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[Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] hey hey what's up I've been meaning to talk to you about something you good um I don't really know how to say this okay I'm just I'm just gonna come out and say it okay I'd like you I mean not just like you like like you like you does that make any sense because it's not really making sense to me and I knew I had to tell you but I didn't know how and I don't want to wreck our friendship and I'm rambling I'm sorry I'm rambling I know I am Alex I gotta you do [Music] foreign [Music] Alex [Music] hello Earth to Alex what sorry are you okay yeah I'm fine all right well going back to what I was saying before I apparently bored you to death do we have to go to Jax tonight because I really don't want to go and besides the fact that your ex-boyfriend invite you to somewhere we both know his new girlfriend will be it's just weird yeah it's so weird so can we cancel sure I mean yeah I'm getting my period anyway so great I mean not great about your period because all right everyone take a textbooks out [Music] foreign [Music] did you forget your book again [Music] it seemed like a new me from before [Music] seemed like you knew where I had been so why aren't you running that's what they usually do [Music] all these eyes making you confused I'm selfish I know the now's not the time sure they wouldn't mind if you'd wanna leave and follow me home I know we'll be all right and I promise you'll never have to get used to the cold cause someplace as well insulated so for [Music] eign [Music] oh [Music] [Music] thank you [Music] hey hey when should I pop around tonight for our sexy revision sesh oh um do you mind if we reschedule I don't think we can reschedule our deadline tomorrow oh yeah you didn't look too good I'm you don't feel warm but you're definitely a bit sweaty uh yeah maybe I should go home now yeah I can I think you're right I don't really feel great okay um can I do something no I'm fine I'll see you later okay Saturday night [Music] 's a long way down [Music] I come bearing pads and chocolate thanks you want to order takeaway and study so hard that our brains fall out of our ears yeah okay did you know that babies pee inside the womb am I supposed to know that for tomorrow oh no sorry I got distracted my recession something else stop I'm gonna do anything thank you [Music] I think that's for pizza [Music] [Music] will be so [Laughter] you fooled what if you don't kiss her I will wait what are you gay what no you're lying kiss me kiss me come on I see the way you look at me I know you want me wait no stop stop stop I'm I'm not am I it's okay we're all a little gay I'm gonna go lost her again shame coming out as an easy but I'm not coming out you kind of are I don't know why you're trying to fight it now wake up wake up wake up I hope you've got a good reason for falling asleep in my class Kayla and I were up all night revising ah so that's why she doesn't bother to show up today then sorry you will not pass this assignment unless both members of your group are here [Music] [Music] hey your mom let me in seriously that woman just needs to stop I texted you we failed our assignment oh well maybe we'll just have to get other partners Kayla come on oh come on seriously you've been acting so weird around me and what you think I didn't notice why are you here I wanted to make sure you were okay you're not one for skipping class okay okay I'm gonna need you to not be mad at me for at least five minutes because I'm about to be the most honest with you I've ever been in my life well I like you yeah it would be awkward if you didn't we've been friends for almost 15 years no no that's not what I meant that's not what I meant I mean I like you as more than a friend why why do you think that because I've been having these really weird dreams about you it's made it really hard to be around you and last night it didn't make it any easier [Music] [Music] why didn't you say anything you're my best friend you know nothing is ever going to change that I'm sorry I didn't realize what was going on okay if we're being honest what you're telling me it doesn't it doesn't scare me doesn't change anything because I have been crazy about you for as long as I can remember I didn't want to lose what we had either so I I shouldn't say anything at least now we know that you have a much bigger set of balls than I do what what are you I mean how long I don't know why I mean you've had boyfriends and I don't yeah yeah I know honestly I mean none of them and if I'm ever really felt right um I just need a minute I I just this this is a lot to take in and process and it's just this doesn't this doesn't change anything yeah I promise I mean but I mean we're still friends you're still my best friend does this mean I'm okay it doesn't have to mean anything you don't want it to mean we're part of like the queerest generation ever you're gonna be okay Alex you are gonna be okay pinch me what pinch me I just um I really want to make sure that I'm not dreaming you are so weird foreign so you like me huh nope nope this moment is not about me [Music] thank you [Music] [Music] thank you