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Vonnegut�wrote...

...we�are�what�we pretend�to�be.

So�we�must�be�careful about�what�we�pretend�to�be.

Hi.

So,�I�made�this�for�you.

My�name�is�Finn�Elliot.

Fuck!

�Clay!

Clay! Would�you�get�out�here?!

What�is�it,�baby?

Clay!

Sweet�Pea.

Have�you�got�something you�want�to�tell�me?

These�are�my�parents.

Eve,�what's�going�on�here?

You�okay,�buddy?

Take�some�deep�breaths.

Look�decent! What�if�the�neighbors�see�you?

I�was�asleep,�pumpkin.

I�don't�think Mom�wanted�me�so�young,

but�abortion�is�a�sin.

Honey,�can�I�talk�to�you for�a�second?

That�was�Curtis'�mom.

She�says�Finn�punched�him�up.

Oh,�my�Lord.

Yeah,�it's�bad.

Yeah.

Thanks,�Mom.

You�look�gorgeous.

Dad�goes�along�with�her.

Oh,�my�God. Let's�go�get�some�food.

I'm�gonna�cook�you something�nice.

It's�easier.

- � After - � After

- � Laughter - � Your�laughter

Comes�tears

There'll�be�tears

Not�much�happens�in�this�town.

You�got�to�make your�own�trouble.

Always

What�the�fuck is�wrong�with�you?!

What�kind�of�person lies�in�the�middle�of�the�road?

I�was�planning�on�suicide.

I�guess I�wasn't�paying�attention.

But�then�I�found�Eliza.

Are�you�okay?

Yeah.

She's�different.

She�makes�me�feel...things.

My�parents�would�lock�me in�my�room�for�hours.

You�are�the�man of�this�house!

I'm�telling�you.�I'm�not�going back�down�to�that�school.

Son,�I�have�to lock�you�in�tonight.

Please�don't.

Sorry.�It's�for�your�own�good.

Dad,�he�made�fun�of�me.

He�was�calling�me�names.

I�--�I�believe�you,�son.

But�you�just�can't�hurt someone�like�that.

There�are�other�ways.

-Mom�hates�me. -She�--�No.

Oh,�my�Lord.

She's�just�disappointed.

She'll�be�alright�tomorrow.

I�have�to�do�everything in�this�house.

I�am�watching "Wheel�of�Fortune."

Nobody�talk�to�me!

It'll�be�alright.

I�hate�school. It's�pointless.

I�wouldn't�even�bother coming�here,�but...

...her�sister,�Corinna, is�in�my�class.

Hi.�I'm�Miss�Anna�Beth�Joy, and�I'll�be�your�sub�today.

Looks�you�have�a�pop�quiz�today.

This�is�so�useless.

Please�pass�these�back. Here�you�go.

Here's�one�for�you.

And�you�will�have 10�minutes�to�complete�it.

Books�down. Everything�away,�please.

Excuse�me. Put�your�book�away,�please.

Did�you�hear�me?

Put�your�book�away!

Oh,�my�God!�Did�you�do�this?!

That's�no�way�to�treat�a�book.

I'm�gonna�have�to�tell your�teacher�about�this!

Snitch.

Everyone�put�the�quizzes�away.

Come�on. Put�the�quizzes�away.

Read�the�last�chapter.�Out�loud.

Do�it, or�I'm�calling�your�parents!

What�are�you�--�What�are�you�--

Finn�got�expelled.

Yeah,�I�was�there,�dumbass.

Are�you�okay?

No.�Don't�be�so�stressed�out.

Thought�she�was gonna�shit�herself.

Bad�boy.�Bad�boy.

Dumb�bitches.

Crushing�over�psychos.

Fuck�you,�Sasha.

You're�such�a�total�bitch.

I�heard�he�hit�the�teacher.

I�thought�she�hit�him.

Finn�lost�it.

She's�pressing�charges.

Oh.

He's�really�weird. I�never�even�hear�him�speak.

He�talked�to�me.

What?�When?

What�did�he�say?

Just,�"Hi."

Stay�away�from�him.

Something's�wrong�with�him.

Ugh.�I�hope�my�mom's�not�home.

Eliza,�is�that�you?

How's�your�mom?

Seeing�a�plumber...

...who�fixes�things, so�she�gave�him�her�heart.

Good�for�her.

How�was�school?

I�hate�school.

I�used�to�hate�it,�too.

I�started�a�new�painting�today.

You're�all�sweaty.

Why�don't�you�girls go�for�a�swim?

Mom,�no.

How's�Corinna?

Fine.

Well,�don't�eat�all�of�that. It's�very�fattening.

Ugh!

Can�you�get�my�back?

Finn�Elliott is�a�total�psycho.

You�were�kind�of�mean to�the�girls�earlier.

Shut�up.

It's�true.

They're�too�sensitive.

I�mean,�I�can't�just�keep walking�on�eggshells

all�the�time.

They're�not�my�responsibility.

I�hope�Finn�falls�for�Eliza.

They'd�make�the�perfect�couple.

I�see�the�way�you�look�at�him, you�know.

You�think�he's�cute.

In�a�dusty,�wears�the�same clothes�every�day,

creepy�way.

But�he�doesn't�look�at�you.

Hi.

What�are�you�reading?

Vonnegut.

According�to�him, a�reader�should�have

such�a�complete�understanding of�a�book

that�they�could�finish�it themselves�if�cockroaches

were�to�eat�the�last�few�pages.

Did�cockroaches�eat the�last�few�pages�of�this�one?

I�like�that.

You�wanna�take�a�walk?

Okay.

It's�just�you�and�your�mom?

Yeah.�Sort�of.

Tell�me�about�her.

Why?

I�just�want�to�get�to�know�you.

My�parents�are�fighting, so�we�moved�out.

Corinna�had�to�go�with�Dale.

I�miss�being�at�the�house.

I�like�how�you�talk�to�me.

How?

Like...normal.

Tell�me�about�a�book you've�read.

Um...I�just�finished

this�crazy�Russian�sci-fi�book from�the�1960s.

So,�scientists�discover this�second�Earth,

and�it's�identical�to�ours,

except�it's�800�years in�the�past.

And�there's�a�scene where�the�main�character's

kind�of�gone�off�the�handle

and�he�meets�up�with�an�old childhood�friend�of�his,

and�he�has�all�this�red drippy�stuff�on�his�hands,

and�she�gets�scared 'cause�she�thinks�it's�blood.

It's�just�strawberry�juice. He's�just�picking�strawberries.

Anyway,�I�liked�that.

Hi.

How�was�school�today?

Look�at�me.

Thank�you.

Where�are�you�going?

Did�everybody�miss�me?

Whoo!

What?

Oh,�my�God,�stop.

Thanks�for�cooking,�my�love.

I'm�meeting�some�friends.

Hey!�Wait.�What? What�--�What�friends?

Will�you�pretend just�for�one�night

that�I'm�nobody's�mother?

I�could�do�with�a�night�out.

Stay.

I'm�not�a�dog,�Eliza.

Don't�wait�up!

Hi.

These�are�for�you.

For�stopping�traffic and�saving�my�life.

Do�you�often�lie�in�the�middle of�the�street?

Well,�it's�actually�pretty great�for�clearing�the�mind.

You�just�have�to�watch�out for�cars.

Come�on.

This�is�Dale. Leave�a�message.

I'd�like�another�beer.

This�is�Dale. Leave�a�message.

I�could've�gone�to�college.

I�was�smart.

Was�real�smart.

This�place�has�a�way of�wrapping�itself�around�you.

This�is�Dale. Leave�a�message.

Feel�like�there's a�big�ol'�umbilical�cord

connecting�my�belly with�this�town.

That's�a�very�graphic reference.

Louise?

Dale?!

I�miss�you.

I�miss�you,�too,�baby.

I�want�to�sleep�in�my�own�bed.

Louise,�you�have some�real�work�to�do

that�I�can't�help�you�with anymore.

Did�you�see�Dr.�Kilgore�today?

I�know�you�didn't�go.

Dale?

You�ever�wish�you�could just�disappear�for�a�while?

Come�back when�things�were�better?

Just�take�it�day�by�day

and�live�a�day�here, die�a�day�there?

What's�wrong?

I�don't�really�like�graveyards.

-Do�you�believe�in�ghosts? -No.

You�should.

I�should�go�get�my�mom.

The�dead�don't�abide�by�time.

Alright.�I'll�walk�you.

Careful.

Did�you�see�this?

18�years�old.

The�best�ones�die�young.

Why�are�we�picking�her�up?

She�needs�me.

She�was�at�a�five until�Dale�picked�up.

And�now�--�now�she's�about a�seven�and�a�half.

But�I�got�her�to�eat.

How�much�do�I�owe?

Food's�on�me. Drinks,�I�put�on�her�tab.

I�don't�know. Maybe�you�should�talk�to�Dale.

I�can�take�care�of�her�myself.

I�saw�a�bus pass�through�earlier.

Oregon-bound.

Out-of-state�plates?

California�plates.

You�two�planning�on getting�out�of�here�sometime?

Sometime.

I'm�glad�to�see you're�alive�and�well.

Mmm!

Excuse�me.

Oh. Your�mama's�all�slobber-jawed.

Hey.�How�are�you�feeling?

I'm�gonna�look at�the�scale�tomorrow.

Y'all�still�keep a�cold�beer�out�here?!

I�got�expelled�today.

I�love�you.

You're�really�beautiful.

Mm.

I�love�you�very�much.

With�all�my�heart.

I�love�you,�too,�Mom.

Really?

I�wouldn't�lie�to�you.

Corinna?

She�loves�you,�too.

Hm.

I'll�be�outside.

-�Still�craving�your�kiss -Stop,�please.

Whoa.�It's�okay. It's�fine.�I�got�her.

Mom!�I'm�so�sorry.

Eliza!

How�are�you�not�embarrassed by�yourself?

Jesus�Christ.

I'm�longing�to�linger till�dawn

Come�on. You're�fine.�You're�fine.

Right�here. You�got�a�step.�Right�here.

Up.�Up.�Up.

Craving�your�kiss

Shut�up!

I�got�her.�I�got�her.�I�got�her. She's�fine.�She's�fine.

Whoo!

Yeah.

So�long...

I'm�so�sorry.

Stars�linger, but�I�linger�on,�dear

Still�calling�your�name

Longing�to�linger till�dawn,�dear

Just�saying�this

I�owe�you�breakfast.

Don't�worry�about�it.

Tomorrow�morning.�Eight�o'clock.

I�hope�you�like�cereal.

I�love�it.

I�had�a�really�nice�time with�you�tonight.

I�could�smell�her on�me�for�days.

Denial�is�a�coping�mechanism.

It's�you�trying�to protect�yourself�from�the�truth

about�something that's�happening�in�your�life.

Something�you�can't�handle.

Something�too�heavy.

Hey.�How�are�you�feeling?

Fuckin'�excellent.

Oh.�Mom,�I'd�like�you to�meet�Finn.

Can�I�have�a�word�with�you for�a�moment?

Who's�that�boy?

He�carried�you�home�last�night.

How�do�you�know�him?

School.

He's�in�Corinna's�class.

Did�he�spend�the�night?

No.

You�know,�the�least�you�could�do is�thank�him.

Tell�him�thank�you and�tell�him�to�be�on�his�way.

I'm�getting�a�migraine.

It's�just�a�hangover,�Mom.

I�need�peace�and�quiet.

Tell�him�to�go�home.

And�get�to�school.

Hey.�Sorry�about�that.

She�has�a�really�bad�headache.

I�can�go�home.�I�don't�want to�make�things�worse�for�you.

She's�just�not�herself right�now.

When�she�drinks�too�much, she�just�gets�a�little�moody.

Her�brain�doesn't�produce enough�dopamine.

You�know,�the�happy�stuff.

So�it's�--

It's�really�not�her�fault.

Dropped�in�on�a�burnout�bag

Rich�glamour�on�another�pack

Actress�with�a�killer�pill, bad�boys...

Here's�something to�look�forward�to.

We're�putting�them�up�today. Tickets�go�on�sale�tomorrow.

They're�$4.50�each,

but,�of�course, all�my�friends�get�in�for�free.

All�proceeds�are�going to�my�dad's�food�bank

to�benefit�the�undernourished Middle�Americans.

You�know,�the�kids�living�off condensed�milk�and�Hot�Pockets.

It's�a�real�crisis.

What?

I�can't�explain�this�to�you right�now.

The�point�is�this�town�needs�us.

This�dance is�going�to�save�lives.

I�need�your�mom�to�do�my�hair. Please�ask�her.�Today.

What's�wrong?

Eliza�has�to�pay full�price.

Shut�up,�Sasha.

I'm�not�going.

Fine�with�me, but�ask�yourself�--

are�you�a�good�person if�you�don't�help�the�needy?

Oh,�my�God!�You�don't�know when�to�shut�up!

I'm�just�being�a�humanitarian.

No.�You're�just�trying to�sell�tickets

so�your�dad�will�be�proud�of�you instead�of�regretting

the�day your�mom�dumped�him�with�you

so�she�could�live her�second�life�in�Florida

without�such�a�pain�in�the�ass.

Your�mom�didn't�want�you.

And�does�your�dad�even�like�you?

What�the�fuck,�Corinna? You�can't�just�say�that.

I�just�did.

That�was�really�mean.

I�know.

Want�to�ditch�and�watch�a�movie at�my�house?

I�gotta�go�to�class.

It's�too�hot.

Bye.

Look�at�me.

What's�your�problem?

Don't�act�like�you�don't�know.

How�long�are�you gonna�punish�me�for?

I�didn't�want�you�guys�to�leave.

I�would�have�fought to�keep�us�all�together.

What�my�dad�did has�nothing�to�do�with�me.

I�don't�want�to�talk�about�this.

Fine. Stop�feeling�sorry�for�yourself.

My�dad�owns�this�store.

Okay?

He�doesn't�like people�loitering.

Grandma�really�was a�batty�old�woman.

How�is�Louise�doing?

She's�not�okay.

Well,�you�should�talk�to�Dale. He'll�listen�to�you.

I'm�never�speaking�to�him�again.

He�raised�you.�Did�you�forget?

God.�You�are�unbelievable.

If�our�parents hadn't�gotten�married,

who�knows where�you'd�be�right�now.

Do�you�expect�me to�kiss�his�ass?

"Thank�you�so�much�for�taking pity�on�my�poor�mom�and�I.

We�wouldn't�have�survived without�your�generosity."

What�the�hell�is�wrong�with�you?

I�hate�you!

What's�going�on?

Eliza,�why�are�you�fighting?

She's�beyond�help.

Corinna�was�the�one who�told�Dale

you�were�stealing�his�pills.

Ohh.�Oh,�sweetheart.

I�just�want�you�to�come�home.

You�know�what?�Yeah. Let's�all�live�together�again.

So�you�guys�can�yell and�slam�doors.

And�she�can�break�things, and�he�can�stay�out�all�night

'cause�he�doesn't�know how�to�deal�with�anything!

-Eliza,�come�here. -Let�go�of�me!

I�hate�this�family!

It's�okay.

Is�that�my�book?

She�took�my�book...

...and�acts�like I'm�not�even�here.

Come�here.

Good�girl.

Mmm.

You're�fuckin'�hot,�Eliza.

And�you're�mine.

Hey.

What's�all�the�filming�for?

I�guess�you�could�say I'm�making�a�documentary.

About�life�and�death.

Most�people�are�afraid�of�it,

but�I�find�something comforting�about�dead�things.

Whether�it's�animals or�insects�or�people.

-That's... -Weird?

Poetic.

I'll�show�you�a�secret.

Is�everything�okay with�your�mom?

No.�Not�really.

What's�wrong?

I�had�a�fight�with�my�sister.

I�mean,�stepsister.

Actually�don't�even�know what�we�are�anymore.

Why?

Corinna's�always�on�Dale's�side.

And�my�mom�is�getting�worse.

I�need�Dale�to�take�us�back.

Does�Dale�ever�hurt�you?

No.�He�just�wants�her to�stop�drinking�and�stuff.

Got�it.

Nobody�comes�here. It's�abandoned.

Let�me�show�you�inside.

I�like�how�the�Earth looks�like�a�fishbowl.

What�kind�of�fish�would�you�be?

A�dead�fish.

Play�along.

A�very�dead�fish.

When�you�were�little, did�you�ever�think�the�moon

was�made�out�of�cheese?

No.�Did�you?

Yeah.�I�did.

I�thought�I�would�go�there someday�in�my�space�car.

The�engine�would�run entirely�on�broccoli,

my�least-favorite�vegetable.

I�figured�that�was�a�good�way of�getting�rid�of�it.

I'd�rather�get�on�a�Greyhound.

Sometimes�I�feel a�thousand�years�old.

I�have�another�adventure for�you.

What�do�you�want�to�do when�you�finish�school?

I�don't�know.

Never�thought�much�about�it.

What�about�you?

I'm�expelled�from�school,�Eliza.

You�know�what�I�mean.

I�know.

I�definitely want�to�leave�this�town.

Where�do�you�want�to�go?

Anywhere away�from�my�family.

Look.�It's�heaven.

Hold�this.

After�you.

Thank�you.

I�like�how�you�walk.

You�like�how�I�walk.

-Yeah. -Why?

You�walk�with�purpose.

You�walk�too�fast.

-Hm? -You�walk�too�fast.

No.

It's�cool,�right?

Must�have�got�struck by�lightning�at�some�point.

Sit.

I�didn't�mean to�hurt�that�teacher.

Do�you�believe�me?

Yeah.

Why?

I�feel�safe�with�you.

When�I�was�a�little�kid,�my�dad used�to�tell�me�this�story.

He�said,�"Finn...

there�once�was�a�huge�apple sitting�out�in�a�field.

One�day,�a�big�old�fat�ant�came marching�around,

and�it�noticed�the�apple.

And�it�took�a�bite.

And�it�was�delicious.

And�then�it�called all�its�brothers�and�sisters

to�come�and�take�a�bite,�too, and�they�did.

Each�and�every�little�bite.

And�eventually,

every�last�bit�of�that sweet�apple�disappeared.

And�all�that�was�left...

...was�a�little�seed.

But�then�something�magical happened.

That�seed�started�to�grow.

With�oxygen�and�time and�water,

it�blossomed into�a�big�apple�tree."

And�he�said,�"That,�my�son, is�the�circle�of�life."

I�think�I'd�like�your�dad.

Close�your�eyes.

Listen.

What�am�I�listening�to?

The�sound�of�the�dead.

With�her, everything�is�silent.

And�nothing�hurts.

Eliza?

Why�aren't�you�in�school?

It's�Presidents'�Day.

Of�course.

Hm.�Any�fun�plans with�your�friends?

Mm-hmm.�Yeah.

We're�all�meeting�by�the�river in�a�bit.

Gorgeous�day.

Eliza,�we�need�to�talk about�the�other�day.

I�don't�want�to.

What�you�said�to�your�sister, it's�really�not�okay.

We'll�talk�about�it�another�day.

I�just�hope�you�girls still�love�me

like�you�did when�you�were�little.

Is�that�literally all�you�care�about?

How�do�you�still�love�Corinna after�she�betrayed�you?

I'm�sure�that's�how�you�feel.

But,�sweetheart...

...if�there's�anyone who�betrayed�me,�it's�you.

If�you�hadn't�been such�a�needy�child,

I�wouldn't�have�lost�Dale's�baby and�we'd�still�be�a�family.

There's�not�one�inch�of�you

that�wants�us to�be�a�family�again.

This?

It's�you.

You�naughty�little�butterfly!

I�caught�one!

I�caught�one!

Should�we�put�it�in�the�jar and�show�Mom?

Yeah.

Let's�go.�Come�on.

-I�caught�one! -Oh,�wow!�Eliza!

You�really�have a�butterfly�in�there?

I�do!

Her�hands�are�too�close.

Oh,�no.

It's�dead.

I�felt�its�wings�moving.

-Maybe�it's�just�taking�a�nap. -I�felt�its�wings�moving.

I'll�help�you�catch�another�one. It�was�an�accident.

She�killed�it!

What�has�happened to�this�school?

Feels�like�a�ghost�town all�of�a�sudden.

I'm�starving.

Have�you�seen�Eliza?

She's�fine.

You�don't�know�that.

I�mean...

I�think�she�has�a�lot of�pressure�on�her

to�take�care�of�her�mom.

I�mean,�I�feel�like it's�getting�to�her.

Like,�bad.

Did�you�paint�that�on�the�wall?

Is�that�how�much�you�love�me?

How's�that�milkshake?

Where�are�your�parents?

Uh,�they're�dead.

Are�you�being�serious?

How'd�they�die?

Uh,�their�hearts stopped�beating.

I�miss�'em.

What�do�you�think�happens when�we�die?

I�think�we�just�die.

I�don't�think anything�special�happens.

Clay.�He's�dripping�water all�over�the�floor.

Floors�could�use�some�cleanin'.

How�was�your�day?

My�day?

Yeah.

Dug�a�rabbit�out�of�a�hole.

Well,�you�--�you�dug�a�rabbit out�of�a�hole?

Yeah.

How�is�that�even�possible?

I�feel�like you're�making�that�up.

Is�that�true?

Yeah.

What�happened�to�your�chin?

I�cut�it.

Oh,�that's�right. Sorry.�I�forgot.

What's�for�dessert?

Pie.

What�kind�of�pie?

Lemon.

-Lamb�pie? -Lemon!

Oh.�Alright. I�thought�you�said�"lamb"�pie.

That'd�be�weird. We're�not�British.

Bless�her�heart, but�I�do�think�Patty

could�have�taken another�inch�off.

Don't�you�think?

I�agree.

She's�visiting�family this�weekend,

so�it'll�have�to�wait till�Monday.

She'll�get�it�done.

And�I�think�your�hair is�really�pretty.

The�boy's�got�taste.

Actually,�can�I�get a�little�taste?

Come�here.

Oh,�that�tastes�good.

It's�shallow�out�here.

Hold�on.�I'm�coming.

What�would�I�do�without�you?

When�I�was�a�kid,�my�dad�said

there�were�catfish�in�the�river the�size�of�cars.

Stop!

I�don't�like�being�filmed!

Don't�do�that�again.

I�can�feel�it�coming�on.

The�darkness�and�light that�co-exist�together.

And�they�play�hide-and-seek in�me.

Eliza�hates�me.

Sweetheart, she�could�never�hate�you.

I�don't�think�you�should have�made�them�leave.

I�know�it's�hard.

And�I'm�sorry�Eliza is�taking�this�out�on�you.

But�you'll�see�this�was the�best�thing�to�do.

That's�bullshit.

It'll�be�good�for�her to�be�in�that�house.

It'll�ground�her,�you�know, help�her�acclimate.

You�put�her in�your�dead�mother's�house.

You're�wrong�about�her.

She�is�not�strong�enough to�change.

She's�not.

Hey.�Can�we�sit�with�you?

Hey,�you.�Since�when do�you�drink�black�coffee?

A�long�time.

-Hey. -Two�breakfast�plates,�please.

-Want�something? -No.

Breakfast�plates coming�right�up.

The�dance�is�tonight. I�got�you�a�ticket.

That�was�a�waste�of�$4.50.

Come�on,�Eliza. Have�some�fun.

A�dance�sounds�like�a�good�time.

-How�are�you�doing? -It�would�kill�my�mom

if�she�knew�I�was�here with�you�guys�without�her.

Well,�why�don't�we�all�do something�together�then?

Dad?

I�suppose.

It's�been�a�good�amount�of�time since�we�tried�that.

Let's�give�it�a�shot.

Tonight,�Dad.�Before�the�dance.

That�way,�if�you�change your�mind,�we�can�go�together.

Does�that�sound�good,�Eliza?

I'll�ask�my�mom.

Let's�say�five�o'clock at�our�house.�How's�that?

I'll�pick�up�something.

-Great. -"Great."

What's�that�gonna�be?

It's�supposed�to�be�a�shark.

Was�your�mom�pissed about�school?

No.�She�has�no�idea.

What�do�you�wanna�do?

Whatever�you�want.

I�guess�we�should�go�inside.

Can�I�have�that?

Thanks.

You're�lucky�you�got�expelled.

What's�wrong?

I�like�you.

I�like�you,�too.

A�lot.

Mom?

Where�have�you�been?

We�have�dinner�plans.

My�head�hurts.

Dale's�invited�us�for�dinner.

He�called�you?

No.�I�saw�Dale�and�Corinna at�the�diner.

Why�--�Why�didn't�he�call�me?

How�should�I�know?

-What�time? -Five.

Oh,�my�God.�Well...

Why�so�early?

Because the�school�dance�is�tonight

and�they�want�to�have�dinner before.

I�have�to�take�a�shower. I�have�nothing�to�wear.

Grief�is�living two�lives�at�once.

One�where�everything's alright...

...and�the�other you're�drowning.

The�memories�haunt�your�soul and�disturb�your�sleep.

Just�one�more�day.

One�more�hug.

One�more.

How�are�you?

Dale�invited�us�to�dinner.

My�mom's�having�a�nervous breakdown�over�it.

Be�my�date?

Is�that�what�you're�gonna�wear?

Is�that�what�you're�gonna�wear?

Finn's�coming,�too.

Eliza,�do�you�think�that's�wise?

-He's�coming,�Mom. -Do�you�know�how�long

I've�waited�for�your�father�to come�to�his�senses�about�this?!

It's�just�dinner!

So�pretty.

Well,�I'm�really�happy that�we're�all�here�together.

It's�been�a�long�time�coming.

Proper�family�dinner.

And�we're�happy�to�have�you here,�as�well,�Finn.

-Welcome. -Thank�you,�sir.

Do�you�drink�wine,�Finn?

If�it's�alright�with�you,�sir.

Corinna?�Eliza?

Just�a�bit�for�the�toast.

To�persistence.

We're�a�family, and�we�will�always�be�a�family.

And�I'd�like�to�add that�I�am�very�happy

to�be�here�with�both�my�children and�with�my�husband.

Cheers�to�that.

-May�I�serve�you? -Yes,�please.

Uh,�just�not�quite�so�much.

Thank�you.

Eliza?

Thank�you.

So,�Finn, how�did�you�meet�Eliza?

-It's�a�very�small�town. -At�school.

You�two�going�to�the�dance together?

-No. -I�want�you�to.

Eliza,�go�with�Corinna.

I�can't�stand�her moping�around�the�house�all�day.

He�has�a�right�to�know.

Your�behavior�lately has�been�atrocious.

We�have�cannoli�for�dessert.

Ask�him,�Mom. Ask�him�if�this�dinner

means�anything�to�him�besides feeling�a�little�less�guilty.

This�is�a�step in�the�right�direction.

To�ease�us�back�in.

I�think you're�embarrassed�of�us.

You�know�you're�torturing�her, right?

This�little�sick, twisted�fantasy�of�yours?

She�hasn't�seen�a�doctor in�months,�and�she's�drinking.

Look�at�her!

Shut�your�mouth!

We�don't�live�here�anymore.

Stop�looking�at�her.

Why�don't�you�two�go�upstairs for�a�little�bit?

I'm�not�into�you,�by�the�way.

What�are�you�thinking?! You�were�drinking�today!

You�drink�and�drink...

I�have�tried�everything I�know�what�to�do!

I�can't�even�think anymore�of�what�to�do!

Even�going�to�the�doctor.

You�know�how�much�money I�have�spent�on�this!

And�you�won't�even give�it�a�shot!

I�want�you�to�move�back!

But�you�don't�even�try!

I�made�something�for�you.

Thanks.

Loss�can�consume�you.

But�it�teaches�you the�worth�of�things.

I'd�love�to�see�the�ocean.

Ocean's�a�long�way�off.

Good.

Eliza...

This�bus�runs�the�town�loop.

I�know.

We'll�be�back�where�we�started in�20�minutes.

You�alright?

Don't�touch�me.

I�love�you.

Just�leave�me�alone.

But�I�love�you.

I�just�need�some�space.

Unbelievable.

Are�you�mad?

You're�a�big�boy�now.

You're�old�enough to�dry�yourself�off

and�not�go�dripping

all�over�Grandma�and�Grandpa's nice�house.

They're�dead.

They're�up�there�in�heaven, shaking�their�heads�at�you.

Alright,�buddy.

Time�for�your�pill.

Can�I�take�it�tomorrow?

It�makes�me�feel�melty.

Clay,�I�swear, if�he�gets�kicked�out,

you're�gonna�be teaching�him�yourself.

Your�mother's�right.

Sometimes�you�got�to�do�things you�don't�want�to�do.

It's�important to�keep�your�mother�happy.

Sometimes�you�have�to�do things�you�don't�want�to�do.

No�date?

I�don't�have�a�date.

I�don't�do�"date."

I�do�dates.

Like,�why�would�I�hold�myself down�to�one�guy,�you�know?

I'm�free-range.

Okay.

So�we're�going�to�practice.

For�the�dance,�you�need�to�keep this�much�distance�apart.

Perfect.�A�little�more�back.

Alright.�Let's�practice. Five,�six,�seven,�eight.

One,�two,�three,�four, five,�six.

You're�too�close!�Back�up! Now�you're�too�far.

There�you�go.�Keep�it�there.

Let's�try�again.�Ready? You�got�it!

Five,�six,�seven,�eight.

One,�two,�three,�four, five,�six,�seven,�eight.

What�are�you�doing?

Your�dancing is�fucking�terrible!

Fix�it!�You�can't�be an�embarrassment�to�me!

What�are�you�thinking?

Eliza,�what�is�happening?

I�know�what's�best�for�you.

Corinna�called.

She�really�wants�you to�go�to�that�dance.

I�don't�want�to�go.

You�should�wear my�little�green�dress.

With�a�perfect�strappy�shoe.

Mom.

Dale�loves�you.

This�is�why you�don't�mess�with�me

See,�I'm�technically best�there�ever�be

Yes,�I'm�blessed�indeed, so�don't�test�me�please

I�am�Hercules, I�unleash�the�beast

I�ain't�dressed�to�please, I�am�dressed�for�me

Way�they�step�to�me, it's�like�chess�to�me

See,�these�nobodies try�and�kill�the�queen

You�got�best�of�three, then�it's�time�for�me

This�is�why you�don't�mess�with�me

See,�I'm�technically best�there�ever�be

Yes,�I'm�blessed�indeed, so�don't�test�me�please

I�am�Hercules, I�unleash�the�beast

I�ain't�dressed�to�please, I�am�dressed�for�me

Way�they�step�to�me, it's�like�chess�to�me

See,�these�nobodies try�and�kill�the�queen

You�got�best�of�three, then�it's�time�for�me

Eliza!�You�came! I�didn't�think�you'd�be�here!

Eliza?

Louise.

Finn.

Eliza's�not�here,�honey.

I�love�you!

Even�when�you're�being a�pain�in�the�ass.

Which�is�always.

Drink.�Drink.�Drink.�Drink.

Shit.

Have�you�seen�my�date? He's�missing.

What�is�she�doing?

Doesn't�she�know it's�trashy�to�slow-dance?

I�think�it's�adorable!

I�think�I'm�gonna�yack.

Let's�dance.�Come�on.

Fuck�no.�Let's�go.

She's�with�her�friends.

I�don't�trust�you.

You're�smart.

Finn.

I�love�you.

I�really,�really�love�you.

And�it�terrifies�me.

I�know.

You�don't�know�anything.

I�haven't�told�you what�I've�done.

Come�here.

I've�hurt�people.

And�I�meant�to.

I�don't�know�why, but�I�get�so�fucking�heated.

I�don't�know�what�it�is, but�I�can't�calm�myself�down.

There�were�these�little incidents�when�I�was�a�kid,

and�my�parents�would�just pop�pills�in�my�mouth.

And�that�didn't�fucking�help because�it�just�felt�like

I�was�underwater�all�the�time.

And�I�fucking�hated�it.

And�I�couldn't�fucking�feel!

I�couldn't�feel�anything�at�all!

I�never�felt�like, ever,�at�any�point,

they�really�wanted�me�around,

but�I�couldn't�fucking�help being�born.

So�I�wanted�to�give�them�a�taste of�their�own�medicine.

So�I�crushed�up�the�pills.

I�crushed�up�too�many.

The�last�thing that�I�heard�my�mom�say

when�she�went�to�bed�that�night

and�I�snuck�by�the�door to�lock�it�was...

"Clay.�Did�you�see how�helpful�Finn�was�tonight?"

Does�that�make�me�a�monster?

No,�it�doesn't.

It�was�an�accident.

It's�not�your�fault.

I�love�you.

I�am...who�I�am.

I�wanted�to�stay�as�close to�the�edge�as�I�could.

On�the�edge, you�see�all�the�things

you�can't�see�from�the�inside.

There's�beauty�in�everything.

In�life�and�in�death.

Mom,�something�weird�happened.

So,�I�made�this�for�you.

Understand�I�had�to�do�this.

There's�so�much I�could�say�to�you.

But�it's�just�all�too�much.

I�do�wish I�could�go�back�in�time.

Undo�this�mess�I�made.

I�know�you're�upset.

I�have�a�good�heart.

I�just�-- I�don't�know�how�to�reason.

I�traded�your�mom's�life for�yours.

I�wanted�to�protect�you.

I�hope�you�know�that.

But�love�isn't�about being�nice.

It's�about�doing the�right�thing.

I'm�going�where everything�is�silent

and�nothing�hurts.

Your�life�will�be so�much�better�without�me.

I�love�you.

I�love�you�so�much.

I�love�you.

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