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you

have

if it quarrels with the death of the

events, the formal annihilation begins

compressing the license

your swivel elders

Fascination for the Japanese impression

the notebook cycles like a camera

it's 1 new aesthetic revolution

the romantic and the hypotheritic

have resolutions to defiance

noted on 07/22/1979

we're going to the theater

today, and we're going to see Platee

platee is currently on the sack

if someone is listening and said i

have a question for the nutritionists

I've always wanted something

you have to get some sleep at school

oh fast put on

if you're ready, we've

already had breakfast

no okay then we'll get an ice cream out of the way

So what do you want for 1 ice cream uh chocolate

ok then i'll have lemon

so quickly okay we have to go somewhere

Helene

you are perfectly healthy don't come with something like that

Power yourself up, go to the gym

Do something for a few days

then you can sleep well again

Say hello to Christopher

don't you want to prescribe me something

that'll be fine

just don't get why you're so wild about it

it's pure chemistry

so what

tastes the same as before

take it easy

you can do that with a party,

what that means for us privately

you also have to accept

that uh i don't accept that

some have to say that

would pass that we would

immediately have 1 problem again

we are arguing actually they are

never but that with them it is anyway

that is primarily when they are

integrated during the leadership issues

for a charming idea but just another

I remember clearly

I sit up in bed and I concentrate

I don't know what that

is anymore, but I remember

that I was thinking

when my mother opens the door

I can still see her beautiful

form and I remember her um

how should I say powdery fragile sweet smells

she brings me back from a

place in my consciousness

which feels wide and soft that was nice there

and I would actually like to go back to this

place that consists only of thoughts and of me

who she thinks

but she waits with Me

for the next passing train

and lets me listen to the wagons

to hear them and

they all say my name

Edward Club Edward Club Edward Club

I learned 2 things that night

1st, that I can reinterpret

reality as it makes me happy and 2nd

that my deeper rooted

egomania will always cheer me up

In the past, the messenger substance dopamine

was thought to be the means to happiness

rather, dopamine is released

when we crave something or someone

but if our desire is satisfied

what then we long for happiness

or do we long for the longing for happiness

don't you come to bed

I read 1 more bit

what are you reading

definitely Luke My brain researcher

and what is he saying

yes he says so

you can control reality with your thoughts

and that you yourself

can reprogram like 1 computer

i'll be right there

did she hurt you

the hook

was under the tree

speak

speak

he wanted me to go to church with him again

and

I didn't do it

that the pastor has to get a more

therama from every decent person or

I don't want to say such

a speech at my funeral

more animals are suicidal

they kill each other and then

All sorts of people draw them or

everyone names their children after them

kadel wasn't a martyr was just 1 good person

they are examples oh so ne shit MH

they are examples yes well ok

then they are examples

then you have 1,000

examples of how to think

and by what rules you should live

Then why don't you go to church anymore?

You know why I don't go to church anymore

oh yes yes i know that

that you are right

because you saw reason

it's just not true yet

remember how you crawled around like

you were married to a fucking Jesus

and it's killing me

that you sell yourself so below your worth ne ne

do you understand what I mean

you don't do anything so small

And that's why I didn't marry you

it's not allowed

and for this ungodly

condition now not yes yes either

and now always that shitty little smile

shit again

that's not what or

that is not true

you're not kidding me

I've lost my faith

I've lost my faith

I'll say something now

Elen you never had a

belief you never had a belief

yet seen in what condition you

got these damned animals home

are the color seen on your face

you're only there to come

eyes closed on your knees sweat Mars you

have your knees because you couldn't pass

and then God didn't get any more up

and then you left him

am I right

am I right

now defend yourself

stream

am I right

it would have been better to go to the hospital

we are equipped for that

you were the first that came to mind

Yes / Yes

I have to do a line infection

2 fingernails must be removed

Christoph you can also wait outside

you don't have to look at it anyway, no

i stay with my wife

Where are you

we have

can I help you

no i'm waiting for someone

Mrs Brande Mrs Brande I'm right

yes yes you are right Professor Glück

you are right Professor Luf

that is my favorite sentence

we have a place upstairs where nobody will disturb us

I, uh, I definitely have coffee, it's

quite possible that we won't have any

will get

religious experiences spiritual

feelings you know OB that

only chemistry is electrical twitches

can you say OB

is it possible that something

Do you know anything like that?

You probably don't know

that at all, I mean, I, I, I

I have 1 problem obviously and that is one

that you are not able to in the main menu

to describe

Did you have a religious experience,

no, at least that's something

so they would like to have a religious experience

spiritually they would then have the spiritual

experience or the definition of a spiritual experience

as well as

well, you have to be a bit

more specific with your wishes

otherwise they will never get what they want

So I can't give you a spiritual experience

and as far as definitions go, don't forget

that his definition might be good for so long

until someone refutes them

Yes

or

let's talk about god

I really don't know much about belief

I'm sorry I'm wasting your time

but there was something in her work

in their understanding

aa quality

not so much the theories themselves,

I didn't understand them all

but something in their theories

spiritual quality in my theories

Yes / Yes

it's actually quite natural

ne I mean every genuine search

pushes the limits of our experience

and the unknown before

that's a humbling experience

they are humble

No, I enjoy a strong

self-confidence

but the

the greatness of my work its

beauty I don't mean my share

in this they understand the work itself

that also makes you humble

I don't help them at all

yes we didn't even get coffee

I failed all along the line

To be honest I'm not used to it anymore

I can imagine

listen I didn't want you um

Do you think I can

talk to you later?

It's impossible for me to talk to everyone in

the paint trade, that's what the lecture is for

Yes

thank you for your time

If you

she comes all the way here

without guarantees

Professor her audience is waiting

best is around 7

tonight at the Italian

restaurant at the end of the square

and don't tell anyone

unless you want a bigger audience

her hair

they are too long

I mean I don't mean I don't mean me

I mean nothing sorry at 7 then

Are you doing fine alone at home, of course

well we shall come home

you've only just arrived

Now have a nice few

days there in Hamburg, hm

Yes

why does your sister say a size from me

I'll do it

when things are gone

the houses then the people

I can't believe in anything

anymore, not even in myself

Ms. bringel you are

just in a strange city

it's not that bad, a lot

of people do it all the time

you go on holiday behind you

so I know that but you think

that they are quite tired

it's not because i'm tired

started years ago

i am 1 person without belief

they got their hair cut

yes and for almost an hour I've

just been sitting in front of them

oh sorry i was inattentive

I also came here to have

1 serious conversation

and now they want to talk about their hair

They didn't like

it so I had it cut

Professor, I don't know what's going on

here, no need to get excited Ms. Brendel

I only did something to please them

does she want to relax small talk and such

it's actually the same with my hair, uh

I usually cut them myself in front of the mirror

I'll wet my hair to save time

stick them with scotch

tape so that they lie flat

and then I cut a bit AB

I don't really care what it looks like

I don't have to look at me Professor,

you don't have to make small talk with me

or help me relax

I don't relax anymore

oh sorry we have to go no please

feel that

I don't know what that

is but I'm about to go nuts

can burn

they don't have to be afraid, not right now

we are going because i want to take her with me

to a place where I can think

and where they will be distracted

nothing bad will happen understand that

Has someone who was particularly

important to him ever left her?

yes my mother

she died when I was studying in the States

yes i uh

you won't get bored

what did she die of?

1 blood clot in the head oh I'm sorry

but that's normal normal

Mothers die eventually,

that's nothing unusual

I've since adjusted it to the circumstances

Who have they lost?

God

he was in everything i touched

everything created I could feel

I could see that it had been created

I could taste when he touched me

too big for his love

Can you imagine what it's like?

when a love like this leaves you

one morning they look out the

window and understand the sky

no longer

it's like dying

although one would like to die but it is not possible

I, uh, I wouldn't like to call her more before brindel

I'm Eduard Helene, that's her name

no, I just thought it up

of course it is. My name is Helene, I was

always Helene, yes, but not always Helene

I'll take glasses

My maiden name is Heimer Helene Halme

so there was a Herr Brendel

it still exists

he is at home

he knows how he is

not always not if I don't want to

he works a lot

and he's not religious, he

didn't like that it was me either

but the way I am now is not his fault

well maybe it would be

better if they were more alike

we are how we are

who and would have no use to anyone

What is this

nothing at the moment but

soon it will be modern dance

It just helps me think why

I booked the tickets

today after I met her

and your dance yes that's

exactly what they need now

trust me

Group comes from Finland

How are you now

Sometimes it's important not

to ask yourself how you're doing

you automatically feel better

please thank you

well, I um, I think we'll skip the second part, um

Do you know this story?

I prayed every night

when I was little

that God gives me 1 bike

but the bike never came

and at some point I realized that

things don't work that way with God

so I stole 1 bike from myself

and then prayed for forgiveness

when you need proof you have no faith

they had evidence of what is unusual

God touched her, he doesn't anymore

and maybe now they have to

start believing in the first place

is their god 1 he

it would sound funny, yes, but if

something sounds funny then say it

that it still exists for them

MH start again

i will try

well now don't say it like I

spoiled you to clean up the room

no no I think I understand what you mean

see what

I had a good evening thank you

good night Good Night

Can I do something I would like to do?

in any case, they always do

worse than they intend to do

Good luck for the future

and thank you very much

and

have

Mrs Brindel

oh MH yeah ha ha they sound sleepy that's good

who is that Eduard Eduard gluck

do you know what time it is

what time na 2 o'clock na my day

what are you doing better well

well you don't know that so early

But I'm glad you slept

MH eat lunch with me

meet me at your reception in an hour

at my reception, see you soon

like there

like what exactly i see you can remember

are you hungry

I had to leave the conference and um I was

planning to leave Hamburg too, but I did

I've changed my mind

when I get home I have to throw

myself into 1 new project immediately

That means the earlier I

come back, the sooner it starts

I would like to be alone

for another 12 days, I'm sorry

that they had to spend their evening off with

Me no no that was just like being alone um

sorry so I don't mean that

I mean it was very relaxing

he he he you know um

very educated people

no very educated academics are not

always the best company

So then

thank you very much your 2nd time yes

then I'll go to my room

but this is the wrong hotel as please

I live here

Didn't I say that,

I'm here now, room 24

I couldn't pretend

to leave Hamburg

stay in the same hotel he he

yes, I'm hiding here, so to speak,

but she doesn't want to betray me

Of course not then I'm in good hands

Yes, maybe we'll see each other again

I don't want to split up, I

still have a lot to do of course

see you again

Hamburg has changed a lot

since you were here with me

how are you? I'm fine

how is your sister much better

she had to switch off a bit

there is nothing to switch off anymore

excuse

i'm coming home tomorrow

Yes

is it good

of course that's good good

Edward

hello Eduard oh hello Helene nice uh

what kind of brand

they don't know that

uh I'm losing track

when I'm deep in work

oh sorry i didn't mean to bother you

ah they didn't bother me

and they leave Hamburg when

So tomorrow morning I'm going home

I just wanted to

I didn't even know if they were still there

then uh

so I can't take

you out to dinner

I still have to finish something here

or or let's have a drink later in the bar

yes at 9 or at half past nine yes half past nine is good

well pick me up at half past nine in my room AB 24

yes I know yes they all

ha right then see you soon

Edward

Edward yes

Hello

uh should I knock or should I say who is here

has never visited a gentleman in his hotel room

no

knocking is done but feel

free to tell me who you are

I

Hi I

very good

am almost done

you saw the pictures from the computer yes no only 1

I'm sorry if they upset

you they are upsetting

I um

I am currently conducting an

investigational operarphilia and my group

who treats men who

who are morbidly addicted

to pornographic depictions

these are people who

deserve our sympathy and help

for sure

we're not talking about a hobby or

a hard relaxation

whatever you think of it

these men are born out of

relationship with other people

maintained in the real world

if they actually have the

teammate then they can't handle it

please elena

Please what

I don't know what you're asking me now

please help me not to spoil this evening

Can I confide in you a secret?

When and where were

you last really happy?

I really mean here and now

glittering happiness no hands in sight

so happy that we scare

strangers in front of you

I don't know

in my grandfather's attic

there was my sleeping area

When I woke up in the morning, pancakes

were already being baked downstairs

that was nice

so this is now uh

ne rather ne idea than n secret

but I want all of them

my investigation

about the human brain

basically lead to a very specific result

that everybody

a chance at

to a grandfather's

attic in his own brain

that you feel comfortable in

your brain and um yeah that you

that you can count on being good

that sounds nice

Thank you for everything you have

done for me I can really do better now

sleep I know

ever since finnish dancers this has been fun

only that until today you do not drink

alcohol with Me and neither does the dancer

as well as caused me terribly

I didn't think you were terrible

at the beginning

maybe I didn't like you very much

at the beginning and now you still do

these

Oh

I wanted that clearly

I'm sorry it's so late

I didn't think of it

I still worked

too long in one thing it doesn't do me well

That is allright

something's wrong here

there oh yeah yeah sorry me

I shouldn't bother you

so late so it's just me um

uh i looked at this material

again uh the photos you mean the porn

well yeah that's bad

but you will help these men

And it's normal to be drawn

away from other people's pain

contagious

the pain of other people yes but it makes you lonely

you know it's nice that we met

I would be happy to get a letter from you

every now and then to know IF sleeping was saved

yes i will decide

well me i'm dumb too me this stuff like that

so occupied me

oh can i do something

I have 1 photo of a woman

and the 2 men stuck here

I'm looking at that

her lips just barely

cover the 1st man's cock

that I can see all

her mouth and cock

uh, that's the point

that you can see everything

the other man takes her from behind

here word pictures where 2 men take the woman from

behind so one takes the ass and the other the cunt

the penises look like 1 thick rope that

is well greased and pulled through them

like 1 fucking parasite feeding on her

everything is so clear Helene much clearer than life

first I feel sorry for her because

she is being used by these men

but then I think she wouldn't

have deserved it any other way

deserved nothing else than to

be raped with the whole photocoup

what happens after that on the next page

I've seen this helps you before

but any good man would feel

sorry for you and want to help you

would she wish in her

own grandfather's attic or

you understand that Elena don't you

Yes, probably

Helene listen to me

i want to use them too

I am

I want to patch my cock in

her and cum all over her too

and then I want to watch

the others sew them up

and then we'll take turns AB

and slip it in here and there

What is that

1 bottle ship

yes, I know that the 1 Buddelschiff is

but I mean what's the point

I'm sorry I left

when I want to get angry

about you with your crazy sister

but if you found Germany

then I get annoyed about it

I have your free will or not

you always say

I'm glad you're back

Are you there

Did you do this

dear Helene

For a while I thought it

better not to write to you

but then I was sure that you

wouldn't write to me either

I'm sorry that I was so

inconsiderate in Hamburg

I thought you deserved

to hear the truth about me

because you have told Me of your truth

but i think it was wrong

I hope you are well and happy Helene

write me if you are not

I'll write down my address

again in case you lost it

Hit place

it also looks like theater

but that works really well

I've got this here before

welcome back today we introduce

you to a cleaning miracle

how about the etiquette

of masturbation, for example

Who can we imagine masturbating

you don't feel like you're offending someone

when we think about them while masturbating

we simply put a personality

over 1 image when this one us

special devil rides and that's all

what about a casual acquaintance?

someone our thoughts

might even shock

yes, that's rare, we'll then

introduce ourselves to your um

how should I put it their disgust and the shirt us

we

Our thoughts then automatically

steer in a different direction

and the closer we get to these people

the more acceptable our fantasies become

until they grow into facts of the sort

and we instead of the

dreams that kept us company

now have memories or just

really n living partner

whom we have chosen to love

that's what I call neogibanetics

how we control each other from

within me and she love each other Helene

after you have not replied to me

and I a reasonable period of 6 weeks

have waited

I will write you now 1

2nd and last time

because further silence on your part will

show me that I have become meaningless to you

and practice myself in silence

the rest of the letter will be about me

so you don't have to read any further

Of course I hope you do anyway

once i start i have to keep reading

I can't stop most

things once I start

but you know that

I can apply kibanetik to anyone

just not on myself

you've probably noticed that too

so I focused on the ones brought here

Methods of reconditioning prudent

I um watch my films after

taking 6 milligrams of A

injected promophien subcutaneously

the injection causes nausea

that cannot be relieved by vomiting

I like this old-fashioned brutality

is just the right thing

to satisfy a self-loathing

I intend to become normal

that sounds worrying doesn't it

here is 1 quote for you

1 people named Georgia vry

Don't ask to believe before

praying, but pray first

because then faith will flow into a soul

well that sounds very encouraging

and is already 1 couple 100 years old

I just wanted to tell you 1 more

I'll be in town on November 4th

not far from you

there is 1 symposium I could attend

but I can also stay away

if you don't send me 1 yes

or 1 no I don't know what to do

it's unfair of me but true edward

I didn't think you would

do you know that there were therapeutic rabbits here?

Rabbits hm a whole lot as a

patient of God so 1 took care of it

give names and so on

that is pretty

at some conference the

catering service screwed up

and there was no food for Sunday night

the psychiatrists ate all

the therapeutic rabbits all

is that correct

I'm not sure that is

so so tired From this clinic

How are you

a little tired

I'm just back home and I

don't sleep well at home

other than that, you actually look pretty good

I'm sorry for that

you know what

I wanted to walk through the city garden with

you, look at the stupid squirrels and then go home

but we do it differently

right at the end of this street

there is a bar that you can easily find

if I'm not there at 8 punctually

then you don't have to

wait then I didn't get away

i will try to come

morning

I don't have to go

why are you walking like that

It's Saturday night and she feels lonely

not me

I don't have to go

and you don't have to stay long either

I didn't leave earlier

i know i was just about to leave

really no I was about

to start pushing myself

1 luck

how is the jerk off

would you take my whip off

i'm also curious curious

Where should I start

how often I masturbate on average six times a day

sometimes more often

everything else has to be calculated

according to this number where I'm going

how long I can stay there

what material I can get

that still stimulates me

that's borderline that's actually important

if I find something then I

immediately drop everything

it looks like that at night

sitting there when I actually

want to correct homework

and watch a German shepherd

lick dog food off a cunt

good movie great reviews so if

you read the same newspaper as me

or this guy fisting her

sometimes you also use perje bottles

And of course I hope that

the bottle doesn't break

but 1 small part of me is curious

about everything that happens

and I feel this impulse in me very clearly

and I just can't believe

what kind of person I am

please excuse me

still curious

1 is clear if you want to be angry

then you are only that and nothing else

My husband does this all the time

I don't know what he really

feels but instead he gets angry

I don't think he wants to be ashamed

10 out of 10 points

you might also add that I

don't want to be afraid either

of course I'm scared

'Cause I don't want you to go

but that's a good thing

i know enough about pain

but you know when I talk to her then

then I am so ashamed

That's good

it's good to get low

I haven't looked at anything in over 24 hours

I haven't done that in years

I was thinking of you instead

maybe I should have

asked you if I could or not

you can think of whomever you want

I told you

I want to help you

you are 1 good person Helene

what are you doing here with me

I'm exactly where I want to be

and i'm not a good person i

just don't always do what i want

is what you want bad sometimes

So earlier when I was still going to school, I did

read all about sexually transmitted diseases

like political hanorism for example

during sex

I'll open up the blood vessels

in your chest until they burst

you explode from within

you only get syphilis from other

people who have syphilis of course

but i even thought i would

burst just thinking about sex my me

but you didn't burst

your thoughts weren't that bad

apparently not

but I still have time

Yes, that's right

and I'm a bad influence

Yes

dear Lene AB now no more

aversion just total abstinence

that also corresponds much more to

my new kubetik today is my 1st day

I will tell you about all the other days

1 day 24 hours dear Eduard

and thank you for your help

it was excellent

dear Helene 7 days thank you

excuse

I didn't mean to scare you, that's fine

we 2 don't want to go away again

really vacation

Why not

dear Helene

nearly 1 blip just nearly 18 days in

Dear Edward

they look ridiculous

Dumplings are never very pretty on your fingers

why don't you use regular patches

they are for cooking

then you can see when they fall into the food

30 days dear Helene 1 whole month

I am happy

I hope you too

I have to get up

dear elena

I celebrated my 1st month the wrong way

am now back at 6 days

i think i learned from hidoat

where does he live I don't know where he is shut up

What happened

nothing I'm fine I just wanted to call

So, uh, thank you, I'm glad

I wanted to know where you live

where are you in Berlin

Hello

Hello

you have a room where you can sleep

and I won't bother you either,

that's not one of my bad habits

if you are concerned about it

I can't think of any other objections right now

you're in

nope is all i can

Elena is good

you know it's good now

I haven't been able to express that yet

I have to tell you now that you

that you in here

have no limits

you are your own universe and your own happiness

you are free and you always were

That's how God created your spirit, I mean

assuming it even exists

one could take you with

color with silver tat you

hear your own photo plate

Image of the roots coming out of your soul

nets

and fabrics what want and and hopes

and love

you can stay here as long as you fall you hear

nothing bad will happen

do you understand

you're in

the only thing you can do

strictly speaking it's not the only

thing I can do, or almost the only thing

why did you put me in the room

well it's not nice i know

it feels like a library

wasn't exactly prepared for your visit

with my coffee yes

But, you know what

it calms you down when you're in the room

with the stuff

and how much is in there and how much stuff

well all you can see videos

Magazines few original editions of

recent the Paradise in the 19th century

at the beginning I wanted to persuade myself

that it was about art and cultural history

you have problem in room 1 not me

oh god Helene what happened

oh that's okay no

it's not fucking okay

he found one of your postcards

but it's not necessary that loud

but I want to be loud

you would have watched, right?

if i was 1 movie you

would have watched it

now it is 48 days

without the um stuff

And how do you feel

something happens that you don't like

does something happen

not what you would like

would that be enough for you?

you don't want me anymore

It would be enough for me what about you

It is

it will be fine

Do you need help

no, it's okay

you are gorgeous

you don't have to speak me

want to know

maybe you can just

nod or shake your head

and let me know

are you wet

nice

I have to uh

I have to go away for a moment,

maybe you'll sit down for a while

sorry I didn't want to leave you alone

I uh I know we would have

agreed not to touch each other

you have your principles and

some things just don't work because we

Can I hold your hand for a moment?

i i could

i want to cut your hair

my hair

Yes

not on my head

it doesn't have to be me

but if I cut your hair

there I can see even more

I promise you I'm very careful

is perfect

just very beautiful

very nice

and

Hello

Helene

I come back

What

I get home

When

in half an hour

so if that's ok

I tried to keep everything tidy

when I clean up

Thank god you're back

and you don't believe in god thank god

so

despite it

where will i sleep

What do you have

however, you regret it 1 bit that you are

no longer the Minister of the Environment

where they could really shape the content I was

very happy to be Minister for the Environment

Above all, I was very happy

to be your energy minister

I think something one of the central

ones I think I'm going to bed, uh

but we're not all allowed in I'll do that right

away you don't want to bake something like that

then well well but

who is right is right uh

that the chancellery minister is

not only allowed to have his own agenda

but of course he already

has to go to the ministries

Good night

hey what do you want me to do now

Father I'm here but I don't know what to do

what should I do

why did you want to die

I didn't kill you

they didn't die

but I am I felt it

do you really think if you

should die we ask your opinion

i didn't die

No they are not

when we arrived her husband was relatively

sensible uh let us in and told us where to find her

I regret to inform you that her husband

her sister identified the body

Helene

will you pray for me now Helene

Yes

I want that

Helene

Helene

are you awake i can't

turn my head to look at you

excuse

I'm sorry if I hurt

you, I didn't mean to

I had to go back and sort things out

you could have died

but I'm not

i got through it

I've been guided through

I live

i believe in something

or something believes in me

and i can do anything

really do anything that 1 living human being can do

How are you

i was lonely

I even got

tried again with the porn but it didn't work anymore

yes if you miss you

how do I look

how you look tell me

like like now at this

moment at this moment

oh do i need to get this right now please help me

Helene, I don't know exactly what you want to know

My husband never told me what I

look like so I need to know tell me

you are beautiful

um

your nose is a bit broken

and and um well and that

thing we put on you here

I would, I mean, I

don't find that so nice

i look like a wreck yes uh no uh yes

like 1 beautiful skirt

ouch wait

take me a lot of time