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okay

now

oh

please help

how are you water walter

i need uh i'm sorry you're gonna need to

enunciate

for the love of god hold on

here have some water

thanks you saved my life

that's funny why

ah because

never mind why are you so bloody

i was running off the road

can you please take me to the nearest

hospital no

why i'm out of gas

why would you drive all the way out i

was gonna kill myself okay

i i got in the car and i just drove and

i drove in until the car stopped

i'm sorry

i've just had a really rough couple days

what did you just do sorry

water you just finished off that bottle

of water that was my last bottle of

water

you you you gave it to me i didn't know

when i was gonna kill myself i'm on the

middle of the [ __ ] desert of course i

need water

i'm so thirsty

i got a gun in my mouth for three hours

i'm thirsty too

you you think it's easy killing yourself

well it's not

it takes a lot of willpower

it just gets better and better

that's uh that's what you get you

shouldn't uh you shouldn't be drinking

so much water so quickly when you're

dehydrated everyone knows that

please you have to get me to a hospital

i have a wife and family

rub it in

i don't want to die here

why

seemed like a nice enough place to me

please

i remember my preschool teacher

asked me what i wanted to be when i grew

up and i said a fire truck

can you believe that i guess it's not

too hard to believe i mean children are

stupid but that's just it

she should have told me that my dreams

of being a fire truck

were impossible why would you let a

child dream the impossible

other than that i didn't know what i was

supposed to be

i never had a purpose

every day it's the same thing i wake up

go to work think about [ __ ] my boss

go to lunch

think about [ __ ] my boss go home make

dinner go to bed masturbate and repeat

and fast forward to today and i'm

driving down a desert road minding my

own business when some

jackoff in a prius cuts me off and goes

flying off an embankment

do you know what that does to a person

for three hours i sat on the hood of my

car with a gun in my mouth

asking the same thing over and over

again

god please god if there is a god would

you just give me one sign one sign

that i have a purpose in this world

for three hours there was nothing

but now i'm thinking

maybe there is a reason

there's a reason for the years of

internal suffering and unrelenting bouts

of boredom

me i toby spring

was put here on this earth in this

desert right here right now

to save you

god

[ __ ] you

you