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♪ Trapped in primal shackles ♪

♪ Waiting for you to land ♪

♪ Seeing you like seeing another me ♪

♪ Encountered and missed, sealing all memories ♪

♪ My heart has been crushed ♪

♪ Never healed ♪

♪ The me in your eyes ♪

♪ Stubborn and fragile, most afraid of being neglected ♪

♪ Arrogant is who I am ♪

♪ A shell that locks my heart ♪

♪ An unfinished suspense novel ♪

♪ Waiting for you to hold my hand ♪

♪ Accompany me in continuing to write ♪

♪ Writing until the moment of the ending ♪

♪ You are the protagonist, and I am too, I am ♪

♪ Souls with the same color ♪

♪ You are the light within me ♪

♪ In the mundane life ♪

♪ Tasting thrilling moments ♪

♪ Finally, light shines upon me ♪

♪ In the dark corners ♪

♪ Accompany me in breaking free from shackles ♪

=Twilight=

=Episode 40=

(Mother, Liu Yumei.)

Mom.

You are Mu Yumou?

Yes.

What's wrong, Miss Wan?

In that case, we can try using psychodrama.

What's that?

It's creating a predetermined scenario identical to the past.

In that predetermined scenario, the patients may

remember some things from the past.

During this process, they can achieve self-redemption.

But, you see, this method only applies to cases

where the patients understand the cause of their illness very well.

For example, psychological trauma like a car accident.

Have you used this method on her before?

Of course I have.

The predetermined scenario I created for her

was her mother's accidental fall from a building.

But the effect wasn't good.

This indicates that what happened back then

was not as simple as it seems.

We can only investigate what happened back then and only after that

can we better help her and unlock the knots in her heart.

Coming out for a walk will improve your mood.

Always staying at home can make anyone sick.

You really don't have to waste your energy on me.

I already told you.

I've resigned as the literary director.

From now on, I'll focus on writing at home.

I'll spend the day with you and write scripts at night.

It's good like that.

You really don't have to.

Just focus on your work.

Being with you is also my job.

I'm happy.

Qi Lianshan.

Let's break up.

What are you saying?

I'm saying let's break up.

I'm really in a bad state right now.

I feel like I'm not suitable for a relationship.

I have no control over my emotions.

I don't know what I'll be like in the next second.

No matter what happens, I won't leave you.

Since we're inevitably going to part ways,

let's make it short and quick.

You have better options.

Coco came to see me before.

She said she really likes you.

I can tell that she's genuine.

Since the beginning, the only person I have liked is you.

You really know nothing about my illness.

Not everyone can overcome this illness.

I've been struggling with it for 10 years.

Nothing works.

Liu Xia.

Whether or not you can overcome it, I'll be with you.

Okay?

I'm not discussing it with you.

I've already made up my mind.

You can continue living here.

I'll move out as soon as possible.

♪ Returning with you to a very, very young time ♪

♪ The rain outside has been falling for a long time ♪

♪ You have accompanied me for a long time ♪

♪ Continuing on, ♪

♪ The evening glow covering your forehead ♪

♪ Our tightly held hands ♪

♪ Have withstood countless cold currents ♪

♪ It is you who have given me ♪

♪ The entire universe of tenderness ♪

♪ You are always by my side ♪

♪ Like stars lying on the moon's chest ♪

♪ We keep walking ♪

♪ Just like this, keep walking ♪

♪ Behind us ♪

♪ You've been following all along ♪

♪ Protecting this lifetime ♪

♪ With your strong and solid chest ♪

♪ You often caress my forehead gently ♪

♪ Saying you will accompany me for a long time ♪

Everyone has their own secrets.

Let the past stay in the past.

In the future,

no matter what happens,

we'll face it together.

♪ Believing in our love ♪

♪ Will last for a very, very long time ♪

♪ Still remember the moment we met ♪

♪ The smile that unintentionally appeared ♪

♪ Had long been in my heart ♪

♪ Hidden for a long, long time ♪

♪ Behind us ♪

♪ You've been following all along ♪

♪ Protecting this lifetime ♪

♪ With your strong and solid chest ♪

♪ You often caress my forehead gently ♪

♪ Saying you will accompany me for a long time ♪

♪ Until the end of the world ♪

♪ Embracing each other at the edge of the sea ♪

♪ Waiting together ♪

♪ Embracing you tightly ♪

♪ Believing in our love ♪

♪ Will last for a very, very long time ♪

♪ Still remember the moment we met ♪

♪ The smile that unintentionally appeared ♪

♪ Had long been in my heart ♪

♪ Hidden for a long, long time ♪

We're from the Police Department.

This is an arrest warrant.

You're suspected of violating Article 219 of the Criminal Law,

the crime of infringing on trade secrets.

We are now arresting you according to the law.

Come with us.

Get out of the car and don't move.

Get out.

What's your name?

My name is Zhang Shun.

You're suspected of committing the crime of illegal detention.

We're now arresting you.

Aren't you arresting the wrong person?

Behave yourself.

Behave. Don't move.

Don't worry about my matters anymore.

Fine, I won't.

But why are you throwing a tantrum at Shan?

He's a nice guy.

Can't you stop being so stubborn?

None of you can help me.

You're always here every day, and it puts so much pressure on me.

I'm your brother.

You're sick now.

If I don't take care of you, who will?

Don't treat me like a patient.

I am not a patient!

Just leave.

Wait, Xia. Don't cry.

Go.

Xia.

Xia.

Xia.

Open the door, Xia.

Xia.

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have yelled at you.

If there's anything bothering you,

tell me about it.

Don't carry it all by yourself.

And if you have any temper, direct it at me.

Don't take it out on Shan.

He's really nice.

Can you hear me, Xia?

Xia.

Don't feel pressured.

With your current condition, he won't possibly ignore you.

Okay, worst case scenario, if he ignores you,

don't you still have me?

Yes.

I'm not all that amazing,

but at least I can still cook for you, right?

You love eating it too.

If worse comes to worst, I will cook for you forever.

Okay?

Can you give me a little more time, okay?

I promise I'll settle you down in Su City.

Didn't I tell you?

As long as I'm here, home is here,

and there will be no insurmountable obstacles.

Did you hear me?

Xia, did you hear me?

Xia.

Let her have some peace for a while.

This is their own matter.

They can handle it on their own.

Let's go.

I can't leave.

My dear.

It's me.

I'll take your brother away.

Call me if anything happens.

Let's go.

Xia.

Call me once you've calmed down.

Let her have some peace for a while.

(Those debt collectors are all thugs, )

(without any sense of morality.)

(Debt will only grow like a snowball, )

(getting bigger and bigger.)

(I suggest)

(that you resolve your family's debt issues)

(through legal means, if possible.)

(You can call 12348.)

(It's a legal consultation hotline)

(for the general public.)

(I'll also contact them)

(in the next few days.)

(They will definitely)

(provide us with legal assistance.)

(Mu Yumou, thank you.)

(Thank you for bringing light)

(into my darkness.)

(Su City Orphanage)

(It isn't entirely true that)

(we have a moment of happiness in vain.)

(At least we know)

(how to avoid risks)

(and not fall into scams again.)

(Drop by drop, )

(sand gathers to form a tower.)

(No matter how much debt there is, )

(there will always be a day)

(when it's paid off.)

(I don't know)

(if I can hold on)

(until the day it's paid off.)

(Our teacher said yesterday that)

(if you don't study during the holiday, )

(you'll see tears when the school starts.)

(Your teacher is really funny.)

(I went to the sanatorium today.)

(An old man at the sanatorium)

(was bitten by a spider.)

(He looked very disheartened, )

(so I thought of)

(buying him some ointment.)

(But he said, )

("At my age,")

("I can't bear the responsibility")

("of being Spider Man anymore".)

(Hua Li.)

(How are your family's debts?)

(Have those people)

(been harassing you again?)

(Hua Li.)

(If you're reading this, )

(please reply to me.)

(I'm really worried about you.)

(Hua Li.)

(Are you okay?)

(Hua Li.)

(Are you there?)

(Are you there?)

Qi Lianshan.

The high school entrance exam is coming soon.

You must study hard and strive to go to college in the future.

Set a good example for our brothers and sisters at the orphanage.

I understand, Miss.

Do your best.

(Hua Li)

(Hua Li, are you there?)

(Mu Yumou.)

(I can't hold on anymore.)

(I'm sorry.)

(Hua Li.)

(Are you there?)

(I'm done with the high school entrance exam.)

(I'm sorry.)

(I've been busy studying lately)

(and didn't have time to go online.)

(Mu Yumou.)

(I can't hold on anymore.)

(I'm sorry.)

That incident back then happened at night,

and there was thunder in the sky.

So initially, no one heard any movement upstairs.

Do you still remember who made the call to the police back then?

The girl let out a scream, and the neighbors downstairs heard it

and ran upstairs to call the police.

It's been several years now.

I'm not quite sure about the specifics of the case.

Alright.

Thank you.

Okay.

Be careful upstairs.

I have something to attend to downstairs.

I'll go now.

Okay.

Hello, bro.

(Hello, Shan.)

(Listen to me.)

(My dad just called me)

(and said he found)

(the phone number of the detective who handled the case.)

(I'll send it to you right now.)

Alright.

(Okay.)

You're back.

I was planning to make braised pork for you,

but the pork isn't very fresh today.

But this fish is good.

So I bought two of them.

I steamed one of them and made soup with the other.

I've already scheduled a moving company.

I can move out within this week.

This is your home.

Where are you planning to move?

Have a seat first.

Let me show you something.

Come, take a look at this.

(Real Estate Ownership Certificate of the People's Republic of China)

(You want to buy the house?)

(You mean both the upstairs and downstairs?)

Yes.

(I need to contact my friend)

(about this matter.)

(But she mentioned recently)

(that she wants to sell the place.)

Lai.

Could you please not tell Liu Xia about this?

(Why?)

(You want to surprise her?)

Yes.

(Wait.)

(If you want to buy a marital home, )

(why don't you go)

(and look at other places?)

(This place is by the street, )

(noisy and bustling.)

But this place holds a different meaning for me and Liu Xia.

(Alright.)

(In that case, leave it to me.)

(Let me handle all the procedures for you two.)

(I will treat your matters)

(as my own.)

Thank you, Lai.

(You don't have to be so polite.)

♪ Passing through your world ♪

♪ How I yearn for thoughts of you ♪

♪ Everything intertwines with me ♪

From now on, this will be our home.

You mentioned before about breaking up with me.

But I didn't agree.

Whether you're healthy or sick, I won't leave you.

You don't need to do these things.

I need to.

In the darkest period of my life, as you know, I was deceived

and abandoned by the people closest to me.

So my principle is not to deceive and not to abandon.

You didn't abandon me.

It was me who wanted to break up with you.

Let's not talk about these unhappy matters.

We will get better day by day.

Look at us now.

I have achieved my dreams

and have the ability to fulfill my mother's dreams.

I bought a house with a large balcony.

And this house is where we met and fell in love.

It will also be our future home.

And all of this is because of you that it has become more meaningful.

So, Liu Xia.

Let's not be apart in our lifetime.

Okay?

♪ Passing through your world ♪

♪ How I yearn for thoughts of you ♪

♪ Everything intertwines with me ♪

♪ Time will always bid us farewell ♪

♪ Your gaze strengthens my resolve ♪

♪ Embracing every imperfect regret ♪

♪ Every day from now on ♪

♪ I'll accompany you by your side ♪

♪ Reconciling with our regrets ♪

(Have you forgotten)

(what you did on the day)

(your mother fell off the building?)

(Wrongdoings come with consequences.)

(Mom.)

(I really can't hold on anymore.)

(Really.)

(I know.)

(I know.)

You can't help me at all.

You can't help me.

Because I'm the one who killed her.

I killed her!

I am guilty.

I am a sinner!

(Liu Xia.)

I am not a good person.

Are you saying that little girl

intentionally let go and caused her mother's death?

I'm not the one saying it.

She herself thinks so.

When we investigate, we rely on evidence

and we need to use logic.

It has to conform to basic common sense, right?

Let alone an adult,

do you think you can hold onto a bag of rice

or a bag of noodles with bare hands?

Furthermore,

she was just a teenage girl.

No matter what, she couldn't possibly

grab her mother with bare hands.

So, there's no such assumption

of whether she wanted to save her or not.

Officer.

Can you help me check the files from back then?

That little girl back then is now my beloved.

She is trapped in guilt toward her mother and can't escape from it.

She suffers from a severe mental illness.

I hope to understand the truth of that year.

So, I hope you can help me investigate.

Sure, I can do that.

Just wait for a moment.

Thank you.

No problem.

Hua.

Have you seen Liu Xia?

No, I haven't.

She went out at noon.

What?

What happened?

It's nothing.

(Mom, when will this kind of life)

(come to an end?)

(I can't stand this home.)

(Go and die.)

(Why don't you die?)

(Go die.)

(Mom.)

What are you doing, Liu Xia?

Don't come any closer.

Don't come closer.

Stay away.

Stand there.

Stay away.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Qi Lianshan.

I can't hold on anymore.

I'm so tired.

I can't sleep at night.

I have nightmares every day.

I dreamed that my mom falls from here.

But I couldn't do anything.

I'm sorry.

I can't hold on anymore. I'm so tired.

Just let me end it all.

Please.

I'm the one who should have died.

Liu Xia.

The truth is not what you think.

When your mother fell ill

and after your father left, she suffered from severe depression.

You always thought that the person on the brink of collapse was you.

But the one who had already collapsed was your mother.

Your mother... She wasn't killed by you.

She couldn't hold on long ago.

She tried many times,

time and time again, to leave this world.

But it was her love for you that kept her going for so long.

No, it's not true.

No.

If I had tried harder,

if I had just pulled her a little harder, she might not have fallen.

You've already exerted every ounce of your energy, but no one,

no one could have pulled your mother up with bare hands.

Liu Xia.

Don't come any closer, Mom.

I won't go closer.

Don't move.

Mom, I can't hold on anymore.

I don't want to see you in so much pain.

Let me go die.

It's all mom and dad's fault.

We shouldn't have let you bear all this.

It's our fault.

Come here.

Come to me.

Don't be afraid.

Don't be afraid.

It's all our fault.

Mom.

Even in the last second before she left this world,

she used up her last ounce of strength

to wish for your freedom, to live happily.

(Mom.)

Xia.

I won't let you bear all this anymore.

I'm ill.

I'm seriously, seriously ill.

If it weren't for you,

I wouldn't have been able to hold on.

But I couldn't bear to let you go.

I was afraid you would suffer.

I was also afraid of others bullying you.

But now, I no longer have the ability to protect you.

Xia.

Please forgive me for being selfish once.

Let me end everything in my own way.

Okay?

Mom, what are you talking about?

You have to live well.

Mom, what do you mean?

You must remember

that I love you.

I am not a good person.

I'm sorry.

Mom.

Mom.

Liu Xia.

Are you going to disappoint her?

Liu Xia.

Give me your hand.

♪ Awaiting the next dawn ♪

♪ Whether it brings sunshine or rain ♪

♪ The night brims with emotions ♪

♪ Passing through your world ♪

♪ How I yearn for thoughts of you ♪

♪ Everything intertwines with me ♪

♪ Perhaps apologies were unnecessary for the past ♪

The reason why you chose to become a psychological counselor

was not just to heal your own psychological wounds.

You wanted to make up for your regrets.

Liu Xia.

There are still so many people waiting for you to help them.

There's Xiaohua, Zheng,

and so many people who trust you are all waiting for you.

You can't give up.

Okay.

♪ Wishes to hold an umbrella for you ♪

♪ To warm every regret ♪

♪ In a fleeting moment of release ♪

♪ Growing braver ♪

♪ Time will always bid us farewell ♪

♪ Your gaze strengthens my resolve ♪

♪ Embracing every imperfect regret ♪

♪ Every day from now on ♪

♪ I'll accompany you by your side ♪

(Qi Lianshan, Liu Xia)

(Sorry, Ashamed, Happiness)

♪ Reconciling with our regrets ♪

Hello, director.

(I read the script you sent me.)

(Why does it end)

(at the rooftop scene?)

(Where's the ending?)

Actually, I thought of two different endings,

but I haven't decided which version to use.

(Two endings?)

(Why didn't I see them?)

Why not I come to the office and talk to you in person?

(Alright, let's talk when we meet.)

Sure, see you in a bit.

(Okay.)

♪ You are the protagonist, and I am too, I am ♪

♪ Souls with the same color ♪

♪ You are the light within me ♪

♪ In the mundane life ♪

♪ Tasting thrilling moments ♪

♪ Finally, light shines upon me ♪

♪ In the dark corners ♪

♪ Accompany me in breaking free from shackles ♪

♪ You are the me who broke free from the shackles ♪

♪ Living a life of freedom, basking in the sunshine ♪

♪ The warmth of light, I can touch it by opening my hands ♪

♪ You allowed me to meet myself ♪

♪ You helped me rediscover who I am ♪

♪ In the depths of my heart, you ignited a burst of fireworks ♪

♪ Blossoming is for you, extinguishing is for you ♪

♪ My heartbeat remains vibrant because of you ♪

♪ You are the protagonist, and I am too, I am ♪

♪ You are the protagonist, and I am too ♪

♪ Souls with the same color ♪

♪ You are the light within me ♪

♪ In the mundane life ♪

♪ Tasting thrilling moments ♪

♪ Finally, light shines upon me ♪

♪ In the dark corners ♪

♪ Accompany me in breaking free from shackles ♪

♪ Sleeping peacefully behind you ♪

♪ Dreaming a dream about you ♪

♪ Returning with you to a very, very young time ♪

♪ The rain outside has been falling for a long time ♪

♪ You have accompanied me for a long time ♪

♪ Continuing on ♪

♪ The evening glow covering your forehead ♪

♪ Our tightly held hands ♪

♪ Have withstood countless cold currents ♪

♪ It is you who have given me ♪

♪ The entire universe of tenderness ♪

♪ You are always by my side ♪

♪ Like stars lying on the moon's chest ♪

♪ We keep walking ♪

♪ Just like this, keep walking ♪

♪ Behind us ♪

♪ You've been following all along ♪

♪ Protecting this lifetime ♪

♪ With your strong and solid chest ♪

♪ You often caress my forehead gently ♪

♪ Saying you will accompany me for a long time ♪

♪ Until the end of the world ♪

♪ Embracing each other at the edge of the sea ♪

♪ Waiting together ♪

♪ Embracing you tightly ♪

♪ Believing in our love ♪

♪ Will last for a very, very long time ♪

♪ Still remember the moment we met ♪

♪ The smile that unintentionally appeared ♪

♪ Had long been in my heart ♪

♪ Hidden for a long, long time ♪