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Lost You Forever S1

Episode 17

Can you do this yourself?

I can.

Remember. No matter what happens, don't come out.

Hide well.

Everything settled?

Yes.

Thank you.

We are family. No need for formalities.

It's getting late.

We should go back.

Let's go back then.

What a disappointing night.

Wait.

Xiaoliu?

Give me a hand.

Here.

Slowly.

You're very brave.

Don't be scared. It's okay now.

I always carry herbs on me.

Creatures like snakes and insects don't dare to approach me.

Stay close to me. You won't be scared.

Follow me.

Come on. Keep up with me.

Watch out.

Are you okay?

Watch your step and walk slowly.

Aren't you scared?

I am.

The first time I walked through the wilderness at night,

I was scared to tears.

And then?

Later I realized

even if I cry, I have to walk my own path.

I can't escape it in the end.

Instead of shedding tears, it's better to open your eyes wide

and see the road ahead clearly.

What's wrong? Let's keep going.

Coming.

Slowly.

Somebody, somebody!

- Someone! - We're coming.

Let me see.

It's okay. All limbs are intact,

and no injuries.

As long as you're here, I know there won't be peace.

Either small or big, but there couldn't possibly be peace.

Xuan is missing. Send people to find him now.

What happened?

Tell me the whole story, from beginning to end.

That's what happened.

Quickly find a way to bring Xuan back.

Do you know who attacked him?

- I don't know. - The one attacked him is Fangfeng Yiying.

It's her?

Is she famous?

Which family is she from? How come I don't know her?

She is the lady from Fangfeng Family.

Fangfeng Family is nothing, but Fangfeng Yiying

is the fiancee of Master Qingqiu, Tushan Jing.

What? This is outrageous.

I have to go to the Tushan Family and ask

if they want all of their businesses in Haoling to close down.

Although Miss Fangfeng started the fight,

she was standing up for that miss.

Even if this matter escalates,

it is just a conflict between that miss and you.

Besides, you didn't reveal your identities,

so you can't blame them for unintentionally hurting you.

That's right.

Now it's not the time to go after someone.

We should quickly find out where Cang Xuan went.

As long as we can find Miss Fangfeng,

we will definitely find Cang Xuan's whereabouts.

I will handle this matter.

Nian, you go take a bath first

and change into clean clothes.

Ru Shou, be more efficient with your tasks,

or I'll tell my father to hit you.

You let the princess leave because you have instructions for me?

Be careful of Miss Fangfeng.

I suspect she wasn't just avenging her good friend.

She recognized Cang Xuan.

Thank you for reminding me. I will be vigilant.

Once there is news, I will send someone to notify you.

Thank you.

(Chenrong Mansion, Zhiyi City)

Fortunately, it was only a shoulder wound.

It didn't hit any vital parts.

Do you think this bamboo flute is his?

We can ask when he wakes up.

I hope we didn't save the wrong person.

You're awake.

- Where am I? - Don't get up, or you may tear your wound.

This is the Chenrong Mansion.

Chenrong Mansion?

May I ask if Chenrong Yi is...?

Chenrong Yi is my father. My name is Chenrong Xinyue.

Our young lady saved you and called a physician to treat your wound.

Thank you, Miss Chenrong.

Is this yours?

Yes, this is mine.

I thought I lost it when I fell into the water.

Is it you who was playing the flute on the lake?

It was me.

Because I heard someone playing the guqin.

The skill was so exquisite that I couldn't resist playing the flute in harmony.

Why did you suddenly stop?

My sister was motivated by mischief and took away the flute.

I see.

How did you know about this?

Could it be that you were the one who played the guqin?

It was really you?

What is your name, sir, and where are you from?

I'm Xuan, from Haoling's Dragon Squad.

You are from Haoling, but you don't know how to swim?

I've been here for a while.

My family will definitely worry.

I'll leave now

and visit you another day for my gratitude.

The physician said you'd better rest and not move.

You should stay here to recover.

If you don't want your family worried,

I'll have someone deliver a message for you.

Thank you.

Sorry for the trouble, Miss Chenrong.

Miss,

after Miss Chenrong leaves,

I will find an opportunity to assassinate Xiyan Cang Xuan.

No, this is the Chenrong Mansion.

Don't act rashly.

Yes.

Xinyue,

how is this gentleman's injury?

The physician said it was not serious.

This is Miss Fangfeng.

Yiying, this is Xuan from Haoling's Dragon Squad.

Mr. Xuan.

It was all my fault for injuring you in a moment of anger.

Please forgive me.

No big deal.

It was not only your fault. I was wrong too.

Since his injury is not serious, why hasn't Xuan come back yet?

Miss Chenrong invited him to stay in the mansion to recover.

Then why doesn't he come back but stay at a stranger's place to recover?

And you. Why not ask him to come back?

Am I such an insensitive person?

And you.

All you know is to eat.

He shouldn't have treated you so well.

Isn't he alright?

Are you serious?

Chenrong Xinyue is a vile woman, full of schemes.

Who knows what she wants?

Aren't you worried at all?

Yes, we're very worried.

Thank you, sir, for agreeing to play with me.

Miss Chenrong, you're too polite.

Compared to your favor of saving my life, playing a song is just small-fry.

The flowers in the garden are in full bloom today.

I'll take you around.

It's time for me to take my medicine.

I need to go back to my room now.

Then next time.

This way, please.

Mr. Xuan is handsome, talented, and speaks with great erudition.

He is very compatible with you.

Although the four squads in Haoling are similar to the six families in the Central Plains

and have a high status in Haoling,

Mr. Xuan is just an ordinary member of the Dragon Squad.

As a noble lady, even if you don't marry a prince,

at least you should marry the head of a family.

No matter how good Mr. Xuan is,

he's not worthy of you.

You talk too much.

You want to talk to me?

Do you still remember we came out this time

to help Xuan with serious matters?

I do.

If you do, hurry up and bring Xuan back.

Cang Xuan must have a reason for not coming back.

I think it's better...

Better what?

If he doesn't come back, won't you persuade him?

Even if you become an official in Haoling, you will be a sycophantic one.

You can't tolerate a frank and outspoken adviser, can you?

What did you say?

Nothing.

You're right. I'll go and bring Cang Xuan back now.

That's more like it.

Where's Wen Xiaoliu?

He hasn't shown up all afternoon.

Even if I call Shiqi again,

no one will appear by my side.

I'm here.

This is Zhiyi City.

Aren't you afraid of being followed?

My ancestors are the nine-tailed deity foxes.

Only I can track others.

Very few people can track me.

Why did you come to Zhiyi City?

I came...

I'm here to handle a very important matter.

I'll tell you about it later.

Okay.

I also have a very important matter to tell you later.

Then we'll tell each other together.

Alright.

I have to go.

When are you going back?

I should be heading back too.

Then go ahead.

Why?

I want you to see me when you look back.

I don't want you to feel that parting is lonely.

Alright, I'll leave first then.

Tushan Jing, are you truly calculating or simply foolish?

(Inn)

Alright, my wound doesn't hurt anymore.

I just can't move freely.

The physician from Chenrong Family is good. Just continue taking good care of it.

I gave you quite a scare.

Don't be angry with me.

You know I wouldn't be.

Unless life is threatened, no one likes to act by hurting themselves.

I had someone investigate Fangfeng Yiying

after the last time I got hurt.

She was probably instructed by someone to assassinate me.

Instructed?

Could it be someone from Xiyan?

You guessed it.

This matter is most likely related to my uncle.

It seems that the Fangfeng Family

has likely sided with him.

That day on the lake,

I felt they were in great numbers and had the upper hand.

I wanted to avoid conflicts with them, so I intentionally got hurt

and dived into the lake.

Who'd have thought Chenrong Xinyue would jump in to save me?

You should thank me for that.

If it hadn't been for me wanting to hear her play the guqin,

you wouldn't have had the chance to play the flute,

and Chenrong Xinyue wouldn't have developed a liking for you.

I should thank you?

If I hadn't played the flute for you,

I wouldn't have lured their boat over.

If I hadn't lured them over,

I wouldn't have encountered them

and wouldn't have had all these troubles.

I was the victim of your unintended harm.

If you hadn't met Chenrong Xinyue,

how would you have met people from the Chishui and Chenrong Families?

It was a blessing in disguise.

Well, thanks a lot.

However, the influence of the Central Plains clans

is extensive and complicated.

The Chenrong and Chishui Families

were clans you wanted to get acquainted with and win over.

I didn't expect such a chance,

and we actually met Chenrong Xinyue.

You look like seeing through everything,

but in reality, you're still a dreamy girl.

What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?

Whether the Chenrong and Chishui Families will stand on our side or out

doesn't depend on Chenrong Xinyue's trivial liking for me,

but on the benefits I can bring them in the future.

With or without this matter,

it doesn't matter at all.

You are

too clear-headed, too rational.

I'm still dreamy?

How nice.

(Chenrong Mansion)

How come you suddenly want to host a banquet?

A few friends are here in Zhiyi City.

I want to use your mansion to host a feast.

This is a good chance to make acquaintance.

Great, I love making friends.

I'll let Xinyue prepare the banquet.

Thank you.

What are you talking about?

Aren't your friends my friends too?

Deliver it to the Haoling Inn.

Yes.

Pack your things. Set off for Mount Jade early next morning.

Alright.

Your Highness, an invitation from the Chenrong Mansion.

Chenrong Mansion?

Is it from Miss Chenrong?

Let me see.

The invitation is sent out by the Chenrong Mansion.

(Invitation Letter from Tushan Jing) The host is Tushan Jing.

Shall I decline the invitation?

We can't afford any more delays in our plan to go to Mount Jade.

Brother,

you should go.

Are you reluctant to miss the opportunity to meet Tushan Jing?

Yes, I am reluctant.

But I'm more reluctant to

miss the opportunity for you to meet Chishui Fenglong.

He is the son of Chenrong Yi

and the future leader of Chishui Clan, one of the Four Great Clans.

I've heard that the young descendants of the Central Plains clans follow his lead.

If you get to know him and gain his support,

your future path will surely be much easier.

Brother, delaying the trip to Mount Jade by one day

won't cause any problems.

You should go.

Alright, let's stay one more day.

But Nian has always disliked such gatherings.

I'll let Ru Shou stay with her.

You accompany me to the feast at the Chenrong Mansion.

You're afraid she'll get into a fight with Chenrong Xinyue again, right?

Fenglong, let me introduce you.

This is Xuan from the Dragon Squad of Haoling.

This is his cousin, Wen Xiaoliu.

Nice to meet you.

Xuan, these are Chishui Fenglong and Chenrong Xinyue.

Nice to meet you, Mr. Chishui and Miss Chenrong.

So the friend of Jing is you.

You know each other?

In this case, it's fate that you and Xuan know each other.

You must keep it a secret.

Don't tell Father about it.

If he knows, Mother will nag me.

Father doesn't have the time to discipline you lately.

I heard that a court official of Xiyan

impeached Mr. Chenrong for colluding with Chenrong rebels,

harboring rebellious intentions and plotting something big.

Yes, our father has been worried about this matter recently.

I would like to share his worries,

but he won't let me get involved in court affairs.

Jing, what do you think about this matter?

I wonder what Xuan thinks about it.

If one must say that Mr. Chenrong is colluding with the Chenrong rebels,

harboring rebellious intentions and plotting something big,

there's nothing wrong with that.

What did you say?

Fenglong,

let him finish speaking.

Alright, for Jing's sake, I'll let you finish.

Hundreds of years ago, when Mr. Chenrong took over the Central Plains, he said

his loyalty belongs to common people,

and his pursuit is peace

and well-being all over the world.

He never said he would be loyal to a single man.

What he has been striving for is great.

Isn't the peaceful hand-to-mouth life of Central Plains' civilians important?

But the crime of colluding with the betrayers...

After Mr. Chenrong took over Central Plains,

with private negotiations,

many betrayers surrendered,

which stopped many wars.

If it weren't for Mr. Chenrong's collusion,

as Central Plains enjoyed many people,

there wouldn't be

just tens of thousands of betrayers left,

hiding in Qingshui.

Well said. Let me toast you.

Jing.

Yiying, why are you only here now?

Take a seat next to Jing.

I was feeling a bit unwell earlier.

- Jing... - Jing's always been

considerate and thoughtful towards Yiying, so admirable.

Jing and Yiying, this toast is to you.

We're all waiting to take part in your wedding.

He's just recovered from an illness and can't drink much.

I'll drink this one for him.

Yiying truly cares deeply for Jing.

Excuse me, I need to change.

Xiaoliu can't hold his liquor. Let's continue drinking.

No going home sober today.

Boatman.

Boatman.

Boatman.

Give that man a ride.

I was ordered to send you out of the city as quickly as possible

without attracting others' attention.

With so many eyes in this city, we'd better avoid trouble.

Didn't Chenrong Yi tell you who I am?

- Thank you, boatman. - It's the...

The lady on the boat.

Thank you, Miss.

Miss, it's raining outside. May I come in to take shelter?

Thank you, Miss.

The rain stopped.

Miss, it's raining again.

Sir, you might as well sit down.

If heaven asks you to sit, you have to sit.

Sit.

I'll have to trouble you then.

Where are you heading, sir?

Just wandering aimlessly.

I didn't know someone was on this boat when I called the boatman.

If it's inconvenient for you, I can get off immediately.

It's not a problem.

I'm also wandering aimlessly.

Didn't you say the provision matter can't be delayed?

I'm sorry, Miss.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry, Miss. I'm really sorry.

The current here seems quite gentle, but the boat is rocking so much.

Boatman, could you please row slower?

Thank you.

So dense.

Sir, move a bit closer. Lean towards the middle.

The boat will be stable?

My apologies, Miss.

Judging from your accent, you aren't from the Central Plains.

I came out to handle some affairs with a friend

and passed through here.

Since you came with a friend,

why are you wandering around alone?

Did you have a disagreement with your friend?

I had a few drinks at a banquet just now.

I was afraid that I would lose my sobriety if I got drunk,

so I left in advance.

You're afraid of losing your sobriety in front of friends.

It seems that they are not your true friends.

In that case, why not go home?

I go with the flow, and the world is my home.

Wherever I go is home.

Isn't there

anyone special on your mind?

What's wrong? Haven't you seen a demon?

In this city,

it's not rare to see aquatic creatures.

I just didn't expect it.

After turning into a human form,

I discovered the world is not as beautiful as I imagined.

Luckily, there are two things

that can fill this meaningless life.

Delicious food and fine wine?

Want to eat?

Are you afraid I've poisoned it

or do you look down on demons' food?

I happen to think of a friend who's a demon too.

But I get eaten by him every time.

My food is eaten by him.

I've never eaten his food before.

It sounds like this friend of yours isn't very friendly.

You still consider him a friend.

He may be fierce, but...

He's good.

He's really good.

(Chenrong Mansion)

Jing.

Wait for me, Jing.

Jing.

Miss Fangfeng, please respect yourself.

I'm drunk.

My head is spinning.

Can't you help me?

I'm sorry, but I should keep a respectful distance from ladies.

Jing,

I am your fiancee, not some other woman.

Before you left Qingqiu,

Grandma asked you to take care of me.

Have you forgotten?

I will call a maid to take care of you.

- I... - In some time,

when everything is arranged,

I will talk to your family about breaking off the engagement.

No, I don't agree.

Jing.

Don't misunderstand. Fangfeng Yiying and I...

Thank you for today, Master Qingqiu.

Without you,

I wouldn't have become friends with Fenglong so soon.

I won't take credit.

It's your words and actions that won Fenglong's approval.

Although I am grateful to you,

there are some things

that need to be clarified first.

Xiaoyao deserves the best man in the world.

Whether it's me or her father,

we cannot bear her being hurt even a little bit.

If you can't do that,

then please stay away from her.

I've got something else to do. I'll go say goodbye to Fenglong.

Are the fireworks too dazzling?

Miss, my apologies.

I was just lost in the fireworks. I'm sorry for my rudeness.

The couple on the shore just now looked very well-matched.

Yes, they are well-matched.

At this moment, we're sitting side by side.

In the eyes of the people on the shore,

maybe we're well-matched too.

You're joking, Miss.

You and I are just strangers who met by chance

and happened to share a boat.

♫ Clothing as white as snow ♫

Boatman, to the shore.

♫ Eyes like stars ♫

Thank you for sharing a ride.

♫ Having got the love poisonous bug ♫

♫ Carved in my bones and heart ♫

For me?

Next time you're not happy,

think about the people who care about you.

He...

They will not be happy when you're not happy.

♫ Yearning surpasses time ♫

♫ Waiting brings no bloom ♫

I haven't paid for the boat ride yet.

I have to go now and don't have time to settle the account with you now.

Just keep it in mind.

♫ In every corner of this earthly realm ♫

♫ It's longing. It's self-pity ♫

♫ The tones of tenderness ♫

♫ It's muteness. It's imprisonment ♫

The people who care about me.

♫ It's the way back. It's the way home ♫

♫ Life is like dancing in the snow ♫

♫ It's the end ♫

♫ Solve the riddle of fate ♫

♫ And watch parting souls ♫

♫ Destiny of love is going on ♫

♫ No one can escape ♫

♫ I stay away from the world ♫

♫ Looking inside my heart in silence ♫

♫ I will always be here for you ♫

♫ Loving you with all my heart ♫

♫ On every moonlight night ♫

♫ You're full of my memory ♫

♫ You look careless in a confident manner ♫

♫ Whenever I'm alone ♫

♫ I'll miss you and only think about you ♫

♫ I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with you ♫

♫ When will we meet again ♫

♫ Time will give us an answer ♫

♫ Start a journey and meet someone ♫

♫ I feel lovesick on rainy days ♫

♫ On every moonlight night ♫

♫ You're full of my memory ♫

♫ You look careless in a confident manner ♫

♫ Whenever I'm alone ♫

♫ I'll miss you and only think about you ♫

♫ I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with you ♫

♫ Spend the rest of my life with you ♫