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♪
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Wow.
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You guys all look how I feel.
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♪
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Happens when your worst day
is immortalized in print.
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Bad karma.
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Bad karma for what?
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We were all just staring
to groove, weren't we?
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I should have never doubted myself.
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♪
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I should have gotten there sooner.
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My personal life affected
my decision-making.
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Guys, I should have made
a diagnosis sooner.
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But we can't just sit here
beating ourselves up over it.
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- Okay?
- I feel like we can.
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Or at least I can.
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[DOOR OPENS]
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♪
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[CLEARS THROAT]
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"Yesterday morning, at 7:38 a.m.,
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a bullet ripped through New Amsterdam."
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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♪
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I got dinged for not changing
my patient's TV channel
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fast enough.
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Apparently my name brings
back bad memories.
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I get it.
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The customer satisfaction
survey isn't good.
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- So rewrite the survey.
- What?
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If you don't like the answers,
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change the questions.
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What should the patients focus on?
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Nurses know better than anyone.
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Harold. [CLEARS THROAT]
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You're a long way from the morgue.
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Oh, the ICU has the only
decent coffee in the hospital.
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You know, I may work with the dead,
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but that doesn't mean I have their taste.
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Well, I say equal coffee now,
equal coffee forever.
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♪
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It's a joke, Harold.
We'll get you the same coffee.
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Sharpe, why does nobody get my jokes?
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You just missed me solve the
hospital's most vexing problem.
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That the ICU has the only decent coffee?
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- So that is actually a thing?
- [CHUCKLES]
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- Are you heading out?
- I was.
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When did that happen to your voice?
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On my day off. That'll teach me.
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You don't think the, uh,
"Nutella" is spreading, do you?
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I hope you don't expect me
to call it that.
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Why? Everyone loves Nutella.
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Let me do a laryngoscopy
and see what's going on
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with the, uh... Nutella.
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See? It's catchy.
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Dora.
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Getting exceptionally good at finding me.
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I've updated your tracking device.
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Whatever it is that you wanna
tell me or want me to do,
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I can't do it 'cause I have a thing.
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My thing trumps your thing.
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- Find me later.
- Okay.
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Max, this is Louis Navarro
from the "Standard."
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Apparently HCC approved him
to shadow you.
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Right, yes. For the, um, profile.
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Overlord told me.
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- Overlord?
- HCC.
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[CHUCKLES] Your supervisors.
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Who doesn't like a fun nickname?
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- [LAUGHS]
- Probably HCC.
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Do you have a contentious relationship
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with the Health Care Commission?
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Off to a great start.
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Well, if you'll excuse me,
I'm gonna go start
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- posting my résumé.
- [CHUCKLES]
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Do you?
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Why don't we start over?
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Pleasure to meet you, Mr. Navarro.
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No, Lou.
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So intrigued to meet the 'Dam's
newest medical director
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turning this place upside-down.
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Well, I'm an open book.
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[LAUGHS]
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Hey, is, uh, your voice okay?
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Karaoke. You know, one of these
days, I have to accept that
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"Total Eclipse of the Heart"
just isn't in my range.
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[UPBEAT MUSIC]
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[ELEVATOR DINGS]
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- Pan roasted whole branzino.
- Mm-hmm.
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Served with ramps and fiddleheads
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steeped in an unctuous maitake jus.
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- What are fiddleheads?
- I have no idea.
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But I'm gonna order them tonight.
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- Mmm.
- Maybe even twice.
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Taking Martin to Verdugo for dinner.
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No kids.
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You know, I think once a year,
it's important to go somewhere
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that doesn't have a maze on the menu.
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- You know what I mean?
- Dr. Kapoor?
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Am I needed?
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There's somebody here to see you.
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He said he's your son.
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Who?
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- Your son?
- Wait, you have a son?
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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Hey, hey.
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You have a son?
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♪
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Vijay.
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♪
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Vijay.
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♪
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Hmm... not good.
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♪
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You only have five eggs...
oh, maybe six in play,
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in your ovulation cycle.
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♪
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Ten is considered normal.
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There's a few weeks left in my cycle.
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Others could still catch up.
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Yes, in theory, they could, but...
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I'm a late bloomer.
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School, my chest, men.
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- [CHUCKLES]
- These eggs will come round.
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Helen, you said you wanted to
know where your fertility was.
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Well, here it is.
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Your FSH is high.
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Your AMH is low because
your ovaries are aging fast.
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You have diminished
ovarian reserves, which...
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[CRYING]
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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Hey.
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♪
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Hey, it's just the genes you were dealt.
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Yeah, right. [GRUNTS]
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♪
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If you're interested in having your own
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biological child,
you're gonna have to work
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on that now.
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One option, we freeze embryos.
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Or we could work to start
getting you pregnant
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as soon as your next cycle.
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[SNIFFS]
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So, um...
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You're going to have to make
some decisions on this.
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♪
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That piece that you wrote on the uh, uh,
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corporatization of health care
for the "Times" was great.
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Oh, you remember that?
That was a decade ago.
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Yeah, but my favorite is
the one you wrote on the, uh,
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uh, inadequacies of...
of maternal postpartum care.
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Mm, also ten years ago.
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Yeah, why aren't you writing
pieces like that anymore?
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Well, you know,
the market now demands shorter,
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buzzier topics.
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But the health care system demands more.
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Okay, yeah, let's...
let's talk about you.
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Your story. How you got here.
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Lou, I'm flattered,
but I'm not the story here.
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New Amsterdam is.
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Mm, the only thing new
about New Amsterdam is you.
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Now, HCC gave me full access
to follow you around
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- the entire hospital.
- Full access?
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Anywhere in the hospital is fair game.
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Max.
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Did you know that HCC
gave Lou full access?
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The Chief of Police just called.
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It's... it's bad.
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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[GROANING]
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Malik Stokes, 14-year-old
GSW to left and right.
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It seems like a through and through.
Scoop and go.
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He's tachy at 120, 100 over 68,
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respiration's at 16.
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Jesus, he's just a kid.
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Hey, Malik, I'm Dr. Bloom, okay?
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We're here to help you.
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- [GROANING]
- Malik?
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♪
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I'm here, baby.
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Malik? Malik?
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I'm right here, baby. I'm here, baby.
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Ma'am, I'm gonna
have to ask you to leave.
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He can't die like this.
You have to save him.
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He can't die...
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Escort her out of here, please.
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Okay, transfer on my count.
One, two, three.
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Second ambulance coming in.
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Type and cross two units
and get a second IV.
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- [DOOR OPENING]
- Jalen Pagan.
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17-year-old GSW with a bullet hole
on the left side of his neck.
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98, 145 over 85, 14.
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He was on the same corner
as the first victim.
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According to NYPD, only one shot.
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One bullet.
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Must have been some bullet.
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Okay, let's get him into bay 24.
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♪
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Jalen, can you wiggle your toes for me?
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♪
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Okay, that's great.
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Malik's BP is dropping.
Heart rate is rising.
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Okay, hang two bags of normal saline.
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Let's get a type and cross match.
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On it.
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Heart rate's climbing now to 154.
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And BP's dropping. 80/40.
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[MACHINES BEEPING]
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Muffled heart sounds.
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Malik's got a pericardial effusion.
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Fluid must be accumulating
around his heart.
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Heart rate's gone from 100 to 160.
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Okay, if we don't do
a pericardiocentesis soon,
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his BP will bottom out.
Where's cardiothoracic surgery?
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- Reynolds is ten minutes out.
- What about one of his new hires?
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All three have been scrubbed
for their own surgeries.
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BP's dropping again.
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♪
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Okay, I'll do it.
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Uh, get me an 18-gauge spinal needle
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and a 20-cc syringe. Go.
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♪
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- It's against protocol.
- What do you want me to do?
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Wait until he's pulseless
so I can call time of death?
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♪
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Get me an 18-gauge spinal needle
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and a 20-cc syringe. Now.
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♪
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Heart rate's up to 180.
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♪
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Get a second IV bag.
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♪
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O2 sats are dropping.
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Steady. Steady.
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- BP's dropping.
- I got it.
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- [MACHINES BEEPING]
- [BLOOD SLOSHING]
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- You're in the heart.
- Heart rate's rising.
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[SLOSHING CONTINUES]
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♪
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Damn it.
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Max, you're not walking
towards your office.
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I'm walking to the ED where the GSWs are.
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What about Chief Williams?
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Well, last time I checked,
he wasn't shot.
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He... he's just gonna call again.
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Well, I'll ignore that call,
too, and then eventually,
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he'll stop dialing.
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He doesn't dial his own phone.
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You normally in the habit of blowing off
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the Chief of Police?
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Oh, the police department
has its own agenda.
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But my agenda and the agenda of
my hospital is to save lives.
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Plain and simple.
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Yeah, you realize this is probably
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a police-related shooting, right?
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That information,
while tragic and upsetting,
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- doesn't matter in here.
- Wait, doesn't matter?
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More than 700 people have been
shot and killed by the police
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just this year.
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00:09:43,841 --> 00:09:45,341
And the second they come
through these doors,
264
00:09:45,376 --> 00:09:46,809
they become patients, not statistics.
265
00:09:46,844 --> 00:09:48,478
Okay, hold on. Wait.
266
00:09:48,512 --> 00:09:50,579
If you wanna do a ride-along with
the police, then you go ahead.
267
00:09:50,614 --> 00:09:52,515
But in here, the hospital is the story.
268
00:09:52,549 --> 00:09:54,317
[PERCUSSIVE MUSIC]
269
00:09:54,351 --> 00:09:55,818
[MACHINE BEEPING]
270
00:09:55,853 --> 00:09:57,854
When exactly did you
become a cardiac surgeon?
271
00:09:57,888 --> 00:10:00,250
When we were waiting on you. On anyone.
272
00:10:00,285 --> 00:10:02,258
'Cause you're still
so insanely understaffed.
273
00:10:02,292 --> 00:10:03,826
I mean, what was I supposed to do?
274
00:10:03,861 --> 00:10:06,496
- Supposed to follow protocol.
- He would have crashed.
275
00:10:06,530 --> 00:10:08,331
You pushed that needle
way too deep into his heart
276
00:10:08,365 --> 00:10:10,166
'cause you are not a cardiac surgeon.
277
00:10:10,200 --> 00:10:16,539
♪
278
00:10:16,573 --> 00:10:18,274
You better hope I can fix this.
279
00:10:18,308 --> 00:10:24,247
♪
280
00:10:26,784 --> 00:10:31,156
Ms. Tewkes. Can you talk to me?
281
00:10:32,489 --> 00:10:34,690
Ms. Tewkes? Ms. Tewkes.
282
00:10:34,725 --> 00:10:36,759
At what point did you see the officers...
283
00:10:36,794 --> 00:10:38,294
Uh, hang on. Hang on there.
284
00:10:38,328 --> 00:10:40,863
Just one sec. I'm sorry to
cut in on you, Officer...
285
00:10:40,898 --> 00:10:42,565
Detective. Adams.
286
00:10:42,599 --> 00:10:43,866
NYPD. And you're?
287
00:10:43,901 --> 00:10:45,301
Frome. NAMC.
288
00:10:45,335 --> 00:10:46,702
New Amsterdam Medical Center.
289
00:10:46,737 --> 00:10:48,871
It's, uh, it's a mouthful, I know.
290
00:10:48,906 --> 00:10:51,374
Um, I'm gonna need you to give
Ms. Tewkes a little room here.
291
00:10:51,408 --> 00:10:52,642
I just need a few statements
from the aunt there.
292
00:10:52,676 --> 00:10:53,976
No, I understand, but we're just...
293
00:10:54,011 --> 00:10:55,411
We're gonna do our thing first, okay?
294
00:10:55,446 --> 00:10:56,679
Thank you. I'll bring her back.
295
00:10:58,282 --> 00:10:59,949
Are you one of Malik's surgeons?
296
00:10:59,983 --> 00:11:02,585
Um, no. No.
297
00:11:02,619 --> 00:11:04,454
Here. Come in here.
298
00:11:04,488 --> 00:11:06,556
No, I'm, uh... I'm a psychiatrist.
299
00:11:06,590 --> 00:11:08,724
I'm on Malik's trauma support team.
300
00:11:08,759 --> 00:11:10,560
I'm Iggy Frome.
301
00:11:10,594 --> 00:11:12,829
What does he need with a psychiatrist?
302
00:11:12,863 --> 00:11:14,597
- Is he out of surgery?
- No.
303
00:11:14,631 --> 00:11:15,832
No, not yet. Um...
304
00:11:15,866 --> 00:11:18,634
But, uh, if his surgery is a success,
305
00:11:18,669 --> 00:11:20,603
he's gonna need more
than physical rehabilitation.
306
00:11:20,637 --> 00:11:23,239
There will be many, many
mental hurdles to overcome.
307
00:11:23,273 --> 00:11:24,959
So you don't know how he is now?
308
00:11:26,944 --> 00:11:28,644
No.
309
00:11:28,679 --> 00:11:31,674
But, um, I can assure you that he's in...
310
00:11:34,885 --> 00:11:36,686
He's in the best hands.
311
00:11:36,720 --> 00:11:39,322
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
312
00:11:39,356 --> 00:11:40,957
Yo, that's so bugged.
313
00:11:40,991 --> 00:11:42,625
Word to, son.
314
00:11:42,659 --> 00:11:45,151
It's all good, though.
Your boy bulletproof.
315
00:11:45,185 --> 00:11:46,762
How are you bulletproof
with a bullet hole, B?
316
00:11:46,797 --> 00:11:48,331
You sound dumb-smacked.
317
00:11:48,365 --> 00:11:49,432
You're just jealous.
318
00:11:49,466 --> 00:11:51,267
[LAUGHS]
319
00:11:51,301 --> 00:11:52,768
Why is Jalen Pagan still here?
320
00:11:52,803 --> 00:11:55,169
- Why do you sound like a frog?
- Allergies.
321
00:11:55,204 --> 00:11:56,772
Why hasn't he been sent for an MRI?
322
00:11:56,807 --> 00:11:58,508
He's got a bullet lodged near T1.
323
00:11:58,542 --> 00:12:00,276
Yes, but he's stable, and he's a minor.
324
00:12:00,310 --> 00:12:01,644
So we're trying to contact
his mother for consent.
325
00:12:01,678 --> 00:12:03,279
It's an MRI.
326
00:12:03,313 --> 00:12:04,947
I'm just following protocol.
327
00:12:04,982 --> 00:12:06,482
I mean, I wouldn't wanna piss
anyone off overstepping
328
00:12:06,517 --> 00:12:07,850
any precious rules, would I?
329
00:12:07,885 --> 00:12:09,754
Gonna say no.
330
00:12:10,988 --> 00:12:12,284
How long have the cops been circling?
331
00:12:12,319 --> 00:12:15,291
A while now. They want a statement
from Jalen like yesterday.
332
00:12:15,325 --> 00:12:16,993
Not till we reach his parents.
333
00:12:17,027 --> 00:12:19,996
[INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER]
334
00:12:20,030 --> 00:12:21,831
Yo, what's up, guys? Jalen's gotta go.
335
00:12:21,865 --> 00:12:23,533
We gotta call his mom, okay? Thanks, bye.
336
00:12:23,567 --> 00:12:25,368
Oh, my God. Are you serious?
337
00:12:25,402 --> 00:12:27,069
It's for your own good.
Now, help me call your mom.
338
00:12:27,104 --> 00:12:31,807
[PERCUSSIVE MUSIC]
339
00:12:31,842 --> 00:12:33,943
[HORN HONKS IN DISTANCE]
340
00:12:38,882 --> 00:12:40,201
You need money?
341
00:12:43,520 --> 00:12:44,998
I have a job.
342
00:12:45,856 --> 00:12:47,375
It's at a restaurant.
343
00:12:48,525 --> 00:12:50,026
Solsistce, in SoHo.
344
00:12:51,795 --> 00:12:53,863
It's new, but it's making noise.
345
00:12:53,897 --> 00:12:55,398
A restaurant.
346
00:12:55,432 --> 00:12:57,400
Yeah, I manage the place.
347
00:12:57,434 --> 00:13:00,036
♪
348
00:13:00,070 --> 00:13:02,515
I mean, it's no big deal. Just...
349
00:13:06,543 --> 00:13:08,010
Why were you hiding all this?
350
00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:11,514
I don't know.
351
00:13:11,548 --> 00:13:13,716
♪
352
00:13:13,750 --> 00:13:16,519
It's weird enough,
me showing up like this, but...
353
00:13:19,056 --> 00:13:20,923
After I got your voice mail, I...
354
00:13:23,660 --> 00:13:25,621
Rohan, I'm...
355
00:13:26,396 --> 00:13:28,097
I'm glad you came.
356
00:13:31,841 --> 00:13:33,208
I forgive you.
357
00:13:35,472 --> 00:13:36,772
You forgive me?
358
00:13:36,807 --> 00:13:38,885
Yes, for...
359
00:13:39,643 --> 00:13:42,712
For the funeral, for all the lies.
360
00:13:42,746 --> 00:13:44,914
For everything.
361
00:13:44,948 --> 00:13:46,684
You forgive me?
362
00:13:47,684 --> 00:13:51,053
Isn't that what people
like you need to hear?
363
00:13:51,088 --> 00:13:53,055
[SIGHS]
364
00:13:53,090 --> 00:13:56,110
You know, my sponsor said not to...
365
00:13:57,027 --> 00:13:58,594
Not to expect...
366
00:14:01,531 --> 00:14:02,732
Never mind.
367
00:14:04,701 --> 00:14:06,802
- But I don't understand...
- Yeah, of course you don't.
368
00:14:06,837 --> 00:14:09,572
You know, Maji was right.
You are just so pigheaded.
369
00:14:09,606 --> 00:14:10,940
Nothing is ever your fault.
370
00:14:10,974 --> 00:14:12,975
You know, I was hoping you might change
371
00:14:13,010 --> 00:14:14,577
just a little after she passed.
372
00:14:14,611 --> 00:14:15,578
But you're still you.
373
00:14:15,612 --> 00:14:17,913
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
374
00:14:17,948 --> 00:14:19,582
Good-bye, Appa.
375
00:14:19,616 --> 00:14:25,955
♪
376
00:14:25,989 --> 00:14:27,823
Ms. Tewkes, can you tell me about Malik?
377
00:14:27,858 --> 00:14:29,025
[DOOR SLAMS]
378
00:14:29,059 --> 00:14:31,027
♪
379
00:14:31,061 --> 00:14:32,194
Rhonda.
380
00:14:32,229 --> 00:14:34,430
What? Why are you still talking?
381
00:14:34,464 --> 00:14:35,965
I'm just trying to learn
more about Malik's
382
00:14:35,999 --> 00:14:36,999
home support system.
383
00:14:37,034 --> 00:14:38,934
He's not some charity case.
384
00:14:38,969 --> 00:14:40,436
No, no, I didn't mean to imply...
385
00:14:40,470 --> 00:14:42,538
Malik has been well-loved.
386
00:14:42,572 --> 00:14:44,707
And extremely well cared for.
387
00:14:44,741 --> 00:14:46,142
Is that what you need to hear?
388
00:14:46,176 --> 00:14:48,611
- It's good.
- Church choir.
389
00:14:48,645 --> 00:14:51,013
After-school care. Year-round sports.
390
00:14:51,048 --> 00:14:54,483
I've done everything
in my power to keep him safe.
391
00:14:54,518 --> 00:14:56,852
To keep him from dying like his parents.
392
00:14:56,887 --> 00:14:58,120
♪
393
00:14:58,155 --> 00:15:00,122
This foolishness still found him.
394
00:15:00,157 --> 00:15:01,957
♪
395
00:15:01,992 --> 00:15:03,826
I'm genuinely just here trying to help.
396
00:15:03,860 --> 00:15:05,628
♪
397
00:15:05,662 --> 00:15:07,963
If you really wanna help,
398
00:15:07,998 --> 00:15:10,966
then stop the police
from shooting black boys
399
00:15:11,001 --> 00:15:13,479
trying to get to school on time.
400
00:15:14,037 --> 00:15:18,074
And get every bullet out of this city.
401
00:15:18,108 --> 00:15:21,744
So my nephew has a chance
of seeing his 21st birthday.
402
00:15:21,778 --> 00:15:23,212
♪
403
00:15:23,246 --> 00:15:25,748
Can you do that, Mr. Trauma Support Man?
404
00:15:25,782 --> 00:15:27,550
♪
405
00:15:27,584 --> 00:15:28,818
So we should start.
406
00:15:28,852 --> 00:15:31,020
Excuse me one minute.
407
00:15:31,054 --> 00:15:33,189
- I got your page.
- Have you been crying?
408
00:15:33,223 --> 00:15:35,257
Do you want this laryngoscopy or not?
409
00:15:35,292 --> 00:15:36,759
What's a laryngoscopy?
410
00:15:36,793 --> 00:15:38,828
♪
411
00:15:38,862 --> 00:15:40,162
Just call me when you're free.
412
00:15:40,197 --> 00:15:42,064
♪
413
00:15:42,099 --> 00:15:45,768
So, Lou, what's the story?
414
00:15:45,802 --> 00:15:48,838
Well, it seems your purge of
the cardiac surgery department
415
00:15:48,872 --> 00:15:51,107
has resulted in, uh, staffing shortages.
416
00:15:51,141 --> 00:15:54,009
That the new department head
is thoughtfully refilling.
417
00:15:54,044 --> 00:15:56,712
Yeah, apparently not fast
enough to stop a breach
418
00:15:56,747 --> 00:16:00,015
of protocol by one of your
department chiefs.
419
00:16:00,050 --> 00:16:02,084
The doctor stuck a needle way too deep
420
00:16:02,119 --> 00:16:04,186
into Malik Stokes' heart.
421
00:16:04,221 --> 00:16:05,888
Now, it's very possible
he could die from this.
422
00:16:05,922 --> 00:16:07,890
Now, do you have a comment?
423
00:16:07,924 --> 00:16:12,995
♪
424
00:16:19,645 --> 00:16:21,507
Uh, you gonna fire Dr. Bloom?
425
00:16:21,541 --> 00:16:23,352
Who said anything about firing?
426
00:16:23,386 --> 00:16:25,749
Well, if Malik dies because
she broke protocol...
427
00:16:25,784 --> 00:16:27,284
I only care if what she did helped him.
428
00:16:27,319 --> 00:16:28,752
We're in the business of healing.
429
00:16:28,787 --> 00:16:30,321
And if protocol gets in the way of that,
430
00:16:30,355 --> 00:16:31,589
then we will change the protocol.
431
00:16:31,623 --> 00:16:33,457
Oh, can... can I quote you on that?
432
00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,126
I just assumed all this
was on the record.
433
00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:36,327
- Max.
- Really?
434
00:16:36,361 --> 00:16:37,495
The police chief? Still?
435
00:16:37,529 --> 00:16:38,662
No, the Mayor. Congratulations.
436
00:16:38,697 --> 00:16:40,464
You've moved up in the world.
437
00:16:40,499 --> 00:16:41,681
He wants an update on the injuries
438
00:16:41,715 --> 00:16:43,200
and the kind of bullet that was used.
439
00:16:43,235 --> 00:16:44,502
I don't wanna talk to him either.
440
00:16:44,536 --> 00:16:47,505
[PERCUSSIVE MUSIC]
441
00:16:47,539 --> 00:16:49,039
♪
442
00:16:49,074 --> 00:16:51,143
Any idea why he would wanna know that?
443
00:16:51,177 --> 00:16:53,310
Yeah, but his agenda is not your story.
444
00:16:53,345 --> 00:16:55,446
Hospital is, remember?
445
00:16:55,480 --> 00:17:00,718
♪
446
00:17:00,752 --> 00:17:02,720
[PHONES RINGING]
447
00:17:02,754 --> 00:17:04,355
Hello, Jalen.
448
00:17:04,389 --> 00:17:06,323
I'm Dr. Vijay Kapoor.
449
00:17:06,358 --> 00:17:08,872
Would you mind wiggling
your toes for me, please?
450
00:17:08,906 --> 00:17:10,027
I already did a work-up, Vijay.
451
00:17:10,061 --> 00:17:11,362
The bullet stays.
452
00:17:11,396 --> 00:17:13,197
Sending him up to the ward
for observation.
453
00:17:13,231 --> 00:17:15,666
- Jalen, go ahead.
- I am.
454
00:17:17,736 --> 00:17:20,648
Okay, tell me
if you feel something, okay?
455
00:17:22,674 --> 00:17:24,208
Yeah.
456
00:17:26,211 --> 00:17:27,845
- Pull his X-rays.
- Sure thing.
457
00:17:27,879 --> 00:17:32,516
[PERCUSSIVE MUSIC]
458
00:17:32,551 --> 00:17:35,586
Dr. Hartman, he has ascending paralysis.
459
00:17:35,620 --> 00:17:37,555
That just started.
It's probably from edema.
460
00:17:37,589 --> 00:17:39,423
I already had them start
on methylprednisolone.
461
00:17:39,457 --> 00:17:41,692
It's not edema.
His vertebrae is unstable.
462
00:17:41,726 --> 00:17:44,094
You're a surgeon. Fix it.
463
00:17:44,129 --> 00:17:45,696
What's got you riled up today?
464
00:17:45,730 --> 00:17:47,331
A neurologist advocating
for a construction project?
465
00:17:47,365 --> 00:17:48,732
Because it's indicated.
466
00:17:48,767 --> 00:17:50,401
These scans don't say that definitively.
467
00:17:50,435 --> 00:17:52,069
If you actually look, they do.
468
00:17:52,103 --> 00:17:53,571
You're being stubborn.
469
00:17:53,605 --> 00:17:55,873
Okay, let's wait for the
bloody vertebrae to collapse
470
00:17:55,907 --> 00:17:57,408
for proof!
471
00:18:00,579 --> 00:18:01,645
What?
472
00:18:03,741 --> 00:18:05,041
Prep him for surgery.
473
00:18:10,322 --> 00:18:12,690
You coming, John Wayne?
474
00:18:12,724 --> 00:18:16,260
[PERCUSSIVE MUSIC]
475
00:18:16,294 --> 00:18:19,263
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
476
00:18:19,297 --> 00:18:26,370
♪
477
00:18:32,277 --> 00:18:34,745
See, there? No trace wave.
478
00:18:34,779 --> 00:18:36,780
So all that blood must have
come from where the bullet
479
00:18:36,815 --> 00:18:38,415
nicked his heart, not my needle.
480
00:18:38,450 --> 00:18:39,817
And you needed a video to tell you that?
481
00:18:39,851 --> 00:18:41,619
Oh, I needed something, okay?
482
00:18:41,653 --> 00:18:43,721
I'm second-guessing every
move I make in there now.
483
00:18:43,755 --> 00:18:45,889
Do you think that Reynolds
sits around whingeing
484
00:18:45,924 --> 00:18:47,224
about the calls that he makes?
485
00:18:47,259 --> 00:18:49,326
[CELL PHONE VIBRATES]
486
00:18:49,361 --> 00:18:50,461
No.
487
00:18:50,495 --> 00:18:51,795
What is it?
488
00:18:51,830 --> 00:18:53,931
They need a hematology consult in the OR.
489
00:18:53,965 --> 00:18:55,466
- Malik?
- No.
490
00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:57,301
The other GSW, Jalen.
491
00:18:57,335 --> 00:18:59,770
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
492
00:18:59,804 --> 00:19:01,639
[MACHINES BEEPING]
493
00:19:01,673 --> 00:19:03,898
Infusion rate is .5 mils per minute.
494
00:19:03,933 --> 00:19:05,509
♪
495
00:19:05,543 --> 00:19:07,144
It won't clot.
496
00:19:07,178 --> 00:19:08,812
Blood keeps oozing
into my surgical field.
497
00:19:08,847 --> 00:19:10,814
And you've got an expanding hematoma.
498
00:19:10,849 --> 00:19:12,562
It's because Kapoor pressed
for stabilizing rods.
499
00:19:12,596 --> 00:19:13,784
That you know he needed.
500
00:19:13,818 --> 00:19:15,419
But now I can't close,
so we should have waited.
501
00:19:15,453 --> 00:19:17,187
And let him because paraplegic?
502
00:19:17,222 --> 00:19:18,656
For goodness' sake,
will you both give it a rest?
503
00:19:18,690 --> 00:19:20,924
Push calcium chloride
before giving him FFP.
504
00:19:20,959 --> 00:19:22,693
That should stabilize
the oozing while I run
505
00:19:22,727 --> 00:19:24,862
a detailed clotting factor analysis.
506
00:19:24,896 --> 00:19:26,830
[DOOR CREAKS]
507
00:19:26,865 --> 00:19:29,700
[MACHINE DOOR OPENING]
508
00:19:29,734 --> 00:19:31,302
[SIGHS]
509
00:19:36,641 --> 00:19:37,993
Hi.
510
00:19:38,843 --> 00:19:40,811
Hi.
511
00:19:40,845 --> 00:19:41,812
[COUGHS]
512
00:19:41,846 --> 00:19:43,249
I will, um...
513
00:19:44,516 --> 00:19:47,384
Freely admit that I'm
stress-eating right now.
514
00:19:47,419 --> 00:19:48,986
Ruining my appetite
for what will surely be
515
00:19:49,020 --> 00:19:50,988
a very expensive meal
with my husband later.
516
00:19:51,022 --> 00:19:52,690
I didn't see anything.
517
00:19:52,724 --> 00:19:53,757
Thank you.
518
00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:56,694
What's wrong with your voice?
519
00:19:56,728 --> 00:19:59,730
Ah, it's the, uh, big game.
520
00:20:00,266 --> 00:20:02,933
- The... What big game?
- Why are you stress-eating?
521
00:20:05,670 --> 00:20:08,372
They're out there right now
for Malik and Jalen.
522
00:20:08,406 --> 00:20:11,742
But tomorrow,
it's gonna be another family
523
00:20:11,776 --> 00:20:14,511
crying, scared, praying.
524
00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:17,116
And this happens every day.
525
00:20:19,918 --> 00:20:22,319
And Malik and Jalen could end
up here again through no fault
526
00:20:22,354 --> 00:20:24,254
- of their own.
- Yeah.
527
00:20:24,289 --> 00:20:27,658
Maybe, but you do what you can in here,
528
00:20:27,692 --> 00:20:30,994
maybe make a difference out there.
529
00:20:31,029 --> 00:20:32,673
I don't see how.
530
00:20:33,398 --> 00:20:34,965
Malik lives in a war zone.
531
00:20:36,968 --> 00:20:39,013
Both of his parents are dead.
532
00:20:39,771 --> 00:20:41,004
His aunt is...
533
00:20:41,039 --> 00:20:42,906
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC]
534
00:20:42,941 --> 00:20:46,777
Fraying at the seams, and she's angry.
535
00:20:46,811 --> 00:20:47,945
Distracted.
536
00:20:47,979 --> 00:20:50,514
You seem very focused on Malik.
537
00:20:50,548 --> 00:20:51,582
Of course I am.
538
00:20:51,616 --> 00:20:53,384
♪
539
00:20:53,418 --> 00:20:55,237
Sounds like Malik
isn't your only patient.
540
00:20:55,271 --> 00:21:02,326
♪
541
00:21:13,172 --> 00:21:14,638
Blood pressure dropped again.
542
00:21:14,672 --> 00:21:16,940
Come on, Malik.
Where is that damn bleeder?
543
00:21:16,975 --> 00:21:20,004
[MACHINES BEEPING]
544
00:21:20,038 --> 00:21:21,378
Wipe.
545
00:21:21,413 --> 00:21:24,882
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
546
00:21:24,916 --> 00:21:27,751
Nottingham, is this abdomen distended?
547
00:21:27,786 --> 00:21:29,553
♪
548
00:21:29,587 --> 00:21:31,555
I don't feel anything.
549
00:21:31,589 --> 00:21:32,938
Cut the drapes.
550
00:21:32,972 --> 00:21:36,960
♪
551
00:21:36,995 --> 00:21:40,631
[MACHINES BEEPING]
552
00:21:40,665 --> 00:21:42,633
He's got Grey Turner's sign
on his abdomen.
553
00:21:42,667 --> 00:21:45,602
♪
554
00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:47,805
Because it's full of blood.
555
00:21:47,839 --> 00:21:50,941
That's where that bleeder is, damn it.
556
00:21:50,975 --> 00:21:52,910
Prepare to expand the surgical
field to the abdomen.
557
00:21:52,944 --> 00:21:54,645
Shouldn't we call the general surgeon?
558
00:21:54,679 --> 00:21:56,173
If we're hitting the spleen...
559
00:21:57,115 --> 00:21:58,916
He's bleeding out fast,
and I'll be damned if this kid
560
00:21:58,950 --> 00:22:00,984
dies on my watch.
561
00:22:01,019 --> 00:22:02,519
Ten blade.
562
00:22:02,554 --> 00:22:09,059
♪
563
00:22:13,631 --> 00:22:15,532
Scrub in. STAT.
564
00:22:15,567 --> 00:22:21,104
♪
565
00:22:21,139 --> 00:22:22,940
Where's the barnacle?
566
00:22:22,974 --> 00:22:25,342
Probably writing an exposé
about our coffee situation.
567
00:22:25,376 --> 00:22:26,643
Well, I can scope you now.
568
00:22:26,678 --> 00:22:27,978
I'm just waiting on Jalen's test results.
569
00:22:28,012 --> 00:22:29,379
What's going on with you?
570
00:22:29,414 --> 00:22:30,606
- Nothing.
- Red eyes earlier.
571
00:22:30,641 --> 00:22:31,849
Now you're mean-mugging.
572
00:22:31,883 --> 00:22:35,786
Helen, you know
my biggest, hairiest secret.
573
00:22:35,820 --> 00:22:38,088
So if you need to talk to me...
574
00:22:40,692 --> 00:22:43,037
You're the one with the "Nutella."
575
00:22:43,072 --> 00:22:44,561
Not me.
576
00:22:44,596 --> 00:22:46,964
So let's just do the scope
before you get another page.
577
00:22:46,998 --> 00:22:48,665
- [SHOUTING]
- Max!
578
00:22:48,700 --> 00:22:50,033
I said I ain't giving you my phone!
579
00:22:50,068 --> 00:22:51,668
Whoa, whoa, whoa. What is the problem?
580
00:22:51,703 --> 00:22:53,570
The name's Javier Pagan.
581
00:22:53,605 --> 00:22:55,372
We found him filming in the ED.
582
00:22:55,406 --> 00:22:56,740
Yeah, because that's where
y'all took my brother...
583
00:22:56,774 --> 00:22:58,141
- Okay, okay.
- And now he isn't there!
584
00:22:58,176 --> 00:22:59,710
Hey, who is your brother?
585
00:22:59,744 --> 00:23:02,045
How many people I gotta tell? Jalen.
586
00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:03,309
- Okay.
- Jalen Pagan.
587
00:23:03,343 --> 00:23:04,848
He was shot in the back.
588
00:23:04,883 --> 00:23:07,684
But now nobody wants to tell
me where y'all took him!
589
00:23:07,719 --> 00:23:10,053
My mom keeps calling me trying
to get here from her job.
590
00:23:10,088 --> 00:23:11,722
Keeps asking me for news
that I can't give her!
591
00:23:11,756 --> 00:23:13,190
I understand...
592
00:23:13,224 --> 00:23:14,758
And now I got these two
dumb-ass rent-a-cops
593
00:23:14,792 --> 00:23:16,026
getting spicy over a damn phone!
594
00:23:16,060 --> 00:23:17,194
I understand. Calm down.
595
00:23:17,228 --> 00:23:18,762
Calm down. Listen, listen, listen!
596
00:23:18,796 --> 00:23:20,397
You're gonna come with me.
597
00:23:20,431 --> 00:23:22,032
We're gonna talk about
your brother, okay?
598
00:23:22,066 --> 00:23:23,700
You need to make sure
he didn't film any hospital
599
00:23:23,735 --> 00:23:24,935
personnel or patients. It's policy.
600
00:23:24,969 --> 00:23:26,203
You are making this worse.
601
00:23:26,237 --> 00:23:28,605
What? You think I'm scared?
602
00:23:28,640 --> 00:23:30,073
- Huh?
- Back up.
603
00:23:30,108 --> 00:23:31,441
Okay? It's okay.
604
00:23:31,476 --> 00:23:33,010
No, no. You think I'm scared?
605
00:23:33,044 --> 00:23:34,578
[INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER]
606
00:23:34,612 --> 00:23:36,213
- Are you gonna shoot me, too?
- It's okay.
607
00:23:36,247 --> 00:23:37,214
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
608
00:23:37,248 --> 00:23:38,882
Easy, man.
609
00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:40,517
- Are you gonna shoot me too?
- Calm down, son.
610
00:23:40,552 --> 00:23:41,952
- Back off.
- You need to calm down.
611
00:23:41,986 --> 00:23:44,755
Hey, hey, just back... give him space!
612
00:23:44,789 --> 00:23:46,890
- [GRUNTING]
- Max!
613
00:23:46,925 --> 00:23:48,091
[BLOW LANDS]
614
00:23:48,126 --> 00:23:50,627
ALL: [GRUNTING]
615
00:23:50,662 --> 00:23:52,029
No!
616
00:23:52,063 --> 00:23:55,098
ALL: [GRUNTING]
617
00:24:03,448 --> 00:24:04,848
[SIGHS]
618
00:24:04,882 --> 00:24:07,851
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
619
00:24:07,885 --> 00:24:10,353
[DISTANT BEEPING]
620
00:24:10,388 --> 00:24:12,640
♪
621
00:24:12,674 --> 00:24:13,906
[KNOCKING]
622
00:24:13,940 --> 00:24:16,644
♪
623
00:24:16,644 --> 00:24:18,011
[SIGHS]
624
00:24:18,045 --> 00:24:20,246
♪
625
00:24:20,281 --> 00:24:22,549
If I'd have known that punching
you in the face was all it took
626
00:24:22,583 --> 00:24:24,384
to make you available,
I'd have done it myself.
627
00:24:24,418 --> 00:24:25,919
♪
628
00:24:25,953 --> 00:24:27,620
How long for the test results?
629
00:24:27,655 --> 00:24:29,589
I'll have them in the morning.
630
00:24:29,623 --> 00:24:31,758
In the meantime, I was thinking a course
631
00:24:31,792 --> 00:24:33,960
of steroids might help clear the, uh...
632
00:24:33,994 --> 00:24:37,030
♪
633
00:24:37,064 --> 00:24:38,565
Steroids.
634
00:24:38,599 --> 00:24:39,566
♪
635
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:40,767
What?
636
00:24:40,801 --> 00:24:42,902
- I have to go.
- What about me?
637
00:24:42,937 --> 00:24:44,771
Here. Heal thyself.
638
00:24:44,805 --> 00:24:47,373
♪
639
00:24:47,408 --> 00:24:48,875
Changing out the CO2 absorber.
640
00:24:48,909 --> 00:24:50,610
Hanging a bag of cryoprecipitate.
641
00:24:50,644 --> 00:24:52,812
- Hanging.
- Tests come back?
642
00:24:52,847 --> 00:24:54,647
No, but Jalen isn't clotting
643
00:24:54,682 --> 00:24:57,083
because he's on anabolic steroids.
644
00:24:57,118 --> 00:24:58,952
Seems a bit out of left field.
645
00:24:58,986 --> 00:25:00,620
Not if you've seen
his brother or factor in
646
00:25:00,654 --> 00:25:01,988
Jalen's damaged liver.
647
00:25:02,022 --> 00:25:03,556
But his liver function tests were normal.
648
00:25:03,591 --> 00:25:04,991
Appear normal.
649
00:25:05,025 --> 00:25:06,626
But his protein levels
tell the whole story.
650
00:25:06,660 --> 00:25:08,628
I confirmed his A/G ratio
is less than one.
651
00:25:08,662 --> 00:25:10,296
He's on steroids.
652
00:25:10,331 --> 00:25:11,664
We should wait for
the tests to come back.
653
00:25:11,699 --> 00:25:13,099
[SIGHS]
654
00:25:13,134 --> 00:25:14,968
♪
655
00:25:15,002 --> 00:25:16,002
4 mils per minute.
656
00:25:16,036 --> 00:25:17,470
Wait, wait.
657
00:25:17,505 --> 00:25:19,305
♪
658
00:25:19,340 --> 00:25:20,774
It's drying up.
659
00:25:20,808 --> 00:25:22,675
♪
660
00:25:22,710 --> 00:25:23,860
It's working.
661
00:25:23,895 --> 00:25:25,645
♪
662
00:25:25,679 --> 00:25:26,813
Well done, Sharpe.
663
00:25:26,847 --> 00:25:31,084
♪
664
00:25:31,118 --> 00:25:32,819
[DOOR OPENS]
665
00:25:32,853 --> 00:25:34,854
Hi. Just me.
666
00:25:34,889 --> 00:25:36,122
What happened?
667
00:25:36,157 --> 00:25:37,624
Uh, nothing.
668
00:25:37,658 --> 00:25:39,826
Malik is still in surgery.
669
00:25:39,860 --> 00:25:42,495
But, um, I thought you might
appreciate a fresh
670
00:25:42,530 --> 00:25:43,734
set of clothes.
671
00:25:44,365 --> 00:25:46,466
- Thank you.
- It's my pleasure.
672
00:25:46,500 --> 00:25:47,801
And I've said all I had
to say about Malik
673
00:25:47,835 --> 00:25:49,169
in all of this.
674
00:25:49,204 --> 00:25:51,671
Well, I'm actually not here
to talk about Malik.
675
00:25:51,705 --> 00:25:53,106
I'm here to talk about you.
676
00:25:53,140 --> 00:25:56,109
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
677
00:25:56,143 --> 00:25:58,511
♪
678
00:25:58,546 --> 00:26:00,013
Hey, how'd you earn the shiner?
679
00:26:00,047 --> 00:26:02,204
Can't be Medical Director
at the 'Dam without at least one.
680
00:26:02,239 --> 00:26:03,516
[CHUCKLES]
681
00:26:03,551 --> 00:26:05,485
Hey, listen, my contact
at the mayor's office
682
00:26:05,519 --> 00:26:06,986
says they want to hold
a press conference.
683
00:26:07,021 --> 00:26:09,556
It's about what the bullet did
to both Malik and Jalen.
684
00:26:09,590 --> 00:26:10,761
Of course they are.
685
00:26:11,425 --> 00:26:13,059
You going to?
686
00:26:13,093 --> 00:26:14,994
You're getting caught up
in the shiny thing again, Lou.
687
00:26:15,029 --> 00:26:16,863
Yeah, but you get to talk
about your agenda.
688
00:26:16,897 --> 00:26:18,631
Tell your story.
689
00:26:18,666 --> 00:26:21,467
I would love nothing more
than to tell people
690
00:26:21,502 --> 00:26:23,036
what hollow points do to flesh.
691
00:26:23,070 --> 00:26:25,572
How the bullet blooms inside of you,
692
00:26:25,606 --> 00:26:27,707
expanding to three times its size.
693
00:26:27,741 --> 00:26:30,176
How it breaks apart,
tearing through flesh,
694
00:26:30,211 --> 00:26:33,533
pulverizing bones, liquefying muscles.
695
00:26:34,748 --> 00:26:37,537
Just not for the mayor.
696
00:26:37,885 --> 00:26:39,873
Aren't you on the same side?
697
00:26:40,921 --> 00:26:42,755
The mayor's been campaigning the police
698
00:26:42,790 --> 00:26:44,057
to use different bullets.
699
00:26:44,091 --> 00:26:46,059
He wants me to influence public opinion.
700
00:26:46,093 --> 00:26:49,863
I pick a side between
the mayor and the police,
701
00:26:49,897 --> 00:26:52,565
all of a sudden there's less
patrolling in our neighborhood
702
00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:55,168
or a... or a grant we were
assured gets diverted
703
00:26:55,202 --> 00:26:56,736
to another hospital.
704
00:26:57,805 --> 00:27:00,477
There are no safe sides.
705
00:27:03,143 --> 00:27:04,777
So what are you gonna do?
706
00:27:04,812 --> 00:27:08,944
Lou, what are we gonna do with you?
707
00:27:09,617 --> 00:27:11,584
[SIGHS] Let me guess.
708
00:27:11,619 --> 00:27:12,886
It's not the story.
709
00:27:14,255 --> 00:27:15,688
May be hope for you yet.
710
00:27:15,723 --> 00:27:16,689
[SIGHS]
711
00:27:16,724 --> 00:27:19,692
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
712
00:27:19,727 --> 00:27:23,463
♪
713
00:27:23,497 --> 00:27:24,931
PTSD.
714
00:27:24,965 --> 00:27:28,101
♪
715
00:27:28,135 --> 00:27:30,103
I'm not a soldier. I haven't been to war.
716
00:27:30,137 --> 00:27:31,938
♪
717
00:27:31,972 --> 00:27:35,108
PTSD can occur from any traumatic event.
718
00:27:35,142 --> 00:27:38,211
♪
719
00:27:38,245 --> 00:27:40,613
Seeing your nephew get shot,
that would be more than enough.
720
00:27:40,648 --> 00:27:43,917
But it most likely triggered
other traumatizing memories
721
00:27:43,951 --> 00:27:45,063
for you.
722
00:27:45,653 --> 00:27:46,986
It can make sleeping hard.
723
00:27:47,021 --> 00:27:48,054
♪
724
00:27:48,088 --> 00:27:49,789
Sudden noises can be jarring.
725
00:27:49,823 --> 00:27:51,724
♪
726
00:27:51,759 --> 00:27:53,126
Same thing happened to my kids.
727
00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:55,595
♪
728
00:27:55,629 --> 00:27:57,664
Yeah.
729
00:27:57,698 --> 00:28:00,667
We, uh, we adopted them
from Bangladesh two years ago.
730
00:28:00,701 --> 00:28:01,766
[CLEARS THROAT]
731
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:04,837
♪
732
00:28:04,872 --> 00:28:06,626
When we first got them here,
733
00:28:07,841 --> 00:28:09,379
they were terrified.
734
00:28:10,044 --> 00:28:11,144
Of everything.
735
00:28:11,178 --> 00:28:12,612
♪
736
00:28:12,646 --> 00:28:15,815
Car horns, school bells.
737
00:28:15,849 --> 00:28:17,684
♪
738
00:28:17,718 --> 00:28:22,223
Crowded spaces, everything.
They were just... petrified.
739
00:28:22,258 --> 00:28:24,924
♪
740
00:28:24,959 --> 00:28:28,261
All five of us slept
in the same bed for months.
741
00:28:28,295 --> 00:28:32,265
And they would just
wake themselves crying.
742
00:28:32,299 --> 00:28:33,800
♪
743
00:28:33,834 --> 00:28:35,702
Night after night after night.
744
00:28:35,736 --> 00:28:37,170
♪
745
00:28:37,204 --> 00:28:39,605
When was the last time
you had a good night's sleep?
746
00:28:39,640 --> 00:28:42,675
♪
747
00:28:42,710 --> 00:28:44,010
Never.
748
00:28:44,044 --> 00:28:47,714
♪
749
00:28:47,748 --> 00:28:49,649
I just thought that was life.
750
00:28:49,683 --> 00:28:51,951
♪
751
00:28:51,986 --> 00:28:53,553
It doesn't have to be.
752
00:28:53,587 --> 00:28:55,788
♪
753
00:28:55,823 --> 00:28:56,991
I can help you.
754
00:28:57,026 --> 00:29:01,160
♪
755
00:29:01,195 --> 00:29:02,695
And then you can help Malik.
756
00:29:02,730 --> 00:29:05,665
♪
757
00:29:05,699 --> 00:29:07,033
[SNIFFS]
758
00:29:07,067 --> 00:29:09,302
[EXHALES]
759
00:29:09,336 --> 00:29:10,570
Yeah.
760
00:29:10,604 --> 00:29:14,240
♪
761
00:29:18,178 --> 00:29:20,646
- Hey.
- Hey.
762
00:29:20,681 --> 00:29:22,244
Malik's surgery all good?
763
00:29:22,850 --> 00:29:26,819
Yeah, it was a bit dicey,
but he's gonna pull through.
764
00:29:26,854 --> 00:29:29,446
I was just, uh, going to tell his family.
765
00:29:29,481 --> 00:29:31,090
Yeah, they just closed Jalen as well.
766
00:29:31,125 --> 00:29:32,387
Oh.
767
00:29:32,422 --> 00:29:33,659
Score one for the good guys, huh?
768
00:29:33,694 --> 00:29:35,261
I suppose.
769
00:29:35,295 --> 00:29:38,231
Never felt good about fixing
bullet holes in anyone.
770
00:29:38,265 --> 00:29:40,566
Let alone kids, you know?
771
00:29:40,601 --> 00:29:43,336
That's something I will never
understand about this country.
772
00:29:43,370 --> 00:29:45,605
♪
773
00:29:45,639 --> 00:29:47,907
The dangers of walking
around in brown skin?
774
00:29:47,941 --> 00:29:49,942
I never really gave it much
thought until I moved here.
775
00:29:49,977 --> 00:29:51,878
Now I can't not think about it.
776
00:29:51,912 --> 00:29:56,282
Yeah, well, unfortunately
it's a lesson we learn early.
777
00:29:56,316 --> 00:29:58,567
But this is no way to live.
778
00:29:58,602 --> 00:29:59,919
No.
779
00:29:59,953 --> 00:30:01,854
♪
780
00:30:01,889 --> 00:30:04,724
It's not. Yet we do.
781
00:30:04,758 --> 00:30:05,758
You know?
782
00:30:05,793 --> 00:30:07,393
♪
783
00:30:07,428 --> 00:30:11,764
So if it takes a million
camera phones and protests
784
00:30:11,799 --> 00:30:16,419
and knees to make that point, so be it.
785
00:30:16,454 --> 00:30:23,109
♪
786
00:30:32,653 --> 00:30:34,020
[SIGHS]
787
00:30:36,990 --> 00:30:38,825
I didn't mean to do all that.
788
00:30:38,859 --> 00:30:40,960
Seriously. I'm so sorry.
789
00:30:40,994 --> 00:30:42,628
It's just, Jalen is my little brother.
790
00:30:42,663 --> 00:30:44,063
- And I only got one.
- Don't worry about it.
791
00:30:44,098 --> 00:30:45,198
Really.
792
00:30:47,167 --> 00:30:48,634
I have a sister.
793
00:30:48,669 --> 00:30:49,735
I get it.
794
00:30:51,038 --> 00:30:52,271
[SNIFFS]
795
00:30:54,675 --> 00:30:55,942
So am I being arrested?
796
00:30:58,779 --> 00:31:00,383
I have a better idea.
797
00:31:01,181 --> 00:31:03,303
How about we go see your brother instead?
798
00:31:04,017 --> 00:31:05,985
His surgery went well.
799
00:31:06,019 --> 00:31:09,922
[LAUGHING]
800
00:31:09,957 --> 00:31:11,645
He's in recovery now.
801
00:31:14,728 --> 00:31:15,995
[CHUCKLES]
802
00:31:16,029 --> 00:31:18,030
Just easy on that elbow.
803
00:31:18,065 --> 00:31:19,899
Yeah. [CHUCKLES]
804
00:31:25,139 --> 00:31:27,006
My mom's gonna be so hyped
when she gets here.
805
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:28,674
- Jalen's the baby.
- Yeah?
806
00:31:28,709 --> 00:31:30,710
- A little badass too.
- [CHUCKLES]
807
00:31:30,744 --> 00:31:32,378
Once he poured ketchup
all over his T-shirt.
808
00:31:32,412 --> 00:31:33,980
- Acted like he got shot.
- [WHISTLES]
809
00:31:34,014 --> 00:31:35,214
Scared the crap out of my moms.
810
00:31:35,249 --> 00:31:36,482
He got the chancla for that one.
811
00:31:36,517 --> 00:31:38,017
No doubt.
812
00:31:38,051 --> 00:31:39,719
He's always pulling
stupid stuff like that.
813
00:31:39,753 --> 00:31:41,988
- [BEEPING]
- [PHONE VIBRATING]
814
00:31:42,022 --> 00:31:43,289
- What... What's going on?
- Stay here.
815
00:31:43,323 --> 00:31:45,324
- Where's Jalen?
- Javi, look at me.
816
00:31:45,359 --> 00:31:47,426
I need you to stay out here.
817
00:31:49,096 --> 00:31:51,130
[BEEPING CONTINUES]
818
00:31:51,165 --> 00:31:52,698
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
819
00:31:52,733 --> 00:31:54,233
He's in pulseless electrical activity.
820
00:31:54,268 --> 00:31:55,701
- Chest compressions?
- Gomez.
821
00:31:55,736 --> 00:31:57,036
Max, one milligram of epi.
822
00:31:57,070 --> 00:32:00,239
♪
823
00:32:00,274 --> 00:32:01,974
No, it's already open.
824
00:32:02,009 --> 00:32:03,376
- V-fib.
- Go.
825
00:32:03,410 --> 00:32:06,212
[PADDLES CHARGING]
826
00:32:06,246 --> 00:32:07,713
- Clear.
- [ELECTRIC PULSE]
827
00:32:07,748 --> 00:32:09,081
♪
828
00:32:09,116 --> 00:32:11,329
- Still V-fib.
- Another round of epi.
829
00:32:11,952 --> 00:32:13,085
- Clear.
- [ELECTRIC PULSE]
830
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:18,324
♪
831
00:32:21,094 --> 00:32:22,495
No pulse.
832
00:32:22,529 --> 00:32:26,899
♪
833
00:32:26,934 --> 00:32:28,401
Still no pulse.
834
00:32:28,435 --> 00:32:30,169
♪
835
00:32:30,204 --> 00:32:33,039
[SHARP BREATHS]
836
00:32:33,073 --> 00:32:34,874
♪
837
00:32:34,908 --> 00:32:37,510
[SHARP BREATHS]
838
00:32:37,544 --> 00:32:39,412
- Max.
- Wait.
839
00:32:39,446 --> 00:32:44,050
♪
840
00:32:44,084 --> 00:32:45,451
- Max.
- Just wait!
841
00:32:45,485 --> 00:32:48,054
[CRYING]
842
00:32:48,088 --> 00:32:51,924
♪
843
00:32:51,959 --> 00:32:53,192
Stop it, Max.
844
00:32:53,227 --> 00:32:59,198
♪
845
00:32:59,233 --> 00:33:00,423
Stop it.
846
00:33:00,458 --> 00:33:04,203
♪
847
00:33:04,238 --> 00:33:05,271
It's over.
848
00:33:05,305 --> 00:33:10,042
♪
849
00:33:10,077 --> 00:33:11,777
[BEEPING STOPS]
850
00:33:11,812 --> 00:33:13,312
Time of death, 3:18.
851
00:33:13,347 --> 00:33:18,251
♪
852
00:33:18,285 --> 00:33:19,752
[CRYING]
853
00:33:19,786 --> 00:33:26,826
♪
854
00:33:31,832 --> 00:33:35,934
Damn, you saw Mami face?
Unstoppable, you heard me?
855
00:33:35,968 --> 00:33:37,602
Oh, man, stop fronting.
856
00:33:37,636 --> 00:33:40,247
You know I'm the brains of the operation.
857
00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:41,944
What brains, man?
858
00:33:41,979 --> 00:33:43,346
What brains? Oh, yeah?
859
00:33:43,380 --> 00:33:45,114
[BOTH SPEAKING AT ONCE]
860
00:33:45,148 --> 00:33:48,150
[DISTANT VIDEO PLAYING]
861
00:33:52,389 --> 00:33:55,291
[SIGHS]
862
00:33:55,325 --> 00:33:57,143
I heard Malik is stable.
863
00:34:00,397 --> 00:34:01,497
And, um...
864
00:34:04,688 --> 00:34:08,791
Jalen died of cardiac arrest
secondary to a gunshot wound.
865
00:34:11,314 --> 00:34:13,535
So you gonna call the Chief of Police?
866
00:34:16,179 --> 00:34:17,613
Mayor?
867
00:34:18,895 --> 00:34:20,296
It's not the story, Lou.
868
00:34:22,285 --> 00:34:23,920
Well, then... then what is?
869
00:34:24,912 --> 00:34:26,846
And what is the story if it's not you,
870
00:34:26,871 --> 00:34:28,872
the police, or the mayor?
871
00:34:29,059 --> 00:34:31,160
If you don't know after spending all day
872
00:34:31,194 --> 00:34:34,030
at this hospital,
then I picked the wrong man
873
00:34:34,064 --> 00:34:35,364
for the job.
874
00:34:37,534 --> 00:34:39,268
Wait, you picked me?
875
00:34:41,538 --> 00:34:43,305
So HCC didn't give me full access.
876
00:34:43,340 --> 00:34:44,373
You did.
877
00:34:48,765 --> 00:34:50,432
Did they even want me here at all?
878
00:34:54,584 --> 00:34:55,651
[SIGHS]
879
00:34:58,294 --> 00:34:59,747
Why did you?
880
00:35:05,429 --> 00:35:06,996
Gotta see the truth.
881
00:35:08,972 --> 00:35:10,675
To write the truth.
882
00:35:14,237 --> 00:35:16,439
Unstoppable, you heard me?
883
00:35:16,473 --> 00:35:18,574
Oh, man. Stop fronting.
884
00:35:18,608 --> 00:35:21,077
You know I'm the brains of the operation.
885
00:35:21,111 --> 00:35:24,080
[JOSE GONZALEZ'S "CYCLING TRIVIALITIES"]
886
00:35:24,114 --> 00:35:31,087
♪
887
00:35:31,121 --> 00:35:33,456
[BOTH LAUGHING]
888
00:35:33,490 --> 00:35:35,057
Get off, man. That's not funny.
889
00:35:35,092 --> 00:35:36,392
It's not funny. No brains.
890
00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:37,560
No brains.
891
00:35:37,594 --> 00:35:38,627
♪
892
00:35:38,662 --> 00:35:40,429
♪ Too blind
893
00:35:40,464 --> 00:35:43,933
[CRYING]
894
00:35:43,967 --> 00:35:47,303
♪
895
00:35:47,337 --> 00:35:51,373
♪ Hurrying through the forks
without regrets ♪
896
00:35:51,408 --> 00:35:54,110
♪
897
00:35:54,144 --> 00:35:56,112
[CRYING]
898
00:35:56,146 --> 00:36:00,616
♪ Different now,
every step feels like a mile ♪
899
00:36:00,650 --> 00:36:04,620
[CRYING]
900
00:36:04,654 --> 00:36:09,391
♪ All the lights seem
to flash and pass you by ♪
901
00:36:09,426 --> 00:36:13,429
♪
902
00:36:13,463 --> 00:36:18,234
♪ So how's it gonna be
903
00:36:18,268 --> 00:36:20,733
[PHONE TRILLING]
904
00:36:20,767 --> 00:36:21,833
♪ When it all
905
00:36:21,867 --> 00:36:23,581
Hey, Martin, it's me.
906
00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:26,242
Do you think I could take a rain
check on date night tonight?
907
00:36:26,276 --> 00:36:27,743
I just, um...
908
00:36:27,778 --> 00:36:29,311
I really wanna be with you and the kids.
909
00:36:29,346 --> 00:36:31,113
♪
910
00:36:31,148 --> 00:36:35,151
♪ But don't know which way to turn ♪
911
00:36:35,185 --> 00:36:37,620
♪
912
00:36:37,654 --> 00:36:39,421
You know, there might not have even been
913
00:36:39,456 --> 00:36:42,350
a patient to save if I hadn't
done the pericardiocentesis.
914
00:36:43,727 --> 00:36:46,128
Yeah, and I wanted to tell
you that you did it perfectly.
915
00:36:46,163 --> 00:36:47,564
I know I did.
916
00:36:48,111 --> 00:36:51,234
I didn't need... nor would
I ask... for your opinion.
917
00:36:52,302 --> 00:36:54,036
Look, Floyd, you're an incredibly gifted
918
00:36:54,070 --> 00:36:56,639
doctor who heads up
a world-class department.
919
00:36:56,673 --> 00:36:57,949
But so am I.
920
00:36:58,675 --> 00:37:01,013
Yeah. You're right.
921
00:37:01,047 --> 00:37:04,180
♪
922
00:37:04,214 --> 00:37:05,707
So we're good?
923
00:37:06,516 --> 00:37:07,750
I don't know.
924
00:37:08,585 --> 00:37:09,618
Are we?
925
00:37:09,653 --> 00:37:11,049
I mean, I don't know.
926
00:37:11,083 --> 00:37:13,464
I really don't want no static
at work after this.
927
00:37:14,324 --> 00:37:15,383
Agreed.
928
00:37:17,260 --> 00:37:19,461
Well, you sound like you're
still in your feelings, so...
929
00:37:19,496 --> 00:37:21,397
Oh, my God.
930
00:37:21,431 --> 00:37:23,566
You just can't help yourself, can you?
931
00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:26,502
You know, for the record,
the spleen is way outside
932
00:37:26,536 --> 00:37:27,937
of cardiac's protocol.
933
00:37:28,605 --> 00:37:32,408
"Yesterday morning, at 7:38 a.m.,
934
00:37:32,442 --> 00:37:35,477
a bullet ripped through New Amsterdam."
935
00:37:35,512 --> 00:37:37,079
♪
936
00:37:37,113 --> 00:37:41,117
"The bullet tore doctors apart.
937
00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:45,521
It tore families apart."
938
00:37:45,555 --> 00:37:47,256
♪
939
00:37:47,290 --> 00:37:49,658
"It tore communities apart."
940
00:37:49,693 --> 00:37:52,828
♪
941
00:37:52,863 --> 00:37:55,831
[CRYING]
942
00:37:55,866 --> 00:37:59,201
♪
943
00:37:59,236 --> 00:38:03,038
"It tore Jalen Pagan's body apart."
944
00:38:03,073 --> 00:38:04,607
♪
945
00:38:04,641 --> 00:38:07,209
♪ Who'll remember all the players ♪
946
00:38:07,244 --> 00:38:08,677
♪
947
00:38:08,712 --> 00:38:10,035
♪ Who'll remember all the clowns ♪
948
00:38:10,069 --> 00:38:13,182
"And although the hardworking
doctors of New Amsterdam
949
00:38:13,216 --> 00:38:18,354
couldn't save Jalen's life,
they all did their job."
950
00:38:18,388 --> 00:38:19,555
♪
951
00:38:19,589 --> 00:38:22,558
♪ How's it gonna be
952
00:38:22,592 --> 00:38:26,265
"Except the bullet did its job better."
953
00:38:27,597 --> 00:38:29,732
♪ To cycling trivialities
954
00:38:29,766 --> 00:38:31,267
That is the truth.
955
00:38:31,301 --> 00:38:33,235
♪
956
00:38:33,270 --> 00:38:36,805
Not one of you is at fault.
957
00:38:36,840 --> 00:38:39,441
♪ What does this really mean ♪
958
00:38:39,476 --> 00:38:41,610
Not one of you is to blame.
959
00:38:41,645 --> 00:38:46,177
♪ When it all comes down
to cycling trivialities ♪
960
00:38:46,211 --> 00:38:48,518
I know you could all
be working someplace else.
961
00:38:49,218 --> 00:38:50,978
Making... [CHUCKLES]
962
00:38:52,289 --> 00:38:53,656
Making more money.
963
00:38:53,690 --> 00:38:55,658
♪ Cycling trivialities
964
00:38:55,692 --> 00:38:57,259
Working less hours.
965
00:38:57,294 --> 00:39:00,462
♪
966
00:39:00,497 --> 00:39:01,797
But you're here.
967
00:39:01,831 --> 00:39:03,766
♪
968
00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:06,802
And I'm so grateful.
969
00:39:06,836 --> 00:39:10,506
♪
970
00:39:10,540 --> 00:39:13,632
Today is a new day.
971
00:39:13,667 --> 00:39:21,183
♪
972
00:39:21,217 --> 00:39:22,418
Go.
973
00:39:22,452 --> 00:39:29,491
♪
974
00:39:56,519 --> 00:39:58,287
[KNOCKING]
975
00:39:58,321 --> 00:40:00,322
[DOOR CREAKS OPEN]
976
00:40:00,357 --> 00:40:03,059
The "Nutella" didn't spread.
977
00:40:03,094 --> 00:40:09,698
♪
978
00:40:09,733 --> 00:40:11,834
I should stop calling it Nutella.
979
00:40:11,868 --> 00:40:14,570
♪
980
00:40:14,604 --> 00:40:17,866
It's not Nutella. It's cancer.
981
00:40:17,901 --> 00:40:19,708
♪
982
00:40:19,743 --> 00:40:23,412
I should start being honest. [CHUCKLES]
983
00:40:23,446 --> 00:40:25,647
♪
984
00:40:25,682 --> 00:40:26,915
At least with myself.
985
00:40:26,950 --> 00:40:32,317
♪
986
00:40:32,352 --> 00:40:34,356
I want to have a baby.
987
00:40:34,391 --> 00:40:36,258
♪
988
00:40:36,292 --> 00:40:37,259
Okay.
989
00:40:37,293 --> 00:40:39,661
♪
990
00:40:39,696 --> 00:40:43,732
But I'm single
and on the wrong side of 35.
991
00:40:43,767 --> 00:40:46,568
I'd have to do injections
and deal with epic mood swings
992
00:40:46,603 --> 00:40:48,537
if I even wanna give myself a chance.
993
00:40:48,571 --> 00:40:51,373
♪
994
00:40:51,408 --> 00:40:53,442
I don't know why I'd
wanna bring a child...
995
00:40:53,476 --> 00:40:56,745
a brown child... into this world.
996
00:40:56,780 --> 00:40:58,549
♪
997
00:40:58,583 --> 00:41:00,382
There are a thousand reasons not to.
998
00:41:00,417 --> 00:41:02,885
♪
999
00:41:02,919 --> 00:41:05,821
But the only way to beat death...
1000
00:41:07,269 --> 00:41:08,824
is life.
1001
00:41:09,592 --> 00:41:12,294
♪
1002
00:41:12,328 --> 00:41:13,562
There's a word for it.
1003
00:41:13,596 --> 00:41:16,565
♪
1004
00:41:16,599 --> 00:41:18,300
Surrogacy.
1005
00:41:18,334 --> 00:41:19,535
[CHUCKLES]
1006
00:41:19,569 --> 00:41:22,805
♪
1007
00:41:22,839 --> 00:41:24,239
Hope.
1008
00:41:24,274 --> 00:41:31,346
♪
1009
00:42:04,814 --> 00:42:07,816
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