All language subtitles for Be.Your.Own.Light.S01E04.2023.2160p.WEB-DL.H265.AAC-ANDY

♪Once I was adrift on the boundless sea♪

♪I looked up but didn't see
the stars or the moon♪

♪No one cared who I was♪

♪Stuck in the long dark night
I stumbled around♪

♪Once I went through a lot♪

♪Beside me, you smiled♪

♪When we talked about dreams back to back♪

♪All the regrets became precious♪

♪So, however cold, dark♪

♪Or disappointing it is♪

♪However hard, difficult
or confused I feel♪

♪You're the answer and my eternal faith♪

♪I want my own light and fly up with you♪

♪Where you can hear the pounding of clouds♪

♪I want my own light
and even if the future is checkered♪

♪I'll always be there with you♪

♪Toward the light♪

[Be Your Own Light]

[Episode 04]

[Haichuan Fund, Ou Kaige]

Are you okay?

What's the matter?

It's just hypoglycemia. Nothing.

Take a seat outside.

You'll be fine after some rest.

Here.

Was the previous tenant this girl?

Yes.

It's her.

She looks flirtatious.

When did she move out?

The day before yesterday.

She sent me a WeChat message
saying that she didn't want the house,

nor rent or deposit.

She told me to throw

the rest of these things away.

Look at the young girls now.

The landlord even needs to
help her with the aftermath.

Where did she go?

She said she would go to another city.

What's her job?

She seems to be working as a manager
in some club.

I don't think

it's a decent place.

Zhang.

Yes.

Sure.

Okay, okay.

Go ahead.

I have time.

Okay.

Deal.

[Biaorong Club]

[Biaorong Club]
Okay.

I'll tell them later.

Okay, don't worry.

Please come in.

Please.

Hello.

Hello.

Excuse me, who are you?

I am the deputy general manager
of Biaorong Club.

You can call me Zhu.

Are you looking for Zheng Xuejian?

Yes.

What's your relationship?

Friends.

May I ask your name?

He.

Hello, Ms. He.

Zheng Xuejian has resigned.

When?

Last Friday.

Did she tell you why?

We have no idea.

But she didn't say why she left?

I heard that she and her boyfriend

went to another city.

Who is her boyfriend?

No idea.

No one in the club has seen him.

Do you have her contact information?

She does not answer the phone now,

nor does she reply to QQ, WeChat,
or text messages.

May I take a look at her office?

Okay.

Come with me. This way.

Here.

This is Zheng Xuejian's office.

[Zheng Xuejian]

Is Ou Kaige your guest?

Mr. Ou of Haichuan Fund?

Yes.

Sorry.

We cannot reveal

the private privacy of our members.

[Zheng Xuejian]

She is very introverted

and doesn't usually

interact with colleagues in the company.

So we don't know much about her.

Thank you.

Never mind.

If she contacts you,

please ask her

to come to the company

and hand over the work.

Okay.

Another half dozen.

Another half dozen.

Hello, Mr. Liang.

The board of directors has notified me that

the self-inspection report on Ou Kaige

is available to you.

It's also agreed to
set up an investigation team.

Do you have time tomorrow?

Come here and let's talk.

No need.

There is no need to
set up an investigation team, either.

Why?

Because I already know

why Ou Kaige ran away from home.

You know it?

So why did he resign?

Zheng Xuejian.

What?

[Stop pretending]

[You knew it long ago, right?]

I...

Well, I...

Even if I know something,

as his bro,

I can't tell you anything.

[I hope you can let it go.]

[It's very normal in our area.]

Don't worry.

She won't bother us anymore.

Isn't that what we want?

How did you know that

He Huan would come to the club?

She is He Huan.

You know her?

I've known her

since she was a junior reporter.

She is smart and capable.

She likes to get to the root of the matter.

But she doesn't have a good eye

for men.

She doesn't have a good eye for men?

Exactly.

It is very important.

Some men look tall and handsome,

but they are flawed inside.

By the way,

The board of directors has agreed

to the report that

Ou Kaige resigned due to depression.

Isn't it an end?

But we haven't dealt with Ou Kaige yet.

He must be holding back some tricks.

Just respond according to the situation.

But I think we should also

reflect on ourselves in this matter.

What do we reflect on?

At that time, if we could take a step back,

we would not be where we are now.

What's the matter now?

Isn't it all over?

Besides, how can we take a step back?

If you take the first step back,
you'll have to take the second

and the third step.

In the end, it will be a total rout.

But you can't be too aggressive, right?

I just frightened him a bit.

I didn't expect him to be so vulnerable.

Well, people vary.

We've been working together for so many years.

Don't you know him?

That's how he is.

Alright.

Liang, easy.

Everything is under our control.

Look.

After Ou Kaige ran away,

the market was coming.

It's all within our expectations.

Kill one person every ten steps.

For thousands of miles, no one can stop me.

After it was over, I just left.

Bury the identity and fame deeply.

Kaige.

Kaige, you are back.

Kaige.

You are back.

How is it?

Surprised?

Kaige, you are finally back.

No.

-You are finally back.
-Wait, I'm not him.

-I...
-You are finally back.

No.

Ms. He.

Why did you leave me alone?

-Why did you leave me alone?
-I'm not him.

I'm not him.

Why are you having an affair?

You lied to me. You lied to me.

-Look carefully.
-You lied to me.

You lied to me.

Ms. He.

Ms. He, look carefully.

Wait.

Wait, you smashed me; why are you dizzy?

Are you okay?

Wake up.

Wake up.

Are you okay?

Jiang Junhao.

Your forehead is bleeding.

My gosh.

[Emergency]

What's going on?

He got three stitches. It's fine.

Three stitches?

Yes, no problem now.

Pay attention. Keep out of the water.

Okay, thank you.

Never mind.

Thank you.

Never mind.

Look clearly. I am Jiang Junhao.

I'm not Ou Kaige.

Sorry.

How much did you drink?

I have no idea.

They say drinking is bad for health.

It seems that this is not only hurting yourself

but also hurting others.

Well.

I have paid all the medical bills.

Calculate nutrition costs, lost wages,

and transportation costs.

I will pay them to you together.

Forget it.

No.

It's my fault.

I will give you what is due to you.

I only had three stitches.

It's nothing

compared to the fights I've had before.

Why were you in my house?

I moved in.

Who gave you permission to move in?

Myself.

That is my home.

From the day Ou Kaige
fails to pay back the loan,

it is my home.

How did you get in?

How?

I have a key card.

It turns out you stole my key.

Stole?

I took it by hand.

Wait.

-Give me the key.
-Don't grab.

Give me the key.

If you dare to steal my key again

and break into my house without authorization,
I will call the police immediately.

Will you call the police?

You deliberately hurt me and hit me on the head,

but do you want to call the police?

You broke in first.

Ou Kaige mortgaged the house to me.

That's my home.

Don't play tricks.

The house is mortgaged to you.

But before the property rights are clear,

if you dare to break in again,

I will not

show you any mercy.

Why are you threatening me?

Be clear that you owe me money.

It's not that I owe you money.

I don't owe you money.

Ou Kaige does.

Let me tell you.

From today onwards,

I have no connection with Ou Kaige.

Ask him for the money he owes you.

I don't owe you any money.

-Don't bother me again.
-Wait.

What are you talking about?

Didn't you make a deal?

Tell your friends.

I won't pay back the money.

Why don't you?

What do you mean?

Nothing.

-I won't admit it.
-Wait.

Do you mean

you don't admit Ou Kaige's debt?

-No.
-You didn't say that before.

I was too young.

We signed a repayment agreement.

I regret it.

No way.

What about the promise to repay
within two years?

That's about you and Ou Kaige.

-Go for him.
-Hold on.

What are you doing?

If we can find him,

why come to you?

What is the use of you looking for me?

How can you say that?

So what?

Ms. He.

You have to be honest

and have the spirit of contract.

As the old saying goes,
a word spoken is past recalling.

This is the tradition of the Chinese nation.

You don't have to tell me this. It's useless.

How come?

You are his wife.

In terms of emotion, reason, and law,

you have the responsibility and obligation
to pay back the money for him.

Why?

Why should I pay off his debts

when he is having fun

and living a luxurious life

with another woman?

It doesn't make sense!

Is he having an affair?

From now on,

Ou Kaige has nothing to do with me anymore.

The debt between you and him

has nothing to do with me.

Don't bother me with my normal life anymore.

I...

He Huan!

Divorce?

Yes.

The sooner, the better.

If you only apply for divorce

but do not apply for the other party's
disappearance or death,

the court should accept it.

I just want a divorce.

I don't care if he disappears or dies.

But the closing time of such cases

is relatively long.

How long?

Because his whereabouts are unknown,

the litigation documents
can only be served by public notice.

The announcement period is 60 days.

Moreover, in this case,

the first instance will generally
not award a divorce.

You can only re-suit after six months.

File a lawsuit, file a case,
make an announcement,

and the time for two announcements to be served,

the court session, the first instance,
and the second instance.

It will take at least a year and a half

until the final judgment.

I can't wait that long.

If I have evidence to prove that
he is having an affair

and owes tens of millions of debts

without my knowledge,

will this speed up the process?

If you have evidence to prove that
he is bigamous

or cohabited with others,

the court can find that

your relationship has indeed broken down,

and it is possible to grant a divorce
at the first instance.

Besides,

If the money borrowed by one spouse

is not used for the common life
of both parties,

it is generally not a joint debt.

In the event of divorce,

the other party

may not be liable for repayment.

I see.

Do you still need to file for divorce?

Yes.

Please prepare the litigation documents
as soon as possible.

Okay.

[Dragon Valley No. 9]

What are you...?

He Huan.

What did Jiang Junhao do wrong

that you beat him like this?

I...

What?

As a woman, you are so ruthless.

Look how he was beaten.

He was fine

when I left the hospital yesterday.

But this morning,

his condition suddenly worsened.

Did he go to the hospital?

Of course.

The doctor said it was a concussion.

See?

So much medicine.

The doctor told him to go home and recuperate.

Let me show you the medical records.

-Yes.
-Take a look.

Look carefully at what is written.

Now Jiang can't walk.

He has to lie in bed.

Here he has no friends or relatives.

What to do?

Someone has to take care of him.

You beat him.

You should take care of him.

Yes.

From now on,

serve him food and drink

until he recovers.

What if I say no?

Then we can only call the police.

Do you want to call 110

or go directly to the police station?

Both will do.

But once the call is made,

you can't get away with manslaughter.

Let me tell you.

The lightest punishment is criminal detention.

We looked it up online.

It's up to you.

It doesn't matter.

I will bear the responsibility
that I should bear.

I admire your courage.

But once detained,

you will lose your job.

Also,

your parents and child will know about this.

Think about it.

Alright, let her be.

Come on, go ahead.

Now taking care of his daily life

is your responsibility

and obligation.

Enough.

Jiang.

Don't think too much.

Just heal your wounds here.

All right, stop looking up.

You struggle even to look up.

We have to go.

We'll come and see you sometime.

If you dare to abuse him,

I will not spare you.

I want to throw up.

I need to take medicine.

Do you have humanity?

You are bullying the weak.

[Bros.]

[I broke into the enemy for the second time.]

[Okay, leave it to me.]

Where are you?

I will be right there.

Stop pretending.

Aren't you too hurt to stand up?

Why are you walking so fast?

Right.

Why are my legs all right?

This may be

the miracle of life.

Right?

Amazing.

Now this video

is evidence that you harassed me.

I recorded it all.

Really?

Is the beauty function turned on?

Turn it on for me.

Okay?

No more nonsense.

If you don't want to cause trouble,

pack up and leave.

I won't leave.

I have nothing to do with Ou Kaige,

and we have no contact.

It's useless for you to be with me.

I'm not with you

but with the house.

You have the real estate certificate
and the land certificate.

What else do you want?

The real estate certificate

and the land certificate can be reissued.

What should I do if you and Ou Kaige run away

after selling the house?

If I really think so,

it's useless for you to live here.

Of course, it works.

This is the fact of possession.

Even if the court comes, it can't drive me away.

Don't you think it's embarrassing

for us to be alone in the same house?

As long as I don't feel embarrassed,

it's someone else who is embarrassed.

Right?

What will the neighbors think?

Ou Kaige doesn't even care
what you think of him;

why should you care about the neighbors?

Then I can only call the police.

Go ahead.

Call the police.

The police won't care about this.

-Hello,11...
-Don't do this.

-Don't.
-I'm now...

Hang up.

Don't call the police.
The police don't care about this.

You don't need to make it big.

Are you leaving?

Are you leaving?

Don't. I am leaving.

I am leaving.

Those who owe money are arrogant now.

Hurry up.

Listen.

Don't regret it.

You!

What a coincidence.

What are you doing?

You won't let me live at home,

so I have to pitch a tent here.

That's not a home break-in.

I can have security escort you out.

Security can't get me out.

I have read all the management regulations

of this property.

There is no rule against

pitching tents in public areas.

You are not the owner here.

You are not entitled to stay here.

Right.

I'm not yet the owner here.

I'll be the owner in two years.

What to do?

I will do this.

I'm going to the gate of the community
to set up a tent.

If people passing by ask me what's wrong,

I will say that someone owes me money.

They are so devoid of conscience that

I am homeless and out on the streets.

And I have a disability.

So poor of me.

You are a scoundrel.

I learned it all from Ou Kaige.

Anyway, whether to allow me
to go in is up to you.

I like the guest room.

The layout and decoration are good.

I don't think living there is a problem
for a year or so.

Even if I burn this house down,

I won't let you live in it.

Alright.

Then I will go to the gate of the community.

Do whatever you want.

Pitch a tent wherever you want.

I don't care.

Aren't you afraid of being ashamed?

As long as I am not afraid of being ashamed,

it is not me who is ashamed.

What will your neighbors think?

Ou Kaige doesn't care what I think.

Do I need to care what my neighbors think?

No.

Then I will go to No. 45

East Avenue to pitch a tent.

I'm going to mess with your parents.

You said not to harass my parents.

I did.

But last night, you backed down.

I don't have to keep my promises.

No, what are you doing?

Aren't you trying to harass my parents?

-Let's go.
-Don't.

Let's go.

No.

I'm a man.

-Why are you pulling me?
-Let's go.

It's not decent.

[News in Progress]

Ms. Bai.

This is the newly issued responsibility of

the news technology studio's
live broadcast position.

[Youth is like a dream.]

[Several years of friendship is still warm.]

[2005 fellow-students association]

[of Department of Journalism, Wenxin College]

[will to be held at Lakeside Hotel.]

[Please register enthusiastically.]

No.

-No.
-Get off the car.

Forget it.

No.

Get off the car.

I have something to do today.

-How about we come back another day?
-Let's go.

No more nonsense.

Your phone keeps ringing. Answer it first.

It has nothing to do with you.

Right ahead. Go.

-I...
-Let's go, it's the building in front.

I'm tired. Let's take a break.

-Let's take a break.
-Why are you tired?

You are guilty.

-Why am I guilty? No.
-Go.

Don't do this.

So many people are watching.

It's what you want to come over.

Yes, but...

Slow down.

Dad.

What happened to Mom?

Your mother passed out.

Maybe her blood pressure is high again.

This...

It's not because of me. I'm just here.

I have no idea.

Hold on.

[Ambulance]

Hello.

Han.

I want to go home.

We have to listen to the doctor.

We can't go back on our won.

I'm fine now.

Fine?

You scared me just now, you know?

What happened to you, Mom?

Why did you suddenly get sick?

I entered the modeling contest in the community.

Today I have more fans than Chen Aili.

So I fell down when I got excited.

That's it?

It's a big deal.

It has historical significance.

Chen Aili has always been

dominating me on stage.

I beat her for the first time.

How old are you to compete for this?

We've competed all our lives.

It can't stop.

Right, listen.

They've competed all their lives.

Huan.

I called you after your mother fainted just now.

But you didn't answer the calls.

What happened?

Dad, there is something...

-Doctor.
-The results of the examination

are initially identified
as Adams-Stokes Syndrome.

Abnormal blood pressure

triggers arrhythmia,

which leads to fainting.

Is it serious?

It's mild now.

Just keep the blood pressure under control.

Then I can leave the hospital, right?

No.

You will be observed for a few more days.

If there are no major problems,

you can be discharged from the hospital.

Also, insist on taking anti-hypertensive drugs
after you leave the hospital.

Exercise in moderation.

Have a light diet.

Also, don't get irritated

and keep a good mentality.

Did you hear that?

Keep a good mentality.

No matter how many fans you have,

just let it be.

So long-winded.

Alright, forget it.

Okay.

I need to see other patients.

Take a rest first.

-Thank you.
-Thank you.

Listen to the doctor.

I see.

Huan.

What were you going to say just now?

Nothing important.

Let's talk about it when Mom recovers.

Did you hear what the doctor said? Take it easy.

Do not exercise excessively.

-Got it.
-A light diet.

Got it.

Yes, that's it.

Feel your arms.

Keep your legs tight like this.

Relax.

Put your feet through. Right.

Adjust your breathing.

Do some more.

Come on.

[Be happy alone.]

[Zhou Jiaqi]

[Posture Molecular Sports & Life House]

Yuanyuan.

Why are you here?

You have been ignoring me for days.

Really?

Are you still mad at me?

No.

I am not angry.

That's good.

Let's eat something.

Probably not now.

I have arrangements.

What can be more important than me?

My customer.

Zhao Yuanyuan.

What do you mean?

What's wrong with me?

We're going to buy that car tomorrow.

No need.

I bought it myself.

Is this your car?

Of course.

Who bought it for you?

I bought it myself.

This car is worth 1 million.

So what?

Zhao Yuanyuan.

Do you have a new boyfriend?

Zhou Jiaqi,

I'm

a well-known TV presenter.

Every year I handle

tens of millions of advertisements.

Why can't I afford such a car?

Easy.

I didn't mean that.

I'm not angry.

I'm just sad.

Zhou Jiaqi, let me tell you.

If it was your money,

I would have broken up with you long ago.

Among the men who have chased me
for so many years,

there are many richer than you and your family.

I refused them all.

Do you know why?

Because I can't

be bought with money.

Yuanyuan. Yuanyuan.

My bad.

Don't get angry.

You really don't understand me at all.

I do.

I understand you best.

Do you know why I ignored you recently?

Isn't it because of that car?

Because you don't care about me at all.

That's why I am angry.

If I don't care about you,

why am I with you?

But you bought a car for Lan Yu.

You didn't do this for me.

It's not that I don't buy it for you;

I have no money.

How come the deputy general manager
of Kylin Group has no money?

Who would believe this?

The deputy general manager of Kylin Group?

My dad gives me 20,000 yuan a month,

not even enough to buy game equipment.

My bank card is my mother's secondary card.

Whenever the consumption exceeds 10,000 yuan,

I have to report to her.

So I have no money.

But you had money

to buy a car for Lan Yu.

I didn't pay for that.

My dad bought it.

Her dad did a great favor
for our family back then.

We returned favors in this way.

It's the ways of the world.

Yuanyuan.

What about your tattoo?

You brought it up again.

I lost my head back then.

Are you sober now?

You broke up for so many years.

Why do you still keep it?

I fear pain.

I think you still miss her.

Come on.

That was five years ago.

Besides,

since she went abroad,

I have never contacted her again.

Really?

I swear.

Did you tell your parents about that?

What?

Don't you know?

I talked to my parents.

They didn't want me to get married so early.

You have nothing to do with them.

You are already 30 years old.

You are in charge of your own affairs.

That's true.

But sometimes...

Okay, I see.

Yuanyuan.

You got angry again.

Don't do this.

Look what you did.

What do you want from me?

It's not because of me, but my parents.

Yes, I know that

your parents look down on me.

But can you fight them

for me, for us?

My parents don't look down on you.

It's just that

they have their own ideas.

The key is you.

What's on your mind?

Me?

I think

my parents will urge me to get married one day.

By then,

we will naturally get what we want.

May I ask what day it is?

Yuanyuan, don't worry.

My parents' impression of you is also changing.

The other day

my mom watched your show.

She said that you look better on TV.

She also said that you have a good-luck face.

Really?

Yes.

Just try to attend more shows.

And I will let my mom see you more on TV.

Over time,

my mom will like you.

Will it happen?

You are so beautiful,

and you are a radio anchorwoman.

Such a daughter-in-law is very honorable.

[Jiangdu Real Estate Registration Center]

This way.

Okay.

This is your ID card.

[ID card query]

Han, wait for me.

No problem.

When can the contract be signed?

Today.

However, since this villa

is the joint property of you and your husband,

you need to provide...

You really want to sell the house.

Jiang Junhao?

What's wrong?

Why are you here?

I also want to ask you why you are here.

Are you following me?

You pervert!

Who's following you?

Who are you?

I, Jiang Junhao,

am the real owner

of Villa 3 at No. 299, Xinjian Road.

This house is mine.

Don't listen to him.

-Madman.
-Here.

Mr. Jiang, it's our turn.

Wait.

I won't let you get what you want.

Give me back my ID card.

You!

You rascal.

You scoundrel.

Wait here.

After I finish my business,

let's settle accounts.

Where to go?

Please sign here.

♪Like how the sun shines
through the dark clouds♪

♪Over the bottom of the city♪

♪How many random meetings
can burn into memories?♪

♪Or do they just pop out occasionally?♪

♪Why do we hesitate
when traveling together?♪

♪You're like the sun and also the rain♪

♪The story continues and stops♪

♪The ending glimmers too♪

♪Misunderstandings pull us apart♪

♪Dreams make us expect♪

♪If love can be requited♪

♪I'll forget who I was yesterday♪

♪Then could I make you♪

♪Feel the way I feel♪

♪The sympathy♪

♪Drifts through the tough life♪

♪It's lucky enough to meet each other♪

♪If happiness takes longer, that's fine♪

♪To love anyway♪