Original subtitles

This new lighting fixture is called the Temptation Light.

When it's on, that means

that one of your partners has given into temptation.

Oh, hell. I don't think I wanna see.

- What? - No.

I've just been in such a bad relationship.

- Yo, red light. - Oh, my God!

This Temptation Light is, like, [bleep] me up.

The first night that I start looking

at Kristian a different way.

And it's the first time we spend the night together.

Great and I share a memorable night together.

Sebastian likes Kaitlin. I obviously like Kaitlin.

It's [bleep] whatever at this point.

So cuddly.

I've never met a better person than Kaitlin,

but I've just always known deep inside

that she's not the one for me.

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not gonna tempt me, oh *

* Oh *

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not gonna tempt me *

I have never met a better person than Kaitlin,

but I've just always known deep inside

that she's not the one for me.

That's it. Plain and simple.

I just wanna make everybody around me happy.

That's what I've always done,

and you're helping me figure that out.

I needed this so bad.

I'm happy that you've had this epiphany.

It's why you're here.

Why do you think you needed this

to get to the truth

when you couldn't just say it there at home?

I didn't know how to say it at home.

How much have you-- you had a chance

to look at the former way of being,

which is pleasing other people?

Because the truth about that

is that it's not entirely honest all the time.

I think that's the next step for me.

The practice might be,

how honest can you be at all times?

- Still loving, but honest. - Yes, sir.

All right. I'm done. Thank you, guys.

- Thank you, Mark. - Thank you, Mark.

I'll check in with you soon.

All right. Take care. Take care.

I'm so relieved.

The truth has now come out

and it's making me feel...

like a new man.

***

Ready? Let's go, girls. It's our world.

I'm nervous to see what Hall's been doing.

I do trust him, but you never know.

My biggest fear is seeing him, like, being unfaithful

or continuing his relationship with the girl that I saw before.

Well, ladies, welcome to another Bonfire.

How you feeling?

- I'm feeling better. - Nervous.

- Nervous? - We're good.

I understand you being nervous.

Bonfire's a place where we confront stuff.

It's a place where you get a glimpse

into what's going on on the other side of the Island.

I'm wondering how you're feeling

ever since we added that Temptation Light.

Did it come on?

- It came on. Yeah. - It came on.

Okay, Kaitlin, we're starting with you tonight.

You good?

Here we go.

Oh, God.

- It's been eight years. - Mm-hmm.

I've always known something was missing

the entire time.

I just didn't know what it was...

- Mm-hmm. - ...until I got here.

I'm starting to realize

maybe all those years with Kaitlin

I've hid the truth from myself.

Maybe our eight years led me here

to finally figure out...

what I want, what I need.

- [ Mark sighs ] - Okay.

He broke up with me already. Like, why come back to me?

Why propose to me?

That's bullshit.

That's an honest and fair thing to say.

How were you different when you were broken up?

I mean, I'm just-- I feel like I'm...

more social, more fun, more outgoing.

Like, just worried about my own damn self, so.

- [ grunts ] - I'd like to see her.

And there is no rule that says

you've gotta appease everybody else

who's got input into your life.

Enough?

- Plenty. - All right.

Paris, you're a little nervous, huh?

- I wanna see it. - Okay.

And let's look together. We'll talk it out together.

You're not alone in this. Here we go.

After everything that happened last night,

I decided that I'm just gonna start the day

with the mindset that I'm single

and actually not hold back

and worry about Paris this time.

It's just a new me now.

It's gonna be a fun day.

[ indistinct yelling ]

Keep going. Keep going.

You're, liked, iced up.

Oh, my God.

That's just embarrassing.

I just think he did a lot for me

even to respect him as a man again.

What do you think Great will say about things he sees

that you may or may not have done?

He might feel the same way that I feel.

[ sniffles ]

So what are you feeling?

[ Paris cries ]

***

Paris.

- You okay? - Yes.

Can I give you a hug?

All right.

All right. I know that was tough.

That was tough on you...

but you're stronger than you think.

[ exhales ]

Paris, that was a lot.

Make sure you share with these girls

and let them help you a little bit,

and with the guys.

- You're gonna be just fine. - Okay.

Marisela, let's take a look at this clip

and then we'll talk about it.

- Are you ready? - I am ready.

Okay, let's take a look.

I didn't know you a week-- like, a week ago.

Yeah, but you made your move.

I go after what I want.

Yeah, you did. You wasted no time.

Yeah. For what? Why would I waste time?

Excuse me?

Mm-hmm.

You're nodding your head. What did you see?

What I wanted to see.

- What you wanted to see? - Yes.

Like, yo, I just want him to find that person

that fills his check boxes

'cause I just don't feel like I'm it.

From the beginning, he's told me,

"You don't do this right. You don't do this right."

So I'm not here to please anybody else

or seek validation anymore.

- Does it feel like a relief? - Yes.

I love that you've gotten answers.

I am surprised but kind of excited for you.

It's the lightest I've seen you actually.

[ sighs ] I know.

I am happier each day,

growing closer to who I wanna be each day.

And that's what I've been doing

so I am so happy.

- Good for you. - Thank you.

Keep going.

Vanessa, are you ready?

So let's watch this clip and then we'll talk about it.

Okay.

Vanessa says that she's lowers her standards being with me

and for a long time I believed that.

But being over here on this Island,

I've realized

that she's not lowering her standards being with me,

I'm lowering my standards being with her.

I don't need Vanessa

'cause I'm a lot more without her.

[ all cheering ]

***

What's going on?

[ moans ]

[ Vanessa gasps ]

Mother[bleep].

Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Mother[bleep].

Yo, [bleep]. [ laughs ]

Yo, it is the nerve and the audacity.

Like, okay. Okay.

Say less.

Okay.

"You laid up with somebody else with your mouth in their mouth?

That's how much you respect me?"

You're skipping over the stuff he said at the beginning.

- How did you feel about that? - You know what I see?

I see a 24-year-old boy who's not ready.

Who's been indirectly telling me that this whole time

and I've just been ignoring it.

Look, I'm not excusing the behavior.

I'm also not condemning him for the behavior.

- I get how that hurts. - Hmm.

- I'm just so disappointed. - I understand.

- Man, I'm just so disappointed. - I don't wanna discount that.

Temptation Islandis extreme.

It's rocky, it's scary and it hurts.

And you get to have the love

you didn't know you deserved,

and it starts with you.

Good night, you guys.

***

Hearing him say that he's lowering his standards

to be with me

is extremely insulting.

It's a slap in my face.

Are you just saying that

because you have these random women over here

gassing you, feeding your ego, stroking your ego?

But if you just want your ego stroked,

why the hell is you with me?

Because you know I'm not that type of woman.

* I've been having some dark days *

* Trying to get out on my own way *

* Tell me how we get back *

* Get back, get back, yeah, yeah *

Where do we even start?

All I feel is rage.

How the [bleep] are you willing to betray me

for a bitch that you just met?

- How? - Yeah. And I feel bad.

Like, I-- I have nothing to give?

I just feel stupid.

[ sniffles ]

I feel stupid for bringing him back into my life.

Listen, we're gonna be in good spirits tonight.

I love you guys so much.

We're gonna get through it together.

Yeah, we got it. We got it.

So let's not forget about the men.

- Let's go check on the-- - Our boyfriends.

- Our side men. - Our real boyfriends.

[ laughs ] Just kidding.

- Yeah, they do look good. - Yeah.

- Are you, like, oiled down? - Why are you guys oiled?

- Good to see you, ladies. - What's up?

- Take a seat. Take a seat. - Oh, my God.

- Why are you all [indistinct]? - All right.

So, ladies, so we set up a little spa day for you guys

to relieve your stress.

So each man here is gonna take you to a station.

They're gonna massage a certain part of your body.

Not sexual.

Gentlemen, wanna escort the ladies?

Wow. Okay.

We got wine for you if you want it.

Yes, please.

A lot of lotion.

- Are you tryna say I'm ashy? - No. [ chuckles ]

How are you feeling? Do you wanna tell me anything?

I don't know.

I'm like, "I need to go home. I made a mistake."

Seems like four of the girls

are absolutely devastated with whatever they saw.

Seems like a lot of them got answers

that they weren't quite ready for.

What I've done with you thus far is what I was prepared to see.

- Mm-hmm. - Okay?

And it exceeded that?

Yes. Yeah.

Yo, entertain, have fun, explore your options.

Yo, learn more about yourself.

Be flirty. Like, do all of that.

But yo, don't disrespect me like this.

- We have shots for you guys. - Ooh, shots?

Oh, ladies.

- To all handsome boys. - Just hell yeah, brother.

- Men. - Men.

- Oh, yeah, men. - Hey, hey.

- Men. - What happened?

I-- I saw

Kaitlin dancing, having a good time.

She was hugging up on a guy during a party

and honestly...

it's okay with me.

I'm okay, but I know

a few other fellas here are a little bit hurt.

So that's where I'm at.

What I saw was Paris and Tahjjic

having sex.

And so I just don't know,

like, why does it bother me?

I don't-- I don't have an answer right now.

It should bother you.

I think it would bother anybody.

- It's okay, bro. - Yeah, it's okay.

I am embarrassed.

I can't imagine what my family would think

when they see that.

It's just humiliating, to be honest.

I'm done with Paris.

I don't wanna think about her anymore.

Alexius, I'm sorry to you

'cause you've definitely been putting in work

to untangle me

and I purposely left myself guarded

because I just wanted to respect my relationship.

But I'm not in a relationship anymore.

[ all applauding ]

I'm so proud of you. For real.

I know that my Marisela will try to come crawling back,

but it's too late for all of that shit.

You know, you made your choice, now you have to live with it.

And I hope it was worth it.

This shit is brutal.

It's [bleep] brutal. [ sniffles ]

[ whimpering ]

And, you know, what Mark said is like,

"Yo, I think that she needs you in her life to, like, help her."

I'm like, "Oh, my God, bro."

And how did that make you feel?

I think it's true, but I do feel like she needs a man like me.

And I hope she does find it, but I don't want it to be me

because I've just dealt with her so [bleep] long.

You know it's like-- and just drains me, bro.

She just [bleep]. And I'm gonna cry. [ laughs ]

- It just drains me so much. - You need a hug?

- Yes, I need a hug. - [ laughs ]

But it drains me so [bleep] much.

- Yo, it's hard. - Are you, like, afraid?

She's sucking the soul out my life.

I was thinking about you the whole time

and I-- and I hate it

in that I'm hurting somebody.

Mm-hmm.

But you have been what I've been searching for

and I'm so [bleep] happy

and I don't give a shit.

Now I'm being an asshole to everything else.

I have to keep reminding myself

that I should not feel guilty.

That we're not forcing anything.

There are gonna be a lot of people that hate me.

Her frie-- and they're all such great people,

- but I don't give a shit. - Mm-hmm.

***

We have a life.

That's how you're gonna, like, talk about it now

in this setting?

[indistinct] I just said it.

'Cause I trusted my relationship.

Like, I just feel like

everything lately has been, like, on his terms

and that's why I feel stupid as [bleep].

When you first told me

about you two being, like, co-dependent,

do you remember what I said to you?

- Mm-mm. - I was like, "That's whack."

[ both laughing ]

I was like, "You need to sort that out."

You're like, "No, I can't live without him."

- I'm like, "Yo!" - [ both laughing ]

I'm so into my own little world at this point

where I'm just, like, allowing myself to be me and free

and I go and continue my night with Kristian.

* There's something about you I didn't know *

* You never really cared *

It was, like, her in her room

and her legs were, like, open like this.

- What? - Yeah.

- Whoa! - Again?

Yo, put a blanket over that shit.

They are not good people. [ laughs ]

- Put a blanket over that shit. - They're petty as [bleep].

- We don't gotta be petty. - The Bonfire ended.

- Hell yeah, brother. - Hell yeah, [bleep] brother.

All I know is that we are classy gentlemen, all right?

We are classy gentlemen and we did not fold first.

***

* We don't stop taking over *

* We just live in the moment *

* We don't stop till we running *

* No sleep, we gonna party the sun hit *

I'm gonna have people asking for massages.

- And then-- - You want more hamstrring?

[ both chuckling ]

I'm stretching.

I mean, okay. Yeah, sure.

I'm just helping her stretch her hamstring.

Yeah, no, of course. It's very necessary.

So you would feel dumb if you-- if you left with him?

That's what I'm saying.

I just, like, really, really am curious.

Like, what is actually going through your [bleep] head?

Like, am I packing up my shit and moving out of my house?

I don't think that's how your story ends for real.

I feel dumb, to be honest.

Hall gave me every reassurance

that we'd be fine throughout this journey.

Why'd you come back into my life?

Why don't you figure out your own shit

before you come back in mine

and ruin my life again?

Do you really wanna be with somebody

that's not sure like that?

Like, my grandma always told me,

"If they're not sure about you,

then [bleep] them."

I know when I love somebody

when they do something...

- to hurt me. - Yeah.

I could sit up here all day and be like, "Nah, [bleep] him.

He don't wanna be here, then he could go."

And then when he does something,

I'm like, "Uh, I'm gonna throw up."

And it's like, "Nah, maybe I do really love him."

Nah, I feel that. I feel that.

I don't control shit.

And the worst part

is that I don't have an explanation.

That's it.

I'm just here with my thoughts

and my heart and turmoil

and no answers.

Like, did I miss a part of the instructions?

Did I overlook that or was I very clear on it?

- I'm sure you were. - [ laughs ]

Even if they were tatted on his arm,

he'd probably see [bleep] about it.

[ "Bassline" by RyRy So Fly playing ]

He's 24 years old.

* Who you ought to be, yeah *

* Is not my responsibility, yeah *

My Bonfire was just so differently, like, bad.

Like, not even bad, you know?

But it was just like, "Oh, man."

I wanted her to do a little worse,

- you know, in a way. - Yeah.

I'm so conflicted.

Like, I don't wanna be in a toxic relationship,

but I do love her

and part of me does want to be with her.

And it's just-- now-- oh, man,

that Bonfire just made everything so hard, bro.

Can I get a kiss?

Today's a hard day.

Like, yesterday was, like, a shock,

but today, it's like, "What [bleep]?"

I'm dramatic as [bleep].

It's okay.

I just, like, feel for you, you know?

First day post being cheated on,

I'm just disappointed with Marisela.

I just expected more from her.

"Yo, Marisela, you got me [bleep] up, yo.

I know this is who you want to be.

You want to be single and in the streets,

so have at it."

I've become single in paradise.

- Yeah. - I saw what I had to see, man.

Honestly, the way I reacted yesterday, it was like--

- It's a lot. - Yeah, it was just a shock.

Like, in my mind I was like,

"Whatever she do, it's not gonna phase me."

And I see that shit and it was with Tahjjic

and that kinda, like, just, like,

I hate the fact that I was right.

In my mind I have these doubts.

She's doing something, as long as I don't see it,

we're good.

That's how I've always played it.

So for me to finally see this for the first time...

it just-- I felt hurt, man.

Just trying to get this shit out of my head.

- Yeah. - It keeps replaying, bro.

She was feelin' on him and, like, yo, like, [bleep].

You know what I'm saying?

Because I know her ass is gonna come crawling back

and I'm gonna say, "Hell no.

Hell no, bro. No."

***

I am here on a date with Christian

and I don't feel stressful anymore

like I felt yesterday.

But Christian's kind of present.

Like, whenever I am around him, I feel at peace.

I wanna, like, kinda ask, like,

what do you think your next steps are in this journey?

And I'm not talking about specifics

and with who,

you know, just, like, looking internally.

My next step,

I think I just need to forgive others

for the things that they did to me.

- Stop blaming myself. - I see that.

And, you know, honestly, from experience,

- that's the worst feeling. - It is.

And then you realize, years down the road,

it was never you, you know?

So for you to be realizing it now in this journey...

- Is really good. - ...is so crucial.

I feel like you make every girl in the house feel special.

Which at first I'm like, "He's a player,"

but now I'm like, "You are just a gentleman."

You're starting to notice the difference.

- And you should really-- - Yeah.

Because that's what you deserve.

Is a proper gentleman to treat you like a queen.

So overall my day with Christian was very fun.

I feel very relaxed.

The love that he shows me, I need--

like, I need to feel appreciated in life

and I feel like Christian gives me that.

But I do wanna take Tahjjic on a date.

Thank you for bringing me here.

Of course, I hope I can help out a little bit.

You did.

* And now we're rolling, rolling, rolling *

* With motion of the wave *

* Calling, calling, calling *

* Till we got nothing to say *

- Oh, man. - Beautiful.

- It is. - Wow!

This is next level right here.

- [ gasps ] It's so cute. - I know.

"Fill shaker with ice cubes. Add all ingredients and shake."

I'll do it for you.

You need a strong man in your life.

I need a strong Nigerian king in my life.

- [ laughs ] - Here I am.

Last night I liked that she was there for me.

She was there to comfort me, she was there to hug me

and let me know that everything would be okay

and I wanted to let her know

that I appreciated that and it meant a lot.

If I'm being 100 with you

the moment I realized that you were the one,

when I left the date with Tamie.

I was excited for the date,

but for some reason I kept thinking about you.

So where do you wanna go from here?

How do you feel now?

I feel like I am falling for you.

I'm attracted to you.

And I hope that you feel the same way about me too.

I do feel the same way.

I'm happy to hear that.

I feel the same way.

I just wish we weren't being rained on.

All right, let's go get comfy in the car

and get outta this rain.

Okay.

I-- I don't know.

I wasn't expecting this,

but I think her smile,

her energy, her aura,

I'm starting to fall for her.

We should end this day with a kiss.

- Oh, yeah, we can do that. - Oh, come here. [ chuckles ]

* How does it feel when you're holding me right now? *

* No one get paid, ready to spend *

* Spend it all with you, oh, yeah *

- [ both laughing ] - [indistinct]

* Make the most with you right now *

* Where do you wanna be? *

* And can it be next to me? *

* Your body lies right over the ocean *

After last night, I'm a bit shocked.

- That was nice. - Yeah, right?

My goal for this date is to have a good time.

So what made you decide

that you wanted to start taking me out on your dates?

I just really appreciate the vibe that we have together.

- You're super natural. - Yeah?

You're also a great listener.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

And we had, like, a moment the other day

where you challenged me with some pretty deep questions.

So I feel like

you were showing your general concern for me.

- Yeah. - And I was like, "Damn.

Like, maybe she likes me a little bit."

- Maybe a little bit. - Yeah.

Well, the feeling is mutual, Lex.

Whenever I'm with Chris, I feel like I can be open.

I feel comfortable.

I do see us getting closer each day.

So that makes me excited for, like, tomorrow

and, like, you know, however many other dates

we end up going on.

All right, let's go.

***

- Oh, my God. - Yay.

Ooh.

I've really enjoyed the last few days,

you little cutie.

You've definitely helped me see a different side of myself

and it's been insane to see a different side of you.

Ah, you've been a nice support system for me too.

- Yeah? - [ both chuckling ]

[ smooching ]

[ "Electro Trump" by Mino Safy playing ]

Like, I haven't been making my decisions for myself.

I'm happy with myself. I'm happy with my career.

But, like, in my relationship, am I?

- Career is super important. - I know.

Which I've-- like, I've had such an amazing conversation with you

and I feel like you light up when I talk about it

- and I'm just like-- - Don't cry.

- Like, no. - Don't do it.

Definitely confused and having all these emotions

and kinda going through all the stages of my emotions

because of what I saw last night.

But I'm also trying to stay open to Mike.

I mean, like, I do feel safe with Mike

and I do feel like he's so easy to open up to

and talk about emotions that I'm just not used to.

I did not expect to be

where I am right now in this journey.

Like, I came on here just thinking, like, there's so--

like, "Oh, there's so many other issues in our relationship."

I'm not saying we're perfect, but like--

Like, what?

Like, the communication and, like, things to work on.

Not necessarily to be like,

"Maybe that's totally not my person."

I'm trying to stay with him and his connection.

But I'm just in my feels about what I saw last night.

So I'm just not ready

to, like, physically, you know, open up to him.

But obviously I wanna continue with the connection we have.

No, I think you're doing better today.

***

- Cheers. - The fourth date.

- That's crazy. - Yeah.

You think you would make it this long?

Not at all.

I definitely came in here

thinking it would be one in, like, million

that I would even meet someone.

And I was definitely throwing around

the word, like, soulmates.

- Mm-hmm. - And it's just crazy

'cause I have a feeling that I've never felt before.

Well, this is new.

Throwing out the word soulmate.

It would be hard to leave here

and not have you in my life

because whatever this is,

like, I'm just never gonna find it in another person.

I'm a hopeless romantic

and I really feel like I'm in a book.

I am absolutely having feelings for you

and they're real. And...

I told everyone that I do not wanna marry Kaitlin

and I don't see a future with her.

I am living in the moment and I'm letting it all hang out.

Like, what age do you want to start having kids?

Obviously with Kaitlin, I wanted kids.

If we're gonna have kids, we need to have them now

'cause we've been together for eight years.

- Right. - Now that I know

she's definitely not the one.

Mm-hmm.

This-- it's all about building a partnership

and building on our love.

Like, whenever the timing's right.

And I want you to do everything you wanna do in life.

Mm-hmm.

When you're ready, I'll be ready.

- I'm down. - Yes.

- I'm very down. - Let's go, girl.

[ "Stay Here" by Joel Robertson playing ]

* Covered in the ashes *

* Of a past you left behind *

When Makayla said "soulmate,"

it hit my soul real fast.

That is basically her telling me

that she's fallen in love with me

and I can see it.

Kaitlin still doesn't know.

I've been battling myself

wanting to just tell her and get it off of my chest.

So I have now gone from guilty

to now I'm enjoying the moment.

* Just stay here *

* I will move on *

* I will be stronger still *

I feel like you know how to do this.

- Have you done this before? - I've never done this before.

Best part about this date today

is getting to rub on that fine butt.

Okay. You know what saying?

What-- I think it's just a mix of water.

No. Oh, first--

I'm feeling great on this date.

Like, we have a connection.

We both have that goofy, fun personality.

It's been such a revelation.

Like, everything about my relationship,

the toxicity of it

and that I'm a lot happier outside of it.

I feel like I'm getting to know Rob in a deeper level

and he's trusting me more

with, like, secrets and his emotions

and just be more vulnerable with me,

which I appreciate.

It makes me feel like I'm closer towards him.

Like, every day my feelings towards you

are growing stronger and stronger.

I know. I feel the same here.

[ both chuckling ]

***

Cheers to these new experiences,

growing and, uh...

- Say it. - Say what?

- And to finding love. - And to finding love.

- What you here for? - Finding love, jeez.

[ both laughing ]

- Oh, shit. - That's good.

Yeah. Yeah.

- And-- - I don't like to see you sad.

That's why I'm pretty glad I could be there.

I have no idea, like...

how to proceed.

And if I'm capable of...

you know, just healing

and forgiveness and vulnerability.

Like, I'm just really working on being vulnerable.

I don't want to be so guarded all the time.

I don't wanna be like that anymore.

- That's no way to live. - Yeah. It's not the way.

I just really feel very close and connected

to Brice in this moment.

- It's romantic. - It's very romantic.

- I'm loving it. Yeah. - Me too.

I don't want to be thinking about Rob.

I just feel very, like, optimistic

about the outcome of this entire experience.

[ "Trust Where I'm Going" by Faith Richards]

* Might've lost my way a couple times *

* Thought for good I really lost my mind *

* I trust where I'm going *

All right, so are you looking for,

like, a serious relationship now?

Yeah.

I know, like, when I came in,

like, obviously I found you the most attractive.

You're the first person I saw.

And I don't know why everyone kept on saying

that you're-- they confuse you for being Southern.

'Cause the second I saw you I was like, "That's for sure."

Like, a Florida type of white girl.

[ both laughing ]

Well, it's nice, like, talking to you

and not just, like, laughing at you.

Not laughing at you, but you know what I mean.

Like, obviously you're hot and you've been--

like, your abs I think are the first thing I saw

when everyone was walking up on the stage.

I was like, "Jesus."

Seb is, like, the bad boy.

Like, tatted, like, sexy, attractive.

I'd like to get to know him better

and I'd like to take him on date.

I think I'm to the point

where I've gotten to know Mike

and I kinda wanna explore this, like,

physical attraction with Sebastian.

I think I'm definitely confused.

At first, I just thought

I was gonna come and be a temptation.

But yeah, I do wanna get to know you

- or whatever, and-- - [ laughs ] Ew.

[ both laughing ]

Respectfully.

So far I haven't, like, touched somebody like that.

You know what it is like?

You putting your lips on somebody else's mouth.

I feel like it's common sense.

Like, when I see the answers right in my eyes,

I don't like to look for excuses.

I understand.

Just seeing what Great did, he just, like, embarrassed me.

And lately I have been feeling a little guilty

thinking that I'm doing worse than what he's doing.

But seeing him eating somebody's ass last night

really pissed me off.

I forgive but I don't forget at the same time.

You are on the top of the list.

It's mad cute...

seeing everyone else,

how happy they are that you're happy.

They're, like, celebrating in your little victories

or big victories, actually.

But, like, that's--

to see friends, like, cheering for your energy,

how good does that make you feel?

It feels good.

And I feel like they felt, like, my energy when I got here

and I didn't even know I was sad

until I was, like, in my room by myself.

I feel such a release

just claiming my power back

and becoming who I've already knew was there.

And I've had so many, like, setbacks

because I've allowed people to just...

take that control from me

and I feel so good.

Genuinely I'm, like, so excited to hop into bed.

[ both laughing ]

I'm just like, "Yeah, let's wrap this night up."

***

[ shower running ]

* I just want to feel some type of way *

It's family time.

- Yay. - Tell them the rules.

Yes. Everyone is going to write questions

that you wanna ask the group but you're just gonna draw one

and then whatever question you get,

you have to answer.

All right. I got some juicy questions.

* I just want to feel some type of way *

Let me start. Let me start.

- All right. We'll go clockwise. - Yeah.

* Get this party started *

"Who here is most likely to go viral

for twerking and prove it?"

Well, we know who that is.

- I'm saying-- I'm saying-- - I'm saying Makayla.

[ overlapping chatter ]

Show it. All right, show it.

[ cheering ]

She's wilding. Oh, my God.

All right. Pack it up, pack it up.

[ laughs ]

[ gasps ]

"Who do you think has the biggest [bleep]?"

- [ all shouting ] - You better be serious.

You better-- you better-- Oh, shit, damn.

Did you already feel it?

- [indistinct]. - Who? I didn't hear.

- Wait, who is it? - Who is it?

I think Chris has the biggest [bleep].

[ all cheering ]

Yeah, but he wouldn't get naked and run around the yard.

I'm a grower, not a shower.

Miss smooth operator.

[ grunts ]

"Who's the oldest person--"

- Oh, it's red. - Oh, it's red.

Someone is doing something sneaky.

Oh, they're getting nasty in there.

It's the threesome. It's the threesome.

Just prepare yourself for the worst.

Prepare yourself for the worst.

- It's Paris over there wilding. - And Marisela.

And Marisela, don't forget about her.

Kaitlin's starting to make up her mind.

I know the connection that I made,

like, is what it is.

No. But like--

No, I don't think she will.

I'm trying to see

Sebastian and Kaitlin getting closer,

which I'm like, "Hmm, interesting."

Because at first Mike wanted Kaitlin,

but it seems like Kaitlin now is interested in Sebastian.

You need stop giving people mixed signs.

One moment you feeling Mike. One moment feeling Sebastian.

Which is making both of the guys confused.

So pick one.

That way you're not having two guys

mad at me or mad at you.

- I didn't come here for drama. - There's no drama.

She can talk to whoever she wants.

Honestly, I didn't come here for drama.

But you're not [bleep].

Can you sleep with me?

Fine. Since you insist.

I do like Mike, I'm just so confused

in my own head about my feelings for Mike

and then I feel like there was a shift

as soon as Sebastian voiced his interested in me as well.

But jealousy is not the most attractive thing to me.

- Are you good? - I'm great.

I'd love to talk to you over there though.

We can, yeah.

I know, I feel like she just thinks

she's, like, in the middle of everything.

I want you to go explore him

and, like, meet him and stuff.

Just, like, let me know.

You know what I mean?

- Like, are you jealous or-- - Not jealous.

I feel like, "Okay, you like me,

Sebastian likes me", like, I don't know.

Like, I can't figure out anything deeper than that.

I'm also trying to, like, figure it out.

I know. I apologize. I'm going to bed.

I apologize. I didn't mean to do that.

You're fine. Don't apologize.

I always-- I'm like, "Oh, I'm Midwest."

Hey, who's watching the ball?

- [bleep] - I can't be the only one.

***

I stayed up to say good night but I'm so tired.

No, no, no, we're coming here to say good night.

Okay. Good. Good night.

Oh, my gosh. You guys are so cute.

- Sleep tight. - Sleep tight.

What you making?

Something to eat before I go to bed.

Can I get some of that pasta though?

You can.

Did you ever feel, like, worried that, like, you did something

and that Vanessa's gonna see it?

No.

I ain't worried about anything

because, you know, I didn't do anything too crazy.

I mean, there was some crazy clips

but it was some party clips.

So exciting to be physical with someone new.

I haven't had that physical interaction in a while.

And, you know, my love language is physical touch

and it's just nice

to, like, be intimate in that way with her.

I think I'm ready to go to sleep though.

Okay. You gonna go to bed?

Yeah, I think I am going to bed.

Do you want to come to bed with me?

- Is that what you want to do? - Yeah.

If you don't want to, it's cool.

It's up to you.

*[indistinct] setting sun *

* One look at you and I am falling in love *

* One look my way and I am[indistinct] *

* I don't wanna let go, oh *