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-Good morning, doctor. -Good morning.

-Good morning. -Good morning.

I carried this all the way here.

I think I've dementia at this age' shall I go see a neurologist?

I cooked pasta in a kettle the other day. It was good though.

I'm telling you!

She wants to become a boy, doc.

She shaves her head and so.

We accepted when she turns 18...

I did not accept, you did!

Once she turns 18 she can have a surgery.

-You are humiliating me! -Don't you see she is unhappy?

Besides, we can't take this any longer.

-Maybe you can help us. -Alright.

You wait outside while I talk with Esma.

I miss you so much.

I'm seeking you in bed.

I guess it's quite warm over there.

I guess you're warm too.

I'm falling asleep in your arms.

I am very comfortable.

What will you do?

Are you going to hug me?

Will you caress me?

I am touching you everywhere right now.

Come into my arms. I will take you to bed.

Get up!

Come on' get up!

-How are you' mum? -Thank God you're here.

This itching is very annoying.

Please take a look.

Then you'll give me the shot.

Look.

-It's red, isn't it? -Yes, it is.

Thanks, my dear.

Yusuf kills animals, doctor.

One day I followed him after school.

There's a small barn close to school.

Yusuf went inside, I followed him.

I saw him holding a Iamb with its' blood all over him.

However, Yusuf didn't seem upset at all.

I got angry and I scolded him a little bit.

Then he got sad of course. Right, Yusuf?

Yusuf?

What did you do to the lamb?

Why did you do it?

It pissed me off.

I see.

I got this for you.

Don't worry about the length.

If it fits your shoulders and waist, I'll have it shortened.

-OK? -OK.

It looks good on you.

-Good evening, mum. -Good evening, dear.

-How are you, mum? -So so.

-How are you? -My back hurts so bad.

Did you talk to the imam?

For God's sake, stop asking about the imam.

Forget about him.

Give it to me.

Don't be afraid.

Please don't be afraid of me.

Duman. My boy.

Come here, my boy.

Come here, baby.

Come here, sweetheart.

How are you, my boy?

Come here, my love.

Mommy is very tired.

Mommy is very tired.

Did you eat your food?

Did you eat?

When did you come?

A short while ago.

Why didn't you call me?

I didn't want to disturb you.

-Come on. -Cem!

Stop that, orelse!

Orelse?

-I will kill you! -Will you?

Mother send you lunch.

OK, put it over there.

Don't wait, I'll bring back the dishes.

She asked me to buy wraps.

I will buy bread on my way back.

It smells so good.

How do you do that?

I've tried so many times but it never turns out like this.

Like this.

Let's say I'm a natural talent.

I am hungry. Come on, feed me.

-Open a wine then. -Alright.

Shall we have raki maybe?

-Pomerol? -OK, Pomerol.

What's the plan for tomorrow night?

We will be at the office.

Come to the office first and then we'll go somewhere else.

OK. Who else is coming?

The whole team.

-Hi. -Hi.

Hello everyone!

-Hi, how are you? -Good, how are you?

What do you think about this slideshow, Cem?

-That's the soul of our project. -Bravo, exactly!

-What's up? -Hey, how are you?

-Good and you? -Fine, thanks.

Their location seems fine.

We could just enlarge the space over there...

where we located the yard.

That loser, Nezahat's son...

-Huseyin the Foxy? -Yes.

Every day he asks his mother for money.

I've given him some money as well.

What? He will never return it.

I know.

Also, his wife is 4 months pregnant.

Didn't you know that?

How am I supposed to know? I'm not counting Huseyin's children.

A tramp living like king. Champagne taste on a beer budget My goodness!

Go get the pie, dear.

Bring us some tea as well.

"Go, get the pie, go get tea!" Go to hell!

The cheese she bought was not good at all.

Why do you send Elmas to buy cheese, mother?

Just tell me and I'll get it for you.

-How is she supposed to learn? -She will. She is still too young.

Just tell me and I will get your eggs, your cheese...

Whatever you need. Don't send the girl!

-Let me take it. -This is mom's.

Elmas! Haven't you finished yet?

Almost done, mother.

Hurry up, don't let your husband wait.

Let me finish.

You can do it tomorrow. Come here now.

Come here! You have to give me the shot too!

Your hands are cold.

-Where is Cem? -He is getting a drink over there.

Put some coal in the stove.

Do your ablution.

Elmas.

Elmas.

What are you doing over there?

Hey! Elmas.

Elmas.

Look at me.

Hey! Did you fall asleep over there?

Elmas, don't freak me out! Are you messing with me?

-Mom, come here please. -What happened?

Elmas is not responding.

The person inside is dead.

Report it immediately We need coroner.

6455. We need coroner here. The person is deceased.

Don't touch the door.

Did you open it? Alright.

What are you doing here? What's your name, dear?

Come on.

Come on. Easy, easy.

Over here, over here!

18 year old female. Her blood pressure is 9-6, 60 to 35.

C'mon guys, hurry up!

One, two, three!

Nurse, please check her vitals.

-What's her name? -Elmas Karaali.

Elmas!

-Elmas, do you hear me? -Her body temperature is 35.

How much?

65 pulse, 35 temperature. She has hypothermia.

Her blood and urine samples haven't taken yet.

Elmas.

Your name is Elmas, right?

-Where is Dr. Sehnaz? -We spoke to her, she's coming.

Elmas, don't be afraid.

No need to be afraid, we won't hurt you.

Look, there is nothing in my hand.

The nurse and I will just take your blood pressure...

and temperature. Nothing else. You won't feel any pain. Stay calm.

I'm here.

The briefed me quickly in the ER. What's going on?

First I need to do a gynecological examination.

They will ask you questions. It's a crime case, you know.

But she needs to calm down first. She is not really co-operative.

-What's her name? -Elmas.

Hello Elmas.

I'm Dr. Sehnaz Ates Bilgin. I am a psychiatrist.

Elmas, I guess you have had a rough time.

But you are safe now.

No one is going to hurt you here, OK?

Now, will you let the nurse take your blood pressure?

Nurse...

Come on, my dear.

Let us know if it hurts.

Alright? You won't feel any pain.

Everything's going to be fine.

Tell us if it hurts and the nurse will stop.

Elmas, can you tell me how you got these bruises?

-On your arm. -Let her take her pressure first.

Elmas?

Please sit down wherever you want.

A bad incident occurred at your home, Elmas.

Would you like to talk to me about it?

How did everything happen?

Would you like to tell me?

Would you like to go to the restroom?

I'll come with you.

Come on, let's go.

Please step aside.

Come on.

There is something here...

that attracts me a lot, but I don't know exactly what.

This place always brings me back to my childhood.

What do you think about Elmas?

Well...

I didn't see any other injury than those bruises.

Any vaginal cuts?

Yes. Quite fresh, probably from last night's intercourse.

When will we get the autopsy report?

Well, I sent the samples...

but it takes a couple of months for the report to come.

If only it was just a couple-of-months case!

I guess it's carbon monoxide.

-You think? -I believe so.

You lost your husband and your mother-in-law.

There is nothing to be worried about.

It's normal not to able to recall.

It's normal to feel confused.

Usually the mind plays tricky games after a tragic event.

Don't worry about this. You are safe here.

I am here to help you.

Would you like to talk to me a little bit about yourself?

What does your father do?

Anyway. How long have you been married?

2.

-2. -2?

-2 years or 2 months? -Years.

So...

Did your husband take care of you?

-How about your sex life? -I can't talk about this.

-It's a sin. -Alright.

It's OK.

Do you know where your parents are?

Do you see each other?

Do they know you are here?

Do you want to see them?

Would you like them to come here?

Just my mother. Not my father.

No, I don't want my mother either.

Well, it's a lot better.

-Are you here? -No, I'm not.

I'm not here.

What time is it?

Almost 2.

I called you but you didn't answer.

I'm telling you I called but you didn't answer.

I put it on mute and I forgot about it.

You forgot?

Are you telling me you forgot?

-Is that really you? -I told you it's not me.

Come on, let's go to bed.

Come here.

Come on, hop on.

Are you going to testify?

Elmas?

We found the keys in your pocket.

Why did you go out on the balcony that day?

Did your husband misbehave?

Do you give your mother-in-law's insulin shots?

The neighbors told us so.

We found your fingerprints on the syringe.

Yes, it's me.

Did you give an injection on that day too?

Yes... No. I didn't do it.

Who locked you out on the balcony?

Didn't you hear anything when your husband was dying?

My son says, mom I am losing it. Son, what does that mean?

Doctor, your patient is down. What shall we do?

She started to act wild after the prosecutor began questioning her...

and then she began to scream and hurt herself.

OK, I know what's happening.

Elmas, calm down.

Calm down.

Calm down.

Please everyone out now.

You can go.

Elmas.

Elmas.

Elmas?

Do you hear me?

It's OK.

Do you hear me?

It's OK.

I want you to take a big breath, right?

Hold your breath... Hold it.

Now breathe out slowly.

Good. One more time.

Breath in.

Breath out.

Why did that guy come here?

Why did he ask me about her? What did I do?

I folded the sheets neatly! Just like this!

I cleaned everywhere!

I folded the sheets so neatly!

She smells bad.

She smells so bad.

Both of them smell so bad.

She never gave me any money...

to prevent me from doing it.

She gets mad. She makes a spell.

Take it.

Your mother is here, Elmas. Would you like to see her?

This is my own little paradise.

I jump into the water every morning.

No matter if it's summer or winter.

From here?

Of course not.

No, not from here.

Is it really true that Elmas...

went to see her mother-in-law that morning?

Do you believe that?

The evidence is against her.

But it's also possible that the mother-in-law panicked...

and overdosed herself.

What happens next is inevitable.

There are times when she seems so young to me.

Like a little child.

-Who is the woman on the picture? -My mother.

-Beautiful lady. -Thanks.

Where does she live now?

She passed away.

What did she die from?

Longing.

What do you mean by longing?

She used to go over there...

and wait for my father.

My father was a captain. He was always at sea.

She was standing over there...

waiting for him.

One eye...

is shiny.

The other eye...

seems cloudy.

When you look at them both...

I don't know.

It's weird. You are a weird guy.

Like Dr. Jekyll and Ms. Hyde?

Exactly!

When the weather is like this, first I like to grill fish...

then I grill my lovers...

and then I bury them in the basement.

What's in your hands, Elmas?

What you got there? What are you looking at?

An eye.

Why is it in your hands?

It fell out.

Whose eye is this?

It's my eye.

It's mine.

Come on, stand up now.

You will tell me about your dream while playing, OK Elmas?

Let me explain.

We are going to select some objects from here.

We will give a role to each of them and we will make them talk.

Actually, you will do this and I will help you.

Alright?

Like when we were kids. We used to do role-playing with our friends.

We'll do something similar now, and I'll help you.

OK? So, where were you in your dream?

-In the village, at home. -I see.

Take a look around you.

Pick an object. This will be the house in the village.

Could you do that?

Take a look and think what kind of house it was.

How did it look like?

Which one are you going to choose? Wrecked.

What were you doing in your dream?

We were running.

We were running and running. We went up the stairs.

Who was there?

Me.

Pick an object for yourself then.

Take a look at the objects.

Put it on the table.

-You said "we were" running, right? -Yes.

So there was someone else with you. Who?

A little girl.

I see. Let's pick her as well.

-She must be red. -Red?

Why red?

-Because her dress was red. -I see.

Do you know this little girl?

Who is she?

My sister.

We were pushing each other.

We fell, we got all muddy and we run into the house.

We run and run and run.

What did you see over there, Elmas?

What was over there, Elmas? What did you see?

Was there anything there? It seems like you saw something.

-My mother was there. -Your mother.

Let's pick your mother then.

Come on, pick your mother.

My mother.

So what does she look like?

A thorn.

Like a thorn.

What happened next? What did you do with your mom?

My mom took my sister and walked to the door.

I walked to the door as well, I put my coat on.

Mom said, let's go.

And then she pointed at something.

What was it?

A blanket.

What kind of blanket? Which color? What did it look like?

An ugly blanket. Faded grey.

Let's pick that too.

What are you doing with this blanket?

I lay on it.

Come on, lay down over there.

Come on, lay down a bit.

Close your eyes.

What makes you cry, Elmas?

Why are you crying?

Who makes you cry?

My mother.

Your mother.

What did your mother do to you?

I am dead.

I am dead.

You're dead, she said.

She told me I was dead.

She...

She told me, you are going to stay here.

So how did you end up here, Elmas?

I did everything. I did everything she told me to.

I was making the bed every morning.

I was folding the sheets so neatly.

Every morning.

My father ignored me.

I must have done something terrible to them.

I've always thought I'm stupid.

Why else would they send me away?

Why else would they do it?

How did you end up here, Elmas?

How did you end up on this blanket?

I was 13 years old.

I had just come back from school.

I was feeling very cold. My feet were covered in mud.

I ran home.

I sat nearby the stove to get warm.

My mother was breaking beans.

She told me to sit by the stove.

She told me, I wouldn't go to school anymore.

No more school for you, she said.

This was what she and my father decided.

They decided I should get married.

She said there was a good match.

She said I won't have any trouble with him.

She kept breaking and breaking her beans.

She didn't even look at my face.

She went on and on breaking the beans.

She didn't look at me.

She didn't look at me. Not even once.

Come here.

What did you pick for your mother?

Please take it.

Put it on a chair.

Now take Elmas...

and put it down as well.

Now go stand behind Elmas.

Stand behind the chair.

Look, this is Elmas and that is Elmas's mother.

Now let Elmas talk. Make her say something.

What would she like to say?

Look at the mother. She is looking at Elmas.

What would Elmas like to say to her?

Take it out.

Make Elmas talk.

What does she want to tell her?

Mom...

Why did you let me go?

Tell me!

Now go and stand behind her.

Stand behind her mother.

Let the mother talk to Elmas. What is she saying to her?

Elmas wants her mother to speak. What would her mother tell her?

OK, come over here.

Pour yourself out a bit more.

Mom!

Why didn't you say anything?

Why did you send me away?

How could you sleep that night?

Speak!

You have to speak!

Come over here now, let Elmas's mother speak.

Do you think that Elmas's mother is crying as well?

Is she also crying?

What would she like to say to her daughter?

Elmas...

Elmas...

Mom.

Can I come back?

Of course, my dear. Come back.

Mom, can I come back?

Come back, my girl.

Why did you go there anyway? Come back.

Mom...

My father...

What about my father?

What will he say?

What can he say, my girl? He can't say anything.

Just come.

He won't say anything.

Mom...

Don't you dare do this to my sister!

Never!

Are you taking care of my sister?

Take good care of her!

Answer to me! Are you taking care of her?

Don't worry, dear.

No way.

We won't do the same to your sister.

Don't worry.

You can be sure about that.

Mom...

So?

Unbelievably!

-So unbelievably! -It's beautiful, isn't it?

So beautiful.

It's amazing how quickly the weather changed.

Right.

I believe it changed for you.

That's what I'm talking about!

Hi, Cem.

There was a storm here last night, all lines were cut.

I'm telling you there was a storm!

I have to go to the hospital now, can we talk later?

I will call you on Skype tonight.

OK.

How old are you, Elmas?

18.

According to this report, you are younger.

You tell me what to believe.

ls the date on your birth certificate wrong?

Elmas.

It will help you a lot if you are in fact younger.

-It's not that. -What?

I mean it's not the birth certificate.

What is it then?

When was it issued?

Come on, tell me.

Don't be afraid.

-I can't. -Why?

I took an oath.

So you swore not to tell the truth?

Who made you swear?

My father.

I see.

It means that your birth date was changed at some point.

Is it possible that it was changed right before your marriage?

Does this make any sense?

How did this happen? Who did it?

My father.

How?

I was taken to the court.

What happened there? What did they tell you?

What did they ask? What did you answer?

Look, I didn't lie. I didn't do anything wrong.

I don't want to go to court again.

I just want to get out of here!

-I didn't lie! -Of course you didn't.

You won't have to go to court again.

-I won't. -Exactly.

You haven't done anything wrong.

OK? Don't worry.

Now tell me about your marriage.

What exactly?

How was your husband?

Did he treat you well?

How did you feel?

Suffocated.

The walls...

The walls were like oppressing me.

I couldn't breathe.

I was praying to God everyday...

that he won't come home.

I began to smell bad as well.

I was bleeding from down below. Bleeding and bleeding...

and bleeding.

Give this to me.

Let's put the clock back to its position.

So tell me about that night.

Look, I don't know anything. I don't remember anything.

For God's sake, don't ask me this question!

How about the storm? Do you remember the storm?

There was a storm that night.

Do you remember the storm?

-There was a storm! -Yes.

There was a storm.

What did you see, Elmas? Please, tell me.

It is very cold.

Tell me what you see.

What do you see?

He came...

He grabbed my arms with his claws.

I got up.

-Where did you go? -To the stove.

I'm going to the stove.

My waist hurts.

Coal...

I'm going to the bathroom...

to make ablution.

What did you see over there Elmas?

He is looking at me.

He's all red.

I'm scared.

Who is this, Elmas?

-It's him. He is there. -Is it your husband?

I am scared he would throw himself on me again.

I ran away.

Forgive me God.

Please forgive me God! I ran to the balcony.

Forgive me God!

-Forgive me God, forgive me! -Calm down.

Forgive me God! Forgive me!

Don't worry.

Risotto is ready. Are you coming?

OK. I'm coming.

Stop it!

That's enough!

-Stop what? -This game!

-You are the one who plays games. -I don't play any games.

Really? You didn't try to fool me with the storm thing?

What are you talking about? What storm?

Don't come any closer.

It's OK. It's over.

It's over. It's about time. OK?

Did you hear me?

Do you understand?

You disappoint me. You are just like everyone else!

You think you are the only one who is disappointed?

What am I supposed to do?

What else am I supposed to do?

To become your whore?

Or your slave?

You are talking nonsense!

The world doesn't revolve around you!

So you found a new orbit?

Look at you! You are doing the same thing again!

What do you want me to do?

When are you going to love me for real?

Please don't bullshit me that I don't love you!

-Please! -I wish you did.

I wish you loved me as much as you love yourself.

Fuck off Sehnaz!

Get the hell out of here before I lose control!

I was already leaving.

Leave me alone!

You are not going anywhere.

Neither you' nor me. Nobody gets out of that door.

Let me go!

I hate you!

I hate you!

I hate you!

You can't hit me.

You can't hit me! You can't hit me!

You can't hit me!

What did I say?

What did I say?

I said, you're staying!

-I am not! -You're not going anywhere!

-I won't stay! -You will!

-I won't stay! -You will!