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you look familiar oh yeah I drink here a

lot

oh my God you are the one who ran in

with the nose yeah

captain my Bishop

if I buy a drink would you tell me the

story of how he ended up carrying a nose

in a plastic bag

sorry I'm drinking alone tonight

are you sure

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maybe not

that's one way to get to know me better

I find it is the fastest

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hi what are you doing here

I saw Warren at the hospital and he said

it was a tough day so I brought you

lasagna

I know you're hot but all we did was

hook up I don't need a girlfriend

wow okay

um

it was nice meeting you then

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I'm sorry

I'm rude

Rogan

I'm not in the habit of fixing broken

people

and sales

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it's beautiful

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I don't understand a word of this

go Shine Your Light

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was that kiss me yeah

I think about dying

sues me and I can't sleep when I'm

anxious I think about dying and then I

can fall asleep

I support at all times it's exhausting

I'm exhausted

who taught you guys forward

my father

have you considered the possibility that

he was wrong

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ah could you take some days off

can we try to go somewhere

I thought you have to work

I have some personal days saved up

how many uh 100 maybe I don't take days

off but

but I would like to try

yes yeah yes

ah you ready yeah yeah just um you don't

look ready

just had to call the Station no one ever

remembers okay okay okay then

um all this and some fruity drinks we'll

be waiting for you with cool

okay okay okay okay

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it's a four alarm fire that they're

expecting it to get to five they're

calling everyone in

they will call everyone else they they

are going to put out the fire it's

okay I'm

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I'm

the captain I should be there of a five

alarm fire is something I'm too far away

am I yeah okay Maya you're having a

panic attack it's okay it's okay I've

got you but um okay okay look at me

yeah yeah look at me your eyes only need

to be on me no no no no no noise forward

no eyes forward Eyes Only on me good

breathe

yeah

hi Captain Bishop um sorry to interrupt

uh your mom is here

Mom Hi how

hi are you one of Maya's fire women no

I'm not a firefighter I'm Dr Karina De

Luca I was just about to leave

mom what are you doing here

I I left your father

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I came here to apologize for the abuse

because I didn't I didn't protect you

and and that is a mother's job I'm so

sorry what what are you talking about

oh yeah your father is abusive

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what is this hey oh hi I I know you

needed help getting ready for your

spaghetti dinner so we helped I didn't

ask you to do that

I didn't think Dad never laid a hand on

us

he was tough he could be a jerk he could

be mean but that doesn't mean he abused

us tough is grounding you for breaking

curfew

abuse is making you walk home 20 miles

from your track meet for coming in

second I came in first actually but I

didn't eat my own

come with me to my next therapy session

I beat it the next time

yeah I agree you need therapy

I'm good

Maya

denial is a strong force and and the

abuser your mom described outside is

still I'm not in denial

I want a gold medal because of my dad I

am the youngest fire captain in Seattle

and this station's first female Captain

because of my dad I'm not in denial I am

pissed

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your mind is brilliant and maybe you

think you're too smart to be in denial

maybe you think you're too smart to have

been abused okay I'm not interested in

talking he never hit me

that's not the only way you abuse

somebody Maya psychological abuse is a

verbal abuse they are real

I don't want to fight with you I don't

want to fight either then I think you

should go what this is not how you

handle a fight

my I

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I'm here for you I'm not leaving

okay okay I'm I'm I'm gonna I need I

need to run so I'm gonna I'm gonna go on

a run

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thank you

I thought you left I

I almost did but then I thought you

might need to I don't need anything

except space

I can see that you're pushing me away

and I want to give you space but give me

space I understand that you're going

through a lot and I I'm trying not to be

mad at you but I just slept with Jack an

hour ago so be mad at that

hey kiddo

hey Dad you should probably wait for me

at home your family's falling apart and

you're playing fire captain I'm not

playing anything I am captain did your

mother fill your head with drama is that

why you're treating me this way

you know Dad I have to go and you have

to work raise your voice at me young

lady I am in charge and I'm ordering

YouTube

what did you say you heard me

sure hands off of me oh yeah oh you need

your big strong men to fight your

battles no Captain dad I don't I don't

need to win my gold medals for other

people unlike you I win them myself

oh

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I was so stupid

everyone saw the truth about my dad but

me

who in the best relationship I ever had

because of him he could apologize

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that's too late for that way too late

you'd be surprised how far and I'm sorry

can get you

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Karina what do you want I'm an idiot

you're right I was abused my dad was

abusive but that is no excuse for what I

did to you and

I

just please please please take me back I

love you

and I've never said that about anyone

before I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry please forgive me oh my God

forgive me oh sorry sorry she cheated on

me with her ex-boyfriend and then and

then you throw it in my face just to hug

me and what am I supposed to do now

forget that am I supposed to trust you I

don't

I don't know

but I'm okay spending every day trying

to convince you to

forgive her I'm sorry I'm sorry I just

if you love her forgive her

I love you Maya

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I mean you could come in and visit me at

work if my boss is not seeing her

husband I'm not gonna see my girlfriend

what about just a super short little

visit no kissing on the mouth not safe

and I suspect impossible and we are just

a little curious

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hey we had just reached a good place and

then the pandemic hit and I get that

we're being

responsible by not seeing each other but

it seems kind of extreme the alternative

is quarantining together which is

basically moving in together which

also seems extreme I hate this I I hate

this decision I hate being alone why

can't you and my a bit get because you

weren't you baby you foreign

you're staying apart because Miranda and

I are staying apart

Ocarina

if it were only up to me my wife and I

would be braving this thing together we

God knows it's a mess of time in all of

our lives but what the hell is the point

of finding a person if you don't get the

weather the storms together look at your

girl

they're going to humanely remove the

animal and transport it to the zoo

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are you really really here am I just

really tired of both I'm guessing what I

miss you

move in with me

what I know that that we have barely

spent three days together since I broke

your trust but I am hoping that me

asking you

to move in with me is a sign that I'm

all the way in

actually

um I came here to ask you the exact same

thing

I'll be yours if you do mine

the nasal swabbing sounds sexy

I usually just make a protein shake and

drink it on my way

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um

okay that might be better than sex

that sounds like a challenge

good morning I woke up

the apartment and I looked around at her

cheeses and her pastas and all of her

wonderful everything and I could feel

the rage Building inside of me because

I'm so used to having control over

an inch of my space and now she's here

and

it's terrifying I am terrified that I am

going to snap at her like him and that

she's gonna stop loving me and I'm still

working on this one myself Maya but I

think being afraid to be like your dad

first step

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to the shower first

okay I'm sorry what is with our kitchen

becoming a cheese seller it reminds me

of home yeah I know you said that but it

is starting Maya my home is really scary

right now it's worse in here and in here

is really bad um I'm scared for my dad

I cannot be there to take care of him

and to make sure that he does what he's

supposed to

so

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um

it feels good to look up and to be

reminded of of the good memories of

Italy instead of the constant fear and

worry

I'm sorry

you don't have to be

cargo get ready to bring some babies

into these terrifying world I did that

today

you did what

I brought a baby into this terrifying

world you did I mean brought maybe more

like cut tell me everything well first

I'm gonna shower and then I will tell

you all about it naked

hey Karina just checking in uh I hope

your your day is less eventful than my

night was

today is the annual inspection which is

the most important

day of my captaincy so far and I thought

it was tomorrow

so I'm not ready I haven't slept or

showered or eaten or processed what I

witnessed last night and now I'm

rambling on your voicemail because I

miss you and oh God what if we fail what

if I fail that is

good

I stay on her okay we need to make sure

we can see your car at all times okay

Karina I am Andrea don't worry look you

can can we call your your girlfriend now

please

Karina are you okay yes we are safe I

just got a million texts from Andrew to

Lucas saying oh look

she's getting out who's getting out

okay

don't hang up

I can't just stay here while Karina

okay this inspection defines your role

as Captain I'm a first responder I'm

gonna respond and if that means it's the

last day as the first female Captain

then I can live with that

I'll get everyone in their classes go

freeze uh what's going on what is going

on

there

what's happening help

please

come on come on

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thank you

Warren got called for a long downtown

yes

Karina going anywhere

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hey I can't get comfortable anywhere you

want to give the bed or the couch

another shot too soft

you want to scream

would that make you feel better

The Scream

your brother died Karina you're allowed

to wake up the neighbors you didn't even

die he was murdered scream

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it's okay sorry sorry

this is all my fault this is my brother

is dead because I'm an idiot Hey Hey Hey

listen to me none of this is your fault

is it then who am I supposed to play

blame me we have to get some of this off

of you I will take it blame me I should

have gotten to you sooner I should have

been there blame me this is not your

fault then why is it yours because I let

him on that train I did that I give me

the guilt okay give me the blame give me

the part that stings the most okay let

me hold on to it for a little while and

when you're feeling a little stronger

you can have it all back

I promise

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Maya I'm not a child I don't need a fire

truck

scream

I can't

wait

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[Applause]

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so you guys um grew up together and no

we're being friends

well friends I mean yeah that too but

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yeah yeah

no I got that one I remember that one

yeah

hey what's up Karina's sex buddy is

visiting oh so this is like a jealousy

thing no

korean's grieving right and a friend who

she used to have some sex with is here

to comfort her kind of like you're doing

now Korea comes alive with her in ways

that I haven't seen in weeks and she's

laughing again and eating again and you

feel threatened

cream she loves you and she's also going

to the worst thing I think any of us can

imagine okay so this is why I don't deal

with feelings because they become other

people's problems

I am threatened by you and Gabriella but

Gabriela is my friend I know it's stupid

I'm just telling you the truth my what

you and I have is uh wow fantastic

hours

just hours

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but if you if you wanted to keep making

your point

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sir yeah but get off the phone and pull

the power forward thank you letter

nineteen eight car 19 two-car motor

vehicle crash that's me no no you're my

partner and the only person here who

likes me oh that's not true Bishop

license

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Maya we have patience and they are being

taken care of

you are snapping at everyone and I get

being stressed I get if it's even

residual grief but I would not be a good

girlfriend if I didn't ask

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my Visa is expiring and I might have to

go back to it

what how I don't understand I don't have

time to teach you about the the screw

that immigration laws of this country I

have to get back out okay okay just when

next one

I can't go to Italy why not because of a

pandemic because PD is warning with us

because

I have a job to do I was just on

bereavement it's not like you're going

to be gone forever

go help her settle in so your suitcase

with PPE to help out and just be there

for her

Karina with everything going on here

with the tension with PD and I know

you have to stay your whole country is

in crisis you can't live and they're

such a desperate need it's okay

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we'll be okay

I'll be back before you know it

are you thinking maybe I should just

you two are meant to be you

'll get through this

you know honestly

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until I met you

I think a part of me always assumed I'd

end up marrying a man

really for now I'm I mean I guess I can

see that's your dad kind of drilled a

sense of my wife is the only way that's

probably why I never want to get married

my parents made it look so unappealing

you don't want to get married oh no I

don't believe in it

I think that's

that vagina is ripped open my baby's

head it would make me less interested in

sex with women but oddly

I imagine it has made you less

interested in giving birth though

no not really I mean before you said you

don't want to get married but you do

want to have kids okay you know this

through my parents and look at your

parents won't be next I I thought we

were building a future together oh we

are we don't need to be married to do

that every moving back to Italy I'm

sorry I have to leave if there was any

other way there is

we could get married I'm not getting

married just because of the Visa just

because this is not something you do to

solve a problem I don't see any other

way Maya you didn't even want this until

you started getting sad about me leaving

we have learned more about each other in

the last two hours than we have in our

entire relationship I should have known

that you don't want to get married in

that YouTube wanna have babies I knew it

I knew you would break out on my

Adventures I mean maybe we're just not

right for each other okay so do you want

to break up temporarily do you want to

get married marriage is what can keep us

together exactly it is crazy that the

only records that I have to see in

Seattle to see my life with you is to

send a piece of paper saying that I will

never leave you

oh you'll still have Gabriella

wow I mean maybe she's who you're

supposed to be with my stuff maybe we're

just not meant to be together forever

stop Maya you've said enough

please

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what were you saying my marriage is not

real then get a divorce in two years so

what what am I and I have is real and I

don't need a piece of paper to tell me

that and I don't want to run into a

situation that we might regret in a

couple of years just because of

paperwork so you're willing to lose or

instead huh

you just you just let her go what am I

supposed to do I was awful she was awful

maybe you guys are gonna get back

together right once your Visa gets

renewed

Maya

marry me I know I'm a stubborn idiot and

I don't want to get married just because

the government says we have to and I

still think marriage was invented to

keep women as property but I much rather

do something that I don't want to than

lose you Karina please please put me now

bury me

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yes yes

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thank you

I understand you wrote your own vows oh

my God what I've

forgot we were writing our own vows oh

my God I'm so excited about it I'm so

sorry

this is perfect it's okay it's okay

listen to yourself clean up the

clipboard my Bishop was so excited about

something that she forgot I love that

I don't know and I choose you I don't

need to say anything else

we're good

then my ambition

do you take anything me too

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I Now Pronounce You wife and wife

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thank you

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the captain Bishop has been relieved

over duties

every night for the last 11 months I

have fantasized about putting my wedding

dress back on and stormy McAllister's

office again

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I mean although if you got fired then

maybe we could finally start talking

about babies

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I don't think I can do it

kids I mean it's terrifying it's like

ripping your heart out and and watching

it walk around the world it is like

ripping your heart out and watching it

walk around the world it's

okay Maya I love you

and if being married to you means to not

have any children I will learn to accept

that because I don't want to force you

to do anything you don't want to do

especially you know something as big as

bringing another life into this world

but

I know you you aren't afraid of anything

so when you tell me that you don't want

to have kids because you're too

terrified I don't believe you I

okay what is it can you look I mean what

what you don't understand Karina you're

a doctor and OB for God's sakes you can

still do your job and be pregnant

when a firefighter gets pregnant they

have to report themselves by day one day

one I wouldn't see the inside of a fire

truck for nine months

do you know what happened to me on duty

yesterday

I got a high on K2 and passed out

what you know there are no pumping

breaks in the middle of a call there are

no

breast milk riches that a firehouse okay

lucky for you there are two wombs in

this relationship even if you were the

one to carry I would still be a new mom

and yes they would technically give me

parental leave but do you really think

that they would promote me back up after

that where the hell are my shoes

right there

you know Warren Miller hmm

they can become dads at the drop of a

hat

and they can enjoy

the magic and the spontaneity

and the department can the department

just congratulates them and gives them a

cigar because the system is built for

them but it's not me you know I tried I

tried I tried okay to wrap my brain

around it

for you because you got married for me

I did not get married for you okay I

know you didn't

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I love you

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can't do it

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oh

I'm sorry that I don't want what you

want I'm sorry that you're not fine and

I know me being sorry doesn't make it

any better but it helps

look

I know you have a crappy father

but I still think you'll be a wonderful

mother

I want you I want us to break

our family better and I want you to

change the way the fire department

treats women I

yes I ultimately want you to want what I

want but I don't want it today or

tomorrow I just want it

someday

I saved a kid today is it

no I will

be good with him okay

and I I like feeling

I want to want what you want

oh yeah

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maybe that's

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maybe it is okay yeah yeah it is

yes

hey

um year of shift Friday yes I made the

reservation at the Burmese restaurant it

doesn't start for half an hour all right

I don't have time to guess right now I'm

using Jess oh Jack can wait Jack is

patient Jack is way less fun you need to

stop saying Jack's name while you're

naked yeah

I'm sorry you want to give me a Spanky

all right

all right okay I have a woman on my word

and I work too today so I can't no

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I only have seven so what what should we

do

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what potty potty

okay let's call the bat let's go let's

go to the bathroom yep

oh God

oh my God

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oh

help she's leaking give her to me hello

Bella should we get changed

oh God it smells so bad that's right

everybody's Focus things

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oh now I need to change the socks too

look at that yep

today was a lot for everyone

yeah I wasn't disaster

it's a pretty beautiful one

it was yeah and yet

when there was a child in the building

we were all fine when there was a child

in

my arms in the middle of it all I was

fine we kept her finally knew how to

keep her fine we can do this

if I could do this let's have a baby

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it's wearing white

I've been thinking this whole time that

I need to stick to some plant but plans

don't work

people die families Fall Apart

friends

you are supposed to be at work I'm not

working for the next two days why

because we're making some homemade pork

we're making a baby and I want to have

all their romance and all the sex that

comes with me

and there's been so much pain and

so much leave I just think we need a

little bit of something different

and you need a massage yeah I really do

should I go

oh and I am gonna be you're very sexy

massage therapist today

prices keep coming

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Karina this is what this is so romantic

you know

I spend my whole adult life bringing

babies into the world and then watching

them getting rolled away I never get to

see how they turn out or or what kind of

mothers my patients will be I just

I just welcome little one bye-bye have a

nice life you want to be the one in

Paris

we can talk about that I know you're an

athlete and you might want to experience

no it's you

and for the egg we can do IVF No it

should be yours

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and this speckle

I want to have another version of you

that I can count

the sperm bank code and the but opening

next Tuesday so we can get in sooner

great yeah

you're cramming for Papa boys uh

brushing up on protocols just in case

that's me uh but I got it uh for mink

okay Tuesday see I was listening

her career is her baby that's the thing

she'll apply for guess she'll break her

hands to protect over and over that's

the dream she's chasing not me not

having a family I come second no I know

that's not true just so difficult to

finding the right donor doing the

insemination well if it's sperm you're

stressing around I can give you that

I'm just saying I make a lot of it waste

a ton of it yeah no I know it's a stupid

dinner yeah

just kind of came out oh my God

no no no

you know I just like my pick better

besides there's no guarantee that it'll

be a genius if we go with yours exactly

so what does it actually matter which of

the two we pick well it doesn't matter

why don't we just go with mine

are we back to step one no we're not

we're not but I am late for shift and so

are you

but we will talk about this later I love

you

I want our donor to be someone we know

okay someone we know like you're a brat

no no no I really don't need my jeans in

there I just want to know more than I

know when I'm buying spread from

stranger

do you have anyone in mind no but we

could brainstorm together okay okay I

mean there's a lot more to talk about no

I know I know and we will but I wanted

you to know that it was not all about my

wood eating sperm dunk okay we'll talk

later

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your temporary devotion was well over a

year ago and that can't be contributing

to your success on the job I have not

hanging over your head let's talk

Tuesday

great I'll see you then

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okay there is something I have to tell

you

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Jack offered offered what his sperm

when

it was practically a joke it was like oh

I have extra if you need some and it

took it immediately back like it's a

dumb thing to say because it is exactly

so Bishop

your record is aggressive an Olympian a

respected Captain prior to your demotion

you've accomplished a lot at a young age

so let me ask you this what is your end

goal here in the fire department

uh fire chief

I know I have to work my way up but I am

excited to do what it takes to earn that

position

I like ambition so I appreciate a work

ethic like yours and I don't want you to

lose sight of that goal despite the fact

that I will not be reinstating you as

Captain of 19

.

I told you last night that that she said

no I know but I had already chilled the

champagne so I decided we're still

celebrating

for so many things to celebrate I can't

I'm

angry and frustrated and I need to throw

things and get this out of my system and

I can't do that when you are being kind

and supportive so please just

let me be pissed for a little bit

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I still love you and we're still making

a baby

I just

need to get this out first

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have you thought about it yep

oh about the fact that you are actually

entertaining the idea of my ex-boyfriend

being our sperm donor okay

okay

he's the last person I thought I'd want

as our sperm donor but

we've been looking at options for months

and nothing has felt right I've been

spending so much time with him because

of the clinic and he's a little awkward

but he's also kind and humble and smart

and hence it whatever do I need to be

concerned about YouTube only saying

I mean we think about the future and not

about the past

hey hey are we gonna blackmail somebody

out here no we we just wanted to

um we we want to uh ask you

um for

your sperm your sperm well we would like

to take you up on your offer to be our

donor what she said my my sperm we want

this to be someone we know because we do

want the donor in the baby's life so I'd

be like Uncle Jack yes and they would

know who their donor is I mean you have

a special bond

is is it a yes

I think so yes are you sure

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hi

uh I brought you some uh flowers

which now that I think about is kind of

just a weird metaphor for planting seed

should I yeah yeah

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that I am

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okay I'm gonna switch to my doctor's

voice so we can move past this moment so

first please sanitize your hands well

and this is the specimen cup in which

you would put yeah no I got that okay

great we're gonna be in the next bedroom

uh preparing

generally I do this without an audience

right yeah sorry

oh whoa

the uh the genetic testing app just

alerted me

it says I have a brother

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I'm sorry I I didn't mean for my thing

to take over

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okay uh well then we don't need to

reschedule yeah yeah we're all here

we're already uh except the person whose

body is happening

you're not

you and now we're maybe making a baby

chickens okay I just don't understand

why me having a brother changes things

why is that because

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I think I'm gonna go no I mean you can

if you want to but we still want to do

this if you do right right

how many times do I need to tell you

to avoid your warp Problems by throwing

yourself into the baby making him now

you do oh my God Karina when are you

gonna trust me when I say that I want to

do this when our child is going away to

college you are not sure you wanted to

have kids and you didn't know if you

wanted to get married but I'm not

questioning every day if you're gonna

leave me

yeah good guys this is really helping my

situation hey sorry you go do your thing

we'll do ours okay okay

sure then yes awesome

fine come on

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oh my God what the the Green Card

interviews in three weeks

oh so many reasons

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we've been waiting for hours what's

going on it's been 40 minutes

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so birth certificate check marriage

certificate check you have your

passports wait did I need that

kidding I'm kidding I'm not kidding to

joke with me Maya so we have everything

okay we went over with the lawyer like

five times we are good

hey

are you stressed about the interview

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everything always happens at once why I

know I'll try to look at it

yes Karina yes that's me

do you own any weapons no are you or

have you ever been associated with a

terrorist organization no

do you plan to commit acts of genocide

no

do you actually expect

into that honestly well I'm just saying

if you came here to commit genocide

you're not going to tell officer dang

it's just so that if you ever do commit

genocide and you told us no they could

Deport you for lying in your interview

right but not for the genocide have you

ever elicited the use of child soldiers

that's okay I'm sorry I assure you we

take this very seriously last one

to engage in activities of human

trafficking

yes to that one definitely not hopefully

you've been here for hours I think

officer Deng understands that my sense

of humor is sarcastic is a government

official officer she's kidding Joseph is

here I think he's clear Karina do you

talk about bombs at the airport this

isn't an airport please stop

congratulations you have a green card I

do

we do you remind me of me and my wife

the bickering is endless

thank you

thank you thank you thank you thank you

so much thank you thank you regards to

the one thank you thanks

I want my job back

Bishop I know you two are sleeping

together I want my job back or I'm going

to report you

hey

this is the least romantic setting well

when it's time it's time

um should I shower first do you want to

shower first I mean I didn't think this

through but I don't want to make a baby

smelling like Pig sweat okay it's our

fifth try the sperm is 700 a unit you

are ovulating I'm on shift it's not

perfect timing but it is what it is

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okay let's get you showered okay

let's go shower

come on

let's do this right okay okay

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we gotta go

I'm sorry I love you it's okay

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um okay you all right I'm fine just need

a few more minutes to let this

the spring penetrate the egg okay wow I

just hope you're not gonna report my

wife because Captain America already

hates her for no good reason that I can

see and if she gets another emotion I am

not sure our marriage could survive it

no I'm just gonna shower later

it's you so much wisdom so much empathy

for Becca did not announced for me why

is that why am I still being punished

for my ambition by you by Ross by

Beckett blackmailing the chief for the

fire department is not ambition that is

the crime you're lucky you still have a

job at all

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it was an impulse yep an Impulse that

didn't go your way now you have to live

with it

have you heard from my wife oh yeah

she's fine they're on their way back uh

apparently they found Jack what do you

mean they found me something about

handcuffs and a tree whatever Jack is

dead to me

yeah

I was on that last week oh groundwork

Suits You

yes sir

you you have no right to be a dick to

Maya what is it you're such a small man

you feel threatened by her because she's

a woman who had your job before you what

is it it's basic physics Italy you push

me I push you your wife blackmail the

chief had no proof or anything and that

brings us to today

that's not what I'm saying you are not

listening to me you blackmailed your

boss Maya okay I just need you to be on

my side God everyone is against me for

the last six months I've been eating

crap from everybody please just be on my

side for the last six months you've been

keeping this from me for the last six

months you come home miserable and I

don't know why and when I ask you deny

that anything is wrong with you and it's

been making me crazy and now the truth

is out and you are not even the one who

told me and you need me to be on your

side okay I want my job back is that a

crime no but blackmail is a crime and

it's not even about your job it's it's

about the chaos you're constantly in the

middle of chaos it's I don't think you

know how to live a normal life it's

constantly up and down and up and now

you know how impossible you are these

days and it's the hormones and I get it

and I am patient but now I'm the one

that's acting crazy that's really pot

Kettle Karina

we were happy

and you created chaos

we were making a baby I had just gotten

my green card we happiness and you need

it to wretch it

you need to look into that you need to

do it I need to what to fix it you I

can't I can't live like that I can't

make a baby with that like oh wait with

that yes we do like that Karina you can

be pregnant right now yes I could be

and that's why you need to get help

for us right now

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I am sorry by the way yeah for

abandoning us after committing to be our

donor you should feel sorry about that

Ben is a strong no that's the accurate

word yeah no you're right he does the

bullet yeah so he needs help yeah that

was clear when we found him drunk under

a tree handcuffed to Eva vazquez's bed

I thought it was your friend he was and

then he left

I am sorry Jack is struggling but he

ditched us that's kind of cool I mean we

have each other's bags do we not I'm

dealing with my own problems right now

except you're not really dealing with

them

I am in my own way okay

have you started looking for therapist

I'm gonna go get cleaned up no

no

me or no I'm sorry I haven't done

everything on your timeline Karina I'm

living in my own personal health and my

co-workers are now gossiping actually I

think my boss hates me and treats me

worse than I was treated as a probate

and now my wife can't have my back

because she has suddenly decided that I

am unstable so no I haven't researched

therapists because I've been kind of

busy with all of that

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ah

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I might be pregnant

yay I don't even know how I feel about

this anymore okay I'm sorry you don't

know if you want to be pregnant

you've been trying so hard for so long I

know we have okay well why don't you

take a test what if it's positive what

if it is

I mean how would you feel I don't know

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I don't know it sounds like you're

feeling out of control maybe this would

help you

feel like you're doing something

so what are you hoping for

Maya has mental health issues that's

what I think the thing that happens when

you're in a relationship with somebody

with mental health issues is that you

don't matter well mental illnesses don't

make you inherently selfish but I don't

know it is selfish if Maya is refusing

to do anything about it it shouldn't be

like that but it is like that right now

I'm so in love with her but I want her

back the way she was I want to aspect

The Way We Were and

so I'm waiting but it's hard because I

want to matter

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what does it say okay you know hold on

just don't don't look just just say it

what do you want no second guesses just

what do you want I want a positive I I

want to pause it there I want a baby I

want to be a mom but I want my wife to

be here with me I want her to be

committed and involved I want to do this

alone okay cool

well like you said it's probably too

early anyway

but now you know what you want

oh I'll start

Karina

is your hair red yeah courtesy of

Beckett I've shampooed four times now

but apparently he used food coloring

oh yeah that's me that gets soaked my

last clean pair of clothes and this is

the freshest smelling thing that I have

you smell like old cheese yeah thanks

yeah all cheese hilarious

um if I don't laugh I'll cry so why are

you here in the pink scrubs the clinic

isn't until tomorrow I volunteered to

help with open house and this is my

Halloween costume woman who's hopeful

for things to go back the way they were

got it Maya

my uh

work today team good work seriously

you're so focused on proving you're the

big man around here you don't know how

to be a good leader

you know Bishop's worth five shifts in a

row right that's 120 hours with barely

any rest she's killing herself to prove

she deserves her spot on this team I am

fine Louise we saved that family Maya

your wife might be pregnant you could be

someone's mom right now and you're not

pulling Cowboy crap like you got a death

wish

you were off ship right now I find out

you work even another ship before your

next regular schedule one I will send

you back to the academy are we clear

yes sir

are you okay yeah I'm just tired

they're seeing I'm gonna go shower

and then I'm gonna

I'm gonna come home

shouldn't I shouldn't work uh like this

this and it's not safe for the others so

yes let me know you should sleep in bed

at home with me

yeah yeah

exactly what I need

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what are you doing in the guest bedroom

do you need something

do you remember the first night we

hooked up I remember everything about

that night

I remember the smell of your hair and I

remember the flowers is there a point

here and there she is

that jerk that tried to push me away the

following morning

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and look how far we've come now

foreign

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lavender flowers it's

I love you

and whatever we're going through we'll

get through it together because our love

story is beautiful and I don't want to

lose it

I don't want to lose us

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I missed you

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I am so happy that you are still here

how's it call

it was almost really awful and really

devastating and then it wasn't

kind of like us

did you take a pregnancy test no I

wouldn't do that without you good so

what's wrong I still need you to get

help

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my love I think that growing up with

your dad you developed some control

issues

and I feel like you're using the truth

in a way that makes it impossible for me

to argue I don't want to argue anymore

okay I want you to understand that I'm

helping myself in a way that works for

me talking doesn't work for me okay I'm

working through my anger and my pain and

my way and if that makes you angry if

that hurts you then you should work on

that your way

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where are you going

oh heart run

I took a pregnancy test the other day

what I'm sorry I had to know I need to

think I did I'm telling you now I'm not

pregnant

I believe you took a pregnancy test

without Mrs the party of reacting to I

am reacting to all of them no you're not

you're reacting to the part that applies

to you you're reacting to the part that

you can be offended by I am not pregnant

Maya did you hear that I did

and it

how are you Karina how are you feeling

do you need anything is there anything

that I can do for you what should we do

next all these are normal things that

you can say to your wife right now the

normal thing is doing a test together

oh my God

okay I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm

listen I'm just in shock okay you seemed

so okay I thought I thought it worked

okay you seemed

so pregnant

how did I seem so pregnant I don't know

mood swings and and snacking and

symptoms symptoms of being pregnant

those are symptoms of being a human

being Maya okay you know what I'm going

to work Bailey's the reproductive Care

Clinic is opening today and I can

actually make a difference there

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foreign

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elevated and she's not having a heart

attack so I'm just trying to figure out

what she may have done that may have

caused it

she's been working out a lot lately I

worked out my entire life no more than

usual

you sure it's wrapped up I'm certain I'm

okay okay I promise I just overdid it

all right we will get this sorted out we

will put you on continuous fluids and

keep an eye on your CK markers in the

meantime

try to get some rest okay

thank you yeah

thank you are you really not going to

get me discharged by me now I don't need

to be here I'm just a little dehydrated

oh you've been doing too much I'm fine

there was a call and they're a man down

okay so I need to get back to work okay

so can you just get these things off of

me

I'm here you're in no shape to go back

anywhere let alone go back to work and

I'm telling you you're not fine you need

help you need stop telling me what I

need okay you don't know what I need

now let me go back to work or I will go

on my own

am I good to be discharged Maya Dr

Altman and I have some concerns about

your condition and about the events that

have led to your collapse it'll be best

for you to stay in the hospital well I'm

not staying so you can forget about that

if you're not going to stay on your own

we'll place you on a 72 hours haul

you're serious you're 51.50

yes if you try to walk out that door and

do anything even remotely strenuous you

could die no I'm I'm fine I'm fine I

feel fine okay let me go home we can

figure this out you know you can hire me

you can help me I am not home you're not

going home I can't help you there I've

tried but you don't let me so this is me

helping you no no no no no no wait you

know I can't do this I am perfectly

competent and capable person of making

my own decisions

the person wouldn't try to leave the

hospital against medical supply so yeah

Maya I can do this and I'm doing it no

Maya I'm serious if you're sure have you

put you in restraints please don't make

this harder than it needs to be

wow you left me no choice all right this

is good

this isn't support

this isn't love when your brother died

you could barely get off the freaking

kitchen floor you know what I did I let

you figure out your crap on your own I

didn't call psych and have you committed

okay that is love that is support so no

this is not helping me I want you to lie

back look at your heart rate music I

just I can't believe you would do this

to me after all money is gonna take it

from here oh the legs you'll go to get

your way

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if you walk if you walk out that door

we're done do you hear me

you walk out that door we are done I

lose you either way Bella I'd rather

lose you and have you be alive no Karina

Karina how could you do this to me no

Karina

thank you

your wife had to 51.50 you to get you

the medical care you needed and your

employers are waiting for me to

determine if it's safe to let you go

back to work do you still hope to get

back to work for the fire department

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okay what am I drawing a timeline

what

oh you're an Olympian

not only that you won the gold on a

sprained ankle

yep okay make a timeline of your Olympic

win

every relevant moment leading up to it

that's impossible how am I supposed to

remember every moment the ones that

matter will come to you

start with the first time you ever had

the thought

I want to win

what does this say

you can't read it I can't read it but

I'd like you to read it it says three

years old my cousin's track meets it's

the first thought you had of winning

the first one I can remember

because your cousin won no because you

lost and I saw his face who's he

my dad I saw

his face when she lost you know my ankle

hurts I'm gonna get some ice wait

let me move toward that pain

I don't know what that means but my

ankle hurts they ran a race on a

sprained ankle and one gold

you can sit with pain Maya

just

put your hand on it

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it's okay Maya let it out

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[Laughter]

you once told me that you think about

dying

so that you can rest

that's because three-year-old Maya can't

rest she's too afraid that if she does

she's not lovable

am I for whatever it's worth

I'm in awe of the three-year-old that

you were

she is worthy of Your Love

and your care

can you picture her

try to see her

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I love you

no matter what

you are lovable even when you lose

okay

is it beautiful work today

there's more to do

and we will work together once a week

for the next few months at least but I

think you can ease back into death duty

if your medical team blesses it

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can absolutely do whatever you want to

do

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it's left in the last two weeks

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and if you want my advice I do take care

of yourself first work on yourself first

see if you can

rest a little first but I love her

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I love it when they learn

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see you next week bye

thank you

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hi Rich Karina please leave a message

hey it's me

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I'm just here to pick up a few things I

can use a hotel shampoo anymore it's

awful

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okay you can always come home there's a

shampoo

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I miss you

I left you a voicemail

yes I got it

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did you listen to it yeah

I know I made mistakes and I know I

scared you

I'm sorry

I love you

I'll be better

you said that

I mean it I need more time

seeing you like that in a hospital bed

what you did to yourself I can just jump

right back into this with you like I

didn't spend the greater part of my year

begging you to get help

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happy for you

I am

but this is just another thing you did

to keep your job

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does your husband know you're trying to

recruit me away from station you are an

OB yeah I run a Reproductive Rights

clinic this is a no-brainer okay so

that's a no then we'll understand ah

come in

hi oh I hope I'm not interrupting uh I

brought you something special it's

lasagna

okay it's not as good as yours

but I hope you like it

you can just storm in here with lasagna

Maya you can't I can't

so I did because I love you and now I'm

moving

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what eat the lasagna no just

um think about what I said

okay I'll bought these some more later

I give up my hours at station 19.

right now they are the only connection I

have with Maya well she really seems to

be trying to connect with you now

ah she told me to leave that's already

she was she was one who said we were

over here I don't believe for one second

that you and Maya are over

you and Maya will get through this oh if

you want to get through it

you okay yeah

suddenly my stomach feels

kind of funny oh

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no that is not right

Miranda

what

I heard you were sick I am I brought

some fluids to help make you feel better

if you just open the door I asked you

for space I need space yeah I understand

that

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but we're married and I intend to stay

married

I'm I'm going I'm gonna be cold around

like

to decide but I'm not I'm not you know

you nearly poisoned me

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Karina

Karina

it's so cold

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aren't you supposed to be work I am at

work

non-stop vomiting can be serious I am a

paramedic preventing a catastrophe like

catastrophe that you literally played

into Arizona

how do you mess up a lasagna I don't

know I thought I did everything right

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paper coming

thank you for letting me in

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you have to go

say Maya no you could be dehydrated you

could be sicker than we think I don't

what

I am afraid that if I walk out that door

I don't know when I'll see you again

you will

you know

I'm gonna check in in a few hours and

let you know I wonder

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pretty Bishop

several doctors were hit by a car

outside the Reproductive Rights clinic

at Grace loan Memorial Hospital

requesting any available in cars to the

scene oh God what did they say

hey hey bishop both hands on your rope

what did they say what did they say hey

take a breath okay you know as much as I

do right now stay focused just um

for today if you could just find out

what's happening

my adult

listen to me all right I will find out

as much as I can but right now you have

to focus okay right now you are part of

a team do you hear me fine

breathe you see that one today okay so

what if what if what if she got what is

she what if she got hit by a car and I'm

stuck here and I can't get to her oh my

God oh my God my Karina's gonna be okay

you don't know that right now you are a

first responder all right you are not a

wife you are not a daughter you are not

an Olympian we are here to save lives

there is nothing you can do over there

in this moment do you copy

okay okay

let's keep going let's keep going

you're okay I have a patient at six

centimeters so yeah you have to go I

have to go

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thank you for going

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hey thank you for staying it was good to

feel safe

with you yeah it was it was good wasn't

it

ah so we slept in the same room last

night it was nice but we shouldn't let

it be something more than that of course

of course we were just sleeping in the

same room thank you for understanding

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do this again uh is it okay if we talk

later see how the day goes later yes

great

okay bye

Maya hey

I am glad you're here I was gonna call

you but you're here which um is even

better because I had a whole day to

think I know I seemed disappointed

earlier and I was but

I understand something now we never

finished our foundation

and I made things worse by trying to

build this whole huge amazing structure

on

this Foundation That Couldn't support it

yeah

but

Karina I want to fix it

I want to fix it too

I want to be with you

a lot a lot a lot and then every time

I'm near you I just want to let gravity

pull me back to you but I need to know

that this Foundation you're talking

about is real

I need you to win me back

slowly Creator Luca will you go on a

date with me

and they told me you were here

um

I'm here for our first date oh right

I am so glad that we're finally getting

to do this it's um it's Karen right

delinka

um

bright

I'm just gonna give me one sec

sorry oh this is a first date yeah yeah

we're taking it slow rebuilding the

foundation nice I like it it's weird as

hell but I like it okay okay I'll be

there as soon as I can just keep reading

uh who's on eight car duty tonight me

and Warren okay come with me quick

hi Karina hey thanks for coming I uh

seem to have gotten myself in a bit of a

pickle here I thought about how you told

me that night that we went out for

drinks that moving around can really

help so I took a walk so dispatch called

the vending machine company and they're

estimating that it'll be several hours

before they can get somebody out here

with the key oh is she she gonna be okay

she's gonna be okay Pam can you lie back

for me okay

guys

dilated on my Facebook babies on the way

how much longer look we're trying to

think we can but I'm worried about that

arm she's losing blood flow okay even so

I think we need to prepare for the

possibility that we're gonna have to

deliver here yeah let me get the pry bar

while you keep working on that arm

so you you know this woman you you had

drinks together she's a patient and a

friend I know all your friends right now

Doc yeah

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I know how strong you are I know how

much you want this baby you can do this

because you have to

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I got it

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all right

all right

you were amazing to me

so Pam is Pam is a friend

a new friend

I thought doctors weren't supposed to

fraternize with patience are you

questioning my professional integrity

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can I take you out again

Maybe

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call me

I I thought it was going to be a slow

night but baby swipe nobody and now I'm

exhausted okay you know I want this day

to be whatever you want it to be so I

can just drop you off at your hotel and

you can get some sleep if you want no no

no no no no no no I just you know I want

to put my feet up and and have a drink

what about junk spot Joe's

you know this is the first place we've

been right yes because the first time I

saw you was when you brought in the nose

I was there

very cool nice to see you two in here

where can I get you I'll take a bloody

Mary and she'll have a white wine oh my

God it's them them yeah there was a big

Bachelorette group in here last night

bar hopping and it looks like only three

still stands right from here oh yeah

another round no you're cut off oh no

you are good oh thank you

yeah I thought you'd never asked me the

dance we're gonna do come on ladies

I could not have a bruised eye and a

broken nose on my wedding day Lucy

you'll walk down the eye or your husband

is gonna see you not your makeup not

your dress no your bruises it's all just

a little scary

I remember the first time I saw my wife

at our wedding

for a few seconds everything stopped

nothing else existed it was just me and

her

against the world

no one knows what comes next but that's

what is so special about marriage

finding that person that you want to

share it with

the UPS the Downs all of it wait you two

are married to each other oh shut up

first your pregnant patient is stuck in

a vending machine then bridezilla and

her maidens why can't we get through a

first date I mean what Sassy has to be

over I have clothes at the apartment and

I could use a nice cot shower

oh yes the apartment of course yeah

let's go yeah yeah uh-huh yeah

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Warren had a tough call

hey are you okay

okay was today too much should we have

waited it's not about the taxes

I can move back in here I didn't I

didn't ask I don't know you want me to

and I wish I could but being back in

here oh I feel so painful because for

months I was in this battle alone you I

wasn't the person you run to I was the

person you run from

I can't

I'm sorry for everything I put you

through

it wasn't fair

I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you

when you tried to help me

I know that the version

of us that is happy

and late

and lovely

died in that hospital that day

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but I'm willing to put in the work to

rebuild us

to make us stronger and better

because I know from the first time I saw

you in that bar

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you are the person that

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hey Maya told me about the matter of

butter it's a huge deal right

congratulations no no it's not a huge

dealer so no congratulations then

what about YouTube

I know living with Maya sorry to feel

just like living with my father and I've

learned not to come second to chaos she

seems pretty peaceful to me she didn't

see Diane regularly so right it doesn't

mean that I'm moving back in though this

is not a checklist and I'm not a very

Ward I need to make sure her priorities

have evolved and she won't hurt herself

again if when things don't go the way

she wants I need proof that she won't go

back her old ways so 19 if any remaining

Lieutenant wants to be considered for

captain

step forward

have a good shift you wanted to prove

quite well why what I'm sorry Chief but

uh Karina wants proof that Bishop is

doing better and I think you can give it

to her

well your wife just turned down the

opportunity to be considered the captain

of 90. no no no no no there is nothing

she wants more than her Captain's tea

bag

because there's something she wants more

I have your proof

hey hey

I'm going home I know and um coming with

you you coming with me

you turn down the opportunity to become

a captain

yeah

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and I'm coming home from Mina

forget

better or worse for Reacher or poorer I

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I mean I'll put some clothes on so I can

take them off of you when I get home

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can't believe you don't have a dress for

the ball you've known about this for

months hey there was a time where I

didn't think I would be accompanying so

I didn't bother getting one what about

your wedding outfit

good thing we saved that thing

um

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it was so hard being around you and not

being able to pull my hands on and

thank you

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I've always wanted three then we'd be

outnumbered so that's a no okay

um I have another confession to make

um should I be sitting there for this um

okay so since you've been doing a lot of

work on

prioritizing our relationship I wanted

to do a little bit of work

two and I started researching

IVF

doctors and I've narrowed it down to the

okay okay what do it

yeah yes yes let's do it yes yes

we're never gonna get to this ball are

we oh no we have to go Ben is getting an

award we have to spark come on we're

gonna write it and there's food there's

food there's food everyone no just one

more no one more time

foreign

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