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[Lost You Forever S1]

[Episode 34]

Princess, Master of Tushan
is seeking an audience.

Jing.

Why are you all soaked?

Why are you standing here
instead of coming in?

Come in with me.

Come on. Come in now.

I have taken Master of Tushan

to meet Princess as per your order.

Okay. You may leave now.

Yes.

It's late. You shall rest.

As the storm is raging,
and the guest hasn't left yet,

how can I rest at ease?

Oh, my Master Qingqiu.

What urgent matter does he have

that he had to barge into the Mountain
in the middle of the night?

It can't be a good thing
since the storm is sweeping.

I should be happy,

but when I think of Xiaoyao,

I feel very upset.

What on earth happened?

Grandmother is ill.

She has been waiting for my return

and overusing her spirit power
over these years.

Now her spirit power is exhausted,

and she only has a few months left.

Grandfather passed away early.

So did my father.

For the sake of the Tushan Family,

Grandmother has been struggling

and never enjoyed a single day of peace.

Grandmother wants me to succeed

as the head of the Tushan Family
in three days.

I...

I can't refuse.

I understand.

I originally planned

to stay with you

whether Grandmother agreed or not.

But now...

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

It's really okay.

Xiaoyao,

I've disappointed you again.

If you really so cruelly abandon everything,

including your grandmother
who has shown you great kindness,

even if it was for me,

you wouldn't be the Jing I like.

I'm sorry.

The shackles you can't break free of

are actually your gentleness.

And it is this gentleness

that makes me like you.

[In memory of Mrs. Shen, known as Yue]

Mother,

you must be very comforted

in heaven, right?

Do you know?

What shamed me the most today

is not what Grandmother said
that the Central Plains' clans

and the Tushan Family only recognize Jing,

but that Jing regards what I desperately strive for

as nothing.

I know you're down.

But why do you
torment yourself like this?

What Grandmother said
was indeed disheartening,

but we still have a chance to win.

A chance to win?

Is it by killing Tushan Jing,
or killing the nine elders

and those clan leaders who support him?

Is that true?

Providence.

It's providence.

Mother, if you were watching it from heaven,

please enjoy this great drama.

Are you thinking about Tushan Jing?

No.

I just want to enjoy the breeze here.

Can't you do so in the Zijin Palace?

It's quiet here.

It's indeed too noisy
in the vast Zijin Palace

where only the two of us live.

It's from my master.

He lets you attend the ceremony of
Tushan Jing's succession as clan leader.

Father is so nice to allow
me to attend the ceremony properly.

Even if it has turned out this way,

do you still want to meet him?

After all, this is
a once-in-a-lifetime event for him.

No matter what,

I want to go and see it.

Attend it if you like.

For me,

only your happiness matters.

Don't worry.

Happiness brings us together,
and sorrow sets us apart.

It's easy for us siblings to move on.

Would I really cry over a man?

I hope so.

As it's the auspicious time,
the ceremony begins.

As it is shown

by the fate constantly,

alas, the clan leader
is virtuous and righteous.

Clan leader.

Clan leader.

Clan leader.

Clan leader.

Our next generations

follow our principles

and admire and carry on

the clan leader's great achievements.

As heaven sends an auspicious sign,

heaven blesses Qingqiu Hill.

As heaven sends an auspicious sign,

heaven blesses Qingqiu Hill.

As heaven sends an auspicious sign...

Such an auspicious celestial sign

doesn't appear at every clan leader's
ceremony of succession.

It seems that Tushan Jing's succession as clan leader

is a great blessing for the Tushan Family.

Heaven blesses Qingqiu Hill.

Complete.

Xiaoyao.

Xiang Liu didn't save you for nothing.

He asked for a peak
of Chenrong Mountain in exchange.

I didn't see you at the ceremony.

In your eyes,

besides Tushan Jing,
who else could you see?

At the succession ceremony
of Chief Tushan,

should I look around,
instead of watching Tushan Jing?

I heard from my sister that Tushan
Jing didn't want to be a clan leader.

If he really can't be a clan leader,

then with my sister's temperament,

she would probably think of a way
to cancel the engagement decently.

But now Tushan Jing
has become the clan leader.

My sister has endured for years,
so she won't give up.

It's Tushan Jing who should worry about
whether Fangfeng Yiying gives up.

Not me.

Fangfeng Yiying
has nothing to do with you,

but Tushan Jing
is intimately related to you.

You thought hope
was right in front of you,

but it turned out
to be getting further and further away.

Aren't you sad?

I've been used to bad luck
since I was a child.

No matter how good things happen,

I'm always subconsciously
prepared for them to fall apart.

No matter how touching the vows are,

I won't fully believe them.

I can't say I'm not sad at
all against my mind,

but I'm not that sad either.

Your personality is not very good.

No matter how joyful things are,

you're always waiting for sadness.

So I should cherish
the real joy at the moment.

Only that is true.

Princess,

would you like to go with me
to find some real joy?

Why not?

[Lirong Casino, Qingqiu Hill]
I didn't expect

[Lirong Casino, Qingqiu Hill]
that the doggies have done business

right under the nose of
the Tushan Family.

The relationship between the head of
Lirong Family and Jing is not easy.

Without Tushan Jing's help in the dark,

they wouldn't be able to
run their business so well.

Jing seems to enjoy friends
here and there,

even with the two-headed dogs.

Mind your words.

Don't keep saying 'dog'.

Stay away from me,

in case you don't get me involved
when the Lirong Family gang up on you.

I'll be close to you.
I'll get you involved.

Stop it, my lady.

Excuse me. Thank you.

Isn't that the young man we saw
in Xiyan Town four decades ago?

He made a deal with the slave master.

He wins consecutively for 40 years,

and the slave master
will grant him freedom.

40 years?

Tonight is the last night.

As long as he can survive tonight,
he can be freed from slavery.

Winning consecutively for 40 years,

how did he make it?

Just like what you did
in the Nine-Tailed Fox's cage.

It's nothing but following your heart,

with endless patience,

and long waiting,

as well as never giving up

for a faint hope.

What are you talking about?

What do you think I'm talking about?

Get up!

Get up and continue.

Stand up.

Get up!

Go for it! Go for it!

Stand up!

You've been waiting for 40 years.

You'll be free only by winning this time.

Stand up!

Get to your feet!

Stand up now!

Stand up! Stand up!

Get to your feet!

Stand up! Stand up!

Stand up!

Hurry up. Stand up!

Get to your feet!

He won!

He won, he won!

Did you see it? He's free now.

He won. You won!

Yeah, he won. He's free.

Wait a minute.

Just now,

I heard you asking me to stand up.

I remember you.

You hugged me before.

I remember you too.

I'm glad you won.

Do you remember him?

Yes.

He watched me fight to the death.

Seven times.

I'm free now.

I can do whatever I want.

Can I follow you?

I don't need people.

What's your name?

They call me Nu Shiyi.

May I give you a name?

Okay.

What about Zuo Er? [*Left ear]

If anyone mocks you
because you're missing an ear,

you don't need to care.

You should be proud of
your missing left ear.

My name.

Zuo Er.

Where are you planning to go?

I want to see the ocean.

I've heard it's vast,

like the sky.

I've never seen it.

If you have nowhere to go
after seeing the ocean,

come to Chenrong Mountain
and find a person named Cang Xuan.

Tell him that I sent you,

and he will give you a job.

My name is Xiaoyao.

Did you remember?

Chenrong Mountain.

Cang Xuan and Xiaoyao.

I remember it.

Here is the money I won
by betting on you.

Take this money and go see the ocean.

He has gone. Why are you still dazed?

- Let's go.
- When you escaped from the death arena,

if it was I who saved you,

it would be great.

If I saved you,

I would only let you be Fangfeng Bei,

a free Fangfeng Bei.

Owing no one a favor

or gratitude.

Bearing no responsibility,

morality,

or duty.

You want to save me?

You're not worthy.

I am not saying
Lord Hong Jiang is not good,

I just think...

- you were born to be as free as a bird.
- Shut up!

I heard you want to cancel the marriage.

Is my sister not good enough for you

because you're the clan leader now?

Miss Fangfeng is very nice,

- but...
- Leave him alone. Let's go.

♫ Seaside moonlight shines on my clothes ♫

♫ Clothing as white as snow ♫

♫ You laugh ♫

♫ Eyes like stars ♫

♫ Lost you forever ♫

♫ Having got the love poisonous bug ♫

♫ Carved in my bones and heart ♫

♫ Waiting for snow ♫

♫ Waiting for destiny's favor ♫

♫ Waiting for you a lifetime ♫

♫ Yearning surpasses time ♫

♫ Waiting brings no bloom ♫

♫ You never show up ♫

♫ In every corner of this earthly realm ♫

♫ It's longing. It's self-pity ♫

♫ The tones of tenderness ♫

♫ It's muteness. It's imprisonment ♫

♫ Scenes unfurl within myself ♫

♫ It's the way back. It's the way home ♫

♫ Life is like dancing in the snow.
It's loneliness ♫

♫ In every corner of this earthly realm ♫

[Smoke & Rousy Clouds]
♫ It's longing. It's self-pity ♫

♫ The tones of tenderness ♫

♫ It's muteness. It's imprisonment ♫

♫ Scenes unfurl within myself ♫

♫ It's the way back. It's the way home ♫

♫ Life is like dancing in the snow.
It's the end ♫

Xiaoyao, are you going to leave me?

I didn't plan to leave you.

Really?

When I saw you become Chief Tushan,

I did feel a bit lost and hesitant.

I thought

we were at a crossroad,

and took different paths.

But I don't feel it now.

Even Zuo Er could persevere for 40 years

for such a faint hope.

How could we give up so easily?

Even if the roads are different,

roads are still made by people.

How can we, two living people,

be confined by the roads?

Xiaoyao.

For me,

I am selfish and heartless.

My first reaction is always self-preservation,

and I'm unwilling to trust others.

I always think
that people's hearts are changeable.

It's not easy for you

to tolerate me.

I've said I'm willing to
trust and make efforts first.

Tushan Jing is determined to
cancel the marriage for Xiaoyao.

Is that true?

Yes.

For Xiaoyao, the Tushan Family
will definitely support Cang Xuan.

The Xiling family and Cang Xuan are
blood relatives. No need to mention it.

Chishui Family's attitude is unclear,

but Chishui Fenglong
is already on Cang Xuan's side.

If he succeeds as the clan leader,

then among the Four Great Clans,

three are already on Cang Xuan's side.

The situation is not beneficial to us.

The Four Great Clans
have always been protecting themselves,

unwilling to get involved
in royal disputes.

Even if they support Cang Xuan,

they dare not be blatant.

But their attitude would
influence the Central Plains' clans.

With their support,

naturally, there will be clans
who dare to be blatant.

Cang Xuan has been trying to
win over the Central Plains' clans,

thinking himself fully fledged.

But I want to see him fall
because of these people.

You mean...

Time to use the undercover we planted
in Chenrong Mountain 40 years ago.

Zijin Palace is where the Kings of
Chenrong live and handle affairs,

the symbol of Central Plains.

So all clans attach great importance to it.

The main hall, Daming Hall,

is even more significant
and extraordinary.

You must be extra careful.

No omissions are allowed.

Understood. We will be extremely careful

and won't let Your Highness down.

Please rest assured, Your Highness.
For the palace renovation,

I have been doing it for decades.

As the renovation of the Daming Hall

has been discussed again and again,

all details are clear in my mind.

Thank you all.

When the great work is completed,

you will definitely be rewarded.

[Shen Shutong, Fan Zhang]

Your Highness, this is the day decided
by Lord Chenrong

for the Daming Hall's blessing ceremony.

Please review it.

The schedule is a bit tight.

This is the day chosen
by the six major clans

and the Chenrong clan
after days of discussion.

The schedule is indeed a bit tight,

but it is an auspicious day.

Please tolerate us, Your Highness.

Alright.

I will urge my subordinates
to speed up the work.

[Chenrong Mansion]

Jing, you clearly know that my
brother is not welcoming you now,

but why are you still coming?

I'll wait for Fenglong to drive me away.

Aren't you going to say something?

He can be very unreasonable when he can.

Tushan Jing, you still have the guts to come.

You can give me three punches.

If you continue, I won't be polite.

Not polite?

When have you been polite?

- Fenglong.
- Tushan Jing!

Tushan Jing!

Fenglong.

I'll teach you a lesson
for hiding things from me.

Let men handle their own business.

My brother's spirit power is strong.

If they really fight, even three
Jing are not enough for him.

Don't worry. No one will die.

Fenglong!

Are you sure no one will die?

Maybe, they'll be bedridden
for a few months.

I remember when we were young,

you were polite,

and always neatly dressed.

Unlike me, messy like a monkey.

But once I insulted Hou and you heard it,

you picked up the guqin and hit me.

We two had a big fight in the mud.

I could fight better than you,

but you fought desperately,

which forced me to swear,
never to insult Hou again.

You still remember it so clearly.

Since then, I've started to envy Hou.

If only I had a brother
who would fight for me.

One day Auntie suddenly told me

to get along with you like siblings.

I suddenly realized

we are cousins after all.

As long as I'm willing,
we can be good brothers.

Fenglong.

All these years,

I can tell you all my ambitions
and selfish desires

and you never think I'm daydreaming.

Even when I told you I want to
break the rules of the Four Great Clans,

you just laughed and replied

that rules are made by people,

and naturally,
they can be broken by people.

I asked you if you would help me.

I don't want to cause any trouble,

- but I won't sit back.
- Right.

That's what you said.

All these years,

no matter what I'm pondering,

you can understand and will help me.

I'm not as good as you say.

Actually, I'm not angry
that you stole Xiaoyao.

I'm angry that
you don't treat me as your brother.

Why didn't you tell me?

I had fallen for Xiaoyao

before she became Xiaoyao.

You would definitely blame me
for not telling you earlier,

but I really had no way to tell you.

Many times,

I feel conflicted.

I think I'm not good enough for her.

You and Fangfeng Bei are better choices.

No matter who of you
gets close to Xiaoyao,

I think it's good for her.

Maybe it's better than being with me.

I often tell myself to give up,

but I really can't give up.

What do you mean
you're not compatible with Xiaoyao?

Tushan Jing,

when did you become
so timid and useless?

Did the torture of Tushan Hou
even soften your bones?

Listen to me.

My brothers are the best.

Let alone one Xiaoyao,

you deserve even ten Xiaoyao.

You still consider me as your brother?

I know you consider me as a brother,

and I know you will
definitely give in to me,

so I dared to brazenly
ask for her on your territory.

You just said

you fell in love with Xiaoyao

before she became Xiaoyao.

What does it mean?

Actually, I knew her a long time ago

when she wandered about
the mortal world.

So you've been fooling us all along.

Do you think I wanted to?

What do you think I felt watching you

trying various ways to please Xiaoyao?

You deserved it.

- Are we cool?
- Not yet.

Have more fights?

If they spread the news that I've beaten
the head of the Tushan Family like this,

no one will believe it.

As long as you can calm down,
you can continue to hit me.

After all, I can't beat you down.

Close your eyes.

It's done.

You guys wasted
the Light Dance pills like this?

Be careful of getting struck by lightning.

Close your eyes.

All right.

Look at them.

So they have feelings for each other
under our noses.

No wonder the song
Xiaoyao sang the other day

was appealing, full of affection.

You dared to do it then
but you're shy now?

I'm not.

Fenglong, why not invite Cang Xuan?

- So we could stop her endless chatter.
- Jing, you...

Are you bullying me to help Xiaoyao?

We've already sent a message to Cang
Xuan for discussing a serious matter.

Once Jing teases you, you become silly.

Now Xiaoyao has a big supporter,

and I dare not bully her anymore.

Don't worry. Your supporter is here too.

This is the first time I've seen you
joke with others like this.

Jing, finally, you're back to your old self.

You two are really capable.

One is the head of the clan.

The other is the future head of the clan.

But you didn't care about priorities at all.

Do you not intend to see people anymore?

Aren't you a person?

♫ I offered up my prayers in this life ♫

♫ For forever accompanying you ♫

♫ I brewed eternal yearning in wines ♫

♫ Walking in the mortal with you ♫

♫ I offered up my prayers
in the next life ♫

♫ For our permanent love to continue ♫

♫ Let momentary sorrow and joy fly ♫

♫ Till the end of the world,
I'll hold you ♫

♫ The fate brought us to here ♫

♫ I almost forgot about
the first time I met you ♫

♫ The destiny brought us together ♫

♫ I would drink with you
in our limited life ♫

♫ Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional ♫

♫ Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings ♫

♫ Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid ♫

♫ I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms ♫

♫ Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional ♫

♫ Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings ♫

♫ Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid ♫

♫ I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms ♫