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I'm going now. I want to see Agus Idwar,

All right.

- Peace be upon you. - And upon you be peace.

ANOTHER RIO T?

Why the riot issue always appears before August 17th.

NORTH JAKARTA 1998

The definition of hijra is...

...migrating from old place to the new one.

Rasulullah propagated Islam for the first time in Mecca.

There were so many people eager to kill him.

Especially those of Quraish infidels.

Jefri? Where are you going?

Then he migrated to Medina at the insistence of his friends.

Umi.. What's the law for hijra?

Umi.. What's the law for hijra?

The Quran says in surah An-Nisa verse 100".

..."And whoever migrates forlhe cause ofAilah...

...will find on earth many dwelling places. .

Wand plenty to live by' "

Amen!

You're having an affair while I'm pregnant?

Go away and never come back!

- What took you so long'? -I was doing the usual thing, man.

He's having a relapse, he needs something strong.

Excuse me, sir,

It's okay, man. I'll make you feel a lot better.

How much do I owe you, Yos'!

Why do you as k? Do you want to pay me?

At least I know how much orientations that I should pay to you.

Orientation? You speak nonsense, Jef.

Don't you have a shoot today?

Damn! I forgot about that!

Damn!

Try another pose, Pik.

- Standing pose'! - Yeah, okay.

Standing pose.

Standing pose.

Hold it.

I think that's enough for today.

- Are you done? - We're done for today!

- Thank you, Pik. - No problem.

- Next. - It's cool, right?

- How was it? -Very nice.

How is it?

This is your share today, Pik.

Do you want to carry it yourself or let Widi hold it'?

Just transfer it to Semarang.

What a nice girl.

- Let's eat! - Okay.

I'm hungry!

Hey! Get out of the car and have something to eat!

- Take her to eat something, Wid. - Let's eat, Pik.

You should face the table when you're eating.

What are you staring at?

- Yes?

The magazine is nice. They have pretty good circulation.

It's not easy to place new comer there,

- Why did they choose me then? -Thank you.

- For me you're different, - How different?

Just different,

Gugun has a good reputation in making people famous.

He has so many friends from various group of people,

His friends are businessmen, public officials, and soccer fans.

- Just stop here. - Okay.

- Where's the payment? - Just wait a second, okay?

- Sir. - Yes'!

- When does the shooting start? - It's finished.

- What about my acting part'? - Just ask the assistant director.

- I'm sorry, sir. - You've just screwed it up, Jef.

The shootings done and you're role has been replaced.

But I'm the main character,

All the scenes were changed,

Your character had an accident that ruined your face.

Then you got a plastic surgery.

- How's that possible? - It's a sinetron, you know'!

Please tell the director nolto replace me.

You should be committed, Jef. Not like this.

Especially, you've been awarded."

was the bestsinetron actor in national television.

I know and I'm sorry. But I had some important business to do,

Your business with drug dealer, right?

Damn it!

- She's just a friend of mine. - No, you're lying to me.

I like him. His acting is good,

- You're my only love, - No!

- Who is it? - It's Jefri.

Angel!

Gun, do you know him?

Please introduce me to him, He's my favorite actor.

His acting and the sinetron are both good. I watched it from the beginning.

- Just forget it, Pik. - Why'?

Nothing. Just forget it.

But why?

Nay?

- Nay! "Pipik!

- What are you doing here? - What are you doing here?

She finally meets her unique friend.

Come on..

This is my friend from high school,

- Okay, Gugun. - Nay.

- This is my friend too. -Widi,

Nay-

Excuse me, I'll talk to her over there,

Come here, Nay,

- I'm working in Jakarta now. - You've got a job'? Me too.

What's the matter with Jefri?

- Why are you so curious? - It's not like that.

I just want to know, if he's not a good person...

...,l can help you to lake care of Pipik, right?

Jefri?

It's Jefri.

- Come with me, Pik. - Where to?

Come here, Nay,

- Gel in. - What's wrong?

Wait here for a second, okay?

- Wid, -Hi.

- How are you'! - I'm fine.

- Hello? I'm Jefri. - Nay.

But why?

Jusl listen to me and do what I told you,

- It's been a long time. -Yes.

- You must be very busy. - Not really.

- Jew. - Guguu Gondrong'.!

The role model of dormitory owners! You're so handsome!

Where have you been?

I'm just around, doing my usual business. Where's lwel?

He's doing his business.

By the way, who's that cute girl?

- Who? She's my little sister. - Really? She doesn't look like you,

- Where are you going? - I want to get to know her.

You'd better go away! Jef!

- Where are you going? - Look, she's smiling at me.

Hello? I'm Jefri. What's your name'!

Just go away and leave her alone, She's a nice girl.

I'm a good man too, you know'!

Do you really think you're a good guy'!

Just forget about that, I'm sorry.

- What was your name again'! - Nay.

Seek refuge in Allah from Shailan, the cursed one.

In the name of Allah the most Gracious, the most Compassionate.

Say, 0 disbelievers.

Say, 0 disbelievers.

I do not worship that which you worship.

Jefri!

- That's enough, dear! - Gel out!

Slop it!

I have my own dream!

Get out and go pursue your dream!

I don't care if you want to be an actor or a criminal. Just get out!

I'm holding him, Just get inside, Jefri!

Let him go!

- No! - Gel out!

Jefri!

- Dear! - Gel inside!

During fasting month we only open“...

...from 5 pm until sahurtime.

Here's your face in the magazine, Pik. Isn't it great?

- Not really, -Why?

The make up is too thick.

- Really? I don't think so. - Look!

I think you look beautiful here.

Sorry I'm late. My coworker after my shift was late too.

It's okay. Where do you work, Nay'!

I work in a Japanese company.

Do you still want to apply for a job in my office?

- There are some vacancies there, - I'd love to'

Where do you want to work, Pik?

I want to have a fix income which I can't get by becoming a model.

You still want to help me open a lent cafe here, don't you'!

Of course, but I have to get a new dormitory first.

Is there any empty room in your dormitory?

What is she saying, Pik?

She's looking for a dormitory. Do we have an empty room in ours?

A dormitory?

I think there's a tenant who wants to move out. I'll find out about it.

Thank you,

Hold on a second.

It's the boss. Excuse me for a second.

Yes, hello'! I'm at Senayan,

It's so cute.

- Who was it'! - It's the boss.

She invited us to open fasting together,

What about our tent cafe?

Don't worry, I'll arrange it. Here you go, sir.

- Where's the venue? - In a very rich man's house.

Here you go,

Come one, let's go, I'll call Bencong.

- Can I take Nay with us'! - Yes, you can.

- We're working for the people, - Absolutely.

You look so familiar to me. Do you come to Commission X often?

Yes, sir. I was just looking for work with comedians over there.

What's the achievement of Indonesian football this year...

...besides kicking the ball into their own goal.

- I'm just kidding, sir, - It's okay.

- Which one should I take first? -They're all delicious.

Jefri?

Look at you! How you've changed!

I just came back from Umrah, Wid.

Are you serious?

If so, you have to watch your manners, You shouldn't mess around.

If Allah wills it.

If only you were like this from a long time ago...

...maybe I'd have a crush on you,

Stop making fun of me.

Ouch!

- Jefri! -Gugun!

- How are you? - Where have you been?

- I'm around. - What did you do to your hair?

I cut it so I look different,

Jefri!

- How are you? - Ouch!

- What's the matter? - It hurts.

Where have you been? I miss you.

- I'm around. - Hey, Wel, Gun.”

...Jefri just came back from Umrah, you know'?

He declares that he's changed now,

- Allah will. Wish me luck, -Amen.

- I want 4 glasses of orangejuices. - Okay, one moment please.

- I also need 4 glasses of water, - Okay. Nay!

Give the orange juices for the table over there...

...the tea and cappuccino for the table there.

0W6'! -

- Cong. - What is it?

- Where's Pipik? - Wait a second.

- Give these to that table, - Hurry up.

Jefri Al Buchori The Talented Young Actor.

Pik. What are you doing here?

Don't you see there are many customers that have not been served yet?

The man over there has not been served loo. Please help me.

Okay, I will help you. I just called my father in Semarang,

Did you call your father or stare at Jefri's photo?

It's not like that, Wid. Okay, I will work now,

One hundred and three.. What was it'?

It's true. One hundred thirty,

How's the room? Do you like it?

- It's nice,sir. -Hi,Nay!

How is it'? Do you like the room?

It's cleaner than my previous dormitory,

Really?

I'm coming!

Is Pipik around, Wid'!

Pipik, I'm moving here.

How did you know Pipik and I stayed at this place'?

I just know it.

Did you give my address to Jefri?

No, I didn't.

- Is he there now'! -Yes, he is.

He's here soaking wet, trying to be romantic'

- Is it raining over there? - Yes, isn't it raining there as well'!

The night is clear here.

I mean, it's about to rain,

- What about them? -I don't know.

Pipik likes him too, d0esn'“t she?

It seems like it.

I think Jefri has really changed now,

I don't trust him,

He also promised to change in front of his father's grave.

But he's still on drugs, right?

I'll hang up the phone now, I want to take a bath.

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How was the movie? Was it good?

American movie makers are good in making the audience cry.

There's nobody who can make me cry but my mother.

How so?

I always cry every time my mom vocalize the I'tiraf.

What is Ptiraf?

It is a poem of supplication created by Abu Nawas before he died.

For example?

Lord, lam not worthy to enter Your heaven paradise.

And I am not able to withstand the punishment of Hell fire.

Please accept my repentance and forgive my sins.

Please accept my repentance and forgive my sins.

Verily You are forgiving big sins.

You're right.

You're not the only one who's touched by the I'tiraf,

My heart is touched too.

What's the matter, Jef'!

Yes.

Yes.

Please help me, Yos,

Please don't go away, love,

Just stay here with me.

Don't let me be alone,”

...deep inside this loneliness,

Please don't go away, love,

- Just stay here with me. - What's with you?

You've just worked in the Japanese company for few days...

- ...but you look so gloomy already? - Maybe Jefri kissed her.

That's not true,

But you want it, don't you?

Stop it, Wid!

What brings you here? Whose bike is it? It's very nice,

You won't believe me if I told you that it's mine, right?

- I'm going home now, - Pik!

Wait! Where are you going?

I have a family matter.

My dad just called me, I have to go back to Semarang.

Tonight? How are you going to get there'!

I initially wanted to ask you a favor for that,

Oh my!

My father is using the car right now,

- Wel! - What?

Do you have a friend whose car we can borrow tonight?

- Where to'? - Semarang,

- Semarang Street? - Semarang City, silly!

- That's not borrowing, but renting, - Okay, rent it is then!

It's so last minute, I can't help you.

Nonsense!

I can help you,

I can lake you there,

- With your bike? - No, by a car.

It belongs to a friend of my brother, Aswan. He's at my house tonight.

Please don't go away, love,

Just stay here with me.

Two best friends are fighting over a girl.

Why are you kind enough lo take me to Semarang?

It's not me, but Aswan,

But if you didn't insist him, he wouldn't do it, right?

I don't know why, the first time I saw you...

...I wanted to change.

You want to change? Why?

I want to be a better person,

You think you're not good person'!

Didn't Gugun ever told you about me?

He just said that you're his best friend.

That means he lied to you,

So, you're a staff there now.

Come on,

- How's Jefri, Pik? - What do you mean'!

You are dating him now, right?

Come on back to work. I'll hang up the phone.

- Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you too.

How are you, Pik?

I have something to tell you, Pik.

But promise you won't be mad at me.

What is it?

Jefri is a user.

- What do you mean by user? - Drug user.

I want you to think it over before you continue your relationship.

I don't know if he's good for me or not.

But one thing for sure, the first time I saw him at Menteng...

...I feltthat he's the man who can make me a better person,

Just let her be.

Since high school, she's always like that if she likes a man.

- I'm going back to my room now, - Bye,

I'm borrowing this,

There are many drug users that managed lo recover, right?

But there are only a few responsible men out there.

Excuse me.

"Yes? "Yes?

My God, they are police!

- Sorry to disturb you late at night. -What's the matter, officer?

We've observed this premises for the last six months.

We suspect that this place is a drug nest.

- What's going on here? - Stop!

What do you mean by drug nest?

What do you mean by drug nest?

Get out, quick!

- What happened, sir? - ls ita drug nest?

Don't worry, we just have to check the house thoroughly.

Hold it right there!

Slop!

- Sir! - Take her!

Come on!

Hey! Who are you'!

Wait, sir! He's our friend. He's okay.

- He's our friend. - Okay.

- Are you guys okay? - We're fine,

You just calm down. It's only a routine inspection.

- Check the house one more time. -Yes, sir!

We should try this. It's from auntie.

- You don't want this? - All right!

Thank you,

Okay, I'll eat it then.

Come on, let's taste this one!

- It's very delicious. - Come on! Let's eat every body!

Praise be to Allah,

This could be our last Ramadan that we all can gather like this.

Your big brother will soon become a great Imam in Singapore.

It hasn't been decided yet, morn.

If you do an effort in Allah's path, He will smoothen your way,

Amen!

What do you say if we add another family member to substitute Riyadh?

What does that mean'!

What do you mean, Jefri?

I think I know that,

It's the girl that I drove to Semarang few days ago.

Pipik?

- Yes, mom. - What about her'!

I just want to help her.

The dormitory she lives in now is not safe for her.

Sol want to ask her to live with us.

Maybe she can be a better person if she lives with us here.

It's all up to mother, because this is her house.

- Right? -Yes.

I'm afraid people will slander us for that.

Pipik can stay with Nona in the third floor.

- Pik. -Yes'!

Are you serious you want to move out to Jefri's house?

I'll be fine, Wid. Allah's with me.

You're not cool, Pik.

You're moving outjust as I'm starting to feel comfortable here.

- Pullover, -0kay.

Is it okay with your family if I live with them?

Don't worry, I've got everything arranged.

We're going home, Umi,

- Peace be upon you. - And upon you be peace.

Oh my God!

Look at her! Look at the way she's dressing!

- Thank you, Umi, -Oh my God!

It's Jefri, right?

PM.

I'm happy that you're staying here with us.

Jefri has told me a lot about you,

But there's one thing I want you to do.

What is it, Umi?

I want you lo wear a hijab.

I also wear niqab when I'm going out. ll is mandatory for us.

Wearing hijab needs self-awareness.

We can't force someone to do so, mom.

Awareness does not merely come from one's heart, Jef.

It can also come from other people.

That's why we have to give advice to one another.

Allah orders women lo wear hijab to protect them from slander.

There's no relation between a woman wearing hijab and slander.

I willing to wear a hijab, Umi,

What's the matter, Jef'!

Why do you look so pale?

- I want to borrow your money. -What for?

I want to buy a medicine in a small shop.

How much'!

- Eighty thousand rupiah. - What?

- Why so expensive? What medicine? - Hurry up, I'll explain you later.

- Thanks, - Okay.

- Please continue the work for me. - Okay.

- Hello? - Someone's looking for you, Pik.

- Who? - Jefri.

What is he doing here? I'm working now, Nay.

I know that, but he insists on seeing you,

I can't. My boss is here.

He is threatening me, Pik.

Okay, then.

- What kind of office is this! - Sir!

- What are you? Human or robot? - Calm down, sir.

- Calm down, sir! - What! I have a family business!

- I know, but please calm down! - Why can't you understand that!

- Pipik! -Calm down,sir!

- Jefri! - Pik!

What's the matter, Jef'! I'm working now.

- My boss will get mad at me. -I need you, Pik.

Why don't you see me during lunch break?

I need money.

- I don't have it. -You're lying!

I will scream out loud here if you don't give me money.

I didn't bring my money with me. It's in my purse upstairs.

You can borrow it from your friend. Please I need the money, Pik.

- How much'! - Five hundred thousand rupiah.

- What's going on, Pik? - Lend me your money Rp500.000.

Why are you coming home this late'!

Yes, ma'am. Excuse me.

Excuse me.

Pik.

Let me go, Jef. It's not good if people see us like this.

- Just hold a second. - Let me go, Jef!

- Listen to me! - Let me go, Jef!

Please forgive me, Pik I'm so sorry for what I did today,

I'm sorry. I need a rest now,

Just hold on a second, Pik. Please!

I'll make it up to you, Pik. I'll do anything you want.

But please forgive me, Pik! I swear in the name of Allah!

Please forgive me.

I don't want people to slander us,

There are so many people talking about you guys.

I want you to marry Pipik immediately.

I'm not ready, mom. I haven't got a job yet.

There's no requirement that you should have a job before getting married.

If one wants to get married because of Allah...

...he'll have the door of sustenance wide open for him...

...even from sources that he never expected before.

- Amen, - Amen,

Pik.

Do you want to marry Jefri?

Get married?

What? Married?

Even ififsjustsimple, I want to prepare it well,

So it wouldn't be embarrassing.

Waitaminute. Why so sudden,Pik?

What's really going on with you'!

- I don't know either. - You can't say that!

You're going to be owned by someone else soon.

I've told you, if I'm with Jefri”

You feel it's going to be better than now.

That's what you mean, right?

Yes, and I don't know why this heart always follows if I'm with him'

- One hundred thousand. -Yes.

Give me some,

We need a lot of money to get married, you know'!

Let's just get married in a simple way.

What do you mean'!

I don't want to get married just by saying the vows...

...like some unofficial marriage.

At least there has to be a handover tradition, a reception like that.

So my family in Semarang will also be proud.

Come in.

Tomorrow we leave for Bandung. I've got a loan.

I'm working tomorrow,

Relax, I'll call Nay later to ask for permission.

Pik, we only have Rp 70,000 lo go back to Jakarta.

Unless we really get a loan from our friend.

So you're not certain we can get a loan?

Well, trying is better than nothing.

Hello'!

Hey, where are you?

- In Bandung, Wid. - What are you doing there'!

Nothing. Just some business. What is it'?

There's a commercial photo shoot for you in two days.

- The budget is 7 million. - What'? Are you serious?

Of course! What would lie?

But you have to lake off your hijab.

Well"

So? Can you do it?

I can't do it then.

Pik, I've tried to find you a job for a religious product.

But it's really hard. I think that's only during Ramadan.

Yes.

Well, just think about fl.

Just call me again, okay?

Okay, 579'

Where have you been?

From Bandung.

Bandung?

You two aren't mahram yet. Why travel so far to Bandung?

Well"

Pipik and I need money for our marriage.

We went to Bandung to find a loan from my friend.

But what did we get?

Only hunger and thirst,

And thank God, Pipik got a job offer to become a model for a commercial,

The payment is quite big, Mi, Seven million rupiah.

But there's one condition.

She has to take off her hijab.

- I've refused thejob, Mi. - I'm the one who forced her.

I don't want to take off my hijab. I don't want to commit a sin.

Let me take you hijab off, I'll bear your sin.

Oh my God!

One, two, three. Okay,

Don't forget to smile, Okay, one, two"

0W6'! -

- You got a lot of gifts, Pik. -Yes.

- Thank God, right? -Yes.

- What's this? - I have a gift for you.

Hi,Umi,

Although simple, but if God wills it, it's more valuable than money.

This fabric is so nice, Thank you, Mi.

That fabric is your hijab.

I ask that after you're mahram with Jefri, please cover your body.

Protect yourself to protectJefri, okay?

Where is Jefri?

I think Jefri went out from here with his friend.

- Alright, -Yeah.

Suck it.

Wk'!?

PM!

PM!

Pipik!

Where are you going? Where?

What's wrong? Surprised? This is who I am!

What do you want to say?

What do you want to say?

You want to say that I'm troubled, like what Gugun said, right?

You want to say lhatl have no morals like what my dad said?

What?

Why don't you say something?

If it's not because of Umi..

In God's name, Jefri.

You are a man that I would never have known, since long ago until I die.

Miss Pipik.

This is your salary for this month.

And you have a letter from the HR manager. Please take it.

- Thank you, - Sure.

"You are not discipline and late when arriving a! the office...

...for more than 3 times consecutively without a permit from the company."

Wk'!?

Are you alright?

- How much'! - 100.000.

What's wrong, Jef'!

'Mews um?

Umi is in Ambon, preaching a sermon with Nona. She hasn't come home.

What's the matter?

Jef, what's wrong?

There's a police.

Pofice?

Oh my God!

Pik, get down! There's a police!

Don'! open it!

What's that?

Throw it away,

People who often uses methamphetamine, or what we usually call it crack."...

...can cause a disturbance in the brain nerves.

That can often cause hallucination for that person.

This substance can cause adrenaline rush.

That's why it can increase energy, cause arousal.

No wonder it's often used by movie stars like you.

So they can always look fresh in front of the camera.

But remember, if you use it too much, it can harm your body.

You will look older than you really are.

So how do we cure it, doc'!

Well, just stay away from those things. There's no other way.

I've often tried it, but I can'tdo it.

Usually the person who uses crack.“

...doesn't have confidence.

That's why his will is defeated by his lack of confidence.

Now I want to test your urine. Please, go to the toilet and bring this.

Yes, doc,

If you want your husband to recover, you have lo be hard on him'

Why did you throw it away?

I don't need it anymore.

- Why? - I decided to quit,

What's the matter?

I want to take care of you,

Then what are we going to eat?

You are my husband, my imam,

You're the one who's responsible to provide food for me and your child.

PM, are you pregnant'!?

Yes. Soon you'll be a father.

- Butl'm not ready. I still need" - So?

Do you want to kill this child?

Iqra (Read), lqra, Jefri.

Dad?

What should I read?

Read all of Allah's verses that's all around this universe.

That's on the ground.

In the air. .

In the water.

You have to dig it all with your mind.

You have to dig it all with your mind.

Yes, dad.

What's wrong, Jef'!

I can't stand it, Pik. Give it to me.

Give me the drug. Give it to me!

Give it to me!

4 MONTHS LATER

- Is that your new bird'! -Yes.

- Are you doing laundry? -Yes.

- Pik, which one shall I bring'! -This one.

- This one'! -Yes.

0W6'! -

- I'll bring this, okay? -Yes.

Thank God,

- I've missed you, -That's Jefri.

He rarely goes to the mosque. He's usually drunk.

He has changed. He has performed Umrah, you know'!

A lot of council representatives has also been on a Hajj ritual...

...but they are still corrupt.

Game 60 {he mama.

Yes.

Please go ahead.

You have a nice voice,

You used to be a popular young preacher.

Yes,sir.

Are you sure I can change?

When I first saw you in Menteng, I knew you were a good man.

Your attitude, do you understand? You have to have a good attitude.

And when you are being photographed, you have to know your angles.

Do you look good from the left or from the right'?

- Peace be upon you. - And upon you be peace.

Hey, Jefri!

- How are you? -You miss me, right?

Why do you wear this outfit? Are you selling for Lebaran?

Maybe he's preparing for a role in Deddy Mizwar's film.

Just listen to this. Who ever hijra on the ways of Allah...

...undoubtedly Allah will give a place of hijra and fortune in this world.

What a phrase!

Deddy Mizwar will definitely appreciate that.

- Come and sit down! - What do you think I am?

- Where have you been, Jef'! - I'm around.

- Where have you been, Jef'! - I'm around.

- He looks fresher, right? -Yeah.

Thank God, now I've been born again,

- How about you guy'! - Born again?

- You mean to repent? - If God wills it.

You've always been saying that, It's getting old, you know?

Don't play with those words. It's a sin.

Gun, Wel, everyone, listen to this,

- Jet. - Hold on, Gun.

Wel and you young people, just listen to me for a second.

Remember, in this world nothing is certain except death,

Come on, what have you prepared to face death?

Remember, our savings for hell is plenty.

Then what about our savings for heaven?

Come, lei us prepare our self to face death.

Gugun, are we going yet'! If not, we're going right now. Come on,

Waita minute,

We're going as well. Just wait a minute.

Wait a minute. We're definitely going.

We're all dressed, we're definitely going. Just wait a minute,

- Where are they going, Wel'! -I don't know.

Jef, excuse me. I have to go. I still have lo tidy lots of stuffs,

I'm going to the back. Peace be upon you.

And upon you be peace.

Peace be upon you,

Jefri!

My brother!

I'm sure you'll come back here.

This is it, right?

Please, come in.

This is your favorite drug. It's really good stuff.

No hanks , Y us, I'm here to persuade you kn Nita.

- What do you mean? - Well, stop using those things.

I'm serious, Yos. I want to persuade you to repent.

Jefri..

You are the weirdest person that I've known all my life.

You can be a bastard and a saint at the same time just like that.

What's even crazier, people believe you!

But I don't.

I'm not a hypocrite.

I do drugs because I want to, not like other people.

Doing drugs to escape from reality.

After a fight with a girlfriend or after fighting with parents, like you.

But not me.

- And now you want me to hijriah. - It's hijra.

Yes, hijriah, hijra, whatever you call it.

From what I know, hijra is moving from a situation you don't like...

...to a situation that makes you comfortable. I'm comfortable here.

This is my life.

And you want to persuade me to come back'!

- Maybe you haven't understood, Yos, -You're the one who hasn't!

For your information, I've been here long enough.

This, all this. This is my life!

Here, this is my world!

You and those people out there who left rne just like that.

I have no hard feelings. That's what life is.

Sometimes you're alone, sometimes you're with a lot of people,

I'm having fun.

You're hurting yourself, Yos,

Whether you do drugs or not, eventually you'll die.

- I want to clear my sins. -You're the one that needs to repent!

You! You've fooled a lot of people,

Your mom and dad, your brother and sister, your wife..

You should be the one to repent, not me!

I've been discarded since childhood,

My mom left with another man,

I was left alone with my little brothers.

My dad was frustrated, got into drugs and died.

My education is a mess, I never got accepted to any work.

This" This!

I'm forced to sell this stuff! For my little brothers.

And then you come here persuading me to repent?

If I repent, what will my little brothers eat?

Will my mom and dad come back'! No way, Jef!

I'm sorry, Yos,

Maybe I didn't understand,

Who did you come here with?

- I came here alone, -You liar!

I swear I came alone!

- Come on, say it! - I came here alone, Yos!

I came here alone!

- Police! Hey! -Oh my God!

Freeze! Don't move!

Where are you going? Don't move!

Where are you going?

Where are you going?

- Don't move! - Jefri! You traitor!

- Traitor! -Take him away!

Peace be upon you,

Who am I speaking with?

Oh my God,

What's wrong, man'! Do you want to try it?

What?

Not here. Follow me.

Let's go,

How does it feel?

Iqra (Read), Jefri.

Father?

Iqra.

Please come in.

After conducting a urine test...

...Mr. Jefri has been proven negative of consuming any drugs.

Thank God,

So, Mr. Jefri is allowed to go home today,

I'm sorry for the inconvenience, sir,

Please forgive me”

By the way, Jef.

The mosque where I usually deliver a sermon...

...seems to be needing an Ustad.

You are ready, aren't you?

I'm not ready yet.

What if people say, "That Ustad used to be ajunky!"

That should be a challenge for you,

You must show them, that you have changed now.

Remember this word from Rasulullah.

"Tell your knowledge to others, even if it's only a single verse."

Allah is the savior for those who have faith.

And He will bring them to a very bright place.

- And.. - What'!

Hold on, Jef. Just slow down.

- Which one? - Bright place,

And the savior for the infidels is Thaghut.

- Where was it again'! -Thaghut.

And they."

Can I deliver this while reading?

That's okay. It's better than making a mistake.

That's okay. It's better than making a mistake.

- Just a moment, okay? - It s only a moment.

Just a moment, okay?

Come on, don't be nervous. Just relax. You can do it.

I'll be going now,

- Peace be upon you. - And upon you be peace.

- Peace be upon you. - And upon you be peace.

It's you, Jef.

Where are you going?

- Shooting a religious film? - I want to go for Friday prayer,

Pray? Did I hear that correctly?

I mean, I intend to ask you to come loo.

- What do you mean'! -Are you a Muslim?

- Thank God, of course. - Are you a male?

Yes, at noon.

- What do you mean anyway? - Let's go for Friday prayer.

Well, I'll do it at the nearest mosque.

Allah counts every step of His servant who heads to the mosque.

So, if the mosque is far the reward will be huge?

If Allah wills it. Plus a bonus from me.

- What do you mean by bonus? - For your service getting me there,

- So you want me to get you there? -Yes.

I won't do it. You probably won't pay me.

I will pay you, don't worry.

Alright. Rp30,000, okay?

That's really expensive! You're also doing a good deed,

- Is that so'! -Yes.

- How about Rp25,000? - ls your sincerity worth Rp5,000?

Okay then. Rp20,000, cash. No debt like the last time.

- Deal. - Okay, deal.

Give me five,

This is the mosque, right'? I know it. I often pass it.

So, give me the helmet, This is the mosque.

Where's that Rp20,000?

- I will pay it later. - See? You've promised to pay,

We have a deal, and you will pay it in cash.

- Where's the money? - I promise to pay after praying.

- See? I am right. - Come on, let's pray first,

- Jefri, you always owe me money. - Come, let's pray first.

Def!

Where is he? lfl don't find him, he will never pay me.

The key lies in here.

Not here, okay?

When it's right in here, I'm sure it's also right in here.

"Verily, all praise is for Allah."

"Verily, all praise is for Allah."

"We praise Him, and we seek His assistance...

...and we ask for His forgiveness."

"And we seek refuge in Allah from the evils of ourselves..."

"...and the evils of our actions."

"Whoever Allah guides, there is no one that can lead him astray."

Jefri!

"And whoever is led astray, there is no guide for him"

I just want to tell all of you a story.

Not because I am a smart person,

But because I am a person full of anxiety.

Before I'm on this podium."

...I was once at the bottom.

And even at the very bottom!

A sinful place and full of darkness.

Jefri! That's enough, dear!

- Gel lost! -Jefri!

That's enough, dear!

- I have a dream, dad! - I said, get lost!

That's enough, dear!

Human cannot escape from sin.

Sin, forgetfulness, errors, and mistakes are part of human nature.

Sometimes, when we make mistakes, we relish those sins of ours.

We relish our mistakes.

But we forget. Forget about what?

We forget to beg for Allah's forgiveness.

Allah gives "lstighfar" as a tool for human.

To seek forgiveness of Allah,

We seek forgiveness for our sins.

We are seeking forgiveness from Allah, Glorified and Exalted be He.

"I seek forgiveness with Allah...

...the God of all creatures."

- Thank you, sir. -You're welcome, sir,

Mas Jefri, here, take this,

We ll be waiting for another of your sermon next time.

- Thank you. -Thank you, sir,

- Thank God, -Jef!

I really didn't expect that. You, Jef..

Oh God, all this time I thought of you..

- I was prejudiced to you. I'm sorry, - It's okay.

Sorry. All I knew, you were a film actor and always owed me money.

- Jet. - And now...

...I will pay my debt to you. - Forget it.

- Just forget it. - Don't be like that,

This amount of money isn't worth compared...

...to my sins towards you. - 0on1 say that.

We're obliged to pay a debt. Here.

Your sermon has struck my heart, There's no need to pay.

- This is whatl owe you, - No, I'm sincere.

- I pay it sincerely. - Me too.

- I pay it sincerely. - Really? Then I'm sincere too.

- We are all sincere, right? -That's right.

Yes,sir.

Thank God,

By the way, honey."

...I was given some money from the chief of the mosque.

Rpvspoo.

I gave Rp20,000 to the ojek driver.

The remaining is Rp55,000.

This is the first time I got money from doing a good deed.

Please accept it, honey.

JAKARTA, 2012

Indeed, all the worship, all the praises are only for Allah.

Allah is the ruler of the whole universe...

...including the smallest creatures“ .

...that can only be seen with a microscope belongs to Allah...

Wand they submit to Allah.

h' even the arrival of the smallest creatures...

...can cause disaster and disease to human even submits to Allah...

...[lien what about us 7

A man like me is supposed to...

...obey, and very much obey...

...to Allah, the entity, ruler of this whole universe.

Ladies and gentlemen that will be glorified if Allah wills it.

- Mom! -Yes, Fm coming!

Bilal! Come to me! Hurry!

Come on, let's get changed. Oh my God..

There we go,

- Like the last time. - Here we go.

Now we eat. No more playing around, okay?

Let's pray first, okay?

Honey, what's wrong with you'!

It's nothing. Let's pray.

"In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful."

And upon you be peace.

And upon you be peace.

Peace be upon you,

Let me introduce myself. I'm Agus ldwar, today's host.

I'm Jefri Al-Buchori. Pleasure to meet you, Teacher,

You are too modest.

- Please come in. - Please.

There is "mudgha" inside us, What is "mudgha"?

A piece of flesh.

If it is in good condition...

...the whole body will be in good condition.

So, if someone's heart is dirty...

...it doesn't matter ifthey wear turban, gamis, muslim clothes...

...and they're at the mosque every day, but their heart is dirty..

"And Allah knows everything inside our hearts."

Thus viewers, that is glorified by Him if Allah wills it...

...a few words that, if God wills it, will benefit all Indonesian people.

"In God is success and guidance.

Peace be with you and the mercy of God and his blessings."

Cut! Okay, good!

- Thanks Ustad for today, - Don't mention it.

- Let's have a chat there. Please, - Okay.

Here is the contract for the next episode.

Because this program will be extended since it's got good ratings.

It's nice, isn't it'? Your face looks brighter, right?

I've already checked it. Everything is according to the deal.

You can sign it.

Thank God, Ustad. For one year onwards.”

...we've already received many offers.

- Here is the drink, -Thank you.

- Honey. - Thank you, dear.

For the on air activities on TV."

...we've already received a one year contract.

With a total of 300 episodes.

What's the matter?

No. It's nothing.

Fine then. It's better if you go home,

It's getting late' Go and have a rest,

Go see your family. We'll continue it tomorrow.

Okay, Ustad.

- Thank you. -Thank you, Ustad.

- Peace be upon you. - And upon you be peace.

- Umi, thank you, -Take care.

Each of us has a task from Allah.

To announce good news...

...to all the people around us.

And Allah promises heaven."

...for those who bring good news.

But people often mistaken it."

...because while delivering the news, they don't have a sincere heart.

If a mind delivers it, it will be received by the mind.

Ifa heart delivers it, it will be received by the heart itself.

Only those with a pure heart...

...can touch the heart of the people,

What's the matter, sir?

Who is he'!

We usually call him "Ayah" (father).

If I'm in a bad mood, I come to this place,

"Uje, from a drug addict, now becomes an Ustad."

"Uje, from a drug addict, now becomes an Ustad."

What's the matter, dear?

It's been a month since I noticed."

...that you seem to be thinking about something.

Now I don't know...

...if I have to be happy."

...be grateful or sad for the condition I'm in right now,

Why'!

There is something bothering me.

Every time I do a sermon and receive a payment,”

...I feel ashamed, dear.

Ashamed lo whom?

Rasulullah,

When Rasulullah does a sermon, has it ever, until Islam...

...has spread like this through out the world, did he receive any reward'!

Every muslim is surely trying to imitate their prophet.

Nevertheless, there's no perfect human, dear.

Whatever you have become...

...it's already good enough for me.

Dean

What do you expect from me?

That you continuously improve yourself.

If God wills it.

What do you expect from me?

I want you lo follow my steps as a preacher.

I'll be the best wife for you...

...and that's my duty.

Then you should continue my duty.

Continue what'!

Are you going somewhere?

I'm always moving to a better place,

Like you've always wanted.

Peace be upon you,

Jefri? You surprised me. And upon you be peace.

Mother.

Is there any tears of yours left for me'?

What do you mean'!

Only with your tears...

...Allah will broaden my steps to heaven.

What are you talking about?

Give your tears for me, okay?

Honey, I'll be going now,

I'm meeting with Agus ldwar,

Yes.

- Peace be upon you. - And upon you be peace.

It looks like I'm going to take a rest after this, Gus.

What do you mean'!

You know, take a rest,

Are you serious? You want to slop being an Ustad?

Then, if someone asks...

..."Why doesn't Uje appear anymore?"

What should I answer?

That's just what you think, Gus.

Who knows, maybe people actually don't need me.

Gus, a human is considered like an object.

There is an expiry date.

And now, I feel it's time for me to quit.

I'm already outdated.

Miss!

I'm sorry, You can't sell it in here. Please leave, Miss.

It won't take long, sir. We only want to sell cigarettes.

- Yes, but you can't. - Sir, what's going on'!

Ustad."

As you know, Uslad, salesgirls are prohibited to sell here.

This is the policy of this cafe.

Miss, why are you still selling at this hour'?

We haven't reached our target. Please help us, sir.

Is this for me? This is too much,

I'll buy them all,

Thank you very much, sir, You are very generous.

There is no guarantee that I'm nicer than the two of you.

Maybe in the eyes of Allah, you two are betterthan me.

- Let's go. - Please pray for me.

May I be safe in this world and in the after life.

- Amen. Thank you, sir, -Yes.

- Let's go. - Sir, here.

- Is this for me? -Yes.

Recently, he always says that he wants to hijra.

What? He want what?

Hijra?

It's good, right?

Doesn't that indicate that he's constantly improving'!

I'm worried, Wid,

Why should you be worried?

You should be proud and support him,

You don't have to think about anything stupid.

Let me take you home, okay?

- Then how about your bike? - Don't worry about it.

- You are a bit unwell. - Come on, I'm not a child.

Come on. You just ride your bike, I'll ride mine.

Don't worry.

Let's go,

- ls your heart ready? -Yes.

You must always strive to be number one.

Number one in the eyes of Allah, okay?

And upon you be peace. What is it?

"Indeed, every living soul will taste death."

For muslim men and women, death is something that is sorely missed.

That we've all been waiting for.

Now in the midst of our life's difficulties...

when we are hungry, someone comes and give us food.

And we don't know who that person is.

When we have difficufties to pay the school funds...

...he comes to help us.

Then, there is a friend who approaches us.

"Do you know who helped you yesterday?"

"I don't know."

- Do you want to meet that person'! -Yes, I really do.

- What will you do? - I want to give gratitude.

- Why? - Because all of my needs...

mare met by the! person.

Do you all want to meet Allah?

- We do! - What would you all do?

- Give gratitude! - Be grateful...

...for every breath that we have.

Water, sky, earth, sunshine, moon...

...all that is on this earth...

...is given by Allah freely without expecting anything in return.

Glory only for Allah. .

"Glory is to Allah."

"All praise to Allah."

"There is none worthy of worship but Allah, and Allah is the Greatest."

"There is no power or strength.“.

. . . except for Allah. "

Wk'!?

Will you be a witness of my transformation?

I will,

Until the end of time.

HIJRA OF LOVE

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