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[Viva Femina]

[Episode 34]

So sometimes,

what you want

may be something that others can provide.

As for me,

I just need to

put these people together

and we'll each take what we need.

Do you need anything then?

My needs

are no different

from most people.

I want to climb, step-by-step,

to a position

that belongs to me.

I heard from Kang Ziyou that

you really want to join Mr. Chen's company.

Is that right?

Ms. Lin,

what are you trying to say?

If you're great at consolidating resources,

then let's get both get what we need.

Help me get

what I want.

I'll help you

with Mr. Chen.

With your resources and status,

you don't have to come to me

for what you want.

Since you

contacted me today,

I guess

what you want

is related to Mr. Shen.

You want something

that can help you get a divorce.

But Mr. Shen's things

also differ in importance.

It depends on what you're asking for.

I want Shen Chengfeng's ledger.

Those are with the finance department.

They're not under me.

Besides,

it's also illegal.

What I want

isn't Chengfeng Group's ledger.

I want his personal ledger.

His private stash?

Do you think Mr. Shen is someone

who would do this kind of thing?

[Actively Recruiting]

What is this?

You're asking me to go to class?

There's no need to pretend

and play dumb.

What's the point of lying?

So what if it's a lie or not?

What you provided

is not

attractive to me.

You can go back and think about it.

If you have any better conditions,

feel free to contact me.

But I can guarantee that

the conversation today

will not be made known to Mr. Shen.

I have other things to do.

I'll get going.

Mr. Shen.

If you want to see me,

just call me.

Do you have to be so violent?

You're trying to look for

other ways out.

How can I catch you

if I don't put in any effort?

Catch me?

Haven't I always

been on your side?

My side?

Why were you

at Mr. Chen's then?

I was trying to get to know them

and keep close relations.

Besides,

isn't this something that you've always

given tacit consent for me to do?

Including meeting Lin Qianyu?

Mr. Shen,

what did I do

to make you so worried about me?

Do you think I really don't know

about the tricks that you've been playing

behind my back?

Do you think I'm stupid?

You tried to jump ship

to Mr. Chen's many times.

Do you want to get rid of me

so badly?

You think too much.

Let me tell you, Li Wen.

You joined my company

since graduation.

You've been with me all this time.

Your parents' living expenses,

the money for a house in your hometown,

the money for the house and the car.

I gave you everything.

It's just money.

I can

pay you back double.

You're so arrogant.

You can get rid of me

now that you have money, right?

What are you doing?

Let go!

Please get it straight.

I'm just

your employee.

I'm not your wife.

Besides,

even your wife can leave you.

Why can't I?

You're set on being ungrateful,

aren't you?

Fine.

What is this?

Give it to me.

Give it to me!

Aren't you afraid

your relatives and friends see this?

You asked me to do all these.

Stop quibbling.

Let your parents

and your friends be the judge.

Mr. Shen, I was wrong.

I beg you.

I beg you. I...

I'm sorry.

It can't be helped.

I was wrong.

I've sent it out.

I beg you.

This is what happens when you betray me.

Mom, hurry up.

Slowly.

It's okay.

I can do it.

Sit down.

Sit down.

Okay.

I can do it myself.

-No. No. -I can do it myself.

The doctor said

you should

take a good rest.

Save your energy if you can.

I'll do it myself.

Lift it. Be good.

Look at my daughter.

She treats me like a child.

No, Auntie.

You just finished the surgery,

you need to rest.

Did you hear him?

The doctor has spoken.

-Fine. -Let’s go.

I'll follow your orders.

Walk slowly.

Kang Ni.

Grandma is back.

Grandma.

Be gentle.

How is

Grandma's room?

The temperature is 24 degrees Celsius.

The humidity is 49%.

The books that Ms. Yang likes

are already on the bedside cabinet.

Dou Dizhu, which she loves,

has been downloaded onto the computer.

Her favorite fish

is in the fridge.

I'll cook it later.

Ms. Yang is in charge of

eating, drinking, having fun

and resting well.

Look at you two.

What are you doing?

Okay, let's go in.

Okay.

Happy?

Yes.

Auntie,

I won't disturb you then.

I'll go back first.

You just came. You haven't even had any water

and you're leaving?

You...

Mom.

Dr. Nie has been

with us all day.

He has his own things to do.

Let's not disturb others.

OK?

You have something to do, is that right?

Actually, no.

Then just stay a while longer.

-Okay. -I also want to

chat with you.

Can we?

Of course.

Stay for dinner.

Stay for dinner?

Sure.

It's dinner time anyway.

Mom, have a good rest.

I'll cook.

Dr. Nie,

I'm not good at cooking.

Can you help me?

Let me.

I like to help.

When she cooks, you should

be prepared.

Yes.

I'm prepared.

Okay.

Why aren't you

so proactive usually?

Oh no.

No embarrassing thing can be hidden now.

Kang Ni.

Didn't you want to help?

Come and help me

peel the ginger.

Are you eavesdropping again?

Hurry up.

What are they talking about?

They've talked a lot.

They talked about Chinese Medicine, wellness

traveling,

even TV series.

I just heard them

talking about when you were born.

They're starting from so far back?

My mom tells others everything.

Medical school takes many years, right?

Yes, many years.

It must be hard,

being alone outside.

No, because I like it.

The password is still wrong.

I'm getting old.

I have a bad memory.

Wrong password again.

780105.

78, 01, 05.

Press here.

Yes.

I got it.

-How did you know? -Mom, don't show him...

my childhood...

Don't look.

No.

You're so cute.

Mom, don't show him...

-my childhood photos. -What’s wrong?

-When you were young… -I was so fat!

What do you mean?

Look how cute she was.

What's so cute about it?

Look, her eyes are very round.

Yes.

When she was born,

she had such round eyes.

People would say

your daughter is so beautiful.

-Look. -She's so beautiful.

I cut her hair

really short at the time.

Yes, you cut it

so I looked like a boy.

I wanted her to grow up

with healthy hair

so I cut it.

Healthy hair?

Yes.

Look.

-Look at this. -Mom, you…

She was born

with natural curls.

Natural curls.

A head of black hair

with big eyes.

-Everyone said... -Ms. Yang.

The doctor said

you should close your eyes and rest.

Drink more water and talk less.

Got it.

Okay?

Let's not care about her.

Dr. Nie, am I right?

He...

Doctor, if a patient

is in a good mood

they'll recover quickly, right?

Yes, I think

the most important thing is

the patient's mood.

Yes.

Happiness is the most important.

We are having a good chat.

I'm in a good mood.

Hurry up. Don't make trouble.

Making the patient happy...

-is most important. -Look.

You were so cute now.

At this time,

you were much cuter than you are now.

Don't make me anxious.

Yes, you can't...

You're anxious, I'm uncomfortable.

You can't let the patient be hungry either.

Auntie wants to eat fish.

Hurry up.

Close the door.

Don't disturb me.

If you disturb me,

I don't know what to do.

She keeps making me anxious.

Look at her then.

Kang Ni.

Give me the cooking wine.

Why does the fish still smell so fishy?

I've cleaned it up pretty well already.

Kang Ni.

Let me help you.

Where's Kang Ni?

Kang Ni said

you wouldn't be able to handle this fish.

So she sent me here.

What do you mean?

I'm a chef now.

You're a chef?

Alright chef,

how do you want to deal with

this fish then?

I want to steam it.

Steaming is hard.

If you add

too much cooking wine,

the whole flavor will be affected.

But without wine, it will smell fishy.

There's another way.

What is it?

What is this?

A bug? It's disgusting.

This is the fish's lateral line.

If you remove it

before steaming it,

it won't be so fishy.

It seems like there's nothing

that you don't know.

OK.

My performance is over.

Chef Kang will take care of the rest.

Here.

The rest is easy.

How is it?

Not bad, right?

Yes.

Are you okay?

Yes.

No problem.

Auntie is actually very talkative.

I had a great chat with her.

We became old friends at first sight.

You can say that.

Especially when it comes to talking about

the adolescence period

and rebellious phases.

You two will definitely

be united

when you're making fun of me.

How can you say that?

It's appreciation.

She really appreciates

your abilities at work

and charming personality.

It's full of affirmation.

My mom affirms my charming personality.

Yes.

As long as you believe it.

You don't believe me?

I do.

And about Niu Xiaona,

I've figured it out.

I shouldn't have listened

to the others

and let it affect my judgment.

Do you really think so?

Yes.

It's not uncomfortable there?

No.

Great.

It smells so good.

It's already smelling good.

When this is done, it'll be ready.

I'll ask them to eat.

No, I'll go.

After all, you're Chef Kang now.

And your mom and I

were still talking.

I'm going.

What would you like to drink?

No need.

If you have something to say, just say it.

Thank you for coming to see me.

I didn't expect

you'll make such a mess.

Do you find it meaningful

to go back and forth like this?

So the purpose of meeting you today

is to end all of this

as soon as possible.

Then try to end it.

What does that have to do with me?

We both know

this matter

has a lot to do with you.

Meng Yushan.

I've already made

my stand very clear

before this.

You're trying so hard to prove that

Director Luo is a villain.

But I don't want to.

I don't want to ruin him.

Do you understand?

In here,

I heard too many shocking things

and similar experiences

to what happened to us.

So?

What does that

have to do with me?

Other than speaking

about their experiences,

there have no evidence

to help themselves.

Now, only you

can provide solid evidence.

I know you have a problem with me.

You don't have to like me.

But for this matter,

they are innocent.

They've been

suffering

under the pressure of public opinion

and the lack of understanding

from their friends and family

and their indifference.

Besides,

we are psychologists.

Isn't our goal and obligation

to help those

at a low point

see the hope of life again?

And you can give them hope.

Meng Yushan, do you have

a bit of a hero complex?

Do you think

causing a ruckus

is really great?

Do you feel a sense of accomplishment?

Is that so?

I'm sorry.

I'm different from you.

I don't enjoy being in the limelight.

I just want to

live my life quietly.

Who would be

willing to be in the limelight for this?

I just want everyone

to see the truth.

I want evil people

to be punished.

So I'm willing

to be the first person

to tell the truth.

I don't believe you didn't see

those reposts online.

Have they not

touched you at all?

We've known each other

since we were

postgraduates.

From classmates to colleagues,

even if we have some competition,

I think

we can become friends

who encourage each other.

I remember our professor once said

few girls in our field

will stick to

scientific research.

But both of us are.

Why can't this

simplicity and perseverance continue?

You said so much today

just to make me stand up

to defend you, right?

Meng Yushan,

I'm really different from you.

In this case,

you are a perfect victim.

What about me?

They would ask me

why I didn't stand up bravely

and accuse him like you did.

I really have

too many things

that are linked to him.

I won't get

everyone's sympathy.

In this matter,

Luo Hui and I

are both perpetrators to you guys.

You know that?

You're already the perpetrator.

Not to others,

but to yourself.

It happened to you.

I know it's hard to handle.

I know

you've had enough of

such mental oppression.

You just don't have the courage

to say no.

But if you keep doing this,

you'll only hurt yourself more.

I'm sorry.

I really can't help you.

I hope

you don't ever come to me again.

Wang Meng.

I won’t force you.

I just hope you can think about

those innocent women

and yourself.

Mommy.

Are you asleep?

No.

Come on.

Time for your medicine.

Sit down.

Why are you smiling at me?

Can't I smile?

Just ask whatever you want to ask.

I was just thinking.

This...

Nie.

I think this kid

is not bad.

He's so handsome,

young and promising.

What's up with you two?

It's what you saw.

What did I see?

Are you guys official?

Mom, let me tell you the truth.

We were together

and broke up.

Now,

we are getting to know each other again.

We're not rushing. We're taking our time.

Taking it slow

isn't your style.

Take your time.

It's different this time.

Don't you understand?

Of course I understand.

Anyway, I think Nie

is the most suitable one.

We always quarrelled when we were together.

It was not a big deal, though.

But I felt there were always misunderstandings.

Seems that our pace

didn't match.

I don't know if I don't trust him enough

or he doesn't trust me enough.

So I thought

we should take things slowly.

Actually, when two people are together,

they need time to get along with each other.

Think about it.

Their living environments are different,

and so are their personalities.

They have to be tolerant of each other.

I can see through that

both of you

care about each other.

How can you see through that?

Why can't I?

My eyes are sharp.

Since you care about him,

why don't you hold on to him?

If you miss him,

it'll be too late for you to regret it.

Anyway, I think

it's rare to meet Nie.

Isn't it rare to meet me?

It's rare.

I know

it's rare for someone to meet my daughter.

That's why you should cherish him

since it's so hard

to meet someone

who is suitable for you.

Right?

I understood.

I'll propose to him tomorrow.

Naughty kid.

While we're chatting,

you start to say something unreliable.

Cherish him and get along with each other.

It's fate that two people are together.

Now

or never.

Understand.

What happened to your tire?

The tire pressure warning system

gave an alarm on the way.

I didn't expect it to be like this.

I guess it got pricked again.

I'm very lucky in this aspect.

You really are.

The tire pressure is insufficient.

Let me find a spare tire to change for you.

Can you do this?

It's similar for every car.

I don't think

there's nothing you can't do.

No.

I prefer doing things myself.

Come on.

What can I do to help you?

Wait for me.

It'll be done soon.

What's wrong? Has the car broken down?

It's that the tire pressure is insufficient.

So I'm helping her fit a spare tire.

Stop fixing it.

Take my car first.

I'll call

the Automobile Sales Service shop later

to send a tow truck

to fix it.

No need.

Men

should learn some necessary skills.

Since it's not a big deal,

I can fix it right away.

Ms. Kang, why don't you wait inside?

It's cold outside.

Come out after Dr. Nie fixes it.

No, I'm not cold.

He should finish it soon.

I'll wait.

It's a little loose.

Do you need help?

No, no.

No need.

When you encounter the problem

that you can't solve,

you should learn to give up.

Let me do it.

It's okay.

No need.

Here.

It's okay.

It's a little loose.

Here.

It's okay. It's just a spare tire.

I can handle it.

I can. I can.

There's nothing I can't solve.

I can handle it well.

Take a rest.

Let me do it.

Be careful!

[Outpatient Services Inpatient Department]

I didn't expect

there would be a twist in this thing.

But,

we met Director Luo every day.

He's gentle.

We couldn't think

he would do such a thing.

Do you know this?

I've heard

that our hospital

has been investigating this

to collect evidence.

Besides, Director Luo has been suspended,

so as to give everyone an explanation.

Doesn't Dr. Meng have evidence?

Can she make up stories without evidence?

I don't know.

What are you two talking about?

Do you know the thing

about Director Luo?

I don't know.

You still don't know?

The whole hospital has known about it.

You are so well-informed.

Coming!

Hello, is Ms. Meng here?

What can I do for you?

You can give it to me.

No, Ms. Meng

has to receive it in person.

[Inner Awakening Business Plan]

This is all I can collect.

I hope it would work.

Wang Meng.

Stretch.

Lift it up.

Then release.

Remember to stretch your fingers when you release.

-Lift it up. -Lift it up.

Release.

Release.

-Lift it up. -Lift it up.

-Release. -Release.

Stretch.

-Yes, lift it up. -Lift it up.

Release.

Release.

Don't forget to breathe.

Mommy!

Mr. Nie

made a delicious meal for us.

You missed it, unfortunately.

Now you can

come and go freely into my home?

You don't even need to

call me.

No.

Muscle recovery training

is my specialty.

So it's normal

for me to help her with that.

And you won't let me

after I tell you.

My mother asked me to express

her gratitude.

She also said

Nie was a good person.

Right?

Did she thank me for being nice

or for you having an eye for me?

I do have an eye for you.

But I don't know

whether your eyes are good.

My eyes?

I don't know.

Can you check them

for me?

Didn't you sleep well last night?

You have dark circles under your eyes.

Ziyou.

Dr. Nie is here too.

Mr. Chen.

Mr. Chen, why are you here?

I'm here to visit Auntie.

I didn't have time

before.

Today,

my friend gave me a piece of apparatus.

He said it was helpful for muscle rehabilitation.

So I brought it to her.

Mr. Chen, thank you.

But I don't need it.

Because Dr. Nie

would come to my home often

to help my mother recover her muscles.

Really?

Thanks for your hard work,

Dr. Nie.

It's my pleasure.

By the way,

I'll take Chen Zhe

to the suburbs

to get some fresh air on the weekend.

If you have time,

we can go together

with Auntie and Kang Ni.

It will also make contributions

to her recovery.

Why? Is there a problem with the time?

If Dr. Nie has time,

you should go with us.

We can go together.

No.

I have something to do that day.

I won't go.

I'm leaving.

Take your time.

What do you think? We can go together.

Mr. Chen.

I have time.

But I can't go.

Why?

I heard from Chen Zhe

that Kang Ni was interested too.

If she's interested,

I'll take her there some other time.

I think

I need to

make things clearer.

I remember I told you before

that I liked someone.

You can tell that

I like Dr. Nie.

We are dating.

You're my boss.

I'm very grateful

for your support and trust

during my work.

But I don't want this line

to be crossed.

I don't want him to misunderstand us.

I hope you can understand.

You're right.

I thought

what I felt for you wouldn't affect work.

But now it seems

I crossed the line.

You're right.

Thank you for your understanding.

And I won't see you off.

I think Dr. Nie

may still be unhappy.

I have to find him.

Okay.

Well, this...

I really don't need it.

-Okay. -Bye.

♫I thought there were too many impossibilities♫

Can you stop

blaming everything on me?

♫So, forget it♫

Yes, I've never been dating anyone.

I have no experience.

I don't know what to do.

But I also didn't get any explanation

or comfort

from you.

♫How many times have I turned around and restrained myself♫

When adults are in love,

there are many emotions

♫Yet I look away♫

that they need to digest themselves!

Don't push them all on others

who would get tired!

Three, two, one.

♫I thought it was over but at the next moment♫

Get in the car.

♫Sparks fly♫

No, I want to see you walking back.

♫I finally see my own and your♫

Nie Yunze!

♫Choices in our hearts♫

Why are you here?

Why are you walking so fast?

No.

Why did you catch me up?

You walked away all of a sudden

before we finished talking.

So I have to ask

why you left.

I...

I thought he had something to tell you.

So I left.

Don't you know

what he wanted to tell me?

I know.

So I wanted

to give you some space.

I want to apologize to you

sincerely.

About Mr. Chen,

I always thought

that I knew what to do,

and that I could handle it well.

Thus, others have no right

to question and criticize me.

I was being too self-righteous.

Why are you laughing? I mean it.

I have to admit

I am kind of selfish

in a relationship.

I'm used to

thinking from my own perspective.

But now I know

if two people want

to be together for a long time,

they need to cooperate and make compromises.

So the unhappy past

happened not because you were petty,

but because I didn't care about

or respect your feelings.

I'm sorry.

I made you so upset.

I won't later.

I'll come to you.

Don't move.

I'll come to you,

just as you

come to me every time.

♫I walk up to you bravely♫

♫Turn the missed opportunity into a re-encounter♫

♫We know each other, we don't speak but we have so much to say♫

♫I'll hold your hand through the storm♫

♫I walk up to you bravely♫

♫Once I pressed pause, now I choose to continue♫

♫I see expectations in your eyes♫

♫I walk up to you bravely♫

You must see

those things.

I didn't expect

Shen Chengfeng would

treat me like this.

So do you think

this is karma?

All this time,

I've just wanted

to strive for

all that I want.

Sometimes when I thought about it,

I found myself ridiculous.

Although I don't know you well enough,

I think

you are quite capable.

You have ideas and desires.

There's no problem with that.

But you tried to get everything

through men.

Don't you think...

I believe the old I

had the same thought as you,

thinking men is a backer

who can be reliable.

Men can give me family, house,

marriage, vanity and dignity,

all of them.

But in the end?

Look at me.

I've been working so hard

to get rid of him,

while raising my kid.

What can't you

give up?

In fact,

I understand what's going on.

But sometimes people

will make mistakes.

Anyway,

I can't stay here anymore.

And there's nothing

that can keep me here.

Since you really want to divorce him,

I'll be honest with you.

The information on all the deals

made by him under the table

is actually stored in a USB flash drive.

It is kept in your house.

He put it in Shen Xin's room.

Since I can't leave

Shen Chengfeng

quietly,

I hope you can.

At the same time, I'll turn myself in

to bring him to justice.

Stop making trouble.

Put it together.

Here.

Xinxin.

Auntie Ziyou.

You're here.

Are you done with your domestic affairs?

You can come to work now?

It's not that easy.

Do you know

Shen Chengfeng has something to do

with Inner Awakening?

He has something to do with Inner Awakening?

And he fell out with Li Wen.

She told me a lot of things.

She said

all illegal deals made under the table

was stored in a USB flash drive.

He hid it

in Shen Xin's room.

I was thinking

when he was not home,

I could go home

to find it later.

If I can

find it,

I'll have strong evidence

when divorce proceedings are instituted.

Are you sure he's not home?

We haven't contacted each other

for a long time.

He should go into hiding

outside.

Be careful.

I don't worry about Xin now.

Xin,

stay here with Auntie Ziyou

for a while.

-Okay. -If you want to eat something,

ask her to buy it for you.

I'm going there first.

Call me if anything happens.

Okay.

I'm leaving.

Be good.

Okay.

Tell me.

What do you want to eat?

I want to eat potato chips.

You want to eat potato...

You've swallowed saliva when it comes to potato chips.

Was your mother strict with you,

concerning potato chips?

You're not allowed to eat them?

Okay.

I'll buy you some.