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Alcohol is a drug for me.

Is it a quality?

If I drink a little alcohol, I can't be myself.

My body becomes sensitive, easy to feel, easy to get wet.

I can't stand it because I want to have sex.

I become a bold and messy self.

Before having sex with my husband, I always drank alcohol and became sensitive.

After I became like that, I started to love my husband.

And that horrible night, I was waiting for my husband while drinking and being greedy.

You come back soon. I can't stand it anymore.

You are...

Yes, I'm Azuma.

Six months ago, my husband left me in a car accident and went on a trip to another world.

Since that day, I stopped drinking.

Because when I drink even a sip, the loneliness of the person who died is accumulated and the messy me wakes up.

Today, my husband's father, my father-in-law, is coming.

So I have to clean up properly.

Before my husband's death, I was harassed by Gifu.

Gifu came to my house when my husband was not there and kept saying bad things about me.

I couldn't help but hate Gifu.

What is this?

It's still dirty.

Do it again.

Do you know what people will think if you keep it dirty?

I want to stretch your dead mother's red nails.

What the hell is this?

This folding method is very sloppy.

If you don't fold the laundry properly,

you'll get a weird wrinkle.

Are you showing me that?

What the hell is this washing method?

There's a little bit of residue here.

It's sloppy.

And you should eat more nutritious food.

I'm working hard for you.

If you get a mental illness,

It's your fault.

When my husband died, I felt like it was my fault.

It's your fault.

You drank alcohol when Takuma died.

You always cheated on me.

Takuma died.

Give me back my Takuma.

Maybe it's because it's been a while since I left home after my husband's 49th birthday.

I got a call from my husband's family that he was away for a long time.

He said he would come to my house after a long time.

You came earlier than I expected.

Is it bad?

Takuma is probably sleeping in peace in heaven.

This was also Takuma's life.

I can't help but regret it.

Father,

would you like some hot tea?

I don't need tea.

This is a sake my friend gives me every year.

It tastes good.

I brought it because I wanted to drink it with you.

And this is a must-have glass.

You must have thrown away the Japanese-style glass.

I've been drinking sake since Takuma died.

I know that.

But it's been six months since then.

It's been a long time.

I've kept it cold until you came out.

Let's drink it together.

Here.

I can't drink it.

Takuma won't come back because you quit drinking.

If you look so gloomy, I'll be angry.

Here.

Let's drink together.

Come on, give me your hand.

Yes.

I won't drink until you do.

Let's drink together.

We can't make up forever.

How is it?

It's delicious.

I know, right?

It's delicious.

Drink more. There's more.

You can drink it.

I know that you get drunk and get drunk.

You seem to be that kind of body.

Every time I come to stay in this house, I was observing you.

Because of your laziness, Takuma became like this.

Touch me more.

When I drink alcohol, I become very sensitive.

Touch me more.

I'm so wet.

I was waiting for you.

I want you to sleep soon.

What's wrong?

Is it bad to eat?

You look pale.

Are you tired?

I'll give you a massage.

No, I'm fine.

Don't be shy.

We're friends.

Come on, give me your arm.

What's wrong?

Are you really sick?

No.

There are a lot of acupuncture points on your palm.

It feels good, right?

I'm fine.

Don't be shy.

Your blood circulation is getting better.

It warms you up.

I have to get rid of the bad lymph.

I'm fine now.

Don't worry about it.

You have a stiff shoulder.

Yes.

Good.

Come on.

I knew it.

I'm fine now.

Don't hold back, Rin.

It's okay.

You can drink.

It'll make you feel better.

Not yet.

You don't have to.

Lie down.

You have to massage your legs and waist.

Or you'll get a cramp.

You'll get a cramp.

Lie down.

I'm hungry.

There are many grains on the sole of the foot.

Does it feel good?

You are tired.

You have a lot of legs.

What's wrong?

I'm giving you a massage.

What's wrong?

Is something wrong?

Masayoshi, does it feel good?

Your voice is leaking.

I'm sorry.

Come on.

Come on.

Don't look at me.

I'm fine.

It's a waste to do this.

Come on.

More.

I'll take your tiredness.

OK?

Don't be a stranger.

OK.

What's wrong?

Are you in pain?

Let's go.

It feels good.

Massage feels good.

What's wrong?

You want me to massage your legs?

Okay?

Yes.

Do you feel better?

Yes.

Thank you.

But you still have a lot to do.

No, I'm just a little tired.

You're tired, aren't you?

No, I'm just a little tired.

You're a dog-like woman.

You've been passing the exam with this body, haven't you?

You're a tough woman.

You're a dog.

What's with this hand?

You felt it, didn't you?

I know.

You're going to get sick if you drink.

What kind of sex did you have?

What do you want to be like?

You want to, don't you?

You want to, don't you?

You're nervous, aren't you?

I'm lonely.

It's been a while since you've had a drink, right?

It feels good, right?

Enjoy it more.

It's not enough, so I'll give you more.

It's delicious, isn't it?

I know.

You can't help it.

You're so round.

I'll put you on.

I'll massage you.

I'll massage your waist.

I see.

I'll do it.

Put your tongue under your chin.

How do you want me to do it?

How do you want me to do it?

How do you want me to do it?

(*´艸´*)

What's wrong?

You want to be with me, right?

What should I do?

You want me to lick you, right?

Here.

I'll pour some sake.

Open your mouth. I'll lick it.

Open your mouth.

You want to show me, right?

Here.

I'll show you.

Good girl.

Shunozo...

What's wrong?

Yes!

It's okay.

Well, don't you want it?

I'm hungry.

It's okay.

It's a nostalgic smell, isn't it?

Yeah.

Come on, be a big boy.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Ah~~

Ah~~

Slurping

Ah~~

Slurping

Ah~~

Slurping

Slurping

You look so delicious.

It's about time.

You want to eat this, don't you?

It's okay.

You don't have to be afraid.

Come on.

Lie down.

Spread your legs.

Come on.

Don't be afraid.

What about the worry of a man you hate?

I know you hated me.

I don't mind, but...

You...

You're not good at drinking.

You should know that.

Put your hand on the table.

Turn around.

Here, the sake is over there.

It's good, isn't it?

You're moving your body, aren't you?

Eat it!

It's delicious, right?

As I thought, alcohol is my beauty.

I hate to be forced to do this by a woman I hate.

I hate it, but my body desperately wants pleasure.

I'm sorry, darling.

I'll never do this again.

I was drunk and exhausted, and I fell asleep before I knew it.

And...

You're awake.

Dad, please don't do this.

I'll let you stay in this house from today.

I asked you to send me more and more alcohol, so you can drink as much as you like.

Dad, are you crazy?

Of course I'm crazy.

I lost my precious son.

It's your fault.

Takuma died in an accident.

I...

Yes, yes.

You were drinking, weren't you?

Look.

It's fine.

Look.

You're awake, aren't you?

It's good, isn't it?

Hey.

Here.

Drink it.

Stop.

Please stop.

I'm sick.

Drink more.

Drink it all.

Dad, please stop.

You can't stop.

Your precious son was killed.

No, it can't be helped.

You couldn't go to help him because you drank.

You feel better, don't you?

Just like that time.

Do you want more?

Do you want me to give you more?

You drank it from my mouth.

I'm sorry.

You don't have to put up with this.

Dad, stop.

Do you want more sake?

You want to kiss me, don't you?

I'll give you a tongue.

A disgusting tongue.

You want to kiss me, don't you?

A man.

Look.

Rin, I'm lonely.

Open your eyes wide.

Come on.

Come on.

Open your mouth.

Do you want some alcohol?

I have some.

Come on.

You can drink more and more.

I told you I'd stop.

Come on, let's eat.

Spread your legs.

Which one do you want?

Which one?

If you don't tell me, I won't give you a lick.

I see.

Good.

Be a ninja!

Is it good?

Does it feel good?

Yes, it does.

What are you doing?

It's delicious.

It's delicious.

It's delicious.

It's delicious.

It's hot.

It's hot.

It's hot.

It's so good.

Let me go.

Breathe out

I can't help it.

I was swept away.

Gift

I kept having sex while drinking alcohol many times.

What should I do?

I'm becoming more and more like a slug.

I can't go on like this.

I don't have any family left.

Taku's mother is no longer in this world.

I don't care when I die.

Kill me.

I thought I couldn't go, but I woke up again to the good of alcohol and the pleasure of my body.

I couldn't do anything about it.

Dad...

Ren, you can't stand it, can you?

I thought I was going to die, but I can't help but remember you.

You're the only one I have left.

Wait for me.

Put it on your mouth.

I'm sorry I made you wait so long.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I hope you enjoyed it.

Bye bye.

No, you can't.

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

I'm so happy

Pfff!

Pfff!

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I don't have any hope, no future.

What will happen to our relationship from now on?

I don't care about that.