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Come on in. Hi, there.

Hi. I'm Reese.

Reese.

I'm Calvin. Go ahead and have a seat.

I've been expecting you.

Okay. So, Reese, how's your day going?

Going pretty good.

Not used to waking up so early.

Yeah.

Yeah, it's pretty booked this whole week, so
I had to squeeze you in in the morning.

I hope that was okay.

Oh, no, no, no, no.

It's okay. I understand.

You're busy person.

Reese, Is that with 1 or 2 E's?

Two E's two.

E's? What a beautiful name.

Thank you.

So? Well, my name is Calvin Hardy.

I've been a therapist for four years now.

I just want to say, everything that we
discussed in here is confidential.

It's a safe space where we can discuss.

Well. Well, where you can discuss your
feelings and you'll notice I have a camera

here. It's just for my personal note taking
purposes if I need to follow up or anything

else like that.

So that's a little bit about me.

You can go ahead and tell me just a little
bit about yourself.

What's on your mind?

Okay. Well, nice to meet you, Calvin.

My name's Reese Robbins.

I'm 20 years old.

I'm in college.

I haven't really decided my major or
anything like that.

Um, I live in the dorms.

I have a roommate.

How is that going?

We have opposite schedules, so we kind of
just miss each other a lot.

We don't really run into each other.

And it's a female roommate.

Yeah. Yeah. They have the girls, like, Unit
and, like, the boys unit.

Oh, I remember. College days, Fun days.

So you guys barely see each other?

Yeah, but you have a good relationship.

Yeah, we.

We both get along okay.

It's.

And then how are you doing in school?

Are you wearing a lovely jacket?

I see.

Thank you.

Honestly, school.

It's really.

It's not too hard.

It's kind of easy.

So I don't really.

I just.

Yeah, I mean, school's pretty easy, but I
really don't have time with it because I have

to be focused on my show because my fans,
like, I have to keep them in tune.

You know, if I don't come out with all the
stuff that they need, like, they'll just go

away. So I have to keep their interest.

Okay. So sorry.

Go ahead and tell me about the show.

I'm assuming you're talking about social
media.

Well, I mean, yeah, I mean, I see your camera
right here.

Like, don't worry, I'm used to cameras.

Like, I always bring them on my own.

A couple mikes, everything.

Oh, you do like. Yeah. They have to know
everything.

I got to catch everything for them because
they.

They just like knowing everything that's
going on.

There's even like, a crew that, like,
follows me around, and I have to be like,

Hold on, guys. I'm trying to use the
bathroom.

So your crew is your roommate a part of this
crew?

No, she's.

Not.

I kind of keep her out of it.

Okay. And this crew, does it consist of girls
and guys or all guys?

Uh.

I don't really.

I don't pay attention.

All they have to do is make sure they're
filming me.

I really just tell them like, Hey, like,
move the mic over here.

Wait, I want this shot.

We don't really talk on a personal level.

What are their names?

Mark, Moby and Mabel.

Okay. Nice meet Mark, Moby and Mabel.

And how long have you known them?

Um, about as long as the show.

So about four months.

We've kept it steady.

Four months. Okay.

And then you do you invite them over
afterwards for drinks or do they come to your

dorm?

I mean, they'll follow me to my dorm and
like, if I'm going to go get drinks and

stuff, they'll follow me to get drinks.

That way they can, like, get what's going
on.

And then they go home.

Eventually. Yeah, whenever we're done
filming.

Yeah, but even when they go home, I still
make them leave cameras everywhere.

Because you never know when you're going to
get a brilliant shot.

And like, sometimes whenever they're gone
and it's just me and the cameras, that's when

I get the best footage that the fans like
just keep coming back for.

I mean, they're even here with me now.

Yeah. Mark.

Yeah. No, that's a good place for the
camera.

No, you're right. Hey, guys, I'm in a
therapy session.

Stay tuned.

Very nice. So you're seeing a camera there
right now?

Nice. And Mark is.

Mark is there? Yeah.

How about doing his job?

Okay. Are Mable and Moby there also?

Mabel and Moby are probably my bad.

They're probably like, downstairs or getting
coffee or something, or, like, grabbing some

new batteries for the cameras.

As long as I got one, I'll be okay.

So.

Reese, my dear, I don't see that camera.

The only camera I see is.

Is this one that I have here on my desk.

Do you see this one?

This is the only one that's in this room.

I don't see yours.

Well, that one's not for my show, though.

This one's for my show.

Can you describe your camera for me?

What color is it?

It's black.

It's black.

It's black. It's on a tripod.

Yeah, it maybe, like, goes up to right here
on me.

Okay. It's.

Mid-sized. Just like a little camcorder.

Okay. Yeah.

Yeah, we don't.

I just have this one camera here.

I don't see what you're describing, but.

Which is all fine, you know?

And then. So, Mark, set that camera up
today.

Is Mark in the room right now with us?

He is? Oh, nice.

Can you ask him to step outside so we can
have a private conversation?

I don't know. He's kind of like my crew
member.

He's kind of here to make sure the camera
stays on.

Stays good. Okay.

Like, what happens if, like, it just cuts
off or the battery dies?

They're off to get batteries right now.

I don't want it to die. And then, like, my
fans want to see this therapy session.

I didn't do this for nothing.

Got it?

See? Not that one.

The camera over there, they set that one up
just so they could get a really good, tight

shot on my face.

Hey, guys.

Okay.

Um. And don't worry, they're almost literally
invisible.

They're so quiet.

I just go on about my life.

They don't disrupt it, but like flies on the
wall.

So it's not going to be a bother.

So we're actually at that point where you're
describing your surroundings, which I was

going to actually ask. So is there anybody
else?

Are your fans in this room or not yet?

It's just Mark.

No, my no.

My fans watched me through a screen.

During a screen and that's why the tight
shot.

Is.

Excellent.

And then what are you paying this guy for?

Oh, so you paid them?

No, I said, what are we paying you for?

Paying for.

Because like.

I don't know. Like you're telling me that my
cameras aren't here.

They're literally like, Mark, this guy is
crazy.

I don't know. We probably should have went
to the other one.

Yeah. So no money is exchanged here.

It goes through the state.

So you can be rest assured from that.

The state refers you to me.

I wasn't sure you knew how that worked, but.

But that's okay.

I'm glad Mark is here with you.

Yeah, me too.

Yeah. So, Reese, I have another question.

Have you taken any mind altering substances
in the past days or weeks?

No. No.

And I can't really do that stuff because I'm
always on camera.

I can't have the world seeing me do that.

Which is smart. Does your roommate at school
mind the crew?

The cameras, All of it.

Well, like I said, we're on opposite
schedules, so it's almost like she never sees

them. Yeah.

So she's never seen them before?

Well, no. We're on opposite schedules.

Yeah. What about at nighttime when you guys
have to go to bed to sleep?

We're on opposite schedule, so she's not
there when I'm there.

Oh, yeah? Yeah.

Like she's a day shifter.

I'm a night shifter.

Yeah.

Has Mark ever spent the night at your house?

Well, I've never invited Mark to spend the
night at my place.

So you don't.

Have that kind of relationship?

No, I don't.

Good.

Okay.

I can't really do that with people because
I'm always on camera.

I can't do that on camera and then have my
fans see it.

Okay, so.

You know, how's your diet and your exercise?

Are you doing that or do you not have any
interest for that either?

I mean, sometimes I'll do like yoga shows for
my fans.

Like I'll go live and we'll do yoga together
and just stuff like that.

And then diet wise, I've just been kind of.

It's trying to stay on the healthier side.

Okay.

So yoga is a good place to start.

Yoga has good breathing exercises where you
can become one.

The mind and the body and the soul.

Have you have you been doing breathing
exercises?

Yes, I have.

I've actually grown to really like those.

Where do you practice your yoga classes?

Well, I kind of just like I have a book.

I just do poses at home for when I do the
live shows.

But I mean, me and the crew, we've gone to
like the parks and have done the little.

Like yoga lessons there.

That way you can be out in nature and it's
just a change in scenery because the fans

don't always want to see you in the house.

Good. Maybe later on I can give you some
breathing exercises and stuff that we can do

together. Become one with the mind and the
body.

But keep telling me about your surroundings.

So we established that there's Mark and you
said there is camera here in my office.

There's a couple. There's a mic right there
too.

Yeah. Where is the mic?

Right there.

Up here, they can make sure that we here, you
know.

Can you stand up and show me?

Because I can't I can't see you just
pointing.

I mean.

Yeah, but I don't want to, like, touch it and
mess up the the foamy part or whatever.

Okay, so where's the mic?

You see?

It's like, right here.

Right here?

Yeah. Careful. You're going to touch it.

Yeah, it's expensive.

It's expensive equipment.

I don't want to have to replace it.

And then who put the mic up there?

Mark, do that to you?

Probably Moby or Mabel before they went for
batteries.

Got it. So they hung it up in my ceiling on
the.

In my office.

Well, well, not like hung up on the ceiling.

It's connected to that stand over there and
it just they just brought it in, you know,

because I need good, you know, audio, video.

Okay. So the mic is there, too.

So it seems like the crew is really tight.

They're organized. They know what they're
doing.

Well, yeah, I wouldn't let people who didn't
know what they were doing like produce my

show.

So tell me more about your classes and
school.

How are you doing in school?

I remember you said you're not interested,
but how is your progress in your classes?

They're steady.

Steady.

And then. What about your friends?

What do they think about your show and
everything that goes on?

They love it.

Yeah, everyone loves it.

Where do they get to watch your show?

Oh, they just watch it online.

I see.

So they're supportive of everything that
you're doing.

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

And then what do you do during your shows
that your fans are so loving for that?

Following that year. What do you do in the
show where the fans are so excited to see

you?

Oh, well, I'll talk to them.

I mean, like I said, we do like yoga
lessons.

They just kind of like follow me around my
everyday life.

Kind of like a reality show almost.

So can you show me, like, a yoga lesson that
you would do for one of your shows?

I mean, I could probably do, like, a couple
poses.

Just one would be fine for now.

So I can just get an idea.

Yeah.

Okay. I'm just going to do maybe a basic one.

Basic?

Sure.

Hey, Mark, you might want to, like, move the
camera a little bit so that we can get this.

Shot on the floor. Go ahead.

I'm just probably going to do, like, a simple
toe touch.

Simple toe touch for, like, a stretch.

Yeah. Okay, go ahead.

That's okay. Sure.

Simple toe touch.

Okay. I just, like, do like, stretches and
stuff with my fans.

Stretches. And then what about the yoga?

Yoga portion of it?

Well, I mean, I would do more yoga and stuff,
but you got cameras everywhere, and I'm

wearing a skirt.

Well, but I thought you wanted the cameras to
see your fans are watching this stuff, right?

Well, yeah, but I usually don't wear skirts
when I'm doing the yoga poses with them.

You're doing nude?

I usually wear, like, shorts and a t shirt.

Shorts. So what's different between the
shorts and the skirt?

I'm lost.

Well, like, look, if I'm doing yoga poses
right now, I'm going to completely, like.

Okay, Completely.

Okay.

You can take your jacket off too, if if you
feel warm or if you need if you want to get

comfortable.

Is this a better yoga pose?

Well, it seems I mean, you're the yoga
expert, so that's not.

Oh, you're not a yoga expert.

So it's just a show.

It's just a show.

Oh, I got you.

I got you.

All right, so.

So let's see. You can stay there.

So I'm going to go ahead and so go ahead and
do that Flex.

I'm going to go ahead and touch your
shoulder.

So go ahead and do that yoga pose.

Well, okay.

Good.

Well, you are flexible.

Okay, Now you can come up. That's enough.

I don't want you to strain a muscle.

So do you remember what we were talking
about?

Um, not really, no.

Like, I'm just. Not really.

You don't remember what we were talking about
just now?

No. Oh, okay.

So just. Yeah, just hang tight right there.

So we were talking about the show that you
had.

Remember, you said you had the show and your
classes that your fans love, right?

So, yeah, as I was trying to see the yoga
poses you're doing in the stretching, which

is actually nice.

Sorry, guys, I'm a little rusty.

I have to keep them.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Do you think.

I'm trying to think of the other stretches
that they like.

Was there anything maybe you do standing.

Or. You should probably take the jacket off
so you can be more.

Yeah. Have free movement.

Yeah.

You know, guys, it is a little weird how this
therapist wants me to do yoga and, like, take

my jacket off and stuff.

I won't lie. Little weird, but.

Okay. You mean like exercise my arms like
this?

Well, I mean, you can go ahead and put your
hands out like this.

Yeah. There you go.

So are the fans still seeing you with the
stretching?

What fans.

You know, your fans and you have.

Fans in here.

You just told me your fans were watching
through that camera over there.

And Mark has another camera.

While you're doing your stretching.

I tell you.

What I think happened that I think would help
in this case would be.

Some touching and some sensory sensations of
your body might get you back into

groundedness and mindfulness.

So I'd like to try that with you.

And if your fans want, they can, you know,
watch as well.

So you want me to get naked?

No, not naked.

Not yet. No, we're not talking about.

Yeah, we're just going to go step by step,
and I want to see what kind of responses I

get from your mind and from your body.

Okay. Okay.

So how do you feel right now?

Um.

Kind of thing. My fans are going to like this
weird therapist segment.

Okay. That's actually very good.

That's very good. Okay, so let's go ahead
and stand here.

We want your fans to like it.

So. Oh, don't lose your balance.

Perfect. So you can just stand.

And then you can just.

I want you to just relax.

Think of, like, a happy place.

I want you to close your eyes.

Good. So I'm just going to do some touches
and then slowly go ahead and put your arms

down for me. And then so I want you to tell
me what you see right now and what you feel.

Um, kind of weirded out because I thought
that this is going to be like a therapy

session. I kind of just wanted my fans to
hear some interesting dialogue about maybe me

and a fascinating way.

And they're just watching this weird man
like, tell me to stand up and close my eyes

and stuff like that.

So I don't know, maybe it'll still get, I
don't know, Guys, please, like and subscribe.

If you want to see more of this and please
don't hate me if you don't like this.

Very well. Okay, so now I'm going to go ahead
and continue with the sensory touches.

And so tell me now what you're feeling.

I mean. Why are you touching me?

You're a therapist.

I thought that this was supposed to be a
therapy session, not a massage.

But recently you said your fans are going to
like this therapy session with the touching

and everything.

I don't know what you're.

I don't know any fans.

Well, the fans you said that are in here and
the camera that Mark set up with the mic

above your head.

There's only one camera in here, and it's
this one.

It's your camera.

Are you sure?

Yeah, I'm positive.

There's nothing else here.

So then what happened to all your fans and
Mark with the camera guy and the crew?

I don't know.

So we'll just continue with this touch
therapy here.

And then I just want you to tell me more
about what you're seeing, what you're

feeling. So it seems like the touch therapy
is working.

So I would like you to disrobe and we'll
slowly continue this and see what feedback

we're getting. You can just start by taking
off your shoes.

You can leave your socks on.

Did you hear that, guys?

He wants me to get naked and have naked
therapy.

But I guess only because I have my cameras
and crew here and stuff just to make sure

nothing crazy happens.

I'll do anything for my show, anything for
you guys.

So here's, like, the first new therapy
session.

Excellent. You can just leave the panties on
for now.

So I'm going to go ahead and continue this
touch therapy session.

Oh, my gosh. I can't believe you guys are
seeing me naked right now for the first time.

We'll have to shower together after.

Okay. So I'm glad the fans are watching.

So I'm going to go ahead and just stand
here.

And then so now so we'll continue with this
touch therapy.

And then I want you to just close your eyes
and just.

Tell me what you're feeling.

No, Doctor, You don't understand.

Because I lost my job.

I'm flunking all my classes in school, and
college is so expensive.

And my parents, they paid so much.

And I don't know how to tell them that I'm
failing.

And I don't know.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

I don't I don't know where the time goes.

I don't know what's going on.

Okay. So you said you're not doing well in
your classes?

No, I don't know where the time is going.

Just. Hey, guys, I cannot wait for you guys
to watch this.

Oh, my gosh. I already know. It's going to
be freaking amazing.

I might have to do more.

Doctor, please help me.

I swear I'll do anything for help.

I just want to be normal.

I just want to be better.

I don't. I don't know what's going on with
me, okay?

I just need help so bad.

Okay, So what I'm going to do is I definitely
want you to get more grounded and to get you

back into reality, especially because it's
going to help with your studies and with your

work and job. We're going to continue with
this touch therapy a bit more intense.

I think that's going to give you the
groundedness that you need to get you back

into a good state of mind.

I mean, whatever you think is best, you're
the you're the doctor.

Okay.

So go ahead and just we'll continue chatting
together.

And then. You're doing fine.

I just want you to focus on.

You're breathing.

I want you to focus on more pleasurable
things.

Don't worry about anything.

Just pleasure. Pleasurable thing.

Think about your breasts.

Do you like how I touch them?

I guess I'm just not used to being touched
like that.

It feels pretty good.

Okay, good. That's what I want to hear.

We're on the right track.

We're just going to go with it.

You can just listen to my voice and think
about the sensual, touching.

Stay in a positive state in your mind.

Relax. Can breath.

I can. Your body temperature is slowly
rising, which is a good thing.

Your body is responding.

And then slowly what we'll do is you can
slowly start touching me as well, which I

think will make it a bit more
hypersensitive.

Your receptors of your body.

You think so?

I think so.

I think so. We're on the right track.

But again, we'll have to go slow.

If you think it's what's best.

Like. Like that?

Sure.

Sure, sure.

Central is a good thing.

And you can tell me what feels good.

If you're getting aroused.

And just keep your mind at ease and relax.

You're doing great.

I want you to just stay with me here.

It feels pretty good.

That feels pretty good, Doctor.

Okay, good.

So how is Mark?

Is he still in the room or.

I don't really know who that is.

Okay, good. So we are on the right track.

And then we'll just keep going.

How does that feel?

That feels good. Yeah, good.

You're doing great. Stay with me.

Listen to my voice and body's nice and warm.

Good. Come back here.

That feels good, Doctor.

Good. Right.

And then I'll slowly take your panties off.

Stay with me. I don't want to lose any of
the touch.

Thanks. Okay.

I'm doing great. How does it feel?

It feels good. Good.

Can slowly touch me, if you like.

Listen to my voice.

Yeah. Like, huh?

Yeah, but.