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(Gen Z)

(Episode 30)

(Qibo Medical Centre)

He needs to accumulate medical affinity.

What is medical affinity?

It means accumulating merits and virtues.

Through the provision of free medical service for three to five years,

patients will come to him voluntarily.

I agree.

Really.

We should let them go to the countryside to be barefoot doctors.

When they face various difficult and complicated cases,

they will find solutions on their own.

This way, they will quickly become skilled at their work.

Do you still remember?

In the past, we ignored everything else

and travelled across

hills and fields with our medical toolbox.

Am I right? And,

we'd been living on the breadline.

Do you remember? One time,

we spent over two months without taking a bath.

It was tough.

Am I right?

Kids nowadays

won't be able to experience

our hardships.

Think about how many people

we had saved back then.

But none of them

called me the Miracle Doctor.

You're always the Miracle Doctor in my heart.

I'll gladly accept it.

(Qibo Medical Centre)

Mr Niu brought these local specialities back for us.

They're 100% natural with no preservatives.

I ate a lot of them when I was living with them.

-It tastes authentic. -There's no preservative at all.

Is that so?

Here, try one.

The dried sweet potato is really sweet.

Wait, Ms Xia.

You can let Jian Xi

take more dried hawthorns.

Roubecca,

do you take dried sweet potato?

It's crunchy and tasty.

What?

It's sweet.

Thanks. Leave it over there first.

I'll have it later.

What are you doing?

I'm deleting my junk emails.

Deleting your junk emails? But why?

Do you know what's an environmental clock?

Hong, do you mean an environmental crisis clock?

Tell us about it.

You guys should've heard of its other name before.

It's called the Doomsday Clock.

It was formed by

over ten Nobel Prize winners

in 1945.

It will perform an overall assessment

of various ecological environments

of over 90 countries in the world.

After that, it'll be published every year

to warn us of the harm

our action is bringing to Earth.

If the clock strikes midnight,

it'll be the end of the world.

Jian Xi is so knowledgeable.

What has this got to do with deleting junk emails?

Keeping your junk emails

is akin to polluting the environment.

Each of our emails is an account.

The data of these accounts

will be sent to countless base stations.

The more data they accumulate,

the more heat energy they generate.

When we use our phones or laptops for a long time,

they'll get hot.

The temperature of the CPU will increase.

And, we need a radiator to cool it off.

For every GB of content,

it consumes 32 kWh worth of electricity.

There are 2.3 billion email users in the world.

If each of us can delete

50 junk emails,

we can save a total of

8.625 million GBs worth of space.

That means we'll be saving over two trillion GBs worth of space.

In other words,

if we spend a few minutes

and exercise our fingers here,

we can save enough electricity

to power 2.7 billion incandescent lamps

for an hour.

It's that amazing?

Xiao Hong, you're amazing.

Look at me.

I'm doing so

for the sake of our future generations.

How do I do it?

-I'll teach you. -We'll do it too.

Which one should I press?

-This one? -Yeah.

Press delete.

I'll delete my junk emails

when I get back.

Hello, Tou Tou.

(I don't know if I'll still be around)

(by the time you watch this video.)

(I have no way to save myself.)

(I can only entrust my hope to you.)

I'm sorry.

I'm too weak.

(But I still wish)

(to give it one last try.)

(Tou Tou: Tian Zhen, come here!)

Did you miss me?

You scared me. You're finally here.

Listen.

Give me a kiss.

Stop messing around. I have something to tell you.

We can't kiss in the medical centre, in the apprentice class,

and everywhere else.

Even now, we can't kiss each other?

How are we dating each other then?

Look.

Look at this.

What is it?

Where did you find this?

In my junk inbox.

I only saw it today.

There are too many secrets in my heart.

I can't tell anyone.

I don't dare to tell my parents about it.

I cannot tell Tian Zhen too.

I only dare

(to tell you my secrets.)

(I don't know how my life)

(ended up like this.)

Since young,

famous celebrities, lecturers, and artists who you could only see

on magazines and TV shows

were regular guests at our house.

I travelled all over the world

together with Mum and Dad.

I even own a pony.

I thought

I was happy.

Mum.

-Morning. -Have a seat.

Come and have breakfast.

Xu,

I'm going on a business trip today.

You can send Meng Meng to school.

No, I have an appointment with the publishing house today.

I'm not free.

I'll tell Guo to send her to school then.

-I can head there myself. -Okay.

Will you be having dinner at home tonight?

I'll be back after three days.

Mum, I can take the school bus.

That won't do.

School buses stop at plenty of stops.

It's a waste of time.

I can do it myself.

Meng Meng,

why are you still wearing your school uniform?

Isn't today a casual day?

I bought so many nice clothes for you.

Go and change into them.

See you. I'll buy something nice for you when I come back.

Mum, goodbye.

Meng Meng, I'm running late too.

I'll pick you up tonight.

We'll have dinner with Mr Chen.

Goodbye.

Goodbye, Dad.

Meng Meng,

happy birthday.

Longevity noodles are a must during birthdays.

(Jiangzhou Jos International School)

Wait for me.

Hurry up.

(But in reality,)

(I was envious of my classmates)

(who could do their homework together in cafes.)

(They could worship their favourite idols during holidays.)

After I got to know you,

I was most envious of you.

I wanted to be as free as you.

(That's wrong.)

(Dad and Mum treat me nicely.)

I'm already happy.

I shouldn't be so greedy.

(Although they're always by my side,)

(they never know)

(what I think and what I want.)

Inside my heart,

there's a beast.

(I started to fear the night.)

(I started to fear sleeping.)

It's because that beast

always comes out in the middle of the night.

It even appeared in my dream.

(I felt like I was losing control of it.)

(I was afraid,)

(but I couldn't hold it in.)

(I didn't know what I should do.)

(Tou Tou, do you know something?)

(When my mother found out,)

although I was very afraid,

I felt

a sense of relief

for some reason.

It's like she finally found out.

I thought

she would teach me how to chase it away.

What are you doing?

(That was my first time)

(seeing my mother getting enraged.)

(She told me off and said I was shameless.)

(She made it as if I was something indecent.)

(I think Dad smoked a lot too on that day.)

(He was never this flustered even when)

(he was the head of a national project.)

(I was ashamed of myself.)

I'm a sinner.

(They said I must correct my ways.)

I know that.

I wish to become better.

(I will become better.)

(I can become better.)

(I did put a lot of effort into it.)

Meng Meng,

we're doing this for your sake.

We'll monitor you

and help you to correct your mistakes together, okay?

Okay.

All done.

There's no blind spot now.

But it was too difficult.

It was too difficult for me.

Meng Meng,

now, we can have peace of mind.

Now that we have a camera here,

your father and I can rush here

immediately

if anything happens.

Sleep tight, okay?

Meng Meng, take out your hands.

Good girl.

That's more like it.

Alright, goodnight.

Dad and Mum will watch over you.

I'll go now. Goodnight.

It's shameful to have parents like them.

It's my fault too.

I never discovered her habit

even though we lived together for a long time.

Meng Meng's behaviour should expand beyond the scope of normal puberty.

She should be a sex addict.

Sex addict?

It's just like Internet addiction.

Yes.

She had obsessive needs

toward intimate relationships and acts.

It's a type of disorder.

Her parents shouldn't jump to conclusions

and think that it was an issue with her lifestyle.

With parents like them,

even normal children will get sick eventually.

For sex addicts, there are psychological factors

and pathological factors.

My grandfather used to have a patient like her.

He had a tumour in his brain.

It affected his pituitary gland.

It's a shame that we have no evidence now.

I'm speechless.

To think that her parents are actually intellectuals.

They didn't even know

that their child was acting as such

due to a disorder.

They're only intellectuals in certain fields.

It's not like they're good at everything.

I would have no idea

had I not encountered Meng Meng.

You didn't realise it

even when you spent so much time

with Meng Meng?

During a volunteer activity,

I met Nan.

He praised me for the puppy I drew.

He said they could sell it as a merchandise

and help the rescue centre.

(He told me to make the puppy)

(look happier.)

Hello. We're from the Care and Compassion Society.

We're holding this activity

to help the animal shelters.

Please take a look.

Here you go.

Take a look.

There's a QR code on it.

You guys can scan it and follow our page.

Thank you.

Hello. We're from the Care and Compassion Society.

We're holding this activity to help the animal shelters.

There's a QR code on it. You can scan it.

It's adorable.

It'll look happier if you add

two more strokes here.

Not bad at all.

(He always called me Kid.)

(And, he always caressed my head.)

(He said)

(my eyes were like a puppy's.)

(Actually, I wanted to tell him)

(that I was the wandering puppy.)

I wanted him

to bring me back.

(I skipped my drawing classes.)

(I even lied to my parents in order to go outside.)

(But I was happy.)

I don't know

how I could treat him better.

(That's why I gave him)

(everything he wanted.)

I could dig my heart out if he wanted to see it.

But I forgot.

In my heart,

there's a beast.

(I thought you're an innocent and pure girl.)

(Nan, I'm sorry.)

(These are all excuses! You look so innocent, why are you so complicated?)

(Of course I'm upset that you don't belong to me.)

(Let's calm down for a while.)

(Meng Meng)

(Call declined)

(Nan, please pick up my call.)

(I was wrong. What can I do to make you forgive me?)

(My heart aches when I see you. I am a very possessive person.)

(I can't concentrate on my contest these days. I've never been like this before.)

(I feel so sorry for myself. I despise myself for falling in love with you.)

(Nan, I love you too. I'm willing to do whatever you want me to do.)

(Look at you, here you go again.)

(You're willing to do anything for every man.)

(No, I'm not.)

(Then prove to me that you are only mine.)

(I wanted him to forgive me)

(no matter what I had to do.)

(He's the key)

(to keep the beast in my heart in check.)

(I didn't want to disappoint him anymore.)

(I knew what I had to do.)

As long as I stay obedient,

he would smile.

However,

he was truly hard to please.

Xu Meng, we'll perform fallectomy on your left ovarian tube.

(Encountering you guys)

(might be the luckiest thing that has happened to me.)

(Over the past year,)

I experienced a sense of relaxation that I never had before.

I love the smell of herbs in the medical centre.

I love everyone in the apprentice class.

I like Jian Xi especially.

When I saw her,

I knew

we could sympathize with each other.

Her body is handicapped

while my mental state is handicapped.

(I'm a vile girl.)

(I don't deserve your kindness.)

It's excruciating

whenever I see Tian Zhen.

I'm so shameless.

I haven't improved at all.

I was born a sinner.

(Nan looked for me lately.)

(He said he couldn't forget about me.)

Tou Tou, he has my dirty secrets with him.

I cannot escape from him.

If he posts them online,

my parents will be humiliated.

Can you help me out?

Tou Tou, I'm begging you.

I'm begging you.

Who are you calling?

What are you doing?

Give me your phone.

Right now!

Give it to me!

Are you contacting that man again?

How could you be so indiscreet?

Can't you live without a man?

Are you even our daughter?

(Our tie is gone, our child is gone!)

(Remember, everything of yours is mine. Don't say no to me.)

(If you can do it, I'll marry you.)

(I want to see you and I can't forget you,)

(but I can't bear to think of you living in another man's house for over a year.)

(I haven't done anything, I'm there to get treated.)

(Gastric lavage records in the Emergency Department)

(Why don't you just let me die? The thought of you with him makes me sick.)

(Let me go. I can't live anymore.)

(Let's leave each other alone. You need to stop this.)

(Let's end it here. I won't look for you anymore.)

(When I miss you, I'll take a look at the old photos and videos.)

(I beg you. Please delete them.)

(No, I want to keep them forever.)

(No!)

(No!)

(Both of you aren't friends. Please send him/her a friend request.)

(Nan.)

(I beg you.)

(Don't do that.)

Do you know the term PUA (emotional abuse)?

Meng Meng was manipulated by him through PUA.

Meng Meng died because of him.

We've been living together with her for such a long time.

We didn't realise that she was suffering all the time.

We can't just let him off.

Tian Zhen.

We can't just let him off.

He killed Meng Meng.

Meng Meng didn't take her own life.

She died because of this scum.

We have to uphold justice for her.

Stop being childish.

No law can punish people who cause mental distress to others.

You're not a lawyer.

How would you know?

Besides,

we have this, right?

We have the email Meng Meng sent to me.

This is evidence.

With this evidence,

we can...

We can make sure he gets the punishment he deserves.

I...

Meng Meng fancied you, you know?

If I knew

it would end up this way,

I would've...

Would have what?

Would you give me to her?

I have an idea.

Our son

truly has a lasting affection for people.

He may look fine in front of us,

but he still hasn't gotten over Meng Meng.

How did you know?

I heard Tou Tou consoling him

when I went upstairs.

It's good for these two kids to be together.

When one encounters a relationship problem,

there's at least someone there

to hear them out.

Look.

Only Tou Tou knew where Tian Zhen went previously.

When Tian Zhen is treating other people,

Tou Tou helps him to recall the details.

You kept saying

that I didn't contribute anything to the family.

Look at the current situation.

When Tian Zhen

is facing his troubles,

Tou Tou is there to keep him company.

That's the largest contribution

I've made to the family.

Fine.

I'll count it as your contribution.

I just don't know

when our son can get over her.

Lastly, I would like to thank the academy and the party committee

for giving me a chance

to participate in the aid education event.

I could help out those in need

with what I have learned.

In the future, I will do my best

not to disappoint my lecturers and seniors.

I will strive to improve myself no matter if it's my studies or career.

I will help more people

to build and fulfil their dreams.

Thank you, everyone.

Alright. Let's thank our senior.

Senior, there's a prize-giving ceremony.

Let's welcome the leaders of the academy to get on the stage for a group photo.

We'll follow the name list for individual winners first.

After that, we'll take a group photo.

-Okay? -Got it.

Stage manager,

remember to control the time allocation for this session.

Tell the prize givers to get into position early.

-Okay? -Okay.

Once the teachers leave the stage...

Senior, someone's looking for you.

We can call the name of the next presenter.

Alright. We'll skip the MC's lines.

-Okay, thank you. -Next presenter, get on the stage.

Hello, everyone. I'm Yu Guo Rong.

First, I would like to thank our academy

to give me this chance.

Next,

I will keep working hard...

Who exactly are you guys?

We know the dirty deeds you've done.

What dirty deeds?

We were dating each other.

And, she was an adult.

I'm sure you have no idea

that she sent her conversation with you

to us before her death.

I didn't do anything.

If you guys are talking about

her spending money on me,

I admit. She did buy many gifts for me.

But I did return the favour.

Isn't it normal for a couple

to buy gifts for each other?

Are you sure it's normal?

She was underage.

You seduced, harmed,

humiliated, and manipulated

an underage girl.

Do you think that's normal?

Please mind your words.

Yes, she was underage when we were dating each other.

But I didn't force her.

It was a normal relationship.

As for the rest that you've said,

sorry about that.

-I didn't do any of that. -You didn't?

Yeah, as if.

It's because you blocked her profile.

It's because of what you've done.

That's the reason Meng Meng took her life.

That's why she died!

You know that the best.

I'm very sorry

to hear about her death.

However, this has nothing to do with me.

We already broke up.

The law doesn't state

that it will punish people who block other people's accounts.

You tortured her mentally.

She did the same!

I don't know

how to explain

the relationship between me and Meng Meng.

We did it out of mutual consent.

Yes, she might be obsessed.

But it's not like I've never struggled with it.

Besides,

outsiders

shouldn't judge other people's relationships.

Fine.

Why did you threaten her with intimate photos

and videos then?

Do you have any evidence of that?

Listen,

you need to pay the consequences if you spread false rumours.

Are you even humane?

A girl took her own life because of you.

How could you be so nonchalant about it?

Do you think you know her well?

Do you guys even know

the kind of girl she was?

Do you know how wild Meng Meng was?

Do you guys know why she fell for me?

Tian Zhen!

Tian Zhen, there are surveillance cameras here.

We're in the school.

Listen up.

You better stop harassing me.

I'm emotionally unstable.

If you do trigger me,

it'd be a shame

for certain videos

to get leaked on the Internet.

Tou Tou!

There are surveillance cameras here.

We recorded it for nothing.

He didn't disclose any useful information.

A fair face may hide a foul heart, huh?

A person like him

is actually an outstanding academic cadre?

He's rotten to the core.

You shouldn't have stopped me just now.

I should've beat him up.

You may vent our anger

by beating him up.

But have you

thought about the consequences?

Do you think it can resolve the issue?

Why don't we seek the opinion of

someone smarter than us?

Are you guys idiots?

Do you think everything will work out if you confront that scum?

I thought he would be afraid if we exposed him.

Tou, seems like you're green in that regard.

A PUA top dog like him

is a classic case of hermit crab personality.

Such people love

to control the right to speak,

sense of control, and superiority in their relationships

and cause the other party to feel inferior

and lose their sense of identity.

The most notable feature of such people

is that they're extremely narcissistic.

And, they always think that they're above the rules of morality.

People like him won't be afraid even if people try to expose him.

Scientifically, it's called

a narcissistic personality disorder.

Also known as NPD.

Peng Shi Yan,

seems like you're pretty experienced.

That's not it.

Although I'm straight and frank,

I'm not a jerk.

I respect women.

Rebecca,

can we use the chat record as our evidence then?

Although all of us know

that this man is a scum,

he's not wrong.

He did have a willing relationship

with Meng Meng previously.

It's just that he manipulated Meng Meng

in their relationship.

And, your chat records

can only prove

that Meng Meng was in a passive stance

in their relationship.

However, you cannot accuse him with this as your evidence.

I should've beat him up just now.

Here's a friendly reminder.

Intentional injury is a crime.

You'll be convicted for that.

It's infuriating

that we can't do anything about him

even though we know he's the culprit.

Meng Meng suffered for so long.

But that scum?

He got sponsored for his studies and received numerous awards.

This is truly ridiculous.

Roubecca,

help me check the law

and tell me how long I have to be imprisoned for beating him up.

There's no need to take such a risk.

It's not like we have no way

to make him pay the price.

What do you mean?

Beyond the law, we have public order and good customs.

Let's give him a taste of his own medicine.

(PUA is not love! Death of an angel! Caused by academic cadre!)

(Suicide incident of a female student. Zhang Jia Nan was the cause)

(Academic cadre of Jiangzhou University caused the death of a female student)

(The entire story of the PUA incident)

(PUA and emotional manipulation, suspected of at least five crimes)

(Evil PUA: Manipulating a woman to take her own life)

(PUA equals intentional homicide)

Roubecca!

You're amazing.

All these netizens are powerful.

Their criticisms were right on point.

That's why I said

we must hit where it hurts.

We have to launch a pre-emptive strike.

You're the smartest person alive.

Let's see if he dares to post those photos and videos

after this incident.

If he does,

the netizens will drown him with their criticisms.

This will be recorded on the Internet.

He'll be shamed forever.

Tian Zhen,

you're too naive.

You're overestimating the power of the Internet.

I dealt with such a case once.

A man murdered his wife.

He was only sentenced to seven years in prison.

He remarried right after his sentence was over.

As for Zhang Jia Nan, I think

he'll be imprisoned for less than 20 years.

After that, he can do whatever he wants

and whitewash his name.

That's fine.

We can sue him again after his sentence is over.

Wait.

What's going on?

Why is Zhao Li Quan moving out?

Did you tell him to move out?

I thought you liked him?

Why did you reject him?

Don't you feel terrible?

Tian Xing Xing, I'm talking to you.

Listen.

After studying under my master for some time,

I learned about

what was existent and what was not.

When you pick up a skill,

it's existent.

Wealth

and material are non-existent.

Houses,

materialistic needs,

all of them are non-existent.

You don't have them at birth, and you can't take them to the grave.

They're meaningless.

I'm serious.

Two lives had been lost in front of my eyes.

No matter if they're wealthy or not, they die the same way.

It's not important at all.

Hey, I'm talking to you.

Let me ask you this then.

Would you choose

Zhao Li Quan if you were in my shoes?

I would choose him.

You wouldn't say that in the past.

Of course I would.

You wouldn't.

I would.

Both of us were penniless

when we lived together.

Even so, we enjoyed ourselves, right?

It's because we would never be able to have children together.

Come here.

Lend me a hand.

I'll take this too.

Where are you going?

That's mine.

Why are you folding this then?

I'm putting it over there.

You...

Which of these belongs to him then?

Enough.

Tou Tou,

you didn't eat much

during dinner time.

Let's have a chat.

Are you troubled

by something?

Didn't you say

that if we will it, our wish will come true?

But I realise that it doesn't work that way

in reality.

For example, Meng Meng

and Xing Xing.

Both of their wishes didn't come true.

If we will it, our wish will come true.

If everyone could will their wish into existence,

killers

would kill

and gamblers would gamble and win

all the time, right?

I'm not referring to crooks.

I'm referring to good things.

If so, how can we will

our wish into existence?

Your heart

must retain its initial goal.

And, your mind must be mindful.

Your heart

must start with right

and end with right.

What do you mean by right?

Analytical Dictionary of Chinese Characters explained it clearly.

To right is to one.

What do you mean by one?

One, as in the Tao produced one.

The simpler your heart is,

the closer to the Tao, and the closer you are to one.

I don't understand.

Give me an example.

You see, when we do something,

we shouldn't

do it for ourselves. We should do it for other people's sake.

We must seek welfare for others

and society itself.

By then, when you think,

you can gather power from all directions

and accomplish your goal.

There's an idiom called

"Unity is strength".

If you only wish

to benefit yourself by helping

other people out,

that's not the right mindset.

That's why you cannot accomplish your goals.

(The prescriptions and remedies used in this drama)

(are referenced from relevant traditional Chinese medicine books)

(Do not use without medical advice) (End of Episode 30)