1860
01:35:12,291 --> 01:35:15,750
but either you do it because you
love it or you don't it.
1861
01:35:15,834 --> 01:35:18,041
You're a band,
you know that means?
1862
01:35:18,125 --> 01:35:19,000
Once you're in
you can't get out.
1862
01:35:20,305 --> 01:35:26,884
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