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=Lost You Forever S1=

=Episode 1=

(Xiyan Mountain)

(Zhaoyun Hall, Xiyan)

Granny.

Look.

I'm swinging even higher than the Poinciana flower.

(Xiling Xie)

Cang Xuan.

Look at me.

Your Majesty, it's time for medicine.

Why didn't you look at me?

Between you and the book,

of course, I prefer the book.

Granny.

Cang Xuan is bullying me again.

Watch your tone.

I'm your big brother.

I fight better than you.

And I'm taller.

What makes you my big brother?

How about this?

Whoever gets

the Poinciana flower on the top

is considered older.

Childish.

How is it childish?

It's more than natural

to respect

the powerful as an elder.

I see.

You're afraid you'd lose.

Fine.

You're cheating.

All's fair in war.

Fourth Uncle, what brought you here?

Father?

All's fair in war, silly.

Your father is leading the army on the front line.

How can he suddenly be home?

I won.

Call me big sister.

Are you mad?

Cang Xuan.

My big brother.

I was messing with you.

Don't be mad.

Take this as my apology.

It's from a nine-tailed fox.

It's really rare.

Big brother.

My dear brother.

Pretty, right?

Yeah.

I forgive you.

This is your favorite accessory.

Just keep it.

I knew it.

Cang Xuan is the best.

Big brother.

My big brother is the best.

Granny.

When are my parents coming home?

Didn't you say

that the war was going to end?

Granny.

- Granny. - Granny.

Granny.

- Granny. - Granny.

- Granny, are you okay? - Granny.

- Granny. - Granny.

Granny, wake up.

Granny.

- Granny. - Granny.

(Xiyan Zhongyi's tomb)

(Xiling Heng) Mother, I want to talk to my brother.

Why hasn't your mother come?

Your Majesty.

It's time to seal the tomb.

(King of Xiyan)

Seal the tomb.

Grandpa.

This is my father's funeral.

We must wait for my mother.

My father's decree shall not

(Xiyan Yipeng) be disturbed by an ignorant kid.

On your knees, now.

You're the ignorant one.

You grow old

without growing a brain!

What did you say?

Ninth Uncle.

This is my father's funeral.

If I don't get a say here,

who are you to talk!

The Five Classics presenting the rituals

prioritize sacrifices.

The ritual shall not

be delayed by a second.

Xiyan Yipeng!

Mother.

Auntie.

Mother.

(Chang Pu)

Xiyan Yipeng.

As the prince of Xiyan,

you intercepted the letters

for a hidden motive,

which delayed the reinforcement.

We lost the war on Mount Xun.

My husband Zhongyi became a martyr.

Six thousand Ruoshui Clansmen lost their lives.

Sister-in-law.

My brother died for the kingdom.

I truly respect him.

And I understand your grief.

Father.

My sister-in-law misspoke due to grief.

Please don't blame her.

Chang Pu is confused

due to her losses.

Guide them to leave.

I'm perfectly sane.

Your Majesty.

My father led us to submit to you.

The Ruoshui Clan has been a part of Xiyan ever since.

But Yipeng concealed military information

and sacrificed the soldiers for his own benefit.

As the head of the Ruoshui Clan,

I can't forgive him.

If I do,

I can't face my hometown.

As Zhongyi's wife,

I can't possibly spare him.

Brother!

Put Chang Pu in jail.

Put her under trial.

Punish her accordingly without mercy.

Your Majesty.

They fought so many battles for you.

Please spare her.

My Ninth Uncle got my father killed.

Why can't my mother avenge his death?

Why are you arresting her?

Arrest her.

Stop.

Bad people.

You're bad people.

Sweetheart.

I want to watch you grow up,

but I can't.

I miss your father too much.

You will understand when you

find your love.

When you meet her,

give her this Ruomu flower.

Mother.

I'll protect you.

Don't be scared.

Silly boy.

Your Majesty.

It's Zhongyi's funeral today.

At least wait until the funeral ends.

Listen to your auntie.

I'm going to see your father.

Mother.

Mother.

Auntie.

Mother.

Mother.

Auntie.

Mother.

Mother.

Sister.

Take care of Cang Xuan for me.

Mother.

Mother.

Mother.

Mother.

Mother.

Auntie.

Auntie.

Mother.

Cang Xuan.

Look what I picked.

The Poinciana flower I picked is so sweet.

Try it.

Cang Xuan.

I know you're upset.

But you have to eat.

Put that Ruomu flower away.

Eat something.

Why

did my mother abandon me?

You're so nice.

She would never abandon you.

She just went to join your father.

Otherwise, he'd be so lonely.

Am I not lonely here?

You have your granny,

your auntie,

and me.

It's really sweet.

So bitter.

It's not sweet at all.

The Poinciana flower is sweet.

It's just that you're too sad

to taste the sweetness.

Big brother.

Cry out loud if you want.

If you cry,

you may feel better.

My mother often says that

the mulberry honey from Zhaoyun Peak

takes away sorrow.

I got some

from her.

Let's drink some.

Come on. Drink some.

Don't be scared.

Mother,

Granny,

and I

will keep you company.

Master.

I am

so useless.

I can't even protect my son

and daughter-in-law.

Cang Xuan

lost his parents

at such a young age.

Master.

Rest well and get better.

I will stay on Zhaoyun Peak

to look after Cang Xuan.

From now on, he's my child

just like Xiaoyao.

You...

You are not going back to Haoling?

I've divorced the King of Haoling.

From now on, I'm only a Xiyan citizen

and no longer the Queen of Haoling.

I'll get the physicians.

Get those two kids

here.

Granny.

Granny.

Cang Xuan.

Now,

you're the only man

on Zhaoyun Peak.

From now on,

you shall shoulder the responsibility

of protecting Zhaoyun Peak.

All right.

Cang Xuan.

Xiaoyao.

Life hasn't been fair to you.

Your life

may remain tough.

I'm not afraid.

I have you,

my auntie,

and Xiaoyao.

I am the princess of Haoling.

Who dares to bully me?

Granny, rest assured.

I'll protect Cang Xuan.

No one can bully him.

You two

are the closest

ones

in the world.

The world is unpredictable.

People may bear evil intentions.

No matter

how people treat you,

you must

cherish and support

each other.

- Granny, rest assured. - Rest assured.

- We will. - We will.

I want you to take a vow.

Forever and ever.

You shall trust

and look after each other.

Never go back on your word.

I swear.

I swear.

- Me and Xiaoyao... - Me and Cang Xuan...

We will trust and look after each other forever and ever.

We will never go back on our word.

- Granny. - Granny.

- Granny. - Granny.

Granny.

Granny.

- Granny. - Granny.

Granny.

Granny.

(Granny told me to guard Zhaoyun Peak.)

(But I didn't protect my mother.)

(Neither did I look after my granny.)

(I couldn't do anything.)

What are you doing?

Can't you tell?

Bullying you, of course.

An unwanted wild kid without a mother and a father

will get kicked out sooner or later.

If we don't bully you now,

we may not have a chance later.

Wild kid.

Wild orphan kid.

Yue Liang, stop it.

Otherwise,

I'll ask my father

to arrest you all.

You wretched girl.

The King of Haoling has announced

that he divorced your mother.

Divorced?

What do you mean?

I mean,

your father doesn't want you anymore.

No one is there to back you up.

How dare you play tough here?

Get lost.

Or I'll beat you up as well.

How dare you hit me?

You deserve it.

Hit her!

Stay put.

I'll avenge you.

Who's the wild kid?

Who's unwanted?

I'm the wild kid.

I'm unwanted.

Who's the wretched girl?

Sorry. Sorry.

Big sister.

(Poinciana Wood, Zhaoyun Peak)

If anyone bullies you again,

don't fight them alone.

Call me. I'll do it.

A gentleman doesn't seek violence.

Just watch us on the side.

Don't be scared.

As long as I cultivate hard,

my spirit power will keep growing.

I will protect you.

Once we go back,

just say that you tripped

to not get my mother worried.

Okay.

That bad Yue Liang said

my parents got divorced.

Is it true?

I guess I don't have a father anymore.

Anyway, I'm used to living on Zhaoyun Peak.

I will stay here and keep you company

forever, okay?

Okay.

But you will grow up.

You'll make a living and start a family.

Then

you have to leave Zhaoyun Peak

and me.

We won't ever be parted

as long as I'm your little sister.

Alright, you're my little sister.

And I'm your big brother forever.

No matter what,

we'll be together forever.

Deal.

Together forever.

We will never be parted.

Deal.

(Classic of Herbs, Classic of Poisons)

Auntie.

Why are you crying?

Nothing.

I just hate to leave Xiaoyao and you.

Leave?

Where are you going?

After your father passed away,

Xiyan has been losing the war.

Now, Chenrong's army

is right outside the city.

I am told to lead the army

on short notice.

There are so many civil

and military officials.

Can they find a man

to lead the army?

Why do they have to put you to do it?

I have to talk to my grandpa.

Cang Xuan.

I am indeed a woman.

But I'm also a soldier

of Xiyan just like your father.

Although Xiyan is not my last time,

I've been taught by your grandma

to protect this kingdom

and its people.

But...

Auntie.

I'm scared...

Don't be.

I promise

I'll come back.

Auntie, I'm also a Xiyan citizen.

I want to fight alongside you

on the battlefield.

Silly boy.

You're still young.

This is the wedding gift from the King of Haoling

when your parents got married.

Your mother

even took her life with it.

Now,

I'm giving it to you.

Only Xiaoyao and you will be guarding Zhaoyun Peak.

When I'm not around,

protect yourself

and Xiaoyao.

Cang Xuan.

Xiaoyao...

Xiaoyao is different from you.

You must

protect her well.

This is an order.

Can you do it?

I swear I'll protect Xiaoyao.

(Zhaoyun Hall)

Mother.

Do you have to go?

Xiaoyao.

I

care

and worry the most

about you.

When I'm not around,

take care of yourself.

If you're worried about me,

then just stay

and don't go to the war.

I'm a citizen of Xiyan.

This is

something I have to do.

I promise

I'll be back soon.

Mother.

Keep your word.

Pinky promise.

By the King of Xiyan's decree,

Xiling Heng is made the Princess General

to lead the army.

Wish Princess General

take down the enemies

and come home with a victory.

Wish Princess General

take down the enemies and come home with a victory.

Mother.

Xiaoyao, don't worry.

I will be with you.

We'll wait for her together.

Mother.

Mother.

(Shangyuan Palace, Xiyan)

Grandpa, let us in.

Grandpa, let us in.

Let them in.

Let us in.

Where is my mother?

Give her back.

Grandpa.

We heard people saying that

Auntie...

She...

She is...

Xiaoyao,

to protect the people of Xiyan,

your mother chose to take down

the devil Chi Chen

at the cost of her own life

in the last battle.

Xiaoyao.

You're all a bunch of liars.

I don't believe you.

My mother said she'd come back.

She wouldn't leave me alone.

She will definitely come back.

Xiaoyao.

Cang Xuan.

Grandpa.

Cang Xuan.

Xiaoyao needs some time to accept it.

Try your best

to comfort her these days.

Grandpa.

Did Auntie really die in the battle?

Cang Xuan.

Your aunt and your father

died for the Xiyan people.

Once you grow up,

you should be a hero

who protects the kingdom just like them.

No.

I swear I won't be a hero like them.

I swear I won't do what they did

and leave my wife, my mother, and my children,

in endless grief and pain without someone to rely on.

I will live on. I will live on well.

And be the King of Xiyan.

To be the King of Xiyan

is even harder than being a hero.

It's an arduous and dangerous journey.

I'm not scared.

I promised my granny and auntie

to protect Zhaoyun Peak and Xiaoyao.

There is nothing I won't do

to grow powerful.

Sure.

I will wait to see that.

Grandpa.

I have to leave now.

Cang Xuan.

I'm planning to send Xiaoyao to Mount Jade

and learn from the Queen Mother.

Why are you sending her away?

Why can't Xiaoyao stay on Zhaoyun Peak?

Mount Jade is isolated.

It's a simple place.

Queen Mother has strong spirit power

and she knows your grandma.

She will surely raise Xiaoyao wholeheartedly.

Trust me.

I'm doing this

- to keep Xiaoyao safe. - Grandpa.

Please don't send Xiaoyao away.

Grandpa.

Please.

I will protect her.

Grandpa, please.

Cang Xuan, with your current abilities,

you can't protect her at all.

If anyone wants to hurt her,

are you going to beg them like what you're doing right now?

I...

Cang Xuan.

You

will never reach this position on your knees.

Xiaoyao.

Where are you?

Why are you hiding here?

I'm feeding wine to this Jasper Mulberry.

This Jasper Mulberry

is a real alcoholic.

Princess, time to set out.

When I'm not around,

remember to water the Jasper Mulberry with wine.

Once you collect mulberry honey,

wait to share it with me.

Don't drink any without me.

Okay.

Little foodie.

Big foodie.

Take care of yourself.

Don't worry.

I'm awesome.

I can do well both on Wushen Mountain

and Xiyan Mountain.

Surely, I'll be fine on Mount Jade.

I brought you a bag of iced mulberries

and a jar of Poinciana flower I picked this morning.

Eat as many as you want.

I'll send them to you very often.

When you miss me,

take it out and look at it.

Check it often. Don't forget about me.

I will bring you back

from Mount Jade as soon as possible.

Okay.

I'll wait for you.

♪Looking back on my old days♪

♪I was unruffled with no sorrow and soreness♪

♪In my chaotic life, I failed to meet your gaze♪

♪Only emptiness remained♪

♪Enduring all things in my life♪

♪I valued all but indifferent to wealth and fame♪

♪Basking in the sun, I couldn't feel your sunlight♪

♪Only heatwaves retained♪

♪All things are dim♪

Xiaoyao.

Xiaoyao.

Xiaoyao.

♪Everything seems sad, while only your brows raise in delight♪

♪I'm waiting for you to enjoy the scenery at night♪

♪You came with wind and rain, while left with my four seasons♪

♪Without you, even the best scenery is dull♪

(Three hundred years later)

(The world came into being.)

(Mortals, deities, and demons reside together in Dahuang.)

(Haoling Kingdom)

(Haoling)

(is in the greatest state of affluence.)

(Chenrong) (Chenrong Kingdom features fertile land)

(and the greatest population.)

(Xiyan) (The Xiyan Kingdom features strict law)

(and great military power.)

(The three deity clans)

(divided the world into three evenly-matched adversaries.)

(Xiyan's Princess General was assigned at the last minute)

(and fought General Chi Chen of Chenrong.)

(After they both died in the battle,)

(Chenrong Kingdom lost all its momentum.)

(Xiyan took over Chenrong.)

(Three kingdoms)

(became two rivalries.)

Previously.

We mentioned the two orphans on Zhaoyun Peak

parted for good,

never to see each other again.

Bravo!

Xiaoliu.

Xiaoliu.

Xiaoliu.

Sit here.

Xiaoliu.

Your medicine is amazing.

I got pregnant almost right away.

Now

I'm about to give birth.

Of course.

This is how good I am.

Here we go.

(Rejuvenation Hall, A cure for infertility)

Utterly vulgar.

Young man.

Want some of my medicine?

My medicine

guarantees

a harmonious married life

and many kids.

I...

I'm not sick.

You're sick.

Don't go.

Xiaoliu.

Shall we try to be decent

in public?

What does that offer me?

Can I feed on decency?

Look at me.

I prefer money over decency.

The Queen of Xiyan on Zhaoyun Peak

has three sons and one disciple,

all well-versed in letters

and military technology.

Unfortunately, they all died in wars.

The only two orphans

were forced away from the Xiyan Kingdom.

That is to say.

The prince and princess parted ways.

With tears dripping, they sadly waved.

Bravo!

Nonsense.

Both were forcing a smile

to not make each other sad.

"With tears dripping"?

Storytellers are so dramatic.

The princess gave the prince a jade pendant

and said,

"The jade pendant will accompany you just like me.

I hope we can meet soon

and no longer suffer from parting."

Nonsense.

Jade pendant?

It was a fox tail.

The princess waited

for the reunion on Mount Jade.

The little prince had to leave Xiyan

due to the exclusion of his uncles

and be a hostage in Haoling Kingdom.

He regarded

that alluring and thriving foreign land as his home,

spending his days accompanying the second princess

on nature walks,

unconcerned with worldly affairs.

Brother.

What's wrong?

Are we there?

Yeah.

This is Qingshui Town?

I need a walk.

Easy. Slowly.

(Qingshui Town)

It looks quite ordinary.

What makes it

the place for the outlaws?

(Qingshui Town) Don't underestimate it.

This is the only place

throughout Dahuang

that belongs to neither Xiyan

nor Haoling.

I'd like to see

how many outlaws there are.

I will get them

back to Wushen Mountain

and make them my servants.

Let's go.

Mr. Stone.

Did that Xiyan prince

pick up the princess

from Mount Jade?

Didn't you hear him?

Mr. Stone just said that

the little prince roamed around with

the second princess of Haoling

and forgot all about

his sister on Mount Jade.

Really?

So heartless.

Outrageous.

My belly is hurting.

I...

I'm about to give birth?

Xiaoliu.

Check on her.

I'm a grown man.

How can I be a midwife?

It's urgent.

Where can I find a midwife now?

It hurts very much.

Xiaoliu.

Physician Wen.

There are only male and female demons.

There are no men or women.

Please help me.

I'm hurting so much.

Alright.

Coming.

Ancestral recipe.

Feel free to try it.

Alright.

Come on, sir.

Sweet soy milk.

Sweet soy milk.

Sweetness guaranteed.

Try it.

They look vulgar,

but it seems quite fun.

Brother, let's look around.

Sure.

Seven bunny babies.

The mother and the kids are fine.

Yes!

Congratulations.

Thank you.

Thank you, Xiaoliu.

Thank you, guys.

The tea is on me today.

Yes!

You must thank him!

Thank you, Xiaoliu.

It's nothing.

Yeah.

He basically saved your life!

My fellow villagers,

uncles and aunties,

brothers and sisters,

if anyone can't have a child,

come to my Rejuvenation Hall

(Rejuvenation Hall) and look for me, Wen Xiaoliu.

I guarantee you a cure.

You'll have many kids

coming nonstop.

Bravo!

Brother.

The rouge is of poor quality.

Why would anyone get it?

And the cloth

is so rough and stiff.

Doesn't it scratch their skin?

Want some accessories?

These are handmade.

It's like a talisman.

Get one for your loved one.

He will like it.

Will he?

Get one and you'll see.

Bro...

Young man.

Can I help you?

Sorry.

I mistook you for someone else.

Ornate headdresses.

All kinds of styles. Good prices.

Ornate headdresses.

Come and take a look.

Ornate headdresses.

All kinds of styles. Good prices.

Ornate headdresses.

♪Looking back on my old days♪

♪I was unruffled with no sorrow and soreness♪

♪In my chaotic life, I failed to meet your gaze♪

♪Only emptiness remained♪

♪Enduring all things in my life♪

♪I valued all but indifferent to wealth and fame♪

♪Basking in the sun, I couldn't feel your sunlight♪

♪Only heatwaves retained♪

♪All things are dim, while only your eyes shine bright♪

♪I'll follow my heart and go to chase the sun far away♪

♪Everything seems sad, while only your brows raise in delight♪

♪I'm waiting for you to enjoy the scenery at night♪

♪You came with wind and rain, while left with my four seasons♪

♪Without you, even the best scenery is dull♪

♪It began like a tornado, and went away leaving only dust♪

♪Without you, even the most beautiful world is a mess♪