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Stop it! 17 00:03:12,325 --> 00:03:17,263 A meme is an idea, a thought, a cultural concept 18 00:03:17,330 --> 00:03:19,629 that passes from mind to mind like a virus. 19 00:03:19,700 --> 00:03:21,532 - And religion is just that. - Ah... 20 00:03:21,601 --> 00:03:22,912 - A virus of the mind. - (LAUGHING) 21 00:03:22,936 --> 00:03:26,429 An infection that turns the body politic into a hospital case. 22 00:03:26,940 --> 00:03:30,274 That's just a glib attempt to rationalize faith. 23 00:03:30,343 --> 00:03:31,587 I mean, science offers us a lot, 24 00:03:31,611 --> 00:03:33,443 but it doesn't give us what faith gives us. 25 00:03:33,513 --> 00:03:35,709 - And what's that? - Hope. 26 00:03:35,782 --> 00:03:37,250 A sense of purpose. 27 00:03:37,317 --> 00:03:40,048 I know where I'm going when I die, and I live my life accordingly. 28 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:42,248 Well, if you're willing to sacrifice rationality 29 00:03:42,322 --> 00:03:43,950 on the altar of a fictional heaven, 30 00:03:44,024 --> 00:03:46,289 why are you doing a course based on a scientific method? 31 00:03:46,359 --> 00:03:50,319 Well, I'm interested in psychology, but you won't find God in a petri dish. 32 00:03:50,397 --> 00:03:51,695 (ALL SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 33 00:03:51,765 --> 00:03:53,631 - This is what I mean... - Come on! 34 00:03:53,700 --> 00:03:54,998 Here we go. 35 00:03:55,669 --> 00:03:58,833 Uh, I think we'd better finish there for the day. 36 00:04:00,907 --> 00:04:02,068 Sorry. 37 00:04:14,387 --> 00:04:16,065 - (EXHALES DEEPLY) - That's the second seminar 38 00:04:16,089 --> 00:04:17,366 you've finished early this week. 39 00:04:17,390 --> 00:04:20,792 - So? - So, I've looked at your timetable. 40 00:04:20,861 --> 00:04:22,887 Drop two classes, you could do a three-day week. 41 00:04:22,963 --> 00:04:24,192 I need to work. 42 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:26,165 You need to look after yourself. 43 00:04:26,600 --> 00:04:28,933 I'm not an invalid... yet. 44 00:04:29,002 --> 00:04:30,493 Have you told Jude? 45 00:04:32,372 --> 00:04:34,967 Jude loves you. She deserves to know. 46 00:04:38,011 --> 00:04:40,037 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 47 00:04:45,352 --> 00:04:46,843 There he goes. 48 00:04:47,788 --> 00:04:50,815 Excuse me. Mr. Bridge? 49 00:04:50,891 --> 00:04:53,770 Robert? I was just about to come to your office, but I saw you passing... 50 00:04:53,794 --> 00:04:55,262 What do you want? Who are you? 51 00:04:55,328 --> 00:04:58,492 Gemma Taylor. I'm taking a master's with Barbara Sinyard. 52 00:04:59,032 --> 00:05:00,398 What can I do for you? 53 00:05:00,467 --> 00:05:02,868 I heard about the Q&A you did with the medium. 54 00:05:02,936 --> 00:05:04,529 - Alison Mundy? - Yes. 55 00:05:05,138 --> 00:05:07,183 I was wondering if you could put me in touch with her. 56 00:05:07,207 --> 00:05:08,527 I don't think that's a good idea. 57 00:05:08,809 --> 00:05:10,471 What if I told you it was for my thesis? 58 00:05:11,511 --> 00:05:13,275 You wouldn't buy it. 59 00:05:13,346 --> 00:05:14,814 Okay, it's actually for me. 60 00:05:15,115 --> 00:05:17,243 - A personal thing. - At least you're honest. 61 00:05:17,684 --> 00:05:18,708 So what do you think? 62 00:05:18,952 --> 00:05:21,421 I think I'd prefer to respect her privacy. 63 00:05:22,422 --> 00:05:24,482 Fair enough. Worth a try. 64 00:05:25,358 --> 00:05:26,587 Nice to meet you, anyway. 65 00:05:29,429 --> 00:05:30,692 Hey, Gem? 66 00:05:31,565 --> 00:05:32,624 Still on for tonight? 67 00:05:33,200 --> 00:05:34,828 Um, I'm not sure. 68 00:05:35,435 --> 00:05:36,459 I've got some stuff on. 69 00:05:37,704 --> 00:05:39,696 - No probs. - Are you going? 70 00:05:39,773 --> 00:05:40,797 Yeah. 71 00:05:42,242 --> 00:05:43,904 Maybe I will then. 72 00:05:44,978 --> 00:05:46,276 See you. 73 00:05:54,588 --> 00:05:56,352 - Hi. - Hello. 74 00:06:01,561 --> 00:06:02,893 (DOOR BANGING REPEATEDLY) 75 00:06:02,963 --> 00:06:04,454 (TV PLAYING INDISTINCTLY) 76 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:09,795 I didn't think you watched daytime television. 77 00:06:09,870 --> 00:06:12,863 You didn't come round to discuss my viewing habits. 78 00:06:12,939 --> 00:06:13,963 No. 79 00:06:15,375 --> 00:06:16,638 So what do you want? 80 00:06:18,111 --> 00:06:20,046 - How are you? - Fine. 81 00:06:20,313 --> 00:06:22,680 - You don't look it. - Tired. 82 00:06:22,749 --> 00:06:23,749 Why is that? 83 00:06:24,351 --> 00:06:26,047 Why are you so interested? 84 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:27,684 Maybe I can help. 85 00:06:27,754 --> 00:06:29,848 (SARCASTICALLY) Oh. Really? 86 00:06:30,123 --> 00:06:31,434 Could you take your glasses off, please? 87 00:06:31,458 --> 00:06:32,517 Why? 88 00:06:32,592 --> 00:06:34,720 I can't talk to you unless I can see your eyes. 89 00:06:43,837 --> 00:06:47,035 Come and see this, come on. Come and look at this. 90 00:06:55,081 --> 00:06:56,174 Look. 91 00:06:57,918 --> 00:06:59,910 It's very nice, very... tidy. 92 00:06:59,986 --> 00:07:01,955 Yes. Right, yes. 93 00:07:02,589 --> 00:07:05,684 See, this is, um... This is how she likes it. 94 00:07:05,759 --> 00:07:07,819 This is what... This is what she does. 95 00:07:07,894 --> 00:07:09,522 Um... She, um... (CLICKS TONGUE) 96 00:07:09,596 --> 00:07:13,624 She waits until I'm out of the room and then she puts things right. 97 00:07:14,768 --> 00:07:16,012 You're saying your mother did this? 98 00:07:16,036 --> 00:07:20,098 Yes, yes. I am. That's what she does. She, uh... She arranges things. 99 00:07:20,173 --> 00:07:21,937 This is what she likes to do, you see. 100 00:07:22,008 --> 00:07:27,037 She waits and then she comes in and she sorts things out and, um... 101 00:07:27,113 --> 00:07:29,605 This is what we do, we... We put things right. 102 00:07:29,683 --> 00:07:34,121 We sort things in size, shape and color, see? 103 00:07:34,187 --> 00:07:35,280 Color. 104 00:07:35,355 --> 00:07:37,517 And, um, yeah, that's another one, color. 105 00:07:37,590 --> 00:07:39,855 And she used to do that, she used to paint my stuff, 106 00:07:39,926 --> 00:07:42,638 my bag, my dolls' house, she did that. My dolls' house, she did that. 107 00:07:42,662 --> 00:07:45,962 My dolls' house, she did that, she painted that red. 108 00:07:58,011 --> 00:07:59,809 You don't believe me, do you? 109 00:08:01,915 --> 00:08:03,907 You don't believe anything I say. 110 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:11,822 You pretend that you're listening, you act like you're concerned but... 111 00:08:12,792 --> 00:08:15,284 You don't believe a single thing I say. 112 00:08:17,330 --> 00:08:21,358 You're just like my father, you're exactly the same as him. 113 00:08:22,836 --> 00:08:25,597 You know, that's the first time I've heard you talk about your father. 114 00:08:28,341 --> 00:08:32,574 I've got someone coming now, so you're gonna have to leave, 'cause... 115 00:08:34,914 --> 00:08:37,145 I need my space. 116 00:08:42,889 --> 00:08:45,518 (DOOR BANGING REPEATEDLY) 117 00:08:46,659 --> 00:08:49,185 Why do you have to open and close the door three or four times 118 00:08:49,262 --> 00:08:51,493 before you finally shut it? 119 00:08:51,564 --> 00:08:54,090 Is that what your mother used to do? 120 00:08:54,501 --> 00:08:56,993 Why do you have to do that, Alison? 121 00:09:00,306 --> 00:09:03,799 (SLOWLY) Because it makes me feel better. 122 00:09:11,117 --> 00:09:13,746 Hi, I'm Gemma. We spoke on the... 123 00:09:15,488 --> 00:09:16,979 - Hello. - What are you doing here? 124 00:09:17,057 --> 00:09:19,435 - How did you get this number? - Oh, do you two know each other? 125 00:09:19,459 --> 00:09:21,018 No. No, she was asking... 126 00:09:21,094 --> 00:09:23,694 I tried to get your number off him but he wasn't very forthcoming. 127 00:09:23,763 --> 00:09:25,493 (LAUGHS WRYLY) Oh, really? 128 00:09:26,032 --> 00:09:27,392 I didn't think it was appropriate. 129 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:29,035 (ALISON CLICKS TONGUE) 130 00:09:29,102 --> 00:09:30,536 Well, I think we'll walk. 131 00:09:31,671 --> 00:09:32,695 Sure. 132 00:09:34,707 --> 00:09:37,233 Robert's just leaving. I'll see you! 133 00:09:39,045 --> 00:09:40,911 I'll see you tomorrow. 134 00:09:44,250 --> 00:09:45,980 How can I help you? 135 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:49,250 My best friend died last year. 136 00:09:49,322 --> 00:09:50,847 I'm sorry. 137 00:09:50,924 --> 00:09:52,415 It's okay. 138 00:09:52,492 --> 00:09:53,892 I've kind of come to terms with it. 139 00:09:54,561 --> 00:09:55,824 I just... 140 00:09:56,563 --> 00:09:58,725 - Miss her, you know? - Mmm. 141 00:09:59,399 --> 00:10:02,198 We shared a flat through Uni in Newcastle. 142 00:10:02,268 --> 00:10:05,363 We were on the same course, it was great. 143 00:10:05,438 --> 00:10:08,772 (LAUGHS) We talked all the time, constantly. 144 00:10:09,742 --> 00:10:12,462 You know, what we'd done, what we hadn't done, what we were gonna do. 145 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:17,408 We were gonna come here to do our masters, share a flat. 146 00:10:19,519 --> 00:10:22,717 Now I'm here and she's not, and it's just... wrong. 147 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:27,978 Look, it's not like I wanna see her ghost or anything like that. 148 00:10:28,027 --> 00:10:29,256 (CHUCKLES WEAKLY) 149 00:10:30,063 --> 00:10:32,191 - I just wanna talk. - Mmm-hmm. 150 00:10:37,670 --> 00:10:38,933 ALISON: Come on. 151 00:10:42,375 --> 00:10:44,469 Don't we have to be inside? 152 00:10:44,544 --> 00:10:46,638 Velvet curtains and a crystal ball? 153 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:48,543 Maybe. 154 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:50,806 (LAUGHS EMBARRASSEDLY) Sorry. 155 00:10:58,091 --> 00:10:59,889 May I hold your hand? 156 00:11:12,405 --> 00:11:14,704 Mmm, she likes the cushions. 157 00:11:15,742 --> 00:11:18,576 The red cushions, and the fairy lights, 158 00:11:18,645 --> 00:11:21,945 the ones that she gave you, you've... You've hung them. 159 00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:25,577 You've hung them over your bed like you did in Newcastle. 160 00:11:26,586 --> 00:11:29,055 Um, but she doesn't like the photograph. 161 00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:31,523 - Photograph? - The one by your bed. 162 00:11:33,493 --> 00:11:35,155 But I love that picture. 163 00:11:37,463 --> 00:11:38,897 She says you look good. 164 00:11:38,965 --> 00:11:40,490 I was wearing her dress. 165 00:11:41,167 --> 00:11:43,136 (LAUGHS) It looked better on you. 166 00:11:45,338 --> 00:11:46,738 Well, maybe. 167 00:11:47,941 --> 00:11:50,433 - Oh, my God, it's B, isn't it? - Mmm. 168 00:11:53,546 --> 00:11:54,912 Now... 169 00:11:54,981 --> 00:11:56,950 What do you want to say? 170 00:11:59,085 --> 00:12:00,644 (VOICE SHAKING) I don't know. 171 00:12:02,288 --> 00:12:04,416 I just wanted to tell her... 172 00:12:05,758 --> 00:12:06,851 What? 173 00:12:08,795 --> 00:12:10,286 That I'm okay. 174 00:12:11,764 --> 00:12:14,825 I made it, and it's great. 175 00:12:17,103 --> 00:12:18,833 It's hard but it's fun. 176 00:12:21,608 --> 00:12:24,737 The phone bill's 10 times cheaper now. 177 00:12:25,878 --> 00:12:28,609 And I always know where my hair dryer is. 178 00:12:31,217 --> 00:12:32,412 And I miss her. 179 00:12:34,821 --> 00:12:38,815 I suppose I didn't really know how much, but I do. 180 00:12:39,859 --> 00:12:41,157 (WHISPERS) I just do. 181 00:12:57,477 --> 00:12:59,002 (BOTH LAUGHING) 182 00:13:03,316 --> 00:13:04,807 (BOTH PANTING) 183 00:13:08,388 --> 00:13:09,981 (GEMMA EXCLAIMS) 184 00:13:17,964 --> 00:13:19,455 (BOTH MOANING) 185 00:13:22,268 --> 00:13:24,237 (BOTH BREATHING HEAVILY) 186 00:13:34,981 --> 00:13:36,574 (MOANING HARDER) 187 00:13:57,870 --> 00:13:58,929 Wow. 188 00:14:12,418 --> 00:14:15,252 Really, you shouldn't have. You didn't have to. 189 00:14:15,321 --> 00:14:17,483 Well, it's not like I get to go out much. 190 00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:18,616 (POURING DRINKS) 191 00:14:18,691 --> 00:14:22,423 And Morgan's asleep. Sometimes it's nice to make the effort. 192 00:14:23,062 --> 00:14:24,826 Makes me feel human. 193 00:14:26,933 --> 00:14:28,162 You look great. 194 00:14:28,501 --> 00:14:30,094 I'm supposed to. 195 00:14:34,707 --> 00:14:35,707 What? 196 00:14:36,109 --> 00:14:37,475 What is it? 197 00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:42,682 What's wrong? 198 00:14:46,352 --> 00:14:47,877 I have a tumor. 199 00:14:53,960 --> 00:14:55,485 It's malignant. 200 00:14:56,963 --> 00:14:59,762 It's in my brain stem and it's inoperable. 201 00:15:01,267 --> 00:15:02,267 Terminal. 202 00:15:04,837 --> 00:15:06,169 I'm dying. 203 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:08,503 - No. - Yes. 204 00:15:10,042 --> 00:15:11,101 Yes. 205 00:15:12,345 --> 00:15:13,404 How long? 206 00:15:13,846 --> 00:15:15,940 Weeks, months, maybe. I don't know. 207 00:15:16,616 --> 00:15:17,777 How long have you known? 208 00:15:20,987 --> 00:15:22,046 A few weeks. 209 00:15:22,655 --> 00:15:24,021 - Weeks? - I know, I... 210 00:15:24,090 --> 00:15:25,615 How many weeks? 211 00:15:26,225 --> 00:15:28,660 I mean, did you know when we got back together? 212 00:15:30,463 --> 00:15:32,508 - I don't understand. - I wanted to tell you but I just... 213 00:15:32,532 --> 00:15:35,969 - Why didn't you tell me? - I couldn't. I just couldn't. 214 00:15:37,437 --> 00:15:38,928 I am so sorry. 215 00:15:42,842 --> 00:15:44,538 - (WHISPERS) No. - Please, Jude. 216 00:15:45,411 --> 00:15:47,243 - No. - Please, Jude, wait. 217 00:15:47,313 --> 00:15:48,804 JUDE: Don't! (SOBBING) 218 00:16:36,896 --> 00:16:38,330 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 219 00:16:38,397 --> 00:16:39,592 ROBERT: Yeah? 220 00:16:40,666 --> 00:16:42,294 Hi. Got a moment? 221 00:16:42,802 --> 00:16:43,802 I have papers to mark. 222 00:16:44,971 --> 00:16:46,633 You're annoyed I went to see Alison? 223 00:16:46,706 --> 00:16:48,834 Well, yeah. Yes, I am. 224 00:16:49,442 --> 00:16:51,468 I didn't realize I needed to ask permission. 225 00:16:51,544 --> 00:16:52,842 You don't. Of course you don't. 226 00:16:53,379 --> 00:16:55,507 I mean, she has got a small ad in the local newspaper. 227 00:16:55,581 --> 00:16:57,777 Yeah, you've made your point. 228 00:16:58,417 --> 00:17:00,010 But I'm sorry anyway. 229 00:17:02,455 --> 00:17:03,718 It was quite amazing, actually. 230 00:17:03,789 --> 00:17:04,984 Really? 231 00:17:05,057 --> 00:17:06,923 Yeah. To be honest, she freaked me out. 232 00:17:06,993 --> 00:17:08,737 As long as you heard what you wanted to hear. 233 00:17:08,761 --> 00:17:09,785 Ooh, cynical. (CHUCKLES) 234 00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:12,297 Well, I prefer to think of it as healthy objectivity. 235 00:17:12,798 --> 00:17:15,825 Yeah, well, that's not always possible, or particularly healthy. 236 00:17:17,603 --> 00:17:18,764 Maybe. 237 00:17:20,806 --> 00:17:24,106 I've been thinking about the impact of religious faith 238 00:17:24,176 --> 00:17:27,613 on internalizing and externalizing problems in adolescents. 239 00:17:27,680 --> 00:17:29,342 - For my thesis. - You're a believer? 240 00:17:29,649 --> 00:17:31,515 I believe a belief can have an influence, 241 00:17:31,584 --> 00:17:32,704 which is not the same thing. 242 00:17:32,985 --> 00:17:35,250 Would you use a general or domain-specific measure? 243 00:17:35,321 --> 00:17:37,051 Domain-specific, ideally. 244 00:17:37,123 --> 00:17:39,083 But I would need some help on designing the scale. 245 00:17:39,492 --> 00:17:41,136 Well, I suppose I could give you some time. 246 00:17:41,160 --> 00:17:42,753 Great. Perfect. 247 00:17:43,529 --> 00:17:44,997 Thanks a lot. 248 00:17:45,298 --> 00:17:47,893 Expect me to pester you at every opportunity. 249 00:18:07,587 --> 00:18:08,587 (GASPS) 250 00:18:23,936 --> 00:18:25,962 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 251 00:18:30,176 --> 00:18:32,145 (LAUGHING LOUDLY) 252 00:18:32,211 --> 00:18:34,874 She looked like a saveloy in fishnets. 253 00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:36,540 Oh, my God, that's terrible! 254 00:18:36,949 --> 00:18:39,361 I told her it was a bad idea but she was determined to wear it. 255 00:18:39,385 --> 00:18:40,385 What did you go as? 256 00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:43,589 - Catwoman. - Ooh. Meow. 257 00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:47,024 - I know you wanna see those pictures. - What pictures? 258 00:18:49,228 --> 00:18:50,890 How are you doing? 259 00:18:52,698 --> 00:18:54,176 Listen, I thought we could maybe go on... 260 00:18:54,200 --> 00:18:55,224 I don't think so. 261 00:18:57,637 --> 00:18:59,265 See you later, guys. 262 00:19:04,710 --> 00:19:07,111 Ever since you did that thing, 263 00:19:07,179 --> 00:19:08,659 whatever it was, when you did that... 264 00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:10,207 Spoke to Beth? 265 00:19:10,282 --> 00:19:12,683 Yeah, yeah. Ever since then, I've felt it, 266 00:19:12,752 --> 00:19:14,118 like a pressure building. 267 00:19:14,754 --> 00:19:17,485 Like when it's gonna thunder, like that. 268 00:19:18,724 --> 00:19:20,158 What do you want me to do? 269 00:19:20,493 --> 00:19:22,928 - I want you to get rid of it. - Get rid of what? 270 00:19:23,496 --> 00:19:26,091 I don't know, whatever it is that you contacted. 271 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:29,624 Whatever it is that you brought here, I just want it to go. 272 00:19:29,702 --> 00:19:31,136 I didn't bring anything. 273 00:19:32,138 --> 00:19:34,232 You've got to do something. 274 00:19:58,397 --> 00:19:59,397 Who's Nick? 275 00:20:00,566 --> 00:20:01,932 - Who? - Nick. 276 00:20:02,468 --> 00:20:04,869 - I don't know. - Yes. Yes, you do. 277 00:20:05,371 --> 00:20:07,772 He wants you. He wants you badly. 278 00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:10,006 This is ridiculous. 279 00:20:10,076 --> 00:20:12,102 What happened? What happened to you? 280 00:20:12,178 --> 00:20:15,945 - Nothing! - Gemma, please, wait. 281 00:20:16,015 --> 00:20:17,677 This is important, please! 282 00:20:19,618 --> 00:20:21,382 (MAIN DOOR SLAMMING) 283 00:20:24,123 --> 00:20:26,854 ROBERT: Really, it's fine. You said it was about Alison? 284 00:20:26,926 --> 00:20:28,019 Yeah. 285 00:20:28,594 --> 00:20:30,529 I mean, look... 286 00:20:30,596 --> 00:20:32,441 I know I shouldn't have gone around there again. 287 00:20:32,465 --> 00:20:35,128 You don't have to tell me it was a bad idea. 288 00:20:35,201 --> 00:20:38,069 It's just that first time, she got to me. 289 00:20:38,137 --> 00:20:39,217 So what happened this time? 290 00:20:40,439 --> 00:20:42,169 I don't know. It's nothing she did, exactly. 291 00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:43,241 It was more... 292 00:20:44,944 --> 00:20:46,822 Look, I don't know what kind of relationship you have with her. 293 00:20:46,846 --> 00:20:48,007 I'm writing a book about her. 294 00:20:48,781 --> 00:20:50,859 Because when I saw you at her house, I thought you might be... 295 00:20:50,883 --> 00:20:52,351 No. No. No. 296 00:20:53,619 --> 00:20:55,315 It's just... 297 00:20:55,387 --> 00:20:56,627 She seems to have a few issues. 298 00:20:56,922 --> 00:20:59,653 - What do you mean? - She did this thing with the lock. 299 00:21:02,261 --> 00:21:04,526 - Over and over. - Yeah. 300 00:21:04,597 --> 00:21:06,395 She couldn't seem to concentrate. 301 00:21:07,099 --> 00:21:09,227 She kept fiddling with her beads. 302 00:21:09,301 --> 00:21:11,361 Deflecting, you know. Obsessive. 303 00:21:11,437 --> 00:21:13,736 - Did she get upset? - Well, yeah. 304 00:21:13,806 --> 00:21:17,607 She'd be calm, almost expressionless, most of the time. 305 00:21:17,676 --> 00:21:20,737 And then suddenly, there was this fierce intensity. 306 00:21:22,314 --> 00:21:24,909 I mean, some of the stuff she said... 307 00:21:25,417 --> 00:21:27,457 To be honest, I think she's heading for a breakdown. 308 00:21:28,287 --> 00:21:29,482 (SIGHS) 309 00:21:32,458 --> 00:21:34,950 I'm worried about you. 310 00:21:35,494 --> 00:21:37,622 - Thank you very much. - No. 311 00:21:38,164 --> 00:21:41,032 Alison, I'm worried about you. 312 00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:45,169 I'm peachy. 313 00:21:49,441 --> 00:21:51,569 Have you been discussing me? 314 00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:54,375 Me and my symptoms? 315 00:21:55,781 --> 00:21:58,512 You have, haven't you? Who with? 316 00:21:59,118 --> 00:22:01,986 Oh, I bet it was with that student. 317 00:22:02,054 --> 00:22:04,148 Did she run to teacher like a good girl? 318 00:22:05,291 --> 00:22:07,760 I bet she didn't tell you what I felt, though, did she? 319 00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:11,628 I bet she didn't tell you about that, about that darkness, 320 00:22:11,697 --> 00:22:15,725 about that dark spirit that's in her and around her. 321 00:22:15,801 --> 00:22:17,929 You are not well. 322 00:22:19,572 --> 00:22:22,303 Well, who is? I mean, you know, let's face it, we're all... 323 00:22:22,374 --> 00:22:25,105 You can't go on like this. Your life is falling apart. 324 00:22:25,177 --> 00:22:27,703 - You are falling apart. - (BEADS RATTLING) 325 00:22:27,780 --> 00:22:30,579 - It's my mother. - No, Alison. It is you. 326 00:22:31,417 --> 00:22:34,819 I don't understand why she does these things. She... 327 00:22:35,087 --> 00:22:36,612 She won't leave me alone. 328 00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:39,249 It's not your mother's spirit doing these things, it is you. 329 00:22:39,325 --> 00:22:41,803 You are becoming your mother. Would you stop doing that, please? 330 00:22:41,827 --> 00:22:43,318 She won't let me sleep. 331 00:22:43,395 --> 00:22:45,296 - If I could just get... - Alison, stop it! 332 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:47,128 If I could just get one good night's sleep. 333 00:22:47,199 --> 00:22:49,065 I said stop it! 334 00:22:51,871 --> 00:22:54,170 You can't deal with this alone. 335 00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:55,833 I won't let you. 336 00:22:59,478 --> 00:23:01,504 You mentioned your father. 337 00:23:02,414 --> 00:23:03,507 Is he still alive? 338 00:23:04,149 --> 00:23:06,812 Yes... I think so. 339 00:23:10,756 --> 00:23:13,726 Was it your father who had your mother sectioned? 340 00:23:14,493 --> 00:23:15,493 Yes. 341 00:23:15,561 --> 00:23:17,757 Did you ever talk to him about it? 342 00:23:17,830 --> 00:23:18,854 No. 343 00:23:19,865 --> 00:23:22,232 She was obsessive-compulsive, wasn't she, your mother? 344 00:23:22,468 --> 00:23:24,733 - Please don't do this. Please don't... - Alison, please. 345 00:23:24,803 --> 00:23:28,570 Listen to me, I'm trying to help you. I want to help you. 346 00:23:29,475 --> 00:23:32,274 You don't feel what I feel, you don't see what I see. 347 00:23:32,344 --> 00:23:34,006 You can't help me. 348 00:23:45,124 --> 00:23:48,390 ROBERT: Perhaps in the writing, this book has become less about Alison 349 00:23:48,460 --> 00:23:49,928 and more about me. 350 00:23:49,995 --> 00:23:53,056 And in trying to help her, to save her, 351 00:23:53,132 --> 00:23:56,193 what I'm really doing is trying to save myself. 352 00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:02,903 (BEEPING) 353 00:24:04,343 --> 00:24:06,175 (LINE RINGING) 354 00:24:09,548 --> 00:24:10,572 Hi. 355 00:24:13,218 --> 00:24:14,311 Jude? 356 00:24:15,287 --> 00:24:17,188 Not yet, I'm not ready. 357 00:24:18,557 --> 00:24:21,083 - I understand why... - Robert, please. 358 00:24:22,895 --> 00:24:24,227 I'm sorry. 359 00:24:45,084 --> 00:24:46,950 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 360 00:24:53,959 --> 00:24:55,985 (TRACK JUMPING) 361 00:24:57,997 --> 00:24:59,989 (MUSIC RESUMES) 362 00:25:11,744 --> 00:25:13,212 (SCREAMING) 363 00:25:14,613 --> 00:25:16,912 - (MUSIC STOPS) - (ELECTRICAL ZAPPING) 364 00:25:26,458 --> 00:25:27,653 (GASPS) 365 00:25:38,704 --> 00:25:40,297 (BEADS RATTLING) 366 00:25:42,574 --> 00:25:43,574 Gemma... 367 00:25:43,642 --> 00:25:45,941 Gemma, wait a minute. Can I talk to you? 368 00:25:46,011 --> 00:25:51,575 (STAMMERING) Um, look, I don't mind if you want to discuss my, you know... 369 00:25:51,650 --> 00:25:54,449 I mean, I really don't mind you running behind my back and... 370 00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:56,580 But, look, I know what you're going through, I do. 371 00:25:56,655 --> 00:25:59,181 I understand and I know that it's hard. 372 00:25:59,258 --> 00:26:01,750 Um, and I know that it's frightening. 373 00:26:01,827 --> 00:26:03,762 Um, and I know that you don't wanna face it. 374 00:26:03,829 --> 00:26:05,540 - Face what? What are you talking about? - But you have to. 375 00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:06,725 You do see that, don't you? 376 00:26:06,799 --> 00:26:08,176 - Why does he want you? - Leave me alone! 377 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:12,103 Why does he want you so badly? What are you denying? 378 00:26:12,171 --> 00:26:14,504 I can help you. I want to help you! 379 00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:17,202 Get away from me, you freak! 380 00:26:32,224 --> 00:26:36,161 - Alison's here? At the university? - Yeah. I mean, she was. Outside. 381 00:26:36,228 --> 00:26:38,959 - What did she want? - I'm not entirely sure. 382 00:26:39,031 --> 00:26:40,522 She wasn't making much sense. 383 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:41,599 Are you okay? 384 00:26:42,601 --> 00:26:44,229 I could do with a drink. 385 00:26:47,439 --> 00:26:50,534 She held my hand, it went really quiet, 386 00:26:51,477 --> 00:26:55,039 and then she went on and on about some weird presence 387 00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:56,844 that's supposed to be following me around. 388 00:26:56,915 --> 00:26:58,110 Mmm. 389 00:26:58,851 --> 00:26:59,851 She told you about it? 390 00:27:00,752 --> 00:27:02,414 Not in any detail. 391 00:27:04,356 --> 00:27:06,757 The thing is, I feel a bit... 392 00:27:08,594 --> 00:27:12,053 The thing is, she touched kind of a sensitive area. 393 00:27:12,131 --> 00:27:13,691 I don't normally like to talk about it. 394 00:27:14,333 --> 00:27:15,995 Only say what you feel you want to. 395 00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:18,469 I think I can trust you. 396 00:27:19,538 --> 00:27:20,538 I hope so. 397 00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:25,202 Hmm. 398 00:27:26,145 --> 00:27:27,169 Yeah, yeah, you'll do. 399 00:27:31,216 --> 00:27:32,809 I had a brother. 400 00:27:33,318 --> 00:27:34,411 Nick. 401 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:35,944 He OD'd. 402 00:27:36,755 --> 00:27:37,779 I'm sorry. 403 00:27:38,423 --> 00:27:39,982 I'm not. 404 00:27:40,058 --> 00:27:41,492 At least not that he's dead. 405 00:27:42,327 --> 00:27:43,556 He was a crackhead. 406 00:27:43,962 --> 00:27:45,624 Started at school. 407 00:27:46,632 --> 00:27:49,534 By the time he left, he was a disaster area. 408 00:27:50,802 --> 00:27:52,430 He moved on to burglary, proper. 409 00:27:53,272 --> 00:27:54,763 Did some time. 410 00:27:55,674 --> 00:27:59,202 When he left he was out on the streets and he needed money 411 00:27:59,278 --> 00:28:01,076 and a place to crash. 412 00:28:01,580 --> 00:28:03,242 And somehow, 413 00:28:03,315 --> 00:28:05,750 God knows how, he tracked me down. 414 00:28:06,218 --> 00:28:09,382 Off his head on crack, of course, maddened by it. 415 00:28:10,155 --> 00:28:12,147 He broke into the flat, 416 00:28:12,224 --> 00:28:14,750 and threatened my flat mate, Beth, 417 00:28:14,826 --> 00:28:15,987 and... 418 00:28:16,862 --> 00:28:19,923 He hit her or she fell or... 419 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,431 "The evidence was inconclusive." 420 00:28:25,204 --> 00:28:26,832 Anyway, she died. 421 00:28:29,141 --> 00:28:30,973 Not exactly Cinderella, is it? 422 00:28:31,310 --> 00:28:32,750 It's a terrible thing to go through. 423 00:28:33,545 --> 00:28:34,979 But I did get through it. 424 00:28:35,047 --> 00:28:37,175 It was hard, but I did. 425 00:28:37,249 --> 00:28:38,649 Therapy? 426 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:40,549 Mmm... Helped. 427 00:28:42,087 --> 00:28:44,056 But I miss Beth so much. 428 00:28:44,957 --> 00:28:46,983 I just had to talk to her. 429 00:28:48,927 --> 00:28:50,555 You told me not to go and see Alison. 430 00:28:50,629 --> 00:28:53,758 Well, I wouldn't give you her number, I didn't warn you off. 431 00:28:53,832 --> 00:28:54,993 Maybe I should have. 432 00:28:55,067 --> 00:28:56,831 You weren't to know. 433 00:28:57,970 --> 00:28:59,939 Anyway, I should be thanking you. 434 00:29:00,005 --> 00:29:01,064 What for? 435 00:29:01,139 --> 00:29:03,973 - You give good listening. - (LAUGHS) 436 00:29:04,042 --> 00:29:06,375 So good, I'll buy you a drink to do some more. 437 00:29:06,445 --> 00:29:09,210 - I... I should probably be going. - Live a little. 438 00:29:09,281 --> 00:29:12,445 One more drink, and you can give me a lift home. 439 00:29:20,525 --> 00:29:21,525 (DOOR SHUTS) 440 00:29:51,623 --> 00:29:53,421 - Here you go. - Thanks. 441 00:29:57,796 --> 00:29:58,889 What? 442 00:29:59,464 --> 00:30:01,456 - Why so nervous? - I'm not. 443 00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:03,394 Good. 444 00:30:09,374 --> 00:30:11,138 - No, stop. No. - What? 445 00:30:12,077 --> 00:30:13,443 I said, "No!" 446 00:30:14,046 --> 00:30:15,412 I do not wanna do this. 447 00:30:16,782 --> 00:30:17,806 No? 448 00:30:18,417 --> 00:30:19,749 So you'd rather humiliate me? 449 00:30:19,818 --> 00:30:21,377 - What? - No, I get it. 450 00:30:21,953 --> 00:30:24,198 Give me all the signals and then back out just so you can... 451 00:30:24,222 --> 00:30:25,690 What signals? 452 00:30:26,024 --> 00:30:28,459 God, I got you wrong, didn't I? 453 00:30:28,527 --> 00:30:31,258 Look, I'm sorry if you misinterpreted anything I might have done. 454 00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,060 Don't patronize me. 455 00:30:33,131 --> 00:30:34,242 You know what I'm talking about. 456 00:30:34,266 --> 00:30:36,292 I'm sorry, I don't. 457 00:30:36,368 --> 00:30:38,166 - You got the wrong... - You want me. 458 00:30:38,437 --> 00:30:40,303 I know you do. 459 00:30:40,372 --> 00:30:42,012 You just don't have the guts to act on it. 460 00:30:42,074 --> 00:30:43,906 That is not what is going on here. 461 00:30:43,975 --> 00:30:46,206 I know what's going on here. I know what you want. 462 00:30:46,278 --> 00:30:47,405 - Gemma... - Leave me alone. 463 00:30:47,479 --> 00:30:49,038 - Gemma! - Leave me alone! 464 00:31:23,882 --> 00:31:26,181 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 465 00:31:26,251 --> 00:31:28,083 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 466 00:31:54,112 --> 00:31:56,911 - Buy me a drink. - I'm waiting for someone. 467 00:31:57,282 --> 00:31:59,649 Buy me a drink while you're waiting. 468 00:31:59,718 --> 00:32:01,186 You're the generous kind. 469 00:32:02,421 --> 00:32:04,322 And you have warm eyes. 470 00:32:04,389 --> 00:32:05,618 I've always thought so. 471 00:32:07,592 --> 00:32:11,256 Warm eyes and a strong face. 472 00:32:12,998 --> 00:32:15,092 Very promising combination. 473 00:32:16,234 --> 00:32:17,668 Very promising, indeed. 474 00:32:18,203 --> 00:32:20,832 - I don't think so. - (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 475 00:32:21,373 --> 00:32:22,739 I do. 476 00:32:22,808 --> 00:32:24,174 Who's this? 477 00:32:24,843 --> 00:32:26,505 Oh, just a friend. 478 00:32:27,045 --> 00:32:29,276 There's a table in the corner. 479 00:32:38,857 --> 00:32:40,621 - Don't bother calling me. - Tina... Tina. 480 00:32:40,692 --> 00:32:42,370 - It was just a drink. Come on! - I've had enough! 481 00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:44,829 - Just leave me alone. - Tina, come on, be reasonable. 482 00:32:44,896 --> 00:32:46,296 - Come on, love. - (ENGINE STARTING) 483 00:32:46,331 --> 00:32:48,698 Oi, mate, just wait. Tina! 484 00:32:53,839 --> 00:32:55,034 (SIGHS) 485 00:32:59,077 --> 00:33:01,239 (BOTH MOANING) 486 00:33:05,717 --> 00:33:08,050 - Come on! - Oh! Wait. Wait. 487 00:33:12,591 --> 00:33:14,321 Oh! That hurts. 488 00:33:28,440 --> 00:33:31,035 - Get away from me! Don't touch me! - Oh, Jesus! 489 00:33:31,109 --> 00:33:33,943 - What are you talking about? - Don't touch me! 490 00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:36,038 - Don't touch me. - I didn't! 491 00:33:37,249 --> 00:33:38,877 Gemma, come back! 492 00:33:40,886 --> 00:33:42,912 (COUNTING) 493 00:33:50,795 --> 00:33:51,795 (CLATTERING) 494 00:35:10,275 --> 00:35:11,800 (PHONE RINGING) 495 00:35:13,678 --> 00:35:14,839 Hello? 496 00:35:15,347 --> 00:35:17,009 ALISON: I saw her. 497 00:35:17,315 --> 00:35:18,315 Alison? 498 00:35:19,084 --> 00:35:21,246 Saw who? Gemma? 499 00:35:23,054 --> 00:35:24,386 My mother. 500 00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:29,022 I saw my mother. I... 501 00:35:30,528 --> 00:35:33,430 I... can't bear it. I... 502 00:35:35,300 --> 00:35:36,734 She won't leave me alone. 503 00:35:37,202 --> 00:35:40,297 - Okay, listen... - Why won't she leave me alone? 504 00:35:40,605 --> 00:35:42,073 I don't know. 505 00:35:44,409 --> 00:35:45,604 Alison? 506 00:35:46,177 --> 00:35:47,270 Okay. 507 00:35:47,779 --> 00:35:49,338 "Okay" what? 508 00:35:49,414 --> 00:35:50,507 I'll talk. 509 00:35:52,884 --> 00:35:55,479 I want to talk, I'll... 510 00:35:57,122 --> 00:35:58,818 (VOICE BREAKING) I'll talk to you. 511 00:35:59,658 --> 00:36:01,024 Good. 512 00:36:01,092 --> 00:36:03,391 Good. Come 'round my place later. 513 00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,563 Do I have to? Can't we just talk like this? 514 00:36:08,099 --> 00:36:11,797 I think this is something we need to do face-to-face, okay? 515 00:36:12,404 --> 00:36:13,497 Okay. 516 00:36:18,543 --> 00:36:20,444 - Hey. - Is this a bad time? 517 00:36:21,112 --> 00:36:22,944 No. No, it's fine. It's fine. 518 00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:24,710 Please, sit down. 519 00:36:31,589 --> 00:36:33,854 - How are you? - I should be asking you. 520 00:36:37,395 --> 00:36:38,624 I'm... 521 00:36:39,230 --> 00:36:42,132 I am so sorry, I know I should have... 522 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:43,224 Live with me. 523 00:36:45,770 --> 00:36:48,365 - What? - I want you to move in with me. 524 00:36:49,641 --> 00:36:51,769 Are you sure? I mean... 525 00:36:51,843 --> 00:36:55,507 There's Morgan to think about, you don't need me, my... 526 00:36:57,048 --> 00:36:59,347 I've thought about it very carefully, 527 00:36:59,417 --> 00:37:01,648 and I love you. I always have. 528 00:37:02,754 --> 00:37:05,485 And whatever happens, however it happens, 529 00:37:06,524 --> 00:37:08,516 I want us to be together. 530 00:37:12,497 --> 00:37:13,590 When? 531 00:37:14,165 --> 00:37:17,101 Oh, as soon as possible, don't you think? 532 00:37:17,168 --> 00:37:19,262 Under the circumstances. (CHUCKLES WRYLY) 533 00:37:22,140 --> 00:37:23,335 So... 534 00:37:24,509 --> 00:37:26,239 I'll see you later. 535 00:37:28,747 --> 00:37:30,238 Yeah, I guess. 536 00:37:42,994 --> 00:37:44,656 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 537 00:37:55,073 --> 00:37:56,803 Face-to-face, then. 538 00:38:11,322 --> 00:38:14,383 - Can I have a glass of wine? - (LAUGHS) 539 00:38:14,459 --> 00:38:17,361 I don't think that's a good idea, do you? 540 00:38:17,428 --> 00:38:19,454 No, you're probably right. 541 00:38:20,465 --> 00:38:23,264 I'll get you a glass of water. You can take your coat off. 542 00:38:24,169 --> 00:38:25,694 I'm a bit cold. 543 00:38:32,877 --> 00:38:34,402 Can I lie down? 544 00:38:51,563 --> 00:38:52,826 I'm very tired. 545 00:38:57,502 --> 00:38:59,630 (METALLIC SCREECHING) 546 00:39:06,544 --> 00:39:08,410 (SCREECHING CONTINUES) 547 00:39:16,588 --> 00:39:18,056 I'm so tired. 548 00:39:18,723 --> 00:39:19,816 What was that? 549 00:39:20,325 --> 00:39:23,056 - Here it comes. - (RAPID KNOCKING ON DOOR) 550 00:39:25,430 --> 00:39:27,456 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I had no idea. 551 00:39:30,802 --> 00:39:32,862 Oh, my God it was terrible. There was this guy 552 00:39:32,937 --> 00:39:35,249 - and I thought he was just going... - Gemma, come on, what's wrong? 553 00:39:35,273 --> 00:39:37,708 - What happened? - He kind of jumped me like an animal. 554 00:39:37,775 --> 00:39:40,677 - Mauled me. - Wait, wait. Someone attacked you? 555 00:39:40,745 --> 00:39:42,646 - Thank God you're here, thank God. - It's okay. 556 00:39:42,714 --> 00:39:45,183 - Oh, you've got to help me. - It's okay. 557 00:39:48,019 --> 00:39:50,420 What are you doing? No! 558 00:39:50,488 --> 00:39:52,480 He's after me, I think he might have followed me! 559 00:39:52,557 --> 00:39:54,583 (METALLIC SCREECHING) 560 00:39:54,659 --> 00:39:56,560 - What was that? - It's nothing. 561 00:39:56,628 --> 00:39:58,597 (SCREECHING CONTINUES) 562 00:39:58,663 --> 00:40:00,655 I heard him. Where is he? 563 00:40:01,165 --> 00:40:03,498 - (PANTING) - Someone followed you? 564 00:40:05,670 --> 00:40:07,536 (SCREECHING CONTINUES) 565 00:40:10,141 --> 00:40:11,666 Leave me alone! 566 00:40:11,743 --> 00:40:14,713 - There's nobody there. - Leave me alone! 567 00:40:16,814 --> 00:40:18,339 Gemma, Gemma... 568 00:40:19,884 --> 00:40:22,251 - Gemma! - (SHUSHING) 569 00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:24,445 Can you hear it? 570 00:40:25,623 --> 00:40:28,115 Can you hear it? Can you hear it? 571 00:40:28,192 --> 00:40:29,785 (METALLIC SCREECHING CONTINUES) 572 00:40:31,229 --> 00:40:33,130 Gemma, listen to me. 573 00:40:33,197 --> 00:40:37,100 Whatever you think you can see or hear, it's not real, you're imagining it. 574 00:40:37,168 --> 00:40:39,467 Get away from me! Get away from me! 575 00:40:42,707 --> 00:40:44,471 It's Nick, isn't it? 576 00:40:45,176 --> 00:40:46,176 What? 577 00:40:47,211 --> 00:40:49,578 - What are you doing? - It's your brother. 578 00:40:49,914 --> 00:40:51,994 Alison, Gemma's brother died, I really don't think... 579 00:40:52,050 --> 00:40:54,645 Why does he want you so badly? Why? 580 00:40:54,986 --> 00:41:00,357 He wants your skin, he wants your smell, he wants the taste of your body, why? 581 00:41:00,425 --> 00:41:01,449 No. 582 00:41:03,127 --> 00:41:04,390 Can I hold your hand? 583 00:41:06,698 --> 00:41:08,064 (SNIFFLING) 584 00:41:19,177 --> 00:41:20,372 How old was he? 585 00:41:20,445 --> 00:41:21,970 (CRYING) A boy. 586 00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:24,476 He was only a boy. 587 00:41:25,116 --> 00:41:26,140 He didn't want to. 588 00:41:27,318 --> 00:41:30,083 He knew it was wrong. He knew it was wrong. 589 00:41:31,489 --> 00:41:33,617 - He came to your room... - No. 590 00:41:34,292 --> 00:41:36,284 I went to his room. 591 00:41:36,361 --> 00:41:39,126 I went into his room and I climbed into his bed. 592 00:41:39,197 --> 00:41:41,723 - And you said... - I said it was okay. 593 00:41:43,234 --> 00:41:45,362 I said it was gonna be okay. 594 00:41:46,104 --> 00:41:47,299 He loved you. 595 00:41:50,008 --> 00:41:51,476 He loved me. 596 00:41:52,377 --> 00:41:55,541 - Yeah, he loved me. - And then you threw him away. 597 00:41:56,047 --> 00:41:57,913 You rejected him, why? 598 00:41:58,649 --> 00:42:02,211 - Why? Why did you do that? - I don't know... I don't know. 599 00:42:04,655 --> 00:42:06,123 I don't know. 600 00:42:06,457 --> 00:42:07,925 I don't know. 601 00:42:10,228 --> 00:42:12,129 I don't know. (SOBBING) 602 00:42:22,774 --> 00:42:24,072 - It's okay. - (COUGHING) 603 00:42:24,142 --> 00:42:26,702 - I'll see you, Robert. - It's okay. 604 00:42:29,347 --> 00:42:31,748 - Alison, wait. - ALISON: It's okay. 605 00:42:32,550 --> 00:42:33,813 I'm fine. 606 00:42:36,354 --> 00:42:40,052 I'm just gonna, um, turn up the volume. 607 00:42:56,941 --> 00:42:58,307 (SNIFFLING) 608 00:43:04,282 --> 00:43:06,148 I was scared, you see. 609 00:43:08,753 --> 00:43:10,346 I was so scared. 610 00:43:13,658 --> 00:43:15,251 And I thought... 611 00:43:18,296 --> 00:43:20,424 I don't know what I thought. 612 00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:25,131 I needed... comfort. 613 00:43:27,872 --> 00:43:29,067 Safety. 614 00:43:34,112 --> 00:43:36,741 And after Dad did what he did to me... 615 00:43:39,650 --> 00:43:41,881 Maybe I thought that was love. 616 00:43:45,056 --> 00:43:47,048 It felt real at the time. 617 00:43:49,627 --> 00:43:51,061 Safe. 618 00:43:52,864 --> 00:43:54,230 Loving. 619 00:43:57,301 --> 00:43:59,031 All you had was me. 620 00:44:01,172 --> 00:44:03,038 And all I had was you. 621 00:44:07,278 --> 00:44:08,769 And I'm sorry. 622 00:44:09,714 --> 00:44:11,182 I'm so sorry. 623 00:44:15,586 --> 00:44:16,610 (DOOR OPENING) 624 00:44:17,488 --> 00:44:18,649 Gemma. 625 00:44:19,724 --> 00:44:21,920 So sorry to keep you waiting. 626 00:44:24,695 --> 00:44:26,254 (SNIFFLING) 627 00:44:30,668 --> 00:44:33,103 (ROCK MUSIC PLAYING LOUDLY) 628 00:44:54,859 --> 00:44:56,054 Alison? 629 00:44:56,794 --> 00:44:57,989 Alison! 630 00:45:04,068 --> 00:45:05,866 Alison, are you okay? 631 00:45:31,562 --> 00:45:32,928 Oh, my God. 44138

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