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morning see the media are still here yeah it pushes a lot of buttons this one it certainly pushes mine any news his condition deteriorated overnight oh is that a class on um yes you know if i was to take that off you i'd be doing your arteries a favor oh she's so nice pc jasmine de journee this is dr reed uh emma heard a lot about you from the lads that's worrying no you're their favorite fme go on i miss breakfast i'm afraid you don't get around me that easily so any leads anything on cctv camera failure on the street where the incident occurred and no witnesses so far on the plus psychic sue's been on the phone apparently the driver lives near water yeah time wasters and you might be saying that when the lottery numbers she gave me come up lasted around jokes no someone has to so you said that the boy's condition had deteriorated he's in a coma roberts talking of time wasters just the man morning ted i hear about the appeal and i'm volunteering for the bannons until the pubs open we don't need any help thanks ah and i'm sober as a judge you'll have you know oh news this vision of beauty dr emma reid sergeant ted dawes at your disposal retired ah what have you done to your hand oh it's all right i just uh i did it when i was blotto last night i just put a plaster on it i think that needs more than a plaster do you do you mind if i take a look why unless there's anything you need to do seeing as it's you ted but then on your bike yeah after you you better look after that seriously can't have you going hungry on the beat wow oh and you didn't see a car driving away sorry excuse me can you hear it do any of you even care just get stuttered you're crazy and you think that's appropriate sort of language to use do you what's going on thank goodness officer i am on the receiving end of the most pernicious of verbal abuse well i could hear you from over there madam but i couldn't hear anyone else are you a local resident well i was defending myself do you live here i was here to pay my respects to the little boy who's been injured right well i'm gonna have to ask you to leave i think the residents have been through enough don't you i was trying to help but whatever your intentions you're creating a public disorder i am doing nothing of the sort i want your name and number young lady i intend to speak to your superior fine well you can come with me to the station i'm not going anywhere with you i'm arresting you for disorderly behavior oh get your hands off me are you gonna help god oh you're watching me i'm not breaking my heart calm down you dislocated my shoulder oh sue my mother was a justice in the peace are you hurt only my dignity oh are you sure you're okay can i please say it was a drug dealer and not some old bint with a massive handbag no because they're our witnesses i don't know why you're laughing you've got to go and examine her cracked a rib oh i doubt it you might have a sore head though i'm seeing stars are you no but you're making me plush back to work yeah thanks doc hmm [Laughter] right congratulations i hear you got a result potentially although it's thanks to the old guard more than us old guard ted oh and we've had good news from the hospital wesley's out of a coma oh that is good news do you have a second search yeah excuse me did you get the horn um yes thank you thanks again for earlier a great bedside manner oh wow i aimed please sounds promising oh excuse me should be well enough to give a statement in the morning night gosh i didn't recognize you out of a uniform i thought you left ages ago keeping tabs on me no of course not so are you doing anything nice this evening no no i'm knackered a long day me too for nothing i wouldn't say that so am i reading the signals right signals i um i don't know what you mean fancy going for a drink sometime assuming i'm not barking up the wrong tree you're not but it would be a bit weird wouldn't it going on a date with a colleague and quite a bit younger but there's only one way to find out well um yes i'd love to great i'll be in touch all right then night oh no no oh it's me emma i've got a spot sorry a zit on my chin why tonight of all night rubble that's it i'm not going oh yes you are acne at my age so what now your one solitary spot is acne it's a volcano try another toothpaste oh perfume something you'll dry out quickly i've only got half an hour okay well look you've got two options either squeeze it cover it with makeup or be upfront about it and show her that it's proof that you're still young at heart bye it's massive so hi i am so sorry i'm late i should have texted you to say that i was running late you um you must have thought i'd got clear feet well another hour i would have filed a missing person it's just um well my son phoned as i was leaving the house and he's in australia so there's the time difference australia wow is he on holiday gap year no no no he lives there all right so he's 31 oh he's uh he's a nurse in hospital in sydney and a patient of his had died and he was upset i couldn't just call him back no of course not i can't believe you have a son almost my age no i mean you don't look old enough [Music] ted definitely had a twinkle in his eye for you i could tell but it was more than a twinkle it was open season oh i think he was just trying to get a connection with the job again i see flowers in your future and maybe a card with kittens on stop it but it is easy to see how he ended up the drinking problem though i mean the canteen culture going to the pub straight after a shift do you feel pressure to join in ah no but it is one way to make sure you don't take the job home with you i know but obliteration i do it's not just the police is it i've seen it with surgeons therapists gps the shift patterns don't exactly encourage you having a life outside the job either exactly i mean how many people do we both know who are still single oh or ones with broken relationships where the job has been a factor although the one beacon i see is rob hollings oh i've always looked up to him for a lot of reasons and he has a very strong and loving relationship with karen have you met her you could say that i see her almost every day she's um she's the receptionist at the mill and um she's a force of nature oh the sarge was talking about how she was hogging the karaoke at a party no one could get near yeah well she doesn't need any encouragement or a microphone he said she quote cut a sway through all the oldies but goodies unquote i mean george michael brian adams oh someone i've never heard of what are they called m duran duran oh look i mean when i say oldies you mean the stuff that i was listening to on my walkman which is probably the same stuff that your mum was listening to when she was changing your nappies what's a walkman no i'm joking it was a record player call powered still joking you know the age thing isn't an issue for me and yet we keep coming back to it yeah how's your food yeah it's good why are you even here emma hmm especially when you've got mount vesuvius on your face um oh thank you another bottle or straight onto something sweet and sticky oh you know i think i've had enough work i didn't even know if you drank or not yeah yeah yeah i i drink like a fish add some wine and i'm sure i'm hilarious right so do you see anything you fancy well i'll be honest the only time i order dessert at a restaurant is when the date's been a disaster so i stuff myself with something over the top like a pavlova or a mountain of profiteroles and that way the uh the evening hasn't been a total waste well that's certainly original you know desserts can be a real tell can't they can they what people order like a slice of cheesecake with two spoons means you see i would really like the cheesecake but i don't want it like a pig bingo okay well what if i ordered um i don't know chocolate cake with or without cream single or whipped are we still talking about the cream what if it was this squirty color people are looking [Laughter] two glasses of cassis please thank you good choice so much for no more wine [Laughter] it's sweet not sickly well excuse me i'm just i think that this is just one too many so what did you think of my croissant oh very nice the cream horn was that uh nothing freudian sometimes a cream horn is just a green water fair enough so the kitchen's through there decaf all right oh when you said coffee you actually you actually meant coffee well what did you think i meant i take it last night went well i was a little late but once i got there yes i mean as we started to get to know each other it was um don't tell me that you broke the first date rule really zara and you must know we did kiss good girl and it was amazing i mean it's one of the best i've had i'm literally buzzing you sound like a lovesick teenager come on you know what i mean what's that on your neck what is shut up you're just jealous yes and um don't tell anyone about this it's not strictly kosher you know what this is dropping oh you made me jump guilty conscience actually i was hoping i'd see you because aisha said you went on a date last night did she and i'm a bit confused are you bisexual now because you had that thing with gareth yes thank you for reminding me oh sorry all right if i had to give myself a label then i would say i was pansexual oh hang on is that the one where you're not attracted to anyone no that doesn't make any sense oh is it the one where you're gender neutral or where anything goes look it up valerie oh well you've moved on from smiling and now we are pigging out are we they were a gift from a patient they will be rude not to oh no i am made of stronger stuff clearly anyway i was looking for you where did you disappear to none of your business so are we going to be seeing jasmine again well i could say the same none of your business but you won't because you are dying to tell me tonight you don't waste your time i just want to see her what can i say well you've only had one date so well just be what careful well and that's it being careful for the rest of my life sometimes zara you just have to eat the damn chocolate you see for me it's never really been about the gender it's about the person i mean take this tea go on well for argument's sake right it's peach flavor and i like peach flavor yeah i'm comfortable with it i'm used to it right but then one day i hear about another flavor passion fruit right and i think well just because i know i like peach flavor doesn't mean i can't try passion fruit does it no but are you experimenting with different flavors just for the sake of it oh no no no i'm i'm just very attracted to this flavor but wouldn't you know by now what flavor you're more suited to huh i like all flavors always have done it's just that i find this passion fruit one particularly irresistible and i'd like to stick with it are you paying me a compliment well i'm trying to i've had better but thanks okay you did say you're free tonight yeah boy good i've organized a little surprise oh what is it well it wouldn't be a surprise if i told you now what is all right fair enough i had a great time [Laughter] yeah me too i would love to oh you know give me a ring all right bye-bye you've only known her five minutes well it's not like you've always waited for things to develop i would be more cautious these days jumping straight into bed with someone isn't so wise we didn't just jump into bed we danced what street dance jasmine took me to a class oh my god woman you could do yourself a mischief it was fun she was fun and what about the age difference what about it does it bother you from what i hear it didn't bother you when you slept with jack collins well that was what before you were more cautious i would never do something like that now oh well maybe you should life is short zara and i intend to make the most of it maybe you should too it's me leaving a message for the queen of doom thank you for tainting me with your cynicism oh hi this makes a change not being first well you know i hate to be predictable so our first morning date that's the joy of shift work yeah what are you gonna have um uh i don't know it's a nice day fancy taking breakfast on the go that sounds great yeah thank you so how was your shift yesterday uh pretty quiet just a couple of drunks unlike us on our first tea total date oh no i hope you don't only fancy me after a few drinks it's just back there right i'm teasing but i don't want you to think that i was that you were embarrassed i wasn't but i'm not i just feel strangely self-conscious i haven't felt like that in a in a long time you know it's confusing emma people stare and sometimes it's because they're not used to seeing it or maybe they think it's sweet or maybe they have a problem with it but people look and we carry on is this okay if it is with you the thing is jasmine i like you quite a lot as it happens and it feels strange because i feel like a kid again i'm disorientated and oh no i've said too much and scared you into silence no i'm just savoring the moment the woman i fancy just told me she feels the same way are you cold yeah a little bit yeah favorite season um that would have to be early autumn it's still quite mild um the colors on the trees are beautiful and it has a sense of calmness about it the summer when we have one full of energy excitement fun and barbecues i love barbecues my age really doesn't bother you i don't know how else to say it age is just a number but i mean that's all i've got oh my god they've propagated might go join them leroy they obviously need a match yeah and what use would you be then i wouldn't be your first right no no you're not there have been others well one in particular it didn't work out but we can walk before we run can't we yeah yeah we can walk call me later emma hey oh hi um do you want to join us for a nice lunch um thanks but no there's somewhere i need to be see that reid cannot wait to get out of the establishment we should follow suit no no no no come on emma hi if you're tired i i can go oh no no uh come in really yes yes come in okay thanks for you just a thank you for well a nice morning is that the only reason you came round well you've seen my place so i thought it's only fair i see yours well i'll make us a cup of tea great so did i pass the t-test the t-test come on we'll judge someone on how well they make their tea right yeah well i suppose i could give you a review but um you don't really strike me as someone who cares what other people think i care what you think okay so are you going to give me a tour of shay jasmine um well it's all pretty standard i bet it's a few surprises no i think you'd be disappointed right well here we have lei sitting the room under the stairs we have le toilet and then upstairs directly above us we have um or perhaps you'd like to see perhaps i'd like you to show me forget using t as a judge of character you okay what temperature have you got your heating on it's off it's all us baby well then we're sizzling um i'll look i'll just be back in a sec okay oh my my i'm really glad you came over are you did you hear me emma is everything okay oh yeah everything's fine there is only one thing i know that could put that sort of smile on the girl's face oh is it that obvious blindingly i am telling you on a scale of one two three the lurid details i'm just jealous how long has it been a while not since you know oh yeah sorry anyway la la la la please don't tell me you wanted to see me to talk me through the next chapter of the karma sutra no well what is it because i have to send these forms off before lunch come in i feel a bit foolish so what's new has something happened i think so you think so so you know the feelings i've been having for jasmine i thought they were because she had unleashed some long suppressed passion and hasn't she it's something else medical symptoms hot flushes fatigue mood swings well you know what that is yes i do irritability it's hardly the end of the world i know and it should hardly have come as a surprise well of course not it it's just the timing's not great you're worried it's going to interfere with your afternoons of passion with jasmine well loss of libido can be an issue it didn't seem to be for you yesterday and i certainly don't have any problems where that's concerned oh of course you sailed through your menopause didn't you that was different i was unusually young what am i an old hag your words you know the drill a healthy diet exercise vitamin d supplements and cut down on alcohol you're joking no stiff drink is exactly what i need are you considering hrt i'm not considering anything yet well then what are you talking to me about then well i'd like a bit of sympathy maybe what hold your hand while you wallow in self-pity you've come to the wrong person i'm afraid well clearly because you are on full-on ice queen mode so i shall just have to wallow alone on reflection i could perhaps have been a little more sympathetic to your current situation is that an apology that's a cup of tea how are you well at the moment i am coming to terms with the fact that my transcendental passion for jasmine turns out to be the dying pangs of my fertility not that you're catastrophizing or anything all right a bit well you said yourself that you had a great time yesterday true and you and i both know that the menopause can be a springboard to a whole new lease of life so pull yourself together keep smiling and stay fabulous is that you being slightly more sympathetic yes can't you tell don't ever be a counsellor ever oh hi valerie emma are we all dressing up tonight what it's just i thought we had a conversation yesterday where we all agreed to go dressed as movie icons only now i think i dreamt it so are you going in fancy dress fancy dress no um look we just said that we were going to go smart casual didn't we valerie i have to go jasmine's here and and well zara's just arrived in a taxi all right we'll see you there bye where are you i met emma's but i can't get out of the cab yet because they're snogging so i don't want to interrupt tell me what's your eta at the icon well depends how long it takes them to come up for air oh they look good together oh someone sounds jealous i am jasmine stolen my wing woman who else am i supposed to make cutting comments with or not well i could volunteer if a wingman would do instead i suppose that will have to do with where where what welcome welcome grab yourselves a drink you're gonna need one because sydney has organized a silent disco brilliant uh jasmine this is our al jasmine it's his party and i'll cry if i want to probably over the silent disco good to meet you where did we get the headphones over yonder enjoy right drink up everybody the ale needs to go you're kidding zara is the cute goatee boy no wonder daniel dunked her well it was a little bit more complicated than that don't you dare tell her that i told you how old is he either go t-boy sid probably younger than you if that's why you're asking like i'm just trying to make conversation how many times do i have to tell you the age gap is not an issue for me i'm sorry it's just it's just what i'll look at you no thanks i'd much rather look at you okay you are on everybody [Music] i don't know who this is perry repeating it is not making it any clearer little mix well obviously i've heard of them but i mean i don't know their names individually she's the one who went out with zayn malik from one direction how come you know that because i'm a sponge you know a trivia sponge soaking up interesting bits of information very cavalier use of the word interesting valerie well look forget little mix let's just go back to the spice girls i mean even you must know them oh you know what i think i need some air oh no you're not getting out of this that easy no no really judgmental come on swing it shake it move it make it you think you are sick emma emma what's wrong are you ill right you're really worrying me now i'm gonna go get some help no don't i'm not ill i'm menopausal i'm going through the menopause oh oh yes i remember when my mom went through that oh it seemed to go on forever not helping i mean she had a real nightmare yeah again i'm sorry oh i'm sorry so i am not ill like i am hot i am anxious i am confused i am not sleeping at night and i can't concentrate in the day but i am not ill i am simply menopausal going through the menopause which is just another bonus feature of being a woman that men don't have you know what i think it's best if you just leave me to it can we at least talk about it no really bother you please right so this is it then you me my heart flushes and self medication well you might as well move in be like a couple of spinsters with cats sorry no offense better not be talking about me why do men get to be bachelors women have to settle for sad old spinster what difference does it make we're all going to die alone oh come on it's not that bad we may be pathetic sad and lonely but we do have our freedom yay for us tonight was supposed to be a celebration of friendship above everything else let's stop feeling sorry for ourselves no need to ask how your weekend went anything from jasmine just a few non-committal texts i'm struggling as how best to reply that doesn't seem to be an emoji from menopause just put a sweat then chocolate then wine rage tears and then chocolate again oh come on i just feel terrible i mean asking her to leave the party like that it's not too late surely i should have learned by now not to get my hopes up i'm a relationship disaster zone lottie thank you did you talk to jasmine yet what am i gonna say you'll think of something you can't let this go emma oh look at the pair of us drinks tonight drown our sorrows lovely jasmine hi hi is it okay if i weigh i wasn't sure what time emma would be done she's free now actually why don't you come through this way she's in room one thanks um i also bought you this kim's highly recommended from my mum i love it thank you [Laughter] listen jasmine look if it's about friday i'm i shouldn't have done a runner i told you to go and right after telling you that i'm going through the menopause look i don't have a problem with that i just didn't know how to put it in a text so here i am well you certainly didn't need to bring me flowers i was a cow and i was a coward so we're even yeah i can stop thinking about you this weekend i'm sorry no i can't stop thinking about you oh can we start over look i've had some time to think and um are you sure you want to get into this with me yes absolutely it's just a lot of women have a really tough time with menopause you know low mood low energy non-existent sex drive way to go emma think positive i mean i've had some women have the complete opposite they have a runaway libido or so my mom says can we please stop talking about your mum yeah sorry okay like i don't care about that stuff i care about you and i know we have a connection you feel it too right but what about the future forget about the future look let's just spend some time together have fun see what happens what are you doing tonight if i call ahead we might be able to get a table up front right by the karaoke bands there is absolutely no way i am singing oh but we can do a duet islands in the stream hey hey hi perfect timing can i interest you in a cupcake oh no thank you we're going out thanks you look frazzled oh do i addressingly undone i want to update that so how was your morning fascinating two interviews one confession and many many tears not yours i hope not one very remorseful suspect well at least i think he was sorry no pay herself probably yeah probably dia spain's demolished his alibi and then he tied himself in knots trying to explain away his lies it was a master class in investigative interviewing seems like you're enjoying it yeah i loved it it's just a bit frustrating um shadowing's interesting but i want to get stuck in i really can't wait for my placement to start i know but you haven't got it yet no but i should hear any day now yeah i'd really love for diaspace to be my mentor just don't get your hopes up she's all for it i know but you know it's not just her decision is it no now come on let's go in nice starving thanks for lunch you're welcome sorry if i droned on no not at all listen um if you're free at the weekend oh we could i'm moving i had a bus stop with camilla came home last night to find she'd moved the boyfriend in without telling me yeah i should have seen it coming he's been lurking for weeks you know they're throwing a party tonight to celebrate oh great expect his monumentally awful band will be butchering blur again you know i used to like 90s brit pop well you can always move in with me i mean you know i rent rooms no thanks for the invite but staying as a guest paying rent it's a bit weird yeah okay fair enough so what would you do go to my parents is that what it'll do until i can find something else you know you should come over for lunch next week oh okay it's a bit of a development meet the parents i have to warn you they are a little bit can't eccentric so are we still on for lunch yeah it will just be mum dad's busy it's probably for the best they are a bit much together you sure you still want to come well yes you did invite me yeah it must be out of my mind look i deal with all sorts of people all of the time i'm sure your mum will be fine famous last words listen i better go i decided to make the most complicated lunch ever oh yeah what is it cheese on toast oh seriously i've got to list as long as my arm listen by the way have you heard anything about your placement yet uh no nothing try not to stress about it yeah okay bye oh i can never find anything in this kitchen patience everything has its place trust the universe darling and it'll bring you everything you need right well i need cumin or my daughter is a non-starter you know i am going to buy you a spice rack for your birthday oh thank you at this rate we'll be eating at midnight i didn't realize you and this emma were so serious well we have been seeing each other for six weeks so why am i only meeting her now can't you guess i've always been very accepting of all your girlfriends so has daddy what even the ones you scared off like libby the one daddy flashed he just got out of the shower oh and normal people use towels they don't air dry none of those girls was right for you i can't eat any of this why not my ayurvedic nutritionist has me on a trip to detox i can only eat lentil soup and chickpeas oh now you tell me if you need me i'll be meditating oh cheese on toast would have been much easier ah doris i presume emma darling oh call me lotus oh okay how wonderful to meet you yes uh likewise let me take your clothes oh okay thank you have he met before you look familiar uh no no i don't think so you really are substantially older jasmine's always had a thing for the slightly more mature well i've still got my own teeth but for lesbians i suppose the pickings must be pretty slim especially from a small town i do find my queer friends are much more open to the idea of cross-generational relationships right it's jasmine around oh yes somewhere come along i'll fix you one of my famous gin cocktails oh good are you a fan of art um yes who's your favorite painter um this is my latest piece oh wow i've always been heavily influenced by de koning and miro of course it's a child in the womb right i wanted to represent the bond with the mother first love first friend um i know someone who who had a cat who could paint so that's my pathology dr emma what's yours sorry this relationship is it serious because jasmine's been hurt before and i'm very protective of my cubs look i have a son so i do understand oh so you're bisexual yes oh doubles your chance of a date i suppose or you're just incapable of monogamy i can assure you i am and it's very serious with jasmine at least from my perspective i'm still convinced we've met before oh probably at the mill no i'm not registered there a previous life maybe maybe lunch is served oh what i've salvaged of it i'll heat up my soup oh she's um she's not eating with us no she's on a detox lentil soup and chickpeas we want to be downwind of her so how's it getting on well she thinks that we may have met in a previous life well i didn't know you could fry salad i had to bin everything twice and start over okay you're very sexy when you're crossed i'm sexy period lunch was lovely oh yeah just wait for the toxicology report i was um i was just complimenting your daughter on her culinary prowess yes all my children are very talented i wonder where they get it from what does your son do he's a nurse in australia oh if jasmine emigrated i'd follow her to the ends of the earth stalker we still have that umbilical connecting us remember what happened in vietnam oh yeah i was backpacking and i got appendicitis i woke up thousands of miles away with stomach cramps it was total agony was just the cord slamming back into her umbilical whiplash oh sorry um it's work uh pc dejani oh hi sarge let's do some yoga oh it empowers digestion well i i wouldn't recommend exercising on a full stomach it's only yin yoga unless you have a problem with flexibility i did struggle with that too during my menopause i think you'll find i'm quite bendy enough uh lotus i don't have any yoga clothes with second pose is simhasana are you familiar with it my sanskrit is a little rusty lion pose press your palms into your knees and splay the fingers like sharpened claws of a lioness the proud mother of a cub perhaps inhale deeply and on the exhale and again once more [Music] his posture's very good also for bad breath the final posture is ananda balasana happy baby pose what's going on don't interrupt darling i'm giving your girlfriend a lesson in yoga for digestive health but hardly a lesson i have done it before can we've had peppermint teach right lie back slowly raise your legs in parallel flex the feet take hold of the big toes with the four fingers and gradually draw your knees down towards the floor this posture is particularly good if you have a flabby tummy which is very common during the menopause that's where i've seen you before the internet smears without fears uh what's she on about it was a campaign you know we did it at the mill and then it went online top tips to make your smear test more comfortable emma was the model or rather her vagina was seriously no it wasn't like that you know it was very tasteful you didn't see anything it was a very brave thing to do i'm not sure even i would be that open especially during the menopause if she mentions the menopause one more time i can recommend some fabulous teachers i found them invaluable especially when i was feeling particularly dry i'm sure jasmine would find them useful too oh i'm so sorry but i am loving the new outfit oh say thanks to your mum for the tincture will i see you before the weekend no probably not works full-on you know i was really hoping that call was from the d.i hang in there it'll happen text me later yeah you two look gorgeous together oh not over the hill then if you make my baby girl happy then i approve besides we're like old friends now we're of a similar vintage less of the seminar just promise me you won't hurt her mom for goodness sake promise i promise right i better get going i'm so sorry it's nice to meet you sorry bye bye god mom you are unbelievable you're my daughter and i wanted to make sure her intentions towards you were honorable seriously crazy it was hilarious look at the mother like that i'm amazed jasmine turned out to be so normal yes me too i mean everything was up for discussion and i mean everything oh yes yes my age my sexuality my what jasmine's mother recognized me from the smears without fears video no yes and she didn't just mention it in passing either poor jasmine poor jasmine what about me oh yes paul you too anyway i'm sure we'll have a good old laugh about it if i see her mean it oh well she's just been really busy with work i'm turning into a police widow so this is serious thing with me and jasmine maybe hello i'm so happy for you thanks to everything that's happened yes right i'd better go out to the campus i'll see you later see you later hi hi it's me uh listen i just wanted to let you know that i've managed to put that thai restaurant for tomorrow night oh that's great how did you get us in there i know i have my ways everything all right yeah i'm fine bit of a complicated case on the surface it seems straightforward we could get a result you're worried it might be the wrong result yeah what does rob say it was cid play it by the book yeah well i'd listen to him he's usually right ah thanks emma oh look i've got to go i'll see you tomorrow bye have you heard back from the d.i no not yet maybe i should give her a call word of advice there's a fine line between keen and pushy how about patience come on let's go home all right all right wow ring the bell if your girlfriend is hot come on stop being so dark i'm not being daft do you look wow oh thank you if um only i thought to buy you a gift it's just a little something it's not exactly tiffany's but after the experience with my mom you shouldn't have it's lovely oh help me put it on it's ever so sweet of you thank you all right i have got some fizz on ice so shall we do we have time yes table's not booked until 7 15 taxi is ordered so you have it all under control i'm impressed cheeky i will have oh i'll have the bangkok sling please um the mai tai punch for me thanks after a long week this is so needed you know if i spent another moment in the house with my mom fussing well this weekend is going to just be about you and me and we are going to make the most of it perfect what's this one is it yes here we are right this is the uh best table you've got to hope i did ask for the best table when i made the reservation derek it's a table and it's lovely thank you y'all wonder if you could bring a bottle of champers asap celebrating our 35th anniversary or all commiseration depends on which one of us you ask oh derek josh do you think it's too late to move oh come on oh she's been shushing my jokes but for a lifetime but you keep telling let them look right [Music] please don't freeze me out we can get through this if we stick together please i'm i'm awake i just you're angry with me what you blame me no then look at me are we going to be okay no wait wait wait i really want to take a picture of them well we could just drink them don't be a grouch what are you going to do with a photo of two drinks okay well why don't we take one with us in it okay sorry to interrupt hi do you mind taking our photo please yeah actually miss uh uh none of us are very good at taking photos oh it's okay we're not very good at posing for them either we'd uh just rather not it's just a photo derrick no no it's all right we'll um we'll get a waiter to take it i think that's best and why is that jasmine no i'd like to know what the real issue is do you need to see a doctor no i'm okay you're not i'm sorry what four i should have been able to handle this situation i meant to be trained for this i was i was useless i just i froze we both did did we provoke them you mean apart from existing we need to report this to the police we we should have gone straight there that the sooner we report it the quicker they can take some action right come on what it's just ironic what is that now you want to speak up come on we can survive without a person yeah well obviously but it's not the photo that's the problem it didn't mean anything look i know we live in a modern world but some of us like to remain traditional that's all we were asking you for a photo not your approval okay let's just enjoy our meals shall we and move on that sounds sensible to me anything for my viv that's how we've survived 35 years as man and wife she knows best come on let's just order some more cocktails and look as i'm having a good evening all right i feel it only fitting that i mark this occasion with a few words oh derek don't don't worry don't have to do his part bev hypocrites congratulations you congratulated a man like that what was i supposed to do don't give him the time of day i was keeping the peace you have to pick your battles oh and are you the expert okay we can talk about this when we get back from the stage no i knew we should have moved tables you develop a sixth sense for people like that but most of your life has been living under the cover of heterosexuality so all right i see of course because other woman i've never had to think about potential threats will add to being a lesbian and middle eastern why are you making this a competition to make you understand i've been picking my battles for most of my life if i speak up will i be labelled a troublemaker a snowflake will i be made out to be the problem right i get it no you don't because you congratulated him look at me look at me this happened to me us which is why we shouldn't be arguing we should be at the station no what i don't want to report this not quite the evening we were hoping for you can say that one idiot i know but at least the food and the cocktails were good yeah i mean we should come back here again without the side order of homophobe nothing we could have said would have changed his mind one that's okay is it no of course it's not okay thanks excuse me sorry i wanted to apologize if derek offended you he can be a bit tactless his lack of tact wasn't the problem he's a good man really he is a bit of an idiot sometimes but sorry no no no it's us who should apologize no emma oh really we're just sorry that you have a husband you need to apologize for enjoy the rest of your night come on let's find somewhere where we can dance and definitely more drinks oh yes lots more drinks [Music] first you're mad at me because i didn't speak up and now you don't want me to let me explain i'm all ears i can't wait to hear why a police officer doesn't want to report a hate crime particularly as the police have a zero tolerance policy from the moment i joined i fought to be respected i've worked hard to be good at my job and do the right thing report it but then everyone will know they'll know that i couldn't defend myself or protect you we could you shouldn't have had to i should if there was a medical emergency and you'd froze and couldn't help would that make you a good doctor what would your colleagues say would you want them to know you're being too hard on yourself you think i should have done more don't you now you're being unreasonable okay reason one in five lgbtq people experience a hate crime two and five for trans people and while crimes are on the rise prosecutions are on the decline i could help those people even if i couldn't help us and what are the stats for unreported crimes emma to make this okay i need to do my job for me but for other people like us i'm a protector i am not a victim this crime doesn't define you really so when i'm up for a promotion you don't think they'll bring this into question hang on is this about you protecting people or or about your ambition they're the same thing you think your career is more important than getting justice for what happened to us seriously you are ridiculous and some of those dance moves oh you know i've got them oh well you might have had them but you haven't got them anymore where to next well uh we could find another bar uh or we could just go home oh yeah taxi [Laughter] why is there never anyone you need one come on let's walk to the rank hey ladies do you need a ride that's a drive are you i'm old enough for plenty of things yeah we're interested in none of them thanks oh come on at least let me watch it's a definite no all right back off chill out relax jasmine this happened to us and trying to sweep it under the carpet for whatever reason helps no one you know that you're scared you're not thinking straight you're not scared really i am while they're still out there i'm terrified what if our paths cross again or or they attack another couple or a woman on her own only next time it's worse but we could have done something you say you want to protect people look i'm exhausted can we just sleep on it no no just me i can't sleep not while this is hanging over us please jasmine why did this have to happen to us what do we do just ignore them tell me and i'll leave you alone jasmine i'm talking to you he tells is it a full moon tonight did it bring out all the homophobes we have to go to the police now have you not been listening to me i can still smell his aftershave the man who hated us enough to do this who felt he should or could attack us just because we're gay we have to show that we won't stand for it and this is how so regardless of my feelings you're going to make a report and if you do this no no no no you don't get to give me an ultimatum you have the choice we either report this together or i'll do it alone [Music] [Music] honestly why do people bother with these nhs discussion forums and they got nothing better to do with their lives i mean i personally somehow managed to find the time to release my best mate from the claws of injustice hmm what yes whatever have you heard from emma why would i she hasn't returned my call since friday perhaps she has managed to find herself a social life something that you should consider you don't have to be here if you need some more time i just want to get on with my job how's that man can we just get this over with well i've read your witness statement and emma did the right thing reporting it so did you you've done nothing wrong you're the victim and that's nothing to be ashamed of and i've also read your occupational health medical report and they both say i'm fine to work yes they do if that's what you want but not on the streets what not with those injuries but i'm fine you don't look it i can't send an officer out there who looks like she's well she's been beaten up yeah sorry so if you do want to work that's fine but it's office duties for now you can use my desk so you can keep an eye on me you haven't heard anything more from emma no nothing do i need to call her no no i might pop around at lunch time just make sure she's okay sure send her our best wishes of course what is there a problem [Music] why didn't you call me you know i'd have been here in a moment i know you would that's why i didn't call are you going to tell me what happened no but was it an accident you look awful thank you sorry you know that's not what i meant it wasn't an accident tara it was deliberate very deliberate and very personal it's disgusting i thought that sort of thing was gone for good never goes away because we let it stay you make it sound as though homophobia is suddenly acceptable no not suddenly and i didn't say acceptable it's just that it's not taboo anymore is it you know people have been given permission to act on their hatred and their prejudice you are so brave to report this maybe definitely jasmine hates me for it what why she didn't want anyone at work to know and i reported it so she'll understand really she's not talking to me she was dragged into occupational health and she is furious i think i've lost zara i'm not a victim technically you are i'm not and if i take that that's how i'll be treated by you by everybody out there by the d.i she will understand because what happened to you wasn't your fault it was nothing okay nothing i can't handle the cid need to know that otherwise they're just gonna fob me off all over again look i'll do your filing your rotors whatever paperwork you want me to do but i am not going home and when you think i'm more presentable then i'll be back out there on the streets i've been beaten up humiliated but i refuse to be the victim all right and you don't get to humiliate me all over again a word of advice and forget about getting back out on the streets for a minute if you want to get on in this building then you need to watch your tone constable don't you forget that i can have a word with occupational health and i can recommend to them that you need some quiet recovery time at home do you understand yes sarge emma zara can you tell bear that i'm still sick please okay how are you doing i'm on my way to an appointment at victim support well that's positive maybe i hope so there is jasmine look you know that you can talk to me anytime yeah i know look i better go um i'll talk to you later take care i keep asking myself what would i say if if this had happened to a patient of mine what would i say to them i'd say you were a victim of a hate crime you were attacked because you were on a date with another woman and seen kissing just kissing in public and i'd say what happened is wrong and it is wrong i'd say it was unfair and it is unfair and i i'd say that they were completely justified in feeling scared and angry and i am i am so scared and angry but as much as anything i'm i'm angry with jasmine i'm furious with her we've hardly spoken since it happened and then maybe we were never really going anywhere i don't know but it she had started to mean something and now now i i don't even know who she is hey hey sorry i never reply to your text it's okay it uh it's given me a chance to think that sounds a bit ominous um i'm sorry and i love you jasmine they're lovely thank you i spoke to the di this morning she said the attraction affected my cid application oh well that's good i'm glad you don't seem glad let's go inside please don't say we need to talk please please don't do this we never really talked about a future together that doesn't mean i don't think we have one look this is just a reaction to the attack we were having a good time before this weren't we yes we were but it's not about the attack i just think we want different things so we can compromise things that really matter i mean for example do you want children [Music] not right now but at some point yeah well i've had mine and if you want children then it can't be with me you're breaking up with me i can't believe you're actually breaking up with me i don't want to really i don't but we want different things and i don't know what else to do you're trying to make this about something that it's not no it's because we want different things oh rubbish it's because i didn't do anything when those thugs attacked us no it's not about that although you didn't do anything after the attack and that's what really gets me i mean anyone can freeze in the moment i don't blame you for that then what do you blame me for i'm not wanting to report it you're always going on at me about thinking more about lgbt issues lgbtq plus and yet when it might affect your career oh then you want to play it down that's not fair i mean what does that say about your integrity never mind anything else i thought you were more principled than that look i don't want to be the the lesbian cop i mean it's bad enough being the middle eastern cop i am sick of being put in diversity boxes then don't allow people to label you i never do i don't allow people i get labeled whether i like it or not i'm sorry i didn't mean to belittle your experience but you did i'm sorry i heard you the first time please don't hate me please don't dump me jasmine are you sure really really short i'm coming off as a little bit desperate here maybe just a little bit look jasmine for what it's worth the best thing that's happened to me in a very long time i'm so sorry [Applause] [Music] uh [Music] uh [Music] you