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[Viva Femina]

[Episode 30]

Does this counseling center

have anything to do with you?

Why are you

so afraid of being seen by me?

I don't know what you're talking about.

What counseling center?

When I first came to the hospital,

I always thought

you were very good at learning.

You would definitely achieve something in the future.

Can you stop being friendly?

What are you trying to say?

But I didn't expect

we didn't become

respected competitors,

but

fell into this mud pit together.

He did give you a lot of chances.

But he also took much from you

at the same time.

[When a woman is awake, she is at her strongest]

[Inner Awakening]

[Psychological Counseling Center]

Ziyou.

Take a look.

[Today's weather is nice. It's suitable to play badminton.]

Like a dwarf.

No, no.

Listen.

Don't post it on Moments.

Warm up.

Or you'll get hurt later.

Okay.

You...

All right.

Warm up.

Ziyou.

Help me stretch, okay?

Come on.

Come on. Come on.

Come on.

OK?

I haven't practiced for a long time. It's flaccid.

Answer it.

Hello, Mr. Chen.

Ziyou.

Yesterday,

you really impressed us.

Mr. Zhang told me

that he knew

a CEO of an MCN,

who could help us to promote.

How is it?

Are you free tonight?

Mr. Chen, I...

have arrangements tonight.

I know it's a bit sudden.

But I've also asked them

if we could change the time.

They

may be abroad for two months tomorrow.

So I'm afraid it'll be a little late

by the time they get back.

So...

The point is

the clothes I'm wearing today

are not suitable

for such a formal occasion.

It's not formal.

Just a family feast.

Wan Li will be there too.

All her friends.

Go.

Work first.

Okay, Mr. Chen.

See you later.

Okay, bye.

Sorry.

This is the last time.

I won't do this again.

You're not sure about things at work.

It's okay.

Just go.

Are you angry?

No.

It's okay.

I'm leaving.

Come back early.

Are you really not angry?

I'm not.

Don't be angry.

-No. -Don’t be angry.

No.

See you.

Be careful.

Doctor,

How's the result

of my examination?

Is your family here?

My children are too busy.

If there's something wrong

with my examination results,

you can just tell me.

It doesn't

look good.

It's probably breast cancer.

If it's really breast cancer,

what should we do next?

I think you'd better

call your children here.

Because future treatment

must need their

cooperation and care.

I'll tell them

when necessary.

As soon as possible.

Ze.

Why are you here?

I saw you were

playing badminton with Ziyou here.

I always wanted to learn.

So I've came to join in the fun.

Do you mind?

No.

Where's Ziyou?

She was called to work overtime.

It's boring to be alone.

Yeah.

I'm about to go home.

Let me play with you.

Here.

Ze, I don't know how to do it.

You have to teach me.

Do you know how to serve?

No.

Here.

Right foot in front.

Yes.

Then move your weight forward.

Racket side up.

Look at the ball and swing out your racket.

It's okay. Come on.

Let's practice again.

One, two.

Look at the ball and swing out your racket.

Your teaching method is wrong.

You have to stand behind me

and show me the move.

Then I can do it.

Stop looking.

She's not back yet.

Wait for me.

Coach.

Excuse me.

My friend wants to learn how to serve.

Can you teach her?

Sure.

Here, thank you.

You're welcome.

Come, Qi Yue.

I've found you a female coach.

She can teach you how to serve.

Practice with her.

Thank you.

No problem.

Okay.

Let's start

with the basics, OK?

OK. First,

we need to stand in the right position.

And then,

lean forward.

Lift our rackets

up a little.

Yes, serve like this.

You know how to do it?

Ze!

You're still here?

I'm waiting for you.

But I'll pick up Kang Ziyou later.

I don't think it's the same way.

I'm going home. It's the same way.

Really?

What a coincidence.

You're here to play badminton too?

Why are you back?

I come back after I finish my business.

I want to see

if you are still here.

Of course, you are.

We have a tacit understanding.

Really? I am about to pick you up.

It's closing.

Let's go somewhere else.

Okay, It's up to you.

Qi Yue, it's really inconvenient.

But it's so late.

I can't get a taxi.

It's okay. I've got it for you.

Two minutes. It will be there soon.

I'll send the plate number

to you.

Where are you going later?

To watch a movie?

OK.

As long as I'm with you.

Okay.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Do you get bored

if you're alone at night?

How about

watch a movie with us?

I'll take a beauty sleep.

Wish you more and more beautiful.

Why are you pulling me?

I wish her more and more beautiful.

Any problem?

No.

I want to watch a movie.

But she looks so lonely.

Let's play together.

No, no, no.

Please.

Are you sure

we can focus on

the movie here?

I...

I've never been here before.

I don't know it is like this.

But the sofa

is quite comfortable.

And it can be put down.

Look.

If you're not used to it,

we can leave, okay?

No, no.

I think it's fun.

The down scene

is better than the one above.

Look at those two.

When they came in,

I saw them

walking separately,

like two strangers.

Now they are sitting together.

Yes.

What do you think their relationship is?

I think they are having

a blind date,

then the boy takes the girl

to watch a movie.

Just after the blind date,

the boy brings the girl

here to watch a movie.

This man is more cunning than you.

Not that.

How would I know

it's like this?

That's why it's exciting.

You like excitement?

Which kind of excitement do you like?

I'm sorry.

I need to go to the bathroom.

I'll go with you.

No need. I'll be back soon.

Does Chen Yan

like you?

My goodness.

The way he looked at you today

is so explicit.

What do you think?

I would be so happy

if you two can be together.

They're still kissing.

Do you feel lonely

sitting here alone?

There's a message in your phone.

He did tell me.

I told him clearly

I had a crush.

You can't doubt me

on this matter of principle.

I trust you.

There's a performance tomorrow.

I've left the tickets for you and Ziyou.

You must come.

Sure, no problem.

Are you sure?

Yes.

If someone tries to take up

my time off work tomorrow,

I will definitely say no.

♫I like that you do not bring an umbrella on rainy days♫

That's what you promised me yesterday.

Yesterday? Really?

What I said yesterday was I would try my best.

♫I'm happy that coffee doesn't need sugar♫

But I promise today,

I can definitely go tomorrow.

Really?

So my mom's time counts.

♫I can have fun all by myself♫

My time doesn't count.

Right?

No.

Is that what you mean?

I think so.

♫I can have fun all by myself♫

♫Sunday. Whose Sunday♫

♫The bumbling time in the coffee shop♫

♫Almost blame him all day♫

Ze.

Do you remember this move of Ms. Sang?

♫I exist not for love♫

We had been practicing it for three months,

but we didn't learn it.

♫Alright, I'm a trouble♫

♫A cute trouble♫

♫My life motto♫

♫That is looking around now that I'm here♫

♫Alright, I'm a trouble♫

♫A beautiful trouble♫

♫Don't need you to judge me♫

♫Alright, I'm a trouble♫

♫A cute trouble♫

♫My life motto♫

♫That is looking around now that I'm here♫

♫Alright, I'm a trouble♫

♫A beautiful trouble♫

♫Don't need you to judge me♫

♫I'm the only super big trouble in the world♫

Ms. Sang.

The moves that you did

on the stage.

Many young people

can't do these.

Your moves

are so smooth.

It seems effortless. Amazing.

You're so sweet, aren't you?

I mean it. I was

just talking to Ze.

Our whole team

were practicing this move

for three months, but we didn't learn it.

I don't remember

what happened so long ago.

You've never suffered our hardships.

Of course, you don't remember.

I guess

you only remember those happy things.

Ms. Sang.

Do you remember

there was an abandoned building

in our group?

The one for storage.

At that time,

Ze always took me there to read novels

when you were not around.

He also bought me cola

and cakes.

No wonder

you couldn't lose your weight at that time.

I...

You were eating secretly, weren't you?

Good for you.

In this way,

Ze

had been with me

all my youth.

That's not right.

How could that be all your youth?

You're still in your youth.

Ms. Sang.

Their relationship should be regarded as

childhood sweetheart, right?

People like that usually will be together.

Why

you two aren't together?

Is it because you don't like your Ze?

Or you don't like Qi Yue?

Qi Yue and I...

We were

just good friends.

We didn't even think about that.

It's too late

to think about that now.

No...

Seeing you two are so close,

I'm so happy.

If you break up,

I'll be sad for days.

This kid

can be a good orator.

No.

Here.

It's okay.

Don't worry.

We won't make you sad.

Eat more.

Ms. Sang, have some fish.

No, I have some.

Here.

It looks delicious.

Here, have some meat.

It doesn't look delicious.

Really? I'll eat it.

Ms. Sang.

Qi Yue is used to staying abroad.

She has no sense of propriety

when talking and doing things.

Don't worry about it.

They've known each other since childhood.

Just

close friends.

I don't care. I've seen a lot.

By the way,

Ze told you about getting married

last time at the dinner.

I'm different.

I date

with the purpose of getting married.

Don't take it personally.

That's how he is.

He wants others to agree

with his decision.

This always causes a lot of pressure on others.

Luckily,

I'm not under

too much pressure.

I understand him.

How long has your

longest relationship been?

More than two years.

The freshness time of love

is that long.

You and Ze are dating.

I'm glad.

First of all,

you are the one I like.

You're more emotionally mature

than Ze is.

But let's talk privately.

If you don't have

any further plan,

I'll think

a relationship of one or two years

is OK.

I think

it's too early

to think about this.

It's not the right time.

Ze's love experience

is simple.

He thinks

the ultimate purpose of dating

is to get married.

If you two

have different ideas,

I'm afraid

it would cause misunderstandings

between you.

That's right.

People like us

will resist love.

But Ze won't.

So I hope

you can guide him.

So that he won't have too many fantasies

in your relationship.

Fantasies?

Actually,

it's not good for me to say so much.

This is between you two.

But you know what?

I like you so much.

If Ze

didn't meet you now,

it would be better.

Let's leave.

Okay.

My mom is really amazing.

Yes.

Ms. Sang.

What are you two talking about?

I'm just asking

when we can attend

Ze's wedding.

About this...

I'm not in a hurry. Why are you in a hurry?

Here's your soup.

Okay.

What's wrong? Work?

Mr. Chen wants the list of

previous clients of Lijia United.

Is it urgent?

No, I'm just replying to him.

I'll send it to him tomorrow.

Let's eat first.

Cheers.

Kang.

Eat more.

OK.

Qi Yue.

You can take my car

with me.

Sure.

What about Ze?

You guys go ahead.

The weather is quite comfortable.

I want to take a walk with Ziyou.

OK.

We'll leave now.

Goodbye, Kang.

-Bye. -Bye, Ms. Sang.

Be careful.

Let's go.

What about Ze?

Stop it.

It's quite comfortable

to take a walk after drinking.

Isn't it

comfortable to walk

with me?

Of course.

Qi Yue just came back from abroad.

The way she talks is direct.

Don't take it to heart.

You talk just

like your mother.

He has posted

a list of potential partners

to me.

Let me select some.

Can't he send it all at once?

Boss

is like this.

Just do whatever he wants.

Alright.

You and my mom

were talking outside for so long.

What were you talking about?

She said

she liked me very much.

That's all?

You were talking for so long.

Just these words?

And she...

talked about the last time you

mentioned marriage. She told me

not to be too stressed.

You know what I mean.

I do.

But

I know what Ms. Sang means, too.

She feels that

in a relationship, one shouldn't have

overly absolute fantasies.

Absolute fantasies?

I just want to be with you forever.

How's that a fantasy?

You know

I didn't mean that.

But I really don't understand

what

you mean.

I...

[Mr. Chen]

Hello?

Okay.

Okay.

See you tomorrow, Mr. Chen.

He asked us

to wait for him tomorrow.

He wants to come to

Lijia United to join

that meeting too.

What is he trying to do now?

It's not enough to send a message,

he even has to call now?

Well, if my boss calls,

I have to answer it, right?

We both know.

He's not simply

investing in Lijia United.

You...

What do you mean?

Do you think I don't know?

He's been chasing you so blatantly.

Do you think I can't tell?

I've already rejected him.

Yes.

I know you rejected him.

But don't you think

he's gone too far?

He's using work

to get close to you.

Mr. Nie,

but I have a clear line

between work and private life.

I think Mr. Chen and I

have kept

a very appropriate distance.

I also think

I'm not doing anything

to cause misunderstandings.

You can keep yourself in check.

You can keep him in check?

You're being unreasonable.

I'm being unreasonable?

Let me ask you then.

How much do you think he wants

to invest in Lijia United?

And how much do you think he wants

to invest in you?

Calm down.

I hope you

think carefully before you say anything.

No, I just want to know

when did you

realise that he likes you

and yet you still let him

invest in Lijia United?

Are you saying that

I'm using

a man's affection for me

to achieve my goals?

♫I thought there were too many impossibilities♫

♫So, forget it♫

♫How many times have I turned around and restrained myself♫

♫Yet I look away♫

♫I thought it was over but at the next moment♫

♫Sparks fly♫

♫I finally see my own and your...♫

♫choices in our hearts♫

Are you all home?

Yes, Mom.

It's good that you're all home.

Look at you.

Whenever I see you,

you're either drinking

or eating junk food.

Mom,

I'm very tired today.

Can you stop nagging me?

Can you let me indulge myself for one day?

You're just too willful

and too indulgent, you know?

I told you.

I'm really annoyed and tired today.

Yet you have to nag me today,

right?

I just want you to

take care of your body.

Even if you don't do it for yourself,

think about Nini.

Nini needs you in the future.

Okay.

I'm not drinking anymore.

I'm not eating either.

Are you satisfied?

Alright, don't be angry.

I'm doing this for your own good.

I won't hurt you.

Ziyou,

you have to do something for me today.

This is my bank card

and credit card.

This is the housing certificate

of our old house.

Mom, why do you bring this?

Your card, the housing certificate.

Why do you bring them?

Look.

I bought insurance

for the three of us too.

I also bought some financial products

and funds.

I wrote the login information

and passwords

on this book.

Today, I want you

to memorize all of it.

Why should I memorize these?

These are all yours.

Why are you asking me to memorize the passwords?

I just want you

to memorize it.

You must remember it in your mind.

It's not safe no matter where you put it.

I won't.

I'm your mother.

If I ask you to memorize it,

you would have to memorize it.

What's wrong with you?

Since young,

if I I ask you to go east, you'll go west.

All you do

is go against me.

Go against me all you like.

If I die one day,

what will you do!

What are you talking about?

What are you doing?

Stop talking nonsense.

I told you.

I'm annoyed and tired today

and you still want to create more anxiety for me.

That's how you are.

You torture yourself and others.

When did I torture you?

I just want you to memorize

the password.

Is your own business

the most important?

Nothing else matters?

Yes.

I'm just

a selfish person.

What should I do?

I don't want your assets

or passwords.

I just want to

be alone

quietly, okay?

Mom.

Let me sit quietly,

OK?

Why are you two fighting again?

Mom,

can you talk nicely?

Wait, you...

Who is it?

Excuse me.

What happened?

How much did you drink?

Grandma,

don't be angry.

My mom is just like this.

Don't be angry.

I really don't know

who to talk to.

So I came to you.

What is it? Tell me.

I'm still annoyed.

Shanshan and I

might be headed to divorce.

Didn't you just get married?

You want a divorce now?

Who is asking for the divorce?

I don't know.

I just think

there isn't that much love anymore.

Or rather

she doesn't love me that much.

You're already married.

You think she doesn't love you that much.

Why?

It's messy.

I don't know why either.

It's just a mess.

I remember

when we divorced,

you told me,

after we got divorced,

I could pursue

the happiness that I wanted.

Freedom, artistic pursuits.

I think in the past two years,

you were right.

But ever since

I met Shanshan,

I think

all my longing for those things

are nothing compared to how happy I am

with Shanshan.

Isn't that good?

But after I talked to her,

I was confused.

I feel like

she randomly chose

to marry me.

The happiness that came from being together.

I was wondering

if I was the only one

who was feeling happy.

What a failure.

When we were together,

it was already quite bad.

I...

I don't know

what I did wrong.

Or did I say

something wrong?

I don't know.

Did she say

she chose you randomly?

I don't think she said that.

Yes.

Why are you guessing?

There must be a reason.

Did something happen

to put her in a bad mood?

Her boss

is a fool.

He harassed her

and controlled her mentally.

Besides, someone in

Shanshan's family passed away recently.

Doesn't Dr. Meng do

psychology?

How could she be mentally controlled

by others?

Yes, so

you already know

that she encountered these things.

Whoever encounters just one of these

would already be really stressed.

She has to face both of them.

How stressed would she be?

Why didn't she tell me

if she was stressed?

Is our relationship

not strong enough for her to tell me?

No.

It has nothing to do with that,

Zheng Qiong.

If you can verbalise it,

it's not really stressful.

Real stress

is what you keep inside

and can't say,

that's stress.

During such times, she needs you,

as her husband,

to care more about her and ask about her.

Right?

Give her support and tolerance.

Yet, you're here guessing.

I don't know how to ask her.

What if

I say something and she gets unhappy?

What if

I can't help her?

Why don't you talk to her for me?

You're really drunk.

You want me to resolve

issues between the two of you.

Do you think it's appropriate

given our relationship?

You can help me.

You know me.

How many years have you known me?

If you don't help me,

who will help me?

I'll stop talking now.

I'm not feeling well.

I'll just sleep here

for a while.

Zheng Qiong.

Don't fool around.

What are you doing sleeping on the street?

Get up, you hear me?

I'm just sleeping for a while.

You'll get sick if you lie on the floor, Zheng Qiong.

[How to experience inner awakening? Counseling Center for Inner Awakening]

[Kang Ziyou]

This...

Why does he sleep here?

He's drunk.

How much did you drink, Zheng Qiong?

Come on.

-Get up. Get up. -What are you doing?

Let's go home.

Go home and sleep. Let's go.

Don't move.

Don't move.

Get up.

I'll just lie down for a while.

You can't sleep here.

Let's go home and sleep, okay?

Don't move.

Come on.

Get up.

I'm just lying down for a while.

Just a moment.

Seriously.

He really drank a lot today.

Do you two have

misunderstandings?

I don't know

what happened between you two.

He was drunk

and told me

a bit about what happened.

I don't know

what your decision will be.

But he's been telling me

that

he really loves you.

He doesn't want

to take that step with you.

I'm leaving

it all up to him.

I'll let him decide.

But he may need some time.

It's okay.

It's nothing serious.

That's good.

Anyway,

if anything happens,

just communicate more.

It can all be resolved.

Right?

Zheng Qiong.

Oh no.

The lenses are damp.

Oh, no. Hurry up. Get up.

-Get up. Get up. -Where? It's damp?

The lenses are damp.

You know him well.

Let me do it.

-Can you do it alone? -Yes.

Sure?

No problem.

Let's go home.

Where is it?

Dr. Meng, go home.

Thank you.

You should go back too. It's cold outside.

I bought a new lens that day.

I bought a new large telephoto lens.

OK.

It was more than 1,500.

I mean the length.

Everything will be fine.

I just want you to

take care of your body.

Even if you don't do it for yourself,

think about Nini.

Nini needs you in the future.

Alright, don't be angry.

I'm doing this for your own good.

I won't hurt you.

What's wrong with you?

Since young,

if I ask you to go east, you'll go west.

All you do

is go against me.

Go against me all you like.

If I die one day,

what will you do?

Nini.

Grandma.

Why are you up so early?

Did Grandma wake you up?

No, I'm used to it now.

I get up at this time naturally.

When I snored at night,

did I disturb you?

Of course not.

I slept soundly.

I didn't hear anything.

Go back to sleep then.

It's the weekend today.

Usually, you have classes and rehearsals.

It's tiring.

Go.

Go back to sleep.

Going back to sleep is the best.

Okay, I'll sleep a little longer.

When breakfast is ready,

Grandma will call you.

Okay.

Both of you are up.

That's great.

Breakfast is here.

No.

Mom, do you just get up

or do you not sleep?

I've never seen you get up so early

when you're not working.

You don't know this.

No matter how early it is,

I can wake up if I want to.

This is self-discipline.

Grandma taught me well since I was young.

Understand?

You're lying.

Go brush your teeth.

I bought lots of stuff

that you and your grandma love.

Got it.

Mommy.

Are you still mad at me?

Empress Dowager,

don't be angry.

Yesterday,

I was wrong.

I was really bad.

But yesterday,

so many bad things happened

together

so I couldn't control

my emotions.

I'm sorry.

Don't be angry.

I'm not.

You didn't sleep last night?

No, I slept very well.

I'm really self-disciplined now.

I really have

a regular schedule.

Look, you're sighing.

Mommy.

I've memorized the card

you asked me to memorize yesterday.

Really.

I can recite it for you.

That card is

190666.

Who reads the password out loud?

So loud, too.

If others hear you...

At home,

other than you and me, there's only Kang Ni.

Who else can there be?

Why can't you grow up?

You are always so careless.

How can you be like that?

I've been like that

since I was a kid.

Am I not

living a pretty good

and free life now?

As the old saying goes,

each child has his own blessings.

Each child has his own blessings.

Yes.

Introducing

the breakfast I bought today.

Try it.

Doesn't it taste

just like the shop at the intersection

of our house when I was a kid?

It tastes exactly the same.

Delicious.

I just found it.

I was so happy when I found this.

When I was young,

my dad would give me a ride to school.

Every time we passed by,

we would stop the bicycle

by the roadside.

I sat on the back seat.

My dad would run over

and run back.

He was afraid that I would

fall from that seat.

Mom,

how are you

recently?

I'm good.