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I can't believe you would even say that

to me

no you asked for this don't push this

that was my decision

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hi sweetie I'm sorry I thought that

would be shorter was that Daddy Again

yes everything's fine

where's your purple bunny

I can't find him

oh

that's not like you to lose purple bunny

what if I never see him again mom

did you just

oh my God

no more Mommy

what do you mean

um

you're just growing up so fast

oh okay when do you remember last having

purple bunny I thought I brought home

with me when we went to the mall but

okay

well I think you're just gonna have to

sleep by yourself have a go

we can look for him next weekend

we love you

good night

we're not reading a story anymore

I'm sorry sweetie I have a lot of work

to get done

we're gonna have to skip story time

tonight okay you're always working

I know

mom

she's doing her best she just needs you

to be understanding

next time I promise

hey honey

Mommy

yes sweetie

there's a monster in my room

where did you last see the Monster

hiding

I can't remember

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could it be in the cabinet

no

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where else

could it be

would it be hiding in

your closet

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what about under your bed

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Mommy

mommy are you okay stop me

mommy did you find the monster

no

No Monsters sweetie

something better yay you found him I

promise to never lose purple bunny again

good well it's time for Betty by now

good night sweetie

Mommy

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you didn't tuck me in

sweetie mommy really needs to get to her

work

but you always took me

I'm sorry sweetie mommy isn't feeling

well

I don't want to get you sick but mommy I

won't be able to sleep

sweetie you're gonna have to learn how

to tuck yourself in okay mommy isn't

always going to be around to do it mommy

you're never around

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I know

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uh mommy has had some

setbacks but I'm trying to make things

better I promise like he promised you

and Daddy would love each other forever

Abigail I don't want to talk about this

right now I have a lot to get done we

can talk about this later

what if there is no later

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what

what if every time you say later it's

just another lie in every chance you

could have shared with me comes a memory

you regret they passed more and more as

I continue to grow who missed the early

years of my life and soon I grow to

resent you the few moments were together

for you

see

you don't recognize me anymore because I

learned how to hide

just like you taught me

you can never tell when I'm being

genuine or just being the version I

built to put up with you

we cycle and cycle until I've got you

out of my life completely

now only remembering you as Trauma from

my past

I promise myself I'll do better

I try and try to give my child the love

she needs and yet

I inevitably make the same mistakes you

did

I can't move on so I spend my life

desperately searching for a way to fill

the hole in my heart

only a mother could leave

are you gonna tuck me in Mommy

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you're my sweet beautiful angel and I'm

sorry I'm so sorry

I've been trying so hard

and I thought things would get better

but I'm just not strong enough all she

wanted was a mother but what she got was

you I know I know I'm afraid

honey I'm afraid I didn't I didn't want

you to know I didn't want you to think

that I didn't want to be your mother

I

I I I don't know what to do I just know

that I love you

and I will never let that go it's too

late she knows and she'll never forgive

you

if that's true

then I deserve you

it's time to say good night Kimberly

have a good night kiss

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oh

God

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you can come out now it's safe

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are you okay

I love you

I love you so much

you were so brave

I'm proud of you

and I'm sorry for everything

I'm gonna make things right I'm here

now and always

I promise

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