All language subtitles for Temptation.Island.2019.S05E06.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[eztv.re]_track3_eng

This new lighting fixture is
called the Temptation Light.

When it's on, that means

that one of your partners
has given into temptation.

Oh, hell.
I don't think I wanna see.

- What?
- No.

I've just been
in such a bad relationship.

- Yo, red light.
- Oh, my God!

This Temptation Light
is, like, [bleep] me up.

The first night
that I start looking

at Kristian a different way.

And it's the first time
we spend the night together.

Great and I share
a memorable night together.

Sebastian likes Kaitlin.
I obviously like Kaitlin.

It's [bleep]
whatever at this point.

So cuddly.

I've never met
a better person than Kaitlin,

but I've just
always known deep inside

that she's not
the one for me.

* You're not
gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not
gonna tempt me, oh *

* Oh *

* You're not
gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not
gonna tempt me *

I have never met a better person
than Kaitlin,

but I've just always known
deep inside

that she's not the one for me.

That's it.
Plain and simple.

I just wanna make everybody
around me happy.

That's what I've always done,

and you're helping me
figure that out.

I needed this so bad.

I'm happy
that you've had this epiphany.

It's why you're here.

Why do you think
you needed this

to get to the truth

when you couldn't just
say it there at home?

I didn't know
how to say it at home.

How much have
you-- you had a chance

to look at
the former way of being,

which is pleasing other people?

Because the truth about that

is that it's not entirely
honest all the time.

I think
that's the next step for me.

The practice might be,

how honest can you be
at all times?

- Still loving, but honest.
- Yes, sir.

All right. I'm done.
Thank you, guys.

- Thank you, Mark.
- Thank you, Mark.

I'll check in with you soon.

All right.
Take care. Take care.

I'm so relieved.

The truth has now come out

and it's making me feel...

like a new man.

***

Ready? Let's go, girls.
It's our world.

I'm nervous to see
what Hall's been doing.

I do trust him,
but you never know.

My biggest fear is seeing him,
like, being unfaithful

or continuing his relationship
with the girl that I saw before.

Well, ladies,
welcome to another Bonfire.

How you feeling?

- I'm feeling better.
- Nervous.

- Nervous?
- We're good.

I understand
you being nervous.

Bonfire's a place
where we confront stuff.

It's a place
where you get a glimpse

into what's going on
on the other side of the Island.

I'm wondering
how you're feeling

ever since we added
that Temptation Light.

Did it come on?

- It came on. Yeah.
- It came on.

Okay, Kaitlin,
we're starting with you tonight.

You good?

Here we go.

Oh, God.

- It's been eight years.
- Mm-hmm.

I've always known
something was missing

the entire time.

I just didn't know
what it was...

- Mm-hmm.
- ...until I got here.

I'm starting to realize

maybe all those years
with Kaitlin

I've hid the truth
from myself.

Maybe our eight years
led me here

to finally figure out...

what I want, what I need.

- [ Mark sighs ]
- Okay.

He broke up with me already.
Like, why come back to me?

Why propose to me?

That's bullshit.

That's an honest
and fair thing to say.

How were you different
when you were broken up?

I mean, I'm just--
I feel like I'm...

more social,
more fun, more outgoing.

Like, just worried
about my own damn self, so.

- [ grunts ]
- I'd like to see her.

And there is no rule that says

you've gotta
appease everybody else

who's got input into your life.

Enough?

- Plenty.
- All right.

Paris,
you're a little nervous, huh?

- I wanna see it.
- Okay.

And let's look together.
We'll talk it out together.

You're not alone in this.
Here we go.

After everything
that happened last night,

I decided that
I'm just gonna start the day

with the mindset
that I'm single

and actually not hold back

and worry
about Paris this time.

It's just a new me now.

It's gonna be a fun day.

[ indistinct yelling ]

Keep going. Keep going.

You're, liked, iced up.

Oh, my God.

That's just embarrassing.

I just think
he did a lot for me

even to respect him
as a man again.

What do you think Great
will say about things he sees

that you may
or may not have done?

He might feel
the same way that I feel.

[ sniffles ]

So what are you feeling?

[ Paris cries ]

***

Paris.

- You okay?
- Yes.

Can I give you a hug?

All right.

All right.
I know that was tough.

That was tough on you...

but you're stronger
than you think.

[ exhales ]

Paris, that was a lot.

Make sure
you share with these girls

and let them
help you a little bit,

and with the guys.

- You're gonna be just fine.
- Okay.

Marisela, let's take a look
at this clip

and then we'll talk about it.

- Are you ready?
- I am ready.

Okay, let's take a look.

I didn't know you a week--
like, a week ago.

Yeah, but you made your move.

I go after what I want.

Yeah, you did.
You wasted no time.

Yeah. For what?
Why would I waste time?

Excuse me?

Mm-hmm.

You're nodding your head.
What did you see?

What I wanted to see.

- What you wanted to see?
- Yes.

Like, yo, I just want him
to find that person

that fills his check boxes

'cause I just don't feel
like I'm it.

From the beginning,
he's told me,

"You don't do this right.
You don't do this right."

So I'm not here
to please anybody else

or seek validation anymore.

- Does it feel like a relief?
- Yes.

I love
that you've gotten answers.

I am surprised
but kind of excited for you.

It's the lightest
I've seen you actually.

[ sighs ] I know.

I am happier each day,

growing closer
to who I wanna be each day.

And that's
what I've been doing

so I am so happy.

- Good for you.
- Thank you.

Keep going.

Vanessa, are you ready?

So let's watch this clip
and then we'll talk about it.

Okay.

Vanessa says that she's lowers
her standards being with me

and for a long time
I believed that.

But being over here
on this Island,

I've realized

that she's not lowering
her standards being with me,

I'm lowering my standards
being with her.

I don't need Vanessa

'cause I'm a lot more
without her.

[ all cheering ]

***

What's going on?

[ moans ]

[ Vanessa gasps ]

Mother[bleep].

Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.

Mother[bleep].

Yo, [bleep]. [ laughs ]

Yo, it is the nerve
and the audacity.

Like, okay. Okay.

Say less.

Okay.

"You laid up with somebody else
with your mouth in their mouth?

That's how much you respect me?"

You're skipping over the stuff
he said at the beginning.

- How did you feel about that?
- You know what I see?

I see a 24-year-old boy
who's not ready.

Who's been indirectly
telling me that this whole time

and I've just been ignoring it.

Look, I'm not excusing
the behavior.

I'm also not condemning him
for the behavior.

- I get how that hurts.
- Hmm.

- I'm just so disappointed.
- I understand.

- Man, I'm just so disappointed.
- I don't wanna discount that.

Temptation Islandis extreme.

It's rocky,
it's scary and it hurts.

And you get
to have the love

you didn't know you deserved,

and it starts with you.

Good night, you guys.

***

Hearing him say
that he's lowering his standards

to be with me

is extremely insulting.

It's a slap in my face.

Are you just saying that

because you have
these random women over here

gassing you, feeding your ego,
stroking your ego?

But if you just
want your ego stroked,

why the hell is you with me?

Because you know
I'm not that type of woman.

* I've been having
some dark days *

* Trying to get out
on my own way *

* Tell me how we get back *

* Get back, get back,
yeah, yeah *

Where do we even start?

All I feel is rage.

How the [bleep]
are you willing to betray me

for a bitch
that you just met?

- How?
- Yeah. And I feel bad.

Like, I--
I have nothing to give?

I just feel stupid.

[ sniffles ]

I feel stupid for bringing him
back into my life.

Listen, we're gonna be
in good spirits tonight.

I love you guys so much.

We're gonna
get through it together.

Yeah, we got it.
We got it.

So let's not forget
about the men.

- Let's go check on the--
- Our boyfriends.

- Our side men.
- Our real boyfriends.

[ laughs ] Just kidding.

- Yeah, they do look good.
- Yeah.

- Are you, like, oiled down?
- Why are you guys oiled?

- Good to see you, ladies.
- What's up?

- Take a seat. Take a seat.
- Oh, my God.

- Why are you all [indistinct]?
- All right.

So, ladies, so we set up
a little spa day for you guys

to relieve your stress.

So each man here
is gonna take you to a station.

They're gonna massage
a certain part of your body.

Not sexual.

Gentlemen,
wanna escort the ladies?

Wow. Okay.

We got wine for you
if you want it.

Yes, please.

A lot of lotion.

- Are you tryna say I'm ashy?
- No. [ chuckles ]

How are you feeling?
Do you wanna tell me anything?

I don't know.

I'm like, "I need to go home.
I made a mistake."

Seems like four of the girls

are absolutely devastated
with whatever they saw.

Seems like
a lot of them got answers

that they weren't
quite ready for.

What I've done with you thus far
is what I was prepared to see.

- Mm-hmm.
- Okay?

And it exceeded that?

Yes. Yeah.

Yo, entertain, have fun,
explore your options.

Yo, learn more about yourself.

Be flirty.
Like, do all of that.

But yo,
don't disrespect me like this.

- We have shots for you guys.
- Ooh, shots?

Oh, ladies.

- To all handsome boys.
- Just hell yeah, brother.

- Men.
- Men.

- Oh, yeah, men.
- Hey, hey.

- Men.
- What happened?

I-- I saw

Kaitlin dancing,
having a good time.

She was hugging up
on a guy during a party

and honestly...

it's okay with me.

I'm okay, but I know

a few other fellas here
are a little bit hurt.

So that's where I'm at.

What I saw
was Paris and Tahjjic

having sex.

And so I just don't know,

like, why does it bother me?

I don't-- I don't have
an answer right now.

It should bother you.

I think
it would bother anybody.

- It's okay, bro.
- Yeah, it's okay.

I am embarrassed.

I can't imagine
what my family would think

when they see that.

It's just humiliating,
to be honest.

I'm done with Paris.

I don't wanna think
about her anymore.

Alexius, I'm sorry to you

'cause you've definitely
been putting in work

to untangle me

and I purposely
left myself guarded

because I just wanted
to respect my relationship.

But I'm not
in a relationship anymore.

[ all applauding ]

I'm so proud of you.
For real.

I know that my Marisela will try
to come crawling back,

but it's too late
for all of that shit.

You know, you made your choice,
now you have to live with it.

And I hope it was worth it.

This shit is brutal.

It's [bleep] brutal.
[ sniffles ]

[ whimpering ]

And, you know,
what Mark said is like,

"Yo, I think that she needs you
in her life to, like, help her."

I'm like,
"Oh, my God, bro."

And how did that
make you feel?

I think it's true, but I do feel
like she needs a man like me.

And I hope she does find it,
but I don't want it to be me

because I've just dealt with her
so [bleep] long.

You know it's like--
and just drains me, bro.

She just [bleep].
And I'm gonna cry. [ laughs ]

- It just drains me so much.
- You need a hug?

- Yes, I need a hug.
- [ laughs ]

But it drains me
so [bleep] much.

- Yo, it's hard.
- Are you, like, afraid?

She's sucking
the soul out my life.

I was thinking
about you the whole time

and I-- and I hate it

in that I'm hurting somebody.

Mm-hmm.

But you have been
what I've been searching for

and I'm so [bleep] happy

and I don't give a shit.

Now I'm being an asshole
to everything else.

I have to keep reminding myself

that I should not feel guilty.

That we're not forcing anything.

There are gonna be
a lot of people that hate me.

Her frie-- and they're
all such great people,

- but I don't give a shit.
- Mm-hmm.

***

We have a life.

That's how you're gonna, like,
talk about it now

in this setting?

[indistinct] I just said it.

'Cause I trusted
my relationship.

Like, I just feel like

everything lately
has been, like, on his terms

and that's why
I feel stupid as [bleep].

When you first told me

about you two being,
like, co-dependent,

do you remember
what I said to you?

- Mm-mm.
- I was like, "That's whack."

[ both laughing ]

I was like,
"You need to sort that out."

You're like, "No,
I can't live without him."

- I'm like, "Yo!"
- [ both laughing ]

I'm so into my own little world
at this point

where I'm just, like, allowing
myself to be me and free

and I go and continue my night
with Kristian.

* There's something about you
I didn't know *

* You never really cared *

It was, like,
her in her room

and her legs were, like,
open like this.

- What?
- Yeah.

- Whoa!
- Again?

Yo, put a blanket
over that shit.

They are not good people.
[ laughs ]

- Put a blanket over that shit.
- They're petty as [bleep].

- We don't gotta be petty.
- The Bonfire ended.

- Hell yeah, brother.
- Hell yeah, [bleep] brother.

All I know is that we are
classy gentlemen, all right?

We are classy gentlemen
and we did not fold first.

***

* We don't stop taking over *

* We just live in the moment *

* We don't stop
till we running *

* No sleep, we gonna party
the sun hit *

I'm gonna have people
asking for massages.

- And then--
- You want more hamstrring?

[ both chuckling ]

I'm stretching.

I mean, okay. Yeah, sure.

I'm just helping her
stretch her hamstring.

Yeah, no, of course.
It's very necessary.

So you would feel dumb
if you-- if you left with him?

That's what I'm saying.

I just, like,
really, really am curious.

Like, what is actually going
through your [bleep] head?

Like, am I packing up my shit
and moving out of my house?

I don't think that's how
your story ends for real.

I feel dumb, to be honest.

Hall gave me
every reassurance

that we'd be fine
throughout this journey.

Why'd you come back
into my life?

Why don't you figure out
your own shit

before you come back in mine

and ruin my life again?

Do you really
wanna be with somebody

that's not sure like that?

Like, my grandma always told me,

"If they're
not sure about you,

then [bleep] them."

I know when I love somebody

when they do something...

- to hurt me.
- Yeah.

I could sit up here all day
and be like, "Nah, [bleep] him.

He don't wanna be here,
then he could go."

And then
when he does something,

I'm like,
"Uh, I'm gonna throw up."

And it's like, "Nah,
maybe I do really love him."

Nah, I feel that.
I feel that.

I don't control shit.

And the worst part

is that I don't have
an explanation.

That's it.

I'm just here with my thoughts

and my heart and turmoil

and no answers.

Like, did I miss
a part of the instructions?

Did I overlook that
or was I very clear on it?

- I'm sure you were.
- [ laughs ]

Even if they were tatted
on his arm,

he'd probably see
[bleep] about it.

[ "Bassline"
by RyRy So Fly playing ]

He's 24 years old.

* Who you ought to be, yeah *

* Is not
my responsibility, yeah *

My Bonfire was just
so differently, like, bad.

Like, not even bad,
you know?

But it was just like,
"Oh, man."

I wanted her
to do a little worse,

- you know, in a way.
- Yeah.

I'm so conflicted.

Like, I don't wanna be
in a toxic relationship,

but I do love her

and part of me
does want to be with her.

And it's just-- now-- oh, man,

that Bonfire just made
everything so hard, bro.

Can I get a kiss?

Today's a hard day.

Like, yesterday was,
like, a shock,

but today,
it's like, "What [bleep]?"

I'm dramatic as [bleep].

It's okay.

I just, like,
feel for you, you know?

First day
post being cheated on,

I'm just disappointed
with Marisela.

I just expected more
from her.

"Yo, Marisela,
you got me [bleep] up, yo.

I know
this is who you want to be.

You want to be single
and in the streets,

so have at it."

I've become single in paradise.

- Yeah.
- I saw what I had to see, man.

Honestly, the way I reacted
yesterday, it was like--

- It's a lot.
- Yeah, it was just a shock.

Like, in my mind
I was like,

"Whatever she do,
it's not gonna phase me."

And I see that shit
and it was with Tahjjic

and that kinda,
like, just, like,

I hate the fact
that I was right.

In my mind
I have these doubts.

She's doing something,
as long as I don't see it,

we're good.

That's how
I've always played it.

So for me to finally see this
for the first time...

it just-- I felt hurt, man.

Just trying to get
this shit out of my head.

- Yeah.
- It keeps replaying, bro.

She was feelin' on him
and, like, yo, like, [bleep].

You know what I'm saying?

Because I know her ass
is gonna come crawling back

and I'm gonna say, "Hell no.

Hell no, bro. No."

***

I am here on a date
with Christian

and I don't feel
stressful anymore

like I felt yesterday.

But Christian's
kind of present.

Like, whenever I am around him,
I feel at peace.

I wanna, like, kinda ask, like,

what do you think your next
steps are in this journey?

And I'm not talking
about specifics

and with who,

you know,
just, like, looking internally.

My next step,

I think
I just need to forgive others

for the things
that they did to me.

- Stop blaming myself.
- I see that.

And, you know,
honestly, from experience,

- that's the worst feeling.
- It is.

And then you realize,
years down the road,

it was never you, you know?

So for you to be realizing it
now in this journey...

- Is really good.
- ...is so crucial.

I feel like you make every girl
in the house feel special.

Which at first I'm like,
"He's a player,"

but now I'm like,
"You are just a gentleman."

You're starting
to notice the difference.

- And you should really--
- Yeah.

Because that's what you deserve.

Is a proper gentleman
to treat you like a queen.

So overall my day with Christian
was very fun.

I feel very relaxed.

The love that he shows me,
I need--

like, I need to feel
appreciated in life

and I feel like
Christian gives me that.

But I do wanna
take Tahjjic on a date.

Thank you
for bringing me here.

Of course, I hope
I can help out a little bit.

You did.

* And now we're rolling,
rolling, rolling *

* With motion of the wave *

* Calling, calling, calling *

* Till we got nothing to say *

- Oh, man.
- Beautiful.

- It is.
- Wow!

This is next level
right here.

- [ gasps ] It's so cute.
- I know.

"Fill shaker with ice cubes.
Add all ingredients and shake."

I'll do it for you.

You need a strong man
in your life.

I need a strong Nigerian king
in my life.

- [ laughs ]
- Here I am.

Last night I liked
that she was there for me.

She was there to comfort me,
she was there to hug me

and let me know
that everything would be okay

and I wanted
to let her know

that I appreciated that
and it meant a lot.

If I'm being 100 with you

the moment I realized
that you were the one,

when I left the date
with Tamie.

I was excited
for the date,

but for some reason
I kept thinking about you.

So where do you
wanna go from here?

How do you feel now?

I feel like
I am falling for you.

I'm attracted to you.

And I hope that you feel
the same way about me too.

I do feel the same way.

I'm happy to hear that.

I feel the same way.

I just wish
we weren't being rained on.

All right,
let's go get comfy in the car

and get outta this rain.

Okay.

I-- I don't know.

I wasn't expecting this,

but I think her smile,

her energy, her aura,

I'm starting
to fall for her.

We should end this day
with a kiss.

- Oh, yeah, we can do that.
- Oh, come here. [ chuckles ]

* How does it feel when you're
holding me right now? *

* No one get paid,
ready to spend *

* Spend it all with you,
oh, yeah *

- [ both laughing ]
- [indistinct]

* Make the most
with you right now *

* Where do you wanna be? *

* And can it be next to me? *

* Your body lies
right over the ocean *

After last night,
I'm a bit shocked.

- That was nice.
- Yeah, right?

My goal for this date
is to have a good time.

So what made you decide

that you wanted to start
taking me out on your dates?

I just really appreciate
the vibe that we have together.

- You're super natural.
- Yeah?

You're also a great listener.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

And we had,
like, a moment the other day

where you challenged me
with some pretty deep questions.

So I feel like

you were showing
your general concern for me.

- Yeah.
- And I was like, "Damn.

Like, maybe she likes me
a little bit."

- Maybe a little bit.
- Yeah.

Well, the feeling
is mutual, Lex.

Whenever I'm with Chris,
I feel like I can be open.

I feel comfortable.

I do see us
getting closer each day.

So that makes me excited
for, like, tomorrow

and, like, you know,
however many other dates

we end up going on.

All right, let's go.

***

- Oh, my God.
- Yay.

Ooh.

I've really enjoyed
the last few days,

you little cutie.

You've definitely helped me
see a different side of myself

and it's been insane
to see a different side of you.

Ah, you've been a nice
support system for me too.

- Yeah?
- [ both chuckling ]

[ smooching ]

[ "Electro Trump"
by Mino Safy playing ]

Like, I haven't been making
my decisions for myself.

I'm happy with myself.
I'm happy with my career.

But, like,
in my relationship, am I?

- Career is super important.
- I know.

Which I've-- like, I've had such
an amazing conversation with you

and I feel like you light up
when I talk about it

- and I'm just like--
- Don't cry.

- Like, no.
- Don't do it.

Definitely confused
and having all these emotions

and kinda going through
all the stages of my emotions

because of what I saw
last night.

But I'm also trying
to stay open to Mike.

I mean, like,
I do feel safe with Mike

and I do feel like
he's so easy to open up to

and talk about emotions
that I'm just not used to.

I did not expect to be

where I am right now
in this journey.

Like, I came on here just
thinking, like, there's so--

like, "Oh, there's so many other
issues in our relationship."

I'm not saying we're perfect,
but like--

Like, what?

Like, the communication
and, like, things to work on.

Not necessarily to be like,

"Maybe that's totally
not my person."

I'm trying to stay with him
and his connection.

But I'm just in my feels
about what I saw last night.

So I'm just not ready

to, like, physically,
you know, open up to him.

But obviously I wanna continue
with the connection we have.

No, I think
you're doing better today.

***

- Cheers.
- The fourth date.

- That's crazy.
- Yeah.

You think
you would make it this long?

Not at all.

I definitely came in here

thinking it would be
one in, like, million

that I would even meet someone.

And I was definitely
throwing around

the word, like, soulmates.

- Mm-hmm.
- And it's just crazy

'cause I have a feeling
that I've never felt before.

Well, this is new.

Throwing out
the word soulmate.

It would be hard
to leave here

and not have you in my life

because whatever this is,

like, I'm just never gonna
find it in another person.

I'm a hopeless romantic

and I really feel
like I'm in a book.

I am absolutely
having feelings for you

and they're real. And...

I told everyone that
I do not wanna marry Kaitlin

and I don't see
a future with her.

I am living in the moment
and I'm letting it all hang out.

Like, what age do you want
to start having kids?

Obviously with Kaitlin,
I wanted kids.

If we're gonna have kids,
we need to have them now

'cause we've been together
for eight years.

- Right.
- Now that I know

she's definitely not the one.

Mm-hmm.

This-- it's all about
building a partnership

and building on our love.

Like, whenever
the timing's right.

And I want you to do
everything you wanna do in life.

Mm-hmm.

When you're ready,
I'll be ready.

- I'm down.
- Yes.

- I'm very down.
- Let's go, girl.

[ "Stay Here"
by Joel Robertson playing ]

* Covered in the ashes *

* Of a past you left behind *

When Makayla said "soulmate,"

it hit my soul real fast.

That is basically
her telling me

that she's fallen
in love with me

and I can see it.

Kaitlin still doesn't know.

I've been battling myself

wanting to just tell her
and get it off of my chest.

So I have now
gone from guilty

to now
I'm enjoying the moment.

* Just stay here *

* I will move on *

* I will be stronger still *

I feel like
you know how to do this.

- Have you done this before?
- I've never done this before.

Best part about this date today

is getting to rub
on that fine butt.

Okay. You know what saying?

What-- I think
it's just a mix of water.

No. Oh, first--

I'm feeling great
on this date.

Like, we have a connection.

We both have
that goofy, fun personality.

It's been such a revelation.

Like, everything
about my relationship,

the toxicity of it

and that I'm a lot happier
outside of it.

I feel like I'm getting
to know Rob in a deeper level

and he's trusting me more

with, like, secrets
and his emotions

and just be more vulnerable
with me,

which I appreciate.

It makes me feel
like I'm closer towards him.

Like, every day
my feelings towards you

are growing
stronger and stronger.

I know.
I feel the same here.

[ both chuckling ]

***

Cheers to these new experiences,

growing and, uh...

- Say it.
- Say what?

- And to finding love.
- And to finding love.

- What you here for?
- Finding love, jeez.

[ both laughing ]

- Oh, shit.
- That's good.

Yeah. Yeah.

- And--
- I don't like to see you sad.

That's why I'm pretty glad
I could be there.

I have no idea, like...

how to proceed.

And if I'm capable of...

you know, just healing

and forgiveness
and vulnerability.

Like, I'm just really
working on being vulnerable.

I don't want to be
so guarded all the time.

I don't wanna be
like that anymore.

- That's no way to live.
- Yeah. It's not the way.

I just really feel
very close and connected

to Brice in this moment.

- It's romantic.
- It's very romantic.

- I'm loving it. Yeah.
- Me too.

I don't want
to be thinking about Rob.

I just feel
very, like, optimistic

about the outcome
of this entire experience.

[ "Trust Where I'm Going"
by Faith Richards]

* Might've lost my way
a couple times *

* Thought for good
I really lost my mind *

* I trust where I'm going *

All right,
so are you looking for,

like, a serious
relationship now?

Yeah.

I know, like, when I came in,

like, obviously I found you
the most attractive.

You're the first person I saw.

And I don't know
why everyone kept on saying

that you're-- they confuse you
for being Southern.

'Cause the second I saw you
I was like, "That's for sure."

Like, a Florida type
of white girl.

[ both laughing ]

Well, it's nice,
like, talking to you

and not just,
like, laughing at you.

Not laughing at you,
but you know what I mean.

Like, obviously you're hot
and you've been--

like, your abs I think
are the first thing I saw

when everyone
was walking up on the stage.

I was like, "Jesus."

Seb is, like, the bad boy.

Like, tatted,
like, sexy, attractive.

I'd like to get
to know him better

and I'd like
to take him on date.

I think I'm to the point

where I've gotten to know Mike

and I kinda wanna explore
this, like,

physical attraction
with Sebastian.

I think I'm definitely confused.

At first, I just thought

I was gonna come
and be a temptation.

But yeah,
I do wanna get to know you

- or whatever, and--
- [ laughs ] Ew.

[ both laughing ]

Respectfully.

So far I haven't, like,
touched somebody like that.

You know what it is like?

You putting your lips
on somebody else's mouth.

I feel like
it's common sense.

Like, when I see the answers
right in my eyes,

I don't like
to look for excuses.

I understand.

Just seeing what Great did,
he just, like, embarrassed me.

And lately I have been feeling
a little guilty

thinking that I'm doing worse
than what he's doing.

But seeing him
eating somebody's ass last night

really pissed me off.

I forgive but I don't forget
at the same time.

You are on the top
of the list.

It's mad cute...

seeing everyone else,

how happy they are
that you're happy.

They're, like, celebrating
in your little victories

or big victories, actually.

But, like, that's--

to see friends, like,
cheering for your energy,

how good
does that make you feel?

It feels good.

And I feel like they felt,
like, my energy when I got here

and I didn't even know
I was sad

until I was,
like, in my room by myself.

I feel such a release

just claiming my power back

and becoming
who I've already knew was there.

And I've had
so many, like, setbacks

because I've allowed people
to just...

take that control from me

and I feel so good.

Genuinely I'm, like,
so excited to hop into bed.

[ both laughing ]

I'm just like, "Yeah,
let's wrap this night up."

***

[ shower running ]

* I just want
to feel some type of way *

It's family time.

- Yay.
- Tell them the rules.

Yes. Everyone is going
to write questions

that you wanna ask the group
but you're just gonna draw one

and then whatever
question you get,

you have to answer.

All right.
I got some juicy questions.

* I just want
to feel some type of way *

Let me start.
Let me start.

- All right. We'll go clockwise.
- Yeah.

* Get this party started *

"Who here is most likely
to go viral

for twerking and prove it?"

Well, we know who that is.

- I'm saying-- I'm saying--
- I'm saying Makayla.

[ overlapping chatter ]

Show it. All right, show it.

[ cheering ]

She's wilding.
Oh, my God.

All right.
Pack it up, pack it up.

[ laughs ]

[ gasps ]

"Who do you think
has the biggest [bleep]?"

- [ all shouting ]
- You better be serious.

You better-- you better--
Oh, shit, damn.

Did you already feel it?

- [indistinct].
- Who? I didn't hear.

- Wait, who is it?
- Who is it?

I think
Chris has the biggest [bleep].

[ all cheering ]

Yeah, but he wouldn't get naked
and run around the yard.

I'm a grower, not a shower.

Miss smooth operator.

[ grunts ]

"Who's the oldest person--"

- Oh, it's red.
- Oh, it's red.

Someone is doing
something sneaky.

Oh, they're getting
nasty in there.

It's the threesome.
It's the threesome.

Just prepare yourself
for the worst.

Prepare yourself
for the worst.

- It's Paris over there wilding.
- And Marisela.

And Marisela,
don't forget about her.

Kaitlin's starting
to make up her mind.

I know the connection
that I made,

like, is what it is.

No. But like--

No, I don't think
she will.

I'm trying to see

Sebastian and Kaitlin
getting closer,

which I'm like,
"Hmm, interesting."

Because at first
Mike wanted Kaitlin,

but it seems like Kaitlin now
is interested in Sebastian.

You need stop
giving people mixed signs.

One moment you feeling Mike.
One moment feeling Sebastian.

Which is making
both of the guys confused.

So pick one.

That way
you're not having two guys

mad at me or mad at you.

- I didn't come here for drama.
- There's no drama.

She can talk
to whoever she wants.

Honestly,
I didn't come here for drama.

But you're not [bleep].

Can you sleep with me?

Fine. Since you insist.

I do like Mike,
I'm just so confused

in my own head
about my feelings for Mike

and then I feel like
there was a shift

as soon as Sebastian voiced
his interested in me as well.

But jealousy is not
the most attractive thing to me.

- Are you good?
- I'm great.

I'd love to talk to you
over there though.

We can, yeah.

I know, I feel like
she just thinks

she's, like, in the middle
of everything.

I want you
to go explore him

and, like,
meet him and stuff.

Just, like, let me know.

You know what I mean?

- Like, are you jealous or--
- Not jealous.

I feel like,
"Okay, you like me,

Sebastian likes me",
like, I don't know.

Like, I can't figure out
anything deeper than that.

I'm also trying
to, like, figure it out.

I know. I apologize.
I'm going to bed.

I apologize.
I didn't mean to do that.

You're fine.
Don't apologize.

I always--
I'm like, "Oh, I'm Midwest."

Hey, who's watching the ball?

- [bleep]
- I can't be the only one.

***

I stayed up to say good night
but I'm so tired.

No, no, no, we're coming here
to say good night.

Okay. Good. Good night.

Oh, my gosh.
You guys are so cute.

- Sleep tight.
- Sleep tight.

What you making?

Something to eat
before I go to bed.

Can I get
some of that pasta though?

You can.

Did you ever feel, like, worried
that, like, you did something

and that Vanessa's gonna see it?

No.

I ain't worried about anything

because, you know,
I didn't do anything too crazy.

I mean,
there was some crazy clips

but it was some party clips.

So exciting to be physical
with someone new.

I haven't had that physical
interaction in a while.

And, you know, my love language
is physical touch

and it's just nice

to, like, be intimate
in that way with her.

I think I'm ready
to go to sleep though.

Okay. You gonna go to bed?

Yeah, I think
I am going to bed.

Do you want
to come to bed with me?

- Is that what you want to do?
- Yeah.

If you don't want to,
it's cool.

It's up to you.

*[indistinct] setting sun *

* One look at you
and I am falling in love *

* One look my way
and I am[indistinct] *

* I don't wanna let go, oh *