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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,143 --> 00:00:16,936 Good morning, angel. 2 00:00:18,939 --> 00:00:20,941 Get up. Let's go shopping. 3 00:00:52,889 --> 00:00:56,560 What you don't even know, I'm a deadbeat man 4 00:00:56,643 --> 00:00:58,061 Never know when to fold 5 00:00:58,145 --> 00:00:59,604 What's wrong, Leia? It's a little bumpy. 6 00:00:59,688 --> 00:01:01,273 You're hittin' the brakes a little too much. 7 00:01:01,898 --> 00:01:03,942 Fuckin' up the vibe back here. What's goin' on? 8 00:01:06,235 --> 00:01:08,780 Far away from my home 9 00:01:08,864 --> 00:01:11,907 In this hot ass town, but my blood still cold 10 00:01:11,992 --> 00:01:15,662 And better let them know 11 00:01:15,746 --> 00:01:21,168 When you see them that you make sure they pay you 12 00:01:21,251 --> 00:01:24,628 Pay you in cash 13 00:01:24,713 --> 00:01:27,674 I don't do favors 14 00:01:27,758 --> 00:01:31,261 I don't do that 15 00:01:31,344 --> 00:01:34,764 You don't want to see me 16 00:01:34,848 --> 00:01:38,143 See me get mad 17 00:01:38,226 --> 00:01:41,730 No matter how bad you 18 00:01:41,813 --> 00:01:46,485 You think I am, am 19 00:01:46,568 --> 00:01:48,528 I'm a lesser man 20 00:01:49,404 --> 00:01:51,406 A lesser man 21 00:01:51,907 --> 00:01:55,077 A lesser man than you think I am 22 00:01:55,160 --> 00:01:56,369 Oh, Valentino. 23 00:01:56,453 --> 00:01:57,537 Right there. Stop right here, stop right here! 24 00:02:00,457 --> 00:02:02,751 I'm a lesser man 25 00:02:07,130 --> 00:02:10,092 I'm a lesser man 26 00:02:10,175 --> 00:02:11,760 Hi, how are you? 27 00:02:13,678 --> 00:02:14,513 Joss? 28 00:02:17,557 --> 00:02:18,642 Thank you. 29 00:02:23,772 --> 00:02:25,649 Thank you so much. 30 00:02:28,944 --> 00:02:30,570 Hi, how are you? 31 00:02:32,823 --> 00:02:34,074 -Hi. -Welcome in. 32 00:02:34,157 --> 00:02:36,827 -Thank you. -Good to see you. Welcome. 33 00:02:50,382 --> 00:02:53,218 -You see that young lady over there? -Yeah. 34 00:02:53,301 --> 00:02:55,554 Got anything in the store as beautiful as she is? 35 00:02:55,637 --> 00:02:57,389 -I think we can find some things. -Great. 36 00:02:58,682 --> 00:03:00,350 It's good champagne, what is this? 37 00:03:00,434 --> 00:03:02,227 It's a Valentino exclusive. 38 00:03:02,310 --> 00:03:03,478 Oh, my God. 39 00:03:04,020 --> 00:03:05,439 -Oh, my God. -You like it? 40 00:03:05,522 --> 00:03:06,731 It's so fuckin' sexy. 41 00:03:06,815 --> 00:03:08,650 I just wanna fuckin' tear this right off of you. 42 00:03:09,818 --> 00:03:11,153 That looks amazing. Alright, what else they got? 43 00:03:11,236 --> 00:03:12,112 What else they got? Look at that. 44 00:03:15,532 --> 00:03:17,993 Love that. Oh, my God. Beautiful. 45 00:03:18,076 --> 00:03:20,078 I mean, you can make it a little more skimpier somehow. 46 00:03:20,162 --> 00:03:21,496 Just this with heels? All you need. 47 00:03:21,580 --> 00:03:23,206 Joss, we're gonna try these shoes out. 48 00:03:23,290 --> 00:03:25,417 I don't like flats. Do you like these? 49 00:03:25,500 --> 00:03:27,544 Yeah, they're cute. It's for the house. 50 00:03:27,627 --> 00:03:28,879 There you go. Look at that. 51 00:03:28,962 --> 00:03:30,547 Are these a seven? 52 00:03:30,630 --> 00:03:32,799 Yes. I believe so. 53 00:03:32,883 --> 00:03:34,134 Thank you. 54 00:03:36,636 --> 00:03:37,929 Think they look nice. 55 00:03:38,013 --> 00:03:39,848 Baby, I believe that you're a star 56 00:03:39,931 --> 00:03:42,350 But this is great, though. Let me keep this. Great job. 57 00:03:42,434 --> 00:03:44,144 How about this top here? It will go well with-- 58 00:03:44,227 --> 00:03:45,395 No, it's trash. 59 00:03:45,479 --> 00:03:47,272 What's up with this guy over here? What's his story? 60 00:03:47,856 --> 00:03:50,358 He's great. He's been with us for a while. Yeah. 61 00:03:50,442 --> 00:03:51,985 -Really? Can't be that good. -Yeah. 62 00:03:52,069 --> 00:03:54,821 This is a beautiful top here. I think she'll love this one. 63 00:03:54,905 --> 00:03:55,906 I don't think so. 64 00:03:55,989 --> 00:03:57,824 -Oh my-- -That's a great look. 65 00:03:59,284 --> 00:04:00,410 -Do you like it? -Yeah. 66 00:04:01,912 --> 00:04:03,914 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 67 00:04:04,873 --> 00:04:06,500 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 68 00:04:06,583 --> 00:04:08,585 -I'm not-- -Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 69 00:04:08,668 --> 00:04:09,795 -I'm sorry. I'm not-- -Let me fuckin' catch you 70 00:04:09,878 --> 00:04:11,713 lookin' at her again, I'll fuckin' drag you down Rodeo 71 00:04:11,797 --> 00:04:14,299 by your fuckin' ass, just fuckin' stomp you. 72 00:04:14,382 --> 00:04:15,759 -I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. -I'm sorry. 73 00:04:15,842 --> 00:04:17,719 I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. 74 00:04:17,803 --> 00:04:20,430 I'm sorry. I don't-- I'm not sure what you were interpreting, 75 00:04:20,514 --> 00:04:21,848 -but I wasn't doing anything. -Let me see it. 76 00:04:21,932 --> 00:04:23,475 -Let me see it. -Chaim? 77 00:04:23,558 --> 00:04:25,811 Leia, I called you 14 fucking times, where are you? 78 00:04:25,894 --> 00:04:27,354 Wait, are you at the house? 79 00:04:27,437 --> 00:04:28,772 Of course, I'm at the fucking house. 80 00:04:28,855 --> 00:04:30,941 You say, "911," I come to the house, Leia. 81 00:04:31,024 --> 00:04:33,944 Yo, I told you. This bitch is fuckin' brain-dead. 82 00:04:34,027 --> 00:04:35,112 Chaim, I'm really scared. 83 00:04:35,195 --> 00:04:38,657 This guy, Tedros, has just, like, taken over the fucking house. 84 00:04:40,033 --> 00:04:41,284 Gun. Gun. 85 00:04:42,452 --> 00:04:44,621 What does that mean, "He's taken over the house," Leia? 86 00:04:44,704 --> 00:04:46,832 Well, this morning I'm sitting in the kitchen 87 00:04:46,915 --> 00:04:48,166 and I'm talking to Andrés. 88 00:04:48,250 --> 00:04:50,836 He just walks in, and he fires him. 89 00:04:50,919 --> 00:04:52,254 Look, Leia, I don't give a fuck about any of this. 90 00:04:52,337 --> 00:04:53,672 Where is Jocelyn right now? 91 00:04:53,755 --> 00:04:56,883 Well, we're shopping. 92 00:04:56,967 --> 00:04:59,386 You're fucking shop-- They're shopping. 93 00:04:59,469 --> 00:05:01,638 -This is some bullshit, man! -What's the matter with you? 94 00:05:01,721 --> 00:05:03,974 I don't got time for this shit, man. 95 00:05:04,057 --> 00:05:05,809 I mean, are you fucking kidding? 96 00:05:05,892 --> 00:05:07,269 -It's hot as hell out here. -You're shopping? 97 00:05:07,352 --> 00:05:09,563 Yo, I told you. This bitch is brain-dead. 98 00:05:09,646 --> 00:05:11,606 Like really, you have to see it. 99 00:05:11,690 --> 00:05:15,026 He's taken control of the house, like, mentally. 100 00:05:15,110 --> 00:05:16,737 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm workin' with Jocelyn. 101 00:05:16,820 --> 00:05:19,322 Money's not an issue. Yeah, I need him here today. 102 00:05:20,282 --> 00:05:21,867 So, when Mike Dean gets here, 103 00:05:21,950 --> 00:05:24,119 -that's Kanye's producer. -Yeah. 104 00:05:24,202 --> 00:05:25,996 Where should he set up? 105 00:05:26,079 --> 00:05:28,039 I will talk to Jocelyn about it. 106 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:31,668 I know it might be hard for you to, 107 00:05:31,752 --> 00:05:34,546 to digest this right now, but I'm running the show. 108 00:05:34,629 --> 00:05:35,630 Okay. 109 00:05:37,299 --> 00:05:40,677 Sure, but I still have to talk to Jocelyn. 110 00:05:46,266 --> 00:05:47,476 Leia, 111 00:05:49,269 --> 00:05:50,812 are you fuckin' retarded? 112 00:05:51,772 --> 00:05:53,148 What did I just say? 113 00:05:54,107 --> 00:05:56,026 I'm running the show now. 114 00:05:58,361 --> 00:06:00,405 Cat-walk, cat-walk. Buy it. 115 00:06:00,489 --> 00:06:02,324 -We're getting this one. -Should I try this? 116 00:06:02,407 --> 00:06:03,617 Love that. 117 00:06:04,409 --> 00:06:05,994 -Love that. -It's a good look. 118 00:06:06,078 --> 00:06:08,080 -Maybe she does this one next? -No. No, nope. 119 00:06:08,163 --> 00:06:10,165 -Nope. Nope. -Sure? 120 00:06:12,459 --> 00:06:14,294 Fuckin' bitch. 121 00:06:14,836 --> 00:06:19,007 Chaim, you don't understand, he's forcing us to shop. 122 00:06:19,091 --> 00:06:22,219 No, but he's brainwashed her. 123 00:06:22,302 --> 00:06:23,678 Okay? He has her brainwashed. 124 00:06:23,762 --> 00:06:26,640 -How're the probiotics working? -So good. Look. 125 00:06:26,723 --> 00:06:28,683 -Oh, my God. -So much better. 126 00:06:29,518 --> 00:06:30,977 You look amazing. 127 00:06:31,061 --> 00:06:33,396 So much better, right? 128 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:37,067 Your body's just so tight. 129 00:06:37,150 --> 00:06:38,652 -You look amazing. -Andrés! 130 00:06:39,736 --> 00:06:41,279 Do you mind not groping my girl? 131 00:06:42,781 --> 00:06:45,242 Tedros, you don't understand. 132 00:06:45,325 --> 00:06:46,743 -He's a-- -Boundaries. 133 00:06:46,827 --> 00:06:49,246 -My family are doctors. -Are you a doctor? 134 00:06:49,329 --> 00:06:51,331 No, I'm not, but my sister and my father, 135 00:06:51,415 --> 00:06:52,874 they're both gastrointestinal doctors, so. 136 00:06:52,958 --> 00:06:54,876 My friend's a gynecologist. 137 00:06:54,960 --> 00:06:56,670 You don't see me stickin' my finger in everybody, do you? 138 00:06:59,339 --> 00:07:02,175 Baby. Baby. It's okay. 139 00:07:06,805 --> 00:07:09,391 There's nothing okay about what this creep just fuckin' did. 140 00:07:09,474 --> 00:07:10,350 Right? 141 00:07:16,606 --> 00:07:17,774 Get the fuck outta here. 142 00:07:18,734 --> 00:07:21,778 I'm sorry, but I only take orders from my boss. 143 00:07:21,862 --> 00:07:23,405 Who? Her? Right there? 144 00:07:35,459 --> 00:07:38,170 Andrés, I'm really sorry, I just don't... 145 00:07:38,253 --> 00:07:41,256 I don't know if this is the right fit anymore. 146 00:07:48,388 --> 00:07:49,556 It's been a real pleasure working with you. 147 00:07:49,639 --> 00:07:50,974 I just-- 148 00:07:51,725 --> 00:07:54,227 I wish you, like, all the best. 149 00:07:54,311 --> 00:07:57,230 That translates to "get the fuck outta here," Andrés. 150 00:07:57,314 --> 00:07:58,648 Like, I'm serious. 151 00:07:58,732 --> 00:07:59,858 I'm driving down the road, 152 00:07:59,941 --> 00:08:01,485 he's eating her out in the back of the car, 153 00:08:01,568 --> 00:08:02,944 like, I don't know what to do. 154 00:08:03,028 --> 00:08:05,197 And then he's, like, making eye contact with me. 155 00:08:05,280 --> 00:08:08,575 And I'm pretty sure that he called the paparazzi himself. 156 00:08:08,658 --> 00:08:10,202 -And like... -Hold on. 157 00:08:11,578 --> 00:08:13,163 Hold on a second, Leia. 158 00:08:14,331 --> 00:08:15,916 Fink, what can I do for you? 159 00:08:15,999 --> 00:08:18,585 Chaim, are you trying to kill me? 160 00:08:19,294 --> 00:08:20,504 Not today. 161 00:08:20,587 --> 00:08:21,421 No, why? 162 00:08:21,505 --> 00:08:23,298 Do you want my children to grow up without a father? 163 00:08:23,381 --> 00:08:24,257 Is that what this is? 164 00:08:24,341 --> 00:08:26,218 Fink, why would I wish that on anybody? 165 00:08:26,301 --> 00:08:27,636 Well, then let's cancel the tour. 166 00:08:27,719 --> 00:08:29,304 Fink, why are you saying this? 167 00:08:29,387 --> 00:08:31,389 The tour's gonna make millions of dollars. What happened? 168 00:08:31,473 --> 00:08:33,767 Millions of doll-- Right now, she's making me have IBS. 169 00:08:33,850 --> 00:08:36,561 I'm fuckin' shitting more blood than a kid at Epstein's island. 170 00:08:36,645 --> 00:08:38,063 Has she ever let you down? 171 00:08:38,688 --> 00:08:42,234 Yeah. About 6.7 million times. Remember that? 172 00:08:42,317 --> 00:08:44,653 Okay. Except for that one unique circumstance. 173 00:08:45,404 --> 00:08:47,364 Why do you like picking out clothes so much? 174 00:08:49,366 --> 00:08:50,951 Just need some taste, that's it. 175 00:08:53,620 --> 00:08:55,247 I have taste. 176 00:08:57,082 --> 00:08:57,916 Really? 177 00:08:58,500 --> 00:08:59,960 I know like when I was younger but like now, 178 00:09:00,043 --> 00:09:01,294 you don't think I have taste? 179 00:09:02,671 --> 00:09:04,089 Not really, no. 180 00:09:05,799 --> 00:09:07,801 Last couple of days, you had a lot of taste. 181 00:09:08,927 --> 00:09:10,220 You know what I think it is? 182 00:09:10,303 --> 00:09:13,098 -What? -I think you're gay. 183 00:09:19,771 --> 00:09:20,981 I ain't gay. 184 00:09:23,066 --> 00:09:25,110 Even the way you said that sounded really gay. 185 00:09:29,698 --> 00:09:32,367 Talk shit, huh? Talk shit, huh? Talk shit? 186 00:09:32,451 --> 00:09:34,035 Talk shit? Talk shit? 187 00:09:34,494 --> 00:09:35,871 Talk shit? Come here. 188 00:09:41,543 --> 00:09:44,129 Nikki just called me and told me that she's throwing away "World Class Sinner." 189 00:09:44,212 --> 00:09:45,630 The only fucking song 190 00:09:45,714 --> 00:09:47,424 that's actually selling the fucking tickets. 191 00:09:47,507 --> 00:09:49,384 -She's fuckin' throwing it away? -Hold on, hold on one second. 192 00:09:49,468 --> 00:09:50,510 -Is that true? -Hold on. 193 00:09:50,594 --> 00:09:51,845 Turn up the car radio very loud. 194 00:09:51,928 --> 00:09:53,388 -Really loud. -Okay, okay. 195 00:09:53,472 --> 00:09:54,598 Okay, I got it. 196 00:09:56,141 --> 00:09:57,476 Fink, I'm sorry, it's hard to hear. 197 00:09:57,559 --> 00:09:58,602 We're at the studio. 198 00:09:59,352 --> 00:10:01,313 You're with-- You're with Jocelyn right now? 199 00:10:01,396 --> 00:10:02,606 She just played me two new songs, 200 00:10:02,689 --> 00:10:04,441 they're gonna be fuckin' massive by the way. 201 00:10:05,692 --> 00:10:07,360 Jocelyn has new music? 202 00:10:07,444 --> 00:10:09,905 Of course, she has music. What's the matter with you? 203 00:10:09,988 --> 00:10:11,990 Well, why the fuck haven't I heard it? 204 00:10:12,074 --> 00:10:14,242 -Joss, hey, Joss? -Yeah? 205 00:10:14,326 --> 00:10:16,203 It's Fink, he's completely freaking out. 206 00:10:16,286 --> 00:10:17,954 -Oh, my God! Why? -No, no, no, no, no! 207 00:10:18,038 --> 00:10:18,997 Don't fuckin' tell her I'm worried! 208 00:10:19,081 --> 00:10:21,708 But he's not worried. He's got complete faith in you. 209 00:10:21,792 --> 00:10:23,126 Okay, good. 210 00:10:23,210 --> 00:10:24,878 Tell him he needs to come over. 211 00:10:24,961 --> 00:10:27,089 -I miss him. -Okay, Joss misses you, Fink. 212 00:10:27,172 --> 00:10:28,673 Well, fuckin' send the songs-- 213 00:10:28,757 --> 00:10:30,133 Put me on speaker. Let me hear it. I wanna hear 'em. 214 00:10:30,217 --> 00:10:31,593 We're really in the middle here. 215 00:10:31,676 --> 00:10:33,804 Let me, let me, let me hit you back. Okay, man? 216 00:10:33,887 --> 00:10:34,930 No, no, no-- 217 00:10:52,531 --> 00:10:53,365 Choke me. 218 00:10:53,448 --> 00:10:54,282 Oh fuck! 219 00:10:54,366 --> 00:10:55,826 Oh fuck. 220 00:10:55,909 --> 00:10:59,788 Oh fuck. Yeah, make me take it, Daddy. 221 00:11:01,540 --> 00:11:03,875 -Oh, I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna cum. -No, don't cum inside me. 222 00:11:03,959 --> 00:11:05,293 -I'm gonna cum inside you. -Don't cum inside me. 223 00:11:05,377 --> 00:11:06,503 -I'm gonna cum inside you. -No, don't. 224 00:11:07,379 --> 00:11:08,505 -What? -You can't cum inside me. 225 00:11:08,588 --> 00:11:09,714 That fuckin' hurt. 226 00:11:10,173 --> 00:11:11,133 -I'm sorry. -Fuck's wrong with you? 227 00:11:11,216 --> 00:11:12,134 You can't cum inside me. 228 00:11:12,217 --> 00:11:13,260 Almost bent my fuckin' dick. 229 00:11:14,261 --> 00:11:15,720 What am I supposed to do? 230 00:11:15,804 --> 00:11:18,557 I don't know. Figure it out. 231 00:11:21,184 --> 00:11:22,769 -What are we gonna do, Chaim? -Hold on, hold on. 232 00:11:22,853 --> 00:11:24,104 Turn the music down. You still there? 233 00:11:24,187 --> 00:11:25,939 I'm, like, really fucking scared. 234 00:11:26,022 --> 00:11:27,899 Like, what he was doing was just-- 235 00:11:29,693 --> 00:11:31,194 It was just, like, the scariest thing ever. 236 00:11:31,278 --> 00:11:33,905 Okay, calm down. We'll be waiting here at the house. 237 00:11:38,326 --> 00:11:40,954 Soul to soul 238 00:11:41,621 --> 00:11:45,250 Keep fillin' up, hips been unlocked, and I can't 239 00:11:47,377 --> 00:11:52,507 It's 2 in the morning, heels are gone 240 00:12:03,310 --> 00:12:04,561 -Hi. -Hi. 241 00:12:04,644 --> 00:12:06,188 Keep fillin' up, hips been unlocked 242 00:12:06,271 --> 00:12:09,065 And I can't go 243 00:12:18,533 --> 00:12:19,743 Fuck. 244 00:12:26,958 --> 00:12:28,627 You're disgusting. 245 00:12:28,710 --> 00:12:30,712 I can't go 246 00:12:33,340 --> 00:12:35,634 Yeah, yeah, yeah 247 00:12:35,717 --> 00:12:37,552 Let's get the fuck outta here. 248 00:12:44,476 --> 00:12:46,937 'Scuse me, 'scuse me. 249 00:12:50,565 --> 00:12:52,401 Oh, my gosh. I love you so much! 250 00:12:53,276 --> 00:12:54,653 To satisfy 251 00:12:54,736 --> 00:12:58,490 Move, move! I need you guys to fucking move! 252 00:13:04,621 --> 00:13:06,123 That's amazing. 253 00:13:52,961 --> 00:13:53,879 Here, you like that? 254 00:13:56,047 --> 00:13:57,257 Tedros. 255 00:13:58,550 --> 00:13:59,468 Chaim. 256 00:13:59,551 --> 00:14:00,552 Pleasure to meet you. 257 00:14:00,635 --> 00:14:02,220 This is Destiny, my partner. 258 00:14:02,304 --> 00:14:04,097 -Pleasure to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 259 00:14:04,806 --> 00:14:06,099 What are you guys doing here? 260 00:14:06,183 --> 00:14:08,268 I can't just come by to say hello to you? 261 00:14:08,351 --> 00:14:10,937 You can. It's just usually you wanna talk to me about something. 262 00:14:11,021 --> 00:14:14,149 Well, actually that song you guys made together, 263 00:14:14,232 --> 00:14:15,692 I can't stop thinking about it. 264 00:14:15,776 --> 00:14:18,236 That's just one night of working together. 265 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:19,488 Fuck off. Really? 266 00:14:20,155 --> 00:14:21,156 One night? 267 00:14:21,865 --> 00:14:23,408 So, you produced that song? 268 00:14:26,119 --> 00:14:28,080 Kinda produced it together. 269 00:14:28,163 --> 00:14:29,998 I know you guys are killing the song, but 270 00:14:30,082 --> 00:14:32,834 I really wanted to add choirs on it. 271 00:14:33,502 --> 00:14:36,797 I think choirs would sound really good on that song. 272 00:14:36,880 --> 00:14:38,965 He just knows so much about music. 273 00:14:39,049 --> 00:14:40,550 It's kind of incredible. 274 00:14:40,634 --> 00:14:41,593 -It is. -It really is. 275 00:14:41,676 --> 00:14:44,721 I mean, it's really impressive for someone who's self-taught. 276 00:14:45,597 --> 00:14:47,390 I mean, it's almost unbelievable. 277 00:14:47,474 --> 00:14:48,642 I know. Almost. 278 00:14:48,725 --> 00:14:50,435 To what do we owe this good fortune? 279 00:14:50,519 --> 00:14:51,937 I mean, where are you from, man? 280 00:14:52,020 --> 00:14:53,855 How the fuck did you get here? 281 00:14:54,689 --> 00:14:57,067 -I'm from here. I'm-- -You're from LA? 282 00:14:57,150 --> 00:14:59,403 -Yeah. -Yeah, but nobody's fuckin' from LA. 283 00:14:59,486 --> 00:15:00,779 -Right. -Which part? 284 00:15:01,446 --> 00:15:02,697 Hollywood. 285 00:15:02,781 --> 00:15:04,199 -You grew up in Hollywood? -Yeah. 286 00:15:05,700 --> 00:15:06,576 Me too. 287 00:15:06,660 --> 00:15:09,538 -No shit. -Yes. Born and raised. 288 00:15:10,288 --> 00:15:11,665 What school did you go to? 289 00:15:12,624 --> 00:15:14,584 I wasn't the best student, unfortunately. 290 00:15:14,668 --> 00:15:16,294 I'm a little embarrassed. 291 00:15:16,378 --> 00:15:18,672 -Oh, you had got kicked out of school? -Yeah. 292 00:15:18,755 --> 00:15:20,799 -So, what school? I-- -Dee. 293 00:15:20,882 --> 00:15:22,592 Why are you tryin' to, like, make him feel bad 294 00:15:22,676 --> 00:15:24,636 about getting kicked out of school? 295 00:15:24,719 --> 00:15:26,138 Oh, my God. 296 00:15:26,555 --> 00:15:29,182 I am so sorry. Is that how you felt? 297 00:15:29,891 --> 00:15:32,185 I mean, to be honest, I was kicked outta school, too. 298 00:15:32,269 --> 00:15:34,479 -The similarities, man. -You got kicked out of high school? 299 00:15:34,563 --> 00:15:36,815 -I got kicked outta high school. -Why? 300 00:15:36,898 --> 00:15:38,942 Beatin' fake-ass bitches' asses. 301 00:15:39,025 --> 00:15:40,444 No way. 302 00:15:43,947 --> 00:15:45,991 Why am I not surprised? 303 00:15:46,074 --> 00:15:49,786 So, Joss, you asked me to buy you two weeks, yeah? 304 00:15:49,870 --> 00:15:52,748 So, do you folks have a plan? 305 00:15:52,831 --> 00:15:54,624 What's the next step here? 306 00:15:54,708 --> 00:15:55,751 I'm an amateur, right? 307 00:15:55,834 --> 00:15:57,210 So, I wanted to bring in somebody 308 00:15:57,294 --> 00:16:00,046 that can really synthesize some of my ideas, 309 00:16:00,130 --> 00:16:01,715 so I reached out to Mike Dean. 310 00:16:01,798 --> 00:16:03,383 Are you familiar with Mike Dean? 311 00:16:03,467 --> 00:16:05,719 I mean, he's great. I mean, he comes to my club all the time. 312 00:16:05,802 --> 00:16:07,846 Am I familiar with Mike Dean? 313 00:16:08,597 --> 00:16:09,890 Mike fuckin' Dean? 314 00:16:09,973 --> 00:16:11,391 His vibe is what is needed. 315 00:16:11,475 --> 00:16:12,559 I mean, he's the greatest. 316 00:16:12,642 --> 00:16:13,727 And she deserves the greatest. 317 00:16:13,810 --> 00:16:14,770 Yeah, she does. 318 00:16:14,853 --> 00:16:16,897 Okay, so you two keep doin' what you're doin'. 319 00:16:16,980 --> 00:16:20,067 Three songs in two weeks. Yeah? Hits. 320 00:16:20,150 --> 00:16:21,651 -Not songs, hits. -Hits. 321 00:16:21,735 --> 00:16:23,612 -Undeniable. -Undeniable. 322 00:16:23,695 --> 00:16:25,447 -Nothing less. -Nothing less. 323 00:16:25,530 --> 00:16:27,282 Yeah, I know you're having a good time here, 324 00:16:27,365 --> 00:16:29,159 but can you fuckin' focus with this guy? 325 00:16:29,242 --> 00:16:30,285 Yes. 326 00:16:30,368 --> 00:16:33,872 'Cause I gotta tell you, nobody fuckin' believes in you right now. 327 00:16:33,955 --> 00:16:35,957 -Come on. -No, no, no. She has to know the truth. 328 00:16:36,041 --> 00:16:37,709 -You gotta know what the stakes are. -Okay, but you don't 329 00:16:37,793 --> 00:16:39,127 -have to freak her out like that. -Yeah, no. 330 00:16:39,211 --> 00:16:41,838 -It's too much pressure. -Join the freak-out club, okay? 331 00:16:41,922 --> 00:16:43,465 I'm freaked out, she's freaked out. 332 00:16:43,548 --> 00:16:45,926 If you had any sense, you would be fuckin' freaked out 333 00:16:46,009 --> 00:16:47,719 because it's do or die, all right? 334 00:16:47,803 --> 00:16:50,305 -It is. He's not lying. -No fucking room to fail here. 335 00:16:50,388 --> 00:16:51,848 I mean, use it as motivation, 336 00:16:51,932 --> 00:16:54,518 but that's what's happening. 337 00:16:55,852 --> 00:16:57,229 And you got Mike Dean comin' here? 338 00:16:58,396 --> 00:17:01,566 Well, then what the fuck you wasting time talking to me? Get to work. 339 00:17:01,650 --> 00:17:03,902 -Come on. -I got you. 340 00:17:03,985 --> 00:17:05,362 Three massive hits. 341 00:17:06,071 --> 00:17:07,739 I'll deal with Nikki. Just try not 342 00:17:07,823 --> 00:17:09,116 to end my fuckin' career, okay? 343 00:17:09,199 --> 00:17:10,575 I will do my very best. 344 00:17:10,659 --> 00:17:11,535 Or yours either. 345 00:17:13,662 --> 00:17:15,664 -Bye, Dee. -Bye, sweetie. 346 00:17:16,790 --> 00:17:18,250 I fuckin' love that guy. 347 00:17:21,378 --> 00:17:22,337 He's amazing. 348 00:17:27,968 --> 00:17:29,845 That went better than I expected. 349 00:17:30,971 --> 00:17:31,972 Yeah. 350 00:17:43,734 --> 00:17:45,402 I think our girl's in trouble. 351 00:17:46,653 --> 00:17:50,407 My grandmother said you never trust a dude with a rat tail. 352 00:17:59,207 --> 00:18:00,041 Oh, again. 353 00:18:00,125 --> 00:18:02,377 Yeah. Spank me again. 354 00:18:40,707 --> 00:18:43,752 -Incredible. Absolutely incredible. -Right? 355 00:18:47,881 --> 00:18:49,674 It was amazing. 356 00:19:08,652 --> 00:19:10,695 Why don't you sing about your mom? 357 00:19:10,779 --> 00:19:12,989 I don't know. I feel like it's, like, 358 00:19:13,865 --> 00:19:16,201 not something anybody wants to hear about. 359 00:19:17,619 --> 00:19:20,205 And, like, that's not what they want from me. 360 00:19:20,288 --> 00:19:22,249 I don't know. It kinda scares me. 361 00:19:22,332 --> 00:19:23,750 -No. -Like 362 00:19:25,502 --> 00:19:29,631 I feel like the more you let people in, the more reason they have not to 363 00:19:29,714 --> 00:19:32,175 want you anymore, you know? 364 00:19:32,259 --> 00:19:33,260 Okay. 365 00:19:34,761 --> 00:19:35,720 Yeah. 366 00:19:35,804 --> 00:19:38,682 But I've never really sung about anything, 367 00:19:38,765 --> 00:19:40,434 -like, truthful. -Yeah. 368 00:19:40,517 --> 00:19:43,061 Or anything that, like, really means anything to me. 369 00:19:44,062 --> 00:19:46,648 Maybe just a lyric every once in a while. Like a secret. 370 00:19:46,731 --> 00:19:48,275 Nobody has to know. 371 00:19:48,358 --> 00:19:50,318 Yeah, you're right. Nobody has to know. 372 00:19:51,486 --> 00:19:52,612 Just you and me. 373 00:20:20,223 --> 00:20:24,311 Was it really hard when she, when she died? 374 00:20:24,394 --> 00:20:25,979 Yeah. 375 00:20:26,062 --> 00:20:27,063 Sorry. 376 00:20:27,522 --> 00:20:30,776 She was really sick for a long time, and 377 00:20:32,194 --> 00:20:36,239 I was holding her hand when she closed her eyes. 378 00:20:36,323 --> 00:20:37,532 I'm sorry. 379 00:20:40,619 --> 00:20:42,621 But I feel like she's still here. 380 00:20:44,581 --> 00:20:46,291 It's weird. It's like she's still in this house, 381 00:20:46,374 --> 00:20:47,876 like she's in all the walls, 382 00:20:48,877 --> 00:20:53,381 and all the windows, and all the mirrors. 383 00:21:10,357 --> 00:21:12,901 I just can feel her like she's still 384 00:21:14,236 --> 00:21:15,654 watching me. 385 00:21:16,238 --> 00:21:17,322 Thank you. 386 00:21:18,448 --> 00:21:20,492 Look, Xander, I brought you up here to tell you that 387 00:21:21,993 --> 00:21:24,788 creative direction fuckin' sucks with Jocelyn. 388 00:21:24,871 --> 00:21:26,957 I don't disagree. 389 00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:29,418 You don't disagree? You're the fuckin' creative director. 390 00:21:29,501 --> 00:21:31,128 -What do you mean you don't disagree? -I know. 391 00:21:31,211 --> 00:21:34,423 What is it with this fuckin' industry? Everybody hates what they fuckin' do. 392 00:21:34,506 --> 00:21:36,633 Welcome to the music business, yeah. 393 00:21:36,716 --> 00:21:38,718 How do you put out something you hate? 394 00:21:39,636 --> 00:21:41,346 I'm fuckin' forced to. 395 00:21:41,430 --> 00:21:43,640 -What do you mean "forced to"? -I could have 396 00:21:43,723 --> 00:21:47,310 the greatest fucking idea in the world, and often, I fucking do. 397 00:21:47,394 --> 00:21:50,730 And at the end of the day, it's whatever the fucking label and Jocelyn wants. 398 00:21:50,814 --> 00:21:52,482 What do you think about "I'm a Freak"? 399 00:21:52,566 --> 00:21:54,234 -The song? -Yeah. 400 00:21:54,317 --> 00:21:55,152 It's fine. 401 00:21:55,569 --> 00:21:57,571 -Fine? -It's fucking middle of the road, 402 00:21:57,654 --> 00:21:59,614 not enough of a re-invention, 403 00:21:59,698 --> 00:22:03,452 fucking manufactured bad girl. 404 00:22:03,535 --> 00:22:04,953 When was the last 405 00:22:05,036 --> 00:22:08,915 truly fucking nasty, nasty, bad pop girl? 406 00:22:10,292 --> 00:22:12,461 All right, let's say you had carte blanche, right? 407 00:22:12,544 --> 00:22:13,962 What would you do? 408 00:22:19,050 --> 00:22:22,345 I would take that photo with the fucking cum on her face 409 00:22:23,430 --> 00:22:25,140 and I'd make it her album cover. 410 00:22:30,896 --> 00:22:33,064 -I fuckin' would. -Wow, that's a great idea. 411 00:22:33,982 --> 00:22:35,358 You're fuckin' smart. 412 00:22:38,236 --> 00:22:39,571 You wanna do some coke? 413 00:22:40,906 --> 00:22:43,200 No. All the coke in LA has fentanyl in it. 414 00:22:46,536 --> 00:22:47,621 Not mine. 415 00:22:48,038 --> 00:22:52,250 You used to be the prototype when I fantasized 416 00:22:52,334 --> 00:22:56,004 Now I fantasize 'bout fuckin' you with open eyes 417 00:22:56,088 --> 00:22:57,964 Put the indica down 418 00:22:58,048 --> 00:22:59,966 Am I not turning you on 419 00:23:00,050 --> 00:23:01,927 'Cause you're turnin' me on 420 00:23:02,010 --> 00:23:03,845 Yeah, you're turnin' me 421 00:23:03,929 --> 00:23:10,936 Oh, it's hotter than the truth 422 00:23:11,561 --> 00:23:13,730 Ooh, take every-- 423 00:23:14,314 --> 00:23:16,191 That's-- Nah, can we stop it? 424 00:23:16,733 --> 00:23:18,568 Please stop it. Please, stop, yeah. 425 00:23:18,652 --> 00:23:20,278 -I mean, come on, man. -I'm not feelin' it, I'm sorry. 426 00:23:20,362 --> 00:23:21,738 -Why did you stop that one? -I don't know. 427 00:23:21,822 --> 00:23:23,115 -I'm gonna take it back. -Come on, man. 428 00:23:23,198 --> 00:23:25,033 That was so good. I was in a trance. 429 00:23:25,117 --> 00:23:28,120 No, no. I think it was so much better, like, three takes ago. 430 00:23:28,203 --> 00:23:30,330 -Nah, you trippin'. -What did you think? 431 00:23:32,416 --> 00:23:34,668 I think I just fell in love with you. 432 00:23:36,878 --> 00:23:39,047 Sing with me on this next one then. 433 00:23:39,131 --> 00:23:39,965 No. 434 00:23:40,799 --> 00:23:43,468 -No? -No. 435 00:23:43,552 --> 00:23:47,556 If Tedros heard you say that, you'd be in huge trouble. 436 00:23:48,181 --> 00:23:49,099 What? 437 00:23:49,182 --> 00:23:50,225 Yeah, you trippin'. 438 00:23:50,308 --> 00:23:52,060 Yeah, you're not allowed to say no. 439 00:23:52,144 --> 00:23:54,020 You're not allowed to say no? 440 00:23:54,563 --> 00:23:56,148 -Yeah. -Why? 441 00:23:56,231 --> 00:24:00,652 Because by saying no, you're denying yourself an experience. 442 00:24:01,945 --> 00:24:04,364 Yeah, but not all experiences are good. 443 00:24:04,448 --> 00:24:05,824 Debatable. 444 00:24:05,907 --> 00:24:08,785 That's a really simple way of looking at things, Joss. 445 00:24:09,286 --> 00:24:10,245 What do you mean? 446 00:24:10,328 --> 00:24:13,665 Some of the most terrible experiences in life 447 00:24:13,749 --> 00:24:16,626 can be the most valuable, like artistically. 448 00:24:16,710 --> 00:24:17,711 Yeah. 449 00:24:20,172 --> 00:24:22,758 I don't know. I guess, like, to a degree. 450 00:24:24,134 --> 00:24:25,594 Okay, Robert Plant 451 00:24:25,677 --> 00:24:27,971 had a son who died when he was five years old, 452 00:24:28,054 --> 00:24:30,056 and he wrote "All My Love" after that, 453 00:24:30,140 --> 00:24:33,101 and it's one of the most beautiful songs ever written. 454 00:24:33,185 --> 00:24:35,687 Yeah, but I think if Robert Plant had a say in it, 455 00:24:35,771 --> 00:24:38,857 he would've chosen his son's life. 456 00:24:38,940 --> 00:24:41,193 And that'd be a pretty big loss for the world. 457 00:24:41,276 --> 00:24:43,987 -You really believe that? -Yes. 458 00:24:44,071 --> 00:24:46,573 That's really fucked up. 459 00:24:46,656 --> 00:24:48,325 That's, like, actually fucked up. 460 00:24:48,408 --> 00:24:50,077 How often do people come up to you and tell you 461 00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:52,579 that your music saved their lives? 462 00:24:52,662 --> 00:24:54,331 -A lot. -A lot. 463 00:24:54,414 --> 00:24:56,500 And do you believe them when they say it? 464 00:24:56,583 --> 00:24:58,210 Yes. I do. 465 00:24:59,336 --> 00:25:01,546 Okay. Now imagine if you were Robert Plant. 466 00:25:02,547 --> 00:25:05,008 Or imagine if you had lost someone that you loved 467 00:25:05,092 --> 00:25:09,304 and you'd written one of the greatest love songs of all time. 468 00:25:10,430 --> 00:25:12,015 Then what? 469 00:25:12,099 --> 00:25:14,267 So, you think that by losing his son, 470 00:25:14,351 --> 00:25:18,146 he was able to write something that saved a lot of people's lives. 471 00:25:18,230 --> 00:25:19,856 -Yes. -And because of that, 472 00:25:19,940 --> 00:25:22,609 you'll say yes to anything anyone asks you to do? 473 00:25:22,692 --> 00:25:23,693 Yes. 474 00:25:23,777 --> 00:25:27,197 -Yes. -Literally, anything? 475 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:28,281 Anything. 476 00:25:29,324 --> 00:25:30,534 Interesting. 477 00:25:32,994 --> 00:25:34,704 Izaak, get up and kiss Ramsey. 478 00:25:49,302 --> 00:25:50,387 See? 479 00:25:51,388 --> 00:25:52,222 Yes. 480 00:25:53,223 --> 00:25:55,225 Would you have done that if Leia was in the room? 481 00:25:56,184 --> 00:25:58,478 Yes, that wouldn't change anything, Jocelyn. 482 00:25:58,562 --> 00:26:00,772 Even if it really hurt her feelings? 483 00:26:00,856 --> 00:26:02,232 Yes. 484 00:26:02,315 --> 00:26:04,151 Feelings can shift. 485 00:26:04,234 --> 00:26:06,778 What you make and what you put out into the world, 486 00:26:06,862 --> 00:26:08,947 that's the shit that lasts forever. 487 00:26:09,030 --> 00:26:10,991 Not Leia's fuckin' feelings. 488 00:26:12,284 --> 00:26:13,744 Would you kiss me? 489 00:26:14,035 --> 00:26:15,203 Would I kiss you? 490 00:26:15,287 --> 00:26:17,456 -That's not a good idea. -Yeah. 491 00:26:18,248 --> 00:26:19,249 Why? 492 00:26:20,292 --> 00:26:22,586 You know Tedros would fuckin' kill me. 493 00:26:31,052 --> 00:26:32,345 -A little toast. -Speech? 494 00:26:35,223 --> 00:26:38,226 When my Mom bought this house, it was so big 495 00:26:38,310 --> 00:26:42,063 that I was always afraid it was gonna make me feel lonelier, 496 00:26:42,147 --> 00:26:44,065 because it was so hard to fill up. 497 00:26:45,067 --> 00:26:47,652 And I know that I haven't, like, 498 00:26:47,736 --> 00:26:51,490 gotten to know everyone here super well yet, 499 00:26:51,573 --> 00:26:53,742 but I just wanted to say, 500 00:26:53,825 --> 00:26:55,535 thank you for coming into my life 501 00:26:55,619 --> 00:27:01,249 and filling it with music, and inspiration, and love. 502 00:27:02,667 --> 00:27:05,295 Yeah, it's just-- It's really meant, like, the world to me, 503 00:27:05,378 --> 00:27:07,964 and I don't know if I've 504 00:27:08,048 --> 00:27:11,551 felt this happy in a really long time. 505 00:27:12,052 --> 00:27:14,846 -Joss. -So thank you for that. 506 00:27:14,930 --> 00:27:17,766 And Tedros, 507 00:27:20,102 --> 00:27:23,647 thank you for teaching me how to have fun again. 508 00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:27,818 To finding your family. 509 00:27:27,901 --> 00:27:29,486 To finding your family. 510 00:27:30,487 --> 00:27:31,822 Cheers, cheers. 511 00:27:32,864 --> 00:27:35,283 Cheers. 512 00:28:04,813 --> 00:28:06,731 So, Xander had a brilliant idea today. 513 00:28:07,232 --> 00:28:08,066 No. 514 00:28:08,150 --> 00:28:09,317 Yeah, he did. 515 00:28:09,401 --> 00:28:11,361 -Yes, you did. -Tell me. 516 00:28:11,445 --> 00:28:14,197 No, I would like to sleep on it, I think. 517 00:28:14,281 --> 00:28:16,074 -No. No sleeping on it. -What? 518 00:28:16,158 --> 00:28:17,451 -Oh, come on. -Tell it. It's brilliant. 519 00:28:17,534 --> 00:28:19,327 Yeah, wait, I'm so excited. 520 00:28:19,911 --> 00:28:22,122 -Come on. -Okay. 521 00:28:24,583 --> 00:28:26,668 I was thinking and, 522 00:28:27,836 --> 00:28:31,715 if your lovely label is so fucking obsessed 523 00:28:31,798 --> 00:28:34,009 with making you a bad girl, 524 00:28:35,177 --> 00:28:38,805 we should take the photo with the cum on your face 525 00:28:40,432 --> 00:28:43,518 and we should make it your album cover. 526 00:28:45,145 --> 00:28:46,938 -Brilliant. -That's a bar. 527 00:28:47,022 --> 00:28:48,106 -No. -Brilliant. Genius. 528 00:28:48,190 --> 00:28:49,649 You're kidding. You're kidding? 529 00:28:49,733 --> 00:28:51,151 -I'm not kidding. -No. 530 00:28:51,234 --> 00:28:52,611 -Absolutely not. -Why? Literally why? 531 00:28:52,694 --> 00:28:53,695 Give me one reason why. 532 00:28:53,779 --> 00:28:55,155 Because she h-- 533 00:28:55,238 --> 00:28:57,240 So many young girls look up to you. 534 00:28:57,324 --> 00:28:58,200 Oh, my God. 535 00:28:58,283 --> 00:28:59,826 Yeah, and they've all probably seen the photo. 536 00:28:59,910 --> 00:29:02,120 They've all definitely seen the photo, actually. 537 00:29:02,204 --> 00:29:05,707 Yeah, okay, but it's different if you, like, embrace it. 538 00:29:05,791 --> 00:29:08,919 So, what? It's only okay if the internet, like, uses it against me? 539 00:29:09,002 --> 00:29:11,963 -Preach. -No. The internet is on your side. 540 00:29:12,047 --> 00:29:15,342 -No. -Literally, every outlet. 541 00:29:15,425 --> 00:29:18,970 They all wrote beautiful pieces defending you 542 00:29:19,054 --> 00:29:21,431 and your right to grow up and have a sex life. 543 00:29:21,515 --> 00:29:24,267 There is no difference between the people making fun of me 544 00:29:24,351 --> 00:29:25,977 and the people supporting me. 545 00:29:26,061 --> 00:29:27,521 They're all capitalizing off of it 546 00:29:27,604 --> 00:29:29,189 and they're just driving more people to look it up. 547 00:29:29,272 --> 00:29:32,317 That's exactly why you should make it your album cover. 548 00:29:32,401 --> 00:29:34,486 I don't have an album. I threw it away. 549 00:29:34,569 --> 00:29:36,363 Okay, fine. Your first single. 550 00:29:36,446 --> 00:29:37,406 I mean 551 00:29:37,989 --> 00:29:41,076 we could make the caption like, "New music coming soon." 552 00:29:41,618 --> 00:29:42,452 That's hard. 553 00:29:42,536 --> 00:29:44,830 It's fire. It's fucking fire. 554 00:29:44,913 --> 00:29:46,456 I'm rockin' with that. 555 00:29:46,540 --> 00:29:47,916 I will think about it. 556 00:29:47,999 --> 00:29:49,167 -I will think about it. -Just think about it. 557 00:29:49,251 --> 00:29:53,171 I'm not sure I wanna restart the whole, like, jizz-rag Jocelyn hashtag. 558 00:29:53,255 --> 00:29:55,674 I feel like that had its moment. I'm not sure I want-- 559 00:29:55,757 --> 00:29:56,967 Who gives a fuck? 560 00:29:58,260 --> 00:30:00,095 Because it's actually humiliating 561 00:30:00,178 --> 00:30:02,472 and, like, makes me feel really bad about myself. 562 00:30:03,098 --> 00:30:04,099 Why? 563 00:30:05,142 --> 00:30:08,145 Because, like, it just, like-- I wanna be-- 564 00:30:08,979 --> 00:30:11,773 It just sucks. It actually sucks. It does. 565 00:30:11,857 --> 00:30:14,526 No, what were you, what were you about to say just now? 566 00:30:17,529 --> 00:30:20,741 I was gonna say, you know, I... 567 00:30:21,950 --> 00:30:24,244 I wanna be taken seriously. 568 00:30:25,537 --> 00:30:26,538 Why? 569 00:30:27,330 --> 00:30:28,749 Because I do. 570 00:30:29,416 --> 00:30:30,709 But why? 571 00:30:30,792 --> 00:30:34,087 Because I wanna have a career that lasts and is meaningful 572 00:30:34,171 --> 00:30:36,631 and isn't like a fucking joke. 573 00:30:36,715 --> 00:30:39,384 And you will, Joss. You will. Trust me. 574 00:30:39,468 --> 00:30:41,303 No, not if she doesn't take risks. 575 00:30:42,804 --> 00:30:46,391 I mean, that's easy to say if you're not the one taking the risks. 576 00:30:46,475 --> 00:30:49,311 Yeah, but, Joss, this is, like, the right risk at the right time. 577 00:30:49,394 --> 00:30:50,562 -You've got great people-- -There's no such thing 578 00:30:50,645 --> 00:30:53,064 as "the right risk at the right time." 579 00:30:53,815 --> 00:30:55,859 If it's risky, it's risky for a reason. 580 00:30:55,942 --> 00:30:57,944 No, but if it's the right risk 581 00:30:58,028 --> 00:31:00,530 then you, like, basically, know how it's gonna play out. 582 00:31:00,614 --> 00:31:02,449 No, that's the exact opposite of a risk. 583 00:31:02,532 --> 00:31:06,411 That's playing it safe. That's what everyone else does. 584 00:31:07,454 --> 00:31:08,663 Is that what you do? 585 00:31:09,331 --> 00:31:13,043 Why are you talking to me like I'm, like, new to the music industry? 586 00:31:13,126 --> 00:31:14,753 I'm not. You are. 587 00:31:15,170 --> 00:31:16,379 True. 588 00:31:21,176 --> 00:31:22,886 -Don't be rude. -I'm not being rude. 589 00:31:22,969 --> 00:31:26,598 It's just, like, I've been doing this for over a decade, so. 590 00:31:27,474 --> 00:31:30,352 -And you're stuck. -Yeah, I'm stuck. 591 00:31:30,435 --> 00:31:33,105 -I'm stuck at the moment. -At the moment? 592 00:31:33,188 --> 00:31:35,398 What was the last song you wrote, Jocelyn? 593 00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:41,279 "Daybreak." 594 00:31:41,363 --> 00:31:42,948 -"Daybreak"! -"Daybreak." 595 00:31:43,031 --> 00:31:45,242 -Oh, my God. -"Daybreak" on your second album. 596 00:31:45,325 --> 00:31:46,785 That was my favorite song 597 00:31:46,868 --> 00:31:48,453 -on the album. It's so good. -Of course, it was. 598 00:31:48,537 --> 00:31:51,039 Okay, what was that, like a year ago? Year and a half? 599 00:31:51,123 --> 00:31:52,791 Yeah, something like that. 600 00:31:54,709 --> 00:31:56,086 I mean, I don't think that's, like, a big deal. 601 00:31:56,169 --> 00:31:58,338 Like, I think it's gotta be the right song. 602 00:31:58,422 --> 00:32:00,257 You mean the right risk. 603 00:32:01,091 --> 00:32:02,759 Yeah, I mean the right risk. 604 00:32:02,843 --> 00:32:07,556 And what I'm saying is, I think, maybe that's why you can't write a song. 605 00:32:08,306 --> 00:32:11,184 Yeah, 'cause she's fucking overthinking everything. 606 00:32:11,268 --> 00:32:13,937 -Exactly. -You... 607 00:32:14,020 --> 00:32:17,357 of all people should know it's a bit more fucking complicated than that. 608 00:32:18,233 --> 00:32:20,110 I mean, it is and it isn't. 609 00:32:20,193 --> 00:32:22,195 I think that what Tedros is saying makes a lot of sense. 610 00:32:22,279 --> 00:32:25,949 I think you care way too fucking much about what people think. 611 00:32:26,032 --> 00:32:27,784 I think if I didn't care what people thought, 612 00:32:27,868 --> 00:32:28,910 I wouldn't have a career. 613 00:32:28,994 --> 00:32:32,789 I think if you care too much, you won't have a career. 614 00:32:32,873 --> 00:32:36,126 How can you complain about making superficial music all the time, 615 00:32:36,209 --> 00:32:39,171 about not being able to write anything honest, when 616 00:32:39,254 --> 00:32:42,257 all you think about is what people are gonna fucking say? 617 00:32:42,716 --> 00:32:47,262 You make superficial music because you think about superficial things. 618 00:32:47,929 --> 00:32:49,598 I'm sorry. I don't think it's superficial 619 00:32:49,681 --> 00:32:51,516 to wanna make music that connects with people. 620 00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:53,268 -Not at all. -Right? Like-- 621 00:32:53,351 --> 00:32:54,936 Why don't you just-- 622 00:32:55,020 --> 00:32:57,522 Why don't you just be yourself, Jocelyn? 623 00:32:58,315 --> 00:33:01,151 Because there's nothing about me that's relatable. 624 00:33:01,902 --> 00:33:03,528 You sure about that? 625 00:33:04,362 --> 00:33:06,907 Okay, what do you think is relatable about me? 626 00:33:07,324 --> 00:33:09,785 I don't know. All the dark shit you've been through in your life. 627 00:33:12,245 --> 00:33:16,208 I think the dark shit I've been through is pretty fucking unique, too. 628 00:33:16,291 --> 00:33:18,126 Yeah, I would agree. 629 00:33:23,006 --> 00:33:26,635 Her mom was like a rare breed. 630 00:33:32,390 --> 00:33:33,475 How so? 631 00:33:35,143 --> 00:33:38,230 I don't really feel like talking about it in front of everyone. 632 00:33:39,648 --> 00:33:40,732 Too late. 633 00:33:44,653 --> 00:33:45,862 Tedros. 634 00:33:46,738 --> 00:33:47,739 Please. 635 00:33:48,865 --> 00:33:49,741 Not now. 636 00:33:49,825 --> 00:33:52,661 Jocelyn, I don't keep secrets from anyone at this table. 637 00:33:52,744 --> 00:33:55,330 Well, that's, that's your prerogative. 638 00:33:55,414 --> 00:33:57,416 I'm not gonna let you keep secrets either. 639 00:33:58,542 --> 00:34:02,212 I think that's a little easier to say when you don't actually know the details. 640 00:34:02,295 --> 00:34:05,173 Baby, there's nothing that you're gonna reveal to me right now 641 00:34:05,257 --> 00:34:07,634 that's gonna make me love you any less. 642 00:34:07,717 --> 00:34:10,720 I think I speak for everyone at the table when I say that. 643 00:34:11,555 --> 00:34:14,141 You're safe here. I promise. 644 00:34:34,995 --> 00:34:36,413 She did a lot of things. 645 00:34:38,248 --> 00:34:40,667 A lot of things. Her... 646 00:34:41,418 --> 00:34:45,046 her favorite was probably hitting me with a hairbrush. 647 00:34:46,256 --> 00:34:47,674 Hitting you where? 648 00:34:49,092 --> 00:34:50,719 My butt, my... 649 00:34:51,595 --> 00:34:53,305 thighs, my stomach, my back. 650 00:34:53,388 --> 00:34:56,099 Like, just anywhere people wouldn't notice. 651 00:34:57,434 --> 00:34:59,936 -Why'd she do that? -To focus. 652 00:35:00,729 --> 00:35:04,733 She did it as, like, a form of motivation, I guess. 653 00:35:07,527 --> 00:35:09,154 Kinda like a dog. 654 00:35:10,530 --> 00:35:15,535 She'd do it to help me remember my lines, to remember dance moves, to finish songs. 655 00:35:16,161 --> 00:35:18,580 She'd do it to keep me from falling asleep 656 00:35:19,831 --> 00:35:22,042 to help me wake up on time. 657 00:35:23,794 --> 00:35:25,420 She'd do it if she caught me 658 00:35:26,588 --> 00:35:28,757 smoking or drinking 659 00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:32,177 or flirting with someone she didn't approve of. 660 00:35:35,305 --> 00:35:37,766 She'd do it if I overate, if I didn't exercise, 661 00:35:37,849 --> 00:35:40,393 or if she ever caught me 662 00:35:42,104 --> 00:35:44,106 smiling to myself. 663 00:35:50,779 --> 00:35:52,989 How long did this go on for? 664 00:35:53,824 --> 00:35:57,285 Until the chemo made her so weak she couldn't lift up a hairbrush anymore. 665 00:35:57,953 --> 00:35:59,996 You didn't fight back? 666 00:36:00,080 --> 00:36:02,040 -No. -Why not? 667 00:36:03,625 --> 00:36:06,336 Because there's just some battles you're never gonna win. 668 00:36:13,009 --> 00:36:14,219 That's so sad. 669 00:36:16,763 --> 00:36:19,349 -And no one said anything? -Nope. 670 00:36:25,814 --> 00:36:27,023 What about you? 671 00:36:29,943 --> 00:36:32,070 I don't know what we could've done. 672 00:36:32,779 --> 00:36:34,322 You sure about that? 673 00:36:37,075 --> 00:36:39,494 I did the best that I could at the time. 674 00:36:40,287 --> 00:36:41,747 -Really? -Yeah. 675 00:36:43,707 --> 00:36:45,208 How hard did she hit you, Jocelyn? 676 00:36:46,960 --> 00:36:49,004 Hard enough to break skin. 677 00:36:49,087 --> 00:36:50,547 Jesus Christ. 678 00:36:54,843 --> 00:36:56,845 And you felt like Xander was there for you? 679 00:37:01,433 --> 00:37:03,852 In a lot of ways, yeah. 680 00:37:03,935 --> 00:37:07,522 So, I'm guessing no one said anything because you're getting paid? 681 00:37:07,606 --> 00:37:09,483 Okay, that fucking wasn't it. 682 00:37:09,566 --> 00:37:10,609 -No? -No. 683 00:37:10,692 --> 00:37:12,110 What do you think? 684 00:37:15,030 --> 00:37:17,657 I think it was just such a horrible, fucked-up situation 685 00:37:17,741 --> 00:37:20,744 that no one really knew what the right thing to do was. 686 00:37:26,249 --> 00:37:28,126 Is there a part of you that wonders 687 00:37:28,210 --> 00:37:32,047 if the reason you're stuck is because your mother's not around? 688 00:37:40,639 --> 00:37:42,349 Yeah, absolutely. 689 00:37:44,017 --> 00:37:46,645 So, you, you miss it? 690 00:37:48,021 --> 00:37:49,147 Getting hit? 691 00:37:50,857 --> 00:37:52,401 The motivation it gave you. 692 00:38:00,659 --> 00:38:02,077 Sometimes. 693 00:38:06,832 --> 00:38:09,251 If you loved the music you were making 694 00:38:10,961 --> 00:38:12,754 would you have felt like it was worth it? 695 00:38:25,976 --> 00:38:27,185 Yeah. 696 00:38:43,368 --> 00:38:45,579 Leia, you look tired. 697 00:38:45,662 --> 00:38:48,081 Izaak, you should take her to bed. 698 00:38:50,333 --> 00:38:52,252 Yeah, all right. 699 00:38:55,756 --> 00:38:56,757 Come on. 700 00:38:57,549 --> 00:38:58,633 It's okay. 701 00:39:17,235 --> 00:39:18,445 Hey, 702 00:39:18,987 --> 00:39:23,200 all that trauma, you're gonna turn into inspiration. 703 00:39:24,534 --> 00:39:26,369 You're gonna tap into it. 704 00:39:27,412 --> 00:39:29,247 You're gonna feel it. 705 00:39:29,664 --> 00:39:31,500 You're gonna face it. 706 00:39:31,833 --> 00:39:33,668 You're gonna remember it. 707 00:39:34,711 --> 00:39:37,339 And you're gonna let it wash all over. 708 00:39:42,219 --> 00:39:44,304 You still got that hairbrush? 709 00:39:45,347 --> 00:39:46,348 Yeah. 710 00:39:47,724 --> 00:39:49,142 Go get it. 711 00:39:56,817 --> 00:39:57,818 Okay. 712 00:40:30,976 --> 00:40:34,187 Mmm, mm-mm 713 00:40:35,772 --> 00:40:38,358 I've been manipulated a hundred times 714 00:40:38,442 --> 00:40:43,989 But none of them felt so soft and kind and 715 00:40:44,072 --> 00:40:47,993 Hell is a place for what we tried but 716 00:40:48,076 --> 00:40:51,163 It never felt so wrong in my mind and 717 00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:55,292 Never understood why Mama cried 718 00:40:56,084 --> 00:40:59,504 Could it be because our secret time 719 00:41:00,130 --> 00:41:04,009 I always thought someday you'd find us but 720 00:41:04,092 --> 00:41:07,971 Waiting for you is like slowly dying 721 00:41:09,097 --> 00:41:11,391 'Cause you kept me warm 722 00:41:11,475 --> 00:41:17,230 You held me close until you let me go 723 00:41:17,314 --> 00:41:19,483 Now my blood is cold 724 00:41:19,566 --> 00:41:24,780 I never had the time to let you know 725 00:41:24,863 --> 00:41:28,867 Take me back, take me back 726 00:41:28,950 --> 00:41:32,204 Take me back 727 00:41:33,038 --> 00:41:37,000 Take me back, take me back 728 00:41:37,084 --> 00:41:41,046 Take me back 729 00:41:41,129 --> 00:41:44,758 All of me, take all of me 730 00:41:45,258 --> 00:41:49,137 All of me, all of me 731 00:41:49,221 --> 00:41:53,308 Take me back, take me back 732 00:41:53,391 --> 00:41:57,270 Take me back 733 00:41:57,354 --> 00:42:00,565 Where do we go from here 734 00:42:01,274 --> 00:42:05,445 Hold my heart and set me free 735 00:42:05,529 --> 00:42:09,449 Where do we go from here 736 00:42:09,533 --> 00:42:13,370 Kiss me with each melody 737 00:42:13,453 --> 00:42:17,457 You're someone I used to fear 738 00:42:17,541 --> 00:42:21,545 Because I loved your forbidden touch 739 00:42:21,628 --> 00:42:25,632 The thought of you cut so deep 740 00:42:25,715 --> 00:42:30,387 So, I'll open up my scar 741 00:42:30,470 --> 00:42:34,683 'Cause you keep me warm, just hold me close 742 00:42:34,766 --> 00:42:38,311 I'll never let you go 743 00:42:38,395 --> 00:42:40,772 'Cause now my blood is cold 744 00:42:40,856 --> 00:42:46,069 I'm waitin' for the day you call my phone 745 00:42:46,153 --> 00:42:50,157 Take me back, take me back 746 00:42:50,240 --> 00:42:53,326 Take me back 747 00:42:53,410 --> 00:42:54,745 This is really gonna hurt. 748 00:42:54,828 --> 00:42:56,371 Take me back 749 00:42:56,455 --> 00:43:00,625 But if you push through the pain, it'll be beautiful. 750 00:43:02,461 --> 00:43:06,465 All of me, take all of me 751 00:43:06,548 --> 00:43:10,510 All of me, all of me 752 00:43:10,594 --> 00:43:14,556 Take me back, take me back 753 00:43:14,639 --> 00:43:17,976 Take me back 754 00:44:05,857 --> 00:44:07,734 Thank you for taking care of me. 755 00:44:42,936 --> 00:44:45,856 Where do we go from here? 756 00:44:50,944 --> 00:44:53,739 Where do we go from here? 757 00:44:59,202 --> 00:45:02,247 Where do we go from here? 758 00:45:03,165 --> 00:45:07,002 Hold my heart and set me free 759 00:45:07,502 --> 00:45:10,380 Where do we go from here? 760 00:45:11,381 --> 00:45:14,926 Kiss me with each melody 761 00:45:15,427 --> 00:45:18,346 Where do we go from here? 762 00:45:19,431 --> 00:45:23,101 Kiss me with each melody 55517

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