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SAFE WORD

I didn't know mistresses wear neutral tones.

On your intake form you said you wanted

to change power relationships in your life.

Yes.

With whom?

With myself, I guess.

That's wise.

Tell me...

What triggered your interest in BDSM?

Be specific.

Well, I met someone.

I'm not falling in love or anything.

It's a different sort of admiration.

A different kind of desire.

More like a longing.

If you know what I mean.

What do you hope to get out of BDSM?

New feelings.

To be surprised.

Don't try too hard for that.

Open your mind and the rest will arrive naturally.

Thank you for accepting me.

Don't be overconfident.

I can change my mind very quickly.

So... What are your limits?

Well, I was hoping you could maybe give me a recommendation.

Girl, I can't do such a thing.

Limits are personal and they change.

Well, I've never done this type of thing before.

All right, I'll test you out little by little.

Okay.

Are you attracted by blood?

Sexually?

No.

Piss. -Nope.

See? You already have two.

I am not particularly interested in body fluids.

Though some spitting might be okay.

And I don't think I want to be slapped in the face.

Alright.

And don't talk to me like I'm a little girl or a child.

I won't. -Speak to me like an adult.

Okay.

And what happens if we try something that I don't like?

You can say "red" and I'll stop.

You might be tempted to say "I don't like this".

But that's a brat move and frankly...

You look like the brat type.

Well, what if you try something and I'm not sure if I like it?

You can say "mercy" and I'll slow down and check in.

Alright, so...

The nice part of our conversation is over.

Our session will now begin.

Hey! -What?

You told me you had no injuries.

Because I don't.

Then kneel down and show some respect while I tell you my rules.

You may not speak until spoken to.

Then you may say "yes, Madam",

"no, Madam" or "please, Madam".

And from now on you may not look at me until instructed to do so.

I expect you to find you in this position when I return.

That's good.

I'm glad to see that you can follow instructions.

Alright, you can kneel back up on to your knees.

Aren't you a poor uncomfortable girl?

Yes, I know, I know.

You are desperate to be seen

and afraid of what people will find when they get there.

You are desperate to connect.

You don't know what connecting means

because you're not connected to yourself yet, are you?

No, Madam.

Good girl.

So...

Convince me by the way you touch and kiss my foot that you mean it.

And show it some respect.

What you really feel.

Your hand is very warm.

Yes, let me feel your appreciation, I want to feel your devotion.

Through your hand.

And you may add your mouth whenever you wish.

I'm in a good mood today.

Convince me that you get to take off all of your clothes for me.

You want it, I know you do.

You want to be taken out of yourself.

Taken to another place.

But you're scared, you need some help.

That's right.

That's good for now. On your knees, sweetheart.

People think that BDSM is about doing what the mistress says.

But no.

My job is to take you where you already want to go

but you don't have the nerve

to admit to yourself your needs.

And that's why you come to me.

Because I am unmoved by your needs.

Come off this way.

Stand up. Take off your skirt.

Eventually, you're going to be completely exposed,

to yourself.

I already feel and I already know you.

You just have to know yourself.

So, take off your clothes

as if you are entertaining somebody you like very much.

You're an actress, act a little bit.

I'm not an actress, I'm a director.

This is an audition.

You are auditioning for the rest of your life.

If you're going to strip for your life, how would you do that?

Amuse me.

I said amuse me.

Like happy girls. Be happy.

And humorous too, that can work.

Don't forget, you're meeting yourself today.

Where is your inner girl?

I know she's there.

The girl that likes boys to look at her.

And the girls that want the boys to want them.

Nice, there you go. Getting better.

How can a boy adore you if you don't adore yourself, sweetheart?

That's much better.

Come here.

No mercy?

Oh, goodness gracious, how thin are you.

Mercy.

Good girl.

You're still wearing too many clothes.

Slowly, sweetheart. Make a show of that.

The very precious cunt you have there.

That's much better.

See, if you make me want you, then you'll want yourself.

Make me want you.

Oh, isn't that just a darling little ass?

Wet, are we?

Now I know something more about you.

You like humiliation.

Good to know.

Continue.

Good girl. Yes, please, spread it for me, sweetheart.

Goodness, goodness, goodness.

Isn't...

Stay there.

So pretty and pink.

Come, darling. Lay over my lap.

All the way up. Yes.

So...

Yes. You may not close your legs to me.

But I'll grant you one request right now.

Yes, Madam. -Do I stop or do I continue?

Please, keep going, Madam.

Good girl, that's the right answer.

My, my...

What a pretty little hole you have.

What a delightful free bush. I like that.

Back down.

Back down.

Now if you should shamelessly grind

that hard little clit against my fingers...

Yes, shameless is what I'm after.

That's right.

You have to take your pleasure, darling.

No one is going to give it to you.

Oh, I'm sorry. Am I hitting too hard, sweetheart?

No, Madam. -No?

Alright.

Would you like another?

Yes, please, Madam.

What a good girl you are.

You're getting the hang of it already.

All the way up.

Your hands behind your neck.

Your body is all mine.

Stay right there.

Much better.

Yes.

I know it's very hard to show emotions in front of people.

But my goal is to get to the real you.

Away of the games,

all of the stories...

Legs open.

Good girl.

Yes.

A little warm. Turn around, face me, darling.

You're doing very well.

Spread your legs. Good girl.

See, it's not too hard, is it?

Ego and vanity get in the way of true love.

So, turn around.

I'm going to give you ten very hard.

Alright?

One.

Two. Count.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Six.

Seven.

Eight.

Nine.

Ten.

See? You're just a very good girl underneath it all.

You take someone that just goes and get it.

Don't you?

Come over here, darling.

Kneel. On this.

Kneel down.

And? Good girl.

There we go.

There we go.

Darling? Modesty is never permitted.

How quiet.

It's very sensitive, isn't it?

I know.

It's all in your mind, darling.

Yes.

You just need to be taken out of yourself.

Don't back away from me girl

your body's for me to play with

until I get bored.

I wonder if I could whip those off of your tits.

They are moving. This is quite good.

Mercy?

Mercy? Almost?

Who is a slutty girl?

Who is a slutty girl?

I'm a slutty girl.

That's better.

Go further in.

So now we are going to see how well you do...

withholding your breath.

Don't worry.

I haven't lost one yet.

Oh goodness, you can do faster than that.

Take the energy, put it into my pussy.

Good girl.

And if you're very slutty,

I'm going to give you permission to put your hand on your pussy.

It helps with the pain.

That's lovely.

It translates beautifully to my cunt.

A good start.

That's it.

You may not come without permission.

Don't. Don't.

That makes you extremely efficient.

I am going to try for longer this time.

You have to make it to 30.

One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Six.

Seven.

Eight.

Nine.

Goodness gracious!

You don't hold your breath for half of a minute?

Let's try one more time.

Take a deep breath, girl.

One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Six.

Seven.

Eight.

Nine.

Ten.

Eleven.

Twelve. You better not come.

Fifteen.

Sixteen.

Seventeen.

Eighteen.

Nineteen.

Twenty.

Yes, the lack if air makes it very hard, doesn't it?

Gets your clit very close, doesn't it?

Yes, Madam.

Now we're going to test something else.

Turn around, on your back, head on this pillow.

Legs open, knees bent.

There we go.

There we go.

Such a fancy clit, girl. -Yes, Madam.

Keep your legs open until instructed otherwise.

Let's see.

Oh goodness, darling.

You are very...

very wet.

I see.

Not only you like humiliation,

you seem to like fear.

When was the last time you had an orgasm?

Not since I...

Oh dear, so you're horny and you're lonely.

And you're frightened.

And you're insecure.

What is a woman to do?

Before you can attract a mate, you have to be able to attract yourself.

So that's what we are doing here today.

Think sexy thoughts.

It is not shameful to be a slut,

it's only shameful to be a silly, stupid one.

That's what you are.

A body does not lie.

Our minds play tricks on us all the time.

We tell ourselves terribly silly stories.

But the body cannot lie.

Tell me when you're close.

I'm going to give you permission to put your finger on your clit.

Thank you, Madam.

Show me.

Show me what you do in private.

Dare not come without permission.

I'm close.

Oh, no, no, no.

Stand up.

Up, girl.

You're slow sometimes.

Hands and knees, face to there.

Don't you make a little pretty stool?

Thank you, Madam.

I know, we can have more fun.

You're a slutty little pig. Head up.

Bite.

Bite, like a pig.

Pretty piggy girl.

Piggy for attention, piggy for approval.

Piggy for being noticed.

You know?

If you are hollow inside, no one is going to want to stay.

You have to be a full whole person

before anyone is going to love you, darling.

You know that, don't you?

Yes. But you're scared of yourself. I understand.

It's very, very common.

You can't be alone with yourself. It's very, very hard.

So you fill it up.

with reviews.

The problem is when the reviews are good, you feel so good.

But when the reviews are bad, you feel so bad.

Because your core isn't... solid.

My little piggy. Yes, my piggy.

So think about that while I fill you up from the inside, shall we?

I know, you're hollow.

Your little hole is hollow.

I'm going to fill it now.

While I fill your cunt,

just contemplate.

Contemplate your situation.

What changes shall you make in your life

to get what you want?

How badly do you want it?

You can't talk, I didn't think that out.

Think about it.

Oh goodness gracious, what a hungry cunt you have.

Could you take the other end do you think?

Oh look at that.

Don't come!

Thank God that apple.

Don't drop it.

Oh your cunt is so tight, darling.

Push out, push, push, push.

Push it out.

Push it.

Drop the apple.

Taste yourself.

The first time tasting a woman, darling?

Don't hurt yourself.

That's a good girl.

That's a good girl.

See how obedient you are?

Up, up.

No, down. Down.

Get off the pillows.

All fours.

Who is the best?

Crawl as you would wish to be seen crawling.

Like a cat.

Imagine a lover at the other side of the room looking at your body.

He's staring at your cunt.

Don't you want him to want it?

Put all your energy into your cunt.

Yes, Madam. -And the sway of your hips.

Make him want you, baby.

Make him want you.

You're the most beautiful cat in the entire world.

All that energy in your cunt.

Don't you want your lover to want your cunt, darling?

Yes, Madam.

Yes.

Crawl like you would wish to be seen crawling.

That's a good girl.

Crawl as I'm watching you.

Sway those hips.

That's right, darling.

Aren't you the prettiest thing that there ever was?

Up, girl.

Back up.

Let's go into position. Good girl.

Don't move.

You have been... Don't look at me yet.

Did I tell you you could look at me? No!

But you've been very pleasing

and I am going to let you reward yourself.

Take it.

Show me.

You have permission.

Make me really believe you want to come, darling.

Please. Please.

Please, make me come.

I'm believing it more.

You can move your hips, darling.

You can go find it.

I give you permission to come whenever you wish.

Please, more.

More? I like that.

Please. More.

More? I like you, darling.

I'm evil, aren't I?

You need mercy?

I'm coming.

Are you coming? Aren't you a good girl?

Aren't you the best girl?

Find it.

Repeat after me, repeat after me:

I... am... worthy. -I... am... worthy.

I don't believe you.

I... am... worthy. -I... am... worthy.

I don't believe you.

Say it.

I... -Say it.

...am... -Yes. Better.

...worthy.

Was that enough, darling?

There's nothing like a smoke.

Tongue.

That's good.

Again.

Remember...

You don't submit to me, you submit to your own desire.

And to get what you want, you have to know what you want.

Alright?

You've been very good and very pleasing.

And I can make for you a good recommendation.

You can do it.

A bit more. More spit, more spit.

Good girl.

In.

Shower down the hall.

Make yourself presentable. -Thank you.

You can crawl that way, darling.

It is good to be me.

MIRAGE

Are you ready?

We'll leave together. I'm late for my Pilates class.

You look wonderful.

Of course I do.

Follow me.

Hey. Everything ok?

I just wanted to thank you for being so diligent about the leak.

To bring light to your apartment.

No more water in your flat? -Nope.

But I wanted to tell you

that the producers are giving me a hard time about the open call.

But maybe we can work together on another project.

Nice.

Thanks, the lamp is exquisite.

It's a very personal project. -You already have something in mind?

I want to book you.

Ok.