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[Ten Years]

[Episode 23: The Way I Love You is to control myself not to love you anymore]

By the way,

have the 800U devices

that we ordered last time arrived yet?

They will arrive tomorrow.

How's the streamer today?

Liu Ke and Zhou Yu's daily sales

are both over 200,000 yuan.

Okay.

Don't worry. Just eat.

Okay.

You've been busy with the company lately

and have to take care of me.

Thank you.

Don't regard me as an outsider.

It's really delicious.

Aunt called me yesterday.

She asked when you would be free to come home.

Why would my mom call you

if she misses me?

Aunt means that we should go back together.

Okay.

High-end ingredients

only needs the simplest way to cook.

It's so high. Little Tao.

It is so high!

Honey, the food is ready.

Where are you now?

Little Tao.

Dad needs to write a fairy tale for a while.

I'll write a fairy tale for you.

I'll play with you later.

Riding the whirlwind, I freely travel in the world.

Riding the whirlwind, I never look back.

Riding...

Amazing. Lady Tao finally fell asleep.

Awesome.

Honey, you're back.

Yes, I'm home.

I'm so tired.

Have you eaten?

Yes.

But the lunch box in the company tastes terrible.

It's okay. I'll heat it up for you.

Eat some more.

Okay.

I want noodles.

Okay. Wait a minute.

By the way,

Give me your story.

I'm going to read it.

I haven't finished yet.

How much did you write?

I have written...

The little white rabbit and the little black rabbit walked into the forest.

And then?

That's all.

Chen Tao, you promised me.

I told you this public account can't stop updating.

I know. But honey,

I have to do housework

and take care of the kid.

And I have to do these things, right?

Little Tao cries all day long.

She cries so hard that my head is buzzing.

And she always wants her mom.

Honey. I know you work hard.

I've experienced all of these.

You write a story for Little Tao.

And now there are hundreds of thousands of children

waiting for your story.

But I really can't write it.

Why can't you?

You sent home a lot of letters before.

I used to...

I used to write stories...

I used to write stories

with Datou and Xiaoshui.

We wrote together

happily and easily.

But now I stay at home all day long.

I really can't.

I have an idea.

What is it?

I'll go out for a fight.

I'll see Datou and Xiaoshui if I fight.

Come back.

I really...

I'm serious.

I really can't write.

Honey.

The stories you wrote before were very touching.

Because you wrote our love into a fairy tale.

It's true that I'm too busy now.

You have to take care of Little Tao every day.

So the time we communicate with each other

become less and less.

So you can't write a story.

It's okay. Let's take it slow.

I won't give you any more pressure.

Okay?

I know how to write it.

Why did you bring me here?

You'll know soon.

This ring

can only be given to one person in my life.

The person I chose is you.

Ranran.

Trust me.

I will give you happiness.

I will protect you.

I won't let anyone bully you,

including myself.

Will you marry me?

I know

what happened between us.

But I didn't understand at that time.

Now I understand.

I'll give you a sense of security.

I will give you a complete sense of security.

Can you give me a chance?

Kai. I can't promise you.

Why?

I haven't figured it out yet.

Why?

We've been together for so many years.

I'm sorry, Kai.

Let's break up.

Ranran.

Ranran.

Listen to me.

Just pretend that this proposal never happened.

Okay?

But it has happened.

I promise you

I will never propose to you again.

You have the final say in the future.

You have the final say in our way of getting along, okay?

Kai.

Is it fun for us to be like this?

Why do you think it's not fun?

I'm willing to sacrifice everything for you.

I'm willing to do everything for you.

Can you give me another chance?

Kai!

To love someone is not to force her,

but to let nature take its course.

You should follow your heart.

It's not because of me that you didn't say yes.

It's because of him.

Yes.

You were with him for those three days, right?

[One week later]

Tell me, what's the matter?

It's not about work.

You've been working hard lately.

I've thought about some things for a long time.

I think I should tell you face to face.

You've been to my place.

My parents like you too.

So if I keep this attitude

and keep an unclear realtionship with you,

it's not good for you.

Go ahead.

Xin Ya, I’m sorry.

I still can’t let go of Wang Ran.

And I don’t plan to start a new relationship.

You asked me here

just to say this?

I'm sorry.

Are you kidding, Lin Yicheng?

Do you have to make it so scary?

Yes.

I did go to your place.

I don't deny that I liked you.

But I just have feelings for you.

I think you're more like

good friends, good buddies

and good partners.

So if you can't forget her, just remember her.

Why do you apologize to me?

Really?

Of course.

I'm sorry.

I thought too much and embarrassed you.

It's fine. I'm generous.

Otherwise, you'll be embarrassed.

I have something to do. I have to go.

Let me drive you home.

No, I can take a taxi.

I'm leaving.

Lin Yicheng.

You are infatuated to wait if she's far away.

But if she's in front of you and you're just waiting, you are just a coward.

Since you've fallen in love,

you should fight for it.

That's what a man should do.

This is the Lin Yicheng I admire and acknowledge.

Thank you.

We are still good partners, right?

Of course.

I'm leaving.

You sing well.

Keep it up.

Thank you.

Let's go.

Excuse me.

Where is the brother who used to sing here?

He's dead.

He's dead?

How did he die?

It doesn't matter.

I miss him too.

He died.

So I came here to sing.

Thank you. What song do you want to hear?

Lifetime Beloved.

♫ The one who's gone is no longer there ♫

♫ Now, I am without any support or dependence ♫

Thank you.

♫ How many intoxicated nights have passed ♫

♫ Helplessly, I try to forget you again ♫

♫ Time weaves itself anew ♫

♫ When the moon is high in the sky ♫

♫ Life will no longer be bewildering ♫

♫ Perhaps time will heal all wounds ♫

♫ Now, I am without any support or dependence ♫

♫ How many intoxicated nights have passed ♫

♫ Helplessly, I try to forget you again ♫

♫ Time weaves itself anew ♫

♫ When the moon is high in the sky ♫

♫ Life will no longer be bewildering ♫

♫ Perhaps time will heal all wounds ♫

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Wang Ran.

Wang Ran.

Why are you running?

I have something to do. I have to go.

Lin Yicheng.

I shouldn't be the one to tell you this.

Wang Ran and Li Wenkai have broken up.

You are infatuated to wait if she's far away.

But if she's in front of you and you're just waiting, you are just a coward.

Since you've fallen in love,

you should fight for it.

♫ Us ♫

That's what a man should do.

♫ Those we have been through ♫

♫ We all admit it later ♫

♫ The story has gone far ♫

♫ We go our separate ways ♫

♫ About the future me ♫

♫ Me, push away the fairness ♫

♫ I'm always partial to you ♫

I love you.

♫ If it's possible ♫

♫ To protect you ♫

♫ A lonely and peaceful journey ♫

♫ Full of all possibilities ♫

♫ I will encounter interesting people and things ♫

♫ But I won't share them with you anymore ♫

♫ Those past memories ♫

♫ The ideals I held on to ♫

♫ We all admit it later ♫

You are back.

Have you eaten?

♫ Time, you come and go, it doesn't matter ♫

♫ I am like an onlooker, quietly watching you ♫

♫ Night, you come and go, it's alright ♫

You're out of money again, aren't you?

♫ Streetlights and the sun alike, they illuminate the eyes ♫

Go find your mother and get the money.

♫ Jialing River, you come and go, don't be sad ♫

♫ I am just like you, starting the journey from Chaotianmen ♫

♫ Mom, don't be sad ♫

♫ I see tears shimmering in your eyes ♫

♫ I just long to live like a man ♫

♫ Wait till I fill my eyes with all the colors ♫

♫ I'm no longer an ideal onlooker ♫

♫ I'll come back to Chongqing again ♫

♫ Come back to your life ♫

♫ Wait until I understand the joy of time ♫

♫ I'm no longer a lonely onlooker ♫

♫ I'll come back to your life ♫

♫ I'll sing for you ♫

I know what you want to say,

but we have to face it.

But I'm still worried.

Don't worry.

No matter what happens,

I'll be with you this time.

Ranran.

I hope you can bravely face your love.

No matter what happens,

I wish you all the best.

Kai!

Kai!

Kai!

Call 120!

Kai!

[Chongqing Shifang Hospital]

The patient is fine now.

He just needs to rest for a few days.

Most importantly,

you need to calm the patient down.

Thank you, doctor.

You're welcome.

You haven't rested all night.

Go back and have a good sleep.

Are you okay by yourself?

Then I'll go back now.

Are you feeling better?

Ranran.

Can you not leave me?

Have a good rest first.

When you recover,

we'll go home.

What brings you here?

I want to see Kai

and talk to him.

What's the point of meeting him now?

It's useless to say anything.

But I can't just watch him

emotional hijack you.

Leave this to me.

Lin Yicheng.

You can't handle this.

I know you want to

face it with me.

But only I can handle it myself.

Trust me.

Okay, I'll wait for you.

Okay.

Sorry, Lin Yicheng.

Kai.

Eat something.

Was Lin Yicheng here just now?

Yes.

I want to be alone.

Don't worry.

People who committed suicide once

won't die twice.

I'll put this here.

Remember to eat it.

Ke.

I'm leaving for a while.

[Ke] [Eyes only]

Please give the key on the table to Bing.

Don't ask her and my mom where I went.

I didn't tell them either.

I just want to be alone.

If I want to come back one day,

don't worry,

you'll be the first one I meet.

Ke.

You should cherish your love

and your family.

Take good care of Little Tao.

Don't worry.

I will definitely give New Year Money regularly every year.

Ran.

♫ Envy the courage in your heart ♫

♫ Counting every warm scene ♫

♫ The remaining warmth on my lips ♫

♫ I'll admit what I said ♫

Kai, we've come this far.

♫ From now on ♫

♫ The two different people ♫

It seems to be unnecessary to say anything now.

♫ What is waiting for us is an expedition ♫

But I still want to tell you

that you are really important to me.

♫ There are always infinite possibilities ♫

The years we spent together

are engraved in my heart.

♫ No matter which station we stop at ♫

Our affection is real.

♫ I'll always look back ♫

♫ Us ♫

I just have to face a fact.

♫ Those we have been through ♫

We had deep feelings,

♫ We all admit it later ♫

but we might not necessarily have love.

♫ The story has gone far ♫

♫ We go our separate ways ♫

I'm leaving.

I'll leave you

and him.

If I don't contact you anymore,

♫ About the future me ♫

I will never contact him again.

♫ Me, push away the fairness ♫

♫ I'm always partial to you ♫

I'm tired. I'm really tired.

♫ If it's possible ♫

I just want to find a place

♫ To protect you ♫

to stop thinking about my feelings

and live quietly.

I just want to read some books.

♫ A lonely and peaceful journey ♫

Wang Ran.

♫ Full of all possibilities ♫

♫ I will encounter interesting people and things ♫

♫ But I won't share them with you anymore ♫

Cheng.

♫ Those past memories ♫

I have a lot to say.

♫ The ideals I held on to ♫

But I feel like I don't need to say that much.

♫ We all admit it later ♫

Because you always know me

and you know what I want to say.

♫ The story has gone far ♫

And you must understand why I'm leaving.

♫ We go our separate ways ♫

I used to think

I knew exactly what I wanted.

♫ About the future me ♫

I thought I knew myself well.

♫ Me, push away the fairness ♫

Now I realize it's not true.

♫ I'm always partial to you ♫

Actually, I don't know myself very well.

♫ If it's possible ♫

I'm lost.

I got lost.

♫ The distance between hearts, a few kilometers ♫

♫ Meeting each other isn't for the ending ♫

Lin Yicheng.

I love you.

♫ It's for us to become better versions of ourselves ♫

But I have to be responsible for Li Wenkai.

♫ We all admit it later ♫

I can't face both of you at the same time.

I need some time to think.

♫ The story has gone far ♫

♫ We go our separate ways ♫

I need to leave for a while.

Maybe a few months.

♫ About the future me ♫

Maybe a few years.

Maybe we will never meet again.

♫ Me, push away the fairness ♫

♫ I'm always partial to you ♫

Eat well.

♫ If it's possible ♫

Work hard.

Live well.

♫ To protect you ♫

Take care.

Wang Ran.

Eyes only.

[To Yicheng, Ran]