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>I found this letter the other day in the pocket of an old jacket.

>I wrote it soon after Léo was born, and I...

>I had no idea I was going through postpartum depression.

>Reading this was like reliving the worst time of my life.

>Of your life as well, ours.

>And yet we overcame it together.

>Sure.

>It is that every time I think that I caused you suffering by my choices,

>and by my incapacity, I feel immense pain.

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>I'm sorry.

>You remember our deal, right?

>There is no one to blame here.

>I know.

>But I can't stop thinking that

>if I had managed to get pregnant you wouldn't be going through any of this.

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>You have no way of knowing that, do you?

>It is out of our hands.

>We can't know if it would be any different.

>It happened the way it was meant to happen, with the maturity that we had at the time.

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>Sometimes I wish I could get it out of us.

>There is a quote that I like very much, that says:

>"We are what we experience, the remnants of what we go through,

>and the consequences of what we choose.

>We are ourselves, mutable and undefined."

>We have today now, Valentina.

>And today, I'm discovering a new way to be happy.

>For us to be happy.

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>BASED ON THE WORK BY NATHÁLIA SODRÉ

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>EPISODE 04: CONNECTION

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>I wish I could have a brother.

>I'm going to have one!

>Will I ever get one too?

>Hey kids, what are you playing at?

>Mom, this is my sister Laura.

>She's so cute, my son.

>Can I hold her for a little bit?

>Yes, of course, you can.

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p="1"> Attention! Attention, everybody!

>Pay attention to your Mom! Attention!

p="1">Thank you! Good Afternoon!

>I'd like to propose a toast.

>It's so good to experience this wonderful moment...

>Thank you for your kindness. Now let's eat. I'm starving!

p="1">Shall we go for a walk?

>Please.

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>Excuse us.

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p="1">Thank you for getting me out of there, It was really hard for me.

>I know.

>I don't want it to look like I'm not happy, you know,

>even more so for Igor.

>Nor that I'm not happy with the birth of my nephew, but my mother...

>Your brother would never think such a thing of you.

>He knows you are happy, but...

>...He also understands your pain.

>Of course, I do!

>- I'm sorry for my selfishness, Chip. - I'm sorry for the triggers.

>I love you, and your pain is mine too. It has always been this way.

>If I could take this pain away from you and feel it myself, I would.

>I'm sure you would, Chip.

>- I'm with you, Dale! - Ouch! What's this?

>- Guys... - Damn!

>Can we talk, my daughter?

>Yes, you can.

>- I'll leave you alone then. - No! No need, you're family.

>Daughter, I know that I'm not as good a mother as I should be, and that you deserve.

p="1">But in my way, I always tried to do my best.

>Even with Igor, even with him, I couldn't be perfect.

>But what I want you to know,

p="1">is that even though I'm not this caring, loving mother.

>Ever since I brought you into the world, I have always wished you good things.

>I'll always be here for whatever you need.

>Even with my awkward way of showing things.

>My Daughter.

>Well, well... everyone decided to to get some air outside.

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>Look what I found.

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p="1">Hey, girls!

p="1">Hey!

p="1"> What are those faces for?

>- We have news to tell you! - Firsthand!

>Uhh! Firsthand news...

>Hold on...Is it what I think it is?

>- We are... - Pregnant!

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>My darlings!

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>And I... was the first to know!

>- How come you were the first to know? - Uhm!

>- So, that means that I was not the first to know? - No.

>No? But to buy Ice Cream at 4:30 in the morning almost weekly, then I'm reminded.

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>- - Is that right?

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>Oh my, my feet are killing me, you know.

>I'll tell you what, I'm tired, ok?

>Of course, with all the dancing you've done today.

>But, is my massage helping?

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>- What about Duda? - Huh?

>Duda? Which Duda? She passed out as soon as she lay in the bed.

>- As I will do as well because I'm dead. - You're getting old, huh, my brother-in-law?

>- Ihh... - Says the young girl with the killing feet,

>lying on the couch.

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>She is pregnant, she tends to get tired more.

>The foot...look at this foot, it gets a little swollen, right?

>Guys, are you smelling Cupuaçu?

>- Smell of Cupuaçu? - Uhm!

>Does Cupuaçu have a smell?

>I think I'm getting a craving for Cupuaçu Ice Cream.

>Tell you what, tomorrow I will take you this new Ice Cream parlor that Duda loves.

>Then you can eat as much as you want. Just eat it all.

>All right! I'm going in search of this Cupuaçu Ice Cream.

>My son won't be born looking like a Cupuaçu.

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>You must be kidding me, right?

>Where are we finding this Ice Cream at this time in the morning?

>I have no idea, Chip! But, come on now! Stop being lazy.

p="1">No way! Take this young girl with you instead. She's dying to walk.

>- Please! - What? Are you serious?

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>I love you guys, ok?

>- Me and my little Cupuaçu! - Oh, God!

>This child needs to be really beautiful.

>Ouch!

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>- It was always in the morning. - Always in the morning.

>- It's not funny, guys. - Luiza always ate a lot of crap.

>Then she would get sick, and I would tell her; "Watch your food."

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>I'd eat a Cupuaçu Ice Cream right now!

>- Whoa! - If you want, we can go get it for you.

>- Don't even! Don't even! - At least, my son doesn't look like a Cupuaçu.

>- That's true! - Isn't that right?

p="1">Well done, Chip!

p="1">There are many good memories!

>Yes, there are many!

>This picture here is the first time that Léo wriggled on your belly.

>- Really? - Uhm!

>Do you want it to be a boy or a girl?

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>I've always dreamt of having a baby girl, but I'm 100% sure it's a boy.

>How can you be so sure?

>Maternal Intuition! Is that what you call it?

>- - That's right, Princess, maternal intuition.

>Now...I think I could get a kiss. I feel so needy right now!

>Awe!

>What a stupid wife I am, leaving you with longing.

>Needy for kisses.

>- - My stupid wife.

>And the best woman in the world!

>I love you, my moon!

>I love you, my sun!

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>- Oh! - What's it?

> Fell it.

>- It kicked! Here! -

>- Did you feel it? - Yes!

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>Speak more! Speak more, baby!

>Hey, my little star! Are you happy in your mom's womb?

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p="1">Wow, that was one of the most exciting moments of my life.

>I will never forget it!

>Although it was uncomfortable, at least it was for me.

>It really is very exciting when they move for the first time.

>Yes...For me, it was very exciting too.

>The chat is good, but shall we go inside for dessert?

>I made a Cupuaçu pie that you're going to love.

>- Really? - No! Of course, no, woman.

>- - Oh, Igor, this is not funny!

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>How can you be so beautiful?

>Just beautiful?

>Beautiful, hot, smart...

>...jerk, and stupid.

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> Good morning.

> Good morning, Princess.

>Did you sleep well?

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>Wow, I need some water after that glance.

>You're married to me.

>You should be used to me staring at you.

>First my butt, now my breasts...

>- I am not... - You're not?

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>I love your stares, especially the ones you can't resist.

> Why?

>- Does it amuse you? - How so?

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p="1"> Moms, I found Peixoto!

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>- Oops! Cuddles! -

>- Hmm! Do you know what I'm in the mood for? - What's it?

>- Guess! - Pancakes!

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> Let's eat, Pancakes!

> Pancakes!

>- Pancakes. -

p="1">- Who wants pancakes for breakfast? - Me!

>- - Ihh, grandma is calling.

>Hey, mama!

>Yes, we are making pancakes!

>Léo? Do you want to talk to him?

>Hold on! Your Grandma wants to speak with you.

> Hey, Grandma! I'm going to play! I'm going to play!

>Kisses! Kisses!

>- - Go ahead, my love!

>- I'm going to bring my nuggets with me. - There, go ahead.

>Hi, Mom!

> Yes.

>No...Mom, I'm not going to exaggerate about the sugar.

>- Fine! Fine! - Tell her to send kisses to Dad.

>- And tell her that I send kisses too. - Carol is sending kisses to you and to Dad.

>We miss you guys!

>- Oh, let me go ahead and say it to her. - Kisses, Mom!

>- Bye, Mom! I love you! - Oh, for God's sake, girls!

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>Ihh, I'm not seeing any perfect sister-in-law in here.

>It's because I haven't presented you to your new sister-in-law yet, you know.

>Valentina, watch out, okay? You'll lose your position.

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>You haven't told me about it!

>Guys, for God's sake, huh? I'm just kidding!

>- No love, no heart, I'm just for the fun! - Gosh, what's this?

>- What's this? - Hey!

>- Good morning, my amazing wife. -

>You both can't see that, ok? Come on, I'm going to close my eyes too.

>You're very horn today, huh? But when I talk about sex, there's all this cliché.

p="1"> Sarah, that's enough!

> Ihh, she's learning from the best, huh?!

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p="1">- Do you want coffee? - Yes, give me some coffee.

>I already talked to my mother, okay? The baby shower will be at her house.

>- My son's baby shower? - Our son!

>May I know why?

>Because she is excited, and her house is bigger, and has more space...

>I really need more space, don't I, Igor? But in my life!

> Damn, this woman gets into everything and you do nothing!

> Duda, you always had a problem with her.

>- I had? - Yes, you always have!

>- Igor, for God's sake, I'm pregnant. - It always has to be your way!

>- I just wanted to choose the place... - Oh, you want to choose?

>- Damn, I had enough of it! - I'm the one that had enough here!

>- I had enough of you, Duda! I had enough of you! - Igor!

>- Stop! Igor... - I had enough of you!

>...look how you are going to continue this conversation.

>We'd better stop now, right?

>- Sure. - We'd better stop now!

> We'd better.

>We'd better continue this conversation when you're calmer.

>When you are thinking clearly.

>I'm off to the office.

>Don't forget that you're taking Aninha to the playground later.

>I won't, Duda.

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p="1">Psst!

p="1">Hey!

>You have that dumb face, you know.

> Face? Which face?

> The one from when you fell in love with Valentina for the first time.

>What about you, Sarah? Have you fallen in love for real?

>That word doesn't even exist in my vocabulary, to begin with, okay.

>What's the point, people? Out of the blue, huh!

>What's the problem? It's just a question. Answer it.

>No! And I also don't want to!

>I have a very busy life, okay?

>I don't have time to play affective responsibility with someone.

>It's different!

>I used to think like that too. But, you know what?

>I confess that falling in love was the best thing that ever happened to me.

>Although I don't remember much of things,

>and that it all seems new. It still feels familiar, you know?

>So, how are you dealing with it all?

p="1">Well, therapy every day, right?

> That's right!

>Look at the new top model in the family, he's calling me to see his pictures.

p="1">I'll be right back, okay?

p="1">Kisses, sis!

>Kisses!

>You know what, Luh, I admire your courage, I really do.

>But, look, I'm not going to flatter you. Don't get too used to it.

p="1">Oh, so I'm your favorite sister, huh?

>Don't push it too far! I love you a lot, but my favorite sister is too much.

>- Come again, Sarah? - Oh, you continue to be this sentimentalist.

>Are your zodiac sign Cancer?

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p="1">- Wow! - Wow, check out this look here.

>- Awe! - You kill it!

>Let me take a picture of you two together. Come on!

>- Those glasses are very stylish. - Go ahead!

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p="1">Hmm, orange juice! Can I have some, Luh?

>Luiza?

>- - What's it?

> I had a memory, Valentina!

>How so? What did you remember?

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