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all right right

okay no i will okay i'll see you

tomorrow

yeah i'll call you tomorrow

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so

so

mommy mommy

mommy

on the kitchen cabinet i think i took

her to the emergency room and they said

she was okay

but she was talking funny so they

brought her up here look you gotta get

me she's talking about

jeff her boyfriend when she was 16. and

the yearbook and pictures for the

yearbook this is ridiculous

i guess you wouldn't because you keep

telling me i'm married i mean that is

crazy

that is so crazy my mother would kill me

if they even kissed you

how old are you megan 16. i live at 12

oak street i go to jefferson high school

i made four a's and two b's last

semester

my parents are democrats and voted for

lbj

for call us off i mean she doesn't look

right oh my

head my head do you think you could get

me a couple of aspirins

i'm not sure that aspect would be very

good for you

you're not sure of anything doc you're

really not

i'm getting out of here

somebody needs to look at it of behavior

get your hands off of me okay

david i'm gonna call harry don't you

understand i don't want you to touch me

hey hey hey hey come on

who are you i'm gonna take you out of

here

i'm a nice man you know i feel so dizzy

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i don't feel good i need a doctor

i need a doctor now

let's just sit down we are going to get

married

we are we are ow yeah

well she bumped her head she's a little

disoriented all right

don't look at me

nurse i need a ct stat get her down

there right away i have to

take the photographs you will you will

jeff's

camera don't worry i'll get jeff's

camera listen there might be some liquid

pressing on her brain that can cause the

confusion so we're gonna do a cat scan

first cat scan then what well then we'll

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see

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she's gone where's my wife she's gone

just calm down we'll find her what kind

of hospital is this

name of the missing person her name is

megan potter

m-e-g-a-n

long dark hair

call for you mr potter

hello don't worry she's here she's in

the kitchen

looking for something to eat as easy as

you please

where's it going i had the weirdest

drink i was at this house

i don't know whose house it was i guess

it was babysitting or something

and mom took me to the strange doctor

but it wasn't mom

i mean she looked old

have you seen jeff's camera i need it

from

daddy what happened to your hair

who's this where's mom you know where

your mother is she's at your house

this is my house wait a minute what's

going on

megan you're just a little confused i

get it

mom's gone out while the cat's away

you said you'd stop daddy megan you

don't understand i understand perfectly

well

you promised you'd change you can do

better believe me

i can't show up at school without jeff's

camera

make it stop we have to talk have you

seen it

honey you won't find it well mrs cole to

pluck me if i don't

megan david's here david who

wait a minute

you were in my dream at the hospital it

wasn't a dream maggie

nobody calls me maggie i hate it

hey how can you let this man talk to me

like this honey they gave you something

at the hospital

is this some friend of yours or

something where's mom megan please

look at yourself in the mirror

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i don't understand look at my face

how can i go to school looking like this

you don't go to school anymore

we've been married for 20 years

now now

look at your wedding ring

where's mom why is she here your mother

lives at your house with you and david

and lacy and phyllis lives here with me

and they're married your mom and paul

are divorced remember

no honey they're married no they're

married

to me i don't know what to do

look i i don't want to give you any

false hope this type of amnesia that's

brought on by a blow is tricky and the

first two weeks are critical

but there's still a chance you might

remember everything yeah but i mean

she'll remember everything later right

she might remember 5 or 50 there's

really no way to tell

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don't try to force anything all right if

she needs help we'll arrange for some

psychiatric outpatient visits

this is a serious injury and it's going

to take some time to heal

the truth is she might never really be

the same

even if she does remember things

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come on doc tell me i have a 16 year old

daughter

and a 16 year old wife

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having a rough day too don't even ask

hey can i have a drag oh yeah sure

thanks

great my mom won't let me smoke she's

such a geek

they all are who's they now those people

downstairs

the shrink that man my mom shrink why

did you have to talk to a shrink

i think i'm crazy are you

i don't know

why'd you leave you had me worried i

don't want you to watch

you don't have to hover i'm not 16

remember i'm just trying to help

i don't need all this help i just can't

remember anything

what's the big deal i'm fine i'm i'm

fine

here come okay don't do that again you

scared me

don't treat me like i'm some kind of

delinquent

this is your mom hi honey

are you looking at me so hard

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you've changed

it you look older

well we all get older

this is lacey your daughter

lacey

what a surprise to

find out i have a little girl i'm 16.

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what a beautiful young lady you are

um brought you

chocolate ice cream it's your favorite

it is

thanks

i like your jacket

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you brought these albums i hope it might

help

you remember and these are your favorite

flowers

over here is your your manuscript you've

been working on

visiting hours are over folks

i'm tired

bye honey

bye

lacey lacy

bye bye

hi

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how to plant a winter garden ugh

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she doesn't remember me honey it's just

temporary she don't remember any of us

what we're supposed to do i mean i don't

know what to say to her

she looks to be like she's never met me

before

no way she hasn't but it's only gonna be

for a couple of weeks

she's gonna be fine lacey

you just talked to her okay you talk to

her like you always have

she needs you now even though she can't

tell you she needs you a lot

do you think yeah

how about a piece of lemon meringue pie

no thank you nana what do you mean no

thank you it's not even burned on top

like it usually is

all right all right good about the

cholesterol

bring on the heart attack so

yeah i hope you have some whipped cream

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dad do i have to go in it'll be fine

she's waiting for us

i'm megan hi honey

this is the most boring stuff i've ever

read assuming i could read

people pay you good money for your

how-to books

all right i don't know what's more

depressing too

write it or read it have you read them

yes don't you think they're boring

well that's not supposed to be fun

they're just you know supposed to be

informational dad they're boring

finally someone's not afraid to be

honest

well actually they are a little uh

dry

so why do i write them because you're

good at it you know

some people need to know about these

things but i i didn't even write

in high school i liked art i wanted to

go to art school

honey are you thirsty would anybody like

a coke

wait didn't i didn't i like art you

didn't go to college

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but i spent all summer researching

schools

why didn't i go you and daddy eloped

instead

you could have gone and you got an art

scholarship but

i mean i got an art scholarship and i

didn't go

it was a scholarship in paris and you

were 17 and

innocent i just couldn't let you go all

that way alone

so you made me stay here well i couldn't

make you do anything

you met david and you ran away and got

married you were so mad at me

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is that the reason you guys got married

i just a mistake

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no honey no no no that's not how it was

that

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i don't think you could have ever been a

mistake

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what did you want to do race cars

did you get to do that did you

get to do what you wanted to do no

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doesn't that bother you

well i'm so tired

and i i want to go back to my room

honey honey you forgot your ring

you keep an eye on it

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so why won't you wear your wedding ring

because i don't

feel married that's pretty obvious isn't

it

just being glib just try to avoid

addressing the issue

the only thing i'm going to avoid for

the rest of my life is you

beautiful i'm so proud of you it's

absolutely good

norma you're creating so many colors

it's hard to even see

it's absolutely beautiful shrinks

strings

hi hey hang on one sec goodbye norma

we'll see you on thursday 10 o'clock

she can't talk if she could talk it

would be incredible because her entire

story is in that picture

you're a doctor i'm a shrink yes i'm one

of the hapless head doctors of this

fine institution now you said shrinks

before did one of my colleagues get you

all fired up here

well he keeps asking me how i feel okay

angry that's how i feel i mean i don't

even know who i grew up to be

i don't remember anything i don't know

how to be

a wife a mother i don't know i just

don't remember anything

period all you have to do is follow your

instincts there there

and what if my instincts tell me to do

something else well

they work pretty good so far that's all

you have right we can only be who we

are i mean we don't want to waste all

this time trying to be

somebody that we're not how did you do

it how could you take that scholarship

away from me how could she be so

selfish and him he let her him who's

ah that guy i'm supposed to be married

to oh on the roof the day we had a

cigarette

see i think you're looking at the past

through a present perspective

okay and i'm sure it must seem very easy

to think that it's very clear-cut but

it's not

the past is the past and things happened

in the past that were supposed to happen

in the past

and they made a lot of sense back then

when they happened

you're defending my mother no i'm not

i'm just trying to look at it from all

slides

and yours never took you one my mother

has nothing to do with this

before i would disagree with you let's

just say that our

well we did have our disagreements

can we talk again yes i think we can

probably work that out

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great

good news the doctor says you could

leave

says you check out physically you do

yeah

she's gonna get some outpatient therapy

well that's great because

i finally met a psychiatrist i like good

good who

the guy on the roof that guy he's a

doctor yeah

how do you feel oh

hi i caught you before you uh before you

left uh i'm dr bethan

hi david nice to meet you um i'll be

taking over your wife's uh

outpatient treatments uh my number's on

here and everything's right here on the

campus

uh so just call i think thursday we

should start thursday okay

okay good that's great bye-bye okay

let's go home

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so

hi mom

you remembered it's a pretty name

well come on let's show you around

you'll feel you're at home in no time

this is your office this is this way you

did all your writing

yeah my memorable books come on honey i

want i want to show you the kitchen

that's where you had your accident

hitting your head it's that kitchen

cabinet way over there

that far on that's where

come on i want to show you the art

projects that we did together

they're upstairs

would you like some tea

do i like tea you always drink it

okay tea be fine come on

what's up this way

we just have to give our time yeah

i uh i put fresh sheets on the bed

here's your 90. um the top drawer that

has your

socks underwear and

the closet here there's plenty of

blankets

you always like an extra blanket maybe

i'll go watch tv

not ready to go to bed yet i'm sorry

honey

um i didn't think i i wasn't thinking

you take the bed i'll take the couch no

it's your house

it's our house

all right good night

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uh

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so

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so

sort of said you came by the visit oh

yeah i just wanted to

look through so many stuff any help

no thanks daddy i know everyone's

telling me the stories but i

want to see for myself

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look at these little baby socks dp

david potter were they his oh yeah sure

david why would i have david's baby

booties

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what are they doing here when you move

the first time you

put a lot of things in there

i see well

i just want to look through i'll just

leave you to yourself

when you're through why don't you come

upstairs and have a cup of coffee with

fellas tonight before you go home

thanks

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these are yours yes

not bad doc you've got some talent

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so why are you here we're here to talk

about you

art is very important to you

maybe you should audit a class um they

seem to frown on art therapy here but i

personally think it's a wonderful way to

uncover your subconscious

isn't it to you what

important art very well

obviously not enough or you'd be doing

it i still paint

but you wanted to be somewhere else yes

i used to think i did

and you yeah i

woke up this morning in the strange

house

and i kept wondering every time i would

pass a window

and see my reflection who's that lady

looking back at me

i don't fit there i feel guilty because

i can't remember any of them

i feel stupid because i don't know where

the glasses are and i don't know what to

say to any of them

i don't even remember getting married

much less having a baby

there's this stranger standing there

wanting me to love him and i don't even

remember him

there's a 16 year old girl who expects

me to tell her about boys

and i don't even know if i remember how

to drive

i don't know if i have a sense of humor

yes you do

i can vouch for you there you do have a

sense of humor

um we don't want to get too pressured

okay um don't get too panicked

if you can't remember just ask why 16

doesn't make any sense why i mean that

was before my whole life

happened why did i pick 16. maybe that's

why

megan i think a lot of people um given

the opportunity would love to start

again with a clean slate yes

i don't want to go back home it isn't

home

homie at least the one i remember is

daddy's house

you feel more comfortable there i don't

know i don't know i just

know daddy's house would you rather be

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there

then tell your husband that okay you'll

never get anywhere without being honest

with them and especially with yourself

whether you're in the past or the

present

you can't go back until you go forward

and who knows i mean being surrounded by

familiar things just might

it's worth a shot

okay thank you

interesting what's that

there's no people in your paintings and

your shrink

come on very interesting of here we'll

see you tomorrow

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we're gonna have to sell the plane

ah jerry she's got

medical bills lacie's gonna go to

college someday we're working 12 hours a

day and we're

we're making less money the guy who

picks up our garbage hey you check your

blood sugar lightly no i mean it

i mean did you ever want to do anything

else

i mean is this is this all you ever

wanted to do no

i wanted to be a ballerina but i was too

fragile

then i grew up

i just i just don't know how to think

about things without maggie in the

picture

yeah i fixed this up for our anniversary

i was gonna surprise her

take a trip trying to recreate your

famous elopement across the border huh

some surprise huh

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foreign

and then

she's leaving

going okay you okay did your session go

well

yes

i appreciate you wanting to help me but

uh

in my session today we talked about how

it would be better for me to stay at

daddy's

what honey honey listen listen we could

take care of you here just fine

why do you want to go over there you

always had such friction are you unhappy

here

because you can always talk to me honey

you can talk to me

i don't know you

i just think it'd be better for me to go

to daddy's uh while i figure everything

out

and being around familiar things might

help me

listen you you got familiar things

around here

i mean how we gonna work this through if

we weren't together

i know listen i know i know you don't

know me

but we could get to know each other

better

i just think it's a better idea for me

to go to daddy's

my doctor thinks that too well i know

you better than your doctor

i don't even know myself i don't even

know myself

listen listen i just i just think

you should take your time and think it

over look

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i know it's hard on you but i'm not

lacey's mother

and i'm not your wife i don't even know

who i am

i don't know anything

going through the motions in this

strange house i

i just can't do it i can't do it to

myself

or do you do you understand that no

it's daddy

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so

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no you can't afford you can't stick me

with that i can't

i have looked at the policy look look

like i told the other six people you

made me repeat this too

all the tests they ran on my wife were

necessary

no don't put me on hold again

i know this may not be the right time

but someone's made an offer on the plane

somebody wants to buy it

what do you want to do just give me a

break huh

get my hands full with these insurance

vultures

my wife's moving out just back off for

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now

so

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so

hi hi

can't believe you just let her go you

should have tried something you should

have stopped her

honey i tried to make it work you know

but she needs to be around things that

make sense to her

right like anything makes sense anymore

i have to go troy's waiting troy

lacy this is lacey

who's troy you know he's the freshman

from college

the one with the scissors in his ear

should come in handy when he needs to

break out of jail

thank you for your much needed support

you're welcome

it's late why don't you stop working on

this old thing and get some sleep

spacey homie she's doing her homework

you know i was thinking about the day

that you and megan met

when you wouldn't let her leave that

garage until she kissed you

she came home and told me she just met

the biggest jerk in town

and she never wanted to talk to you

again i always thought she liked that

kiss

oh well men are usually misinformed that

way

yeah i was sure that's really why she

finally agreed to go out with me

no she finally agreed to go out with you

because no one else came around

well that's because they all realized

they were all outclassed

you know she threw everything away to

run across that border and marry you

i've never seen harry cry until that

night

i loved her nana i know

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when you came back i was so angry and so

furious that you had stolen her away

from us

but she told me how gentle you'd been

with her

how you had courted her for two weeks

living in the same house

i took away her painting

and you were there when it all fell

apart

she was disappointed in me

you gave her love you always made her

happy

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so i think you should go over there and

bring her back

anna come on she's the one that left

she's the one that needs her own space

and since when have you ever been

somebody who followed other people's

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rules

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is

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playing that over and over again in high

school don't let it bother you harry

can't hear myself think

that's it

megan daddy it's too loud

sorry gets me in the mood what is all

this junk

phyllis likes to keep it neat out here

she sent you out here didn't she no she

didn't and she's my wife megan

whether you like it or not i wish you

could have been this good to mom

megan things don't always work out the

way you want

i know daddy you know what

maybe it'd be better if i stay at palms

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i hope this works for you megan okay

thanks daddy

for you pick up the other line

megan hi what's go what's going on i

didn't have anywhere to go you want to

talk about it

yeah i'd like to that'd be nice okay

okay great

daddy's he treats me like i'm 16. my

music bothers him

it's really all the old wars so then you

asked him to take you back to davis

yeah and i knew before i walked up that

sidewalk that i couldn't go in there

either

i'm not her

i'm not i'm not the mother that lacie's

looking for and i'm not the wife that

david misses and i'm not

mommy and daddy's middle-aged little

girl and every single time they look at

me

every glance reminds me that they're

disappointed that i'm not

well megan we uh we can't have you

sleeping out on the sidewalk

on the campus because you know the

faculty the rumors will start they're

going to run amok

okay no but i don't have anywhere else

to go

i have a friend okay and uh she owns an

apartment building maybe

maybe we could set something up

see you can't go back until you go

forward

you were actually listening to me you

know

you'd make a great talk show host come

on i've got rounds

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this is good

thank you

hello

um wow

it's uh it's fabulous you have a

terrific eye

you've been watching yes i have

i have the gal's name and the uh number

for the apartment

it looks like it's all gonna work out

okay thank you you're welcome

i appreciate it no problem have you

figured out what it is yet

it doesn't have to be anything it's free

form and who knows when anything can

turn into

something

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supposed to be a doctor i mean how could

you tell her to move out on her own

she's not ready she's sick i did not

tell her

to move out on her own david she decided

that she needed to be someplace that was

neither familiar or unfamiliar but new

that doesn't make sense i know this must

be very hard for you okay but you

have to understand that you have a

tremendous tremendous advantage over

megan right now

okay she's totally intimidated by you

and your knowledge of who she is in her

life in her past when she has nothing

you have a tremendous advantage she's

very dependent right now on you

i am her doctor and we just have to

believe that she will find her way

i don't want to see her get lost

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hey jesse jesse oh

there's a tutorial in italy and my

professor says i'm good enough to go

i know it's not my day but i couldn't

wait to tell you that's all right that's

just fine um a tutorial in italy

you've gotta be kidding i haven't told

david yet

oh i'm the first one that you've mm

well you probably should yeah

no no no the insurance must pay for that

i'm sorry sir but you have to talk to

the adjuster

i already talked to the adjuster six

times

it's terrific really though

do you think you're ready you said to go

forward

there you go listening again

have you had lunch too is that that's

all you've had no

no i'm game for a sandwich if you are

okay

um i have five more minutes of rounds do

you want to come with me

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you look great do i very healthy well i

feel full

and uh you were right you're absolutely

right i'm glad you did that

yeah you gotta take good care of

yourself you're not eating enough for

breakfast i'm not exactly sure

i think maybe your wife forgot her purse

thank you

thank you ah me i forget everything all

right i used to

pride myself on that flashing bachelor

knee inside of my forehead

why aren't you married i looked for the

perfect woman and when i

found her she left me to go find the

burg man

what's up italy are you ready

well my instincts say yes and you said

to

them yeah

yeah see where it takes you okay thanks

for lunch bye

david what are you doing here um

megan listen look at god

i'm trying to give you space but i miss

you

i have all memories remember i know all

your sounds

and where you smell and feel and

now there's nothing the house is empty

without you

so i i was just thinking i was thinking

maybe i know you don't remember anything

but maybe

maybe we could start afresh you know go

out on a date

see what happens i i think we owe it to

each other

and lacey i guess she's

scared about all this i think we're all

afraid

he wants to go on a date and do you want

to

we have nothing in common you have a

daughter he said that

you haven't been trying said that too

he came to see me when

i'm why he was worried he was worried

about you living by yourself

i just wish he'd not be so protective

i wonder if he's always been like that

if we've always been like that

have you told him about the program in

italy no i think maybe you should bring

it up

well he's freaked out about me moving

into an apartment how do i explain italy

and how do i tell him how excited i am

about going to another country where i

can do what i want to do

and paint

feel what i want to feel just tell him

shoot from the hip tell him straight up

he's a good man

he'll understand must have been a cool

suit a long time ago

but i'm sure if you keep wearing it i'll

come right back in

why are you looking blue just blue yeah

okay you look good for an old guy no no

get me my wheelchair please

sweetheart when you have it you have it

oh i see i suppose you have it death

i hope so well where are you taking

our favorite place frank seafood it's

kind of gross dad

from the mouth of a french fried junkie

you're not going to that tacky seafood

joint again are you

oh jeez romance nice hardness crack

come on hey nana

do me a favor please yeah

don't wait up for me if you know what i

mean

i like a man with confidence even if he

is optimistic

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you are it's good really yeah

you like it

wow you look beautiful thank you

i uh can i uh help you with your jab

sure

so where are we going it's a surprise

so what's the surprise frank's seafood

frank's seafood what's that

well it uh used to be a special place

for us

really oh well if you really want to go

there but i hate to eat food

no it's no big deal let's go i'm sure

they have

a salad or something no it's okay forget

franks

really yeah really uh we'll go somewhere

else

someplace fishless

thanks you're sweet it's no big deal

really there are a lot of places

i know uh terrific place right on campus

great

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i hang out here with my friends it's

really cool

megan hi girl you look

ah so do you uh

rick david rick's in my class

yeah david's a friend nice to meet you

david

yeah have fun we're working on it

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friend i haven't told them

it's it's complicated

we're getting to know each other aren't

we true

i know it's confusing that's an

understatement

well think how confusing it is to make

their

phones and purses and and money popping

out of machines 24 hours a day

it's a strange new world i know i worry

about

lacey i wish i could feel that i

i i want to feel that

megan hi hi hi david hi

hi nice to see you uh good friend of

mine gwen this is david hi

and megan we're on our way out do you

mind if we just join you for a second

um david i i wanted to ask you if you uh

had an opportunity to uh see

megan's artwork yeah it's great go ahead

and should see it it's really something

else and um

well we feel the inner self is really

blossoming now and it's really

encouraging

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oh italy have you heard any more about

italy

italy uh a program a tutorial a few

months in italy

i'm sorry no megan i thought you knew

david

no i didn't i'm sorry

it's okay my intention here was just to

be helpful

i should tell her to move out and you

tell her to go to italy i mean

david what's your story man

i'm just trying to make her better

i won't disturb you to anyone have a

nice night yeah i'm sorry jesse

you know i'll use that kind of help

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how could you be so rude

i was rude we didn't invite them to sit

down with us not that anybody would know

was an important night or that i was

your husband

oh you don't understand you're right

megan i don't understand i really have

no clue i mean why didn't you tell me

about italy

i mean that's major i've been discussing

it with jesse i'm sure you have been

david i've been doing the best i can to

work this out and you're not helping me

acting like a fourth grader no no i'm

not the fourth grader okay i've got eyes

i could see he's after more than just

your memory

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okay go on do whatever you want to do

megan okay go paint your fingers off in

italy

blow off your responsibilities as mother

and wife i've already missed paris once

because

i didn't have a choice and i'm not going

to make that mistake again

david will never be able to go back if

you don't let me go

forward

think it's gonna work

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so

your test drives then you're right sir

you know i managed to avoid the walls i

figured you for a driver yeah

now you give me a call if you're

interested in picking up some work all

right

mind my asking your question yeah shoot

why are you getting rid of such a prize

i want you through with something it's

time to move on right

yeah take it for a ride thanks

now my son's gonna love it

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right

so

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hi megan hi hi your news

oh to me

thank you he gave me a ticket italy

how do you feel i think it's noble

and i think he must really care

yes he's letting me go if i want just

like that

it's amazing isn't it megan i mean when

you really think about it he's

he's risking losing you

it's a fabulous thing

yep okay i'm fine

hi on a picnic but i forgot dessert so i

guess we'll have to think of something

i'm sorry you know uh this isn't really

a good time

yeah it looks like it

what's bothering me jesse what's up

it's the woman the other night from the

cafe right

you're in love with her i saw it i saw

it

she's a patient of mine that's why you

haven't said anything to her about it

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she could look at me that way that which

way is that

there's a bright light shining down on

you but no one else can see

listen jess if uh if you're thinking of

flying off somewhere to paint with her

be careful she might just remember how

much she loves her husband one day

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megan ma you've done so much

work i love

it you do yes i do

is something wrong is it david or lacy

would it matter of course it would

what's wrong apart from my

daughter messing up her life everything

is great

i'm doing my best to just go on at least

i'm not sitting in some closet somewhere

crying

i'm trying mom are you

you know megan i it seems to me you're

in just a great big hurry to go

forward and in no hurry to look back

i've watched david nurse you through

sickness and

protect you and take care of your child

he's been there for you for 20 years

that man is worth more than any art

program in italy

so that's what this is about lobby megan

not to go to italy

well mom nobody's making the decision

for me this time

i'm making it for myself be mad at me

because i didn't let you go to paris 20

years ago

but be mad at me not david not lacey

i don't want to be mad at myself for

compromising my life again

honey i hate to break this to you

but compromise is a big part of life

i threw away what i had when i walked

out on your father

but you had good reason well some of

that was my fault

i wouldn't listen i wouldn't forgive i

wouldn't talk to him

and when i moved in with you and david i

thought oh

i'm gonna have this whole new life i'm

gonna be this

free woman

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i was wrong because i couldn't run away

from myself

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to understand what i'm trying to tell

you wherever you go

megan there you'll be memories are not

i paid time for a new guy

so cool down we'll try it again

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so

hi hi oh

you're good you're really good dude

it doesn't surprise me when you become a

famous painter maybe you could sponsor

me

jerry said you sold a business i didn't

know you were having so many money

problems

yeah i should have sold that place years

ago

everything's fine i wanted to thank you

for the ticket

she said you sold your car you didn't

have to do that

uh car's a car

so uh when are you coming back

i think i'll be there a few months and

then if i'm lucky there's a master class

well you're good they'll see it

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i don't know what to say except

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you're always calling me sweet

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i'll never forget how kind you've been

to me

be safe

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yes yes i know

yes yes i'm sure you are thank you very

much for all your hard work

too i'll get back to you later okay

thank you bye-bye

hello what's uh what's i thought you

were packing

i remembered our wedding

i think that's what the picture

was that i i was painting all along

how does that make you feel

no no no try

i don't want to think about it anymore

try

well my mom and dad weren't happy about

it i can tell you that

david and i had gone to a bar to

dance and uh he got in a fight with some

guy who

was trying to pick me up

so we got on his motorcycle and we loved

oh boy the night was so clear

the stars were bright

and uh he gave me the night sky because

he didn't have a wedding present

it's pretty original nothing

it is

so we drove over the border and we got

this old minister

out of his party he was playing roses

and uh we went into the church

and david said you can't walk down the

aisle without roses

so we stole something from the minister

and we got married

when i hugged him

something nice and

uncomfortable came back

it's funny just just when

everything seems straight you come to a

fork in the road and there are no signs

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i don't think he will megan you're

strong now

you'll make the right decision

megan today's the cutoff are you in

do i put you on the list for italy

yes good

i'll send you a postcard well yeah

that'd be great

if it's possible and there's ah of

course

so when are you coming back well i don't

know

you don't know

um okay take good care of yourself

yeah well you too

i just want you to know i love you

keep um

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she said that she'd send a postcard

it's not coming back is she

i really don't know

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so jennifer what do you think of my new

acquisitions

well they still look like the product of

a sick mind but remember

it is our therapy that makes them better

i'll be honest with you i'm starting to

get used to them good well don't get too

useless as you know the

wonderful administration here continues

to put pressure on me my

head is in a vice and they just keep

turning i may

have to surrender my greyhounds don't

get me started

you're not getting started

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so

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10 minutes

what are you doing here how'd you get

the car back uh

i uh i talked to the guy at the track

and uh

considered in advance you're going to be

working there the rest of your life

megan i just i just want you to know

that everything's okay with me

and that it's okay for you to go

i i go with you myself if if i had the

money

that is that is if you would have me

okay

you're the sweetest man please tell me

anything

but that i'm the sweetest but you are

and and so much more

witty handsome yeah yeah good looking

yeah

yeah you are and you know what

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i can't go i'm not going i'm not going

i've been i've been sitting here going

crazy thinking can i

can i get on that plane and walk away

from you

when i had to say goodbye to lace heel

broke my heart

i can't i can't do that

i'm staying i don't i don't have to

leave to do my art

it's you know i know i had

to start in the past

i don't want to live in the past

i want to be now

with you that's it

come on

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let's take a day

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let's slip away

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do you remember when

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again

is

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i find it so hard to live without

you

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myself

one more time for me favor please

find some time time to spend

with me baby

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sometimes

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i just wanted to tell you again how much

i love you

i need to talk today

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i know i wasn't around it's okay daddy

no i want to make it up to you i know

what you can do

anything you can give me away at my

wedding

you're staying yeah i want you and for

us to be here

that's so sweet finally i'm the father

of the bride

that's right

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i thought that you'd be dunking your

cannoli in an espresso by now

what's going on i'm not going

he proposed again

congratulations

what's all this all this stuff well

i'm taking your advice i'm moving on

i was just coming to tell you i'd like

to continue my sessions

no megan there's no more need for

sessions

i'm glad for you too jesse

your paintings are beautiful and

you know i can paint

anywhere but here

do you understand

he gave me back my life you know

something you gave me back mine too

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so

guess it's goodbye

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yeah yeah

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i'm gonna miss you

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i thought i heard something

what are you doing down here you know

the groom can't see the bride the night

before the wedding

you know i i keep trying to remember

something it's frustrating me

what i don't know i was

i was sick i was in the hospital but

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i think i was pregnant i can't grab on

to it i don't know what it is

it's late you have a wedding in the

morning was i

tell me mom was what was it

you and david were on the way to the

hospital you were in labor

and the there was a terrible accident

baby died

douglas so

um dp is

douglas

why didn't you tell me and why didn't

david tell me

we couldn't tell you we were too afraid

i'm so sorry

oh mom

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we're wrong

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she's not here yet

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where is she something's wrong lisa

i don't know what it is

maybe grandpa knows something okay

i don't even the woman is know

complicated

takes you your whole life to figure out

all their moods and outs

all our personalities been married to

you 15 years and i've only figured out

three of them

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you think you figured out three of them

oh what's going on are they canceling

the wedding harry i'm sorry if he

doesn't i'm sure she will

oh yeah i know i'm real lucky where are

you going you're going to believe this

but the guy who bought her apply he

wants me to manage it for him i'm not

going nowhere

why didn't you tell me she was fine when

she went back to bed

i thought you'd talk to her this morning

you should have told me last night

i'm sorry just that she always blamed me

it was an accident terrible accident

man you keep playing i got an idea where

she is

come on harry it's you and me together

again we gotta

keep the show on the road

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thank you

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it was my fault doesn't matter

once a little boy died our little boy

it was an accident megan listen

can can we talk about this later i mean

because we got a bunch of people at the

church expecting us

doesn't this scare you what because it

scares me to death david

honey we're human i mean we don't get

instructions we just go along and we do

the best we can

i don't know i don't know i mean what if

i start to remember all these things

and it changes now it changes us now

how i know you now what if i remember

more bad things

you wanted to remember

so what do you want bacon you want an

apology for the past

you want to guarantee that nothing will

go bad in the future

i mean that i i won't get mad make

another mistake i can't do that

all right i wish i could but i

i wanted a boy more than anything in the

whole world

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i was gonna play football with douglas

i was gonna take him to baseball

eat games many hot dogs

advise them about girls race cars

i'm afraid

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some wedding reception the only thing we

don't have is a ride in the groom

oh loosen up harry you actually look

presentable today

guess i'm never gonna walk down the

aisle in this thing

just gonna have to wait for you yeah

don't hold your breath grandpa

going to art school in europe

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exactly how i pictured our wedding day

that's twice now

yes we were gonna have one honey 20

years ago i promised you all these

things

for better for worse and sickness and

health for richer

for poorer i mean i i stand by those

promises i made that day and i'm ready

to make them again

megan i love you i always loved you

will you marry me it's too late

what already married dopey

let's do it again i know a little place

over the border

rent a minister absolutely stolen

flowers definitely

how are we gonna get there a little

surprise for me

such a sweet man i'm sorry no

you know what you're right i am

is this the same bike we eloped on just

a little older

but better just like us

i love this bike i love this woman

let's take the day

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let's slip away

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