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you look familiar oh yeah I drink here a

you look familiar oh yeah I drink here a

you look familiar oh yeah I drink here a lot

lot

lot oh my God you are the one who ran in

oh my God you are the one who ran in

oh my God you are the one who ran in with the nose yeah

with the nose yeah

with the nose yeah captain my Bishop

if I buy a drink would you tell me the

if I buy a drink would you tell me the

if I buy a drink would you tell me the story of how he ended up carrying a nose

story of how he ended up carrying a nose

story of how he ended up carrying a nose in a plastic bag

in a plastic bag

in a plastic bag sorry I'm drinking alone tonight

are you sure

are you sure

are you sure [Music]

maybe not

that's one way to get to know me better

that's one way to get to know me better

that's one way to get to know me better I find it is the fastest

I find it is the fastest

I find it is the fastest [Music]

hi what are you doing here

hi what are you doing here

hi what are you doing here I saw Warren at the hospital and he said

I saw Warren at the hospital and he said

I saw Warren at the hospital and he said it was a tough day so I brought you

it was a tough day so I brought you

it was a tough day so I brought you lasagna

lasagna

lasagna I know you're hot but all we did was

I know you're hot but all we did was

I know you're hot but all we did was hook up I don't need a girlfriend

hook up I don't need a girlfriend

hook up I don't need a girlfriend wow okay

wow okay

wow okay um

um

um it was nice meeting you then

it was nice meeting you then

it was nice meeting you then [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm rude

I'm rude

I'm rude Rogan

Rogan

Rogan I'm not in the habit of fixing broken

I'm not in the habit of fixing broken

I'm not in the habit of fixing broken people

and sales

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's beautiful

it's beautiful

it's beautiful [Music]

I don't understand a word of this

I don't understand a word of this

I don't understand a word of this go Shine Your Light

go Shine Your Light

go Shine Your Light [Music]

[Music]

[Music] was that kiss me yeah

was that kiss me yeah

was that kiss me yeah I think about dying

I think about dying

I think about dying sues me and I can't sleep when I'm

sues me and I can't sleep when I'm

sues me and I can't sleep when I'm anxious I think about dying and then I

anxious I think about dying and then I

anxious I think about dying and then I can fall asleep

can fall asleep

can fall asleep I support at all times it's exhausting

I support at all times it's exhausting

I support at all times it's exhausting I'm exhausted

I'm exhausted

I'm exhausted who taught you guys forward

who taught you guys forward

who taught you guys forward my father

my father

my father have you considered the possibility that

have you considered the possibility that

have you considered the possibility that he was wrong

he was wrong

he was wrong [Music]

[Music]

[Music] ah could you take some days off

ah could you take some days off

ah could you take some days off can we try to go somewhere

can we try to go somewhere

can we try to go somewhere I thought you have to work

I thought you have to work

I thought you have to work I have some personal days saved up

I have some personal days saved up

I have some personal days saved up how many uh 100 maybe I don't take days

how many uh 100 maybe I don't take days

how many uh 100 maybe I don't take days off but

off but

off but but I would like to try

but I would like to try

but I would like to try yes yeah yes

ah you ready yeah yeah just um you don't

ah you ready yeah yeah just um you don't

ah you ready yeah yeah just um you don't look ready

look ready

look ready just had to call the Station no one ever

just had to call the Station no one ever

just had to call the Station no one ever remembers okay okay okay then

remembers okay okay okay then

remembers okay okay okay then um all this and some fruity drinks we'll

um all this and some fruity drinks we'll

um all this and some fruity drinks we'll be waiting for you with cool

okay okay okay okay

okay okay okay okay

okay okay okay okay [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's a four alarm fire that they're

it's a four alarm fire that they're

it's a four alarm fire that they're expecting it to get to five they're

expecting it to get to five they're

expecting it to get to five they're calling everyone in

calling everyone in

calling everyone in they will call everyone else they they

they will call everyone else they they

they will call everyone else they they are going to put out the fire it's

are going to put out the fire it's

are going to put out the fire it's okay I'm

okay I'm

okay I'm [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I'm

I'm

I'm the captain I should be there of a five

the captain I should be there of a five

the captain I should be there of a five alarm fire is something I'm too far away

alarm fire is something I'm too far away

alarm fire is something I'm too far away am I yeah okay Maya you're having a

am I yeah okay Maya you're having a

am I yeah okay Maya you're having a panic attack it's okay it's okay I've

panic attack it's okay it's okay I've

panic attack it's okay it's okay I've got you but um okay okay look at me

got you but um okay okay look at me

got you but um okay okay look at me yeah yeah look at me your eyes only need

yeah yeah look at me your eyes only need

yeah yeah look at me your eyes only need to be on me no no no no no noise forward

to be on me no no no no no noise forward

to be on me no no no no no noise forward no eyes forward Eyes Only on me good

no eyes forward Eyes Only on me good

no eyes forward Eyes Only on me good breathe

yeah

yeah

yeah hi Captain Bishop um sorry to interrupt

hi Captain Bishop um sorry to interrupt

hi Captain Bishop um sorry to interrupt uh your mom is here

uh your mom is here

uh your mom is here Mom Hi how

Mom Hi how

Mom Hi how hi are you one of Maya's fire women no

hi are you one of Maya's fire women no

hi are you one of Maya's fire women no I'm not a firefighter I'm Dr Karina De

I'm not a firefighter I'm Dr Karina De

I'm not a firefighter I'm Dr Karina De Luca I was just about to leave

mom what are you doing here

mom what are you doing here

mom what are you doing here I I left your father

I I left your father

I I left your father [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I came here to apologize for the abuse

I came here to apologize for the abuse

I came here to apologize for the abuse because I didn't I didn't protect you

because I didn't I didn't protect you

because I didn't I didn't protect you and and that is a mother's job I'm so

and and that is a mother's job I'm so

and and that is a mother's job I'm so sorry what what are you talking about

sorry what what are you talking about

sorry what what are you talking about oh yeah your father is abusive

oh yeah your father is abusive

oh yeah your father is abusive [Music]

what is this hey oh hi I I know you

what is this hey oh hi I I know you

what is this hey oh hi I I know you needed help getting ready for your

needed help getting ready for your

needed help getting ready for your spaghetti dinner so we helped I didn't

spaghetti dinner so we helped I didn't

spaghetti dinner so we helped I didn't ask you to do that

ask you to do that

ask you to do that I didn't think Dad never laid a hand on

I didn't think Dad never laid a hand on

I didn't think Dad never laid a hand on us

us

us he was tough he could be a jerk he could

he was tough he could be a jerk he could

he was tough he could be a jerk he could be mean but that doesn't mean he abused

be mean but that doesn't mean he abused

be mean but that doesn't mean he abused us tough is grounding you for breaking

us tough is grounding you for breaking

us tough is grounding you for breaking curfew

curfew

curfew abuse is making you walk home 20 miles

abuse is making you walk home 20 miles

abuse is making you walk home 20 miles from your track meet for coming in

from your track meet for coming in

from your track meet for coming in second I came in first actually but I

second I came in first actually but I

second I came in first actually but I didn't eat my own

didn't eat my own

didn't eat my own come with me to my next therapy session

come with me to my next therapy session

come with me to my next therapy session I beat it the next time

yeah I agree you need therapy

yeah I agree you need therapy

yeah I agree you need therapy I'm good

I'm good

I'm good Maya

denial is a strong force and and the

denial is a strong force and and the

denial is a strong force and and the abuser your mom described outside is

abuser your mom described outside is

abuser your mom described outside is still I'm not in denial

still I'm not in denial

still I'm not in denial I want a gold medal because of my dad I

I want a gold medal because of my dad I

I want a gold medal because of my dad I am the youngest fire captain in Seattle

am the youngest fire captain in Seattle

am the youngest fire captain in Seattle and this station's first female Captain

and this station's first female Captain

and this station's first female Captain because of my dad I'm not in denial I am

because of my dad I'm not in denial I am

because of my dad I'm not in denial I am pissed

pissed

pissed [Music]

[Music]

[Music] your mind is brilliant and maybe you

your mind is brilliant and maybe you

your mind is brilliant and maybe you think you're too smart to be in denial

think you're too smart to be in denial

think you're too smart to be in denial maybe you think you're too smart to have

maybe you think you're too smart to have

maybe you think you're too smart to have been abused okay I'm not interested in

been abused okay I'm not interested in

been abused okay I'm not interested in talking he never hit me

talking he never hit me

talking he never hit me that's not the only way you abuse

that's not the only way you abuse

that's not the only way you abuse somebody Maya psychological abuse is a

somebody Maya psychological abuse is a

somebody Maya psychological abuse is a verbal abuse they are real

verbal abuse they are real

verbal abuse they are real I don't want to fight with you I don't

I don't want to fight with you I don't

I don't want to fight with you I don't want to fight either then I think you

want to fight either then I think you

want to fight either then I think you should go what this is not how you

should go what this is not how you

should go what this is not how you handle a fight

handle a fight

handle a fight my I

my I

my I [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I'm here for you I'm not leaving

I'm here for you I'm not leaving

I'm here for you I'm not leaving okay okay I'm I'm I'm gonna I need I

okay okay I'm I'm I'm gonna I need I

okay okay I'm I'm I'm gonna I need I need to run so I'm gonna I'm gonna go on

need to run so I'm gonna I'm gonna go on

need to run so I'm gonna I'm gonna go on a run

a run

a run [Music]

[Music]

[Music] thank you

I thought you left I

I thought you left I

I thought you left I I almost did but then I thought you

I almost did but then I thought you

I almost did but then I thought you might need to I don't need anything

might need to I don't need anything

might need to I don't need anything except space

I can see that you're pushing me away

I can see that you're pushing me away

I can see that you're pushing me away and I want to give you space but give me

and I want to give you space but give me

and I want to give you space but give me space I understand that you're going

space I understand that you're going

space I understand that you're going through a lot and I I'm trying not to be

through a lot and I I'm trying not to be

through a lot and I I'm trying not to be mad at you but I just slept with Jack an

mad at you but I just slept with Jack an

mad at you but I just slept with Jack an hour ago so be mad at that

hey kiddo

hey Dad you should probably wait for me

hey Dad you should probably wait for me

hey Dad you should probably wait for me at home your family's falling apart and

at home your family's falling apart and

at home your family's falling apart and you're playing fire captain I'm not

you're playing fire captain I'm not

you're playing fire captain I'm not playing anything I am captain did your

playing anything I am captain did your

playing anything I am captain did your mother fill your head with drama is that

mother fill your head with drama is that

mother fill your head with drama is that why you're treating me this way

why you're treating me this way

why you're treating me this way you know Dad I have to go and you have

you know Dad I have to go and you have

you know Dad I have to go and you have to work raise your voice at me young

to work raise your voice at me young

to work raise your voice at me young lady I am in charge and I'm ordering

lady I am in charge and I'm ordering

lady I am in charge and I'm ordering YouTube

YouTube

YouTube what did you say you heard me

what did you say you heard me

what did you say you heard me sure hands off of me oh yeah oh you need

sure hands off of me oh yeah oh you need

sure hands off of me oh yeah oh you need your big strong men to fight your

your big strong men to fight your

your big strong men to fight your battles no Captain dad I don't I don't

battles no Captain dad I don't I don't

battles no Captain dad I don't I don't need to win my gold medals for other

need to win my gold medals for other

need to win my gold medals for other people unlike you I win them myself

oh

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I was so stupid

I was so stupid

I was so stupid everyone saw the truth about my dad but

everyone saw the truth about my dad but

everyone saw the truth about my dad but me

me

me who in the best relationship I ever had

who in the best relationship I ever had

who in the best relationship I ever had because of him he could apologize

because of him he could apologize

because of him he could apologize [Music]

[Music]

[Music] that's too late for that way too late

that's too late for that way too late

that's too late for that way too late you'd be surprised how far and I'm sorry

you'd be surprised how far and I'm sorry

you'd be surprised how far and I'm sorry can get you

can get you

can get you [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Karina what do you want I'm an idiot

Karina what do you want I'm an idiot

Karina what do you want I'm an idiot you're right I was abused my dad was

you're right I was abused my dad was

you're right I was abused my dad was abusive but that is no excuse for what I

abusive but that is no excuse for what I

abusive but that is no excuse for what I did to you and

did to you and

did to you and I

I

I just please please please take me back I

just please please please take me back I

just please please please take me back I love you

love you

love you and I've never said that about anyone

and I've never said that about anyone

and I've never said that about anyone before I'm sorry

before I'm sorry

before I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm sorry please forgive me oh my God

I'm sorry please forgive me oh my God

I'm sorry please forgive me oh my God forgive me oh sorry sorry she cheated on

forgive me oh sorry sorry she cheated on

forgive me oh sorry sorry she cheated on me with her ex-boyfriend and then and

me with her ex-boyfriend and then and

me with her ex-boyfriend and then and then you throw it in my face just to hug

then you throw it in my face just to hug

then you throw it in my face just to hug me and what am I supposed to do now

me and what am I supposed to do now

me and what am I supposed to do now forget that am I supposed to trust you I

forget that am I supposed to trust you I

forget that am I supposed to trust you I don't

don't

don't I don't know

I don't know

I don't know but I'm okay spending every day trying

but I'm okay spending every day trying

but I'm okay spending every day trying to convince you to

forgive her I'm sorry I'm sorry I just

forgive her I'm sorry I'm sorry I just

forgive her I'm sorry I'm sorry I just if you love her forgive her

I love you Maya

I love you Maya

I love you Maya [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I mean you could come in and visit me at

I mean you could come in and visit me at

I mean you could come in and visit me at work if my boss is not seeing her

work if my boss is not seeing her

work if my boss is not seeing her husband I'm not gonna see my girlfriend

husband I'm not gonna see my girlfriend

husband I'm not gonna see my girlfriend what about just a super short little

what about just a super short little

what about just a super short little visit no kissing on the mouth not safe

visit no kissing on the mouth not safe

visit no kissing on the mouth not safe and I suspect impossible and we are just

and I suspect impossible and we are just

and I suspect impossible and we are just a little curious

a little curious

a little curious [Music]

hey we had just reached a good place and

hey we had just reached a good place and

hey we had just reached a good place and then the pandemic hit and I get that

then the pandemic hit and I get that

then the pandemic hit and I get that we're being

we're being

we're being responsible by not seeing each other but

responsible by not seeing each other but

responsible by not seeing each other but it seems kind of extreme the alternative

it seems kind of extreme the alternative

it seems kind of extreme the alternative is quarantining together which is

is quarantining together which is

is quarantining together which is basically moving in together which

also seems extreme I hate this I I hate

also seems extreme I hate this I I hate

also seems extreme I hate this I I hate this decision I hate being alone why

this decision I hate being alone why

this decision I hate being alone why can't you and my a bit get because you

can't you and my a bit get because you

can't you and my a bit get because you weren't you baby you foreign

weren't you baby you foreign

weren't you baby you foreign you're staying apart because Miranda and

you're staying apart because Miranda and

you're staying apart because Miranda and I are staying apart

I are staying apart

I are staying apart Ocarina

Ocarina

Ocarina if it were only up to me my wife and I

if it were only up to me my wife and I

if it were only up to me my wife and I would be braving this thing together we

would be braving this thing together we

would be braving this thing together we God knows it's a mess of time in all of

God knows it's a mess of time in all of

God knows it's a mess of time in all of our lives but what the hell is the point

our lives but what the hell is the point

our lives but what the hell is the point of finding a person if you don't get the

of finding a person if you don't get the

of finding a person if you don't get the weather the storms together look at your

weather the storms together look at your

weather the storms together look at your girl

girl

girl they're going to humanely remove the

they're going to humanely remove the

they're going to humanely remove the animal and transport it to the zoo

animal and transport it to the zoo

animal and transport it to the zoo [Music]

[Music]

[Music] are you really really here am I just

are you really really here am I just

are you really really here am I just really tired of both I'm guessing what I

really tired of both I'm guessing what I

really tired of both I'm guessing what I miss you

move in with me

move in with me

move in with me what I know that that we have barely

what I know that that we have barely

what I know that that we have barely spent three days together since I broke

spent three days together since I broke

spent three days together since I broke your trust but I am hoping that me

your trust but I am hoping that me

your trust but I am hoping that me asking you

asking you

asking you to move in with me is a sign that I'm

to move in with me is a sign that I'm

to move in with me is a sign that I'm all the way in

all the way in

all the way in actually

actually

actually um I came here to ask you the exact same

um I came here to ask you the exact same

um I came here to ask you the exact same thing

I'll be yours if you do mine

I'll be yours if you do mine

I'll be yours if you do mine the nasal swabbing sounds sexy

the nasal swabbing sounds sexy

the nasal swabbing sounds sexy I usually just make a protein shake and

I usually just make a protein shake and

I usually just make a protein shake and drink it on my way

drink it on my way

drink it on my way [Music]

[Music]

[Music] um

um

um okay that might be better than sex

okay that might be better than sex

okay that might be better than sex that sounds like a challenge

good morning I woke up

good morning I woke up

good morning I woke up the apartment and I looked around at her

the apartment and I looked around at her

the apartment and I looked around at her cheeses and her pastas and all of her

cheeses and her pastas and all of her

cheeses and her pastas and all of her wonderful everything and I could feel

wonderful everything and I could feel

wonderful everything and I could feel the rage Building inside of me because

the rage Building inside of me because

the rage Building inside of me because I'm so used to having control over

I'm so used to having control over

I'm so used to having control over an inch of my space and now she's here

an inch of my space and now she's here

an inch of my space and now she's here and

and

and it's terrifying I am terrified that I am

it's terrifying I am terrified that I am

it's terrifying I am terrified that I am going to snap at her like him and that

going to snap at her like him and that

going to snap at her like him and that she's gonna stop loving me and I'm still

she's gonna stop loving me and I'm still

she's gonna stop loving me and I'm still working on this one myself Maya but I

working on this one myself Maya but I

working on this one myself Maya but I think being afraid to be like your dad

think being afraid to be like your dad

think being afraid to be like your dad first step

first step

first step [Music]

[Music]

[Music] to the shower first

okay I'm sorry what is with our kitchen

okay I'm sorry what is with our kitchen

okay I'm sorry what is with our kitchen becoming a cheese seller it reminds me

becoming a cheese seller it reminds me

becoming a cheese seller it reminds me of home yeah I know you said that but it

of home yeah I know you said that but it

of home yeah I know you said that but it is starting Maya my home is really scary

is starting Maya my home is really scary

is starting Maya my home is really scary right now it's worse in here and in here

right now it's worse in here and in here

right now it's worse in here and in here is really bad um I'm scared for my dad

I cannot be there to take care of him

I cannot be there to take care of him

I cannot be there to take care of him and to make sure that he does what he's

and to make sure that he does what he's

and to make sure that he does what he's supposed to

supposed to

supposed to so

so

so [Music]

[Music]

[Music] um

it feels good to look up and to be

it feels good to look up and to be

it feels good to look up and to be reminded of of the good memories of

reminded of of the good memories of

reminded of of the good memories of Italy instead of the constant fear and

Italy instead of the constant fear and

Italy instead of the constant fear and worry

worry

worry I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry you don't have to be

you don't have to be

you don't have to be cargo get ready to bring some babies

cargo get ready to bring some babies

cargo get ready to bring some babies into these terrifying world I did that

into these terrifying world I did that

into these terrifying world I did that today

today

today you did what

you did what

you did what I brought a baby into this terrifying

I brought a baby into this terrifying

I brought a baby into this terrifying world you did I mean brought maybe more

world you did I mean brought maybe more

world you did I mean brought maybe more like cut tell me everything well first

like cut tell me everything well first

like cut tell me everything well first I'm gonna shower and then I will tell

I'm gonna shower and then I will tell

I'm gonna shower and then I will tell you all about it naked

hey Karina just checking in uh I hope

hey Karina just checking in uh I hope

hey Karina just checking in uh I hope your your day is less eventful than my

your your day is less eventful than my

your your day is less eventful than my night was

night was

night was today is the annual inspection which is

today is the annual inspection which is

today is the annual inspection which is the most important

the most important

the most important day of my captaincy so far and I thought

day of my captaincy so far and I thought

day of my captaincy so far and I thought it was tomorrow

it was tomorrow

it was tomorrow so I'm not ready I haven't slept or

so I'm not ready I haven't slept or

so I'm not ready I haven't slept or showered or eaten or processed what I

showered or eaten or processed what I

showered or eaten or processed what I witnessed last night and now I'm

witnessed last night and now I'm

witnessed last night and now I'm rambling on your voicemail because I

rambling on your voicemail because I

rambling on your voicemail because I miss you and oh God what if we fail what

miss you and oh God what if we fail what

miss you and oh God what if we fail what if I fail that is

if I fail that is

if I fail that is good

good

good I stay on her okay we need to make sure

I stay on her okay we need to make sure

I stay on her okay we need to make sure we can see your car at all times okay

we can see your car at all times okay

we can see your car at all times okay Karina I am Andrea don't worry look you

Karina I am Andrea don't worry look you

Karina I am Andrea don't worry look you can can we call your your girlfriend now

can can we call your your girlfriend now

can can we call your your girlfriend now please

please

please Karina are you okay yes we are safe I

Karina are you okay yes we are safe I

Karina are you okay yes we are safe I just got a million texts from Andrew to

just got a million texts from Andrew to

just got a million texts from Andrew to Lucas saying oh look

Lucas saying oh look

Lucas saying oh look she's getting out who's getting out

she's getting out who's getting out

she's getting out who's getting out okay

don't hang up

I can't just stay here while Karina

I can't just stay here while Karina

I can't just stay here while Karina okay this inspection defines your role

okay this inspection defines your role

okay this inspection defines your role as Captain I'm a first responder I'm

as Captain I'm a first responder I'm

as Captain I'm a first responder I'm gonna respond and if that means it's the

gonna respond and if that means it's the

gonna respond and if that means it's the last day as the first female Captain

last day as the first female Captain

last day as the first female Captain then I can live with that

then I can live with that

then I can live with that I'll get everyone in their classes go

freeze uh what's going on what is going

freeze uh what's going on what is going

freeze uh what's going on what is going on

there

what's happening help

please

come on come on

come on come on

come on come on [Music]

thank you

Warren got called for a long downtown

Warren got called for a long downtown

Warren got called for a long downtown yes

yes

yes Karina going anywhere

Karina going anywhere

Karina going anywhere [Music]

hey I can't get comfortable anywhere you

hey I can't get comfortable anywhere you

hey I can't get comfortable anywhere you want to give the bed or the couch

want to give the bed or the couch

want to give the bed or the couch another shot too soft

another shot too soft

another shot too soft you want to scream

you want to scream

you want to scream would that make you feel better

The Scream

your brother died Karina you're allowed

your brother died Karina you're allowed

your brother died Karina you're allowed to wake up the neighbors you didn't even

to wake up the neighbors you didn't even

to wake up the neighbors you didn't even die he was murdered scream

die he was murdered scream

die he was murdered scream [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's okay sorry sorry

this is all my fault this is my brother

this is all my fault this is my brother

this is all my fault this is my brother is dead because I'm an idiot Hey Hey Hey

is dead because I'm an idiot Hey Hey Hey

is dead because I'm an idiot Hey Hey Hey listen to me none of this is your fault

listen to me none of this is your fault

listen to me none of this is your fault is it then who am I supposed to play

is it then who am I supposed to play

is it then who am I supposed to play blame me we have to get some of this off

blame me we have to get some of this off

blame me we have to get some of this off of you I will take it blame me I should

of you I will take it blame me I should

of you I will take it blame me I should have gotten to you sooner I should have

have gotten to you sooner I should have

have gotten to you sooner I should have been there blame me this is not your

been there blame me this is not your

been there blame me this is not your fault then why is it yours because I let

fault then why is it yours because I let

fault then why is it yours because I let him on that train I did that I give me

him on that train I did that I give me

him on that train I did that I give me the guilt okay give me the blame give me

the guilt okay give me the blame give me

the guilt okay give me the blame give me the part that stings the most okay let

the part that stings the most okay let

the part that stings the most okay let me hold on to it for a little while and

me hold on to it for a little while and

me hold on to it for a little while and when you're feeling a little stronger

when you're feeling a little stronger

when you're feeling a little stronger you can have it all back

you can have it all back

you can have it all back I promise

I promise

I promise [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Maya I'm not a child I don't need a fire

Maya I'm not a child I don't need a fire

Maya I'm not a child I don't need a fire truck

truck

truck scream

I can't

wait

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

[Music]

so you guys um grew up together and no

so you guys um grew up together and no

so you guys um grew up together and no we're being friends

we're being friends

we're being friends well friends I mean yeah that too but

well friends I mean yeah that too but

well friends I mean yeah that too but [Music]

yeah yeah

yeah yeah

yeah yeah no I got that one I remember that one

no I got that one I remember that one

no I got that one I remember that one yeah

yeah

yeah hey what's up Karina's sex buddy is

hey what's up Karina's sex buddy is

hey what's up Karina's sex buddy is visiting oh so this is like a jealousy

visiting oh so this is like a jealousy

visiting oh so this is like a jealousy thing no

thing no

thing no korean's grieving right and a friend who

korean's grieving right and a friend who

korean's grieving right and a friend who she used to have some sex with is here

she used to have some sex with is here

she used to have some sex with is here to comfort her kind of like you're doing

to comfort her kind of like you're doing

to comfort her kind of like you're doing now Korea comes alive with her in ways

now Korea comes alive with her in ways

now Korea comes alive with her in ways that I haven't seen in weeks and she's

that I haven't seen in weeks and she's

that I haven't seen in weeks and she's laughing again and eating again and you

laughing again and eating again and you

laughing again and eating again and you feel threatened

feel threatened

feel threatened cream she loves you and she's also going

cream she loves you and she's also going

cream she loves you and she's also going to the worst thing I think any of us can

to the worst thing I think any of us can

to the worst thing I think any of us can imagine okay so this is why I don't deal

imagine okay so this is why I don't deal

imagine okay so this is why I don't deal with feelings because they become other

with feelings because they become other

with feelings because they become other people's problems

people's problems

people's problems I am threatened by you and Gabriella but

I am threatened by you and Gabriella but

I am threatened by you and Gabriella but Gabriela is my friend I know it's stupid

Gabriela is my friend I know it's stupid

Gabriela is my friend I know it's stupid I'm just telling you the truth my what

I'm just telling you the truth my what

I'm just telling you the truth my what you and I have is uh wow fantastic

hours

just hours

just hours

just hours [Music]

but if you if you wanted to keep making

but if you if you wanted to keep making

but if you if you wanted to keep making your point

your point

your point [Music]

sir yeah but get off the phone and pull

sir yeah but get off the phone and pull

sir yeah but get off the phone and pull the power forward thank you letter

the power forward thank you letter

the power forward thank you letter nineteen eight car 19 two-car motor

nineteen eight car 19 two-car motor

nineteen eight car 19 two-car motor vehicle crash that's me no no you're my

vehicle crash that's me no no you're my

vehicle crash that's me no no you're my partner and the only person here who

partner and the only person here who

partner and the only person here who likes me oh that's not true Bishop

likes me oh that's not true Bishop

likes me oh that's not true Bishop license

license

license [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Maya we have patience and they are being

Maya we have patience and they are being

Maya we have patience and they are being taken care of

taken care of

taken care of you are snapping at everyone and I get

you are snapping at everyone and I get

you are snapping at everyone and I get being stressed I get if it's even

being stressed I get if it's even

being stressed I get if it's even residual grief but I would not be a good

residual grief but I would not be a good

residual grief but I would not be a good girlfriend if I didn't ask

girlfriend if I didn't ask

girlfriend if I didn't ask [Music]

[Music]

[Music] my Visa is expiring and I might have to

my Visa is expiring and I might have to

my Visa is expiring and I might have to go back to it

go back to it

go back to it what how I don't understand I don't have

what how I don't understand I don't have

what how I don't understand I don't have time to teach you about the the screw

time to teach you about the the screw

time to teach you about the the screw that immigration laws of this country I

that immigration laws of this country I

that immigration laws of this country I have to get back out okay okay just when

have to get back out okay okay just when

have to get back out okay okay just when next one

I can't go to Italy why not because of a

I can't go to Italy why not because of a

I can't go to Italy why not because of a pandemic because PD is warning with us

pandemic because PD is warning with us

pandemic because PD is warning with us because

because

because I have a job to do I was just on

I have a job to do I was just on

I have a job to do I was just on bereavement it's not like you're going

bereavement it's not like you're going

bereavement it's not like you're going to be gone forever

to be gone forever

to be gone forever go help her settle in so your suitcase

go help her settle in so your suitcase

go help her settle in so your suitcase with PPE to help out and just be there

with PPE to help out and just be there

with PPE to help out and just be there for her

for her

for her Karina with everything going on here

Karina with everything going on here

Karina with everything going on here with the tension with PD and I know

with the tension with PD and I know

with the tension with PD and I know you have to stay your whole country is

you have to stay your whole country is

you have to stay your whole country is in crisis you can't live and they're

in crisis you can't live and they're

in crisis you can't live and they're such a desperate need it's okay

such a desperate need it's okay

such a desperate need it's okay [Music]

[Music]

[Music] we'll be okay

we'll be okay

we'll be okay I'll be back before you know it

are you thinking maybe I should just

you two are meant to be you

you two are meant to be you

you two are meant to be you 'll get through this

you know honestly

you know honestly

you know honestly [Music]

[Music]

[Music] until I met you

until I met you

until I met you I think a part of me always assumed I'd

I think a part of me always assumed I'd

I think a part of me always assumed I'd end up marrying a man

end up marrying a man

end up marrying a man really for now I'm I mean I guess I can

really for now I'm I mean I guess I can

really for now I'm I mean I guess I can see that's your dad kind of drilled a

see that's your dad kind of drilled a

see that's your dad kind of drilled a sense of my wife is the only way that's

sense of my wife is the only way that's

sense of my wife is the only way that's probably why I never want to get married

probably why I never want to get married

probably why I never want to get married my parents made it look so unappealing

my parents made it look so unappealing

my parents made it look so unappealing you don't want to get married oh no I

you don't want to get married oh no I

you don't want to get married oh no I don't believe in it

I think that's

I think that's

I think that's that vagina is ripped open my baby's

that vagina is ripped open my baby's

that vagina is ripped open my baby's head it would make me less interested in

head it would make me less interested in

head it would make me less interested in sex with women but oddly

I imagine it has made you less

I imagine it has made you less

I imagine it has made you less interested in giving birth though

interested in giving birth though

interested in giving birth though no not really I mean before you said you

no not really I mean before you said you

no not really I mean before you said you don't want to get married but you do

don't want to get married but you do

don't want to get married but you do want to have kids okay you know this

want to have kids okay you know this

want to have kids okay you know this through my parents and look at your

through my parents and look at your

through my parents and look at your parents won't be next I I thought we

parents won't be next I I thought we

parents won't be next I I thought we were building a future together oh we

were building a future together oh we

were building a future together oh we are we don't need to be married to do

are we don't need to be married to do

are we don't need to be married to do that every moving back to Italy I'm

that every moving back to Italy I'm

that every moving back to Italy I'm sorry I have to leave if there was any

sorry I have to leave if there was any

sorry I have to leave if there was any other way there is

other way there is

other way there is we could get married I'm not getting

we could get married I'm not getting

we could get married I'm not getting married just because of the Visa just

married just because of the Visa just

married just because of the Visa just because this is not something you do to

because this is not something you do to

because this is not something you do to solve a problem I don't see any other

solve a problem I don't see any other

solve a problem I don't see any other way Maya you didn't even want this until

way Maya you didn't even want this until

way Maya you didn't even want this until you started getting sad about me leaving

you started getting sad about me leaving

you started getting sad about me leaving we have learned more about each other in

we have learned more about each other in

we have learned more about each other in the last two hours than we have in our

the last two hours than we have in our

the last two hours than we have in our entire relationship I should have known

entire relationship I should have known

entire relationship I should have known that you don't want to get married in

that you don't want to get married in

that you don't want to get married in that YouTube wanna have babies I knew it

that YouTube wanna have babies I knew it

that YouTube wanna have babies I knew it I knew you would break out on my

I knew you would break out on my

I knew you would break out on my Adventures I mean maybe we're just not

Adventures I mean maybe we're just not

Adventures I mean maybe we're just not right for each other okay so do you want

right for each other okay so do you want

right for each other okay so do you want to break up temporarily do you want to

to break up temporarily do you want to

to break up temporarily do you want to get married marriage is what can keep us

get married marriage is what can keep us

get married marriage is what can keep us together exactly it is crazy that the

together exactly it is crazy that the

together exactly it is crazy that the only records that I have to see in

only records that I have to see in

only records that I have to see in Seattle to see my life with you is to

Seattle to see my life with you is to

Seattle to see my life with you is to send a piece of paper saying that I will

send a piece of paper saying that I will

send a piece of paper saying that I will never leave you

never leave you

never leave you oh you'll still have Gabriella

oh you'll still have Gabriella

oh you'll still have Gabriella wow I mean maybe she's who you're

wow I mean maybe she's who you're

wow I mean maybe she's who you're supposed to be with my stuff maybe we're

supposed to be with my stuff maybe we're

supposed to be with my stuff maybe we're just not meant to be together forever

just not meant to be together forever

just not meant to be together forever stop Maya you've said enough

please

please

please [Music]

[Music]

[Music] what were you saying my marriage is not

what were you saying my marriage is not

what were you saying my marriage is not real then get a divorce in two years so

real then get a divorce in two years so

real then get a divorce in two years so what what am I and I have is real and I

what what am I and I have is real and I

what what am I and I have is real and I don't need a piece of paper to tell me

don't need a piece of paper to tell me

don't need a piece of paper to tell me that and I don't want to run into a

that and I don't want to run into a

that and I don't want to run into a situation that we might regret in a

situation that we might regret in a

situation that we might regret in a couple of years just because of

couple of years just because of

couple of years just because of paperwork so you're willing to lose or

paperwork so you're willing to lose or

paperwork so you're willing to lose or instead huh

instead huh

instead huh you just you just let her go what am I

you just you just let her go what am I

you just you just let her go what am I supposed to do I was awful she was awful

supposed to do I was awful she was awful

supposed to do I was awful she was awful maybe you guys are gonna get back

maybe you guys are gonna get back

maybe you guys are gonna get back together right once your Visa gets

together right once your Visa gets

together right once your Visa gets renewed

renewed

renewed Maya

Maya

Maya marry me I know I'm a stubborn idiot and

marry me I know I'm a stubborn idiot and

marry me I know I'm a stubborn idiot and I don't want to get married just because

I don't want to get married just because

I don't want to get married just because the government says we have to and I

the government says we have to and I

the government says we have to and I still think marriage was invented to

still think marriage was invented to

still think marriage was invented to keep women as property but I much rather

keep women as property but I much rather

keep women as property but I much rather do something that I don't want to than

do something that I don't want to than

do something that I don't want to than lose you Karina please please put me now

lose you Karina please please put me now

lose you Karina please please put me now bury me

bury me

bury me [Music]

[Music]

[Music] yes yes

[Music]

[Music]

thank you

I understand you wrote your own vows oh

I understand you wrote your own vows oh

I understand you wrote your own vows oh my God what I've

my God what I've

my God what I've forgot we were writing our own vows oh

forgot we were writing our own vows oh

forgot we were writing our own vows oh my God I'm so excited about it I'm so

my God I'm so excited about it I'm so

my God I'm so excited about it I'm so sorry

this is perfect it's okay it's okay

this is perfect it's okay it's okay

this is perfect it's okay it's okay listen to yourself clean up the

listen to yourself clean up the

listen to yourself clean up the clipboard my Bishop was so excited about

clipboard my Bishop was so excited about

clipboard my Bishop was so excited about something that she forgot I love that

I don't know and I choose you I don't

I don't know and I choose you I don't

I don't know and I choose you I don't need to say anything else

need to say anything else

need to say anything else we're good

we're good

we're good then my ambition

then my ambition

then my ambition do you take anything me too

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] I Now Pronounce You wife and wife

I Now Pronounce You wife and wife

I Now Pronounce You wife and wife [Music]

[Music]

[Music] thank you

[Music]

the captain Bishop has been relieved

the captain Bishop has been relieved

the captain Bishop has been relieved over duties

every night for the last 11 months I

every night for the last 11 months I

every night for the last 11 months I have fantasized about putting my wedding

have fantasized about putting my wedding

have fantasized about putting my wedding dress back on and stormy McAllister's

dress back on and stormy McAllister's

dress back on and stormy McAllister's office again

office again

office again [Music]

I mean although if you got fired then

I mean although if you got fired then

I mean although if you got fired then maybe we could finally start talking

maybe we could finally start talking

maybe we could finally start talking about babies

about babies

about babies [Music]

I don't think I can do it

I don't think I can do it

I don't think I can do it kids I mean it's terrifying it's like

kids I mean it's terrifying it's like

kids I mean it's terrifying it's like ripping your heart out and and watching

ripping your heart out and and watching

ripping your heart out and and watching it walk around the world it is like

it walk around the world it is like

it walk around the world it is like ripping your heart out and watching it

ripping your heart out and watching it

ripping your heart out and watching it walk around the world it's

walk around the world it's

walk around the world it's okay Maya I love you

okay Maya I love you

okay Maya I love you and if being married to you means to not

and if being married to you means to not

and if being married to you means to not have any children I will learn to accept

have any children I will learn to accept

have any children I will learn to accept that because I don't want to force you

that because I don't want to force you

that because I don't want to force you to do anything you don't want to do

to do anything you don't want to do

to do anything you don't want to do especially you know something as big as

especially you know something as big as

especially you know something as big as bringing another life into this world

bringing another life into this world

bringing another life into this world but

but

but I know you you aren't afraid of anything

I know you you aren't afraid of anything

I know you you aren't afraid of anything so when you tell me that you don't want

so when you tell me that you don't want

so when you tell me that you don't want to have kids because you're too

to have kids because you're too

to have kids because you're too terrified I don't believe you I

terrified I don't believe you I

terrified I don't believe you I okay what is it can you look I mean what

okay what is it can you look I mean what

okay what is it can you look I mean what what you don't understand Karina you're

what you don't understand Karina you're

what you don't understand Karina you're a doctor and OB for God's sakes you can

a doctor and OB for God's sakes you can

a doctor and OB for God's sakes you can still do your job and be pregnant

still do your job and be pregnant

still do your job and be pregnant when a firefighter gets pregnant they

when a firefighter gets pregnant they

when a firefighter gets pregnant they have to report themselves by day one day

have to report themselves by day one day

have to report themselves by day one day one I wouldn't see the inside of a fire

one I wouldn't see the inside of a fire

one I wouldn't see the inside of a fire truck for nine months

truck for nine months

truck for nine months do you know what happened to me on duty

do you know what happened to me on duty

do you know what happened to me on duty yesterday

yesterday

yesterday I got a high on K2 and passed out

I got a high on K2 and passed out

I got a high on K2 and passed out what you know there are no pumping

what you know there are no pumping

what you know there are no pumping breaks in the middle of a call there are

breaks in the middle of a call there are

breaks in the middle of a call there are no

no

no breast milk riches that a firehouse okay

breast milk riches that a firehouse okay

breast milk riches that a firehouse okay lucky for you there are two wombs in

lucky for you there are two wombs in

lucky for you there are two wombs in this relationship even if you were the

this relationship even if you were the

this relationship even if you were the one to carry I would still be a new mom

one to carry I would still be a new mom

one to carry I would still be a new mom and yes they would technically give me

and yes they would technically give me

and yes they would technically give me parental leave but do you really think

parental leave but do you really think

parental leave but do you really think that they would promote me back up after

that they would promote me back up after

that they would promote me back up after that where the hell are my shoes

that where the hell are my shoes

that where the hell are my shoes right there

you know Warren Miller hmm

you know Warren Miller hmm

you know Warren Miller hmm they can become dads at the drop of a

they can become dads at the drop of a

they can become dads at the drop of a hat

and they can enjoy

and they can enjoy

and they can enjoy the magic and the spontaneity

the magic and the spontaneity

the magic and the spontaneity and the department can the department

and the department can the department

and the department can the department just congratulates them and gives them a

just congratulates them and gives them a

just congratulates them and gives them a cigar because the system is built for

cigar because the system is built for

cigar because the system is built for them but it's not me you know I tried I

them but it's not me you know I tried I

them but it's not me you know I tried I tried I tried okay to wrap my brain

tried I tried okay to wrap my brain

tried I tried okay to wrap my brain around it

around it

around it for you because you got married for me

for you because you got married for me

for you because you got married for me I did not get married for you okay I

I did not get married for you okay I

I did not get married for you okay I know you didn't

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] I love you

I love you

I love you [Music]

[Music]

[Music] can't do it

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] oh

I'm sorry that I don't want what you

I'm sorry that I don't want what you

I'm sorry that I don't want what you want I'm sorry that you're not fine and

want I'm sorry that you're not fine and

want I'm sorry that you're not fine and I know me being sorry doesn't make it

I know me being sorry doesn't make it

I know me being sorry doesn't make it any better but it helps

look

look

look I know you have a crappy father

I know you have a crappy father

I know you have a crappy father but I still think you'll be a wonderful

but I still think you'll be a wonderful

but I still think you'll be a wonderful mother

mother

mother I want you I want us to break

I want you I want us to break

I want you I want us to break our family better and I want you to

our family better and I want you to

our family better and I want you to change the way the fire department

change the way the fire department

change the way the fire department treats women I

treats women I

treats women I yes I ultimately want you to want what I

yes I ultimately want you to want what I

yes I ultimately want you to want what I want but I don't want it today or

want but I don't want it today or

want but I don't want it today or tomorrow I just want it

tomorrow I just want it

tomorrow I just want it someday

I saved a kid today is it

no I will

be good with him okay

be good with him okay

be good with him okay and I I like feeling

I want to want what you want

I want to want what you want

I want to want what you want oh yeah

oh yeah

oh yeah [Music]

[Music]

[Music] maybe that's

maybe that's

maybe that's [Music]

[Music]

[Music] maybe it is okay yeah yeah it is

yes

hey

hey

hey um year of shift Friday yes I made the

um year of shift Friday yes I made the

um year of shift Friday yes I made the reservation at the Burmese restaurant it

reservation at the Burmese restaurant it

reservation at the Burmese restaurant it doesn't start for half an hour all right

doesn't start for half an hour all right

doesn't start for half an hour all right I don't have time to guess right now I'm

I don't have time to guess right now I'm

I don't have time to guess right now I'm using Jess oh Jack can wait Jack is

using Jess oh Jack can wait Jack is

using Jess oh Jack can wait Jack is patient Jack is way less fun you need to

patient Jack is way less fun you need to

patient Jack is way less fun you need to stop saying Jack's name while you're

stop saying Jack's name while you're

stop saying Jack's name while you're naked yeah

naked yeah

naked yeah I'm sorry you want to give me a Spanky

I'm sorry you want to give me a Spanky

I'm sorry you want to give me a Spanky all right

all right

all right all right okay I have a woman on my word

all right okay I have a woman on my word

all right okay I have a woman on my word and I work too today so I can't no

and I work too today so I can't no

and I work too today so I can't no [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I only have seven so what what should we

I only have seven so what what should we

I only have seven so what what should we do

do

do [Music]

what potty potty

what potty potty

what potty potty okay let's call the bat let's go let's

okay let's call the bat let's go let's

okay let's call the bat let's go let's go to the bathroom yep

go to the bathroom yep

go to the bathroom yep oh God

oh God

oh God oh my God

oh my God

oh my God [Music]

[Music]

[Music] oh

oh

oh help she's leaking give her to me hello

help she's leaking give her to me hello

help she's leaking give her to me hello Bella should we get changed

Bella should we get changed

Bella should we get changed oh God it smells so bad that's right

oh God it smells so bad that's right

oh God it smells so bad that's right everybody's Focus things

everybody's Focus things

everybody's Focus things [Music]

oh now I need to change the socks too

look at that yep

look at that yep

look at that yep today was a lot for everyone

today was a lot for everyone

today was a lot for everyone yeah I wasn't disaster

yeah I wasn't disaster

yeah I wasn't disaster it's a pretty beautiful one

it's a pretty beautiful one

it's a pretty beautiful one it was yeah and yet

it was yeah and yet

it was yeah and yet when there was a child in the building

when there was a child in the building

when there was a child in the building we were all fine when there was a child

we were all fine when there was a child

we were all fine when there was a child in

in

in my arms in the middle of it all I was

my arms in the middle of it all I was

my arms in the middle of it all I was fine we kept her finally knew how to

fine we kept her finally knew how to

fine we kept her finally knew how to keep her fine we can do this

keep her fine we can do this

keep her fine we can do this if I could do this let's have a baby

if I could do this let's have a baby

if I could do this let's have a baby [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's wearing white

it's wearing white

it's wearing white I've been thinking this whole time that

I've been thinking this whole time that

I've been thinking this whole time that I need to stick to some plant but plans

I need to stick to some plant but plans

I need to stick to some plant but plans don't work

don't work

don't work people die families Fall Apart

people die families Fall Apart

people die families Fall Apart friends

you are supposed to be at work I'm not

you are supposed to be at work I'm not

you are supposed to be at work I'm not working for the next two days why

working for the next two days why

working for the next two days why because we're making some homemade pork

because we're making some homemade pork

because we're making some homemade pork we're making a baby and I want to have

we're making a baby and I want to have

we're making a baby and I want to have all their romance and all the sex that

all their romance and all the sex that

all their romance and all the sex that comes with me

and there's been so much pain and

and there's been so much pain and

and there's been so much pain and so much leave I just think we need a

so much leave I just think we need a

so much leave I just think we need a little bit of something different

little bit of something different

little bit of something different and you need a massage yeah I really do

and you need a massage yeah I really do

and you need a massage yeah I really do should I go

oh and I am gonna be you're very sexy

oh and I am gonna be you're very sexy

oh and I am gonna be you're very sexy massage therapist today

massage therapist today

massage therapist today prices keep coming

prices keep coming

prices keep coming [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Karina this is what this is so romantic

you know

you know

you know I spend my whole adult life bringing

I spend my whole adult life bringing

I spend my whole adult life bringing babies into the world and then watching

babies into the world and then watching

babies into the world and then watching them getting rolled away I never get to

them getting rolled away I never get to

them getting rolled away I never get to see how they turn out or or what kind of

see how they turn out or or what kind of

see how they turn out or or what kind of mothers my patients will be I just

mothers my patients will be I just

mothers my patients will be I just I just welcome little one bye-bye have a

I just welcome little one bye-bye have a

I just welcome little one bye-bye have a nice life you want to be the one in

nice life you want to be the one in

nice life you want to be the one in Paris

Paris

Paris we can talk about that I know you're an

we can talk about that I know you're an

we can talk about that I know you're an athlete and you might want to experience

athlete and you might want to experience

athlete and you might want to experience no it's you

and for the egg we can do IVF No it

and for the egg we can do IVF No it

and for the egg we can do IVF No it should be yours

should be yours

should be yours [Music]

and this speckle

and this speckle

and this speckle I want to have another version of you

I want to have another version of you

I want to have another version of you that I can count

the sperm bank code and the but opening

the sperm bank code and the but opening

the sperm bank code and the but opening next Tuesday so we can get in sooner

next Tuesday so we can get in sooner

next Tuesday so we can get in sooner great yeah

you're cramming for Papa boys uh

you're cramming for Papa boys uh

you're cramming for Papa boys uh brushing up on protocols just in case

that's me uh but I got it uh for mink

that's me uh but I got it uh for mink

that's me uh but I got it uh for mink okay Tuesday see I was listening

okay Tuesday see I was listening

okay Tuesday see I was listening her career is her baby that's the thing

her career is her baby that's the thing

her career is her baby that's the thing she'll apply for guess she'll break her

she'll apply for guess she'll break her

she'll apply for guess she'll break her hands to protect over and over that's

hands to protect over and over that's

hands to protect over and over that's the dream she's chasing not me not

the dream she's chasing not me not

the dream she's chasing not me not having a family I come second no I know

having a family I come second no I know

having a family I come second no I know that's not true just so difficult to

that's not true just so difficult to

that's not true just so difficult to finding the right donor doing the

finding the right donor doing the

finding the right donor doing the insemination well if it's sperm you're

insemination well if it's sperm you're

insemination well if it's sperm you're stressing around I can give you that

stressing around I can give you that

stressing around I can give you that I'm just saying I make a lot of it waste

I'm just saying I make a lot of it waste

I'm just saying I make a lot of it waste a ton of it yeah no I know it's a stupid

a ton of it yeah no I know it's a stupid

a ton of it yeah no I know it's a stupid dinner yeah

dinner yeah

dinner yeah just kind of came out oh my God

no no no

no no no

no no no you know I just like my pick better

you know I just like my pick better

you know I just like my pick better besides there's no guarantee that it'll

besides there's no guarantee that it'll

besides there's no guarantee that it'll be a genius if we go with yours exactly

be a genius if we go with yours exactly

be a genius if we go with yours exactly so what does it actually matter which of

so what does it actually matter which of

so what does it actually matter which of the two we pick well it doesn't matter

the two we pick well it doesn't matter

the two we pick well it doesn't matter why don't we just go with mine

why don't we just go with mine

why don't we just go with mine are we back to step one no we're not

are we back to step one no we're not

are we back to step one no we're not we're not but I am late for shift and so

we're not but I am late for shift and so

we're not but I am late for shift and so are you

are you

are you but we will talk about this later I love

but we will talk about this later I love

but we will talk about this later I love you

you

you I want our donor to be someone we know

I want our donor to be someone we know

I want our donor to be someone we know okay someone we know like you're a brat

okay someone we know like you're a brat

okay someone we know like you're a brat no no no I really don't need my jeans in

no no no I really don't need my jeans in

no no no I really don't need my jeans in there I just want to know more than I

there I just want to know more than I

there I just want to know more than I know when I'm buying spread from

know when I'm buying spread from

know when I'm buying spread from stranger

stranger

stranger do you have anyone in mind no but we

do you have anyone in mind no but we

do you have anyone in mind no but we could brainstorm together okay okay I

could brainstorm together okay okay I

could brainstorm together okay okay I mean there's a lot more to talk about no

mean there's a lot more to talk about no

mean there's a lot more to talk about no I know I know and we will but I wanted

I know I know and we will but I wanted

I know I know and we will but I wanted you to know that it was not all about my

you to know that it was not all about my

you to know that it was not all about my wood eating sperm dunk okay we'll talk

wood eating sperm dunk okay we'll talk

wood eating sperm dunk okay we'll talk later

later

later [Music]

[Music]

[Music] your temporary devotion was well over a

your temporary devotion was well over a

your temporary devotion was well over a year ago and that can't be contributing

year ago and that can't be contributing

year ago and that can't be contributing to your success on the job I have not

to your success on the job I have not

to your success on the job I have not hanging over your head let's talk

hanging over your head let's talk

hanging over your head let's talk Tuesday

Tuesday

Tuesday great I'll see you then

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] okay there is something I have to tell

okay there is something I have to tell

okay there is something I have to tell you

you

you [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Jack offered offered what his sperm

when

when

when it was practically a joke it was like oh

it was practically a joke it was like oh

it was practically a joke it was like oh I have extra if you need some and it

I have extra if you need some and it

I have extra if you need some and it took it immediately back like it's a

took it immediately back like it's a

took it immediately back like it's a dumb thing to say because it is exactly

dumb thing to say because it is exactly

dumb thing to say because it is exactly so Bishop

so Bishop

so Bishop your record is aggressive an Olympian a

your record is aggressive an Olympian a

your record is aggressive an Olympian a respected Captain prior to your demotion

respected Captain prior to your demotion

respected Captain prior to your demotion you've accomplished a lot at a young age

you've accomplished a lot at a young age

you've accomplished a lot at a young age so let me ask you this what is your end

so let me ask you this what is your end

so let me ask you this what is your end goal here in the fire department

goal here in the fire department

goal here in the fire department uh fire chief

uh fire chief

uh fire chief I know I have to work my way up but I am

I know I have to work my way up but I am

I know I have to work my way up but I am excited to do what it takes to earn that

excited to do what it takes to earn that

excited to do what it takes to earn that position

position

position I like ambition so I appreciate a work

I like ambition so I appreciate a work

I like ambition so I appreciate a work ethic like yours and I don't want you to

ethic like yours and I don't want you to

ethic like yours and I don't want you to lose sight of that goal despite the fact

lose sight of that goal despite the fact

lose sight of that goal despite the fact that I will not be reinstating you as

that I will not be reinstating you as

that I will not be reinstating you as Captain of 19

.

I told you last night that that she said

I told you last night that that she said

I told you last night that that she said no I know but I had already chilled the

no I know but I had already chilled the

no I know but I had already chilled the champagne so I decided we're still

champagne so I decided we're still

champagne so I decided we're still celebrating

celebrating

celebrating for so many things to celebrate I can't

for so many things to celebrate I can't

for so many things to celebrate I can't I'm

I'm

I'm angry and frustrated and I need to throw

angry and frustrated and I need to throw

angry and frustrated and I need to throw things and get this out of my system and

things and get this out of my system and

things and get this out of my system and I can't do that when you are being kind

I can't do that when you are being kind

I can't do that when you are being kind and supportive so please just

and supportive so please just

and supportive so please just let me be pissed for a little bit

let me be pissed for a little bit

let me be pissed for a little bit [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I still love you and we're still making

I still love you and we're still making

I still love you and we're still making a baby

a baby

a baby I just

I just

I just need to get this out first

need to get this out first

need to get this out first [Music]

have you thought about it yep

have you thought about it yep

have you thought about it yep oh about the fact that you are actually

oh about the fact that you are actually

oh about the fact that you are actually entertaining the idea of my ex-boyfriend

entertaining the idea of my ex-boyfriend

entertaining the idea of my ex-boyfriend being our sperm donor okay

being our sperm donor okay

being our sperm donor okay okay

okay

okay he's the last person I thought I'd want

he's the last person I thought I'd want

he's the last person I thought I'd want as our sperm donor but

as our sperm donor but

as our sperm donor but we've been looking at options for months

we've been looking at options for months

we've been looking at options for months and nothing has felt right I've been

and nothing has felt right I've been

and nothing has felt right I've been spending so much time with him because

spending so much time with him because

spending so much time with him because of the clinic and he's a little awkward

of the clinic and he's a little awkward

of the clinic and he's a little awkward but he's also kind and humble and smart

but he's also kind and humble and smart

but he's also kind and humble and smart and hence it whatever do I need to be

and hence it whatever do I need to be

and hence it whatever do I need to be concerned about YouTube only saying

concerned about YouTube only saying

concerned about YouTube only saying I mean we think about the future and not

I mean we think about the future and not

I mean we think about the future and not about the past

hey hey are we gonna blackmail somebody

hey hey are we gonna blackmail somebody

hey hey are we gonna blackmail somebody out here no we we just wanted to

out here no we we just wanted to

out here no we we just wanted to um we we want to uh ask you

um we we want to uh ask you

um we we want to uh ask you um for

um for

um for your sperm your sperm well we would like

your sperm your sperm well we would like

your sperm your sperm well we would like to take you up on your offer to be our

to take you up on your offer to be our

to take you up on your offer to be our donor what she said my my sperm we want

donor what she said my my sperm we want

donor what she said my my sperm we want this to be someone we know because we do

this to be someone we know because we do

this to be someone we know because we do want the donor in the baby's life so I'd

want the donor in the baby's life so I'd

want the donor in the baby's life so I'd be like Uncle Jack yes and they would

be like Uncle Jack yes and they would

be like Uncle Jack yes and they would know who their donor is I mean you have

know who their donor is I mean you have

know who their donor is I mean you have a special bond

is is it a yes

is is it a yes

is is it a yes I think so yes are you sure

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] hi

hi

hi uh I brought you some uh flowers

uh I brought you some uh flowers

uh I brought you some uh flowers which now that I think about is kind of

which now that I think about is kind of

which now that I think about is kind of just a weird metaphor for planting seed

just a weird metaphor for planting seed

just a weird metaphor for planting seed should I yeah yeah

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] that I am

that I am

that I am [Music]

[Music]

[Music] okay I'm gonna switch to my doctor's

okay I'm gonna switch to my doctor's

okay I'm gonna switch to my doctor's voice so we can move past this moment so

voice so we can move past this moment so

voice so we can move past this moment so first please sanitize your hands well

first please sanitize your hands well

first please sanitize your hands well and this is the specimen cup in which

and this is the specimen cup in which

and this is the specimen cup in which you would put yeah no I got that okay

you would put yeah no I got that okay

you would put yeah no I got that okay great we're gonna be in the next bedroom

great we're gonna be in the next bedroom

great we're gonna be in the next bedroom uh preparing

uh preparing

uh preparing generally I do this without an audience

generally I do this without an audience

generally I do this without an audience right yeah sorry

right yeah sorry

right yeah sorry oh whoa

oh whoa

oh whoa the uh the genetic testing app just

the uh the genetic testing app just

the uh the genetic testing app just alerted me

alerted me

alerted me it says I have a brother

it says I have a brother

it says I have a brother [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I'm sorry I I didn't mean for my thing

I'm sorry I I didn't mean for my thing

I'm sorry I I didn't mean for my thing to take over

to take over

to take over [Music]

[Music]

[Music] okay uh well then we don't need to

okay uh well then we don't need to

okay uh well then we don't need to reschedule yeah yeah we're all here

reschedule yeah yeah we're all here

reschedule yeah yeah we're all here we're already uh except the person whose

we're already uh except the person whose

we're already uh except the person whose body is happening

body is happening

body is happening you're not

you and now we're maybe making a baby

you and now we're maybe making a baby

you and now we're maybe making a baby chickens okay I just don't understand

chickens okay I just don't understand

chickens okay I just don't understand why me having a brother changes things

why me having a brother changes things

why me having a brother changes things why is that because

why is that because

why is that because [Music]

I think I'm gonna go no I mean you can

I think I'm gonna go no I mean you can

I think I'm gonna go no I mean you can if you want to but we still want to do

if you want to but we still want to do

if you want to but we still want to do this if you do right right

how many times do I need to tell you

to avoid your warp Problems by throwing

to avoid your warp Problems by throwing

to avoid your warp Problems by throwing yourself into the baby making him now

yourself into the baby making him now

yourself into the baby making him now you do oh my God Karina when are you

you do oh my God Karina when are you

you do oh my God Karina when are you gonna trust me when I say that I want to

gonna trust me when I say that I want to

gonna trust me when I say that I want to do this when our child is going away to

do this when our child is going away to

do this when our child is going away to college you are not sure you wanted to

college you are not sure you wanted to

college you are not sure you wanted to have kids and you didn't know if you

have kids and you didn't know if you

have kids and you didn't know if you wanted to get married but I'm not

wanted to get married but I'm not

wanted to get married but I'm not questioning every day if you're gonna

questioning every day if you're gonna

questioning every day if you're gonna leave me

leave me

leave me yeah good guys this is really helping my

yeah good guys this is really helping my

yeah good guys this is really helping my situation hey sorry you go do your thing

situation hey sorry you go do your thing

situation hey sorry you go do your thing we'll do ours okay okay

we'll do ours okay okay

we'll do ours okay okay sure then yes awesome

fine come on

fine come on

fine come on [Music]

oh my God what the the Green Card

oh my God what the the Green Card

oh my God what the the Green Card interviews in three weeks

oh so many reasons

oh so many reasons

oh so many reasons [Laughter]

[Laughter]

[Laughter] [Music]

we've been waiting for hours what's

we've been waiting for hours what's

we've been waiting for hours what's going on it's been 40 minutes

going on it's been 40 minutes

going on it's been 40 minutes [Music]

[Music]

[Music] so birth certificate check marriage

so birth certificate check marriage

so birth certificate check marriage certificate check you have your

certificate check you have your

certificate check you have your passports wait did I need that

kidding I'm kidding I'm not kidding to

kidding I'm kidding I'm not kidding to

kidding I'm kidding I'm not kidding to joke with me Maya so we have everything

joke with me Maya so we have everything

joke with me Maya so we have everything okay we went over with the lawyer like

okay we went over with the lawyer like

okay we went over with the lawyer like five times we are good

five times we are good

five times we are good hey

hey

hey are you stressed about the interview

are you stressed about the interview

are you stressed about the interview [Music]

everything always happens at once why I

everything always happens at once why I

everything always happens at once why I know I'll try to look at it

know I'll try to look at it

know I'll try to look at it yes Karina yes that's me

do you own any weapons no are you or

do you own any weapons no are you or

do you own any weapons no are you or have you ever been associated with a

have you ever been associated with a

have you ever been associated with a terrorist organization no

terrorist organization no

terrorist organization no do you plan to commit acts of genocide

do you plan to commit acts of genocide

do you plan to commit acts of genocide no

no

no do you actually expect

do you actually expect

do you actually expect into that honestly well I'm just saying

into that honestly well I'm just saying

into that honestly well I'm just saying if you came here to commit genocide

if you came here to commit genocide

if you came here to commit genocide you're not going to tell officer dang

you're not going to tell officer dang

you're not going to tell officer dang it's just so that if you ever do commit

it's just so that if you ever do commit

it's just so that if you ever do commit genocide and you told us no they could

genocide and you told us no they could

genocide and you told us no they could Deport you for lying in your interview

Deport you for lying in your interview

Deport you for lying in your interview right but not for the genocide have you

right but not for the genocide have you

right but not for the genocide have you ever elicited the use of child soldiers

ever elicited the use of child soldiers

ever elicited the use of child soldiers that's okay I'm sorry I assure you we

that's okay I'm sorry I assure you we

that's okay I'm sorry I assure you we take this very seriously last one

take this very seriously last one

take this very seriously last one to engage in activities of human

to engage in activities of human

to engage in activities of human trafficking

yes to that one definitely not hopefully

yes to that one definitely not hopefully

yes to that one definitely not hopefully you've been here for hours I think

you've been here for hours I think

you've been here for hours I think officer Deng understands that my sense

officer Deng understands that my sense

officer Deng understands that my sense of humor is sarcastic is a government

of humor is sarcastic is a government

of humor is sarcastic is a government official officer she's kidding Joseph is

official officer she's kidding Joseph is

official officer she's kidding Joseph is here I think he's clear Karina do you

here I think he's clear Karina do you

here I think he's clear Karina do you talk about bombs at the airport this

talk about bombs at the airport this

talk about bombs at the airport this isn't an airport please stop

congratulations you have a green card I

congratulations you have a green card I

congratulations you have a green card I do

do

do we do you remind me of me and my wife

we do you remind me of me and my wife

we do you remind me of me and my wife the bickering is endless

thank you

thank you

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you

thank you thank you thank you thank you

thank you thank you thank you thank you so much thank you thank you regards to

so much thank you thank you regards to

so much thank you thank you regards to the one thank you thanks

I want my job back

I want my job back

I want my job back Bishop I know you two are sleeping

Bishop I know you two are sleeping

Bishop I know you two are sleeping together I want my job back or I'm going

together I want my job back or I'm going

together I want my job back or I'm going to report you

to report you

to report you hey

this is the least romantic setting well

this is the least romantic setting well

this is the least romantic setting well when it's time it's time

when it's time it's time

when it's time it's time um should I shower first do you want to

um should I shower first do you want to

um should I shower first do you want to shower first I mean I didn't think this

shower first I mean I didn't think this

shower first I mean I didn't think this through but I don't want to make a baby

through but I don't want to make a baby

through but I don't want to make a baby smelling like Pig sweat okay it's our

smelling like Pig sweat okay it's our

smelling like Pig sweat okay it's our fifth try the sperm is 700 a unit you

fifth try the sperm is 700 a unit you

fifth try the sperm is 700 a unit you are ovulating I'm on shift it's not

are ovulating I'm on shift it's not

are ovulating I'm on shift it's not perfect timing but it is what it is

perfect timing but it is what it is

perfect timing but it is what it is [Music]

[Music]

[Music] okay let's get you showered okay

okay let's get you showered okay

okay let's get you showered okay let's go shower

let's go shower

let's go shower come on

come on

come on let's do this right okay okay

let's do this right okay okay

let's do this right okay okay [Music]

[Music]

[Music] we gotta go

I'm sorry I love you it's okay

I'm sorry I love you it's okay

I'm sorry I love you it's okay [Music]

[Music]

[Music] um okay you all right I'm fine just need

um okay you all right I'm fine just need

um okay you all right I'm fine just need a few more minutes to let this

a few more minutes to let this

a few more minutes to let this the spring penetrate the egg okay wow I

the spring penetrate the egg okay wow I

the spring penetrate the egg okay wow I just hope you're not gonna report my

just hope you're not gonna report my

just hope you're not gonna report my wife because Captain America already

wife because Captain America already

wife because Captain America already hates her for no good reason that I can

hates her for no good reason that I can

hates her for no good reason that I can see and if she gets another emotion I am

see and if she gets another emotion I am

see and if she gets another emotion I am not sure our marriage could survive it

not sure our marriage could survive it

not sure our marriage could survive it no I'm just gonna shower later

no I'm just gonna shower later

no I'm just gonna shower later it's you so much wisdom so much empathy

it's you so much wisdom so much empathy

it's you so much wisdom so much empathy for Becca did not announced for me why

for Becca did not announced for me why

for Becca did not announced for me why is that why am I still being punished

is that why am I still being punished

is that why am I still being punished for my ambition by you by Ross by

for my ambition by you by Ross by

for my ambition by you by Ross by Beckett blackmailing the chief for the

Beckett blackmailing the chief for the

Beckett blackmailing the chief for the fire department is not ambition that is

fire department is not ambition that is

fire department is not ambition that is the crime you're lucky you still have a

the crime you're lucky you still have a

the crime you're lucky you still have a job at all

job at all

job at all [Music]

it was an impulse yep an Impulse that

it was an impulse yep an Impulse that

it was an impulse yep an Impulse that didn't go your way now you have to live

didn't go your way now you have to live

didn't go your way now you have to live with it

with it

with it have you heard from my wife oh yeah

have you heard from my wife oh yeah

have you heard from my wife oh yeah she's fine they're on their way back uh

she's fine they're on their way back uh

she's fine they're on their way back uh apparently they found Jack what do you

apparently they found Jack what do you

apparently they found Jack what do you mean they found me something about

mean they found me something about

mean they found me something about handcuffs and a tree whatever Jack is

handcuffs and a tree whatever Jack is

handcuffs and a tree whatever Jack is dead to me

dead to me

dead to me yeah

I was on that last week oh groundwork

I was on that last week oh groundwork

I was on that last week oh groundwork Suits You

Suits You

Suits You yes sir

you you have no right to be a dick to

you you have no right to be a dick to

you you have no right to be a dick to Maya what is it you're such a small man

Maya what is it you're such a small man

Maya what is it you're such a small man you feel threatened by her because she's

you feel threatened by her because she's

you feel threatened by her because she's a woman who had your job before you what

a woman who had your job before you what

a woman who had your job before you what is it it's basic physics Italy you push

is it it's basic physics Italy you push

is it it's basic physics Italy you push me I push you your wife blackmail the

me I push you your wife blackmail the

me I push you your wife blackmail the chief had no proof or anything and that

chief had no proof or anything and that

chief had no proof or anything and that brings us to today

that's not what I'm saying you are not

that's not what I'm saying you are not

that's not what I'm saying you are not listening to me you blackmailed your

listening to me you blackmailed your

listening to me you blackmailed your boss Maya okay I just need you to be on

boss Maya okay I just need you to be on

boss Maya okay I just need you to be on my side God everyone is against me for

my side God everyone is against me for

my side God everyone is against me for the last six months I've been eating

the last six months I've been eating

the last six months I've been eating crap from everybody please just be on my

crap from everybody please just be on my

crap from everybody please just be on my side for the last six months you've been

side for the last six months you've been

side for the last six months you've been keeping this from me for the last six

keeping this from me for the last six

keeping this from me for the last six months you come home miserable and I

months you come home miserable and I

months you come home miserable and I don't know why and when I ask you deny

don't know why and when I ask you deny

don't know why and when I ask you deny that anything is wrong with you and it's

that anything is wrong with you and it's

that anything is wrong with you and it's been making me crazy and now the truth

been making me crazy and now the truth

been making me crazy and now the truth is out and you are not even the one who

is out and you are not even the one who

is out and you are not even the one who told me and you need me to be on your

told me and you need me to be on your

told me and you need me to be on your side okay I want my job back is that a

side okay I want my job back is that a

side okay I want my job back is that a crime no but blackmail is a crime and

crime no but blackmail is a crime and

crime no but blackmail is a crime and it's not even about your job it's it's

it's not even about your job it's it's

it's not even about your job it's it's about the chaos you're constantly in the

about the chaos you're constantly in the

about the chaos you're constantly in the middle of chaos it's I don't think you

middle of chaos it's I don't think you

middle of chaos it's I don't think you know how to live a normal life it's

know how to live a normal life it's

know how to live a normal life it's constantly up and down and up and now

constantly up and down and up and now

constantly up and down and up and now you know how impossible you are these

you know how impossible you are these

you know how impossible you are these days and it's the hormones and I get it

days and it's the hormones and I get it

days and it's the hormones and I get it and I am patient but now I'm the one

and I am patient but now I'm the one

and I am patient but now I'm the one that's acting crazy that's really pot

that's acting crazy that's really pot

that's acting crazy that's really pot Kettle Karina

Kettle Karina

Kettle Karina we were happy

we were happy

we were happy and you created chaos

and you created chaos

and you created chaos we were making a baby I had just gotten

we were making a baby I had just gotten

we were making a baby I had just gotten my green card we happiness and you need

my green card we happiness and you need

my green card we happiness and you need it to wretch it

it to wretch it

it to wretch it you need to look into that you need to

you need to look into that you need to

you need to look into that you need to do it I need to what to fix it you I

do it I need to what to fix it you I

do it I need to what to fix it you I can't I can't live like that I can't

can't I can't live like that I can't

can't I can't live like that I can't make a baby with that like oh wait with

make a baby with that like oh wait with

make a baby with that like oh wait with that yes we do like that Karina you can

that yes we do like that Karina you can

that yes we do like that Karina you can be pregnant right now yes I could be

be pregnant right now yes I could be

be pregnant right now yes I could be and that's why you need to get help

and that's why you need to get help

and that's why you need to get help for us right now

[Music]

I am sorry by the way yeah for

I am sorry by the way yeah for

I am sorry by the way yeah for abandoning us after committing to be our

abandoning us after committing to be our

abandoning us after committing to be our donor you should feel sorry about that

donor you should feel sorry about that

donor you should feel sorry about that Ben is a strong no that's the accurate

Ben is a strong no that's the accurate

Ben is a strong no that's the accurate word yeah no you're right he does the

word yeah no you're right he does the

word yeah no you're right he does the bullet yeah so he needs help yeah that

bullet yeah so he needs help yeah that

bullet yeah so he needs help yeah that was clear when we found him drunk under

was clear when we found him drunk under

was clear when we found him drunk under a tree handcuffed to Eva vazquez's bed

a tree handcuffed to Eva vazquez's bed

a tree handcuffed to Eva vazquez's bed I thought it was your friend he was and

I thought it was your friend he was and

I thought it was your friend he was and then he left

then he left

then he left I am sorry Jack is struggling but he

I am sorry Jack is struggling but he

I am sorry Jack is struggling but he ditched us that's kind of cool I mean we

ditched us that's kind of cool I mean we

ditched us that's kind of cool I mean we have each other's bags do we not I'm

have each other's bags do we not I'm

have each other's bags do we not I'm dealing with my own problems right now

dealing with my own problems right now

dealing with my own problems right now except you're not really dealing with

except you're not really dealing with

except you're not really dealing with them

them

them I am in my own way okay

I am in my own way okay

I am in my own way okay have you started looking for therapist

have you started looking for therapist

have you started looking for therapist I'm gonna go get cleaned up no

I'm gonna go get cleaned up no

I'm gonna go get cleaned up no no

no

no me or no I'm sorry I haven't done

me or no I'm sorry I haven't done

me or no I'm sorry I haven't done everything on your timeline Karina I'm

everything on your timeline Karina I'm

everything on your timeline Karina I'm living in my own personal health and my

living in my own personal health and my

living in my own personal health and my co-workers are now gossiping actually I

co-workers are now gossiping actually I

co-workers are now gossiping actually I think my boss hates me and treats me

think my boss hates me and treats me

think my boss hates me and treats me worse than I was treated as a probate

worse than I was treated as a probate

worse than I was treated as a probate and now my wife can't have my back

and now my wife can't have my back

and now my wife can't have my back because she has suddenly decided that I

because she has suddenly decided that I

because she has suddenly decided that I am unstable so no I haven't researched

am unstable so no I haven't researched

am unstable so no I haven't researched therapists because I've been kind of

therapists because I've been kind of

therapists because I've been kind of busy with all of that

busy with all of that

busy with all of that [Music]

[Music]

[Music] ah

ah

ah [Music]

[Music]

I might be pregnant

I might be pregnant

I might be pregnant yay I don't even know how I feel about

yay I don't even know how I feel about

yay I don't even know how I feel about this anymore okay I'm sorry you don't

this anymore okay I'm sorry you don't

this anymore okay I'm sorry you don't know if you want to be pregnant

know if you want to be pregnant

know if you want to be pregnant you've been trying so hard for so long I

you've been trying so hard for so long I

you've been trying so hard for so long I know we have okay well why don't you

know we have okay well why don't you

know we have okay well why don't you take a test what if it's positive what

take a test what if it's positive what

take a test what if it's positive what if it is

if it is

if it is I mean how would you feel I don't know

I mean how would you feel I don't know

I mean how would you feel I don't know [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I don't know it sounds like you're

I don't know it sounds like you're

I don't know it sounds like you're feeling out of control maybe this would

feeling out of control maybe this would

feeling out of control maybe this would help you

help you

help you feel like you're doing something

so what are you hoping for

so what are you hoping for

so what are you hoping for Maya has mental health issues that's

Maya has mental health issues that's

Maya has mental health issues that's what I think the thing that happens when

what I think the thing that happens when

what I think the thing that happens when you're in a relationship with somebody

you're in a relationship with somebody

you're in a relationship with somebody with mental health issues is that you

with mental health issues is that you

with mental health issues is that you don't matter well mental illnesses don't

don't matter well mental illnesses don't

don't matter well mental illnesses don't make you inherently selfish but I don't

make you inherently selfish but I don't

make you inherently selfish but I don't know it is selfish if Maya is refusing

know it is selfish if Maya is refusing

know it is selfish if Maya is refusing to do anything about it it shouldn't be

to do anything about it it shouldn't be

to do anything about it it shouldn't be like that but it is like that right now

like that but it is like that right now

like that but it is like that right now I'm so in love with her but I want her

I'm so in love with her but I want her

I'm so in love with her but I want her back the way she was I want to aspect

back the way she was I want to aspect

back the way she was I want to aspect The Way We Were and

The Way We Were and

The Way We Were and so I'm waiting but it's hard because I

so I'm waiting but it's hard because I

so I'm waiting but it's hard because I want to matter

want to matter

want to matter [Music]

[Music]

[Music] what does it say okay you know hold on

what does it say okay you know hold on

what does it say okay you know hold on just don't don't look just just say it

just don't don't look just just say it

just don't don't look just just say it what do you want no second guesses just

what do you want no second guesses just

what do you want no second guesses just what do you want I want a positive I I

what do you want I want a positive I I

what do you want I want a positive I I want to pause it there I want a baby I

want to pause it there I want a baby I

want to pause it there I want a baby I want to be a mom but I want my wife to

want to be a mom but I want my wife to

want to be a mom but I want my wife to be here with me I want her to be

be here with me I want her to be

be here with me I want her to be committed and involved I want to do this

committed and involved I want to do this

committed and involved I want to do this alone okay cool

alone okay cool

alone okay cool well like you said it's probably too

well like you said it's probably too

well like you said it's probably too early anyway

early anyway

early anyway but now you know what you want

but now you know what you want

but now you know what you want oh I'll start

oh I'll start

oh I'll start Karina

Karina

Karina is your hair red yeah courtesy of

is your hair red yeah courtesy of

is your hair red yeah courtesy of Beckett I've shampooed four times now

Beckett I've shampooed four times now

Beckett I've shampooed four times now but apparently he used food coloring

but apparently he used food coloring

but apparently he used food coloring oh yeah that's me that gets soaked my

oh yeah that's me that gets soaked my

oh yeah that's me that gets soaked my last clean pair of clothes and this is

last clean pair of clothes and this is

last clean pair of clothes and this is the freshest smelling thing that I have

the freshest smelling thing that I have

the freshest smelling thing that I have you smell like old cheese yeah thanks

you smell like old cheese yeah thanks

you smell like old cheese yeah thanks yeah all cheese hilarious

yeah all cheese hilarious

yeah all cheese hilarious um if I don't laugh I'll cry so why are

um if I don't laugh I'll cry so why are

um if I don't laugh I'll cry so why are you here in the pink scrubs the clinic

you here in the pink scrubs the clinic

you here in the pink scrubs the clinic isn't until tomorrow I volunteered to

isn't until tomorrow I volunteered to

isn't until tomorrow I volunteered to help with open house and this is my

help with open house and this is my

help with open house and this is my Halloween costume woman who's hopeful

Halloween costume woman who's hopeful

Halloween costume woman who's hopeful for things to go back the way they were

for things to go back the way they were

for things to go back the way they were got it Maya

got it Maya

got it Maya my uh

my uh

my uh work today team good work seriously

work today team good work seriously

work today team good work seriously you're so focused on proving you're the

you're so focused on proving you're the

you're so focused on proving you're the big man around here you don't know how

big man around here you don't know how

big man around here you don't know how to be a good leader

to be a good leader

to be a good leader you know Bishop's worth five shifts in a

you know Bishop's worth five shifts in a

you know Bishop's worth five shifts in a row right that's 120 hours with barely

row right that's 120 hours with barely

row right that's 120 hours with barely any rest she's killing herself to prove

any rest she's killing herself to prove

any rest she's killing herself to prove she deserves her spot on this team I am

she deserves her spot on this team I am

she deserves her spot on this team I am fine Louise we saved that family Maya

fine Louise we saved that family Maya

fine Louise we saved that family Maya your wife might be pregnant you could be

your wife might be pregnant you could be

your wife might be pregnant you could be someone's mom right now and you're not

someone's mom right now and you're not

someone's mom right now and you're not pulling Cowboy crap like you got a death

pulling Cowboy crap like you got a death

pulling Cowboy crap like you got a death wish

you were off ship right now I find out

you were off ship right now I find out

you were off ship right now I find out you work even another ship before your

you work even another ship before your

you work even another ship before your next regular schedule one I will send

next regular schedule one I will send

next regular schedule one I will send you back to the academy are we clear

you back to the academy are we clear

you back to the academy are we clear yes sir

are you okay yeah I'm just tired

are you okay yeah I'm just tired

are you okay yeah I'm just tired they're seeing I'm gonna go shower

they're seeing I'm gonna go shower

they're seeing I'm gonna go shower and then I'm gonna

and then I'm gonna

and then I'm gonna I'm gonna come home

I'm gonna come home

I'm gonna come home shouldn't I shouldn't work uh like this

shouldn't I shouldn't work uh like this

shouldn't I shouldn't work uh like this this and it's not safe for the others so

this and it's not safe for the others so

this and it's not safe for the others so yes let me know you should sleep in bed

yes let me know you should sleep in bed

yes let me know you should sleep in bed at home with me

at home with me

at home with me yeah yeah

exactly what I need

exactly what I need

exactly what I need [Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

[Music]

what are you doing in the guest bedroom

what are you doing in the guest bedroom

what are you doing in the guest bedroom do you need something

do you need something

do you need something do you remember the first night we

do you remember the first night we

do you remember the first night we hooked up I remember everything about

hooked up I remember everything about

hooked up I remember everything about that night

that night

that night I remember the smell of your hair and I

I remember the smell of your hair and I

I remember the smell of your hair and I remember the flowers is there a point

remember the flowers is there a point

remember the flowers is there a point here and there she is

here and there she is

here and there she is that jerk that tried to push me away the

that jerk that tried to push me away the

that jerk that tried to push me away the following morning

following morning

following morning [Music]

[Music]

[Music] and look how far we've come now

and look how far we've come now

and look how far we've come now foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]

lavender flowers it's

I love you

I love you

I love you and whatever we're going through we'll

and whatever we're going through we'll

and whatever we're going through we'll get through it together because our love

get through it together because our love

get through it together because our love story is beautiful and I don't want to

story is beautiful and I don't want to

story is beautiful and I don't want to lose it

lose it

lose it I don't want to lose us

I don't want to lose us

I don't want to lose us [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I missed you

[Music]

[Music]

I am so happy that you are still here

I am so happy that you are still here

I am so happy that you are still here how's it call

how's it call

how's it call it was almost really awful and really

it was almost really awful and really

it was almost really awful and really devastating and then it wasn't

devastating and then it wasn't

devastating and then it wasn't kind of like us

did you take a pregnancy test no I

did you take a pregnancy test no I

did you take a pregnancy test no I wouldn't do that without you good so

wouldn't do that without you good so

wouldn't do that without you good so what's wrong I still need you to get

what's wrong I still need you to get

what's wrong I still need you to get help

help

help [Music]

[Music]

[Music] my love I think that growing up with

my love I think that growing up with

my love I think that growing up with your dad you developed some control

your dad you developed some control

your dad you developed some control issues

issues

issues and I feel like you're using the truth

and I feel like you're using the truth

and I feel like you're using the truth in a way that makes it impossible for me

in a way that makes it impossible for me

in a way that makes it impossible for me to argue I don't want to argue anymore

to argue I don't want to argue anymore

to argue I don't want to argue anymore okay I want you to understand that I'm

okay I want you to understand that I'm

okay I want you to understand that I'm helping myself in a way that works for

helping myself in a way that works for

helping myself in a way that works for me talking doesn't work for me okay I'm

me talking doesn't work for me okay I'm

me talking doesn't work for me okay I'm working through my anger and my pain and

working through my anger and my pain and

working through my anger and my pain and my way and if that makes you angry if

my way and if that makes you angry if

my way and if that makes you angry if that hurts you then you should work on

that hurts you then you should work on

that hurts you then you should work on that your way

that your way

that your way [Music]

[Music]

[Music] where are you going

where are you going

where are you going oh heart run

oh heart run

oh heart run I took a pregnancy test the other day

I took a pregnancy test the other day

I took a pregnancy test the other day what I'm sorry I had to know I need to

what I'm sorry I had to know I need to

what I'm sorry I had to know I need to think I did I'm telling you now I'm not

think I did I'm telling you now I'm not

think I did I'm telling you now I'm not pregnant

I believe you took a pregnancy test

I believe you took a pregnancy test

I believe you took a pregnancy test without Mrs the party of reacting to I

without Mrs the party of reacting to I

without Mrs the party of reacting to I am reacting to all of them no you're not

am reacting to all of them no you're not

am reacting to all of them no you're not you're reacting to the part that applies

you're reacting to the part that applies

you're reacting to the part that applies to you you're reacting to the part that

to you you're reacting to the part that

to you you're reacting to the part that you can be offended by I am not pregnant

you can be offended by I am not pregnant

you can be offended by I am not pregnant Maya did you hear that I did

Maya did you hear that I did

Maya did you hear that I did and it

and it

and it how are you Karina how are you feeling

how are you Karina how are you feeling

how are you Karina how are you feeling do you need anything is there anything

do you need anything is there anything

do you need anything is there anything that I can do for you what should we do

that I can do for you what should we do

that I can do for you what should we do next all these are normal things that

next all these are normal things that

next all these are normal things that you can say to your wife right now the

you can say to your wife right now the

you can say to your wife right now the normal thing is doing a test together

normal thing is doing a test together

normal thing is doing a test together oh my God

oh my God

oh my God okay I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm

okay I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm

okay I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm listen I'm just in shock okay you seemed

listen I'm just in shock okay you seemed

listen I'm just in shock okay you seemed so okay I thought I thought it worked

so okay I thought I thought it worked

so okay I thought I thought it worked okay you seemed

okay you seemed

okay you seemed so pregnant

so pregnant

so pregnant how did I seem so pregnant I don't know

how did I seem so pregnant I don't know

how did I seem so pregnant I don't know mood swings and and snacking and

mood swings and and snacking and

mood swings and and snacking and symptoms symptoms of being pregnant

symptoms symptoms of being pregnant

symptoms symptoms of being pregnant those are symptoms of being a human

those are symptoms of being a human

those are symptoms of being a human being Maya okay you know what I'm going

being Maya okay you know what I'm going

being Maya okay you know what I'm going to work Bailey's the reproductive Care

to work Bailey's the reproductive Care

to work Bailey's the reproductive Care Clinic is opening today and I can

Clinic is opening today and I can

Clinic is opening today and I can actually make a difference there

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]

elevated and she's not having a heart

elevated and she's not having a heart

elevated and she's not having a heart attack so I'm just trying to figure out

attack so I'm just trying to figure out

attack so I'm just trying to figure out what she may have done that may have

what she may have done that may have

what she may have done that may have caused it

caused it

caused it she's been working out a lot lately I

she's been working out a lot lately I

she's been working out a lot lately I worked out my entire life no more than

worked out my entire life no more than

worked out my entire life no more than usual

usual

usual you sure it's wrapped up I'm certain I'm

you sure it's wrapped up I'm certain I'm

you sure it's wrapped up I'm certain I'm okay okay I promise I just overdid it

okay okay I promise I just overdid it

okay okay I promise I just overdid it all right we will get this sorted out we

all right we will get this sorted out we

all right we will get this sorted out we will put you on continuous fluids and

will put you on continuous fluids and

will put you on continuous fluids and keep an eye on your CK markers in the

keep an eye on your CK markers in the

keep an eye on your CK markers in the meantime

meantime

meantime try to get some rest okay

try to get some rest okay

try to get some rest okay thank you yeah

thank you yeah

thank you yeah thank you are you really not going to

thank you are you really not going to

thank you are you really not going to get me discharged by me now I don't need

get me discharged by me now I don't need

get me discharged by me now I don't need to be here I'm just a little dehydrated

to be here I'm just a little dehydrated

to be here I'm just a little dehydrated oh you've been doing too much I'm fine

oh you've been doing too much I'm fine

oh you've been doing too much I'm fine there was a call and they're a man down

there was a call and they're a man down

there was a call and they're a man down okay so I need to get back to work okay

okay so I need to get back to work okay

okay so I need to get back to work okay so can you just get these things off of

so can you just get these things off of

so can you just get these things off of me

me

me I'm here you're in no shape to go back

I'm here you're in no shape to go back

I'm here you're in no shape to go back anywhere let alone go back to work and

anywhere let alone go back to work and

anywhere let alone go back to work and I'm telling you you're not fine you need

I'm telling you you're not fine you need

I'm telling you you're not fine you need help you need stop telling me what I

help you need stop telling me what I

help you need stop telling me what I need okay you don't know what I need

need okay you don't know what I need

need okay you don't know what I need now let me go back to work or I will go

now let me go back to work or I will go

now let me go back to work or I will go on my own

am I good to be discharged Maya Dr

am I good to be discharged Maya Dr

am I good to be discharged Maya Dr Altman and I have some concerns about

Altman and I have some concerns about

Altman and I have some concerns about your condition and about the events that

your condition and about the events that

your condition and about the events that have led to your collapse it'll be best

have led to your collapse it'll be best

have led to your collapse it'll be best for you to stay in the hospital well I'm

for you to stay in the hospital well I'm

for you to stay in the hospital well I'm not staying so you can forget about that

not staying so you can forget about that

not staying so you can forget about that if you're not going to stay on your own

if you're not going to stay on your own

if you're not going to stay on your own we'll place you on a 72 hours haul

we'll place you on a 72 hours haul

we'll place you on a 72 hours haul you're serious you're 51.50

you're serious you're 51.50

you're serious you're 51.50 yes if you try to walk out that door and

yes if you try to walk out that door and

yes if you try to walk out that door and do anything even remotely strenuous you

do anything even remotely strenuous you

do anything even remotely strenuous you could die no I'm I'm fine I'm fine I

could die no I'm I'm fine I'm fine I

could die no I'm I'm fine I'm fine I feel fine okay let me go home we can

feel fine okay let me go home we can

feel fine okay let me go home we can figure this out you know you can hire me

figure this out you know you can hire me

figure this out you know you can hire me you can help me I am not home you're not

you can help me I am not home you're not

you can help me I am not home you're not going home I can't help you there I've

going home I can't help you there I've

going home I can't help you there I've tried but you don't let me so this is me

tried but you don't let me so this is me

tried but you don't let me so this is me helping you no no no no no no wait you

helping you no no no no no no wait you

helping you no no no no no no wait you know I can't do this I am perfectly

know I can't do this I am perfectly

know I can't do this I am perfectly competent and capable person of making

competent and capable person of making

competent and capable person of making my own decisions

my own decisions

my own decisions the person wouldn't try to leave the

the person wouldn't try to leave the

the person wouldn't try to leave the hospital against medical supply so yeah

hospital against medical supply so yeah

hospital against medical supply so yeah Maya I can do this and I'm doing it no

Maya I can do this and I'm doing it no

Maya I can do this and I'm doing it no Maya I'm serious if you're sure have you

Maya I'm serious if you're sure have you

Maya I'm serious if you're sure have you put you in restraints please don't make

put you in restraints please don't make

put you in restraints please don't make this harder than it needs to be

this harder than it needs to be

this harder than it needs to be wow you left me no choice all right this

wow you left me no choice all right this

wow you left me no choice all right this is good

is good

is good this isn't support

this isn't support

this isn't support this isn't love when your brother died

this isn't love when your brother died

this isn't love when your brother died you could barely get off the freaking

you could barely get off the freaking

you could barely get off the freaking kitchen floor you know what I did I let

kitchen floor you know what I did I let

kitchen floor you know what I did I let you figure out your crap on your own I

you figure out your crap on your own I

you figure out your crap on your own I didn't call psych and have you committed

didn't call psych and have you committed

didn't call psych and have you committed okay that is love that is support so no

okay that is love that is support so no

okay that is love that is support so no this is not helping me I want you to lie

this is not helping me I want you to lie

this is not helping me I want you to lie back look at your heart rate music I

back look at your heart rate music I

back look at your heart rate music I just I can't believe you would do this

just I can't believe you would do this

just I can't believe you would do this to me after all money is gonna take it

to me after all money is gonna take it

to me after all money is gonna take it from here oh the legs you'll go to get

from here oh the legs you'll go to get

from here oh the legs you'll go to get your way

your way

your way [Music]

[Music]

[Music] if you walk if you walk out that door

if you walk if you walk out that door

if you walk if you walk out that door we're done do you hear me

we're done do you hear me

we're done do you hear me you walk out that door we are done I

you walk out that door we are done I

you walk out that door we are done I lose you either way Bella I'd rather

lose you either way Bella I'd rather

lose you either way Bella I'd rather lose you and have you be alive no Karina

lose you and have you be alive no Karina

lose you and have you be alive no Karina Karina how could you do this to me no

Karina how could you do this to me no

Karina how could you do this to me no Karina

thank you

your wife had to 51.50 you to get you

your wife had to 51.50 you to get you

your wife had to 51.50 you to get you the medical care you needed and your

the medical care you needed and your

the medical care you needed and your employers are waiting for me to

employers are waiting for me to

employers are waiting for me to determine if it's safe to let you go

determine if it's safe to let you go

determine if it's safe to let you go back to work do you still hope to get

back to work do you still hope to get

back to work do you still hope to get back to work for the fire department

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] okay what am I drawing a timeline

okay what am I drawing a timeline

okay what am I drawing a timeline what

what

what oh you're an Olympian

oh you're an Olympian

oh you're an Olympian not only that you won the gold on a

not only that you won the gold on a

not only that you won the gold on a sprained ankle

sprained ankle

sprained ankle yep okay make a timeline of your Olympic

yep okay make a timeline of your Olympic

yep okay make a timeline of your Olympic win

win

win every relevant moment leading up to it

every relevant moment leading up to it

every relevant moment leading up to it that's impossible how am I supposed to

that's impossible how am I supposed to

that's impossible how am I supposed to remember every moment the ones that

remember every moment the ones that

remember every moment the ones that matter will come to you

matter will come to you

matter will come to you start with the first time you ever had

start with the first time you ever had

start with the first time you ever had the thought

the thought

the thought I want to win

what does this say

what does this say

what does this say you can't read it I can't read it but

you can't read it I can't read it but

you can't read it I can't read it but I'd like you to read it it says three

I'd like you to read it it says three

I'd like you to read it it says three years old my cousin's track meets it's

years old my cousin's track meets it's

years old my cousin's track meets it's the first thought you had of winning

the first thought you had of winning

the first thought you had of winning the first one I can remember

the first one I can remember

the first one I can remember because your cousin won no because you

because your cousin won no because you

because your cousin won no because you lost and I saw his face who's he

lost and I saw his face who's he

lost and I saw his face who's he my dad I saw

his face when she lost you know my ankle

his face when she lost you know my ankle

his face when she lost you know my ankle hurts I'm gonna get some ice wait

hurts I'm gonna get some ice wait

hurts I'm gonna get some ice wait let me move toward that pain

let me move toward that pain

let me move toward that pain I don't know what that means but my

I don't know what that means but my

I don't know what that means but my ankle hurts they ran a race on a

ankle hurts they ran a race on a

ankle hurts they ran a race on a sprained ankle and one gold

sprained ankle and one gold

sprained ankle and one gold you can sit with pain Maya

you can sit with pain Maya

you can sit with pain Maya just

just

just put your hand on it

put your hand on it

put your hand on it [Music]

it's okay Maya let it out

it's okay Maya let it out

it's okay Maya let it out [Music]

[Laughter]

[Laughter]

[Laughter] you once told me that you think about

you once told me that you think about

you once told me that you think about dying

dying

dying so that you can rest

so that you can rest

so that you can rest that's because three-year-old Maya can't

that's because three-year-old Maya can't

that's because three-year-old Maya can't rest she's too afraid that if she does

rest she's too afraid that if she does

rest she's too afraid that if she does she's not lovable

am I for whatever it's worth

am I for whatever it's worth

am I for whatever it's worth I'm in awe of the three-year-old that

I'm in awe of the three-year-old that

I'm in awe of the three-year-old that you were

you were

you were she is worthy of Your Love

she is worthy of Your Love

she is worthy of Your Love and your care

and your care

and your care can you picture her

can you picture her

can you picture her try to see her

try to see her

try to see her [Music]

I love you

I love you

I love you no matter what

no matter what

no matter what you are lovable even when you lose

you are lovable even when you lose

you are lovable even when you lose okay

okay

okay is it beautiful work today

is it beautiful work today

is it beautiful work today there's more to do

there's more to do

there's more to do and we will work together once a week

and we will work together once a week

and we will work together once a week for the next few months at least but I

for the next few months at least but I

for the next few months at least but I think you can ease back into death duty

think you can ease back into death duty

think you can ease back into death duty if your medical team blesses it

if your medical team blesses it

if your medical team blesses it [Music]

[Music]

[Music] can absolutely do whatever you want to

can absolutely do whatever you want to

can absolutely do whatever you want to do

do

do [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's left in the last two weeks

it's left in the last two weeks

it's left in the last two weeks [Music]

and if you want my advice I do take care

and if you want my advice I do take care

and if you want my advice I do take care of yourself first work on yourself first

of yourself first work on yourself first

of yourself first work on yourself first see if you can

see if you can

see if you can rest a little first but I love her

rest a little first but I love her

rest a little first but I love her [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I love it when they learn

I love it when they learn

I love it when they learn [Music]

[Music]

[Music] see you next week bye

see you next week bye

see you next week bye thank you

[Music]

hi Rich Karina please leave a message

hi Rich Karina please leave a message

hi Rich Karina please leave a message hey it's me

[Music]

I'm just here to pick up a few things I

I'm just here to pick up a few things I

I'm just here to pick up a few things I can use a hotel shampoo anymore it's

can use a hotel shampoo anymore it's

can use a hotel shampoo anymore it's awful

awful

awful [Music]

[Music]

[Music] okay you can always come home there's a

okay you can always come home there's a

okay you can always come home there's a shampoo

shampoo

shampoo [Music]

[Music]

[Music] I miss you

I miss you

I miss you I left you a voicemail

I left you a voicemail

I left you a voicemail yes I got it

yes I got it

yes I got it [Music]

did you listen to it yeah

I know I made mistakes and I know I

I know I made mistakes and I know I

I know I made mistakes and I know I scared you

scared you

scared you I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I love you

I love you

I love you I'll be better

I'll be better

I'll be better you said that

you said that

you said that I mean it I need more time

seeing you like that in a hospital bed

seeing you like that in a hospital bed

seeing you like that in a hospital bed what you did to yourself I can just jump

what you did to yourself I can just jump

what you did to yourself I can just jump right back into this with you like I

right back into this with you like I

right back into this with you like I didn't spend the greater part of my year

didn't spend the greater part of my year

didn't spend the greater part of my year begging you to get help

begging you to get help

begging you to get help [Music]

[Music]

[Music] happy for you

happy for you

happy for you I am

I am

I am but this is just another thing you did

but this is just another thing you did

but this is just another thing you did to keep your job

to keep your job

to keep your job [Music]

does your husband know you're trying to

does your husband know you're trying to

does your husband know you're trying to recruit me away from station you are an

recruit me away from station you are an

recruit me away from station you are an OB yeah I run a Reproductive Rights

OB yeah I run a Reproductive Rights

OB yeah I run a Reproductive Rights clinic this is a no-brainer okay so

clinic this is a no-brainer okay so

clinic this is a no-brainer okay so that's a no then we'll understand ah

that's a no then we'll understand ah

that's a no then we'll understand ah come in

come in

come in hi oh I hope I'm not interrupting uh I

hi oh I hope I'm not interrupting uh I

hi oh I hope I'm not interrupting uh I brought you something special it's

brought you something special it's

brought you something special it's lasagna

okay it's not as good as yours

okay it's not as good as yours

okay it's not as good as yours but I hope you like it

but I hope you like it

but I hope you like it you can just storm in here with lasagna

you can just storm in here with lasagna

you can just storm in here with lasagna Maya you can't I can't

Maya you can't I can't

Maya you can't I can't so I did because I love you and now I'm

so I did because I love you and now I'm

so I did because I love you and now I'm moving

moving

moving [Music]

what eat the lasagna no just

um think about what I said

um think about what I said

um think about what I said okay I'll bought these some more later

I give up my hours at station 19.

I give up my hours at station 19.

I give up my hours at station 19. right now they are the only connection I

right now they are the only connection I

right now they are the only connection I have with Maya well she really seems to

have with Maya well she really seems to

have with Maya well she really seems to be trying to connect with you now

be trying to connect with you now

be trying to connect with you now ah she told me to leave that's already

ah she told me to leave that's already

ah she told me to leave that's already she was she was one who said we were

she was she was one who said we were

she was she was one who said we were over here I don't believe for one second

over here I don't believe for one second

over here I don't believe for one second that you and Maya are over

you and Maya will get through this oh if

you and Maya will get through this oh if

you and Maya will get through this oh if you want to get through it

you want to get through it

you want to get through it you okay yeah

you okay yeah

you okay yeah suddenly my stomach feels

suddenly my stomach feels

suddenly my stomach feels kind of funny oh

kind of funny oh

kind of funny oh [Music]

no that is not right

no that is not right

no that is not right Miranda

Miranda

Miranda what

what

what I heard you were sick I am I brought

I heard you were sick I am I brought

I heard you were sick I am I brought some fluids to help make you feel better

if you just open the door I asked you

if you just open the door I asked you

if you just open the door I asked you for space I need space yeah I understand

for space I need space yeah I understand

for space I need space yeah I understand that

that

that [Music]

[Music]

[Music] but we're married and I intend to stay

but we're married and I intend to stay

but we're married and I intend to stay married

I'm I'm going I'm gonna be cold around

I'm I'm going I'm gonna be cold around

I'm I'm going I'm gonna be cold around like

like

like to decide but I'm not I'm not you know

to decide but I'm not I'm not you know

to decide but I'm not I'm not you know you nearly poisoned me

you nearly poisoned me

you nearly poisoned me [Music]

[Music]

[Music] Karina

Karina

Karina Karina

Karina

Karina it's so cold

it's so cold

it's so cold [Music]

aren't you supposed to be work I am at

aren't you supposed to be work I am at

aren't you supposed to be work I am at work

work

work non-stop vomiting can be serious I am a

non-stop vomiting can be serious I am a

non-stop vomiting can be serious I am a paramedic preventing a catastrophe like

paramedic preventing a catastrophe like

paramedic preventing a catastrophe like catastrophe that you literally played

catastrophe that you literally played

catastrophe that you literally played into Arizona

into Arizona

into Arizona how do you mess up a lasagna I don't

how do you mess up a lasagna I don't

how do you mess up a lasagna I don't know I thought I did everything right

know I thought I did everything right

know I thought I did everything right [Music]

[Music]

[Music] paper coming

paper coming

paper coming thank you for letting me in

thank you for letting me in

thank you for letting me in [Music]

you have to go

you have to go

you have to go say Maya no you could be dehydrated you

say Maya no you could be dehydrated you

say Maya no you could be dehydrated you could be sicker than we think I don't

could be sicker than we think I don't

could be sicker than we think I don't what

I am afraid that if I walk out that door

I am afraid that if I walk out that door

I am afraid that if I walk out that door I don't know when I'll see you again

I don't know when I'll see you again

I don't know when I'll see you again you will

you know

you know

you know I'm gonna check in in a few hours and

I'm gonna check in in a few hours and

I'm gonna check in in a few hours and let you know I wonder

let you know I wonder

let you know I wonder [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] pretty Bishop

pretty Bishop

pretty Bishop several doctors were hit by a car

several doctors were hit by a car

several doctors were hit by a car outside the Reproductive Rights clinic

outside the Reproductive Rights clinic

outside the Reproductive Rights clinic at Grace loan Memorial Hospital

at Grace loan Memorial Hospital

at Grace loan Memorial Hospital requesting any available in cars to the

requesting any available in cars to the

requesting any available in cars to the scene oh God what did they say

hey hey bishop both hands on your rope

hey hey bishop both hands on your rope

hey hey bishop both hands on your rope what did they say what did they say hey

what did they say what did they say hey

what did they say what did they say hey take a breath okay you know as much as I

take a breath okay you know as much as I

take a breath okay you know as much as I do right now stay focused just um

do right now stay focused just um

do right now stay focused just um for today if you could just find out

for today if you could just find out

for today if you could just find out what's happening

my adult

my adult

my adult listen to me all right I will find out

listen to me all right I will find out

listen to me all right I will find out as much as I can but right now you have

as much as I can but right now you have

as much as I can but right now you have to focus okay right now you are part of

to focus okay right now you are part of

to focus okay right now you are part of a team do you hear me fine

a team do you hear me fine

a team do you hear me fine breathe you see that one today okay so

breathe you see that one today okay so

breathe you see that one today okay so what if what if what if she got what is

what if what if what if she got what is

what if what if what if she got what is she what if she got hit by a car and I'm

she what if she got hit by a car and I'm

she what if she got hit by a car and I'm stuck here and I can't get to her oh my

stuck here and I can't get to her oh my

stuck here and I can't get to her oh my God oh my God my Karina's gonna be okay

God oh my God my Karina's gonna be okay

God oh my God my Karina's gonna be okay you don't know that right now you are a

you don't know that right now you are a

you don't know that right now you are a first responder all right you are not a

first responder all right you are not a

first responder all right you are not a wife you are not a daughter you are not

wife you are not a daughter you are not

wife you are not a daughter you are not an Olympian we are here to save lives

an Olympian we are here to save lives

an Olympian we are here to save lives there is nothing you can do over there

there is nothing you can do over there

there is nothing you can do over there in this moment do you copy

in this moment do you copy

in this moment do you copy okay okay

let's keep going let's keep going

you're okay I have a patient at six

you're okay I have a patient at six

you're okay I have a patient at six centimeters so yeah you have to go I

centimeters so yeah you have to go I

centimeters so yeah you have to go I have to go

have to go

have to go [Music]

[Music]

[Music] thank you for going

thank you for going

thank you for going [Music]

hey thank you for staying it was good to

hey thank you for staying it was good to

hey thank you for staying it was good to feel safe

feel safe

feel safe with you yeah it was it was good wasn't

with you yeah it was it was good wasn't

with you yeah it was it was good wasn't it

ah so we slept in the same room last

ah so we slept in the same room last

ah so we slept in the same room last night it was nice but we shouldn't let

night it was nice but we shouldn't let

night it was nice but we shouldn't let it be something more than that of course

it be something more than that of course

it be something more than that of course of course we were just sleeping in the

of course we were just sleeping in the

of course we were just sleeping in the same room thank you for understanding

same room thank you for understanding

same room thank you for understanding [Music]

[Music]

[Music] do this again uh is it okay if we talk

do this again uh is it okay if we talk

do this again uh is it okay if we talk later see how the day goes later yes

later see how the day goes later yes

later see how the day goes later yes great

great

great okay bye

Maya hey

Maya hey

Maya hey I am glad you're here I was gonna call

I am glad you're here I was gonna call

I am glad you're here I was gonna call you but you're here which um is even

you but you're here which um is even

you but you're here which um is even better because I had a whole day to

better because I had a whole day to

better because I had a whole day to think I know I seemed disappointed

think I know I seemed disappointed

think I know I seemed disappointed earlier and I was but

earlier and I was but

earlier and I was but I understand something now we never

I understand something now we never

I understand something now we never finished our foundation

finished our foundation

finished our foundation and I made things worse by trying to

and I made things worse by trying to

and I made things worse by trying to build this whole huge amazing structure

build this whole huge amazing structure

build this whole huge amazing structure on

on

on this Foundation That Couldn't support it

this Foundation That Couldn't support it

this Foundation That Couldn't support it yeah

yeah

yeah but

but

but Karina I want to fix it

Karina I want to fix it

Karina I want to fix it I want to fix it too

I want to fix it too

I want to fix it too I want to be with you

I want to be with you

I want to be with you a lot a lot a lot and then every time

a lot a lot a lot and then every time

a lot a lot a lot and then every time I'm near you I just want to let gravity

I'm near you I just want to let gravity

I'm near you I just want to let gravity pull me back to you but I need to know

pull me back to you but I need to know

pull me back to you but I need to know that this Foundation you're talking

that this Foundation you're talking

that this Foundation you're talking about is real

about is real

about is real I need you to win me back

I need you to win me back

I need you to win me back slowly Creator Luca will you go on a

slowly Creator Luca will you go on a

slowly Creator Luca will you go on a date with me

and they told me you were here

and they told me you were here

and they told me you were here um

um

um I'm here for our first date oh right

I'm here for our first date oh right

I'm here for our first date oh right I am so glad that we're finally getting

I am so glad that we're finally getting

I am so glad that we're finally getting to do this it's um it's Karen right

to do this it's um it's Karen right

to do this it's um it's Karen right delinka

delinka

delinka um

um

um bright

bright

bright I'm just gonna give me one sec

sorry oh this is a first date yeah yeah

sorry oh this is a first date yeah yeah

sorry oh this is a first date yeah yeah we're taking it slow rebuilding the

we're taking it slow rebuilding the

we're taking it slow rebuilding the foundation nice I like it it's weird as

foundation nice I like it it's weird as

foundation nice I like it it's weird as hell but I like it okay okay I'll be

hell but I like it okay okay I'll be

hell but I like it okay okay I'll be there as soon as I can just keep reading

there as soon as I can just keep reading

there as soon as I can just keep reading uh who's on eight car duty tonight me

uh who's on eight car duty tonight me

uh who's on eight car duty tonight me and Warren okay come with me quick

and Warren okay come with me quick

and Warren okay come with me quick hi Karina hey thanks for coming I uh

hi Karina hey thanks for coming I uh

hi Karina hey thanks for coming I uh seem to have gotten myself in a bit of a

seem to have gotten myself in a bit of a

seem to have gotten myself in a bit of a pickle here I thought about how you told

pickle here I thought about how you told

pickle here I thought about how you told me that night that we went out for

me that night that we went out for

me that night that we went out for drinks that moving around can really

drinks that moving around can really

drinks that moving around can really help so I took a walk so dispatch called

help so I took a walk so dispatch called

help so I took a walk so dispatch called the vending machine company and they're

the vending machine company and they're

the vending machine company and they're estimating that it'll be several hours

estimating that it'll be several hours

estimating that it'll be several hours before they can get somebody out here

before they can get somebody out here

before they can get somebody out here with the key oh is she she gonna be okay

with the key oh is she she gonna be okay

with the key oh is she she gonna be okay she's gonna be okay Pam can you lie back

she's gonna be okay Pam can you lie back

she's gonna be okay Pam can you lie back for me okay

guys

dilated on my Facebook babies on the way

dilated on my Facebook babies on the way

dilated on my Facebook babies on the way how much longer look we're trying to

how much longer look we're trying to

how much longer look we're trying to think we can but I'm worried about that

think we can but I'm worried about that

think we can but I'm worried about that arm she's losing blood flow okay even so

arm she's losing blood flow okay even so

arm she's losing blood flow okay even so I think we need to prepare for the

I think we need to prepare for the

I think we need to prepare for the possibility that we're gonna have to

possibility that we're gonna have to

possibility that we're gonna have to deliver here yeah let me get the pry bar

deliver here yeah let me get the pry bar

deliver here yeah let me get the pry bar while you keep working on that arm

while you keep working on that arm

while you keep working on that arm so you you know this woman you you had

so you you know this woman you you had

so you you know this woman you you had drinks together she's a patient and a

drinks together she's a patient and a

drinks together she's a patient and a friend I know all your friends right now

friend I know all your friends right now

friend I know all your friends right now Doc yeah

[Music]

I know how strong you are I know how

I know how strong you are I know how

I know how strong you are I know how much you want this baby you can do this

much you want this baby you can do this

much you want this baby you can do this because you have to

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] I got it

I got it

I got it [Music]

[Music]

all right

all right

all right all right

all right

all right you were amazing to me

so Pam is Pam is a friend

so Pam is Pam is a friend

so Pam is Pam is a friend a new friend

a new friend

a new friend I thought doctors weren't supposed to

I thought doctors weren't supposed to

I thought doctors weren't supposed to fraternize with patience are you

fraternize with patience are you

fraternize with patience are you questioning my professional integrity

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] can I take you out again

Maybe

Maybe

Maybe [Music]

[Music]

[Music] call me

I I thought it was going to be a slow

I I thought it was going to be a slow

I I thought it was going to be a slow night but baby swipe nobody and now I'm

night but baby swipe nobody and now I'm

night but baby swipe nobody and now I'm exhausted okay you know I want this day

exhausted okay you know I want this day

exhausted okay you know I want this day to be whatever you want it to be so I

to be whatever you want it to be so I

to be whatever you want it to be so I can just drop you off at your hotel and

can just drop you off at your hotel and

can just drop you off at your hotel and you can get some sleep if you want no no

you can get some sleep if you want no no

you can get some sleep if you want no no no no no no no no I just you know I want

no no no no no no I just you know I want

no no no no no no I just you know I want to put my feet up and and have a drink

to put my feet up and and have a drink

to put my feet up and and have a drink what about junk spot Joe's

you know this is the first place we've

you know this is the first place we've

you know this is the first place we've been right yes because the first time I

been right yes because the first time I

been right yes because the first time I saw you was when you brought in the nose

saw you was when you brought in the nose

saw you was when you brought in the nose I was there

I was there

I was there very cool nice to see you two in here

very cool nice to see you two in here

very cool nice to see you two in here where can I get you I'll take a bloody

where can I get you I'll take a bloody

where can I get you I'll take a bloody Mary and she'll have a white wine oh my

Mary and she'll have a white wine oh my

Mary and she'll have a white wine oh my God it's them them yeah there was a big

God it's them them yeah there was a big

God it's them them yeah there was a big Bachelorette group in here last night

Bachelorette group in here last night

Bachelorette group in here last night bar hopping and it looks like only three

bar hopping and it looks like only three

bar hopping and it looks like only three still stands right from here oh yeah

still stands right from here oh yeah

still stands right from here oh yeah another round no you're cut off oh no

another round no you're cut off oh no

another round no you're cut off oh no you are good oh thank you

you are good oh thank you

you are good oh thank you yeah I thought you'd never asked me the

yeah I thought you'd never asked me the

yeah I thought you'd never asked me the dance we're gonna do come on ladies

I could not have a bruised eye and a

I could not have a bruised eye and a

I could not have a bruised eye and a broken nose on my wedding day Lucy

broken nose on my wedding day Lucy

broken nose on my wedding day Lucy you'll walk down the eye or your husband

you'll walk down the eye or your husband

you'll walk down the eye or your husband is gonna see you not your makeup not

is gonna see you not your makeup not

is gonna see you not your makeup not your dress no your bruises it's all just

your dress no your bruises it's all just

your dress no your bruises it's all just a little scary

a little scary

a little scary I remember the first time I saw my wife

I remember the first time I saw my wife

I remember the first time I saw my wife at our wedding

at our wedding

at our wedding for a few seconds everything stopped

for a few seconds everything stopped

for a few seconds everything stopped nothing else existed it was just me and

nothing else existed it was just me and

nothing else existed it was just me and her

her

her against the world

against the world

against the world no one knows what comes next but that's

no one knows what comes next but that's

no one knows what comes next but that's what is so special about marriage

what is so special about marriage

what is so special about marriage finding that person that you want to

finding that person that you want to

finding that person that you want to share it with

share it with

share it with the UPS the Downs all of it wait you two

the UPS the Downs all of it wait you two

the UPS the Downs all of it wait you two are married to each other oh shut up

are married to each other oh shut up

are married to each other oh shut up first your pregnant patient is stuck in

first your pregnant patient is stuck in

first your pregnant patient is stuck in a vending machine then bridezilla and

a vending machine then bridezilla and

a vending machine then bridezilla and her maidens why can't we get through a

her maidens why can't we get through a

her maidens why can't we get through a first date I mean what Sassy has to be

first date I mean what Sassy has to be

first date I mean what Sassy has to be over I have clothes at the apartment and

over I have clothes at the apartment and

over I have clothes at the apartment and I could use a nice cot shower

I could use a nice cot shower

I could use a nice cot shower oh yes the apartment of course yeah

oh yes the apartment of course yeah

oh yes the apartment of course yeah let's go yeah yeah uh-huh yeah

foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]

[Music]

Warren had a tough call

Warren had a tough call

Warren had a tough call hey are you okay

hey are you okay

hey are you okay okay was today too much should we have

okay was today too much should we have

okay was today too much should we have waited it's not about the taxes

waited it's not about the taxes

waited it's not about the taxes I can move back in here I didn't I

I can move back in here I didn't I

I can move back in here I didn't I didn't ask I don't know you want me to

didn't ask I don't know you want me to

didn't ask I don't know you want me to and I wish I could but being back in

and I wish I could but being back in

and I wish I could but being back in here oh I feel so painful because for

here oh I feel so painful because for

here oh I feel so painful because for months I was in this battle alone you I

months I was in this battle alone you I

months I was in this battle alone you I wasn't the person you run to I was the

wasn't the person you run to I was the

wasn't the person you run to I was the person you run from

I can't

I can't

I can't I'm sorry for everything I put you

I'm sorry for everything I put you

I'm sorry for everything I put you through

through

through it wasn't fair

it wasn't fair

it wasn't fair I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you

I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you

I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you when you tried to help me

I know that the version

I know that the version

I know that the version of us that is happy

and late

and late

and late and lovely

and lovely

and lovely died in that hospital that day

died in that hospital that day

died in that hospital that day [Music]

[Music]

[Music] but I'm willing to put in the work to

but I'm willing to put in the work to

but I'm willing to put in the work to rebuild us

rebuild us

rebuild us to make us stronger and better

because I know from the first time I saw

because I know from the first time I saw

because I know from the first time I saw you in that bar

you in that bar

you in that bar [Music]

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[Music] you are the person that

you are the person that

you are the person that [Music]

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[Music] hey Maya told me about the matter of

hey Maya told me about the matter of

hey Maya told me about the matter of butter it's a huge deal right

butter it's a huge deal right

butter it's a huge deal right congratulations no no it's not a huge

congratulations no no it's not a huge

congratulations no no it's not a huge dealer so no congratulations then

what about YouTube

what about YouTube

what about YouTube I know living with Maya sorry to feel

I know living with Maya sorry to feel

I know living with Maya sorry to feel just like living with my father and I've

just like living with my father and I've

just like living with my father and I've learned not to come second to chaos she

learned not to come second to chaos she

learned not to come second to chaos she seems pretty peaceful to me she didn't

seems pretty peaceful to me she didn't

seems pretty peaceful to me she didn't see Diane regularly so right it doesn't

see Diane regularly so right it doesn't

see Diane regularly so right it doesn't mean that I'm moving back in though this

mean that I'm moving back in though this

mean that I'm moving back in though this is not a checklist and I'm not a very

is not a checklist and I'm not a very

is not a checklist and I'm not a very Ward I need to make sure her priorities

Ward I need to make sure her priorities

Ward I need to make sure her priorities have evolved and she won't hurt herself

have evolved and she won't hurt herself

have evolved and she won't hurt herself again if when things don't go the way

again if when things don't go the way

again if when things don't go the way she wants I need proof that she won't go

she wants I need proof that she won't go

she wants I need proof that she won't go back her old ways so 19 if any remaining

back her old ways so 19 if any remaining

back her old ways so 19 if any remaining Lieutenant wants to be considered for

Lieutenant wants to be considered for

Lieutenant wants to be considered for captain

captain

captain step forward

have a good shift you wanted to prove

have a good shift you wanted to prove

have a good shift you wanted to prove quite well why what I'm sorry Chief but

quite well why what I'm sorry Chief but

quite well why what I'm sorry Chief but uh Karina wants proof that Bishop is

uh Karina wants proof that Bishop is

uh Karina wants proof that Bishop is doing better and I think you can give it

doing better and I think you can give it

doing better and I think you can give it to her

to her

to her well your wife just turned down the

well your wife just turned down the

well your wife just turned down the opportunity to be considered the captain

opportunity to be considered the captain

opportunity to be considered the captain of 90. no no no no no there is nothing

of 90. no no no no no there is nothing

of 90. no no no no no there is nothing she wants more than her Captain's tea

she wants more than her Captain's tea

she wants more than her Captain's tea bag

bag

bag because there's something she wants more

because there's something she wants more

because there's something she wants more I have your proof

I have your proof

I have your proof hey hey

I'm going home I know and um coming with

I'm going home I know and um coming with

I'm going home I know and um coming with you you coming with me

you you coming with me

you you coming with me you turn down the opportunity to become

you turn down the opportunity to become

you turn down the opportunity to become a captain

yeah

yeah

yeah [Music]

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[Music] and I'm coming home from Mina

and I'm coming home from Mina

and I'm coming home from Mina forget

forget

forget better or worse for Reacher or poorer I

better or worse for Reacher or poorer I

better or worse for Reacher or poorer I [Music]

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[Music] I mean I'll put some clothes on so I can

I mean I'll put some clothes on so I can

I mean I'll put some clothes on so I can take them off of you when I get home

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can't believe you don't have a dress for

can't believe you don't have a dress for

can't believe you don't have a dress for the ball you've known about this for

the ball you've known about this for

the ball you've known about this for months hey there was a time where I

months hey there was a time where I

months hey there was a time where I didn't think I would be accompanying so

didn't think I would be accompanying so

didn't think I would be accompanying so I didn't bother getting one what about

I didn't bother getting one what about

I didn't bother getting one what about your wedding outfit

good thing we saved that thing

good thing we saved that thing

good thing we saved that thing um

um

um [Music]

it was so hard being around you and not

it was so hard being around you and not

it was so hard being around you and not being able to pull my hands on and

being able to pull my hands on and

being able to pull my hands on and thank you

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[Music] I've always wanted three then we'd be

I've always wanted three then we'd be

I've always wanted three then we'd be outnumbered so that's a no okay

outnumbered so that's a no okay

outnumbered so that's a no okay um I have another confession to make

um I have another confession to make

um I have another confession to make um should I be sitting there for this um

um should I be sitting there for this um

um should I be sitting there for this um okay so since you've been doing a lot of

okay so since you've been doing a lot of

okay so since you've been doing a lot of work on

work on

work on prioritizing our relationship I wanted

prioritizing our relationship I wanted

prioritizing our relationship I wanted to do a little bit of work

to do a little bit of work

to do a little bit of work two and I started researching

two and I started researching

two and I started researching IVF

IVF

IVF doctors and I've narrowed it down to the

doctors and I've narrowed it down to the

doctors and I've narrowed it down to the okay okay what do it

okay okay what do it

okay okay what do it yeah yes yes let's do it yes yes

we're never gonna get to this ball are

we're never gonna get to this ball are

we're never gonna get to this ball are we oh no we have to go Ben is getting an

we oh no we have to go Ben is getting an

we oh no we have to go Ben is getting an award we have to spark come on we're

award we have to spark come on we're

award we have to spark come on we're gonna write it and there's food there's

gonna write it and there's food there's

gonna write it and there's food there's food there's food everyone no just one

food there's food everyone no just one

food there's food everyone no just one more no one more time

more no one more time

more no one more time foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]