All language subtitles for Temptation.Island.2019.S05E10.720p.WEB.h264-EDITH_track3_eng

- How'd you sleep?
- I slept amazing.

What drove me to not give into
temptation with Des was Vanessa.

If I had sex with somebody,
my relationship is over.

[ laughs ] And your beard!

Oh, I [bleep] love it.
Oh, my God.

I don't wanna say
Rob should be worried,

but, you know,
if I'm being honest,

Brice is coming with it.

I still have to see Great,
but now I'm thinking, like,

what if he asked me
to get back with him?

Like, what if he actually
want to make things work?

I have almost
two years with Paris.

But that's the thing
if you're not happy, like,

- you should probably move on.
- I wonder if we're gonna

get to know each other
outside of this, too.

- What do you think?
- Well, I want to.

And would you wanna
leave together?

If that's
what you wanted to do,

- I want to do it, too.
- This is crazy.

Like, never did I think
I'd be here,

let alone potentially
leaving with someone else.

I definitely am falling
in love with you, for sure.

- Kick this door in.
- [ Makayla chuckles ]

Oh, hell yeah.

Good night.

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not gonna tempt me,
oh *

* Oh *

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not gonna tempt me *

[ upbeat summer music playing ]

- What's up, team?
- Hello!

Where'd they come from?

Ah, I've missed you.

[ women laughing ]

- Tell us what you guys did.
- Yeah, what did you guys do?

We went under the water.

- What?
- Whoa.

- In a submarine.
- No way!

- Wait, what?
- Oh, that's sick.

Mm-hmm.

- Hello!
- [ all exclaim ]

What's up, everybody?
You guys look great.

Just wanted to check in
and see how your dates went.

- They went well.
- They were great. Yeah.

I'm truly happy you got
some quality time together.

Unfortunately,
we've come to this point.

It's time to say goodbye.

For some of you,
this is a final goodbye.

Maybe some of you ladies
are going to decide

to have these gentlemen
or a gentleman

join you
at the final bonfire,

but that decision
is all yours and yours alone.

Say whatever
you need to say,

make sure that
you feel complete about that

and then I'll check in
with you in a few minutes

and we'll take it from there.

- Okay?
- Okay.

I'll be right back.

I've made
a very strong connection

with Kristian at this point

and I want to keep
exploring our relationship.

I don't want to stay bye.

I'm proud of you
for having the balls

to stand up for yourself

and get yourself out
of the situation you were in.

[ sighs ] Life is great.

It's gonna continue
to get even better, you know?

Your and my journey here
is completely separate

from you, kind of,
finding yourself, so...

And loving myself.
Loving myself first, you know?

I feel like

I haven't loved myself
in a lot of ways

and I can't continue
to put myself second, so.

I'm nervous, I'm scared,

but I'm ready
to face my fears

and finally confront
Christopher and say,

"Hey, this didn't
bring me any happiness."

I'll keep
my bed warm for you.

[ upbeat music playing ]

* I would if you will *

* I could if you still want me *

* Do you want me *

- How do you feel?
- I feel appreciative.

Of course
I'd like it to be me.

I'm not trying
to sway your judgment

or anything like that,

but I love
spending time with you, so.

I feel
under-appreciated a lot.

So the fact that you share
that with me is like...

you know, it just
gives me butterflies.

You've built me up in ways

that just made me a more
well-rounded and better person.

I appreciate that.

Yeah, I can't even, like,

put together
the words to tell you

- how much you mean to me.
- Mm.

This is difficult.

Brice makes me feel so,
like, heard

and understood
and acknowledged,

but I am...

trying to remain focused
on the objective.

I know what my heart
is telling me to do.

I don't know
where to go from here.

[ emotional music playing ]

* This is it,
everything you wanted *

* But you're still feeling
like you're falling *

Oh, my gosh, it's real.

I don't want to go
to the final bonfire.

- I do.
- [ both chuckle ]

I have no idea
what I'm gonna do or say.

It goes so many different ways.

And then I'd come out
and kick his ass?

Yeah, then I'd be like,
"Okay,

I'm done talking,
but I'm glad I met you."

- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.

I'm glad I met you, too.
I'm glad I opened up.

I'm glad you picked me.

- Finally. [ chuckles ]
- Yeah, it took you long enough.

Never did I ever think
I'd be here

and now I'm looking
for total trust, total honesty,

both emotionally
and physical trust.

Sebby has some work to do,
but maybe it might be Sebby.

Well, I'll be outside waiting
whether you pick me or not.

Did everyone hear that?

You just said
you're gonna wait for me.

No, I will.

* Wanna give you the world *

* 'Cause with you
I'm someone better *

* Would you give me your love
if I promised you forever? *

I'm sad.

You're gonna go there.
You're gonna be strong.

Nothing's gonna break you down.

And then we're gonna
walk out of there together.

I just--

I just hope my feelings
don't change once I see him.

If so, just remember
what I told you, like,

I'm gonna be here
no matter what.

I don't want you in my life
if you're not gonna be my man.

Then make me your man.
[ chuckles ]

Are you gonna treat me the same
or are you gonna be like,

"[Bleep] her?"

Of course, of course,
I'm gonna treat you the same.

Nothing's gonna change.

It was important
for me to express...

vulnerability
because I think that

that's what she's been
wanting from me,

looking for...

in me this entire time

and that's one of the things
that I haven't given her

and I think that that was why
we had such a roller coaster.

Okay, guys.

Thank you for everything
you've done.

It's time
to leave the villa.

[ overlapping goodbyes ]

I'll talk to you soon.
Everything's gonna be well.

I'll be damned
if I leave the island

without giving her
what I felt was all I had.

All right. Travel safe.

[ "Temporary"
by Christee Palace playing ]

* Can't make you love me *

* Can't make you love me, no *

- Should we hug it out?
- Yeah.

- We got this.
- [ Paris whooping ]

- I love you guys.
- I love you guys too.

- Oh, my God.
- I smell sweat, fear, shame.

- [ all laughing ]
- I'm the sweat.

* That was just temporary *

* Don't be afraid *

* Just come away *

I'm not ready
to say goodbye yet,

like, I'm not ready.

I'm trying to feel hopeful

because he told me
several times

he wants to leave
the villa with me,

but it would really suck

if that's not
how he really feels.

I'm trying not to cry.

It's okay.
It's okay. It's okay.

Like, just think about
all the moments we have.

Happiness comes first.

I'm gonna think about
that before I make my decision.

So, I want you to trust
whatever decision I make.

Okay.

* It's so worth it *

I just feel like every time
I start caring about somebody

or something,
I just lose it.

***

I think we both know how I feel
deep in my heart about you.

Yeah. I'm just
a little worried about--

Marisela can say anything.

She can say all the right things
that you wanna hear...

and it just makes me,
I don't know, scared.

It's difficult for me to say
goodbye to Alexius right now.

I want to say see you later,

but I'm not sure
what Marisela will say

because
she's full of surprises.

I have to keep my mind
and my heart open.

It's gonna be okay.

If you say so.

[ sighs ]

It's never easy.

I don't know
what's gonna happen.

I'm just
everywhere right now.

I am very grateful
for the experience

we shared together
during this time on the island.

Same here. Thank you.

I tend to make a lot of
decisions with my heart

and that's what
I'm gonna follow.

You know, I'm gonna hear
Vanessa's words.

I'm gonna take my time
with Des into consideration

and whatever my heart wants
is where I'm gonna go.

I'm happy that I met you here,
it's like--

I felt like I was
supposed to meet you.

[ "Afterlife" by
Sydney Lauren playing ]

* I can see you
on the other side *

* Something feels
you've been searching for *

* What you lost
long before you left *

* It's the last thing
you can't forget *

What's your fear?

That...

Kaitlin will say something
that makes you change your mind.

Do you know
why I've been smiling all day?

No.

I was gonna wait,
but I can't wait any longer.

I'm in love with you.

I love you.

Okay?

I love you, too.

[ "Calling"
by Tie Die Sky playing ]

* If you go then I'll go too *

This is the first time

I have ever gave
my heart to someone

and I think that's
what's so scary.

I mean, he's been
with her for eight years.

Like, I can't say 100%
I know what's gonna happen,

I just have
to trust him and it's...

hard.

It is time, ladies,
for you to leave the villa.

***

- See you in a little bit.
- See you.

But I am walking away
from this villa

with no regrets
and it feels so good.

I know that wasn't easy,
saying goodbye,

but it's important that
you guys have some time alone

so you get
your head set about

your decision
that you're gonna make,

because you don't know
what's gonna happen

in the final bonfire.

Believe it or not,
the time between now

and the time
you leave the island,

a lot can still happen.

Good luck, guys.
I'll see you soon.

- Thank you, Mark.
- All right.

[ "You Know I Want you"
by The Breakwaves playing ]

* You know I want you *

* So come a little closer *

* Yeah we can
take it slow here *

* Come a little closer *

Ah, we finally get
to catch up.

- I know!
- Okay.

What's your decision
going into the bonfire?

It's tough because we still
have a very toxic relationship.

Like, the only time
things are going well

is when...

he is conforming
to my standards,

but I know that
that does not make him happy.

I came to this island
because I wanted to work on

not being so overpowering,
dominant, aggressive.

I'm a little bit older.

He's younger
and I need to know

if he's mature enough
to settle down

and be ready
for a real commitment.

I didn't come here for a
physical connection with anyone,

I came for
an emotional connection.

I wanna experience this
with you.

I wanna go on
all my dates with you.

I wanna cook
breakfast with you.

I wanna be [bleep]
husband and wife in this bitch.

I feel like I did get
a little bit of clarity

on how my approach
does impact others.

In truth, what's taught me
to be more vulnerable

is just watching Rob
at the bonfires.

- What's going on?
- [ Roberto moaning ]

[ Paris gasps ]

[Bleep]. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.
Oh, my [bleep] God.

I was a little hurt
by some of the clips,

some of the things he had to say
and, you know, his actions.

How the [bleep]
are you willing to betray me

for a bitch
that you just met?

How?

I have my mind made up
about what I want to do

with my significant other.

I love Rob so much,

but sometimes
you have to let go

of the things you love
for your own mental health.

* This is the last night *

* I'm not gonna seal my fate *

* Without a fight *

What up, bro?

I had a real tough
conversation with Des,

a real deep conversation.

She asked
some hard questions.

She was like, "Okay, so,
what are you leaning towards?"

And I told her like, "Hey,

I'm leaning towards
leaving Vanessa

and just leaving
the island with you,

but if I see
change in Vanessa,

I could always,
you know, leave with her."

What I've learned here during
my time on Temptation Island

is that I'm actually a very
emotionally intelligent man.

I am in tune
with my emotions.

I love you so much, babe,
and I promise you

I wouldn't do nothing
to disrespect you.

My time on this island
has not been easy at all.

I had to really
find my feelings.

It takes a lot
because I never really

talked about
my feelings before.

You're talking over me

and I'm done
with being talked over.

Don't react to this.

I've really been big

on Vanessa is the problem
in our relationship.

I have definitely
lowered my standards.

I don't wanna say I settled,
but it definitely

is not typically
what I would date.

But I never literally
looked at myself

and thought about the problems
that I cause in our relationship

and one of our major problems
is my lack of communication

and I've learned to communicate
so much better.

The biggest thing
that was tempting me

on this island,
it was Des.

I feel like every day,
my feelings towards you

are growing stronger
and stronger.

I know, I feel the same.

I deserve a partner

who treats me as an equal.

I don't express
my opinion

because I know
it's gonna lead to a fight

even when I know I'm right,
I take an L.

There's a lot of things
she does need to change.

If the Vanessa that
I see tonight at the bonfire

is the same Vanessa
I came here with,

then there's no way
I can leave with her.

So I heard you had
a pretty deep talk on your date.

- How did that go?
- Man.

It was a talk
I needed to have

and I feel like
with Alexius, like,

that's somebody I could see
myself with in the future, so.

I just felt
mad relieved, bro.

Coming to Temptation Island,

there was
a lot of apprehension.

I did not want to come.

However, I wanted
to support Marisela

and her reasons
for coming here.

I was in this experience

100% committed to Marisela.

And I just want to say
I trust you and I love you.

I wanted to propose
to her at the end of this,

but my journey
took a sharp turn

after the third bonfire.

I saw another man
in Marisela's bed.

Is she having sex?

My heart is beating
out of my chest right now.

You know, she set
all these rules for me.

She was the first one
to break them.

In that moment,
I detached myself

and focused entirely
on my individual journey

instead of taking
this process...

as operating as a unit.

I'm not
in a relationship anymore.

[ all applauding ]

I'm so proud of you.
For real.

I've learned
to let go of control.

I've learned to walk away
from heated arguments.

There was temptation
on Temptation Island

and that temptation
was with Alexius.

What I've established
and built with Alexius

came completely unexpected.

I can be myself
around Alexius.

I'm not judged by Alexius

and I never thought
that I deserved that.

I never thought
that I would find that.

Heading into
the final bonfire,

I'll be open
to what Marisela has to say.

I love Marisela and I know
that Marisela loves me.

What I have is just gratitude

and I'm ready to hear
what she has to say.

[ romantic music playing ]

* Ah, ah *

*[ indistinct lyrics ] *

* I broke it *

So, I need the tea
on last night, okay?

Was it everything
you hoped it would be?

He's, like, my match.

We get each other
and I'm happy.

And... yeah.

You deserve
to be happy, for real.

At the end of the day,
this journey's about me.

I came to this island

because I really
wanted to prove

my loyalty to Christopher.

But I started
this journey out very dark.

How's it going
for you though?

I'm just overwhelmed,
Christopher.

Me, too.

I have struggled
with low self-esteem

and depression
for a long time.

And those things
I never wanted to admit.

Not even to myself.

I'm not where I wanna be.

Mentally...

emotionally, financially.

I'm not where I wanna be.

How much are you looking for
his approval of you?

I'm always
working to be...

what he wants me to be.

I thought I was worthless
without the approval of others.

And deep down,
my purpose for coming here

was to break free.

[ men cheering ]

I found a connection
with Kristian

and it definitely helped me
learn a lot about myself,

learn my likes and wants
and needs and desires.

You definitely helped me
see a different side of myself.

You've been a nice
support system for me, too.

I'm leaving
a different woman

and I didn't think
this was possible.

To feel so, like,
liberated, I didn't.

I've only ever
wanted happiness.

I have to put myself first.

I have to care about myself
and not care about anybody else

in order to truly,
truly be happy.

I do still care
about Christopher

and I believe
he still cares about me.

I have no idea what to expect.

I just hope he's a better
version of himself coming out.

***

* I know I can't stay here *

* I see that crystal clear *

Going into this final bonfire,

I'm feeling
more ready than ever

to just speak
my mind, my truth.

I can't wait to see Christopher.
It's been a long time coming.

I'm feeling strong.
I'm feeling powerful.

I feel like a bad bitch.

I feel like
my life is all about me.

* This time I'm holding on *

* I won't close my eyes *

* They can't drag me down *

Going into the final bonfire,

I feel anxious
and sort of nervous.

I feel as though
I have what I want to say.

I'm just not sure what
Marisela is gonna say to me.

* I'll just let them see
that I'm stronger now *

* I'm breaking free *

- Christopher.
- 'Sup, Mark?

- Welcome back.
- Thank you.

- Good to see you, buddy.
- Nice to see you too.

- Have a seat.
- Thank you.

Welcome
to your final bonfire.

How you feeling?

My heart is beating
out of my chest right now.

Are you ready
to tell Marisela

all about
your experience here?

- I'm ready, Mark.
- Okay.

Well, let's bring her in.

***

- Hi, Marisela.
- Hi, Mark.

- Good to see you.
- Good to see you too.

- Hey.
- Welcome back.

Thank you.

How are you feeling, Marisela?

- I feel good.
- You feel good?

- Mm-hmm.
- I'm glad to hear that.

So, let's get to it, you guys.

Each one of you
is gonna get a chance to speak

while the other only listens.

Once both of you
have had a chance to be heard,

then I'll let you have
an open conversation.

You can ask all of the questions
that you need answers to.

And then after that,

I'm gonna ask
each one of you to declare

what you'd like
your future to be.

- Makes sense?
- Makes sense.

Okay, so, Christopher,

I'm gonna let you speak first.

I feel as though
our relationship

has lacked emotional
vulnerability, true friendship.

I'm sorry for my part in that.

Seeing you in a bed cuddled up
with another man was not easy.

It broke me.

But it would be remiss
if I didn't mention

that I've also put you
in a similar situation

to where I've broken you
and I now know

what that pain feels like.

And I'm sorry
for putting you through that.

But I feel as though

you've moved on
and I accept that

if that's the case...

because I love you
and I want you to be happy,

even if it's without me.

- Said what you need to say?
- I said what I needed to say.

Thank you, say what's
in your heart, Marisela.

I've learned a lot
just being here.

I expected...

to be able to prove to you

that I was good enough.

That I could be your person.

You always had
a new expectation for me.

I just never felt
good enough around you.

Sometimes I felt like I was
incapable of doing anything.

Even coming into the island,

I felt like I had no voice.

You took that voice
away from me many times.

I was depressed
and I had very low self-esteem.

Just allowing myself
to accept myself

with all of my differences...

has been so freeing.

I've never felt this good.

I'm sorry you saw me in bed
with someone else.

We both contributed to a toxic
and unhealthy relationship.

I limited you in many ways

and I'm sorry for that.

I love you too.

You've helped me so much

and I'm not
going to forget that.

So you both had the chance
to speak and you both

gave each other
the gift of listening

and now you can have
an open conversation

and take the time to discuss
all that you've heard tonight

and ask the questions
you still need answers to.

- I don't have any questions.
- You don't?

Why didn't you
send me a video message?

I didn't feel the need to.

I saw, you know,
a clip of you in the bed

with another guy
and I felt like

your decision
had already been made.

All of the women in that house
saw a clip of their men

doing things
that were very disrespectful

and they all were able
to speak for themselves

and send a message.

I expected you
to say something.

I didn't see the point
in sending you a message

and I didn't fully
let my guard down

and let myself
free of your control

until I saw
that clip of another guy

in your bed
and that broke me, Marisela.

So, I did not want
to send you a message.

Was that before or after
you were in a hammock

talking about how hard
your [bleep] was getting?

***

I did not want
to send you a message.

Was that before or after
you were in a hammock

talking about how hard
your [bleep] was getting?

You tell me, I don't know
what clip you saw that in.

The connection I made
in the house was unexpected

and helped me...

find out a lot about myself

and what I want
and crave in a relationship.

And I'm glad you were able
to get that clarity,

and I, too,
experienced a connection

that I did not expect.

But, for me, you set
a certain goal for yourself

and it didn't have
anything to do with me.

You said,
"Hey, I am trying to explore

relationships without sexual"--

Nothing, that wasn't--
had nothing to do with me.

- I did that.
- You did that?

Like, yes, I pushed
this person away so much.

- Mm-hmm.
- There was a natural connection

forming in the house for me

- off the rip.
- Mm-hmm.

And if I continued
to push that away,

I would not be
as happy as I am right now.

- So, you're happy?
- I'm happy.

- Well, I'm happy for you.
- I'm happy for you, too.

Like, you know
I love you, Marisela.

You're vibrant,
you're radiating

positive energy right now.

And I would not
be here without you.

And for that
I will love you forever.

You are such a beautiful,
intelligent woman

and I know
you know this about yourself.

Yeah, I found myself, finally.

[ chuckles ]

I let go of everything
that was holding me back

and I feel the greatest

I've ever felt in my life.

So, I'm happy we're here.

I'm happy we can be
happy for each other.

Look at the two of you now.

The thing
about this experience is that

you come in with what
you think are the questions.

Then you get answers,
but they're never the questions

you came here with. [ chuckles ]

I also wanna
commend you both, I feel like

you had a conversation
that was, to some degree,

a model for how to communicate
with somebody

you care about,
that you love.

I don't know
that you were doing that

in your relationship
before this.

Never. Never had
a talk like this ever.

Okay. That's really great.

All right.
You've had a chance to speak.

You had a chance to be heard.
You had a chance to discuss it.

The third part
of this is to declare

what you see your future to be
and what you want.

And there are three options.

Option one is you can decide

that you still want
to try to work things out

and you leave together.

Option two is that
you don't want to continue

this relationship and you want
to leave the island alone.

And the third option
is that you met somebody

that you've connected with
and you want to leave the island

with that person.

And Christopher,
we're gonna start with you.

Marisela...

I made
a beautiful connection.

I'm choosing
to leave the island with her.

- I'm happy for you.
- Thank you.

Marisela,
your turn to declare

which of these
three choices you would like.

You know...

more than anything I've learned
that I come first

and I have to love myself

before I even
have the ability

to love anyone,
or anything else.

I'm leaving the island
on my own.

You both feel good
about the choices you made?

- Mm-hmm.
- I feel great.

So, with that,
I want to first

thank you both for your honesty

and now it's time for you two

to say goodbye
to one another.

Marisela, you're complete.

It's time
to leave the island.

Bye, Christopher.

This is who
I've always seen and felt.

- You are a whole queen.
- Thank you.

And don't ever
drop that crown, okay?

- Nope.
- I'll see you soon.

- Bye.
- Bye.

- Marisela, travel safe.
- Thank you.

- Thank you for everything.
- Thank you.

I know that there is love
out there for you,

but the most important thing
that I feel good about is that

you found love,
here on the island, with you.

Enjoy your life.

I could have done
so many low blows.

I could have hurt him,

but what's the good
in that, you know?

As much as I thought
our relationship

just put me down,
constantly made me feel

terrible about myself,

I would never wanna
do that to somebody.

I'm glad he's proud of me
and happy for me.

That doesn't really
mean much to me,

because I'm happy for myself.

There's nobody who can tell me
what to do anymore.

I'm free!

So, you declared
the choice you'd like

is to leave
this island with Alexius.

While you have made that choice,

I've made it very clear
that this journey

is not just about
the couples who come here,

but the singles
who volunteer to come here

are also on a journey,
so, I think it's only fair

that we bring Alexius in.

You get to tell her
what you want

and let's see
how she feels about that.

- Okay.
- That feel right?

- Feels right.
- Okay.

Let's bring her in.

* Just come
a little bit closer *

* I really love
the smell of your scent *

* Before the night was over *

* I knew that
you were my person *

- Hi, Mark.
- Hi, Alexius. How are you?

Good. How are you?

Really good.
Welcome to bonfire.

- I'm here.
- You know this guy?

Yeah, I know this guy,
of course.

What's up?
Watch your step.

Welcome, Alexius,
to our bonfire area.

This is where we have done
a lot of deep talking.

- Yeah.
- And this guy, Christopher,

asked to talk to you.

So, Christopher,
why don't you share

what you shared with me
about what you've chosen

that you'd like for your future

and let's see
how Alexius feels about that.

So, while I'm healing
with this breakup,

I've mentioned
to you before that

- I want to be exclusive to you.
- Yeah.

The way we've bonded
in the house is something that

- I don't want to let go of.
- Yeah.

So, will you leave
the island with me?

Of course I will.

[ chuckling ]

Alexius,
anything you want to say?

I'm excited to leave the island
with you, Chris.

If I can just
offer you something

I would love for you
to think about?

- Yeah, sure.
- As you grow this relationship,

be partners,
be good to one another,

and your journey
in my book is complete

and you two...

are free to leave the island.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

I don't know.
What's the plan?

What's the plan, Stan?

Watch your step.
I gotta hug Mark first.

All right,
I'll take some love.

- I appreciate you.
- Appreciate you too, kid.

- You did great.
- Thank you. You too.

- Be happy.
- Thank you.

Take care of one another.

Alexius, great job.
Travel safe, you guys.

- Okay.
- Thank you.

* I'll keep you safe *

* I'll bundle you up *

* Hold you so tight *

I never expected for this

to happen with me and Alexius.

I thought that
I would be leaving this island

after proposing to Marisela,

but I feel
so relieved right now.

I feel free.

I feel happy
and excited at the same time.

I feel relieved,
because you feel relieved.

* So in love with you *

***

This is the turning point,

this is the pivot
in my relationship

where I find out
whether Rob is fully committed,

or whether he is willing
to just throw it all away.

The breath
completely leaves my lungs

at the thought of him
leaving with someone else.

There's, like,
10% of me that says,

"Be prepared for the worst."

***

My heart and my head
are pulling me

in two different ways,
because my head is telling me,

"Leave Vanessa,
you know, she's toxic,

put that to the side,"
but my heart is telling me,

"No, this is the woman you love,
this is the woman

you wanna spend
the rest of your life with."

Going into this bonfire,

what's most important
to me, right now,

is seeing
that change in Vanessa.

***

- What's up, my guy?
- Hey, Mark.

- How you doing?
- [ sighs ] I'm nervous.

I understand. [ sighs ]

Okay, Roberto,
welcome to your final bonfire.

You and Vanessa
came to the island

to answer the question,
should you be together,

or is there someone
out there better for you?

Are you ready
to give her your answer?

- Yes, I am.
- Okay.

Let's do this.
I'll bring her out right now.

- Hi!
- Hi, Mark.

- Welcome.
- Thank you.

- You remember him?
- Yeah, I do.

- Hi, Vanessa.
- Hi, honey.

- Have a seat.
- Thank you.

Here we are.

How are you doing, Vanessa?

Better now.

Well, I'm glad
to have you here.

It's taken
a long road to get here,

but now,
you're at your final bonfire...

and this is where
you get to connect

and ask the questions
you need to hear answers to,

say what's on your mind,

and then, ultimately,
make a decision

about what your future will be.

And, Roberto,
we're gonna start with you.

- So, whenever you're ready.
- Yeah.

- Your turn to speak.
- All right.

[ sighs ]

It's heavy.

All right, Vanessa,

you constantly
strive for more,

and you pull
that same energy out of me

and you constantly make sure
my priority's in line,

so I can be successful
in any endeavor

I wanna do as well,

but while there's
many great things about you,

there's a lot of problems
we have in our relationship.

That's why we're here.

You treat this relationship

like a business, in a sense,
because, you know,

"I need to be
proposed to by this time,

married by this time,
kids by this time."

I shouldn't have to
propose to you,

because I have an ultimatum.

"Propose to me
by this date, or else."

And another big thing, you know,
you constantly talk over me.

You know I hate arguing.

You know
I like productive debates,

not just shouting matches,
you know?

Nothing gets accomplished
with that.

And I feel like
you think you're better than me.

Like,
this should be a partnership.

Fifty-fifty.

You don't like
to take accountability

when you are wrong.

Constantly,
I'm always taking the L

even when I know I'm right,

because, you know,
I wanna be happy.

I don't wanna
fight anymore and I know

you will let that linger.

You will not-- you will die
on the shortest hill.

But I've been
building resentment,

because it shouldn't
operate like that.

And, you said, "I feel like

I lowered my standards
to be with him."

And that's not true,
you know?

Could you find a wealthier man?
Yes.

Could you find a handsomer man?
Yes, you're stunning.

But is he gonna be
a high quality man like me?

I doubt it.

- This is a lot.
- Just relax.

- I know.
- Everything is well.

There's, you know,
many smaller problems

in our relationship,

but I feel like
I hit the main ones

and I can't be
casting these stones,

like, thinking that I'm perfect.

There's some problems
that I have in our relationship

that I need to address.

I never knew

how to communicate my feelings,
how to communicate my emotions,

and being here on this island
I found out that I am actually

a very emotionally
intelligent man.

I express
my emotions very well.

Whatever happens here is,

you know, you were
such a blessing in my life

and I love you
from the bottom of my heart.

Wow.

You said a lot.
You feel complete?

I feel complete.
Thanks, Mark.

Okay.
Vanessa, now it's your turn.

Say everything you've learned,
anything you need him to know.

Okay.

Okay, so,
thank you for sharing.

It sounds like you discovered
a lot of things about yourself

and you've received clarity
in multiple areas

and so, for that,
I'm so proud of you.

You're right
about a lot of my flaws.

Things that were
also mentioned to me,

feedback that I received
from other people.

Because, of course,
I didn't know

whether I needed
to change myself

or change my man.

I absolutely told Brice,

you know, "Hey, while I'm here,
I wanna be locked in with you."

At the end of the day,
I was only looking for...

emotional availability.

I wanted someone
who was, you know,

able to just hear me out,
no distractions,

give me their full
and undivided attention.

Him and I got very close

and I feel like
he served his purpose, you know?

He came through for me.

Granted,
I never felt the desire

to do anything intimate
or physical with him,

because I love you
and I respect you.

And so, needless to say,
I was devastated

when I sat here
and I watched you...

I was devastated
when I sat here

and I watched you do that
with somebody else, that was--

I just felt like it was

an unnecessary part
of the journey.

You didn't need
to experience that

in order to come
to the conclusions that you did.

And I chose to stick to my guns
just hoping that,

you know, you would come around
and you would decide that,

you know, this is
where you wanna be for real.

The thing that I have learned

is that I need
to work on my approach.

I did not tell
anyone in the villa...

what you thought about me.

I didn't tell them

the specifics
of my bonfire clips.

I wanted them to give me
independent feedback.

I wanted multiple data points
on who I am as a woman

and how I come across.

And interestingly enough,
some of them

had the same perspective as you.

But I say that to say this.

You mean everything to me.

You are my [bleep] world.

I love you so very deeply

and the most important part
of this process

was staying grounded for me.

And so, I feel like...

I've accomplished the work
that I came here to do

and I'm ready
to be a better woman.

You guys, I mean, we'll get
to the next part of this,

but I have to let you know
that this is--

I mean, we use the phrase
"emotional intelligence."

These are not
the two people I met

when you came to this island.

- [ laughing ]
- And I'm just, like--

just so impressed.

Now you get to have
a conversation,

ask the questions
you need to ask,

get the answers
you need to get, okay?

Cross talk,
do what you gotta do.

All right, you know, for a lot
of this experience, you know,

I was getting
all these opinions and whatnot,

but they knew
all the bad in you.

They didn't know
much of the good.

I was really gonna
come up here and disrespect you.

Like, I really had a whole
another thing I was gonna say,

but then, like,
I really thought about it.

It's, like, I love you
and I wanna be with you,

and, you know, I really
need to try to make this work,

and, you know,
I am seeing a lot of change,

you know, I love that.

So, have you--

Have you slept
in the same bed as her?

Yes, I don't know
if you've seen that.

Okay. Take us out.

- So, to make it--
- [Bleep] [bleep]!

Why? For what reason?

- Whoa. Sit down.
- Oh, my God!

- No, check this out--
- [Bleep]!

Will you sit down?