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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,198 --> 00:00:17,702 Good morning, angel. 2 00:00:19,003 --> 00:00:21,068 Get up. Let's go shopping. 3 00:00:58,209 --> 00:00:59,685 What's wrong, Leia? It's a little bumpy. 4 00:00:59,709 --> 00:01:01,353 You're hittin' the brakes a little too much. 5 00:01:01,378 --> 00:01:03,222 Fuckin' up the vibe back here. 6 00:01:03,246 --> 00:01:06,246 What's goin' on? 7 00:01:55,200 --> 00:01:56,509 Oh, Valentino. 8 00:01:56,533 --> 00:01:58,433 Right there. Stop right here, stop right here! 9 00:02:10,213 --> 00:02:11,907 Hi, how are you? 10 00:02:11,943 --> 00:02:14,552 Joss? 11 00:02:17,622 --> 00:02:18,689 Thank you. 12 00:02:23,828 --> 00:02:25,697 Thank you so much. 13 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:30,635 Hi, how are you? 14 00:02:32,871 --> 00:02:34,168 - Hi. - Welcome in. 15 00:02:34,204 --> 00:02:36,875 - Thank you. - Good to see you. Welcome. 16 00:02:50,420 --> 00:02:53,322 - You see that young lady over there? - Yeah. 17 00:02:53,358 --> 00:02:55,656 Got anything in the store as beautiful as she is? 18 00:02:55,692 --> 00:02:57,528 - I think we can find some things. - Great. 19 00:02:58,728 --> 00:03:00,461 It's good champagne, what is this? 20 00:03:00,497 --> 00:03:02,330 Uh, it's a Valentino exclusive. 21 00:03:02,366 --> 00:03:04,032 - Oh, my God. - Wow. 22 00:03:04,068 --> 00:03:05,533 - Oh, my God. - You like it? 23 00:03:05,569 --> 00:03:06,834 It's so fuckin' sexy. 24 00:03:06,870 --> 00:03:08,747 I just wanna fuckin' tear this right off of you. 25 00:03:08,771 --> 00:03:11,350 That looks amazing. Alright, what else they got? 26 00:03:11,375 --> 00:03:13,012 What else they got? Look at that. 27 00:03:15,579 --> 00:03:18,079 Love that. Oh, my God. Beautiful. 28 00:03:18,115 --> 00:03:19,860 I mean, you can make it a little more skimpier somehow. 29 00:03:19,884 --> 00:03:21,582 Just this with heels? All you need. 30 00:03:21,618 --> 00:03:23,352 Joss, we're gonna try these shoes out. 31 00:03:23,388 --> 00:03:25,520 I don't like flats. Do you like these? 32 00:03:25,556 --> 00:03:27,656 Yeah, they're cute. It's for the house. 33 00:03:27,692 --> 00:03:29,024 There you go. Look at that. 34 00:03:29,060 --> 00:03:30,658 Are these a seven? 35 00:03:30,694 --> 00:03:32,927 Uh, yes. I believe so. 36 00:03:32,963 --> 00:03:34,199 Thank you. 37 00:03:36,700 --> 00:03:38,033 Think they look nice. 38 00:03:39,969 --> 00:03:42,437 But this is great, though. Let me keep this. Great job. 39 00:03:42,473 --> 00:03:45,507 - How about this top here? It will go well with... - No, it's trash. 40 00:03:45,543 --> 00:03:47,388 What's up with this guy over here? What's his story? 41 00:03:47,412 --> 00:03:50,444 Um, he's great. He's been with us for a while. Yeah. 42 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:52,079 - Really? Can't be that good. - Yeah. 43 00:03:52,115 --> 00:03:53,460 This is a beautiful top here. 44 00:03:53,484 --> 00:03:54,915 I think she'll love this one. 45 00:03:54,951 --> 00:03:56,018 I don't think so. 46 00:03:56,054 --> 00:03:59,288 - Oh my... - Ah, that's a great look. 47 00:03:59,324 --> 00:04:00,604 - Do you like it? - Yeah. 48 00:04:01,960 --> 00:04:04,894 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 49 00:04:04,930 --> 00:04:06,593 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 50 00:04:06,629 --> 00:04:08,709 - Uh, I'm not... - Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 51 00:04:08,733 --> 00:04:10,377 - I'm sorry. I'm not... - Let me fuckin' catch you lookin' at her again, 52 00:04:10,401 --> 00:04:11,800 I'll fuckin' drag you down Rodeo 53 00:04:11,836 --> 00:04:14,401 by your fuckin' ass, just fuckin' stomp you. 54 00:04:14,437 --> 00:04:15,883 - I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. - I'm sorry. 55 00:04:15,907 --> 00:04:17,805 I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. 56 00:04:17,841 --> 00:04:19,874 I'm sorry. I don't... I'm not sure what 57 00:04:19,910 --> 00:04:21,956 - you were interpreting, but I wasn't doing anything. - Let me see it. 58 00:04:21,980 --> 00:04:23,572 - Let me see it. - Chaim? 59 00:04:23,608 --> 00:04:25,492 Leia, I called you 14 fucking times, 60 00:04:25,516 --> 00:04:27,481 - where are you? - Wait, are you at the house? 61 00:04:27,518 --> 00:04:28,896 Of course, I'm at the fucking house. 62 00:04:28,920 --> 00:04:31,050 You say, "911," I come to the house, Leia. 63 00:04:31,086 --> 00:04:33,721 Yo, I told you. This bitch is fuckin' brain-dead. 64 00:04:33,757 --> 00:04:35,822 Chaim, I'm really scared. This guy, Tedros, 65 00:04:35,858 --> 00:04:38,797 has just, like... taken over the fucking house. 66 00:04:40,098 --> 00:04:42,463 - Gun. Gun. - Oh. 67 00:04:42,500 --> 00:04:44,733 What does that mean, "He's taken over the house," Leia? 68 00:04:44,769 --> 00:04:46,980 Uh, well, this morning I'm, I'm sitting in the kitchen 69 00:04:47,004 --> 00:04:48,235 and I'm talking to Andrés. 70 00:04:48,271 --> 00:04:50,637 He just walks in, and he fires him. 71 00:04:50,673 --> 00:04:52,351 Look, Leia, I don't give a fuck about any of this. 72 00:04:52,375 --> 00:04:53,808 Where is Jocelyn right now? 73 00:04:53,845 --> 00:04:57,012 Well... we're, we're shopping. 74 00:04:57,048 --> 00:04:59,480 You're fucking shop... They're shopping. 75 00:04:59,516 --> 00:05:01,793 - This is some bullshit, man! - What's the matter with you? 76 00:05:01,817 --> 00:05:04,084 I don't got time for this shit, man. 77 00:05:04,120 --> 00:05:05,952 I mean, are you, are you fucking kidding? 78 00:05:05,988 --> 00:05:07,367 - It's hot as hell out here. - You're shopping? 79 00:05:07,391 --> 00:05:09,658 Yo, I told you. This bitch is brain-dead. 80 00:05:09,694 --> 00:05:11,692 Like really, you have to see it. 81 00:05:11,728 --> 00:05:15,129 He's taken control of the house, like, mentally. 82 00:05:15,165 --> 00:05:17,711 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm workin' with Jocelyn. Money's not an issue. 83 00:05:17,735 --> 00:05:19,403 Yeah, I need him here today. 84 00:05:20,336 --> 00:05:24,204 - So, when Mike Dean gets here, that's, uh, Kanye's producer... - Mm-hmm. Yeah. 85 00:05:24,240 --> 00:05:26,106 where should he, uh, set up? 86 00:05:26,143 --> 00:05:28,814 - I will talk to Jocelyn about it. - Mm. 87 00:05:30,048 --> 00:05:31,778 I know it might be hard for you to, 88 00:05:31,814 --> 00:05:34,649 to digest this right now, but I'm running the show. 89 00:05:34,685 --> 00:05:37,685 Okay, um... sure, 90 00:05:37,721 --> 00:05:40,725 but I still have to talk to Jocelyn. 91 00:05:46,331 --> 00:05:47,533 Leia... 92 00:05:49,332 --> 00:05:50,935 are you fuckin' retarded? 93 00:05:51,836 --> 00:05:53,805 What did I just say? 94 00:05:54,172 --> 00:05:56,170 I'm running the show now. 95 00:05:58,408 --> 00:06:00,541 Cat-walk, cat-walk. Buy it. 96 00:06:00,577 --> 00:06:02,423 - We're getting this one. - Should I try this? 97 00:06:02,447 --> 00:06:03,682 Love that. 98 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:06,093 - Love that. - It's a good look. 99 00:06:06,117 --> 00:06:08,182 - Maybe she does this one next? - No. No, nope. 100 00:06:08,218 --> 00:06:10,221 - Nope. Nope. - Sure? 101 00:06:12,524 --> 00:06:14,358 Fuckin' bitch. 102 00:06:14,891 --> 00:06:19,093 Chaim, you don't understand, he, he's forcing us to shop. 103 00:06:19,129 --> 00:06:23,831 No, but... he's brainwashed her. Okay? He has her brainwashed. 104 00:06:23,867 --> 00:06:26,735 - How're the probiotics working? - So good. Look. 105 00:06:26,771 --> 00:06:28,769 - Oh, my God. - So much better. 106 00:06:28,805 --> 00:06:31,105 Ugh! You look amazing. 107 00:06:31,141 --> 00:06:33,507 - So much better, right? - Wow. 108 00:06:33,543 --> 00:06:37,178 Your body's just... so tight. 109 00:06:37,215 --> 00:06:38,783 - You look amazing. - Andrés! 110 00:06:39,783 --> 00:06:41,420 Do you mind not groping my girl? 111 00:06:42,821 --> 00:06:45,353 Tedros, you don't understand. 112 00:06:45,389 --> 00:06:46,855 - He's a... - Boundaries. 113 00:06:46,891 --> 00:06:49,356 - My family are doctors. - Are you a doctor? 114 00:06:49,393 --> 00:06:51,425 No, I'm not, but my, my sister and my father, 115 00:06:51,461 --> 00:06:52,973 they're both gastrointestinal doctors, so. 116 00:06:52,997 --> 00:06:54,961 My friend's a gynecologist. 117 00:06:54,997 --> 00:06:57,636 You don't see me stickin' my finger in everybody, do you? 118 00:06:59,403 --> 00:07:02,240 Baby... baby. It's okay. 119 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:09,711 There's nothing okay about what this creep just fuckin' did. 120 00:07:09,747 --> 00:07:10,946 Right? 121 00:07:16,187 --> 00:07:17,922 Get the fuck outta here. 122 00:07:18,788 --> 00:07:21,889 I'm sorry, but I only take orders from my boss. 123 00:07:21,925 --> 00:07:23,528 Who? Her? Right there? 124 00:07:35,505 --> 00:07:38,273 Andrés, I'm really sorry, I just don't... 125 00:07:38,308 --> 00:07:41,312 I don't know if this is the right fit anymore. 126 00:07:48,151 --> 00:07:49,697 It's been a real pleasure working with you. 127 00:07:49,721 --> 00:07:51,754 I just... 128 00:07:51,790 --> 00:07:54,322 I wish you, like, all the best. 129 00:07:54,358 --> 00:07:57,326 That translates to "get the fuck outta here," Andrés. 130 00:07:57,362 --> 00:07:58,793 Like, I'm serious. 131 00:07:58,829 --> 00:07:59,961 I'm driving down the road, 132 00:07:59,997 --> 00:08:01,608 he's eating her out in the back of the car, 133 00:08:01,632 --> 00:08:03,031 like, I don't know what to do. 134 00:08:03,067 --> 00:08:05,331 And then he's, like, making eye contact with me. 135 00:08:05,367 --> 00:08:08,704 And I'm pretty sure that he called the paparazzi himself. 136 00:08:08,740 --> 00:08:10,971 - And like... - Eh, hold on. 137 00:08:11,007 --> 00:08:13,312 Hold on a second, Leia. 138 00:08:14,377 --> 00:08:16,009 Fink, what can I do for you? 139 00:08:16,045 --> 00:08:18,680 Chaim, are you trying to kill me? 140 00:08:18,716 --> 00:08:20,615 Not today. 141 00:08:20,651 --> 00:08:23,384 - No, why? - Do you want my children to grow up without a father? 142 00:08:23,420 --> 00:08:26,321 - Is that what this is? - Fink, why, why would I wish that on anybody? 143 00:08:26,356 --> 00:08:27,790 Well, then let's cancel the tour. 144 00:08:27,826 --> 00:08:29,389 Fink, why are you saying this? 145 00:08:29,425 --> 00:08:31,538 The tour's gonna make millions of dollars. What happened? 146 00:08:31,562 --> 00:08:33,860 Millions of doll... Right now, she's making me have IBS. 147 00:08:33,897 --> 00:08:36,697 I'm fuckin' shitting more blood than a kid at Epstein's island. 148 00:08:36,732 --> 00:08:39,168 - Has she ever let you down? - Ha-ha! Yeah. 149 00:08:39,203 --> 00:08:41,536 About 6.7 million times. 150 00:08:41,572 --> 00:08:44,809 - Remember that? - Okay. Except for that one unique circumstance. 151 00:08:45,442 --> 00:08:48,243 Why do you like picking out clothes so much? 152 00:08:48,278 --> 00:08:51,046 Mm, just need some taste, that's it. 153 00:08:53,652 --> 00:08:55,350 I have taste. 154 00:08:55,386 --> 00:08:57,585 - Eh... - Really? 155 00:08:57,620 --> 00:08:59,721 I know like when I was younger but like now, 156 00:08:59,758 --> 00:09:01,856 you don't think I have taste? 157 00:09:01,893 --> 00:09:04,129 Eh, not really, no. 158 00:09:04,827 --> 00:09:07,895 - Oh. - Last couple of days, you had a lot of taste. 159 00:09:07,932 --> 00:09:10,331 Mm. You know what I think it is? 160 00:09:10,368 --> 00:09:13,139 - What? - I think you're gay. 161 00:09:19,844 --> 00:09:22,610 I ain't gay. 162 00:09:22,645 --> 00:09:25,183 Even the way you said that sounded really gay. 163 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:32,453 Oh. Talk shit, huh? Talk shit, huh? Talk shit? 164 00:09:32,490 --> 00:09:34,789 Talk shit? Talk shit? Hm? 165 00:09:34,826 --> 00:09:35,927 Talk shit? Come here. 166 00:09:41,599 --> 00:09:43,043 Nikki just called me and told me that 167 00:09:43,067 --> 00:09:44,277 she's throwing away "World Class Sinner." 168 00:09:44,301 --> 00:09:45,732 The only fucking song 169 00:09:45,769 --> 00:09:47,568 that's actually selling the fucking tickets. 170 00:09:47,605 --> 00:09:49,482 - She's fuckin' throwing it away? - Hold on, hold on one second. 171 00:09:49,506 --> 00:09:50,605 - Is that true? - Hold on. 172 00:09:50,640 --> 00:09:51,974 Turn up the car radio very loud. 173 00:09:52,009 --> 00:09:53,540 - Really loud. - Okay, okay. 174 00:09:53,576 --> 00:09:56,144 Okay, I got it. 175 00:09:56,179 --> 00:09:57,585 Fink, I'm sorry, it's hard to hear. 176 00:09:57,609 --> 00:09:59,380 - We're at the studio. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 177 00:09:59,417 --> 00:10:01,461 You're with... Are y... You're with Jocelyn right now? 178 00:10:01,485 --> 00:10:02,729 She just played me two new songs, 179 00:10:02,753 --> 00:10:04,580 they're gonna be fuckin' massive by the way. 180 00:10:04,615 --> 00:10:07,455 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Jocelyn has new music? 181 00:10:07,490 --> 00:10:10,004 Of course, she has music. What's the matter with you? 182 00:10:10,028 --> 00:10:12,126 Well... why the fuck haven't I heard it?! 183 00:10:12,163 --> 00:10:14,328 - Joss, hey, Joss? - Yeah? 184 00:10:14,365 --> 00:10:16,298 It's Fink, he's completely freaking out. 185 00:10:16,333 --> 00:10:18,078 - Oh, my God! Why? - No, no, no, no, no! 186 00:10:18,102 --> 00:10:19,111 Don't fuckin' tell her I'm worried! 187 00:10:19,135 --> 00:10:20,301 But he's not worried. 188 00:10:20,336 --> 00:10:21,836 He's, uh, got complete faith in you. 189 00:10:21,873 --> 00:10:23,238 Okay, good. 190 00:10:23,274 --> 00:10:24,972 Tell him he needs to come over. 191 00:10:25,009 --> 00:10:27,241 - I miss him. - Okay, Joss misses you, Fink. 192 00:10:27,278 --> 00:10:28,777 Well, fuckin' send the songs... 193 00:10:28,812 --> 00:10:30,291 Put me on speaker. Let me hear it. I wanna hear 'em. 194 00:10:30,315 --> 00:10:31,678 We're really in the middle here. 195 00:10:31,715 --> 00:10:33,915 Let me, let me, let me hit you back. Okay, man? 196 00:10:33,951 --> 00:10:35,053 No, no, no... 197 00:10:52,570 --> 00:10:53,467 Choke me. 198 00:10:53,504 --> 00:10:54,369 Oh fuck! 199 00:10:54,404 --> 00:10:55,937 Oh fuck. 200 00:10:55,972 --> 00:10:59,875 Oh fuck. Yeah, make me take it, Daddy. 201 00:11:01,578 --> 00:11:03,990 - Oh, I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna cum. - No, don't cum inside me. 202 00:11:04,014 --> 00:11:05,392 - I'm gonna cum inside you. - Don't cum inside me. 203 00:11:05,416 --> 00:11:06,625 - I'm gonna cum inside you. - No, don't. 204 00:11:06,649 --> 00:11:08,618 - What? - You can't cum inside me. 205 00:11:08,653 --> 00:11:09,817 That fuckin' hurt. 206 00:11:09,852 --> 00:11:11,231 - I'm sorry. - Fuck's wrong with you? 207 00:11:11,255 --> 00:11:12,220 You can't cum inside me. 208 00:11:12,255 --> 00:11:13,366 Almost bent my fuckin' dick. 209 00:11:13,390 --> 00:11:15,825 What am I supposed to do? 210 00:11:15,860 --> 00:11:17,493 I don't know. 211 00:11:17,528 --> 00:11:18,596 Figure it out. 212 00:11:21,230 --> 00:11:22,876 - What are we gonna do, Chaim? - Hold on, hold on. 213 00:11:22,900 --> 00:11:24,211 Turn the music down. You still there? 214 00:11:24,235 --> 00:11:26,067 I'm, like, really fucking scared. 215 00:11:26,104 --> 00:11:29,139 Like, what he was doing was just... 216 00:11:29,740 --> 00:11:31,351 It was just, like, the scariest thing ever. 217 00:11:31,375 --> 00:11:34,042 Okay, calm down. We'll be waiting here at the house. 218 00:12:03,374 --> 00:12:04,673 - Hi. - Hi. 219 00:12:18,590 --> 00:12:19,786 Fuck. 220 00:12:26,998 --> 00:12:28,730 You're disgusting. 221 00:12:35,774 --> 00:12:37,609 Let's get the fuck outta here. 222 00:12:44,581 --> 00:12:47,517 'Scuse me, 'scuse me. 223 00:12:50,615 --> 00:12:52,457 Oh, my gosh. I love you so much! 224 00:12:54,790 --> 00:12:58,529 Move, move! I need you guys to fucking move! 225 00:13:03,333 --> 00:13:06,172 That's amazing. 226 00:13:50,142 --> 00:13:51,182 Heh. 227 00:13:53,017 --> 00:13:54,017 Here, you like that? 228 00:13:56,086 --> 00:13:57,322 Tedros. 229 00:13:58,590 --> 00:13:59,621 Chaim. 230 00:13:59,658 --> 00:14:00,658 Pleasure to meet you. 231 00:14:00,692 --> 00:14:02,322 This is Destiny, my partner. 232 00:14:02,359 --> 00:14:04,238 - Pleasure to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 233 00:14:04,261 --> 00:14:06,195 What are you guys doing here? 234 00:14:06,230 --> 00:14:08,363 I can't just come by to say hello to you? 235 00:14:08,399 --> 00:14:09,798 You can. It's just usually you wanna 236 00:14:09,833 --> 00:14:11,033 talk to me about something. 237 00:14:11,068 --> 00:14:12,366 Well, actually, uh, 238 00:14:12,403 --> 00:14:14,302 that song you guys made together, 239 00:14:14,337 --> 00:14:15,803 I can't stop thinking about it. 240 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:16,850 - I mean... - Oh, that's just 241 00:14:16,875 --> 00:14:18,338 one night of working together. 242 00:14:18,375 --> 00:14:19,573 Fuck off. Really? 243 00:14:19,610 --> 00:14:21,876 - Mm-hmm. - One night? 244 00:14:21,913 --> 00:14:23,548 So, uh, you produced that song? 245 00:14:25,082 --> 00:14:28,182 Uh, kinda produced it together. 246 00:14:28,219 --> 00:14:30,152 I know you guys are killing the song, but... 247 00:14:30,187 --> 00:14:32,990 I really wanted to add choirs on it. 248 00:14:33,557 --> 00:14:36,892 I really... I think choirs would sound really good on that song. 249 00:14:36,927 --> 00:14:38,927 He just knows so much about music. 250 00:14:38,962 --> 00:14:40,663 It's kind of incredible. 251 00:14:40,698 --> 00:14:41,709 - It is. - It really is. 252 00:14:41,732 --> 00:14:42,876 I mean, it's really impressive 253 00:14:42,900 --> 00:14:44,869 for someone who's... self-taught. 254 00:14:45,635 --> 00:14:47,501 I mean, it's, it's almost unbelievable. 255 00:14:47,538 --> 00:14:48,748 - I know. Almost. - I mean, really, like, 256 00:14:48,772 --> 00:14:50,538 to what do we owe this good fortune? 257 00:14:50,575 --> 00:14:52,039 I mean, where are you from, man? 258 00:14:52,076 --> 00:14:54,442 How the fuck did you get here? 259 00:14:54,477 --> 00:14:57,178 - Oh, I'm, I'm from here. I'm... - You're from LA? 260 00:14:57,215 --> 00:14:59,514 - Yeah. - Yeah, but nobody's fuckin' from LA. 261 00:14:59,549 --> 00:15:01,450 - Right. - Which part? 262 00:15:01,485 --> 00:15:02,783 Uh, Hollywood. 263 00:15:02,820 --> 00:15:04,365 - You grew up in Hollywood? - Yeah. 264 00:15:04,389 --> 00:15:06,687 Wow. Me too. 265 00:15:06,722 --> 00:15:09,660 - No shit. - Yes. Born and raised. 266 00:15:09,994 --> 00:15:11,759 Wow. What school did you go to? 267 00:15:11,794 --> 00:15:14,697 I, uh, I wasn't the best student, unfortunately. 268 00:15:14,732 --> 00:15:16,398 I'm a little embarrassed. 269 00:15:16,433 --> 00:15:18,765 - Oh, you had got kicked out of school? - Yeah. 270 00:15:18,802 --> 00:15:20,902 - So, what school? I... - Dee. 271 00:15:20,937 --> 00:15:24,740 Why are you tryin' to, like, make him feel bad about getting kicked out of school? 272 00:15:24,775 --> 00:15:26,211 Oh, my God. 273 00:15:26,610 --> 00:15:29,246 I am so sorry. Is that how you felt? 274 00:15:29,947 --> 00:15:32,279 I mean, to be honest, I was kicked outta school, too. 275 00:15:32,316 --> 00:15:34,594 - The similarities, man. - You got kicked out of high school? 276 00:15:34,618 --> 00:15:36,951 - I got kicked outta high school. - Why? 277 00:15:36,988 --> 00:15:39,086 Beatin' fake-ass bitches' asses. 278 00:15:39,123 --> 00:15:41,823 No way. 279 00:15:43,995 --> 00:15:46,088 Why am I not surprised? 280 00:15:46,125 --> 00:15:49,898 So, uh, Joss, you asked me to buy you two weeks, yeah? 281 00:15:49,933 --> 00:15:52,835 So, do you folks have a plan? 282 00:15:52,870 --> 00:15:54,730 What, what's the next step here? 283 00:15:54,767 --> 00:15:55,850 I'm an amateur, right? 284 00:15:55,874 --> 00:15:57,306 So, I wanted to bring in somebody 285 00:15:57,341 --> 00:16:00,140 that can really synthesize some of my ideas, 286 00:16:00,177 --> 00:16:01,809 so, uh, I reached out to Mike Dean. 287 00:16:01,846 --> 00:16:03,477 Are you familiar with Mike Dean? 288 00:16:03,514 --> 00:16:05,826 I mean, he's great. I mean, he comes to my club all the time. 289 00:16:05,850 --> 00:16:07,950 Am I familiar with Mike Dean? 290 00:16:07,985 --> 00:16:09,985 - Wow! - Mike fuckin' Dean? 291 00:16:10,020 --> 00:16:11,485 His vibe is what is needed. 292 00:16:11,522 --> 00:16:12,667 I mean, he's the greatest. 293 00:16:12,691 --> 00:16:13,833 And she deserves the greatest. 294 00:16:13,857 --> 00:16:14,857 Yeah, she does. 295 00:16:14,893 --> 00:16:15,990 Okay, so you two keep 296 00:16:16,027 --> 00:16:17,028 doin' what you're doin'. 297 00:16:17,360 --> 00:16:20,161 Three songs in two weeks. Yeah? Hits. 298 00:16:20,197 --> 00:16:21,764 - Not songs, hits. - Hits. 299 00:16:21,799 --> 00:16:23,697 - Undeniable. - Undeniable. 300 00:16:23,734 --> 00:16:25,533 - Nothing less. - Nothing less. 301 00:16:25,568 --> 00:16:27,369 Yeah, I know you're having a good time here, 302 00:16:27,404 --> 00:16:30,042 - but can you fuckin' focus with this guy? - Yes. 303 00:16:30,408 --> 00:16:33,442 'Cause I gotta tell you, nobody fuckin' believes in you right now. 304 00:16:33,477 --> 00:16:36,054 - Whoa, come on. - No, no, no. She has to know the truth. 305 00:16:36,078 --> 00:16:37,823 - You gotta know what the stakes are. - Okay, but you don't 306 00:16:37,847 --> 00:16:39,293 - have to freak her out like that. - Yeah, no. 307 00:16:39,317 --> 00:16:41,950 - It's too much pressure. - Join the freak-out club, okay? 308 00:16:41,985 --> 00:16:43,551 I'm freaked out, she's freaked out. 309 00:16:43,586 --> 00:16:46,020 If you had any sense, you would be fuckin' freaked out 310 00:16:46,057 --> 00:16:47,822 because it's do or die, all right? 311 00:16:47,857 --> 00:16:50,403 - It is. He's not lying. - No fucking room to fail here. 312 00:16:50,427 --> 00:16:51,961 I mean, use it as motivation, 313 00:16:51,996 --> 00:16:54,832 but... that's what's happening. 314 00:16:55,566 --> 00:16:57,364 And you got Mike Dean comin' here? 315 00:16:58,429 --> 00:17:01,664 Well, then what the fuck you wasting time talking to me? Get to work. 316 00:17:01,701 --> 00:17:04,006 - Come on. - I got you. 317 00:17:04,041 --> 00:17:06,075 Three massive hits. 318 00:17:06,111 --> 00:17:07,875 I'll deal with Nikki. Just try not 319 00:17:07,911 --> 00:17:10,679 - to end my fuckin' career, okay? - I will do my very best. 320 00:17:10,714 --> 00:17:12,950 Or yours either. 321 00:17:13,717 --> 00:17:15,721 - Bye, Dee. - Bye, sweetie. 322 00:17:16,855 --> 00:17:18,289 I fuckin' love that guy. 323 00:17:20,558 --> 00:17:22,193 Mwah, he's amazing. 324 00:17:28,032 --> 00:17:29,901 That went better than I expected. 325 00:17:31,035 --> 00:17:32,038 Yeah. 326 00:17:43,780 --> 00:17:46,681 I think our girl's in trouble. 327 00:17:46,717 --> 00:17:50,519 My grandmother said you never trust a dude with a rat tail. 328 00:17:58,328 --> 00:18:00,127 Oh! Oh, again. 329 00:18:00,163 --> 00:18:02,601 Yeah. Spank me again. 330 00:18:40,770 --> 00:18:43,875 - Incredible. Absolutely incredible. - Woo! Right? 331 00:18:46,810 --> 00:18:49,748 It was amazing. 332 00:19:08,699 --> 00:19:10,798 Why don't you sing about your mom? 333 00:19:10,834 --> 00:19:13,038 I don't know. I feel like it's, like... 334 00:19:13,903 --> 00:19:16,942 not something anybody wants to hear about... 335 00:19:17,674 --> 00:19:20,308 and, like, that's not what they want from me. 336 00:19:20,345 --> 00:19:22,344 I don't know. It kinda scares me. 337 00:19:22,380 --> 00:19:23,882 - No. - Like... 338 00:19:25,549 --> 00:19:27,182 I feel like the more you let people in, 339 00:19:27,218 --> 00:19:29,718 the more reason they have not to... 340 00:19:29,753 --> 00:19:32,288 want you anymore... you know? 341 00:19:32,324 --> 00:19:34,788 Okay. 342 00:19:34,825 --> 00:19:38,794 - Yeah. - But I've never really sung about anything, 343 00:19:38,829 --> 00:19:40,528 - like, truthful. - Yeah. 344 00:19:40,565 --> 00:19:43,164 Or anything that, like, really means anything to me. 345 00:19:43,201 --> 00:19:45,634 Hm. Maybe just a lyric every once in a while. 346 00:19:45,670 --> 00:19:48,369 Like a secret. Nobody has to know. 347 00:19:48,405 --> 00:19:50,442 Yeah, you're right. Nobody has to know. 348 00:19:51,541 --> 00:19:53,545 - Just you and me. - Mm-hmm. 349 00:20:20,270 --> 00:20:24,406 Was it really hard when she... when she died? 350 00:20:24,442 --> 00:20:26,075 Yeah. 351 00:20:26,111 --> 00:20:27,144 Sorry. 352 00:20:27,577 --> 00:20:30,816 She was really sick for a long time, and... 353 00:20:32,250 --> 00:20:34,548 - I was holding her hand when she... - Mm. 354 00:20:34,585 --> 00:20:37,588 - ...closed her eyes. - I'm sorry. 355 00:20:40,657 --> 00:20:42,661 But I feel like she's still here. 356 00:20:44,627 --> 00:20:46,405 It's weird. It's like she's still in this house, 357 00:20:46,430 --> 00:20:47,695 like she's in all the walls, 358 00:20:47,731 --> 00:20:51,199 and... all the windows... 359 00:20:51,234 --> 00:20:54,269 - and all the mirrors. - Hm. 360 00:21:10,421 --> 00:21:13,025 I just can feel her like she's still... 361 00:21:14,291 --> 00:21:15,693 watching me. 362 00:21:16,292 --> 00:21:17,395 Thank you. 363 00:21:18,496 --> 00:21:21,997 Look, Xander, I brought you up here to tell you that, um... 364 00:21:22,032 --> 00:21:24,900 creative direction fuckin' sucks with Jocelyn. 365 00:21:24,935 --> 00:21:27,067 I don't disagree. 366 00:21:27,103 --> 00:21:29,503 You don't disagree? You're the fuckin' creative director. 367 00:21:29,539 --> 00:21:31,285 - What do you mean you don't disagree? - I know. 368 00:21:31,308 --> 00:21:32,907 What is it with this fuckin' industry? 369 00:21:32,943 --> 00:21:34,576 Everybody hates what they fuckin' do. 370 00:21:34,612 --> 00:21:36,744 Welcome to the music business, yeah. 371 00:21:36,780 --> 00:21:38,784 How do you put out something you hate? 372 00:21:39,683 --> 00:21:41,449 I'm fuckin' forced to. 373 00:21:41,484 --> 00:21:43,751 - What do you mean "forced to"? - I-I could have... 374 00:21:43,788 --> 00:21:45,420 the greatest fucking idea in the world, 375 00:21:45,455 --> 00:21:47,422 and often, I fucking do. 376 00:21:47,458 --> 00:21:48,701 And at the end of the day, it's whatever 377 00:21:48,724 --> 00:21:50,825 the fucking label and Jocelyn wants. 378 00:21:50,861 --> 00:21:52,627 What do you think about “I'm a Freak”? 379 00:21:52,663 --> 00:21:54,329 - The song? - Yeah. 380 00:21:54,365 --> 00:21:55,365 It's fine. 381 00:21:55,633 --> 00:21:57,700 - Fine? - It's fucking middle of the road, 382 00:21:57,736 --> 00:21:59,701 not enough of a re-invention, 383 00:21:59,737 --> 00:22:03,538 fucking... manufactured bad girl. 384 00:22:03,574 --> 00:22:05,105 - Hm. - When was the last 385 00:22:05,142 --> 00:22:08,980 truly fucking nasty, nasty, bad pop girl? 386 00:22:10,347 --> 00:22:12,548 All right, let's say you had carte blanche, right? 387 00:22:12,584 --> 00:22:14,849 What would you do? 388 00:22:14,885 --> 00:22:16,955 Hm. Um... 389 00:22:19,088 --> 00:22:22,388 I would take that photo with the fucking cum on her face... 390 00:22:23,493 --> 00:22:25,226 and I'd make it her album cover. 391 00:22:30,334 --> 00:22:33,204 - I fuckin' would. - Wow, that's a great idea. 392 00:22:34,038 --> 00:22:35,402 You're fuckin' smart. 393 00:22:38,275 --> 00:22:39,611 You wanna do some coke? 394 00:22:40,944 --> 00:22:43,249 No. All the coke in LA has fentanyl in it. 395 00:22:46,584 --> 00:22:47,684 Not mine. 396 00:23:13,878 --> 00:23:16,277 Ah, that's, uh. Nah, can we stop it? 397 00:23:16,313 --> 00:23:18,680 - Ugh! - Please stop it. Please, stop, yeah. 398 00:23:18,715 --> 00:23:20,394 - I mean, come on, man. - I'm not feelin' it, I'm sorry. 399 00:23:20,417 --> 00:23:21,862 - Why did you stop that one? - Uh, I don't know. 400 00:23:21,885 --> 00:23:23,230 - I'm gonna take it back. - Come on, man. 401 00:23:23,253 --> 00:23:25,119 That was so good. I was in a trance. 402 00:23:25,155 --> 00:23:26,800 No, no. I think it was so much better, 403 00:23:26,825 --> 00:23:28,222 like, three takes ago. 404 00:23:28,259 --> 00:23:30,395 - Nah, you trippin'. - Mm, what did you think? 405 00:23:32,462 --> 00:23:34,762 I think I just fell in love with you. 406 00:23:36,934 --> 00:23:39,134 Sing with me on this next one then. 407 00:23:39,170 --> 00:23:40,802 No. 408 00:23:40,838 --> 00:23:43,572 - No? - No. 409 00:23:43,607 --> 00:23:47,643 If Tedros heard you say that, you'd be in huge trouble. 410 00:23:47,679 --> 00:23:49,211 - Mm-hmm. - What? 411 00:23:49,247 --> 00:23:50,311 Yeah, you trippin'. 412 00:23:50,347 --> 00:23:52,142 Yeah, you're not allowed to say no. 413 00:23:52,177 --> 00:23:54,086 You're not allowed to say no? 414 00:23:54,619 --> 00:23:56,250 - Yeah. - Why? 415 00:23:56,287 --> 00:24:00,692 Because by saying no, you're denying yourself an experience. 416 00:24:01,991 --> 00:24:04,460 Yeah, but not all experiences are good. 417 00:24:04,496 --> 00:24:05,925 Debatable. 418 00:24:05,961 --> 00:24:08,896 That's a really simple way of looking at things, Joss. 419 00:24:08,932 --> 00:24:10,332 What do you mean? 420 00:24:10,367 --> 00:24:13,768 Some of the most terrible experiences in life... 421 00:24:13,804 --> 00:24:16,739 can be the most valuable, like artistically. 422 00:24:16,775 --> 00:24:18,309 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 423 00:24:20,211 --> 00:24:22,844 I don't know. I guess, like, to a degree. 424 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,680 Mm... Okay, Robert Plant 425 00:24:25,715 --> 00:24:28,083 had a son who died when he was five years old, 426 00:24:28,118 --> 00:24:30,151 and he wrote "All My Love" after that, 427 00:24:30,186 --> 00:24:33,188 and it's one of the most beautiful songs ever written. 428 00:24:33,223 --> 00:24:35,790 Yeah, but I think if Robert Plant had a say in it, 429 00:24:35,826 --> 00:24:38,961 he would've chosen his son's life. 430 00:24:38,997 --> 00:24:41,296 And that'd be a pretty big loss for the world. 431 00:24:41,332 --> 00:24:44,098 - You really believe that? - Yes. 432 00:24:44,134 --> 00:24:46,667 That's really fucked up. 433 00:24:46,703 --> 00:24:48,435 That's, like, actually fucked up. 434 00:24:48,471 --> 00:24:50,183 How often do people come up to you and tell you 435 00:24:50,208 --> 00:24:52,674 that your music saved their lives? 436 00:24:52,711 --> 00:24:54,436 - A lot. - A lot. 437 00:24:54,472 --> 00:24:56,612 And do you believe them when they say it? 438 00:24:56,647 --> 00:24:59,347 Yes... I do. 439 00:24:59,384 --> 00:25:02,550 Okay. Now imagine if you were Robert Plant. 440 00:25:02,586 --> 00:25:05,118 Or imagine if you had lost someone that you loved 441 00:25:05,154 --> 00:25:09,361 and you'd written one of the greatest love songs of all time. 442 00:25:10,494 --> 00:25:12,126 Then what? 443 00:25:12,163 --> 00:25:14,363 So, you think that by losing his son, 444 00:25:14,398 --> 00:25:18,232 he was able to write something that saved a lot of people's lives. 445 00:25:18,269 --> 00:25:19,967 - Yes. - And because of that, 446 00:25:20,002 --> 00:25:22,703 you'll say yes to anything anyone asks you to do? 447 00:25:22,740 --> 00:25:23,805 - Yes. - Mm-hmm. 448 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,308 - Yes. - Literally, anything? 449 00:25:27,345 --> 00:25:28,346 Anything. 450 00:25:29,381 --> 00:25:30,576 Interesting. 451 00:25:33,050 --> 00:25:34,752 Izaak, get up and kiss Ramsey. 452 00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:51,400 See? 453 00:25:51,435 --> 00:25:53,234 - Yes. - Mm-hmm. 454 00:25:53,270 --> 00:25:55,374 Would you have done that if Leia was in the room? 455 00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:58,573 Yes, that wouldn't change anything, Jocelyn. 456 00:25:58,608 --> 00:26:00,875 Even if it really hurt her feelings? 457 00:26:00,912 --> 00:26:02,344 Yes. 458 00:26:02,380 --> 00:26:04,244 Feelings can shift. 459 00:26:04,280 --> 00:26:06,881 What you make and what you put out into the world, 460 00:26:06,916 --> 00:26:09,049 - that's the shit that lasts forever. - Mm-hmm. 461 00:26:09,086 --> 00:26:11,086 Not Leia's fuckin' feelings. 462 00:26:11,122 --> 00:26:13,825 Would you kiss me? 463 00:26:14,092 --> 00:26:15,289 Would I kiss you? 464 00:26:15,326 --> 00:26:17,496 - Uh, that's not a good idea. - Yeah. 465 00:26:18,296 --> 00:26:19,298 Why? 466 00:26:20,330 --> 00:26:22,628 You know Tedros would fuckin' kill me. 467 00:26:27,337 --> 00:26:29,571 Ooh! 468 00:26:31,108 --> 00:26:32,452 - A little toast. - Speech? 469 00:26:32,477 --> 00:26:33,642 Mm. 470 00:26:33,677 --> 00:26:35,242 Um... 471 00:26:35,278 --> 00:26:38,313 when my Mom bought this house, it was so big 472 00:26:38,348 --> 00:26:42,150 that I was always afraid it was gonna make me feel lonelier, um, 473 00:26:42,185 --> 00:26:44,123 because it was so hard to fill up. 474 00:26:45,123 --> 00:26:47,755 And I know that I haven't, like, 475 00:26:47,790 --> 00:26:51,593 gotten to know, uh, everyone here super well yet, 476 00:26:51,628 --> 00:26:53,828 but I just wanted to say... 477 00:26:53,865 --> 00:26:55,630 thank you for coming into my life 478 00:26:55,665 --> 00:27:01,334 and filling it with music, and inspiration, and love. 479 00:27:01,932 --> 00:27:05,405 Um, yeah, it's just... It's really meant, like, the world to me, 480 00:27:05,442 --> 00:27:08,076 and I don't know if I've... 481 00:27:08,113 --> 00:27:11,645 felt this happy in a, in a really long time. 482 00:27:11,682 --> 00:27:14,950 - Aw, Joss. - So thank you for that. 483 00:27:14,986 --> 00:27:19,019 And, um... Tedros... 484 00:27:19,055 --> 00:27:23,690 thank you for teaching me how to have fun again. 485 00:27:25,195 --> 00:27:27,929 To finding your family. 486 00:27:27,964 --> 00:27:30,499 To finding your family. 487 00:27:30,535 --> 00:27:32,867 Cheers, cheers. 488 00:27:32,903 --> 00:27:35,340 Cheers. 489 00:28:04,868 --> 00:28:06,835 So, Xander had a brilliant idea today. 490 00:28:06,871 --> 00:28:08,170 - Ooh. - No. 491 00:28:08,205 --> 00:28:09,403 Yeah, he did. 492 00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:11,472 - Yes, you did. - Tell me. 493 00:28:11,509 --> 00:28:14,308 No, I, I, I would like to sleep on it, I think. 494 00:28:14,345 --> 00:28:16,178 - No. No sleeping on it. - What? 495 00:28:16,213 --> 00:28:17,551 - Oh, come on. - Tell it. It's brilliant. 496 00:28:17,576 --> 00:28:19,914 Yeah, wait, I'm so excited. 497 00:28:19,951 --> 00:28:22,188 - Come on. - Okay, um... 498 00:28:24,623 --> 00:28:27,855 I was thinking and, um... 499 00:28:27,891 --> 00:28:31,826 if your lovely label is so fucking obsessed 500 00:28:31,863 --> 00:28:34,065 with making you a bad girl... 501 00:28:35,230 --> 00:28:40,434 - we should take the photo with the cum on your face... - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 502 00:28:40,471 --> 00:28:43,575 ...and we should, um, make it your album cover. 503 00:28:45,209 --> 00:28:47,054 - Brilliant. - Mm... that's a bar. 504 00:28:47,077 --> 00:28:48,221 - No. - Brilliant. Genius. 505 00:28:48,244 --> 00:28:49,743 You're kidding. You're kidding? 506 00:28:49,779 --> 00:28:51,258 - I'm not kidding. - No. 507 00:28:51,281 --> 00:28:52,726 - Absolutely not. - Why? Literally why? 508 00:28:52,750 --> 00:28:53,781 Give me one reason why. 509 00:28:53,817 --> 00:28:55,250 Because she h... 510 00:28:55,286 --> 00:28:57,352 You... So many young girls look up to you. 511 00:28:57,387 --> 00:28:59,920 - Oh, my God. - Yeah, and they've all probably seen the photo. 512 00:28:59,955 --> 00:29:02,223 They've all definitely seen the photo, actually. 513 00:29:02,259 --> 00:29:05,792 Yeah, okay, but it's different if you, like, embrace it. 514 00:29:05,828 --> 00:29:09,030 So, what? It's only okay if the internet, like, uses it against me? 515 00:29:09,067 --> 00:29:12,067 - Preach. - No. The internet is on your side. 516 00:29:12,103 --> 00:29:15,436 - No. - Literally, every outlet. 517 00:29:15,472 --> 00:29:19,074 But... They all wrote beautiful pieces defending you 518 00:29:19,109 --> 00:29:21,541 and your right to grow up and have a sex life. 519 00:29:21,577 --> 00:29:24,378 There is no difference between the people making fun of me 520 00:29:24,414 --> 00:29:25,980 and the people supporting me. 521 00:29:26,017 --> 00:29:27,615 They're all capitalizing off of it, 522 00:29:27,652 --> 00:29:29,296 and they're just driving more people to look it up. 523 00:29:29,319 --> 00:29:32,421 That's exactly why you should make it your album cover. 524 00:29:32,457 --> 00:29:34,588 I don't have an album. I threw it away. 525 00:29:34,625 --> 00:29:36,458 Okay, fine. Your first single. 526 00:29:36,493 --> 00:29:37,987 I mean... 527 00:29:38,022 --> 00:29:41,163 we could make the caption like, "New music coming soon." 528 00:29:41,199 --> 00:29:42,563 That's hard. 529 00:29:42,598 --> 00:29:44,932 It's fire. It's fucking fire. 530 00:29:44,969 --> 00:29:46,567 I'm rockin' with that. 531 00:29:46,604 --> 00:29:48,001 I-I will think about it. 532 00:29:48,038 --> 00:29:49,281 - I will think about it. - Just think about it. 533 00:29:49,306 --> 00:29:50,505 I'm not sure I wanna restart 534 00:29:50,540 --> 00:29:53,275 the whole, like, jizz-rag Jocelyn hashtag. 535 00:29:53,310 --> 00:29:55,777 I feel like that had its moment. I'm not sure I want... 536 00:29:55,813 --> 00:29:58,279 Who gives a fuck? 537 00:29:58,316 --> 00:30:00,182 Because it's, it's actually humiliating 538 00:30:00,218 --> 00:30:02,520 and, like, makes me feel really bad about myself. 539 00:30:03,153 --> 00:30:05,153 Why? 540 00:30:05,189 --> 00:30:08,192 Because, like, it just, like... I wanna be... 541 00:30:09,026 --> 00:30:11,858 It just sucks. It's... It actually sucks. It does. 542 00:30:11,894 --> 00:30:14,566 No, what were you, what were you about to say just now? 543 00:30:17,567 --> 00:30:20,805 I-I was gonna say, you know, I... 544 00:30:21,471 --> 00:30:24,309 I-I wanna be taken seriously. 545 00:30:25,576 --> 00:30:26,577 Why? 546 00:30:27,378 --> 00:30:28,814 Because I do. 547 00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:30,813 But why? 548 00:30:30,848 --> 00:30:32,714 Because I wanna have a career that 549 00:30:32,750 --> 00:30:34,182 lasts, and is meaningful, 550 00:30:34,218 --> 00:30:36,719 and, and isn't like a fucking joke. 551 00:30:36,755 --> 00:30:38,119 And you will, Joss. 552 00:30:38,155 --> 00:30:39,487 You will. Trust me. 553 00:30:39,522 --> 00:30:42,824 No, not if she doesn't take risks. 554 00:30:42,859 --> 00:30:46,494 I mean, that's easy to say if you're not the one taking the risks. 555 00:30:46,530 --> 00:30:49,397 Yeah, but, Joss, this is, like, the right risk at the right time. 556 00:30:49,433 --> 00:30:50,676 - You've got great people... - There's no such thing 557 00:30:50,701 --> 00:30:53,138 as "the right risk at the right time." 558 00:30:53,872 --> 00:30:56,005 If it's risky, it's risky for a reason. 559 00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:58,038 No, but if it's the right risk 560 00:30:58,074 --> 00:31:00,642 then you, like, basically, know how it's gonna play out. 561 00:31:00,678 --> 00:31:02,556 No, that's the exact opposite of a risk. 562 00:31:02,579 --> 00:31:04,413 That's playing it safe. 563 00:31:04,449 --> 00:31:06,451 That's what everyone else does. 564 00:31:07,519 --> 00:31:08,713 Is that what you do? 565 00:31:09,380 --> 00:31:13,154 Why are you talking to me like I'm, like, new to the music industry? 566 00:31:13,191 --> 00:31:15,190 I'm not. You are. 567 00:31:15,226 --> 00:31:16,428 True. 568 00:31:21,231 --> 00:31:22,997 - Don't be rude. - I'm not being rude. 569 00:31:23,032 --> 00:31:27,501 It's just, like, I've been doing this for over a decade, so... 570 00:31:27,538 --> 00:31:30,439 - And you're stuck. - Yeah, I'm stuck. 571 00:31:30,474 --> 00:31:33,208 - I'm stuck at the moment. - At the moment? 572 00:31:33,243 --> 00:31:35,447 What was the last song you wrote, Jocelyn? 573 00:31:40,385 --> 00:31:41,385 "Daybreak." 574 00:31:41,417 --> 00:31:43,049 - "Daybreak"! - "Daybreak." 575 00:31:43,086 --> 00:31:45,354 - Oh, my God. - "Daybreak" on your second album. 576 00:31:45,390 --> 00:31:46,887 That was my favorite song 577 00:31:46,923 --> 00:31:48,568 - on the album. It's so good. - Of course, it was. 578 00:31:48,593 --> 00:31:51,125 Okay, what was that, like a year ago? Year and a half? 579 00:31:51,162 --> 00:31:52,830 Yeah, something like that. 580 00:31:54,765 --> 00:31:56,210 I mean, I don't think that's, like, a big deal. 581 00:31:56,233 --> 00:31:58,432 Like, I-I think it's gotta be the right song. 582 00:31:58,469 --> 00:32:00,306 You mean the right risk. 583 00:32:01,137 --> 00:32:02,871 Yeah, I mean the right risk. 584 00:32:02,906 --> 00:32:04,704 And what I'm saying is, I think, 585 00:32:04,740 --> 00:32:07,613 maybe that's why you can't write a song. 586 00:32:08,346 --> 00:32:11,279 Yeah, 'cause she's fucking overthinking everything. 587 00:32:11,316 --> 00:32:14,048 - Exactly. - You... 588 00:32:14,084 --> 00:32:17,721 of all people should know it's a bit more fucking complicated than that. 589 00:32:18,288 --> 00:32:20,221 I mean... it is and it isn't. 590 00:32:20,257 --> 00:32:22,303 I think that what Tedros is saying makes a lot of sense. 591 00:32:22,326 --> 00:32:26,059 I think you care... way too fucking much about what people think. 592 00:32:26,096 --> 00:32:28,996 I think if I didn't care what people thought, I wouldn't have a career. 593 00:32:29,031 --> 00:32:32,901 I think if you care too much, you won't have a career. 594 00:32:32,936 --> 00:32:36,237 How can you complain about making superficial music all the time, 595 00:32:36,272 --> 00:32:39,273 about not being able to write anything honest, when 596 00:32:39,309 --> 00:32:42,342 all you think about is what people are gonna fucking say? 597 00:32:42,775 --> 00:32:45,413 You make superficial music because 598 00:32:45,450 --> 00:32:47,318 you think about superficial things. 599 00:32:47,984 --> 00:32:51,619 I'm sorry. I don't think it's superficial to wanna make music that connects with people. 600 00:32:51,655 --> 00:32:53,387 - Not at all. - Right? Like... 601 00:32:53,423 --> 00:32:55,035 Why don't you just... 602 00:32:55,058 --> 00:32:57,596 Why don't you just be yourself, Jocelyn? 603 00:32:58,363 --> 00:33:01,200 Because there's nothing about me that's relatable. 604 00:33:01,965 --> 00:33:03,568 You sure about that? 605 00:33:04,402 --> 00:33:06,972 Okay, what do you think is, uh, relatable about me? 606 00:33:07,372 --> 00:33:09,932 I don't know. All the dark shit you've been through in your life. 607 00:33:12,308 --> 00:33:16,310 I think the dark shit I've been through is pretty fucking unique, too. 608 00:33:16,346 --> 00:33:18,183 Yeah, I would agree. 609 00:33:20,313 --> 00:33:21,319 Um... 610 00:33:23,054 --> 00:33:26,692 her Mom was like a... rare breed. 611 00:33:32,431 --> 00:33:34,665 - How so? - Um... 612 00:33:35,199 --> 00:33:38,269 I don't really feel like talking about it in front of everyone. 613 00:33:39,704 --> 00:33:41,507 Too late. 614 00:33:44,710 --> 00:33:45,911 Tedros... 615 00:33:46,778 --> 00:33:47,811 please... 616 00:33:48,912 --> 00:33:52,748 - not now. - Jocelyn, I don't keep secrets from anyone at this table. 617 00:33:52,784 --> 00:33:55,416 Well, that's, that's your prerogative. 618 00:33:55,452 --> 00:33:57,455 I'm not gonna let you keep secrets either. 619 00:33:58,588 --> 00:34:00,221 I-I think that's a little easier to say 620 00:34:00,258 --> 00:34:02,324 when you don't actually know the details. 621 00:34:02,359 --> 00:34:05,259 Baby... there's nothing that you're gonna reveal to me right now 622 00:34:05,296 --> 00:34:07,728 that's gonna make me love you any less. 623 00:34:07,763 --> 00:34:10,768 I think I speak for everyone at the table when I say that. 624 00:34:11,601 --> 00:34:14,806 You're safe here... I promise. 625 00:34:34,659 --> 00:34:36,661 Um, she did a lot of things. 626 00:34:38,295 --> 00:34:40,733 A lot of things. Um, her... 627 00:34:41,465 --> 00:34:45,103 her favorite was probably... hitting me with a hairbrush. 628 00:34:46,304 --> 00:34:47,739 Hitting you where? 629 00:34:49,139 --> 00:34:50,775 My butt, my... 630 00:34:51,641 --> 00:34:53,407 thighs, my s-stomach, my back. 631 00:34:53,443 --> 00:34:56,143 Like, just anywhere people wouldn't notice. 632 00:34:57,481 --> 00:35:00,018 - Why'd she do that? - To focus. 633 00:35:00,784 --> 00:35:04,789 She did it as, like, a form of, uh, motivation, I guess. 634 00:35:07,592 --> 00:35:09,195 Kinda like a dog. 635 00:35:10,594 --> 00:35:12,293 She'd do it to help me remember my lines, 636 00:35:12,329 --> 00:35:15,601 to remember dance moves, to finish songs. 637 00:35:16,201 --> 00:35:18,637 She'd do it to keep me from falling asleep... 638 00:35:19,871 --> 00:35:22,108 to help me wake up on time. 639 00:35:23,842 --> 00:35:25,844 She'd do it if she caught me... 640 00:35:26,643 --> 00:35:28,876 smoking, or drinking, 641 00:35:28,913 --> 00:35:32,650 or, or flirting with someone she didn't approve of. 642 00:35:35,347 --> 00:35:37,853 She'd do it if I overate, if I, if I didn't exercise, 643 00:35:37,889 --> 00:35:41,126 or... if she ever caught me, um... 644 00:35:42,159 --> 00:35:44,163 smiling to myself. 645 00:35:50,835 --> 00:35:53,835 How long did this go on for? 646 00:35:53,871 --> 00:35:55,302 Until the chemo made her so weak 647 00:35:55,338 --> 00:35:57,342 she couldn't lift up a hairbrush anymore. 648 00:35:58,009 --> 00:36:00,108 You didn't fight back? 649 00:36:00,143 --> 00:36:02,081 - No. - Why not? 650 00:36:03,679 --> 00:36:06,447 Because there's just some battles you're never gonna win. 651 00:36:13,056 --> 00:36:14,260 That's so sad. 652 00:36:16,827 --> 00:36:19,931 - And no one said anything? - Nope. 653 00:36:25,869 --> 00:36:27,072 What about you? 654 00:36:28,172 --> 00:36:29,273 N... 655 00:36:30,007 --> 00:36:32,807 I-I don't know what we could've done. 656 00:36:32,844 --> 00:36:34,445 You sure about that? 657 00:36:37,114 --> 00:36:40,315 I-I did the best that I could at the time. 658 00:36:40,351 --> 00:36:42,353 - Really? - Yeah. 659 00:36:43,753 --> 00:36:45,251 How hard did she hit you, Jocelyn? 660 00:36:47,025 --> 00:36:49,090 Hard enough to break skin. 661 00:36:49,126 --> 00:36:51,130 Jesus Christ. 662 00:36:54,898 --> 00:36:57,302 And you felt like Xander was there for you? 663 00:37:01,472 --> 00:37:03,938 In a lot of ways, yeah. 664 00:37:03,974 --> 00:37:05,452 So, I'm guessing no one said anything 665 00:37:05,476 --> 00:37:07,608 because you're getting paid? 666 00:37:07,644 --> 00:37:09,577 Okay, that fucking wasn't it. 667 00:37:09,614 --> 00:37:10,740 - No? - No. 668 00:37:10,777 --> 00:37:12,617 What do you think? 669 00:37:15,085 --> 00:37:17,751 I think it was just such a horrible, fucked-up situation 670 00:37:17,788 --> 00:37:20,791 that no one really knew what the right thing to do was. 671 00:37:26,297 --> 00:37:28,228 Is there a part of you that wonders 672 00:37:28,264 --> 00:37:32,103 if the reason you're stuck is because your mother's not around? 673 00:37:40,679 --> 00:37:42,414 Yeah, absolutely. 674 00:37:44,081 --> 00:37:46,684 So, you... you miss it? 675 00:37:48,085 --> 00:37:49,688 Getting hit? 676 00:37:50,922 --> 00:37:52,458 The motivation it gave you. 677 00:38:00,693 --> 00:38:02,134 Sometimes. 678 00:38:06,869 --> 00:38:09,307 If you loved the music you were making... 679 00:38:11,007 --> 00:38:12,811 would you have felt like it was worth it? 680 00:38:26,023 --> 00:38:27,226 Yeah. 681 00:38:43,407 --> 00:38:45,672 Leia, you look tired. 682 00:38:45,708 --> 00:38:48,844 Izaak, you should take her to bed. 683 00:38:48,880 --> 00:38:52,318 Yeah, all right. 684 00:38:55,820 --> 00:38:56,822 Come on. 685 00:38:57,588 --> 00:38:58,690 It's okay. 686 00:39:17,275 --> 00:39:18,509 Hey... 687 00:39:19,041 --> 00:39:23,248 all that trauma... you're gonna turn into inspiration. 688 00:39:24,583 --> 00:39:26,413 You're gonna tap into it. 689 00:39:27,451 --> 00:39:29,320 You're gonna feel it. 690 00:39:29,721 --> 00:39:31,590 You're gonna face it. 691 00:39:31,889 --> 00:39:33,724 You're gonna remember it. 692 00:39:34,757 --> 00:39:37,396 And you're gonna let it wash all over. 693 00:39:42,266 --> 00:39:44,369 You still got that hairbrush? 694 00:39:45,403 --> 00:39:46,405 Yeah. 695 00:39:47,771 --> 00:39:49,208 Go get it. 696 00:39:56,882 --> 00:39:57,882 Okay. 697 00:42:53,456 --> 00:42:54,867 This is really gonna hurt. 698 00:42:56,494 --> 00:42:59,027 But if you push through the pain, 699 00:42:59,063 --> 00:43:00,766 it'll be beautiful. 700 00:44:05,931 --> 00:44:07,798 Thank you for taking care of me. 52194

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