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Since we didn't love each other,

we should just call off our engagement.

That's because he feels slighted.

I know.

I will never call off my engagement with Nu-Kuea.

Why is that?

You know nothing. There's something more than that.

I can't let him know what I'm doing here.

That includes being a singer and a drummer named Kirin.

Kirin...Do you think you can lie to me, Annabelle?

It's just a promise that you gave to my grandpa. Is that all?

You don't have any siblings. You only have me to play with.

Maybe that makes you think that you...

You said that you will propose to me.

That's right. I will.

But when I asked you...

If you ask me if I love you or not,

my answer would be no.

How the hell could that be?

You should find one good reason...

to explain why I want to call off the engagement.

I will say this very frankly.

I want to marry a human.

I don't want to marry a doll.

Annabelle.

Do we look alike?

Does he mean that I look like a ghost?

I will change to the skinhead look then!

Nu-Kuea, what kind of hairstyle do you want?

I want to do what Hia Lian likes.

Sure. That's not hard to do.

Mommy, make sure I look exactly like him.

Sure.

I always dress up and do everything the way he likes.

Kuea, what's the matter?

I have decided...

I will not go back to the UK.

Why is that?

I want to stay here.

I will study at a university in Thailand.

But we've prepared everything for you to continue your study in London.

I know that.

But...

I miss grandpa.

Also...

I want to spend more time with Hia Lian.

If we have to marry in the future.

Okay.

I don't want to interfere with your decision.

Have you decided what major you want to choose?

I want to study engineering.

I thought you wanted to study political science.

But it's okay.

I think computer engineering is okay too.

He can study whatever he likes.

As long as he's obedient and well-behaved.

I'm just worried that you will live apart from us.

But if Lian is there to take care of him for me, I think it should be okay.

Okay.

I want you to be Nu-Kuea's guardian while he's living in Thailand.

Keep us updated on his schedule as well as his grades.

Yes, sir.

I don't think that is necessary.

I can take care of myself.

I will be less worried if you can help me look after him.

Please take him out sometimes.

I don't want you to look after him like you're his parent or brother

but look after him like he's your life partner.

Can you do that?

Of course.

It's my pleasure.

I will take him on a date every Friday night.

Starting from this week.

Then I'm okay. I'll let him stay in Thailand.

Alright.

Okay for me.

Kuea!

I want to ask.

Do you have a girlfriend?

Come on. Only you want to know this.

Yeah. I want to know.

Answer or drink? Answer or drink? Answer or drink?

I...

I don't have a girlfriend.

But I have a fiancé.

What?

Fiancé?

Our family let us be engaged since we were young.

He's like a brother to me.

What?

Brother?

Yeah.

It might seem weird.

It seems impossible, isn't it?

But...

My family and his family are very close.

Everything is possible in this world.

Wait a second. So, you two have been in an arranged marriage since little?

No.

They didn't force us.

Well..

I love him for a really long time.

But it still seems weird.

Gosh! Because a person like you exists in this world,

that's why our society will never be open-minded.

Do you know that our society has become more diverse than you could imagine?

Keep your eyes, your ears, and your heart open.

And stop that kind of thinking.

Calm down, mom. I'm just asking because I want to know.

What about your fiancé? Does he love you too?

Well...

When there is love,

there is pain.

Shit.

Amen.

I think he must come from Shaolin Temple.

Let's drink!

Cheers.

Nu-Kuea.

Are you awake?

I bought snacks for you.

Look.

I'm relieved.

I'm glad that you're still alive.

I know.

I'm not dead yet.

I don't want to become a haunted doll like what Hia said.

You two haven't reconciled yet?

It's his fault.

He's gone since last night.

He's probably dead in the office by now.

It's okay. Let's focus on this instead.

Deep-fried dough stick.

And congee from your favorite restaurant.

A perfect breakfast for this lovely morning.

Are you possessed by a Disney princess?

I think I'm normal.

But look at you.

You look so depressed. It's like there's a black cloud hanging over your head.

Whoa. It's so gloomy.

Look at that.

Let me help you.

Just sit and wait.

I'll do this for you.

Why are you doing so many things for me?

I'm afraid that you will burn down the whole kitchen just like the first time we met.

You probably starve yourself if I didn't come here.

I know how to use an app to order food.

Alright.

Anyway, thank you.

I miss those times when we were in the UK.

Me too.

Damn it! Why there's smoke?

What should I do?

Should I just open this?

What are you doing?

You will make the smoke detector go off.

I'm hungry.

I saw this on the table so I just...

I just want to eat it.

This is so basic. You don't know how to cook this?

When you're in Thailand, someone always cooks for you, right?

This is my first time.

First time cooking?

First time in the kitchen.

Alright. I will help you to do this.

This should be okay.

You can eat it in five minutes.

Okay.

By the way, my name is Kuea.

Kuea.

Kuea Keerati.

You're the famous young master, Kuea Keerati?

I'm not famous.

Who said that?

You are descended from a very old aristocratic family.

I remember it on the TV that they looked for the treasure from the Ayutthaya period at Keerati Mansion.

That belongs to my grandpa.

I live in that mansion too.

What about you? What's your name?

Kon-Diao. (Oneself)

No, I'm not living alone.

No. I mean, my name is Kon-Diao.

Sai-Prik-Mai. (You want chili?)

Your name is weird.

Your surname is weird too.

I mean, do you want to put the chili sauce?

Oh.

I know that.

No one in the world has Sai-Prik-Mai as a surname.

Right?

Yeah.

Here.

Put the chili sauce too.

Okay.

Kuea!

Huh?

Are you going to eat?

Wow.

You can do this much?

I just put everything on a plate.

Can you marry me instead?

I don't want to marry Hia Lian anymore.

Are you crazy? The god will punish us!

How can I live alone for the rest of my life?

Come back to your senses first.

You have to decide first whether you will call off the engagement or not.

Look at that. You're still wearing the engagement ring.

I will take it off after we officially end our engagement.

I will definitely call of the engagement.

I will never go back to him.

There's no more Kuea Keerati who's crazy in love.

I don't care about Hia Lian anymore.

I will remove my engagement status with Hia Lian.

I'll let the whole world condemn me if I go back to Hia Lian.

Shit!

Dude.

What?

Hia Lian called me last night. Three missed calls!

You should call him back now.

He must be really angry.

What should I do?

I don't want to get involved.

I know now.

Let's play rock, paper, and scissors.

If you win, I will call him back.

If I win, I will not call.

Let's do it.

Let's do it.

Rock, paper, and scissors!

You're not going to call me back, Nu-Kuea?

Are you sure that you're going to do this?

I am sure.

I guess.

I don't want to force anyone.

Then you have to be patient

and be strong.

Okay.

Thank you for worrying about me.

Thanks for listening to me whining.

Oh right.

Did Hia Yi scold you for coming back late?

Nope.

Hia Yi likes to pretend that he's fierce.

But actually, he never scolds me.

Then why are you so afraid of him?

Don't you think it's scarier when he's like that?

It makes me feel obligated all the time.

He's so scary.

That's so him, Phayak Chen.

Exactly.

Last night...

When I got back home.

I'm...

I'm home, Hia.

He went right back to his condo.

What?

Why did he come back home then?

Hia Yi and Hia Lian are so confusing.

Why do they have to be mysterious and hard to figure out?

Kuea...

Huh?

Can I ask you something?

Did you two...

do "it" yet?

What do you mean?

I never did that.

Did you do it?

I've never done such a thing.

As for me...

It goes only that far.

Look.

My crazy-in-love corner.

It's not that I don't want to do it.

But I think he respects me.

He probably waits until we're married.

Don't you ever want to...

hold his hand

or kiss him?

Kiss?

Yeah.

Well...

I want to do it sometimes.

The weather is lovely.

This place is nice too.

The light decoration is so beautiful.

It reminds me when I was in the UK.

Do you like...

Is this the magic moment between us?

It's finally time

to give my first kiss to him.

Kiss me, Hia.

I'm ready.

Nu-Kuea, you should walk carefully.

This close...

But it was just a short moment. It comes and goes.

I'm sad that I miss the chance.

But it's okay.

I can wait.

But right now...

There's nothing left for me to wait.

Maybe...

This is the real reason.

What do you mean?

The reason that they never show that they love us

is because they don't.

That's why they are so careless.

You're crazy.

You're thinking too much.

I saw you two calling off the engagement last night.

I can't stop thinking about my own situation.

I think both of us shouldn't be alone.

How about you come with me?

Since I can't practice music anyway.

Where are we going?

We haven't eaten anything yet.

I will go to surrender myself.

Kuea Keerati! Where have you been?

Why didn't you tell me that you're going to stay over there?

Do you know how worried I was? I couldn't sleep. You didn't pick up my phone call!

I was going to tell the police!

I'm so sorry.

I was so tired last night. I fell asleep right away.

Mrs. Kewarin told me to take a good care of you.

What if something happens to you?

My head would be chopped off.

You're my best auntie ever.

Is there anything to eat today?

Do you know how much I miss your cooking when I was in the UK?

Can you cook something for me and Kon-Diao to eat?

Please, auntie Ja.

Please.

Young master, I'm too old already. My cooking is not as good as before.

You're not old at all!

I've never tried any Thai food that tastes as good as yours.

Please, auntie Ja.

Aww, my young master.

Of course. How could I say no?

But it has to be dinner because I have to buy ingredients first.

Kon-Diao.

Yes?

Please stay for dinner.

Of course.

I will do my best.

I don't have enough time. I should go now!

Okay, auntie Ja. I will wait.

I will wait too.

Good bye...

My beloved high-end brands.

Don't you feel sad that you have to donate all these clothes?

Well, I do.

But I don't want to be the young master Nu-Kuea Keerati that Hia likes anymore.

From now on, I will be just Kuea.

Kuea, the drummer, the singer, the biker.

Be the person I want to be.

I understand that.

But look at all these clothes.

They are still in good shape.

They are very expensive too.

If you like it, you can have it.

Mr. Lian.

Mr. Lian!

Here's the summary of the problem yesterday.

Foei.

Did Nu-Kuea say something while you're driving him home?

You asshole!

What?

Let me explain this to you. I was driving quite fast.

The road was too dark.

I thought a person was coming out of nowhere.

But it was...

It was a dog!

The first thing that came right into my mind was to figure out its breed.

Was it Dalmatian? Or maybe Bangkaew?

It was actually a Poodle!

It ran out in front of the car, so I had to slam on the breaks.

I turned around to check on young master Kuea.

And then young master Kuea said...

You asshole.

That's it, sir. I'm sorry, sir!

Okay.

Okay...

It's Saturday. You can go back early.

Don't tell anyone about what happened.

It will ruin the image of young master Kuea Keerati.

Yes, sir.

You call me an asshole?

I don't think you can get rid of the young master Nu-Kuea inside you.

It's just too much.

At least I have to try.

I don't want to be the young master Nu-Kuea Keerati anymore.

But you're still Nu-Kuea in auntie Ja, your mom, and your dad's eyes.

You're right.

But I don't have to pretend, just like when I'm with Hia.

What about that picture?

You don't want to keep it anymore?

I don't think you two can be apart,

even if you guys break up.

Being Nu-Kuea is still a part of who you are.

You can't throw away or donate that side of you.

My fiancé.

Your fiancé is calling you.

Ex-fiancé.

I will change his name now.

Are you going to pick up the phone?

No.

He just wants to hear that I'm still okay.

Not that he cares.

But since we're no longer engaged.

He doesn't have to do this anymore.

You're so naughty, Nu-Kuea.

Same table tonight.

Book it for me.

I know you already have a band playing tonight,

but can Kirin join too?

Well yeah, you can.

But the problem is

you use so much time to set up the stage more than any other band.

Today.

No, not today.

I mean from now on, there's no need to do that.

What?

Don't tell me that you're going to reveal yourself.

That's right.

I will stop hiding behind the curtain.

I'm going to be myself.

You're not afraid that your fiancé will find out?

I don't have a fiancé anymore.

I already called off the engagement.

What?

You just went on a date with him yesterday.

Everything has changed.

Kiddo.

Aren't you too hotheaded?

You should think carefully about revealing yourself.

All the secrets that you keep...

Everything hidden will end right here.

That's right, Kuea.

Think carefully.

Don't be too impulsive.

I don't care anymore.

The reason that I keep everything a secret

is because I'm afraid Hia will find out.

But right now...

I just want to sing.

I just want to be myself.

I also want to know if I reveal myself

will anyone recognize me?

Will they still want to find out...

who Kirin is?

How about this?

You just do whatever you want tonight.

After the show, I'll buy you guys some drinks.

Okay?

What?

Where is Kon-Diao?

How am I supposed to know?

You're calling me but asking for him?

Whatever. I can't contact Nu-Kuea, so I thought they might be together.

I don't know.

I didn't follow Kon-Diao around just like you did to Kuea.

Thanks for not helping anything.

What the hell is wrong with him?

Why is he mad at me?

Whatever. I can't contact Nu-Kuea, so I thought they might be together.

♪No matter how much I've changed, you're still the same.♪

♪No matter how hard I try, nothing changes.♪

Isn't this Kirin's voice? ♪No matter how hard I try, nothing changes.♪

♪No matter how hard I try, nothing changes.♪

I think you're right. It must be him. ♪No matter how hard I try, nothing changes.♪

I think you're right. It must be him.

♪Even if I do better than this.♪ I think you're right. It must be him.

♪Even if I do better than this.♪

♪Even if I do everything you want me to do.♪

♪It seems that I can never please you.♪

♪You said that I'm not good enough for you.♪

♪But is the real reason is you already have someone else?♪

♪If you no longer love me.♪

♪If that is the real reason.♪

♪There is only one thing that I want to change.♪

♪I will change to love someone who loves me.♪

♪I will change to love someone who cares for me.♪

♪So that my heart will not get hurt.♪

♪My heart will not be in pain.♪

♪There will be no more tears.♪

♪I will change to love someone who loves me♪

♪and accepts me for who I am.♪

♪I won't feel tired and worthless.♪

♪It will be easier for me to love someone else.♪

♪Things that used to be good are now bad.♪

♪I just want to know if you ever love me.♪

♪If you have forgotten everything that we used to do together.♪

♪There is only one thing that I want to change.♪

♪I will change to love someone who loves me.♪

♪I will change to love someone who cares for me.♪

♪So that my heart will not get hurt.♪

♪My heart will not be in pain.♪

♪There will be no more tears.♪

♪I will change to love someone who loves me♪

♪and accepts me for who I am.♪

♪I won't feel tired and worthless.♪

♪It will be easier for me to love someone else.♪

♪If you have something to say, say it to me now.♪

♪Don't make me aimlessly change myself for nothing.♪

♪I want to love someone who loves me.♪

♪I want to love someone who cares for me.♪

Hello, Hia.

I'm helping Kuea at the moment.

Helping him to do what?

I'm helping him to pack some clothes.

For the whole day?

There are a lot of clothes.

But I will be back within thirty minutes.

Good.

I'm waiting at home.

Huh? How come?

You usually don't come back home on Saturday.

I can come back whenever I want. This is my house.

Okay, Hia.

I will go back soon.

Should I ask him?

Ask him!

Are you Kirin?

Yes.

I am Kirin.

Kirin is the mask that I used to hide myself.

But today...

I have decided to take off that mask.

My real name is Kuea.

No title.

No surname.

No fake name.

Just Kuea.

This is the real me.

I hope you guys will welcome me the same way you accept Kirin.

Kuea! I can't stay any longer. I have to go back home now.

Thank you.

(Kon-Diao is with Kuea at Keerati Mansion.)

(Wrong.)

Kon-Diao!

You dare lie to me?

Kuea.

Let's call it a day. Let's go back now.

If you don't want to stay alone, you can sleepover at my house.

Please.

How do you feel?

How do you feel you don't have to keep it a secret anymore?

It feels great.

I feel so good.

I can sing what I want to sing.

I can make eye contact with the audience.

It means a lot to me.

I'm so happy for you.

Let's go.

It's time to celebrate.

Jay.

Well...

We have to go back now.

How come?

We already made a deal.

But then...

You can go back first.

I really want to celebrate this moment.

But I'm worried.

Don't worry about me.

I'm not the old Nu-Kuea who didn't even know how to cook an instant noodle.

I know.

You won't be mad at me, right?

I'm not mad at you.

I know that Hia Yi cares about you.

It's not his job to look after you like this.

But he does it anyway.

Because he loves you.

Um.

Jay, don't let him drink too much.

He becomes another person when he's drunk.

Don't worry.

I'll look after him.

You should go back now.

Okay.

Take care.

Okay.

Go. Don't make Hia Yi wait too long.

See you then.

Jay.

I'm serious.

Don't trust him when he's drunk.

Okay.

See you.

Hia...

Since when did Keerati mansion move to Thonglor?

Well...

Why don't you try telling me more lies?

I actually came from Kuea's house.

But...

Kuea is still inside the club.

As for me...I will go back home now.

Why does Kuea have to come to a small club like this?

Lian's Pentagon is at the opposite.

Kuea is not allowed to go inside Pentagon, Hia.

So that's why you come here?

You know how much I hate liars.

Diao, don't lie to me.

I didn't mean to lie to you.

Let's talk at home.

Cheers!

To Kuea Keerati.

Excuse me, can I have more drink?

Just call me Kuea.

Don't call me by my surname.

I'm used to it already.

Just Kuea sounds weird to me.

Or...

Should I just call you Kirin?

No.

Kirin means Qilin.

Qilin means Kilen.

Kilen is Hia Lian.

You still love him?

You know my Thai is not that good.

Kirin equals to Hia Lian.

Okay?

Fine. Okay.

You're too complicated.

Who will understand you?

I don't want to be Kirin anymore.

I just want to be Kuea.

What's wrong being Kuea?

I'm not saying that it's bad.

I just want to help you figure out which choice is the best.

I don't want that.

I don't need your help.

Are you okay?

You seem so drunk.

Do I look drunk?

Do whatever you want then.

I don't want to fight with you anymore.

Young master Kuea.

I am not a young master!

Okay. I know. I know.

Can I join you for a drink?

Join me?

Yeah.

You're Kirin, right?

Hey! I'm Kuea.

My name is Kuea.

Okay, okay. Let's dance.

Okay, sure.

Come with me.

Who are you?

Hia...Lian.

Are you Hia Lian The Asshole?

You're not him.

You just look like him.

You look very similar to him.

Hia Lian, is that you?

Hia.

Nu-Kuea, you're too drunk.

Let's go back.

I won't!

Who are you?

Don't touch me.

Don't be naughty.

Let's go now.

Hia...

Jay!

Jay, where are you? Help me.

Jay!

Jay!

Jay!

Kuea Keerati!

Hia Lian?

What are you doing here?

Come on.

You're not him.

He won't dress up like this.

Don't trick me.

Let's go. I'll send you home.

I'm not going with you. You're not Hia Lian!

I didn't expect that you'll be this drunk.

Let me go! I'm not going with you.

Nu-Kuea!

Nu-Kuea.

Where are we going?

I'm not going.

Nu-Kuea, walk carefully and don't push me.

Don't call me Nu-Kuea!

Only Hia can call me that!

What do you want me to call you?

Anything.

Except Nu-Kuea.

What about...

Annabelle.

Annabelle...

Don't call me that.

I hate it.

Why are you smiling?

Don't laugh at me.

Stop it!

Don't you like when I'm smiling?

No.

I don't want to fall for you.

Don't flirt.

You don't want to like me?

No.

I don't want to like you anymore.

You're a bad person.

Don't think that I will like you just because you look like Hia.

But I want to flirt with you.

You are Hia Lian?

You sound like him.

You smell like him too.

Hey!

It can't be.

He must be a top-grade replica.

I thought this kind of situation only existed in dramas.

You're talking nonsense now.

Let's go.

I'll send you home.

Where are you taking me?

Where are we going?

Let's go.

Oh, I'm sorry!

Young master Kuea, this way.

What's wrong with you? What gets into you?

Should we go straight to his house?

No! You can't!

I can't go back.

Auntie Ja will tell my mom.

She will tell Hia too.

Go to my secret house.

Can you tell me the way?

Here.

Take a look.

The dragon's lair?

That's right.

Foei.

Yes, sir.

You have the same ring as Hia.

You must be Hia.

But it can't be.

Can I ask you something?

Have you ever wanted to hug me?

Have you ever wanted to kiss me?

Nu-Kuea...

You don't love me...

That's why you never wanted to do that, right?

Why can't you love me?

You can love me just a little bit.

Just a little bit is enough for me.

Why?

Why don't you love me?

I want you to love me.

I'm always well-behaved.

I want to marry you.

Why don't you want to marry me?

Why don't you love me?

I love you so much.

I didn't want to call off the engagement.

Can you love me back?

You can just pretend to love me.

♪Love.♪

♪Just tell me that you love me.♪

♪Is it too hard to do that?♪

♪How you feel?♪

♪What am I to you?♪

♪Am I special to you? Or I'm just nothing.♪

♪How much do I mean to you?♪

♪How you feel?♪

♪If there's me inside your heart.♪

Diao, do you know how I got back home last night?

Did you talk to Hia Lian?

I will be busted if I ask him that.

Where did you go?

I will not put up with this anymore.

Kirin. Qilin. The dragon's lair.

What else do you hide from me?

I can't let this go on.

But I vaguely remember...

I met a guy who looked exactly like Hia Lian.

Are you actually Hia Lian?

Nu-Kuea, you should sleep.

What are you going to do if it's actually him?