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What is the... 12 00:00:44,002 --> 00:00:45,795 Girl, some of them look beat up. 13 00:00:46,296 --> 00:00:49,424 - Have you picked your blueberries yet? - No. Happen next. 14 00:00:50,884 --> 00:00:53,011 So why don't you just grab a handful of blueberries? 15 00:00:53,094 --> 00:00:56,097 They feel a little bruise-y in my fingertips, I don't want it. 16 00:00:56,598 --> 00:00:59,225 How nice is it to know that this human being is like, 17 00:00:59,309 --> 00:01:01,686 "Let me pick the best strawberries for the person I love." 18 00:01:01,687 --> 00:01:02,687 Incredible. 19 00:01:02,687 --> 00:01:04,064 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 20 00:01:04,147 --> 00:01:05,648 - [MAL] Good answer. - Amazing. 21 00:01:06,149 --> 00:01:08,109 You look a little cold. You want a hoodie? 22 00:01:08,193 --> 00:01:09,277 I'm gonna go get one. 23 00:01:16,826 --> 00:01:19,412 - You're doing stuff around the house. - [MAL] Mm-hmm. 24 00:01:19,496 --> 00:01:21,122 [YOLY] That's been really helpful. 25 00:01:22,791 --> 00:01:24,959 - Is that sustainable? - Yes. 26 00:01:25,043 --> 00:01:28,546 I like it being, like, cleaned up or, like... 27 00:01:28,630 --> 00:01:32,675 You know, making sure the shoes are over in that place 28 00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:36,137 and the catch-all is here, and there's not random shit in there. 29 00:01:36,221 --> 00:01:38,723 Or you teaching me how the bed needs to be made, 30 00:01:38,807 --> 00:01:40,308 instead of just throwing it over. 31 00:01:40,391 --> 00:01:42,018 - [YOLY] Mm-hmm. - Um... 32 00:01:42,977 --> 00:01:44,562 I've been liking all those things. 33 00:01:44,646 --> 00:01:47,732 What we're doing right now, is this what life looks like for you, 34 00:01:47,816 --> 00:01:48,983 as a wife? 35 00:01:49,067 --> 00:01:51,444 This is great in a roommate sense. This is awesome. 36 00:01:51,528 --> 00:01:53,446 But I'd want it to be more romantic. 37 00:01:55,432 --> 00:01:56,449 [MAL] Mm-hmm. 38 00:01:56,449 --> 00:01:59,202 In the romantic way, I'm having a hard time coming back to you. 39 00:02:03,248 --> 00:02:04,415 I love my friends. I do. 40 00:02:04,499 --> 00:02:06,668 But I wouldn't make breakfast for my roommate. 41 00:02:09,462 --> 00:02:12,173 I remember the first time I slept over, you made me breakfast. 42 00:02:12,257 --> 00:02:14,067 You were like, "I've never done this for any of the girls 43 00:02:14,068 --> 00:02:16,344 who I've... had over." 44 00:02:16,427 --> 00:02:19,305 I was like, "Yeah right," 'cause you were so quick to do it. 45 00:02:19,389 --> 00:02:20,557 No, I liked you, Yoly. 46 00:02:20,640 --> 00:02:22,267 - [LAUGHING] - [MAL] I liked you. 47 00:02:23,017 --> 00:02:24,269 And I still do. 48 00:02:24,352 --> 00:02:26,646 [SWEET, GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING] 49 00:02:27,564 --> 00:02:28,883 I still have pictures that I took of you, 50 00:02:28,884 --> 00:02:31,276 when you woke up in my apartment. 51 00:02:33,820 --> 00:02:35,530 You used to take a lot of pictures. 52 00:02:37,031 --> 00:02:38,031 Yeah. 53 00:02:39,993 --> 00:02:42,120 This is what life looks like for me. 54 00:02:42,203 --> 00:02:44,581 I like this life. I like this life with you. 55 00:02:49,210 --> 00:02:51,671 I'm here to be with you, here to leave with you. 56 00:02:53,381 --> 00:02:56,926 ♪ Just can't seem to get you off of my mind now ♪ 57 00:02:57,010 --> 00:03:00,346 ♪ What have you done ♪ ♪ What have you done to me? ♪ 58 00:03:04,392 --> 00:03:06,436 - [UPBEAT POP SONG PLAYS] - ♪ Close your eyes ♪ 59 00:03:06,519 --> 00:03:09,898 ♪ I'll make you count to ten ♪ 60 00:03:11,649 --> 00:03:13,067 ♪ Do you believe it? ♪ 61 00:03:14,194 --> 00:03:15,778 [AUSSIE] Yum. 62 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:19,866 This looks so delicious. I'm so excited. 63 00:03:20,742 --> 00:03:21,742 [AUSSIE] Good. 64 00:03:22,368 --> 00:03:23,536 This is delicious. 65 00:03:23,620 --> 00:03:27,248 I think you're on a really good track for being househusband. 66 00:03:28,249 --> 00:03:30,710 [LAUGHS] That was always my dream, babe. 67 00:03:30,793 --> 00:03:33,880 - Well, you played that really well. - [LAUGHS] I did. 68 00:03:34,631 --> 00:03:37,926 Minus the house part, where you do things around the house. 69 00:03:38,426 --> 00:03:39,594 [LAUGHS] 70 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:44,724 - Babe, I always cook majority of the time. - Cooking, yes. 71 00:03:45,308 --> 00:03:46,642 I don't think that's the only thing 72 00:03:46,643 --> 00:03:49,395 a househusband should do, is just cook... 73 00:03:49,479 --> 00:03:50,855 - Mmm. - ... and do dishes. 74 00:03:50,939 --> 00:03:53,775 I think a househusband should probably do more than that. 75 00:03:54,484 --> 00:03:57,278 And what is the definition of a househusband to you? 76 00:03:57,362 --> 00:03:58,947 Say you were making, you know... 77 00:03:59,030 --> 00:04:01,157 We're talking about three times as much as me. 78 00:04:01,241 --> 00:04:03,493 And say, "Okay, why don't you just not work, 79 00:04:03,576 --> 00:04:05,578 'cause it doesn't matter if you work or not." 80 00:04:05,662 --> 00:04:08,331 And, like, do a business, you know? 81 00:04:08,414 --> 00:04:10,458 Do you feel like you'd rather want to do that? 82 00:04:10,541 --> 00:04:11,541 Of course. 83 00:04:11,542 --> 00:04:12,542 Like, not work? 84 00:04:12,961 --> 00:04:16,089 Oh no, I mean, like, just to focus on the stuff we love. Yeah. 85 00:04:17,840 --> 00:04:22,720 I was thinking about my view on gender... 86 00:04:22,804 --> 00:04:23,805 [SAM] Mm-hmm. 87 00:04:24,597 --> 00:04:25,723 ... and gender roles. 88 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:29,769 And, believe it or not, it has changed. [CHUCKLES] 89 00:04:30,270 --> 00:04:31,771 - Just like... - Wait. Since when? 90 00:04:31,854 --> 00:04:33,731 - Like two days ago? - Oh. 91 00:04:33,815 --> 00:04:35,233 I had this idea... 92 00:04:35,316 --> 00:04:38,403 Kind of similar to our discussion about you making more money. 93 00:04:38,486 --> 00:04:39,696 - [SAM] Mm-hmm. - That... 94 00:04:41,197 --> 00:04:44,867 To... For me to feel masculine, which I do on the inside, 95 00:04:44,951 --> 00:04:47,537 I have to be the breadwinner. 96 00:04:47,620 --> 00:04:49,580 - Right. - Or, um... 97 00:04:49,664 --> 00:04:53,751 - Because that's how you were raised. - That's how I saw my mom and dad. 98 00:04:54,460 --> 00:04:58,631 Even when I would play house with my middle brother, I would tell him, 99 00:04:58,715 --> 00:05:01,092 "I'm the husband. You're the wife. Make food for me." 100 00:05:01,175 --> 00:05:02,677 "I'll be back. Gonna go to work." 101 00:05:02,760 --> 00:05:06,931 I was conditioned with that traditional view. 102 00:05:07,015 --> 00:05:12,562 But I'm seeing it now, that my role in a partnership, 103 00:05:12,645 --> 00:05:14,564 - in this modern world... - That's really cool. 104 00:05:14,647 --> 00:05:16,024 ... doesn't have to fit that. 105 00:05:16,941 --> 00:05:18,276 That's really cool, because 106 00:05:19,694 --> 00:05:21,362 that was one of your big blocks. 107 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:23,761 Just the mere fact that you're starting 108 00:05:23,762 --> 00:05:27,076 to recognize those things is huge. 109 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:28,453 [GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING] 110 00:05:29,078 --> 00:05:30,413 And I see it now, boo. 111 00:05:30,496 --> 00:05:31,496 Yeah. 112 00:05:32,540 --> 00:05:33,540 That's good. 113 00:05:33,541 --> 00:05:35,209 I know. Really good. 114 00:05:35,710 --> 00:05:36,710 Just... 115 00:05:39,505 --> 00:05:40,590 Yeah. 116 00:05:40,673 --> 00:05:41,880 How I really see it, 117 00:05:41,881 --> 00:05:46,179 in terms of having to take care of the household... 118 00:05:46,262 --> 00:05:49,724 I would rather hire somebody and neither of us be the houseperson. 119 00:05:49,807 --> 00:05:51,809 [BOTH LAUGHING] 120 00:05:52,769 --> 00:05:54,187 To me, it's so worth it. 121 00:05:55,605 --> 00:05:57,106 [AUSSIE] That was always my dream. 122 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:58,608 ♪ Just let go ♪ 123 00:05:58,691 --> 00:06:02,153 ♪ We can leave it all behind ♪ 124 00:06:06,991 --> 00:06:08,493 ♪ Just say so ♪ 125 00:06:08,576 --> 00:06:12,038 ♪ And search for your sunrise ♪ 126 00:06:13,956 --> 00:06:17,377 You've just been my person for the past three years, right? Like... 127 00:06:18,169 --> 00:06:19,295 And I love you a lot. 128 00:06:19,379 --> 00:06:20,630 [SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING] 129 00:06:20,713 --> 00:06:21,714 [RAE SIGHS] 130 00:06:40,566 --> 00:06:41,984 Obviously, like... 131 00:06:43,611 --> 00:06:46,447 the other day we had a fight, and it hurt a lot. 132 00:06:47,615 --> 00:06:48,991 Last night was good though. 133 00:06:49,075 --> 00:06:52,495 There was a point I just was, like, looking at you and I felt like 134 00:06:53,204 --> 00:06:57,792 for the first time in a bit of time, I was, like, falling for you again. 135 00:07:00,461 --> 00:07:02,296 That was just the top you picked for me. 136 00:07:02,380 --> 00:07:03,423 It was a nice top. 137 00:07:04,257 --> 00:07:05,883 I was a little worried about 138 00:07:05,967 --> 00:07:07,750 whether or not we would be able to, like, 139 00:07:07,751 --> 00:07:11,305 explore intimacy with each other again. 140 00:07:11,806 --> 00:07:15,810 Because it's like, how can you even begin to have conversations 141 00:07:16,936 --> 00:07:18,354 about an engagement 142 00:07:19,397 --> 00:07:21,566 if you're not intimate with one another? 143 00:07:22,275 --> 00:07:24,569 I think you tested me a little last night. 144 00:07:24,652 --> 00:07:26,529 Kissing you in the car was fun. 145 00:07:28,489 --> 00:07:30,908 - I wasn't talking about the car. - Figured you weren't. 146 00:07:33,995 --> 00:07:35,204 It was nice though. 147 00:07:35,872 --> 00:07:40,001 I feel excited about us right now. 148 00:07:41,627 --> 00:07:44,714 And that's... It's a really good feeling. 149 00:07:45,798 --> 00:07:48,092 [RAE] Um, you know, I guess I'm just thankful 150 00:07:48,176 --> 00:07:49,844 for the, like, chance to do this, 151 00:07:50,553 --> 00:07:54,056 and to... see if we can fit back together. 152 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:55,860 And I'm just thankful that you're trying, 153 00:07:55,861 --> 00:07:58,519 and you're giving me the space 154 00:07:58,603 --> 00:08:02,523 to figure out... whatever the fuck is going on up here. 155 00:08:02,607 --> 00:08:04,066 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 156 00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:08,362 Obviously, like, we know where we both stood coming into this. 157 00:08:10,448 --> 00:08:13,951 Do you feel like, in any way, your idea of marriage has changed? 158 00:08:14,035 --> 00:08:16,496 I've always thought the same way about marriage. 159 00:08:16,579 --> 00:08:18,498 Marriage is a commitment to someone. 160 00:08:19,582 --> 00:08:23,336 To grow with that person and build this life with that person, right? 161 00:08:23,419 --> 00:08:25,171 It's doing all the big, like, 162 00:08:26,714 --> 00:08:29,509 monumental, like, life things together. 163 00:08:30,092 --> 00:08:32,929 It's special. You want it to be with the right person. 164 00:08:33,012 --> 00:08:36,974 But I think the finality of marriage always scares me. 165 00:08:41,562 --> 00:08:45,608 I am very aware of how, like... 166 00:08:46,150 --> 00:08:48,778 how much, like, I love you, 167 00:08:49,820 --> 00:08:51,489 and how important you are to me. 168 00:08:51,572 --> 00:08:53,950 You're the one thing I'm excited to come home to. 169 00:08:54,033 --> 00:08:58,329 I love having you sit out there and talk to me when I'm grilling steak. 170 00:08:59,205 --> 00:09:02,500 I like going on a drive with you. 171 00:09:02,583 --> 00:09:04,919 I, like, really love our moments. 172 00:09:06,045 --> 00:09:09,048 And they are not all big, and they're not all small. 173 00:09:10,925 --> 00:09:12,718 But they all mean a lot to me. 174 00:09:12,802 --> 00:09:14,178 I know 175 00:09:15,012 --> 00:09:18,391 that you fit into my life, and I know I fit into yours. 176 00:09:18,474 --> 00:09:22,478 And, even more than that, like, I feel like I fit into our life. 177 00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:26,232 And I don't... I don't want to lose that. 178 00:09:27,275 --> 00:09:29,694 Because I really like our life together. 179 00:09:30,903 --> 00:09:32,154 We do have a good life. 180 00:09:32,238 --> 00:09:34,574 I know I can be a lot sometimes. 181 00:09:35,575 --> 00:09:38,411 I think, for me, teamwork is a really big thing. 182 00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:41,122 I'm a good... I'm a good team player. 183 00:09:41,914 --> 00:09:43,332 Sometimes we're, you know, 184 00:09:43,416 --> 00:09:44,660 passing the ball over to you, 185 00:09:44,661 --> 00:09:47,503 and sometimes we're passing it over to me. 186 00:09:48,087 --> 00:09:49,797 The Brady to your Gronky. 187 00:09:50,298 --> 00:09:51,716 The Brady to my Gronky. 188 00:09:52,717 --> 00:09:54,635 That's what I'm looking for in life. 189 00:09:55,386 --> 00:09:59,056 I do think you're special, and I do think you're a wonderful person. 190 00:10:00,266 --> 00:10:03,227 I think you deserve to see that when you look in the mirror. 191 00:10:05,021 --> 00:10:06,564 Whether you know it or not. 192 00:10:08,524 --> 00:10:10,693 So I promise to be there to back you up. 193 00:10:11,277 --> 00:10:12,320 And I promise that 194 00:10:13,571 --> 00:10:16,324 I want to just be your partner, supporting you. 195 00:10:19,035 --> 00:10:20,953 And putting my heart into this. 196 00:10:21,454 --> 00:10:22,454 But I'm also gonna... 197 00:10:22,455 --> 00:10:26,792 promise to keep giving you the space if you need that too. 198 00:10:26,876 --> 00:10:28,961 [SNIFFLES, EXHALES DEEPLY] 199 00:10:29,045 --> 00:10:33,299 And I promise that no matter what happens, good, bad, or indifferent, 200 00:10:34,467 --> 00:10:37,470 I will always, always make you feel loved. 201 00:10:39,847 --> 00:10:43,893 And to always show you that, like, when you need me I'm here. 202 00:10:49,607 --> 00:10:52,026 ♪ I'll never let you go ♪ 203 00:10:52,860 --> 00:10:55,613 ♪ No matter what might change ♪ 204 00:10:56,197 --> 00:10:58,199 ♪ I'll always find my way ♪ 205 00:10:59,450 --> 00:11:00,450 ♪ Back to you ♪ 206 00:11:05,706 --> 00:11:06,706 [XANDER] Wow. 207 00:11:08,317 --> 00:11:09,335 [VANESSA] For real. 208 00:11:09,335 --> 00:11:11,420 ♪ I'll always find my way ♪ 209 00:11:12,254 --> 00:11:14,090 ♪ Back to you ♪ 210 00:11:15,758 --> 00:11:16,758 It's nice. 211 00:11:17,176 --> 00:11:20,763 It's nice, like, feeling like we're dating again, you know? 212 00:11:22,014 --> 00:11:23,057 It's wild. 213 00:11:23,140 --> 00:11:26,560 I'm getting to know you again. You're getting to know you again. 214 00:11:27,186 --> 00:11:31,190 And I'm getting to learn and know Vanessa 2.0. 215 00:11:31,273 --> 00:11:33,109 - Mmm. - Lucky me. 216 00:11:33,984 --> 00:11:36,070 You are lucky. I'm awesome. 217 00:11:36,153 --> 00:11:37,738 [CHUCKLES] 218 00:11:38,322 --> 00:11:40,908 My favorite thing is when you just talk yourself up. 219 00:11:40,991 --> 00:11:43,035 Like, "I'm the shit." 220 00:11:43,119 --> 00:11:46,539 I think I need to do it now because, if I don't, I think I'll cry. 221 00:11:46,622 --> 00:11:49,166 - So I'm gonna keep talking myself up. - Good. 222 00:11:49,250 --> 00:11:50,250 Yeah. 223 00:11:50,751 --> 00:11:52,420 - I love you. - I love you. 224 00:11:53,796 --> 00:11:55,089 [VANESSA] Hmm. 225 00:11:56,424 --> 00:11:57,895 Since, like, you, like, 226 00:11:57,896 --> 00:12:00,886 have this new discovery of wanting to get married, 227 00:12:00,970 --> 00:12:03,055 what are things you expect out of a marriage? 228 00:12:04,014 --> 00:12:05,433 I dunno. Have to wait and see. 229 00:12:05,516 --> 00:12:09,478 I can't really describe how I'll be because I don't know, 230 00:12:10,062 --> 00:12:13,399 but I think I'm much more open to making long-term decisions. 231 00:12:14,300 --> 00:12:15,317 Which is cool. 232 00:12:15,317 --> 00:12:18,571 It's wild that it's, like, not even, like, scary for you. 233 00:12:18,654 --> 00:12:21,365 - Doesn't feel like it is. - It's more exciting than scary. 234 00:12:22,867 --> 00:12:27,288 A marriage is a lot like what we've had for these last few years. 235 00:12:27,371 --> 00:12:29,790 True. And we've grown a lot since the beginning. 236 00:12:29,874 --> 00:12:31,000 - Yeah. - You know? 237 00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:34,128 ♪ I ♪ 238 00:12:35,588 --> 00:12:37,590 ♪ Don't ♪ 239 00:12:39,300 --> 00:12:40,301 ♪ Feel ♪ 240 00:12:40,384 --> 00:12:43,471 I feel sad that I was not present, 241 00:12:44,305 --> 00:12:46,056 and I hate that. 242 00:12:49,268 --> 00:12:50,811 ♪ Alone ♪ 243 00:12:52,688 --> 00:12:54,190 ♪ Here ♪ 244 00:12:55,149 --> 00:12:56,776 ♪ Again ♪ 245 00:12:59,445 --> 00:13:00,613 ♪ You ♪ 246 00:13:02,656 --> 00:13:05,034 ♪ And me ♪ 247 00:13:05,743 --> 00:13:07,661 ♪ Space ♪ 248 00:13:09,121 --> 00:13:11,123 ♪ Between ♪ 249 00:13:11,207 --> 00:13:13,125 [TEARFULLY] I loved who we used to be. 250 00:13:14,502 --> 00:13:18,172 And now it's changing... every day. 251 00:13:19,423 --> 00:13:21,592 And we don't know where it's gonna end up. 252 00:13:22,468 --> 00:13:24,136 Do you trust me to figure it out? 253 00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:28,098 Yeah. 254 00:13:28,182 --> 00:13:32,812 ♪ Got me spinning 'round ♪ ♪ Oh, got me spinning 'round now ♪ 255 00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:36,232 ♪ You're my air ♪ 256 00:13:36,233 --> 00:13:37,274 Come with me. 257 00:13:37,274 --> 00:13:40,361 ♪ You're my air ♪ 258 00:13:41,320 --> 00:13:42,530 [VANESSA] I love you. 259 00:13:43,989 --> 00:13:47,243 ♪ Going 'round ♪ 260 00:13:47,993 --> 00:13:50,621 [SINGER VOCALIZING] 261 00:13:58,254 --> 00:13:59,588 Why are you saying "ew"? 262 00:14:00,631 --> 00:14:03,133 You know that's what you first said when we first met? 263 00:14:03,634 --> 00:14:05,386 - Yeah. Yeah. - Yeah, you said, "Ew." 264 00:14:06,595 --> 00:14:09,598 - I like your earrings. - Thank you. You look really good too. 265 00:14:09,682 --> 00:14:11,809 I like that turtleneck. It looks sexy. 266 00:14:15,771 --> 00:14:18,524 We've been going through so much the last couple days. 267 00:14:18,607 --> 00:14:20,317 I dunno. It's just really hard 268 00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:23,153 when it comes to conflict with you. Like, you know? 269 00:14:23,237 --> 00:14:24,738 I think we're both guilty, 270 00:14:24,822 --> 00:14:27,032 and we come off like we're accusing already. 271 00:14:27,116 --> 00:14:30,911 We make up facts in our head and make up our own conclusions. 272 00:14:30,995 --> 00:14:33,706 That's why we interrupt each other. We both talk a lot. 273 00:14:33,789 --> 00:14:35,457 We don't value each other's voices. 274 00:14:37,293 --> 00:14:39,003 Well, I'm sorry for interrupting you. 275 00:14:39,670 --> 00:14:41,630 How often do you feel like I don't let you talk? 276 00:14:41,714 --> 00:14:42,715 All the time. 277 00:14:43,465 --> 00:14:45,551 - So I should just be quiet? - No. 278 00:14:46,260 --> 00:14:47,803 When do I have permission to speak? 279 00:14:47,887 --> 00:14:50,848 It's not that you should have permission. It's a common respect... 280 00:14:50,931 --> 00:14:53,434 Because now that you're telling me that I interrupt you... 281 00:14:53,517 --> 00:14:56,562 - We're having a conversation, clearly. - Even just now you spoke over me. 282 00:14:59,023 --> 00:15:01,317 How do I not feel like I'm interrupting you? 283 00:15:01,400 --> 00:15:04,403 You do that by not interrupting. Same for me, not interrupting you. 284 00:15:04,486 --> 00:15:06,906 But, Tiff, you talk a lot. Like, you don't shut up. 285 00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:09,950 We need to both feel heard and feel understood. 286 00:15:10,034 --> 00:15:11,034 Being in a trial marriage with you, 287 00:15:11,035 --> 00:15:14,121 I believe I've been attentive to that. 288 00:15:14,204 --> 00:15:15,831 - No. You haven't. - Is that... 289 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:18,542 - I'mma tell you why... - Would you like me to finish talking? 290 00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:21,253 I don't want to be with a person that doesn't allow me to talk. 291 00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:24,173 Because, just the same way as you feel disrespected, so do I. 292 00:15:25,883 --> 00:15:28,022 I'm a Latina, and when you're with Latinos 293 00:15:28,023 --> 00:15:29,386 everybody speaks over everybody. 294 00:15:29,470 --> 00:15:31,013 You've been to my family's house. 295 00:15:31,096 --> 00:15:33,015 If you don't speak louder, you're not heard. 296 00:15:33,098 --> 00:15:35,476 And I'm an asshole, and I tend to speak over people. 297 00:15:35,559 --> 00:15:38,562 I think you're confusing that, because you can stop being an asshole, 298 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,064 but I can't stop being a Latina. 299 00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:42,107 [TIFF SIGHS] 300 00:15:42,191 --> 00:15:45,194 I am a Latina, and I'm always gonna be a Latina until I die. 301 00:15:45,277 --> 00:15:48,864 - What do you want me to do? - Being respectful has no race, Mildred. 302 00:15:49,782 --> 00:15:53,118 I cannot marry someone that blames being Latina 303 00:15:53,202 --> 00:15:55,829 as to why she can't show human decency. 304 00:15:55,830 --> 00:15:56,830 I never said that. 305 00:15:56,830 --> 00:15:59,959 Did you not just use that as your fucking card? 306 00:16:00,042 --> 00:16:01,835 - That's not cool. - I'm not gonna argue no more. 307 00:16:01,919 --> 00:16:03,865 Because I might never interrupt you again in your life, 308 00:16:03,866 --> 00:16:05,589 so don't worry about it. 309 00:16:07,007 --> 00:16:08,008 This is bullshit. 310 00:16:09,093 --> 00:16:11,053 We are coming down to the fucking wire. 311 00:16:11,136 --> 00:16:12,513 - This is... - Stop yelling. 312 00:16:13,931 --> 00:16:16,934 If you can talk however you want to whenever you want to, 313 00:16:17,017 --> 00:16:18,352 you could find someone else. 314 00:16:18,435 --> 00:16:20,270 [DISTRESSING STINGER] 315 00:16:22,398 --> 00:16:23,774 I'm always gonna love you. 316 00:16:23,857 --> 00:16:26,443 I'm always gonna... You're always gonna be someone I love. 317 00:16:26,527 --> 00:16:28,988 But I need unconditional support from my partner. 318 00:16:29,071 --> 00:16:31,115 It doesn't matter how much I love you. 319 00:16:31,198 --> 00:16:33,951 - It's such bullshit. - What do you mean it doesn't matter? 320 00:16:34,034 --> 00:16:36,745 Pressuring into a engagement... 321 00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:38,956 You just don't want the pressure part. 322 00:16:39,039 --> 00:16:42,418 You want to walk out of here with me without feeling the pressure. 323 00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:48,712 I'm just... I'm done talking about fucking marriage. 324 00:16:48,713 --> 00:16:50,217 Like, this is stupid. 325 00:16:50,968 --> 00:16:53,929 I lost here, you know. Like, I don't fucking matter. 326 00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:55,472 It's just... That's what it is. 327 00:16:55,556 --> 00:16:57,307 I'm going off what you're telling me. 328 00:16:57,391 --> 00:16:59,184 ♪ Can we go ♪ 329 00:16:59,268 --> 00:17:00,894 ♪ Right ♪ 330 00:17:00,978 --> 00:17:01,979 Oh my God. 331 00:17:02,062 --> 00:17:04,523 ♪ Back to the way things used to be ♪ 332 00:17:04,606 --> 00:17:08,694 ♪ 'Cause we're not ♪ 333 00:17:08,777 --> 00:17:11,530 ♪ Better on our own ♪ 334 00:17:15,159 --> 00:17:17,661 [YOLY YELPS, LAUGHS] 335 00:17:18,579 --> 00:17:19,663 Go back to what I'm doing. 336 00:17:20,956 --> 00:17:22,541 - Bitch, don't! - [MAL] What? 337 00:17:23,500 --> 00:17:24,500 High five. 338 00:17:26,462 --> 00:17:28,130 [MAL] May God be with me. 339 00:17:29,256 --> 00:17:30,299 Ah! 340 00:17:30,382 --> 00:17:31,425 Stop! 341 00:17:36,388 --> 00:17:37,388 You wish. 342 00:17:38,582 --> 00:17:39,600 You wanted it. 343 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,018 [YOLY CHUCKLING] 344 00:17:43,187 --> 00:17:44,605 [SULTRY POP MUSIC PLAYING] 345 00:17:46,023 --> 00:17:47,274 [MAL EXCLAIMS] 346 00:17:49,818 --> 00:17:51,070 - I win. - Good job. 347 00:17:51,153 --> 00:17:52,153 I win. 348 00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:56,200 ♪ If you're ready ♪ ♪ Here's what you gotta do ♪ 349 00:17:56,825 --> 00:17:59,078 [MAL AND YOLY SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 350 00:17:59,161 --> 00:18:02,206 ♪ See, with my heart ♪ ♪ You break it, you buy it ♪ 351 00:18:02,289 --> 00:18:04,666 [MAL AND YOLY LAUGHING] 352 00:18:05,250 --> 00:18:07,878 - Yoly, I'm... I'm... - [YOLY LAUGHING] Oh God! 353 00:18:08,712 --> 00:18:09,713 [LAUGHING] 354 00:18:09,797 --> 00:18:12,466 Arms up! [YOLY SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY] Goddammit. 355 00:18:12,549 --> 00:18:13,926 [MAL] Damn, watch my face. 356 00:18:14,009 --> 00:18:15,969 [YOLY PLAYFULLY EXCLAIMING] 357 00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:18,347 [MAL] You're foolish. 358 00:18:18,847 --> 00:18:21,517 You're a fool. What's wrong with you? 359 00:18:21,600 --> 00:18:22,600 [YOLY] You. 360 00:18:22,601 --> 00:18:24,603 [SULTRY POP MUSIC CONTINUING] 361 00:18:39,493 --> 00:18:41,411 So we're meeting your brother today. 362 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:42,788 He helped me out a lot. 363 00:18:42,871 --> 00:18:44,123 - Yeah? - Um... 364 00:18:44,206 --> 00:18:48,085 He'd be the first person in my family to try and call me 365 00:18:48,168 --> 00:18:51,296 by my name that I go by now instead of my dead name. 366 00:18:51,380 --> 00:18:53,465 Whereas even my closest friend 367 00:18:53,549 --> 00:18:56,301 back home in Australia still calls me by my dead name. 368 00:18:56,385 --> 00:18:57,511 [LAUGHING] 369 00:18:58,512 --> 00:19:00,139 [SAM] His hair is so long! 370 00:19:00,222 --> 00:19:01,974 Doesn't he look like a rock star? 371 00:19:03,392 --> 00:19:04,434 Ron. 372 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:07,062 - Aw, you look so cute. - [RON] How're you doing? 373 00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:09,106 - I love what you're wearing. - Thank you! 374 00:19:09,189 --> 00:19:10,607 [ALL CHUCKLING] 375 00:19:12,776 --> 00:19:13,944 So how you been? 376 00:19:14,027 --> 00:19:15,279 - [SAM] Pretty good. - Yeah? 377 00:19:15,362 --> 00:19:17,322 - [AUSSIE] Yeah. - Yeah. Things are a lot better now. 378 00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:19,074 [ALL LAUGHING] 379 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:20,868 - Thank you. Cheers. - Thank you. 380 00:19:21,493 --> 00:19:23,328 [RON] I'm sure you both have a lot to process. 381 00:19:23,412 --> 00:19:24,412 - 100%. - [SAM] Yeah. 382 00:19:24,454 --> 00:19:25,831 [AUSSIE] There's a choice. 383 00:19:25,914 --> 00:19:27,624 Do we still go home with each other? 384 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:30,460 - Because, obviously, I'm... - Engaged, and not just going home. 385 00:19:30,544 --> 00:19:31,962 Right. Big time. 386 00:19:32,045 --> 00:19:33,714 - You missed that part. - Engaged. 387 00:19:34,298 --> 00:19:37,134 - Engaged at the end of this. - Like, actually. 388 00:19:37,217 --> 00:19:39,887 - Like, actually. Like, really. - Like, actually. 389 00:19:39,970 --> 00:19:41,180 [LAUGHING] 390 00:19:41,263 --> 00:19:42,848 - Ooh, scary! - [AUSSIE] I know. 391 00:19:42,931 --> 00:19:44,224 [LAUGHTER] 392 00:19:44,225 --> 00:19:45,225 Right? 393 00:19:45,225 --> 00:19:47,102 So engaged to me, 394 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:48,562 or we leave single. 395 00:19:48,563 --> 00:19:49,563 - [RON] Okay. - Yeah. 396 00:19:49,563 --> 00:19:51,523 So I have a big decision. We both do. 397 00:19:52,107 --> 00:19:55,652 What do you think about Aussie getting engaged potentially? 398 00:19:56,361 --> 00:19:59,156 She should just do what makes her happiest. 399 00:19:59,740 --> 00:20:01,783 It's okay to be single, okay to be married. 400 00:20:01,867 --> 00:20:04,203 - Don't worry what other people think. - [AUSSIE] Yeah. 401 00:20:04,286 --> 00:20:05,515 I feel like the way we were raised, 402 00:20:05,516 --> 00:20:07,915 our parents, especially Mom, would, like, 403 00:20:07,998 --> 00:20:09,958 tell us every little thing we need to do. 404 00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:13,587 - Yeah. And what to think. - Yeah, exactly, and what to think, right? 405 00:20:13,670 --> 00:20:16,381 So she never encouraged us to think for ourselves. 406 00:20:16,465 --> 00:20:19,343 No. Well, they're first-generation immigrants. 407 00:20:19,426 --> 00:20:21,136 So they're very, um... 408 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:24,056 - You know, traditional Chinese. Catholic. - Might even be... 409 00:20:24,139 --> 00:20:25,682 - Yeah. - Kind of very, you know... 410 00:20:25,766 --> 00:20:28,477 - [SAM] My family's the complete opposite. - Oh really? 411 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:32,940 My family is pretty accepting. They're very open-minded. 412 00:20:33,023 --> 00:20:35,150 - We play board games, like... - Mm-hmm. 413 00:20:35,234 --> 00:20:36,985 - What a family. - [AUSSIE] I know. 414 00:20:37,569 --> 00:20:39,363 I hear about these sorts of families... 415 00:20:39,446 --> 00:20:41,448 - Me too. - You see it on TV and the news... 416 00:20:41,531 --> 00:20:43,951 Backyard parties, music, singing, all of it. 417 00:20:43,952 --> 00:20:44,993 They dance. 418 00:20:44,993 --> 00:20:46,662 - Our family... - [SAM LAUGHS] 419 00:20:46,745 --> 00:20:50,958 You haven't even, like, told them, you know, your sexual orientation. 420 00:20:51,041 --> 00:20:52,042 Yeah. 421 00:20:53,126 --> 00:20:55,045 That's a huge one, Ron. 422 00:20:55,128 --> 00:20:57,422 My mom, you know what she has done? 423 00:20:57,506 --> 00:20:58,675 She's asking me like, 424 00:20:58,676 --> 00:21:02,094 "Hey, do you want to meet my friend's son, who's a doctor?" 425 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,265 Denial is a powerful thing. 426 00:21:06,348 --> 00:21:11,687 I'm trying to grasp the idea of what that life is gonna be like 427 00:21:11,770 --> 00:21:14,815 in terms of being received by, like, the family. 428 00:21:14,898 --> 00:21:17,276 Like, am I gonna have to be pretending to be a friend? 429 00:21:18,110 --> 00:21:21,363 - My ex before was not out. - [RON] Yeah. 430 00:21:21,446 --> 00:21:24,616 And so it was, like, very hard... 431 00:21:24,700 --> 00:21:25,700 - Yeah. - Yeah. 432 00:21:25,742 --> 00:21:27,661 ... having to pretend all the time. 433 00:21:27,744 --> 00:21:30,455 Okay. Well, it depends on whether my sister, 434 00:21:30,456 --> 00:21:32,749 you know, tells them she's gay, 435 00:21:32,833 --> 00:21:35,961 and that you're, you know, her romantic partner. 436 00:21:37,254 --> 00:21:42,384 I've never, um, had anyone that I would potentially want to marry. 437 00:21:42,884 --> 00:21:45,012 And now that I do, you absolutely... 438 00:21:45,095 --> 00:21:47,389 I'm... I'm like, you're my partner. You know? 439 00:21:47,472 --> 00:21:49,349 That's how I'm gonna introduce Sam. 440 00:21:49,433 --> 00:21:51,210 But this is the first time I'm thinking 441 00:21:51,211 --> 00:21:53,603 about getting married, to a woman, 442 00:21:53,687 --> 00:21:58,608 and I'm just like, that's gonna... that is gonna be a thing. 443 00:21:58,692 --> 00:22:00,986 We look to other people to make choices for us. 444 00:22:01,069 --> 00:22:04,364 Now we need to learn how to make our own choices. 445 00:22:04,448 --> 00:22:07,326 Yeah. Lead my own life for once. 446 00:22:07,327 --> 00:22:08,327 Yeah. 447 00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:11,480 So, Sam, would you actually leave my sister 448 00:22:11,481 --> 00:22:13,332 if she chooses not to marry you? 449 00:22:13,415 --> 00:22:14,624 [PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING] 450 00:22:16,668 --> 00:22:21,173 If Aussie is not in a position to get engaged, 451 00:22:21,757 --> 00:22:23,091 that is what happens. 452 00:22:23,175 --> 00:22:25,010 [PENSIVE POP MUSIC PLAYING] 453 00:22:39,024 --> 00:22:41,943 It's been really stressful. Thank you for setting this up. 454 00:22:42,694 --> 00:22:43,695 [TIFF] Mm-hmm. 455 00:22:44,446 --> 00:22:45,950 I've been processing a lot of emotions 456 00:22:45,951 --> 00:22:48,283 and just thinking about a lot of... 457 00:22:49,826 --> 00:22:52,329 You know, just, like, diving into our relationship 458 00:22:52,412 --> 00:22:54,247 and kinda thinking about us. 459 00:22:54,331 --> 00:22:57,084 I think that there's a lot of good things 460 00:22:57,167 --> 00:22:59,044 that's come out of this experience. 461 00:22:59,045 --> 00:23:00,045 We've learned a lot. 462 00:23:00,045 --> 00:23:04,424 I think part of the... apprehension 463 00:23:04,508 --> 00:23:07,677 of... wanting to propose 464 00:23:07,761 --> 00:23:10,806 is I notice that, 465 00:23:12,015 --> 00:23:16,019 throughout the two years that I've dated you, we do get in fights. 466 00:23:17,020 --> 00:23:19,940 In the heat of the moment, you know, you just toss me away. 467 00:23:20,023 --> 00:23:22,442 You just kinda throw me away, you know? 468 00:23:23,693 --> 00:23:27,864 After many times and dozens of times, um, 469 00:23:27,948 --> 00:23:30,742 it started to hurt so much that I started to become numb, 470 00:23:30,826 --> 00:23:34,913 and it did make me feel like I was disposable, you know? 471 00:23:36,498 --> 00:23:40,585 You always say that. "People in my life have left me before." 472 00:23:40,669 --> 00:23:43,922 "People in my life have just given up" or "I've given up." 473 00:23:44,005 --> 00:23:45,966 And I've been trying to prove to you 474 00:23:46,550 --> 00:23:49,136 that regardless of everything we've been through, that 475 00:23:50,303 --> 00:23:55,642 I think the one way... that I can show love is to stay. 476 00:23:56,393 --> 00:23:58,019 When everyone else wouldn't. 477 00:23:58,520 --> 00:24:00,147 We did get into a heated moment. 478 00:24:00,230 --> 00:24:03,191 In that moment, I understand that I may have hurt your feelings. 479 00:24:03,275 --> 00:24:04,526 It wasn't my intention to. 480 00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:06,319 It truly wasn't. 481 00:24:06,403 --> 00:24:11,074 Um, and I understand you have every right to feel the way you do, 482 00:24:11,658 --> 00:24:16,746 but I noticed, in that moment, you just completely threw me away again, 483 00:24:16,830 --> 00:24:18,651 in a sense of, like... "No, actually. I won't. 484 00:24:18,652 --> 00:24:20,417 I won't be your fiancée." 485 00:24:20,500 --> 00:24:21,500 You know? 486 00:24:21,501 --> 00:24:25,589 And that, to me, hit very, very hard, 487 00:24:25,672 --> 00:24:27,883 um, because it felt like 488 00:24:28,383 --> 00:24:32,095 this trial marriage symbolizes something 489 00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:36,099 that is much deeper than the relationship that we had back home. 490 00:24:36,183 --> 00:24:39,686 - Yeah. - To me, it symbolized like we are married. 491 00:24:41,980 --> 00:24:44,191 And that's what terrifies me, Mildred. 492 00:24:44,274 --> 00:24:50,113 That was what... It terrifies me that we could get engaged or married, 493 00:24:50,989 --> 00:24:55,785 and then... one day, wake up and you want a divorce 494 00:24:55,869 --> 00:24:57,204 just because you're upset. 495 00:24:57,287 --> 00:24:59,998 That's something that I can't come back from. 496 00:25:00,499 --> 00:25:02,667 And it's the biggest decision of my life. 497 00:25:02,751 --> 00:25:06,838 It's supposed to last a lifetime, not be thrown out next week. 498 00:25:06,922 --> 00:25:08,173 Not be thrown out ever. 499 00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:12,426 I dunno. 500 00:25:12,844 --> 00:25:14,265 I've been thinking about 501 00:25:14,266 --> 00:25:18,266 how every time we have a fight, I run away, you know? 502 00:25:18,350 --> 00:25:20,936 And I throw you away, and I say it's over. 503 00:25:21,686 --> 00:25:24,397 Looking very deep into our relationship, I... 504 00:25:25,815 --> 00:25:28,026 I'm afraid. I'm afraid of... 505 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:32,739 I'm afraid of telling you that I love you. 506 00:25:32,822 --> 00:25:35,909 I was so afraid of being rejected. 507 00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:41,831 I was so afraid of... feeling so strongly for you. 508 00:25:41,915 --> 00:25:44,376 I've never felt like that for anybody in my life. 509 00:25:44,459 --> 00:25:49,798 I've always had problems with having adult relationships. 510 00:25:49,881 --> 00:25:53,677 And in this experience I've learned that, 511 00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:57,347 if I'm gonna sit here and blame somebody for something they did, 512 00:25:57,430 --> 00:25:59,474 I need to point fingers at myself first. 513 00:26:00,058 --> 00:26:01,560 I failed, and I'm sorry. 514 00:26:02,143 --> 00:26:03,706 Been thinking about everything I wanna tell you 515 00:26:03,707 --> 00:26:05,021 and how much I love you. 516 00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:08,817 And that all you wanted to do is love me. 517 00:26:08,900 --> 00:26:11,611 And you always showed up for me, and you never left me. 518 00:26:12,612 --> 00:26:14,781 And I... I'm sorry that I couldn't see that. 519 00:26:15,282 --> 00:26:17,534 I'm sorry that, in our two-year relationship, 520 00:26:17,617 --> 00:26:21,204 I couldn't... I couldn't give you the credit that you deserve 521 00:26:21,288 --> 00:26:22,747 for always showing up for me. 522 00:26:24,082 --> 00:26:27,294 Even after I broke up with you, you were at my doorstep the next day. 523 00:26:27,794 --> 00:26:28,837 You texted me. 524 00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:32,299 You were there for me every single time, and that means so much. 525 00:26:32,382 --> 00:26:35,719 That means so much more than... than anything. 526 00:26:36,219 --> 00:26:38,054 And, like, you're still here. 527 00:26:38,555 --> 00:26:41,182 And you don't know how grateful I am for that. 528 00:26:42,350 --> 00:26:43,977 I will always love you for that. 529 00:26:45,270 --> 00:26:48,231 I'm hoping with my heart that it's not too late... 530 00:26:50,233 --> 00:26:51,234 to recreate... 531 00:26:52,485 --> 00:26:54,112 everything that could have been. 532 00:26:54,738 --> 00:26:55,822 It's now or never. 533 00:26:55,905 --> 00:26:59,117 And, if you let me, I can... 534 00:27:01,119 --> 00:27:05,081 I can show you that, every single day, I can't be afraid anymore. 535 00:27:05,165 --> 00:27:08,543 ♪ These are strange days ♪ 536 00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:10,170 [MILDRED] I love you so much. 537 00:27:10,253 --> 00:27:13,173 ♪ Life plays out ♪ 538 00:27:13,256 --> 00:27:16,176 ♪ In the strangest ways ♪ 539 00:27:18,762 --> 00:27:23,308 ♪ I want what you want ♪ 540 00:27:23,933 --> 00:27:25,685 ♪ To be all right ♪ 541 00:27:25,769 --> 00:27:29,773 ♪ To notice, to find my faith ♪ 542 00:27:30,857 --> 00:27:33,193 [YOLY] Like, I am nervous over everything. 543 00:27:33,276 --> 00:27:37,113 I got your back. I think I've shown you that I love you no matter what. 544 00:27:37,197 --> 00:27:38,782 Thank you. You have. 545 00:27:40,533 --> 00:27:41,660 Hey. 546 00:27:41,743 --> 00:27:43,036 [YOLY CHUCKLING] 547 00:27:43,119 --> 00:27:45,580 - Hi, babies. - What's up? 548 00:27:45,664 --> 00:27:48,375 - How are you, mi amor? - Mamá. I'm going to my girl, hold up. 549 00:27:48,458 --> 00:27:49,542 Hello, baby. 550 00:27:50,210 --> 00:27:51,795 - You look so good. - Thank you. You too. 551 00:27:51,878 --> 00:27:53,463 - Hi. - Hi, wifey. 552 00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:56,966 - Ex-wifey. Sorry. - Yeah, what the hell? 553 00:27:57,050 --> 00:27:59,511 - You want a drink? - I'm gonna definitely... 554 00:27:59,594 --> 00:28:01,221 [LEXI] Thank you for coming out with me. 555 00:28:02,263 --> 00:28:04,683 [RAE] If you even try to kiss me with that lip... 556 00:28:05,225 --> 00:28:06,309 Kiss you? Ugh... 557 00:28:06,393 --> 00:28:07,560 Who would do that? 558 00:28:08,853 --> 00:28:10,438 Look, it's cute over here. 559 00:28:10,522 --> 00:28:11,856 Really cute. 560 00:28:11,940 --> 00:28:15,068 ♪ Ever since our last kiss ♪ ♪ Every time I think I'm free ♪ 561 00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:17,946 ♪ Seems like I keep running back ♪ 562 00:28:20,407 --> 00:28:21,616 We go to the bar first? 563 00:28:22,617 --> 00:28:23,660 [VANESSA] I dunno. 564 00:28:24,494 --> 00:28:26,996 ♪ Seems like I keep running back to you ♪ 565 00:28:28,415 --> 00:28:30,542 [VANESSA] Could I have an Aperol spritz? 566 00:28:30,625 --> 00:28:31,626 - You okay? - [YOLY] Yeah. 567 00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:32,919 [MAL] Okay. 568 00:28:33,002 --> 00:28:34,671 Oh! [LAUGHS] 569 00:28:34,754 --> 00:28:36,339 - This way and that way... - Hello. 570 00:28:36,423 --> 00:28:37,423 - Hi. - How's it going? 571 00:28:37,465 --> 00:28:38,633 - Good, how are you? - Good. 572 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:39,843 - You look good. - You too. 573 00:28:39,926 --> 00:28:40,927 - [LEXI] Hello. - Let me see. 574 00:28:41,678 --> 00:28:43,263 - Picked it out myself. - [MAL] What? 575 00:28:43,346 --> 00:28:44,723 - Yep. - You look good. 576 00:28:45,223 --> 00:28:46,266 Good to see you. 577 00:28:46,349 --> 00:28:49,477 - Hi, how are you? - Great. I'm really good. 578 00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:51,550 Vanessa messaged me to let me know 579 00:28:51,551 --> 00:28:53,606 that Xander and Yoly were communicating. 580 00:28:54,482 --> 00:28:57,068 There's a piece of it that feels a bit manipulative. 581 00:28:57,152 --> 00:28:58,486 Vanessa, we are not friends. 582 00:28:58,570 --> 00:28:59,988 - What's up? - How are you? 583 00:29:00,071 --> 00:29:01,656 - Good, how are you? - Good. 584 00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:07,203 - [MAL] Can I grab you? - Yeah. 585 00:29:08,913 --> 00:29:10,206 - Can you join us? - Oh. 586 00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:18,047 [MAL] So I just want to talk. 587 00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:23,720 I am curious to know why you sent me the DM that they were speaking. 588 00:29:23,803 --> 00:29:25,513 It was a big surprise to me, 589 00:29:25,597 --> 00:29:28,975 and I felt like I didn't want you to be blindsided at the end of it. 590 00:29:29,058 --> 00:29:30,643 No, I mean, she told me, 591 00:29:30,727 --> 00:29:34,063 and if you're bothered about it, tell her to stop talking to Xander. 592 00:29:34,856 --> 00:29:37,275 They're allowed to have that moment, and that's fuckin' okay. 593 00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:38,943 Like, that's why we're here. 594 00:29:39,027 --> 00:29:41,529 I felt like you were trying to stir the pot for me. 595 00:29:41,613 --> 00:29:43,323 You have every right to feel how you want. 596 00:29:44,115 --> 00:29:45,690 Vanessa thinks that she's a fire starter, 597 00:29:45,691 --> 00:29:48,328 but she feels more like a fruit fly. 598 00:29:48,411 --> 00:29:52,248 Like, you see one fruit fly show up, and you're just kinda like, "Ugh." 599 00:29:52,332 --> 00:29:55,418 Just for my own heart, there was nothing that was problematic 600 00:29:55,502 --> 00:29:56,530 that they were sending to each other. 601 00:29:56,531 --> 00:29:58,463 It was just that they were talking. 602 00:29:58,546 --> 00:29:59,839 That was the only problem? 603 00:30:00,340 --> 00:30:01,883 Yoly had asked for a selfie. 604 00:30:01,966 --> 00:30:04,344 There were a few things that made me uncomfortable. 605 00:30:05,220 --> 00:30:07,388 - I didn't hear that when you told me. - Okay. 606 00:30:07,472 --> 00:30:09,808 [YOLY] I didn't think that happened, but okay. 607 00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:13,520 I don't remember it happening. She thought I sent you... 608 00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:14,787 The message said, "I don't want to see 609 00:30:14,788 --> 00:30:16,523 it if it's not a selfie." Winky-face. 610 00:30:16,606 --> 00:30:19,484 - And then you sent a photo... - Oh. In response. Yes, I can see that. 611 00:30:19,567 --> 00:30:21,402 - In response to what? - [YOLY] Some... 612 00:30:21,486 --> 00:30:22,821 - Since we're here. - All right. 613 00:30:22,904 --> 00:30:24,614 I'm assuming something she posted. 614 00:30:24,697 --> 00:30:26,445 Maybe like you being somewhere. 615 00:30:26,446 --> 00:30:28,535 Just like, "Stop posting where you're at." 616 00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:29,702 - "Take a selfie." - Yeah. 617 00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:32,038 - So that was probably it. - Oh. Okay. 618 00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:33,832 That was it. 619 00:30:34,791 --> 00:30:36,000 [TENSE MUSIC PLAYING] 620 00:30:38,503 --> 00:30:41,172 - That's the only question I had. - Yeah. 621 00:30:42,048 --> 00:30:45,093 - Do you have any questions? - Mm... No. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 622 00:30:46,469 --> 00:30:48,137 - Okay. - I'm gonna go take a shot. 623 00:30:48,221 --> 00:30:49,430 [YOLY] And that was it. 624 00:30:52,392 --> 00:30:55,687 - Well, that's a part I didn't hear. - Okay. Didn't think it happened. 625 00:30:57,689 --> 00:31:00,775 Are you guys all feeling, like, ready to make a decision 626 00:31:00,859 --> 00:31:03,361 in whatever this is... Like, a week I guess? 627 00:31:03,444 --> 00:31:05,154 - What do you want? - Come with me. 628 00:31:05,238 --> 00:31:07,448 - Okay. Cool. - How do you feel about the decision? 629 00:31:07,532 --> 00:31:10,159 - What just happened? - You know, I don't know. 630 00:31:10,994 --> 00:31:12,745 I just don't understand. 631 00:31:14,747 --> 00:31:15,999 - [YOLY] Hi. - Hi. 632 00:31:16,082 --> 00:31:17,417 [YOLY SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY] 633 00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:20,795 [XANDER] Hi. 634 00:31:25,300 --> 00:31:27,051 How have you been? I miss you. 635 00:31:27,135 --> 00:31:28,428 I miss you too. 636 00:31:29,804 --> 00:31:33,766 I kept thinking like, you know, like, "What were those feelings?" 637 00:31:33,850 --> 00:31:35,894 "Was I, like, dreaming for three weeks?" 638 00:31:35,977 --> 00:31:39,731 "Okay, no. Like, I'm still thinking about her a lot, and... " 639 00:31:39,814 --> 00:31:41,732 - You were? - Yeah. 640 00:31:43,109 --> 00:31:45,069 I think we had an amazing time together. 641 00:31:48,948 --> 00:31:52,827 And I would hate to see, like, that it ends with this experience. 642 00:31:55,204 --> 00:31:58,082 Do you feel like you grieved it to the point where you're like... 643 00:31:58,166 --> 00:32:00,126 - Grieved what? You and I? - Yeah. 644 00:32:00,209 --> 00:32:02,173 Or like, I guess, do you feel like that you, like, 645 00:32:02,174 --> 00:32:04,255 "got over us"? Like... 646 00:32:06,007 --> 00:32:07,008 'Kay. 647 00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:10,887 - I... I don't want to cry now. I... - I'm sorry. 648 00:32:10,970 --> 00:32:13,097 I don't know what... I don't know what to do. 649 00:32:13,890 --> 00:32:16,970 I got, like, so many memories built up in here 650 00:32:16,971 --> 00:32:19,103 that, like, I can't grieve it 651 00:32:19,187 --> 00:32:20,438 because I have... 652 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:24,651 so much thought that there's a potential. 653 00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:26,402 [EMOTIONAL MUSIC PLAYING] 654 00:32:27,904 --> 00:32:29,113 It's hard shit. 655 00:32:32,492 --> 00:32:34,160 You're so fucking beautiful. 656 00:32:35,078 --> 00:32:36,079 You look cute. 657 00:32:36,788 --> 00:32:38,247 Where's the jacket from? 658 00:32:38,748 --> 00:32:39,874 Zara. Duh. 659 00:32:40,375 --> 00:32:42,210 You can't bring that back to Hawaii. 660 00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:45,046 Well, take me somewhere else. 661 00:32:51,386 --> 00:32:52,637 [SILENTLY MOUTHS] I know. 662 00:32:55,181 --> 00:32:56,641 How's it been going? 663 00:32:56,724 --> 00:32:58,059 - With Yoly? - Yeah. 664 00:32:58,142 --> 00:32:59,268 Um... 665 00:33:00,186 --> 00:33:01,186 Up and down. 666 00:33:03,189 --> 00:33:05,692 [MILDRED] Come over here, you fucking hot-ass date. 667 00:33:06,317 --> 00:33:07,986 She's the trial wife I never had. 668 00:33:08,069 --> 00:33:09,654 I think everybody's going inside. 669 00:33:09,737 --> 00:33:10,989 - Everybody's going? - Yeah. 670 00:33:11,072 --> 00:33:14,283 Oh! Oh! Yes. Okay. I want to tell you this nail salon story. 671 00:33:14,951 --> 00:33:18,204 It's gonna... She... I've been hyping this story up. 672 00:33:20,623 --> 00:33:23,292 You know I go on Groupon a lot. And so I won a Groupon... 673 00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:26,254 [YOLY] What do you see? 674 00:33:26,754 --> 00:33:28,256 - Hmm? - What do you see? 675 00:33:28,339 --> 00:33:29,799 Nothing. Just the three of them. 676 00:33:29,882 --> 00:33:30,882 [YOLY] Oh. 677 00:33:31,926 --> 00:33:34,512 Bitch, you're crazy. I see what you're doing here. 678 00:33:34,595 --> 00:33:37,515 Trying to involve yourself in my relationship and trial marriage. 679 00:33:37,598 --> 00:33:39,434 For fuck's sake, stop. 680 00:33:39,517 --> 00:33:42,103 - [RAE] I have to go there. - Are you avoiding me? 681 00:33:42,186 --> 00:33:43,186 - I'm not. - You are? 682 00:33:43,187 --> 00:33:45,189 - Are you avoiding me? - Maybe. 683 00:33:45,273 --> 00:33:46,816 [MAL] How have you two been? 684 00:33:47,608 --> 00:33:50,278 Most of the time it's been pretty good, but we've... 685 00:33:50,361 --> 00:33:53,281 - [AUSSIE] It's been challenging. - But in a really good way. 686 00:33:53,364 --> 00:33:56,117 - Yeah. - 'Cause we're both showing up differently. 687 00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:59,245 - Yeah. - This shit has been intense. Yeah. 688 00:33:59,328 --> 00:34:01,289 - I'm gonna talk to Mildred a second. - Okay. 689 00:34:01,372 --> 00:34:03,374 [TENSE MUSIC PLAYING] 690 00:34:06,753 --> 00:34:07,879 Oh boy. 691 00:34:11,966 --> 00:34:13,051 I miss you. 692 00:34:13,134 --> 00:34:15,136 [SOULFUL POP SONG PLAYING] 693 00:34:18,264 --> 00:34:19,932 ♪ Why did I have to lie? ♪ 694 00:34:21,184 --> 00:34:23,811 ♪ Tell me why you let everything go ♪ 695 00:34:23,895 --> 00:34:25,271 ♪ Think I've lost my mind ♪ 696 00:34:25,354 --> 00:34:26,354 I love you. 697 00:34:26,689 --> 00:34:27,982 I love you too. 698 00:34:30,068 --> 00:34:33,529 Like, I feel what you guys are feeling right now. 699 00:34:33,613 --> 00:34:35,448 It's so big and it's just so strong. 700 00:34:39,452 --> 00:34:40,453 [MAL] Can I step in? 701 00:34:41,579 --> 00:34:44,082 - Want me to not step in? - You can do what you want. 702 00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:45,249 What do you want? 703 00:34:46,375 --> 00:34:47,960 [YOLY] I don't know. It's very intimate. 704 00:34:49,128 --> 00:34:51,214 I don't know how to answer you. 705 00:34:51,297 --> 00:34:52,590 I just said what I said. 706 00:34:52,673 --> 00:34:55,009 And I think that you sticking to who you are, 707 00:34:55,093 --> 00:34:56,344 I think that would be... 708 00:34:56,427 --> 00:34:58,471 - Do you... I can walk away with you. - Okay. 709 00:34:58,554 --> 00:35:01,224 ... anybody sticking to what they actually believe in. 710 00:35:02,433 --> 00:35:03,433 You gonna leave me? 711 00:35:05,686 --> 00:35:06,686 [MAL] You okay? 712 00:35:07,188 --> 00:35:09,398 That's a lot... That's a loaded question. 713 00:35:10,441 --> 00:35:13,111 I honestly kinda want to go back and join that conversation 714 00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:15,446 'cause it was a conversation that was, um... 715 00:35:16,823 --> 00:35:20,535 Mildred was speaking about things important to her that relates to me, 716 00:35:20,618 --> 00:35:22,161 that relates to Xander. 717 00:35:22,245 --> 00:35:24,705 I kinda wanna go back to that, to be super honest. 718 00:35:24,789 --> 00:35:28,042 But I don't want you to feel like I'm not thinking of you. I am. 719 00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:31,254 Is it conversation that I can join or that you don't want me to join? 720 00:35:31,337 --> 00:35:34,882 I think it would be more authentic without you there. 721 00:35:34,966 --> 00:35:36,217 Just... I just want to... 722 00:35:37,009 --> 00:35:39,804 There's just some questions I have not had answered. 723 00:35:39,887 --> 00:35:42,932 I just want maybe, like, five, ten minutes. If that's okay? 724 00:35:43,015 --> 00:35:44,684 - It's not long. - Is it a trust thing? 725 00:35:44,767 --> 00:35:46,352 - Need me to trust you? - Please. Yes. 726 00:35:46,435 --> 00:35:47,435 Okay. 727 00:35:48,062 --> 00:35:49,062 Okay. 728 00:35:50,022 --> 00:35:51,022 Go for it. 729 00:35:53,734 --> 00:35:54,819 Thank you. 730 00:35:57,280 --> 00:35:59,782 - This is not easy. I need you to know. - I know it's not. 731 00:35:59,866 --> 00:36:01,659 - It's not. - I'm not okay either. 732 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,911 - It's, like, not easy. - I know. 733 00:36:05,371 --> 00:36:06,372 Break up. 734 00:36:06,455 --> 00:36:09,041 ♪ Passing through me ♪ 735 00:36:09,125 --> 00:36:11,043 ♪ Passing through me ♪ 736 00:36:11,127 --> 00:36:12,128 [MAL EXCLAIMS] 737 00:36:14,130 --> 00:36:16,382 - [YOLY] Are we in sight of somebody? - No. 738 00:36:16,465 --> 00:36:17,884 - Can you look? - I don't know. 739 00:36:19,051 --> 00:36:20,303 - Yeah. - [YOLY] Scoot back. 740 00:36:22,763 --> 00:36:24,265 - Still in line of sight? - No. 741 00:36:24,348 --> 00:36:26,475 - Okay. Am I? - No. 742 00:36:26,559 --> 00:36:29,270 [XANDER] I don't want to overstep my boundaries, 743 00:36:29,353 --> 00:36:31,814 and I know I should be willing to go there, but... 744 00:36:31,898 --> 00:36:34,275 I respect you for not wanting to overstep boundaries. 745 00:36:34,358 --> 00:36:36,152 - You're respectful. - So I don't want to. 746 00:36:36,235 --> 00:36:38,779 [XANDER] But I do want to make sure that, like, 747 00:36:38,863 --> 00:36:41,490 you do know how I feel, and I feel like that you do. 748 00:36:43,534 --> 00:36:44,577 But you know, right? 749 00:36:45,119 --> 00:36:46,913 I... I think I do. 750 00:36:48,623 --> 00:36:52,919 I guess I'm just trying to figure out where you're at... a bit. 751 00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:54,462 Let's do this thing. 752 00:36:58,466 --> 00:37:00,259 You wanna be married, yeah? 753 00:37:00,843 --> 00:37:01,969 That's all I need. 754 00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:07,558 Okay. 755 00:37:09,268 --> 00:37:10,770 But wait, but... 756 00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:19,445 You feel that? 757 00:37:19,946 --> 00:37:22,198 [MUSIC SWELLS] 758 00:37:27,161 --> 00:37:29,789 Do you? It's okay if you don't. 759 00:37:29,872 --> 00:37:31,916 I do. I don't. I do and I don't. 760 00:37:32,792 --> 00:37:34,627 If Mal wasn't showing up... 761 00:37:34,710 --> 00:37:37,672 She really does just want what's best for me also. 762 00:37:37,755 --> 00:37:41,217 She's been supportive as fuck and, like, very much, like, 763 00:37:41,300 --> 00:37:44,178 not even trying to get me to not be... 764 00:37:44,262 --> 00:37:45,930 Is that what you want? Support? 765 00:37:46,889 --> 00:37:48,808 So support is something I want. 766 00:37:48,891 --> 00:37:51,435 The things that she's giving to you, though, 767 00:37:51,519 --> 00:37:54,522 is it something that you could get out of... 768 00:37:57,066 --> 00:37:58,066 a friend? 769 00:38:01,112 --> 00:38:03,531 You don't have to answer. I just want you to think about it. 770 00:38:05,283 --> 00:38:08,327 I am trying to be as receptive to 771 00:38:08,411 --> 00:38:11,998 the way she's showing up romantically, outside of being just friends. 772 00:38:12,081 --> 00:38:13,304 Coming from a relationship with you 773 00:38:13,305 --> 00:38:15,418 where the romance was very much there. 774 00:38:15,501 --> 00:38:17,044 - And the intimacy. - Yeah. 775 00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:18,462 And the support. 776 00:38:19,338 --> 00:38:22,008 I don't know how to differentiate that right now. 777 00:38:23,009 --> 00:38:25,428 - You don't need to tell me anything. - I know. 778 00:38:25,928 --> 00:38:26,929 I know. 779 00:38:27,930 --> 00:38:29,765 I do want to explain and tell 780 00:38:29,849 --> 00:38:33,477 all these amazing things about, like, why we could work, 781 00:38:33,561 --> 00:38:36,105 but, like, I also don't want to feel like 782 00:38:37,231 --> 00:38:38,357 I'm a second pick. 783 00:38:39,191 --> 00:38:43,612 I don't feel like that I can... 100% rely on anyone. 784 00:38:44,113 --> 00:38:45,114 You know? 785 00:38:45,197 --> 00:38:50,286 I don't want to feel like I'm not... being chosen anymore. 786 00:38:50,369 --> 00:38:53,456 [MELANCHOLY POP SONG PLAYING] 787 00:38:57,668 --> 00:39:00,546 ♪ Oh, are we gonna fall? ♪ 788 00:39:00,629 --> 00:39:04,675 ♪ Am I crazy for caring at all? ♪ 789 00:39:04,759 --> 00:39:10,681 [YOLY] I feel like my heart and my mind are in two different places. 790 00:39:10,765 --> 00:39:11,765 I am 791 00:39:12,808 --> 00:39:14,727 still in love with Xander. 792 00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:19,732 If me and Mal were further broken apart, I would marry Xander, 793 00:39:19,815 --> 00:39:22,109 but I love Mal. 794 00:39:23,069 --> 00:39:24,111 I don't know. 795 00:39:26,197 --> 00:39:29,533 ♪ Am I crazy for caring at all? ♪ 796 00:39:29,534 --> 00:39:30,534 [SNIFFLES] 797 00:39:30,534 --> 00:39:33,829 ♪ Am I crazy for caring at all? ♪ 798 00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:34,955 [SNIFFLES] 799 00:39:36,165 --> 00:39:37,249 [TIFF] So you're torn. 800 00:39:37,958 --> 00:39:41,630 You've been so set on being married to her for a long time, 801 00:39:41,631 --> 00:39:42,797 from my understanding. 802 00:39:42,798 --> 00:39:43,798 Yeah. 803 00:39:43,798 --> 00:39:46,467 - Um, what changed? - [MAL] She met Yoly. 804 00:39:46,550 --> 00:39:48,386 [TENSE MUSIC PLAYS] 805 00:39:49,887 --> 00:39:51,625 I don't think you came here like, 806 00:39:51,626 --> 00:39:52,848 "I'm gonna fall for this other person." 807 00:39:52,932 --> 00:39:56,185 But, regardless of all this shit, I love Yoly, period. 808 00:39:56,268 --> 00:40:00,231 And I respect her enough, and I love her enough, if it is you... 809 00:40:00,314 --> 00:40:02,608 Then, like, okay, it is you. Right? 810 00:40:02,691 --> 00:40:04,485 But, like, I love Yoly. 811 00:40:04,568 --> 00:40:06,195 I've been through shit with Yoly. 812 00:40:06,278 --> 00:40:09,281 I know things about her. I know her baggage she comes with. 813 00:40:09,365 --> 00:40:11,367 I choose Yoly at her very worst. 814 00:40:11,450 --> 00:40:14,537 I choose her with all the trauma. I choose her when we weren't shit. 815 00:40:14,620 --> 00:40:16,666 I choose her when she can't provide shit for me, 816 00:40:16,667 --> 00:40:17,873 and I still choose her. 817 00:40:17,957 --> 00:40:19,625 Do you choose Yoly? 818 00:40:20,292 --> 00:40:22,670 - No disrespect to you. - No, no. Good question. 819 00:40:22,753 --> 00:40:25,005 So I'm asking, like, do you choose her? 820 00:40:25,089 --> 00:40:27,007 [ABRUPT STINGER] 821 00:40:28,717 --> 00:40:32,596 It's conflicting because, like, I love you, and Yoly loves you. 822 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:34,348 Vanessa's asked me hard questions like this, 823 00:40:34,432 --> 00:40:36,350 and I very much am usually someone 824 00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:40,062 that wants to try and... respond and answer as quickly as I can, 825 00:40:40,146 --> 00:40:43,399 'cause I know everyone's dying to know, but I can't feel like 826 00:40:43,482 --> 00:40:45,693 that I can do that appropriately right now. 827 00:40:47,445 --> 00:40:49,071 - Because... - Does she know that? 828 00:40:49,655 --> 00:40:52,533 - Let's bring her in here, talk about it. - I don't know. 829 00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:54,410 She's like, "I don't want you kissing her." 830 00:40:54,493 --> 00:40:56,328 Sorry. You're talking about something serious, 831 00:40:56,412 --> 00:40:59,457 but somebody said bring Yoly here and talk. Grab your purse. 832 00:40:59,540 --> 00:41:02,960 [XANDER] I hate to spotlight Yoly and I's relationship right now. 833 00:41:03,043 --> 00:41:05,337 - But... here we go. - [YOLY] Oh God. 834 00:41:05,421 --> 00:41:06,688 [MAL] So, just to catch you up to speed, 835 00:41:06,689 --> 00:41:09,925 like, I've loved you at our worst. 836 00:41:10,009 --> 00:41:11,969 I still love you. I still choose you. 837 00:41:12,052 --> 00:41:13,929 Um, and I was just asking Xander, 838 00:41:14,013 --> 00:41:16,891 "I'm curious if you choose Yoly the same way I choose Yoly." 839 00:41:17,558 --> 00:41:22,688 I mean, no, because I... That's not the history that we have. 840 00:41:23,189 --> 00:41:24,190 But do you choose her? 841 00:41:25,608 --> 00:41:27,359 I'm... I'm choosing myself right now. 842 00:41:27,443 --> 00:41:28,443 [MAL] Fair. 843 00:41:29,904 --> 00:41:31,030 Fair. 844 00:41:32,490 --> 00:41:34,658 I would hope that you choose yourself also. 845 00:41:38,454 --> 00:41:40,623 - This isn't the decision night. - It's not. 846 00:41:40,706 --> 00:41:42,917 [DRAMATIC POP MUSIC PLAYING] 847 00:41:55,179 --> 00:41:57,700 So was tonight the fun cocktail party 848 00:41:57,701 --> 00:42:01,179 we envisioned or the... dramatic 2.0? 849 00:42:01,977 --> 00:42:03,812 I don't know where you went, but... 850 00:42:04,313 --> 00:42:05,940 [RAE] I know where I was. 851 00:42:07,191 --> 00:42:08,984 [LEXI] How was it seeing Vanessa? 852 00:42:09,068 --> 00:42:12,404 She had asked me at one point, "Are you avoiding me?" and I'm like, 853 00:42:13,155 --> 00:42:14,323 "I don't know, maybe." 854 00:42:14,406 --> 00:42:16,116 I... It's just so awkward for me. 855 00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:19,036 - So uncomfortable. - I dunno why you couldn't be honest. 856 00:42:19,954 --> 00:42:22,581 I'm not looking for her to be a part of our life. 857 00:42:23,916 --> 00:42:26,961 And if you haven't set that boundary, how will that boundary be known? 858 00:42:27,461 --> 00:42:28,461 Ugh... 859 00:42:29,213 --> 00:42:30,256 [INHALES DEEPLY] 860 00:42:30,339 --> 00:42:33,467 - What? - You look at me, like, with disgust. 861 00:42:34,051 --> 00:42:36,066 Like, as soon as, like, she walked up and 862 00:42:36,067 --> 00:42:38,556 we, like, touched for a second. 863 00:42:38,639 --> 00:42:39,848 I don't want that. 864 00:42:41,559 --> 00:42:43,185 How do you not get that? 865 00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:47,273 I made it very clear that I needed to be chosen. 866 00:42:47,356 --> 00:42:50,150 This was such a simple way for you to choose me. 867 00:42:54,530 --> 00:42:56,782 - I thought we had a good night. - We did. 868 00:42:56,865 --> 00:42:59,159 - I just still feel... - We obviously didn't. 869 00:42:59,243 --> 00:43:00,828 - I didn't... - She hugged you first. 870 00:43:03,205 --> 00:43:05,291 I maybe, like, went like this 871 00:43:05,374 --> 00:43:07,835 and literally didn't even look at her in the face. 872 00:43:09,587 --> 00:43:10,587 I didn't. 873 00:43:11,197 --> 00:43:12,256 Okay. 874 00:43:12,256 --> 00:43:14,485 You think I made, like, really intense 875 00:43:14,486 --> 00:43:16,302 eye contact with her? Like, I didn't. 876 00:43:19,471 --> 00:43:22,558 She still clearly has power in this relationship. 877 00:43:22,641 --> 00:43:23,641 It sucks, but... 878 00:43:23,684 --> 00:43:25,811 - Oh my God. - I'm not saying that about you. 879 00:43:25,812 --> 00:43:26,812 It's ridiculous. 880 00:43:26,812 --> 00:43:30,733 No, I didn't say that about you. I... It affects me... not you. 881 00:43:31,692 --> 00:43:32,692 Okay. 882 00:43:33,652 --> 00:43:35,529 I'm not asking you to walk away now. 883 00:43:36,572 --> 00:43:38,657 All I'm saying is it bothers me. 884 00:43:38,741 --> 00:43:40,576 I don't want her in my life. 885 00:43:40,659 --> 00:43:43,829 I'm in this with you. I'm trying to think about you. Like... 886 00:43:43,912 --> 00:43:46,999 Why are we even talking about this situation? Like... 887 00:43:47,082 --> 00:43:49,293 Because I want to feel supported. 888 00:43:49,376 --> 00:43:50,753 I do support you. 889 00:43:50,836 --> 00:43:54,381 It doesn't mean I need to not look someone in the eye ever. 890 00:43:54,465 --> 00:43:56,675 - You wanted me to be like, "Fuck you." - No. 891 00:43:56,759 --> 00:44:00,095 I just wanted you to not look at her and to just not talk to her. 892 00:44:00,929 --> 00:44:04,558 - I feel like I didn't engage. - I didn't look at her once tonight. 893 00:44:04,642 --> 00:44:07,645 She's fucking with our life, and I don't like it. 894 00:44:08,395 --> 00:44:09,563 I don't like it. 895 00:44:10,064 --> 00:44:11,774 The antagonistic behavior. 896 00:44:11,857 --> 00:44:13,108 She's not stupid. 897 00:44:13,192 --> 00:44:16,987 In the way she manipulates and she behaves, she's plenty calculated. 898 00:44:17,071 --> 00:44:18,447 "Let me go poke there." 899 00:44:18,530 --> 00:44:20,126 "My relationship with Xander's not working out? 900 00:44:20,127 --> 00:44:22,576 Mmm, let me poke there." 901 00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:24,703 She is calculated, Rae. 902 00:44:24,787 --> 00:44:26,664 Down to her fuckin' core. 903 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:30,250 She is calculated and full of shit. 904 00:44:31,168 --> 00:44:32,378 Not a good person. 905 00:44:32,461 --> 00:44:33,921 Not a good person. 906 00:44:37,216 --> 00:44:39,253 Anything I want to talk about, you shut... 907 00:44:39,254 --> 00:44:41,428 Or you make a joke about it, and, like... 908 00:44:42,638 --> 00:44:45,557 Sure, 'cause you had good times with her. I get it. 909 00:44:46,850 --> 00:44:48,352 I did have an experience here. 910 00:44:48,435 --> 00:44:51,855 Like, it was hard. Just as we're having an experience here. 911 00:44:51,939 --> 00:44:53,941 [TENSE MUSIC PLAYING] 912 00:44:59,905 --> 00:45:02,866 I'm sad this turned out like this, because I didn't... 913 00:45:02,950 --> 00:45:04,022 I don't know. We talked last night 914 00:45:04,023 --> 00:45:06,787 about just wanting to have good moments. 915 00:45:06,870 --> 00:45:08,706 And I felt like today we had that. 916 00:45:08,789 --> 00:45:10,833 - Like, I was with you, like... - I'm... 917 00:45:11,583 --> 00:45:13,919 Part of this process is identifying our values. 918 00:45:14,002 --> 00:45:16,296 I... I can't tiptoe around this shit... 919 00:45:18,465 --> 00:45:20,384 before we get engaged. 920 00:45:21,009 --> 00:45:23,762 - Why are you making that face? - I don't know what to tell you. 921 00:45:23,846 --> 00:45:26,098 All you can focus on is the negatives. 922 00:45:26,181 --> 00:45:28,851 For the love of fuck, stop putting words into my mouth. 923 00:45:28,934 --> 00:45:30,728 - Hmm. - Please. 924 00:45:30,811 --> 00:45:34,148 Stop saying what I am and am not feeling right now. 925 00:45:34,732 --> 00:45:36,483 Yeah, it is hard when people do that. 926 00:45:36,567 --> 00:45:40,320 Then, like, just fucking don't be with me, then. 927 00:45:42,030 --> 00:45:43,615 It's like fucking cancer. 928 00:45:45,576 --> 00:45:47,119 It just eats at you. 929 00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:51,373 This is the girl that looked me dead in the fucking face 930 00:45:51,457 --> 00:45:54,251 and told me what you did with her hands. 931 00:45:55,544 --> 00:45:56,920 That person. 932 00:45:58,172 --> 00:46:00,507 Do you know how hard it is to relive that? 933 00:46:03,552 --> 00:46:07,097 Oh my fucking God. It was just a hug. It was a hug. 934 00:46:07,848 --> 00:46:11,977 I think she is more consumed by how she feels about Vanessa 935 00:46:12,060 --> 00:46:13,937 than the progression of our relationship. 936 00:46:14,021 --> 00:46:15,689 There's so many ups and downs. 937 00:46:15,773 --> 00:46:17,691 And, like... [SIGHS] 938 00:46:17,775 --> 00:46:19,141 At the end of this we're supposed to 939 00:46:19,142 --> 00:46:21,653 have an engagement, and I don't know... 940 00:46:21,737 --> 00:46:24,156 [SNIFFLES] ... how that can even happen. 941 00:46:24,157 --> 00:46:25,157 Okay. 942 00:46:25,157 --> 00:46:26,283 [RAE] I tried my best. 943 00:46:26,366 --> 00:46:30,037 Like, I did my part, and my part wasn't good enough. 944 00:46:31,663 --> 00:46:34,666 [DARK, BROODING POP SONG PLAYING] 945 00:46:50,724 --> 00:46:51,767 [MARGAUX YIPPING] 946 00:46:55,479 --> 00:46:56,772 I'm so proud of you. 947 00:46:57,881 --> 00:46:58,899 Bye. 948 00:46:58,899 --> 00:47:01,318 I just want to get straight to it 'cause I just can't even. 949 00:47:01,401 --> 00:47:04,488 Damn, straight to? I dunno what that means, but I'm here for it. 950 00:47:04,571 --> 00:47:08,033 I guess your conversation with Xander... 951 00:47:08,116 --> 00:47:13,163 You guys were talking about me and Xander's relationship. 952 00:47:13,247 --> 00:47:15,666 I was like, "Are you sure of Yoly the way she's sure of you?" 953 00:47:16,625 --> 00:47:18,710 - Do you think I'm sure of Xander? - Yes. 954 00:47:18,794 --> 00:47:20,587 What do you think I'm sure of? 955 00:47:20,671 --> 00:47:22,840 You've been sure enough to let me know 956 00:47:22,923 --> 00:47:25,092 that you're unsure of us because of Xander. 957 00:47:28,095 --> 00:47:31,849 But, no matter what, even at our worst, I still choose Yoly. 958 00:47:32,558 --> 00:47:34,685 If she chooses you, I still choose Yoly. 959 00:47:34,768 --> 00:47:36,210 That's my person. 960 00:47:36,211 --> 00:47:38,313 "And I just want to know if you choose her the same way," 961 00:47:38,397 --> 00:47:41,024 and she said, "I don't know. I can't answer that." 962 00:47:41,525 --> 00:47:44,903 - She didn't choose you, Yoly. - You're taking the choice away from me. 963 00:47:44,987 --> 00:47:46,321 I'm not. 964 00:47:46,405 --> 00:47:47,960 You're taking my autonomy away from me, 965 00:47:47,961 --> 00:47:49,950 because I'm not ready to make a choice. 966 00:47:50,033 --> 00:47:51,660 I never took away from that. 967 00:47:52,452 --> 00:47:55,122 I've showed up very consistent to you this entire time. 968 00:47:55,205 --> 00:47:56,205 [YOLY] Absolutely have. 969 00:47:56,206 --> 00:47:57,550 Now I'm taking your autonomy away, 970 00:47:57,551 --> 00:48:00,085 because I'm not like... crucified over this? 971 00:48:00,168 --> 00:48:02,212 I think that's unfair for you to say. 972 00:48:03,130 --> 00:48:04,320 When you ask me how I feel about Xander, 973 00:48:04,321 --> 00:48:07,050 there's love there. There's comfort. 974 00:48:07,134 --> 00:48:08,760 There's ease there. 975 00:48:08,844 --> 00:48:12,931 But there's also comfort and ease and love with you and I. 976 00:48:13,015 --> 00:48:14,683 You can't have us both. 977 00:48:16,059 --> 00:48:18,145 I'm very much in love with you. 978 00:48:18,687 --> 00:48:22,733 What I can't lie about is that the romance is not there for me. 979 00:48:24,234 --> 00:48:27,613 I tried a little last night. It felt comfortable. I'm doing my best. 980 00:48:27,696 --> 00:48:29,656 Like, I'm here. I'm showing up. 981 00:48:29,740 --> 00:48:31,909 And I'm so grateful. So grateful. 982 00:48:31,992 --> 00:48:34,786 Do not take it for granted at all. At all. 983 00:48:34,870 --> 00:48:36,788 Okay, I'll show up the way I'm showing up. 984 00:48:36,872 --> 00:48:38,999 I'll make that consistent, 'cause I can do that. 985 00:48:39,082 --> 00:48:41,710 I can commit to that. We go to intimacy therapy. 986 00:48:41,793 --> 00:48:43,837 I can commit to that. We can get through that. 987 00:48:43,921 --> 00:48:46,506 But at what point do I keep neglecting myself? 988 00:48:46,590 --> 00:48:48,530 I'd love to ask the same question 989 00:48:48,531 --> 00:48:49,760 'cause I waited three years for you... 990 00:48:49,843 --> 00:48:52,137 - I get that you did that... - Stop cutting me off. 991 00:48:52,220 --> 00:48:54,973 I've waited three years for you to get to "hell yes." 992 00:48:54,974 --> 00:48:55,974 Okay. 993 00:48:55,974 --> 00:48:58,602 Now you're expecting me to be like, "Mal's been showing up 994 00:48:58,685 --> 00:49:00,938 for the last two weeks. Now she's my 'hell yeah.'" 995 00:49:01,021 --> 00:49:03,899 - Like, that's really fucking shitty. - Is it shitty? 996 00:49:03,982 --> 00:49:05,901 It is. You haven't showed up like that in 3 years. 997 00:49:05,984 --> 00:49:08,028 Took you 3 weeks to make somebody else a "hell yeah." 998 00:49:08,111 --> 00:49:10,739 - They showed up right off the bat. - Is Xander your "hell yes"? 999 00:49:12,491 --> 00:49:13,742 Is Xander your "hell yes"? 1000 00:49:13,825 --> 00:49:16,244 I can't say that, but I'll say it doesn't seem as cloudy. 1001 00:49:20,540 --> 00:49:22,334 As much as you deserve your "hell yes," 1002 00:49:22,417 --> 00:49:23,961 I also deserve my "hell yes." 1003 00:49:24,044 --> 00:49:25,712 And if I'm like your "kinda" 1004 00:49:25,796 --> 00:49:28,548 or "maybe it could be, and I love her so much, but possibly... " 1005 00:49:28,632 --> 00:49:30,884 If I'm not that, then let me go. 1006 00:49:30,968 --> 00:49:32,970 What if I don't wanna let you go? 1007 00:49:33,053 --> 00:49:34,680 [TENSE MUSIC PLAYING] 1008 00:49:36,640 --> 00:49:40,894 I cannot imagine how hard this is to be in your position, at all. 1009 00:49:41,770 --> 00:49:44,773 But I'm asking you to not just, like, give up. 1010 00:49:44,856 --> 00:49:46,316 I'm not trying to give up. 1011 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:47,609 I'm here. 1012 00:49:51,196 --> 00:49:52,196 Do you want a hug? 1013 00:49:52,197 --> 00:49:53,365 [SOFTLY] No. 1014 00:49:57,661 --> 00:50:01,039 What are you talking about, Yoly? Do you want niggas to die for you? 1015 00:50:01,123 --> 00:50:02,660 You want to see both of us fight for you 1016 00:50:02,661 --> 00:50:04,793 and bleed so you can see, like, 1017 00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:07,129 "Who died for me? I'm gonna pick that person." 1018 00:50:07,212 --> 00:50:08,797 - Is that what you want? - No. 1019 00:50:08,880 --> 00:50:10,132 What do you want from me? 1020 00:50:10,757 --> 00:50:12,968 I am dying for you, fam. What do you want? 1021 00:50:13,051 --> 00:50:14,553 - [MARGAUX BARKS] - It's okay. 1022 00:50:15,095 --> 00:50:16,888 Fucking give me a break. 1023 00:50:16,889 --> 00:50:17,931 [MARGAUX BARKING] 1024 00:50:17,931 --> 00:50:19,057 [YOLY] It's okay. 1025 00:50:19,558 --> 00:50:20,809 She's going outside. 1026 00:50:21,309 --> 00:50:24,104 [MARGAUX GROWLS, BARKS] 1027 00:50:24,688 --> 00:50:26,773 [MARGAUX WHIMPERS SOFTLY] 1028 00:50:26,857 --> 00:50:27,857 It's okay. 1029 00:50:30,736 --> 00:50:34,489 [DARK, BROODING POP SONG PLAYING] 1030 00:50:44,499 --> 00:50:46,293 [MAL] I'm shutting down. It is done for me. 1031 00:50:46,376 --> 00:50:49,254 It is done. I'm done. I'm done with all of this. 1032 00:50:52,174 --> 00:50:54,342 I am done with this entire thing. 1033 00:50:54,426 --> 00:50:55,469 I'm done. 1034 00:50:55,552 --> 00:50:57,012 I have nothing else to say. 1035 00:51:21,661 --> 00:51:22,871 [GLASSES CLATTERING] 1036 00:51:25,665 --> 00:51:27,375 - You like these pants, huh? - Yeah. 1037 00:51:37,452 --> 00:51:38,470 [VANESSA] Whew! 1038 00:51:38,470 --> 00:51:41,389 To be honest, I'm just so relieved that that night is over. 1039 00:51:41,473 --> 00:51:44,017 My biggest bummer of the night, through everything, 1040 00:51:44,101 --> 00:51:47,229 was realizing that Rae really wasn't gonna talk to me. 1041 00:51:48,563 --> 00:51:51,691 If that's how she's gonna be controlled by a 24-year-old, 1042 00:51:51,775 --> 00:51:55,320 they don't need to be together, because, like, she chose you. 1043 00:51:55,403 --> 00:51:58,615 That should be meaningful enough for her to stand her ground 1044 00:51:58,698 --> 00:52:00,330 and be like, "I'm gonna talk to the person 1045 00:52:00,331 --> 00:52:01,493 I had a trial marriage with." 1046 00:52:01,576 --> 00:52:02,577 Yeah. 1047 00:52:05,288 --> 00:52:06,456 You talked to Yoly a lot. 1048 00:52:06,540 --> 00:52:09,042 I'm like, "I see she's with Yoly, and I will not look over, 1049 00:52:09,126 --> 00:52:12,170 and I'll distance myself so I cannot hear any word being said." 1050 00:52:12,254 --> 00:52:13,463 I'm like... [EXHALES] 1051 00:52:13,547 --> 00:52:15,590 You did... fantastic. 1052 00:52:15,674 --> 00:52:16,967 [SIGHS] Thank you. 1053 00:52:18,385 --> 00:52:19,385 Holy shit. 1054 00:52:20,762 --> 00:52:23,473 I was so proud every time I looked over at you tonight. 1055 00:52:23,557 --> 00:52:25,308 [CHUCKLES QUIETLY] 1056 00:52:25,392 --> 00:52:26,935 I feel we're at a point where 1057 00:52:27,018 --> 00:52:29,646 I don't need to be forcing a distance between you and Yoly. 1058 00:52:31,231 --> 00:52:32,816 It just didn't feel necessary. 1059 00:52:34,317 --> 00:52:37,237 Everyone's team Yoly. They're like, "You need to choose Yoly now." 1060 00:52:37,320 --> 00:52:38,572 "If you're gonna, choose her." 1061 00:52:38,655 --> 00:52:39,730 I'm like, "You don't need to gang up on me. 1062 00:52:39,731 --> 00:52:42,033 I'm not ready to choose now." 1063 00:52:42,117 --> 00:52:43,910 This is why today is not decision day. 1064 00:52:43,994 --> 00:52:46,329 - That's not what I came here for. - What a thing to say. 1065 00:52:46,413 --> 00:52:48,623 When you came in here wanting to marry someone else. 1066 00:52:48,707 --> 00:52:51,042 Also, so fucking disrespectful to me. 1067 00:52:53,253 --> 00:52:54,838 - We're going through some shit. - Yeah. 1068 00:52:54,921 --> 00:52:56,590 [VANESSA CHUCKLES] 1069 00:52:56,673 --> 00:52:58,341 Fucking sucks. 1070 00:52:59,718 --> 00:53:01,011 You hurt me a lot. 1071 00:53:01,803 --> 00:53:02,803 But I love you. 1072 00:53:03,180 --> 00:53:05,348 [GENTLE, SWEEPING MUSIC PLAYING] 1073 00:53:16,568 --> 00:53:18,945 I love you, and I want to be with you. 1074 00:53:19,029 --> 00:53:21,406 I want to end up with you. I would love that. 1075 00:53:21,489 --> 00:53:27,412 That would be my ideal end to... not this experience but, like, life. 1076 00:53:28,830 --> 00:53:30,290 I will always love you. 1077 00:53:30,373 --> 00:53:33,835 Said that since day one, and that's what I need to remember. 1078 00:53:33,919 --> 00:53:35,921 [UPLIFTING POP SONG PLAYING] 1079 00:53:37,672 --> 00:53:38,673 You're amazing... 1080 00:53:39,591 --> 00:53:41,426 It really is really nice to hear. 1081 00:53:49,267 --> 00:53:50,310 [XANDER] I love you. 1082 00:53:52,229 --> 00:53:54,481 ♪ Tell me that it's worth the wait ♪ 1083 00:53:55,148 --> 00:53:57,859 ♪ 'Cause now I'm dreaming wide awake ♪ 1084 00:53:57,943 --> 00:54:01,613 I'm excited to make the most of our next few days together. 1085 00:54:01,696 --> 00:54:02,696 Me too. 1086 00:54:04,366 --> 00:54:06,159 ♪ Better than we've ever been ♪ 1087 00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:09,537 ♪ This is here, it's happening ♪ 1088 00:54:10,330 --> 00:54:13,583 ♪ This is our time ♪ 1089 00:54:16,378 --> 00:54:18,922 ♪ Better than we've ever been ♪ 1090 00:54:19,422 --> 00:54:22,342 ♪ This is here, it's happening ♪ 1091 00:54:22,425 --> 00:54:25,470 ♪ This is our time ♪ 1092 00:54:26,179 --> 00:54:27,180 [VANESSA MOANS] 1093 00:54:29,891 --> 00:54:33,061 ♪ I'm breaking all the rules ♪ 1094 00:54:33,144 --> 00:54:35,272 ♪ I'm playing it so cool ♪ 1095 00:54:35,355 --> 00:54:38,733 ♪ I'm playing it so cool, baby ♪ 1096 00:54:38,817 --> 00:54:41,736 ♪ I'm breaking all the rules ♪ 1097 00:54:41,820 --> 00:54:43,947 ♪ I'm playing it so cool ♪ 1098 00:54:44,030 --> 00:54:47,659 ♪ I'm playing it so cool, baby ♪ 1099 00:54:48,368 --> 00:54:50,495 ♪ 'Cause I'm never gonna ever stop ♪ 1100 00:54:50,578 --> 00:54:52,831 ♪ I'm always gonna shake it up ♪ 1101 00:54:52,914 --> 00:54:56,084 ♪ I'm always gonna shake it up ♪ 1102 00:54:57,085 --> 00:54:59,254 ♪ 'Cause I've almost reached the top ♪ 1103 00:54:59,255 --> 00:55:04,255 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.MY-SUBS.com - 84966

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