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- Tonight
on "The Bachelorette"...

- I'm not supposed to be
falling for three people,

but I am.

- Queen Charity!

- It's like watching
your favorite

prince and princess
fall in love.

I am 100% in love with you.

- Whoo!

I never felt like fairy tales
were meant for me,

but here I am.

- [crying]
I'm so done with this.

Does he feel like,
in his hearts of hearts,

that I truly could be the one?

- In my mind,
there is that doubt.

- I'm afraid to show
that side,

because there's a solid part
of me that feels like

it could be a mistake.

It can be tough to be

in a relationship with me,

because it can be
a roller coaster.

- We're a week out
from a proposal.

Like, what's the next surprise?

[dramatic music]

I can't believe my eyes,

because he's not
supposed to be here.

I'm shaking. [laughs]

I just told him right now

that I was falling
in love with him,

or am--I don't know.

What are we gonna do?

♪

This is not a drill.

♪

[soft music]

♪

[seagulls calling]

[bright music]

♪

This week, we're in Fiji,
and we are at overnights.

So I'm on cloud a million.

♪

It's been a long but beautiful
journey to get here.

And I truly
cannot believe that

I will be getting engaged
in Fiji.

♪

It is so gorgeous here.

I mean, take a look.

Everyone, take a look.

It's stunning.

The waters are crystal clear.

They're blue and turquoise.

I mean,
all the shades of blue.

It is so romantic.

♪

This is the absolute
most perfect place to be in

coming into overnights

and knowing
there's a lot of magic

that will happen this week.

My God.

♪

[squeals]

"Bula."

Yeah. [laughs]

I'm happy.

♪

Last week was Hometowns,

and I had to say goodbye
to Aaron,

which was the most difficult
thing I've ever had to do

and something that, like,
is in the back of my head.

Because he is somebody that
I was falling in love with.

♪

But going into this week,

I have three guys left:

Dotun,

Joey,

and Xavier.

All of those guys told me that

they were falling
in love with me,

so hopefully these overnights

will give me
the clarity I need

so I can make the most
difficult but best decision

of my life of who I'm gonna
choose to be my husband.

♪

[soft music]

- I am so excited for my time
with Charity this week.

What we have is
really special,

because it really feels like
she's meant for me.

At the end of our time
here in Fiji,

someone's gonna be
getting on a knee,

and I feel very prepared for
that to be me at this point.

Obviously, I don't know
what the connection she has

with Xavier or Joey is like,

but I am continuing
to try to stay positive.

I feel pretty ready

for it to be just me
at the end of this.

♪

- I'm falling in love
with Charity.

She's a special woman,

and I can see
a future with her.

But my Hometown
didn't go great.

The last moment we had was her
stepping into a vehicle crying

and me not sure
why she was upset.

So this week, I hope that we
can get back on the same page.

I think this place is
an amazing place

to tell Charity
I'm in love with her.

[sweeping music]

♪

- Before this, like,
I was afraid

of committing
to one person forever.

But now I think
it's a possibility.

Charity has allowed me to open
up and also be vulnerable.

And she's been vulnerable

and open with me as well.

She deserves 100% honesty.

And I plan to continue
to give her that.

So at this point,
I could see her as my wife.

♪

- So how are you liking Fiji?

- Oh, I love it.

I'm like, I want to live here.

- Is this, like,
bucket list place for you?

- Oh, this is absolutely,
like, probably top three.

- Well, I gotta say,
Fiji looks very good on you.

- Oh, thank you.

- Yeah, it has been such
a long journey

to get here, right,
literally and figuratively.

- I--yes.

- I know it hasn't always
been easy.

And at the last Rose Ceremony,

you had a really emotional
and really difficult

goodbye with Aaron.
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.

Uh, yeah.

Um, that was a really,
really hard one.

He was someone that
I was extremely close to,

someone I still
very much deeply care for.

So it's still weighing on me.

But I know, like,
this is a big week.

And I'm here with
three incredible men.

So, like,
I'm just moving forward,

and these connections
are growing, like,

at a rate that
I can't even describe.

- Tell me about Xavier.

How are you feeling
about him at this point?

- I am feeling so good
about Xavier.

But I mean, with him,
I just think I'm still wanting

just to see that he is ready

for an engagement
at the end of this.

And like,
he's expressed it to me,

but I don't know why I feel
like he's just saying that.

I don't know.
That's just my own thing.

And sometimes that's, like,
my insecurities coming out.

But this week will give us
the uninterrupted time

to really just lay it out
and--and see.

So I'm hopeful.

- All right.

Let's move on to Dotun now,
shall we?

- Yeah.

Me and Dotun's connection
is unreal.

It's just unreal that
there has not been

anything that's been,
like, alarming.

- Yeah, like,
is it too good to be true?

- Yeah, that's
what I was thinking.

Am I, like, so, like, locked in
that I'm like, you know...

- There's nothing wrong
with this man.

- My blinders are on?
Yeah.

[laughs]
- All right.

Well, how are you feeling
about Joey at this point?

- I feel so good about Joey.

I'm in a place, truly, where
I am falling in love with him.

But coming off of Hometowns
last week,

am I getting the real Joey?

I think that's, like,
the burning question for me.

So I'm just really wanting
to talk about it

and see, like, what does Joey
make sense of that as well.

- And listen, the dates
that you're gonna be on

here in Fiji could change
everything for you,

because these are
overnight dates.

Just how important is
this off-camera time

that you're gonna have
with some of these men?

- Oh, it's so important,
obviously.

Like, it's Fantasy Suites,
but it's like, for me,

it's more so just building
that bond and just having

that uninterrupted time
and just being able to, like,

have real and raw
conversations.

And that's my goal,
is for these overnights

to give me clarity.

So I know, like, this week

will be transformative
for the better.

- Well, listen,
the last time I saw you

before the Rose Ceremony,
you told me

you were falling in love
with four men

at the same time.
- Ridiculous.

- Is it safe to say
you're still falling

in love with three men...
- Mm-hmm.

- At the same time now?
- Mm-hmm.

- And is it still crazy?

- It's still crazy.

I don't think it's gonna stop
being crazy.

But I know, like, the three men
that I am falling in love with

are, like, the best men ever,
so it's gonna be a heavy week

emotionally, but the goal
is to get the clarity,

spend this time with each of
my guys, and however it ends,

it'll lead me one step closer
to finding my--my husband

and my forever person.

So we'll see.

This week is super important.

I'm not supposed to be falling
for three people, but I am.

And as I stand here right now,

I have no idea
who I'm getting engaged to.

- All right.
You got a big week.

- A big week.
- I'm gonna leave you to it.

- [laughs] Thank you, Jesse.

- As always,
I'm around if you need me.

- And if I'm being real,
like, that's what I'm actually

so concerned about
going into this week,

is that by the end of the week,

I could actually say
to all three, "I'm in love."

♪

No way.

Saying that right now
sounds insane,

but like, the likelihood
of it actually happening

is pretty great.

Ugh, God help me.

[relaxed music]

♪

- We're in Fiji right now.

This is lit. The ocean.

You can hear
the waves crashing.

It's a perfect environment
if you want to fall in love.

Last time me and Charity
spoke at Hometowns,

I told her that I was
falling in love with her.

So I know how I feel about her.

There is no question
in that respect.

But there is that doubt.

Can I get on one knee
and be certain about it?

I'm hopeful that today
will illuminate that.

♪

- Today is my first
overnight date,

and it is with Xavier.

And I'm so excited.

I miss him so much.

I have not seen Xavier
since, obviously, Hometowns.

Last week definitely helped
with having his parents

and his sister confirm,
like, Xavier is ready.

And he did express
he's falling in love with me.

And that's exciting.

Hi. Oh!

- I missed you so much.

- I missed you!

I can see a future with him,
but it's still

in the back of my mind
that I do question,

does he feel like,
in his hearts of hearts,

that I truly could be the one?

And hopefully today
will provide me

some sense of peace with that.

- You are looking fine.
Killing it.

- I'm so freaking happy.
- So am I.

- This is gonna be a great day.

- This is so incredible.
- Are you excited?

- I'm so excited.

Like, I don't even know
what to do.

- Okay.

We are on one
of the 333 islands

that Fiji has.

- Okay, 330.

- But this is our own
private island.

- What?
- Yes.

- Okay.
- Isn't that insane?

- Oh, it's so beautiful.

- All for us, but not just us.

I did bring some friends.

They have something
super special for us.

- All right. I'm ready.
- All right.

Come on, guys. [laughs]

- [singing in non-English
language]

[drumming]

[all singing
in non-English language]

♪

- Oh, my God.
- Isn't this insane?

I brought some friends
along the way to help me.

And I call them out
for a little performance.

♪

It's obviously super special
to their culture.

I'm in awe.

Xavier, he's in awe as well.

- I can't even believe it.
- I know.

Like, what is happening?

- This is insane.

♪

- Bula.
both: Bula.

- Welcome to Fiji.
- Thank you.

- Thank you.

- We are so happy
to have you with us today.

I can see the true love
between you two.

- Love is very important
in our culture.

It's rooted deeply
into our culture.

- So we'll have to wear
the traditional clothing.

- Okay.

- So please, Charity--

- Yes.

- You'll follow me.
- Okay.

I'll follow you.
- All right, bye.

- See you soon.
- See you soon.

- Okay.
- Thank you.

- You?
- Yeah.

- You're coming with me.

- Okay.

Sounds good.

The Fijian people tell us
that we're to split up.

And I'm like,
why are we splitting up?

I just got here.

- You're gonna take off
all your clothes.

- Okay.

- No, I'm just joking.

- [laughs] I was like, uh...

Uh, I don't know
what we're doing,

but I know that Fiji has,
like, a rich culture.

And I'm just trying to
embrace it and have fun today.

- Gotta oil you up,
you know, bro?

- Yeah, absolutely.

There's no possible way
that I'm not gonna

have a good time
with that beautiful woman.

[mellow music]

[laughing] Whoa.

Yo.

Wow. Woman king.

Like, she's--
she's doing it for sure.

She's looking great.

I'm just, like, in shock.

That's low-key my queen
right there.

Queen Charity.

- Hey, Xavier.

- [laughs]
- Hey, you look good.

They are carrying me in,
awaiting my king.

- Got you a chariot.

- I know. Literally.

Like, it is top tier.

I am queen.

- Hi.
- Hello.

- You look good.
- I got oil everywhere.

- I know.
I'm like, I gotta be careful.

- Bula.
- Bula.

- As you can see, this is
the traditional wedding

for a bride and groom.

- Part of sharing one's love
to each other

is through the dance.

So right now,
we're gonna be teaching you

our traditional dance.

- Okay.

[all singing
in non-English language]

[drumming]

- This is a super special day.

We are learning about
the Fijian rituals

and ceremonial procedures
before marriage.

- Is it good?
- Yeah!

- Yeah! [laughs]

This is like
the wedding rehearsal

before we walk down the aisle.

- Ha!

[all cheering]

- Yay! That was so good.

I'm so hopeful.

It could be me and Xavier
in the end.

- Welcome to our kava ceremony.

- Kava.

- We do a kava ceremony

for very important occasions,

such as a wedding ceremony.

- I'm having fun,
but you know,

at the same time, I'm like,
this is very serious.

- You're wife to be, "Adi."

- Okay.

- And you're "Ratu."

- "Ratu." Okay.

- We are trying to get
to an engagement.

And this date has
serious undertones

about, like, our love

and possible future together.

So yeah, it's pretty intense.

I will say.

- And Ratu, when Adi drinks,

you clap three times.

That symbolizes that
you got her back.

- Got it.

I still have a bit of fear
because getting married

is a huge responsibility.

- [speaking Fijian]

- It's a matter of,
can I do this,

or can I not do this?

♪

If Charity and I are
going to spend the rest

of our lives together,
she deserves 100% honesty.

♪

- After you both drink
as Mr. and Mrs.,

you have to acknowledge
your love for each other.

So Adi.

- Mm-hmm.

- What do you want to say
to Ratu?

- Xavier, you make me feel like

I have full potential
to one day blossom

into all that I can be.

And so us together will be
a beautiful journey.

So thank you.

- That was great.

- [clapping]
That was beautiful, guys.

Ratu, what do you want to say
back to Adi?

- You are a delicate flower

that I don't want to crush
when I pick up.

- Mm.

- I am willing
to water the seed...

- Aw.

- To see it grow and blossom
into something beautiful.

And once it's ready,
I will pick it.

- Xavier is saying
I'm a delicate flower

that he doesn't want to crush
when he picks up.

There's a million ways
to interpret that.

Thank you.
- Vinaka.

both: Vinaka.

- One way to look at it
is, like,

I'm super protective over you,

but then there's another way
of like, okay,

when you do pick me up,
why would you crush me?

Like, I don't know.

This is, like, super special,

knowing, like,
marriage is around the corner,

like, that they wanted
to share, like,

their rituals with us.

And to be spending it with you
is super special

because we're in a place where

we're propelling forward.
- Yeah.

- I don't know about you,

but that's where
I feel like I'm at.

- I definitely agree.

I think that, you know,

I've made tremendous strides
in this.

And I think you have also made
tremendous strides

with me as well.
- You have.

I didn't think that
we would be here,

but I'm, like, so glad we did

because I just see
so much growth in, like, you

and then also myself
of just, like,

leaning in and trusting you

and wanting--like,
wanting this so bad

for the both of us.
- Yeah, absolutely.

I think about just, you know,

marriage as not like
a business, but like--

- Yeah, well, it is like...
- Yeah.

- Together.
- You have to invest in it,

right?
- Yeah, yeah.

- And you gotta make
smart decisions together.

Like, for me,
it's, like, trying to make sure

that you're somebody

that I can be
in the same accord with.

And like, when there are
those tough conversations...

- Yeah.
- You know, how are we both

gonna handle
those tough conversations,

you know what I mean?
- Yeah. Yeah.

Going into tonight,

I would love
to understand truly,

yet again,
the burning question of,

Xavier, are you truly ready,
without a doubt, no concerns?

Like, do you feel like
in the matter of certain days,

I can be the one, yes or no?

I hope it's a yes.

It would be heartbreaking
if I was to say goodbye

to someone who I am
falling in love with.

And so I just hope that
there is not anything

that could keep us
from moving forward.

♪

[soft music]

♪

- You know, I just got
eliminated by Charity

a couple nights ago
after Hometowns, you know,

after telling her that I was
falling in love with her.

And yeah.

I mean, that was a very tough
conversation to have,

especially when you're
about to leave someone

that you think so highly of,

that you formed
a strong connection with.

The last time I saw her,
Charity tells me

that she's not sure if
she's made the right decision,

and really just kind of
replaying that in my head.

There's a lot of things
I want to say to her.

♪

So now I'm going to Fiji

to go after the woman
that I'm falling in love with.

Charity is definitely
worth fighting for.

And you know, I really hope

that Charity just
accepts me back.

♪

[relaxed music]

♪

- Ah, this is so romantic.

- This is beautiful.

I am super excited for tonight.

Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.

Absolutely.

- Okay.

Tonight is overnights.

It's so much more than just,
like, oh, it's Fantasy Suites.

I think for me and Xavier
both, this overnight

holds so much
for us to overcome

these doubts and these fears
that we both have had.

Like, it's up to both of us
whether or not

we're gonna let our fears
and doubts hold us back.

And for me, it's like,
I don't want that

to be the case anymore.

Isn't this beautiful?

- This is amazing.

- I'm so happy.

- I'm so happy too.

Today was incredible.

- It was so spectacular.

- Being on Fiji,
on a private island with you,

was all a man could ask for,
for real.

I am looking forward to having
alone time with Charity.

- Just a beautiful date
and being here on this island.

Like, we're in Fiji.
That's insane.

- Insane.

My heart is fully committed,

but my head is, like,

putting my heart
against the wall

and, like, telling it to stop.

- To see our growth up until
this point gives me hope.

- In order for me to be able
to get on one knee

and there is no doubt, no fear,

I need to be completely open
and honest.

I'm nervous, obviously,
about the things

that I have to tell her,
but I hope that

she will accept me for me.

The date was amazing,
incredible,

and I know one aspect
of the date

that sticks out in my head
is just--

- Oh, I was gonna ask you.

I was like, what's your fav--
what's your favorite part?

- Definitely you riding
in that chariot towards me.

I felt like that is a queen
that I want to be, you know,

a king for, you know, so...

- Period. [laughs]

- That was awesome.

But there is another moment

that, you know,
sticks out in my head.

We started to dive deep,
and I really wanted

to get deep because there are--
a lot of questions

arise in my head
because I'm so invested

and, like, intrigued
by the possibilities

of being with you forever.

- Yeah.

- And it is scary.

- That's okay.

- But it's also very calming
because I've grown

to, like, accept and visualize
what that looks like with you.

You know I'm a logical person.
- Yeah.

- I overanalyze sometimes,
but rightly so,

because this is forever
we're talking about.

And so that's
what's been troubling me,

is my heart is 100% with you.

But I think the doubt
and the fear

is the boxes that, you know,
you--can't be checked,

you know what I mean?
- Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

- So that's where
the doubt stems from.

[tense music]

- Oh, my God.

Are you kidding me right now?

I have a little bit of a fear
that Xavier could hurt me.

And I don't know
why I feel that way.

I don't.

And because I care so much,

I'm going the extra degree
of, like, trying to make sure,

like, I'm protecting myself,
in a sense.

I wish I could have, like,
the perfect formula

to, like, know if, like,
the person

that I'm gonna end up with
will check those things off.

But like, I think what we,
like, both have to focus on

is, like, strictly, like,

the foundation
that we're building.

When we know that, like,
the foundation

that we're building is strong,
like, those little things,

honestly, like,
will be a breeze.

It's scary as hell
to think about, like,

Okay, what the hell life
is gonna be like after this.

But like, if you can, like,
truly envision that with me,

then that's
what you hold on to,

and that's what, like,

you make happen, like,
no matter what.

- Yeah, I--

I think this has allowed--

this is definitely growth.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- I believe so too.

- With an engagement
right around the corner,

it's important to share
with her who I am completely.

The waiting
and the anticipation,

it's really, like,
killing me right now.

I am ready to, like, finally

have that conversation
with her.

I just hope that
she understands

where I'm coming from.

For a long time,
I've been, like, just thinking.

Um...
- Mm-hmm.

- And another aspect that
was very serious for me--

that is very serious for me
is, you know...

♪

Um...

so in the past, with my ex,

I was unfaithful.

[dramatic music]

And I wanted to tell you that

because I know that

that is, like,
very triggering for you.

- Mm-hmm.

- And it was disrespectful.

It's not the man that I am.

And I know that for a marriage,
you cannot do that.

- No way.
- You know?

- Are you kidding?
- Yeah, exactly.

- No way.

- That's why I felt
the need to tell you

because I thought
you deserved to know.

♪

- I am shocked.

Infidelity, that is the fear.

That's the biggest fear.

I'm looking at our date
that we had today,

and knowing how great it was,

and then this just...

completely derails it.

Are you--are you kidding?

♪

Okay.

Give me a second.

♪

Give me a second.

[sniffles]

To hear him say this,
in this moment--

we're, like, a week out,
two weeks out from a proposal.

- [sniffs]

- What's next?

Like, what's
the next surprise?

♪

[tense music]

♪

- Xavier dropped a huge bomb.

He told me he cheated
on his girlfriend.

I know exactly
what it feels like.

♪

I've experienced infidelity

on and off
for about six years.

It literally breaks you.

I think there's nothing worse
in this world

than betrayal with a person
that you love.

My dream and my hope is, like,

if I'm falling in love
with someone, like,

I want that love to be forever.

How I feel about Xavier,

I want this to be
a forever thing.

Like, I feel like I owe it
to us to hear him out.

[dramatic music]

♪

Okay.

Hi.
- Hey.

- Hey.

I'm back.

Okay.

Sorry, I just had
to, like, collect myself.

Um, okay.

Whew. Deep breaths.

Um, just continuing
our conversation,

obviously, you saw me
get a little emotional, um,

about all of that,
because it is a sensitive spot.

And it's a sensitive spot
for my life, um,

because obviously,
that's what I endured

for, like, six [bleep] years.
- Yeah. Yeah.

- Um...

- And I just want to tell you

that, like, if you do
end up with me,

I don't want to ever be
unfaithful to you.

- Mm-hmm.

♪

I'm, like, wanting to be
with someone

who's going to protect me,
like, from that.

And just, like,
I'm very curious

to know, like, two things.

Um, one--

- Was it multiple times?

- Yes.

Was it multiple times?

It's like you knew.

Was it multiple times?

And then also, how long ago?

Because I know, like--
was this, like,

the most recent
relationship where...

- Mm-hmm.
- It was, like, 2 1/2 years?

- It was multiple times
in the span of five days.

- Oh. Okay.

- And it happened, like,

two years
into our relationship.

So prior to that, like,

there was just, like,
a long period of time

where I just wanted her to do
and be who I wanted her to be,

and that was wrong.

And I just chose myself
instead of choosing her.

- This is exactly
what my ex did.

I, in my past, have overlooked
all these concerns.

And then now, I'm like,
mm, absolutely not.

Thank you for feeling like
I am deserving to know,

because I 100% am.

But I mean,
I'm curious to know, like,

what work did you do
on your end

to become, like,
a better person

or to learn and grow from that?

Because if not, like,
that mistake 100%

is capable of being hap--
like, happening again.

- [sighs]
I think the main thing

that I learned and that I did
to, like, grow from that

was to, like, just be
more introspective.

♪

And so I was just more
in tune with, like,

okay, why am I doing this?

What made me do this?

And so I think that
that's the only way

I can develop change is by
questioning myself.

I realized that I not only
hurt her so much,

but I hurt myself.

And like, it made me question
my own character.

- Mm-hmm.
- And like, it--

I really don't want it
to define me.

But sometimes...
- It's--

- I, like, question myself

because, like, you know,
I did do that.

- What do you mean by, like,

when you say
you question yourself?

- I question, like, you know,

if I'm put in
that position again--

- Okay, so when you say

"I'm put in
that position again,"

what do you mean?
Like, explain that.

- When I'm in the position
on vacation

with my boys
and that [bleep] around me.

- Okay.

- I'm like, shut the door.

I know how to, like,
deal with that now.

You know?

- Okay.

- Uh...

I know it makes you
uncomfortable.

- It doesn't make me
uncomfortable.

It's one of those things
that I'm like,

okay, let me flesh out.

Because it's like,
I absolutely don't want that

ever to happen again to me.
- Absolutely.

- And that's why, like,
my standards

are, like, ridiculously high.

I'll never apologize for them.
- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

- I refuse
to ever go back there.

My only question is just,
like, the simple fact of,

like, I want to know--

- Is it a possibility--

- That it would happen again?
- Yeah.

It's not a possibility
if I choose to be with you--

- With me.

- And you choose to be with me.
- Okay.

- Because being on a girlfriend
status and, like, doing that,

that's like, damn,
that [bleep] sucks.

You know?
- I'll be damned.

- Right.
- I would be damned.

- But being on a wife status?

- Are you kidding?

It's inexcusable for any level.

Are you kidding?
- Right.

- Like, no way.

- Not gonna do that.

Is it gonna be hard to do that?
Hell yes.

Because I never have been
in a position where it's like,

you have to just choose
one woman

for the rest of your life.

And that freedom is gone.

- Mm.
- Gone.

- We're two weeks out
from a proposal,

and you can't tell me
that you trust yourself

from not making a mistake
of loyalty again?

Like, what--what is this?

But, like,
the simple choice is, like,

your love should be
so, like, firm...

- Exactly.

- With me that it's like,
okay.

- Right. But you're--

- Bitch walks by, bye.
Like, okay.

- That's what I'm--
- Like, are you kidding?

- If you choose me
and I choose you,

I'm not gonna [bleep] do that.
That's...

- Then what the hell
are we talking about?

Then you're saying you're good?

Is that what you're saying?

- I am saying I'm good...

- If it's--
- But it's [bleep] scary.

- Okay. That's--that's fine.
- That's what I'm saying.

- That's valid.
It's scary.

It's [bleep] scary too.

- Mm-hmm.
- Okay.

Okay.

I mean, I don't want you
to think I'm not--like,

I'm not upset.
- Mm-hmm.

- Don't think that.

- No, you're pushing me,
challenging me.

- Correct.

And I always will.
- Mm-hmm.

- And I'm cautious.

- Yeah.

- And I think
you understand that.

Rightfully so, right?
- Mm-hmm.

- Okay.

♪

Xavier says things
with no hesitation.

He just, like, gets them
off his chest,

which I appreciate that.

And he is someone
who's very honest and open.

I appreciate his honesty.

I appreciate him
being vulnerable

and sharing something to me
that was so close to him.

I'm not looking
for a crafted answer.

I'm not looking for you
to be at 100%.

But there's just something
I need to know.

This card...
- Mm-hmm.

- Is super meaningful.

I think, with the conversations
that we've had tonight,

conversation that was raw,

it was real,

it was hard as hell.

The question of the day is,

can you be someone
that will show up for me

at the end of this

if we both feel like
this is right in our hearts?

♪

Can this be somebody that
will maintain loyalty to me?

♪

I hold this card...

not because I doubt you,

but because I believe in you.

And I want this.

Like, I want this for us.

I want this to work.

[sniffles]

♪

I don't have any doubts about

what I'm capable
of giving to you.

And I just, like--

I need to know that
you're going to do

what it takes for you
to show up for me.

Like, you're gonna
put in the work.

Like, you're gonna
make it work without a doubt.

It's only gonna work
if you want it to work.

♪

So will you do that?

Will you do that for us?

♪

[dramatic music]

♪

- The question of the day is,

can you be someone
that will show up for me

at the end of this?

Like, I care so much
about Xavier,

but what Xavier shared
with me, it's upsetting.

Just trying to make sense
and understand

everything, truly,
that just happened.

And I want to give him
the benefit of the doubt.

♪

I hold this card...

not because I doubt you,

but because I believe in you.

I need to be 100% confident
in his ability

to trust himself to be loyal.

I'm not asking
for anything more.

But I need to know that you're
going to do what it takes

for you to show up for me.

Like, you're gonna put in
the work,

like, you're gonna make it
work, without a doubt.

It's only gonna work
if you want it to work.

♪

So will you do that?

Will you do that for us?

♪

- It has to be no doubt

and 100% certainty...

- Mm-hmm.

- For me to do that.

And in my heart,
there is not any [bleep] doubt.

But in my mind,

there is that doubt.

[tense music]

And for me to get
to that point...

♪

That has to happen tonight.

♪

- Kay.

♪

- I need to see more.

- Okay.

♪

Oh, my God.

This is, like, literally
making me so upset.

♪

That makes no sense to me.

What do you need to see?

Nothing.

This is me.
Like, that is what you get.

Like, us in a bedroom
is not gonna determine

whether or not you can see
longevity in a relationship.

♪

Yeah, [bleep] this.

I'm so mad. I'm so mad.

It was [bleep] that you
cheated on your girlfriend.

What did you learn from that?

How did you better yourself?

You can't even answer.

That's letting me know
right now that you haven't

done [bleep] to work on this.

♪

[sighs]

[clears throat]
- I'm sorry, it's--

- No, I don't--

- I'm not trying
to make you upset.

- No, I know you're not.

- But I want to give you
the whole honest answer.

And I'm--

- You are giving
honest answers.

- Right.

And I understand
how, you know, like...

[huffs]

[sighs]

- It's not the transparency.

It's not the accountability.

I just sat there and I gave you
praise for that.

It's the answers that followed

of me getting
the reassurance that I need

that this is not gonna be
something that's repetitive,

this is something
that you can sit here

and say without a doubt,
I'm a loyal man.

It's just a simple promise
of, I don't know,

can you trust yourself
to not, like, hurt me?

I'm sorry.

Like, maybe that's too high
of an expectation.

But like, at this point,
the amount of doubt

that you have for yourself,

I don't have
that doubt for you.

But I'm asking you
in this moment,

do you have that doubt
for yourself?

And you couldn't even give me
a yes or no.

♪

What am I supposed
to do with that?

And like, that's fair
because that's what you feel

and that's where you're at.

I don't want to force you
to get there prematurely.

I only want you there
if you're fully ready.

Because when I choose
my person,

I want that person to be
secure in themselves,

and I want them to be ready.

♪

- I should have taken more time
to think about that answer.

- Mm-mm.

No way.

Me in this moment
of being Charity Lawson,

who Charity Lawson is in 2023,
not willing to settle,

not willing to put up with
just whatever, being selfish--

when I said something
I struggle with,

I'm gonna be selfish
in this moment.

And I wish I could open this,

but it's not happening.

- Okay.

[sighs]

♪

Well, I did not expect...

- Me, either. Me, either.
- This to end me like this.

♪

And I'm sorry.

- You don't have to apologize.

- No, I do,
because allowing the doubt

to flood in your head and...

♪

Yeah.

I'm sorry.

- I'm mad. I'm sad.

I'm disappointed.

I'm frustrated
that it's not you,

and this isn't happening today.

Because I thought it was.

♪

Let's go.

[sniffles]

Come on.

♪

Sending Xavier home was
the absolute last thing

I expected.

♪

I am angry, upset,

but ultimately disappointed.

[sighs]

Because I held onto
so much hope with this man.

I saw the potential.

I saw it clearly.

But he couldn't see it clearly.

He didn't see it enough.

♪

- I don't know
what else I can say

if you're comfortable
in that decision.

Just know, Charity, that
you can put me in this car...

- And I am.

- And I don't--

I--I--it's--I understand now.

♪

- Okay.

Give you a hug.

- I love you.

♪

- It's the most disappointing
goodbye yet.

♪

Jesus help me.

♪

Okay. Bye.

♪

Oh, my God.

Help me.

♪

[crying]

♪

- I know that
I just hurt her so much.

♪

That woman put her heart
on the line every single day.

And I doubted myself and us.

And I shouldn't have done that.

I should have...

♪

I shouldn't have doubted it.

- [sobbing]

I am was so done with this.

[sniffling]

It was heartbreaking,
but I would be a fool

to sit here and keep
someone who I know

that they are not ready.

I'd be a fool.

And that, I am not.

[crying]

I am--[bleep] God, I'm done.

I hate that
what happened tonight

is making me lose hope.

I [bleep] hate that for myself.

♪

I am so upset.

[somber music]

♪

- Waking up this morning,
I am waking up alone.

♪

I sent Xavier home last night
because Xavier is not ready

for commitment to one person.

I'm not here to fix anybody.

I'm not here to build a man.

Like, this isn't
build-a-man workshop.

I have no choice
but to move forward.

I am focused on the two
great people that I have,

Dotun and Joey.

And God willing,
one of them will work out

like I'm praying and hoping.

♪

Today is my date with Joey.

I'm excited to see him,

but I do have concerns,
because at Joey's Hometown,

his uncle felt like
Joey was not really himself,

which was so confusing for me
because I'm like,

what am I missing?

Am I getting the real Joey?

But I'm hopeful, and I'm
looking onward and outward

to spend today with Joey.

I want to have
a good time with him

and hopefully find
the answers that I need.

♪

[light music]

- Today is my overnight date.

And I feel like it's going
to be the most important day

for me and Charity.

Last week, she got to meet
a big side of me

in terms of meeting my family.

And it was beautiful
in so many ways,

but at the end
of the Hometown date,

when she got in the car,

she was just crying
and looking down.

And that felt like
it was a goodbye.

It was tough to not really know

what she was thinking
and not being able

to talk to her about it.

It's just the first time
I had some serious doubts

if she felt the same way
about me.

So today I just want
to get back on the same page.

I cannot wait another
moment to see her today.

♪

[birds chirping]

Waiting in the middle
of nowhere.

[animal grunts]

[squealing]

[engine rumbling in distance]

[rock music]

♪

Yes.

♪

- [laughs]

- Badass.

♪

How sick is that?

- It's pretty sick.

Hello.

- Hi.

You look amazing.

- Hi.

I have water on my face.

How are you?
- Good now.

- Missed you.

- Missed you too.

You good?

- I'm good.

I have a super fun date.
- I can tell.

That looks like
the right way to get around.

- I think so.

- I think we got
a fun one planned.

- Are you ready?
- Let's do it.

- Let's hop on in.

- It's great to see Charity
after a week.

Just seeing her,
seeing her smile,

all the feelings
come rushing back,

all the confidence comes back.

- I'm gonna say a prayer,
honestly.

- I'm not saying a prayer.
- You're not?

- I got nothing
but faith in you.

- Okay.

[laughs]

- As much as there's
a lot of important things

that I want to talk about,

I just want to have
a full day of fun.

Yeah!

Hopefully just take the next
step in our relationship.

That's really important.

♪

- [squeals]

[laughs]

- My Hometown didn't go great,

but I do need today
to go perfectly.

[engine winds down]

- No, why is it doing this?

No way.
- Reverse it back.

You're good.

You got it.

This thing's loud.

- This is the hard one.

- Yeah.

So we go back--yeah.

- Nope.

- You got this.

[engine grinding]

That seemed like something.

- Me and Joey tried to have
a nice ATV date today.

The ATV said...
[clears throat] Nope.

[engine grinding]

- I can tell
Charity is frustrated.

The ATV, it, uh--
it does not want to go.

[engine revving]

- I am looking at Joey,
and he sees me

slightly having
a little bit of a panic.

Joey, do you want to drive?
- Sure.

- Okay.
- Yeah.

We'll see how it goes.
- We'll see.

- I'm like, I don't think
I would do anything different,

but I'm staying positive
in every possible way.

[engine revving, grinding]

That's the noise you don't
want to hear right now.

- I don't know.
All right.

All right.
Well, you know what, Joey?

We tried.
- [laughs]

- This isn't working, clearly.

We had to just end it
a little early.

But despite things
not going as planned,

Joey responds great.

- I'll follow your lead.

- Yeah, I don't know
really where we go.

- Okay.
I'm up for whatever.

- Great.
- We're doing it.

[birds chirping]

- So cold, I know.

- Shoes are wet.
- Shoes are wet.

- Just hold on to me
if you're gonna fall, okay?

- You know what?
I don't care at this point.

- Were we supposed to go
ATVing through this?

- Oh, yeah.
- Because there's no way

we would have made it
out of here--

that was a very good pivot.

- Yeah, I'm sorry.
- No.

Any way I'm holding your hand,
I'm not complaining.

There's just such a--
beauty around,

walking through this forest.

I'm truthfully just happy

because I'm spending time
with her.

And it's now just becoming
a more intimate date.

I'm hearing more moving water.

- I am too.

- Ooh.
- Ooh.

[upbeat music]

Oh, what a moment.

Joey is someone who's patient,
someone who's flexible.

He's someone
who's just calming.

- It does feel so good.
- It really does.

I, like, honestly forgot
that the ATV didn't work out

because he's just appreciating

what this moment
is supposed to be entailing.

And that's just the both of us.

- That was crazy, by the way.

Coming in, like,
I didn't know what

we were gonna be doing.

And it was obviously
going to be a lot of fun.

But those ATVs did not work.

- Yeah.

And that's the thing.

I just want to say,
like, thank you,

obviously, for being a trooper
and just going with it.

- I think in a relationship
in general,

there's a lot
of roller coasters and turns.

And it's more about how
you get through it together.

So...
- Exactly.

- We're here now,
and that's all that matters.

- How are you feeling,
being here?

I know we talked about it,
but how are you feeling?

- Yeah, no, like,
I can't, like, tell you enough

how excited I am for what
this week is gonna become

and what's possible.

- Yeah.
- But I would be lying

if I didn't tell you, like,

I had a really tough week
last week.

- Mm-hmm.
- Um...

when you got in the car
when you left,

like, I could kind of
see through it.

And I could see
you were still crying,

but you, like,
wouldn't look at me.

So when you were going away,
it was the first time

that, truthfully, like,
felt like we might not

have been on the same page
or like

it was possibly a goodbye.

Yeah, I got in my head.
- Yeah, no.

And part of that was, like,
yes, I was gonna miss you.

And like, I just realized like,
okay, I just met your family.

And like, every conversation
did go so good.

- Good.
- Um...

but there was one conversation
with Uncle Joe.

- Mm-hmm.
- He was mentioning

the tennis courts.

And he was like, um,

"The Joey that I saw
on the tennis courts

I don't feel like
was the Joey that I know."

- Mm-hmm.
- I was just curious to know,

like, what his take on it was.

- What that meant?
- Yeah.

- I did feel uncomfortable,

and it had nothing to do
with you.

But I was so worried
about how I was gonna look,

and I wanted you
to have a good time.

And I think it was--

as much as you've been
doing so much for me,

that was the first time
I was doing something for you.

So I think I just felt
a lot of pressure.

And then him showing up
is like--

- It was like, surprise.

- Yeah.

I didn't know
he was gonna be there.

It was--I was uncomfortable.

That's the only way
I can describe it.

There's reasons why
my family has questioned

if I was being myself,
because I think a lot

about what other people feel.

And sometimes it makes me
stop being myself.

But that hasn't been
the case for Charity.

She's consistently
made me feel great.

But I'm really glad to talk
to her about why it was there.

And I think we're just
building a foundation

to getting
to a really good spot.

Was there anything else
from the day,

like any other conversations?
- No, it was just like--

that was the only thing

that, like, stuck with me.
- Yeah, okay.

- Like, yeah.

So we're--we're good.

- Good.

[soft music]

♪

- I am feeling a lot better.

I think we should, um...
- Is it time?

- Go, um...
- Waterfall.

- Take a little
splish-splash.

- All right.

- Asking Joey
about that comment,

I got all the clarification
I need.

[sweeping romantic music]

♪

Me and Joey kissing
at the waterfall is magic.

Tonight is my overnight
dinner with Joey.

I'm eager to tell Joey
that I'm falling in love.

But I need to be 100% sure,

especially because of how
last night with Xavier

took some twists and turns.

So it's huge, yeah.

There is pressure on tonight.

♪

[soft music]

♪

- I feel so good going
into tonight with Joey.

I am so ready to spend
more time with him

away from everything.

But I haven't told Joey
that I am falling in love,

and I don't want
to hold back anymore.

So going into tonight,
what I need to see from Joey

is just a continuation of what
we've been building on today--

the honesty, the openness,
the vulnerability--

for me to be at a place
where I'm confident

to read that card,
to extend that invitation,

and to take our relationship
to a whole new level.

♪

- You look so good.
- Thank you.

You too.

- Wow.

- Isn't it pretty?

Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.

I'm just excited.

I'm just--I'm ready to see

where tonight goes
with Charity.

I think it's gonna be
one of the more pivotal points

that really get us
to where we need to be.

Long time no see.

- Long time no see.

- But there's been a lot
that I've been waiting

to talk with Charity about.

I want to get her to understand

that I'm not gonna
always be perfect.

- So shall we grab our drinks?

- Yes, of course.

There's a lot of times
in my life

where I'm not the best
version of myself

and don't have the same
air of confidence.

both: Cheers.

- You know,
there's another version of me

that's scared, nervous,
worried, anxious,

uncertain about his future.

And it's definitely,
I think, important to show.

But it's scary to show that
to someone you care about

because it might
push them away.

- How are you feeling
after our chaotic day?

- After our day?
- [laughs] Yeah.

- I'm feeling great,
honestly, after today,

just because, like,
I don't know.

I'm a big person
that doesn't go in

with, like, expectations
in any way.

And it obviously didn't go
according to plan.

But it was nice just to be
able to walk with you.

And kissing by the waterfall
wasn't the worst thing ever.

- It was not the worst.
- No, it wasn't the worst.

- Not at all.

Today was--it was wild.

It was good.

- Yeah, this is amazing.

Like, I can't--
I couldn't ask for anything

more than this right now.
- Mm-hmm.

I want to ask, like, in just,
like, a transparent moment,

like, are you nervous
about, like,

anything, like, moving forward?

- Yeah, it's not that--
I don't know.

There is a part of me
that has belief that sometimes

people fall in love
with the idea of me

and that person that is
that great guy.

And then when
they get to, like,

know me a little bit better,

they--they...
- Preaching to the choir.

- Maybe don't think it's, like,
who I truthfully am anymore,

and they start to question.

Like, if this was
a relationship where we had

more time,
you would be able to see

more moments like last week.

You'd be able to see
more times where--

for me, I call it when I get in
a funk or just like a moment

where I have a little
sense of doubt.

And the big thing for me
is I know how I am.

I give off
a very confident persona.

I'm a great energy.

I've been told that
my entire life.

And it's something that I'm
grateful that people say that.

I think it's something
that I always strive to be.

But I am human.
- Yeah. Yeah, you are.

- And there's moments
where I don't feel that way.

But then I try to push
to be that person

that I think
everyone sees me to be.

That's the part that can be,
like, taxing.

And I know
it can be tough to be

a person in a relationship
with me

because it can almost maybe
sometimes feel like

it can be a roller coaster.

But it's just me, right?

- Yeah, yeah.

- So I don't know.

- Hearing Joey talk
about this,

like, I just feel
so, like, bad.

I just want to, like,
give him a hug.

But I feel like he puts
a lot of pressure on himself.

But I relate so much to that.

And so it's something that
I'm very understanding of.

From what I'm taking it as
is like,

I feel like I'm a lot
like that in this sense.

But I feel like for me,
it's like, I struggle a lot

with, like, people pleasing.

I think that stems obviously
from relationships,

but also just, like,
growing up, when I got rewarded

or when I got attention,
it was when I was at my best.

And so I think that, like,
conditioned me to be like,

okay, like, this is
what it takes in order

to get rewarded
or praised by people

and still is something
that I will say

I'm actively working on.

Because it's so hard
to, like, get out of that.

And it's an unrealistic
expectation

to place on anyone...
- Yes.

- To be, like, the same
or to be as consistent

every single day
with their emotions.

Like, that's just not--

that's not normal, I feel like.
- It's not real.

- Yeah, it's, like, not real.

It's not normal.

So I feel like
I'm similar in that sense.

100%.

- It's refreshing
to hear that back.

Charity's making me feel
extremely special.

And no doubt a huge weight
has come off my shoulders.

It just feels like
we see each other

and understand each other.

It's just nice to be able
to--to talk through it.

Just want you to understand
that side of me,

just because, like, I know
I told you in New Orleans

that I was falling
in love with you.

I told you at Hometowns
I was falling deeper

and deeper in love with you.

But since that moment,

I've realized that
I am in love with you.

And I've been wanting
to tell you that for a while,

but I am in love with you.

And I just want you
to know that.

- Oh, Joey,
that makes me so happy.

Um, I mean, you saying those
words to me in this moment

could not make me happier.

And after the day
that we spent,

it's not even a matter of,

am I falling in love with you?

I am in love with you.

And it is the best feeling.

And to say those words,
like, and just

to be smiling right now
is, like, huge for me.

I'm so excited...

- Come here. I'm like--
- To be feeling this.

I know. [laughs]

♪

I haven't said "I love you"

or I'm in love with someone
in a long time.

And I'm just like--

I'm floating.

[laughing]
Like, actually levitating.

♪

It makes me so happy
on the inside, like,

just to know that we're
really both in the same place.

We're, like, so in sync
with each other.

So I'm the happiest girl.

Um, I have something for you.

Do you mind opening it?

- Yeah.

- Okay.

[soft music]

- "Charity and Joey,
today you've learned

"that life has bumps
in the road,

"but it's how you work
together that matters.

"Should you choose to forgo
your individual rooms,

"please stay as a couple
in the Fantasy Suite.

Jesse."

- So what do you say?

- Yeah, 100%.

- Great. [laughs]

I think we should go.
Are you ready?

- Yeah, yes.

All I'm feeling is just
happiness, validation,

because for me, it's extremely
hard to be insecure.

The fact that we know
there's love there now

gives me so much
more confidence.

It's everything
I could have asked for.

- Oh, my goodness.

[gasps] Are you kidding?

- This place is awesome.
- Are you kidding?

- It's huge.

- [laughs]
Should we go upstairs?

- Yeah, let's do it.

Let's see what's upstairs.
- Okay.

When I look at Joey,
like, I look at him

as someone that I'm, like,
incredibly grateful for

because he is, like,

the definition
of, like, a perfect person

and the person
that I prayed for.

- Ooh.

- Oh, my goodness.

Wait. This is so beautiful.

♪

We both continuously
pour into one another,

and we care so much
about each other.

Tonight makes me incredibly
hopeful that, I don't know,

our love could reach
new heights.

♪

[soft music]

[birds chirping]

♪

- Thank you for last night.

- How are you?

- I'm good. How'd you sleep?

- Good.
- [laughs] Good.

♪

These are, like,
the hard moments.

It's like you don't
want to get up.

- Yeah.
- I don't want to get up.

- We can just stay here
all day.

- I can't.
- Fine by me.

- [laughing] Okay.

Waking up this morning,
I am blissful.

I feel so at peace.

Like, I can't--I'm beaming.

Like, you know
when you're just glowing

because you're just so happy?

Like, joy is within my heart.

- Yeah.

I want to make sure
you're feeling good.

- Yeah.

- I believe you.

- My face tells it all.

- Mm-hmm.

- It's just a look of love.

A love with Joey feels eternal.

Oh, God. That's a big word.

[laughs]

Can I just say that?

That's okay.

A love with Joey feels eternal.

- Sadly,
we can't stay here all day,

but it's good to know
that we want to.

- Mm-hmm.

I am in love.

I'm in love with Joey.

I still can't believe
I said it,

but I'm just like, ah, I did.

And it feels so good.

- Everything was how
it needed to be for me to just

not have doubts moving forward.

- Good.

- Waking up next to Charity
this morning feels right.

I could do that for the rest
of my life for sure.

Last night, I finally got
the opportunity to tell Charity

that I'm in love with her,

and to hear her say that

she's in love with me too
was amazing.

- The feelings that I have

are feelings that
I've--I've prayed for.

I am in love with you.

And waking up this morning,

it's just--it's stronger
by the second.

So...love you.

- Love you too.

This morning,
I have zero doubts

that we're on the same page.

But I know
there's more to come.

Maybe something will
get in the way

just because of
an amazing experience

she has with one
of the other guys.

That's the scary part.

I'm just gonna focus
on trying to be okay.

- I don't want to do this.

- You're good.
- I know.

- It's not goodbye.

It's see you later.

It's all part of it.

- I know.

I just don't want it to be.

- Bye.
- Bye.

- Her being upset and crying
doesn't feel like

a goodbye this time.

It really truthfully feels
like I don't want this to end.

So I feel strong
about where I'm at right now.

♪

[light music]

♪

- I'm really excited to spend
some time with Charity today

in Fiji and get to enjoy
the waters

with her, the person
I care about.

I'm coming into this
just missing her.

I can't wait to see her face,
her smile.

I have no idea
what's in store today,

but I don't want it to just be
la-di-da-di,

because Joey and Xavier
are also here,

and it's a little unnerving.

It's not fun to think about
not growing a relationship

when others are.

So I want to just continue
growing our connection today,

but definitely not
sitting back and relaxing.

♪

- Today is my last overnight,
and it's with Dotun.

And I absolutely cannot wait

to explore this island
with him.

And I'm so excited.

He's an incredible person.

He has an ability to make me
feel so loved and prioritized.

And he doesn't even know
that he's doing that for me.

Hi!

- [laughs]

- That is how he is
so special to me.

- Look at you.
- Look at you!

- Oh, so beautiful.

How are you doing?

- I'm good.

How are you?

I missed you.

Oh, so happy.

- I'm so happy.

- Oh, my goodness.

Welcome to...
- Thank you.

- Freaking Fiji.
- This is fire.

- We're gonna have
a good day.

- I can't wait.

- I have a super fun date
planned for us.

- Let's go.
- Are you ready?

- I'm 100% ready.
- Okay.

Let's go.

- Let's rock and roll.

[upbeat music]

♪

Guess what we're doing today.

- I'm seeing a couple...
- Okay!

- Jet Skis here.

Let's run.
- Okay. Mm.

It seems like there's no
bad thing about Dotun.

And that scares me
a little bit,

because it feels like

everything between
me and Dotun thus far

is way too good to be true.

Like, is this, like, real?

But at the same time,
I'm tired of, like,

looking for something
to go wrong.

Why, no? Come on.

Why is it going?

I'm not pressing anything.

- I think some of them
come with brakes.

- No!
- [laughs]

- Like, don't run into me.
[laughter]

So you know what?

Today, we're just gonna have
a great time.

♪

- Whoo!

[engine revving]

- No!

Toodles!

♪

- Charity is so much fun.

- [squeals]
- [laughs]

We're vibing with each other.

She's riding my waves.

I'm riding her waves.

It's the best time.

I'm looking out for the waves
and trying not to crash

and look like an idiot
in front of Charity,

but it's hard to do
when I keep staring at her.

She just looks fire.

Like, so good,
hair flowing in the wind.

I wouldn't mind crashing
for that view.

My hair is matching
the vibe of me and Dotun today,

which is wild, young, and free.

[laughs]

The ocean is ours.

It's here for me and Dotun.

We are in Fiji on a private
island at a sandbar.

This is like a dream date.

♪

- I didn't know
you could look even better,

but somehow, you've managed--

- Stop. No way.

- Somehow you've...
- This is the best...

- Managed--
- This is the best compliment

right now,
because you don't understand.

I'm like...
- Somehow, you've managed.

- Just accepting this.

And how I'm looking
is how I'm looking.

- I don't understand you.
- Oh, I love this.

- It's crazy.
[cork pops]

- Yay.
- Look at that.

- We just popped champagne
in Fiji.

- We just did!
Like, who can say that?

- I know.
- That's awesome.

I wanted to say, it's just been
a really beautiful

beginning, middle,
and obviously coming up

on the "end."

- Yeah.

- And I don't think
this would be a fairy tale

if there was anybody else,

even if they did things
in a similar way.

- Aw.
- Like, it really--

- Now you're gonna make me cry.
[both laughing]

- Well, let it come out
if it's gonna.

- Have we had--like,
we talked about it.

I don't think
we've had a bad moment.

Like...
- No. Yeah.

- It's just been,
like, exciting.

- Seriously, I think
about that all the time.

- You don't understand.
- [laughs]

- No, I mean, I just, like,
I need to pause for a second.

Like, your family,
oh, is so incredible.

And I don't know
if I told you this,

but your mom essentially,
like, prayed with me.

- Oh, wow.

- And like,
it just reminded me, like,

this is something my mom would
say to me in these moments.

And so I don't know.

Like, as weird as that sounds,
but like,

I felt every single word
that she said for me.

Like, my prayer life
is important.

Like, I'm praying right now.

Like, okay, like, my husband.

Like, he's here.
Like, just help me.

Like, I'm listening
to these things.

I'm following those things.

So that moment
with your mom was pure.

- That's crazy.
- Yeah.

Like, I literally love
your family so much, so...

- Aw.
They love the hell out of you.

- [laughs]

- Charity really speaks
from her emotions,

which I think
is just so admirable.

And I'm just so grateful
and appreciative

to have somebody like Charity
in my life.

But if I'm gonna be
getting engaged to Charity

at the end of this,
there's something

she should know
and be aware of know.

You know something funny?

You mentioned, like,
you found your husband, right?

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- Um...
- No way I'm ready for this.

- So this is kind of funny.

Like, I really don't know
much about the show.

- I assumed, but it's okay.
It's okay.

[laughs]

- So, like,
I didn't really understand

what happens
at the end of all this.

- Wait, stop.
- [laughs]

- No way.

- Up until probably, like,
three or four weeks ago.

I don't remember who I asked.
I asked one of the guys.

I was like, so like, what--
what, like, kind of happens?

- I love it.

- And they're like,
it's an engagement.

And I was like, for maybe
a millisecond, taken aback.

- Mm-hmm.
- And I thought about you.

I was like,
I'm actually fine with that.

- Aw.

- So I don't know.

Just a testament.

- That is the definition of
truly trust in the process...

- 100%.
- Because you don't know.

Like, you don't even know
what the hell happens

at the end of it.
but you're just like,

here, and like,
you're being yourself

and seeing if it could work.

And I don't know.

Like, that does
excite me in a sense.

- Yeah, I'm happy to be
in that position.

I'm happy to get to the end.

And I mean, to me,
it almost feels more real.

- And yeah, I was gonna say,
like, it's so real.

- Yeah.

- A absolute fairy tale.

- Yeah.

- Like, truly.

[romantic music]

♪

I'm on cloud nine with Dotun.

Everything up until
this point with Dotun

has been exceptional.

Like, it has exceeded
all of my expectations.

♪

What we are creating
and writing

is the most beautiful
love story.

Even though there's nothing
in my gut that's telling me,

like, oh, no, like, hold on,
I still feel a little nervous.

[laughs]

Because my gut has been wrong
in the past.

But I'm hopeful that
with Dotun,

that's not the case.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- Are you ready?
- I'm pumped.

- [laughs]

- Tonight's huge for me.

I'm excited to get
uninterrupted time together

in a way that we haven't
been able to

and see a little bit more of
the raw parts of who we are.

We don't have to wait.

- Oh.

♪

- I feel like
Charity's my person.

It feels like the world
is trying to tell me

Charity's my person.

And I have no reason to believe
that the world is lying,

or the universe, or God.

- Good. [laughs]

- [growls]

- That was great.

- I'm smitten
and in love with Charity.

- God, now I'm just gonna
show up to dinner

with no lipstick on.

Okay.
- [laughs] I'm sorry.

But as things continue
to be fairy tale-like,

that puts me
at a big risk now.

- Okay.
- Oh, they went off today.

- [laughs]

- I think I feel
the love on her end,

but I haven't heard those
magical words from her.

And that makes me feel
a little nervous.

So at the end of the day,

my heart is still very much
on the line.

- You look so cute.

- I've just been trying
to keep up with you.

- You're doing great.

[both laughing]

- Thank you.

- You're doing a great job.

How are you feeling
after today?

- Um, I feel great.

- Good.
- I feel amazing.

I feel at peace.
- Good.

- I feel at home.
Today was awesome.

- I know.
- And it's like, we keep

talking about this
fairy tale, you know, story

that we're having,
which is so crazy.

Like, I just never felt like
fairy tales were meant for me.

- Aw.

- But here I am.

And you've let me embrace that.

And it makes me think that,
you know, fairy tales can be

there for anybody, you know?

And I feel so lucky
and special about that.

So cheers to you for being
my fairy tale story.

- Oh, stop.
Now I'm gonna cry.

It's too early.
- Cheers.

- Cheers.

- That was so, so beautiful.

To hear Dotun feels that our
relationship is a fairy tale

and he doesn't deserve it,
but our love is one for him--

it's huge to hear that.

I mean,
I've talked to you about it,

just my past relationships
and my fears.

And just, I never had just,
like, ease or just effortless.

And honestly, like,
my relationships was, like,

the root and stem point for me.

Like, getting to a point where

I was, like, developing
anxiety.

And like, that was awful.

And like, do you have any fears

or, like, just fears
in relationships in general?

- Not that I've tried to stop
thinking about fears

because I feel like my mind
can run away with that.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- If something comes up
that is fearful,

then I would make note of that.

But nothing has come up yet.
- Yeah.

- So to me, that's a good sign.

- Right, right.

- Like, I've thought
about life after this.

Like, it's not something
that's new to me.

I didn't start
about it this week.

- Right, yeah.

- I'm sure, again,
it's gonna take some sacrifices

here and there.
- Yeah.

Let me just be real
for a moment,

but I think the reality
is, like, there is noth--

like, it's so crazy.

Like, nothing is scary.

Nothing feels wrong.
- Yeah.

And I think that's kind of

what is so crazy about it,
right?

- Mm-hmm.

- You know, going back
to New Orleans,

I expressed
my feelings for you,

that I was falling for you...
- Mm-hmm.

- And I sat with it.
- Mm-hmm.

- And that feeling only grew
more and more

each and every day.
- Oh.

- I know, it's crazy.

[laughs]
- Hella. [laughs]

- And so, you know,
I always talk about

my brain and my heart.

And you know,
my heart's run away.

And I think my brain
is that part

that is making sure that,

oh, afterwards, like,
what's going on?

Is everything gonna be okay?

And I can tell you that
it's in line

with where the heart is now
at this point.

- Mm-hmm.
- And yeah.

You know, the scary part
is that I'm not scared.

The way that I care for you,
the way that I feel about you

when I see you, like,
holding you, all these things

are such a clear sign to me.

♪

Uh, it's scary
how easy it is to say

that I'm genuinely
in love with you, Charity.

- Oh, my goodness.

- And yeah.

It's scary how easy
that is for me to say.

- I'm so sorry,
but like, I'm sitting here.

I'm like, mm,
because the exact same thing

you just expressed, like,
100% is where my heart was at.

I am 100%, like,
in love with you.

And being able to say, like,
I love you,

like, that is where I'm at.

And I don't want
to hold that in.

And I'm not going
to hold it in anymore.

- Don't hold it in.

- And it feels
so freaking good to say.

- Same, same.

I'm totally in love.

- Aw, you make me happy.

Come here.
- Of course.

[soft music]

♪

I feel so good,

better than I can imagine
right now

because not only did I tell
Dotun tonight that I love him,

but he is also feeling
the exact same way.

- I'm free.

- I know! [laughs]

It's so good.

Being in love with Dotun
feels good.

[laughs]

♪

Like, it's indescribable.

You got me hot and steamy.
[laughs]

- You're telling me. [sighs]
- Mm.

- It feels very freeing, like
a weight off the shoulders,

and now I can just
move forward.

- Truly.
- Yeah.

The engine's choo-chooing.
- Yeah.

[laughter]

- Do you mind opening this?

- Of course.
- Okay.

- I'll be happy to.

- And could you read it
out loud?

- Okay.

"Charity and Dotun,
what a wonderful day together."

Facts.
- [laughs]

- "Exploring the turquoise
seas of Fiji.

"I hope this adventure helped
you grow closer as a couple.

"Should you choose to forgo
your individual rooms,

"please use this key to stay as
a couple in the Fantasy Suite.

Jesse."

- Well, what do you say?

- I say 100% yes.
- Okay.

- This night
and hopefully every night

for the rest of our lives.

- Oh, how beautiful. Kay.

- Let's do it.

♪

It's nice to be in love again
and to feel loved.

Like, okay,
I can finally breathe.

[sighs]

Everything that it took
to get here

and the ups and downs
and the doubts

have all been so, so worth it.

- All right. Hey.

- Oh, this is fire.
- Is it not?

- I really do think love
is the most powerful thing,

and to have that right here
in this moment with Charity--

I don't know,
it's hard to stop smiling.

This is fire.
- This is actually insane.

No kidding.
- It's crazy.

Love is the greatest story
ever told.

And I'm living my story
right now.

- Come here.
- [sighs]

[sweeping music]

♪

- It's like watching
your favorite

prince and princess,
like, fall in love.

Like, that is what this is.

♪

I don't even want to say
fairy tale.

It's not a fairy--
like, this is real life.

It's happening.

It feels like
we're free as two birdies

that are in love and flying.

Okay.

Goodbye, everybody.

Flapping our wings.

Goodbye.

♪

Come here.

[laughing]

[birds chirping]

[soft music]

♪

- How can we top
a day like yesterday

and a night like last night?

♪

- Keep doing it.

- Mm, somehow.

- Somehow.
- Somehow.

Waking up this morning
next to Dotun

just feels so good.

- [laughs]

I feel like I could have not
asked for a better night.

I'm really happy.

- Happy as hell.

- What an understatement.

- Yeah.

It's the understatement
of the century.

- [laughs]
- Yeah.

- Dotun has me on cloud nine.

Somehow, every time
we're together,

it just constantly exceeds
my expectations.

Truly.

[laughs] Truly.

- I'm a happy boy.

- Mm-hmm.

- And I feel great.

- Mm-hmm.

Even though it's, like,
great waking up,

this is, like, the hard part.

- Yeah.

I'm so over these goodbyes.

♪

At this point,
I'm just ready to move on

and hopefully have
a life with her.

But I'm aware that there
are other men still here.

- Okay.

- [sighs]

- This is not normal at all.

- I know.

I respect her decision
to make sure

all options are exhausted.

- [sighs] Love you.

- But it--it doesn't feel good.

If I don't get what I want
at the end of this,

which is Charity,

just knowing how I feel
about her now,

how strong I feel about her,

how much I want
a future with her,

I will be heartbroken,
for real.

♪

[thunder rumbling]

[tense music]

♪

- So I'm in Fiji right now.

I'm very excited
to see Charity.

I'm ready to see her yesterday.

You know, after
sending me home last week,

the fact that she said that

she didn't know
if it was the right decision

really kind of threw me off.

So I'm here to do
everything I can,

lay everything out there,

just making sure that
nothing's left unsaid.

[dramatic music]

♪

- Bula.

I'm just lost around here.

Do you know where Charity's at?

- No, I don't.

Ah.

- That's okay.

No worries. Thank you.

I gotta figure it out.

♪

I'm really putting myself
out here right now.

This is such a risk.

I mean, I flew
halfway across the world

to see Charity.

She has no idea that
I'm here in Fiji.

I told Charity I was falling
in love with her,

and that's something you just
don't throw away, either.

Falling in love is still
right there.

I need more time with her.

- [laughing]

- I feel very deeply
for Charity.

That's why I'm here
to talk to her.

I'm here to explore
where her head's at.

And now I hope today
Charity just accepts me back

and also gives me
a chance to just

show her the man I truly am.

♪

Hey, Charity.

♪

Can I talk to you for a second?

- Oh, my God.

- [laughs]

- Hi.
- Hi.

How are you?
- I'm good.

How are you?
- I'm good.

Hey--
- Wait, let me get up.

Wait. Hi.

- I know.
- Hi.

- Hey, look, I know
I caught you on a whim.

- Uh-huh.

Wait. You look so good.
- Thank you.

No, you do too.
I love your fit.

I know I caught you on a whim.

If you need to take a second,
that's cool.

- Okay.
- My heart's pounding too.

- No, same.
- Yeah. [laughs]

- What's going on?

- I mean, I don't know
what's happening.

I can't believe my eyes,

because he's not
supposed to be here.

Um, I said goodbye to Aaron
last week.

But he's here in flesh.

And...am I mad about it?

No.

Like, I'm excited to see him.

- Yeah, but take as much time
as you need, okay?

- Okay.
- Yeah.

- Okay.
- All right.

- All right.
Thank you.

- Uh-huh. [laughs]

- Um, okay.

I'm just trying
to make sense of this.

But it's just like, like,
I don't know what's happening.

[soft music]

♪

- How was that for a surprise?

- Oh, uh,
talk about a surprise.

- Yeah.

No, we can sit for a second.

- Okay.
- Um...

whew.

- Aaron came back,
and I'm happy,

but there's other--there's
other emotions going on.

I'm overwhelmed, 100%.

I mean, this is not
a short flight.

This isn't across the street.

You're, like, here. Yeah.

- Yeah.
- In the flesh.

- Yeah.
- Okay.

- 100%
- I'm shaking.

- [laughs]

[sighs]
- Oh, no.

- You remember
how it went last week?

I was kind of shook.

I didn't really know
what to say.

- Mm-hmm.
- And it wasn't

until the van door was closed
where I was just like--

like, this is real?

Like, no gimmicks?
Like, I'm gone?

Like, our relationship is over?
- Mm-hmm.

- And that's probably
the hardest emotion

I've had to ever sit with.
- Mm-hmm.

- You know, even driving
back to San Diego,

I knew that there was more
I could have given.

And then when you said also
you wasn't sure

if you were making
the right decision,

that's really what got me stuck
and in shock.

So I mean, that's really why
I'm here, to talk about that,

and also see
where your head's at.

I want to know if you've been
thinking about it as well.

- Mm-hmm.

Um...

I 100%, like, understand
where you were at.

Um...

I--I've been there.

- Yeah, yeah.

- And...[sighs]

I will be very honest.

Uh...

I'm, like, shaking.

I, um...

♪

Yeah, um, I have been--

I've been thinking about it
every single day,

our relationship,
and obviously, what it meant

and to make sense
of, like, saying goodbye.

That--that does still stand
of, like, I don't know

if I made the right choice.

And that hurts me,
because our relationship

was something that was so good
and so powerful.

And I was, like,
falling in love.

Um...

and that's something, like,
I hadn't verbalized to you.

Like, truthfully,
falling in love,

um, and still care
so much about you.

- Wow.
- Yeah.

I don't know if that's gonna
make anything better,

but I think you deserve
to know that.

Like, and yeah,
leaving that night,

I--it--every morning,

I woke up, and I was like,
I don't know.

Like, it was in, like,
the pit of my stomach

of, did I make
the right choice?

And...

♪

I don't know.

- I am very happy
to hear you say that

you were falling in love,
or you are.

I still feel the same way.

And I'm just glad
that time did provide clarity,

because I know exactly
where I want to be.

And I'm just glad to be
sitting here, honestly.

Like...
- I'm so glad.

- I knew when I saw you,
I'd feel--

- Yeah.

- I mean, I'm--

like, literally, I don't know
how long that flight was.

- I know!
I'm like, you're here.

Like, I can't believe it.

- [laughs]

- Can I just, like,
step away for a sec?

- Yeah, that's okay.
- Yeah.

I'll be right back.
- Yeah.

♪

Take as much time as you need.

I'll be by the beach, okay?
- Okay.

- Yeah.

All right.

- How am I feeling?

I can't believe my--

I can't believe
what's happening.

I don't know, like,
seeing Aaron in flesh

literally took me back
to the Rose Ceremony.

I'm like,
I literally was losing my mind

because I did not want
to say goodbye to this man.

It was the hardest thing
I ever had to do.

But like, I did send him home.

And I was like, all right.

I'm gonna live with that.

I'm gonna live
with that forever.

But I just told him right now

that I was falling in love
with him,

or am--I don't know.

Am?

He's not here anymore, so--

but he's here now.

♪

What do I say?

Like, I still care for him.

Like, you cannot shut off,

like, how you feel
about someone,

whether that's two days
go by, a week.

But the reality is that
it is not just me and Aaron.

I'm in love with Joey

and very much
in love with Dotun as well.

It's already a crazy concept
that I'm feeling that way

about several people.

But now, like, with Aaron,
like, he is so st--

he's a strong connection.

And I'm just like,
what are we gonna do?

I like, just--
I actually don't know.

Again, this is like--

this is insane.

It's a lot.

It's a lot on the line.

♪

This is not a drill.

♪

- Next week...

Welcome to "The Bachelorette,"
"The Men Tell All."

All of your favorite men from
Charity's season return...

- If you weren't there

for an engagement,
why were you there?

- You were ready to marry
whoever the Bachelorette was.

- It should be about
Charity's journey to find love,

and it ended up being
about Brayden.

- And they're ready
to tell it like it is.

- You guys caused
all the drama.

- I'ma look you in your face
and let you know.

- You have no [bleep]
personality, dude.

Shut the [bleep] up.

[audience gasping]

- I just wanted to see Charity,
not the Bachelorette.

- I feel like I was my 100%

authentic self to you
the whole time.

I don't think I ever put on
for anybody in this house.

- I really loved you.

- Please let me know
how the hell

I'm supposed to, like,
take that moving forward.

[audience gasping]

- Plus...

all: Gerry! Gerry! Gerry!

- Meet the first ever
Golden Bachelor.

You were trending
on social media.

- If I knew what that meant,

I'm sure I would appreciate it
a whole lot more.

[laughter]

- Then, in two weeks...

- I know that
I am getting engaged,

but I don't know
who it's going to be.

- Charity's incredible journey
comes to an emotional end.

- I don't want to leave here
and regret my decision.

- You're gonna have
to come down to one person.

- It's scary to think
that Charity

might not choose you.

- Like, my brain
is, like, clouded.

- I can't imagine Charity
with anybody else but me.

- There's, like,
a small panic in my head.

I really see her
as the mother of my children,

my future wife.

- How will her fairy tale
love story end?

- [sobbing]

For the first time in all this,

I'm, like, truly not okay.

[sobbing]

I don't even want
to think about the fact

that our story ends today.

I'm gonna have a panic attack.

You are not supposed
to say goodbye

to somebody that you love.

- It's all coming up
on "The Bachelorette."

- There's a salamander
on top of us.

- There's two.
- This isn't a joke.

- No, there's not two.
There's zero.

- No, do you see--no.

Okay.

Come over here.

Like, look right there.

It's a big one!
- Oh, I see.

- And if it falls
on this table...

- The little salamander?

[both laughing]

- I'm, like, terrified.

I'm gonna be paranoid now.

- Really?

They're not gonna drop.

They've been doing this
longer than you have.

- Did I not tell you
what my biggest fear is?

- I thought
it was bungee jumping,

but maybe that's changed.

- Well, that's like--
yeah, like a...

- Okay.
- Fear of that.

Different genre,
I guess, but...

- Yeah, hit me.
- It's, like,

anything that crawls--like,
anything that's not human.

- I get you.
- Like, this type of stuff.

Like, spiders.
- Yeah.

- Roaches--
don't get me started.

- Yeah, yeah.
Those are disgusting.

I'm with you on those,
but that one's tiny.

- No way. Do you see it?

- I do. I see it. I see it.
- Okay.

Oh, my God.

- Yeah, they're everywhere
on the island.

I feel like--
- I haven't seen any yet!

So, like...
- [laughs] That's crazy.

- Have you been seeing 'em?
- Hundreds, at least.

- Okay.
- [laughs]

- I'm, like, freaking out.
Oh, my God.

They're literally everywhere.
I'm sorry.