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Surgeons have a saying...
"All bleeding must stop."

It's sort of our version of
"This, too, shall pass."

Every crisis will
eventually come to an end.

You'll either save your
patient, or you won't.

Are they gonna ask me about...

Ben.

Right. You can't tell me.

How's Omar doing?

I can't...

Can't tell me that, either.

Just doing my job.

Thank you... Chief.

Ah. It's a good thing I'm
not trying to save lives

so I can see that the
elevator doors are open.

So...

...one way or the other,
the bleeding will stop.

Actually, as far as sayings go,

this one's really not
all that comforting.

Omar Singh, post-op day one,

following abdominal and chest surgery

to repair injuries sustained
during a car accident.

DeLuca?

Shortly after surgery, Omar
went into cardiac arrest.

Dr. Shepherd placed him on
therapeutic hypothermia

as part of a new resuscitation protocol.

- Tell me why.
- We hoped that cooling the patient...

He's regaining consciousness.

And he's breathing spontaneously,

so they'll extubate soon.

Thank God.

Uh, Grey, you should go.

- They're waiting for you.
- Okay.

Oh, I put together an advisory panel...

Grey, Hunt, Pierce.

They're going to review
the Warren situation.

Bailey, we talked about this.

As the leader of this surgical staff,

you need to take charge of it.

As the leader of this surgical staff,

I need to know my limitations.

And I know I cannot be
impartial about my husband

and the future of his career.

As a leader, I am taking charge
of my lack of impartiality

by convening an advisory
panel to review the matter.

Once they give me their recommendation

for how to proceed,

as a leader,

I will make a final decision on
what happens with my husband.

As a human being, I'll stand
here and thank the Lord

that my husband isn't responsible

for leaving three children
without any parents at all.

Warren, have a seat.

When Miranda told me that there
was an advisory committee,

I pictured a bunch of
lawyers and hospital suits.

Okay. I'm, uh... I'm glad it's you guys.

Let's do it.

Dr. Warren, be apprised
that the purpose of this committee

is to understand the incident

and to make recommendations
for disciplinary action,

should it be called for.

A lack of full cooperation with

or withholding of information
from this committee

will result in your immediate dismissal

from the residency program.

Okay.

You accept these conditions?

Yes.

Okay. Let's begin then.

Wait. So, she's still
accusing me of harassment?

I mean, I tried to
meet her halfway here.

I tried to take the high road. This...

Apparently, the high road is
paved with restraining orders.

I'm sorry. I'll be quiet.

The restraining order
actually works for us.

When we take her to court
to have it lifted,

she won't be able to prove
any of these allegations,

and her character will
be called into question,

which is exactly where we want to be.

- Because?
- Because once that baby is born,

you will have a very good shot
at obtaining full custody.

Full custody?

No. He would never.

He would.

Look, I know that I'm
just here for support,

but why would Jackson do that?

Because it's exactly what
I would advise her to do.

Whether you meant it or not, April,

this restraining order
started an arms race.

The restraining order was a mistake.

Can't we just take it back?

I'm serious here. Do not
try to talk to him.

The restraining order needs to stand.

We have to do this together, okay?

This is exactly what I
was trying to avoid.

After everything that happened
with Samuel, I just...

I just want to keep this baby safe.

Good. See? You... You felt
your baby was in danger.

That's great. That we can use.

Wow.

Fractured pelvis?

Stepped on by a horse.

So, tomorrow's the day.

Preminger Grant... yes
or no, stay or go.

Oh, you haven't given
them an answer yet?

You thought I would have
given them an answer

and not talked to you about it?

No.

No. I'm just saying,

the Preminger Grant's a
once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

If I say yes,

I will be moving to New
York for at least a year.

Right.

And you're fine with that?

Are you fine with that?

Well, like you said, it's...

once in a lifetime.

Yep. Well, I got to get
this pelvis into the O.R.

Reggie Dalton?

I'm Dr. Jo Wilson.

Your chart says that you have a hernia.

Yeah. It's the worst.

Okay, well, let's take a look.
Just lay back.

I'm gonna lift up your shirt.

Okay, so, how long has
this been going on for?

Uh, I had surgery like,
uh, six months ago,

and after a while, this little guy

just started popping out of there.

Six months ago?

Yeah. I had it looked at once before,

and they said they could operate,

but that it wasn't urgent,

so I put it off and...

Oh, God.

Oh, no. Oh, no.

Reggie, are you okay?

Yes.

Uh, this is the thing...

it's allergy season, and
every time I sneeze...

The little guy pops out.

Yeah. I think maybe I waited a
little too long to get surgery

because...

- Oh! Oh, no!
- Okay, Reggie, don't fight it.

It's only gonna make it worse.

Worse than this?

Is my baby gonna die?

No.

It's open before
you even touch her.

I know that's what it looks like.

That's what it is, Warren, right there.

You said you didn't see the doors open.

Yes. I mean, no.

Well, which is it... did
you, or didn't you?

I didn't see them open.

It is right there in front of you.

I know, but I didn't see it.

It didn't register.

Okay. Help me here.

Was it...

- Had you already decided to cut?
- No.

Or did you decide
getting in the elevator

and up to the O.R. was
just gonna take too long?

No.

Ben, lying right now is going
to make this end very quickly.

I didn't see them open.

I spoke with your grandma,

and she'll be here in a couple of hours.

Your dad still has a long
recovery ahead of him,

but the fact that he's waking
up is a really good sign.

You said I could see
him when he wakes up.

I did.

And you will.

- When?
- How about now?

Yeah? Come on.

Now, before we go in,

your dad's connected to some tubes,

- but that's normal...
- Coming through!

...so don't be scared when you...

Wait, Jasmine!

- Daddy?
- DeLuca, get the suction...

- Okay, got it.
- Daddy?

- Push more lorazepam.
- What's wrong with him?!

We're gonna need to put
him back on the ventilator.

Prep for RSI.

Jasmine, they need to help him.

You said he was awake.

You said he was okay!

I know. I know, honey.

Come on.

They were done with me for the day.

Okay.

They needed to talk to the
other doctors involved.

- I see.
- I wanted to check on my post-ops,

but they told me I
couldn't go back to work

- until all this was...
- Yeah, it's best that you

not have contact with any patients.

Okay, then, um...

Well, I-I guess I'll just pick
up Tuck early from school.

You know, he's been begging
me to go to this new arcade.

Did he clean his room?

I-I don't know.

Well, he can't go to the arcade
unless he's cleaned his room.

- You know that, Ben.
- I'm a grown-ass man,

and I was there when we made the rule.

I don't need you to tell me...

Well, apparently you
do because you're...

Okay, stop. Stop. Just stop.

Miranda...

look at me.

Miranda, I...

You were mean.

This morning, you were mean.

I'm sorry, okay?

But th-this is just... this is
running me over like a truck.

- I feel...
- I know.

Me too.

Okay, so, we... we need to
separate this out, um...

the chief and Dr. Warren over here

and Ben and Miranda over here.

Church and state, okay?

Church and state.

Dr. Bailey, Omar Singh's mother is here.

Tell her I'll be right there.

- Ben...
- I'll see you at home.

Is home church or state?

Church, I think.

- sync and corrections by Caio -
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Post-surgical hernias are not
actually all that uncommon,

but given its size, we're gonna
need to do a special procedure

to close the gap without
tension on the...

What are you... What are you doing?

Uh, I've gotten in the habit

of just sort of shoving
it all back in there.

Is that not okay?

Um...

Hey.

Um, Wilson, we will be right back.

Come on.

What are you doing?

Wilson called for a plastics
consult for your CSR,

which I obviously can't do
with you standing here,

unless you want to violate the terms

of your own restraining order.

I'm not... I'm not violating anything

because you're gonna go, okay?

- Just send someone else, please.
- Why don't we ask the patient?

He'd want a consult from

the best plastic surgeon
in this hospital.

You know that this is just as much

a general-surgery case
as it is a plastics.

Right, and there are
plenty of general surgeons

and only one of me.

I was here first.

Oh! Oh, no!

Holy crap!

You ignored the moment completely.

What moment?

The moment where I
say, "Go to New York,"

and then you ask me to come
to New York with you...

the moment.

What? Wait.

You didn't even want
me to meet your kid.

No... You met my kid.

My kid loves you. It's fine.

Callie, you live here in Seattle.

You... You have family.

You have a job.

You can't just drop everything
and move to New York.

I know, but still.

Still what?

I-It would have been
nice to have been asked.

What?

You are the...

most adorable woman I've
ever seen right now.

Really?

And of course I want you to
come to New York with me,

but it's impossible.

There is always... long distance.

Well, that's true.

Weekend trips.

Dirty phone calls.

- Mmm.
- Mm.

Exactly how dirty?

Mmm.

- Ahh.
- Uh-huh.

Oh, my God.

Oh, God!

Um, uh, I need a suture kit.

No. You know, I actually...
I don't need it. Bye.

Guys, we can't go back in time here.

I mean, there's no way to know
how it would have turned out.

I mean, I sure wouldn't have
opened her up in a hallway

if I didn't have to,

but Warren's saying that
he didn't have a choice.

Except for those doors... I mean...

Yeah. The doors were open.

How do you not see those doors?

And as for the baby?

He was acidotic, not oxygenating.

- We had to put him on ECMO.
- Which was unsuccessful.

That kind of perfusion can be
too much for smaller babies.

Riggs suggested ECMO. We all agreed.

Wait. So, Riggs suggested it?

Yeah.

And you agreed with that?

Well, I was worried, but
we were out of options.

So, the ECMO that Riggs suggested...

it exacerbated the problem?

Like I said, we were out of options.

Okay.

Well, I think that's all
we need from you guys.

- Thank you.
- Yeah. Sure thing.

- Thanks.
- Good luck.

Listen, we should meet again tomorrow.

With whom?

We've heard from everyone.

We haven't met with Riggs.

- Oh, my God.
- What?

Nothing.

What do you think will happen to Warren?

Ohh. I don't know.

You're already leaving.

If he goes, too, they're
gonna work us to death.

Mm. We're gonna get all the surgeries.

I mean, I feel bad, but
we gonna run this place.

Holy...

- What is going on with your phone?
- What are... Hey, stop!

- Stop! No, no, no!
- What?

- Please give it back.
- Who's Kyle?

And why does he want to do
things with his tongue...

- Shh, shh.
- Answer the question.

Okay, come here.

Please. Shut up.

Okay, do you know Shepherd's M.S.
patient?

- Oh...
- "Guitar Hero"?

You are doing tongue
things with Guitar Hero?

No. Not yet.

I told him maybe we would go out
when he got back from touring,

and so we've been texting, and
now he's melting my phone.

That's kind of hot and really dirty.

Yeah. I call my mother with this thing.

Oh, God. Wow.

Like this.

How am I supposed to respond to this?

Oh, like this.

Oh, my God!

Mm.

Thank you.

Mm.

Do you think you can teach me that?

Yeah.

Your suture kit. I'm so sorry.

It's fine.

Um, I should have knocked, I guess.

- She's leaving.
- Huh?

New York.

The Preminger Grant.

I'm so sorry. But, uh,
you know, I don't know.

I mean, that doesn't mean
that it has to be over.

Long-distance relationships
aren't impossible.

Yeah, I don't know if we
can survive long distance.

I'm so afraid that it'll all fall apart.

Then don't let it.

I mean, decide you want it
to work and make it happen.

It's New York.

It's a six-hour flight.

It's weekends and phone calls.

You can figure it out. You will.
You... You should.

- Thanks.
- Mm.

- Hey, Callie.
- Yeah?

Maybe next time, like,

an on-call room, something with,
like, a lock on the door.

You stole my patient?

He's my patient, all right?

And you should probably
step back about...

I don't know... 100 feet.

All right, now.

This man needs a plastic surgeon.

And a general surgeon.

Which is why Dr. Webber

is going to be scrubbing
in with me, all right?

I'm the head of plastics.
I have seniority here.

So I'm not gonna step down

just because you decided to
file a restraining order.

This... Th-This is not...

Okay, you know... Okay.

Now, that's enough.

Now, this patient isn't gonna
get less than our best

because the two of you are not
allowed to be in the same room.

I'm scrubbing in with Avery.

End of discussion.

I'm free tomorrow after 4:00.

So, he may never wake up again?

He did wake up,

but then he suffered
a prolonged seizure.

He may have been oxygen-deprived.

We're still trying to figure out why.

But you should know,

reviewing his most current scans,

there's not much activity.

They suggest he may have
suffered severe damage.

So, even if he did wake up now,
we're not sure what's left.

Your son didn't
have a directive.

These forms will determine

whether you want us to
try and resuscitate Omar

if his heart fails.

I
don't know what to do.

It's a very difficult decision.

No, he's my baby.

I can still remember how
it felt to hold him.

I can't just...

I don't know what to do.

What do I do?

You should sign the papers.

Daddy wouldn't want to live in a bed

connected to machines

with his eyes closed all the time.

He would hate it.

And he would...

He would want to be with Mommy.

I need a pen.

We love you, Daddy.

- Any change?
- No.

How'd the Warren thing go?

- It's still going.
- It shouldn't be.

This is just Owen being pissed at Riggs.

I mean, I get that there's
bad blood there, but...

Well, it's really bad blood.

Owen only ever told me headlines,

and I had to drag it out of him.

It was impossible to get him to talk.

It's probably because you were talking.

Uncool.

Be nice.

Yeah, and you know Riggs
cheated on Owen's sister.

- What?
- What?

That's why she got on the
helicopter and disappeared...

because she was leaving him.

Still, it's old business.

And he lied about it right to my face.

He made up some sad story about

how he tried to stop her from
getting on the helicopter,

but she had to save a patient
and he had no choice.

He made himself look pretty good.

Wow. That's...

Psychotic. I agree.

So, Owen does not trust him, and
I'm not inclined to, either.

Heart rate's dropping.

I'll get a crash cart.

No, no, wait. He's DNR.

I hate this part.

Mer?

Bailey will want to know.

- You didn't wake me.
- Where are my keys?

- Why didn't you wake me?
- Have you seen my keys?

They... I got called in.

Yeah, which is why I want to
know why you didn't wake me.

I had them in my hand when
I walked in the door.

I wake you. You wake me. That's...
That's the rule.

Y-You get paged in the
middle of the night,

you wake the other person.

You wake me so I-I know
to listen for Tuck...

...so I know not to rush out
of here for the hospital

in the morning thinking
you did the morning thing

and just had an early surgery...

...so I don't leave our child
in the house asleep in his bed

when I should be waking him,
making him breakfast...

...and taking him to school

because that's my job,

because that's the rule because
that's what happens...

...because wh-when you
get paged, you wake me.

W-Would you stop looking
for the damn keys

and tell me why you
didn't wake me, Miranda?

Omar is dying,

and while you stand
there and yell at me,

three children are becoming orphans.

I did not wake you

because I didn't want to
talk to you right now.

Keys.

That was...

Seriously, you have skills.

I don't work alone.

Teamwork.

I don't, though, work alone.

I'm gonna be miserable without you.

You never asked me to stay.

I can't.

Oh.

Penny...

Penny, I want you to stay.

I would... I would give
anything for you to stay.

But I-I know better than to ask.

I have been here before.

This is the beginning of a
whole new adventure for you.

I could never ask you to give that up.

I love you too much.

You...

I love you.

Hey.

No, no, don't cry.

I love you.

And you love me.

And now I have to go all
the way across the country

to save lives...

...which sounds really noble,
like in some movie but...

...actually it just really sucks.

Penny...

it's the moment again.

The moment.

Ask me.

Go ahead.

Ask me.

Sofia, get those teeth brushed, missy!

I want to hit the road
in about 10 minutes!

- Hi.
- Something is wrong with the baby...

really, horribly wrong.

Wrong? Wrong how?

I was driving to the hospital,

and, um, I got so scared
that I couldn't breathe,

and your place is c-closer, so I just...

What... Hold on, April. Slow down.

Just... Tell me what's going on.

Jackson was right, wasn't he,

that I was wrong to not ch-check?

Okay, hey... I can't!

Arizona, I cannot do this again.

I can't.

Ooh, you are being such
a good little helper.

Let's walk a little
faster, though, okay?

Oh, Andrew. Um, Andrew's gonna show you

where all the best
coloring books are, okay?

- I am?
- Yeah.

Okay.

Come on.

I
refused the ultrasound.

I needed this baby to
be healthy so badly,

and now, if I caused this...

Okay, okay. Shh, shh, shh, shh.
It's okay.

- If we could have prevented this...
- All right, let's just take a look.

- Let's take a look, okay?
- Okay, okay, okay.

There.

There's the little one.

Oh!

That's... That's it.
Th-Th-That's the feeling.

What is that? What is that?

That's your baby moving.

Look.

Very strong fetal heartbeat.

That's the baby moving?

Samuel never...

I know. You've never felt this before.

I'm gonna check the cervical length

just because of the cramping,

but I am confident that this is just

what a healthy baby feels like.

Advisory panel?

The situation seemed fairly clear.

Well, that doesn't make deciding
disciplinary action any easier.

I suppose.

What if it were you and me?

Would it be so easy for you
to make that decision?

You and I would never
be in this situation.

Well, you never know.

Yes, I do 'cause if you
did something like this,

I'd just strangle you
with my bare hands.

I wouldn't
be the one to do this.

- I'm talking about you.
- Oh, please, please.

This is all of it, I think.

All of what?

Well, I got joint purchases,

marriage license,
post-nup, divorce decree.

Our attorneys asked Jackson to
put together whatever he could

to help create a
timeline, a paper trail.

Do we have to do this now?

Uh, yeah, I got to get it back
to him by the end of the week.

Well, I'll leave you to it, then.

Oh, and thanks again, sir, for, uh...
for yesterday.

Appreciate you backing me up.

I didn't back you up.

I backed up a patient
whose doctors couldn't

get it together long enough
to do their damn job.

The baby was in respiratory failure

despite maximal ventilatory support.

He fit the criteria, so
ECMO was the only option.

I agree.

All right?

What was his oxygenation index?

Around 45 for at least 20 minutes.

Okay.

And you used aggressive resuscitation?

Yeah, of course.

They tried to clear his
metabolic acidosis with fluids,

but he had a pH of... I
mean, I can pull the chart.

We have the chart.

So, what is this about?

This is about Dr. Warren.

Thank you, Dr. Riggs. You can go.

Sure.

This was fun.

So, if Riggs' recommendation
killed the baby,

then we should... I would
have made the same call.

- There was nothing else left to do.
- We don't know that.

Okay, we need to bring
this back to the point

because you have frankly
been wasting my time

on a needless witch hunt.

This is not about Dr. Riggs,
and it is not about you.

The point here is to
answer one question...

Do we think Ben Warren
is telling us the truth?

So let's answer it.

His blood pressure keeps dropping,

and his heart rate is
all over the place.

Well, it's been hours.

And he hasn't had any
further seizure activity.

We could give him medication
to control his heart

and fluid to boost his pressure.

No.

Mrs. Singh?

He's gone.

My son is gone.

I-Is Omar...

Is he gone?

You... You can tell me that.

We're still waiting.

Church?

State.

So, did you find
something new or...

Warren, we need you to tell us why.

Why what?

Why, when the elevator doors opened,

you chose to ignore it...

I have told you and told you...

...and cut open Gretchen McKay anyway.

...that I did not make a choice.

I wasn't given one.

I-I was forced to use the
knowledge and resources I had

to fulfill the oath I
took to save her life...

Because the door didn't open.

No, it did. It clearly did.

I'm saying I didn't see it happen.

I just don't understand how
you didn't see it happen.

You do. You know. Y-You should know.

Y-You're surgeons.

You know what it's like.

You... When you operate,

when you control if a person
breathes another breath,

when... when you hold their
beating heart in your hand,

when you are responsible for that life,

you don't see or hear
or feel anything else.

The rest of the world just disappears.

You know that.

You all do.

You can't tell me you don't.

What's happening?

He's having runs of V-tach.
I think he's going.

His mom just took the kids
down for lunch, too. I...

Should I bring her back up here?

Chief?

Crash cart.

What?

Yeah. I need a crash cart in here now!

Start CPR.

Oh, Dr. Bailey, I don't
think we're supposed to.

Push an amp of epi.

- What is this?
- Uh, Dr. Shepherd, I... I...

- Bailey, what are we doing?
- Okay.

Good. Charge to 100.

Mnh-mnh. Uh, isn't he
supposed to be DNR?

Yes. His mother agreed.

Clear!

Okay, charge to 150.

Get that epi on board.

Bailey, we told his mother
we would not resuscitate.

Clear!

- 200!
- Bailey!

His heart stopped?

Yes, it did, but only just
for a second, and then...

You decided to resuscitate.

But I signed those papers.

Jasmine and I... We made a decision.

Yes, I know.

I wanted to give him one more chance.

So you think there's still hope?

I don't understand.

Just yesterday, we were
discussing brain damage.

Chief, a word.

Bailey, just explain
what you are thinking.

My patient has a signed DNR.

The patient deserves a chance.

His family deserves

for this hospital to
respect their wishes.

Shepherd...

It is not fair

to make a patient suffer so
that Warren doesn't have to.

- You know that.
- Dr. Shepherd, watch yourself.

You were right, and thank you.

I love being right.
What was I right about?

Penny. We figured it out.

- Oh, yay!
- Yeah.

- Yeah, no, Sofia was saying...
- I can totally go with her.

- What?
- No. It seemed impossible

until I really, really looked
at it, but it's not impossible.

It's an adventure.

You're kidding.

- Are you kidding?
- I know. It's crazy, right?

But I can get a job anywhere out there,

and probably with new research money,

and I have colleagues out there
who can help me get a place...

Um, wait. Yeah, no, but you... you...

- Well, you have a daughter.
- Yeah. No. I know.

It's a lot to figure out, I know,

but you were right...
it can be figured out.

It's a six-hour flight,

and you'll be able to see
Sofia whenever you want.

And we'll figure it out, right?

Oh, crap. Um, so, we will
talk about it, okay?

But just thank you.

Every surgeon who worked on Mrs.
McKay and the baby

said the same thing, including Dr.
Warren.

That they were
backed into a corner

and they didn't have a choice.

The only difference with Warren

is whether or not you think he's lying,

whether you believe he
didn't see that door open.

And do you think he was lying?

- No.
- We don't.

We believe Warren missed the door.

We believe he was completely focused

on his responsibility to the patient.

Well, thank you all.

Mm-hmm.

Sounds like they feel he tried.

And yet two people are still dead.

What are you gonna do?

S-Six months?

No surgery for six months?

Uh, to be clear, it's a
six-month suspension

from the Residency Program.

I'm suspended from the hospital?!

Yes.

How do you...

D-Do you have any idea how
far behind I'll fall?

I'll never get caught up.

What am I supposed to learn from this?

Do you feel even the slightest remorse?

Yes. Yes!

H-How can you ask me that?
Of course I do!

All I do is play it
over again in my mind,

trying to figure out
how I could change it.

Of course I do.

But six months... it's...
it's not discipline.

For a surgeon, that's a death sentence.

I might as well drop out now.

That's all, Dr. Warren.

I tried to save her the
only way I know how.

You... They know that, right?

You know that.

Sofia!

Hi!

Hi.

- You ready?
- You ready?

Let's go.

Oh, thank you!

Get inside!

Pierce, before you go,

Tacoma wants to send a patient
with failed stenting...

emergency four-vessel bypass.

I didn't want to authorize it

until I'd checked it with you, but...

Uh, well, is the patient
stable enough to transfer?

As far I'm concerned, yes.

Okay, yeah.

Go ahead.

What?

Nothing. Nothing.

What did Owen tell you about me?

Meredith... She said, um,

she's my sister, and she told me...

She told you about Megan.

Why would you lie about
something like that?

You know, I shouldn't have asked.

This isn't any of my business.

And I-I'm not usually
a person who, uh...

You don't owe me an
explanation, obviously,

but you're a good guy

and a great surgeon, and I just...

Why?

I didn't lie to Meredith.

It's fine. Forget it.

Look, everything I told her was true.

There was a patient.

There was a helicopter.

I just left some parts out...

the part where we fought...

where I cheated...

where I failed the best
person I've ever met,

the only woman I've ever loved.

And those parts are for me and Megan.

You're right. I don't owe anyone that.

I made a mistake...

a big one.

And I've paid for it ever since.

Okay?

Okay.

I'm glad you're being strong about this.

I know how hard this is.

I know how bad you feel.

You loved this person once.

There's a child involved.

But I'm gonna tell you...

the one thing that all
custody cases have in common

is that they are always a battle.

And no matter what, even if you win,

you will still feel like
you lost something.

So, are you sure this is a
battle you want to fight?

My ex-wife wants to
move across the country

and take our daughter, so... yeah.

Hey.

Stop.

No. No more, okay?

I'm done. Just stay away from me.

All right, look, I'm not
gonna come any closer, okay?

I just need to talk to you.
I need to say something.

I need you to hear me.

Please?

Fine.

All right, I have been
going over the paperwork,

you know, for the lawyer...

the prenup, post-nup, whatever.

You know, I just... I don't need this.

At first glance, it was
actually really frustrating,

you know, 'cause I
wasn't finding anything

that was actually gonna help my case.

It was just so fair.

Um, and I realized that was
because it was written

by two people who really
loved each other...

two people who really wanted
to protect each other,

who really wanted what
was best for each other.

And, April, I, uh...

I don't know where those people went.

I don't know if we can fix us, April.

I don't know if we should.

But I know I don't like
who I am turning into.

I don't want to treat you...

This person who wrote
this, who signed this...

was your best friend.

You were my best friend, April...

my favorite person.

And I realized that that's who
I should be dealing with.

We should treat each other the
way we did on this paper.

You want to feel something
unbelievably awesome?

Oh. Was that a kick?

Yeah.

He's kicking?

Or she's kicking.

This baby can kick?

Our baby can kick.

Oh, he did it again.

Why are you still here?

You have to go back to them.
You have to...

Hunt and this committee.

You have to get them to reconsider.

There's n... They have
nothing to reconsider.

They made a recommendation.
I made a call.

It's very simple, and I'm done
talking about this here...

church and state.

There's a reason that it's separated.

Oh, to hell with state!

You're really gonna
come back at me with...

with "no special treatment"?
Six months is...

Six months is special treatment!

What?

If you had been anyone else, you
wouldn't have been suspended.

You would have been fired.

- Close to you
- They told you to fire me?

No. I wanted to fire you.

I was talked down.

Do you have an idea what you are doing?

Do you have any idea what you've done?

I made a mistake, Miranda.
People make mistakes.

Surgeons make mistakes.

I don't, not like that.

You made an astonishing
error in judgment...

...that I'm trying to
accept and forgive.

And it's gonna take me a lot
longer than six months.

All bleeding must stop.

Well, I am sorry I disappoint you.

Sometimes it does so at a cost.

So am I.

You lose the arm, remove the organ.

You choose to live with the loss...

Chief?

...because at the end of the day,

you'll do whatever you
can to stay alive.

In the last hour, he started moving,

responding to verbal stimuli.

And now vitals are stable.

He is re-oriented.

What...

This is one in a million.
It shouldn't have happened.

And sometimes, by some
miracle, it works.

The bleeding stops.

Well, does he know yet,
about his wife and baby?

No. Not yet.

He's asking.

I was wrong, Bailey.

You saved his life.

And now I have to go
in there and ruin it.

But sometimes, no matter
how hard you try...

...it's still not enough.

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