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Good morning, angel.
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Get up. Let's go shopping.
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What you don't even know,
I'm a deadbeat man
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Never know when to fold
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What's wrong, Leia?
It's a little bumpy.
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You're hittin' the brakes
a little too much.
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Fuckin' up the vibe back here.
What's goin' on?
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Far away from my home
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In this hot ass town,
but my blood still cold
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And better let them know
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When you see them that you
make sure they pay you
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Pay you in cash
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I don't do favors
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I don't do that
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You don't want to see me
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See me get mad
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No matter how bad you
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You think I am, am
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I'm a lesser man
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A lesser man
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A lesser man than you think I am
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Oh, Valentino.
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Right there.
Stop right here, stop right here!
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I'm a lesser man
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I'm a lesser man
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Hi, how are you?
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Joss?
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Thank you.
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Thank you so much.
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Hi, how are you?
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- Hi.
- Welcome in.
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- Thank you.
- Good to see you. Welcome.
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- You see that young lady over there?
- Yeah.
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Got anything in the store
as beautiful as she is?
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- I think we can find some things.
- Great.
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It's good champagne, what is this?
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It's a Valentino exclusive.
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Oh, my God.
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- Oh, my God.
- You like it?
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It's so fuckin' sexy.
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I just wanna fuckin' tear this
right off of you.
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That looks amazing.
Alright, what else they got?
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What else they got? Look at that.
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Love that. Oh, my God.
Beautiful.
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I mean, you can make it a little
more skimpier somehow.
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Just this with heels? All you need.
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Joss, we're gonna try these shoes out.
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I don't like flats. Do you like these?
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Yeah, they're cute. It's for the house.
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There you go. Look at that.
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Are these a seven?
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Yes. I believe so.
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Thank you.
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Think they look nice.
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Baby, I believe that you're a star
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But this is great, though.
Let me keep this. Great job.
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How about this top here?
It will go well with...
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No, it's trash.
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What's up with this guy over here?
What's his story?
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He's great. He's been with us for a while.
Yeah.
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- Really? Can't be that good.
- Yeah.
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This is a beautiful top here.
I think she'll love this one.
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I don't think so.
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- Oh my...
- That's a great look.
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- Do you like it?
- Yeah.
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Let me catch you lookin' at her again.
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Let me catch you lookin' at her again.
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- I'm not...
- Let me catch you lookin' at her again.
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- I'm sorry. I'm not...
- Let me fuckin' catch you
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lookin' at her again,
I'll fuckin' drag you down Rodeo
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by your fuckin' ass,
just fuckin' stomp you.
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- I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you.
- I'm sorry.
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I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you.
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I'm sorry. I don't...
I'm not sure what you were interpreting,
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- but I wasn't doing anything.
- Let me see it.
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- Let me see it.
- Chaim?
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Leia, I called you 14 fucking times,
where are you?
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Wait, are you at the house?
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Of course, I'm at the fucking house.
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You say, "911," I come to the house, Leia.
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Yo, I told you.
This bitch is fuckin' brain-dead.
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Chaim, I'm really scared.
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This guy, Tedros, has just,
like, taken over the fucking house.
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Gun. Gun.
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What does that mean,
"He's taken over the house," Leia?
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Well, this morning
I'm sitting in the kitchen
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and I'm talking to Andrés.
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He just walks in, and he fires him.
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Look, Leia,
I don't give a fuck about any of this.
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Where is Jocelyn right now?
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Well, we're shopping.
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You're fucking shop... They're shopping.
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- This is some bullshit, man!
- What's the matter with you?
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I don't got time for this shit, man.
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I mean, are you fucking kidding?
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- It's hot as hell out here.
- You're shopping?
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Yo, I told you. This bitch is brain-dead.
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Like really, you have to see it.
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He's taken control of the house,
like, mentally.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I'm workin' with Jocelyn.
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Money's not an issue.
Yeah, I need him here today.
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So, when Mike Dean gets here,
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- that's Kanye's producer.
- Yeah.
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Where should he set up?
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I will talk to Jocelyn about it.
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I know it might be hard for you to,
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to digest this right now,
but I'm running the show.
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Okay.
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Sure, but I still have to talk to Jocelyn.
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Leia,
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are you fuckin' retarded?
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What did I just say?
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I'm running the show now.
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Cat-walk, cat-walk. Buy it.
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- We're getting this one.
- Should I try this?
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Love that.
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- Love that.
- It's a good look.
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- Maybe she does this one next?
- No. No, nope.
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- Nope. Nope.
- Sure?
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Fuckin' bitch.
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Chaim, you don't understand,
he's forcing us to shop.
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No, but he's brainwashed her.
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Okay? He has her brainwashed.
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- How're the probiotics working?
- So good. Look.
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- Oh, my God.
- So much better.
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You look amazing.
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So much better, right?
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Your body's just so tight.
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- You look amazing.
- Andrés!
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Do you mind not groping my girl?
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Tedros, you don't understand.
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- He's a...
- Boundaries.
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- My family are doctors.
- Are you a doctor?
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No, I'm not, but my sister and my father,
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they're both gastrointestinal doctors, so.
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My friend's a gynecologist.
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You don't see me stickin' my finger
in everybody, do you?
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Baby. Baby. It's okay.
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There's nothing okay about
what this creep just fuckin' did.
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Right?
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Get the fuck outta here.
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I'm sorry,
but I only take orders from my boss.
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Who? Her? Right there?
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Andrés, I'm really sorry, I just don't...
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I don't know
if this is the right fit anymore.
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It's been a real pleasure
working with you.
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I just...
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I wish you, like, all the best.
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That translates to
"get the fuck outta here," Andrés.
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Like, I'm serious.
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I'm driving down the road,
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he's eating her out
in the back of the car,
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like, I don't know what to do.
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And then he's, like,
making eye contact with me.
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And I'm pretty sure
that he called the paparazzi himself.
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- And like...
- Hold on.
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Hold on a second, Leia.
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Fink, what can I do for you?
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Chaim, are you trying to kill me?
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Not today.
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No, why?
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Do you want my children
to grow up without a father?
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Is that what this is?
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Fink, why would I wish that on anybody?
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Well, then let's cancel the tour.
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Fink, why are you saying this?
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The tour's gonna make millions of dollars.
What happened?
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Millions of doll... Right now,
she's making me have IBS.
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I'm fuckin' shitting more blood
than a kid at Epstein's island.
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Has she ever let you down?
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Yeah. About 6.7 million times.
Remember that?
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Okay.
Except for that one unique circumstance.
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Why do you like
picking out clothes so much?
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Just need some taste, that's it.
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I have taste.
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Really?
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I know like when I was younger
but like now,
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you don't think I have taste?
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Not really, no.
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Last couple of days,
you had a lot of taste.
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You know what I think it is?
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- What?
- I think you're gay.
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I ain't gay.
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Even the way you said that
sounded really gay.
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Talk shit, huh? Talk shit, huh?
Talk shit?
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Talk shit? Talk shit?
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Talk shit? Come here.
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Nikki just called me and told me that
she's throwing away "World Class Sinner."
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The only fucking song
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that's actually selling
the fucking tickets.
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- She's fuckin' throwing it away?
- Hold on, hold on one second.
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- Is that true?
- Hold on.
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Turn up the car radio very loud.
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- Really loud.
- Okay, okay.
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Okay, I got it.
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Fink, I'm sorry, it's hard to hear.
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We're at the studio.
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You're with...
You're with Jocelyn right now?
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She just played me two new songs,
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they're gonna be fuckin'
massive by the way.
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Jocelyn has new music?
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Of course, she has music.
What's the matter with you?
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Well, why the fuck haven't I heard it?
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- Joss, hey, Joss?
- Yeah?
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It's Fink, he's completely freaking out.
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- Oh, my God! Why?
- No, no, no, no, no!
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Don't fuckin' tell her I'm worried!
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But he's not worried.
He's got complete faith in you.
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Okay, good.
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Tell him he needs to come over.
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- I miss him.
- Okay, Joss misses you, Fink.
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Well, fuckin' send the songs...
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Put me on speaker. Let me hear it.
I wanna hear 'em.
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We're really in the middle here.
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Let me, let me, let me hit you back.
Okay, man?
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No, no, no...
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Choke me.
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Oh fuck!
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Oh fuck. Yeah, make me take it, Daddy.
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- Oh, I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna cum.
- No, don't cum inside me.
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- I'm gonna cum inside you.
- Don't cum inside me.
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- I'm gonna cum inside you.
- No, don't.
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- What?
- You can't cum inside me.
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That fuckin' hurt.
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- I'm sorry.
- Fuck's wrong with you?
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You can't cum inside me.
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Almost bent my fuckin' dick.
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What am I supposed to do?
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I don't know. Figure it out.
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- What are we gonna do, Chaim?
- Hold on, hold on.
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Turn the music down. You still there?
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I'm, like, really fucking scared.
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Like, what he was doing was just...
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It was just, like,
the scariest thing ever.
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Okay, calm down.
We'll be waiting here at the house.
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Soul to soul
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Keep fillin' up,
hips been unlocked, and I can't
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It's 2 in the morning, heels are gone
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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Keep fillin' up, hips been unlocked
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And I can't go
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Fuck.
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You're disgusting.
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I can't go
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Yeah, yeah, yeah
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Let's get the fuck outta here.
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'Scuse me, 'scuse me.
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Oh, my gosh. I love you so much!
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To satisfy
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Move, move!
I need you guys to fucking move!
251
00:13:04,664 --> 00:13:06,166
That's amazing.
252
00:13:53,004 --> 00:13:53,922
Here, you like that?
253
00:13:56,090 --> 00:13:57,300
Tedros.
254
00:13:58,593 --> 00:13:59,511
Chaim.
255
00:13:59,594 --> 00:14:00,595
Pleasure to meet you.
256
00:14:00,678 --> 00:14:02,263
This is Destiny, my partner.
257
00:14:02,347 --> 00:14:04,140
- Pleasure to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
258
00:14:04,849 --> 00:14:06,142
What are you guys doing here?
259
00:14:06,226 --> 00:14:08,311
I can't just come by to say hello to you?
260
00:14:08,394 --> 00:14:10,980
You can. It's just usually you wanna
talk to me about something.
261
00:14:11,064 --> 00:14:14,192
Well, actually that song
you guys made together,
262
00:14:14,275 --> 00:14:15,735
I can't stop thinking about it.
263
00:14:15,819 --> 00:14:18,279
That's just one night of working together.
264
00:14:18,363 --> 00:14:19,531
Fuck off. Really?
265
00:14:20,198 --> 00:14:21,199
One night?
266
00:14:21,908 --> 00:14:23,451
So, you produced that song?
267
00:14:26,162 --> 00:14:28,123
Kinda produced it together.
268
00:14:28,206 --> 00:14:30,041
I know you guys are killing the song, but
269
00:14:30,125 --> 00:14:32,877
I really wanted to add choirs on it.
270
00:14:33,545 --> 00:14:36,840
I think choirs would sound
really good on that song.
271
00:14:36,923 --> 00:14:39,008
He just knows so much about music.
272
00:14:39,092 --> 00:14:40,593
It's kind of incredible.
273
00:14:40,677 --> 00:14:41,636
- It is.
- It really is.
274
00:14:41,719 --> 00:14:44,764
I mean, it's really impressive
for someone who's self-taught.
275
00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:47,433
I mean, it's almost unbelievable.
276
00:14:47,517 --> 00:14:48,685
I know. Almost.
277
00:14:48,768 --> 00:14:50,478
To what do we owe this good fortune?
278
00:14:50,562 --> 00:14:51,980
I mean, where are you from, man?
279
00:14:52,063 --> 00:14:53,898
How the fuck did you get here?
280
00:14:54,732 --> 00:14:57,110
- I'm from here. I'm...
- You're from LA?
281
00:14:57,193 --> 00:14:59,446
- Yeah.
- Yeah, but nobody's fuckin' from LA.
282
00:14:59,529 --> 00:15:00,822
- Right.
- Which part?
283
00:15:01,489 --> 00:15:02,740
Hollywood.
284
00:15:02,824 --> 00:15:04,242
- You grew up in Hollywood?
- Yeah.
285
00:15:05,743 --> 00:15:06,643
Me too.
286
00:15:06,703 --> 00:15:09,581
- No shit.
- Yes. Born and raised.
287
00:15:10,331 --> 00:15:11,708
What school did you go to?
288
00:15:12,667 --> 00:15:14,627
I wasn't the best student, unfortunately.
289
00:15:14,711 --> 00:15:16,337
I'm a little embarrassed.
290
00:15:16,421 --> 00:15:18,715
- Oh, you had got kicked out of school?
- Yeah.
291
00:15:18,798 --> 00:15:20,842
- So, what school? I...
- Dee.
292
00:15:20,925 --> 00:15:22,677
Why are you tryin' to, like,
make him feel bad
293
00:15:22,719 --> 00:15:24,679
about getting kicked out of school?
294
00:15:24,762 --> 00:15:26,181
Oh, my God.
295
00:15:26,598 --> 00:15:29,225
I am so sorry. Is that how you felt?
296
00:15:29,934 --> 00:15:32,228
I mean, to be honest,
I was kicked outta school, too.
297
00:15:32,312 --> 00:15:34,564
- The similarities, man.
- You got kicked out of high school?
298
00:15:34,606 --> 00:15:36,858
- I got kicked outta high school.
- Why?
299
00:15:36,941 --> 00:15:38,985
Beatin' fake-ass bitches' asses.
300
00:15:39,068 --> 00:15:40,487
No way.
301
00:15:43,990 --> 00:15:46,034
Why am I not surprised?
302
00:15:46,117 --> 00:15:49,829
So, Joss, you asked me
to buy you two weeks, yeah?
303
00:15:49,913 --> 00:15:52,791
So, do you folks have a plan?
304
00:15:52,874 --> 00:15:54,667
What's the next step here?
305
00:15:54,751 --> 00:15:55,794
I'm an amateur, right?
306
00:15:55,877 --> 00:15:57,253
So, I wanted to bring in somebody
307
00:15:57,337 --> 00:16:00,089
that can really synthesize
some of my ideas,
308
00:16:00,173 --> 00:16:01,758
so I reached out to Mike Dean.
309
00:16:01,841 --> 00:16:03,426
Are you familiar with Mike Dean?
310
00:16:03,510 --> 00:16:05,803
I mean, he's great.
I mean, he comes to my club all the time.
311
00:16:05,845 --> 00:16:07,889
Am I familiar with Mike Dean?
312
00:16:08,640 --> 00:16:09,933
Mike fuckin' Dean?
313
00:16:10,016 --> 00:16:11,434
His vibe is what is needed.
314
00:16:11,518 --> 00:16:12,602
I mean, he's the greatest.
315
00:16:12,685 --> 00:16:13,811
And she deserves the greatest.
316
00:16:13,853 --> 00:16:14,813
Yeah, she does.
317
00:16:14,896 --> 00:16:16,940
Okay, so you two keep doin'
what you're doin'.
318
00:16:17,023 --> 00:16:20,110
Three songs in two weeks.
Yeah? Hits.
319
00:16:20,193 --> 00:16:21,694
- Not songs, hits.
- Hits.
320
00:16:21,778 --> 00:16:23,655
- Undeniable.
- Undeniable.
321
00:16:23,738 --> 00:16:25,490
- Nothing less.
- Nothing less.
322
00:16:25,573 --> 00:16:27,325
Yeah, I know you're
having a good time here,
323
00:16:27,408 --> 00:16:29,202
but can you fuckin' focus with this guy?
324
00:16:29,285 --> 00:16:30,328
Yes.
325
00:16:30,411 --> 00:16:33,915
'Cause I gotta tell you,
nobody fuckin' believes in you right now.
326
00:16:33,998 --> 00:16:36,000
- Come on.
- No, no, no. She has to know the truth.
327
00:16:36,084 --> 00:16:37,794
- You gotta know what the stakes are.
- Okay, but you don't
328
00:16:37,836 --> 00:16:39,212
- have to freak her out like that.
- Yeah, no.
329
00:16:39,254 --> 00:16:41,881
- It's too much pressure.
- Join the freak-out club, okay?
330
00:16:41,965 --> 00:16:43,508
I'm freaked out, she's freaked out.
331
00:16:43,591 --> 00:16:45,969
If you had any sense,
you would be fuckin' freaked out
332
00:16:46,052 --> 00:16:47,762
because it's do or die, all right?
333
00:16:47,846 --> 00:16:50,348
- It is. He's not lying.
- No fucking room to fail here.
334
00:16:50,431 --> 00:16:51,891
I mean, use it as motivation,
335
00:16:51,975 --> 00:16:54,561
but that's what's happening.
336
00:16:55,895 --> 00:16:57,272
And you got Mike Dean comin' here?
337
00:16:58,439 --> 00:17:01,609
Well, then what the fuck you wasting time
talking to me? Get to work.
338
00:17:01,693 --> 00:17:03,945
- Come on.
- I got you.
339
00:17:04,028 --> 00:17:05,405
Three massive hits.
340
00:17:06,114 --> 00:17:07,782
I'll deal with Nikki. Just try not
341
00:17:07,866 --> 00:17:09,159
to end my fuckin' career, okay?
342
00:17:09,242 --> 00:17:10,618
I will do my very best.
343
00:17:10,702 --> 00:17:11,602
Or yours either.
344
00:17:13,705 --> 00:17:15,707
- Bye, Dee.
- Bye, sweetie.
345
00:17:16,833 --> 00:17:18,293
I fuckin' love that guy.
346
00:17:21,421 --> 00:17:22,380
He's amazing.
347
00:17:28,011 --> 00:17:29,888
That went better than I expected.
348
00:17:31,014 --> 00:17:32,015
Yeah.
349
00:17:43,777 --> 00:17:45,445
I think our girl's in trouble.
350
00:17:46,696 --> 00:17:50,450
My grandmother said
you never trust a dude with a rat tail.
351
00:17:59,250 --> 00:18:00,084
Oh, again.
352
00:18:00,168 --> 00:18:02,420
Yeah. Spank me again.
353
00:18:40,750 --> 00:18:43,795
- Incredible. Absolutely incredible.
- Right?
354
00:18:47,924 --> 00:18:49,717
It was amazing.
355
00:19:08,695 --> 00:19:10,738
Why don't you sing about your mom?
356
00:19:10,822 --> 00:19:13,032
I don't know. I feel like it's, like,
357
00:19:13,908 --> 00:19:16,244
not something anybody
wants to hear about.
358
00:19:17,662 --> 00:19:20,248
And, like, that's not
what they want from me.
359
00:19:20,331 --> 00:19:22,292
I don't know. It kinda scares me.
360
00:19:22,375 --> 00:19:23,793
- No.
- Like
361
00:19:25,545 --> 00:19:29,674
I feel like the more you let people in,
the more reason they have not to
362
00:19:29,757 --> 00:19:32,218
want you anymore, you know?
363
00:19:32,302 --> 00:19:33,303
Okay.
364
00:19:34,804 --> 00:19:35,763
Yeah.
365
00:19:35,847 --> 00:19:38,725
But I've never really sung about anything,
366
00:19:38,808 --> 00:19:40,477
- like, truthful.
- Yeah.
367
00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:43,104
Or anything that, like,
really means anything to me.
368
00:19:44,105 --> 00:19:46,691
Maybe just a lyric every once in a while.
Like a secret.
369
00:19:46,774 --> 00:19:48,318
Nobody has to know.
370
00:19:48,401 --> 00:19:50,361
Yeah, you're right.
Nobody has to know.
371
00:19:51,529 --> 00:19:52,655
Just you and me.
372
00:20:20,266 --> 00:20:24,354
Was it really hard when she,
when she died?
373
00:20:24,437 --> 00:20:26,022
Yeah.
374
00:20:26,105 --> 00:20:27,106
Sorry.
375
00:20:27,565 --> 00:20:30,819
She was really sick for a long time, and
376
00:20:32,237 --> 00:20:36,282
I was holding her hand
when she closed her eyes.
377
00:20:36,366 --> 00:20:37,575
I'm sorry.
378
00:20:40,662 --> 00:20:42,664
But I feel like she's still here.
379
00:20:44,624 --> 00:20:46,375
It's weird.
It's like she's still in this house,
380
00:20:46,417 --> 00:20:47,919
like she's in all the walls,
381
00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:53,424
and all the windows,
and all the mirrors.
382
00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:12,944
I just can feel her like she's still
383
00:21:14,279 --> 00:21:15,697
watching me.
384
00:21:16,281 --> 00:21:17,365
Thank you.
385
00:21:18,491 --> 00:21:20,535
Look, Xander,
I brought you up here to tell you that
386
00:21:22,036 --> 00:21:24,831
creative direction fuckin' sucks
with Jocelyn.
387
00:21:24,914 --> 00:21:27,000
I don't disagree.
388
00:21:27,083 --> 00:21:29,461
You don't disagree?
You're the fuckin' creative director.
389
00:21:29,544 --> 00:21:31,212
- What do you mean you don't disagree?
- I know.
390
00:21:31,254 --> 00:21:34,466
What is it with this fuckin' industry?
Everybody hates what they fuckin' do.
391
00:21:34,549 --> 00:21:36,676
Welcome to the music business, yeah.
392
00:21:36,759 --> 00:21:38,761
How do you put out something you hate?
393
00:21:39,679 --> 00:21:41,389
I'm fuckin' forced to.
394
00:21:41,473 --> 00:21:43,683
- What do you mean "forced to"?
- I could have
395
00:21:43,766 --> 00:21:47,353
the greatest fucking idea in the world,
and often, I fucking do.
396
00:21:47,437 --> 00:21:50,773
And at the end of the day, it's whatever
the fucking label and Jocelyn wants.
397
00:21:50,857 --> 00:21:52,525
What do you think about "I'm a Freak"?
398
00:21:52,609 --> 00:21:54,277
- The song?
- Yeah.
399
00:21:54,360 --> 00:21:55,260
It's fine.
400
00:21:55,612 --> 00:21:57,614
- Fine?
- It's fucking middle of the road,
401
00:21:57,697 --> 00:21:59,657
not enough of a re-invention,
402
00:21:59,741 --> 00:22:03,495
fucking manufactured bad girl.
403
00:22:03,578 --> 00:22:04,996
When was the last
404
00:22:05,079 --> 00:22:08,958
truly fucking nasty, nasty, bad pop girl?
405
00:22:10,335 --> 00:22:12,504
All right,
let's say you had carte blanche, right?
406
00:22:12,587 --> 00:22:14,005
What would you do?
407
00:22:19,093 --> 00:22:22,388
I would take that photo
with the fucking cum on her face
408
00:22:23,473 --> 00:22:25,183
and I'd make it her album cover.
409
00:22:30,939 --> 00:22:33,107
- I fuckin' would.
- Wow, that's a great idea.
410
00:22:34,025 --> 00:22:35,401
You're fuckin' smart.
411
00:22:38,279 --> 00:22:39,614
You wanna do some coke?
412
00:22:40,949 --> 00:22:43,243
No. All the coke in LA has fentanyl in it.
413
00:22:46,579 --> 00:22:47,664
Not mine.
414
00:22:48,081 --> 00:22:52,293
You used to be the prototype
when I fantasized
415
00:22:52,377 --> 00:22:56,047
Now I fantasize 'bout fuckin' you
with open eyes
416
00:22:56,131 --> 00:22:58,007
Put the indica down
417
00:22:58,091 --> 00:23:00,009
Am I not turning you on
418
00:23:00,093 --> 00:23:01,970
'Cause you're turnin' me on
419
00:23:02,053 --> 00:23:03,888
Yeah, you're turnin' me
420
00:23:03,972 --> 00:23:10,979
Oh, it's hotter than the truth
421
00:23:11,604 --> 00:23:13,773
Ooh, take every...
422
00:23:14,357 --> 00:23:16,234
That's... Nah, can we stop it?
423
00:23:16,776 --> 00:23:18,611
Please stop it. Please, stop, yeah.
424
00:23:18,695 --> 00:23:20,363
- I mean, come on, man.
- I'm not feelin' it, I'm sorry.
425
00:23:20,405 --> 00:23:21,823
- Why did you stop that one?
- I don't know.
426
00:23:21,865 --> 00:23:23,199
- I'm gonna take it back.
- Come on, man.
427
00:23:23,241 --> 00:23:25,076
That was so good. I was in a trance.
428
00:23:25,160 --> 00:23:28,163
No, no. I think it was so much better,
like, three takes ago.
429
00:23:28,246 --> 00:23:30,373
- Nah, you trippin'.
- What did you think?
430
00:23:32,459 --> 00:23:34,711
I think I just fell in love with you.
431
00:23:36,921 --> 00:23:39,090
Sing with me on this next one then.
432
00:23:39,174 --> 00:23:40,074
No.
433
00:23:40,842 --> 00:23:43,511
- No?
- No.
434
00:23:43,595 --> 00:23:47,599
If Tedros heard you say that,
you'd be in huge trouble.
435
00:23:48,224 --> 00:23:49,142
What?
436
00:23:49,225 --> 00:23:50,268
Yeah, you trippin'.
437
00:23:50,351 --> 00:23:52,103
Yeah, you're not allowed to say no.
438
00:23:52,187 --> 00:23:54,063
You're not allowed to say no?
439
00:23:54,606 --> 00:23:56,191
- Yeah.
- Why?
440
00:23:56,274 --> 00:24:00,695
Because by saying no,
you're denying yourself an experience.
441
00:24:01,988 --> 00:24:04,407
Yeah, but not all experiences are good.
442
00:24:04,491 --> 00:24:05,867
Debatable.
443
00:24:05,950 --> 00:24:08,828
That's a really simple way
of looking at things, Joss.
444
00:24:09,329 --> 00:24:10,288
What do you mean?
445
00:24:10,371 --> 00:24:13,708
Some of the most
terrible experiences in life
446
00:24:13,792 --> 00:24:16,669
can be the most valuable,
like artistically.
447
00:24:16,753 --> 00:24:17,754
Yeah.
448
00:24:20,215 --> 00:24:22,801
I don't know.
I guess, like, to a degree.
449
00:24:24,177 --> 00:24:25,637
Okay, Robert Plant
450
00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:28,014
had a son who died
when he was five years old,
451
00:24:28,097 --> 00:24:30,099
and he wrote "All My Love" after that,
452
00:24:30,183 --> 00:24:33,144
and it's one of the most
beautiful songs ever written.
453
00:24:33,228 --> 00:24:35,730
Yeah, but I think if Robert Plant
had a say in it,
454
00:24:35,814 --> 00:24:38,900
he would've chosen his son's life.
455
00:24:38,983 --> 00:24:41,236
And that'd be a pretty big loss
for the world.
456
00:24:41,319 --> 00:24:44,030
- You really believe that?
- Yes.
457
00:24:44,114 --> 00:24:46,616
That's really fucked up.
458
00:24:46,699 --> 00:24:48,368
That's, like, actually fucked up.
459
00:24:48,451 --> 00:24:50,161
How often do people
come up to you and tell you
460
00:24:50,203 --> 00:24:52,622
that your music saved their lives?
461
00:24:52,705 --> 00:24:54,374
- A lot.
- A lot.
462
00:24:54,457 --> 00:24:56,543
And do you believe them when they say it?
463
00:24:56,626 --> 00:24:58,253
Yes. I do.
464
00:24:59,379 --> 00:25:01,589
Okay.
Now imagine if you were Robert Plant.
465
00:25:02,590 --> 00:25:05,051
Or imagine if you had lost
someone that you loved
466
00:25:05,135 --> 00:25:09,347
and you'd written one of
the greatest love songs of all time.
467
00:25:10,473 --> 00:25:12,058
Then what?
468
00:25:12,142 --> 00:25:14,310
So, you think that by losing his son,
469
00:25:14,394 --> 00:25:18,189
he was able to write something that saved
a lot of people's lives.
470
00:25:18,273 --> 00:25:19,899
- Yes.
- And because of that,
471
00:25:19,983 --> 00:25:22,652
you'll say yes to anything
anyone asks you to do?
472
00:25:22,735 --> 00:25:23,736
Yes.
473
00:25:23,820 --> 00:25:27,240
- Yes.
- Literally, anything?
474
00:25:27,323 --> 00:25:28,324
Anything.
475
00:25:29,367 --> 00:25:30,577
Interesting.
476
00:25:33,037 --> 00:25:34,747
Izaak, get up and kiss Ramsey.
477
00:25:49,345 --> 00:25:50,430
See?
478
00:25:51,431 --> 00:25:52,331
Yes.
479
00:25:53,266 --> 00:25:55,268
Would you have done that
if Leia was in the room?
480
00:25:56,227 --> 00:25:58,521
Yes, that wouldn't change anything,
Jocelyn.
481
00:25:58,605 --> 00:26:00,815
Even if it really hurt her feelings?
482
00:26:00,899 --> 00:26:02,275
Yes.
483
00:26:02,358 --> 00:26:04,194
Feelings can shift.
484
00:26:04,277 --> 00:26:06,821
What you make and what you put
out into the world,
485
00:26:06,905 --> 00:26:08,990
that's the shit that lasts forever.
486
00:26:09,073 --> 00:26:11,034
Not Leia's fuckin' feelings.
487
00:26:12,327 --> 00:26:13,787
Would you kiss me?
488
00:26:14,078 --> 00:26:15,246
Would I kiss you?
489
00:26:15,330 --> 00:26:17,499
- That's not a good idea.
- Yeah.
490
00:26:18,291 --> 00:26:19,292
Why?
491
00:26:20,335 --> 00:26:22,629
You know Tedros would fuckin' kill me.
492
00:26:31,095 --> 00:26:32,388
- A little toast.
- Speech?
493
00:26:35,266 --> 00:26:38,269
When my Mom bought this house,
it was so big
494
00:26:38,353 --> 00:26:42,106
that I was always afraid
it was gonna make me feel lonelier,
495
00:26:42,190 --> 00:26:44,108
because it was so hard to fill up.
496
00:26:45,110 --> 00:26:47,695
And I know that I haven't, like,
497
00:26:47,779 --> 00:26:51,533
gotten to know everyone here
super well yet,
498
00:26:51,616 --> 00:26:53,785
but I just wanted to say,
499
00:26:53,868 --> 00:26:55,578
thank you for coming into my life
500
00:26:55,662 --> 00:27:01,292
and filling it with music,
and inspiration, and love.
501
00:27:02,710 --> 00:27:05,338
Yeah, it's just... It's really meant,
like, the world to me,
502
00:27:05,421 --> 00:27:08,007
and I don't know if I've
503
00:27:08,091 --> 00:27:11,594
felt this happy in a really long time.
504
00:27:12,095 --> 00:27:14,889
- Joss.
- So thank you for that.
505
00:27:14,973 --> 00:27:17,809
And Tedros,
506
00:27:20,145 --> 00:27:23,690
thank you for teaching me
how to have fun again.
507
00:27:26,443 --> 00:27:29,529
To finding your family.
508
00:27:30,530 --> 00:27:31,865
Cheers, cheers.
509
00:27:32,907 --> 00:27:35,326
Cheers.
510
00:28:04,856 --> 00:28:06,774
So, Xander had a brilliant idea today.
511
00:28:07,275 --> 00:28:08,109
No.
512
00:28:08,193 --> 00:28:09,360
Yeah, he did.
513
00:28:09,444 --> 00:28:11,404
- Yes, you did.
- Tell me.
514
00:28:11,488 --> 00:28:14,240
No, I would like to sleep on it,
I think.
515
00:28:14,324 --> 00:28:16,117
- No. No sleeping on it.
- What?
516
00:28:16,201 --> 00:28:17,535
- Oh, come on.
- Tell it. It's brilliant.
517
00:28:17,577 --> 00:28:19,370
Yeah, wait, I'm so excited.
518
00:28:19,954 --> 00:28:22,165
- Come on.
- Okay.
519
00:28:24,626 --> 00:28:26,711
I was thinking and,
520
00:28:27,879 --> 00:28:31,758
if your lovely label
is so fucking obsessed
521
00:28:31,841 --> 00:28:34,052
with making you a bad girl,
522
00:28:35,220 --> 00:28:38,848
we should take the photo
with the cum on your face
523
00:28:40,475 --> 00:28:43,561
and we should make it your album cover.
524
00:28:45,188 --> 00:28:46,981
- Brilliant.
- That's a bar.
525
00:28:47,065 --> 00:28:48,149
- No.
- Brilliant. Genius.
526
00:28:48,233 --> 00:28:49,692
You're kidding. You're kidding?
527
00:28:49,776 --> 00:28:51,194
- I'm not kidding.
- No.
528
00:28:51,277 --> 00:28:52,695
- Absolutely not.
- Why? Literally why?
529
00:28:52,737 --> 00:28:53,738
Give me one reason why.
530
00:28:53,822 --> 00:28:55,198
Because she h...
531
00:28:55,281 --> 00:28:57,283
So many young girls look up to you.
532
00:28:57,367 --> 00:28:58,267
Oh, my God.
533
00:28:58,326 --> 00:28:59,911
Yeah, and they've all
probably seen the photo.
534
00:28:59,953 --> 00:29:02,163
They've all definitely
seen the photo, actually.
535
00:29:02,247 --> 00:29:05,750
Yeah, okay, but it's different if you,
like, embrace it.
536
00:29:05,834 --> 00:29:08,962
So, what? It's only okay if the internet,
like, uses it against me?
537
00:29:09,045 --> 00:29:12,006
- Preach.
- No. The internet is on your side.
538
00:29:12,090 --> 00:29:15,385
- No.
- Literally, every outlet.
539
00:29:15,468 --> 00:29:19,013
They all wrote
beautiful pieces defending you
540
00:29:19,097 --> 00:29:21,474
and your right to grow up
and have a sex life.
541
00:29:21,558 --> 00:29:24,310
There is no difference between the people
making fun of me
542
00:29:24,394 --> 00:29:26,020
and the people supporting me.
543
00:29:26,104 --> 00:29:27,564
They're all capitalizing off of it
544
00:29:27,647 --> 00:29:29,273
and they're just driving
more people to look it up.
545
00:29:29,315 --> 00:29:32,360
That's exactly why you should make it
your album cover.
546
00:29:32,444 --> 00:29:34,529
I don't have an album. I threw it away.
547
00:29:34,612 --> 00:29:36,406
Okay, fine. Your first single.
548
00:29:36,489 --> 00:29:37,449
I mean
549
00:29:38,032 --> 00:29:41,119
we could make the caption like,
"New music coming soon."
550
00:29:41,661 --> 00:29:42,495
That's hard.
551
00:29:42,579 --> 00:29:44,873
It's fire. It's fucking fire.
552
00:29:44,956 --> 00:29:46,499
I'm rockin' with that.
553
00:29:46,583 --> 00:29:47,959
I will think about it.
554
00:29:48,042 --> 00:29:49,252
- I will think about it.
- Just think about it.
555
00:29:49,294 --> 00:29:53,214
I'm not sure I wanna restart
the whole, like, jizz-rag Jocelyn hashtag.
556
00:29:53,298 --> 00:29:55,717
I feel like that had its moment.
I'm not sure I want...
557
00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:57,010
Who gives a fuck?
558
00:29:58,303 --> 00:30:00,138
Because it's actually humiliating
559
00:30:00,221 --> 00:30:02,515
and, like,
makes me feel really bad about myself.
560
00:30:03,141 --> 00:30:04,142
Why?
561
00:30:05,185 --> 00:30:08,188
Because, like, it just, like...
I wanna be...
562
00:30:09,022 --> 00:30:11,816
It just sucks. It actually sucks.
It does.
563
00:30:11,900 --> 00:30:14,569
No, what were you, what were you about
to say just now?
564
00:30:17,572 --> 00:30:20,784
I was gonna say, you know, I...
565
00:30:21,993 --> 00:30:24,287
I wanna be taken seriously.
566
00:30:25,580 --> 00:30:26,581
Why?
567
00:30:27,373 --> 00:30:28,792
Because I do.
568
00:30:29,459 --> 00:30:30,752
But why?
569
00:30:30,835 --> 00:30:34,130
Because I wanna have a career
that lasts and is meaningful
570
00:30:34,214 --> 00:30:36,674
and isn't like a fucking joke.
571
00:30:36,758 --> 00:30:39,427
And you will, Joss.
You will. Trust me.
572
00:30:39,511 --> 00:30:41,346
No, not if she doesn't take risks.
573
00:30:42,847 --> 00:30:46,434
I mean, that's easy to say if you're not
the one taking the risks.
574
00:30:46,518 --> 00:30:49,354
Yeah, but, Joss, this is, like,
the right risk at the right time.
575
00:30:49,437 --> 00:30:50,646
- You've got great people...
- There's no such thing
576
00:30:50,688 --> 00:30:53,107
as "the right risk at the right time."
577
00:30:53,858 --> 00:30:55,902
If it's risky, it's risky for a reason.
578
00:30:55,985 --> 00:30:57,987
No, but if it's the right risk
579
00:30:58,071 --> 00:31:00,573
then you, like, basically,
know how it's gonna play out.
580
00:31:00,657 --> 00:31:02,492
No, that's the exact opposite of a risk.
581
00:31:02,575 --> 00:31:06,454
That's playing it safe.
That's what everyone else does.
582
00:31:07,497 --> 00:31:08,706
Is that what you do?
583
00:31:09,374 --> 00:31:13,086
Why are you talking to me like I'm, like,
new to the music industry?
584
00:31:13,169 --> 00:31:14,796
I'm not. You are.
585
00:31:15,213 --> 00:31:16,422
True.
586
00:31:21,219 --> 00:31:22,929
- Don't be rude.
- I'm not being rude.
587
00:31:23,012 --> 00:31:26,641
It's just, like, I've been doing this
for over a decade, so.
588
00:31:27,517 --> 00:31:30,395
- And you're stuck.
- Yeah, I'm stuck.
589
00:31:30,478 --> 00:31:33,148
- I'm stuck at the moment.
- At the moment?
590
00:31:33,231 --> 00:31:35,441
What was the last song you wrote, Jocelyn?
591
00:31:40,363 --> 00:31:41,322
"Daybreak."
592
00:31:41,406 --> 00:31:42,991
- "Daybreak"!
- "Daybreak."
593
00:31:43,074 --> 00:31:45,285
- Oh, my God.
- "Daybreak" on your second album.
594
00:31:45,368 --> 00:31:46,828
That was my favorite song
595
00:31:46,911 --> 00:31:48,538
- on the album. It's so good.
- Of course, it was.
596
00:31:48,580 --> 00:31:51,082
Okay, what was that, like a year ago?
Year and a half?
597
00:31:51,166 --> 00:31:52,834
Yeah, something like that.
598
00:31:54,752 --> 00:31:56,170
I mean, I don't think that's,
like, a big deal.
599
00:31:56,212 --> 00:31:58,381
Like, I think it's gotta be
the right song.
600
00:31:58,465 --> 00:32:00,300
You mean the right risk.
601
00:32:01,134 --> 00:32:02,802
Yeah, I mean the right risk.
602
00:32:02,886 --> 00:32:07,599
And what I'm saying is, I think,
maybe that's why you can't write a song.
603
00:32:08,349 --> 00:32:11,227
Yeah, 'cause she's fucking
overthinking everything.
604
00:32:11,311 --> 00:32:13,980
- Exactly.
- You...
605
00:32:14,063 --> 00:32:17,400
of all people should know it's a bit more
fucking complicated than that.
606
00:32:18,276 --> 00:32:20,153
I mean, it is and it isn't.
607
00:32:20,236 --> 00:32:22,280
I think that what Tedros is saying
makes a lot of sense.
608
00:32:22,322 --> 00:32:25,992
I think you care way too fucking much
about what people think.
609
00:32:26,075 --> 00:32:27,835
I think if I didn't care
what people thought,
610
00:32:27,911 --> 00:32:28,953
I wouldn't have a career.
611
00:32:29,037 --> 00:32:32,832
I think if you care too much,
you won't have a career.
612
00:32:32,916 --> 00:32:36,169
How can you complain about making
superficial music all the time,
613
00:32:36,252 --> 00:32:39,214
about not being able to write anything
honest, when
614
00:32:39,297 --> 00:32:42,300
all you think about is what people
are gonna fucking say?
615
00:32:42,759 --> 00:32:47,305
You make superficial music because
you think about superficial things.
616
00:32:47,972 --> 00:32:49,641
I'm sorry. I don't think it's superficial
617
00:32:49,724 --> 00:32:51,559
to wanna make music
that connects with people.
618
00:32:51,643 --> 00:32:53,311
- Not at all.
- Right? Like...
619
00:32:53,394 --> 00:32:54,979
Why don't you just...
620
00:32:55,063 --> 00:32:57,565
Why don't you just be yourself, Jocelyn?
621
00:32:58,358 --> 00:33:01,194
Because there's nothing about me
that's relatable.
622
00:33:01,945 --> 00:33:03,571
You sure about that?
623
00:33:04,405 --> 00:33:06,950
Okay, what do you think
is relatable about me?
624
00:33:07,367 --> 00:33:09,927
I don't know. All the dark shit
you've been through in your life.
625
00:33:12,288 --> 00:33:16,251
I think the dark shit I've been through
is pretty fucking unique, too.
626
00:33:16,334 --> 00:33:18,169
Yeah, I would agree.
627
00:33:23,049 --> 00:33:26,678
Her mom was like a rare breed.
628
00:33:32,433 --> 00:33:33,518
How so?
629
00:33:35,186 --> 00:33:38,273
I don't really feel like talking about it
in front of everyone.
630
00:33:39,691 --> 00:33:40,775
Too late.
631
00:33:44,696 --> 00:33:45,905
Tedros.
632
00:33:46,781 --> 00:33:47,782
Please.
633
00:33:48,908 --> 00:33:49,808
Not now.
634
00:33:49,868 --> 00:33:52,704
Jocelyn, I don't keep secrets
from anyone at this table.
635
00:33:52,787 --> 00:33:55,373
Well, that's, that's your prerogative.
636
00:33:55,457 --> 00:33:57,459
I'm not gonna let you keep secrets either.
637
00:33:58,585 --> 00:34:02,255
I think that's a little easier to say
when you don't actually know the details.
638
00:34:02,338 --> 00:34:05,216
Baby, there's nothing
that you're gonna reveal to me right now
639
00:34:05,300 --> 00:34:07,677
that's gonna make me love you any less.
640
00:34:07,760 --> 00:34:10,763
I think I speak for everyone
at the table when I say that.
641
00:34:11,598 --> 00:34:14,184
You're safe here. I promise.
642
00:34:35,038 --> 00:34:36,456
She did a lot of things.
643
00:34:38,291 --> 00:34:40,710
A lot of things. Her...
644
00:34:41,461 --> 00:34:45,089
her favorite was probably
hitting me with a hairbrush.
645
00:34:46,299 --> 00:34:47,717
Hitting you where?
646
00:34:49,135 --> 00:34:50,762
My butt, my...
647
00:34:51,638 --> 00:34:53,348
thighs, my stomach, my back.
648
00:34:53,431 --> 00:34:56,142
Like, just anywhere
people wouldn't notice.
649
00:34:57,477 --> 00:34:59,979
- Why'd she do that?
- To focus.
650
00:35:00,772 --> 00:35:04,776
She did it as, like,
a form of motivation, I guess.
651
00:35:07,570 --> 00:35:09,197
Kinda like a dog.
652
00:35:10,573 --> 00:35:15,578
She'd do it to help me remember my lines,
to remember dance moves, to finish songs.
653
00:35:16,204 --> 00:35:18,623
She'd do it to keep me
from falling asleep
654
00:35:19,874 --> 00:35:22,085
to help me wake up on time.
655
00:35:23,837 --> 00:35:25,463
She'd do it if she caught me
656
00:35:26,631 --> 00:35:28,800
smoking or drinking
657
00:35:28,883 --> 00:35:32,220
or flirting with someone
she didn't approve of.
658
00:35:35,348 --> 00:35:37,809
She'd do it if I overate,
if I didn't exercise,
659
00:35:37,892 --> 00:35:40,436
or if she ever caught me
660
00:35:42,147 --> 00:35:44,149
smiling to myself.
661
00:35:50,822 --> 00:35:53,032
How long did this go on for?
662
00:35:53,867 --> 00:35:57,328
Until the chemo made her so weak
she couldn't lift up a hairbrush anymore.
663
00:35:57,996 --> 00:36:00,039
You didn't fight back?
664
00:36:00,123 --> 00:36:02,083
- No.
- Why not?
665
00:36:03,668 --> 00:36:06,379
Because there's just some battles
you're never gonna win.
666
00:36:13,052 --> 00:36:14,262
That's so sad.
667
00:36:16,806 --> 00:36:19,392
- And no one said anything?
- Nope.
668
00:36:25,857 --> 00:36:27,066
What about you?
669
00:36:29,986 --> 00:36:32,113
I don't know what we could've done.
670
00:36:32,822 --> 00:36:34,365
You sure about that?
671
00:36:37,118 --> 00:36:39,537
I did the best that I could at the time.
672
00:36:40,330 --> 00:36:41,790
- Really?
- Yeah.
673
00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:45,251
How hard did she hit you, Jocelyn?
674
00:36:47,003 --> 00:36:49,047
Hard enough to break skin.
675
00:36:49,130 --> 00:36:50,590
Jesus Christ.
676
00:36:54,886 --> 00:36:56,888
And you felt like Xander
was there for you?
677
00:37:01,476 --> 00:37:03,895
In a lot of ways, yeah.
678
00:37:03,978 --> 00:37:07,565
So, I'm guessing no one said anything
because you're getting paid?
679
00:37:07,649 --> 00:37:09,526
Okay, that fucking wasn't it.
680
00:37:09,609 --> 00:37:10,652
- No?
- No.
681
00:37:10,735 --> 00:37:12,153
What do you think?
682
00:37:15,073 --> 00:37:17,700
I think it was just such a horrible,
fucked-up situation
683
00:37:17,784 --> 00:37:20,787
that no one really knew what
the right thing to do was.
684
00:37:26,292 --> 00:37:28,169
Is there a part of you that wonders
685
00:37:28,253 --> 00:37:32,090
if the reason you're stuck is because
your mother's not around?
686
00:37:40,682 --> 00:37:42,392
Yeah, absolutely.
687
00:37:44,060 --> 00:37:46,688
So, you, you miss it?
688
00:37:48,064 --> 00:37:49,190
Getting hit?
689
00:37:50,900 --> 00:37:52,444
The motivation it gave you.
690
00:38:00,702 --> 00:38:02,120
Sometimes.
691
00:38:06,875 --> 00:38:09,294
If you loved the music you were making
692
00:38:11,004 --> 00:38:12,797
would you have felt like it was worth it?
693
00:38:26,019 --> 00:38:27,228
Yeah.
694
00:38:43,411 --> 00:38:45,622
Leia, you look tired.
695
00:38:45,705 --> 00:38:48,124
Izaak, you should take her to bed.
696
00:38:50,376 --> 00:38:52,295
Yeah, all right.
697
00:38:55,799 --> 00:38:56,800
Come on.
698
00:38:57,592 --> 00:38:58,676
It's okay.
699
00:39:17,278 --> 00:39:18,488
Hey,
700
00:39:19,030 --> 00:39:23,243
all that trauma,
you're gonna turn into inspiration.
701
00:39:24,577 --> 00:39:26,412
You're gonna tap into it.
702
00:39:27,455 --> 00:39:29,290
You're gonna feel it.
703
00:39:29,707 --> 00:39:31,543
You're gonna face it.
704
00:39:31,876 --> 00:39:33,711
You're gonna remember it.
705
00:39:34,754 --> 00:39:37,382
And you're gonna let it wash all over.
706
00:39:42,262 --> 00:39:44,347
You still got that hairbrush?
707
00:39:45,390 --> 00:39:46,391
Yeah.
708
00:39:47,767 --> 00:39:49,185
Go get it.
709
00:39:56,860 --> 00:39:57,861
Okay.
710
00:40:31,019 --> 00:40:34,230
Mmm, mm-mm
711
00:40:35,815 --> 00:40:38,401
I've been manipulated a hundred times
712
00:40:38,485 --> 00:40:44,032
But none of them
felt so soft and kind and
713
00:40:44,115 --> 00:40:48,036
Hell is a place for what we tried but
714
00:40:48,119 --> 00:40:51,206
It never felt so wrong in my mind and
715
00:40:52,123 --> 00:40:55,335
Never understood why Mama cried
716
00:40:56,127 --> 00:40:59,547
Could it be because our secret time
717
00:41:00,173 --> 00:41:04,052
I always thought
someday you'd find us but
718
00:41:04,135 --> 00:41:08,014
Waiting for you is like slowly dying
719
00:41:09,140 --> 00:41:11,434
'Cause you kept me warm
720
00:41:11,518 --> 00:41:17,273
You held me close until you let me go
721
00:41:17,357 --> 00:41:19,526
Now my blood is cold
722
00:41:19,609 --> 00:41:24,823
I never had the time to let you know
723
00:41:24,906 --> 00:41:28,910
Take me back, take me back
724
00:41:28,993 --> 00:41:32,247
Take me back
725
00:41:33,081 --> 00:41:37,043
Take me back, take me back
726
00:41:37,127 --> 00:41:41,089
Take me back
727
00:41:41,172 --> 00:41:44,801
All of me, take all of me
728
00:41:45,301 --> 00:41:49,180
All of me, all of me
729
00:41:49,264 --> 00:41:53,351
Take me back, take me back
730
00:41:53,434 --> 00:41:57,313
Take me back
731
00:41:57,397 --> 00:42:00,608
Where do we go from here
732
00:42:01,317 --> 00:42:05,488
Hold my heart and set me free
733
00:42:05,572 --> 00:42:09,492
Where do we go from here
734
00:42:09,576 --> 00:42:13,413
Kiss me with each melody
735
00:42:13,496 --> 00:42:17,500
You're someone I used to fear
736
00:42:17,584 --> 00:42:21,588
Because I loved your forbidden touch
737
00:42:21,671 --> 00:42:25,675
The thought of you cut so deep
738
00:42:25,758 --> 00:42:30,430
So, I'll open up my scar
739
00:42:30,513 --> 00:42:34,726
'Cause you keep me warm,
just hold me close
740
00:42:34,809 --> 00:42:38,354
I'll never let you go
741
00:42:38,438 --> 00:42:40,815
'Cause now my blood is cold
742
00:42:40,899 --> 00:42:46,112
I'm waitin' for the day
you call my phone
743
00:42:46,196 --> 00:42:50,200
Take me back, take me back
744
00:42:50,283 --> 00:42:53,369
Take me back
745
00:42:53,453 --> 00:42:54,788
This is really gonna hurt.
746
00:42:54,871 --> 00:42:56,414
Take me back
747
00:42:56,498 --> 00:43:00,668
But if you push through the pain,
it'll be beautiful.
748
00:43:02,504 --> 00:43:06,508
All of me, take all of me
749
00:43:06,591 --> 00:43:10,553
All of me, all of me
750
00:43:10,637 --> 00:43:14,599
Take me back, take me back
751
00:43:14,682 --> 00:43:18,019
Take me back
752
00:44:05,900 --> 00:44:07,777
Thank you for taking care of me.
753
00:44:42,979 --> 00:44:45,899
Where do we go from here?
754
00:44:50,987 --> 00:44:53,782
Where do we go from here?
755
00:44:59,245 --> 00:45:02,290
Where do we go from here?
756
00:45:03,208 --> 00:45:07,045
Hold my heart and set me free
757
00:45:07,545 --> 00:45:10,423
Where do we go from here?
758
00:45:11,424 --> 00:45:14,969
Kiss me with each melody
759
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Where do we go from here?
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Kiss me with each melody
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