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You should've come earlier, Mr. John.

Too bad. This looks just like my mom and me...

when she was pregnant with my sister.

Who bought this? Some one.

It must be that scar-faced Phillip, isn't it?

Give it to me. I'll pay you double.

Come here.

You'll like this one better.

This is the little you, Mr. John.

I was fat as a kid. This boy is skinny.

But this woman looks like my mom when she was pregnant with me.

And this is my older brother. See? It's perfect.

But that guy is an asshole.

My mom died because he gave her a heart attack.

But look at the way this woman looks at her belly.

She knows the body beside her is trouble.

But the boy inside her will make her the happiest mother...

in the world one day.

If only it hadn't come from a woman as beautiful and smart like you.

I would've regarded it as cat poop.

You know I'm right, Mr. John.

Gambir, if you meet a woman like your wife again, let me know.

I will thank you and love you like I love...

my 3-million-Dollar mansion.

I'll take this.

Brother Jimmy, Mr. John will take this one.

You won't regret it, Mr. John.

You know what?

I think if Gambir hadn't made sculptures of pregnant women...

he wouldn't be as successful as now.

It's amazing how much more you can gain with a little extra material.

Lucky bastard. We knew him since junior high...

and his star always shines.

I think we got to admit the guys a genius.

It wouldn't be enough for him to have a wife like Talyda, would it?

Can you go away so we can talk about you behind your back?

You can say anything to my face. Your heads too big already.

Rio, Dandung, your friend here is really something.

Big bucks tonight, Brother Jimmy?

Moneys the only thing in your mind?

Can you see how people react tonight?

Everybody said the sculptures look alive.

Talyda, your husband is a genius. I know, Brother Jimmy.

This pig year belongs to you, Gambir. Cheers!

I'm gonna go to the loo.

I don't think body casting can be categorized as an art.

What's a body casting?

The sculptor just has to stick the raw material to a models body.

And... Voil�! A piece of something.

Is body casting not art? Is masturbation not sex?

And so what are you saying?

Gambir uses body casting? Who's the model?

His wife cant get pregnant. It doesn't have to be his wife.

My point is, body casting is too easy to be called an art.

Congratulations. Thank you. Please welcome.

Everybody is celebrating your victory in there...

and you're out here by yourself?

No regret, Gambir. You're giving meaning to those babies.

I'm not like Mr. John whom you can fool.

It's all bullshit and you know it.

Bullshit? Which part?

I'm disgusted... at myself.

Look at me. Do you think I'm cruel?

Inhuman? Disgusting?

What kind of person do you think I am?

Please answer me, Gambir.

Do you think I will let you do something cruel? Inhuman? Disgusting?

The key is discipline. Discipline, discipline, discipline.

For a child, loving them is just not enough.

Do you want to know what kind of person your husband would be...

hadn't I taught him discipline?

He wouldn't be this successful for sure.

And for sure he wouldn't get a wife like you.

We're both the same, we want the best man...

the most self-motivated.

That's why when you have a kid, which I'm sure pretty soon.

You'll have to teach him about discipline.

Aren't you two tired of gossiping about me, every time mom's here?

Do you prefer us fighting like other in-laws?

Will you still cook me breakfast?

I've found out that the best doctor...

for erectile dysfunction opens a clinic in the South.

I'll give you the address.

Gambir, I am your mother. So what if Talyda tells me?

What's important is that we got to find the solution.

Let me.

Who is it, Darling?

Nobody. Must some kampong kids playing with the bell again.

"HELP ME"

My late father used to say, your attitude in sports...

is your attitude in life.

And?

I think he was right.

In sports, I always give my opponents a chance to win.

But no matter how hard I try to lose, I always end up winning.

Sooner or later we got to find a game where you can defeat me.

I'm not playing to win. So what for?

It's not the only objective.

But if you keep loosing, you'll bore your sparing partner to death!

Not having a sparing partner as ambitious as you...

can lower your blood pressure.

I got high blood pressure from having an easy sparing partner like him.

What pissed me more is that he's got more luck than me.

You're pissed of because you consider everything as a competition.

But he's right. You can win if you want.

Maybe there's some other way, Darling.

Gambir, it's true I don't have any emotional connections...

with my parents.

But, I don't want them to know that their daughter...

is having a child out of wedlock.

We can get married next week if you want.

And when the guests start talking about my belly...

I should kiss my job goodbye.

Not just because I work for my father, I do really love my job.

We don't have to have a wedding reception.

There's a word for people like you.

Simpleton.

But I do love you.

And I need you to trust me on this one.

Does it still hurt?

I'll give you some pills. Take one every time it hurts, ok?

She's so strong. Pardon?

Your girlfriend. She's so strong.

The first time me and wife came here, she was screaming like crazy.

Or you've done this often?

Never before. First timer.

After coming here the first time, my wife and I couldn't sleep for a week.

The first time felt like murder.

The second time we still felt guilty.

But after that, it became routine. Like dinner in a restaurant.

Who got the idea to come here?

Let me guess, she said she would be ashamed to have the child.

It really shouldn't be an excuse for an abortion.

So, what was your excuse if not shame?

We got nothing to be ashamed of.

My wife and I were already married when we first came here.

We just didn't want to have children.

What's the point?

We believe those children don't want to be born.

This world offers nothing but trouble to them.

Your wife, where is she?

She died when we aborted our 7th child.

But she still comes here often, you know.

Many nurses have seen her.

She's not ashamed. She just doesn't want to have your child.

She's your enemy.

Honey.

What was good left in me, has gone along with this baby.

Talyda, we have to go through this together.

I'm alone, Gambir.

And so are you.

Are you alright? Get some rest here.

I'll be back.

Do you think Arjasa will fit to this sculptures belly?

Who?

Arjasa. Our baby.

I can't live without him.

He shouldn't go anywhere. He has to stay here.

Talyda, what are you talking about?

Darling, listen. Everything's gonna be fine.

We've made a mistake. But Arjasa is innocent.

What is this? - I'm fine. But please do this one for me.

Baby, I know what you've just been through but

What are you talking about? Please, Baby. Please.

Please. Please. Talyda, no!

My God. I love it. Let me put it in my gallery.

It's not for sale.

Why?

It's for Talyda.

But Gambir surely can make you another one like this.

Will it be as good as this?

Sure. Gambir has found a great technique.

Did you realize what you said?

Come here. This is a gift from Dad. But I designed it myself.

WAKE UP!

Are you coming in, Mr. Gambir? We have your order ready.

You got to stand up for yourself, you coward.

Hello? Hello? Talyda? Help me.

Hello?

Who is this?

Hey, Hello!

Goddamn kampong kids!

You're still awake, Dear?

You have to congratulate your pretty wife.

Remember that account for that big tobacco campaign?

I got it.

Congratulation.

A little less enthusiastic than I expected, but that's ok, Dear.

I won't make sculptures of pregnant women again.

Whatever.

What do you want from me? I didn't say anything.

Bullshit! You're so smart. You always get me to do what you want.

I want you to have more drive. To believe more in yourself.

I know you got that. If not, I wouldn't be married to you.

Really? What if I'm not that guy? What if you are wrong all along?

The more I think of it, I think I AM wrong.

You're just a weak man.

Everything about you...

is weakness.

Gambir, stop it!

Please stop!

Please stop!

I deserve this. It's all my fault.

No, it's my fault.

No, it's my fault.

I love you, Gambir.

I love you even more Talyda.

From now on, I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do.

Everything means nothing if I have to lose you.

I'll die if you don't love me anymore.

I've checked my schedule.

You can have another exhibition in 2 months.

2 months is fine.

But I won't make sculptures of pregnant women anymore.

Are you out of your mind?

I have to prove I can do something else.

If not, it means I'm stuck. What a clich�.

When an artist is on top of his game, then he pretends to change direction.

Do you know what's the usual outcome? What?

Disaster, my son. Always ends in disaster.

You're having another one of your usual exhibition...

in 2 months. Period. Why you're so pushy?

I've promised to so many people! That's your problem, isn't it?

Listen. When the first time you made me...

a sculpture of a pregnant woman?

I didn't tell you who paid for it, right?

I paid for it. Me.

That sculpture fell down and broke into pieces.

Do you know what I found?

That's right. Gambir. I found something with a smell...

...that made me not able to eat for weeks!

You've worked for such a long time.

It's impossible that your wife didn't know.

If somebody hears about this, you and your wife will be gone...

for a long time.

You know where, don't you? To jail, Gambir.

Please don't open that door.

What is this?

It's just a room.

Why never told me that there's another room here?

Because I thought you didn't need to know.

I didn't need to know? This is my house, too, Talyda.

I live here.

Whatever behind that door, I want nobody else to know but myself.

What? I know you've asked me to do weird things.

But this is outrageous! What's in it?

Just some memory I would like to forget.

You won't be able to imagine how devastated...

I will be if that door doesn't stay closed.

What happened?

Was there something bad happened to you?

Even if there was, it means nothing now.

Because I have you. You just have to trust me.

That there's nothing that I hide or do that will do harm to us.

Please, Gambir. Just trust me.

I love you, Gambir. I love you even more, Talyda.

Please don't ever open that door.

Wait, a bit to the left.

No, no, that's too much.

C'mon. Everybody's got secrets. Friends, wives.

I don't keep any secret from you. That's cat poop.

You must do. And I don't want to hear about it.

When you decided not to tell me something...

you might think that it would upset me.

So you're keeping a secret from me? Of course.

What? You slept with my wife? That's not funny.

So, what is it? I can't imagine there's anything about you...

that I won't like. Even if I slept with your wife?

That's not funny.

No. Listen. This is serious. I think a relationship...

between a husband and a wife, or between 2 best friends...

is close to the relationship between men and God.

Sometimes you just have to believe without asking any question.

They call it faith. Cat poop.

Here you go, Sir. Thanks.

Look to your right.

"HELP ME"

What's wrong?

Can you see that writing? Yes. Sure. Why?

Thank God. I'm not crazy then. Why you said so?

I've been getting that message for a month.

How do you know it's for you? Read this.

It's supposed to say. Don't be too self- centered.

Look at this.

The only thing certain in this world is coincidences.

Not everything is about you, Gambir.

Yes! That's it!

Yes! That's how you play the game!

I've never felt this good after being beaten.

He's the man! Don't be happy just yet, you whore.

You won't be happy after I beat your ass.

"HELP ME"

Hey! Who put this in my bag?

Put what? This thing!

Nobody's here except us. What happened to you?

Help me.

Help me.

Why you never shut that door?

Where the hell is he?

If he's starving again, don't blame me.

Come here!

You sit down!

What is it?

You don't like my cooking?

God. I can't take this anymore.

Eat this! Open your mouth!

Come on throw it up if you dare.

Throw it up!

Goddamn ungrateful boy!

You're deliberately trying to give me a heart attack, aren't you?

You want me dead, don't you?

Ungrateful child.

Come here!

"HELP ME"

HEROSASE

"HELP ME"

Excuse me, Sir. Where do you think you're going?

What is this place?

Sorry, only members allowed to be here.

How do you become a member?

If you still ask how, it means you can't be a member here.

I want to speak with your boss. I'm sorry you have to go.

Tell me what is this place!

Security!

How can someone just come in like that, you idiot.

Do you kidnap children in there? Loser.

What did you say? Hey I can buy you if I want!

Sir, what is this place?

I'm sorry, Sir. But I have to know.

Get lost.

Dandung!

Hey, man. What are you doing here? Waiting for you.

Where have you been?

I was meeting someone at that caf� over there.

What is Herosase?

Herosase. You've just been there.

I don't know what you are talking about.

I saw you entering Herosase. What is that place?

What's wrong with you?

Listen, even if I tell you what it is...

You won't be able to take it. Well, try me!

You are a weak man, Gambir.

This is how you're supposed to be, my friend.

But its too late. The whole city has been stepping all over you.

Tell me what it is!

You really want to know? Big shot?

Come back too soon, Mr. Dandung? Is Mrs. Mona still in?

She's upstairs. I'm bringing a new member.

Welcome to the club, Sir.

Welcome. Make yourself at home.

So you're here to find an answer?

What is this place?

There's only one rule here. No question asked.

The membership fee will be billed to your credit card...

under Herosase Inc.

And we have every right to revoke your membership...

if you violate the rule. No question asked.

How do I find an answer if I'm not allowed to ask any question?

You're an artist, Gambir. Use your imagination.

How do you know that I'm a...

Contract

"Help me."

What did I say?

Do I have to tell you over and over again, you spoiled brat?!

Come here!

Mrs. Mona has gone home.

Who else is in charge here?

Only Mrs. Mona.

I want to know about...

I don't know anything. I'm just a receptionist.

So?

What the hell is that place?

You know the rule. I never asked any question.

As long as I can come in and see those things.

Have you seen the old lady who always stitches her own hand?

You must see... You're all fucking sick!

I'm just a spectator.

How did you become a member there?

A friend of mine brought me.

You can only be a member if somebody brings you in.

How do they get those footages? How the fuck should I know?

All I know is that they installed a lot of cameras in many houses...

without the express knowledge of the owner. It's illegal.

I have to tell the police.

You think they can plant hidden cameras at peoples house...

without strong backing? Mafia. Cops.

There's a kid being tortured there. We can't just ignore him!

What you see got nothing to do with you.

They don't know you, you don't know them.

He asks for my help! That's rubbish!

Just because they look at the camera doesn't mean they talk to you!

I must do something.

All you can do is just being cool about it.

So they won't revoke your membership.

And pray that one day that kid will tell you where he lives.

Here's your tea. Excuse me.

I need to go to the toilet.

This is much more important than some celebrity's profile.

He must have been abused by his parents since he was born.

I'm surprised that he's still alive.

Yeah, I know there's too many child abuse cases.

But I have to write about him. At least I have to do that.

I want people to know.

Did you see a woman go through here? No, didn't.

Did you see a woman go through here?

Yes, just now. She was on the phone.

Good morning.

Didn't I tell you, you have to wake up early even on Sundays?

Sorry, Mommy. Let's get up, you lazy bones.

What is this? I'm so... sorry... I didn't mean to.

How many times I have to tell you not to wet the bed?

How many times?

How many times?

Baby, what's wrong?

Hey, what happened?

Baby, what's wrong?

Hey, what happened?

"HELP ME"

He must live near here. He must live near here!

Gambir, wait!

Dandung! Help! Gambir! Hold on! Where are you going?

He must live near here!

Talyda, please get inside. I'll handle this.

Gambir, listen to me. What you're looking for is not here.

Gambir, listen to me.

I just got the news that the kid is dead.

His mom killed him. Accidentally. He can't survive.

Liar! You fucking liar! I'm your best friend.

I'm a bad person but I will never lie to you.

Look. I'm so sorry because I brought you to that place.

What really happened? Yeah, what happened?

He saw something he wasn't supposed to see. What?

He didn't tell me.

What? How do I know? He's an artist, right?

Don't artist sometimes behave like that?

Look, I was the one who cooled him down last night.

You two should thank me.

Talyda, I'm so happy tonight. I got the sculpture I want.

What time did you arrive here?

Very early. I even helped with the decoration.

The name is Anggita. I paid Jimmy in full. It's mine now.

I swear to God that guy must've robbed me!

But that's ok. It's worth the price.

It's near Christmas.

Rather than putting up a Christmas tree...

it's better to put up the sculpture.

People think this is America or what?

There are many pine trees there. Not here.

People who come tonight will only be pissed off.

Everything is sold out.

But I don't want Gambir to work right after this.

I want him to get some rest. So they can have a baby.

So tell me what else I can do to help.

I heard they have good medicine in China to cure impotency.

Maybe you can get me that. That's easy.

I'll ask my relatives over there to look for it immediately.

What makes some people born with talent, and some not.

Let me ask you something.

When you see all those sculptures...

can you understand what makes it good? Nope.

So you don't miss anything then.

Because you wouldn't be able to understand it.

Yeah, but I want to know what the fuzz is all about.

The only art I can appreciate is...

only that decoration on the plate in restaurants.

But that makes me doesn't have the heart to eat it. See?

If you ask me, I'm pretty content with my life.

I'm not sure if ld be happier if I got more talent.

Look at Gambir. Do you want to live like him?

Where is he anyway?

Somewhere I guess.

"HELP ME"

I'm sorry I failed.

How do you get this bad report card?

What do you want to be when you grow up if you're this stupid?

You are a dog! Come here! Come here!

Come here! Come here!

You're ungrateful child!

You're ungrateful child!

You spoiled brat! I love you, Mommy.

I'm so sorry.

I'm so cold.

Shut up!

I'm gonna kill you.

I wish you were my own son.

Can you see how everybody tonight is so delighted to see your work?

But I've told Jimmy to give you time for a holiday with Talyda.

So you two can spend some time to make a baby.

Rio's just got an enlightenment. He no longer envies you.

Excuse me. Kidding. You know what?

I think there's a purpose why were so different.

So we can complete each other.

We have to be around Gambir if, for instance someone bullies him.

And if it's not for Gambir...

we wouldn't be in this kind of place tonight.

Let's have a toast for Gambir. Cheers!

And now that we are one big family. We have to take care of each other.

I'm going to the loo.

I'm not sure if those people aren't aware...

that there are cameras planted in their houses.

I bet they're paid. Is it really that interesting?

Like a mirror, honey.

No matter how bad it is, it always tells the truth.

But honestly...

when it comes to that abused child I just cant take it.

Today, I accidentally stumbled on that channel.

I am sure he'll be dead soon.

I have to use the room.

Mr. Gambir, all rooms are already booked for these gentlemen.

This is very important.

I'm sorry, but you'll have to come back tomorrow.

This is about life and death.

I'm not looking for entertainment like those men...

or any other of your member.

I'm sure there's still some goodness inside you...

even though you're working at this kind of place.

And to that goodness that's still in you...

I beg please let me use a room. Please help me.

Where are you?

Tell me where you are so I can help you.

No, no, no.

What if Gambir finds out?

Don't worry about him. This is for his sake too.

Having children is crucial to a marriage.

Alright, so where should I meet Rio?

Possum Hotel. Room number 333.

You also have to try Dandung.

He's an ex-athlete.

If you sleep with him, I'm sure you'll get pregnant right away.

What should we do so he'll keep making those sculptures?

Leave it to me. Easy. As long as you can play along.

Gambir, where are you, dumb ass? I went out to get some fresh air.

Well, get some fresh air, and then come back here.

This is your event.

I just want to invite you all to Christmas dinner.

What? You can do that tomorrow.

I just want to make sure you all will come.

Okay, I'll make sure we are all coming.

But you got to come back here now. Alright.

He's inviting us to Christmas dinner tomorrow.

Hey, merry Christmas. Merry Christmas.

Brother? Merry Christmas.

Are the presents opened yet?

Come in. Come in, first.

Eat first. The guests are here.

I'm so happy.

This is a first, everyone gathering here for Christmas.

I have a feeling this is going to be a special night.

We've brought the perfect present for you.

What's this? Open it.

I was gonna get the tiger shorts...

but I had a feeling you'll like the elephant better.

Cool. It is.

Let's go. What're you waiting for, Honey.

Merry Christmas! Mom.

We're here already. I didn't see your car.

We parked at the back.

You two come together? That's nice.

Great. Everybody is here...

Let's have dinner.

Where are you going, Honey? I'm gonna get the wine.

What are you doing? I'm helping you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I just want to say that I feel very blessed tonight...

because, I can be with you all, my best friends, family...

and of course, my perfect wife.

And I want to thank you all, for all this time...

to make my life more meaningful. Cheers.

It's called Devilish spit.

A poison that will make you paralyzed for about 10 minutes.

You won't be able to move.

But you still can see and hear me.

Now, listen.

I just realized that all my life, I've never been truly alive.

Everybody tells me what to do. People decide things for me.

I am aware, that to live fully.

I have to cut all the strings attached to me.

Jimmy, I respect you like my own father.

But you are just another businessman who's willing to do anything...

for money.

Dandung, all this time I take you as my own brother.

You know what?

If you have told me that you want to fuck my wife...

I would have given you permission.

In your dream.

Rio, now look.

Who's the brave one?

What? You still think I'm a coward?

Mother...

Mother, do you know what?

No child wants to be born.

Every child is brought to this world...

simply because their parents fuck each other.

But some parents should be forgiven...

because they give their children love.

Not just pain and heartbreak.

Don't worry. I won't make you messy like these guys.

Because unlike you.

I can still respect people.

Now what? What should I do to you?

You know what?

Even though you have hurt me so bad...

I think I still love you.

But I still have to kill you.

Because if not, all this will mean nothing.

You know why?

Because you're the big bang. You're the main event.

And for that, we got to have something special.

We will play the Russian Roulette.

The players are you... and you.

I don't want to die, Talyda.

You guys have taken my life.

Now I want to live free.

I tell you what. I'm gonna give you 3 chances.

If you can survive through them, I'm gonna let you live.

Look at them. They are all dead.

How about it? It's a good offer, don't you think?

Do you like it?

Yes. You like it. Good.

Let's begin.

1.

2.

3.

Lucky. Let's try again.

1.

2.

3.

I can't hear you.

What, Honey? Speak up.

Don't worry, I said you're the lucky woman in the world.

I'm sure you can survive in the 3 times.

If you... kill... me...

You will... never know...

What's behind that... door...

If I kill you I'll never know.

You're right.

But like I said.

You are... one lucky woman.

You failed again, Gambir. You failed to save us one more time.

How dare you hiding when I call you, you spoiled brat.

He won't be able to hear you.

Can you please give these books and magazines to him?

Okay, I'll bring them in. Thank you.

What's inside his head?

I've been here for 10 years looking after him.

I still don't know.

Will he ever get out?

I'm not a psychiatrist.

But if someone could kill their parents...

when they are 8 years old...

who knows what they can do as an adult?

It wasn't his fault. He was only a child.

I wouldn't too worry if I were you.

What do you mean?

Like I said. Who knows what's inside his head?

Maybe he knows something that we don't.

Alright. I have to leave now. I'll see you soon.

I've been sinned, Father.

God have mercy. My child, what have you done?

I just killed my wife.

Will I go to hell, Father?

There's no hell.

Father, hell must exist.

If there's no hell, then there's no heaven.

Go home. You can see your wife alive again if you want.

That's impossible, Father. I killed her. I saw her dead.

Do you want her alive again?

Actually... I'm glad that she's dead.

Then go home.

Just like that? I just have to go on like nothing happened?

Yes. But if somebody you really fear forbid you from opening one door...

then never open that door.

What door?

The forbidden door. Everybody has one.

How do I know one?

You'll only know after you open it. Now go home.

Sub joined by Cgha

Yes, yes. I have finished the article.

Okay, I'm on my way to the office now.

Bye.

"HELP ME"