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Enjoy! 1 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:05,231 Are you gonna say anything? 2 00:01:07,512 --> 00:01:09,209 What the hell were you thinking, Sam? 3 00:01:12,012 --> 00:01:14,175 You're lucky you just lost your license, 4 00:01:14,275 --> 00:01:16,351 and you know you're paying for everything, right? 5 00:01:16,451 --> 00:01:17,451 I know. 6 00:01:23,371 --> 00:01:25,025 You're lucky they felt sorry for you. 7 00:01:34,295 --> 00:01:35,949 Wake up, Charles! 8 00:01:38,473 --> 00:01:39,561 Please wake up. 9 00:01:41,607 --> 00:01:43,304 I don't know what I'd do without you. 10 00:01:45,742 --> 00:01:48,135 You're the one that taught me to be strong. 11 00:02:02,149 --> 00:02:04,809 Please, Charles. 12 00:02:05,152 --> 00:02:06,967 Tell me who did this! 13 00:02:07,067 --> 00:02:09,709 Previously on "Every Breath I Take" 14 00:02:09,809 --> 00:02:10,897 Hey, Sarah. 15 00:02:12,943 --> 00:02:13,943 She's alive. 16 00:02:47,673 --> 00:02:48,966 Hey, Sarah. 17 00:02:49,066 --> 00:02:50,141 We didn't do anything wrong. 18 00:02:50,241 --> 00:02:51,677 Hey. Morning. 19 00:02:54,724 --> 00:02:55,899 Afternoon. 20 00:02:58,075 --> 00:03:00,368 What are you doing here, you're supposed to be at school. 21 00:03:00,468 --> 00:03:03,602 No, I already took my finals from my first three periods. 22 00:03:05,038 --> 00:03:08,476 French toast on the menu for you this morning? 23 00:03:09,477 --> 00:03:12,163 Could you please make sure you sign those three checks? 24 00:03:12,263 --> 00:03:15,483 They're for gas, electric and your credit card. 25 00:03:16,571 --> 00:03:18,182 Yes, Mr. On-the-Ball. 26 00:03:20,575 --> 00:03:22,012 Where's your bandage? 27 00:03:24,841 --> 00:03:27,744 I thought Audrey killed her son's babysitter on that speed-boat? 28 00:03:30,020 --> 00:03:32,052 She escaped on a life raft, 29 00:03:32,152 --> 00:03:34,446 spent six months on a desert island and now she's back 30 00:03:34,546 --> 00:03:35,752 for revenge. 31 00:03:35,852 --> 00:03:37,492 Cool. 32 00:03:37,592 --> 00:03:38,842 Their real mother is... 33 00:03:38,942 --> 00:03:40,321 -No! -Gotta go. 34 00:03:40,421 --> 00:03:42,193 You're delusional. 35 00:03:42,293 --> 00:03:44,935 Can't you see that you're sick! 36 00:03:45,035 --> 00:03:47,198 Sick, is leaving your babysitter... 37 00:03:47,298 --> 00:03:48,590 OK, have a good day. 38 00:03:48,690 --> 00:03:50,505 ...years of caring and... 39 00:03:50,605 --> 00:03:52,999 ...Sick, is pretending to not have any... 40 00:03:54,740 --> 00:03:59,036 Sick, is calling me delusional 41 00:03:59,136 --> 00:04:02,996 when I say they are my children, just as much as they are yours. 42 00:04:03,096 --> 00:04:04,445 It's not. 43 00:04:31,298 --> 00:04:32,778 Alright, time's up. 44 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:36,695 Pass your tests and journals to the right. 45 00:04:46,923 --> 00:04:48,185 Thank you. 46 00:04:51,014 --> 00:04:52,450 Thank you. 47 00:04:54,974 --> 00:04:56,454 Thank you. 48 00:04:57,934 --> 00:04:59,109 Thank you. 49 00:05:03,983 --> 00:05:05,028 Thank you. 50 00:05:05,985 --> 00:05:08,583 Since it is our last day, 51 00:05:08,683 --> 00:05:11,848 I figured it'd be appropriate to popcorn read 52 00:05:11,948 --> 00:05:14,459 our five year plan assignment. 53 00:05:14,559 --> 00:05:18,724 What will you be doing in five years? 54 00:05:18,824 --> 00:05:20,260 Who do you want to be? 55 00:05:22,088 --> 00:05:24,743 Maybe somebody we haven't heard from? 56 00:05:27,006 --> 00:05:28,965 How about Sam? 57 00:05:30,183 --> 00:05:31,183 What? 58 00:05:32,533 --> 00:05:34,740 Read your five year plan assignment. 59 00:05:34,840 --> 00:05:36,059 It's alright. 60 00:05:37,277 --> 00:05:39,889 You could really use the participation points. 61 00:06:05,740 --> 00:06:07,425 My mom always told me that there were two 62 00:06:07,525 --> 00:06:09,514 types of people in the world. 63 00:06:09,614 --> 00:06:11,877 The kind who leave and the kind who... 64 00:06:12,922 --> 00:06:14,053 stay. 65 00:06:23,062 --> 00:06:24,629 It's all I have actually. 66 00:06:25,586 --> 00:06:27,197 You didn't finish? 67 00:06:33,029 --> 00:06:34,421 Who really knows, am I right? 68 00:06:39,513 --> 00:06:40,950 Take your seat. 69 00:06:42,516 --> 00:06:44,070 Well, 70 00:06:44,170 --> 00:06:46,781 who else would like to have an opportunity? 71 00:06:55,790 --> 00:06:57,736 - Hold still, road-rash. - Just take it. 72 00:06:57,836 --> 00:07:00,260 Can you act like you're not about to be executed? 73 00:07:00,360 --> 00:07:02,188 Just for a second, c'mon. 74 00:07:09,587 --> 00:07:11,619 That's the winner right there. 75 00:07:11,719 --> 00:07:13,447 On the old mantle piece, you know. 76 00:07:13,547 --> 00:07:16,537 Bobby, that's great. Thank you. 77 00:07:16,637 --> 00:07:18,235 Where are your parents, by the way? 78 00:07:18,335 --> 00:07:19,889 I don't know, probably at home 79 00:07:19,989 --> 00:07:22,021 converting my bedroom into a new office. 80 00:07:22,121 --> 00:07:23,588 - No. - No, 81 00:07:23,688 --> 00:07:25,255 they're fartin' around here somewhere. 82 00:07:30,086 --> 00:07:31,739 Do you want me to get a picture with you two? 83 00:07:32,653 --> 00:07:33,903 Who? 84 00:07:34,003 --> 00:07:35,774 Ellie! Ellie Vaughn. 85 00:07:35,874 --> 00:07:39,169 Well that would require Sam to talk to her first 86 00:07:39,269 --> 00:07:41,084 rather than breathing heavily in her direction. 87 00:07:41,184 --> 00:07:42,999 We talk all the time, it's not a big deal. 88 00:07:43,099 --> 00:07:45,262 Ah, buddy. 89 00:07:45,362 --> 00:07:48,352 I will never forget the story about the gym shorts. 90 00:07:48,452 --> 00:07:50,223 Mom, can you open the door please? 91 00:07:50,323 --> 00:07:52,704 Story time, I love story time. Do tell. 92 00:07:52,804 --> 00:07:54,662 Well, OK. It was seventh grade 93 00:07:54,762 --> 00:07:57,274 and Ellie had been chosen by the teachers to write everybody's 94 00:07:57,374 --> 00:07:59,754 -names in their gym shorts. -Oh, yeah. 95 00:07:59,854 --> 00:08:03,802 And Sam came home that day, still wearing the shorts. 96 00:08:03,902 --> 00:08:05,369 He said: 97 00:08:05,469 --> 00:08:08,328 "Mom, do you know who wrote 98 00:08:08,428 --> 00:08:10,069 my name in these shorts? 99 00:08:10,169 --> 00:08:12,158 The most beautiful girl in the world." 100 00:08:12,258 --> 00:08:14,508 -Oh, my God. That's... -I know. 101 00:08:14,608 --> 00:08:16,423 I'm gonna cry, dude. That's sweet. 102 00:08:16,523 --> 00:08:19,731 He was just so taken by her that he didn't realize that 103 00:08:19,831 --> 00:08:22,486 she hadn't written Nimitz, she'd written Nimnuts. 104 00:08:23,443 --> 00:08:24,779 -And that-- -Wait, 105 00:08:24,879 --> 00:08:26,577 that's the origin of Nimnuts? 106 00:08:27,665 --> 00:08:30,220 Everything makes sense. They've been calling him that for years. 107 00:08:30,320 --> 00:08:32,352 Yeah, it was so sweet. 108 00:08:32,452 --> 00:08:35,181 Yeah, just a magical childhood memory. 109 00:08:35,281 --> 00:08:37,053 Why don't we tell it a little louder? 110 00:08:37,153 --> 00:08:39,316 Dude, c'mon, man. Don't go all Samming the mood on us. 111 00:08:39,416 --> 00:08:41,579 What does that mean, Samming the mood? 112 00:08:41,679 --> 00:08:44,625 It's just a term I've coined for when Sam just 113 00:08:44,725 --> 00:08:47,541 gets his vibe all off-putting and depressing. 114 00:08:47,641 --> 00:08:51,254 -C'mon now, be nice. -Only half kidding, half not. 115 00:08:52,255 --> 00:08:54,070 Anyways, I'm gonna go find the parental units. 116 00:08:54,170 --> 00:08:56,028 -Bobby. -Always a pleasure. 117 00:08:56,128 --> 00:08:58,335 -Well done. -Thank you. Hey, Sam. 118 00:08:58,435 --> 00:09:00,250 You, me, tonight. 119 00:09:00,350 --> 00:09:02,078 Our old friends, fun, laughter and merriment. 120 00:09:02,178 --> 00:09:04,210 Remember them? We're gonna be hangin', man. 121 00:09:04,310 --> 00:09:06,778 Whether you like it or not. See ya later, man. 122 00:09:06,878 --> 00:09:08,606 Bye, Bobby. Congratulations. 123 00:09:08,706 --> 00:09:10,186 Thanks. 124 00:09:16,496 --> 00:09:19,878 -He's just looking out for you. -Bobby looking out for me? 125 00:09:19,978 --> 00:09:23,229 Yeah, of course he is. You guys have been friends forever. 126 00:09:23,329 --> 00:09:26,941 No, he's my neighbor. He's geographically obligated. 127 00:09:35,472 --> 00:09:37,765 Sam, would you please do me a favor 128 00:09:37,865 --> 00:09:39,389 and have a good time tonight? 129 00:09:40,564 --> 00:09:42,248 'Cause you know what tomorrow is, right? 130 00:09:42,348 --> 00:09:43,654 Job hunting. Yes. 131 00:09:44,698 --> 00:09:46,600 -Every cent, I mean it. -Yes. 132 00:09:46,700 --> 00:09:49,255 I will start looking tomorrow. 133 00:09:49,355 --> 00:09:51,270 -OK? -OK. 134 00:09:56,232 --> 00:09:59,135 Alta Loma High is at Disneyland right now. 135 00:09:59,235 --> 00:10:01,324 Then Alta Loma High can suck it. 136 00:10:04,457 --> 00:10:07,230 Hey, the party's over here, buddy. You know that? 137 00:10:07,330 --> 00:10:09,449 -OK. -Come a little closer. 138 00:10:09,549 --> 00:10:11,551 C'mon, man. Cuddle up, man. 139 00:10:13,727 --> 00:10:15,164 What's your do? 140 00:10:17,775 --> 00:10:22,506 Bobby, we have to think of a way to make our grad night 141 00:10:22,606 --> 00:10:26,205 way better than Alta Loma High. 142 00:10:26,305 --> 00:10:29,178 I mean, there's a few things that come to my mind. 143 00:10:31,528 --> 00:10:33,430 So, just please clarify this. 144 00:10:33,530 --> 00:10:37,447 Well, I was gonna look really good in my grad night dress. 145 00:10:38,448 --> 00:10:39,740 And you missed it. 146 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:41,320 Why don't you put it on? 147 00:10:52,505 --> 00:10:54,277 Stop. Calm down. 148 00:10:54,377 --> 00:10:56,453 - It's not a big deal. - No, stop. 149 00:10:56,553 --> 00:10:59,020 -Just calm down. -Just do what you want. 150 00:10:59,120 --> 00:11:02,167 -Calm down. -Just get away from me! 151 00:11:32,980 --> 00:11:33,980 Hey. 152 00:11:35,592 --> 00:11:36,810 Can I sit? 153 00:11:38,116 --> 00:11:39,813 It's a public swing set. 154 00:11:47,691 --> 00:11:49,070 I'm Sam. 155 00:11:49,170 --> 00:11:50,768 I know who you are. 156 00:11:50,868 --> 00:11:52,596 No, I know. It's just that there are a lot of kids, 157 00:11:52,696 --> 00:11:56,700 -and a lot of people. -You're Sam Nimitz. 158 00:11:58,745 --> 00:11:59,745 Yeah. 159 00:12:01,270 --> 00:12:03,998 You wore your gym shorts with your name wrong in them 160 00:12:04,098 --> 00:12:06,275 for two years 'cause of me. 161 00:12:09,582 --> 00:12:12,311 Kids from that class still call me Samnuts 162 00:12:12,411 --> 00:12:14,922 or "Nimnuts". 163 00:12:15,022 --> 00:12:16,022 Just assholes. 164 00:12:17,373 --> 00:12:18,635 Sorry. 165 00:12:20,201 --> 00:12:23,583 Actually I have this thing, it's kinda like a grad night 166 00:12:23,683 --> 00:12:26,020 hit-list and I came over here to kill you, 167 00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:29,167 but you apologized so we're cool now. 168 00:12:31,343 --> 00:12:33,040 Thank you for sparing me. 169 00:12:38,176 --> 00:12:39,438 Are you OK? 170 00:12:41,440 --> 00:12:45,052 Yeah, I'm a little drunk. 171 00:12:48,969 --> 00:12:51,220 -Do you want some? -No. 172 00:12:51,320 --> 00:12:53,570 Thank you. I don't really drink. 173 00:12:53,670 --> 00:12:55,746 How come? 174 00:12:55,846 --> 00:12:58,314 It's a little personal. 175 00:12:58,414 --> 00:12:59,676 OK, well. Just 176 00:13:00,633 --> 00:13:03,810 for the record, I saw you reading my journal. 177 00:13:05,290 --> 00:13:08,759 So, I think you owe me something a little personal at this point, 178 00:13:08,859 --> 00:13:10,848 just to make things even. 179 00:13:10,948 --> 00:13:13,516 -I was not. -C'mon. 180 00:13:16,127 --> 00:13:17,302 OK. 181 00:13:19,043 --> 00:13:20,988 I think I might be at some 182 00:13:21,088 --> 00:13:22,612 type of genetic... 183 00:13:23,700 --> 00:13:25,963 disposition, 'cause my dad drank a lot. 184 00:13:27,443 --> 00:13:29,345 I dunno, maybe that's a weird reason. 185 00:13:29,445 --> 00:13:31,098 No, that's not weird. 186 00:13:33,013 --> 00:13:36,539 It's an extreme all or nothing attitude, but it's not weird. 187 00:13:37,888 --> 00:13:41,574 I dunno, I just don't wanna end up like that too 188 00:13:41,674 --> 00:13:44,068 I guess. I dunno, kind of a fear of mine. 189 00:13:46,331 --> 00:13:47,593 Do you have anything like that? 190 00:13:52,163 --> 00:13:56,341 I try to live my life without any expectations. 191 00:13:58,648 --> 00:14:01,128 'Cause who really gets the life they planned on, right? 192 00:14:05,263 --> 00:14:07,918 And spoiler alert, we all end up like our parents anyway. 193 00:14:09,572 --> 00:14:10,877 Is that not 194 00:14:11,965 --> 00:14:14,390 and expectation in itself? 195 00:14:14,490 --> 00:14:16,622 No, 'cause it's fact. 196 00:14:19,233 --> 00:14:20,233 Trust me. 197 00:14:21,714 --> 00:14:24,151 Transformation is inevitable. 198 00:14:31,594 --> 00:14:35,411 Nimitz... Your dad, I'm sorry. I didn't realize. 199 00:14:35,511 --> 00:14:37,282 -I'm sorry. -It's OK. 200 00:14:37,382 --> 00:14:40,429 No, it's not OK. It's a horrible thing to say. I'm sorry. 201 00:14:43,867 --> 00:14:45,551 Do you think I'm a huge bitch now? 202 00:14:45,651 --> 00:14:47,392 No, honestly it's... 203 00:14:49,176 --> 00:14:50,513 You just got put back on my hit-list 204 00:14:50,613 --> 00:14:52,397 so that kinda sucks for you. 205 00:14:55,922 --> 00:14:58,055 Well, I think it's cool that you don't drink. 206 00:15:00,797 --> 00:15:02,873 I kinda want more people like you in my life, 207 00:15:02,973 --> 00:15:04,453 you know, just to keep me out of trouble. 208 00:15:06,455 --> 00:15:07,499 Yeah? 209 00:15:08,892 --> 00:15:10,502 So what are you doin' this summer? 210 00:15:11,547 --> 00:15:14,101 Uh, pretty open. 211 00:15:14,201 --> 00:15:15,202 You? 212 00:15:16,987 --> 00:15:19,933 I leave in August for Rochester in New York, 213 00:15:20,033 --> 00:15:22,079 but that's about it. 214 00:15:22,949 --> 00:15:25,909 -That's awesome. For what? -Their music conservatory. 215 00:15:28,085 --> 00:15:29,813 -That's what you wanna do? -Yeah. 216 00:15:29,913 --> 00:15:32,916 Something with music. It also runs in the family. 217 00:15:38,095 --> 00:15:41,259 And I'm supposed to get a summer job, so there's that. 218 00:15:41,359 --> 00:15:43,709 Really? Because I might have something. 219 00:15:45,406 --> 00:15:47,583 - Babe. - Oh, God. 220 00:15:48,975 --> 00:15:51,269 -Come dance with me, c'mon. -I'm sorry did you forget 221 00:15:51,369 --> 00:15:53,793 -we had a fight or...? -I'm sorry, that was like 222 00:15:53,893 --> 00:15:55,795 forever ago. Come dance with me. 223 00:15:55,895 --> 00:15:57,331 C'mon. 224 00:16:00,596 --> 00:16:01,727 Alright. 225 00:16:06,732 --> 00:16:09,126 -C'mon, I wanna dance, c'mon. -OK. 226 00:16:09,996 --> 00:16:11,781 I'll see you this summer, Nimitz. 227 00:16:50,167 --> 00:16:52,461 The guys will be out here soon with the jumper thingies. 228 00:16:52,561 --> 00:16:57,074 Did you purposefully leave the lights on all night? 229 00:16:57,174 --> 00:16:59,045 No, Amy and I came out here and... 230 00:17:00,481 --> 00:17:01,948 Well... 231 00:17:02,048 --> 00:17:03,776 Let's just say I'm a lights on kinda guy. 232 00:17:03,876 --> 00:17:05,182 OK, no. 233 00:17:09,273 --> 00:17:12,406 What did you do? Just jack-off in the jungle gym all night? 234 00:17:14,104 --> 00:17:17,411 No, actually I hung out with somebody. 235 00:17:18,412 --> 00:17:19,412 Oh, yeah? 236 00:17:20,284 --> 00:17:21,284 Who? 237 00:17:22,460 --> 00:17:23,548 Ellie Vaughn. 238 00:17:24,505 --> 00:17:26,582 -No way. Are you serious? -Yeah, 239 00:17:26,682 --> 00:17:29,149 it was really random actually. 240 00:17:29,249 --> 00:17:30,760 No, you're lying to me. 241 00:17:30,860 --> 00:17:32,718 -Who'd you hang out with? -I'm not lying! 242 00:17:32,818 --> 00:17:34,124 Oh, my God! 243 00:17:35,865 --> 00:17:38,376 Dude, that girl is major pipe, so how was that? 244 00:17:38,476 --> 00:17:39,869 OK. Wrong question, dumb question. 245 00:17:40,913 --> 00:17:43,250 -Please tell me you made a move. -No. Pipe? 246 00:17:43,350 --> 00:17:46,484 What? No, we talked. That's it. What? 247 00:17:49,530 --> 00:17:50,880 You gotta make that shit happen, man. 248 00:17:52,708 --> 00:17:56,742 Nah, I dunno. She kind of hinted hanging out, but... 249 00:17:56,842 --> 00:18:00,703 Uh, OK. Dawg, anytime a girl eludes to hanging out with you, 250 00:18:00,803 --> 00:18:02,356 that's your cue to make it happen. 251 00:18:02,456 --> 00:18:04,054 Don't let this slip through your fingers. 252 00:18:04,154 --> 00:18:06,809 -Not this, not Ellie Vaughn. -Really? 253 00:18:08,288 --> 00:18:10,769 Dawg, I'm here for you. 254 00:18:11,857 --> 00:18:12,902 Alright? 255 00:18:15,731 --> 00:18:17,546 Ellie Vaughn, man! 256 00:18:17,646 --> 00:18:18,821 That's exciting! 257 00:18:21,040 --> 00:18:22,651 Jesus and all his blessings. 258 00:18:33,487 --> 00:18:34,924 Alright, dawg. 259 00:18:39,232 --> 00:18:41,091 Hey, good work nice, fine soldier. 260 00:18:41,191 --> 00:18:42,409 Proud of you. 261 00:18:50,026 --> 00:18:51,971 Hey, Sam, it's your aunt. 262 00:18:52,071 --> 00:18:54,495 Just wondering what you're gonna do for your moms birthday. 263 00:18:54,595 --> 00:18:58,164 You two can't hide out in that fortress forever. Call me. 264 00:18:59,557 --> 00:19:01,807 Hey, it's Ellie Vaughn, 265 00:19:01,907 --> 00:19:04,331 I'm calling for Sam Nimitz. 266 00:19:04,431 --> 00:19:11,003 909-508-3212 is the number. Alrighty. 267 00:19:30,414 --> 00:19:31,545 Hi. 268 00:19:32,590 --> 00:19:33,590 Hi. 269 00:19:34,940 --> 00:19:37,451 May 2002, freshman year, 270 00:19:37,551 --> 00:19:41,630 "Ellie, have a great summer. Maybe I'll see you around. 271 00:19:41,730 --> 00:19:46,865 909-921-5805. Take Care. Sam." 272 00:19:48,737 --> 00:19:51,117 Look at you just smoothly trying to give me your phone number 273 00:19:51,217 --> 00:19:52,392 four years ago. 274 00:19:53,350 --> 00:19:56,122 -You never called. -Who reads these things? 275 00:19:56,222 --> 00:19:57,428 I do? 276 00:19:57,528 --> 00:19:58,964 Figured you'd say that. 277 00:20:00,357 --> 00:20:01,880 You're looking for a summer job, yeah? 278 00:20:03,403 --> 00:20:05,492 The search starts today. 279 00:20:06,842 --> 00:20:09,005 I work at Video Flicks, it's that really shitty 280 00:20:09,105 --> 00:20:11,007 video store off and Baseline 281 00:20:11,107 --> 00:20:13,718 And we're looking for someone if you're interested. 282 00:20:15,198 --> 00:20:17,927 Yes. Yeah. 283 00:20:18,027 --> 00:20:23,628 Yeah, should I like, I dunno, fill out an application? 284 00:20:23,728 --> 00:20:25,034 Can you be here in thirty minutes? 285 00:21:11,297 --> 00:21:13,591 Don't worry, it's tradition. Every time someone quits 286 00:21:13,691 --> 00:21:15,301 they get to destroy the wall. 287 00:21:18,783 --> 00:21:21,512 -Hey, bro. You're Sam? -Yes. 288 00:21:21,612 --> 00:21:23,906 -J.D., General manager. -Hi. 289 00:21:24,006 --> 00:21:26,225 Come hang out in my office. 290 00:21:32,405 --> 00:21:33,742 What's your story? 291 00:21:33,842 --> 00:21:35,178 I don't normally hire someone unless 292 00:21:35,278 --> 00:21:36,962 they can give me six month commitment 293 00:21:37,062 --> 00:21:39,182 and Ellie here tells me that you're leaving in August. 294 00:21:39,282 --> 00:21:42,620 Right, yeah. I'm going to school. 295 00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:45,884 I have to pay off some bills before I go. 296 00:21:45,984 --> 00:21:48,278 Bills? What? 297 00:21:48,378 --> 00:21:50,367 You're like, 12. What bills do you have? 298 00:21:50,467 --> 00:21:52,891 Um... It's... 299 00:21:52,991 --> 00:21:57,678 I crashed my dad's truck and I have to 300 00:21:57,778 --> 00:22:00,259 pay off the damages. It's not a big deal. 301 00:22:04,089 --> 00:22:05,089 Yeah. 302 00:22:07,353 --> 00:22:08,572 I've been there, dude. 303 00:22:10,182 --> 00:22:12,171 Alright... 304 00:22:12,271 --> 00:22:14,217 Yeah, I can... 305 00:22:14,317 --> 00:22:16,088 I can hook you up with a part time till you leave. 306 00:22:16,188 --> 00:22:17,568 Thank you. 307 00:22:17,668 --> 00:22:19,148 You have a form of transportation? 308 00:22:21,106 --> 00:22:25,706 Nah. I got my license suspended because... 309 00:22:25,806 --> 00:22:28,274 -I can give him rides. -Really? 310 00:22:28,374 --> 00:22:30,886 Yeah, I'm here every day anyway. 311 00:22:30,986 --> 00:22:32,235 Thank you. 312 00:22:32,335 --> 00:22:34,367 Alrighty then. 313 00:22:34,467 --> 00:22:36,282 -Welcome to the team. -Thank you. 314 00:22:36,382 --> 00:22:38,602 -Ellie will show you around. -Yup. 315 00:22:46,131 --> 00:22:48,151 Came out a little big. 316 00:22:48,801 --> 00:22:50,002 Do you...? 317 00:22:50,222 --> 00:22:51,684 It's the only one we have. 318 00:22:52,746 --> 00:22:55,432 -OK. -Wash it on hot a few times. 319 00:22:55,532 --> 00:22:56,925 Here, follow me. 320 00:22:59,275 --> 00:23:01,394 Each day you're gonna need to straighten the wall 321 00:23:01,494 --> 00:23:03,962 which requires you to walk up and down the DVD aisles 322 00:23:04,062 --> 00:23:05,355 and make sure everything's 323 00:23:05,455 --> 00:23:07,183 straight enough for presentation. 324 00:23:07,283 --> 00:23:09,185 They're Nazis about it. Trust me, 325 00:23:09,285 --> 00:23:11,635 you're gonna have nightmares about shoveling DVD shelves. 326 00:23:18,424 --> 00:23:19,556 See? 327 00:23:21,297 --> 00:23:24,156 OK. It's easy enough. 328 00:23:24,256 --> 00:23:26,737 Alight, you go down there and you start. I'll be here. 329 00:23:54,591 --> 00:23:55,971 Well, 330 00:23:56,071 --> 00:23:58,364 -good first day, Sam. -Thank-- 331 00:23:58,464 --> 00:24:00,292 Thank you, J.D. 332 00:24:02,077 --> 00:24:03,339 Have a good night! 333 00:24:08,039 --> 00:24:09,375 Do you know of any places open late 334 00:24:09,475 --> 00:24:10,476 like for food? 335 00:24:11,738 --> 00:24:15,077 Yes, off of Haven and Baseline. 336 00:24:15,177 --> 00:24:17,353 Cool, OK. I'll follow you over there. 337 00:24:18,658 --> 00:24:19,790 Wait, how did you get here? 338 00:24:21,183 --> 00:24:22,227 Friend took me. 339 00:24:28,538 --> 00:24:31,223 Is that your scooter over there? 340 00:24:31,323 --> 00:24:33,151 Is that yours? 341 00:24:36,067 --> 00:24:39,201 -That? No. -No? 342 00:24:49,167 --> 00:24:52,157 It's good that your expectations are like down here. 343 00:24:52,257 --> 00:24:55,595 -Yeah? -Because it's not about to... 344 00:24:55,695 --> 00:24:57,828 -Blow my mind? -...blow your mind, yeah. 345 00:24:58,829 --> 00:25:00,613 -You ready? -OK. 346 00:25:04,269 --> 00:25:06,793 Yeah, OK. Ready? Alright. 347 00:25:12,364 --> 00:25:13,949 Oh, my God. 348 00:25:14,149 --> 00:25:15,189 Yeah. 349 00:25:15,889 --> 00:25:18,166 I need more, like twelve more. 350 00:25:20,385 --> 00:25:21,602 - They're the best. -Yeah. 351 00:25:21,703 --> 00:25:22,905 They're the best donuts. 352 00:25:24,507 --> 00:25:25,682 So. 353 00:25:28,092 --> 00:25:30,099 Why Video Flicks? 354 00:25:31,644 --> 00:25:33,546 It pays. I dunno. 355 00:25:33,646 --> 00:25:36,549 -I've had a lot of jobs. -I wouldn't think that. 356 00:25:36,649 --> 00:25:39,217 Why? 'Cause I hang out with a bunch of entitled brats 357 00:25:39,317 --> 00:25:41,132 who's parents pay for everything? 358 00:25:43,743 --> 00:25:45,689 Well, when you put it like that. 359 00:25:45,789 --> 00:25:48,887 Hey, it's a social circle we share, that's it. 360 00:25:49,445 --> 00:25:51,895 -Sorry, I didn't mean anything. -No worries, it's fine. 361 00:25:52,926 --> 00:25:54,793 I've been working since I was 16. 362 00:25:56,147 --> 00:25:58,919 What about college, aren't you leaving soon? 363 00:25:59,019 --> 00:26:03,111 Yeah, I'm figuring it out. Weighing my options. 364 00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:08,507 Which is code for "no clue", so there's that. 365 00:26:13,425 --> 00:26:14,935 Is Zach 366 00:26:15,035 --> 00:26:16,459 one of those options? 367 00:26:16,559 --> 00:26:17,864 Wait, what? 368 00:26:18,691 --> 00:26:22,073 You... I mean, it has to be more complicated making 369 00:26:22,173 --> 00:26:24,436 a decision when you have Zach to consider too, right? 370 00:26:25,394 --> 00:26:28,384 Is that your sly way of asking me if 371 00:26:28,484 --> 00:26:30,212 like I have a boyfriend? 372 00:26:30,312 --> 00:26:31,865 No. 373 00:26:31,965 --> 00:26:33,358 Zach and I are on a break. 374 00:26:34,272 --> 00:26:36,144 OK. What does that mean? 375 00:26:37,188 --> 00:26:38,407 Just that we're not talking. 376 00:26:39,451 --> 00:26:41,397 But you're together. 377 00:26:41,497 --> 00:26:45,009 Yeah, sometimes things aren't one way or the other. 378 00:26:45,109 --> 00:26:46,109 OK. 379 00:26:47,503 --> 00:26:49,592 -That's fair. -Anyway, I... 380 00:26:50,897 --> 00:26:52,029 I like this. 381 00:26:53,248 --> 00:26:54,901 -What? -This. 382 00:26:56,076 --> 00:26:57,848 I'm starting to realize that all of my friends 383 00:26:57,948 --> 00:27:00,242 for the past four years have just been party friends. 384 00:27:00,342 --> 00:27:03,506 -What do you mean? -Party friends, like 385 00:27:03,606 --> 00:27:05,421 friends you get trashed with 386 00:27:05,521 --> 00:27:08,032 or friends you talk about nothing with. 387 00:27:08,132 --> 00:27:10,165 Like, it's not real. 388 00:27:11,875 --> 00:27:13,616 Yeah. 389 00:27:16,271 --> 00:27:18,621 I'm not used to hanging out with anyone at all. 390 00:27:25,410 --> 00:27:27,586 C'mon, let's get you home. 391 00:27:41,078 --> 00:27:42,819 See you tomorrow for work. 392 00:27:46,736 --> 00:27:48,085 Are you tired? 393 00:27:53,221 --> 00:27:55,166 No. 394 00:27:55,266 --> 00:27:56,572 Me neither. 395 00:28:03,840 --> 00:28:05,407 It's over here. 396 00:28:19,334 --> 00:28:20,987 Wait, you live in a recording studio? 397 00:28:23,729 --> 00:28:25,762 Yeah, it used to be a garage, 398 00:28:25,862 --> 00:28:27,255 my dad converted it. 399 00:28:28,517 --> 00:28:30,040 He was a musician too? 400 00:28:31,563 --> 00:28:34,771 He was in a bunch of bands when he was younger, 401 00:28:34,871 --> 00:28:37,469 but he made a living off of commercials... 402 00:28:37,569 --> 00:28:38,962 He wrote songs for commercials. 403 00:28:42,357 --> 00:28:44,237 These were his guitars? 404 00:28:44,837 --> 00:28:46,143 They're mine now. 405 00:28:49,364 --> 00:28:50,364 Right. 406 00:28:55,544 --> 00:28:58,838 "A poetic demise"? 407 00:28:58,938 --> 00:29:00,897 Do I have to tell you about that? 408 00:29:02,072 --> 00:29:03,192 Yeah. 409 00:29:04,292 --> 00:29:08,252 It's this little stupid band Bobby and I had... 410 00:29:09,384 --> 00:29:12,387 a long time ago. He lives next door. 411 00:29:13,431 --> 00:29:15,594 He's my neighbor. 412 00:29:15,694 --> 00:29:17,640 -It's a pretty expressive name. -Yeah. 413 00:29:17,740 --> 00:29:19,350 Those were not subtle years. 414 00:29:20,351 --> 00:29:21,657 What's with the recorder? 415 00:29:24,529 --> 00:29:26,257 Bobby's parents 416 00:29:26,357 --> 00:29:28,955 felt he was spending too much time with the band, 417 00:29:29,055 --> 00:29:32,394 something about not wanting him to end up homeless, 418 00:29:32,494 --> 00:29:35,875 so they sent him to a math camp 419 00:29:35,975 --> 00:29:38,008 for young entrepreneurs 420 00:29:38,108 --> 00:29:39,327 one summer. 421 00:29:40,937 --> 00:29:43,927 So my dad bought us that 422 00:29:44,027 --> 00:29:46,843 voice recorder and we recorded music tracks on it, 423 00:29:46,943 --> 00:29:49,062 sent it back and forth all summer. 424 00:29:49,162 --> 00:29:50,163 Cute. 425 00:29:51,251 --> 00:29:52,514 So, you any good? 426 00:29:53,776 --> 00:29:54,776 I'm OK. 427 00:29:56,431 --> 00:29:58,563 Rochester's one of the best music schools, right? 428 00:29:59,521 --> 00:30:01,031 Yeah, something like that. 429 00:30:01,131 --> 00:30:03,381 OK. So... 430 00:30:03,481 --> 00:30:06,049 you're a little better than good. 431 00:30:07,137 --> 00:30:08,137 Play me something. 432 00:30:10,445 --> 00:30:14,349 OK. You know, you play me something now 433 00:30:14,449 --> 00:30:18,657 or I listen to a track from a poetic demise. 434 00:30:18,757 --> 00:30:21,760 -That's pure evil. -C'mon. 435 00:30:29,725 --> 00:30:31,204 -Put the recorder down! -OK. 436 00:30:35,165 --> 00:30:37,602 -This is a work in progress. -No disclaimers. 437 00:30:44,087 --> 00:30:46,045 This is called "Our Only Son". 438 00:31:03,062 --> 00:31:08,098 ♪ I've been having dreams Of my hometown in flame ♪ 439 00:31:08,198 --> 00:31:11,506 ♪ You're watching me Run from the border ♪ 440 00:31:13,421 --> 00:31:15,801 ♪ You've been Having your way ♪ 441 00:31:15,901 --> 00:31:18,935 ♪ Hiding from me for days 442 00:31:19,035 --> 00:31:22,808 ♪ A reminder of all That you wanted ♪ 443 00:31:22,908 --> 00:31:25,998 ♪ How could you be 444 00:31:28,392 --> 00:31:30,786 ♪ Be without me 445 00:31:33,702 --> 00:31:36,444 ♪ How could you be 446 00:31:39,011 --> 00:31:41,449 ♪ Be without me 447 00:31:44,495 --> 00:31:46,628 ♪ Wish that I knew 448 00:31:49,674 --> 00:31:51,502 ♪ Wish that I knew 449 00:31:54,984 --> 00:31:56,594 ♪ Wishing I knew 450 00:32:06,778 --> 00:32:12,249 ♪ And I miss the days Before we were estranged ♪ 451 00:32:12,349 --> 00:32:17,341 ♪ Your suitcase half-full With belongings ♪ 452 00:32:17,441 --> 00:32:22,738 ♪ Life swept away By one single day ♪ 453 00:32:22,838 --> 00:32:27,395 ♪ Still spinning in The wake of his leaving ♪ 454 00:32:27,495 --> 00:32:30,746 ♪ And I wish that I had 455 00:32:30,846 --> 00:32:36,186 ♪ The strength to carry you And I wish that I said ♪ 456 00:32:36,286 --> 00:32:38,797 ♪ I'd never leave this town 457 00:32:38,897 --> 00:32:42,510 ♪ But I'm learning every day 458 00:32:44,250 --> 00:32:48,603 ♪ That sometimes we can't stay 459 00:32:58,787 --> 00:33:03,996 ♪ How could you be 460 00:33:04,096 --> 00:33:07,317 ♪ Be without me 461 00:33:09,362 --> 00:33:12,888 ♪ How could you be 462 00:33:15,020 --> 00:33:17,980 ♪ Be without me 463 00:33:20,417 --> 00:33:23,494 ♪ Wish that I knew 464 00:33:23,594 --> 00:33:27,250 ♪ Oh, I wish that I knew 465 00:33:30,993 --> 00:33:33,691 ♪ Wish I knew how 466 00:33:36,389 --> 00:33:39,697 ♪ Wish I knew how 467 00:33:41,046 --> 00:33:44,136 ♪ Wish I knew 468 00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:49,707 That's it. 469 00:33:56,018 --> 00:33:57,497 I don't know what to say. 470 00:34:01,589 --> 00:34:03,373 -I'm sorry. -No. 471 00:34:04,635 --> 00:34:06,158 No, that's the last thing I wanna hear. 472 00:34:10,467 --> 00:34:12,556 Can't get your face out my head. 473 00:34:17,474 --> 00:34:18,549 What do you mean? 474 00:34:18,649 --> 00:34:20,433 Your face when you were playing. 475 00:34:25,830 --> 00:34:28,006 I just wish I was that passionate about anything. 476 00:34:30,182 --> 00:34:31,619 Maybe you are. 477 00:34:47,809 --> 00:34:49,201 I'm pregnant. 478 00:34:52,291 --> 00:34:53,495 What? 479 00:34:54,685 --> 00:34:55,904 Sorry. 480 00:34:56,774 --> 00:34:58,446 - That was abrupt. - No. 481 00:34:59,646 --> 00:35:01,218 No it's... Fu... 482 00:35:02,780 --> 00:35:06,958 What? But you were drinking on grad night. 483 00:35:12,877 --> 00:35:14,444 I like you, Sam. 484 00:35:16,707 --> 00:35:19,449 But I'm not really an all or nothing sort of person like you. 485 00:35:21,712 --> 00:35:23,018 Wait, what do you mean? 486 00:35:25,063 --> 00:35:26,543 Can we talk about it later? 487 00:35:41,427 --> 00:35:42,472 Hey. 488 00:35:44,039 --> 00:35:45,475 Hey, wake up. 489 00:35:50,175 --> 00:35:52,469 Hi. Gotta go to work. 490 00:35:52,569 --> 00:35:53,875 Get up. 491 00:36:03,972 --> 00:36:06,004 -Hey, mom. -Hey, Sam. 492 00:36:06,104 --> 00:36:07,932 I thought you were staying at Bobby's. 493 00:36:09,542 --> 00:36:12,097 -Hi, Ellie. -Hey, Miss Nimitz. 494 00:36:12,197 --> 00:36:14,143 -Hey. -We're just goin' to work. 495 00:36:14,243 --> 00:36:15,432 You got a job? 496 00:36:15,733 --> 00:36:17,146 Video Flicks. 497 00:36:19,014 --> 00:36:20,226 Look at that. 498 00:36:20,827 --> 00:36:22,761 I didn't know they were still open, is that...? 499 00:36:22,904 --> 00:36:24,196 -No, that's cool. -Good to see you. 500 00:36:24,296 --> 00:36:26,242 And you. That's... 501 00:36:26,342 --> 00:36:28,035 Have a good day, kids. 502 00:36:38,310 --> 00:36:41,618 What's with the men's pj's on the couch? 503 00:36:43,838 --> 00:36:45,740 They're my dad's. 504 00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:48,799 She wears them when I'm not around or thinks I'm not. 505 00:36:49,844 --> 00:36:52,585 She hasn't slept in their bed since, well... 506 00:36:54,196 --> 00:36:56,720 That is the saddest thing I've ever heard. 507 00:36:59,288 --> 00:37:01,364 At least you guys still have each other. 508 00:37:01,464 --> 00:37:02,639 You know, after everything. 509 00:37:04,162 --> 00:37:06,077 -You're right. -Yeah. 510 00:37:12,954 --> 00:37:16,161 Actually, no. We don't really talk at all. 511 00:37:16,261 --> 00:37:18,133 I don't know why I lied just then. 512 00:37:40,242 --> 00:37:42,753 OK. Just wait right there. 513 00:37:42,853 --> 00:37:44,886 Boys, wake up! Just 'cause it's summer 514 00:37:44,986 --> 00:37:46,814 doesn't mean you get to sleep all day! 515 00:37:49,381 --> 00:37:50,861 Hey, let's go. 516 00:37:52,515 --> 00:37:54,373 C'mon, you're mine. 517 00:37:54,473 --> 00:37:56,811 Ah, you're mine. We're gonna eat breakfast! 518 00:37:56,911 --> 00:37:59,291 We're gonna eat all the goodies. 519 00:37:59,391 --> 00:38:02,830 Alright. So we're gonna do cereal... 520 00:38:03,787 --> 00:38:05,123 a... 521 00:38:05,223 --> 00:38:07,747 No phones. I said no phones this year. 522 00:38:10,011 --> 00:38:11,142 Yeah? 523 00:38:15,320 --> 00:38:17,396 Yeah? Here we go. 524 00:38:17,496 --> 00:38:19,455 --Yeah? Alright. 525 00:38:24,721 --> 00:38:27,506 - Good morning. - I have work, so I'm gonna go. 526 00:38:29,117 --> 00:38:31,193 Alright, bye. 527 00:38:31,293 --> 00:38:32,368 How are my boys. 528 00:38:32,468 --> 00:38:33,773 Cool, you ready? 529 00:38:45,568 --> 00:38:47,252 Sorry to do this to you, but 530 00:38:47,352 --> 00:38:49,167 this morning I'm gonna need you to call everybody 531 00:38:49,267 --> 00:38:50,573 on the 30 day list. 532 00:38:51,879 --> 00:38:53,793 OK, what is that? 533 00:38:55,099 --> 00:38:57,001 It's a list 534 00:38:57,101 --> 00:39:00,048 of everybody who's checked out a movie for more than thirty days. 535 00:39:00,148 --> 00:39:01,397 OK. 536 00:39:01,497 --> 00:39:03,107 You got any tips? 537 00:39:04,195 --> 00:39:05,893 Don't let 'em kill your spirit. 538 00:39:10,332 --> 00:39:11,594 OK. 539 00:39:29,307 --> 00:39:32,254 -Yeah? -Hello, is this Mr. Foster? 540 00:39:32,354 --> 00:39:35,213 -Who the fuck's askin'? -Oh, um... 541 00:39:35,313 --> 00:39:38,477 This is Sam from Video Flicks. 542 00:39:38,577 --> 00:39:41,393 I'm calling about the copy of Mona Lisa Smile 543 00:39:41,493 --> 00:39:43,743 that you rented in January 544 00:39:43,843 --> 00:39:45,789 and you've yet to return. 545 00:39:45,889 --> 00:39:48,674 Sounds like my snake ex-wife is still using my account. 546 00:39:50,024 --> 00:39:53,766 Actually it says that you're the only one with access. 547 00:39:54,680 --> 00:39:57,205 -So... -Are you calling me a liar? 548 00:40:01,339 --> 00:40:03,024 Sorry, excuse me? 549 00:40:03,124 --> 00:40:05,461 Jesus, kid. Are you even paying attention? 550 00:40:05,561 --> 00:40:07,824 What kind of DVD-jockey are you? 551 00:40:13,003 --> 00:40:14,949 Mr. Foster, right? 552 00:40:15,049 --> 00:40:18,169 -How'd you know? -He's a regular. 553 00:40:18,269 --> 00:40:19,618 Don't take it personal. 554 00:40:23,187 --> 00:40:24,436 What the hell is this? 555 00:40:24,536 --> 00:40:26,221 Oh, here we go. 556 00:40:26,321 --> 00:40:29,877 Do you realize that a cat washes down a gigantic waterfall 557 00:40:29,977 --> 00:40:32,227 in this movie, and survives? 558 00:40:32,327 --> 00:40:33,589 A waterfall. 559 00:40:34,503 --> 00:40:36,013 It's a kids' movie. 560 00:40:36,113 --> 00:40:37,710 Oh, wow. This place is losing its way, man. 561 00:40:37,810 --> 00:40:40,583 First these stupid grape shirts, now the 562 00:40:40,683 --> 00:40:44,021 required factory films where animals are surviving 563 00:40:44,121 --> 00:40:46,284 totally impossible dangers, giving kids 564 00:40:46,384 --> 00:40:48,983 impractical expectations for their own lives. 565 00:40:49,083 --> 00:40:50,985 What can I say, Gus. 566 00:40:51,085 --> 00:40:53,813 Corporate wasn't too keen on you showing "Y tu Mama Tambie" 567 00:40:53,913 --> 00:40:56,294 -on every afternoon. -Y tu Mamá También 568 00:40:56,394 --> 00:40:59,397 is a beautiful, perfect film, and corporate is stupid. 569 00:41:02,835 --> 00:41:06,565 -Who are you, who's this? -This is Sam, friend of Ellie's. 570 00:41:06,665 --> 00:41:08,916 And yes, he is of working age. 571 00:41:09,016 --> 00:41:10,874 He's gonna be with us until August. 572 00:41:10,974 --> 00:41:12,702 Nice to meet ya, how are you doin'? 573 00:41:12,802 --> 00:41:14,182 You like shit like this? 574 00:41:14,282 --> 00:41:17,446 Oh, um. Yeah, when I was a kid. 575 00:41:17,546 --> 00:41:19,504 Don't worry, I'll show you some real movies. 576 00:41:20,418 --> 00:41:22,594 -Hey, Gus. -Hey, Ellie. How's it goin'. 577 00:41:23,726 --> 00:41:27,151 You look good today. Saw you brought in the new kid. 578 00:41:27,251 --> 00:41:29,023 -Yeah, be nice. -Always. 579 00:41:29,123 --> 00:41:31,416 -Should we initiate him tonight? -I dunno. 580 00:41:31,516 --> 00:41:33,853 What are you talking about? 581 00:41:33,953 --> 00:41:36,682 Every Friday night Gus screens a movie on the roof, 582 00:41:36,782 --> 00:41:38,119 it's kind of a ritual. 583 00:41:38,219 --> 00:41:39,685 Not bullshit like this, I promise. 584 00:41:39,785 --> 00:41:41,831 -Important stuff. -Cool, I wanna go. 585 00:41:43,615 --> 00:41:45,430 -OK. -Yeah, we'll think about it. 586 00:41:45,530 --> 00:41:47,171 Just joking, kiddo. 587 00:41:47,271 --> 00:41:49,739 - Cool. - No way that golden retriever 588 00:41:49,839 --> 00:41:51,175 would make it out there alive. 589 00:41:51,275 --> 00:41:53,308 It's a golden retriever! 590 00:41:53,408 --> 00:41:54,700 You ever seen a movie that shows 591 00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:56,702 16 minutes of a tree growing? 592 00:41:56,802 --> 00:41:58,704 That's the kind of crap we're gonna watch tonight. 593 00:41:58,804 --> 00:42:01,807 Talking about my first short film right now? Wanna go there? 594 00:43:19,929 --> 00:43:23,572 -Oh, look who showed up. -Sorry I'm late. 595 00:43:23,672 --> 00:43:25,313 Did I miss the screening? 596 00:43:25,413 --> 00:43:28,011 We were just about to play hide and seek, you in? 597 00:43:28,111 --> 00:43:31,058 Oh, I'm just gonna hang out. 598 00:43:31,158 --> 00:43:34,365 -If it's cool. -Suit yourself. 599 00:43:34,465 --> 00:43:36,759 Everybody form up on me over in the drama section, 600 00:43:36,859 --> 00:43:38,413 we're gonna discuss the rules. 601 00:43:38,513 --> 00:43:40,458 Alright, guys. Follow me. 602 00:43:40,558 --> 00:43:42,821 We don't need to know the rules 'cause it's hide and seek. 603 00:43:46,129 --> 00:43:47,696 What are you thinking about? 604 00:43:49,045 --> 00:43:53,080 Thinking about how there's a child inside of you, 605 00:43:53,180 --> 00:43:54,398 firstly. 606 00:43:56,792 --> 00:43:58,010 What are you gonna do? 607 00:43:59,490 --> 00:44:02,058 What do you think? I have an appointment. 608 00:44:04,365 --> 00:44:07,703 Yeah, just imagining a life with Zach, 609 00:44:07,803 --> 00:44:10,109 a life with like my mom's, I just can't. 610 00:44:13,809 --> 00:44:15,667 Why do you care so much anyway? 611 00:44:15,767 --> 00:44:18,030 You trying to be my boyfriend or something? 612 00:44:23,340 --> 00:44:26,038 Just a friend looking out for a friend. 613 00:44:30,434 --> 00:44:31,740 Just checking. 614 00:44:32,784 --> 00:44:34,003 What else is on your mind? 615 00:44:35,700 --> 00:44:37,211 Nothing. 616 00:44:37,311 --> 00:44:39,387 They're playing hide and seek for three hours, 617 00:44:39,487 --> 00:44:40,705 I'm gonna get it out of you. 618 00:44:47,538 --> 00:44:49,484 Found all these photos 619 00:44:49,584 --> 00:44:51,586 of my mom with this guy. 620 00:44:53,240 --> 00:44:56,143 -Some guy before my dad. -Like a high school boyfriend? 621 00:44:56,243 --> 00:44:57,666 No. 622 00:44:57,766 --> 00:44:59,246 It was serious, they were engaged. 623 00:45:00,334 --> 00:45:01,813 There were all these letters. 624 00:45:03,946 --> 00:45:05,121 Did you read them? 625 00:45:06,340 --> 00:45:07,384 You did. 626 00:45:10,518 --> 00:45:13,551 They were so different. 627 00:45:13,651 --> 00:45:15,249 Different how? 628 00:45:15,349 --> 00:45:17,729 My mom really loved this guy. 629 00:45:17,829 --> 00:45:19,905 She loved my dad 630 00:45:20,005 --> 00:45:22,660 too, but these letters... 631 00:45:24,749 --> 00:45:27,491 Every single one of them was about forever. 632 00:45:28,797 --> 00:45:30,786 My parents never talked like that. 633 00:45:30,886 --> 00:45:32,440 -Have you asked her about that? -No. 634 00:45:32,540 --> 00:45:34,703 I don't think she's ready to talk 635 00:45:34,803 --> 00:45:38,402 about anything, but especially this. 636 00:45:38,502 --> 00:45:40,156 Why don't you let her decide that. 637 00:45:42,027 --> 00:45:43,494 Why do you care so much? 638 00:45:43,594 --> 00:45:44,887 Trying to be my girlfriend or something? 639 00:45:44,987 --> 00:45:46,815 No, no way. 640 00:45:50,906 --> 00:45:52,721 Thank you for caring. 641 00:45:52,821 --> 00:45:54,083 Of course. 642 00:46:03,179 --> 00:46:05,094 Tag, you're it, fresh meat! 643 00:46:06,530 --> 00:46:08,097 I think you'd better run. 644 00:46:17,585 --> 00:46:19,226 Hey, what's up? 645 00:46:19,326 --> 00:46:21,053 You didn't go to bed? 646 00:46:21,153 --> 00:46:23,795 You ready? One, two, three. 647 00:46:23,895 --> 00:46:25,275 Oh, yeah. 648 00:46:25,375 --> 00:46:28,247 Hey, guys. Ready? Let's go to bed. 649 00:46:30,206 --> 00:46:31,206 OK. 650 00:46:35,646 --> 00:46:37,082 My room's the first door on the left. 651 00:47:44,019 --> 00:47:46,008 You have good taste in movies. 652 00:47:46,108 --> 00:47:47,762 -That surprise you? -No. 653 00:47:48,980 --> 00:47:50,068 Just saying. 654 00:47:51,418 --> 00:47:53,232 Your... 655 00:47:53,332 --> 00:47:56,510 mom's gonna be cool with me bein' over here this late? 656 00:47:58,250 --> 00:48:00,196 Yeah, we don't have what you'd call a normal 657 00:48:00,296 --> 00:48:01,645 parent - child relationship. 658 00:48:02,733 --> 00:48:04,648 Yeah, I can relate. 659 00:48:07,651 --> 00:48:08,651 Yeah. 660 00:48:10,524 --> 00:48:11,524 Confession. 661 00:48:12,917 --> 00:48:16,168 I knew that I wrote your name wrong in your gym shorts. 662 00:48:16,268 --> 00:48:18,053 I was just too shy to tell you. 663 00:48:20,577 --> 00:48:23,611 No, you? Shy? I can't imagine it. 664 00:48:23,711 --> 00:48:26,440 I was, it was the first day 665 00:48:26,540 --> 00:48:29,747 and there was this cute guy and I was... 666 00:48:29,847 --> 00:48:30,848 M... 667 00:48:32,589 --> 00:48:34,317 --Me, cute? 668 00:48:34,417 --> 00:48:36,363 Yeah, you were! 669 00:48:36,463 --> 00:48:39,770 You had this big brown moppy head of hair. 670 00:48:40,641 --> 00:48:42,151 You were... 671 00:48:42,251 --> 00:48:44,588 cute. 672 00:48:44,688 --> 00:48:46,329 You're... 673 00:48:46,429 --> 00:48:47,691 a little sadder... 674 00:48:48,953 --> 00:48:51,290 a little more lost, but you're cute. 675 00:48:51,390 --> 00:48:53,467 Still cute. 676 00:48:53,567 --> 00:48:54,916 Ellie... 677 00:48:59,094 --> 00:49:00,443 You don't know... 678 00:49:01,879 --> 00:49:04,129 how badly 679 00:49:04,229 --> 00:49:07,276 I've wanted to know you ever since that day. 680 00:49:10,801 --> 00:49:12,194 I'm sorry I took so long. 681 00:49:14,370 --> 00:49:16,503 I forgive you, again. 682 00:49:17,939 --> 00:49:19,767 -Am I back off your hit-list? -For now. 683 00:49:21,595 --> 00:49:24,062 Is that why you didn't wanna read your five year plan essay? 684 00:49:24,162 --> 00:49:25,934 Just 'cause it was like a huge list of 685 00:49:26,034 --> 00:49:27,675 all these people you were gonna kill? 686 00:49:27,775 --> 00:49:29,603 I was hoping you'd forget about that. 687 00:49:30,865 --> 00:49:33,955 Wait, let me see if I remember correctly. 688 00:49:34,999 --> 00:49:37,293 - The type of people who leave 689 00:49:37,393 --> 00:49:39,034 -and the kind who stay? -No. 690 00:49:39,134 --> 00:49:41,689 That was incomplete, OK? Don't judge me. 691 00:49:41,789 --> 00:49:43,734 Why don't we break out yours. 692 00:49:43,834 --> 00:49:46,881 Well you read mine. Why don't you recite it for me, you creep? 693 00:49:51,015 --> 00:49:53,004 I don't think we can trust anyone who says 694 00:49:53,104 --> 00:49:54,845 they'll know where they'll be in five years. 695 00:50:08,424 --> 00:50:10,034 Will you take me to see Dean? 696 00:50:12,080 --> 00:50:13,547 Dean? 697 00:50:13,647 --> 00:50:15,083 The guy in the photos. 698 00:50:19,870 --> 00:50:21,002 Why? 699 00:50:24,614 --> 00:50:25,789 What is she gonna do 700 00:50:27,008 --> 00:50:28,357 when I leave in August? 701 00:50:31,795 --> 00:50:33,580 What is she gonna do without me? 702 00:50:35,146 --> 00:50:36,887 I think that she'll be alright. 703 00:50:37,975 --> 00:50:39,586 I'm gonna be across the country. 704 00:50:40,978 --> 00:50:42,371 She's gonna be all alone. 705 00:50:45,113 --> 00:50:49,334 We've built this weird little life together. 706 00:50:51,859 --> 00:50:52,859 And... 707 00:50:56,603 --> 00:50:58,113 I dunno, if there's something more for me, 708 00:50:58,213 --> 00:50:59,867 there has to be something more for her. 709 00:51:03,522 --> 00:51:05,002 That's all I'm thinking about. 710 00:51:11,748 --> 00:51:12,748 OK. 711 00:51:13,881 --> 00:51:14,881 Yeah, let's go. 712 00:51:15,709 --> 00:51:18,146 -Are you sure? -Yeah, let's go. 713 00:51:21,410 --> 00:51:22,454 Thank you. 714 00:52:17,074 --> 00:52:18,976 -Hello? -Can I help you? 715 00:52:19,076 --> 00:52:20,978 Um, hi. You're Dean Hall? 716 00:52:21,078 --> 00:52:22,123 Yeah. 717 00:52:23,907 --> 00:52:25,896 This... Uh. 718 00:52:25,996 --> 00:52:27,637 I'm Sam, This is Ellie. 719 00:52:27,737 --> 00:52:29,683 Pleasure, what can I do for you? 720 00:52:29,783 --> 00:52:31,685 We're just... 721 00:52:31,785 --> 00:52:33,917 We're wanting to furnish our new place. 722 00:52:35,353 --> 00:52:36,703 Your new place? 723 00:52:38,792 --> 00:52:41,869 It's not ours, it's for my mom. 724 00:52:41,969 --> 00:52:44,536 Oh, OK. Is your mom here? 725 00:52:46,364 --> 00:52:47,583 -No. -No. 726 00:52:48,627 --> 00:52:50,138 -She's not? -No. 727 00:52:50,238 --> 00:52:52,096 It's a surprise. 728 00:52:52,196 --> 00:52:53,968 Are you guys brother and sister? 729 00:52:54,068 --> 00:52:55,622 -Yeah. -No. 730 00:52:55,722 --> 00:52:57,624 Kids, c'mon. I don't have time for this. 731 00:52:57,724 --> 00:52:59,421 Try Living Spaces. 732 00:53:02,424 --> 00:53:04,034 Do you know Janice Nimitz? 733 00:53:09,953 --> 00:53:11,172 Yeah, I did. 734 00:53:14,001 --> 00:53:16,220 I knew her as Janice Hansen back then. 735 00:53:17,221 --> 00:53:18,688 Yeah. 736 00:53:22,313 --> 00:53:23,837 I'm her son. 737 00:53:26,927 --> 00:53:30,713 So you wanna explain the weird cover up... 738 00:53:31,583 --> 00:53:33,542 out there? 739 00:53:43,857 --> 00:53:45,075 Can you tell me about that? 740 00:53:47,948 --> 00:53:49,253 Oh, my God. 741 00:53:53,475 --> 00:53:54,606 What do you want me to say? 742 00:53:55,433 --> 00:53:58,132 I didn't know about you guys until now. 743 00:53:59,263 --> 00:54:01,788 Well it's not like it was a secret or anything. 744 00:54:03,180 --> 00:54:06,040 Mom and I met at high school and 745 00:54:06,140 --> 00:54:07,141 dated for... 746 00:54:08,272 --> 00:54:09,752 a couple of years and then... 747 00:54:10,884 --> 00:54:12,450 eventually we got engaged. 748 00:54:13,321 --> 00:54:15,018 But then what? 749 00:54:17,194 --> 00:54:19,806 -She met your dad. -You knew him? 750 00:54:20,719 --> 00:54:23,274 Yeah, he was my best friend when I was about your age. 751 00:54:23,374 --> 00:54:27,409 We were in a band about the time me and your mom got together. 752 00:54:27,509 --> 00:54:29,628 She left you for your best friend? 753 00:54:29,728 --> 00:54:32,631 I wasn't perfect, you know, I had my problems 754 00:54:32,731 --> 00:54:33,820 I was... 755 00:54:35,299 --> 00:54:37,519 I was a really angry kid. 756 00:54:38,868 --> 00:54:40,596 He was a better choice. 757 00:54:40,696 --> 00:54:43,730 How could you be so cool about it? I would... 758 00:54:43,830 --> 00:54:45,005 I'd die. 759 00:54:46,267 --> 00:54:48,604 20 years is a very 760 00:54:48,704 --> 00:54:51,968 sobering amount of time. 761 00:54:54,710 --> 00:54:56,873 Why are you guys here? So your mom had boyfriends 762 00:54:56,973 --> 00:54:59,062 before your dad, I wouldn't call that uncommon. 763 00:55:02,022 --> 00:55:03,632 It's 'cause she wants to see you. 764 00:55:07,592 --> 00:55:08,637 What? 765 00:55:10,595 --> 00:55:11,888 Yes. 766 00:55:11,988 --> 00:55:13,890 How do you think I got the photo? 767 00:55:13,990 --> 00:55:15,731 She kept it, everything. 768 00:55:22,085 --> 00:55:23,695 Look. 769 00:55:25,436 --> 00:55:27,308 I really don't know what to say about all this. 770 00:55:29,136 --> 00:55:30,398 Would you see her again? 771 00:55:33,053 --> 00:55:36,565 -I mean, I don't know. -She's having a birthday party 772 00:55:36,665 --> 00:55:39,002 next week at our house. 773 00:55:39,102 --> 00:55:41,844 -She wouldn't wanna see me. -I think she would. 774 00:55:43,106 --> 00:55:45,704 Are you sure it's OK? I was just like: "She wants to see you." 775 00:55:45,804 --> 00:55:49,186 -Then I was like: "Shit." -No. I wanted to say it myself. 776 00:55:49,286 --> 00:55:51,841 Yeah, I was just thinking about what you said, it's like, 777 00:55:51,941 --> 00:55:54,365 she's gonna be alone. This could be a good thing, right? 778 00:55:54,465 --> 00:55:55,684 Yeah, definitely. 779 00:55:57,338 --> 00:55:58,426 Yeah. 780 00:56:06,869 --> 00:56:07,914 What? 781 00:56:09,002 --> 00:56:10,438 You guys miss your dad. 782 00:56:20,230 --> 00:56:22,798 Do you remember James Keller? 783 00:56:25,453 --> 00:56:28,965 James Keller, the kid with the prosthetic hand? 784 00:56:29,065 --> 00:56:31,663 Yes, I do. 785 00:56:31,763 --> 00:56:36,233 -That's an unexpected reference. -Yeah. 786 00:56:36,333 --> 00:56:38,770 We had a class together the year after his accident. 787 00:56:41,338 --> 00:56:45,416 He used to complain that it hurt where his hand used to be. 788 00:56:45,516 --> 00:56:47,518 It's this thing called phantom limb pain. 789 00:56:49,259 --> 00:56:50,682 He was supposed to take pills for it, 790 00:56:50,782 --> 00:56:53,685 but he told me that he wouldn't, 791 00:56:53,785 --> 00:56:57,602 sometimes just because he liked the feeling of it being there 792 00:56:57,702 --> 00:56:59,182 even if it hurt. 793 00:57:03,708 --> 00:57:06,394 It's like a part of us has gone 794 00:57:06,494 --> 00:57:11,760 and our only connection to him now is the pain. 795 00:57:15,068 --> 00:57:18,245 Trying to move on would mean erasing him. 796 00:57:21,988 --> 00:57:24,033 I dunno, it's messed up maybe. 797 00:57:25,295 --> 00:57:26,688 It's not messed up. 798 00:57:27,994 --> 00:57:29,734 I understand. 799 00:57:33,303 --> 00:57:34,522 What about your dad? 800 00:57:48,057 --> 00:57:49,841 Where are we? 801 00:57:53,671 --> 00:57:55,325 This is the house I grew up in. 802 00:57:58,328 --> 00:58:00,709 We had to give it up after my dad left 'cause we couldn't 803 00:58:00,809 --> 00:58:02,289 afford the mortgage anymore. 804 00:58:05,074 --> 00:58:08,717 I told myself I'd come back when I was older and buy it 805 00:58:08,817 --> 00:58:09,992 with my new family. 806 00:58:13,213 --> 00:58:14,866 I have so many memories in this house. 807 00:58:16,868 --> 00:58:20,033 Before my mom was dating a new guy every week, 808 00:58:20,133 --> 00:58:22,252 and I had to explain to my brothers why 809 00:58:22,352 --> 00:58:24,050 I had to take care of them and live on. 810 00:58:33,972 --> 00:58:35,396 My dad used to park his station wagon 811 00:58:35,496 --> 00:58:37,324 over that oil stain in the driveway. 812 00:58:41,154 --> 00:58:44,927 I have this memory of Christopher, Frank and I; 813 00:58:45,027 --> 00:58:48,104 it was a Sunday afternoon, my dad came home from the store 814 00:58:48,204 --> 00:58:49,510 and he was like, "guys... 815 00:58:51,512 --> 00:58:53,588 look what I found in my basket at the store." 816 00:58:53,688 --> 00:58:57,070 He got out his bag and we were just running around 817 00:58:57,170 --> 00:59:01,522 circling him, desperately wanting to know what was inside. 818 00:59:10,748 --> 00:59:12,794 What was inside? 819 00:59:20,802 --> 00:59:22,108 I can't remember. 820 00:59:34,294 --> 00:59:36,644 Can you take me to my appointment on Saturday? 821 00:59:39,255 --> 00:59:41,692 Please? I need someone to take me. 822 00:59:43,738 --> 00:59:45,174 OK. Yeah. 823 00:59:46,219 --> 00:59:47,555 -Yeah, I'll do it. -Really? 824 00:59:47,655 --> 00:59:49,874 Yeah. Terrified, but... 825 00:59:51,049 --> 00:59:52,442 Yeah, I'll do it. 826 00:59:54,401 --> 00:59:55,619 Thank you. 827 00:59:56,751 --> 00:59:59,057 --No, you don't. 828 01:00:03,192 --> 01:00:04,411 I wanna do it. 829 01:00:05,977 --> 01:00:07,718 I love you, you know. 830 01:00:10,895 --> 01:00:12,114 Thank you. 831 01:00:20,209 --> 01:00:22,590 So do you just get paid to stand here all day? 832 01:00:22,690 --> 01:00:25,636 Yeah, it's for now. I'm getting trained on register next week. 833 01:00:25,736 --> 01:00:27,334 Oh, nice. 834 01:00:27,434 --> 01:00:29,914 -Keys to the castle already. -Bobby, I don't... 835 01:00:30,872 --> 01:00:32,730 It's really nice of you to give me a ride, 836 01:00:32,830 --> 01:00:35,603 but I don't want them to think we're just hanging out here. 837 01:00:35,703 --> 01:00:38,519 What? No, I'm thinking 'bout buying some previously owned 838 01:00:38,619 --> 01:00:40,664 DVD's, as advertised. I'm a costumer. 839 01:00:42,275 --> 01:00:43,872 What happened to your girlfriend, I thought 840 01:00:43,972 --> 01:00:45,743 -she was giving you rides. -She is. 841 01:00:45,843 --> 01:00:48,181 I dunno, she took the afternoon off. 842 01:00:48,281 --> 01:00:49,804 How's that going? 843 01:00:50,892 --> 01:00:53,199 I guess it's getting pretty real. 844 01:00:54,243 --> 01:00:55,579 Oh, yeah? 845 01:00:55,679 --> 01:00:58,365 Alright. Gettin' out of your shell. 846 01:00:58,465 --> 01:01:00,410 -Gettin' in that pipe. -No! 847 01:01:00,510 --> 01:01:03,544 What? Pipe? Stop saying that. It's not... 848 01:01:03,644 --> 01:01:05,459 It's like, we like each other, 849 01:01:05,559 --> 01:01:07,822 you know. We actually like each other, it's a real thing. 850 01:01:08,736 --> 01:01:10,681 Whatever blows your hair back, man. 851 01:01:10,781 --> 01:01:12,392 As long as you're out of the garage. 852 01:01:16,961 --> 01:01:18,689 - Alright. - Oh, 12 o'clock. 853 01:01:18,789 --> 01:01:21,562 - I will see you tomorrow. - Later. 854 01:01:21,662 --> 01:01:23,141 Bye. 855 01:01:24,404 --> 01:01:26,232 -Hey, how's it goin'? -Hey. 856 01:01:28,321 --> 01:01:29,787 Well, DVD's are safe. 857 01:01:29,887 --> 01:01:31,528 Man's guarding it like a junkyard dog. 858 01:01:31,628 --> 01:01:33,151 Were you at the beach? 859 01:01:37,286 --> 01:01:39,549 Yeah, my friend had a birthday thing. 860 01:01:43,988 --> 01:01:46,295 Alrighty, I'm gonna go change. 861 01:01:47,905 --> 01:01:48,993 See you in there. 862 01:01:54,347 --> 01:01:56,249 I feel you, man. 863 01:01:56,349 --> 01:01:57,480 So real. 864 01:02:03,486 --> 01:02:04,705 It's kind of funny, though. 865 01:02:06,097 --> 01:02:07,097 Sorry. 866 01:02:14,323 --> 01:02:15,542 What are you doing after work? 867 01:02:16,456 --> 01:02:18,936 Just watching my brothers, nothing exciting. 868 01:02:22,070 --> 01:02:23,376 So... 869 01:02:24,377 --> 01:02:26,148 what are you guys doin' this Friday? 870 01:02:26,248 --> 01:02:28,716 -What's Friday? -Pool party. 871 01:02:28,816 --> 01:02:29,816 My place. 872 01:02:32,123 --> 01:02:33,123 Okay. 873 01:02:35,039 --> 01:02:37,072 Sam, you in? 874 01:02:37,172 --> 01:02:39,000 I can't, it's my mom's birthday. 875 01:02:41,394 --> 01:02:44,514 Bummer. Come after, maybe. 876 01:02:44,614 --> 01:02:47,213 Yeah, maybe. Are you coming 877 01:02:47,313 --> 01:02:49,053 to my mom's birthday? 878 01:02:49,967 --> 01:02:52,579 It's your family thing. I'll just see you after, OK? 879 01:02:55,451 --> 01:02:56,451 Yeah. 880 01:02:57,497 --> 01:02:59,412 Alright, let's close it down, yeah? 881 01:03:00,587 --> 01:03:02,980 -Yeah. -Can I drive you home? 882 01:03:04,068 --> 01:03:05,069 Yeah, sure. 883 01:03:14,688 --> 01:03:15,906 Wait. 884 01:03:19,562 --> 01:03:20,694 I don't... 885 01:03:22,086 --> 01:03:23,827 wanna make it awkward, but... 886 01:03:25,133 --> 01:03:27,962 what's going on with you and Zach? 887 01:03:30,007 --> 01:03:31,966 Is that why you've been so quiet? 888 01:03:34,316 --> 01:03:35,826 We've been friends for a really long time, 889 01:03:35,926 --> 01:03:38,351 we dated for a little bit. 890 01:03:38,451 --> 01:03:41,279 Didn't work out, so we're just trying to move passed it. 891 01:03:44,848 --> 01:03:46,023 You understand? 892 01:03:48,069 --> 01:03:49,449 Yeah. 893 01:03:49,549 --> 01:03:51,289 -Yeah. -Don't be sad. 894 01:03:52,595 --> 01:03:53,901 I'm not. 895 01:03:56,904 --> 01:03:57,948 OK. 896 01:04:53,613 --> 01:04:56,311 Surprise! 897 01:04:57,878 --> 01:04:59,923 Oh, you're such troubles. 898 01:05:04,537 --> 01:05:05,668 Hi. 899 01:05:30,606 --> 01:05:32,813 You missed the surprise, but... 900 01:05:32,913 --> 01:05:34,349 Yeah, sorry. 901 01:05:35,393 --> 01:05:37,121 I sat in the car for 902 01:05:37,221 --> 01:05:39,223 about 30 minutes before I tuned on the engine. 903 01:05:42,357 --> 01:05:44,228 You don't have to do it if you don't want to. 904 01:05:45,491 --> 01:05:46,796 No, I know. I do. 905 01:05:48,885 --> 01:05:54,748 I do. OK. 906 01:05:54,848 --> 01:05:57,054 I just can't believe you all drove in. 907 01:05:57,154 --> 01:05:58,360 Mom. 908 01:05:58,460 --> 01:05:59,853 Someone's here to see you. 909 01:06:01,115 --> 01:06:02,595 Hey, Janice. 910 01:06:06,642 --> 01:06:10,516 Peggy, Allen, nice to see you guys, it's been a while. 911 01:06:11,865 --> 01:06:14,389 I'm sorry, I just don't... 912 01:06:15,782 --> 01:06:17,087 I don't und.. 913 01:06:22,832 --> 01:06:24,660 I'm sorry, can you just give me a second? 914 01:06:27,010 --> 01:06:28,055 Excuse me. 915 01:06:29,273 --> 01:06:30,318 One sec. 916 01:06:38,587 --> 01:06:39,675 Hey, mom? 917 01:06:41,590 --> 01:06:43,157 Can you open the door, please? 918 01:06:46,029 --> 01:06:47,030 I was just trying to... 919 01:06:50,381 --> 01:06:52,196 What have you done? What are you doing? 920 01:06:52,296 --> 01:06:54,155 I'm trying to help you. 921 01:06:54,255 --> 01:06:56,431 You're trying to help me do what? 922 01:06:57,650 --> 01:07:00,261 I saw all those letters and the photos between you and Dean. 923 01:07:01,262 --> 01:07:02,685 I saw how in love you guys were. 924 01:07:02,785 --> 01:07:04,557 Oh, my God, Sam. 925 01:07:04,657 --> 01:07:09,475 That was 20 years ago. 20! 926 01:07:09,575 --> 01:07:11,651 What are you thinking? 927 01:07:11,751 --> 01:07:14,218 What gives you any right to go through my life? 928 01:07:14,318 --> 01:07:16,569 I'm sorry. 929 01:07:16,669 --> 01:07:17,918 OK? 930 01:07:18,018 --> 01:07:19,541 I do not need your help. 931 01:07:21,238 --> 01:07:23,893 I don't need to be saved by anybody, let alone my own kid. 932 01:07:25,242 --> 01:07:26,796 You are the child, I am the parent, 933 01:07:26,896 --> 01:07:29,507 -stop forgetting that. -Then act like one! 934 01:07:31,988 --> 01:07:35,035 You can't just quit your life because something bad happened. 935 01:07:36,340 --> 01:07:39,287 I already lost my dad, I don't need to lose my mom too. 936 01:07:39,387 --> 01:07:41,563 -You're not losing me. -I already have. 937 01:07:42,956 --> 01:07:44,510 All day, every day, 938 01:07:44,610 --> 01:07:46,860 all you do is sleep on that couch. 939 01:07:46,960 --> 01:07:48,875 You never talk to me. 940 01:07:50,180 --> 01:07:52,561 You made me move into dad's studio, 941 01:07:52,661 --> 01:07:54,184 so you wouldn't have to see me. 942 01:07:55,708 --> 01:07:57,653 -I did not make you. -You sure as hell made 943 01:07:57,753 --> 01:07:58,915 a good argument for it. 944 01:07:59,015 --> 01:08:01,614 And you never come to see me. 945 01:08:01,714 --> 01:08:03,616 You just threw me in there with all of his other stuff 946 01:08:03,716 --> 01:08:06,675 you don't wanna see. Now I'm alone with it all the time. 947 01:08:13,595 --> 01:08:15,453 I didn't know you felt like this. 948 01:08:15,553 --> 01:08:16,903 Of course I do. 949 01:08:18,339 --> 01:08:20,110 You practically just waiting for me 950 01:08:20,210 --> 01:08:21,734 to leave for school next month. 951 01:08:22,778 --> 01:08:25,433 I just remind you of him and now you want me gone too. 952 01:08:40,796 --> 01:08:42,232 I'm sorry. 953 01:09:20,662 --> 01:09:21,794 Sam! 954 01:09:24,361 --> 01:09:26,189 Yeah, I'm glad you could make it, man. C'mon. 955 01:09:28,148 --> 01:09:29,236 Hey, J.D. 956 01:09:30,411 --> 01:09:32,269 -Have you seen Ellie? -Ellie, yeah. 957 01:09:32,369 --> 01:09:34,589 I think... Hey, man. Uh, Ellie, yeah. 958 01:09:34,689 --> 01:09:36,718 She's around here somewhere. She's with Zach. 959 01:09:36,818 --> 01:09:38,593 Why don't you try the pool, man. Good luck. 960 01:09:44,904 --> 01:09:46,862 - Yeah. - C'mon. 961 01:09:59,919 --> 01:10:01,995 Your turn. Up. Go! 962 01:10:02,095 --> 01:10:03,749 No, you go. 963 01:10:18,285 --> 01:10:20,535 -Sam, stop. -What do you want from me? 964 01:10:20,635 --> 01:10:22,232 Just talk to me, please. Sam! 965 01:10:22,332 --> 01:10:23,843 -No, shut up. -What? 966 01:10:23,943 --> 01:10:25,640 Shut up! 967 01:10:27,685 --> 01:10:28,904 You told me... 968 01:10:30,950 --> 01:10:33,156 -that you were just friends. -We are just friends! 969 01:10:33,256 --> 01:10:35,811 You don't act like that with your ex-boyfriend 970 01:10:35,911 --> 01:10:38,684 when you're starting a relationship with somebody new. 971 01:10:38,784 --> 01:10:41,208 Back off, OK. I didn't know this was a relationship. 972 01:10:41,308 --> 01:10:44,180 Are you...? No! Are you kidding me? 973 01:10:46,922 --> 01:10:49,564 Not everything has to be one way or the other, right? 974 01:10:49,664 --> 01:10:51,971 Must be easy living like that. 975 01:10:55,713 --> 01:10:57,150 I think you might be right, 976 01:10:58,238 --> 01:11:00,980 we might just all end up like our parents. 977 01:11:05,854 --> 01:11:08,714 -What's that supposed to mean? -Go ahead and have that baby, 978 01:11:08,814 --> 01:11:10,250 get on with it. 979 01:11:14,036 --> 01:11:15,821 I let you into my life, Sam, and then... 980 01:11:17,039 --> 01:11:18,606 You're just gonnause it against me? 981 01:11:19,563 --> 01:11:22,771 Yeah. Doesn't feel good to have people you trust 982 01:11:22,871 --> 01:11:24,686 be reckless with you, does it? 983 01:11:24,786 --> 01:11:26,396 I'm sorry, OK? 984 01:11:29,182 --> 01:11:31,127 God, give me a break! 985 01:11:31,227 --> 01:11:33,782 Haven't you ever been unsure about anything? 986 01:11:33,882 --> 01:11:34,882 No. 987 01:11:35,928 --> 01:11:37,712 Not when it comes to you. 988 01:11:40,236 --> 01:11:42,238 God, stop looking at me like that! 989 01:11:45,546 --> 01:11:47,535 Just 'cause you liked me all these years doesn't mean 990 01:11:47,635 --> 01:11:49,363 I have to be your fantasy. 991 01:11:49,463 --> 01:11:52,105 No, it's not about that. 992 01:11:52,205 --> 01:11:53,510 Then what? 993 01:11:57,036 --> 01:11:58,341 I thought we were in it together. 994 01:12:19,319 --> 01:12:20,973 Don't you think it's weird that we drive? 995 01:12:23,236 --> 01:12:25,007 And like we're... 996 01:12:25,107 --> 01:12:26,107 monkeys. 997 01:12:27,283 --> 01:12:29,242 OK. So like, imagine Lucy driving a car. 998 01:12:32,027 --> 01:12:33,550 Who is Lucy? 999 01:12:34,682 --> 01:12:35,901 Did I...? 1000 01:12:37,859 --> 01:12:39,195 I can't... 1001 01:12:39,295 --> 01:12:41,950 I think you've had enough of this. 1002 01:12:44,779 --> 01:12:45,954 Hey, there's Sam. 1003 01:12:47,651 --> 01:12:49,249 -Sam. -My man, Sam arrived. 1004 01:12:49,349 --> 01:12:51,729 -Yo, Sam. What are you doin'? -Sam. 1005 01:12:51,829 --> 01:12:53,340 - I'm going home. 1006 01:12:53,440 --> 01:12:54,658 Come here real quick. 1007 01:12:55,529 --> 01:12:56,747 What's going on, man? 1008 01:12:57,792 --> 01:12:59,098 What's up? 1009 01:13:00,099 --> 01:13:02,262 Trouble in paradise with Ellie Vaughn? 1010 01:13:02,362 --> 01:13:03,872 Now you join the army of other young men 1011 01:13:03,972 --> 01:13:05,395 who have been burned by miss Vaughn. 1012 01:13:05,495 --> 01:13:07,006 You guys should start a scholarship. 1013 01:13:07,106 --> 01:13:08,746 On the bright side you're back on the horse. 1014 01:13:08,846 --> 01:13:10,618 Get off me! 1015 01:13:10,718 --> 01:13:13,577 Hey, man. Don't be killin' the fuckin' vibe like that. 1016 01:13:13,677 --> 01:13:16,406 Killing the vibe, Samming the mood, 1017 01:13:16,506 --> 01:13:18,278 -aren't I? -Yeah. 1018 01:13:18,378 --> 01:13:20,149 As a matter of fact you were Samming the mood. 1019 01:13:20,249 --> 01:13:22,064 I'm really sorry that my dad killing himself 1020 01:13:22,164 --> 01:13:24,166 has been cramping you style so much. 1021 01:13:25,254 --> 01:13:26,254 What? 1022 01:13:29,215 --> 01:13:31,421 Alright, dude, I'm too high for this. 1023 01:13:31,521 --> 01:13:34,598 You're always high, drunk, trying to sleep with some girl. 1024 01:13:34,698 --> 01:13:36,613 Don't you care about anything else? 1025 01:13:41,009 --> 01:13:42,968 Please stop pretending we're friends. 1026 01:13:50,584 --> 01:13:52,673 Alright, come here, dude. I don't know what's goin' on. 1027 01:13:59,636 --> 01:14:00,636 You know... 1028 01:14:01,725 --> 01:14:02,975 For the past year I've been trying 1029 01:14:03,075 --> 01:14:04,163 to get you out of this house. 1030 01:14:05,468 --> 01:14:07,544 No, you just wanna stay cuddled up 1031 01:14:07,644 --> 01:14:09,603 on your little island in your garage, don't you? 1032 01:14:12,606 --> 01:14:15,000 It's just me pretending to be your friend, right? 1033 01:14:17,132 --> 01:14:19,905 What about our band you just totally bailed. 1034 01:14:20,005 --> 01:14:21,950 I didn't think Poetic Demise 1035 01:14:22,050 --> 01:14:24,661 was gonna make any real waves! Can you stop? 1036 01:14:26,098 --> 01:14:28,478 -It was ours, though. -I know. 1037 01:14:28,578 --> 01:14:30,872 Look this shit was hard on all of us. 1038 01:14:30,972 --> 01:14:33,919 OK? Everybody misses your dad. 1039 01:14:34,019 --> 01:14:36,499 Me, you, your mom. Everybody who knew the guy, misses him. 1040 01:14:39,328 --> 01:14:40,808 I knew him since I was a little kid! 1041 01:14:42,070 --> 01:14:43,754 He was the only person that believed in my music. 1042 01:14:43,854 --> 01:14:44,899 The only person! 1043 01:14:46,335 --> 01:14:48,020 My parents are sending me to math camp and shit like, 1044 01:14:48,120 --> 01:14:49,295 who the fuck does that? 1045 01:14:50,600 --> 01:14:51,600 So... 1046 01:14:55,040 --> 01:14:57,042 Just take the fuckin' chip off your shoulder, man. 1047 01:15:25,026 --> 01:15:26,797 Yeah. 1048 01:15:26,897 --> 01:15:29,639 Order number seven... 1049 01:15:30,727 --> 01:15:32,947 zero, one, zero, zero, zero, one. 1050 01:15:34,296 --> 01:15:35,676 Yeah. 1051 01:15:35,776 --> 01:15:38,418 Hey, can I call you back? 1052 01:15:38,518 --> 01:15:40,607 Alright, yeah. Bye. 1053 01:15:47,527 --> 01:15:48,919 You wanna come in? 1054 01:15:52,097 --> 01:15:54,664 You're not gonna run my hand through the band saw, are you? 1055 01:15:58,190 --> 01:15:59,278 C'mon. C'mere. 1056 01:16:06,328 --> 01:16:07,329 I'm... 1057 01:16:08,374 --> 01:16:09,766 so, sorry. 1058 01:16:12,987 --> 01:16:14,031 It's alright. 1059 01:16:16,599 --> 01:16:18,688 -Just like that? -Just like that. 1060 01:16:19,733 --> 01:16:21,387 Are you not pissed at me? 1061 01:16:24,781 --> 01:16:25,913 I was. 1062 01:16:34,400 --> 01:16:35,575 I get it. 1063 01:16:36,750 --> 01:16:38,578 You're a good kid, you just... 1064 01:16:40,362 --> 01:16:41,842 did somethin' stupid. 1065 01:16:46,020 --> 01:16:47,064 I just... 1066 01:16:48,936 --> 01:16:50,155 I can't... 1067 01:16:51,678 --> 01:16:53,188 handle 1068 01:16:53,288 --> 01:16:54,855 the kind of people who leave. 1069 01:16:56,291 --> 01:16:59,425 Now with the going to school, my... 1070 01:17:01,253 --> 01:17:04,025 And in doing that, I am that. 1071 01:17:04,125 --> 01:17:06,171 People who leave, people who stay, man. 1072 01:17:07,650 --> 01:17:09,900 I haven't heard that in a long time. Let me tell you something, 1073 01:17:10,000 --> 01:17:11,785 it's easy to draw lines in the sand. 1074 01:17:13,308 --> 01:17:16,398 But trust me, people don't exist... 1075 01:17:17,617 --> 01:17:19,706 on one side or the other. 1076 01:17:22,230 --> 01:17:24,450 You don't have to listen to me, but I think you should. 1077 01:17:25,581 --> 01:17:26,843 -Yeah? -Yeah. 1078 01:17:28,584 --> 01:17:30,934 All this bullshit... 1079 01:17:32,284 --> 01:17:34,024 doesn't have to define you. 1080 01:17:35,635 --> 01:17:38,515 OK? That's what you need to control. 1081 01:17:39,856 --> 01:17:41,423 How do you control it? 1082 01:17:44,557 --> 01:17:45,557 This... 1083 01:17:46,820 --> 01:17:48,909 is where I feel in control. 1084 01:17:52,217 --> 01:17:54,249 I dunno, isn't it all kind of tedious? 1085 01:17:54,349 --> 01:17:55,959 Sometimes it is. 1086 01:17:56,873 --> 01:17:58,048 But you know, 1087 01:17:58,919 --> 01:18:01,213 I get to beat the shit out of wood and 1088 01:18:01,313 --> 01:18:02,618 metal all day. 1089 01:18:04,054 --> 01:18:05,869 And over time 1090 01:18:05,969 --> 01:18:07,232 make something beautiful. 1091 01:18:15,370 --> 01:18:16,458 See? 1092 01:18:22,116 --> 01:18:24,018 You don't have any dead bodies, right? 1093 01:18:24,118 --> 01:18:26,512 Yeah, they're in the freezer. 1094 01:18:27,774 --> 01:18:29,254 Wanna give it a shot? 1095 01:18:31,081 --> 01:18:32,387 -Yeah. -Yup. 1096 01:18:35,260 --> 01:18:36,652 Look at that, it's easy. 1097 01:18:51,363 --> 01:18:53,569 -Yeah! -Yeah! 1098 01:18:54,069 --> 01:18:55,167 Alright. 1099 01:18:55,367 --> 01:18:57,207 What do you say, you wanna build somethin'? 1100 01:18:59,066 --> 01:19:00,920 -Yeah. -What are you thinkin'? 1101 01:19:02,548 --> 01:19:04,276 Kitchen table? 1102 01:19:04,376 --> 01:19:05,855 Coffee table? 1103 01:19:09,642 --> 01:19:11,687 Actually, I think I got something. 1104 01:19:15,561 --> 01:19:16,736 Eleanor Vaughn? 1105 01:19:19,869 --> 01:19:21,784 Please put this on for us. 1106 01:19:22,872 --> 01:19:24,309 And the doctor will be right in. 1107 01:19:53,120 --> 01:19:54,121 Welcome back. 1108 01:20:04,566 --> 01:20:06,033 Let's do four, 1109 01:20:06,133 --> 01:20:07,613 -so what we'd get out is four. -Yeah. 1110 01:20:08,875 --> 01:20:10,659 3, 12, 16. 1111 01:20:11,530 --> 01:20:15,129 OK, 'cause we're gonna turn it into squares, right? 1112 01:20:15,229 --> 01:20:17,100 Yeah. 1113 01:20:40,559 --> 01:20:41,777 Hey. 1114 01:20:43,997 --> 01:20:46,029 Tomorrow your last day? 1115 01:20:46,129 --> 01:20:47,129 Yeah. 1116 01:20:49,350 --> 01:20:50,960 When do you leave for Rochester? 1117 01:20:51,918 --> 01:20:53,136 Three days. 1118 01:20:59,099 --> 01:21:00,317 Can I give you a ride home? 1119 01:21:08,500 --> 01:21:10,153 Can I drive us somewhere? 1120 01:21:11,546 --> 01:21:14,070 -What? -I wanted to drive us somewhere. 1121 01:21:16,769 --> 01:21:18,379 What about your license? 1122 01:21:20,425 --> 01:21:22,688 I don't know. 1123 01:21:39,922 --> 01:21:41,781 How do you turn on your brights? 1124 01:21:41,881 --> 01:21:42,882 Oh, here. 1125 01:21:50,150 --> 01:21:51,791 So, are you gonna tell me why 1126 01:21:51,891 --> 01:21:53,414 you took me to the middle of nowhere? 1127 01:22:29,189 --> 01:22:30,233 Sam? 1128 01:22:31,713 --> 01:22:32,932 This is where he did it. 1129 01:22:34,237 --> 01:22:35,500 Hey, come here. 1130 01:22:37,240 --> 01:22:39,099 I tried to come 1131 01:22:39,199 --> 01:22:40,853 before, I just wanted to see it. 1132 01:22:46,206 --> 01:22:47,381 The police said... 1133 01:22:49,644 --> 01:22:52,429 The police said that they didn't find anything. 1134 01:22:55,607 --> 01:22:57,217 Just his truck and a gun. 1135 01:23:01,134 --> 01:23:02,178 You know... 1136 01:23:05,965 --> 01:23:07,444 Is that when you crashed his truck? 1137 01:23:08,489 --> 01:23:09,925 It's a stick shift. 1138 01:23:10,839 --> 01:23:13,873 I didn't get in very many lessons, so I was obviously 1139 01:23:13,973 --> 01:23:15,540 not very good. 1140 01:23:17,454 --> 01:23:19,065 I don't know, it got stuck in third. 1141 01:23:20,849 --> 01:23:22,372 I lost control. I dunno. 1142 01:23:28,770 --> 01:23:31,164 It didn't feel right to leave this place without seeing it. 1143 01:23:35,864 --> 01:23:37,213 I'm sorry, Sam. 1144 01:23:38,780 --> 01:23:41,435 -You don't have to be sorry. -No, I'm sorry. 1145 01:23:44,003 --> 01:23:45,613 I'm sorry about your dad. 1146 01:23:46,919 --> 01:23:48,485 And I'm sorry about the party. 1147 01:23:49,661 --> 01:23:50,779 And I'm sorry for everything. 1148 01:23:50,879 --> 01:23:52,968 -I'm sorry. -Don't be. 1149 01:23:54,013 --> 01:23:56,089 No, listen. OK, we got close. 1150 01:23:56,189 --> 01:23:58,831 We got closer than I've ever been 1151 01:23:58,931 --> 01:24:00,454 with anyone in my whole life. 1152 01:24:02,021 --> 01:24:03,109 And... 1153 01:24:05,241 --> 01:24:06,578 I let my relationship with Zach 1154 01:24:06,678 --> 01:24:08,114 bleed into ours, and that's not fair. 1155 01:24:10,986 --> 01:24:12,727 I didn't mean what I said about... 1156 01:24:14,250 --> 01:24:15,369 you ending up like your mom. 1157 01:24:15,469 --> 01:24:16,601 I don't think that. 1158 01:24:22,128 --> 01:24:23,608 I wish we could've met down the road. 1159 01:24:24,870 --> 01:24:26,349 When we were like 27 1160 01:24:27,307 --> 01:24:28,874 and we have everything all figured out. 1161 01:24:31,528 --> 01:24:33,356 I think we needed each other now. 1162 01:24:36,925 --> 01:24:38,187 I hate that you're leaving. 1163 01:24:39,798 --> 01:24:42,439 Maybe we'll try again when we're 27. 1164 01:24:42,539 --> 01:24:44,367 OK. 1165 01:24:48,371 --> 01:24:50,678 I like that. You'll be some like... 1166 01:24:51,766 --> 01:24:54,016 world-class composer 1167 01:24:54,116 --> 01:24:55,596 and I'll be like this... 1168 01:25:00,645 --> 01:25:01,937 That's T.B.D, 1169 01:25:02,037 --> 01:25:04,636 but it will also be great 1170 01:25:04,736 --> 01:25:05,954 and world-class. 1171 01:25:09,741 --> 01:25:11,338 It's a great plan. 1172 01:25:11,438 --> 01:25:12,569 Yeah. 1173 01:25:15,398 --> 01:25:16,398 OK. 1174 01:25:17,749 --> 01:25:19,054 So nine years. 1175 01:25:21,840 --> 01:25:23,058 I'm gonna be waiting. 1176 01:25:26,018 --> 01:25:27,497 Just tell me you will too. 1177 01:25:32,764 --> 01:25:34,113 I will. 1178 01:25:47,039 --> 01:25:49,158 Sad to see you go. 1179 01:25:49,258 --> 01:25:50,912 You know what this means, though, right? 1180 01:26:31,823 --> 01:26:35,261 The truth is people are much more complicated than that. 1181 01:26:40,832 --> 01:26:43,660 They don't exist on one side or the other. 1182 01:26:47,534 --> 01:26:50,755 You have to let them in just as often as you let them leave. 1183 01:27:03,289 --> 01:27:05,770 Bye, guys. Bye, I'll be back later, OK? 1184 01:27:21,263 --> 01:27:24,471 It's the phantom limb pain that we carry with us 1185 01:27:24,571 --> 01:27:26,138 even after people leave. 1186 01:27:30,011 --> 01:27:33,580 And that's OK because it's ours to share. 1187 01:28:02,696 --> 01:28:04,293 Alright, here's what I was 1188 01:28:04,393 --> 01:28:06,078 thinking for the intro track, 1189 01:28:06,178 --> 01:28:08,689 it's kind of rough, but I feel like it captures 1190 01:28:08,789 --> 01:28:10,865 that raw mood we were talking about. 1191 01:28:10,965 --> 01:28:13,694 This may not be a five year plan per se, 1192 01:28:13,794 --> 01:28:16,101 but who really knows. 1193 01:28:17,406 --> 01:28:20,670 We're all just doing the best we can and if that's good enough... 1194 01:28:24,892 --> 01:28:25,980 It has to be. 1195 01:28:27,764 --> 01:28:28,983 Hey. 1196 01:28:51,527 --> 01:28:52,528 Thank you. 1197 01:28:54,139 --> 01:28:56,041 Love what you've done with the place. 1198 01:28:56,141 --> 01:28:57,490 Thank you. 1199 01:29:05,498 --> 01:29:07,892 I know you've been spending time with Dean. 1200 01:29:10,895 --> 01:29:12,884 He called me and asked if it was OK. 1201 01:29:12,984 --> 01:29:14,289 Is it? 1202 01:29:18,903 --> 01:29:20,121 Dean's a good guy. 1203 01:29:22,994 --> 01:29:25,518 He did not deserve what your dad and I did to him. 1204 01:29:32,307 --> 01:29:33,352 I have a question. 1205 01:29:37,791 --> 01:29:39,227 Looking back... 1206 01:29:43,666 --> 01:29:45,755 Do you still think you made the right choice? 1207 01:29:57,245 --> 01:29:58,812 I loved your father. 1208 01:30:02,250 --> 01:30:04,339 I mean, I loved your dad. 1209 01:30:07,995 --> 01:30:10,680 And I know you've tried really hard to understand 1210 01:30:10,780 --> 01:30:12,347 why he did what he did. 1211 01:30:16,656 --> 01:30:17,831 It's... 1212 01:30:19,659 --> 01:30:21,356 It's so hard to accept that... 1213 01:30:25,056 --> 01:30:26,492 Sometimes people are just... 1214 01:30:27,623 --> 01:30:29,177 sick. 1215 01:30:29,277 --> 01:30:31,410 I mean, that's it, you know. 1216 01:30:36,981 --> 01:30:38,504 Nothing more to it than that. 1217 01:30:41,811 --> 01:30:43,496 At least that's what I've spent the last year 1218 01:30:43,596 --> 01:30:45,511 trying to convince myself of. 1219 01:30:51,386 --> 01:30:53,475 And I know you think I'm a hopeless shut-in. 1220 01:30:56,565 --> 01:30:58,567 You are not wrong, it's true. 1221 01:31:02,093 --> 01:31:05,009 I know I haven't made a lot of attempts at normal since... 1222 01:31:07,489 --> 01:31:08,751 Well. 1223 01:31:12,103 --> 01:31:14,135 A couple of months 1224 01:31:14,235 --> 01:31:15,976 before it happened... 1225 01:31:18,805 --> 01:31:21,242 we got into a really bad fight. 1226 01:31:25,594 --> 01:31:28,989 I was just so sick of him making me suffer with him, you know? 1227 01:31:32,688 --> 01:31:33,950 And... 1228 01:31:36,083 --> 01:31:37,389 He asked me 1229 01:31:38,477 --> 01:31:40,914 if I regretted choosing him over Dean. 1230 01:31:45,353 --> 01:31:46,833 And... 1231 01:31:49,923 --> 01:31:52,708 I just didn't answer, I just didn't say anything. 1232 01:31:57,409 --> 01:32:00,020 I just let him sit in it, you know, just let him wonder. 1233 01:32:05,199 --> 01:32:06,200 Mom. 1234 01:32:13,773 --> 01:32:16,167 Then a few months later he did what he did. 1235 01:32:18,212 --> 01:32:20,462 I really need you to forgive me for that 1236 01:32:20,562 --> 01:32:23,043 because I can't forgive myself, Sam. 1237 01:32:32,531 --> 01:32:35,925 It's OK that we don't have all the answers. 1238 01:32:59,775 --> 01:33:01,299 My God, you're leaving. 1239 01:33:06,478 --> 01:33:09,089 I've been hiding from you, I've wasted so much time. 1240 01:33:12,701 --> 01:33:14,964 We've just been hiding from each other. 1241 01:33:26,759 --> 01:33:28,252 Can I show you something? 1242 01:33:31,285 --> 01:33:32,492 Please. 1243 01:33:56,049 --> 01:33:57,268 OK. 1244 01:34:09,671 --> 01:34:14,067 ♪ I've been having dreams Of my hometown in flame ♪ 1245 01:34:14,981 --> 01:34:18,680 ♪ You watching me run In the border ♪ 1246 01:34:20,247 --> 01:34:25,152 ♪ You've been having your way Hiding from me for days ♪ 1247 01:34:25,252 --> 01:34:29,461 ♪ A reminder of All that you wanted ♪ 1248 01:34:29,561 --> 01:34:31,693 ♪ How could you be 1249 01:34:35,001 --> 01:34:37,133 ♪ Be without me 1250 01:34:40,180 --> 01:34:42,530 ♪ How could you be 1251 01:34:45,707 --> 01:34:47,666 ♪ Be without me 1252 01:34:51,104 --> 01:34:53,149 ♪ Wish that I knew 1253 01:34:56,109 --> 01:34:58,242 ♪ Wish that I knew 1254 01:35:01,810 --> 01:35:03,247 ♪ Wish I knew 1255 01:38:32,000 --> 01:38:33,500 -- English -- 87499