All language subtitles for You Are Desire E06

♫ The dusk awakens ♫

♫ The slumber of the whales ♫

♫ Swimming towards the galaxy ♫

♫ It docks at the blue shore of my heart ♫

♫ I hear the poems coming from afar ♫

♫ Happiness and sorrow come and go ♫

♫ As my memories dance along the clouds ♫

♫ I still remember ♫

♫ Please wait for me at the horizon ♫

♫ We'll watch the sunset together ♫

♫ Whose dream hasn't been beautiful ♫

♫ When have I ever been myself ♫

♫ Wait for me at the end of the daydream ♫

♫ Who has wandered within it ♫

♫ Life is nothing more than fantasy ♫

♫ I am still me ♫

[You Are Desire]

[Episode 6: I Want to Know Your Secret]

But

I warn you, new friends of hers,

if she gets bullied again in the future,

I will still come.

Don't worry.

We won't give you that chance.

Bye.

Bye.

I knew Juan was the best,

making him lose badly
and never have the guts to show up again.

Where are you going?

I-I-I got a dormitory at the school.

I'm moving in today.

You're not going to come back?

No.

Your dad agreed?

He agreed, or else how could I have applied?

Your dad signed for you?

You didn't sign for me,

and you didn't let me ask someone else.

Someone else?

You asked someone else to sign for your dad?

Well, you don't have to worry about it.

Anyway, from today on,

I won't be living here.

Let's write off our past.

What are you talking about?

Isn't this what you wanted?

From now on, you'll live here by yourself.

We won't need to look at each other
unpleasantly.

Here you go.

Wait a minute.

You keep this.

I don't want you back to bother me again.

Thanks.

Why did they assign so much homework again?

A perfectly good National Day holiday

is ruined by this damn paper.

Planning another monthly pop quiz, aren't they?

After National Day, it's midterms.

So annoying.

Juan, let's go relax

during this seven-day National Day holiday.

Let's invite He Songnan.

The holidays are when business is best.

I have to mind the shop.

You're such a downer.

What about you?

I don't want a holiday. I just want to study.

Studying makes me happy.

You two are going to waste

the good seven days.

Li Lin,

Li Lin, let's…

May ask you a problem?

It's this one.

I'll write you a formula,
and you'll understand.

I knew you were the go-to person.

- Thank you.
- It's nothing.

I'll be in the shop during the holiday.

If you're bored, you can come.

The teachers can't notice this color, right?

So pretty.

You're really smart.

This color makes your nails shiny,

and the teachers will definitely not notice.

By the way, my dad got me an open ticket.

I can go wherever I want,

but I find domestic travel too boring.

I'm thinking about going to Iceland

or New Zealand.

The time is too short.

If I had a month,
that would be enough to have fun.

I really envy you for having such a good dad.

Like me. I can only play around locally.

Xu Ruyi, where are you planning
to go for the holiday?

I-I-I'll just read in the dorm.

Reading?

What era is it?

There are still people in the dorm
during the holiday.

No wonder you don't have friends.

I am her friend.

Whether she wants to travel or read,

isn't it all her freedom?

I didn't say anything about you.

Why are you butting in?

I'm not accusing you. What are you mad about?

Lin Yujing, why are you everywhere?

What's it to you?

Never mind.

Annoying.

Don't mind them.

Let them say whatever they want.

You just ignore them.

Actually, there are
quite a few fun places in Pucheng.

We can go visit them together.

Okay.

Hello?

Where are you?

I'm at school.

What's wrong, suddenly calling me?

Your dad is coming back.

You'd better come back now.

Got it.

How come they're not at home so late?

I'll call Mingxiu.

Are you Lin Yujing's father?

Yes, I am.

Lin Yujing took a leave of absence today

and didn't stay at school.

Please confirm
whether she has returned home on time.

Where have you been?
Why did you come back so late?

Why did you come back early?

I'm asking you.

Why did you come back so late?

I had dinner with my classmates.

Come with me.

Your head teacher contacted me.

Why are you living at school behind my back?

Didn't I tell you?

I don't allow you to live at school.

All our classmates live at school.

It's more efficient for studying.

Don't argue.

Tell me honestly.

Who gave you this idea?

Impersonating me,
signing on the school lodging form.

Tell me who it was.

I'm going to report it to the school.

You don't tell me?

I'll tell your head teacher now

you won't live in the dorm.

I'll do it whether you agree or not.

I don't want to live here.

I don't want to live with you.

Say it again.

I don't want to live here.

This is not my home.

I am your dad.

Where I live, that's your home.

But I don't have the surname Guan or Meng.

What your surname is doesn't matter.

You must live here.
You're not allowed to go anywhere else.

When you were with my mom,
you started to be a kept man.

You're just used to mooching off others.

I don't want to follow you.

You're going too far.

- You're too disrespectful.
- Yes.

I'm disrespectful.

That's because you've never disciplined me.

- You're talking back again.
- Enough.

I agreed to her living at school

and signed.

We had a fight before,
and our relationship wasn't good,

so when she said she wanted to live at school,

I signed for her.

Your quarrels give me a headache.

Lin Yujing,

don't you have things to do at school?
Get going now.

Stop, Lin…

What are you doing sitting here alone?

What happened to your face?

Who hit you?

Let's have a fight.

I'm very unhappy right now.

Let's have a fight, just the two of us.

I just want to fight someone.

Will you fight with me or not?

If you don't, I'll find someone else.

Fight. No problem. I'll fight with you.

Fight any way you want.

B-B-But can you

not cry?

Eat.

Why didn't you dodge?

I couldn't dodge it.

Does it hurt?

It's okay. I don't feel much.

You're like this and still don't feel it?

It does affect your looks a bit.

Let me put a band-aid on for you.

For this wound of mine,

you'd have to line up three of them
to cover it.

I see a pharmacy ahead.

How about I buy you a roll of gauze

and wrap it around your head?

You'll look like a tough guy
with a story, pretty fierce.

Okay, that's enough.

Eat now.

I'm already pretty fierce.

Do you think

this city is too dark?

There's not a single star.

How about this?

I'll punch you too.

You'll see stars right away.

How about it?

I'm going back.

Thanks for today.

Have a good rest.

Lin Yujing,

Um,

tomorrow,

do you want to go out and play together?

Where to play?

I-I-I haven't decided yet.

I'll let you know when it's decided.

How about we invite Xu Ruyi to join us?

No problem.

Then I'll go back, bye.

Bye.

Hey, He Songnan.

I have something to discuss with you.

I talked to Shen Juan.

We're going out to play tomorrow.

Then s-s-should I go?

What's wrong with it?

It's better to have everyone together.

Okay, then I'll go with you.

It's settled.

We decided to go to the farm

and plan to stay for two days and one night.

Pack your stuff.

I'll pick you up early tomorrow.

Okay. See you tomorrow, bye.

See you tomorrow.

Shen Juan said we'd go to the farm tomorrow

and stay there for two days and one night.

Farm?

I've never been to a farm.

Me neither.

Cuihua.

Tiezhu.

You've raised these geese quite well.

You're not bad at raising cattle, too.

Can I have a couple for the New Year?

Sure thing.

Lin Yujing.

I'm downstairs at your dorm.

Okay.

Why are you here?

My mom asked me to bring you some oranges.

Thanks.

What's going on with you and your dad?

Just what you saw.

Does he often hit you like this?

This is the first time.

Before, he didn't pay much attention to me.

Just now, I wasn't helping you.

I just couldn't stand him hitting you.

I see. Thank you, Mingxiu.

Can you not use such a disgusting tone

when you talk to me?

This time, I'm sincere.

Where are you going
if you don't go home this holiday?

Probably going out with classmates.

Where to and for how long?

To a farm, for two days and one night.

Going so far and staying overnight?

Wait, you guys are
all underage high school students.

How can you go without an adult?

Can you guarantee safety?

Then, why don't you come with us?

I have to look at my schedule.

I may not have time.

We rarely get to go out.

And the car hasn't been booked yet.

Could you drive us?

Well, then, I'll reluctantly agree

to be your guardian.

But just to say upfront,

you guys don't go too wild.

Early to bed, early to rise, got it?

Don't worry. You're there, aren't you?

I'm going back now.

Bye.

I'll come to pick you up tomorrow.

Shen Juan,

let me introduce you.
This is my good friend Xu Ruyi.

This is Shen Juan's friend He Songnan.

He's from our school too.

Hello.

Hello, junior sister.

Did you say you booked a car?

It should be arriving soon.

It's here.

How's that? I arrived just in time, right?

Right on time.

These are my classmates.

This is my brother.

Hello, my name is Shen Juan.

Hello, Mr. Lin.

My brother's surname is Fu.

Let's go. Get in the car.

Let's go.

Junior sister, let me help you with your bag.

Lin Yujing, you think I'm your chauffeur?

Come sit in the front.

Thanks.

Thanks.

Try it. It's sweet.

You can't eat.

I don't know the way.

You have to remind me how to go.

Eating is distracting.

Don't you have a navigation app on your phone?

It is prone to errors.

Alright, I'll keep an eye out for you.

Up ahead, we're going to get on the freeway.

Change lanes in advance.

Here we are.

Isn't the scenery here nice?

Not bad.

This is not quite like the farm I imagined.

What did you imagine?

I thought I would be carrying a hoe,
wearing a headscarf

and have mud all over my face and body.

It's good I brought you here this time.

To show you
what an eco-friendly, new-age farm looks like.

Let's walk that way.

How come you have the keys here?

Don't tell me it's opened by your family.

It really is my family's.

It's run by my parents.

Here, the girls' room.

Not bad. He Songnan, you're quite low-key.

I've never had a holiday out here.

This place is really good.

It must have been hard
to book for the National Day.

Thanks to you.

You should say thank you to Juan.

He wanted to bring everyone out for fun,

to see the scenery

and to relax, and he thought of this place.

Are you feeling pretty good?

I've put away your things for you.

There are a lot of recreational facilities here
to play with.

Put down your luggage, clean up a bit
and then we'll go play.

Okay.

Let's go to your rooms.

Mom, don't worry about me.

I just came to a farm with friends,

and I miss home now.

Don't worry about me.

Bye.

Senior.

The temperature here
drops quite a bit at night.

I'm here to bring you a blanket.

Thank you.

They've all gone out to play.

How about I show you around?

- Okay.
- Okay.

Hello.

Can the two of you cheer up a bit?

Shen Juan.

Mingxiu,

can you stop playing with your phone?

You both take a picture together.

Take a photo. Come on.

Three, two, one.

Smile.

You two look at each other.

Take another one.

Three, two, one.

Eye contact.

Excuse me.

Mum, higher.

Fun, right?

Yes.

Even higher.

Okay.

Excuse me.

Let's continue.

Okay.

Wait. Stop.

Who'd stop as you say?

Sorry, Mingxiu.

It doesn't stack like that. Let me do it.

You need to find some sticks of similar length.

And then stack them up.

It will form a very stable cone.

These gaps in the middle

will allow the air to circulate better.

This way, it helps to burn fully.

[Dr. Gu]

Shen Juan, you got a call.

Do you know how to do it?

I'll help you.

Come on.

Be careful.

They peck very painfully.

You know how to feed geese?

When I was a kid,
my family lived in the countryside,

and we raised geese.

This is the feed we used.

You used to live in the countryside too?

I remember when I was little, every summer,

I would often sneak out
in the middle of the night

and lie down in the feed shack.

There was a hole in its roof,

through which I could see the moon.

When I was a kid, my family had a hut too.

And there was a hole in the roof too.

Could you see the moon too?

I'll do it this time.

Can you do it?

Sure. Give me.

It's simple.

We're back.

You're back.

We bought a lot of food.

So much.

Do we take it out?

Let's spread it out.

Let me do it.

After setting it up like this,

the fire is quite vigorous.

My dad taught me before.

I haven't done it for a long time.

Wipe your sweat.

Thanks.

Thanks.

You two work well together.

You signed her boarding school application,
right?

Do you know she got beaten because of that?

I ran into her yesterday.

She didn't tell me,

but I guessed it.

I'm sorry.

Actually, the person who should apologize

is me.

She and I are not real siblings. Do you know?

She has never treated me as a brother.

And I have never treated her as a sister.

Until yesterday when I saw her being beaten.

For the first time,
I felt like I was her brother.

But I'm not a competent brother.

That day she asked me to sign for her.

She wanted to escape from our terrible home.

I didn't agree to help her.

It's good that you helped her.

You specially arranged this trip
for her, right?

Shen Juan,

as her brother, I lack experience.

I'm glad she has friends like you.

Thank you.

What are you two talking about?

Come over and eat.

Let's go.

You.

I…

don't know how to play truth or dare.

It's just a very simple game.

Pick one at random.

You'll get it after one round.

Then I choose truth.

Alright, let me ask.

What's the happiest thing for you?

The happiest thing

is hanging out with you guys today.

Yeah, it's so fun.

Come on, next.

We haven't even asked yet.

You're letting her off too easy.

L-L-Let me drink one for her.

Hold on.

How can you drink this?

So cruel.

Juan, what's going on with you?

Drink a lot.

Bottoms up, you have to finish it.

Let's applaud you.

Good.

Next one.

Come on.

Go.

You, truth or dare?

Dare.

I'll drink that beverage.

No, you're an adult.

Of course, you have to drink alcohol.

You have to drink half.

- An adult should drink like an adult.
- Exactly.

Drink a lot, Mingxiu.

- Good.
- Come on, continue.

I choose dare.

Juan,

you think of one for her.

Then…

take a sip of the beverage.

Compared to Juan,

I was not going easy on her, right?

Next one.

Alright.

Come on, let's drink together.

Cheers.

Come on, let's all drink.

Bottoms up.

It's still you.

No, you drank the wrong one.

This one contains alcohol.

You don't. Stop drinking.

Stop drinking.

Why is it never your turn?

Wait.

It's your turn. Choose.

Juan, it's your turn.

Let me do it.

Truth.

Lin Yujing,

do you really dislike me a lot?

Yes.

Then do you really dislike me too?

No.

Liar, drink.

Drink now.

I told the truth.

Why do I have to drink?

What am I drinking for?

You clearly really dislike me.

What are you even saying?

If I disliked you, I wouldn't be here with you.

I wouldn't be here with you at all.

If you can't drink, then don't.

You.

Juan, should we take him back first?

It's okay.

I'm not drunk.

Y-Y-You haven't told the truth.

You can't leave.

Too drunk.

I can still drink.

Take his phone and key.

- Alright.
- Just a couple of sips.

We'll be back soon.

Alright.

You haven't said your true words yet.

Honey water.

Did I drink too much?

Where are they?

Your brother drank too much too.

You two just asked each other

over ten times whether you dislike each other.

It was so embarrassing.

Is your head still dizzy?

I'll take you somewhere. Let's go.

This place is so dark.

Where are we going?

Just follow me.

We've arrived.

What is this?

It should be about right.

Five, four,

three, two,

one.

No, it shouldn't be. What's going on?

Isn't it…?

Isn't it time yet?

It's so beautiful.

You said before

there were no stars in this city.

But I know

the stars here are the brightest.

The stars here light up every night
at eight o'clock on the dot.

So we came quite on time.

I hit you before.

And you still brought me to see the stars.

With you saying this,
my head starts to hurt again.

I'm sorry.

I was in a bad mood that day.

Something happened at home.

I wanted to live in the school dormitory,
but my dad wouldn't let me.

So I came to you for your signature.

I know.

But next time,

before you hit me,

could you let me be ready for it?

Shen Juan,

I've told you my secret.

Then,

what about your secrets?

Are you awake?

I'm waiting outside.

What did you call me out so early for?

Did you forget what you asked me yesterday?

It's okay.

I'll take you.

Why did you bring me here?

Don't you want to know my secret?

Since it's a secret,

maybe it's better not to know.

This is my uncle.

His name is Luo Qinghe.

He's the real owner of the silver shop.

Uncle, this is Lin Yujing.

She's my desk mate.

The girl I told you before,
who protected our shop.

I brought her to see you.

Your uncle--

He's been lying here for a long time.

The doctor said the chances of him waking up
are less than ten percent.

But I just don't believe it.

I believe as long as I talk to him every day,

he will wake up.

So all your previous tardiness and leaves

were all to take care of your uncle.

Correct.

I was raised by my uncle.

So whenever I have time, I come to see him.

Sorry, this is a display item.
It's not for sale.

Actually, I'm a bit curious.

Why can't the items
in the display case be sold?

You don't need to know about that.

How about this?

I'll melt down the pieces I made before.

Juan,

are you sure?

You stay up late at night
working for this shop,

arrive late to school and sleep in class.

Shen Juan,

you're still a child.

Don't carry such a heavy burden

on yourself.

Do you remember the dragon fruit garden
I took you to yesterday?

My uncle took me there too

after my mom passed away.

He told me

my mom became a star in the sky to be with me.

But after people die,

how can they become stars?

He was just comforting me.

But when the starry sea lights up--

It seems like all the gloom can be dispelled.

That night, when the starry sea lit up
before my eyes,

you looked at me with clear eyes,

as if a gentle light penetrated the gloom,

scattering and falling onto my heart.

There're words
I've been hiding in my heart for a long time.

I want to tell you.

It's you who drove away the loneliness
in my heart

and lit up the entire night sky.

♫ Love sprouts in my palm ♫

♫ Yet worried linger within my eyes ♫

♫ Our story hasn't ended ♫

♫ So where are we now ♫

♫ I want to hug you so badly ♫

♫ I want to become better with you ♫

♫ The youth we shared ♫

♫ Turned into a rainbow within my heart ♫

♫ I really want to warm you ♫

♫ I want to share with you ♫

♫ The beauty of the world ♫

♫ We promised ♫

♫ To never be apart ♫

♫ Do you want to hear me sing ♫

♫ The wind chime swaying in my heart ♫

♫ Is a wish ♫

♫ I secretly made for you ♫

♫ I want to plant ♫

♫ A red maple forest ♫

♫ To dye the whole mountain red ♫

♫ The sky after the rain ♫

♫ Was painted by our brilliant dreams ♫

♫ Time is a flower of dream ♫

♫ You've already collected it ♫

♫ When we all become better ♫

♫ We'll see the best of the world together ♫